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c0la-queen · 2 months

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RAGHHHHHHHHH

Could you ever so kind and provide some general dating Headcannons for all the four boys?? 🥺👉👈

Maybe some extra with red leader or someone else if you’re fine with that??? 🥺💜

Mwah mwah you have amazing work <3 /p

Oh my gods I am SO sorry that this is so late!! For some reason, Mr. Tumblr decided not to notify me about your ask?? And then I was at my bestie's house this weekend, so I haven't checked my inbox until now. Begging for your forgiveness rn Anon!!

Also literally kissing you for asking for Red Leader!! Mwah, mwah!!

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Edd

If you are dating Edd... girlie I am so sorry for your sanity.

Don't get me wrong, I love Edd! He was my first Eddsworld love, my pookie bear for real! But he's the biggest bastard of the entire gang and I stand by that.

Calls you dumb pet names to try and make you laugh. Sugar Tits (regardless of gender or lack thereof, might I add), Baby Doll, Sexy.

He WILL grab/slap your ass all the time. Even in public. Only grins when you glare at him.

This man is a horrible influence. It will be so hard to get your shit done if he has decided that you need to be spending time with him. Why worry about work or chores when you could be all cuddled up with him and Ringo on the couch?

Will sulk if you reject his attempts.

If he's trying to get shit done and you're pestering him for attention? He will drop his basket of laundry or the dishes in his hands in a millisecond.

If he's working on a commission or animation, he'll let you sit in his lap in his chair, let you sit all pretty for him while he works. When he finishes, if you've fallen asleep by then -which you usually do - then he'll carefully move you both to his bed and snuggle up to you and take a nap with you.

Speaking of cuddling, he does naturally run hot. Comes with being a big boy <3 But if you don't enjoy that, then he'll use his powers to cool down his skin for you. Anything to keep cuddling!

He also uses his powers whenever possible. Will abuse them without shame. He puts things on the highest shelf, just so you have to him for help. He'll put patches of ice on the floor under your feet, just so he can catch you before you fall (he'll never let you actually get hurt), and uses his super strength to scoop you up randomly and carry you around.

You cannot show your text messages to ANYONE. He will say filthy things, just to fluster you. Horny Bastard. Finds ways to turn even the most mundane conversations into teasing.

He'd do cute couple things with you, like painting together and swapping canvases every 5 minutes. His favorite is going to cat cafes. The cats literally love him, its like he's made of catnip with how they swarm him.

Physical affection is a huge thing with him. Even little touches throughout the day, like ruffling your hair as he passes by, or a big hug from behind while you fix food.

Overall, big teddy bear that just likes to see his darling blush.

Tom

As I've stated in previous works, Tom is a secret romantic.

He's not a traditional romantic like Matt, but he's romantic in his own way.

Likes parallel play a lot. Finds it relaxing to just sit in his room, testing new songs on his bass while you lay on his bed reading a book. Or in your room, lounging on one of your plush beanbag and organizing his Spotify playlists while you fold your laundry.

Dates with him consist of record stores, concerts, and late night walks.

He'll sing for you if you ask him to.

Very down to earth, both as a person and as a boyfriend. If you have problems, he'll listen patiently until you're done, then help you brainstorm solutions. He doesn't downplay or ignore your feelings, but he doesn't jump to emotions like others might.

He tends to sleep in late on his nights off, since he's more of a night owl than anything. You know that, so you've made it a little tradition to fix him coffee around 11. You know exactly how he takes it, and he always thanks you with a kiss on the cheek and a sleepy, mumbled "you're the best."

Very caring. He'll make sure you've eaten and had water. Will usher you to bed if he can see that you're tired, or do your chores for you if you can't do them for whatever reason. If you can't sleep, he'll make you a mug of chamomile tea and sing you a little lullaby.

When it comes to his monster tendencies, he tries to keep you away from it all. He's bitter about what he is, and he thinks that you're better off separated from that side of him.

At the start of relationship, he'd get angry if you tried to push it. He'd snap at you, distance himself, not talk to you for maybe a couple of days. Further on in the relationship, though, if you push the issue and reassure him that you love every side of him, even the monstrous one, then he'd be more willing. Willing to let you in, to let you see that part of him. He'd be nervous about it, but he'd do it because he loves you.

Matt

He is a traditional romantic! His Mama raised him right, and he drinks his Respect Juice.

Makes sure you two have date night at least once every week. Dressing up nice, going out to dinner or a play, taking a walk through the town to wind down the night. Heading back into the house, changing back into comfortable clothes. He'd wipe your makeup off for you, if you wear it.

Absolutely the kind of guy to get down on his knees in front of you and unbuckle/untie your shoes or high heels for you. He's just so devotional.

If, for whatever reason, you guys are unable to have your date night, he'll make it up to you in some way. A bouquet of your favorite flowers sitting on your bed with a little note. A passionate kiss before one of you has to leave the house. A heartfelt love letter sealed with wax.

Makes sure to text you throughout the day with sweet messages. Compliments, "I love you"s, selfies, updates on what is happening at work. Or just reminders that he's thinking of you. Misses you.

Likes to cook meals for you if its just the two of you at home. Breakfast is his forte, but he's not the worst at following a recipe.

Always amazing for advice. He'll let you talk to him while he hugs you from behind. If it's something sad, he might cry. Just the idea of you going through something negative makes him sad, too.

If he doesn't have advice for you, he'd do anything in his power to find someone who does. One of the other roommates, or even his mother, if you're comfortable with it.

Speaking of his mother, she absolutely adores you. Since Matt has such a good relationship with her, he's already told her so much about you. She thinks its wonderful that her baby has fallen in love. After a while, Matt will even bring you along to his lunches with his mother. You two hit it off instantly.

If you're okay with it, then Matt would love to show you off on his social media. He thinks you're so gorgeous, the entire world should know that he managed to land you. Its never anything invasive, and he always gets your permission before he posts things. Blocks any weird or gross comments.

Loves going on shopping dates with you. Most of the time, its at the mall or a mall in a different town, because he loves walking around and window shopping. Occasionally, he'll take you to more expensive stores. It doesn't bother him, he loves spoiling you. No matter where you two are, he'll buy you anything that you want. If you are adamant to spend your own money, he won't put up too much of a fuss, though he does prefer to pay for you.

He'll do that couples trend with you where you find nail polish that matches the other's eye color.

Gift giving is just one of his love languages in general. It makes him so happy to give his loved one things that he bought. For you specifically, he'll also throw in hand made gifts. He may not be the most talented artistically, but he'll stay awake late into the night, sitting on the floor with a YouTube tutorial playing, paper and cardboard scattered around, a pencil between his teeth, paint on his hands and smeared on his cheek. The end result may look a little crude, but he'll still present it to you with pride. And, of course, you always love it.

Tord

Tord is probably the most romantically stunted of the four. Its not that he doesn't love you, far from it really. He just grew up in an environment where love wasn't freely given, and was often limited for appearances.

His father, as the Red Leader, insisted that he keep a professional and feared image. So, Tord never saw him being affectionate with his mother.

It might be hard at first. You'll struggle. You two may fight. But you'll always make up in the end. He'll listen to you, try to understand your point of view.

He's not against physical affection, but he's able to live without it. Will indulge you whenever you ask. If he's busy, which he usually is, he'll let you drape yourself over him from behind while he sits in his chair, letting you rest your cheek on the top of his head and watch him work.

More than anything, his love language is words of affirmation. Despite being a man of few words, he'll always give you praise. He'll make sure you know that you are his, he is yours, and he loves you. Nothing will change that.

Scary dog privilege. He'll always walk just behind you in public, keeping a guiding hand on the small of your back. Stays alert of you surroundings and the people around, so that you don't have to. You don't even have to worry about people approaching you in public. One piercing glare from Tord is enough to deter anyone.

Not the best at giving advice to problems. He'll listen, but sometimes he can't quite understand why something is an issue. Doesn't invalidate your feelings on purpose, it just happens inadvertently at times. Always, ALWAYS apologizes and holds you close when he realizes what he did.

His preferred dates are nights in at home. Cuddled up on the couch with takeout watching shitty rom-coms. Cooking food that he ate growing up in Norway while you sit at the kitchen table watching. Going to the convenience store at midnight to get Ben and Jerry's in the middle of anime binges.

You become his crutch. When he's having bad paranoia on nights that are too quiet, he'll seek you out. Just having you lay in bed with him, warm and solid and breathing, always calms him down.

He will never let you meet his parents. You are one of the very few good things in his life, and he wants to keep that away from his fucked up home life. Might let you meet his little sister, but not for a long time.

Surprisingly, he does tend to talk more when its just the two of you. He allows you into his head, verbalizing his thoughts to you. He'll ramble about his projects, tell you about the history behind his culture, or rant about things that annoy him. Denies it vehemently in front of others.

He is a huge tease, second only to Edd. What's dangerous is how casual he is about it. Loves making you squirm, and he'll never even change his expression. Sometimes he won't even be looking at you, but rest assured that he is swimming in satisfaction over how flustered you are.

Red Leader

I have so many thoughts about him. Oh my lord.

This is going off the scenario where Reader is a Red Army soldier and met him through the army, after the events of The End.

I want to clarify that this is NOT following the events of TBATF!!! This is my own Red Army timeline, what I refer to in my Eddsworld bubble as "The Bad End"

There are two ways that you'd be able to catch Red Leader's attention. Either you are an extremely talented soldier that does well among your peers, enough to earn the praise of your superior officers and eventually Red Leader himself. Or, you were assigned as his personal assistant to help with paperwork and meetings, but you were so good at handling his temper and attitude that he found himself surprised.

The latter of the two is my favorite, so I'll be working under that one.

Before you, Red Leader had been through several assistants. None of them lasted more than a month. By nature, he was a moody, temperamental man. The stress of the army and oncoming war only made that worse. He saw those previous assistants as nuisances, only getting in his way. He would yell at them, berate them, drive them to the brink until they beg Paul and Pat to transfer them.

When they assigned you to him, they expected the same thing to happen. The two even made bets on how long you'd last. On your first day, Red Leader was nasty to you. Gruff and rude. But... you bit back. That took him by surprise. Instead of taking the insult and shuffling out like a puppy with its tail between its legs, you pursed your lips and gave him a stern look and talked to him in a way that nobody dared to. He should've been angry. Should have screamed at you, discharged you from the army in a heartbeat.

Instead, he found that he quite enjoyed it. He enjoyed your spitfire. Not that he'd let you know. He only gave you a noncommittal hum and dismissed you with a wave of his hand. But... he kept you around. Even found excuses for you to come into his office more than necessary. His penchant for teasing came back full force. He'd poke and prod, finding ways to make you react with that fire he so loved.

It takes a long time for him to finally make a move. Probably takes a near-death experience for him, or an injury to you for him to realize that he wants this. He wants a future with you.

At first, he may seem a little cold in public. Not to the degree that his father was - he promised himself that he would never be like his father. Simply a more... professional air about the entire thing. It was more out of anxiety than anything. He didn't want to make you a target, didn't want to cause you to get hurt. As his army grows more powerful and takes over more and more countries, he grows more comfortable with PDA. He knows that when he is the most powerful man in the world, he doesn't have to worry about anyone hurting you.

He would probably treat you more like a spouse than a girlfriend/boyfriend right off the bat. He's older now, thinking more about the future than the present. He already knows that he wants to be with you forever, so why go through the formalities and hassle of dating?

Always makes time for you whenever he can. If he's in a meeting with his generals or another world leader, he'll sneak text messages to you. Doesn't give a shit if he's caught. What are they going to do to him, Red Leader?

If he's cooped up in his office all day, his door is always open to you. Loves having you drop by unannounced to bring him food or coffee. He'll let you climb into his lap while he works, or sit behind him in his chair and cling to him. Even if you're just sitting in a separate chair nearby, working on your own stuff. He's happy.

If you want to continue being a soldier, or his assistant, he'll let you. But he's also perfectly happy to have you simply be his partner and not have a care in the world. You could sit all pretty in his quarters waiting for him to get off duty, or use the time to pursue your own hobbies and interests. As long as you're happy and cared for, it's okay with him.

Spoils you rotten. You're Red Leader's, so of course you only deserve the best things. Anything in the world you want, you only have to ask for it. It's yours. He would raze entire cities just to see you smile.

He does enjoy taking you out on dates. While also spending time with you, he sees it as a way to show you off to the world. Dressing you up in the finest clothes that he got you, the prettiest jewelry that he bought. Taking you to restaurants and operas where everyone can see you hanging on his arm. It makes him puff up with pride.

