#v: recovery

[thisisntabackalley]

Valentine’s Day with @hzsokovia 

“Y’know, when you asked me to spend today with you, I didn’t think you’d be wearing pants. Or anything at all.” He teased with a wide grin, reaching out to be able to touch him again. 

“Hmm.. maybe an apron...for baking. But that’s all.” He leaned down to press their lips together in a slow, gentle, and loving kiss.

#hzsokovia #v: recovery

[t0bey]

Some chibi commissions I’ve done on twitter 🫡

#identity v #idv #emily dyer #aesop carl #norton campbell #luca balsa #idv doctor #idv embalmer #idv prospector #idv prisoner #my art #doing the emisop commission made me realize how yuriful watchman and recovery r together

[stormbluestories]

so just in case the tumblr peeps don’t know: yugipedia is down, it has been down for two days, they have lost three years worth of backups, and if you want to volunteer some minor inconvenience towards fixing it u can google ‘yugipedia recover’ and let it search your caches for whatever files you have in there. psa over.

#yugioh #ygo #yugioh dm #yugioh gx #yugioh 5ds #yugioh zexal #yugioh arc v #yugioh sevens #yugioh go rush #(if this is a thing people know I apologize for maintagging but. If I had been able to find a post abt this I wouldn’t have made this one.) #blue originals #my iPad is currently running the recovery and it is going VERY slowly #making this post from my phone #in case you’re wondering ‘how did this happen’ well apparently they were doing some rearranging & a server they thought was empty & safe 2 #take offline. wasnt #edit yeah it’s yugipedia.com/recover I forgot to put that in the first time #yugipeda

[softdedue]

what if you just keep getting worse?

well, you learn to stop hoping for certain kinds of things, but you also learn to look forward to others. you learn to be flexible about the future but you also learn to find joy in the simplest of moments. you discover how much love and support you can receive from total strangers, and how good some parts of the world are, and there will be parts that are bad and people who will fall through, but you learn how to pick yourself up and keep crawling anyway. You find ways to encourage yourself to do things that others would consider no effort at all, and you take pride in the tiniest of accomplishments

I am starting to cook for myself again after years of avoiding it because I found some advice that actually works for neurodivergent disabled people. I got married last month. I have four cats and a dog and a balcony full of plants I keep forgetting to water, and I am sicker than I have ever been—but I’m so much happier too.

You spend your whole life thinking “if this thing fails on me the world will end” and then one day the thing fails and you wake up the next morning anyway. You keep waking up every morning anyway, no matter how many things fail, and you learn how to ask for kinds of help you didn’t even know a person could offer, and some days you realize you’re not just putting one inevitable foot in front of the other but you’re living your life.

You’re alive. People may tease you for being proud of having made it to thirty but it’s the biggest accomplishment of your life. You could have died or given up or allowed the misery to take you a hundred times, but you kept putting that foot in front of the other one. You kept waking up.

So yes, you are worse. You’re never going to get better. But at the same time, you are better than you have ever been in your life.

#my poetry #poetry #it has been a v long time since I posted any kind of poem on here but yk #I do write #mine #recovery

[xiaoming56]

Hated that last episode so i drew this to convince myself i liked it

#didn work i still hate that last ep #LIKE OK LEMME RANT HERE #they cld hav had LITERALLY ANY OTHER VILLAIN #but they chose to undo stranges whoooole character development from szn 1 bcos The Voices i guess #and sure u can make the argument of oH greif isn a linear recovery process AND YES IT ISN BUT IT DOESN MEAN SUDDENLY FORGETTING #WHAT UVE LEARNT WHEN U INITIALLY FUCKED ARD N FOUND OUT!!?! #aaND ALSO it wld hav been SO MUCH BETTER if it was like a different villain who was trying to feed the forge #but strange realises that it requires a powerful being to be fed into it #so he sacrifices himself to the forge to rebuild his universe #ultimately making good on his words from szn1 where he tells the watcher to punish him instead of his universe #AND STILL MAKE HIM THE HERO BECAUSE I REFUSE TO BELIEVE HES A VILLAIN #MCU STOP VILLAINISING STRANGE CHALLENGE!! #srsly he was sortof villainised in spiderman nwh and then all his variants in MOM are bad dudes N NOW UR GNA MAKE IT SO THAT SUPREME IS EVIL #NAHHH I REFUSE #i reject ur canon #ok rant over sorry abt that guys :) #im v passionate abt this character 😭 #doctor strange #stephen strange #strange supreme #marvel #mcu #marvel cinematic universe #what if #what if...?

