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hom3landr · 1 year

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Homelander’s way of saying sorry isn’t an apology as much as a distraction.

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Homelander’s head rests heavy on your chest, his brow covered in a rare sheen of sweat. He’s languid and lazy as he holds in a grip that might appear relaxed but is as unyielding as iron. You don’t mind though. You wouldn’t want to be anywhere else. Your pleasantly sore muscles agree.

He alternates between affectionately nuzzling at your chest and drawing your nipple into his mouth with gentle contented sucks. You trace the shape of his ear with your finger, wanting to learn every part of him in case he ever tires of you. You’ve noticed that despite his bravado, a simple soft touch can make him melt. Your hoard this information to yourself like precious jewels, selfishly wanting this tender part of him all to yourself. You’ve earned it.

He mumbles something against your skin but it’s muffled and hard to make out. You gently tug on his ear, causing him to meet your gaze with a mischievous glint in his eye. You can’t help the way the corner of your mouth twitches in preparation for what your troublemaker has in mind.

“Apology accepted?” He asks with a cheeky grin. You can’t help but snort. You’d forgotten this had begun with a rather spirited round of bickering. A too pointed comment made you tear up for a second and next thing you knew, his cock was inside you while he made you see stars. Obviously, making you come was an easier task then simply saying sorry.

“I don’t recall you ever actually apologizing.” You chide him. He doesn’t look any less smug. He turns away to kiss the side of your breast before nipping slightly. Before you can chastise him further, he soothes the tender skin with his tongue. It makes heat pool in your belly despite your exhaustion.

“Must have missed it. You need to pay better attention, Babe.” He teases, ducking to avoid a swat. It’s not like it would hurt him anyway, but it makes you scrunch up your nose in a way he finds utterly adorable. He wraps his arm tightly around your waist so you can’t squirm away before gently running his fingers down the sensitive skin right over your ribs. You shriek and writhe in his grasp before dissolving into giggles. He can feel himself growing hard again at the way your cheeks heat up at his touch. It’s a testament to his self-restraint that he even lets you out of his bed at all. Especially when your laughs echo through his penthouse and make it feel like a place he might consider home.

“You’re a menace to society!” You manage to gasp breathlessly while still at the mercy of his wicked fingers. You dig your fingers into his shoulders but it doesn’t make a difference. In fact, it only encourages him. He blows a raspberry right into the tender skin where your neck meets your shoulder and you squeal.

“Nope, I’m the Homelander” He boasts, situating himself so his other hand can slip casually between your damp thighs, “and I can do whatever the fuck I want”

Guess you won’t be having a lazy day after all.

#homelander #x reader #homelander x reader #homelander headcanons #this is so purely self indulgent #in ways I don’t feel like explaining right now #anyway have some post sex shenanigans

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adastra121 · 6 months

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Touchstarved as Arcane

I just listen to the Arcane soundtrack a bunch while creating my Touchstarved OCs' backstories and I wanted to ascribe the characters to each song.

"Playground" by Bea Miller = Vere. I love this song for him. Even the vibe fits him.

"Who told you what was down here? Come along if you wanted a peek. I've seen your face around here. Come alone, tell me under the table What do you seek?"

"Welcome to the playground, follow me. Tell me your nightmares and fantasies. Sink into the wasteland underneath. Stay for the night, I'll sell you a dream."

It could also fit Elyon? I don't know anything about him but it feels like this line in particular would fit his character:

"Everybody's got a price 'round here to play. Make me an offer, what will it be?" (there's no dark blue colour on the website so I gave him girlboss pink. I think it's fitting.)

"Goodbye" by Ramsey = Mhin. They're an outsider, which means they had to come from somewhere, right? And they probably had to bid that part of their life goodbye.

"I can hear the sound of a heartbeat before it goes out. Won't ever leave my memory of bloodshed all around."

So many of these songs are just me running free with my assumptions of what their backstories are based on the little info we've got from the demo. Anyway, I imagine that line relating to Mhin losing control of their curse and the death that resulted in it.

"Be still, 'cause I see smoke up ahead and I got steel in my hands. We will return like warriors, I swear, that we'll find glory up ahead."

I just liked the "steel in my hands" line for Mhin because of how we first meet — it's right there. The bloodied blade in their hand.

"Dirty Little Animals" by BONES UK = Ocudeus and the Seaspring groupmind.

"Novocaine, never same, giving local luck But when you go under, you will never go back up."

Also, surprisingly Kuras. Only this part, though:

"Taste what fell from grace Wanna taste what fell from grace? Run away from the faith. Let's race if you want a taste."