When the two of you are alone, he's so adoring. Loves snuggling. It's a struggle to convince him to let you out of bed in the mornings, he'll just be clinging to you. If you do somehow manage to escape his grasp, he'll catch you around the waist and drag you back to bed. Won't stop until Paul or Pat message him to get his ass out of bed. He always grumbles about how "it's my damn army, I should get to sleep in as long as I want".

Sometimes, at night, he has pains in his right shoulder, the side where he's burned and amputated. It can range from a dull ache to excruciating pain. On nights that it hurts too much to move, you'll scramble out of bed and get his medication from his nightstand, gently coaxing him to take it. You'll hold him and comfort him until the pain subsides and he falls back asleep.

He doesn't like to talk about it, really. It feels weird, letting anyone see this part of his life. Letting you see his vulnerability. Letting you see him.

But he does.

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aprils2ndhandshop · 5 months

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hi i love your blog, your writing is so good! may i request what type of arguments the ‘03 boys would have with their s/o? like what would the argument be about? are they upset for a long or short amt of time? how do they make up with their s/o? hopefully that makes sense, thank you!

Arguments w/the boys ‘03

All 4!

Summary: what I think the boys are like during arguments with their favorite girl.

Hi friend! Thank you for your request and the super sweet words! Sorry for the long wait, love you!

Michelangelo;

Mikey definitely isn’t one to start or enjoy fighting with you… with his brothers, duh! But not with you.

The fights he starts -if one could even call them fights, are small, light-hearted and innocent. He is essentially just pulling your leg and trying to be a pain.

“Y/n! You can’t just walk past the t.v mid play! You made me lose the game!”

“I think you lost the game because you chose to focus on throwing pillows at me instead of playing your stupid game!”

Those fights don’t last long as the moment he thinks it’s actually stressing you out, he stops.

“I’m kidding angel! I’m kidding!”

He makes up for it every time with a kiss on the cheek too.

Generally, you’re the one who has to start the fights with him - even if he’s the one with a problem.

And trust me, he may not flat out say he has a problem with you but he sure can’t hide it.

Que the slight pouting and undeniable tension on his part. He can’t fake his feelings ever.

And don’t forget all the passive aggressive, smart ass remarks he makes under his breath when he’s annoyed.

Fights with Mikey are rare but when they do happen there is a common theme, a need for your attention.

Remember, Mikey is a needy boyfriend. It has pros and cons.

Pros - he’s doting, always makes sure you know just how much he cares, always makes time for you, remembers important dates and puts in all the effort a boyfriend should.

Cons - a bit too clingy.

“I feel like you don’t ever want to see me anymore, like you just come around to make me happy.”

“Why do you even think that, Mikey?”

“Because! I wish you wanted to see me as much as I want to see you!”

Fights with him never last long, ever! He’s the kinda guy that refuses to go to bed knowing you’re sad.

He also spoils you rotten after :) Gifts, food, foot rubs, everything!

Raphael;

Raph is a nightmare to fight with and we all know on some level, he loves to fight. More with Leo than anyone but still.

In regards to arguing with you, it definitely lies in a strange grey zone for him. He hates making you upset but also has a bad habit of enjoying a good conflict.

He hates that about himself.

Not to mention how bad he is at holding his tongue.

“I’m pissed, okay? I’m mad and I need to get away from you before I say stuff I don’t mean!”

“I don’t want you to go out there and get hurt!”

“You don’t get it! I’m not like you! I’ve been fighting my whole life and it’s hard for me to just stop!”

In the midst or after every fight, he disappears for a couple of hours. Cooling off is essential for you two to figure out the problem.

Surprisingly, fights between you and Raph are rare. Partially because he’s working on anger management but mostly because he tends to lock his emotions inside before having a massive blow up.

Once he’s calmed down, he always goes straight to you, full of shame.

“Hey baby.”

“Hey.”

One of the best parts about Raph as a boyfriend is how self perceptive he is, he always apologizes for what he did wrong and fully understands why it was wrong.

“I promise I’ll be better to you, and that I learned from my fuck ups, y/n/n.”

After fights, he’s a lot more affectionate with you and uncharacteristically, even keeps that energy in front of his brother.

Donatello;

Donnie and fighting really doesn’t mix well, it’s rare but when it does happen it’s always over dumb stuff.

The arguments start more like debates, his nerdy side comes straight to the forefront as he feels the need to correct you on everything.

“Y/n! I’m proofreading the piece you wrote and look! Are you sure this is really the angle you wanna argue your point from, beautiful?”

Now that sounds pretty innocent but if Don is one thing, it’s a little bit condescending - not on purpose or with malicious intent but nonetheless, condescending he can be.

Things that may seem like no big deal can turn into tension and fighting for hours very quickly.

Typically, you are the one that starts the fight but usually because Don accidentally did something to start the fight.

“I feel like you’re nitpicking to make yourself feel so much better than me, Don. It’s so frustrating!”

“Look doll, I’m just trying to make sure your don’t come off a little bit… foolish.”

Donnie is definitely book smart, but emotionally smart, not so much.

He has a bad habit of saying mean stuff he doesn’t think is mean that ends up hurting your feelings.

And sometimes it takes awhile for him to notice.

“Y/n?… y/n?… hellooo y/n! Are you giving me the silent treatment? Why?!”

He is kinda clueless about this stuff.

But when he does catch on, he’ll do the most mature thing and approach you to hear you out.

He’ll be engaged and ask all the important questions so he knows how he hurt your feelings and can properly apologize.

“You’re the smartest girl I know! I misspoke, I just wanted to be useful to you, sweet girl.”

Leonardo;

Okay hear me out on this one!! And don’t ever make any assumptions about thee Leonardo.

This man is whipped and it pretty much makes him incapable of starting a fight with you ever.

He will let you get away with just about anything and approaches any and all rough topics with you so gently.

“You don’t seem entirely like yourself, angel. Are you feeling okay?”

Even if your response is snappy, he is always gentle in his language and tone.

“Can I do something to help you, y/n/n?”

Fights between the two of you need to be started by you but that doesn’t necessarily mean he’ll fight back much.

Everything you would expect to happen, expect the opposite.

You give him the silent treatment, he’ll give you some space and come around later to talk it out.

You full on snap and scream at him, he’ll let you take out all your anger on him and tell you he understands why you are mad.

Complete princess treatment with him.

But don’t think he’ll always agree with you, absolutely not. He’s just patient and explains his point of view rationally.

“I really do love and understand you, y/n, but you have to learn to express yourself with me better. I don’t want to fight with you, because baby, I’m always on your side anyway.”

Sometimes fights with Leo can last pretty long, at least in comparison to Mikey and Don - but only because he backs off and gives you space.

When the arguments finally subside, Leo continues his princess treatment for you.

He just becomes even more affectionate than he usually is.

Missed you guys, hope you are all good!

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my-secret-shame-but-fanfiction · 11 months

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Hi Fen!!! Popping in to ask what you think the moon boys’ hobbies would be (if they weren’t so busy moon knighting). (For Steven, I feel like studying ancient Egypt is more like a passion, so like what else do you think he’d be into?)

K. Love you! Byeeeee.

IDJIDHVDHFH Oh my gosh, I love this ask so much! Thank you so, so, SO much for sending it! ❤️(ILY!) Did I think about this at work for a good 1 and 30 mins instead of working on a spreadsheet? No, of course not, I would never do that… 👀

I have narrowed it down to one each to save everyone from seeing my absolute madness.

Moon Knight Boys Headcanons & Hobbies

Rating: PG Masterlist | ao3 | want to be tagged?

Warnings: Swearing

Steven: Cooking

Okay, here me out. So, I’ve seen opposite ends of opinion on this one (both are valid) but I’m going with Steven is a very good cook, and he likes cooking.

He’s been vegan for a while and it’s only in the last couple of years that food places have really been trying with vegan and vegetarian options that aren’t salad… bread… (chips if you’re lucky) So, I think he enjoys making lots of different recipes.

It started out with him just making vegan ones and then, over time, became him changing other recipes to make them vegan and coming up with his own.

Absolute master at vegan cakes, no one can ever tell the difference, and, in fact, a lot of people compliment him on ‘the best cake they’ve ever had’, ‘so light and fluffy? How do you do it?’ “Well, that’s the secret, innit?” (whisk the aquafaba like your life depends on it and sweet potato)

Steven is absolutely horrified by the food Marc makes himself. (Plain chicken, rice, spinach)

“Where are the flavours Marc? At least some herbs? Spices for fuck’s sake? I can’t believe you’re eating plain steamed chicken?” (He doesn’t even care that it’s meat, it's just the lack of flavour.)

“It’s boiled chicken actually.”

Steven loses his goddamn mind.

“I don’t care what bloody macronutrient you are monitoring, you are not eating that.”

It’s not that Marc can’t cook, he just doesn’t see the reason to put the effort in when it’s just for himself (doesn’t feel like he deserves it.)

Steven grumbles to himself and refuses to let Marc cook his own dinner if he can help it. “If you’re going to eat meat, at least treat it with respect, yeah? Bring out the flavour?” He usually preps something for Marc, so he can cook it quickly when he’s hungry.

Makes so many cakes and pastries for Jake. Leaves them in boxes with ‘Jake :)’ written on a post stick note on the top. Jake is always so touched and surprised when he does. They have taken to playing a little game where sometimes the food is vegan and sometimes it’s not and Jake has to guess. He’s more accurate than most people, but it still only averages around 70% right. (69% if we’re being exact, and Marc is sure Jake’s messing with the correct statistics on purpose.)

Marc: Fantasy Baseball and Fantasy Football

Literally takes it so seriously. Has spreadsheets filled with information and pours over every single statistic like it holds the answers to the universe. It only got more intense when he found a forum for people with the same interest and he literally will spend hours talking online about it.

“It’s not about getting the best players, it’s about making the best team.”

Jake has joked that he puts Steven and his love for history to shame and if those spreadsheets weren’t saved on the computer Marc would have boxes and boxes and folders upon folders of printed out info and then there would be zero space in the flat.

When Marc annoys Steven, Steven tells him to “go play with your pretend american cricket and american rugby” to piss him off.

(Marc retaliates by incorrectly pronouncing UK places.

“Steven, maybe we should take a trip to Ed-in-b-row”

“It’s Ed-in-bruh.”

“How about Sus-SEX or Es-SEX?”

“It’s Sus-SIX and Es-SIX.”

“I do love Green-WITCH at this time of year.”

“IT’S GREN-ITCH! Jake, you're from New York, how is Greenwich pronounced?”

“I’m not getting involved.”

“Ha! That’s because he agrees with me!”

When things get really heated, Marc threatens to make a cup of tea in the microwave. Steven says he doesn’t care because he makes coffee in the microwave all the time and it’s fine. Jake puts an end to it by saying hot chocolate tastes best with water and then laughing when both Marc and Steven gang up on him.

“I cannot believe you think that mate.”

“You know how many different types of milk there are?”

“Absolutely disgusting.”

“Cow, goat, soya, almond, coconut, literally any of them instead.”)

Jake: Knitting

Wanted something to keep his hands busy, that he could pick up and put down, and that he could take in his cab when he was stationary and waiting for fares.

Took to it a lot quicker than he thought it would, and can just zone out and knit. It helps keep him grounded.

He feels like he has spent a lot of his time destroying and there is something so satisfying about being able to create.

Once he mastered the stitch he quickly moved onto making clothes. Before Marc and Steven knew about him he used to knit jumpers for Steven and hide them in the wardrobe.

Jake makes Marc a cartoony style baseball jumper that he also loves, and a thick cardigan for Steven that is covered in hieroglyphics (he spends months researching the language to get it to make some sense, and works in a dig at Khonshu in there and has Steven crying with laughter.)

When they know about him Steven excitedly requests the “most garish and over the top Hanukkah jumper anyone has ever seen!” Jake does his best, presenting it to Steven (and trying to hide how nervous he feels) Steven loves it and refuses to take it off all winter.

Most people think Jake has a stern glare when he wants, but you can never be sure if he’s planning your destruction or trying to work out how many balls of wool it would take to make someone your size a jumper.

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mueritos · 8 months

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Hey! Asking about your experience with being punk/punk adjacent and also in academia. How do you handle the two? Punk action and activism is grassroots, which I try to be involved in, but I feel like I’m just speaking big words and writing into an echo-chamber about gender. Like the only good I do is explaining to a group of cis people terminology. What are your experiences on this, if you have any?

