#the lyric if your hands need to break more then the trinkets in your room you can lean on my arm and break my heart

[reidfucker]

mitski songs that make me think of reid + a specific lyric

spencer reid is very mitski. but these were the first to come to mind. i do not take criticism.

- working for the knife

honestly, the entire song reminds me of reid, but this in particular:

I always thought the choice was mine

And I was right, but I just chose wrong

I start the day lying and end with the truth

That I'm dying for the knife

- liquid smooth

I'm liquid smooth, come touch me, too

I'm at my highest peak, I'm ripe

About to fall

How I feel this river rushing through my veins

With nowhere else to go, it circles 'round

- class of 2013

Mom, would you wash my back?

This once, and then we can forget

And I'll leave what I'm chasing

For the other girls to pursue

Mom, am I still young?

Can I dream for a few months more?

- i don't smoke

Just don't leave me alone

Wondering where you are

I am stronger than you give me

Credit for

If your hands need to break

More than trinkets in your room

You can lean on my arm

As you break my heart

- abbey

again, the entire song is very reid, but:

I am something

I have been something

I was born something

What could I be?

There is a light that I can see

But only, it seems, when there's darkness in me

There is a dream that I sometimes see

That only appears in the dark of sleep

- i bet on losing dogs

Will you let me, baby, lose

On losing dogs

I know they're losing and I'll pay for my place

By the ring

Where I'll be looking in their eyes when they're down

I wanna feel it

I bet on losing dogs

I always want you when I'm finally fine

- the deal

Then of course, nothing replied, nothing speaks to you in the night

And I walked my way home, there was no one in sight

Save a bird perched upon a streetlight, watchin' me

So, I stopped and let it watch 'til I found that it said

"Now I'm taken, the night has me

You won't hear me singin'

You're a cage without me

Your pain is eased, but you'll never be free for

Now I'm taken, the night has me"

- fireworks

this is perhaps one of the reid-est. here's the particular lyric:

One morning this sadness will fossilize

And I will forget how to cry

I'll keep going to work and you won't see a change

Save perhaps a slight gray in my eye

I will go jogging routinely

Calmly and rhythmically run

And when I find that a knife's sticking out of my side

I'll pull it out without questioning why

- i don't like my mind

again, the entire song is reid, but this is my pick:

I don't like my mind, I don't like being left alone in a room

With all its opinions about the things that I've done

So, yeah, I blast music loud, and I work myself to the bone

And on an inconvenient Christmas, I eat a cake

- first love / late spring

very cliché, but i HAD to include it! here:

And I was so young when I behaved 25

Yet now, I find I've grown into a tall child

And I don't wanna go home

Let me walk to the top of the big night sky

- there's nothing left for you

You could touch fire

You could fly

It was your right

It was your life

And then it passed

To someone new

It'll keep passin' on

Long after you

- nobody

And I don't want your pity

I just want somebody near me

Guess I'm a coward

I just want to feel alright

- because dreaming costs money, my dear

I once lived in the sea

Bring me to your ear, you can hear

The tide where I used to be

Though now I'm but a shell

- a pearl

Sorry, I don't want your touch

It's not that I don't want you

Sorry, I can't take your touch

It's just that I fell in love with a war

Nobody told me it ended

And it left a pearl in my head

And I roll it around every night

Just to watch it glow

Every night, baby, that's where I go

- real men

Real men keep cool in the face of a fire

Go down with the ship

And real men don't eat

'Cause they're above that, damn it

Oh, I'm gonna be a real man

- crack baby

It's been a long, hard 20 year summer vacation

Both these 20 years tryna fill the void

Crack baby, you don't know what you want

But you know that you had it once

And you know that you want it back

Crack baby, you don't know what you want

But you know that you're needing it

And you know that you need it bad

#spencer reid #criminal minds #spencer reid x reader #mitski #mitski lyrics #reidfucker

[llmsos]

If you need to be mean, be mean to me.

#jason todd #red hood #dc #batman #jason todd fanart #robin dc #batfam #batfamily #bruce wayne fanart #bruce wayne #jason todd and bruce wayne #batman fanart #I’m sooooo normal right now. #crack baby and I don’t smoke have been on the repeat for the past 7 hours #very happy very normal #happy times #the lyric if your hands need to break more then the trinkets in your room you can lean on my arm and break my heart #very chill

[bratz-kitten]

