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THIS! Support your creators! I got even more selective with what I write AND post compared to last year. Why? I realized that there was no point in working on and sharing things I didn't enjoy or feel confident about. And there was especially no point in catering to the unappreciative and/or silent readers. Most people couldn't even be bothered to reblog their requests but somehow have the ability to spam like your works! So I know most readers don't give a fuck.

And my goodness, I feel you on the dehumanization part since I felt it so much, where most people simply treated me as a writing machine and not a human being. It was especially noticeable with the wording of certain requests in my askbox, insane high like/low reblog ratios or whenever I posted anything that wasn't your typical "safe" smut or fluff. Even then, my posts with the highest notes still have almost no engagement🙄.

It became an absolute ghost town if I dared to do anything of the ordinary. But instead of conforming, I changed my how things are done. My postings slowed down so i can focus more on non-writing/tumblr stuff, certain AUs got canned, I shared less, my rules changed etc. Now, when I do write, it will be something that I will surely enjoy doing and can be a product I'm proud of. Lately, I've been motivated by the consistent support from a minority of supporters who truly make it feel like a community and show that they care about me beyond just my writing 💜💜💜. I'm only as active as the engagement given to me.

When it comes to fellow and upcoming writers, my only advice is to write for yourself. And I don't mean this in the typical dismissive, gaslighting way. What I mean is that you should write for yourself in ways that brings you enjoyment and pride in what you're creating. And especially value and recognize your true supporters! They make fandom FANDOM!

Maybe I'm not in the right mindset to write this, but let me go on a tangent real quick. And I genuinely do not give a flying fuck if I get hate, but this needs to be said.

Maybe it's just me, maybe it's watching so many writers leave, maybe it's because I'm having a shitty day, but I'm so annoyed by the underappreciation some writers are getting on this app, and I'm sure as hell not talking about myself.

I've talked about this before, and I'll talk about it again. You guys are underappreciating some writers on this app, and slowly everyone is going to leave. The reason writers love sharing their work is because of their feedback.

You don't have to even write an entire 5-page essay on how you liked someone's fic, but rather just a "this was so well written" or "I loved it!"

I'm thankful for a community where I can write asks months later, but still get interaction or people thanking me for writing their fics and thoughts, but I also know some people who do not get the same thing, which is so frustrating.

In the past week and a half? I've seen so many amazing writers that inspired me to finally create my own account to share my thoughts with y'all, leave this app. Seeing them leave is frustrating because of the lack of engagement or interaction.

I'm begging you, please for the love of god, tell writers if you like their work. It is so dehumanizing writing to a bunch of bots and it just feels repetitive to the point where some writers don't want to write anymore.

Ju <3

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Oh hi! I'm the one that send the Chilhood!AU earlierr! sorry for asking an AU that already exist; but wow! You really writes it like just how i imagine! I had another AU though, maybe the dynamic of mean x more meaner couple. I would love to see Reader as a villain! Maybe purposely dragging Sephiroth to go mad, wanting to control Sephiroth but ended up having no absolutely control as Sephiroth grew more and more strong. Sephiroth is like the trophy that always managed to make Reader proud of their capabilities And i had.. quite a depth in the childhood friend AU though...... In my mind, i make Sephiroth viewed Reader as his god. After all the possibility to make Reader was created in same way as him is HUGE because you can make Reader understand Sephiroth pain and justified his monstrous action; Reader had been created just for him─ honestly it's actually just ended up with Sephiroth getting obsessed and wanting reader for himself. Maybe Sephiroth had a mindset to make both of them rule the world, as an something that picture heaven and hell, kind and evil, a angel and a demon XD

Let me show you a little dynamic that Sephiroth had with Reader in the Childhood AU i mentioned earlier, ehehe! I hope it didn't bother you! I hope you had a good day after dealing with my antic (⁠｡⁠ŏ⁠﹏⁠ŏ)... I tried my best to write it, my english is not good! So pardon me!

