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dayurno · 3 months

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this is somewhat of a vent post & something i said i would not do again but has been plaguing me enough that i think getting it out might feel better. so. has anydoggy else been. Baffled and upset by nora sakavic’s refusal to speak on how terribly aftg has treated its characters of color? with the author of the series coming back with a new book and starting up on her online activity again, and questions of what she’d change about aftg bubbling up, it’s particularly glaring to me that we are all playing this very long game of pretend where we ignore how badly the non-white cast has been treated & her lack of thoughts on it

and i understand not wanting to bring up nicky and thea because people pick on her for it. i’m not trying to discredit nora sakavic’s terrible history of getting harrassed online by aftg fans. but i think it is very cynical, and it is very juvenile, and most of all very cruel, that she gets to ignore the very real ways the books have set up these characters to be hated. i think it’s obvious why the characters who get the most hate are the only canonical characters of color, and i think we do not get to treat this like a deliberate decision on the fandom’s part when the books have put these same characters in degrading and embarrassing and terrible positions in the first place. aftg is not a story about nice characters with clean pasts, but there is a very specific nastiness to the only characters of color being a brown man who sexually harasses and later assaults the main character, a black woman whose only scene is her lashing out at her love interest after being ignored for the first two books, and the japanese villain who gets maybe two lines of complexity before he goes back to being a terrible person. the white cast, in comparison, while not at all free from flaws, are never shown to commit mindless evil; all of their actions are ultimately justified. the book goes out of its way to give them concession after concession. we know exactly who to side with, because aftg tells us who these people are. does nicky’s assault ever get addressed in the books? does riko’s reasoning to be the way that he is ever gets more than briefly aluded to? is thea reserved even a shred of humanity or grace in her one scene?

anyway. it’s been years of talking about this and the fandom has been constantly hostile to criticism in this regard, and more recently any criticism at all, and it’s Grating to be on the other side of this discussion. it’s exhausting to know that in ten years we do not get even an acknowledgment besides the author saying she will not answer questions about nicky and thea anymore. it’s upsetting and it’s ugly and i wish no one had to talk about this again, but we do because what i thought was common sense has been washed away by a sudden influx of no-nuance adoration for the trilogy. basically i hope we all explode

two hours later edit: you're allowed to reblog this! sorry about the confusion

#this has been so upsetting to notice but 🥹whatever #there is a different kind of bitterness to thinking about how ten years have passed #and we are getting new content that changes and maybe even rectifies many of the ways we see and interact w aftg #and none of it not a bit of it addresses the racism #how it’s been ten years and the only thing we really get to show it is a book about a ship between two white men the fandom came up with #after seeing them be Suggested to interact in canon #i understand not wanting to hurt nora sakavics feelings by asking her about this #but imagine how tired we are. Imagine how tired we are #do you know how bad it feels to read through nicky’s worst moments in aftg #and know that he was written this way because he looks like me?#do you understand how exhausting it all is. can you imagine?#the fandom has been so quick to undo the criticism fans of colors have been making since day one #and for what. for what! my doves. for what?#have we come out of it any greater? have we done anything but lie to ourselves?#and anyway this is not some mindless pessimism #this is not me telling you that aftg is bad and you cant love it; cant have it mean anything to you #this is me saying that when we acknowledge these things it makes us better readers and better people #nora sakavic if you are reading this from whatever hellhole america you find yourself in #grabs you by the shoulders. This is not the end #this is not something to sit back and feel bad about #you have opened the floodgates of hell with tsc. kick the door in and release a revised version of aftg #there is a real material way for you to make this better. it is possible and it will not kill you #i would read a revised aftg. my mutuals would. many many many many fans would #making mistakes is not just a human right its a human inevitability #but we do not have to let ourselves get defined by them. We can do hard things #lets go of nora sakavics shoulders. anyway. where were we #aftg #txt #tsc

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dearharriet · 1 month

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HII!! CAN I REQUEST TEN THINGS I HATE ABT YOU + JAMES POTTER PLEASE 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹 I FOUND UR BLOG AND I AM OVSSESSED !!!!!!

hi hi you’re so lovely!!! i had to think on this one for a while but i think i like how it came out! james seems much more like cameron than patrick, i hope u don’t mind <3 (wc: 1.2K)

You get the sudden feeling that you’ve been completely messed about at this stupid house party.

Down the driveway, your so-called friend is climbing into the passenger seat of a Porsche, leaving you behind in less than ideal autumn-garb; A red dress that falls too short and clings too thin to your wind-whipped torso, and a sad excuse for a shawl are all you have for warmth.

And if things could get any worse, you’re likely going to have to walk home in the kitten heels you insisted on wearing.

Behind you, a clunky wooden front door heaves open, producing the sweet but hopeless guy who’s been following you around all night. James, you think is his name.

He’s relatively attractive, in a sort of lost puppy way. Big brown eyes and pouty lips, a softness to his tone that could probably buckle knees if he took better advantage of it. Still, he’s thinner and scraggly, and lacks any kind of social quip to make that likely.

He skips down the steps, his dress coat flung dejectedly over his shoulder, and a frown tying his brows together. His friend from earlier is nowhere to be seen.

“Hey,” you say tentatively and his hung head picks up, though his mouth only hardens its angry line. He takes in your unlucky state, and any trace of the puppy-love softness he’d shown you all night is gone.

“Where’s your boyfriend?”

You scoff. “Please. He’s not my boyfriend.” His face remains stony and unaffected. “I don’t know what I ever saw in him.”

James reaches his free hand up to push back his hair, and you stare at his tensing arm without really realizing it.

“Yeah, neither do I,” he says, hiking his jacket further over his shoulder and walking past you.

In a small window of time, you realize he has keys that he’s fishing out of his slacks pocket—car keys—and your aching feet override your nerves.

“Uh, James?” You both spin towards each other, your back now to the house and his to the cars. You realize that’s probably not the only thing that switched between you tonight. Ironically, you’re the one chasing after him now.

“Yeah,” he says, agitated, when all you do is stare. You look to the empty space where your ride once was, and back to James.

“Could you give me a lift home?”

Something about the way his expression slackens turns your insides out. When was the last time someone looked so disappointed in you? As far as you know, most of the decisions you make go over very well, and no one is ever upset with you (save your sister, who is never happy if she can help it).

But here is James, with eyes holding the most loathing likely ever directed your way, and with every right.

He shakes his head, but says, “Yeah, whatever.”

Somehow that might be worse.

Trailing after him, you come up on his old sedan, a car that seems like it’d have a myriad of mechanical problems. He has to stick his key in the driver’s door to unlock it.

When he gets his door open, he unlocks the rest of them, and you slide awkwardly into the leathery bench beside him. James seems to notice your unfamiliarity and shreds your self esteem further with a scoff.

“It’s not a convertible, I know. Sorry to disappoint.”

“No,” you immediately defend, warm from his apt assessment of you. James gives you a sideways glance of warning. “I mean, yes, I was expecting something else, but it’s—I’m not…”

“It’s fine,” James sighs, turning the car on, “it’s just a lift home. You made it pretty clear that that’s all you want me for.”

