#theres already so many things and im getting ~overwhelmed~

[chimaeraonwards]

learning to swim through the one piece fandom is so strange cause there is already so much history and established fan theories like what do you mean crocodile could be luffy's mom??? and then i'll get a million video essay recommendations/scholarly essays/starchart readings on why crocodile is in fact, luffy's mom.

i thought that whole convo croc had with iva was cause they were bitter friends/exes who had different ideas on what utopia looks like??? but now you're telling me that he could be luffy's mom?????????

#i feel like im small fish in the one piece fandom #theres already so many things and im getting ~overwhelmed~ #BUT ITS FUN #and funny #just a bunch of goofiness #one piece spoilers #impel down #impel down spoilers #op spoilers #one piece

[perenlop]

im only 4 episodes in and theres so many characters already wow

#hgh i dont wanna be harsh bc im early on and ik this is an adaptation and not the main thing #but man idk this is a bit of a red flag for me #madoka had 5 main characters but all of them felt memorable and likable #bc they werent all there at the same time and we got to bond w them before the drama really kicked in #here its like ‘’aw look at how cute rena and kaide are WAIT SHIT OH MY GOD THEYRE GETTI BC EACH OTHER KILLED oh no its fine’’ #like in the span of two episodes and its like. im struggling to get everyones name down bc it feels like theres so many characters #and a lot going on #echoed voice #and its overwhelming and i feel like im struggling to really like all these characters and get upset when something happens? #again we’re early on and ik this is based on a game where u unlock characters so i get the bigger cast #im just saying it may work better in the game bc as of now im just overwhelmed #magireco lb #like in pmmm episode 4 we’d already gotten a death yeah but its still paced slowly enough for u to process that #and i was like upset when she died and had like a strong reaction to sayaka making a wish with the knowledge we have

[1hyunjae]

School gives me such bad anxiety and i dont even know why 😭😭

Like. I think the occupation is enjoyable for the most part i love the kids really even when theyre rowdy or rude i still love them i dont know what it ISSSSS. I just wanna go back to being a student who only has themselves to worry about like i miss just being a student so bad but its 3 more months of this 😭😭😭 and im so scared too like what if this means i actually dont want to be or CANT be a teacher like why is this little internship already giving me so much anxiety

#it hasnt been this bad in quite a long time #since my own school days i think i havent had this super consistent prevalent anxiety #im just soooo . soooo thrown #i dont wanna do this #i know logically its completely normal to feel insecure at first and you need experience #and of course i know that theres many more factors like the fact that we dont get paid or that we will already have people coming to #evaluate us for whatever fucking reason and the fact that we have to do a #a research project simultaneously and lets not forget i also have to actually work and earn money #its just too much for me rn and when the kids dont listen i just get progressively more overwhelmed #and i dont know what to do bcs i also cant establish myself as a teacher yet cause im not doing all the things a teacher does #its just not a good situation rn guess i just have to endure this constant thrum of fear and panic until February hahah #wish i could just pass out mentally for the next 3 months that would be so awesome

[sheogorath]

as much as i understand everyone wants their favorite zoo animal, i feel like planet zoo is getting bloated without fixing their main problems (cough climbing animations cough)

#i have (pirated) all the dlc up until the last two because theres already just.. too many animals for me i get overwhelmed #like i would love to see all the animals in my zoo but i dont even think the game could handle that even if i had the motivation to make so #many habitats #maybe im biased though because i dont have any animals i reallyyy wanna see that arent already in #also we're starting to climb towards sims status where all the dlcs are gonna be like 5x as much as the base game #anyway the climbing animations are SOO bad it makes me so upset #nik talks about things nobody cares about

[mitchievousness]

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#you know what that dot stands for friends #its time for a bit of irl anxiety word vomit #haaaaaaaaaaa #ok so hi hello im gonna go back to school sem after dropping out for like a year #and im currently in the process of transferring colleges and ohmygod this is just so anxiety inducing icb im actually doing this by myself #i feel so lost in the new campus and i dont know anyone here and theres so many people who are also doing their own things and idk its just #so overwhelming being in this crowd and Talking to people and having to act like im not on the verge of a mental breakdown most of the time #the worst part is that im gonna have to talk to the dean about my grades and why i basically ghosted my classes and i cant just say that #'oh yeah haha covid hit me hard with depression and my social capacity is basically only always at 10% im not actually stupid im just menta #lly ill haha' #djsjsjskdkdkajd #i wanna burry myself in the dirt and be decomposed into mushrooms #im so scared what if i dont get in im gonna have to be a dropout forever and like i know theres nothing wrong with that but its just the #Asian parents and social expectations and pressure of a 'successful adult' and im already like 2 years behind and i can Feel the disappoin #tment/surprise of everyone when i say oh no i havent graduated yet lol and im just so tired i feel like im about to cry #HHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #ok im done gonna go take the entrance exam now o7

[stvharrngton]

okay u gotta hear me out on this one, cus I have no idea how to put it into words properly BUT

know how in a lot of fanfic and shit theres always the trope of reader being super loud with moans or that kinda thing? well.. well.

