#the dissapointment on her face im crying

[leaderwon]

hi! could you please do a part 2 to enha forgets ur birthday? pls part 1 was so good🫵🏼🫶🏻 i just wanna see them grovel lol

non!idol enhypen x non!idol reader

forgetting your birthday pt. 2 !

pt. 1

warnings : she/her pronouns used, cursing, crying, mentions of grief.

luna's diary : this one kinda sucks ugh. HELLA RUSHED because I went to a trip (Singapore + Malaysia) AND THE CELL SERVICE WAS terrible I'm so so so sorry anons this is very dissapointing but I felt bad making yall wait for so long. Promise to edit this as soon as I reach home!

HEESEUNG

After the realisation that your boyfriend, had indeed forgotten your birthday, the birthday spirits you had in the starting of the day had blown away. As promised he appeared to your door step with flowers in his hands as he murmured a set of apologies for forgetting your special day. Saying you were mad at your boyfriend would be a huge understatement. You were furious with a hint of disappointment. "baby I'm sorry please" he said as you closed your eyes felt a few tears threatening to fall. Noticing this heeseung hugged you tight and ran his hands in your head wondering how he could make it up to you. He knew he messed up and this couldn't be mended easily. Like a broken dam, your tears started flowing uncontrollably. "How could you forget hee?" you questioned him finally using your voice for the first time since he arrived. "I know pretty girl im so sorry" he said as his voice hitched and eyes swelling up with tears, his mind running on a marathon trying to find ways to make it up to you. Like a bulb lighting above his head, he left you on the spot and rushed to the living room.

A few minutes later he rushed back ushering you to follow him. Upon reaching the living room you saw a beautifully decorated living room with fairy lights, your favourite blankets with your snacks and your favorite movie ready to play. A smiled adorned your features as you heard him say "i know what I did was terrible but let me try to make it up to you".

JAY

He was at a party with the boys when you made him realised that he had messed up the date. He couldn't believe it. This man was shocked, mind blank wtf type shock. By the time he reached home he was already in tears. But when he saw how dark your house was with sadness evident on your face as you slept in your bed he broke down right in front of your sleeping figure.

How could he mess up the date that marks your creation? He was more dissapointed in him than you were tbh. You were soon awaken by the sounds of your boyfriend's cries. "Baby what's wrong?" You questioned him cradling his face. "I'm sorry princess I'm so sorry i can't believe I forgot your birthday"

He was more heartbroken than you were, his emotions all over the place. "Baby it's okay i promise" Cuddles and kisses you the whole night and clears his schedule for the next day.

JAKE

The whole day you patiently waited for Jake to show his existence to you. It was your birthday and you were excited to spend the day with him. But to no avail, he didn't show up. Deciding to occupy yourself with your phone, you saw a notification indicating that Jake had uploaded a story. The light in your eyes faded away as you took in Jake with Iseul, a junior, on your birthday.

Having done with this, you decided to finally text him. Upon realising what he had done, he rushed home to see you on the couch with a dark cloud above your head. "Hey baby" Jake started slowly. "I'm really sorr-" "Save it Jake I don't want to hear it" You responded cutting him off. "But baby you know Iseul is like a younger sister to me" He started again. He was walking on eggshells right now knowing that if he said anything wrong you would crack. "I get that she's a younger sister to you, but Jake it's my birthday, you could have comforted her tomorrow, but my birthday wont be tomorrow" You replied. "I waited for you so long, try and look at this in my point of view Jake" as you said that his eyes softened. "I'm so sorry, i get why you're mad at me baby please let me try and make it up to you" He said trying to mend things. "Just give me time Jake, i don't think I'll get over this easily" You said as you left the house.