Hmm. Yea this was difficult for me to balance too. I'll insert a readmore cuz this got kinda long.

I enjoy academia and research and being able to have more advanced conversations with people, but I was also sick of being in classes or circles of people who I knew would speak "woke" for the sheer fact of looking like good people, but on the down low were incredibly racist, classist, queerphobic, and just down right nasty carceral people. It was difficult trying to sift through who was safe to open up to and who wasn't, because many people were actually liberals in disguise (even if they called themselves leftists or leftist aligned). I also was never shy about being an anarchist/punk, I was the only person who wore my spiked jackets and boots to class, my outfits were loud, but I also began seeing some other queer people I knew wear their own jackets because they were encouraged by me (so that was nice).

I was doing activism on campus while in undergrad alongside the usual academic theory/research stuff, and it turns out that people actually will hate your guts the moment you start pointing out problems. The usual "YOU become the problem the second you point out THE problems", so I faced a lot of social backlash, even from other marginalized people who I had confided in about problems. My advice is that unless you're willing to become one of the most hated people on campus, don't do your activism on campus. It's a surefire way of making enemies, even enemies in people you have never met in your life. There are plenty of local orgs, food banks, and churches with programming that you could be way more productive in than trying to combat institutionalized oppression like that of an academic institution. You can try, believe me because I did, and while I learned a lot about organizing, I also learned when to give up and focus on my community instead of changing systems.

You pointed out that you're getting sick of explaining to cis people. This is definitely something you can stop doing, if you'd like. I stopped giving up my labor to educate other people (within reason) because I was one of the few trans people on campus. But I also have this value that I am not about to let some person walk around with the wrong idea about marginalized communities, so I always speak up when people say incorrect things (this has also caused some yt people to avoid me lol). Of course, you do this with compassion and with the goal of making sure their future interactions with marginalized people go better, but after a certain point, you need to be able to hold your energy for where you want to put it. Put more pressure on your institution or adjacent orgs to have things like safezone training (or bring in queer orgs for trainings/lectures). You can also just tell people some websites to check out instead of answering their questions, because surprise to them, their questions can in fact be solved by a simple search, they just are far too lazy to do that.

I dunno tho. I still struggle with growing so much in terms of punk/anarchist theory and ideas, but i have a serious lacking in actual community organizing. I'm introverted, don't like big noisy crowds, and I am quite socially anxious. Being punk is like my armor in a world that doesn't like me, because I find people fuck with me less when Im in spikes and boots. I find theory and academia so fulfilling for my virgo brain, but I also don't shame myself for not being active in local community. I know there will be a time I will be, but I also know that everyone is helping in the movement in the ways they can. It doesn't matter if that is at the food bank, in protest, on the computer, or by reading theory. All of it is equally important, and some of us aren't going to be good at everything.

I found myself feeling far more productive and alive when I was working with communities I knew would keep me safe. Started surrounding myself with more BIPOC queer people who were also working against carceral thinking, and I found my life to be way more enjoyable. connecting authentically with people who you feel safe with is just as important as organizing or protesting. You can organize or protest, but if you don't have a community to turn to, you'll burn out and won't be able to sustainably stay in the movement. Focus on energies, peoples, and love, connect authentically and have difficult conversations about love and politics and theory. You can be an academic, but still maintain the punk values you love in your daily life. Humans are made of contradicting values and experiences, we shouldn't shame each other for that and instead hold the multiple and contradicting truths in us all.

I can go on and on, but ill leave it at that. feel free to ask anything else in specific tho.

#muertoresponds #punk #ig another tip is connect with professors #many of my proffs were literally communists haha and i was their token anarchist #but many of them will have experience and even places for u to go to #ive been invited to many local organizings or dinners with groups by professors #never was able to go becuz of time and cuz i couldnt drive #but these are people with lived experience and theory on their belt

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remembering how careful luke was with substances back when they first started out, it is actually heartbreaking that he did end up struggling with addiction. (I feel like we can often stereotype and box artists in, find excuses why they may end up using like it's their fault and if they happen to overdose and die then well, they should've not gotten into it in the first place. i can't shake that moment, in the 10yr podcast i think (don't quote me) he mentions he wasn't even into weed in 2015. just another 19yo aussie getting drunk and pretending to be tough like every other 19yo aussie, way more conservative and cautious in terms of substances than he probably would ever have admitted at the time.) how well he's always seemed to look after himself physically vs how much he'd given up on himself for so long. the fact he's always loved food and yet struggled with eating. actually I think diamonds should break our hearts. so should bloodline and heck, even baby blue. I think we should listen to starting line and be like hey, maybe we should treat our celebrities better. our artists. we all enjoy what they create, tear themselves apart so we don't feel alone in whatever we're experiencing and yet did we ever stop to think, how can we make this system work for everyone? how can we make fame be less deadly?

I think we should look at songs like motion and repeat when we're thinking of, hey, how should we approach this conversation about mental health? especially in the workplace with pressure to perform and take every opportunity lest we miss out on a big break and that's not only in creative industries. STEM can be like that too. and don't get me started on business/finance. we should look at the way we interact with each other--are we creating a space that's safe to feel and be honest with ourselves and each other and breathe enough to do that? or is it 'r u ok' and it's all about feelings and if you feel to numb to even know what you're feeling, then you're probably fine? we're hopefully beyond blaming parents for everything their children go through by now, but if ever we're not, we can listen to mum and see that you can have this beautiful relationship with your parents and still struggle, still blame yourself and be drowning in it and have the best morals around personal responsibility and still in a bad season be able to weaponise them against ourselves sometimes and only see our mistakes. still put on a farce for the world. still fear that people will leave whenever we take that off. are we creating a world where we're free to be ourselves, and I mean all of us? slip away and place in me should break our hearts even more when listened to in context.

and maybe these insights seem obvious to you but how are we really going at living as if this is what we need to be doing as humans? do we really live like we believe none of us are that invincible but at the same time are so, so capable and should be given the chances and accommodations every person, no matter their unique needs, need to really fulfil that (of course without being blamed for their perceived failures)? or are we still being ableist? are we still deciding we have a bar of perceived success for people we see to be 'like us' and feel like everyone else is somehow doomed and unable to succeed and so we don't need to worry about caring for them too? they either have to pretend to live up to our standards or slip into oblivion and shame? don't you see how this, something we often don't realise we're perpetuating, simply causes even more harm?

and maybe this is a lot to be dragging out from one (expertly done) album. or maybe we have someone who's told their story and we'd be foolish not to listen to it, not to think twice about the connotations of what we're seeing. maybe part of beholding this masterpiece is to use a bit of that same overthinking that went into creating it and do something productive with it. because luke's okay. things did get better for him, and he's coping, just like the rest of us. but what about the next young artist who is thrust into stardom from oblivion, who, clinging to music as a lifeline in a chaotic, unpredictable and lonely world, basks in it and chases it so hard without a thought to its dangers. what if they don't have a loving home away from the chaos to return to, and a close knit, unshakeable group of friends going through it with them? I don't get how you can listen to wfttwtaf and not think of this. also, luke didn't need to share any of these things with us. but I bet, in a world of facades and roles to play that others create for us, simplistic and superficial and suffocating, it's a relief to simply be honest. maybe it's just me. maybe he shared it just to get some money from his art, or to help others feel less alone. but either way he did share it. and he did give incredibly vulnerable descriptions of each song (to apple music i believe it was) which he didn't have to do either. but he did and so let's heed the protest intrinsic in it and cultivate that sense of empathy, be respectful and encouraging to him and the band, yes, but also think. if we have a case study on how to protect and better care for young artists and creatives, are we just going to let it entertain us and then do nothing about what we hear? wfttwtaf is a protest album. it might not mean to be. it might be the saddest and least angry one we've heard. it might be pure in that it pulls at our heartstrings and demands nothing from us. so let your impact be that pure and free of demands too and just. be kind. not only to the people you see in person, but everyone who might be impacted by your individual and collective actions--not only kind but smart about what is actually helpful, actually encouraging. it's pretty simple isn't it? or is it just the wild ideas of my intuition?

#tldr wfttwtaf is very pop punk #not in its sound obvs #but like. healing. storytelling that prompts thought. that kind of protest #luke hemmings #wfttwtaf #5sos #5 seconds of summer #celebrities are people #tw ed #tw drugs #vague references of being suicidal kinda #workplace mental health #idk this post goes all over the place #neurodivergent liberation

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A Loner's Unexpected Journey, Part 5

Kimetsu Academy!Genya Shinazugawa X Fem!Reader

Summary: You wonder what you and Genya are and you soon find out that you might just love him. But fate is cruel and so are girls...

Warnings: None

A/N: Modern!AU, Kimetsu Academy, Female Reader, Genya Shinazugawa

PART 1 II PART 2 II PART 3 II PART 4 II PART 5 II PART 6 II PART 7 II PART 8 II PART 9 II PART 10 II PART 11 II PART 12 II PART 13 II PART 14 II PART 15 II PART 16 II PART 17 II PART 18

So you and Genya… What were you? You and he kept seeing each other during your lunches and by now you had enough money again to buy proper lunch boxes for yourself again. Good thing, because as nice as it was that Genya shared his meals with you, he was a bigger man and needed a lot more food than you did.

And then the two of you started to see each other out of school on… Dates? You weren't sure if you dared to call them dates but you knew that you were just hiding and trying to ignore the warm feelings in your heart whenever you and Genya hung out together.

You actually took him to your usual bookstore where you always bought your manga from and introduced him to some nice series you thought he would enjoy and while he wasn't ready to buy anything, he enjoyed seeing you talk about your passion aka manga.

That date led you to a manga cafe where you guys could read as many comics as possible and it was you who actually paid everything, as a payback from the cat cafe. Something Genya wasn't exactly excited about, but now you could say that the two of you were even.

The two of you were eating lunch as usual, but you noticed that Genya was being a little too quiet that day. You swallowed the piece of meat in your mouth and looked at your friend, "Hey Genya, is everything alright?"

"Huh?" The young man flinched as he glanced at you and quickly averted his gaze, "Yeah, uh, everything is fine…"

"Somehow I feel like things aren't exactly fine…" You frowned as you put your half-eaten lunch down, "You know you can talk to me right? I'm not going to tell anyone if something is bothering you."

"I know you won't…" He sighed, "Well… The tryouts to the nationals are tomorrow and my team wants me to lead."

"That's amazing!" You smiled, but Genya wasn't returning the gesture, "I don't know if I'm good enough…"

"Genya, you are the best shooter I know!" You said, and he looked at you, "You… You think I'm the best?"

"I do!" You nodded, "You're the best of the best and kindest person I know!"

"I…" He smiled a little, "Thank you. You are the best."

"I'm just telling the truth." You said happily and the two of you finished your meals together before leaving the abandoned room… But just as you stepped outside, you heard a familiar sound of giggles erupt behind you two.

"Look, it's the Miss Mood Killer and Mister Short Fuse!"

"Are they actually hanging together?"

"What a joke!"

You recognized those voices as the peppy and obnoxious girls from your classroom. You scowled as you listened to them talk about you and Genya literally behind your backs and you were filled with dread and anger. How can someone be so mean, like they were?

"She's so gloomy and he is so scary!"

"They were, like, made for each other!"

Alright, you had enough! You knew Genya wasn't able to talk back because he was shy around girls but it wouldn't stop you! Those girls could talk shit about you all they wanted, but they would pay for saying such mean things about your best friend and your love-!

"OI!" Genya suddenly shouted out loud, making the mean girls flinch. He wasn't done, "If you got something to say then at least say it to my face!"

"E- EEK!" The girls turned to run away and you blinked as you looked at Genya. You hadn't seen him angry before and you had certainly never heard him shout like that.

He noticed you were looking at him and he flinched before blushing in shame, "I'm sorry… I just… I got so mad when I heard them talk shit about you…"

"I…" You blinked as you smiled in joy, "Thank you. That was the sweetest thing anyone has done for me."

Genya blushed as he looked away from you and you were taken aback by these bubbly feelings in your tummy…

But then you thought about what were you thinking when you were about to shout at the girls and you got confused by your feelings… You knew Genya was your best friend… But did you want to call him your boyfriend? Your loved one?

…Your lover?

You felt your face heat up at the idea of you and Genya actually dating. That would include holding hands, hugging, and oh God, kissing!

