#this maybe isnt the most pathetic i could do but i think it works for now lol

[im-not-a-sheep-art]

Can you draw the wettest most pathetic bloodsoaked shaking shivering Adrian you can conjure? I want that woman to suffer the horrors of the black.mesa incident

Y'know how in half-life the soldiers sometimes drop a grenade but dont move away from it? yeah, she... saw that

#ask #blood #<- just in case! #adrian shephard #my art #littlesheep doodles! #this maybe isnt the most pathetic i could do but i think it works for now lol #half life #half life opposing force #opposing force

[sweet-luv-club]

✎ breastfeeding m! Kylar like he deserves ♡

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2.5k words (wow im a horny bastard), informal writing, m! Kylar with cock, unprotected p in v sex, unrealistic sex, Kylar is a very submissive and pathetic (/affectionate) top, lactating pc from cow transformation, BIG GIANT TATAS and AFAB anatomy terms. u got coochie n it'll b called cunt and pussy but Kylar doesn't call u by either feminine terms or masculine terms so it's,,, gender-neutral reader-ish??

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WHY BOTHER HAVING A BREAST MILK MECHANIC IF U CANT GIVE IT TO ANY OF THE LOVE INTERESTS... SMH VREL GET ON IT /LH also dis is a shoutout to da fellow transmascs like me that don't mind hvin big tatas 2 feed kylar <33 my first full fic i tink!! enjoy!!!

♡ ┆ u 2 are on a date at the part as usual. when u casually suggest it, his brain just stops working. his mouth hangs open and u have to shake him to snap him out of it. 

"uhh, haha, sorry, darling... c-could you repeat that?"

with a smirk, you do. you lean in and suggest going somewhere private so he could enjoy your milk directly from the source. all the blood in his cheeks rush to his cock almost immediately. he is so down bad for u, he's fucking floored u even suggested it.

♡ ┆ he gets more cocky, confident, and possessive during sex, but at this point, he's only squeezed your chest so far, not sure how he could even begin to explain himself. he’s seen u lactate when u cum, he just didnt know if it was overstepping a boundary to just dive in. its early into the relationship so he doesnt know if youre comfortable with that part of your bovine biology. hes a perv but hes also a polite boy!!  well... most of the time ♡ he couldnt just walk up to u and say i want ur milk babe, you deserve better than that, he just didnt know how to ask... so ofc he's over the moon you're the one who brought it up

♡ ┆ absolutely solidifies in his mind that you're an angel sent from heaven to protect him and love him

♡ ┆ he's a stinky little anime nerd /pos. pre-relationship, after you saved him from bullies, he draws u and ur cute fluffy cow ears and massive anime-like tits in all sorts of erotic ways. does all the hentai tropes. fists his needy, leaky cock at night to the drawings he's made of u. when you start dating, it was like he was walking on cloud 9 when you wanted to recreate some of his erotic drawings (bc ofc u pushed to see his sketchbook when he mentioned it was full of only u lol)

♡ ┆ cant go to the manor, kylar isnt comfy w that yet. cant be in pc’s bedroom, kylar doesnt even want a single chance of someone who knows you and lives with you to see u giving him milk, it's his and only his in sight, sound,,, and ofc taste. hed get jealous if other orphans u live with saw yall doing it, bc if they see he thinks theyre never gonna forget the sight..... which could lead 2 all sorts of trouble since they live with u and he doesnt. he wants it to only be his even in memory. PATHETIC /POS so yalls only option is a cheap-ass love hotel. maybe someday youll fuck somewhere nicer but this’ll have to do… not to mention kylar is thrumming w/ excitement. he’s fucking trembling at the mere thought of getting to taste your sweet milk, directly from your heavy chest which was always tempting him… PATHETIC /POS (1)

♡ ┆ at first, kylar cant get his bearings. he sits next to u on the bed, hands politely on his lap while his cock strains against his pants. hes strangely silent until u snap him out of it with a kiss on the cheek. “ah… d-darling, you don’t know how much this means to me.” he says in a shaky voice. you chuckle and slowly begin to lift your shirt, making sure to give him a show. the way your heavy tits laden with the milk he craves always looked like they were spilling out, your bra barely being able to hold them back never failed to do a number on kylar’s psyche. 

♡ ┆ ”c’mon, you’ve already seen me lactate. get me wet first, babe, then it’ll come out.” you tease as you unclasp your bra effortlessly and toss it to the side, your tits swaying with every movement you make. kylar is hypnotized. just a lot of spacing out in general until you two really get into it.

♡ ┆ your back is laid on the bed, and Kylar moves to get your pants and panties off. the sight never fails to make him breathless. he figures the quickest way to taste your sweet milk is to eat you out, so he does, very diligently. he dives in and devours your pussy like a man starved, he does this every time. he just can’t believe someone as perfect as you would willingly give yourself to him, and he wants to show his gratitude properly, always…

♡ ┆ this mf latches onto your cunt with an intense need and desperation. not only is he making his beloved feel good, he’s working to get your milk flowing as well… it makes him especially ravenous. licking up and sucking on your sensitive folds, using his hands to part your lips and plunge his tongue into you deeper… when you pat his fluffy, unkempt hair and moan… “fuuuuck yes, that’s it, good boy…” he goes absolutely ballistic in his brain. it goes w/o saying that he has a praise kink, loves giving and receiving it. he’s especially emboldened when he feels his head sandwiched between the softness of your thighs, he’s going delirious with need at this point, eyes all half-lidded and bleary, focused on nothing but lapping up the fluids your cunt makes. he's fucking groaning against your folds, can't get enough of your sweet taste. his cock is straining to be free right now, but your pleasure takes precedence.

♡ ┆ eventually, he takes your clit into his mouth and sucks hard, tongue swirling around it as he’s making you scream. “K-Kylar!!” it fills him with a sick thrill, like he’s letting all the strangers in this damn sleazy love hotel know that he’s the one making his darling cry out with pleasure. he pulls back for a moment, a string of saliva connecting between your cunt and his lips to smirk confidently at you. “that’s it, darling, let it all out.” he says, as he’s licking a broad stripe up your pussy, “let them all hear how much you love what i’m doing to you.”

♡ ┆ the moment he sees your tits drip with milk, he unlatches his mouth from your cunt with a soft pop, halting the intense suctions for now. his eyes sparkle with curiosity and hunger, seeing you laid out on the bed with your cheeks flushed, mouth hung agape from moaning so much just does something to his fucked up brain. he wastes no time capturing a nipple into his mouth and giving a hard suck, groaning when your milk hits his tastebuds. it’s the best thing he’s ever tasted…

♡ ┆ he kneads at your tit, trying to coax more and more milk out of you as your cow ears flicker atop your head. needless to say, he’s getting off on your moans, the taste of your creaminess, and the softness of your chest… he loves it. all of this, it’s only for him and him alone. he laminates your nipple with spit using his tongue, moaning as he drinks up every last drop. keeping a hand on your pussy, he gently bites down, making you yelp, yet he also felt your cunt twitch at the action… that gives him an idea for later. he shows love to your other breast, licking up all of the milk that had been dripping off to the side as his fingers rub at your pussy, the slick sounds making his head spin. his breaths are heavy and erratic as it fans over your exposed skin, adding a layer of eroticism from his desperation being conveyed this way. 

♡ ┆ finally… the moment he’d been waiting for. he releases his mouth and cups both of your heavy breasts, pressing them close together and sucking on both your nipples at the same time. wow… just like in his hentai mangas. the sensation makes you feel embarrassed, but you can’t deny how good it feels, either… as his fingers dig into your plush, large chest, he suckles, licks, and bites, doing anything to get more milk into his mouth again. some of it drips in between your chest, and it gives him a devious idea…

♡ ┆ he retreats for now, taking a finger to swipe up a drop of milk on his chin and lick it, a crazed hunger in his green eyes. he pulls down his pants and boxers… out comes his cock, blushed at the tip and leaky with pre-cum. “darling… would you be willing to hold up your chest for me, please?” he asks in a sweet voice, and you comply without question. you already knew what he was planning without him having to outright say it.

♡ ┆ he holds the sides of your breasts securely and moves up on the bed, positioning himself under your chest. you feel something hard underneath your boobs… and without further ado, Kylar thrusts his cock in. he moans so loud, breathing sooo heavily as he pistons his hips… he’s just in pure disbelief. the milk that had dripped between your chest earlier aids him in creating a slick passage between your pillowy tits. it takes him all his willpower to not immediately cum… which he inevitably fails. his cock splatters all over your chest, and a little bit gets on your face. “ah…!! i-oh no, i’m so sorry… i couldn’t help it, it just felt too good…” he pouts with a voice whinier than usual. you reassure him that it’s more than okay with a sultry smile, and you collect his cum with your fingers, licking it all up.