[lousydrawingsforgoodpeople]

#redraw #v edgy #love yourself #self respect is underrated #doodles #bad art #lousy drawings #doodle #positivity #self love #healing #recovery #self worth #trauma recovery #self esteem #self work #you are great

[eclecticopposition]

seeing personality disorder discussion on the dashboard. the impulse to share all the self-therapy books and tools we have has never been stronger

#our files are so disorganized but we have a bunch of them saved to a dropbox file #the clinical model is letting you all down. if we had our shit together we would welcome you into the warm embrace of our radical ideology #but in the meantime if you all are interested in free books to start managing your own recovery with or without a therapist #let us know #call it an interest check #we love piracy and we especially love doing it for our friends #we have podcast recs and links to some really foundational CPTSD recovery pieces too #we can maybe tell you what approaches to check out depending on what you need because that's hard to know without a lot of research #personality disorders aren't actually clearcut definitions so much as they are expressions of trauma that have been unnecessarily categoriz #they are prescriptive and serve power rather than the person who has them and fail to take the actual mechanics of trauma into account #the DSM-V would shrink to thirty pages if it reflected the growing understanding of CPTSD and maybe therapy would actually work #but in the meantime we have ourselves and we have each other #and we have free books #idk just let us know

[softleesam]

<3

#tw ed mention #not pro ed but recovery talk /neg #i just passed two years in recovery on the 24th #and i'm v proud of myself #but also i don't wanna make a big deal of it yk? #like woo i'm doing a normal human thing #idk after you're sick for a while it stops being a big deal to anybody else it seems like #but i wanted to acknowledge the day since it is a big deal to me #and say thank you to those who have loved and supported me through it even if they didn't realize it at the time #so thank you<3

[lonestarflight]

Escorting Gemini V to USS LAKE CHAMPLAIN (CV-39).

Date: August 29, 1965

Painting by Luis Llorente, 1965.

Naval History and Heritage Command: 88-162-CO

#GT-5 #GT-V #Gemini 5 #Gemini V #SC5 #NASA #Gemini Program #Project Gemini #splash down #recovery #August #1965 #Atlantic Ocean #USS Lake Champlain (CV-39) #USS Lake Champlain #Essex Class #Aircraft Carrier #ship #United States Navy #US Navy #Navy #USN #my post

[thisisntabackalley]

"...I mean, I told you I named my childhood teddy bear after you, Bucky. Whatever it is you did, I'm sure it can't be more embarrassing than that."

"What, the whole thing? 'James Buchanan Bucky Barnes'? That's a pretty silly name for a teddy bear, alright." A pause. "Pretty silly name for a guy too." His head tilted a little, a peaceful smile on his lips.

Looking away, he looked a little more unnerved, trying his best to not have to confess to what embarrassing thing he just did.

"It's.. nothing. ...important. At least, I hope not."

#imxthexhandler #v: recovery

[ladythespera]

visions of v by tomio ogata

#holding the ending in my soul...always..... #visions of v #dmc5 #vergil sparda #devil may cry #vov spoilers #it's about the recovery it's about the freedom from mental and physical cages................

[disassociation-culture-is]

Dissociation Culture is I if prove the vague vibes I think I'm getting I'm going to be so brave and in touch with myself for a change (or at leas better attached then usual) like the energy is there (I think)

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#disassociation culture is #dissociation culture is #dissociation #disassociation #dissociation recovery #mod V #hope things go well anon!

[aletterinthenameofsanity]

Lauren/Mia playlist!