Cw/ worshipping, religious thingy, yandere tendencies (?)

"Silence." Sephiroth snaps, his fingers tightening their grasp around the sponge he had in his hands, making sure Reader won't move away from his grasp as he tried to wash Reader back. "I am in charge of keeping you alive, so I will take care of you. If I fail to wash you properly, what's the point of me existing?" He said, trying to make a reason and sweet talking Reader, so they will stop struggling against him. "My delicate and divine God must be kept untouched by this filthy world, protected from all dangers, and cleaned with the utmost precision. How could I let anyone else touch you? Let alone yourself!" He scolded with a gentle tone; didn't want Reader to get scared of him as he kissed Reader back assuringly. "I need you to look beautiful for my eyes only, not for the gaze of those losers, those pathetic creatures who only see you as a threat. Don't even think about moving; I need to make sure every inch of your gorgeous body is spotless. It's a blessing for me to wash your perfect physique, it was something no one else deserves. To even able to cleanse your smooth, flawless skin, those pouting lips, and those adorable cheeks of yours... Is an honor, just let me do this for you. Please. Relax and enjoy it. You are mine; no one else matters."

Oh wow, anon! This is really good! I just love the worshipping aspect~

#sephiroth #ff7 sephiroth #final fantasy 7 #sephiroth x reader #yandere sephiroth #ff7

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Well, I just wanted to tell you that our ex girlfriend (me and my husband are poly) used to call me "poor poor slut" when they "manhandled" me. Why am I telling you?

Well, isn't it quite Sephiroth coded?

*blushes*

(yeah, they're both Scorpios and I'm a poor little tiny Cancer)

If it tickles your fancy, then definitely!

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Man... I'm so scared about how they're gonna wrap up sephiroth's story. Realistically, what scenarios do you see playing out for him?

Honestly, there's so much variables on how it can go, it's hard to tell. I can share a few thoughts on this, though.

Gameplay-wise, I think he'd be playable again. He's far too fleshed out to not simply be playable again.

I wouldn't be surprised if we get a prologue playing as him between the worlds hunting Aeriths down and seeing him playable again later. Maybe even another version of Sephiroth as the third (or fourth) party member because I don't think 7R3 will have Cid and Vincent as the only new members.

Plot wise, I am very very interested to see how the plot with Lucrecia from the OG plays out. At this point, there's just no way that Sephiroth doesn't know about her. He either must be in denial about her or completely disowned her.

While it doesn't seem they are going to do a redeemed Sephiroth, I wouldn't be surprised if we got to see more of Pre-Nibelheim Sephiroth, maybe even fighting himself alongside Cloud and co. because of inter-dimensional fuckery. Not to mention, there's just no way he'd tolerate the monster his future self became. And I'm hoping the evil Sephiroth we have now is a better, Mastermind.

I know everyone loved the line where he told Aerith her underestimated her, but I don't. To me, it's ridiculous. You have extensive, future knowledge of the worlds and the original timeline. You should've known exactly what she was capable of. And you still choose to undestimate her???

Sephiroth's arrogance has always been his biggest weakness, but this oversight in the writing just makes him look so foolish. I hope to see less of it.

At least he is taking Tifa more seriously, though! What I like in the OG is that he seriously underestimated Tifa and Cloud bond.

#sephiroth #ff7 sephiroth #final fantasy 7 #ff7

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Can we get wholesome advent sephiroth headcannons?

Maybe some aftercare?

Content Warning: NSFW.

He held you close, running his lips along your neck.

Even though he had little time left, he still wanted to make sure you are left pristine. After all, it's his responsibility to leave you in better condition after the intense sex you two had.

Your geostigma worked its way through your body, healing your cuts and soothing the lingering pain.

He couldn't contain himself earlier. It's been far too long for him in the Lifestream, deprived of any contact with you. It drove him mad.

The best he could do was to use his remnants to stay close to you, but you deserved your god in his entirety. You should not be satisfied with such trivial beings.

