#was it my fault?

[respect-the-stache]

I didn't know...

~ᗯIᒪ

#Was it my fault? #Jumbled Thoughts

[omarfor-orchestra]

Sometimes you just need to go "other people's mistakes are not my responsibility" and move on

#i feel guilty for something my mother did #or better didn't do #which could affect other people #was it my fault? #no #did i tell her something that could have avoided this mess? yes #then why bother

[mangoshorthand]

i don’t have daddy issues, i just think somewhere in my genetic programming someone pavlov’d dogged me into drooling at the sight of him.

Suuuurrreeee you don't. 😜

#I do #So many #Why did you leave dad? #why? #Was it my fault? #SEE WHAT YOU DID DAD? #NOW I LUST AFTER OLD MEN! #And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon...

[thesadlesbian120]

we sat down on my couch in my childhood home and watched a movie with your favorite actress. I loved it because you loved it and I loved you. we ate chips and gummy bears and sipped on cokes we bought with my moms 20 dollar bill she gave us. we walked half a mile to the grocery store because we couldn’t drive. we had done this so often it became almost a ritual every summer.

we grew up. started driving. tonight I watched the same movie. alone. in my bed. i haven’t seen it since that summer. I did not walk to the store, I did not buy a bag of chips, and you were not there.

#childhood #breakup #childhood friends #growing apart #a little sad #was it my fault? #was it you

[looking-for-paradies]

I've never been here before

I gave you all my heart and more

So why couldn't you give me yours?

What was I missin'? Don't act so indifferent

Now why are you actin' like all that we did never happened?

What did I do?

Is this the dark side of love?

Is this the dark side of lovin' you?

Is this the dark side of love?

Is this the dark side of lovin' you? (Ooh)

Was it for another man?

'Cause maybe then I'd understand

You had my heart right in your hand

I felt it was fragile but you weren't even careful

Now why are you actin' like all that we did never happened?

What did I do?

This the dark side of love

This is the dark side of lovin' you (This is the dark side, baby)

This the dark side of love (Oh yeah, oh yeah)

This is the dark side of lovin' you

'Cause I fell in love with what I thought we'd be (What I thought we'd be)

Now it's all fallin' apart at the seams (Oh)

This the dark side of love (Didn't you want my love?)

This is the dark side of lovin' you, oh

#conor maynard #dark side #dark side of love #was it my fault? #why am i not enough #broken inside #sad thoughts #so relatable #Spotify

[mossy-oblivion]

The day we became girlfriends was the day I died. It wasnt from the storm outside; thunder shaking the house as I smiled to myself over my new-found happiness, wondering if that was God's way of speaking against our union. It wasnt from my parents learning of this new development between us, but if they had I would have certainly been disposed of without question. It was the way I immediately knew I wasn't enough to keep her. The way I could feel the disinterest seeping through her very being before the night was even over. The death I experienced then wasn't physical, but some nights, when the moon hides behind the clouds and the blankets dont smell like her anymore, I find myself wishing it was.

#lgbtqia #alternative #breakup #i still miss you #call me back #was it my fault? #sadness #i need to sleep #maybe someday #ill heal #pan #lesbian #bisexual

[lazylittledragon]

can't believe we're all adults being forced into the club penguin level of censorship in 2024

#ramble #if you say unalive in front of me i will personally kill you with my hands #you just can't muffle and censor and hold someone's hand through some things #some things are horrible. and they should be spoken aloud and they should upset you. because they are horrible #the second we started kidzbopifying the world was the end of taking anything seriously i think #i'm not even joking i've spoken to people older than me who won't even say the world sex #this isn't the playground you're not going to get in trouble just let us say the word!!!!!! #how am i supposed to listen to you when you won't even say the thing you're supposed to be talking about #yes this is the fault of the platforms with their censorship rules but the fact that we all just go along with it like it's not dystopian #you do know it doesn't stop with cursing right. people are already having to censor queer terms because they get flagged as inappropriate

[ramblingdaydreamer]

i learned from someone to put a lock on my heart and throw the key somewhere i couldn’t find it. but you? oh you. you made me look for that key. for the first time, i wanted to let someone in. and right when i found the key, and turned around to unlock my heart, you showed me why i locked it in the first place.

#heartbreak #i think i loved you #love story #protect your heart #relationship #situationships #was it my fault? #why did you leave #what went wrong #i miss you #i still love you

[respect-the-stache]

What the fuckin hell are you doing??