Suddenly you felt like you couldn't breathe properly anymore. You had to get some air and get a little distance between you and Genya right now because if you didn't then you were pretty sure that you would say something stupid and maybe even cute.

"I, uh, I'll come to see your tryouts and cheer for you tomorrow if that is alright with you?" You asked and he looked at you in wonder, "You would do that?"

He sounded genuinely surprised and you couldn't blame him, he knew that you hated being near other people, but for him, you were willing to go out of your comfort zone and cheer him on!

"Yes! Unless you don't want me there?" You asked and he quickly shook his head, "N- No, I would love it!"

"It's a dat-!" You quickly cut yourself off, "I mean, I'll be there!"

"Alright," He nodded with a small smile, "See you there."

"Yeah, see ya!" And just like that, the two of you went on your own ways, you in your classroom and Genya in his own… But he didn't leave your thoughts for the rest of the day and those feelings followed you all the way to your home.

You kept thinking about him and how you had these feelings for him. One would think you were a complete noob and new to these feelings, but you did feel them towards some of your greatest manga or anime crushes.

Did it mean that you felt so strongly about Genya that you were comparing your feelings for him to your feelings for your fictional crushes?

"Oh my God…" You gasped as you grabbed your couch pillow and hugged it against your chest.

"Oh my God…!" You repeated and Lady, the little cat you adopted from the streets jumped on the couch to see what you, her owner were doing.

"Lady…" You looked at your cat and smiled, "I think I like Genya. Like, like like, I wanna be with him, love him, and so on!"

You gasped. You said it! You actually said it! You said you loved him! You loved Genya!

You made a detailed plan of how you were going to confess to him after his tryouts. If he made it then it would be a cheerful moment, filled with happiness! But if he didn't make it, you would make sure he knew that you were there for him and that you loved him and wanted to support him.

Yes, with those plans in mind, you went to bed, but you barely got any sleep when you kept thinking of Genya. Morning came slowly and despite sleeping very little, you were both excited and anxious for what was coming.

On your way to school, you stopped but the convenience store to buy your and Genya's usual lunch, meat on rice and you even bought chocolate to celebrate with later. The school was horrible as usual, but you were able to stand it long enough to make it to the grandstand to follow the sharp-shooting tryouts.

There were actually very many people there watching and cheering the shooters on and you almost felt nauseous, sitting amongst them, but for Genya, you were willing to go past your comfort zone.

You followed closely how the sharpshooters showed their skills, but you quickly noticed that they were no match to Genya's abilities. You watched in complete awe how he demolished the targets and people cheered as he was announced as the best shooter out of all his fellow shooters.

And he made it. He actually made it! Genya would be going to the nationals!

You had never been so happy and excited for someone before! Your best friend did so well, you had to go and congratulate him! You rushed to leave the audience filled with people and you were heading to see Genya when you noticed that he was absolutely crowded as his fellow students congratulated him.

He looked… Happy. You were so happy for him, but that was until you noticed that among those students were the obnoxious girls from the last day.

"Hey, uh, sorry about what we said yesterday…" One of them started and the other one finished, "Yeah, we, like, felt awful by what we said…!"

No, they weren't sorry, they weren't sorry even the slightest! You knew their mean tactics, Genya, don't believe them-!

"It's…" He blushed, barely able to look at them, "I- it's alright…"

"Would you, like, want to hang out with us?"

"Yeah, you're, like, so cool now!"

You felt so hurt. It felt like someone had stabbed you straight into your heart and now they were just twisting that knife in you. It wasn't just these girls, but other boys and girls also collected around him.

Genya wasn't alone anymore… But you never felt as lonely as you were feeling right now.

Your eyes stung and before you knew it, tears were streaming down your face. You couldn't take this, this was all too much. You had to get out before your heart would completely give out.

You turned and ran away like an upset coward you were, completely unaware that Genya was calling your name.

You rushed to the classroom to grab your shoulder bag and before anyone could notice or question why you were crying, you left to change your shoes and leave the school grounds.

You needed to be alone for a while, like completely alone with only Lady as your company.

#genya shinazugawa #kimetsu no yaiba #demon slayer #kimetsu academy #modern!AU #reader #reader insert #fem!Reader #writing #my writing #story #my story

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For MJ

Gaz x Alex

Vampier hunter Gaz, trained under Legendary vampier hunter Price, killing one vampire is usually a walk in the park for him, but vampier Alex is different.

Vampier Alex never had a problem killing a hunter, but this one just smells delicious and his blood is the best blood he drank in this century.

There is blood play and lots of biting

I’m always excited when I get one of your requests! -MJ It's true, she wouldn't shut up about it.

Alex had been fighting Gaz for a while. He should have done the right thing and ended it already, but this hunter just smelled so nice. They had been playing a game, with the hunter trying to stab him or even get a hit in and Alex tossing him back. Gaz was getting tired from it, getting sloppy and a bit slow.

Alex had managed to scratch Gaz earlier and the blood was still on his hands. Slowly, watching Gaz carefully, he dragged his tongue along his hand. The taste almost immediately took him out. It exploded on his tongue and he knew immediately that there was no world where Gaz got away from him unbitten. He knew it would taste so much better from an actual artery. The one in his neck was a classic, but the femoral artery, the one on the inside of the thigh, would be better.

Gaz took advantage of the distraction, trying to get a hit in, but Alex was experienced. He grabbed him and dragged him into the rafters, the thin beams creaking under their weight. Alex yanked him up, pinning his wrists above his head so he couldn’t strike out.

“Let go of me.” Gaz hissed at him, but considering he was dangling a couple feet off the ground with only Alex keeping him up, he really should rethink that.

Alex hadn’t gotten as far as he did by being stupid, so he patted Gaz down, dropping anything that could be of use on the ground. Stakes, holy water, crosses, though they burned his fingers. Gaz took a deep breath to steady himself, clearly scared.

Alex dragged his tongue along the cut on Gaz’s cheek, letting out a small groan. The hunter tried to kick him so he readjusted, his hips between Gaz’s legs so they couldn’t reach anything, pressing him into one of the beams so he had leverage. He kissed at his pulse point, feeling how fast it was and with his free hand, he grabbed Gaz’s hair and forcibly tilted his head. His fangs extended, dripping with venom.

Gaz whimpered, just the tiniest bit

Alex felt his cock jump in his pants.

Gaz looked down to where they were pressed tightly together as Alex blushed.

“Sorry. You’re pretty cute.”

Gaz flushed and put a pause on the escaping thing, staring at Alex. “Shame you’re going to kill me then.”

“Kill you? No. There’s no fun in that.” Alex slid his tongue over his pulse again, feeling the vein before slowly sinking his teeth in. He didn’t want much, planning to get Gaz out of these pesky clothes and find much better places to drink from later.

Gaz moaned softly and Alex felt his hips press closer. Did all the fighting effect him too?

He removed his teeth and mouthed over the wound, moaning softly. Gaz did taste even better like this. Like foods Alex forgotten existed. Drinks he shared with friends long dead.

“I see why people… enjoy this…” Gaz panted softly, pressing against Alex. His hips rolled against Alex who pulled away slowly. He stared at Gaz who flushed and looked shy. “Is this normal? What I’m feeling?” His mouth slightly open and his arms still held high above his head, he made a gorgeous portrait.

Alex felt himself start to flush. This was not good. He should stop. Put Gaz on the ground and leave. His ma had raised a gentleman.

“Course it is. Not every vampire likes scared prey. Used a little venom to make it feel nicer.” He could feel how hard Gaz was, his legs having slowly wrapped their way around Alex instead of just hanging limply. “Do you feel drunk? Or high?” He didn’t think he dosed him with that much, but he wanted to make sure.

“No.” Gaz swallowed and Alex nodded, kissing where he had bit him, smearing his mouth with blood before kissing Gaz.

“I think I found something very, very fun we can do.” He yanked off Gaz’s shirt, tearing it as the seams. Gaz tried to push against his grip again, but he still wasn’t able to get anywhere, helpless against Alex. Next came his pants, Alex tried his best to get them off correctly, but the moment he hit a snag, he tore them like tissue paper, admiring Gaz’s body. He dropped Gaz’s hands, only to pull him to the floor, grabbing his legs and kissing along his inner thighs.

For a brief moment, Gaz hit his shoulders before sinking his fingers into his hair and whimpering when Alex ran his fangs gently along his thigh. He palmed Gaz through his boxers as he sucked a hickey into one of his thighs, Blood smeared almost everywhere he went, starting to bead up where he had ran his fangs. He licked over the area desperately, wanting to drown in the taste.

Gaz’s hips started to buck up, already twisted so tight just from his hand. Alex pulled it away and sank his teeth deep into him. He didn’t sugarcoat this one, letting Gaz feel the pain with the pleasure.

Gaz let out a scream that had Alex struggling not to fuck him just like that. He held his hips down, expecting a struggle but Gaz pushed himself closer, offering himself to him.

“Oh god…” Alex felt the flash of pain immediately and slapped Gaz’s ass hard.

“Alex. If you need to say something like that, use my name. Alex.”

Gaz nodded, head thrown back. “Alex…” It sounded like just as much of a prayer as it did before.

Alex bit along his hip, along the curve of his v-line. Not enough to feed, just enough to leave marks. He’d have to make sure no other vampires got to him. No one else got a taste. He shoved two of his fingers into Gaz’s mouth, needing them slick. He almost gagged him with them, his tongue darting out to lick at some of the blood on him.

Gaz’s boxers joined the rest of the destroyed fabric while Gaz slicked up the fingers. Alex was going to have to get a camera specifically for him.

When they were slick enough, he pulled them away and pushed both of them into him, enjoying Gaz’s barely stifled screams. He worked him open, trailing his hand on the still bleeding bite on his thigh and dripping it over Gaz’s chest. He licked it off of him, watching Gaz’s expression as it fought between embarrassment, pain and a blissed out pleasure most of Alex’s victims felt.

“Alex…” Gaz pleaded, pressing his hips up back against his fingers. “What are you going to do to me?”

Alex groaned softly and kissed him, tongue running its way along Gaz’s teeth. He finally pushed his pants down, just enough to get his cock out of his pants. Lifting Gaz’s uninjured leg so his ankle was hooked over his shoulder, he started to push in. Despite the want to be brutal, he didn’t want to hurt Gaz. Well… he wanted to hurt him a lot, just not like this. He kissed along his calf as he continued to push, ignoring the feeble resistance Gaz’s body gave.

Gaz himself was a moaning mess. He was fighting to keep his legs in the position Alex had put him in and one of his hands was pressed lightly against his stomach.

“Never… ah… never done this before.” Gaz admitted.

“Fucked a vampire?” Alex sounded just the tiniest bit smug.

“Had sex with… anyone. Period.” Gaz tensed as Alex shoved the last inch in, turning away to hide his face as he whimpered. “It’s so much… Think you’re breaking me in half.’

Alex leaned down, recapturing his mouth. “You’re doing so well. I’m not hurting you too much am I?”

“No.” He sounded shaky. “It’s good, just don’t… don’t move yet.” Gaz whimpered, clenching around Alex and making him groan. Alex didn’t mind waiting, Gaz’s body was tight and hot and he was a patient man. Instead, he busied himself with biting more of Gaz, until his shoulders down to his chest were covered in a mix of bruising and cuts. Venom dripped into him, keeping him from feeling the worst of the pain but still very much lucid.

Slowly, Gaz shifted against him, moaning sweetly. Alex slowly thrust into him, relieved when he moaned. Gaz buried his hands in Alex’s hair, pulling him for another bloody kiss. Alex scraped his nails down Gaz’s side, loving the little whimpers he got in return for it.

“You can speed up a little.” Gaz mumbled against him, that shy quality coming back and Alex felt himself short circuit. He was so goddamn pretty and so willing. Alex slammed into him, the grip in his hair growing painful. He wanted to ruin Gaz. Make sure no one else would ever be as good. No one else would ever be him.

Gaz held on tight and bit Alex’s shoulder, his nails digging into his back. Alex wished it cut him. Wished their blood would mix together until they were completely inseparable. He relented to just continuing to hold him, finding Gaz’s prostate and hammering into it. Gaz couldn’t muffle himself anymore, screaming over and over again, begging, pleading, overcome and overstimulated.

Alex knew he’d never find someone like this ever again. He licked the blood from around Gaz’s mouth, partially dried but still one of the best goddamn things he ever tasted.

Gaz came hard, shaking and holding on tight. Alex came in him almost immediately, enjoying the embarrassed look on Gaz’s face when he realized what he did.