But now that he is here, he finally experiences a sense of peace that he hasn't felt in ages.

You shifted your body to be facing his, your lips almost touching his own. His warm, corrupted cum trailed down your thigh.

Did he really have to leave? It wasn't fair that you didn't have enough time with him. You found a piece of JENOVA, and that still wasn't enough for him to stay?

"...I'll still be with you. Mother," He said. Just before you opened your mouth, he continued to speak.

"You will bear me a new vessel... One that will allow me to stay within the world..."

Now it's time for you to be uncontained. Is it really possible?

"Then," he said, his beautiful slit eyes shone, "we will be free to have the planet as our vessel and sail the cosmos,". His cock throbbed once more, pressing against your ass.

You'd miss his remnants. You spent a long time with them, and they took care of you during these painful two years.

But at least they will be a part of the man dearest to you when the time comes.

As he faded into the Lifestream, he held your chin for one last time and sealed his departure with a lingering, passionate kiss.

He left Kadaj in his place, who looked a little confused and embarrassed.

You softly giggled and caressed his cheek, whispering about a small gift left by Mother...

Such a sweet reunion~

#sephiroth #ff7 sephiroth #final fantasy 7 #sephiroth x reader #ff7 #final fantasy x reader #x reader #reader insert #fem reader #reader smut #kadaj ff7 #kadaj

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I don't know much about the Final Fantasy, i just got into the fandom because i saw your Sephiroth x Reader unintentionally, Sephiroth is so pretty as i must say. I loved your handwriting and the fact that you digging so deep into Sephiroth character, making him feel more alive through your writing. It's the best, especially your analysis about this and that, and because of that i started to learn more and more about FF!

I didn't know much, and i don't know if i do good─ english isn't my first language, please pardon my inability to tell a stories too, but how about an AU where Sephiroth and Reader. Maybe an AU Reader lived and treated like Sephiroth too, experimented, exploited by Shinra and Hojo... but the outcome was different than Sephiroth. Reader able to live normally even though what had happened to them; different from Sephiroth, making him seek 'something' within Reader── maybe an Hope? It's can be the start of his obsession, obsessed with something he couldn't never had. Being a good Hero like Reader is. Everything about Reader make him obsessed... It's like a ying and yang dynamic but taken more dark turn, an Demon that had craved of being an Angel as he used to be one (an Angel) dynamic. Maybe make them childhood friend, Reader used to be created for Sephiroth 'purpose' of an producing more greater being. (If you didn't take a request or even an idea, it's okay to ignore this! I'm sorry to disturb you. I hope you have a good day and good night, well, all i can say is i love your writing, don't give up making them! But remember to take a rest, <3)

Hello, thank you for the kind words and the detailed ask! You're never disturbing me! If I'm understanding correctly, I think I answered a similar ask to this recently, so here's the response to that.

I'm sorry to say that I'm not sure what I could write to do this AU the proper justice! It's an interesting idea though! You're always free to send in other requests.

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How would sephiroth react to a darling taller than him.

I think he'd love it for the different dynamic it brings, like it does with a petite darling. Now, for the first time, the first-class SOLDIER Sephiroth gets to feel small. He'd probably feel like a child whenever he hugs his darling or playfully clinging to them in their lovely dovey moments.

I mean, think about it: It would be subconsciously comfortable to know that someone so tall can provide him with both safety and solace, something he lacked from the adults in his childhood. His darling's height would stir up a lot of sentimental feelings for sure.

Also, I do love the idea of Darling having a monster girl form taller than Sephy and domming him 😳

#sephiroth #ff7 sephiroth #final fantasy 7 #ff7

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Sorry for not clarifying! The darling's yandere son. Thank you! 😊

Okay! Looks like Mother Darling has quite the challenge!

Content Warning: DDDNE. Yandere Sephiroth. Mommy Kink. Curvy Darling. Dubcon.

