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everyday I pray Zillow makes a comment section

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you wouldn’t last an hour in the asylum where they raised me

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vampirism poses the question "what if there was a fundamental, horrible, unending well of want in your soul that, if truly satisfied, would lead to great pain for all those you hold closest and, in turn, their absolute and total revilement of you?" and naturally as a person with no problems I don't relate to this in any way at all.

#any Arthur Bennett fans here #bc like. Yeah he got it fr fr

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I need a way to say this character makes me feel insane amounts of lust but not in a sexual or romantic way

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They're my whole world as for now btw

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gimme #69 >:)

Send me a number 1-100 for a song and prompt!

It’s been a billion years - I give you qsmp star wars au <3

69 - Rivers and Roads - The Head And The Heart

Missa sits down at the side of the river, and considers the lightsaber in his hands.

The crystal inside hums, a frequency he thinks he can almost hear, a feeling in the back of his throat. Like Phil but a little to the left, familiar and comforting. Green like the crystal, like Phil’s energy, an inexplicable energy. It’s a feeling he can hardly understand, let alone describe - it just is.

It’s almost home. It’s almost the comfort of his sheets and the soft shine of the sun through parted curtains, it’s almost the scent of cooked greens and the earthiness of a fresh pot of tea. It’s almost the way Chayanne knocks his head against his side to show affection, and the way Tallulah shakes things to get their attention, and the way Phil smiles, all soft and content, when he thinks no one else is looking.

The river that runs alongside him murmurs, a soft rush of water that also reminds him of home. It runs over mossy rocks, laps softly at the green shores. The force tugs his consciousness a mile ahead where it’ll widen, and then drop off a cliff face in a waterfall. The wind blows along the top of the water, tugging at the ferns and ruffling the leaves. A mile ahead, there’s less trees to soften the breeze. A storm is brewing just off the cliffside, promising rain in less than an hour.

Missa takes a deep breath, recentering himself. He wonders how someone can feel so content and homesick all at once. A paradox of some sort, to feel the force fill him with such life out here, yet have such a gaping hole of what he misses eating at him.

The crystal changes its tune, like Phil but to the right this time, if that makes any sense at all. He presses his forehead against the durasteel hilt and closes his eyes, and hums to himself. He thinks very hard about the family he misses.

It’s almost home - and he thinks that what makes the longing that much worse.

(Across the galaxy, Phil wakes with his arm stretched over empty sheets, smelling petrichor and damp soil. There’s the fluttering of something - something, dancing to the tune of a song so familiar, weaving between his ribs and wrapping around his heart. Glimpses of green, a rushing river, a familiar voice singing without an instrument to accompany it. Something that’s almost home.

He opens his eyes, and the feeling is gone.)

#hi bestie it’s been a hot second. better late than never ammirite #sorry 69 is a downer and not a party song jfjsjfj #hope sw au is okay it’s been on the brain a bit lately #qsmp au #qsmp #mcyt #death duo #z writes

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give that girl a grilled cheese

#CRUFJDJSJFJSHD #dungeon meshi

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Echo putting the bad in Bad Bitch with this move

#icon #tbb #tbb spoilers

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oh no cigarettes for me thanks i just wanted to be in this dank alleyway with you

#tma episode one

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She took the pages.

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I need this hiatus over stat I’m having Caspian withdrawals

#spoilers in the tags btw #where is my boy. is he safe. is he alright #closing my eyes and pretending episode 115 doesn’t exist. Black Sea? traitors? what are you talking about #gil and cas just left to do drunk magic in an alleyway #anyways caspian if you’re free this weekend #jrwi #jrwi riptide #jrwi fanart #jrwi caspian #jrwi show #my art

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mfw I sacrifice my vision for knowledge of power. surely this isn’t a metaphor for anything

#watercolors I’ve somehow figured them out. I don’t know how I did the hair #but man I’ve been thinking about Shilo and what he gave up to the midnight circle after his convo with Arthur #they’re both so good because they both ultimately want peace. but peace means different things to them. and Shilo is so hopeful and young #and naive. so yeah after a whole talk about how he plans to take down Edward and have him and Emizel running things in place of the queen #he proceeds to give up his eye to know how to become a leader like his mother? sacrificing vision for power? hmmm #ever since fma:b and roy mustang I think about eye symbolism constantly. something something blind ambition #Shilo is not immune to this #jrwi #jrwi spoilers #jrwi the suckening #the suckening #the suckening episode 10 #shilo bathory #jrwi shilo #jrwi fanart #my art

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Raise your hand if you have also been personally victimized by the barometric pressure changes 🥲

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nothing brings me more joy than critically engaging with media that was clearly not designed with critical engagement in mind. it’s the media studies equivalent of like, idk, trying to skateboard up a flight of stairs.

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you know, I've been thinking, after this trail of carnage, I might just hang my sword up. just gotta slay these last few villains and I'll have evil solved, and there will be a place for me in this peaceful world I've created. with the sword.

#not to blorbo from my shows this post but arthur bennett #this is so arthur bennett it’s actually insane