As James pulls into the street, you watch the house slip away, party like a fizzling ember fighting the midnight cold.

“That’s not true,” you say, though you’re not sure you feel it at all. Your voice is overly sweet, an attempt at the voice that serves to get you what you want, when you want it.

You’re not entirely sure what you want anymore, but James brushes it off anyway, like it’s a revolting bug.

“Yes, it is.”

It astonishes you how easily he can cut you down. He’s hardly speaking loud enough to be heard above the radio, just a bitter rake of a comment, but you’re floored all the same.

The car falls silent, and you stare at your lap instead of out the window. You feel thoroughly scolded, dissected and left to put yourself back together. You don’t think you’ll cry, but you’re not ruling it out.

When James pulls past a stop sign, approaching your neighborhood, he glances over at you.

“Yknow.” He pauses, licking his lips. “I didn’t even expect you to like me back.” His eyes return to the street “And it’s fine that you don’t, but—but you could’ve just told me.”

You rub your hands over the hem of your dress, a foreign set of nerves gripping your chest. Realistically, you could weather the storm until he drops you off, but for some reason you desperately want to rectify the situation.

You want to tell him that yes, of course you liked him all this time, because that should be true. Except it’s not.

James’ car rolls up to the curb outside your place. He sighs, gripping the steering wheel.

“I really cared about you. I went to that party for you, and I ignored everyone who said I was stupid for doing it.” Shaking his head, James looks at you, anger peeling back to reveal raw hurt. “But you’re so conceited.”

You expel a painful breath, all the wind knocked out of you.

“I know.” Breaking eye contact, you flick your eyes to your shoes. Flattery and shame twine together in your throat. “Did you really go to the party for me?”

James nods.

“Went to the party, got that guy to date your sister,” he lists. “I even learned French for you. And what did it get me? A whole lot of—”

Without really thinking, you surge forward and pull James’ lips onto yours. They lay warm and firm over your mouth, and you can’t deny how right it feels.

You’re expecting James to pull back, to push you away, but he does the opposite. One hand laces into your pristine hair, holding you to him, and the other wraps around your back.

It’s a perfect kiss, the kind that you always dreamed of, and it makes a giddy laugh bubble out of your mouth.

When you pull away, you’re dizzy and a little self-pitying. You could’ve been kissing James like this whole time instead of chasing after some pea-brained asshole in a nice car.

James seems to watch the thought wash over you, because he kisses you one more time to remind you that it doesn’t matter, that you’re here now. Then he lets you go, and you relish in the way his hands linger over your waist, your neck. The giddy feeling comes back twofold.

“Night,” you say through a prim smile. “Thanks for the lift.”

James’ eyes crease a little at the edges from his returning smile. “G’night, beautiful.”

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chronicbeans · 1 year

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OMGosh OMGosh OMGosh!!!!!!! That was so good! I didn’t expect that ending at all! But now I have so many more questions?!?!!!!

What is a day like in Welcome Home now? How does reader get through it? Do they legit worship her like a deity with offerings, bowing, etc.?

How is life outside of the TV? What happened to Henry and Angela? What happens to the Welcome Home puppeteers and other cast?!

Do they try to save the reader, or is all hope almost immediately lost?

Does Wally try to start a romantic relationship with the reader, or is it all platonic idol worship within the bounds of a romantic relationship?

Is Y/N technically a prop now? Is the Welcome Home cast still puppeted or do they have physical free-will now?

(Sorry for so many questions, but I’m dying to know!!!! AAAA I WANT MORE OF THIS FICCCCC!!!! 🥹😩😭🤯💕💕💕💕👌👍👏)

No worries! It is alright! I like writing about this dynamic. If I didn't, I wouldn't have offered to write more for it. So, having a lot of questions is perfectly welcome!

Life in Welcome Home for a Puppeteer Reader:

📽️ So, you're in Welcome Home now. What is going on in this lovely little place? Well, Wally is constantly going to be by your side, that's for sure. The neighbors will also be around whenever they can be.

📽️ The way the neighbors "worship" you is a bit odd compared to how you thought they would. Wally, of course, has deemed himself "The Chosen One" or some other odd name of the day (he can't decide. He just knows he's special, though), because he was the only one who was able to go to your world. Well, that was until he found a way to take others with him... But he did that himself. It wasn't natural. So, they all listen to both you and Wally.

📽️ Wally says they should just go about their days and always be kind to you. The only real offerings they give you is food, because they can't eat, but you need to. Before you arrived, food was more like an art piece to be put of a shelf until it went bad. Now, though, the neighbors will flock to Poppy's or Howdy's to get food, just for you! They want to be in your good graces.

📽️ Their kindness also borders on creepy. They all just go wide-eyed, their pupils expanding a bit like Wally's, as they give you praise for whatever you do in their presence. Sometimes, you swear that you could kill one of them and the others would just say something like "Yay! Yippee! You did good! They deserved it! How smart you are for noticing that! It was so obvious! How didn't we notice? Oh! It's because we aren't as amazing as you!"

📽️ Wally is probably very conflicted with himself. His plan, ever since the others had started to think about the possibility of you existing, was to take you here and to be your most devoted follower. He's got that, so why doesn't he feel fulfilled? Why does he also dislike how his neighbors get so close to you when you go outside? He will probably have to talk to Home about it. Home has always been there for him, even when the others were avoiding him due to their lack of faith in your existence. Home will help! If or when he realizes that he might not love you as just his puppeteer, but also in a romantic way, he'll think that it is the sweetest thing ever! His praise will definitely take a slightly more romantic turn, but the main problem is that his way of worshipping once you were brought to the neighborhood was already a bit more romantic. So, you probably won't notice it unless he tells you straight up how he feels.

📽️ Speaking of Home, you live with Wally, now. It just makes sense in everybody's eyes! Wally brought you here and is your most devoted follower. There is also the fact that, if anybody tried to hurt you, Home can keep them out (and keep you locked in)! You just stay inside all day, whenever it isn't "showtime". Wally is always by your side, though, keeping you company! Hugs and cuddles will make you feel better, right? He's noticed how upset you have been and is sure that he is the only one that can help! He'll show you the room he has dedicated entirely to you, which is filled wall to wall to floor to ceiling with drawings, paintings, and poems all about you! He is confused about why you seem so scared by this room.

📽️ You don't necessarily have to puppeteer everyone. You aren't really able to, either. In the neighborhood, the places where you would put your hands and puppeteer them don't exist. They are kind of like humans, just made of felt and filled with fluff. Everyone does have free will. They just act like they don't and don't believe they do. They do whatever you tell them without question. Sometimes, though, Wally likes to sit on your lap and pretend that you are puppeteering him in the "old-fashioned" way, as he says. He just has you place your hand on his back or neck and grab one of his arms to move around. Sometimes the others watch and are amazed, as if you are actually controlling him. If I had to explain how it would look like for anyone watching, just imagine the human cast in Sesame Street. You are a human in a world of puppets.