Yandere Son Sephiroth musings here.

༻❁༺ Your son's clinginess hadn't gone unnoticed by you, especially since you two are planning on leaving Mideel soon. You planned to take him to AVALANCHE HQ.

༻❁༺ Through, it could've just been him wanting to make up for the lost time. But no matter, it's best for him to start building a life of his own.

༻❁༺ It was good that you two lived separately, at least, but he still visited you constantly.

༻❁༺ It was so difficult to pull away from your sweet boy every time he hugged you or tried to cling to you, or even when you told him no. You felt his hurt and disappointment, especially in his kitten eyes. Despite this, never stopped showering you with affection.

༻❁༺ Sephiroth himself felt his heart breaking. He didn't want to think that you were rejecting him, but it felt that way. He dropped everything from his past life. He had nothing left but you. The mere thought of the last thing he had abandoning him was unbearable.

༻❁༺ To address his clinginess, you introduced the idea of him finding a special woman to fall in love with.

༻❁༺ He clearly wasn't interested in such a prospect, even when you tried to nudge him toward certain women who appear reserved and respectful (not fangirls) in town.

༻❁༺ ...Perhaps it wasn't helpful when you embarrassed yourself and him at the town market, loudly asking what he thought of the cute, shy cashier that rang up your groceries.

༻❁༺ Despite the attention from everyone else, Sephiroth wasn't fazed. He just had no interest in the woman or anyone else. While he looked bored, you blushed and covered your mouth as you two walked away.

༻❁༺ As you were giving up on that idea, something surprising happened later on. He asked you for more advice about it!

༻❁༺ You gladly shared your thoughts/expertise on how to impress a lady, using yourself as the lady and him as the man as examples.

༻❁༺ You even taught him how to tango, and he seemed to really enjoy it. Throughout the final week at Mideel, he asked you more and more for advice, which you happily gave him.

༻❁༺ Sephiroth planned to wait on using the same advice you gave him and revealing his epiphany to you. But when he secretly watched you bid subtle farewells to your friends, the orphans, and everyone else in Mideel, dark emotions raged like a storm inside him.

༻❁༺ He came to your house later, with a gentle smile on his face as he watched you destroy some useless files you didn't need.

༻❁༺ He couldn't help but felt his hard cook straining against his pants as he noticed the sweet white dress you were wearing. The dress accentuated your squishable tummy, which had a subtle jiggle as you moved.

༻❁༺ He hugged you tightly, wrapping his arms around your waist. "Mother, are we ready to leave tomorrow?"

༻❁༺ You nodded at him, kissed him on the cheek, and kept destroying the files. He laid his head on your shoulder, almost kissing your neck. That is, until his slit eyes glimpsed a file that mentioned the JENOVA project, prompting him to swiftly take it from your hands.

༻❁༺ You stared at him worryingly, knowing that the file itself contained little information. The project was unfamiliar to you, as you were forced into it as a guinea pig. Your memories of it were hazy too. You couldn't even tell your son who his father was.

༻❁༺ You were ready for Sephiroth's interrogation, but he surprisingly set the file aside without uttering a single word about it.

༻❁༺ "Mother," he whispered into your ear, his voice dripped with honey. "I had an epiphany..." He traced circles on your palm while using his other hand to massage your back.

༻❁༺ You stayed in place. A part of you yelled at yourself to move away from him like you've been doing lately, but you didn't. It... felt good.

༻❁༺ "That special woman you told me to find... I think it's you," he whispered, his hands caressed your curves and then squished your tummy. He loved the way your body felt. It's like a stress ball filled with motherly love. It was one of the many reasons he needed to hold you so tightly.

༻❁༺ He focused his attention on your thick thighs, giving them a few squishes too. But those are just the appetizers... The main course he wanted? Your cunt.

༻❁༺ He was so eager, he knelt down and turned your body around, almost ripping your lace panties to get access. He watched your erected clit tremble, giving it a brief lick while his fingers toyed with your juicy labia.