♡ ┆ the sight of you doing that of your own volition without him even asking to… grrr he’s going feral! and he realized you hadn’t cum once! that just won’t do. so while waiting for his cock to stiffen up again, he pulls out and lowers himself back down and thrusts a finger into your dripping entrance. he gets off on the sound of your moans, and he reaches down to take a nipple into his mouth again, the dual sensation of kylar’s suction and his finger curling inside you driving you mad. he establishes a rhythm with both actions, and it’s not long before he adds another finger into you, the squelching noises from your naughty pussy tempting him making his cock twitch back to life very quickly. as your inner walls tighten around his fingers, he searches desperately for your sweet spot while feverishly lapping up any milk from your breasts. and finally… he finds that one gummy mass inside you and just absolutely goes to town on it, making you cry out loudly. he reluctantly detached himself from your tit, and as his fingers were pressing down on your sweet spot, he held his hand firmly over your pubic mound, pressing down and quickening the pace of his fingers going in and out of you. it’s not long before you scream his name and cum on his fingers, soaking his hand in your precious nectar… not to mention your chest flowing with milk as well.

♡ ┆ he’s now hard again… and you take a moment to catch your breath. he’s too impatient this time, however, he wants to thrust into you now. you feel his cock press against your overly sensitive entrance but you manage to gently push him down onto the bed to take control of the situation. “ah ah ah. not so fast.  just came, ya horndog.” you tease lightly, while kylar groans and pouts. you reach down and press a kiss to his lips, your tongues meeting each other once again as they get entangled. you taste a hint of your own milk. kylar can feel your breasts pressing up against him, the weight making him get more needy and feverish with his kissing. his breath hitches when you start grinding your cunt onto him, tip of his cock leaking with cum onto his tummy as your pussy presses down on it. your hips buck back and forth on top of him as you take control, allowing yourself to rest while keeping kylar sated.

♡ ┆ when you’re finally ready to have sex, you teasingly bounce your cunt on the tip of his cock, and you see tears in his eyes. “pc- my love, come, on, let me in, pleasepleaseplease- ah!!” 

his babbling is interrupted by you finally giving him what he wants. as your velvety walls sink down onto him, threatening to overwhelm his senses, you press your breasts onto his face. “you know what to do.” you say with a flirtatious smirk. kylar immediately gets the memo, he’s been dying to do this since you first saved him. he latches onto your nipples and tugs down at your breasts while you start bouncing your pussy on his cock, the dual sensations driving you both mad.

♡ ┆ you’re expertly riding him as he whimpers helplessly beneath you, humping into him so hard the headboard slams into the wall from your passion. his mouth is overflowing with your milk like he wanted… his brain is just melting, much to your delight. your cow tail swishes behind you playfully as he grabs your plush hips and thrusts up into your movements, the sounds of your moans and wet slapping reverberating in the room. 

♡ ┆ the warmth and softness of your cunt makes him wanna cum again. poor boy… he was never good at lasting long. “kylar, hold yourself back right now or else i’m pulling myself off.” you tease, but he takes that to heart and whines in disappointment. “i’ll be good… i’ll be good, pc, i promise, just please dont, ah… leave me!” you smile at him. “i’m not leaving you dummy, ever.”

neuron activation time……. his eyes widen in disbelief as affection floods his heart. he grips your hips more firmly, thrusting up into you at such an animalistic pace that the poorly constructed bed almost sounds like it'll break. the plush of your ass bounces back on his lap, and it makes him grit his teeth trying to hold back. he has a fire in his eyes, as if his life’s whole purpose now was to make you cum on his cock. he bites down on a nipple like earlier and feels your cunt clench around him. he alternates between bites and hard sucks as his hips thrust desperately upward while you struggle to keep riding him. “that’s a promise, okay? dont! ever! leave! me!” he punctuates each word with a thrust deep into your womb, hell-bent on breeding you. 

♡ ┆ it’s not long before stars crowd around your eyes as you two climax together with your own loud moans, his semen flooding the depths of your warmth while your own cum coats his cock and drips down to his balls. your milk drips down your breasts again, and even though kylar is weak, he still manages to find it in himself to lick it up. as you catch your breaths, you two giggle conspiratorially, pressing your foreheads together and exchanging words of pure love and affection for one another… right before going back in for another round. you two rented out this room for an extended period of time, after all.

♡ ┆ now kylar takes whatever opportunity he can to bite and suck on your precious chest, pulling you in school closets or dark alleyways just so he can have a taste of your milk.

♡ ┆ ofc it’s not long until you both rent out a room at the hotel again, you going along with one of his crazy hentai recreations. it ends up with him on your lap and you, jerking off his sensitive cock, rubbing his pre-cum all over his shaft as he has his fill of your milk.

#saccha.txt #degrees of lewdity #dol #dol kylar #kylar the loner #kylar the loner x reader #dol kylar x reader #cow tf! reader

[brandileigh2003]

Ok. But like?

I'm cool with remus not being traditionally beautiful. But Sirius still thinking he's the best thing ever. I think that he has certain attractive features, but he's def not some rockstar and most ppl don't take a second glance. But you need that to see the shade of his eyes, his crooked smile. Sirius loves him and finds beauty because of not despite of his scars. Bc they show strength and tell a story.

Mid level I think someone put it. Sure, I get why that can be a thing.

But. I think he can have sex appeal in other ways. His smile, his voice, a look in his eyes, muscles in certain places that defies him being otherwise skinny.

I'm fine with sirius being super intelligent and quick. Its canon after all. I love how him and James have this quality. But I don't think that means that remus liking to read or studying a lot takes that away from Sirius. I think that he likes academic validation, and he needs to read and study to stay caught up. He wants to prove he's worthy to be at school and has to work for it. I do think that he's smart though, and adds to group dynamics.

I don't think that he's just a downer and boring persay, otherwise why would they want to be with him. I think that he'll do the research maybe on the great idea that Sirius and James had and they will later carry it out flawlessly. Or sees some kind of gap in the plan and can think quick to help patch it up.

I do think he probably gets so hyperfixated on things which some people can't stand. but sirius loves to hear him talk about it. Just like remus is obsessed with everything sirius has to say. He's totally a nerd but I don't think he's just pathetic or a loser. Or maybe I just don't see those words the same as the recent posts have been using for him.

I think he's extraordinarily kind. he worships sirius, who in turn thinks remus is also the best. He's not rude to him even though I really do think they fight. But can't stay mad at each other long.

I do think that he can be angry, but I also think that a lot of times it's just at himself or crappy life circumstances. He's normally careful to keep any anger controlled bc he's worried about perception.

he's shy and and awkward and deals with a lot. He loves to help the younger students, and he uses above hard earned study methods to help them bc everything doesn't just come naturally or can share how he overcame it.

If everyone has a crush it's not bc he's completely hot or any of that. He's a soft boy with big comfy sweaters that gives good hugs. He's a good listener, a good teacher, shares anything he has, especially the chocolate that seems to be never ending in his bag. Bc he believes that it'll make you feel better. He has a kind word or compliment and can make you feel better.

I think he can be a momma's boy. And wants hope or poppy to hug him, and give him a space to cry and be weak. Otherwise I think that he likes to try to hide his pain bc he doesn't want to be a burden.

And ... That all said. I think that CR remus is different than a lot of this and hes absolutely perfect and I love him and I'd do insane things for this fictional man. It's one of my favorite ways to read about him. But something that carries over there from everything else I said is how enamored he is with Sirius Black. And how much he loves his inner circle. How he has this sacrificial love.

But anyways, I could go on about CR but that's totally not the point. Ive just seen a few things and wanted to say some things about how I see him a lot. And maybe the posts that have me feeling kind of sad talking about him are actually saying some of the same things I'm just negatively associating some words or ideas bc I know personally I can also interpret things completely the wrong way or not read into the subtext well enough

Let me know what you think. But if you think this is wrong; be kind.

And the people who like to come all up in my inbox about hating Sirius-- this isnt that. To be clear. I don't want remus to take over any traits of Sirius or whatever else you accuse me of. This has to do mostly with remus except me saying that sirius sees something in remus that a lot of people don't, that they're in love and adore each other.

I do in fact love Sirius Black and think he's wonderful. And you're missing the point if you think I hate that man. But I want to talk about remus rn and if you want something talking about Sirius, so many other wonderful people on here do that, so let's find that instead and let me hyperfixate and talk about remus.

Other random things I'll probably add to that really are prb just me.