Steve/Eddie with maybe a best friend or s/o who's noises during sex are like, the breathy, high-pitched breaths out kinda thing? like sorta whines and full on whines and the whole "wow that moans gonna be so loud but I dont wanna breathy-whine-moan louder than I already am so im gonna have to breathe this moan in and swallow it until it comes out as a closed mouth whimper" like embarrassed that theyre actually being loud (so many ppl have to get off as silent as they can and I can just imagine reader being used to having to be quiet in sexual moments cus who wants to get caught touching themselves lmaoo like idk its just a very untouched, real trope)

like the breathy moan-whines that make ur eyebrows knit up together like ur almost in pain?? like so breathy idk how to get this across bro I hope u get me, like reader being so into it still

idk I have a feeling that it'd be different to what theyre use to and the first time they hear it theyre like.. all blood just rushes south no thoughts.

im a sucker for the Not In A Relationship Yet trope cus the pining is good but they somehow hear u like that ^^^^^ and its like the straw that broke the camels back - they gotta make you make those sounds asap

bonus points for when they try and give you so much that you actually end up letting a standard-regular moan out instead of ur whimpery- breathy - sweet - overwhelmed noises

i totally get you babe dw

i feel like either with eddie or steve maybe you’re best friends so obvs they know where you keep the spare key under that plant pot outside your house and yeah you were expecting them to drop by later but not until later and you’re feeling a little frustrated a little pent up and you’re home alone so why not take it into your own hands right? but you’re so into it and making yourself feel so good that you don’t even register the sound of the door going or the sound of someone climbing the stairs and then they hear it. that sweet moan you let out as you edge closer to your orgasm and they all but stop in their tracks, cheeks flustered and mouth hanging agape as they keep listening cause they can’t possibly stop listening to you moan as you get yourself off from the other side of the door

i feel like when you and steve finally get together and you start getting intimate you maybe hold your moans back a little still, cause you know you can get loud but you don’t wanna embarrass yourself and get all flustered in front of steve but this time he’s fucking you so good, so deep, your legs wrapped around his waist, his cock all up in your guts and it’s just too much. so you moan. and you moan loud and it catches you off guard a little as your skin heats up and your eyes bug out of your head but like. it just riles steve up even more, makes him even more cocky and confident than he is around you. chucking at the sound he smirks at you, cupping your face as he says to you ‘oh, was that good, baby? you like that?’ and ‘such a good girl, where’ve you been hiding that all this time, huh?’ and ‘moan so sweet, angel, could listen to you all fuckin day’

but eddie is a little different i think. maybe he’s fucking you from behind, body bent as he presses your chest down into the mattress, but keeps your hips raised enough for him to fuck into them. your loud moans thankfully being muffled by the pillow but eddie’s had enough, so he wraps his fingers in your hair and pulls you up towards his chest, his fingers loosely wrapping around your throat as his hips snap against yours still and he’s all like ‘come on, sweetheart, i wanna hear it, know you can’ and then when you finally do moan all high pitched and loud he’s all ‘oh, fuck, that’s it, baby, that’s what i like to hear’ and ‘y’sound so pretty, now was that so hard? gonna make you scream’

😵‍💫

#steve harrington #steve harrington smut #steve harrington reader #steve harrington headcanon #eddie munson #eddie munson x reader #eddie munson smut #eddie munson headcanon #scratchietella #asks #k.bc

[zortic]

more sad OL:B&A stuff, more specifically for the transgender audience

once again ignoring any of the romantic aspects.

tw for a bit of transphobia!

as a transgender man, my coming out was ruined completely. im sure alot of people can also relate to that.

infact it went so horribly that i forced myself back into the closet for a long time. i tried out many different gender identitys. my thought process was that ‘anything other than a man’ would be good enough for my family. which was not the case.

to cut a long story short, i couldnt keep up that façade, and my family eventually came through for me. though, the prior transphobia i received was damaging enough to stay with me even now.

olba is relevant because i found the game at one of my lowest points. i was blown away by how accepting the game was off the bat. there were sets of pronouns to pick, and promises to be able to change them as your character grew older, as they grew into themselves. your appearance had nothing to do with your gender identity, there was no judgement if your character revealed their gender identity to anyone. even if that character was someone who didnt like you.

the thing that got me the most was how supportive your moms are described to be. maybe you’d think thats an obvious if they are two women married to eachother, but ive met my fair share of people who will accept homosexuality and not transgender people.