Gently, Alex pulled out before leaning in for another kiss. Next time, he’d be sure to bring silk rope. Maybe some toys. Anything he’d think Gaz would like.

He pulled away and took of his over shirt. He put Gaz in it, smoothing it out carefully.

“What are you doing?”

“Don’t want you to be indecent when help comes up.”

“You really aren’t going to kill me?” Gaz looked up at him, blood soaked and marked all over. So irrevocably Alex’s.

“I’ll see you soon, darling.” He jumped down from the beams and found Gaz’s phone, giving it to him, like a gentleman of course, before leaving him to call Price. He did not envy the kid.

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not-goldy · 6 months

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I'm observing too. Either its baiting fans on purpose or its their quirky love language or Jk wants Jm's attention even when he leaves and Jm takes the bait everytime. And its a point made to do it publicly. Esp when we know they have each other's numbers and group chat. Inchresting. I'm pretty sure Jk has a secret IG too and this is how he times posting with Jm the last few times he posted on TikTok right after Jm posted on IG. He wants that connection to Jm. In music. His style. His dance, even when posting. He does it on weverse. Did it on IG, now on TikTok. Its an established pattern. There is no doubt whatsoever Jk sees everything happening with Jm. He told on himself by watching all Jm's content and saying he saw it all, even what he didn't watch with us. His posting after Jm tells on him. His algorithm told on him and played Jm videos automatically and his playlist told on him & played Jm songs automatically. It's interesting to see them keep this pattern up for years though. Number connection, posting back to back. Now Jimin leaving and Jk going live or posting ramen.

What gets me is Jm will make this public post and ask Jk to cook for him, but then turn around and say he hasn't seen him or he hasn't cooked for him when asked. He shoots himself in the foot doing that. Esp when JK told the world publicly already, YOU KNOW I WILL, OF COURSE I WILL DO IT FOR. So we know he is not the reason why its not happening. Same way we know he is not the reason why we aren't getting that Jikook live yet. He is ready to do all that. He was willing to cook it & go live. So if you are being truthful & he didn't cook yet or you didn't go over to get it, why even mention it publicly in the first place, just to turn around and say it didn't happen? Kinda sets them both up. (we know Jm got it though, but that's our little secret). Then we end up with "Jimin has to beg for food, but Jk won't cook for him, but cooks for others willingly blah, blah, blah bullshit from antis). Where was the 'willingly' in ITS2 where Tae basically had to drag Jk's ass out of the chair and annoyed him til he did cook? Straight up pulled the hyung card for food. Willingly flew out the window. He had no choice LOL. IDK, Unless Ramen as in food is not the Ramen Jimin wants or talking about. SMIRKS. IDK maybe I'm delulu and just overthinking everything.

I would like to talk about this in all seriousness but-

It's 2023, baiting fans is old and tired.

They shouldn't do that. Don't do that jikook.

Don't do that.

I'm over this whole fan service thingy and it's starting to get on my nerves each time I see it.

Playing tricks on us like who raised you!

We are grown adults AND YOU LOT ARE NOT CHILDREN ANY MORE TALKING BOUT FAN SERVICE-

IF I GRAB YOUR THROAT JIKOOK.

We don't need two grown male adults to play pretend anything to be happy. Stop with the fan service just stop.

We want real organic and authentic interactions.

And Park Jimin didn't you say you hate fake interactions and friendships? Why you masterminding this deception 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

I personally like to believe and hope they do these cute public interactions because they ACTUALLY enjoy talking to eachother in this way. Which is fine, no one is judging.

they've always given off that exhibitionist streak though over time they've learned to tone it down- which is cool- I just dont know how I feel about that- but it's cool. I SAID IT'S COOL.

COOOOOOOOOOLLLLLLLAH.

ALL GOOD.

IM OKAY

You hear me JJK? IT'S COOL.

Keep your relationship to yourself don't share

Since yall got your BB1 and you got everything now.

And you're professionals and disciplined keep your relationship to yourself then. Don't share.

No. No but why????

Why so stingy Jikook wwwwwyyyy😭😭😭😭

And I know the answer but whhhhyyyy🤧

I am not one to judge or shame couples who like to put their relationship on display- God knows we've all fooled around and screwed in places we shouldn't have. I have sucked titties, eaten my gf out in the back seat of our uber ride and gotten myself figured in a room full of campers at church camp. I am not one to Judge.

And you'd think I did all this several years ago- think just last week. A WHOLE ADULT. Sometimes you just can't help it. Things happen. When you are caught, you feel shame for a while a promise not to do it again because you are a home bred, disciplined and self respecting individual- then you go and do it again 😊

I know it does something for Jikook when they do these things but if they don't like it then they need to stop.

No one is forcing them to be "friends" so no need to put up a performance of friendliness for us. We are not hybe. You don't owe us anything.

Matter fact, yall could decide not to speak to each other again and there's nothing we can do about it.

Yall could decide not to post anything on each other's birthday.

What are we gonna do? Cry? Weep? Wail?

The tantrums we throw over your non interaction does not warrant the wool you throw over our eyes😩

Set yourselves free and set us free

THE DAY I FIND OUT ALL THESE TWO NINJAS BEEN DOING OUT HERE SINCE POST SOLO ANNOUNCEMENT IS FAKE ELABORATE THEATRICS TO SELL TSHIRTS I WILL PERSONALLY HAUNT THEM IN THEIR SLEEP WITH THE FULL FORCE OF MY ANCESTORS

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ssshhhiiiiii · 10 months

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Insecurity vs Fat and Happy Roommate

Ethan had always been a trim, fit guy. He did occasionally bulk, but rarely gained more than 10lbs, and would shed it all, sometimes more, when he would cut.

His roommate, Caleb, though...quite the opposite. Caleb had always been fairly chubby, even as a kid. Even at 23 years old, that hadn't changed. He was fairly short, 5'6", and weighed around 250lbs. That being said, he was never ashamed of his weight. He was taught to always love his body for what it is, and don't worry about changing it unless he wants to for himself. He never really had a problem with his body, so he didn't mind saying fat, or even getting fatter. Especially considering the fairly minimal health problems he's actually experienced from being obese.

Ethan and Caleb have been friends most of their lives. By the time they went to college, they decided it would be cheaper to simply share an apartment. So, they have. They found an apartment a good distance from their 2 colleges. Both had obtained bachelor's degrees by the time they were 22, and decided to keep living together, to lower costs, since the living situation seemed to work out.

That being said, Ethan was annoyed by one thing. The sheer amount of desserts, and unhealthy food in the apartment. Caleb ate big, and that more than reflected in the amount of fatty, sugary, greasy foods he would buy. Cakes, frozen pizzas, frozen burgers, and more. You name an unhealthy food, it was probably in there.

Ethan would always get annoyed by the sight of them as he was trying to cut. He'd make himself miserable staring at them, wanting to let loose a bit and eat them, but forcing himself not to. The reason he didn't bulk more often is because he was always conscious of his weight, and he knew if he ate anything like what Caleb did, he would put on a few pounds.

Unfortunately, this soon turned into Ethan lashing out at Caleb, and blaming him for the issues he was facing.

"Damn it! If it wasn't for your fat fucking ass buying all this slop, it'd be so much fucking easier for me to cut! But no, you just have to stuff your face all day, like a fucking lardass!"

Caleb took a deep breath, and said something that he hoped would stick with Ethan. "Listen. Don't yell at me for how I like to eat, and live. I like the way I am, and that's that. If you like the way you are so much, it would be a hell of a lot easier to keep yourself that way. So, let me ask you this, do you actually have any confidence in your body? If you did, you wouldn't be yelling at me like this over something as stupid as the foods I buy. I suggest you figure it out real fucking quick, because if you turn this into a pattern, I'm not gonna be sticking around to be shamed for what I love."

Ethan just stood there a moment. Was Caleb right? Did he really have that little confidence in himself? He wasn't sure. He just walked away from the situation.

For the next couple days, Ethan hid away in his room. He came out for necessities, and that's it. He thought a lot about what Caleb had said. He stared at himself in the mirror for hours, thinking about the different stages his body had gone through. He thought back to his most recent bulk, how he actually smiled a bit when he looked in the mirror, at his biggest weight yet. He had gained 20lbs, more than ever before. He then thought about why his smile dropped...and it was out of fear of judgement for his body. His insecurity really had gotten that bad. He was denying himself many things he enjoyed simply because he was afraid of being judged for it. In fact, he was jealous of Caleb, as he was so proud to do whatever, eat whatever, and look however he wants.

After that self reflection, he came out of his room, and decided to apologize to Caleb.

"Hey, man...you were right. I'm sorry. I'm insecure, and I let it get the best of me. I shouldn't have yelled at you, or insulted you like that."

Caleb smiled, "It's alright, I forgive you. I'm just glad you came to your senses about it. And dude, if you're having so many issues with it's you can talk to me. I'm your friend, I wanna support you."

Ethan chuckled a bit, "Of course you'd say some sappy shit like that."

Thus, Ethan began to work on himself, and work on lessening and maintaining his insecurities better. After a few months of this, he decided to try and do a big, long bulk, and see how he liked it. He decided that if he liked it's and thought he could handle it, he would try dirty bulking, and just not cutting.

Over the course of 4 months, Ethan had put on 35lbs. He stared at himself in the mirror for about a half hour, exploring his own body, trying to figure out how he felt. It was scary, seeing himself with a good-sized little belly...but he enjoyed it. He enjoyed the feeling, and he enjoyed not restricting himself as much. Overall, he was happy with this change, even if his insecurity made it scary.

Not to mention, Caleb was a big help in getting this far. Caleb would always encourage him, and tell him that he looks great. He always made an effort to make Ethan feel good. Not just about his weight, but about his body as a whole.

Ethan came out of his room, and smiled as he looked at Caleb. "I'm gonna try dirty bulking."

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If this gets enough positive attention, I'll make a continuation where Ethan's dirty bulk becomes less of a bulk and more just getting fat.

#mental health #insecurity #weight gain #male weight gain #body positivity #self love #growth #good friends

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br4inr0tx · 11 months

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Hey darling! Match-up for Hazbin Hotel and The Arcana, please? 💕 I am a woman, INFP, 5'3", mid size, olive skin, brown eyes, medium wavy brown hair, bisexual. I'm aroflux, which means I experience variations in my romantic attraction. I mostly don't sense it, but if I actually end up getting a crush, I'll feel like I've been ran over by 100 unicorns. I'm a very friendly introvert. I am bubbly around my close friends, always super affectionate and supportive, however, going out and seeing people (even if pleasant) makes me run out of battery and I value my recharge/private time and personal space a lot. I like being alone often and enjoying my own company in peace. I am very sensitive, I love animals and feel empathy for all creatures, that's why I am strongly against killing bugs and other little ones when it can be avoided (I just put them outside, plus I find spiders adorable and I like letting them crawl on my arm). I get along with animals because I am very respectful towards them, and I've ridden horses for a while. I am a vegetarian who's trying to go vegan, and I enjoy cooking homemade meals. I dislike foods like McDonald's (no shame to whoever likes it tho!), and when I go outside to eat with my non-veg friends I sometimes bring something from home because I am scared there may not be food for me. I have a sweet tooth and I love cake, muffins, sweets pretty much (I am a weakling, give me a cupcake and I'll do anything you ask me), while I dislike bitter things. I do have pets, cats specifically, and I am NOT being dramatic when I say I'd die for them. I am fascinated by the macabre and a horror lover, both books and movies, and I can pretty much stand the sight of anything in films, but when I see flesh in the supermarket I cringe, and I am also terrified of the dark and never sleep without a little light on (how ironic). I enjoy dressing with stuff such as ribbons, hairpins with cute animals, colorful baggy shirts with cartoon characters etc., but I alternate this with sophisticated, more mature/vintage looks as well. My dream is to become a theatre actress, that's why I'm in a theatre academy! I am training in singing and coreographies, too (I am not very good because I just started tho🥲). I love acting because it makes me exorcise my strongest emotions, I am a very expressive person and I often feel like my energy needs to come out in spikes. [1/2, sending another ask with the rest because Tumblr still puts the 500 word limit on me!]

Fello theater kid I see? 🤝🖤

warning: dead animal/bug mention

your Hazbin Hotel matchup is.. Charlie Morningstar !!

• I have a very good felling you’d get along with Charlie. She matches your energy a lot in my opinion!

• She’s WAY taller then you. 6’-6’2 I believe. Any demon in hell (aside from imps) would be taller then you if we’re following Viv’s universe.