༻❁༺ He then used both hands to spread your meaty cunt, stretching it wide. With his slit eyes beaming in amazement, he found himself lost in a euphoric trance.

༻❁༺ It's a moment of pure wonder as he stared at the lovely orifice that birthed him. He gave your clit a brief kiss before forcing two fingers into your wetness.

༻❁༺ He forced his fingers deeper into your needy cunt, wanting to explore more and feel more of your juices trickle into his hand. Everything he's doing... It has felt incredibly right for both you and him, even though it was undeniably wrong.

༻❁༺ "Does it feel good, Mother?" he whispered. His warm breath grazed your gushing cunt while you unraveled before him. He wanted you to say it. If necessary, he'd rip those words out of you.

༻❁༺ Your walls gripped his fingers tightly as he scissored you. His mind happily deliberated over what he'll do to your cunt next. Fuck it savagely? Keep worshipping its holiness?

༻❁༺ Thankfully, some self-control came back to you in the last moments as you removed yourself from his fingers, holding yourself back from climaxing in front of him.

༻❁༺"I-I... I need a moment," you stammered, quickly making your way to your bedroom.

༻❁༺ He stood there, staring at your juices on his fingers while a wicked smirk played on his lips. When he looked up, his pupils dilated at the sight of those same juices trickling down your pillowy thighs as you closed your bedroom door.

༻❁༺ Oh, how much he wanted to kick your door down and fuck you into your bed... But he managed to restrain himself, unleashing a chilling chuckle afterwards.

༻❁༺ The next day, the two of you left Mideel for good. You and Sephiroth pretended as if nothing happened the day before, though the obvious tension still lingered.

༻❁༺ He doesn't understand why you wanted to deny the obvious love between the two of you, but that's okay now. Along with seeking vengeance on Shinra, he'd make you accept his love, no matter what. He will start by figuring out who or what this JENOVA is…

Well well, she's in for a fun time. 👀

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I have a question about baby Jenova. Would she evolve during each stage of her life?

Good question! And I think I can say yes! It makes perfect sense she would continue to develop and grow stronger as she absorbs more materia and lifestream energy throughout her life stages. And she wouldn't grow in the same way a human would, either. Rather, each stage would be dependent on how much power she accumulates. Also, some might have a hard time visualizing baby JENOVA, so I have two references here that could work.

Personally, I like the combination of both images as the reference. Also, when I said Darling's pregnant belly being enormous in Homecoming, I meant it. She essentially birthed a mini eldritch being. And said eldritch being kept her alive during her degradation period. She eventually cured her, as her very essence modified her mother's genetic structure. Much like did Sephiroth did to Lucrecia. Very interesting sciency stuff

#yandere sephiroth #jenova #yandere sephiroth x reader

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your kidnapper verbally detailing their sick fantasies to you and then very softly saying come here

#yandere sephiroth #all sephys

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How would the darling deal with her and yandere Sephiroth's son having a strong oedipus complex?

Yandere Son Sephiroth? Or the son of Sephiroth and Darling? Need some clarification

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The Crowning Moment

Pairing: "Fluffy" Sephiroth/Pregnant Darling

Sequel to Homecoming.

Content Warning: Yandere Sephiroth. No actual NSFW but typical DDDNE content with some fluff.

Your alien daughter securely fastened to your chest, while Sephiroth sat behind you, holding you tight. His vast, dark wing sheltered you and your newborn daughter from the drizzling gray skies and anything in sight that could frighten her. Her tiny tentacles excitedly tickled your skin as she nourished herself from your swollen breasts. But supporting her weight was difficult, considering the energy her birth had drained from you. Thankfully, Sephiroth supported your weak arms with his. JENOVA wasn't born a human baby, but a cluster of pink-red tentacles with a singular pink eye in the center, no doubt a result of the strange cells Sephiroth injected into you, not long after her conception. As your dear husband hummed a haunting melody, he gently rested his head on yours.