anyways, in step 2 it can be mentioned how you are on some sort of hormone already, and in step 3 it can be mentioned that your moms payed for your top surgery. never has a line of text made me cry as hard as i did when i read that. it was so emotionally overwhelming.

the sheer amount of acceptance in that game is STILL so mind blowing to me. you dont find games like that like ever. as a 14 year old, it was the most acceptance i had ever gotten in my life. if i had the chance to speak to anyone from GB patch, i would give them my thanks until i physically couldnt speak anymore.

what im getting across to here is that games like this can really help a person. especially young people who are just now shaping their identity. knowing theres acceptance out there can really help ones mental health. even if it is just through a video game.

i am being quite the chatterbox so im ending this here. thanks for reading!

#our life #our life beginnings and always #cove holden #olnf oc #olnf qiu #olnf tamarack #baxter ward #our life now and forever #olba mc #derek suarez #transgender #ftm

[dangopango00]

ELIO INSANE PERSON RAMBLINGS AFTER DISSECTING SEEING THE LEAK

Pt. 1 because I have more to say somehow erm.

Theres basically no content for him but hes sosooo cuteeeeee

Context: In my head he is a fly he has compound eyes like the fly loswr he is

CW: Leaks maybe spoilers??

[ Design/Symbolism (IMG A)

OK FIRST OBSERVE FLY EYES; Theyre compound and have millions of ‘bubbles’ in them. So in my head on elio would represent the different “bubble universes” or rather the millions of possibilities that although generally the same, slightly differ with different choices and outcomes

ELIO IS ALSO AKSHUALLY THE FLY ON THE WALL that phrase represents him really well considering although hes the leader hes the one in the limelight the least out of everyone and just gathers info while making plans. Flies are also considered filthy and sly and bottom feeders n pests and as a stellaron hunter he gets the same treatment as well

[ Function (IMG B)

But besides the appearance the actual function: This is pretty good symbolism for what he sees bc not only does he see a wider range of possibilities than the average person but he can also notice even the slightest movements which is ofc the slightest changes in a scenario that makes the outcome completely different and about flies being able to see things at a quicker pace; I heard that when u swat at a fly they see it in like slow motion and this is pretty symbolic of elio since he sees FARRR into the future wayyy before its even close to coming to fruition

[ Theories (IMG C)

A silly lil hc theory i have bc of this fact and because his alias is “Destiny’s Slave” is that he cant rlly control seeing the future much kind of like a premonition..????? Idk but i like to play with how herta calls all the stellaron hunters lunatics and him a maniac bc like. Its a little true. Theyre all a lil bit cray cray from what weve seen but theres method to their madness so im like hm well elio must have his quirks SO seeing the future so often without wanting to has him a little bit (crazy person hand gesture) so i imagine its a little overwhelming when he suddenly gets a “premonition” like when he suddenly sees the future its a bunch of scattered possibilities filling his mind but when he focuses on it they can converge to create a “perfect reality” where everything goes the best way possible

Also theres so many different “paths” the future holds like it could be the future for that day or the fate of the world or even the fate of the universe so i imagine he was either made/given this power specifically to puppeteer this specific outcome or “story” but its a little draining to think of the big picture constantly or think about things the bigger they are which is why he makes scripts day by day or week by week (????)

I also think he gets like reminders kinda like little flashes into some specific aspects that although he has seen hasnt really focused on or been able to think of bc theyr pretty far ahead and his head is already full so it being so overwhelming, just slipped his mind to kind of create a whole “chain of events” URGGHHH THIS IS SO HARD I CANT TELL IF HES OMNIPOTENT OR LEARNING ALONG THE WAY

I also found it interesting that he told kafka that she and stelle would “change each other” it heavily suggests that maybe he can force the thought of specific scenarios OR MAYBE in his “perfect reality” he has an already decided script which he doesnt deviate from so he already knows what to say. Otherwise how would he know how vague or how exact to be about what he tells people

In the alt ending in the credits hes listed as screenplay director and the screenplay directors are the ones pulling the strings yeah but as another character in the story or “movie” that means he knows exactly what his part is too and is therefore another puppet to be controlled OU LET ME COOK 👩‍🍳🍔🔥

#hsr elio #elio #honkai star rail #hsr #hsr theory #stellaron hunters #honkai star rail elio #PLS NO MORE OF THW CAT #Flyelio #elio theory #hsr leaks

[quitealotofsodapop]

Happy Halloween! What are all the Wukongs and macaques being/ doing?

Happy halloween too! Sorry Im a little late!

If we're imagining Halloween is going down in one of the modern day verses, then you know theres gonna be a few very confused monkeys.