-he is a horrible dancer. But he'll do it for sirius

-he'd do almost anything for Sirius.

-he's a music snob. But he'll read anything

-he is super annoying in class bc he shakes his leg or taps his quill. Sirius thinks it's adorable though.

-he needs a cane around the full. But he doesn't like to use it.

-the man loves weed. Him and hope smoke together.

-he has no idea how to take care of his hair

-to me he's associated with chronic illness, pain or disability in every universe. Or some mix or variation. (Ofc authors have free choice it's their story and I have no right for demands or anything) but I write him that way, hc him that way, get stupidly happy when I read it bc I feel so seen, search AO3 tags regularly for these portrayals.

-remus has no sense of style. But sirius doesn't care, he's so soft and cozy with his sweaters. The only thing about that is that I'm personally convinced hope bought remus a leather jacket, he shows up wearing it on the train, Sirius somehow gets his hands on it... Remus' eyes pop out of his head, maybe drools a bit- and it becomes Sirius' trademark

#remus lupin #remus loves sirius #sirius loves remus #wolfstar #marauders #remus lupin appreciation #my take on remus #please be nice to me #i am fine if you disagree #but don't be those rude anon messages #to be clear #i love sirius #but this is about remus #disabled remus #chronic illness #chronic pain

[a-court-of-moonlight-and-ire]

Hey so. its been a while. I havent had a lot of energy these past few weeks and when I did I didnt really wanna spend that energy on this bad book series, but its the weekend and its been wayyyy too long and I need to finish ACOMAF before shit starts falling out of my sieve of a brain. As always, I am motivating myself with the prospect of contuining to work on a proshot of the takarazuka production elisabeth after this, the 2014 flower troupe one specifically ^-^ or maybe I'll watch a fucked up black and white movie from the 20s thats two and a half hours long, we'll see

Today we're reading chapter 53, the precursor to The most infamous chapter 54. Im not gonna lie, I kinda forgot most of what happened last time. There was a mate reveal, Rhysand was being really pathetic which made him hot to me for the first time in about 600 pages of me knowing him, Feyre was super pissed so they sent her to the mountain cabin to cool off a bit and paint, i think thats it

is it just me or is it kinda weird that Feyre is fantasizing about green grass and flowers and flowing rivers when the NC so far has been defined by being a very wintery place. Like yeah, obviously they have seasons in the solar courts but like, theres a lot of mountains which means a lot of snow, its the most nothern court etc

And Feyre didnt like winter in the first book because she associated it with bad times at the cabin so that makes sense but idk. I feel like if youre retconning her so much already you could easily wrie something about how she actually likes winter now that she has the power to withstand it or something but no, sure, have her fantasize about very spring-y weather in the book where the spring court gets demonized to hell and back why not

'[Rhysand] would give me the money for my shop, for what I was offering would cost nothing. Maybe I would sell my paintings to pay him back the money. Because I wanted to do that under any corcumstance, soulmates or not.' I was gonna write something snarky about Feyre in ACOSF but then it hit me that shes never going to have financial independance from Rhysand ever again and now Im just sad and anxious for her

(sry, im too lazy to translate this whole paragraph rn) '[Rhysand and I would do a bunch of fun stuff that couples do.] Never again someones slave or whore.' Its so wild to me that shes saying all this about the guy who made her his slave and whore MULTIPLE TIMES AT THIS POINT. like hey sarah, do you think your readers dont remember all that? do you think constantly calling back to it will make them forget somehow

Ive seen some people describe this book as gaslighting and honestly, its not even that its just lying. this story is just a bunch of lies that keep contradicting or otherwise disturbing eachother because the person telling it isnt even a good liar

Okayyyyy this chapter was a lot shorter than anticipated can you tell i dont plan these out at all but i dont feel like doing more than this and also while I was reading i got a really good idea for an Anastasia AU for a different fandom im in and I keep getting distracted and I wanna start working on it as soon as possible. And also, I'd like to be focused when I finally read that most infamous of chapters, thank you and good afternoon

#flames and darkness liveblog #anti acomaf #anti sjm

[stevens-fanclub]

Hhi.. sorry if this out of the blue and maybe slightly annoying for you.. but however i have.. the WHOLE eesay on steven.. re written.. and long. Very very long. I am sorry 💔 (i am very passionate about Steven)

No matter WHAT route you do in DSAF1 Steven ends up getting scraped/killed. Yet; in DSAF 2, you have the chance to give PETER his happy end; if you do the good ending, Peter ends up dying of old age. No matter WHAT Steven was doomed from the start. Thats why hes so stubborn on being saved; he know hes irredeemable. After all once he knew Peter and Jack we’re related he felt WORSE and even MORE guilty. The reason he acted so.. stiff was because he knew he couldn’t save the child or even win against Henry; so he hides behind such a tough act because then people would see him as STRONGER, sure in a bad, shitty, boss way. But he think its better then being seen as weak and worthless. He doesn’t want to be seen as what he use to be; the fact he couldn’t save a child, the fact he hurt/doomed Peter. He knows hes done bad, because the LAST time he tried to confront the bad; he died as a result.

Yet, the only 'happy' ending you can achieve for Steven is the good ending of dsaf 3. Which, it isn't really happy more so bittersweet, example being; while their all in the void and Steven is being freed so to speak, nobody really seemed to care, even Jack just made some small off handed comment which, if it weren't for Dee earlier in the game he most likely wouldn't have said shit. Yet of course when Peter, Dee and Dave go its more emotional. yes yes, Jack is Dee and Peter's brother and Dave's friend it still seems lackluster so to speak. For another reason; When it's Peter's turn; he says something along the lines of "You saved people who did not necessarily deserve salvation." tbf, it could be about Dave. Either way knowing Steven sent Peter the factory I believe he would be referring to Steven.

ON THAT TOPIC, Peter doesn't like Steven, that's obvious, Minus the factory incident; he was strict, which in all fairness is caused by the fact that he's a generation one phone guy. They wanted them to be MORE like ScottCawthon. so OF COURSE he would be more strict. they wanted Gen. one to be closer to the idea of Scott Cawthon.

On the TOPIC of Gen one. While Yes, I am aware Harry is ALSO a Gen one, but considering the fact he had people there with him (ie. Joe, Tango, Rebecca ect.) he was able to very slowly realize that he ISNT Scott, while he still has some trouble as see in the start of dsaf 3; once he's with Jake and Roger he seems more comfortable in himself realizing that he ISN'T just Scott and in fact Harry. Yet, Steven didn't have anyone like that as we know of. While yes, DD said that he had a boyfriend but, that was it. He had no one at work to help him realize that he's more then just some Scott, so he just accepted it. (Iirc, all the phone guys we see basically realize they are actually human, and eventually use their real name.) Even in the fight we have with him in DSAF 3 he gets so defensive and tried to push Dave, Dee and Jack away. When you corner him he says something like 'That's Scott Cawthon to YOU, Employee." he's so into the delusion that he still thinks he's Scott, even when Jack realizes his name is actually Steven, he backs down. He's *scared*.

He's *scared* to show the real him. He doesn't want people to know 'Steven.' After all, why would he? Scott Cawthon was a Idol, someone everyone wanted to be.

Yet, Steven was just some guy. Some guy that tried to save people and died like a coward doing so. It's a defence mechanism. He knows (or well feels like) that if he shows is true self; it'll happen again, He'll try to be a hero and die in a pathetic way as a result.

Also adding onto the fact WHY he's strict; It's because (in a sense he could also be like Jake) He wants Fazbender's to thrive, He wants Kids to be happy and make good memories. He's also just in general passionate about his job, trying his best to keep it afloat, hence why he always says 'sweep it under the rug.' He doesn't wamt anything bad to happen, Even in the bad end of dsaf 1. He gets upset and scared, (they all do ofc) But he takes the blame; no matter what; even if it harms HIMSELF he doesn't want the business to go down. He's more worried about Fazbender's itself then well, his own self.

