About to respond to asks!!!!!
Covet readers… I just love you guys (gn) so much. You are: incredible readers, supporters, and friends. <333 Wowowow :’)
And, I need you to know, if you are someone who sends in asks: the only time I ever want to respond to asks is when I am able to give them my full attention and heart.
The sweet, supportive, thoughtful words for me or for the story inspire me to keep going with it. Covet is my baby and I love that you all love it with me. *cries eternal tears*
So, saying all of that, I always want my responses to reflect that mindset.
Furthermore, life is busy and stressful (I know I say it all the time, but in my life, there is always something and I deal w things in a very ✨type b✨ way. Life is ESPECIALLY insane right now — it’s too much to explain in a post). So, it takes me a while to get enough brain space to give dignified responses.
To give just a tad bit of insight, in between updates, I dedicate any and all of my time to work (teaching is intense lmao), family, and, of course, writing Covet (🫶🏻). Covet chapters in and of themselves require a lot of brain power in order for me to produce what I feel necessary for the story. That’s one very big reason that updates take about a month.
It all just adds up! My brain regularly gets to the point where it has to focus primarily on certain things… does that make sense?! I have to sort through things to put energy into.
So, my loves, thank you for being patient with me and continuing to support as I wade through life. Thank you for understanding and waiting for me to get my shit together/for things to slow down enough for me to respond the way my heart leads me to. Your words matter and I want you to know it in the way I respond!
I read every single message as they come in and they never fail to make me feel all kinds of wonderful ways. You are all impeccable people for whom I am so very grateful. Please don’t ever stop reaching out, because I see you and appreciate you and you are a life changer anytime you share your kind words!
I love you all so, so much!
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I want friends so embarrassingly bad but I’m so skittish around people and people are skittish around me so it takes longer. And when I do befriend someone I feel like it’s so obvious how hard I’m grasping at their friendship. Like I feel almost creepy. It’s so transparent, at least I think it is. And I end up thinking I’m losing them when I’m totally not. Please be my friend. Do you want to go somewhere. Do you want to eat. Are you mad at me. Do you want to hang out. It’s ok if not I totally understand. Yeah I’m busy too. Please be my friend
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so i've been talking with someone daily for two weeks and we're meeting tonight and i'm super stressed dflkndfds. like legit my stomach is swooping. they seem to be a really kind and sweet person and they make me feel really comfortable so far. they also seem to like me a lot (they've told me), which is overwhelming in a lot of ways lol. not to jinx myself here, but it feels different than the other couple of first dates i've had these past 3 years, where it didn't go anywhere. i feel like this could definitely go somewhere and i'm so scared and excited and just fdgkLDFGGDKLJFDa. send help.
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Hmmm if I'm to draw smth for vettonso day w them in multiple eras/AUs, I wonder what I should do. Rn I'm thinking boy king au, matador au, 2010s era, modern era? Those are all the ones that are developed enough, so I don't think I should do Bond au or anything else...or should I 🤔 maybe as a chibi addition lmao.
Is there a drawing metaphor for having eyes too big for your stomach? When I'm at this stage I'm like, "four drawings? Light work." And then when I actually get into it, I want to choke out my past self.
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