🎥 The world outside of the show is chaotic, to say the least (at least for the people that knew you). Henry probably watches the show everyday just to see you. He quickly learned that, although he can hear and see you, you can only see him. So he's been having Angela write down what he wants to say, then he presses is against the screen to talk to you. Angela, although she hasn't gotten over her fear of puppets, has been watching Welcome Home, too. She needs to see you. She really misses you. They would help, but they don't know how.

🎥 Back at the studio, they all quickly realized something was horribly wrong. They have a television in the break room that they use to make sure there isn't any broadcasting errors. The first person that saw you on the screen and realized you weren't around the studio immediately went and got as many people as they could. This included Wally's voice actor and the boss.

🎥 Your boss' decision was very simple. SHUT IT ALL DOWN AND CANCEL EVERYTHING. Everyone, especially Wally's voice actor, was heavily against it. What would happen to you? You would just be... stuck there! They had no say, though, and the show was promptly shut down. A few more reruns were aired. During one of them, Wally's voice actor had showed up on the other side of the screen, and let you know that the show was cancelled.

🎥 The world of Welcome Home is odd after the last rerun. Everything seems darker and everyone seems a bit paranoid. Wally especially is afraid. Before, they all had two purposes: keep you happy and make a good show for your world. Now that one purpose is gone, they have decided to double-down on keeping you happy. It is so hard, though, now that you can't see your world again. Most of the time, everyone is just crowded inside of Home, sitting around you and trying to cheer you up. The scariest part of these moments is how the world is so dark, you need candles to see. So, everyone is lit up with an eerie, flickering glow.

#welcome home #welcome home arg #welcome home x reader #wally darling #wally darling x reader

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heartsforvin · 5 months

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vinnies crying alone in his room yn walks in and hes all secretive but opena up at the end and cries in her arms,

feeling kinda sad rn and want to comfort someone <33

HERE FOR YOU

he looks so cute here 🥹 i hope you enjoy ! thank you for the request !! <3

pairing; vinnie hacker x fem!reader

warnings; mentions of depression, cussing, use of pet names (baby, princess , etc), lmk if i missed anything !!

summary; you walk in on vinnie crying and he tries to hide it, but you won’t let that slide

recently you’ve noticed vinnie has been distant, distant from you, his friends, and even his passions.

you thought he’s been doing better with his depression, although you knew that it never fully goes away.

you’ve given him space, more than enough space at that. you knew he needed his time to deal with whatever it was he’s dealing with, but at the end of the day the two of you are a team.

you don’t keep things from him, and he doesn’t keep things from you. if either of you have an issue with anything, it’s always talked about and resolved.

waking into your shared room with vinnie, you greet him with a kiss on his cheek before you head to the bathroom to get ready for the day.

“i’m gonna be out most of the day, got a lot of stuff to do. will you be okay here?” you shout from the bathroom.

vinnie nods but remembers you can’t see him. “yeah, i’ll be fine.” he replies, you can tell his tone isn’t his usual happy tone he has.

you finish up in the bathroom and walk back into the bedroom, sitting down on the bed beside vinnie.

wrapping your arms around him, you rest your head on his shoulder as you grab his hand in yours. “call me if you need anything, and i mean it, vin. you have hera too to keep you company.” you tell him.

with one last final kiss goodbye, you tell vinnie you’ll see him in a bit and then head out of the apartment.

✧∘* ೃ ⋆｡˚.

hours later you arrive back at your apartment ready for a nap. after closing the door, taking off your shoes and setting your other things down, you make your way to the bedroom.

you don’t hear anything coming from the other side of the door so you think it’s okay to go in, opening the door, you see vinnie cuddled up with hera.

walking closer to him, you realize he’s crying. vinnie shoots his head up as he hears a noise, both of your eyes meet and he instantly pulls his attention away from you.

“vinnie,” you whisper as you make your way to the bed. “baby, look at me.” you tell him softly, not wanting to upset him.

the boy mumbles and scoots away from you, frustrating you a bit. you give him a minute to calm down, you hear him sniffle and watch as he wipes his eyes.

finally, he turns his body to look at you. when he does, he can’t help but break down and cry in your arms.

you wrap your arms around him and rub his back in a calming manner. “shh, i’m here vin, it’s okay.” you reassure him.

you stay where you are as you let your boyfriend let all his emotions out. you plant soft kisses on his temple as you continue to rub his back.

after a few minutes, vinnie finally calms down and tells you what’s been going on and why he’s been so quiet and distant for as long as he has.

once you let him explain you hug him as tight as you can and tell him you’re always going to be here for him and that he can tell you anything.

“i’m here for you, you know that?” you ask, and vinnie nods with a smile.

“i know, thank you.” he replies, pulling you into another hug.

hera joins the two of you and vinnie grabs her and squeezes her in a hug as well, kissing her head.

he looks between you and the cat with a wide smile spread across his face. “i love you both so much.”

you smile and grab his hand and kiss his knuckles. “we love you just as much, vin.”

hiii i’m sorry this took so long to get out, ive been unmotivated to write recently <\3 i liked how this turned out tho and i hope you do too <33

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#vhackerr #vinniehacker #vincent hacker #vvhacker #vinnie hacker smut #vinniehackerfanfic #vinnie hacker blurb #vinnie hacker fluff #vinnie hacker imagines #vinnie x y/n

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vanwritesfan-fiction · 6 months

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Venting to Jack about an argument with a friend and he gives you some good advice 🥹

"Do I have a unibrow?"

You looked up at Jack from your phone, tucking your feet under you on the couch. He was holding your tweezers, twirling them between his fingers. Your phone pinged, and your gaze flashed back to your text messages for a second as you frantically typed. Jack cleared his throat, bringing your attention to him.

"I'm sorry, baby, what?" You put down your phone, giving him a half-hearted smile.

"Something wrong?" Jack furrowed his brow, noticing you were visibly upset. "Uh, no, its nothing." You waived him off, tucking your phone under your leg. "Sorry, you asked me a question."

"Do I have a unibrow? I saw a comment on Instagram on a photo from the poker event. Someone said my eyebrows were practically touching." You could tell he was actually hurt by the dig at his appearance, so you didn't dare laugh.

"C'mere, let me see." You patted the couch cushion next to you, moving to sit on your heels. As Jack sat down, you swung your leg over his, gently sitting on his lap.

"I just see a couple of hairs, want me to get them?" Jack nodded, handing you the tweezers. "Careful, baby. Just the hairs in the middle, my eyebrows are off limits." He narrowed his eyes at you, knowing you had asked him more than once to let you get at the bushy caterpillars above his blue eyes. He placed his hands on your hips, pulling you in closer.

The first hair pluck was surprisingly painless, but Jack still shut his eyes tight anticipating the worst.

As you went to pull another hair, your phone pinged again, the screen lighting up. You let out a huff, quickly reminded of the fight you were having with your best friend via text.

"Do you need to get that?" Jack asked, peeking at you with one eye open.