Also adding on to the flipside notes; Jack didn't even want to SAVE Steven once he realized who Dee and Dave found. He complains and complains; it wasn't till Dee and Dave said something that made Jack finally man up and try to save him. While Jack DOES still hate him, Dave on the other hand doesn't as much, as he says "out of all te bosses I had, I liked him. He didn't treat me as if I was subhuman." which, says a lot. He prefers STEVEN over Peter. (Which from what I've seen myself, People prefer Peter as the boss, I guess he's nicer.) Dave may have hated in in dsaf 1, but he still liked him; Steven was strict with everyone; but STILL had SOME compassion, He treated Dave with SOME respect. HE was (maybe) one of the only Bosses Dave trusted and in turn he wasn't as much of a little gremlin as he is in the others. Ie DSAF 2. He seems to try and piss of Peter more than he did Steven, (sure yes, it could be because DD made the first game as a joke, but still) Dave RESPECTED Steven. at least somewhat, which speaks volumes. The only OTHER person he respected (at least, as a higher up) was HENRY. Yet, unlike Henry; Steven didn’t brainwash nor manipulate Dave into doing what he wants. Steven treated him as HUMAN

I eat this up

YES YOU GET IT

EATS THIS UP I LOVE THIS

ILY/P

YESYES FINALLY SOMEONE WHO UNDERSTANDS STEVEN

thinking about him makes me sad. The guy had nobody to help him realise he wasnt Scott so he just acted like he was. It's just what phone guys are programmed and forced to do. others like harry, peter,jake etc etc at least had ppl or memories to remind them that they aren't scott even if they have a hard time understanding it. ultimately they find someone who helps them (harry,jake & roge had eachother) (peter had jack) steven didnt have anyone. he is doomed to die in dsaf 1, you can't create a strong bond with him like u can for peter in dsaf 2 and the phone guys in dsaf 3

also the thought that jack didn't want to save him just........FUCKS ME UP. i think he's a hypocrite for that ngl. yes he has the right to be mad cause he mistreated him and doomed his brother. but dude was hellbend over convincing dee that dave, the child murderer, was redeemable just a month ago. but steven? nah he doest deserve to be saved. even dee wasnt sure about it (and no im not saying this to say that jack is a bad character, i love him and in fact moments like this where he's being a flawed person make me like him more)

also dave being the one to convice jack to save him?? and basically saying that steven kinda treated him like actually human??/vpos ((i love you dave)) like helloooo?? makes me wish we had gotten more of their dynamic

#dsaf #steven stevenson #dsaf steven #dayshift at freddys #dsaf phone guy #dsaf steven stevenson #dayshift at freddy's #phone guy #jack kennedy #dave miller dsaf #steven talks

[colrana]

i miss parker do you also miss parker (this is a request to hear more about your megan + parker interps)

omg...thank you for handing me the mic im so touched

the answer is yes! i do miss parker macmillan. i also miss megan ito! i miss them both so much. (also i feel deranged how it is confirmed that the book was the reader but im keeping my megan ito as reader thoughts forever!!!!)

i mainly focus on their relationship / megan ito more than just solely parker, but thats just how i go i suppose! parker to me kinda works in my brain how i believe that megan ito would exactly see him, and its kinda fitting in that way? (i do feel bad for that though) (im also paging @citadarkisle because hes my fiance and my parker interp is *heavily* based off his! he got more indepth thoughts on parker than i could ever muster)

so the way megan would describe parker would be this: a broken player who is a rival both and a friend, and full of *potential* melded up in one ball! with one issue: the parent issues. at least, thats how megan ito summarizes him and his issues. she kinda molds him into her narrative and makes him ripe for the saving and for the salvation that she truly believes she can bring to him.

parker in the meanwhile is kinda...passive to this? she isnt particularly harmful to him, and just having his boundaries be, as he would maybe describe, *gently* walked and trampled all over isnt really as bad compared to the literal hell his life is with being pulled at ten million directions and somehow being hated and revered at the same time... so like megan? yeah shes kinda like...maybe agreeable to that.

they have a roommates situation at megans place which is kinda pathetic-sad. awkward, quiet nights sleeping in the same bed because their relationship is like........ .............. incalculable. there is admiration there, but wrong? its to the left. there are arguments and boundaries crossed, but never to the point where they ever break off their friendship. and even saying *friendship* is odd. they were friends, yes! but then they got into a weird grey area........

i dont think theyve ever held hands or kissed or brushed arms or anything like that, actually. i dont think theyve had the silent-love filled room moments where they lock eyes and are smitten or like, believe that each other held love for each other. i think they knew they were in some *position* but not sure what it was. i mean they sure as hell were something more than basic friends. i think parker had normal friends somewhere in his teams! and megan too! but oh my god i think they were just in an interlocked battle that parker want *nothing* with but megan just had the fixation to keep holding him on.

i believe that megan is at heart a kind person and didnt mastermind the stolen forcefield out of ill will. i saw that action as a last resort for her. that she was willing to put their friendship on the line to make *visible* change in parkers life. she had an infatuation with fixing his issues, to finally pull him out of his shell, and to be *right* most of all. its kinda why i draw megans gaze towards the symbolic *orb* whenever i draw them together. i just love the symbolism of her being so fixated on something that doesnt exist, or doesnt need to exist, or that she never really properly took his words or history or anything truly to heart because she *felt* for his *situation* more than *him*.

you ever feel compelled to solve something for someone else? a problem that is so deep and beyond your means but feels so *tangible*? that youd do anything and would throw yourself into it to finally have it accomplished? to solve it *for* them, because you think you can see it from the outside and that gives you the authority and allows you to rob them their agency? these are the sort of questions that i play around with the parker + megan relationship as a whole....

i hope this wasnt too long!!! id love to elaborate more on specific details if anyones curious, but yeah! thank you ; - ;

#megan ito #parker macmillan #blaseball #not art #thank you again ;_;7 i love talking about these two theyre my blorbos #ESPECIALLY megan......yes im a megan apologist. but in the fun way you know? #i also want to add that as someone with ocd that my megan interps helped me with this realization that i actually lived with obsessive- #thoughts my entire life and this just......yeah! i put a lot of brain power into these twos relationship ;_; #blaseball tag

[anon-e-miss]

I was thinking about what a *bad* pregnancy would look like for Prowl, and I had this idea that, like… He’s having a horribly rough carry (morning sickness, aching joints, exhaustion, etc), so he doesn’t do any field work, but nothing and nobody can stop him from tactics back at the base.

Except… the constructicons (who are obsessed with Prowl) notice his absence and strike a deal with Rumble and Frenzy to sparknap Prowl while Devastator keeps Jazz busy. Jazz is good, but… well, they’re a gestalt. And he and Prowl don’t yet have a bond, so he doesn’t realize anything is amiss until it’s too late. He might even get badly damaged because they’re actively targeting him.

So now the Constructicons have a heavily gravid Prowl. If he fights them, Hook threatens to induce premature labor, since he has medic protocols. He runs the odds and his only option is cooperation. Which obviously he hates!

The Constructicons strike a deal with Tarantulas to work together and build a convincing fake Prowl. Their plan is to say Prowl died in childbirth before hostage negotiations could be completed (due to stress), and ‘return’ his frame plus the bitlets they don’t want for a fee/in exchange for con hostages while actually keeping Prowl as a plaything. (Hidden from everyone but Tarantulas)

Imagine Jazz coming out of a coma to find out Prowl is ‘dead’. But at least they recovered his bitties. What would he do? If he goes to look for Prowl despite the extremely accurate corpse he already received, he might orphan the bitlets. (I’m picturing the Twins + Strongarm + Chase—maybe others, too) He has to take care of the kids he has, not go off chasing ghosts.

Does he even know this ISNT Prowl’s frame? Hook is a perfectionist, and Tarantulas is somehow even more the gestalt, so I think it’s accurate down to the tiniest scar. And his array. Which they might’ve used while waiting for their turn on the real deal, and they explain any transfluid as ‘he asked for donations because he could tell things were going south. He was willing.’ Along with a video of Prowl agreeing that he needs contributions to get through this. (Possibly edited by Soundwave, who knows)

How would Prowl get out of a mess like that?

Not something I would write. I find the Constructicons tedious mostly and especially centring around Prowl. So I write them at most a few lines and then… bye bye. Not shitting on anyone liking the dynamic, I just don’t.

My answer to this plot would be mostly, Prowl isn’t pathetic. He fights. Guns don’t care if you’re disabled, they equalize a lot of things. There’s no point where he wouldn’t fight. And I don’t see him agreeing to be raped for transfluids.

Let’s look at my history with Prowl suffering. And boy do I make him suffer. The times when he can’t actively fight, are engineered more than just capture holding him back and even then, he still puts up fights. At no point is he broken to nothing. And no point is he not planning or fighting.

Even in Ecdysis where he’s about as broken as I’ve made him, he’s still fighting.

