#vent

[hymnxl]

feeling the need to post again about this. i'm standing with every single person who is protesting for palestine right now. especially all the people at these universities setting up encampments and having guns and police brigades pointed towards them. these are PEACEFUL protests and should not be threatened with tear gas, force, or even snipers pointed at them. palestine needs our voices more than ever. we're nearing 50K marytered palestinians when there shouldn't have even been 1.

if you personally cannot protest in public for whatever reason it may be, at least voice your support for protesters who are and also voice your support for palestinians. they need your voice. their voices are getting silences constantly online whether through suppression or the IOF marytering them along with everyone else.

i stand with every palestinian in the world. i stand with every protester in the world speaking for palestinians.

FROM THE RIVER TO THE SEA, PALESTINE WILL BE FREE!!!!!

#vent #rant #free palestine #free gaza #palestine #gaza #gaza genocide #usc #ohio state #columbia #nyu #columbia university

[sad-leon]

what if i gave rise leo BPD...

his anger manifests in the form of self-sabotage and self harm. he asks donnie to sound proof his room when they get to the new lair so he can wreck it without concerning everyone else. before that he'd sneak to the surface and wreck an already messy alleyway

his self harm is recklessness. he gets hurt in fights as much as he can and still get away with just a "please be more careful" lecture from raph

speaking of raph, his oldest brother is his favorite person. so when raph starts to brush him to the side and distrust him, he doesnt take it well. when he does something to impress raph and all he gets is "finally..." thats when he disappears for hours and comes back home with sore arms and usually some scrapes and many bruises

he becomes a medic because they can't ignore him if he helps them. plus he can get better at hiding his breakdowns if he can take care of his own injuries

he wants to be in the spotlight so bad until the spotlight shines on him and suddenly his skin fits wrong

splinter and raph brush it off as teenage hormones. donnie shuts it out. mikey is the first person to realize leo's moods aren't normal, but he doesnt want to confront the fact the bpd comes from trauma, so he tries to support leo as best he can

april doesnt realize how much leo's mood shifts until she spends a night in the lair and realizes that leo isn't as hyper as he presents himself. he tries to mask, but he's too tired and the sudden silence from leo throws april off. it creates a rift between them. even when leo is happier around april, she knows somethings wrong- knows its not quite as genuine as she thought.

she spends more time around donnie than leo and leo thinks its for the best. eventually all his brothers- all his family prefer spending time with someone thats not him. he tells himself its for the better- the less time they spend around him, the less likely he'll be upset around them and end up making them upset

leo convinces himself he's meant to be alone and puts his all into being the team medic and spends the rest of his time alone and dissociating. he hates being the leader- having everyones eyes on him all the time. watching him. waiting for him to mess up- to act out- to prove they were right not to trust him

.... idk.. just a thought

#rambles #hi its projection hours because yesterday was absolute shit #self harm #bpd #borderline #rottmnt #rise of the tmnt #rise leo #rottmnt leo #borderline leo #vent #<- just in case cuz all of this is projection #if i catch anyone talking shit about this disorder in the comments ill fucking fight you #bpd is fucking ass and the only fucking relief is living vicariously through my favs so im gonna do that #leo has a family and is rarely ever truly alone so theres your happy ending #might make him hypersexual as well but if i do anything with that its not gonna be on this blog

[cosmicpoutine]

of all my posts.... THIS???? IS WHAT YALL DECIDE TO REPORT??? just because i said im gonna fuck your mom and some of you lack reading comprehension????

because maybe if you weirdos were not talking about fucking animals and accusing sexual abuse in my comments my post wouldn't have been flagged.

i'm not even mad that i got a community label. i'm baffled because it was on the silliest post i've ever made

i made a side blog for shit like this, but im just dumbfounded, so this is going on main

#vent

[dying-weeds]

Just a visitor 042424

#vent #traumacore #mine #ventcore #actuallytraumatized #trauma #actually ptsd #trauma vent #traumacore vent #my photo #my edit #spilled thoughts #dissociation

[leidensygdom]

Some of you may remember that time I posted Yxala on reddit, and I got some incel of sorts getting extremely worked up at me because she has a bit of a belly, and he found the concept completely impossible to believe. Because well, that's what happens when you mostly watch anime girls and play league of legends, I guess. Conversation in the left, right is the character in question.

I blocked the guy, he saltily edited the message after that because he couldn't keep illuminating my itty bitty AFAB brain with his Truth, I guess.

Now, here's the fun part: The other day, Reddit updated for me and now I can see message requests- Those messages that stay on a different folder until you approve of them. And it turns out, this guy had sent me a message with a throwaway account months ago, named "Thin Weight", to keep shedding his truth to me:

I won't even get on how he had to infantilize me to feel superior, but. Wow. Just. What in the actual fuck.