Listen, Power Rangers Samurai was my first Power Rangers show. I watched it when I was eleven with my little brother and it has a very special place in my heart- which means I am the first one to say that some of the decisions made in canon pissed me off. Making Lauren the first female Red Ranger and the first Red Ranger to fail to defeat her Big Bad? I still get a pit in my stomach thinking about it and it has been TWELVE YEARS.

So in this fic, I wanted to dedicate time to exploring her backstory going into Samurai as well as the aftermath of the show (and, yes, she gets to be part of the final push to defeat Xandred because I'm not an idiot). As an asexual lesbian, Lauren has a LOT of trauma wrapped up in the training process/her isolation/the fact that she had to give birth to a daughter to maintain the bloodlines (hello, Hatsu Shiba, one of my favorite OCs in this series). But with Mia and Lauren's friends and her brother, she gets to learn how to recover and how to be an aunt to the daughter she was made to have. This fic is angry and bitter and sweet and devastating and healing and it meant so much to me writing it back then. It definitely stands the test of time, too!

@skyland2703 @madhare0512 @khruschevshoe @liveinalovelyway @disastardly @augment-techs @our-raven-strife-universe @infinitysgrace @estel-eruantien

#lauren shiba #mia watanabe #recovery #power rangers #power rangers samurai #playlist #paris paloma #christina aguilera #mary lambert #kelly clarkson #trooper #AWOLNATION #shinedown #ajr #fun. #this one has a very important place in my heart in terms of fire symbolism/feminine rage/asexual characters #lauren shiba as an asexual lesbian in the face of shiba tradition means SO MUCH to me y'all have no idea #the subtext of samurai about traditions & child abuse & pressure & pain & the weight the shiba siblings carry still slaps me in the face #my fics #aletterinthenameofsanity #Spotify #LAUREN SHIBA IS HEIR TO NO ONE SAVE HERSELF #the difference between the meaning of family and tradition here v. in mystic force but also the similarities get me every time #chip thorn and lauren shiba would have a lot to talk about

[cultfic]

dewey feels immense guilt over tatum's death. 1/ as the older brother, it's obvious in the 1st film that he makes it a point to look after his sister despite her constantly pushing him away. 2/ as the police officer on duty on the night of the massacre, being physically close to the scene when the murder took place, he feels deeply responsible for her death. because of this, he became sidney prescott's surrogate big brother.

#ch. study: dewey riley #he never really recovers from it and it prob on some level hinders his own physical recovery :' #tatum's death is also the reason gale calling him out on his inexperience in her book hurt him sfm #i hc that their dad was himself an officer of the law and was killed on duty when tatum was v young #which justifies dewey's constant fussing over his sister's safety and wellbeing #trying to replace their dad for her.

[coldercreation]

Sometimes I think crappy shit like

if I was a shelter dog, would they just put me down because it’d be too much work to rehabilitate me?

But then I remind myself that I’m my own rescue and this is a no-kill shelter

#Had some frustrating updates about health stuff #aka things are slightly improving but way slower than I had hoped #and it’s been a big sad agitation day/week/months #my health panic was v triggered today lmao- but #Slow progress is progress too #trying to remember that even though recovery often feels like forever #this is not really going to last forever #and one day I will suddenly realise that things have been less hard #until then #I shall keep taking my inner runt of a shelter dog for walks and giving it food and treats #and even when it can’t do anything but shiver at the back of the cage in fear #I’ll tell it’s a good pup and doing well #x

[boydykepdf]

you had surgery? are you doing ok?

yeah!! i’m doing great recovering well etc. the anesthesia made me really sick yesterday but 2day i was feeling well enough 2 go 2 the grocery store w my mom…made pasta…played a bit of piano answered some emails etc…been up & about :•)

#as far as surgeries go it’s like. fairly easy recovery period 4 most people #nothing much 2 worry abt etc & the worst should be over… #mostly i’m just v excited & happy that it’s done <3 #& i’m staying w family thru the weekend while i recover so ive got people looking after me etc…honestly feeling a bit spoiled xx