"No", you edged out between gritted teeth, and Jack knew something was definitely wrong. He lightly massaged your thighs sympathetically. You turned your attention back to the work at hand. Just as you were about to make contact with Jack's hairs, your phone pinged for a second time, and you accidentally poked him with the sharp end of the tweezers.

"Ow!" Jack backed away from you, rubbing the sore spot. "Oh baby, I'm so sorry." You planted a quick peck on his forehead. "I'm just distracted for a sec. I'll pay better attention." Jack was quick to snatch the tweezers from your hand, trying to stave off another injury.

"Let's put down the weapon, babe." You rolled your eyes as you climbed off his lap, plopping down on the couch. "Wanna tell me what's going on? What has you so upset?"

You covered your face with your hands, on the brink of tears. Jack gently pulled your hands down, holding them in your lap. "Talk to me baby girl. I know something is going on."

You let out a shaky breath before speaking. "I'm fighting with Sam right now."

"About what? The two of you are best friends, I've never seen you fight since we've been together." Jack squeezed your hand, willing you to continue.

"I know. Its just so stupid too", you admitted through tears. "We never fight about boys. Look, we don't have to talk about this, Jack. It's okay, really."

"Babe, whatever you need to tell me, I promise I won't tell anyone else. I'm sure you have a good reason to not like her latest boyfr-." You sighed, halting Jack's tongue. "Its not about some guy she's dating. It's about you."

"I don't know why she'd have a problem with me, I'm the perfect boyfriend." Jack joked, trying to get you to laugh. You gave him a weak smile, wiping the tears from your cheeks.

"You really are, babe, and its not only about you, to be honest. She thinks that I've been neglecting her ever since we got together. I've really been trying my best to balance seeing you whenever I can, and being there for her, but I think missing her birthday last weekend was the final straw."

Jack leaned back on the couch, stroking his beard. "You mean when you were with me in New York." You nodded, looking at your phone. You had four unread messages, each no-response probably adding to Sam's feelings of neglect.

"I just wish she would understand how difficult it is to even get to see you with how busy your schedule is. I can't be two places at once." Jack pulled you over to tuck into his side, wrapping his arm around your shoulder.

"I'm really sorry, babe. I feel responsible, because I'm the one forcing you to choose." You looked up at him suddenly, stroking his cheek. "Jack, none of this is your fault. I want to be with you."

"I wanna be with you too, but put yourself in her shoes. You've been friends practically since birth, I think the two of you have been friends longer than me and Urban." You laughed, knowing he was right.

"It probably feels like she's losing her friend, no matter how untrue it is. She knows how much you love her, but sometimes you have to put her first, especially when it comes to her birthday. She needs to know that she's a priority in your life. I'll miss you, but I'll understand." You sighed, knowing he was right, and it was time for you to do some groveling. Hopefully Sam would forgive you.

"Thank you for listening to me, Jack. I really appreciate it."

You looked up at Jack, pursing your lips, Jack meeting you the rest of the way. Your kiss was soft and gentle, but quickly became heated, Jack pulling you back to straddle his lap. Your hands found his hair as he pulled you closer to him. You broke the kiss, pressing your forehead against his, both of your chests heaving. Jack was in no way ready to stop, his eyes closed and lips barely parted.

"As much as I would love to continue, I really think I should call Sam." Jack groaned, shifting in his seat. He gave you another quick kiss before letting you get up. You grabbed your phone and shuffled off to the bedroom for some privacy.

"First she accuses me of being a bad boyfriend, and now she's a cockblock." Jack mumbled when he knew you were out of earshot. "Urban would never do this to me."

#jack harlow #jackman thomas harlow #jackharlow #jackman harlow #jack harlow x reader #jack harlow concepts #jack harlow imagine #jack harlow fanfic #jack harlow fluff

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fatuismooches · 4 months

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Hello smooches! Before I begin, I wanted to say I LOVED your fragile reader story! And I can’t stop rereading everything you write about dottores beloved because it makes me feel so fluffy inside🥹🥹. Though I was expecting a sad ending it still made me cry like a baby and now I wanna fight but also hug you for how freaking talented you are!!! I swear I wish I could write as amazing as you do!

Now back to business, (ANGST) I had this random thought of fragile reader going blind due to their illness. Like it started slowly, so reader would randomly bump into things or trip causing Zandik or the clones to lightly scold them for being so clumsy but also make sure they’re okay. Or struggling to read one of the stories to little zandy due to how strangly blurry the words were.

And once one of the clones who was assigned to check their health, quickly noticed the deteriorating sign of the readers sight. This of course led to Zandik doing multiple tests and scans, coming to conclusion this was part of the disease fragile reader has. Preforming eye surgery on his beloved wasn’t an option either due to how frail their body was and it would cause far too much strain, therefore deemed too risky.

This would of course lead to fragile reader going fully blind and more in an upset state. Now officially no longer able to see those beautiful red eyes of his, or marvel at his creations.

Dottore however, despite being disappointed by this new obstacle, he doesn’t give up finding a cure. Going the extra mile to have fragile reader escorted around the halls of the lab by one of the clones and having them memorize the place so they don’t bump into walls or randomly end up in dangerous rooms. They would even round some of the edges of tables and desks so fragile ready couldn’t hurt themselves by bumping into it and ensuring all dangerous objects were out of the walk way. Though fragile reader wouldn’t be able to go in the lab anymore due to so many sharp objects and tripping hazards they always find themselves somehow inside leading to the clones panic and escorting them back to their room.

I like to imagine zandy too holding readers hand while escorting them around or even foxttore tugging on reader’s leg and leading them back after getting lost.

Dottore or one of the clones would have reader place their hands on his face allowing them to feel every scar and crevice, and brushing their fingers against his fluffy hair. He would even take fragile readers hand and place it over one of his creations (the safer ones), allowing them to figure out what it is.

Anyways have a wonderful year and thank you so much for the Dottore thoughts I’ve been inhaling them in as of it were oxygen. 💝💝

AHHH!! ❤️❤️ Thank you so so much!! I'm really happy you enjoy my Dottore hehe the goal is to make you feel very very fluffy!! >:) Here's my obligatory *hugs you* ofc ewjfbww I DIDN'T MEAN TO MAKE YOU CRY BUT PLEASE. I JUST LOOKED AT YOUR ART AND IT'S SO DELICIOUS I'M GONNA EAT IT?? I WISH I COULD DRAW LIKE THAT DOTTORE LOOKS ABSOLUTELY STUNNING?!?! (BUT REALLY YOU'RE ALWAYS WELCOME FOR THE DOTTORE THOUGHTS!!)

But omg this whole brainrot is just... 💔 It's just one of those things you'd never thought would happen to you. Your illness had already taken so much from you, that you thought it couldn't steal anything else... you were wrong of course, fate had never been kind to you. You didn't pay much attention to the developing blurs or black spots, just chalking it up to being tired or whatever. However, the segments are extremely attentive to your sudden changes and don't let anything slip by them. Although this time it is already too late. There is nothing that can be done that wouldn't hurt you even more, and so you lose your visual window to the world. And though the segments and Dottore try to comfort you, what can they say that could make it better? Nothing would ever make up for losing such a crucial part of your life. They can only hold you as you cry about how scared you are to lose them. And how you want to wake up every day to them but now a part of that is taken away, no longer being able to see their beautiful faces.