There's the part about falling from grace, going against faith, and a bunch of running away which reminds me of that scene with Kuras and MC running from a Senobium cleric.

"Enemy" by Imagine Dragons ft. J.I.D. = Hound!MC (this MC is so Arcane-coded…so many of the songs could fit them). But also Ais, I think I remember something about him mentioning he makes enemies pretty easily (which is hilarious because almost every Touchstarved character likes him), and he seems to think of himself as a black sheep.

"I'm searching to behold the stories that are told When my back is to the world that was smiling when I turned. Tell you you're the greatest, But once you turn, they hate us."

"Guns for Hire" by Woodkid = I think this could fit both Ais and Leander. But I feel like the song has different meanings when imagined with each of them. The line about "losing control," for instance.

"Not a good night to lose control Right as the Earth is unraveling."

"Not a good time to lose control Right as your marionettes cut their strings and run away."

When I imagine the song with Ais, it feels like him losing control over himself or his monster form. With Leander, it feels like it's about him losing control over others, maybe his mask chipping away.

And there are just so many parts that could fit them both, but they carry different meanings depending on who you imagine the lyric with.

"Tuck your innocence goodnight. You sold your friends like guns for hire." (still don't know what happened to Ais's gang)

"Resting on a knife, you heavy souls With all this weight buckling down on you now Don't you drown and float away."

"When Everything Went Wrong" by Fantastic Negrito = Ais and his tavern brawls.

"Ninety-nine ways that you're willing to die […] Broken beer bottles that are starting to fly […] Temper start to flare, now they're starting to fume I know my time is coming soon."

But also, when did everything go wrong? How did it go wrong? What happened to Ais's gang? And maybe it happened around the same time Ocudeus did?

"I lay down to die on the concrete floor. Now that's when everything went wrong. The devils coming after me."

"What Could Have Been" by Ramsey = Sen and Alchemist!MC or Unnamed!MC.

"I hope you know we had everything When you broke me and left these pieces. I want you to hurt like you hurt me today and I want you to lose like I lose when I play what could have been." (Eh, fuck it, Sen also gets pink. The DLC LIs are Barbie babes)

"I am the monster you created […] I am your ghost, a fallen angel. You ripped out all my parts."

"And worst of all, for me to live, I gotta kill the part of me that saw That I needed you more […] I couldn't care what invention you made me 'Cause I was meant to be yours."

Again, most of Sen's is just me assuming what her story is, but this is a good angsty Frankenstein's monster type song.

I think it fits Alchemist! and Unnamed!MC more so than the Hound!MC, because they are the two backstories that involved mentor figures or a community moulding them for specific purposes.

#this is so purely self indulgent #whenever I get into a fandom I just fill my own niche #which is very specific shit that only I'd be into but who cares it's fun #but no that's awesome like I still remember some posts relating the touchstarved characters to kingdom hearts stuff #and I had no idea what that post was talking about because I know nothing about kingdom hearts #but I love that!#touchstarved #touchstarved game #red spring studios #arcane #touchstarved kuras #touchstarved leander #touchstarved vere #touchstarved ais #touchstarved mhin #touchstarved elyon #touchstarved sen #this was fun maybe I should do touchstarved as Disney songs next or something #Spotify

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yrsonpurpose · 5 months

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Alex has been learning for a while Henry isn’t what he thought, but it’s something else to feel it this close up, the quiet burn in him, the pent-up person under the perfect veneer who tries and pushes and wants.

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cloudyydraws · 5 months

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more mario and luigi doodles but i took their mouths away

+ extra unfinished stuff under the cut

#the dear doppelganger weeg one is purely self indulgent bc ive been playing it on loop recently im normal #and i know doppelganger is a different whole thing than what he has but. hey its ok we ball #more spm on the way (i hope!!!!!! as long as i dont get distracted by avemuji or sekai for a bit)#most of this was practicing mario bc i still dont like the way i draw him tbh but i think we're getting somewhere #shoutout priv twt oomfies for dealing with my mario fix bullshit youre all so real #drawing these little guys is so much different from my other little guys i think thats why ive liked drawing them so much constantly #it just feels fresh for me!! i just get to fuck around when i draw them its fun to experiment again #ok done talking i like them a normal amount #mario and luigi #mario #luigi #super mario bros fanart #super mario bros #super mario fanart #spm #super paper mario #mr l #starlow #smb #super mario brothers #mario bros #mario fanart #art #fanart #my art #cloudy draws #nintendo #nintendo fanart

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chrysopoeias · 3 months

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ocean romance...................................