You were back 3 hours later, with jake in the same spot you left him. He expression blanked as he looked at you. You were spooked out by him as you stared back at him for a moment. "Are you just gonna stand there for the rest of your life?" You asked giggling. Hearing your precious laughter he looked at you with a slight smile on his face. "Baby, I'm sorry i really am. I don't know how it managed to slip out of my mind. I swear i remembered it I'm so sorry" He said starting to ramble as you looked at him. His words barely registered in your mind due to how fast he was speaking. "Jake it's okay" "and i get it if you're still mad at me and don- wait what?" He asked confused. "You accept my apology?" He continued as you nodded. Finally moving after hours he engulfed you in a hug. "Thank you Thank you, I'll make sure this never happens again" he said gratefully. "You better not do this shit again" You said.

"Now tell me the Iseul tea"

SUNGHOON

When you asked him if he checked his calendar out of the blue he was confused. Why would you suddenly want him to check his calendar?

Upon actually checking his calendar he went pale realising he forgot your birthday, an occasion that shouldn't be remembered through a calendar. This guy was going through five stages of grief.

"no way i forgot my princess' birthday"

"how the fuck did I manage to forget her birthday?"

"God please let this be a dream"

"i forgot her birthday"

"okay i forgot her birthday, let's make it up to her" He said finally reaching the last stage of grief, acceptance. He rushed to your house to see you not there. He called your name multiple times hoping to get an answer from you finally seeing you sitting in the balcony.

"Hey baby, whatcha doin'?" your boyfriend asked you slowly walking towards you. "Nothing just sitting" You replied slowly, sadness evident in your voice. "Baby" Sunghoon starts again sitting next to you this time. He passed you a chocolate eyeing you to open it.

Upon opening it you noticed a small peice of paper with "I love you" and "I'm sorry" written on it. "I don't know how it slipped my mind, princess. But I will make it up to you, I promise". You understood his point of view, it was common to forget stuff. Though you were still hurt by this, you laid your head on his shoulder and the both of you silently enjoyed the scenery your balcony offered in silence.

SUNOO

The day had ended by the time your boyfriend had finally remembered your existence and decided to text you. You had held a party to celebrate your special day with your friends and family hoping to see a sign of sunoo. When sunoo had first texted you, you were shocked to find out that he had absolutely no idea what party or what special occasion you were talking about. You were devastated to find out that not only did he not know what day it was, but he expected you to tell him.

What kind of boyfriend doesn't remember his girlfriend's birthday and then expect her to tell him? You were mad at him with alot of hurt lingering inside you.

The clock read 1:30 am the moment he stepped inside the house. Looking around he saw leftover confetti, balloons and alocholic beverages yet to be picked up. All of this indicating that there was infact a party held. Sunoo knew that what he had done would not take a good turn and that it would take alot of fighting and apologizing to make it up to you. Spotting you with tears in your eyes, he made his way to you slowly pulling you into a hug and started apologizing.

He was sorry and guilty, you knew he was. But him expecting you to tell him that it was your birthday was where you drew the line.

You were unsure on whether you could forgive him at all. He promised to take you out tomorrow and attempt to make it up to you. You knew that wouldn't heal the hurt this had caused you, but you appreciated his efforts and agreed as you hugged him back.

JUNGWON

Out of all the people you liked in your life, you never expected Yang Jungwon to forget your birthday. If someone told you he would, you would laugh your ass off. But now, you were in tears as you held your phone finally deciding to text him.

You were in disbelief as you found out that he thought your birthday was next weekend. Thoughts like "How can someone mess up their lover's birthday?" "does he care less to not know which day" were running through your head.

He rushed into your home apologizing immediately mentioning how much he had planned and got a date wrong. He was on the verge of tears as you looked up at him rambling.

"Baby i promise i remembered, look I even had some gifts prepared" He said as he sped walk towards your shared dresser in the bedroom opening up a random compartment you had no idea existed. "What the fuck? Since when was that there?" You asked him in utter shock.

"It's always been there baby, you never noticed it" Jungwon said taking out a huge amount of gifts for you. "You weren't kidding when you said you were prepared huh?" You spoke as you scanned the bags. "Since last month" He winked at you as he led you to your living room.

"I'm so sorry, i can't believe I forgot your birthday I'm such a bad boyfriend" Jungwon apologized to you as guilt and shamed swirled in his orbs ( is this even right wtf - leaderwon ).l

"Won it's fine, don't worry" You said as a smile finally made its way on your face. "Now let's see what you got me I'm so excited" you said again as you smiled wider in happiness.