He shared your relief when she finally arrived, after forty-two weeks of this tumultuous and eerie pregnancy. Even though you didn't have to push her out since she slithered her way through you, it still left you drained. It's been ten years since you last felt this way, since your degradation. Your fingertips played with her smaller tentacles. You're glad to see that she is now calm, given how scared she was earlier.

Soon enough, Sephiroth lifted his head up and spotted the triplet boys running in the distance. They were carrying armfuls of materias, their innocent eyes beaming as they approached the three of you.

"Mother, Father! We found a lot of cool materia in the woods!" they said in unison. They sat on the ground and neatly arranged the materia to present before their newborn sibling. Sephiroth smiled gently, filled with pride as he looked at his boys. He gave each of them a swift head pat, making them pout and blush, as they tried to hide their excitement at receiving praise from the man they idolized and wanted to emulate.

"Well done, my sons. I'm sure your mother and sister will appreciate your tributes," he said. His wing opened up a little, giving you and JENOVA the chance to see the gifts presented by the boys.

She paused her feeding and locked her singular pink eye on the materias, carefully picking one to inspect. The triplets watched nervously, hoping to make a good impression. They paid little mind to her monstrous nature, as they loved her all the same. This might even rectify their first rocky encounter with her. Their excitement at meeting their new sibling got the best of them, so they scared her by accident.

After a moment of deliberation, her tentacles reached out and swiftly snatched up all the materia, pulling them into the dark void that surrounded her eye, where they were absorbed. Then her pink eye glowed ominously bright. Her tentacles resumed their excited tickling of you and reached out to each of the triplet boys for a polite hand (or tentacle?) shake as a way of expressing gratitude to her big brothers.

They celebrated with joyous triumph; their newborn sibling's trust and adoration was finally gained. Yet the sweet moment was short-lived when Yazoo made his declaration.

"...She picked up my materia first, though. I must be her favorite," he coolly said, wearing their father's traditional smug smirk as he looked at his brothers. And, of course, this ignited a fierce argument between the three, making JENOVA withdraw her shaky tentacles from their palms. Sephiroth swiftly put a finger to his lips, motioning for silence to avoid poor JENOVA becoming spooked by them once more, just like they did when she was born an hour ago. The triplets settled down, continuing their squabbling in hushed whispers. Thankfully, she didn't appear to be scared this time, so Sephiroth kept his wing slightly open.

You tilt your head at your silly boys, admiring their devotion to their family. Despite your husband's transformation for the worst and your boys embracing his dark philosophy, as well as your daughter growing up in the dark world, you can't say that you ever regretted meeting Sephiroth in this lifetime. Your lips curved into a weak smile as he affectionately nuzzled into your neck and placed gentle kisses to your collarbone. Your daughter's tentacle reached up to caress your cheek as you gathered strength, holding her even closer.

If only you had gone with him to Shinra that fateful day to cure your degradation. But now, you understood there's no point in dwelling on what could have happened. But you could say that this reunion was truly worth it, as it brought you the peace and happiness that had been absent for so long. While Sephiroth continued to go down this dark path, you still sensed the specks of light within him. He is still there. So you'd be by his side, no matter what. You are bound by fate, never apart...

*cries*

Yandere Domestic AU chronology: Christmas Kids | The Reunion is Nothing to Fear | Wait for me | Homecoming | The Crowning Moment

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Since we have Father Sephiroth do you think we can have Biological Mother darling with son Sephiroth? Especially a possesive son Sephiroth?

This is a super interesting idea! I have so many ways of how this dynamic could work out... Consider the following to be experimental musings since nothing is set in stone yet. In general though, I imagine this Sephiroth would start out as fluffy but turn into a yandere as his insecurities surface and he reverts to his true self; a lost, broken boy.

Content Warning: Emotional abuse. Yandere Sephiroth. Unhealthy and unsettling family dynamics.