Either of the LMK SWKs & LEMs have to be the ones to explain why the city suddenly looks so... Underworld-esque to the ones from earlier eras. Peach & Dawn are transforming themselves so that they can go trick or treating with the kids, while Plum & Dusk are making late-minute costume changes and indulging in the vino and party foods.

Dasheng is confused, but ends up being dragged along (not very reluctantly) when the kids gets uber excited by the idea of candy and mischief. Luier steps out of the clothing room dressed as The Monkey King and Dasheng cries with pride/at the adorableness. Zhanshi gets really into dressing up for the holiday as well, and makes a very... distracting Morticia Addams. Lets just say it took the strength of multiple gods for Dasheng not to whisk his LEM away from prying eyes. Dasheng def demands a "dad tax" on any candy gathered.

Smokey equally has no idea whats going on, but is def enjoying the toilet paper graffiti and trickery. Probably convinces Xiao Qi and the rest of the kids to dress in identical costumes to freak people out. Liang already dresses like a mage, so he gets confused for being in costume as well. Liang was supposed to dicipline Smokey for directing the kiddos to scare others. But then the two adults end up collaborating on a "Karma Scare" after they get a house with extrememly rude drunk people inside. The Reborn! Pilgrims should have known that havoc was afoot when the fruitiedads asked them to take over chaperoning "just for a bit." >:)

Cherry and Olive are at a halloween fair just demolishing the different game stalls, bobbing for apples, getting freaked out in the scare house, and trying out the rides for the very first time. Both are so hyped up on adrenaline and sugar the whole night that they crash the second they get back to their own dimension.

Ace and Joker are inside multiple halloween parties, tearing up the dance floor and getting hammered. Ace is wearing his fancy mask and everything. Probably still partying past midnight before the other monkeys have to do post-holiday recon.

Shihou and Mihou hear "free sweets" and are immediately on board for trick-or-treating. It take them a minute to understand; "we gotta dress like... other things?" before they jump into the costume closet. Shihou decides that he wants to be Thor, cus he looks cool. Mihou panics at the amount of options available and decides to dress like cowgirl Barbie (cus pink is his fave colour). Many candies are had, though the two aren't actually sure what the "trick" part of "trick or treat" means, so at a few houses they ask specifically for "tricks" before the LMK kids explain it to them. They spend the later half of the night with the other verses kids eating candy and watching scary pg movies with MK as supervision.

Sugar and Spice are probably at the fairground too since it's easier for them to hide in a crowd. Sugar submits himself into a costume contest and gets 2nd place (he lost to a kid wearing another Monkey King costume). Spice gets a little overwhelmed after half an hour, so he and Sugar space out on a roof top the rest of the evening. They def have a pillowcase of modern candy they hide from the other pilgrims when they get back to their universe.

Lilac is trying to follow a multi-step halloween costume makeup tutorial, when Starfruit tries filming a prank video. Both acts are ruined when Starfruit tries scaring Lilac, sees the half-finished gory makeup, and gets so scared that he faints. Both spends the rest of the holiday watching tv with some takeout.

By the end of it, at least one monkey is in jail; Smokey and Liang for their super scare, or Ace and Joker for public intoxication, or Cherry and Olive for damaging public property at the fairgrounds ("Bumper cars got a bit out of hand"). The LMK monkeys + two of the Tripitakas had to bail them out.

#wukongverse #happy halloween #lego monkie kid #lmk #monkey king hero is back #monkey king reborn #the monkey king netflix #new gods nezha reborn #meihouwang #journey to the west: legends of the monkey king #smash legends #headcanons

[squirmywet]

i really struggle with feeling guilty after doing omo, how do you deal with this (if you actually need to)

that's a good question!!

Feelings are difficult, because even if you KNOW why they're not reflecting reality, you still HAVE them. However, there's a couple of things that Ive found useful when dealing with the prude in my head.

One is to make sure- before Ive started- that I know what Im doing, what Im going to allow, what my outs are in case I want them. This means that when Im down off the high and looking back, I can tell myself things like: okay, but nobody is hurt, yes? Okay, you didn't do anything you didn't want to, yes? So, the reason you're feeling bad right now isn't because you did anything wrong, or got hurt, but because of cultural expectations.