NI-KI

You were raging as you watched him play his video games for the entire day. You weren't an anti of games for you were also into playing. But it was your birthday today, a day he was supposed to spend with you instead of the ps5 Jay had gotten him on his birthday last year.

You were heartbroken as you tried to knock some sense into your boyfriend. Unfortunately, it didn't work. Finally giving up, you took your wallet and coat and left the house to get fresh air.

You could feel your phone vibrate as Ni-ki spammed your phone asking where you were. You decided against on replying and just walked ahead. Soon, you heard your boyfriend call your name from behind as he ran towards you. You tried walking faster since you didn't want to be with him at the moment. But your luck was unfortunate as he had legs long asf and caught up to you within moments.

"baby stop, come back home it's late" he begged. "Go back to your game, it's never too late for that" You said in a monotonous tone. "I'm sorry" "Sorry won't fix the day I lost waiting for you to fucking realise and rejecting all my friends who cared enough to want to spend the day with me" You said almost tearing up and walking again.

"I'm sorry" You heard him say as he stopped following you. You never heard his voice be so gentle in the 2 years you have been dating him. His voice sounded like he was on the brink of having a mental breakdown. "I really am" He said again and your heart dropped. You wondered if you were being too harsh on him.

Frozen in place, you could feel the tension in the air as the cool air blew through your hair. You were trying really hard to stay strong and hard but when you turned back to look at him, you could feel your heart drop to your stomach. You knew you were soft for this man, but the moment you looked at him you could feel emotions that you weren't aware yu could feel.

"Please" You heard him say. His eyes were pitiful with a tear threatening to fall. "I know i fucked up but please please let me try and make it up to you". You couldn't bare to see him like this anymore. "Fine" You sighed and walked towards him again.

You were hurt he missed your birthday, yes. But seeing him like that hurt you more. You knew you were deep as you held his hand and walked to the house the both of you resided in.

© @leaderwon 2024. Do not copy, translate, alter, repost or plagarize in any platform

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[tiffanyeatsyou]

FORGOTTEN.

husband!nanami x wife!reader wc:1.3K contains: angst w/ nanami, afab!reader (she/her prns used), bit of fluff @ the end, slight mentions of drinking a/n: this is my first fic so im sorry if its a bit... ass...... ya... LOL ermmm hope u enjoy <3

nanamii<3:

8:30. drinks, snacks, movie. You + me?

y/n:

is that even a question?? ofc baby :)

y/n:

dont be late, ill be waitinggggg

nanamii<3:

I wont be, I promise.

i set two glasses down on the coffee table, with the best wine set alongside them, a bowl of popcorn, and some candies i went and got earlier. everything looks perfect. oh- and lets not forget, our favorite movie, La La Land. he should be here any second now so i sit, waiting patiently, trying to contain my excitement.

8:45, phew, trafic must be bad. ill just shoot him a little text

y/n:

“hey sweetie, everything alright? miss u!!! got our movie ready for us!!!”

9:00, a sinking feeling settled in. maybe he's just running late, I thought, trying to hold on to hope.

the minutes dragged on, 9:30. 10:00

10:50.

i’m tired. i walk up to our room with trembling legs and my- already bad vision- is clouded teary, blurry eyes. half from the wine i’ve guzzled down, the other half from crying.

he promised. promised. he said he wouldn't be late and here i am, left with dissapointment. i crawl into my side of the bed sobbing, until sleep, finally overcomes me.

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meanwhile, nanami is rushing and rushing to get out and into his car, speeding to his wonderful wife.

"shit. shit shit shit" he mumbles looking at his watch which reads 11:30. "i got carried away with my work god she’s gonna be so disappointed. i promised i’d be home early today for our long-awaited date. drinks, extremely unhealthy snacks,but most importantly, her: the perfect time."

i race to the door and quickly unlock it. “sweetheart?” i call out. i walk in to see a wine glass spilled on our coffee table, her phone, and a black tv screen.

fuck.

shes been drinking.

i run my fingers through my hair, guilt just running through my veins. i loosen my tie and walk up to our shared bedroom, finding my beautiful wife curled up into our blankets.