Counterpart to Yandere Father Sephiroth Musings.

༻❁༺ You should've seen this coming. From the constant visits to the persistence of staying with you longer than necessary...

༻❁༺ You thought it was just his way of making amends for the lost time since he was stolen from you as a baby.

༻❁༺You reunited with your dear son here in Mideel a year ago, when he left Shinra for good. He recognized you from a distance when he saw you gardening.

༻❁༺ After he finished crying into your neck for what felt like an eternity, he told you about how he always wanted to find you, to be with you at every single he spent in that hell.

༻❁༺ And the poor thing thought your name was JENOVA. When you corrected him, he raised his palm to his face, an eerie, broken chuckle escaping his lips. A single last tear cascaded down his cheek.

༻❁༺ It concerned you, but you overlooked it, realizing that it likely came from his painful and traumatizing childhood. At least you both can now confront it and handle it together.

༻❁༺ His gorgeous slit eyes lit up as you rubbed his shoulder and caressed his cheek.

༻❁༺ "You're as radiant as I imagined you to be, mother..."

༻❁༺ From that point onwards, he was practically attached to your hip, observing how you handled domestic chores and attempting to do them himself. He was worried sick that he would mess up, as he had never done things like this before.

༻❁༺ Yet his ability to pick up things quickly always impressed you. He learned so fast... In fact, he seemed a little too eager to please you and relate to you. This worried you, so you reassured him he didn't need to change himself. You wanted him to express his true self.

༻❁༺ And so he did. He especially never hid the amount of love he had for you, his precious Mother. Each time he hugged you, his grip was so tight that you could sense his hesitation to release you, even if he didn't verbally express it.

༻❁༺ It doesn't matter if he was busy with an important task like hunting beasts. If you needed him for anything, he'd drop whatever he was doing, just for you. Even if it was something small, like getting fruits from the town's market.

༻❁༺ But he was poor at interacting with others, especially whenever other men came around you.

༻❁༺ He would lurk behind you, his seething eyes darkened toward anyone who dared to disturb his bonding time with you. He treasures each moment spent with you as if it were a precious currency. Even when your eyes are not on him, he became restless and antsy.

༻❁༺ Most were scared off whenever he gave them that intense stare. However, there was one time where he had gone too far and nearly beheaded a lone traveler. His crime? The traveler had simply asked you for directions while you were gardening with Sephiroth.

༻❁༺ Even Sephiroth himself didn't know what had driven to do that. Perhaps it was the seething jealousy that consumed him as he watched you playing with and caring for the children at the local orphanage, even though it was merely your job. Or maybe it was the way you stared at that man in the market earlier. Or maybe he was antsy from the lack of quality sleep.

༻❁༺ Usually, your sweet son tried to disguise his possessiveness around you, but this time, he couldn't hide it.

༻❁༺ Thankfully, you screaming at him and grabbing his arm, just as he was about to deliver the killing blow to the poor traveler, seemed to snap him out of his dark trance.

༻❁༺ With his eyes like a guilty kitten, he stared at the ground. He wasn't sorry for the man he almost killed, but for the minor crime of upsetting you.

༻❁༺ His powerful, deep voice had the pace of a child caught in the act.

༻❁༺ "Mother," he choked out, unable to meet your gaze, his shame clear. "I-I didn't mean it..." The thought of you leaving him, like others before, crossed his mind, nearly pushing him to another breakdown.

༻❁༺ You stared at him solemnly, before wrapping your arms around him in a loving, soothing hug.

༻❁༺ Later that night, his murderous rage surfaced again, not directed toward you, but towards the world. It wasn't fair that he had to spend a lonely, painful childhood and early adulthood as a glorified hunting dog. It wasn't fair that he had lost the few friends he had. And it certainly wasn't fair that, after finally reuniting with his precious mother, she had already built a life for herself, taking care of OTHER children.