And thats reasonable (hint: all reasons to feel something are reasonable). Theres a lot of baggage in cultural expectations sometimes, especially when they're about shame. It doesn't mean I did anything bad (I already checked) if I feel this way, it means I live in a society that doesn't like what I'm doing. And now that I've figured that out, it doesn't feel like an overwhelming fog of doom that must be true o! nation.... just a feeling like any other. (TL;DR I try to define *what* Im feeling and *why*)

Another- and/or part of the above- is to limit my emotional engagement in situations where I'm not sure I'll be taken care of in the comedown. Drop happens. That's just one of many reasons aftercare is important. I'm going to assess what kind of aftercare is available to me *before* I begin kinking, and only kink up to the level I trust my aftercare to catch me. For me, making sure I have a shower and some food is important. It's harder to feel gross about myself when I'm clean and my blood sugar isn't crashing. So if I don't have food in the house, or the shower isn't working, for example, I don't hold and wet myself. (TL;DR aftercare is your best friend)

And then a third (or maybe second) thing is just....talk to more people. Especially kinky people, that's the most direct way, but honestly people in general too. Nobody fits the rules about what they should and shouldn't like, not really. Everyone is weird and strange and most of the time in ways youd never think of, because your brain isn't weird in the same directions. It's a lot harder to feel bad about having a piss kink when I'm like, oh yeah, got a friend who [insert thing] and do I care? No, good for them, I hope they get that. So good for me too for my thing. (TL;DR remind yourself you're not alone. You're no stranger than anyone else.)

[fictionfixations]

twst soulmate au

what about a soulmate au

where everyone has soulmarks of each other n stuff (you can decide which are platonic and which are romantic)

maybe its a 'get a connection with someone and you get connected' 'meet your fated match, gain an understanding/friendship of each other, mark appears' idfk (ive read some twst soulmate fics but also it feels like everyones backstory just gets so much crueler when its there since like birth .. and it makes me sadge)

regardless

and then think of yuu as like an anchor in that big web of nrc students (and maybe others, like che'nya and neige, although likely more distant since we dont know em that well)

where yuu can like sort of guide them? that they're more aware of it. i dont think im explaining this right. but there's so many different friendships that can bloom. except its overwhelming and intense because theres so many, that yuu can be like a soothing balm. a calm on the mind, and reassurance. that they stop worrying if only for a moment, because their anchor is there, and the anchor is there to keep them grounded. that it'll all be okay. that they'll get along (there might be some rough bumps but there's the potential for friendship for everyone. honestly i love the freshmen group being a thing so much, even if at times they kind of dont get along)

in any case. now imagine that soulmates can use the signature spells of each other

sorry i just kind of want to see the chaos of that (yuu can probably do it too by like. idk pulling on the soulmate thread bond thing? shrug? more strain on that person since they dont have magic nor a magestone for blot to go into. or maybe it works the same way and yuu slowly gets poisoned the more they do it. wuh woh.)

and they're basically helping each other in that sense (i imagine the blot would then go both ways, half n half, and would also serve to be like 'hey someone used your spell' if they dont already get a warning of some other way, like a tug that they instinctively know who it came from as to be like a distress signal)

additionally. well they probably wouldn't use it unless it was an emergency

but just. imagine.

theres this guy trying to blame something on one of them (imagine we're pranking an authority figure)

so just watch as the one with a signature spell to do [this] has a clear alibi with someone else

and another person is using that person's signature spell to do the thing

so the guy can't blame that person who he thinks 'so obviously did it' because he wasn't there at the time.

well its lost once its revealed that they can do that kind of thing. but. the chaos. and maybe they're a bit op but. but but. the chaos. hehe

also idk yuu as the anchor could probably take distress signals and send it to everyone in emergencies. to help those sort of messages get passed on. (and feelings too? i like soulmates where they can send feelings to each other. its cute)

#thoughts #writing ideas #fic ideas #soulmate au #soulmates #twst #twisted wonderland #twst wonderland

[bisexual-queenie]

I want a fanfic of an Alternate Universe where for whatever reason George Joestar I and Will Zeppeli meet when they are younger and become the original Joestar and Zeppeli duo.

I’m thinking that Zeppeli, aged 19 here, is still learning the art of Hamon from Tonpetty, but for whatever reason he is sent to England to do some “soul searching” and ends up meeting George at like some sort of archeological dig site with his father or something. Zeppeli makes up an excuse for why he is there, which could be something like “Oh Im just visiting from Italy, and I got a bit lost, can you help?” and George’s dad is like “of course my boy! Come to our mansion”.

George and Will start to get closer, and Will opens up a little about staying with Tonpetty and learning Hamon. George, ever so the curious boy, wants to learn more and more about this strange boy and this super cool power of his, so he asks Will to teach him. Will then proceeds to have an existential crisis of wether he should go behind Tonpetty’s back to teach this kid a sacred art and wether he’d be good enough to do so. At this point, Will has JUST lost his father to the stone mask and has just been taken under Tonpetty’s wing as a rookie Hamon user. Feeling overwhelmed, Will runs of into a random part of the mansion.