This grown man felt the URGE to make a new account (against reddit's ToS, btw) to bypass a block (also against the ToS) to keep telling me how he knew what Womens Bellies Look Like. Funniest thing? Her bodytype is based on real-life wrestlers.

I'm mostly sharing because I just want to laugh at this clown at this point, because you just can't make these up

#vent #reddit #i keep thinking these people are mostly an exaggeration and then they arrive and prove me wrong. fun

[foxlungz]

No matter how much effort I put in it’s never good enough

#vent #tw depressing stuff #tw depression #depressing shit #kinda depressing #mentally exhausted #depressing life

[special-true]

https://carol-341.tengp.icu/ti/LrOIHMD

#여자 #purpled #고등어 #got #disney #thesims4 #vent #roseanne park #megan fox #bettie page #carmen sandiego #ducktales #art tutorial #scorbus

[traumatizedd-bunnyangel]

#not mine #ventcore #trauma #vent

[eatend]

my friend sent me a tiktok and it reminded me how the fandom hates Toshiro so much and I simply think its such an uncomfortable take, I can't swallow how autism became the #1 excuse for laios unpleasant behavior towards him. it's so weirdly racist? 😭 they tend to say there's no race factor to it, even tho Laios interest in him is very much culture related, makes me wonder if westerners don't care about what or how we feel? I saw sb say about how 'Toshiro should have said something' but how about the responsibility of not bulldoIzing and being pushy @ sb? are we suppose to just take it cause you are autistic? He couldn't even correct Laios with his name cause the man refused to settle down! its so so strange to encounter this takes as an asian person from the mainland who often get treated like natgeo episode the moment i open up about my identity.

#Toshiro Nakamoto #i like this interaction a lot but the fandom makes me feel icky. #i like it cause toshiro is laios first friend! which means that this is the first time he became interested w/ sb that is not monster #related! that means for the first time he had interest with “ humanity ”! he's very clumsy and ignorant #and because he has autism the relationship is read differently in his eyes #vs toshiro who is more private and pulled away and cannot handle laios but also looks up to him a lot in spite of it all. #its such an interesting and nuance intetaction but the fandom reads it so oddly. #im also autistic so the whole arguement is blitzing my brain — i do my best to respect people's boundaries? #vent #[i say this is a vent but im more so just very confuse as to why this is happening at all]

[apollos-boyfriend]

having to sit here as my classmate loudly rambles about “infiltrating” horrible discourse-ridden bait-filled discord servers in their fandom because “it’s funny” i need to graduate faster

#icarus speaks #vent #ITS NEVER FUNNY!!! YOU ARE ACTIVELY MAKINF YOUR LIFE WORSE #DO NOT ENGAGE WITH THESE PEOPLE #LEAVE THEM ALONE. DONT FUCKING TOUCH IT

[idiot-gayboy]

Hahahahahaha, yeah I'm fine. No, no ofc I'm not working myself to death simply to ignore the fact I'm nobody's favorite, why would you say that? hahahahahahahaahahah

#bpd #bpd mood #actually bpd #bpd thoughts #bpd vent #actually borderline #tw depressing thoughts #personal #vent #tw depressing stuff

[coyotehusk]

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@yet-another-heathen

#coyote husk draws #oc #unknown #gore #guro #blood #guts #gut spill #impaled #muzzle #self harm #vent #sorry if you get pinged again #i messed up my tag list #rip

[magical-sickness]

Everyone is doing things with their lives except me... Anyways time to rot in bed again!!!!

#bpd #actually bpd #bpd mood #bpd vent #pienblr #bpd feels #vent #bpd problems #bpd stuff #hikicore

[sunification]

NOTHINGS NEW (vent)

Please spare me in dignity, won’t you please give some decency

#TW: sh #vent #vent art #trans vent #transgender vent #transgender #trans #self harm #sh #I just want to die #i want the pain to be over

[batsbolts-andfangs]

Lovely, it's the one week I don't feel I belong because I have problems believing I'm not "lesbian enough" /sarc

It's.. Hard for me to believe in my own validity. I don't think I am femme enough because I am fat, because I am a bat, because so many reasons and it is hard. I don't even know what to say. Like yes I get there are other lesbian therians out there but for me I just feel like I am wrong for it.

#🦇 ︴batty babbles #vent #lesbian #femme lesbian #bat therian #werebat holothere #therian #holothere #nonhuman

[kittythatyaps]

"do you ever shut up?" im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry

#🍰.kittyaps #vent post #vent #tired #girlblogging #just a girl #bpd #actually bpd #bpd thoughts #bpd vent #bpd safe #depressing shit #tw depressing thoughts #tw depressing stuff #sorry for being depressing