༻❁༺The only thing he felt ashamed of was his jealousy of your interaction with the orphans. But it was too triggering for him to fully accept it.

༻❁༺ While you were busy making dinner for yourself and a small group of friends, he easily slipped into your house without being seen. You felt your heart leap at the sound of his deep, velvety voice, his muscular body pressing against yours as he stood uncomfortably close, a mischievous smirk on his lips.

༻❁༺ "...You're having a feast tonight, aren't you, mother?" your son whispered ominously in your ear. As you turned around to face him, you suddenly realized how imposing he truly was. Your first meeting with him was a stark contrast to now. Gone was the tall, shy boy; in his place stood a terrifying killing machine. It felt as if you were talking to an entirely different being altogether.

༻❁༺ "Yes. I will have company over later... What's wrong, Sephiroth?" You asked. You don't know how you kept a tough act. The doubt consumed him as his eyes narrowed at you and a frown replaced his smirk.

༻❁༺ "So this is what you were doing over years... While I spent my life as Shinra's monster!" His hands hovered around your hips, almost wanting to grab them, but he grabbed the marble counter behind you instead, causing it to crack with ease.

༻❁༺ You gasped. You were sure that he didn't even mean to do that, but it was hard for him to control his strength at the moment.

༻❁༺ And you've already told him what you've been doing these past years, but now it's time to prove it. You took his hand and led him to your bedroom. You revealed your involvement with AVALANCHE by showing him files of classified documents from underneath your bed.

༻❁༺ Each document revealed a different side of Shinra's operations - the meticulously gathered area survey information about Mideel and Shinra's dealings here, the closely guarded company secrets you knew, and even other corrupt dealings that had plagued them for years. This was the best way you could strike back at Shinra, but you had to keep your identity a secret.

༻❁༺ You've seen the Turks around this town a handful of times. You knew it was their job to find you and silence you, so you had to lie low. But you still wanted to reunite with Sephiroth, which is why you started to work with AVALANCHE under a persona, relaying to them what you can aside from your identity as Sephiroth's mother and going out on missions to get closer to him.

༻❁༺ He was dead silent as you went through the documents. Then he apologized to you, his kitten eyes resurfacing. They always made you so weak at the knees. He wrapped his arms around your waist and nuzzled his face into your chest.

༻❁༺ Although you didn't see it, a small sneer formed on his lips while you were calling off dinner with your friends, all to spend the night comforting your sweet son.

༻❁༺ You eventually fell asleep on your bed, but Sephiroth was still wide awake, still too high from your motherly touch and the thoughts of vengeance. He'd take away everything Shinra cherished. They will feel his despair.

So making something clear, Mother Darling is NOT Lucrecia. But I guess she could be an AU version of her if you want to see her that way. It's your imagination ���. Her past and the reason behind Sephiroth being stolen from her are different. Much of yet to be discovered.

And these musings are experimental, so nothing is set in stone yet. I had other ways how a Mother Darling/Son Sephiroth dynamic could be explored, but I decided to write this one to see how it flows.

A NSFW follow-up here.

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Believe it or not my first introduction to the sephiroth cuties was actually ff7r sephiroth 🥰🥰

Mine was either KH or AC Sephiroth, I couldn't remember since I was so young xD

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Holy shit I get to see dissidia sephy on my playstation 4 *squeals* I didn't know that was possible!

Sorry for the excitement I'm down bad for the dissidia cutie

Yas, congrats! To have his beautiful, holy face grace your screen is such a wonderful privilege. Hopefully, there will be a new Dissidia game in the next years so we can see him again...

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Do you have a definition for the darling? Maybe even a general one? I've read quite a few posts, and I'm enjoying myself, but I feel like I'm confused. Did you explain somewhere and I somehow missed it...? 😅 Sorry

Hey, I got a Darling FAQ here for you and anyone else curious! always feel free to ask questions!

#crisis cutie roundtable

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#house of sephiroth au #this gives me such HoS vibes #love it