George runs after him, already coming up with a multitude of apologies for scaring him. When he catches up with him, he sees one of the butlers scolding Will for accidentally bumping into him while running. Theres some xenophobic rhetoric flying towards him, as Will is still very much Italian, and immigrants from all over were not treated fairly by many at this time in history. Hearing all the outrageous things being said, George stands up for Will, ultimately telling the butler to never speak to anyone like that ever again, or he might suffer dire consequences.

Will, seeing this act if kindness and bravery from this boy, thanks him profusely, and as a thank you gift, tells him that he can try to teach George Hamon.

The next day, the two are in the grassy fields near the lake, where Will is preparing to test if George has got what it takes. Will is nervous. What if he doesn’t have the skill? What if everything is for naught? With a hesitant breath, Will hits George in the diaphragm.

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Thats all I have right now! Sorry if the characters are OOC, or if this entire thing doesn’t make sense. This is just a silly idea I had while hyper fixating on Jojo’s Bizarre Adventure. The age of Will when he looses his dad is probably different than in canon, but Im pretty sure he was a young adult.

To anyone who reads this and actually finds it interesting, feel free to say something in the comments or tags, or even dm me!

#jojos bizarre adventure #jojo kimyou na bouken #jjba #george joestar i #will a zeppeli #william zeppeli #phantom blood #jjba part 1

[everestica]

Hihi!! I really like your reading and since i've seen you've done it for a few characters can you do like Tsukasa x reader like late night hcs or something like that?? Im obviously referring to Tsukasa Tenma btw but still i want to make sure theres no mix-ups. Thats it, take your time and have a nice day/night!!^^

'*•.¸♡ Tsukasa Tenma x Reader: Late Night HC's♡¸.•*'

➳ Part - I still don't know, I forgot to go and check yesterday/today-

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ.───

It was right after school and your boyfriend had immediately jumped out of his seat when he had heard the last bell ring. He ran out of the room to find you, almost hitting multiple people on the way out in his rush. Earlier at lunch you were really busy helping some other students and some teachers around the school. So this would have been the first time he could talk with you and hug you all day, but when he finally found you in the front of the school your attention was occupied again by some underclassmen/classmates that were asking you questions about what you had covered in class/something on a test. As soon as you were done talking with them Tsukasa immediately ran up to where you were, literally no joke, never seen him run faster in his life. When he got up to you he hugged you super tight and started to also take the bag off your shoulder and when he pulled away it was instead on his shoulder now instead of yours, you didn’t really think much of it as it was something he normally did because you normally had a bunch of books to carry. The walk back to your house was normal as he was just talking about his plans for his next show or how he was gonna become the next star, with you just giggling along or helping him plan things. When you got back to your house you kissed his cheek before heading into your house waving to him before closing the door. That’s when he had turned to leave so that he could make his way back to his house to change before heading to practice, but then he noticed that he still had your bag on his shoulder, so knowing that you normally don’t lock your door until he’s out of sight, he just opened the door without signaling first and the first thing he saw was you. No? Not you, but another part of you. You had made it a couple steps from the door before you had started breaking down and crying about how overwhelmed you were with helping everybody because you were too kind/scared to say no. Tsukasa places both bags down before running over to where you were on the floor, and asking if he could touch you. You nodded slightly through the still trembling of your body, but with your consent he pulled you into a hug and started to rub your back, but also putting your head on his shoulder so you could cry on him instead of the floor. He made sure to keep you like this and ask if you wanted to talk to him about it, no matter what you said he would be okay with it. Once he was sure that you were okay and that you told him that you were feeling better. That's when he started to let go of you and have you sit up on your own now. Then you looked up at the time and realized that it was way past his practice time and that’s when he explained that he had already told them as soon as you were in his lap that he couldn’t make it and to not stress about it. 

A few days passed and you realized that not as many teachers and people were coming up to you any more during the day to ask about stuff, as nice as it was, you were a little confused as to why, and that’s when you saw it, Tsukasa. He instead was helping some of the teachers that you would normally help, and some of your classmates/underclassmen so that you could have some time to yourself and wouldn’t get so overwhelmed. 

Tsukasa may be loud sometimes and he may always be talking about wanting to be a future star. But he also cares about you more than you could ever know, and as soon as he realizes you're having an issue he’s trying his hardest to make sure that you're feeling okay afterwards and if there is anything that he can do to help he will!<3

#project sekai #project sekai x reader #tsukasa tenma #tsukasa tenma x reader #everest's late night headcannons

[localowlhousefanatic]

Tag game!

so, i just discovered that the fanfic question id ussualy answer around this time is out of commision, so im making a tag game! for some reason the only thing i can think of is a poem-ish thing (it rhymes, thats the poem part.) for a list, so thats what we're going with! First ill give you an explanation of the question, before providing my own answer! With all of these, feel free to add a link to the story uyou're pulling from

something old

(here, please provide a bit you wrote a bit ago from an older fic taht you like! Is the question referring to an old fic you like, or a bit? you decide!)

my answer:

As she tugged on the cord next to the window, Masha couldn’t help but be reminded of a stage play by the way the warm, orange sunlight hit their mother- like a spotlight turning on at the lifting of the curtain. The angle also didn’t help, Placing Masha in such a position that mom was framed as a silhouette, like they were watching from the wings at the opening moments of a play.