[selfundiagnosed]

I cant watch youtuber commentary videos because to me its what i assume straight women feel when having sex it genuinely enrages me. i cant watch people make commentary videos anymore because its not about getting insight on topics being talked about right now its about watching the same influencer giving their noncritical think pieces to random topics they didnt know about until mere hours before hoping in front of the camera and pressing record. everyday. Damn its so bad. watching them try to deepen the conversation with their twitch chat is comical because its obvious they have NO idea what theyre talkimg about it makes you want to start laughing but maybe crying bc how do hundreds of thousands of people depend on this asshole to say the thing that wont get them canceled? bc lets be real thats why 90% of these people watch these types of videos. they cover all these fucking topics how are they qualified to speak on all these things? 😳 the truth is theyre NOT! their audience just sees them as someone trustworthy to get their opinions from because THEY know how to find the people who *are* knowledgeable on the topics they wanna cover and repeat the exact same things they saw these qualified people type in the replies of the story VERBATIM and just repeat them in front of a webcam and a live chat. All while being an influencer people know they agree with everytime they make a video like this. its so fucking pathetic how do you guys rely on these people to tell you what to think i genuinely cannot watch the same youtuber over and over because the more i see them make these types of videos the clearer it becomes to me that people just watch these people not to think critically but bc they like the person repeating the same jargon they could read themselves. oh, and the person is safe and familiar and a comfort character lmfao. i genuinely dont know if its just like… i was raised to be an ENTP or what… but there has only been one social commentary youtuber i ever watched in my entire life who actually says something constructive about the topics she covers bc A.) she is intelligent B.) the topics she covers are all topics specific to her everyday lived experiences and she doesnt talk about topics that arent at least a little related to the main information she teaches C.) she isnt just cranking out videos for views/$ lmfao shes taking her time she puts her entire mind out on the plate and cuts into it with you the viewer slowly guiding you to the next point and makes sure you eat the course in the most digestible / optimal way to ensure you are FULL. if i have to watch another idiot streamer just talk out of his ass to his twitch chat trying to make sure he’s the all knowing Logic and Semantics King while knowing & saying NOTHING of substance im going to scream. talks to fucking talk and do the littlest amount of work while getting ALLLL the credit from democrat liberals who know the bar is underground with cishet dudes on youtube and literally uproar in applause when some average guy says pronouns! racism bad! its a giant circle jerk and anyone who wants to actually hear something worth digesting has to numb their brains anytime someone who cant sit in silence decides to put on their emotional support twitch streamer who was violently racist on the internet up until 2020. Mmmakes me wanna paint the ceiling red with hint of brain-matter popcorn texture technique:3

#this is about one specific dude #he was on back to back so much this morning it was like i watched him ascend into idiocracy. or i watched the veil lift #its like wow! This is the most dissatisfying videos on this topic ive ever seen someone make!

[bobzora]

GUESS WHO BEAT PEE3 TODAY (fes, the journey at least)

(lengthy) final thoughts:

ryoji is kind of. um. "that was my name for a while. i didnt mind it." hes kind of trans. is the thing. also bro 100% drew the shortest stick in this game lmao

obviously ryo/mina isnt quite the same as some of the other insane peesona gay people (2,5. 4 is gay but not rlly insane) bc like. in that form at least we only know him for like...two months?or so? but. u know what. they r t4t and both (kind of) dead. good for them.?

jumpscared by "the arcana is the means by which all is revealed." ive been seeing that shit in like. youtube comments since the day i was born. insane

nyx was like. pathetically easy. to the point where i felt kinda bad about it lol. at least its funny. this is what happens when u have level 99 protag + black viper lucifer (+ messiah for salvation for ailment healing. i could just use me patra gems but its more stylish this way). nobody ever got below half health and most phases (minus last bc of the halved non-almighty damage + gown) were a 1/2/3 hit kill. guys who overlevel because they just love the velvet room so so much (and im prolly not gonna do ng+, especially with portable port on its way (femc!). so trying to experience most that i can)

i did cheese the reaper a while back. used thunder reign strat. was actually harder bc new moon rebalance nerfed the shock rate so its not 100% lol. but took advantage of its ai to get it stuck in a break skill loop (akihiko dekunda sweep) the money was nice, and i spent soooo much time in monad levelling personas. wont be able to do liz fight bc not doing ng+. (slightly related: ive played pee5 so many times and ive never actually tried the twins/lvnza/jose fights. vanilla 1 time, royal 1 time, royal again for a friends playthrough but its not ng+, ng+ for 100% royal but only up to exams...royal for another friend's playthru. lol)

yuka/mitsu is real. to me. theyre even the colors of the lesbian flag

i maxed most social links besides magician (bc hes annoying. surt wouldve been nice tho), mitsuru (got up to like 8 then ran out of time), fuuka (trapped at rank 1. dont like her enough, not enough time. sorry. i played with english voices u know how it is), yuko (accidentally reversed her), justice (i know. who would have thought. started her wayyy too late.), keisuke (hes soooo cute like. i wanna look like that tbh. but fortune isnt useful enough and i ran out of time)

speaking of social links i literally hate how they work in this game so so so so much. i dont want to date all these girls! let me hang out with other girls please... this is the biggest example of romance making all these games so much worse. like. what the hell. (aigis is like. the only good female social link (that i finished) (maybe bc she isnt very much a girl))

another mechanic i hate: NOT BEING ABLE TO PICK INHERITED SKILLS. is every ps2 era megaten game like this? i love love love 'sona/demon fusion but it is so much harder to make stupid crazy builds when u have to reroll over and over again. literally just a timewaster. what could have been...i cant believe my lucifer is still weak to ice. WHO USES PEESONAS WITH WEAKNESSES. IN THIS DAY AND AGE????

the extremely strange continuity with 1&2 is fucked up to like. nickelodean sitcom cinematic universe levels. u know.

im still fixated on 5.i make that very obvious. and i do like 5's overall story better (royal being a very big portion of that). but GOD i love love love the theming of this game.

those strega guys r definitely fucking. i literally do not care about them but thats kind of just a fact.

the concept of artificial personas (that kill you) (that u have to take meds for which eventually kill you) REALLYYYY fucks me up what a BANGER CONCEPT. JESUS! JESUS. gg kirijo group.

chidori...(wretched)

akinari... (very wretched)

i dont think i have a favorite. tbh. like i like mitsuru because i like women and shes hot but character wise shes not actually super my type. i like ken because hes the most fucked up ten year old in the world (justice bias). aigis is crazycrazy theres stuff to be said abt her (characters who give metatron bias). yukari is a mean girl and i like that about her (lovers bias). ryoji doesnt have that much screentime for obv reasons but thematically hes cool (guys who beg u to kill them bias). i like the protag a lot (protag bias). yeah

OBVIOUSLY i knew we were gonna die. and when. and where. and how. but :( head in aigis's lap, brushing away her robo-tears... didnt cry but wow this game.

joshua peefee christ figure moment

kimi no kioku is the best 'sona song. period. nyx (avatar)&nyx (nyx) songs go hard too. but man!!!! kimi no kioku!! LOVE how its kind of a motif in so many other parts of the soundtrack, especially near the end...a unifying melody, an overarching theme.

forever from now ill prolly watch the movies just so i can make an amv. this game needs an amv. and unlike pee5 the animovies should cover most of what id want to say in one!

after the answer, ill finally be able to finish eternalpun. im so sorry ive neglected you guys, my friends...my pee2s....

kimi wo i will never leave you <3

#bobtalk #good game #if i missed a censor and u see this in the tags. sorry. lol #at least its so long nobody will ever read this. except me. because i know

[coldvampire]

I’ve been moving so I haven’t had time to sit and work on anything really which is unfortunate because school is starting up again ech

butttttttt anyway my self indulgent thoughts that have been sort-of keeping me afloat recently are the rumblings of a couple new ocs who i probably wont end up doing anything with as far as posting goes since the recent reception of my stuff in general just kinda depresses me more lmao but moving on. i keep thinking about my weirdo human oc and her yautja partner, and how they met at the end of a hunt when the bones had been collected and were being brought back to the ship. she's a bit of a weirdo who inadvertently just sort of flaked away from her old life. didn't really mesh with anyone, wasnt hated but wasnt cared about either so it was Whatever when she took off to live a bit more remotely to work closer to her art. i maintain she's a taxidermist by trade and idk if this is realistic or not but since its my fantasy and i choose the rules lmao she makes a decent living selling off her pieces. some are just straightforward rebuildings of the creatures she finds but most are weird and wonderful imaginative scenes & sets (think like,, the rat pope thing only Bigger and done better lmao).

so the bones are her thing and she finds herself trying to take home a bear or mountain lion or smth like that's body at the same time the yautja is. she's not a threat to him like. at all lmfao. just this skinny little bewildered thing looking up in shock when he materializes. the acceptance is,,, weirdly quick actually? like there's an element of wonder ofc but she's still like 'well. strange shit happens all the damn time why not this too.' and in a wild act of autopilot starts to ask him about the other trophies he's hanging onto. i think he would be slightly confused by this but also like. its oddly endearing lmao, just extremely earnest in her curiosity.