-🗡

(Ooc: idk how ask games like this work lol)

It was raining out. Not too hard but it'd get there eventually. Hopefully the thunder would stay away, though. That's the last thing Wilford needed right now, but perhaps it wouldn't matter in the end anyhow. It didn't really seem like the man noticed the rain as it soaked his clothes and dragged his hair down from its majestic floof. His gaze distant while staring into a puddle, struggling to stay afloat in his jumbled thoughts.

Only for a high-pitched voice to cut through the chaos, casting a life preserver without knowing it.

"H-Huh?" Lifting his eyes, they were met with a familiar face, but... That was it. No name jumped out immediately upon seeing the other, but it was on the tip of his tongue. After a bit of searching, his confused eyes lit up a little. It was one of his friends!

"..Green bean? Hello! I'm just..." What was he doing? Bafflement clouded Wil's expression once more while looking around, stumbling a bit as Anti tugged him somewhere. "I was just...enjoying the weather, I think-" That didn't feel quite right but... Shaking his head, the fella tried focusing on the glitch. "What about yourself?"

~ᗯIᒪ

#If this is too much to respond too; let me know- OOC #Bubbles & Weaponry #Glitch Bitch #Was it my fault? #antisepticeye #jse anti

[pterribledinosaurdrawings]

Toothpaste companies must really hate people who are allergic to mint toothpaste, which a lot of people are! Apparently it's NOT supposed to burn like minty hellfire? (I'm fine with mint candy, it's only mint toothpaste that hurts)

I've been using Tom's fennel for years, but am now trying to find one with fluoride in it, and finding a toothpaste that is no mint and yes fluoride should not be such a huge and infuriating quest. still got some more grocery stores to search, but not even the children's toothpaste in the nearest one had any that were suitable.

Edit: Hey you don't need to keep copying out the tags, I wrote all the Minty Hellfire lyrics here. And then someone recorded them here.

Also, I think it might technically be a sensitivity rather than an allergy, but whatever it is, toothpaste is not supposed to hurt! If it's burning then that's bad and you should try to find a new one if possible!

#LIKE FIIIIRE! HELLFIIIIIRE! THIS FIRE ON MY TONGUE! #I therefooooore requiiiire a new paste tooooo cleeaaan gums #It's not my fault! I'm not to blame! it is the Colgate brand and Crest who've set this flame! #it's not my fault‚ if in their plans‚ they made the toothpaste so much stronger than a maaaaaaannnnnn #protect me‚ oh grocers! don't let the menthol touch my lips‚ don't let its fire sear my mouth and gums! #PROVIDE ME WITH FLUORIDE‚ but not mixed with the fires of Hell‚ and I'll keep all my teeth for years to cooooommeeee #HELLFIRE #MINT FIRE #IS ALL THAT I CAN FIND! #I may be! requiired! to order paaaaste oooonline!

[painispainbeautyisbeauty]

I wish I knew why

#Was it my fault? #Was I not good enough

[maxgicalgirl]

Being a “Fun Fact !” kind of autistic is all fun and games until you get halfway through sharing an interesting tidbit and realize that it probably wasn’t appropriate to share in polite company and now you have to deal with the consequences :(

#autism #neurodivergent #adhd #fun facts #GOD I’m such an idiot #anyways now a 10 year old is out there looking up swear words online and it’s all my fault :( #I got so excited by the fact that I knew a fun fact #that I didn’t stop to think that maybe not everyone knows that fun fact for a reason :( #it’s like explaining how to successfully bury a body at a book club #or explaining the dangers of Scientology to your sister’s boyfriend the first time you meet him #or debating gay sex positions with your best friend in front of your mom #no matter how much I wish to be a beacon of knowledge in this world #sometimes there are things others just don’t want to know #and consciously that’s valid but the autism ? I does not care

[montanabohemian]

if i see a single one of you pissed that your faves canceled an event or a con appearance because they're striking for fair wages then imma come for you in your sleep 🔪🔪🔪

(direct that fury where it belongs: AMPTP and the execs)

#sag aftra #sagaftra #sag aftra strong #sag aftra strike #union strong #wga strike #PAY THE FUCKING ACTORS AND WRITERS #i hope the execs lose EVERYTHING #sag strike #sag-aftra #(BY THE WAY I'VE MADE A MINOR EDIT ON THE ORIGINAL POST) #in case you're confused: BE PISSED OFF. BUT DIRECT IT AT AMPTP AND THE EXECS. #if you don't get to see your fave at an event or a con? IT IS NOT THE UNION'S FAULT. IT IS THE FAULT OF THE EXECS #AMPTP AND THE EXECS ARE REFUSINGS TO NEGOTIATE IN GOOD FAITH AND ARE REFUSING TO PAY ACTORS AND WRITERS FAIRLY #SUPPORT THE WGA AND SAG STRIKE #if that means you can't see them at a con? then take the money you were gonna spend on that con and donate it #to the entertainment community fund #DIRECT YOUR ANGER WHERE IT BELONGS #WHICH IS AT AMPTP AND THE GREEDY PIECE OF SHIT EXECS #another edit: i forgot to add alt text which is my bad. I HAVE CORRECTED THAT.