(https://archiveofourown.org/works/47992501)

something new

(here, provide your favorite bit from among the three most recent things you've either published or worked on. Why three? Idk, maybe this post works by fairytale logic now)

my answer:

That isn’t to say that there’s no blue around her- there’s plenty, just not the Blue that matters. Theres the Blue streetlights, casting a light that’s almost negligible in the screaming buzz of neon billboards and signs, some of which are blue. The light- so sharp and loud its almost toxic- Cuts through the rain, and bounces off of the layer of water covering the street, and fills the thin mist that’s gathering above the ground, giving the entire street the feeling of being a mix of nightclub and dream. There’s blue everywhere around Red, but it only serves to remind her of the overwhelming need inside her- it’s like handing a cold person a candle, providing just enough warmth to dangle the possibility of comfort in front of them, but not nearly enough to stave off the cold.

Something borrowed,

(sharing time! share a bit from, or a fic, you enjoy from someone else. please credit your sources though)

my answer:

This is just a really good fic. Its also by a really good writer, who deserves all the love

Something Blue

If youve been wondering why ive coloured the headers up until this point, heres your answer: the blue bit.

(please either share a bit/fic you wroite taht made you, teh author , sad. And for those of us who dont do taht often, just provide something you think of with something blue. This might be getting a bit weird now, sorry.)

whoops, ive used my blue bits already at the top. Well, i did just remeber teh one other time i focussed on the colour blue. behold,

 The girl that was looking back at them was dressed impeccably, Masha noted. She was wearing a long royal blue trenchcoat, the type you would expect on a noir detective. Gods, I want that coat. They also noted the fact that it was a crumpled mess. A coat shouldn’t be so messy and yet look so good on someone, they thought with a pang of jealousy. The coat wasn’t the only thing that was a mess though. The girl wearing it looked like she hadn’t slept in a while, indicated by light bags under her eyes that she obviously hadn’t tried to conceal.

(https://archiveofourown.org/works/47040430/chapters/118509421)

im sorry for the slight mess that was this post, i hope you people can have fun with it. I think that im supposed to give you numbers here or something, but i dont know that many writers here, so ill just tell you to tag who you want

following my own advice: @topheecoffee @queereldritch @oh-cramity-its-amity @sky-neverending @bonpocalypse @usernamemybeloathed

and for a riskier tag, @captainimprobable

#tag game #fanfiction

[interlockingpatches]

Im gonna ramble in your inbox for a bit lmao, I have a few ideas!

What about music themed?? Like music notes, treble clef, etc (idk a lot about musical notation honestly but ik theres a lot of symbols). My next thought was instruments but usually those are super detailed, like string and brass? A Harp?? The simplest i can think is like, some piano keys would make a cute design, or maybe just the headstock of a guitar! God, brass instruments would be so intense to make, i just looked at a saxaphone and I'm freaking out thinking of the detail and how impressive that would be. Or maybe physical media like a vinyl record or a little cassette tape? A little boombox, record player, or radio?

Going off of that, I think people really like decade themed/nostalgic stuff. I love 70s things personally so i may just be projecting, but i think 80s and 90s vibes are super popular! You could look at toys, technology, icons, and popular colors of an era, things like that and that might be inspiring!

Also thinking about summer themed designs since summer is coming up! Seasonal stuff is so cute and I notice people are always looking for little seasonal projects! Surfboards, beach umbrella, a fruity lil drink, are things that come to mind for me!

The more i write the more ideas i think of but this ask is already huge lmaooo so ill leave with these and hopefully its not overwhelming

First of all I will not be out-rambled in my own house lets gooo

These are all so good and sensible and fun! Thank you so much! I spent a day and a half sketching out just some of them (and going off an a few tangents), and there are a few already that I can't wait to actually pattern up and make <3

Musical instruments and notation are both perfect and super hard for the format. They're so detailed, like you said, and their design is so specific; it's hard to know what can be fudged or elided without getting the whole thing irredeemably wrong. (I've had the same problem with birds and arthropods). Like, how many of the saxophone's fourteen-hundred eldritch appendages *do* I need to show? I could include them all, and the motif would be the size of a bedspread and take a month and a half to crochet, and I perversely want to do that now so thanks also for that.

Even in that keyboard motif (which, you'll have to trust me, is a very good likeness of Casio keyboard whose demo song was the soundtrack to my early childhood) is already over twice width of my largest typical designs, and it would have to be twice as big still for me to space the keys accurately.