• The both of you are very friendly, so I’d imagine you’d get along very quick. Just by exchanging names I’d imagine Charlie would consider you a friend.

• Charlie gives enough equal support as you do with her. She doesn’t run on a social battery (as far as we’ve seen.), but understands you do. She leaves you be meanwhile she attends to the hotel.

• Charlie adores animals and bugs! Literally she will cry if she do a dead animal or bug on the road.

• I think she likes to home cook and bake, and would for sure do it with you if you ask!

• Only thing is, she’s not a vegetarian or vegan. I’d assume you respect her decisions, and usually doesn’t eat with you if you have an issue with it. Who knows, maybe you could convince her to go vegan if you if you wish?

• To match her sweet personality, I’d imagine she likes sweets too! Baking is something the two of you often do together.

• The two of you are cat moms! She loves your cats and would also die for them.

• She lives in hell, so I’m sure she’s accustomed to horror. She’s open to discuss it anytime with you.

• She LOVES watching horror movies with you especially!

• Charlie also loves to help you pick cute outfits. She likes to wear baggy and cutesy stuff when she’s not running the hotel or trying to be presentable I imagine, so she gets it.

• She gives massive theater kid energy. Like, have you seen her song? She’d definitely support you full force. She has to run the hotel though, so unfortunately I don’t think she’d be able to audition with you.

• Charlie can be messy and forgetful too, so the both of you can back each other up. (Try bracelet reminders! Those help me!)

• Charlie finds dad jokes funny. I will fight people on that.

• She doesn’t stand for bullying! It’s against the hotel too! She gets the same amount of rage when she sees someone hurt as you. Seriously, the two of you would be like two angry mothers defending their kid.

• For me, Charlie does acts of service without even realizing it. She does things for you without thinking just because she loves you.

• She does occasionally use pet names like "love" and "hun".

• She always asks permission before touching you. It’s a common thing for her, as she respects everyone’s boundaries and is a genuine therapist for everyone that needs it.

• I imagine she listens to the same stuff as you, maybe minus rock and metal. Not to say she isn’t open to it, it’s just not her thing.

• She loves to indulge in your hobbies! Even if she’s not good at them. Art for example; she likes to color though! She’s an amazing colorist imo.

• She’s a good balance for you. She treats you as an equal, and sees your opinions from your shoes. She hopes you’d do the same.

• Charlie is very good with kids, so she can quickly deal with them and get them out of your hair. That being said, I don’t think she’d necessarily want kids.

• Your runner ups would be Vaggie and Alastor!

• Overall, Charlie is the best match for you! Her spunky attitude will get you out of any funk your in, but as well motivate you. She understands your boundaries as on sad days she needs them too! Charlie gets you, and she hopes you get her too.

your Arcana matchup is.. Nadia Satrinava !!

• Nadia is the one for you! Portia was a close runner up, but I ultimately decided on the flip of a coin because I literally couldn’t decide. I can always type something out for Portia if you’re interested in her!

• She is also quite a bit taller then you. She doesn’t talk about it though.

• Nadia is a smooth talker, though I’d imagine she also has a social battery and appreciates her alone time much like you do.

• I believe Lucio’s dogs are still in the mansion? They aren’t easy to befriend, but who knows? You might be able to, but be careful. I don’t really remember since it’s been years since I REALLY touch Arcana, but I think the two dogs enjoy or tolerate her presence. In that case, they might be okay with you.

• She often prepares the best food for you, whatever you crave or desire. She’s not the best at cooking, and often leaves it for her servants, but she’d adore it if you taught her.

• Fancy for sweets? She’ll feed you all the sweets in the world! Most likely you’d need to be the one to tell her to stop.

• She takes interest in dark subjects sometimes, especially when it’s something she’s interested in. She’s always open to talk about them, as she loves making conversation.

• As for theater, she doesn’t know much about it but attends to all of your shows your casted in, making sure to get the best seats in the house every time.

• Nadia would love to learn more languages, and she’d ask you to teach her in your spare time.

• She’s very patient when it comes to knowing you, knowing sometimes you just can’t help but get distracted. She might tease you a little in a playful way, but she always means well.

• She enjoys listening to you ramble. As I mentioned she loves any sort of chit-chat. I think because it gets her mind off of the stresses of royal life.

• She finds your jokes funny. Seeing you happy makes her happy, even if she doesn’t find your jokes particularly funny.

• Her main love language is acts of service, and she does so much for you it’s unreal.

• She provide lots of beautiful cutesy loose-fitting gowns and just as you seem to live. Of course if you’d prefer to wear something other then a gown, that’s on the table as well.

• If you want cuddles, she’s quick to go in for them. At first she’s a little stand-offish I feel, but with your encouragement she excepts it wholeheartedly.

• She enjoys when you paper her back, and it always manages to get her to blush like crazy. She finds it extremely adorable (and slightly unexpected? But that’s just because she can be pessimistic, not because she thinks you don’t love her at all or she thinks lowly of you.). Also, always expect her to pamper you back twice as much afterward.

• She doesn’t seem like the type to want children? Even if she did, she’d always rely on your judgement first.

• You and Nadia would make a good and supporting couple. There would be a little competition on who would love the other more, but I think you both know it’s the same.

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aechteaseawb · 2 years

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Lmao tbh I also wanted to give fic recommendations but the only fandom we share the same interest in is only krw. Bc ya kno, theres like not much fics in ao3 for krw so I guess you might have already read all of it (like me lol). Tho some krw fics are really worth rereading and such.

But just in case you are interested, some of my old favs is Paperplane (Terusho), [citation needed] (Shophil), One Of These Days (Shophil, this one so 💞💞) and of course, God Of Shotaro (PhilSho, and it might make me sound conceited but this my fav fic I wrote for krw 😆)

(also, if you know all of this, you can see I have a preference lmaoooo)

Oh! No worries!!! I literally just enjoy hearing people talk about things they like! And yup I've been on the tag but I'm careless and miss things very easily so I appreciate the reminder of some hidden gems I might or might not have overlooked!

I'm scared this reply might get long so I'm putting it under a read more as to not disturb those not part of the fandom haha

Paperplane my beloved!!! Yes I've read paperplane and it's so *clenches fist*. For me it was like how you sometimes read a story and completely connect to the author's interpretation. Not a lot of Terushou out there either! (what a shame. Terushou is criminally underrated) So I extra appreciate it!!

[citation needed] I read but forgot so I gave it a lil reread and yup. yup. yup. That's the good stuff👌 The author is so on point with the dialogue. Absolutely love the tonal voice of the thing, so thank you for redirecting my attention there!

I've never read One Of These Days but I really like how it has plot-relevant case-solving in this one! Probably because I am personally very bad at Plot and not big-brained enough to come up with actual detective cases.

And don't worry about sounding conceited! I think it's very brave of you to put yourself out there! We need more of that energy all around tbh, to be able to just say we love our own writing. And oh boy, I really want to say something more connected to the main storyline but I gotta say, my favorite line?

“Oh, poor god,” she said. “Having your last priest died here right in front of your temple, unburied.” Then she paused, “Or is it suppose to be like this?” she asked herself because who knew what tradition this placed hold a hundred years ago.

God I love Akiko. This is so her. And Raito Content? Not enough people produce Raito Content😔Thank you for the food.

Also! I get it man. I get it. As I see it, at least. I understand yearning for the thing canon will not grant us. I understand the urge to take Shoutarou, someone who is (as well as sees himself as) Always There (A Constant), and put him in a situation where there's a very real possibility of losing him, whether by his inaction or some horrible accident (and sometimes actually losing him.) Yup. I get it.😌

Thank you for the recommendations! I really enjoyed this different view from what I'm used to looking out of!

#kr w #answered ask

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sinnerandafool · 1 year

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Ramblings of an Elder Emo

I’ve fallen so far back into my fall out boy obsession. It’s really cool in some ways, but not so much in others.

It’s cool because their music has always made me happy, even the saddest songs, even MANIA, which a lot of fans don’t really enjoy, was on repeat when it came out in 2018. I think from 2018-2023 I went through a period of pretending my past didn’t exist because it was too painful. I went to therapy, I was (and still am) in the only truly good and healthy relationship of my life. I just wanted to shove all of that down and forget myself. During that time I was more into indie stuff like Maggie Rogers, not like that’s new thing for me (I’m a big time Regina Spektor fan). And, the only new music they put out during that time was the Lake Effect Kid EP, which was really cool, but I definitely didn’t appreciate it as much as I do now. Weirdly enough, when they were on the Hella Mega Tour, my partner asked me if I wanted to go, and I was like, “meh”, a feeling I can’t really understand to this day. Anyway. Then the pandemic happened, which was a really big two years of growth for me. I came out of an obsessive relationship with food, I completely changed careers. I stopped hating myself at every available moment.

This is not to say that my “emo phase” contributed to my self-hatred in any way. Actually, bands like Fall Out Boy and Panic! At The Disco* were a huge balm to my teenaged sadness. I think that’s where the not-so-cool aspect of falling back into obsession lies. I went through some seriously depressing times back before their hiatus, when I was in middle and high school. My family was a wreck. My “friends” were so virulently critical of me all the time (did I deserve it? I don’t know. It’s hard to have that distance from yourself when you’re 16, and even harder to clearly remember things from over a decade ago). When I hear From Under the Cork Tree and Infinity on High, I’m reminded of being that girl. She was an overeager misfit trying desperately to pretend like she didn’t care. It’s all bottled up in my head to this day, because even in therapy I didn’t manage to get all that out. It was still too embarrassing and shameful to talk about.

I went off to college in 2012, and in 2013 something kind of amazing happened, wherein my favorite band released a new surprise album called Save Rock and Roll. I went out and bought a new iPod shuffle just so I could listen to it while walking around campus. I will never forgive myself for missing out on Fall Out Boy’s Save Rock and Roll tour, when they played relatively intimate venues, and judging by the videos I’ve seen from that era, rocked really hard. But regardless. I think their music started to appeal to me more again because I was essentially friendless during this time. The only “friends” I had were the young men who approached me in the hopes of getting in my pants, which I naively, foolishly, hopefully misinterpreted as a genuine interest in me, in getting to know me, and creating some kind of trust and non-sexual intimacy. That didn’t play out.

American Beauty/American Psycho came out when I was home from a school break. I remember this wasn’t the worst winter break I spent at home with my narcissistic mother and step-father (yes, both of them were terrible), but even after the worst time, it never got better. It was wall to wall tension in those days, and I always spent the majority of my time avoiding interaction by hiding in my bedroom or snapping headphones over my ears, shutting out the nastiness.

I graduated from college with a useless degree and started working. During this time, my eating disorder got worse and worse until it was all I could think about. Then MANIA came out in 2018 and I’m sorry to say that everything about that album just reminds me of my obsession with being thin. It was really hard back then. I can’t really think clearly about it because my mind was such a wreck from lack of nourishment and precise, obsessive calorie tracking.

In the five years since MANIA, I’ve changed a lot, like I already wrote. And I essentially forgot about Fall Out Boy. Except for one or two weeks in 2020 when “I’ve Been Waiting” came out and I created a playlist called Emo Jesus that wasn’t really that great. I looked back though it recently and the song choice was pretty lame honestly.

All this to say, hearing new Fall Out Boy and revisiting their old stuff has made me feel a lot of feelings, both elated and depressed, and I’m simultaneously happy and terrified about it. What could be more Fall Out Boy than that?

Boo yah.

*I just want to be really clear, I was a big fan of Panic! from when the released A Fever You Can’t Sweat Out, Pretty. Odd., and then many years later I discovered Vices and Virtues and liked that a lot. I was never all that interested in most of the Brendon! At the Disco stuff. I dunno, it just made me a bit sad, and not in a poetic way that feels a little like happiness.

#personal

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k3rm1e · 3 years

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cuddling headcanons! ★~(◡﹏◕✿)

this is more of a test thing to see if i like writing this way and if this blog does well

other imagines and headcanons won't include everyone i write unless it is specifically requested and is a prompt i really like

includes: wilbur nihachu karljacobs quackity dream georgenotfound sapnap p!tommyinnnit p!badboyhalo p!skeppy p!eret p!philza p!tubbo p!ranboo

cw: cursing

wilbur:

wilbur is a very cuddle-y guy

to me he seems very soft

i always see people saying he would like spooning, but i disagree

i feel like he would do more of a half-spooning thing with his head on your chest or the other way around

mans would DEFINITELY make you run your fingers through his hair

i feel like he would lay on your chest and just *nuzzle* into the space between your shoulder and neck

anytime you tried to leave him, whether it was because he had to do something or you had to, he would whine. so. fucking. much.