[uncanny-tranny]

I think so many people are so deeply alienated from themselves that they have no clue how to exercise their free will and autonomy. For some, this alienation runs so deep that they are afraid of their own autonomy and humanity. It is completely understandable why one would have those feelings, but it can be worrisome.

I want to help others who feel this way, so here are small things I have done to exercise my free will:

Add "guilty pleasure" songs to playlists and actually listen to them (I have a ton of late 1990s-early 2000s music I listen to now proudly that I never listened to in the past out of shame)

Getting the décor item, bath set, bed spread, ect. in the patterns you like, even if it's "childish" (I got a dinosaur-themed wastebasket from the kids' décor section and I adore it)

Taking a new route to get to a place you go to often

Eat dessert first

Celebrate well, and often

Collect things that are "odd" or don't seem like an "acceptable" thing to collect (somebody on my "for you" page collects dandelion crayola crayons and it was so cool!!!!!!)

Incorporate one new piece in an outfit you wear frequently (e.g., a new chain, a necklace, ribbons, bracelets, ect.). Challenge yourself to add onto the outfits if you feel up for it.

Sing along to songs without worrying that you sound "good" or your intonation is completely accurate

Read a book from a genre you weren't allowed to read as a kid (comics, thrillers, mysteries, anything!)

Walk without having a specific destination or goal

Pick up a new craft without expecting yourself to master it or to ever be "good" enough. Get your hands messy.

I don't want to shame anybody for not feeling as though they have free will or that they are exempt from exercising it. However, I wanted to give ideas so that you might read this list and find your own ways to express your intrinsic autonomy and will. You deserve to be a person, to feel alive, not just living. That is what our lives are for.

#mental health #mental health support #positivity #if anybody has ideas of their own definitely include them! #i just think being stuck with this feeling that you don't have autonomy and that you ultimately aren't an equal person or a person at all.. #...in comparison to other people can be a really troubling and dangerous place to be in... #...and that isn't the person's fault for feeling that way. they didn't pluck those thoughts out of thin air... #...like i have felt that exact way all my LIFE because i have been abused for. probably 2/3s of my life... #...only within these past few years have i even FELT alive. frankly it's going to take a while to repair what i have been left with... #...so i know the feeling and i want to help others feel even a LITTLE bit alive. you deserve it... #...you deserve to take in a deep breath before slowly realizing 'oh my gd this is what it feels like to be alive' and SMILE about it #i want that for you even if it is brief. even if it is small. even if it is a whisper. i want you to feel alive #unironically getting rid of the idea of 'guilty pleasures' has made my life SO much better

[spooksier]

me when the emotionally repressed character is revealed to have had something happen in their childhood that was completely out of their control but changed them in a way they can never come back from

#text! #did post this on twt but this belongs on the crying about characters website #and yeah this is about jarchivist and also marc spector in the mk show #idk it hit me yesterday that they were EIGHT AND NINE!!!!!!! when their respective thing happened and that ruined me #like it wasn't their fault but they think it is!!! GOD!!!!!!!!!! #holds those autistic bi men close to my chest #should've never smoked that shit* (*took my brother to a cave/read that book) #now im irrevocably changed* (*tied to the shittest god possible/destined to be the antichrist) #edit: this is getting a bit of traction so pls know that blorbo tagging and oc tagging is SOOO encouraged #thank you to the person who added the flaming text miles edgeworth thats so funny

[sboochi]

Pretty sure "ease him" doesn't mean anything but I'm NOT rewriting that now >:/

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#good omens #bbc merlin #aziraphale #crowley #arthur pendragon #merlin #magic omens au #crowley stop trying to look cool this is NOT the right moment #this took 16 hours im not even joking #entirely my fault bc i insist on drawing the speech bubbles manually #tune in for next part for some thrilling action! (more hostility) #my art #long post