“sweetheart, i am so so sorry-“

i pause as i notice the pillow stained with tears and her beautiful face, looking like she’s been crying. which makes me wanna cry. i look over at our clock. 3 hours. i hate to wake her but i need to see my baby.

“baby..?” i gently shake her awake and i hear her voice. breaking. i wrap my arms around her body.

“‘min..?” she says with sleep coating her words.

“yes sweetheart it’s me. look, i’m so sorry i just got caught up with-“

“just *hic* save it. don’t ’wanna hear it anymore nanami.”

she uses my full name.

“ baby please please i’m so so s-“

“‘said stop it. hic ‘don’t love me *hic* ‘don’t care about me. just get off me and *hic* stop.”

my heart drops. don’t care about her? how could she ever think something like that?

“ love you know i care about you okay? you’re just a bit tipsy and-“

“‘s always my fault isn’t it? *hic* how could i know you care when *hic* all you do is work work work.”

“don’t wanna be your *hic* wife anymore.”

what?

she doesn't.. what?

“stop it, don’t you dare say that” i respond with not only a breaking voice; but a breaking heart. she doesn’t mean it she’s just- tired. right? i mean, how could she?

right?

“tell me you don’t mean that doll, tell me now. baby please. please.” i say while peppering wet kisses on her damp cheeks. my voice is breaking and you could hear me on the verge of tears.

she doesn’t respond. why isn’t she talking. does she mean it? this is all my fault. i’ve been prioritizing work while my real priority has been slipping away from me?

i look over and she’s asleep. her beautiful eyes are closed and she’s breathing softly. i quickly get undressed and slide into bed with her.

there’s no way i can leave my baby alone in bed.

i wrap my arms around her, only for her to turn her back towards me and out of my touch.

she was awake.

tears threaten to fall from my eyes as i kiss her “i love you. so much baby.” and with that, i grab my stuff and walk out.

she’d probably want me on the couch anyways.

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fuck. my head is pounding and i feel like absolute shit. i sit up holding my head reaching my hand out to his side of the bed.

oh.

he isn't here.

whatever. didn't want him here anyways.

i think.

i step into our large bathroom and start a shower and as i’m rinsing the disappointment off my body, i almost miss the soft opening and shutting of a door.

was that in here? is that him?

he hasn’t said anything yet so neither will i. i turn the shower off and wrap myself with a towel and yank open the curtain shocked seeing him sitting on the toilet. waiting for me. i lock eyes with him.

mistake number 1.

he looks like shit.

eyes swollen and heavy with guilt, slight, no- very obvious red flush across his face, and tear-stained cheeks.

“baby please” is all he says when he rushes infront of me, blocking the exit.

ignoring his presence seems to be impossible.

“what do you want nanami” i say coldly, my gaze not daring to meet his.

“i am so sorry beautiful. i am so. sorry. there’s no excuse and no other way to express how sorry i am." he starts. "sorry can’t and won’t cut it. i love you and i do care about you. just so much. i’m so happy you’re in my life and i never regret marrying you, i only regret the mistakes i’ve made." he stops and takes a small breath. "you should be my number one priority. i’ve been terrible to you. i will do anything and everything for you.” he says desperately and tears streaming down his face. he’s crying. he’s sobbing actually trying to apologize. i finally look up at him with water-filled eyes.

before i can say anything, he pulls me in tight and is breaking down. “i-i’m so sorry sweetie i’m so so sorry-“ he can’t barely speak without sniffles. i’ve never seen him like this before. i wrap my arms around him and when i do he releases a sigh of relief.

“oh thank god” he says quickly before pulling me in even closer.

“did you mean it?” he asks, his voice quivering. “w-what you said las- night”

i take a second to think before answering. what’d i-

oh.

my heart drops.

“plea-please tell me you didn’t. r-right? you didn’t ’mean it?”

i look up at him, his lips are trembling and his face is red.