It would probably always go something like:

you - i need to piss

wilbur - no <3

but the moment he decides its time to stop cuddling its fine

and if you complain that you’re gonna miss him he’ll just call you clingy and tease you

like??? sir???

all in good fun though, no bad intentions :)

nihachu:

i feel like you and niki would face each other

with your head like under her chin and in her chest (this is a bad description but look at the “honeymoon hug” on the list for better explanation ;-;)

she would always want to protect you

so she does that by like almost guarding you and keeping you close

niki would definitely do the arm thing where she just lightly moves her hand up and down you arm

i’m so sorry if you don't understand that, it just feels like something she would do

if you haven't experienced that it kinda sorta feels like spiders??? but in a good way???

but generally she is very protective

she just holds you so close the whole time

even if she doesn’t want to let you go, she’s more understanding about it

she would be upset but wouldn’t show it because she doesn’t want to make you feel guilty

niki is generally just an amazing cuddle-r (is that a word?) and has a super comforting presence

karljacobs:

karl would definitely keep your head on his chest

the whole time he would just absolutely squeeze the life out of you

he would constantly bend his neck down to kiss your head

and instead of just like leaving his head down so he could kiss you it would just be:

*inner monologue karl* hmmm i wanna kiss them on their head

and he would lean down to do so which, cute

but then five seconds later he would do it again

and again another five seconds later

and again

very cute karl but please sir, your neck is gonna be so messed up after this

when you had to leave he would be upset, but like niki, would try not to show it

except karl is very bad at that and his pouting would be so obvious

so you would feel guilty and layback down with him

immediately he just becomes (●´ω｀●)

like a happy little puppy

karl is just too adorable for you to deny

quackity:

now we all know this, quackity is a huge dork

which is why i believe he would DEFINITELY use your butt as a pillow

not even in a weird way

i just feel like quackity isn’t too comfortable with touch so this is sorta his way of being close to you without it being a whole serious thing

like he still is able to be goofy and comfortable without it being a whole big thing

him doing this would almost always come with a flatty patty joke from you

which always causes him to threaten divorce, even though you aren’t married

while it isn’t a very good position for things like physical touch, it is good for talking and having conversations

for some reason i feel like he’s the type of person to text someone when they’re right next to each other

so while he’s laying down he’ll just send you random photos of himself

very annoying when your phone is spammed, but also good blackmail material >:)

i don’t think he’d be too clingy

obviously, he enjoys spending time with you

but if you told him you need to go do work or something he wouldn’t throw a fit or pout

big q just seems like he’d be more rational about stuff like that

overall a 420/69 cuddle partner

dream:

one word: spooning

mans just envelops you and has no shame

very big: “no you are mine! >:(“ energy

while he’s sleeping he’ll unconsciously nuzzle his head into your hair/the back of your neck

when you guys got to bed patches usually climbs in and you hold her

i love patches so much i could write headcanons just about her

dream always wants to be cuddling you

if you try to leave he won’t pout, there simply isn't a discussion on whether you’re moving or not

incase you haven’t caught on yet, the answer is no

you need to do work? just bring the laptop to bed

he needs to edit? just sit in his lap at his desk, duh

obviously, he knows at some point you guys need to stop cuddling

he just isn’t too stoked about it

when it comes time where he absolutely can’t cuddle with you, i feel like he’d be more chill

mainly just annoyed

georgenotfound:

i feel like george, like quackity, also wouldn’t be too touchy

i’m pretty sure he has a hard time expressing emotions (please correct me if i’m wrong!!) and i think that would crossover to his sleeping habits

i think he would prefer a sort of back-to-back cuddling position

it seems cold, i know

but also he would most definitely kick at you

so every night while trying to go to sleep suddenly you would just feel *kick*

and then instead of sleep you’re suddenly playing footsie

lots of laughter and warm feelings involved

george would probably pretend that you kicked his leg hard or something and act like you hurt him

the first few times you were actually worried

but then after a few months your only response was a sarcastic “cry about it”

which just led to more laughter

sapnap:

sapnap and you would do a sort of leg hug thing

you both you try to go to sleep in a cute spooning-type position

but the moment one of you fell asleep it all unraveled

you would wake up apart but you’re legs would still be touching

sapnap would joking blame it on you

“wow can’t believe you don't wanna be close with me even when we’re asleep”

“it’s not my fault! i can’t control where i end up when i sleep!”

“no, no. you don’t have to lie. i see how it is.”

“>:(“

but it's okay!

your legs are the first thing to react in a flight-or-fight situation, so they usually react in an honest way

which is like your legs are both reaching to hold each other!

p!tommyinnit:

i don’t get a very touchy vibe from tommy

i feel like the most he would do is put his arm over your shoulder

not in a flirty way, just in a “hey, there isn’t a lot of space, this will make sitting down more comfortable” way

he will let you sorta fidget with his hand/arm

i don't know if that makes sense but what i mean is that he’ll pretty much let his arm go *flop* so you can control it (by like moving it around or playing with his fingers)

in the beginning he would get annoyed

but eventually he would get used to it and wouldn’t really care

it sounds a bit strange but i personally find it very comforting to just have something to fidget with while watching youtube or netflix in bed with my friends

and it’s entertaining (sometimes i do this to me sister to annoy her :>)

he would act like he didn’t mind if you left him

but holy shit he is so clingy

If you try to leave it’ll just be “no, why??? stay here dumbass”

you would be slightly annoyed when he had to leave but knew he had to film and stream and all that so you would be okay

p!badboyhalo:

you would kinda sit within bad’s lap

like not on his lap, but more of in between his legs

he would have his arms around you

and his phone would be in front of you so you two could scroll through twt or instagram together

or you guys could watch skeppy’s youtube ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

rat would sit in your lap

she’s just;;;;;;;; so adorable

rat is just so soft and fuzzy in your lap and everytime you move to pet her she just melts

rat is the the superior cuddle buddy to any of these block people

p!skeppy:

skeppy, similar to quackity, is a total dork

he would make sure you guys were in a position where he could effectively troll you

so if your head was near his lap he would just flick you or some

“dude can you please stop hitting me in the head”

“it turns out i am not actually hitting you in your head because based on the perpendicularity of the bisector multiplied by the photosynthesis of the dividend, it is impossible for me to do so”

“wtf”

lya is so goddamn sick of you guys

she's trying to get him to actually do something but instead he’s just sitting there throwing paper airplanes at you while you sleep

he’s an annoying asshole but it's okay because he gives you money for absurd reasons

p!eret:

eret has such a comfortable presence

i feel like she wouldn’t be up for cuddling too much

more of like putting your head on a friends shoulder so you can see the tweet their showing you

but they do like to hold hands

holding hands isn’t very intimate but it's also just such a sweet comforting thing

she even holds your hand when you guys are out walking around

like if you guys were getting food somewhere (post-covid of course)

you most likely would get addressed as a couple

and he would just be like”...wut?”

it’s happened so many times at this point you just go along with it

“you guys look like such a cute couple!”

“oh we aren't-” “thank you!”

can you tell that i love eret?

p!philza:

phil always has such dad vibes

i feel like the closest he would get to cuddling is hugs and hand holding

even though cuddling isn’t inherently romantic, he is married to kristen

so i fell he would get most of his touch in with her

but with you he’s just so fatherly

hello dadza

whether you have a good or bad relationship with your father, everyone can admit that philza minecraft is dadza

this is such a dad thing, but tries to hold you hand when you cross the street

no matter the age, he just feels the need to protect you

hugs are similar

uses hugs as a way to comfort you and protect you

just so amazing all around

p!tubbo:

tubbo would love cuddling in any way, shape, or form

if you guys are hanging out at like the park or something and lying down

get ready to become this mans pillow

this is really fun to do with your friends but imagine you guys are hanging out in a field type area (with my friends we hand out in the field next to the cemetery but it can be any open grass area)

tubbo would just use your lap as a pillow the whole time

and when you guys were walking back to his house he would sorta drape his arms over your shoulders (assuming he’s taller than you)

he would do the same thing when you guys were sitting in chairs or at a desk

just drapes his arms over your shoulder with his chin on your head

if it's really late and he's tired he’ll just hug you

p!ranboo:

if you thought tubbo is bad, ranboo is even worse

not even really cuddling, he just likes having a sort of skin-to-skin contact

so handholding and laying on top of eachother

if he’s streaming he will legitimately message ou to just sit next to him

so sometimes if he’s just chilling by himself on the smp you’ll end up on his streams

he’ll have you next to him just because he likes be near someone

and so randomly it’ll just be like “chat, a real human is here, behave”

chat does not behave

(they heavily bully him)

he’s pretty clingy but when you HAVE to leave he’ll understand and just be a bit bummed out

holy shit this took me so long-

if you read this whole thing thank you!

#mcyt x reader #wilbur soot x reader #karl jacobs x reader #nihachu x reader #quackity x reader #dream x reader #georgenotfound x reader #sapnap x reader #tommyinnit x reader #badboyhalo x reader #skeppy x reader #eret x reader #philza x reader #tubbo x reader #ranboo x reader #kermie's headcanons #kermie spent so long on this and is dying

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I’m back for part 2! Chuuya deserves it! 👀

Im dying to know what domestic life is like with the king? What’s his home look like? What does he do in his downtime? How’s he with chores? Really whatever comes to mind when living with a man like him. Thank-you kindly, lovely! <3

More short king headcanons!

Characters: Nakahara Chuuya

Contents: gender neutral reader

Nakahara Chuuya

So, Chuuya's memories only start from when he was seven. He essentially woke up to being dragged out of a dark void, before Arahabaki's power exploded and created the crater that eventually became Suribachi City. We don't know much about the intervening eight years between when he was freed and when he met Dazai, but it's easy to assume he was living in the slums, either on the streets or squatting in empty buildings. The point I'm driving at is that Chuuya didn't really have a domestic life until he joined the Sheep, and probably nowhere comfortable until he joined the Port Mafia.

As such, he doesn't take his home for granted.

It took Chuuya a while to cultivate his current taste. His first couple of Port Mafia paychecks were probably spent on clothes, food, games—stuff a fifteen year old street rat would want but couldn't afford. Kouyou stepped in when she realised his room looked like an empty box with a bed and clothes strewn everywhere. She insists she's not his mother, but she took him under her wing and directed him toward interior design and actually buying furniture beyond a bed.

Nowadays, Chuuya doesn't need any help whatsoever. I feel like his taste leans toward 1920s luxury. Think art deco, deep colours, polished woods, lots of light. He's upgraded his living space a few times to go along with his rise in status, and one of his favourite things is working out how he's gonna make this empty white box into a home.

This man has antiques. He ignored all the jokes and bought himself an antique hat stand that sits in his foyer. Dazai can go choke; it makes Chuuya happy. He's careful about what he picks—he doesn't enjoy clutter for the sake of clutter, unless it belongs to his s/o. (Your stuff triggers his simp switch and he likes seeing it around, mixed with his things.)

Now, he's also a 21st-Century guy with a lot of money on his hands, so there'll be copious gadgets mixed in with the tasteful vintage decor. He has every games console going, and one of those ridiculous TVs that comes out from behind a panel in the wall. The coffee machine in the kitchen would put a hipster coffee shop to shame, honestly.

He has a big closet. You can't look at that guy and tell me he doesn't have a walk-in wardrobe. Padded hangers, cedarwood drawers, stands for his hats, a drawer full of gloves—your guy has them all. He insisted on cedarwood because it discourages moths, and smells a lot better than mothballs.

Despite his bad habit of throwing his overcoat and gloves around, Chuuya takes care of his things, including his home. He's not a neat freak, but he's trained himself to take dishes to the kitchen, throw out trash, etc. If his s/o lives with him, he tries to split the chores 50/50 but it's not always feasible if he's out working long hours. If the housework gets too much, he'll hire someone to come in and take care of it.

He doesn't like washing up, but will take care of all the dusting, take out the trash, and he rarely generates much laundry because this expensive mofo gets it dry cleaned. The washing up thing is because he hates rubber gloves, and wet food touching his bare hands gives him the ick. He'll dry the dishes. Honestly, though, he probably invests in a dishwasher and a roomba (nicknamed Dazai, because it sucks.)