something something time passes and a real ~relationship~ starts up between them with every earth visit (she offers to display the trophies, which,, hmm, no, but he Does bring her carcasses specifically for her to work with separate from the trophies lmao) & he just thinks shes the greatest. like yes, very much odd, but still, she's fantastic. 10/10 listener, pretty funny, good looking as far as he can tell, there's really not much to dislike tbh. he's slightly confused about her chosen lifestyle though, bc as far as he knows the humans are also social creatures not unlike his own species and he just assumes that there must be other people in the area somewhere she spends time with, it doesnt make any sense otherwise that there wouldnt be, & she was just so open and social with him in spite of the fact that he wasnt human, surely some other people must be around to appreciate that too?

ofc thats when the conversation gets a bit awkward and she tries to think of someone to seem less pathetic in the eyes of the hunter who, for whatever godforsaken reason, thinks she's interesting enough to keep coming back here for. well, um, not exactly like that? i mean, i do talk to people sometimes. um. when i sell sculptures to them, or when i have to go food shopping. i think the video store clerk knows my name, probably? hahah um. yeah. & for the first time it finally clicks that there is 100% a reason she seems so excited whenever he drops by and gives her the time of day, even for a little bit. those several-week stretches between visits are more than likely very quiet for her, & are almost certainly void of any conversations deeper than asking if she wanted reusable or plastic bags. and she seems kinda :/ unhappy that this has come up conversationally too, bc in her mind now he knows that there must be something wrong with her if she isnt normal in that particular way, and she was kinda hoping to keep that hidden or at least severely downplayed, because he's not From Here; maybe he wouldnt know? maybe she could just pretend?

its not something he can just kill and fix, but maybe theres something he could offer. would she like to come with him for a bit? not long, just a couple weeks. see the stars & some new lands (he would probably pick places that had '''easy''' hunts to ensure she would have a ride back to earth lmao), a break in routine to take her mind off of things + give some sort of legitimate excuse for not being able to talk to anyone. its a weird + temporary solution but his heart is in the right place and you know as scared as i think she would be (space travel is a Lot) i think she would end up having fun. it Would be new and exciting and most importantly, she would not be experiencing it alone. i mean, yes, he's been to space hundreds of times before, its not new for him, but he sort of gets to re-live that initial wow emotion through someone else and tbh thats pretty special.

i have more probably on this but its late so :p thats all there is for now

[rusted-sun]

@112-writes making this into a seperate post so its easier to find later. SO.

i got the idea that whisperwind could be the home of mostly bird hybrids. its located on top of a foresty mountain, making it great for keeping out unwanted visitors.

most of the buildings there are accesable only trough flying. think of an elaborate tree house city. maybe its in a jungle/old growth spruce forest?

and feel free to change this, but you said 112 and chandler have the same mother, but diff fathers.

their mother was a pure bird hybrid. and so was 112s father, so 112 is also just a good ol' bird.

but chandlers father on the other half, was human. so chandler was born with underdeveloped wings that never grew to their true size and most they could do was glide or lift off the ground a few metres at max. think of scootalloo from mlp.

and you also said that whisperwind has a lot of magic users. so now hear me out.

there's a waterfall that goes off the side of the mountain and is said to be healing. according to legends the healing springs can even bring people back from the brink of death, but as a side effect the person will suddenly have wings ripping out from their backs.

understanding that theyre now outcasts from society, as the 1st of their kind, they decided to settle down and live by the waterfall, all while learning how to take to the skies.

over the years, the mythical origins of the town were forgotten, as most of the babies born already had wings.

the waterfall is still there and regularly gets visitors, as the resident doctors and magic users alike use it to in their craft due to its healing abilities.

however the waters wing giving ability seems to have dissapeared centuries ago.. or has it? everyone's been in such good health thanks to it that there havent been any life threathening emeegencies happen... yet

okay this is just me makin this up on the spot but. what if after like 20 years of having these sad pathetic baby wings, there's an attack on the city.

chandler gets fatally injured and is knocking on deaths door as they're rushed to the healing lake.

lo and behold, it WORKS. but something strange happens. they end up alive and well, except for the fact they have 2 sets of wings now.

the previously puny, white set has now become fully grown and functional, but... there seems to be another set of wings.

right underneath the 1st pair, there's a golden set of wings. noone is sure how it can even be possible, but they seem to be working just fine and chandler isnt in any pain.

#mcd au #chess writes #not proofread so any typos are now there intentionally #im on mobile so fuck it no beta we die like men

[behindbrowneyezz]

It's funny how time changes things isnt it? One minute you're super close to everyone around you, you're busy with work, extra activies, extra chores, maybe you try to sleep in an extra few days that month...then before you know so many things have changed. I feel bad that tomorrow is Indys birthday tomorrow and no one is really trying to hang out. I just feel like over the last year shes done nothing but expect us all to do what SHE wants...now everyone's tired and dont want to go and spend a ton of money on a night out when we can be at home doing the same for not even half the price. I love her, but life is hard as it is. WHY can't she be a better friend to us all? I'll never get it. Weve all been so nice to her as well and i think she just MUST have control, but the thing is we all just want to be able to be ourselves. I feel bad, i feel like Sarah is always going to break down and do what she wants...even Fernando. Im pretty sure that's why she gets upset with me, because the second i feel like youre trying to be in control of me..or make me feel less then, i just wont come around. Its actually that simple for me. I have such a hard time being around most women that are older then me. I also feel like mr. dub is literally constantly lying to me. I cant stand it. Ive never met someone so exhausting to be around besides my own blood relatives. i suppose that's used to draw me to him. I used to love how much he reminds me of my father. ..now all it does is stress me out. Its a drag actually. Looking back im not even sure why i clinged on so tight, besides the fact that he truly reminds me of my dad. the devil. I hope one day i can forgive them both for all the pain they have caused me over the years. It's even more exhausting to constantly relive through all that pain. I think my dad used to be one hell of a man. He was full of courage, love, and excitement. He hated people but he would give the shirt off his back if he felt like he should. Sometimes i wonder what really happened in his head in 2010...what made him so unhappy all of a sudden...was it really his marriage to Angela? Was it money? Did he really hate all of us at home all the time? or did he hate the fact that we weren't home enough? I wish he wouldn't of shoved me away so much. Some days its hard to love myself because i wonder why he raised me to be someone he was going to hate for the rest of his life. Its funny too, considering he never can go a week without talking his mommy. Yet, he expects his own children to be able to live a life without him, any guidance, etc. I wish i didn't hate him, I wish i could just forget about him completely. Anyway, more on that later...

Also, why the fuck are men so God damn gross?! AND fucking just pathetic most days. I truly dont get it. NO one wants to see you little dick, no one wants to hear about your stupid fantasies, no one gives a fuck about what you look like without a shirt and pants on. I mean good grief....The amount of guys that grossly still hit me up from high school...talking about 'wow i would love to see you, ya know i had a big crush on you back then' like yea yea yea sure sure sure...baby go get off somewhere else and leave me alone. I find it sad. Maybe guys really do have that hard of a time to find someone that they can sleep with on the regular...but truthfully they shouldnt be hitting people up from 10 years ago because they are horny. Its disgusting and sad. SO SO sad. Yall need Jesus. Well thats all for now, im going to go shower and maybe cut my babies hair. <3

you're loved, you dont need your dad or any other man for that matter to tell you otherwise. IM sorry people have always let you down, maybe one day when youre gone, they will actually miss you. stay strong, keep smiling, and for the love of God, finish the lost boy tonight.

XO, Ashh

[jjkrereadlb]

Notes summary :)

ok in this post im gonna write down the things i think will or might come back into play in future events.