In the beginning, without your sight, you have the need to either consistently hear Dottore's voice or hold a part of his body to feel reassured, otherwise, you feel terrified and alone. You don't want to be by yourself, you end up falling asleep on a segment or Dottore every night. It's very hard for you to navigate but thankfully your lovers are very patient and understanding. You miss going into the lab and bothering them with the experiments but at the least, you can listen to their voices. Their voices become much more special to you after losing your vision. You really start to notice how each of them has different tones, pitches, inflections... and how these things can change. Since you can't read their expressions or body language anymore. You love each of their voices immensely. And their warmth too... it makes you feel reassured. (They make sure to warm their hands just for you.) Unfortunately, the places you can walk around to are a lot more limited due to the fact that Dottore's lab in general is a whole safety hazard. Good thing is that Zandy is always willing to help,, I imagine he's always the one to read to you now... maybe you can't see his drawings anymore but he always takes your hand and places it over them... excitedly telling you about his childish drawings that you love so much!! Giggles the Puffttores as well... dozens of them crawling up your leg to stop you... they and Foxttore will defend you to the DEATH.

You definitely become a lot more touchy, and the clones won't stop you from touching them all over if that will make you feel better. Aww you guessing his new inventions 🥹 It would totally become a guessing game and he'd refuse to give you any hints! And even though you may not be able to see his beauty anymore, you vow to never forget the picture of him in your head.

#smooches talks #fragile reader <3 #dottore love notes <3 #zandy bb <3 #when i read this for the first time i just died (for good reasons)#soft... im imagining the fluff where reader gets their vision back nowww 😭#BUT THANK U AGAIN UR WORDS AND THIS BRAINROT MADE ME SMILE VERY MUCH

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sunnylands-world · 1 year

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Draco malfoy x fem reader

Where Reader and Draco are like enemies, but they secretly like eachother, and one night something happens (like reader gets hurt pretty badly or smt) and it brings them closer?? And they confess

Is it possible for you to make a fic that includes a name? If so can I request the name to be Kaylee and use she/ her pronouns 🥹

I suck at request but tysm

I'd hate to lose you

Pairing: Draco x fem reader [with name]

Summary: two enemies become lover's or perhaps they never were enemies, just two people without confessions…

Word count: 1'043

Warning: reader has a name [Kaylee], reader is jumped and put in a coma, unrealistic waking from coma, angst to fluff. I think that's it let me know if I missed anything!

Universe: harry Potter

A/n: so, so sorry for the wait babe. I just had the idea today!

Nice thought, reblogs, and inboxing is appreciated and motivational ❤

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"He's the most disgusting person I've ever met,"

Kaylee announced to her best friend seeing the boy with sun blinding hair and ice shards for eyes.

Hermione shook her head with a sigh.

"you know if you hate him all that much, why do you even pay him attention? Some might say it's suspicious." Her friend giggled, making Kaylee raise a brow.

"what is it you're implying exactly?" Kaylee asked with crossed arms.

"Nothing, nothing at all." Hermione continued to laugh unbothered by the glare on her friend's face. Unnoticed by the two girls was a group of boys sending them unpleasant looks.

The leader of the group as some would call him was flipping his wand in deep thought.

What was so funny? He Wondered.

"Draco, if you keep glaring you'll get frown lines," his minion said, snapping him out of his gaze.

"And how would you know that crabbe?" He questioned, knowing the boy was dumb and didn't have a thought in mind.

"That's what my mum says!" He told Draco confidently but the blonde did not share his pride.

"Oh, so I suppose I should believe her right? Hm?" He said sarcastically, making Crabbe wonder himself why he had believed his mother's words.

Draco left his friends or whatever you'd call people who stood around nodding in agreement with everything you said. He decided he needed to pay the girls a visit so he swayed over like his robes were too heavy, a smirk on his face noticing how quickly the girls looked unhappy with his presence.

"Hello Kaylee, see you're over here enjoying yourselves. Thought I'd come see what was so entertaining," he grinned, leaning onto the table.

Kaylee frowned before saying "nothing you'd understand with how empty your head is."

Draco's smile dropped as quickly as it came.

"Well if you find it funny with your low lifestyle I probably won't sense some of us can afford actual entertainment," he recovered, shoving Hermione's books into her glass sending orange juice across her studies. A gasp left the brunette as she and Kaylee scurried to grab and save the work.

Malfoy left proud of the trouble he caused, laughing as he sat back down.

He knew deep down that ruining Hermione and her friends' lives wouldn't satisfy him but it kept everything on the surface neat and pretty for the outlookers and that was what mattered most…to his father and his father was who he needed to please.

Kaylee didn't care for Draco and his problems. She was so upset with the boy and his decisions that caring about him made her disappointed. She wasn't sure why it mattered but she was the type of girl who needed answers and soon answers turned to caring or maybe that's what it always has been.

He didn't deserve it or did he?

That's what she couldn't figure out, for what reason was he such a-

"Bitch!" The word was out and the push to the ground came next.

Kaylee was both shocked and confused, so much so that she didn't move fast enough to avoid the blow to her side.

"You can pass the message to your friend for me, don't ever make me look like a fool in class again," the girl told Kaylee before her shoe came horrifyingly quick knocking her unconscious.

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The day's were slow for Hermione as she waited for her friend to awake. She felt like she was to blame because had she been there Kaylee wouldn't have had to take her beating even if she didn't deserve it.

The day they came and attacked Kaylee Hermione had won against the girls who jumped her. Hermione was given an award and was praised for her intelligence but the girls didn't take defeat too well and took their anger out on Kaylee.

She didn't know if she'd forgive herself until her friend woke up again

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He didn't know what he'd do if she didn't wake up again. Draco snuck in and out of the hospital determined to make things right with the sleeping girl, more than that though…

He'd confess his secrets.

He didn't know that he'd have the courage till he realized he wasn't living his life; he'd been hiding in fear of what his father would do.

Kaylee being asleep like this gave him time to admire her and tell her all the things she didn't know. With her hand in his, cold like he was, Draco couldn't help but think this was what drew him closer to her. She wasn't anything like him, warm where he was cold, soft where he was solid.

He let tears fall and his thoughts slip as he squeezed her hand in hopes that she could feel him there and wake like in a fairytale but he knew nothing about their relationship was loving…at least not in ways she could tell.

He could trace his everyday steps and see where she appeared on his track. He bothered her because it was the only way it would appeal to others and fill the hole in his heart where she belonged.

What was others happiness if he didn't have his though. if he didn't have her.

He could feel the dried tears on his face and it irked him but he left it because he'd cry again, even as he pressed his head to her chest hearing her heartbeat.

Does yours beat for me, like mine beats for yours?

You're the reason, you're the reason I try. why I wake at night still willing to fight; Because I love you tomorrow and any time I think of ending my life.

He presses his lips to hers. He wasn't expecting her to pull him close or even kiss him back but she did.