🪴 the signs as mitski lyrics 🍃🌱

aries: ‘i am a forest fire, and i am the fire and i am the forest and i am a witness watching it’ / ‘and i’ll go to work and i’ll go to sleep, and i’ll love the littler things’ – a burning hill

taurus: ‘at night on the rooftop i untie my hair, and watch from my plastic chair as my dark hair unleashes the night / the scent of flowers still in bloom from morning shower, and i say your name in hopes you’ll hear it in the stars’ – carry me out

gemini: ‘i will go jogging routinely, calmly and rhythmically run, and when i find that a knife’s sticking out of my side, i’ll pull it out without questioning why’ – fireworks

cancer: ‘i don’t know what to do without you, i don’t know where to put my hands / i’ve been trying to lay my head down, but i’m writing this at 3 a.m. / ‘i look up at the gaps of sunlight, i miss you more than anything’ – francis forever

leo: ‘i will wash your hair at night, and dry it off with care, i will see your body bare, and still i will live here’ / and while you sleep, i’ll be scared, so by the time you awake, i’ll be brave’ – i will

virgo: ‘your room was square, i once noticed from there, in your bed, as you slept, and i held my breath / everything had it’s own place, and i wondered what space would i take in the order you kept’ – square

libra: ‘if you need to be mean, be mean to me, i can take it and put it inside of me / if your hands need to break more than trinkets in your room, you can lean on my arm as you break my heart’ – i don’t smoke

scorpio: ‘i broke our belongings, they’re all on the floor, the room is now empty, nothing left to throw’ / ‘i broke what you gave me, but you kept giving more, and i’m sorry for taking, but i keep wanting more, more, more’ – humpty

sagittarius: ‘and i was so young when i behaved 25, yet now, i find i’ve grown into a tall child’ / ‘and i don’t wanna go home, let me walk to the top of the big night sky / please hurry, leave me, i can’t breathe, please don’t say you love me’ – first love/late spring

capricorn: ‘i’m all used up, pretty boy, over and over again, my nail colors are wearing off / see my hands, pretty boy, what do they tell you? ‘cause i’ve looked down on them not knowing why’ / ‘i can take a little bit more, let’s shake this poet out of the beast’ – bag of bones

aquarius: ‘oh hunter, if you didn’t want the beautiful so badly, perhaps you would have found it in your spirit singing softly / but hunter you were human, don’t forget it’ – pearl diver

pisces: ‘i cry at the start of every movie, i guess ‘cause i wish i was making things too’ / ‘i always knew the world moved on, i just didn’t know it would go without me’ – working for the knife

#astrology #aries #taurus #gemini #cancer #leo #virgo #libra #scorpio #sagittarius #capricorn #aquarius #pisces

[missuswalker]

missed you || tate langdon x reader

✮ summary: you left him alone all day, did you expect him NOT to snoop? he just missed you

✮ warnings: sexual references, tate being a gaslighter, short, not proofread

note: this isn’t my best work, i’m trying to break my writers block LMAODHUNDUUND (request, i need ideas)

tate hated school. it’s not like he had to go, but it kept you from him. eight grueling hours all by himself. he didn’t have much to do to pass the time, either. think about you, talk about you, write about you. today was different, though. he hadn’t seen you since thursday morning. it was friday. where the hell were you? he was going crazy.

he walked through the door of your room, peeking inside. still the same way you’d left it. clothes on the floor and notebooks out on the desk. he shouldn’t. you’d be mad. the last time he snooped around, you yelled at him. then again, what did you possibly have to hide from him?

he shuts the door behind him, walking towards your desk. he flips through the notebooks full of vocabulary and math equations, a few doodles and song lyrics as well. your loopy handwriting made him smile, his name in cursive letters on a random page. he shuts the notebook, turning to your dresser. opening the first drawer, he finds something he was hoping to see.

he’d deny he was a perv whenever the thought came into his mind, but as he stuffed a pair of panties into his pocket, he couldn’t exactly justify why it wasn’t a perverted action. he’d simply say, “it’s my girlfriend’s, it’s fine.” after exploring your drawers a bit more, he quickly grows bored. instead, he moves to the closet. more clothes, shoes, and random trinkets filled the shelves, though nothing caught his eye.

“tate?”

oh, shit. he was in big trouble.

“y/n, where were you? you said you’d always tell me if you wouldn’t be back after school,” he says, immediately guilt tripping you to distract you from the fact that he was just rummaging through your things. “i stayed at a friend’s house, we were working on our project. what are you doing?”

god, he had missed your voice.

“you didn’t even tell me that you were staying at a friend’s house.” he was avoiding the question, typical tate behavior. when you roll your eyes, he grows frustrated, his fingers tapping against his thigh. “it’s not that serious, tate, i was gone for a day, i’m not going to come all the way home just to let you know where i am 24/7,” you huff, pinching the bridge of your nose.

“well, if you don’t want me to worry about you, just break up with me! i know you want to,” he shouts, bringing out the tears. you knew exactly what he was doing, yet you couldn’t stop yourself for falling into his trap again and again. “tate, i’m not gonna break up with you, i just don’t want you going through myself when i’m not here,” you sigh, putting a hand on his arm.