Things that WILL come back:

RCT apparently works directly on the soul when used on another person (ch 27)

did yuuji get sukuna's CT?

we know the 6 eyes apparenty allows gojo to consume almost no CE (ch 140) so that's how he keeps up all his crazy layers of limitless and RCT that we're shown at the end of Hidden Inventory. and in ch he implies it allows him to see what people's CT is. but what does it DO exactly? how are these two things even related?

how does the brain work in the body/soul relationship?

being in a domain nullifies limitless so the sure-hit will hit gojo unless he punches it away with CE (ch 15)

kenjaku calls megumi "a landmine for sukuna" (ch 53)

what is up with yuuji's body? he heals from sukuna's wounds almost instantaneously in ch 214. now that hes sukuna-less his body is apparently a cursed object (ch 220)

megumi's body is apparently also a cursed object as of the bath (ch 216)

that thing with todo and choso where yuuji accidentally implanted fake memories(?) in them

some people (miwa probably, kusakabe) can manipulate CE but don't have an innate CT. some others (junpei, everyone else that got awakened by kjk at the end of shibuya via IT) possess an innate CT in their soul but can't see curses or manipulate CE. so the boundary btw sorcerer and non-s is not so straightforward and rigid.

yuki was a star plasma vessel candidate. why was she never merged?

while we're on the topic, why was tengen not merged with a new SPV after the riko failure? he gets asked this (in 136 i believe) and skirts around the issue.

what is the relationship btw master and shikigami? is it different for people whose CT gives them shkgm (megumi, junpei, higuruma) and people who just get shkgm... somehow? (toji, yuki) how do people in the latter category bind shkgm to them? and how did toji manage it without CE?

tengen has been keeping secrets about the culling game (ch 206) maybe this is just what kjk reveals is 220 i.e. that the CG could have been ended if tengen ended the 4 pure barriers. maybe not. idk

why did kenjaku use foreign soldiers if he just wanted the CE that people release at death? couldnt he have killed the jpn civilians that were already in the barrier?

who is angel's "god" and how did sukuna violate their dogma?

is entering the CG a binding vow? (ch 146)

Things that MIGHT come back:

apparently you can turn beings' "life energy" into CE (ch51, hanami does this. i also have more thoughts on hanami i might write up later)

does limitless work differently once it's explained? (gojo vs jogo fight, he explains the CT and yuuji isnt even around)

there are other limitless users (ch 16 notes) and other members of the gojo clan (ch 152)

people keep dying and 'cursing' yuuji with their dying words (his grandpa, nanami)

toji cutting a deal with the zenin clan to have megumi inherit in the case of gojo's "death or incapacitation." when, why, and how did he even convince them?

who was yuki working with? (ch 138 she talks to someone offscreen, and in 135-ish at the end of shibuya when she arrives she says something like 'my comrade is coming to help' but we never see anyone)

when gojo is born curses are supposed to have become much stronger to balance out, BUT in the early manga people keep commenting how strange it is that so many special grades are appearing. even the finger bearer at the jail was considered unusually strong, and he's pathetic compared to mahito or jogo, let alone someone like sukuna. most of the curses we see people exorcise at the beginning are grade 3-2. what gives? is it simply that curses were INCREDIBLY weak before gojo was born?

katana guy and sumo guy fight naoya and land blows on him that hurt him even without CE. how?

in the sukuna v yorozu fight, they imply they can change the appearance of their vessels and say that keeping megumi and tsumiki will be advantageous "for later." (ch 217)

WHAT WAS MIWA DOING AT THE CG FOR THE LOVE OF GOD.

[wildernessuntothemselves]

I am absoltely drained emotionally and physically…

we got our grades for the year today (my average is 2 (1-6, 1 being best 6 being worst possible) which is prettyyyy good for the class im in, hopefully this will smother them unis into accepting me😏) i also had drivers licence lessons and had to deal with my family- and theyre a handfull… (but i am too who am i kidding!)

but I’ve been reading a bit on your blog to get back on track and understand all the talk thats been happening around yamqn aaaand i would have a lot of thoughts but i got no energy to say ALL of them so … here is what caught my interest most

next to the plenty spoilers you gave which were IMMACULATE to say the least!!!

How would beomgyu attempt to repent to OC? I already have a few ideas but i feel like none of it is new or different to what he's always been doing

whipping, knife play, edging!!!!! (you mentioned those) OH MY GOD … YES

I am so sorry to myself for exposing me (one kinky and sadistic wh*re here) but i THRIVE for this…. i mean it being done to oc and oc doing it to someone else.. HELLLOWW (in my dreams it would be all consented and with safe words but this is a yandere fic who am i trying to convince)

ESPECIALLY the whipping i feel like… IF oc has a lot of pent up self hatred, disgust and/or frustration cuz she is helpless…from ✨the night✨ as i will call it she could find a way to relieve that by physically hurting him, although manipulating your manipulator feels much better it is such a relief to SEE the way you can hurt the person who hurt you most (im not a psycho this is in a fanfic perspective) and that could be by seeing the whipping marks … and they look so pretty on thighs lets not lie… and nobody would see so his princely image would be kept up!) another way to see it is obviously tears, them begging or crying for you out of despair and since beomgyu is incredibly down bad for ocs love how abt denying him of any touch, words or affection✨✨✨✨ im saying tying him up so he cannot touch her in any way even when he is at his neediest, but he also cant touch himself, lovely! maybe depriving him of seeing her as well soooo …blindfold! “y/n please just let me see your pretty face, you gotta forgive me! (the entitlement again) please give me something just anything-�� beomgyu says after being edged to hell and back sobbing and nicely restrained✨✨✨“all i hear is your pathetic excuse of an apology, if you can’t say you’re sorry properly, then don’t talk at all.” aaaand GAG TIME (or is it?? you decide… his begging is nice to hear too so i wont be mad either way)

alsoooo degrading him but in the MOST HUMILIATING WAY POSSIBLE like fully looking down on him,,, he could keep whimpering how much he loves her and how deeply he regrets his actions and she can hit him with a “you look so pitiful right now” “the charming prince sobbing pathetically, what a nice view” “you think you deserve my touch after what you’ve done to me? you don’t even deserve my presence, i could leave you tied up here, drooling and needy for hours, mhh? what do you think, you’d like that right?” “you love all of me so surely you love this side of me as well, I cant do no wrong in your eyes, so how about you show me how devoted you are, hun. edge yourself for me, cmon, work yourself to the edge and desperately try to control yourself.” “im not touching you gyu, if you want relief go on, ill watch my pathetic baby trying so hard to cum”

i am absolutely getting carried away HELP

in the end all of this isnt completely against his will as well… remember the loser = lover situation where beomgyu let y/n to anything to him on stream, just so she wont leave him

YEAHHHHHH BABY,,, im sayin.. have him allow her to torment him, allow her to do all those things with the little hope she will forgive him

“if i let her use me, if she lets out her frustrations,, maybe her mind will be clear enough to see how much she loves me” so delusional its nearly cute~

and i am def being like this because I HATE HIS FUCKING ASS FOR DOING THESE THINGS TO YN AND I WANT HIM TO SUFFER BAD AND I WILL NOT FORGIVE HIS FAKE LITTLE SORRY ASS

-❄️ (showing my cruel sadistic side for a change~)

oh heyyy babe missed you

and congrats! keep up the good work.

you didn't just call it ✨the night✨ 😭😭😭

"please give me something just anything-" 🥵 definitely gonna be using that line lmao

"you love all of me so surely you love this side of me as well" simp gyu would say that yes he loves this too asdfghjltgdge

I thought about the gag thing too 😭 that way he won't be able to talk his way out of it

i'm LIVING for all of this but it seems like people are pretty anti-smut with gyu the next chapter but he is gonna fuck up again in the future (surprise) so i'm gonna bookmark this for later on 😂 and oh it's not gonna be against his will at all. he'll beg for it

#love love love every part of this #oc gonna go full sansa on his ass #get some rest dear #you deserve it #mort talks #❄️ anon

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Obey me boys reation to Mc "heavy petting" them in public

Lucifer

Gives u the look tm.

R u gonna grow meek under his gaze? Fuck no. Double down, ruin him, 10 points if u get him to lose his composure.

Just imagine, y'all r at a student council meetin when u smooth a hand over his thigh until ur hands over his (unfortunately) clothed cock. Give it a good squeeze before u start rubbin at it. Take ur time, the goal isnt to make him cum in his pants in the next 5mins, no, the goal is to lull him into such a relaxed state that he doesnt pay attention to the meetin. Instead his eyes flutter close, pen dropping from his grip as he sinks into his seat. Fuck n when he finally looks at u again only to give u those eyes, those pleadin eyes w such a soft expression that so very rarely graces his face.

*sighs* hes such a sweet thing, its a shame that hes gonna lecture u for 3 hours after this.

Mammon

Squeaks but denies it later.

If u can get him off discreetly u deserve a reward. Man is a mess under ur hands like fuckin always. But lets just say y'all have been doin this for a while so he's not so jumpy when u get handsy. So y'all r at the casino, Mam's is havin a lucky night n hes got that dumb happy look on his face that makes u go all mushy. So u come up behind his seat, wrap ur arms around him n nuzzle at his neck. Ur hands wander down his chest n torso until ur hands frame his cock. He tenses, bitin his lip as his mind whirls, wonderin how far ur gonna go this time. Will u be content w just holdin him like this? Maybe you'll jerk him off under the table, or maybe you'll throw him ontop of it n fuck the shit outta him. Who knows.

