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samo-unicestwienie · 3 months

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Imagining my own death is the only thought that gives me peace.

#pain #pain and agony #the pain of existence #depression #tw depressing thoughts #depressing shit #tw depressing stuff #sorry for being depressing #self h@rm #self h@te #thoughts suicidal #suic1de #tw sui ideation #i hate everything #i hate me so much #tw self destruction #tw self h4rm #kys mention

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stil-lindigo · 17 days

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lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)

if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.

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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.

I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.

I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.

If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.

#cw: suicidal ideation #cw: suicide #cw: self harm #cw: mental health #cw: depression #i made the balloon the main representation of my self destructive urges for a reason but im not going to explain it #i tried to keep a lot of the details in this vague #it would be my worst nightmare if this comic encouraged someone to hurt themselves #so. please dont #for a long time even the thought of making this comic felt so insipid and narcissistic #with the state of the world as it is #having the only threat to your life be yourself felt so privileged and trite and shameful #but doing this comic made me sit down and process things in full #and im just. very grateful i didn't give in to my thoughts back when i sincerely felt i'd be more useful to the world dead #i also feel the need to say that this wont represent everyone's battle with mental illness. its unfortunately different for all of us #there is no fix-all #and im afraid this might be one of those comics that either resonates a lot or misses the target by a mile #i made it for myself foremost. and now that its done im glad i did it #thank you for reading #and please stay alive #stillindigo art #stillindigo comics

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redacted-metallum · 4 months

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I need to [remembers I shouldn't make suicide jokes] join a whaling crew

#revs thoughts #moby dick #suicide joke

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sonny-angel-444-diva-cup · 6 months

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#web weaving #delulu #sotce #girlblog #girly blog #sylvia plath #just girly thoughts #sofia coppola #the virgin suicides #girlhood #girl interupted syndrome #just girly things #soft girl #black swan #lana del rey

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rrinnna · 3 months

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the realization this brought me made me cry actual tears.. [not mine]

#brittany murphy #uptown girls #girlblogging #girlcore #hell is a teenage girl #this is what makes us girls #girl interrupted syndrome #just girly thoughts #just girly posts #the virgin suicides #lana del ray aka lizzy grant #lana del rey #girl blog #girlblogger #lily rose depp #manic pixie dream girl

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shitbl0gger · 25 days

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ditzyteengirl · 5 months

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sa-dnesss · 1 year

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nobody talks about the fact that you can have all this crazy shit in your head, and want to open up and talk about your feelings but no matter what, you just can't make out the right words and properly put your thoughts and emotions into words

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sadexecutivelove · 7 months

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girlhood

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juuliealbright · 29 days

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samo-unicestwienie · 3 months

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Why..?

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angelsdaughter08 · 26 days

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urfavgrlnextdoor · 4 months

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one day you’ll never see me again <3

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strawberyangell · 3 months

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snuffysbox · 6 months

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The canon heart event that made me want to do these comics to begin with 🌧️

#stardew valley #sdv #sdv shane #sdv farmer #nell franklin #comic #artsy stuff #tw suicidal thoughts #stardew comic

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frownyalfred · 4 months

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“Jason wouldn’t want you to do this, Bruce,” Clark says, trying to stop Bruce from doing something Jason would very much want him to do (kill the Joker, barehanded and slowly).

#treadmill thoughts #bruce wayne #batman #dc #clark kent #superman #Jason todd #the joker #Robin #just the thought of Bruce being stopped by Clark #like getting pinned to the ground while he’s screaming with rage #suicidal furious trying to kill the joker and break his one rule #and Jason later doesn’t know about it #he blames Bruce for not doing it #and doesn’t realize Superman himself had to hold Bruce back

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