“i wasn’t going to, i just missed you, i didn’t have anything to do,” he defends, though he doesn’t pull away. he was getting just what he wanted, you to feel bad for him. “i’m sorry,” you frown, rubbing his arm. you had nothing to be sorry for, but it’s what he wanted to hear.

he gives you a pout, looking at you with those big eyes. god, it was never that serious. he walks into your arms, resting his head on your shoulder. “you still love me, right?” he asks. he knew you did. he just wanted to hear you say it. that’s a win in his head. “yes, tate, i still love you,” you says, rubbing the boys back. how did he do this so well? you were just mad at him! “i love you too. just stop leaving me for so long.”

y’all this did not eat, trust i will put out something better

i’m BEGGING the evan fans to find me PLEASSEE

#evan peters x reader #ahs murder house #tate langdon #tate langdon x reader #tate langdon x y/n #ahs murder house x reader #american horror story #y’all i need evan requests #kai anderson x reader #kit walker x reader #kyle spencer x reader #james march x reader #murder house

[snaillock]

your relationship with bllk men as mitski songs

(kaiser, sae, oliver)

my posting has been very slow recently so to celebrate mitskis new album (and to feed into my eternal obsession for her music and lyricism by combining it with another thing im way too obsessed with), i dug up this old ass draft and finished it instead of giving y’all an actual fic

tags: gn!reader, angst(it’s mitski duh), yeah basically no fluff/comfort in here, suggestive-ish in the oliver one, me being a dork and combining two big interests of mine

michael kaiser - i don’t smoke

So if you need to be mean Be mean to me I can take it and put it inside of me If your hands need to break More than trinkets in your room You can lean on my arm As you break my heart

his career can be a lot on his shoulders at times even with the cocky and arrogant facade he puts on for the performance of each match he plays. he has a tendency to keep it all in to bask in the glory of his luxurious life.

you understand. you know he’s currently too prideful to deal with his true feelings, especially all on his own. you just want to be there to know he isn’t alone and that he can be open with you. so you sit there, giving him a listening ear as he lashes out and releases every awful word in the book towards you when everything finally becomes too much for him to bear. you wouldn’t want him to have a very public meltdown when it happens so it’s better this way. you have remind yourself to take none of it to heart because he doesn’t mean those all harsh words. he just needed an outlet for those frustrations.

you also don’t want the weight and significance of his career to separate you two. you’re already so damn lucky to be with someone like him. you want to prove that you can handle it. you know you can. you’re sure you can help him figure this all out somehow. love just takes compassion and patience, that’s all it is. just taking it one step at a time.

it’s just compassion and patience. right?

Just don't leave me alone Wondering where you are I am stronger than you give me credit for

sae itoshi - i want you

You're coming back And it's the end of the world We're starting over and I love you darlin' And I am done, dear

he swears he will make time for you someday. sure those words have been promised over and over again like a broken record but he truly does love you. however you’re starting to wonder if mutual love is truly enough to keep you two going.

the truth is his life is currently too big and important for him to take any focus away from it. the last thing he needs is a distraction. all of which he has very clear multiple times, even along with his contrastingly hopeful promises. though his tone is quite neutral, never letting his emotions seep through as if he’s programmed to do so. meanwhile you have to desperately hold yours back to not seem like an idiot.

it’s never been easy to express how you feel in front of him. you desperately wish you could but the inconsistency of your relationship that’s barely holding up renders it pointless. this over and over/back and forth thing that’s going on between you two is exhausting. it only leaves you lost and confused. you begin to wonder if staying is even worth it at all. even with the speck of hope that it could eventually work out. even if you love him.

You're in the house And I am here in the car I just need a quiet place Where I can scream how I love you

oliver aiku - eric

You like control, well, I do too Take off my clothes and watch me move You can come closer, I'll let you hurt me how you choose

you deeply crave a loving and fulfilling connection with another but unfortunately the other you desire is him. a guy who’s born to be a player and only wants to fool around with multiple people.

you know getting attached would only cause you so much unnecessary pain but your naive heart couldn’t resist him. you know that he doesn’t see you for more than what you give him at night but you were still a fool to fall for him.

enough of a fool to fall for him knowing he’s not ready to settle for one person. you could see it from how you would lovingly gaze at him while he leers at someone else behind you. you would still give yourself up to him if you could, offering anything he wanted out of you.

despite better judgment, you stay with a pained and aching heart. constantly yearning for more.

But how long, how long can we play this way? I'm tired, I'm tired of not loving you My heart, my heart wants to hold you But I know, I know, I know the rules

taglist(lemme know if you wanna be added): @userwithlotsoftime @lucas2060

#★ snail.writes ★ #it was so damn difficult picking between a loving feeling or eric for olivers part #blue lock #blue lock angst #blue lock x reader #michael kaiser #kaiser x reader #sae itoshi #sae x reader #sae itoshi x reader #oliver aiku #oliver aiku x reader #literally didn’t let myself sleep on a school night until i finished this #mitski posting

[sixbucksandadrpepper]

Here’s a post (that no one asked for) of the most Izzy-coded lyrics from my Izzy Hands Spotify playlist:

1. “I lied through my canines and I pulled at your hair // I wanted you to hate me so you’d know I was still there” - I’d Hate Me Too, Susannah Joffe

2. “Oh I think you’re standing on my left foot // it’s hurting but that’s okay // cause I’m in your way // you’ll break the foot that you’re standing on // I’ll walk with the other one” - Step On Me, The Cardigans