Kaylee's arms wrapped around his neck, lips interlocking with him in a crushing kiss full of rage and Desire.

I still hate you but I also love you.

I'm angry I don't know why I do, but I can't stop myself from wanting you…

When the kiss broke they breathed heavily, not sure what to do with all the pent up emotions.

"I hate you, so much" she exhaled and he nodded.

"I know, I love you too"

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sandrockianblues · 1 year

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Can we get some head cannons for the bandit gang playing uno 💜

Come here, like, approach me- *gets out step stool and kisses your forehead* thank you for asking 🥹💜

Everyone feel free to ask more!!

Playing Uno

(Characters: Logan, Haru, Andy)

First of all, why the heck would the builder think it’s a good idea to play any sort of family friendly game with the bandit boys??

Haru: so incredibly smart that he’s like one of those uni students you hear about that you need to avoid when it comes to specific games to specific majors…except, Sandrock is essentially post-apocalyptic, so it’s just him being well-rounded in the most random shit regarding math or science or both. Literally a god at the game even when he’s not trying. Man knows how to plan and strategize. Knows his opponents like the back of his hand. If he drew a blank card mentioning confessing to his crush, he’ll pass. He’s willing to take the L and draw more cards. Who is he? Logan? He can bounce back no problem. But oop, someone pisses him off? Oh, look at that, their turn has been skipped. The color has been changed. And oop, gotta draw 2, no wait, 4, wait-

Andy: cheeky adorable bastard that cheats like an experienced gambling man. He’s got his own set of Uno cards that he’s slipping into the game and switching out in his hand, playing with whatever card suits his needs next. Of course, Haru notices. But it keeps the game interesting for reasons (I.e. Logan having no idea about it.) He’s here to win and make someone (Logan) cry if he’s lucky. He’s the one that keeps the Reverse train going. He’s the one that has someone (Logan) picking an obscene amount of cards from the draw pile. The only way to get him? Hoping he draws one of the many blank cards (thanks to his added stack) that says “Confess to Crush (Jasmine) -OR- Draw 25”. Gets him every time.

Logan: this mf would win Mario Kart every time if it wasn’t for the existence of blue shells. So, in a normal game, he could very well win. But paired with his genius friend and co-parent, as well as their child, he literally has no chance. Inventor of the “Confess or Draw” card in their game, it’s his only saving grace to having some form of a chance to win. His repeatedly bruised ego and his strive for success keeps him going, he’s no coward. But he’s got a painfully long streak of being the recipient to skipped turns and horribly timed usage of wild cards and witnessed numerous upsetting “Reverse!” cycles before his eyes as he watched on. Has flipped the table one too many times, but WILL stay until the end of the game. Just to make sure. If he draws the blank “Confess or Draw” cards don’t doubt that he’ll literally do whatever it takes to win, including marching right up to the builder and confessing there on the spot because he’ll be damned if he draws 25 more cards after encountering three “Wild Draw 4”- (almost won naturally once, but deadass forgot to shout “Uno!”, no one saw him for three whole days after that incident.)

BONUS-

Rambo: #1 card eater. Haru and Logan once got into a fight with Logan screaming “fuck you!” to him in a moment of intense stress, hopping upon Rambo to ride off when Rambo hacked up something in front of Haru’s feet. A chewed and saliva-slicked “Reverse” card that the bomb maker held up in shock for his friend to see. They were both too stunned to even fight or calm themselves from the hysterical fit it brought on.

Jasmine: it doesn’t matter that she’s good at Uno. No one can win against her. You just can’t. It’s against the rules. Two men and one boy are such softies for her that they can’t imagine letting her lose or having her sit there with a full hand of cards. Like, could Andy really let his future wife sit there as he hits her with a skipped turn? Fuck no. But Jasmine knows they’re letting her win and it’s fine. Because the winner always gets treated to a free meal and she’s not above scheming.

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kaneydas · 1 year

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Y'know what'd make some good angst?

Tetsuo x reader while he's running the empire with his powers and reader can't do anything except stand back and watch as the person they love becomes a megalomaniac

you ateeee with this one anon🥹

cw: very unhealthy relationships, obsessive & posessive behavior, abuse, violence – tetsuo being tetsuo

• You don’t remember what you were doing before it happened, the explosion. Just that there was a palpable sense of loss, and struggle, lingering in the air. It was one of those things that happened instantaneously, before you could really understand it in the first place. And then, everything was in shambles. Your former life was gone.

• Tetsuo thinks it doesn’t matter when he notices you lamenting. A new life, a better one has begun for the both of you.

• He was happy to throw his old life away, and to now live as the behind the scenes emperor of the Great Tokyo Empire, as it had been dubbed. Still, there was this gnawing feeling. You. You were dead, just like Kaneda, and all his other friends. He knew that must have been the case, to hope for anything else was childish and yet there he was.

• But he needed you, he wanted you back. The others could rot, for all he cared, it would be well-deserved, but not you. He loved you, and you loved him, and not being with you was starting to wear him out. He knew he shouldn’t, any semblance of his former life should be thrown away, but you were nothing but good to him. The only one. So, he sends for you. You’re important, and Lord Akira commands it, he tells his followers, along with a telepathic image of you that he sends out.

• Imagine your surprise when strange people break into the little camp you’ve set up with some fellow survivors and just kidnap you to take you back. Initially, you’re happy when you’re returned to Tetsuo, hugging him tightly, and when he hugs you back he knows he made the right decision. He can’t live without you.

• The first few weeks are good. You want for nothing – he gets you a nice, plush bed and food whenever you’re hungry. He gets you new clothing, and whatever else you ask of him. He’s clingy, and wants your affection more than anything, along with your reassurance. If you ask about his psychic powers, and about his long absence, and about Kaneda, he’ll only tell you a fraction of the truth. He has no problem turning you against your former friends, and making himself out to be the victim in all of this. If it’ll earn him your sympathies.

• He always uses his powers to make you laugh. Will for sure take you flying if you’re being especially good.

• He keeps you away from everyone else. He doesn’t want you interacting with anyone but him. This can get lonely, so he allows you to babysit Akira, which doesn’t do much to ease your loneliness to be honest. The only time you get to interact, or see, other people is when you’re by his side.

• Slowly, Tetsuo’s… less then favorable characteristics will shine through. He’s impulsive, brash, rude, and at his absolute worst, violent and psychotic. He has no qualms using a little pain to make you obedient, should you act up and upset him, so be careful. He’s a little bit of a sadist, because it makes him feel powerful.

• If anyone dares to make any type of comment towards you, they’re dead. He’ll pop their head like a balloon with his powers and laugh his ass off when you start screaming and freaking out about the dead body and the blood on you both. You get desensetized pretty quick, unfortunately.

• Don’t ask about, or even hint that you miss your family, or your friends. He’ll assure you that they’re all dead, and if not, he’s more than happy to go out there and finish the job if you keep mentioning it. If you ever speak about Kaneda especially, expect to be punished.