Decades are a great organizing conceit! They lend themselves to a kind of idiosyncratic hodgepodge that really appeals to me, and "random collection of old things that you remember" is a trope people don't seem to ever get sick of—and new things are getting old every day. They're also a way to ease into pop culture references, which I haven't really done, and which might offset some of my Debbie-Downer tendencies (when you suggested "70s things" my actual first thought was "what do quaaludes even look like?" My first idea for the 80s was "Margaret Thatcher demolishing a council house," and my thought process for the 90s went "Monica Lewinsky's dress, OJ Simpson's gloves, Tonya Harding's crowbar… NAFTA?" Terrible patches, all. What people want as a little picture of a sofa at a jaunty angle with a caption that says "PIVOT!").

Anyway. I'm especially excited to try the disco ball, the record and the off-brand Tamagotchi (I preferred Gigapets, personally). Those all have double-length diagonals that I've freehanded a few times and know to work at least okay, but which I haven't figured out how to notate. Oh! and I haven't got a beach umbrella that I like just yet, but the hurricane cocktail seems like a good way to kick off a summer collection—as long as I don't follow it up with, like a graph of yearly average temperatures, which is something I would absolutely do.

#ask #no judgment in brainstorming #<3

[ill-say-this-fast]

Hi! Idk if you're still taking scarletsilver/maxicest asks but I'll just shoot my shot I guess.

Idk if I'm alone in this or not but one of my biggest maxicest headcanons is that if Wanda didn't magically create her twin babies... she still would have had them... with Pietro. (Ya know what I mean).

I know, I know, I know. There's plenty of reasons why it sounds illogical. BUT! I feel like if Wanda never loved Vision (or just said "frick it" and just elopes with her brother) or if she really really REALLY wanted to have babies (the 'traditional' way) and asked Pietro... you know that man is 1000% gonna go with whatever his beloved sister wants whether he likes it or not.

Another reason why is because I want them to raise my boys Thomas/Tommy and William/Billy. Especially our lil speed. Baby boy deserves all the nice things. We already see how Wanda interacts with her boys as their mother-not-mother. But imagine if Pietro was their actual dad and how he would interact with the boys?? So many possibilitiessss

And if Wanda and Pietro did raise them, they would also train/mentor Billy and Tommy with their powers early on which would probably make them more powerful or at least more in control in their powers.

Anyways, sorry for the rant! Just wanna know what you'd think of this headcanon of mine and anything you'd like to add really! :)))

I'm never not taking asks, thanks for sending this!

i love having them all as a family. for tommy especially. the kaplans are good parents, but tommy never got to have that and that sucks because wanda loved him so much the whole time and ughh they could have been happy. i would love more wanda and tommy stuff in canon or otherwise. but i also love pietro being more a part of tommys life. not sure if pietro is more competitive or concilliatory with him? bit of both probably. seeing himself in tommy and whether that creates friction or pride or pity.

like in 616 i feel like they have major old cat vs new hyperactive kitten energy and idk if that would be the same if pietro helped raise him from birth but i do love it. pietro's slightly put-on long suffering exasperation and tommy's overwhelming need to annoy this one guy in particular but underneath pietro's really fond of him and tommy's looking for attention and for someone to appreciate him and care that he exists. but they should also get to have stupid fun at high speeds (and together cause i imagine its usually pretty isolating).

in 616 i go with the headcanon that billy and tommy are pietros genetically, like wanda made them as if they were his, but it was still done magically and he just had to see it from afar. theyre the children she always imagined having, the ones she really wanted. so i have no qualms about just making them fully biologically his in AUs, its the way the rebirths and subsequent life experiences affect their personalities that i have to work around.

im working on (slowly) a 616 post childrens crusade fic where the two of them sort of readopt tommy. and they form this kind of nuclear family but dont talk to each other about it really because theyre all afraid the others will reject it. 100% happy ending they get the family they were supposed to have eventually.

also something i probably wont write but have as an idea. a very lighthearted fox xmen au where billy and tommy exist and theyre like 12-14 and pietro (peter i guess) has to keep juggling his job of Saving the World(tm) with dealing with whatever bullshit the boys have done. like the phoenix force is out of control and we need to do something to stop jean from destroying the world, but billy really wanted to see a dinosaur and now theres a time rift in the garden and pietro cannot let his coworkers find out about his children and their godlike powers, so he's bouncing between some really deep placatory conversation with jean and trying to find enough cages to put all the velociraptors in before wanda gets home and finds the house in a mess.

#im not getting alerts for asks dont know whats up with that but i will always reply to them when i see them :) #maxicest #txt post #billy #tommy #answered