3. “If your hands need to break more than trinkets in your room // you can lean on my arm as you break my heart” - I Don’t Smoke, Mitski

4. “Burning in the corner is the only one who dreams // he had you with him”- Lover, You Should’ve Come Over- Jeff Buckley

5. “Take your cigarette from its holder // and burn your initials in my shoulder // fracture my spine // and swear that you’re mine” - The Masochism Tango, Tom Lehrer

6. “Oh you never seem to notice // that my heart beats for you // so I’ll open you up // and make yours beat for me too” - Mx. Sinister, iDKHOW BUT THEY FOUND ME

7. “Can you pay for overtime? // Can you pay to keep my secrets safe? // Can you break my legs tonight? // Can you help me take away the pain?” - Bottom, McCafferty

8. “And you made me who I am // be afraid of what I am”- Burn Bright, My Chemical Romance

9. “Always safe to know // what is good for taking bloodstains from your clothes // like I said before // when I bite your tongue out of your mouth you’ll know”- Men Are All The Same, The Used

10. “You can have my isolation // you can have the hate that it brings // you can have my absence of faith // you can have my everything”- Closer, Nine Inch Nails

#our flag means death #izzy hands #ofmd season two #izzy ofmd #ofmd #israel hands #con oneill #our flag means gay #our flag #our flag playlist #edizzy #ed x izzy #pining #sad boy hours #rip Izzy Hands you would have loved Closer by Nine Inch Nails

[eurosleaz]

lyrics from songs on sadie's playlist that are literally her coded!

leveraging my constant guilt against me / and you force me into submission / and i would be so much less offended / if you just told me to get back into the kitchen / i don't even feel good about it anymore / 'cause you don't take the advice / you fucking use me for (mommy fwiend, penelope scott)

and sometimes when you're on, you're really fucking on / and your friends they sing along and they love you / but the lows are so extreme, that the good seems fucking cheap / and it teases you for weeks in its absence (a better son/daughter, rilo kiley)

so if you need to be mean / be mean to me / i can take it and put it inside of me / if your hands need to break / more than trinkets in your room / you can lean on my arm / as you break my heart (i don't smoke, mitski)

i thought good guys get to be happy / i'm not happy / i am poison in the water and unhappy (hard times, ethel cain)

think i forgot how to be happy / something i'm not, but something i can be / something i wait for / something i'm made for (what was i made for?, billie eilish)

#this blog is sponsored by raycon. #i'm ... so sick about it (i made this playlist!)

[crisiscutie]

Maybe this is just me tunnel-visioning a song I like onto the HoS AU, but the darling’s relationship with the yandere Sephiroths’ kind of reminds me of the song I Don’t Smoke by Mitski. I can’t quite put my finger on which exact Sephiroth, to be honest. But I lean more towards C.C and 7R Sephiroth.

I've listened to it, and it could definitely apply to the AU!

"So if you need to be mean Be mean to me, I can take it and put it inside of me, If your hands need to break, More than trinkets in your room, You can lean on my arm, As you break my heart..."

This verse could highlight the complex relationship between the darling and the Sephiroths, where the darling is caught between their intense desires and her own love for them. It really shows how the darling is both a source of comfort and frustration for the Sephiroths, while also being a victim of their overwhelming emotions. The verse portrays the darling as a selfless and caring person who is willing to do whatever it takes to make each Sephiroth happy... Although she hopes it never comes to pass, she knows that one day, a single Sephiroth may triumph over the others, and she will face a difficult decision...

Thank you for introducing me to Mitski anon. Through this, I found another amazing Mitski song, called "I Will".

The raw emotion and vulnerability conveyed through her voice and the lyrics of the song make it the perfect choice for analyzing the Domestic Darling and Fluffy Sephiroth's relationship. It resonates strongly so much with their experiences and emotions during their journey... I would love to write an analysis on it, showing how the lyrics connect to their story arc...

How many more great music are you guys going to introduce me to on this blog? xD

#Sephiroth #ff7 sephiroth #crisis cutie #final fantasy vii #ff7 #house of sephiroth au

[officiallyisagibrainrotted]

---------------HOODIE--------------

Warnings: Gammer errors, sad/depressed reader, angst.

G:🍭(angst)

.(What's in pink are the lyrics to the song, I couldn't decide on who to base this story on so y'all can use y'all's imagination and or comment who you think is best suited.[It was supposed to be for Barou tbh]The lyrics to the song repeats itself so I bounced around a few times.)

It's been how long now? 3 weeks,3 months . You don't know nor do you care.All you know for sure is that he's gone and you're no longer the center of his life.You lay on you bed rolled up into a ball of depression

You'd probably think I was psychotic (if you knew)

You weren't crazy, it's what you told yourself over again, you were just attached

What I still got in my closet (sad but true)

You'd open your closet door and there it was staring back at you, it's grey color matching the current emotion you're feeling for still having this stuck in your closet. No one knew about this.