• It’s a pretty miserable existence for you. To watch someone you love fall from grace in such a horrendous way. The worst part is that there’s absolutely nothing you can do except stand by as he tortures innocent people. He’s too powerful. As his health starts to decline, and the pills slowly stop working, he becomes even more unstable.

• Your love, I think, in the beginning was something pure, and good, but now it’s… twisted beyond recognition.

#tetsuo shima x reader #akira 1988 x reader #headcanons #akira 1988 #asks #this one is fun because i love exploring tets psychology

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hyunjinspark · 9 months

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jade i hope you’re doing well, i’ve missed you and slwy so much !!!! thank you once again for sharing your writing with us 🩷🩷

It felt like a break-up except you and him weren’t even fucking dating.

His hand peeked out from under his button-up sleeve. You reached forward, not thinking before slipping your fingers between his.

The gesture surprised him, and he glanced up at you with big eyes. He squeezed your hand, finding comfort in it.

literally not even 20 seconds in and you’re already making me tear up. and yn?? her first thought is to comfort him and ask about jisung istg this girl is an angel

Your fingers settled on his jaw, to calm him, “I mean, I know that you can’t stay here forever. You were only here for the summer anyway”

It felt anticlimactic. This was why he was so nervous, why Felix was so mad, why they were fighting?

oh fuck this hurts my heart is breaking she still thinks they have the rest of the summer 😭

Hyunjin wasn’t going to be holed up in this small town forever. Everybody knew it would always be temporary, so what was the drama for?

just fell to my knees, dear god yn is breaking my heart….. she knew from the start that whatever thing she had with hyunjin would be temporary,,,, but the fact that she questions what the big deal was is so sad ?? like even though she’d be upset when he’d have to leave, i think she was already mentally prepared for that moment because she knew that they only had the summer but now even that is being taken from her. yn is so selfless, but i wish she’d act more selfishly and realise that her feelings are completely valid and it’s okay to let him know he hurt her

Of course he’d figured everything out. A man as precise as Hyunjin, of course he’d already solved for all the problems you couldn’t even foresee. But what about you?

You felt a surge of hopelessness, because he didn’t understand how important this was to you. How important he was.

A laugh escaped you, at the lost innocence of that sentence, “What? My list is not… important, Hyunjin” He frowned, “It was to me…”

yn has said time and time again how important hyunjin is to her but she can’t fathom that she is just as important to him. this is fine :)

You drove past Aera’s, and Hyunjin’s gaze lingered on it, long after you’d already passed it.

am i still holding onto hope that hyunjin remembers her from all those years ago? yes. is it causing me an indescribable amount of pain? also yes.

You reached over without thinking, hand settling over his, and immediately, he was calm.

the fact that her mere presence calms him i am UNWELL .

You flipped to another page, but Hyunjin’s hand reached out to stop you. You looked at him questioningly. “Uh…you can go through that later. We don’t have much time”

wait did he draw her?? i really want yn to see herself through hyunjin’s eyes, i think that will finally get her to realise how much of an impact she’s had on his life

You didn’t know he noticed so many things about you, and so your heart warmed at just that implication. Hearing him recount what you’d been going through, you also felt a little emotional.

i am going to jump out my window how is every single paragraph hitting me with a new level of despair

You have such a kind heart, Hyunjin. You put your soul into everything you do, even if that’s just talking to someone at the grocery store or something. I think if someone met you, even for just a day in their life, you’d impact them forever

wow this is so beautiful 🥹💗

You always had to wait for moments. Moments like the one in the Photobooth. Or under the fireflies. The special moments you lived for.

In the movies, they were so dramatic, but real life wasn’t like that. In the books, they were so romantic, but there was no time for love in his life.

you don’t even understand how much slwy means to me, i know that i’ll still be thinking about it for years to come. hyunyn are everything to me

His wait held so many promises. So much hope. Wait, I’m in love with you too. Wait, I’m fucking stupid for leaving you all alone in this town. Wait, please don’t leave me without kissing me goodbye. He retreated to the kitchen counter, “Wait — your sketchbook. Don’t forget to take that”

WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME 😭😭

You’d come back to see him again, and in the same breath he was coming after you. The world was really so cruel.

How could two people be so perfect for each other but be destined to be apart?

idk let’s ask user hyunjinspark 🤨

He was savouring every kiss - no half-kisses, no pecks - mouth crushed to yours like he wanted to devour you and you’d let him.

i want you to know that you write the some of the most toe-curling, lip-biting smut on this app because this entire section was so 😩🥴🫠🥵🔥🔥

but also, i loved how innocent (lol) this scene was. you mentioned it too, but it did feel like they were two teenagers experiencing it all for the first time. i think it’s a really nice contrast, given everything they’ve been through and the depth of their feelings for each other, that this is their last moment — in another life, this slightly awkward but intimate moment would’ve been the first of many and would lead to a growing relationship; it’s a really nice contrast to show how it could’ve been 🥲

He kissed you a rushed goodbye, but for the first time that night, your heart didn’t hurt anymore

AGH THEIR GOODBYE IS SO BEAUTIFULLY WRITTEN AND HIT ME IN ALL THE RIGHT PLACES I CANT EVEN BE FULLY UPSET

It was a picture of him at a stairwell, surrounded by three boys you’d come to recognise as Chan, Changbin and Jisung. They were smiling wide, teeth on display and Changbin was making a kissing face toward’s Hyunjin’s cheek, lips pouted and ready

my 3retcha 🥺💖💖 also changbin once again being the most relatable person to exist

He revealed a cropped baby blue t-shirt, with rhinestones across the hem. The shirt rose enough to show his bellybutton piercing and clenched abs. You held your breath, staring at the pictures. A thin choker adorned his neck too, and he was slightly smirking in the picture.

WHY WOULD YOU PUT THIS IMAGE IN MY HEAD ⁉️⁉️ the day hyunjin decides to wear a crop top (if he wants to) is the day i swan dive into the earth’s core

Hyunjin in Daejon was…a sweetheart, but Hyunjin in Seoul…was a fucking menace

and when yn goes to seoul and meets this menace version then what? what about the shred of sanity i have left?

“That doesn’t sound like you” She finally said. “Yeah, well maybe you don’t know who I am anymore. You haven’t talked to me in months”

THANK GOD yn didn’t forgive her !!! yn is better than me though, ik she doesn’t want to fight but after the shit hana put her through, i’d say hana’s getting off too easy

“When I get stuck in the middle of the writing process, I think of you, and it really helps”

You’re his muse, and it’s fitting because he’s always been yours.

SHUT UP THEYRE EACH OTHER’S MUSES 😭😭😭 and when yn can finally paint about love bc of hyunjin? and when hyunjin is no longer afraid to love bc of yn and writes a love song for her? 😭

“The day you stop worrying about what other people think, is the day you’ll live a much better life, Y/N”

minho and yeonjun >>>>>> anyone else

hyunjin and yn texts and little updates to each other is so cute 🥺 got me giggling and kicking my feet

i really liked felix’s redemption arc, and i liked that, compared to how cataclysmic their conversations have been recently, this was almost anticlimactic. it does really show felix’s growth and realising his feelings/accepting yn’s own feelings. and i’m glad they’re friends again

side note but ty for not giving hana a redemption arc (yet?) bc whilst it’s clear felix has reflected on his behaviours, hana was still so inconsiderate to yn and just flat out ignored the way she’s been a shitty friend. honestly good for yn for the way she handled things

Congratulations. Kim Jieong would be honoured to have you join him as an apprentice for his Fall Program in Painting at the Atelier of the Arts in Seoul, South Korea.