(main ref first x)

#draw #please do not murder me over implied mermussy. But the ref is allowed here so..#pure self indulgence...

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diurnalvl · 2 months

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seven years ago, they used to be friends. almost.

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#diurna draws #vox #alastor #staticradio #radiostatic #radiosilence #onewaybroadcast #hazbin hotel vox #hazbin hotel alastor #hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel fanart #gosh i love doing more complex shading to make fake screencaps it's so satisfying.#sorry for using my personal vox design this is purely self indulgent. hey maybe vox only starts wearing bowties after this #anyways part two is going to be uploaded in a bit my doves <3 #vox made his way through the trapdoor that's why he's initially on his knees #...not any other reason...#he's so danger unaware to alastor going haywire #thing is i feel that during their friendship vox was long used to alastor hurting other people in front of him that it just...#doesn't occur to him that alastor would've ever hurt him in that way.#shame #because it never occured to alastor that vox would cross that line and ruin their friendship.#alastor is somehow desperately angry and desperately sad #and angrier still that vox gets to make him feel that way.#suddenly #alastor feels a pearl of absolute hatred form inside of him #he's never felt so strongly about something in his entire afterlife #if only my shitty little aces could communicate and stop being insane for one second. sigh.

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cuubism · 6 months

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I didn't even share any exterior shots with you all. Failure.

Go to the New Inn it only takes an hour and a half to get to from central London 😂

Can't miss it the sign is painted on like 50 times, presumably so Dream would DEFINITELY find it.

No WAY Dream can miss this. Well, maybe he can, he can be a bit dense at times.

THE NEW INN! TOP LONDON ATTRACTION! (in my heart)

#can you all believe this is the thing I was most excited about doing for the whole trip 😂#this is my Buckingham palace. this is my London eye #definitely in the top 5 things ive done on a holiday purely for the self indulgent silly quality of the errand 😂#the place is so cute and charming for real and their soup was really good😂#and the neighborhood is nice its right between 2 parks #anyway I'm still riding the high yes indeed #the new inn #dreamling

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victoryrifle · 6 months

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Charon my beloved - FALLOUT 3 [6/?]

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phoenixcatch7 · 8 months

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Like I know it's self indulgence but it'd be so funny to see a full kardashian style Brucie Wayne, spoilt playboy prince of Gotham, local sunshine idiot on the front page every other week for darwinian levels of idiocy or billionaire levels of donations.

But he gets kidnapped or something and there's illusions or mind magics that make him think he's in the bat suit and then he gets dumped in the middle of a live world broadcast arena to fight some goons.

Like he doesn't think anything of it, batman's been kidnapped and forced into gladitorial arenas for sport many times before, maybe he always carries concealed weapons so he's still got like grapples and batarangs and stuff, but he's just going full doomslayer on these guys. No cowl. No suit. Just an open silk shirt and a pair of slacks. In full view of the world.

Tell you what, what about the whole justice league. Just a group of the motleyest people you've ever met. There's about as many famous people as there are absolute nobodies.

Several billionaires defer to the guy who writes articles on outdated lead in buildings and socio economic corruption. There's a renowned museum curator flying and uppercutting aliens so hard they get tossed across the room. There's a guy who spoke in science conferences about meta containment procedures running up the wall and delivering a roundhouse kick to three enemies at once. Bruce Wayne and Oliver Queen. Of all people. Two world famous idiot ceo celebrities. And they're back to back whaling on armoured alien henchmen like a well oiled team. A ten year old podcaster shooting lightning from his fingers and no one in the group bats an eye.

Just.... Insanity.

#To be honest I don't care if there's any fallout #Maybe it happens in a dream world or smth or maybe they reverse time or wipe memories or something #I just want the juxtaposition of batman in Brucie Wayne's skin #No society mask. Jaw jutted eyes sharp he's tossing goons around like it's nothing #The fangirls would go insane. His stockholders are cowering. Everyone who knows anything about him is blue screening #It's like a fever dream but he's so full of adrenaline he's panting condensation on the cold arena like a wolf #And people are having their whole worlds collapse #Superbat celebration kiss after they defeat everyone? Why not if you want #batman #dc comics #bruce wayne #brucie wayne #justice league #It'd be like idk if Taylor swift turned out to be... Idk there isn't an equivalent #Like if Elon musk turned out to be a paramedic on the side #Or a world class neurosurgeon #This is purely self indulgent but it'd be so funny.