I slip it on over my shoulders

You would wear it whenever you feel yourself slipping away or need some kind of closure. And recently it seems like you've hardly ever taken it off.

Something I'll never get over,It makes me feel a little bit closer to you.

Whenever you put it on it reminds you of the first time he lent it to you, around the time you guys first started dating. You were shivering cold but he dropped his oversized jacket onto your shoulders and you instantly were mask in his scent . You never wanted to return it after that , no matter how many times he asked for it.

I can't keep your love, I can't keep your kiss

Your love is all gone , you took it with you out the door. But I still have this.

Gave you everything and all I got was this

All the love I gave you has been left behind.

I'm still rocking your hoodie.

Months after the break up you still desperately clung onto his hoodie. You'd swirl around your room , watching it dance over your thighs, you couldn't help but constantly think about how big it was on you . Most of the time you'd even go shopping in it, lolling around stores you guys would shop at.Stopping at every full body mirror and imagining him standing right next to you as you would tug at his hoodie for him to give it to you. Or as he's trying on a new hoodie youre already asking if you could barrow it for the weekend.

And chewing on the strings

He would always get mad at you for this,he'd Tell you how unsanitary that is, as he watch you nibble on the string attach to the hoodie. Or when you would return it and the string is wet. The strings to the hoodie now are all worn out now, of months of constant chewing as a comping mechanism.

It makes me think about you,So I wear it when I sleep.

It keeps you from going insane when the nights are cold and dark, lonely. From when he use to lay next to you , wide awake, as you'd be all snuggled up next to him. Inhaling his scent to help yourself out a bit more, snuggling yourself deeper into his warmth with ever little nook and cranny that goes bump in the night .

I kept the broken zipper

You remembered when the zipper popped off, and you were crying about it. He told you not to worry about it and that it's fine. And to just trash it . Which you did, but you found yourself rumbling through the trash that week of the break up desperately trying to find the tiny trinket

.I used to put my hand in your pockets

When my hands would get freezing cold, you'd look down at his hand and shyly sneak your hands into his.

The smell of your cologne is still on it (but you're still gone)

The strong smell of his cologne you remember he would spray on himself. But it's been months since the break up and the smell was wearing off.You didn't want that to happen, the hoodie just isn't the same without his smell!. Thankfully you remembered the name of the brand he uses and brought a few. And every now and then whenever the smell seem to be fading you'd drown yourself and the hoodie in it, making it perfect.

Someone I'll never get over.

He was your first real boyfriend and you thought for sure that you two would last, this wasn't some measly high school couple . You two actually had a concrete relationship. He was so respectful of you and your boundaries and he was so loving, in his own way. Arguments would hardly ever happen cause he doesn't ever want to raise his voice at you or appear as frightening.

Baby, even though it hurts Still rocking your.

All of these sweet memories are hurting you and clinging to this hoodie isn't making it any better. But you don't want to let go of it you're just going to bask in its warmth for just a little while longer. Just until you're fully stable.

If you want it Back If you want it back I'm here waiting Come take it back Come take it back.

The hoodie is now yours to keep, you declared to yourself. And if he really loves his hoodie then you'll be ready to give yourself back to him along with his hoodie. He can always have back his hoodie, just not without you that is.

#blue lock #blue lock x reader #blue lock x female reader #blue lock kunigami #blue lock rin #blue lock isagi #blue lock shidou #blue lock baro #blue lock sae #bllk #blue lock nagi #blue lock hyoma x reader #blue lock gagamaru #bachira meguru #blue lock kunigami x reader #blue lock isagi x female reader #blue lock baro x female reader #blue lock rin x female reader #blue lock Sae x female reader #blue lock oliver x female reader #blue lock x y/n #blue lock x you #blue lock x yandere reader #blue lock nagi seishiro #blue lock nagi x fem reader #blue lock noa #blue lock ness #blue lock lavinho x female reader #blue lock niko #blue lock Noa x female reader

[azulas-lightning-bolt]

I Don’t Smoke

once again yapping about this post. I will be committing to this bit if it kills me.

okay so I could literally just break down every single lyric and why it is something mako could say verbatim in the show and not be out of character. however. I will be succinct(-ish)

so for one the general fire symbolism/relation of smoke and smoking. also the fact that tlok is kind of a 20's setting and everyone was smoking at that time. fjhiofruhliahf.

i don't smoke except for when I'm missing you. how many people does this mf have to miss. literally all of them. he misses all of them. (except lin cuz she's always there. stan momboss.)

being with you makes the flame burn good. OH MY GOD??? makes the flame burn good. being with his loved ones, bolin, korra, asami, etc., helps him see his fire as his fire, not what killed his parents, hurt him over and over on the streets. MITSKI PLEASE.

and then just the whole chorus. if you need to be mean, be mean to me. I can take it and put it inside of me. if your hands need to break more than trinkets in your room, you can lean on my arm as you break my heart. now listen. I like to pretend the love triangle didn't exist. however. mako still tried to support and be there for korra/asami (lean on my arm) even though he was probably wrestling with some leftover heartache. mako taking all the hurt and sadness and using it to fuel him and. going insane going insane going insane

I'm what's left of when we swam under the moon. he's all that's left of the family they were before their parents died because bolin probably doesn't really remember them. I know I don't remember much from when I was six.

just don't leave me alone, wondering where you are. I am stronger than you give me credit for. rozzy chill rozzy chill rozzy chill rozzy don't chill rozzy ch

guys. guys. do you think he would wait up all night in the attic when bolin started staying out late. guys. do you think he ever fought with bolin about being too clingy (he just wants to protect his brother). guys. guys. guys.

he makes me sick to my stomach i want him dead.