MY YN 😭 SHE DESERVES IT SO MUCH SHES MOVING TO SEOUL AND GOING TO SEE MENACE HYUNJIN AND EVERYTHING WILL WORK OUT 🔮🙏🏽✨💫

You wait for his answer, but your message doesn’t deliver.

nvm i spoke too soon 😐

“We're sorry, you have reached a number that has been disconnected or is no longer in service.”

i know that he probably has his reasons, and with everything going on with the other members too, but that doesn’t make it hurt any less. ik he’d never do anything to intentionally hurt her, so i think it’s for her own safety or something

Over the past few months, Minho has discussed all of his theories with you, about what could have happened. He’s so sure, that Hyunjin’s company is involved. You want to believe him, because there’s no way Hyunjin would do this.

lee minho has my entire fucking heart i would move mountains and the sky for this man

You swallow, “Thank you. I know you never really wanted me to move away. But I’m really glad you understand how much this means to me” “I rather you be away from me than be miserable in this little town”

felix stop making me cry 🥹🥹 i’m so happy that they’re friends again

AHHH YANG JEONGIN !!!! i hope he and yn become good friends i adore their dynamic already. also choi yeonjun once again raising my standards and being better than everyone else by just existing

The most beautiful boy in the world… stands on the other side of the shelf. You’d recognise that stance anywhere.

NO FUCKING WAY NOT THEM RANDOMLY MEETING THE FIRST WEEK SHES THERE ❓❓❓THEYRE REALLY GIVING A WHOLE NEW MEANING TO SOULMATES

You believe in destiny, and he has to be yours.

screaming and crying at yn’s growth so far, from rejecting love and thinking herself unworthy of it to believing hyunjin is her destiny oh i am UNWELL you are cruel for making me read this gut wrenching sentence with my own eyes

You were about to say something, but the words never made it past your lips, because he immediately looked away from you. It was as if he had never known you. Like you were a stranger.

The city of Seoul had never felt so quiet, as right now.

i genuinely have no words,,,, i was grinning at their reunion but was not prepared for him to ignore her. the way you got my hopes up too after yn called him her destiny 🥲 should’ve known you’d end the chapter with more angst 😔

okay but i kid you not the second i finished reading this i got a notification for hyunjin’s live. istg he has a sixth sense for knowing when you’re about to drop a new chapter bc HOW did this man drop love untold and dlmlu around the same time as the previous two updates and now he’s going live ??? maybe the live will fill the void in my heart after reading this chapter,,,,

once again, to call your writing beautiful would be an understatement. your prose and dialogue are so poetic and i love how you constantly keep us on our toes by mixing up the fluff and angst so we never know what to expect. it’s clear you put so much time and effort into slwy, thank you for sharing your work with us 🩷🩷 thank you for yet another incredible chapter and i’m sorry about the word vomit lol. i’m excited for what comes next for hyunjin and yn 💗

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i look forward to all of your reviews so much istg i experience every emotion reading them. youre so funny and i thank you for always pointing out your favorite parts of the chapter ! it helps me get better and realise what you like/dislike about the story.

and youre so right :(( she did think they still had the rest of the summer…i love breaking her heart. 😄 and about the smut…i love your thinking ! it definitely is like the exploration of a new relationship and a new love except it comes as a drastic goodbye instead and its interesting (but heartbreaking) to imagine what could have been 👀

i love reading all of your little comments on everything ! thank you 😭 im glad you love yeonjun and jeongin and minho because theyre sticking around…

and yes hyunjin definitely has a sixth sense for the updates its insane haha. i also love that youre keeping track of those releases and my updates simultaneously. ☺️

thank you 🩷 youre so so kind for this message and its not word vomit pls dont apologise, i reread this a thousand times already !

#star lost with you

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hi Madie, it’s Valentine Heart 💝 anon! not much has happened, i came back to Instagram and things have been… okay. i just celebrated my birthday a couple of days ago and while it was great (i got to spend it with some of my friends! and i’ll be meeting up with another friend tomorrow for lunch with my family which is really exciting since i haven’t seen her since September 😭), i noticed that he didn’t text me a “happy birthday” until like 10 minutes after my birthday ended, and it was through my IG stories instead of a text message. so.

and i get he’s been busy (so he says). the semester’s ending in the beginning of May, and he’s out and about with his other friends, but. idk. he couldn’t even spare 30 seconds to type out two words and send it? did he even remember it was my birthday even though i’ve been posting countdowns on IG stories? idk. is that a silly thing to be upset about? or does it not matter since it’s better than getting nothing?

i told my friends during my birthday and they were so upset and angry for me hahaha. they’re the best, i love them so much 🥹 also i ended up using a passive-aggressive caption on my birthday post on IG later that night (which is what he saw and replied “happy birthday” too) but idk if he got the undertone lmfao. he did send the message in all caps though with like 4 exclamation points. idk if that counts for anything.

anyway. idk where i’m going with this. i’m trying not to let it get to me too much but i am just so frustrated. he’s been distant again (maybe because he’s busy??? idk anymore) and i am kind of afraid to ask him this summer if he wants to hang out because what if says no?? idk. i honestly — very scary to admit — want to maybe let all this go a little but i can’t. it is a terrifying being so attached and having such strong feelings for someone who probably doesn’t like me back at all (or maybe did but doesn’t anymore. or maybe does but nothing’s happening). and that’s the problem, i guess!! nothing’s happening!!! am i at fault here? did i do something wrong? or did i do nothing and that’s the problem? or is it a him problem?

sorry this ended up being so long hahaha but it’s been a while and i am slowly getting sick of feeling like i’m about to drown in these insanely strong waves of whatever this is. idk how to navigate through this in the right way. this is all a first for me, actually, idk if i’ve ever mentioned that before

anyway, that’s all for now! thanks for getting through this insanely long message lmfao

hmm it sounds like it might be time to close this chapter (if you're implying what i think you're implying). it's easy to make excuses for someone you like when they're not doing what you want them to do but at some point the excuses become pieces of evidence for an answer that might be hard to see at first. you're not at all the problem (and you never were, liking someone and showing genuine interest for someone is never a problem especially with how kind you were about it). it sounds like he's just not as interested and i think not sending a birthday message on time is a strong indication. it's small but if i had a crush on someone, i would never forget their birthday!!! and he shouldn't have forgotten in general, that's just a good friend thing to do.

it's a lot to feel right now and i totally understand feeling like something was happening between you and another person and realizing they don't feel the same way. you will absolutely get through these feelings. take care of yourself and know that you are worthy of love

#asks #asking you this*#anonymous

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