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wonder--girl · 30 days

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This week's doodles: Comfort doodling after a Rough day— Babs, Steph, Claire Redfield, Leon Kennedy, Me, and some Tim and Jay practice doodles ♡

#art tag #dc comics #barbara gordon #dc oracle #batgirl #batgirls #stephanie brown #dc spoiler #resident evil #claire redfield #leon kennedy #tim drake #jason todd #This has been purely self indulgent #I'm not a fan of this jason's design but oh whatev #but i'm feeling SO much better!#Just got accepted into my dream uni so AAAA

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bonojour · 1 month

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When I did King Lear with Richard, I didn’t know anything. I knew how to be kind of real on stage. We’ve rehearsed for about a week, and I’m in Richard’s house at a 4th of July barbecue, and I’m going on and on as young men do, just painfully about myself. Kenneth Branagh cast me in Much Ado, I had done Dead Poet Society, I had done The Age of Innocence with Martin Scorsese directing and some play on Broadway I’d done and how great it was. There’s an addiction to being approved of by many, many, many people you don’t know and never will. I was telling Richard about all this and the other people at the party, and he said: “Robert, I don’t know you very well, but I just want you to know something and you may not absorb it right now, but all these things you’re talking about. It’s all shit.” He said: “We sat in a room today and we talked about King Lear for 7 hours, that was your day today. I’m older than you and I’m here to tell you it doesn’t get better than that. You can be on Broadway, and you can know all the famous people you want, but ultimately, you’re going to be dead pretty soon and none of these things are going to matter. The only thing that’s going to matter is how you spent your day.” Obviously, it was quite a bit for a young man in his twenties to hear, but I didn’t need time for that to affect me or to absorb it. It happened at the moment, and I was never the same, ever. If I had never met Richard Easton, it’s possible that I’d be an insufferable, drug addicted, very wealthy, not very good actor in the Hollywood hills right now.

Robert Sean Leonard in "A Life Well-Lived: Wisdom and Memories with Richard Easton on The Lucky Ones"

#robert sean leonard #rslgifs #rsledit #richard easton #gilles gifs #this might not get a lot of notes but this is purely self-indulgent so it doesn't matter #i always use my faves as mentor figures #and i'm always inspired by how they figured things out and achieved things and learned to put things into perspective #and rsl talking about HIS experience with one of his mentors really tickled my brain :)

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fuckyeah-bears · 2 months

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quick PSA for all the bearotonin lovers: Zionists actually aren’t allowed to enjoy any bear photos i post. k thanks

#Making this post purely so I can reblog it to bearotonin for 2 minutes of self indulgence #Posts about bearotonin

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iscaffeine · 3 months

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who is googling how to chew gum (._. )?

#dan and phil #dan and phil gifs #dan and phil edits #amazingphil #phil lester #dan howell #my gifs #my edits #first time ‘properly’ making gifs so apologies if i effed something up lol #purely self indulgent i <3 kaomojis

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moeblob · 5 hours

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So uh, haha, hey, uh. What if I set a timer for 20mins and then tried to rush job an HSR character in that time? What then?

(all of them were timed for 20 minutes which is why Numby doesn't have the designs :c I ran outta time. Also bigServal took like 13mins so I decided to do a miniServal with Lynx's hat in the remaining time)

#honkai star rail #sampo koski #sunday #topaz #hsr blade #serval landau #topaz and numby #that is ACTUALLY a tag that pops up so may as well???#also I always see The Boy Landau in the hat but I haven't seen much Serval in general #and none with her in the hat so she deserves it #a few of these were requests from a bit ago that i didnt get to #but Topaz was purely for my self indulgence as a treat #you can really kinda tell probably when the timer was running low and the rush became real...

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luthordamnvers · 3 months

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'The next time Lena sees Kara, the blonde is 25, and she's in Thorul as a diplomat, to again try to convince Lex to stop the war, to see if they could come up with a solution.

The moment she sees Kara again, it's like everyone and everything else has come to a standstill, and maybe Lena has always been more than a little in love with Kara. She looks incredibly handsome, with a dark coat with gold thread sewn into it with beautiful designs and her family crest.'

As you wish

#supercorp #lena luthor #kara danvers #supercorp fanart #this is pure self indulgence #I had so much fun writing that fic that it's been with me ever since #also i did change kara's suit color because black didn't look as nice but the sentiment stands #anyways please don't expect much from me about this #my perfectionist ass cannot handle it #even tracing is a struggle #[10]#supergirl art

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aiixen · 1 year

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Being an artist is too powerful….

#this is just pure self indulgence #I love turtle necks #and crop tops #and Baxter is my current fixation #so #:D #our life #our life beginnings & always #olba #Baxter ward #our life Baxter #fan art #art #aixen art

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