#mako lok #character playlist #slug’s stuff

[amidnight--dreary]

hi there! first off i loveee the new chapter of dereliktion it’s amazing and i love where you’re going with this story!! also i added a new song to the playlist! it’s i don���t smoke by mitski. i felt like it would fit loki’s pov of their “tolerate it” era lmao. here’s some lyrics that made me scream and reminded me of dereliktion:

“So if you need to be mean

Be mean to me

I can take it and put it inside of me

If your hands need to break

More than trinkets in your room

You can lean on my arm

As you break my heart”

like ahhhh and,

“I'm what's left of when we

Swam under the moon

Now the rest of my days are just

Waiting for when

You come down and tell me

I was meant for you, baby “ :(

“Just don't leave me alone

Wondering where you are

I am stronger than you give me

Credit for” ahhh

anyways, let me know your thoughts!! <3

Hi!!! I’m so happy you liked the new chapter 💖💖 and the song is brilliant!! It breaks my heart though!!!😭 Idk if you’re interested but I also have some songs to add to our playlist lol

First up: Sedated by Hozier. Also tolerate it era but more Tony pov? Him feeling detached and jaded and using sex (and Loki’s submission really) as a way to feel better and more in control, like “any way to distract and sedate/adding shadows to the wall of the cave” and “I’m somewhere outside of my life, babe/I keep scratching but somewhow can’t get in” AND “darling, don’t you stand there watching won’t you come and save me from it?/darling, don’t you join in, you’re supposed to drag me away from it” like Hnhg

Six Feet Under by Billie Eilish is just them trying to fix things and resurrect their love. I could quote the entire song so I won’t

Also Dancing after Death by Matt Maeson!! “If I don’t get better than this man in my skin/if you let go would you hold on?/would we fly?/is it safer if we just say that we tried?/are we laughing at the danger?/are we dancing after death you and I?” Like that’s just Them I don’t know.

I love listening to all songs you sent me while writing the last few chapters (I’m almost done with the whole thing now!!!) I really love them💖💖

#abby420

[yourbestprincess]

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I don’t understand you, but I want to so bad. I wish I understood what goes on in your head…why you do the things you do.

I never want to annoy you, but I feel like i do.

I’ve been listening to I don’t smoke by Mitski, I honestly relate to the lyrics.

“So if you need to be mean

Be mean to me

I can take it and put it inside of me

If your hands need to break

More than trinkets in your room

You can lean on my arm

As you break my heart”

I would do anything to be loved by you. Even if it means me being hurt. You can break me and I’d still love you.

#mitski #i don’t smoke #love me again #obsessed #long distance love

[hotgirlstiles]

top vera hotgirlstiles sterekmitski songs

ok im not even gonna pretend that i can condense this into a top 5..... that's too much of a challenge! and this also isn't in particular order!

1. francis forever. no need for an explanation. (i look up at the gaps of sunlight.... i miss you more than anything!!) (i dont need the world to see that ive been the best i can be, but i dont think i could stand to be where you dont SEE ME...)

2. me and my husband. but me and my husband we're doing better.. ITS ALWAYS BEEN JUST HIM AND ME.... TOGETHER! so i bet all i have on that FURROWED BRW..... and at least in this lifetime we're sticking together!!! (wails) AND I AM THE IDIOT WITH THE PAINTED FACE IN THE CORNER TAKING UP SPACE BUT WHEN HE WALKS IN I AM LOVED. I AM LOVED!!!!

3. i will. just listen to it. or else i'll just put the entire song on here...... it's THE post canon song actually

4. a pearl. ok. this song is a little. whew. its just that i fell in love with a war. and nobody told me it ended.

5. shame. this is my season 2 sterek song where it's sterek in a secret relationship and everyone in stiles' life is just. diappointed in him forhis lies and decisions except for derek who's so so big and strong and warm and protects him....

6. i don't smoke.. hnggg i dont smoke except for when im missing you....... (smoker derek) (stiles missing derek in s5) (ha ha) and if you need to be MEAN be mean to ME.. i can take it and put it inside of ME.... if your hands need to break more than trinkets in your room YOU CAN LEAN ON MY ARM as you.. break my heart......

