why is it so hard to tell her she’s the one you want to be with forever?
+ the constant feeling of never being able to be human enough for her.
(i love angst and drama!!! also very self indulgent and very ooc lol just let me dream, ok)
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We Could Have Been Us
(This is all written from memory so sorry if I miss some stuff)
(Written from Crowley’s pov)
I needed to tell you something
but you had to go first
And so I let you
That was a mistake
You said you had good news
that you were promoted
You could be in charge
As supreme archangel
And, to put the cherry on top
You could have anyone
as your second in command
And you had chosen me
I couldn’t believe you, at first
After all, we’re better than that
You are better than that
But it was true
I could see the excitement
Slip away from your eyes
When you realized that
I wouldn’t go with you
And before I knew it
I was rushing to say
what I had wanted to say
from the very beginning
How we have known each other
for a long time
How we could always
rely on each other
We have always been
a team
A group
of the two of us
I tried to convince you to stay
Because we don’t need heaven
And we don’t need hell
All we ever needed was us
I tell you so, and all you do
is reiterate your wonderful plan
The plan where we’re both angels
Doing good together in heaven
I’m choking back tears
And I say, “You can’t leave
this bookshop”
‘You can’t leave me’
And with such a kind,
tender voice, you say,
“Oh Crowley,
Nothing lasts forever.”
‘Nothing lasts forever,
Not this bookshop
Not you
And certainly not us’
I feel my heart break
as I slip my sunglasses on
And walk away,
bidding you good luck
As you beg me to stop
I tell you to listen
And you admit that
you can’t hear anything
“That’s the point” I say
“No nightingales”
At that, you seem to understand
What I’m implying
I called you an idiot
That this whole time
We could have been
Us
I get an idea
It’s a last ditch effort
But at this point
Anything will do
I rush back to you
grab you by the collar
pull you close
and kiss you
And when we pull apart
I look you in the eyes
Desperately trying to see
A change of heart
But instead I see you
steeling your nerves
And you tell me
you forgive me
But I don’t need
Your forgiveness
All I ever needed
was you
So don’t bother
trying to forgive me
Don’t bother
forgiving a demon
But I wait by my car, just in case
You happen to change your mind
But all I see is you leaving
Choosing heaven over me
I climb into the Bentley
And turn on the radio
It doesn’t do to much good
It’s playing our song
So I turn it back off
And lean back on the seat
And I think to myself
‘We could have been us.’
[and since you guys asked to be tagged: @janeway-lover @helphowdoiusethis]
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I hope it’s okay to send this as an ask, but I can’t stand Neil’s entire ‘they have no gender and don’t feel sexual attraction’ spiel. Everything about this show makes it clear that Crowley and Aziraphale are CLEARLY exceptions to the rule, that these exceptions make them better beings than the other demons and angels, and that they both obviously want a romantic and sexual relationship. He’s either purposely acting obtuse, or he doesn’t have much control over things.
Also, angels and demons in the Bible both have sex, and angels are known to enjoy many human things including eating and drinking. The way people latched onto this whole thing is so annoying. If I have to read about angels and demons being genderless and sexless supernatural beings as if that’s some sort of rule outside of Neil’s little universe I’m going to become completely unbearable.
no literally i’m going to explode him and his cronies with my mind. unless of course he is fucking with everyone at all times, which is morally gray and something i would absolutely do as an author. author isn’t alive author isn’t dead author is instead a secret third thing that means you will require a lobotomy if you spend longer than 5 minutes trying to dig through all of the lies and contradictions. the third thing is what i am choosing to believe because i also enjoy directly causing fights and then observing them like i’m an impartial third party
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WHY NOT WHY WONT YOU DO EXTRA WORK FOR THE GROUP!!???
BECAUSE DOING EXTRA WORK FOR THE GROUP KILLED ME GRANDMA OK?????
...
leave me alone.....
my uncle broke his neck multitasking once
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i really enjoyed this bit of the chapter. two victims of control stand against each other. one of them made it out, certainly not unscathed but still able to find the good in life; the other is still searching for that control, the safe feeling of having no choice and the promises that were made that will never be delivered now. barem acknowledges that he’s still under makima's control, or at least his heart is, which symbolizes a more emotional connection to his relationship with being controlled. he feels robbed that her forced peace never came about. his anger is directed at denji now, the one who ‘got out’, because he’s been living in peace in barems eyes, while having destroyed barems own idea of peace. they are both victims, but denji is the victim who got to move on and barem cannot do that. i just really enjoy looking at part 2 from the angle of "who made it out and who is still trapped by the dreams of a dead woman", because makima does cast a shadow over the whole narrative.
(p.s. i'm not absolving barem of anything, he still sucks, but it would be so absurdly incorrect to me to not acknowledge that the other hybrids are victims of makima too, even if they dont see it that way, and how that affects their character arcs.)
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can I just mention. That I was talking to my friend about taranza. And we came to the conclusions that-
A.) He's always high and nobody notices it.
And
B.) He's spiderman.
Do with this what you will.
Youre so right about the high thing and you should say it
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Digital Circus AMA Notes
Digital Circus is getting a season 1 at some point!!!!
#webcore aesthetic board for the series design
Pomni was going to be a frog originally. 🐸
90s toys Zooble inspo
Caine is an antagonist, but not by active choice, he doesn't know he's not helping. He doesn't feel a whole spectrum of human emotions (he's an AI).
"Caine canonically just lets things happen if he thinks it's funny."
Characters eat like Chao in Chao garden in Sonic. The characters can eat the food, but they can't digest it.
Jax's favorite food is spaghetti.
Pomni likes salmon.
Q "Was the ending a 'Last Supper' reference?" A "in a very superficial kinda way yeah." Religious stuff is sometimes just used for the funny.
Gooseworx tumblr sketches MAY or MAY NOT be canon to the series, so it's up in the air for every single one.
People can abstract from feeling too much pain if it breaks their mind from it being too much. Characters feel pain from things, but not as intensely as they would in real life.
Zooble is gonna swap parts every episode (implying they have spare parts) except their body & head.
Jax chose his own name & gooseworx likes to think he chose Gangle's name.
Ragatha was named "Emmy" originally.
They (the cast of characters trapped in the circus) can't change their clothes but Caine can. It's part of their skin sorta kinda.
There's empty space under Pomni's hat because video game model physics.
Spamton was partially inspo for Caine, Caine's VA did Spamton dubs.
Gangle only has 2 masks. Why's it (her hapiness mask) break all the time? Mental state, but the "real her" is "harder to break."
Kaumfo was gonna be part of the main cast originally before Jax.
Kaufmo's model has nothing below the waist at this time, but was made for that promotional image on twitter.
Q "What kinda person was Kaufmo?" A "He was the same as Ragatha in a sense, goofy & cheery, sometimes toxic levels of positivity."
I'm paraphrasing for the sake of note taking in real time, go watch the stream playback for more context & details if you want.
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