Chuuya doesn't get a lot of downtime, so he tries to make it count. Time spent with you is the best, even if it just involves sitting around the apartment catching up on books, movies, or TV shows he's wanted to consume. He likes going shopping, but he especially likes going shopping with you to buy stuff for the apartment. He refuses to go to the hellscape that is Ikea, but most other places are fair game. He likes his own taste, of course, but Chuuya likes seeing things around the apartment that you've chosen. He looks for ways to blend your taste with his, so you create a cosy, harmonious place that reflects the both of you.

#Yokohama Pound #bungou stray dogs #Nakahara Chuuya #Chuuya x Reader #bsd headcanons #bsd imagines #glorious fluff

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cottonkendi · 2 years

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Your Babies | 24

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Sano Shinichiro x f!Reader

Word Count: 2.4k

Genre: Idiots to Lovers, Fluff, Crack

Warning: Spoiler warnings

Synopsis: Dance with me ft. Talking to myself

Chapter 23 Chapter 24 Chapter 25

a/n: just finished my exams - except for the group ones - which means maybe i'll post more? who knows? i'll be on christmas break soon so who really knows. i might forget how to type during break 🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️

“Oh my god!” You gaped, eyes trained on Shinichiro as he holds onto the huge star plush that he won at the shooting booth, the said plush quickly being handed over to you as you squeeze it against your body, arms trying hard to wrap around the huge and soft toy. “Thank you so much!” You try to hug Shinichiro but the plush pushes you back as it makes you bounce off of him.

Giggling, you hold the plush to your side before hugging him once more, your face buried on his chest as you wrap an arm around him, nose pressed against the newly changed shirt that he wore after the two of you changed outfits when you got off the log ride. You can feel his arms wrapping around your form, trying his best to avoid knocking off the plush in your hand as he does so.

After a few more seconds of hugging, the two of you reluctantly let go, face pressed against the plush when you see Shinichiro staring down at you with afond smile on his lips.

You’ve been on this date for a whole day.

You never thought that he’d take you to a cooking class but he did and you had the best time of your life. Watching him fumble with the different knives and vegetables, tasting your cooking and complimenting you with every one even though it was subpar compared to the old lady’s cooking, he never failed to make you feel good about yourself, always making your heart rapidly beat in your chest as he whispers a little joke in the middle of the cooking class. Or when he’d offer you the spoon in his hand, making you taste the sauce or hand feeding you some of the desserts before realizing what he’s doing which makes his cheek set ablaze though he’d still continue with feeding you.

Then the two of you drove home to drop off the extra food only to almost get caught by Wakasa which instantly made you feel even more thrilled, glad that your cousin decided to actually respect your wish on him not following the two of you around.

And of course, you spent the rest of the day in the amusement park, with you pulling him along to every ride that caught your eye.

Truly. You might have let yourself run wild in the amusement park. You had forgotten all the nervousness piling up in your body when you saw where Shinichiro had taken you.

You kinda regret it, seeing the fear and shock in Shinichiro’s face every time you checked the pictures but still, you can’t help but buy them all, always loving the way Shinichiro had held onto you so tightly.

You’re not a sadist.

You don’t enjoy seeing him in fear or anything like that, but he looks so cute with his arms around you but you just can’t help yourself.

And now, he’s gotten you a star plushie. Fitting for the occasion since he’s just made your dreams come true.

“Y/N, c’mon.” Shinichiro gently tugs on your arm, leading the two of you to the lockers to get the bags that you left. “We’re going to be late if we don’t hurry.” He adds when he looks back and sees the confused look on your face.

“Where are we going, Shinichiro?” Opening up the rented locker, you hand him the bags before closing it and handing the key over to a waiting worker.

He quickly holds onto your free hand, leading you two back to the parking lot. “Well, what kind of date will this be if I don’t take you out for dinner as well? I can’t let you go home hungry, now can I? That’ll be such a shame.” He chuckles at you, hands lightly ruffling your hair as he puts the bags in the compartment, helping you get on after him so that he can help with the plushie.

Doing your best to hold onto him, you let a tender smile grace your lips when you see the excited quirk of his lips through the side mirror.

You don’t notice how the two of you have already arrived at the restaurant, too caught up being with Shinichiro. It feels like the high is starting to drop, your mind now analyzing what’s happened and what is about to happen.

You’re only startled out of your thoughts when Shinichiro gently removes your arms around his waist, a chuckle leaving his lips when he sees the shocked look on your features. “Stay here for a bit, okay? Just need to check something with the reservation.”

“A reservation?” Finally looking around at the building in front of you, your jaw drops when you see the name of one of the high class restaurants around town. “Shinichiro… this is too much…” Looking at Shinichiro’s flustered face, he shakes his head at you.

“Nothing’s too much when it comes to you. I told you didn’t I? I’m gonna show you that being with me is not a waste of time. Loving me will not be a waste of time.” With one final wave of his hand, he heads to the front desk. You can barely see him through the glass door but only after a few more seconds, he goes back out again, but now, a frown marrs his face.

Scrunching your eyebrows in concern at the look on his face, you hop off of the motorcycle, plushie held in your arms as you meet him halfway in the parking lot. “What’s wrong? Did something happen there?”

Rubbing the back of his neck, he lets out a sigh while trying to offer you a strained smile. It makes your stomach drop, worry swimming in your guts as you wait for him to answer. “Uh, we can’t eat dinner here tonight.”

Meeting your eyes, he continues, his bigger hands making their way to yours and lightly caressing them along with the plushie. “I mixed up the dates and accidentally made a reservation for next week…”

A sigh of relief escapes you, tension leaving your body as you lightly lean on him, forehead pressed against his chest. “Shinichiro, oh my god. I thought something bad happened or something.” A chuckle leaves him when you lightly punch him on the chest.

“Were you that worried?”

“Of course I was. You planned the date, I didn’t want it to be ruined or something. You worked so hard planning for the whole day, I just wanted everything to be perfect.”

Suddenly, you feel his fingers under your chin forcing you to look up at him. “It’s already perfect since I’m with you.”

Thump.

It feels like a drum is beating inside your chest. With every rhythm rattling your insides as you continue to stare up at him. His dark eyes are illuminated by the ascending moon, completely giving him a glow which makes him even more beautiful than usual.

“I’ve finally made you blush.” Pinching your cheeks, he leans down, nose touching yours as he grins. “You look really beautiful and cute.”

Trying your best to remove his hands on your cheeks, you shake your head in disapproval. “How come you’re not blushing now? You’ve been blushing all day long but you decide to not blush now?” You huff, childishness getting the best of you as you try to get away from his long fingers that’s still trying to pinch your cheeks.

“I guess I’ve finally learned how to hide it better. But…” Grasping your hand, he slowly guides it to his chest, your palm laid flat against him as he shyly smiles. “My heart’s still going crazy for you.”

Ripping your hand away from him, you bury your face against the plushie, face heating up unbelievably so that you think you must look redder than a ripe tomato. Laughing at your reaction, Shinichiro walks beside you, hand going straight to your hair and ruffling it a bit before leading you to the motorcycle. “C’mon now, since we can’t have dinner here, maybe we can just go home and eat the leftovers from earlier?”

Letting him lead you back to his motorcycle, you rest your chin on his shoulder, arms going around his waist like last time. “No, I have an idea where we can go…”

“Hm? Where is it?”

You excitedly tug on Shinichiro’s wrist, the plush in his arms as you throw open the glass doors, smile so wide that Haruto almost completely forgets about the boy you’re dragging behind you. “Y/N! What brings you he- Oh my! A boy!” You can feel the embarrassment spreading throughout your body already as Haruto tries his best to walk as fast as he can towards Shinichiro who’s smiling brightly at the old man.

You didn’t even think about what Haruto’s reaction will be to you bringing in someone that’s not Wakasa. You had completely forgotten that there’s a big chance that he’ll be closing up the restaurant tonight.

If you had remembered, maybe you would’ve brought Shinichiro to another restaurant just so that you wouldn’t have to see Haruto gushing at Shinichiro about you bringing someone that’s not your cousin.

“Oh my! And to think that Wakasa wouldn’t let any other boy near our precious Y/N for a few more decades! You should’ve called me earlier, dear. I would’ve cooked up a whole feast for the two of you! Is this your first date? What do you wanna eat? Take a seat over there and I’ll put on some music. And don’t even worry about a thing, it’s on the house.”

Haruto quickly walks off after seating the two of you, a skip in every step as he walks over to the kitchen while some of your favourite songs fill the air.

Looking over at Shinichiro, you can feel the embarrassment and nervousness leaving your body when you see him openly admiring the place, a smile gracing his features as he looks around. “It feels like I just met your family. He seems like he really sees you as a daughter.” He points out after he’s done looking around.

“Yeah, I’ve been going here since middle school. Only ever went by myself or with Wakasa so Haruto’s been real desperate to see me with someone other than my cousin.” You chuckle at the thought. “This is actually where Wakasa and I learned to dance. Haruto and his wife taught us.”

“This is where the two of you dance every month?”

Nodding your head, you nod over at the huge speakers that Haruto has used for at least a decade now, basing off of the stories he’s told you. “Yeah, it’s like our special place but… I just had a feeling that I should take you here.”

“You think we’ll be going here often after tonight?”

“I hope we do… I really hope this works out Shin.”

A goofy smile makes its way to his lips. “Well then, maybe we should dance for a bit. Kill some time and see if I still remember the dance.”

Offering you his hand, you take it in yours, cold hands making contact with his warmth as the two of you make your way to the center of the open space.

With his hands on your waist and yours around his neck, the two of you proceed to dance to the rhythm. Footsteps light and in sync as he twirls you around, helping you with every turn and switch. All the while, your eyes are locked in his, never breaking apart no matter what step you make.

With your faces only a few inches apart, he whispers. Eyes twinkling with every word he utters. “I can’t help but notice how you’ve been staring at me all day. You’ve been making me nervous y’know? Afraid that I suddenly don’t look as appealing as you first thought I was.”

“You don’t have to worry about that. I was merely staring since your eyes look really beautiful. Did you know that?”

“I did not… but I’m glad you think so. Do you really think they’re that beautiful?”

Raising a hand to cup his cheek, you smile. “They’re the most beautiful I’ve ever seen. It looks like you’ve trapped the whole universe in them, Shin. Looks like all of the stars are with you.”

“Do you want them?”

“I can’t have them, Shin. They’re your eyes.”

“No. But our children can.”

Immediately, your eyes close shut, forehead pressed on his chest as your fists make contact with his chest. “Shinichiro! You can’t just say that without warning!” You whine, trying your best to hide your face when you hear him laugh in front of you. You can feel the vibrations as he wraps his arms around you.

“Well, what I said is true. Our children can have my eyes, then they’ll get your lips and nose. They’ll look absolutely cute and we’ll have 5 of them!”

“You’re not even sure if I’ll say yes or not.”

“We have at least 15 more dates to go to, I’ll make sure to show you just why you should say yes to me.I told you. I’ll do anything for you. Absolutely anything.”

You’re about to answer when Haruto’s voice quickly sends you back to Shinichiro’s chest, embarrassment eating at you. “Now now, take your seats. As much as I love seeing Y/N on a date, I won’t hesitate to call Wakasa if things go a little out of hand, okay? Don’t get too excited.” He says while bringing out some plates, steam drifts towards the two of you which make your stomach grumble. “Now eat up! You shouldn’t be hungry while on a date!”

“And then, Shinichiro took me home where Wakasa was eating the dango by the doorstep. It was absolutely crazy since when I went inside after saying goodbye to Shin, I saw Wakasa glaring at him and whispering something before pointing the dango sticks against Shinichiro’s stomach. It was absolutely horrifying but thankfully, your brother still took me to another date. And 30 more before he officially asked me to be his girlfriend during our prom.” A silent laugh escapes you, heart thumping at just reminiscing about your memories with Shinichiro.

It’s only been two years of dating him but still, you already have so many memories together.

Sighing, you turn to the side only to be met with a sleeping Emma. “Have I been talking to myself all this time?” You ask yourself, chuckling as you carefully fix her position on the bed, tucking her under the blanket before sneakily standing up.

Stretching a little, you take out your phone, seeing that Shinichiro sent you another message.

From: Shin <3

Im outside cooking ramen, want some?

Taking one last look at Emma, you sneak towards the door, silently slipping outside and making your way to Shinichiro. Looking up from his bowl, he motions you over to his side.

“I heard you talking when I passed by, what story were you telling her?”

“Just our history.”

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