7. geyser. YALL ALREADY KNOW HOW I FEEL ABT THIS. this is soooo stiles abt derek. this is stiles getting courted by every powerful alpha but rejecting them becase derek is his number one because derek is the one he wants!!! STILES DESPERATELY, BUT I WILL BE THE ONE YOU NEED THE WAY I CANT BE WITHOUT YOU. are you fucking seeing it

8. pink in the night. this is THEEEE stiles pining for derek song im not even exaggerating. whatever song youre thinking of NO.. its this one... i promise you would i let you guys down.... i cant even write down the lyrics like you just have to experience the song yourself..

9. two slow dancers. this is my post canon sterek in their 30s song it makes me sick to my tumy

10. once more to see you. another s2 sterek fic........ derekpov maybe.......... in the rearview mirror i saw the setting sun on your neck... and felt the taste of you bubble up inside me.......

and i am done...... we need like a comunity course. sterek through the mitski lens. and maybe then you will all see the truth....

#txt #sterek #everyone reading this longass post and going where the fuck is the damn fic rec list she said she was gna post #this is STEP ONE.... ts for the ambiance

[ofpd]

bury me at makeout creek!!!! THE mitski album in my opinion

@jewfrogs asked: bury me at makeout creek!!

@material-jew asked: the lyric ask game where you asked for mitski: favorite lyrics off of makeout creek?

so true you guys makeout creek the album of all time !! also im refusing to look up the lyrics to these songs for this game

texas reznikoff: i've been anywhere / and it's not what i want / i wanna be still with you

townie: the boys, boys, boys, keep coming on for more, more, more / and change, change, change is gonna come but when, when, when (ok this is partially bc it's one of my favorite parts of my townie frog show edit)

first love/late spring: i was so young when i behaved 25 / yet now i find i've grown into a tall child

francis forever: on sunny days i go out walking / i end up on a tree-lined street / i look up at the gaps of sunlight / i miss you more than anything

i don't smoke: just don't leave me alone wondering where you are / i am stronger than you give me credit for / if your hands need to break more than trinkets in your room / you can lean on my arm as you break my heart

jobless monday: oh i miss when we first met / he didn't know me yet

drunk walk home: you know i wore this dress for you / these killer heels for you

i will: everything you feel is good / if you would only let you

carry me out: at night on the rooftop i untie my hair / and watch from my plastic chair as my dark hair unleashes

last words of a shooting star: i always wanted to die clean and pretty / but i'd be too busy on working days / so i am relieved that the turbulence wasn't forecasted / i couldn't have changed anyway

send me a (mitski) album & I'll pick my favorite lyrics from every song

#asks #vee tag #gabriel tag #< woag new tag. we've been mutuals for a bit but never interacted :0 #mitski #fiona tag

[pepperleste]

these're just lyrics i think bloomic charas would like (this is very biased these are some of my favorite songs lmao)

___________

Quest

All Along - Fun

Cause I know that tone

I remember the first time

We wished upon parallel lines

Waiting for a friend to call

And say they're still alive

I've given everyone I know

A good reason to go

But I came back with the belief

That everyone I love is gonna leave me

I Don't Smoke - Mitski

So if you need to be mean

Be mean to me

I can take it and put it inside of me

If your hands need to break

More than trinkets in your room

You can lean on my arm

As you break my heart

Why Didn’t You Stop Me? - Mitski

I look for a picture of you

To keep in my pocket

But I can't seem to find one

Where you

Look how I remember

Northern Downpour - P!atd

I know the world's a broken bone

But melt your headaches, call it home

Behind the Sea - P!atd

Toast the fine folks casting silver crumbs

To us from the dock

Jinxed things ringing as they leak

Through tiny cracks in the boardwalk

Friends With You - the scary jokes

How long do I have to wait

'Til my lonely days are over?

I miss being friends with you, but what can I do?

What can I do but leave you alone?

__________

Nightowl

Townie - Mitski

And I want a love that falls as fast

As a body from the balcony, and

I want to kiss like my heart is hitting the ground

I'm holding my breath with a baseball bat

Though I don't know what I'm waiting for

I am not gonna be what my daddy wants me to be

Your Best American Girl - Mitski

If I could, I'd be your little spoon

And kiss your fingers forevermore

But, big spoon, you have so much to do

And I have nothing ahead of me

I Have Friends In Holy Spaces - P!atd

Take a chance, take your shoes off, dance in the rain

Yeah, we're splashing around

And the news spread all over town

Class of 2013 - Mitski

Mom, I'll be quiet

It would be just to sleep at night

And I'll leave once I figure out

How to pay for my own life too

Mom, would you wash my back?