Leviathan

Well, thats one way to kill him.

Says he hates it but asks u to do it again. So u take it slow. Its movie night and everyone has long fallen asleep, everyone except u too. Y'all r cuddlin on the couch, hes little spoon cause how can u not want to hold this man in ur arms? The hands wrapped around his waist start to get that itch, the itch to touch, to caress, to feel the heat of his fleash under ur palm. So u slither a hand up his shirt, his cute nipples r just too inviting so u pinch n rub n twist them until theyre hard. Ur other hand dips under his waistband to wrap around his quickly hardenin cock. Hes holdin his breath, tryin so hard not to make any noise as pleasure shudders through his body.

Satan

Proceed w caution, this man is a cat after all.

Usually y'all r in his room w him lyin against ur chest as he reads to u n u thread ur fingers through his hair. But sometimes y'all go to the library, and today this fucker has the audacity to look so fuckin good. I mean sure hes just leanin there readin to his hearts content. But a strand of hair is out of place n he just looks so good. So u grab him by his lapels n drag him into one of the rows, shovin him against the bookshelf before shovin a hand down his pants.

Asmodeus

U think ppl bein around is gonna stop this man? Pft. It could be a regular ol tuesday when he gives that look, that look that has u burnin for him. How can u not shove him against the nearest surface?

Beelzebub

So, ur a good christian right? U can keep ur hands to urself right? U can watch this man workout for hours, gettin all sweaty w his titties out without goin to have a taste right?

Belphegor

We all agree that the cow bitch has a somnophilia kink yeah? Well considerin the fucker is asleep most of the time feel free to grop to ur hearts content. Pull out his chair durin class n show all the lesser demons what his pathetic cock can do.

Diavolo

Two words, touch, starved.

Would love to have ur hands on him 100% of the time, but he gotta work so that cant happen...unless? Unless u take advantage of his free time inbetween, or u could just walk into one of his meetings order him to get outta his seat so he can sit in ur lap. Do not do this in front of Lucifer, or do, ur funeral...again, anyway, play around w his titties. Rip open his fuckin shirt n let those puppies breath.

Barbatos

Dude doesnt show it but he really likes ur touch, like to the point where he seeks u out.

Ma'am this is a kitchen, u make food here...but u also eat food here to n Barb is lookin like a snac. U dont want to interupt his work but damn. Maybe pull his pants down just a little, maybe pull his hips back n eat his ass a little?

Simeon

I can be ur angel, i can be ur slut uwu.

Either hed be like "whatre u doin senpai?" Or is the one to put ur hands on him. So desperate for ur attention, he needs u to touch him, make his body sing. Doesnt want to get caught but also kinda does.

Solomon

He's too composed, mess him up. Is this hard to do? Yes, but its rewarding.

#obey me brain rot #obey me headcanons #obey me lucifer #obey me mammon #obey me leviathan #obey me satan #obey me asmodeus #obey me beelzebub #obey me belphegor #obey me diavolo #obey me barbatos #obey me simeon #obey me solomon #obey me #obey me swd

[ablackfangirlwrites]

Jealous

A/n: y'all should already know I really like beyonce and I really like fics inspired by music so this is just a product of that 😘 I linked the song in the title

Also language warning? Da be cursing in this one

You watched the clocks hit 4am

Keigo should have been home hours ago

Yet he wasnt

Not even a call or text

Clearly he forgot or he didnt care

And all you could do was sit there alone and feel pathetic

Your tears had already dried up a half hour ago

But that didnt mean you felt anything less then humiliated as you sat there with the now empty bottle of champagne and half naked in the lingerie you bought

It was your two year anniversary

You had it all planned out although you didnt plan for him to be a no show

But you could only blame yourself for that

Having a hero as a boyfriend is difficult

Anyone who was in a relationship with one would agree with that

But you were sure you had it just a bit worse

Because your boyfriend just so happened to be the number 2 hero

You thought it was bad when he was just number 3

But since hawks started holding the second spot it kept getting worse

At first things were fine; Great even.

He was a dotting boyfriend the two of you talked and laughed with each other about everything

Anyone who saw you together wouldn't have any doubts that you were in love

And you knew being in an official relationship would be difficult he was a hero after all

And especially since he didnt even want anyone knowing about the two of you

But you remember all those sweet words keigo would tell you

"I don't know what I'd do without you babe."

"I dont want anyone else sweetheart."

"Kid you're the most important person in my life."

"I love you y/n."

But that was the thing keigo said those things keigo was the one who kept promises he was the one you fell in love with

Not hawks

They were different people

Hawks was the man who put everything above you

The one whos lies and refuses to be straight with you

The one who shuts you out

The one who shamelessly flirted with everyone even on national tv knowing you'd see

But still didnt seem to care

And if he didn't care why should you?

Hawks got home around 6am and saw the place a mess

Curtain on the floor, broken glass. Everything disheveled

He almost thought someone had broken in and had a fight

But he knew bettter when he saw you sitting on the couch mascara stain on your face

"Shit." He mutter to himself

He knew exactly why you were upset and had this tantrum

But it wasnt exactly like he could pause in the middle of a mission to text you

"Im sorry y/n." He said sitting a banquet of roses down beside you

But keigo knew at this point those flowers were useless

"You think thats supposed to make me feel better?" You said bitterly

"Babe-"

"Dont fucking babe me." You yelled at him, "You forgot! I sat up all night looking like an idiot and you forgot because when it comes down to it you don't care about anyone but yourself keigo!"

"I was working."

"Like I believe that," you shook your head, "I bet you were with one of your new sidekicks. I bet you were just showing off for one of your adoring fans forgetting that im here."

You knew he was telling the truth he had no reason to lie about it

But in your mind you wanted to yell, you wanted to be angry you wanted to hurt him like he had been hurting you

Because tonight wasnt the first time he didnt keep a promise as of late or just simply neglected you

This had been boiling for a while and now the pot was over flowing

Hawks grew more frustrated as you yelled you were making stuff up and it wasn't even his fault

"It wasn't like that," he tired to talk only for you to jump in

"Save it hawks." You rolled your eyes walking out the room, "just admit you dont appreciate me cause you're comfortable knowing im just sitting here waiting on you and you don't have to put any real effort when you want to get your dick wet."

Keigo followed you from the other room yelling, "You know that isnt true! And you knew how this relationship was going to be from the beginning!"

"What realtionship?" You yelled, "You're barely home! I never see you anymore, and when I do its either you on tv flirting with some random person! Or when were here together you dont talk anymore! How do you think that makes me feel?"

You were letting your fears and jealousies speak, "is it someone else? Are you fucking somebody else Keigo."

"You are so insane of course not! Im working all the time its commission stuff I cant talk about it." Keigo knew deep down you were right he had been drifting away but that was because of work not because he was falling out of love with you

But maybe it was the stress of being up all night or because he was angry that you were clearly yelling at him for no reason he didint tell you that instead he yelled "You're being so fucking paranoid."

"Dont just brush me off-" but Hawk cut you off this time

"If I wanted to fuck someone else trust me kid I would, and I can cause if you hadn't noticed im pretty popular."

"You're such an asshole!"

"And your crazy!"

"Then why do you even bother Keigo! Just go!" You said throwing a pillow from your bed at him

"You're right I should! Cause its fucking pointless when your-you're acting like such a bitch." He said catching it and throwing it on the floor

His words hurt and you knew you had been pushing him to yell but still not wanting to let go you yelled with hot tears in your eyes, "I hate you!"

You both seemed to freeze once those words were spoken

You wanted to immediately take it back

You wanted to tell him that you didnt hate him that you loved him so much that it hurt

That all you really wanted tonight was to spend it in his arms

But you couldn't swallow your pride

Instead you turned away from him

Keigo knew things had already gone too far when he chased after you yelling

He felt guilty about his words

He didnt mean anything he had said, ...you kno- I- Im sorry y/n." He tried to reach out to you but you pulled away from him

"I cant do this anymore Keigo..."

Panic was clear on his face once you spoke those words

Couldnt do what?

Him? You two have aruged before you can get over it, "Y/n-"

"Ill sleep on the couch tonight." You said leaving the room and keigo

Who could only sit and wonder what would become of your relationship in the morning

Y'all bet ur sweet asses there'll be a part 2

#bnha imagines #bnha x reader #bnha headcanons #mha x reader #bnha hawks #mha hawks #bnha keigo #keigo takami x reader #my hero academia keigo takami #hawks x reader