This once, and then we can forget

And I'll leave what I'm chasing

For the other girls to pursue

Behind the Sea- P!atd

A daydream spills from my corked head

Breaks free of my wooden neck

Left to nod over sleeping waves

Like bobbing bait for bathing cod

Floating flocks of candled swans

Slowly drift across wax ponds

Folkin’ Around - P!atd

If I'd forgotten how to sing before I'd sung this song

I'll write it all across the wall before my job is done

And I'll even have the courtesy of admitting I was wrong

As the final words before I'm dead and gone

Admire the Architecture - the scary jokes

Sweet talk on the phone

Ugly doubts that won't leave me alone

Your Vicious Kin - the scary jokes

Caught in the grip of the icy fingers of malaise

"Honey, you should've known better than to trust her"

It follows me like a second self, a malignant shadow

Honey, it couldn't be better than it is with you

Jeannie…You’re a Tragedy - the scary jokes

I don’t mean to be bitter

I just feel a little insecure

But when you send me love from your podiums

It does help to reassure

Sleepyhead - the scary jokes

There's dust upon the stairs, the mansion has the air of a tomb

She hardly leaves her room some days

Friends With You - the scary jokes

Here's to you and me

And the crumbling infrastructure no one else can see

The end result of my own reckless impulsivity

Could you spare a sec to talk to me?

And I can tell you really love me

Can you tell I'm really sorry?

__________

Xyx

All Along - Fun

And I know, oh no

You've fallen from the sun

Crashing through the clouds

I see you burning out

And I know, oh no

That I put up a front

But maybe, just this once

Let me keep this one

Francis Forever - Mitski

I don't need the world to see

That I've been the best I can be, but

I don't think I could stand to be

Where you don't see me

A Pearl - Mitski

You're growing tired of me

You love me so hard and I still can't sleep

You're growing tired of me

And all the things I don't talk about

Sylvia’s Just a Dying Fad - the scary jokes

When your walls go up, I hope that they're mirrored

So you can serve your sentence with somebody sympathetic

Darlin' you're a hack, but it's charming when you crack yourself up

But everybody knows what you go to to keep yourself together

It's a shame, nowadays all your friends have become such a drag

They make you feel like a running gag

Emotional Vagrant - the scary jokes

It must be hard to stay ahead of such deadly apathy

When you become bored so easily

And every new fixation feels like it'll fix everything

Sleepyhead - the scary jokes

The days are dark

The nights are long

Your heart is tired

Of being strung along

Crushed Out on Soda Beach - the scary jokes

I tried just burning the whole thing to the ground today

But decisiveness is such a foreign tenant to my psyche

It violently and immediately began to reject it

I could hardly stand under the weight of my little crush on you

And you, so limp in my arms, hardly helped

So, all that I could do was collapse under you

__________

NakedToaster

It Gets Better - Fun

It's hard to keep a straight face when I just want to smile

If you could see the look that's in your eyes

Carry Me Out - Mitski

The scent of flowers

Still in bloom from morning shower

And I

Say your name

In hopes you'll hear it in the stars

Northern Downpour - P!atd

For diamonds do appear to be

Just like broken glass to me

And then she said she can't believe

Genius only comes along in storms of fabled foreign tongues

When the Day Met the Night - P!atd

Well, he was just hanging around, then he fell in love

And he didn't know how, but he couldn't get out

Just hanging around, then he fell in love

Apple Pie - the scary jokes

And isn't it wonderful?

How you make me so confused when I talk to you

Am I losing my mind or am I winning your heart?

Every day's an apple pie

When I'm with you I'm not so shy

And I almost feel alive in your arms

Help me forget what I'm going through and I'll give everything to you

It's the least that I could do

#blooming panic #i just rly like song lyrics tbh i dont think is very good kajhksjhdf #bloomic #bp nakedtoaster #bp xyx #bp quest #bp nightowl #there are a lot of other songs i wanted to add but i figured id just stick to these like 4 albums so uh #this would also look better if i used pics of lyrics but idk man im lazy

[cadavercanine]

Most borderline coded Mitski lyrics.

(In my personal opnion)

I Don’t Smoke

So if you need to be mean

Be mean to me

I can take it and put it inside of me

If your hands need to break

More than trinkets in your room

You can lean on my arm

As you break my heart

Just don’t leave me alone

Wondering where you are

I am stronger than you give me credit for

Brand New City

Think my brain is rotting in places

I think my heart is ready to die

I think my body is falling in pieces

I think my blood is passing me by

I think my fate is losing its patience

I think the ground is pulling me down

I think my life is losing momentum

I think my ways are wearing me down

But if I gave up on being pretty, I wouldn't know how to be alive

I should move to a brand new city and teach myself how to die

Cop Car

I get mean when I'm nervous like a bad dog

I get mean when I'm nervous like a bad dog

I pretended you were mine, It made me calm babe

I am cruel, I am gentle, I can make you laugh

I am cruel, I am gentle, I can make you laugh

I've loved many boys, I've loved many girls

I don't think about the past, it's always there anyway

Don't think about the past, always there anyway

And I will never die, I will never die

I will never die, I will never die

I will never die, I will never die

I will never die, I will never die

I've preemptively blocked all the exits

I've preemptively blocked all the exits

So I will burn this movie theater, hey

#bpd? #bpd #bpd vent #self discovery #self diagnosis #self diagnosis bpd #cluster b #mitski #borderline #borderline personality disorder #jiraiblr #jirai kei #bpd fp #bpd problems #song lyrics #dog #dog poetry #bad dog #Spotify #SoundCloud