“no, i didn’t. i shouldn’t have said that. i’m sorry ‘min.”

“o-okay because if you did i- i wouldn’t know what to- to do. i’m sorry you can get changed n-now ill be waiting for you in the living room, okay love?”

“okay.” i whisper as i watch him turn around and shut the door.

i finally finish my post-shower duties and walk out of the bathroom.

is that.. apple pie im smelling or am i going crazy?

i must’ve taken forever because by the time i get out there, he’s knocked out. but he’s knocked out on a cute blanket laid across the floor with a box of my favorite donuts, a bottle of orange juice with 2 glasses, and-

an apple pie cinnamon candle buring away.

he set this all up as i was sleeping?

as if on cue, he slowly opens his eyes staring at me staring at him and the cutest set up ever.

i sniffle “did all this for- me?”

he stands up and softly grabs my hand to come sit with him, “of course doll. look”- he says grabbing the TV remote

“we can even watch our favorite movie.”

#first fic #kindanervy #nanami kento #nanami x reader #nanami angst #jjk angst #jjk x reader #jjk nanami #i love him sm #nanami fluff #jujutsu nanami #thistookforever

[theidiottoast]

vent for a moment...

Hi guys how are you all? I hope you all good and fine over there..today..i..uh..want to..Vent with you all..about.. something that..i had trouble this late...

When i was on school as usual i studied with my classmate..and doing various thing that the teacher said..but when the lunch time had begin

I walk passed by on other students and then they suddenly began to whispering about..my apperance like "who is this girl?" "Yeah look at her face and even her appearance ewww..i didn't even wanted to look at her.." and other various thing

At first i ignoring it....but then..when i finishing my lunch i met them again and this time they said it once again i don't really remember what are they saying but something like this:

"eh lu denger GK dari cewek berhijab baru aja lewat tadi?

(translate:hey? Do you heard from the hijab girl that were just passed by?)

"iye emang kenapa Ama dia?

(translate:yeah? What's up with her?)

"katanya dia suka nonton kartun bocil deh hahaha! Aneh kan?"

(translate:i heard that she always love watching kids show hahaha ITS weird like?)

"hahaha iya betul itu aneh banget lagian dia kan sudah seumuran sama kita ngapain nonton kartun? Kayaknya tuh cewek udah gila deh! Hahahaha! Emang dia suka nonton kartun apa?"

(translate:hahaha yeah thats right that is so weird and beside she is same age as US and why she still watching cartoon maybe that girl is crazy hahaha anyway what cartoon that she watch?)

"katanya dia suka nonton itu tuh kartun Korea kalo GK salah namanya robocar poli hahaha aneh kan? Udah gede masih aja nonton kartun gituan udah muka jelek,aneh lagi hahahaha!

(translate:some say that she love watching Korean cartoon If I'm not mistaken its robocar poli hahaha pretty weird like? She is grown up like US and still even watching cartoon like that haha she even had ugly face on her and even weird hahahah!)

"hahaha betul itu kulitnya aja hitam tambah jelek lagilah hahaha!"

(translate:hahaha thats right! She even had black color on her skin making it even more uglier as hell hahaha!)

So..yeah thats why they said about me if IM not mistaken..well..my reaction to it?

Im feeling with mixed emotion..like..i wanted to cry..or angry but i couldn't do anything....when i explain everything that happened on me on my mom she is really pissed at them and then head to the school to had a very delicate conversation to the principal..and yeah..couple of days later they didn't bother me or saying anything about me anymore..for now..i..guest..

Why did they saying those thing to me just because..IM.. different? Ugly..?..my habit..?!?! Just why!??!! I..just..IM just really dissapointed..on them..i don't hate them but their word is Hurts my feelings..like..my skin? What is wrong with my skin? Just because its black!?! JUST BECAUSE IM DIFFERENT!??!!!!

so yeah..that is my story' about a bad day that i had lately on school..

Don't worry i felt better for now..at .least my mom and my friends always comforting me....and supported me and IM gratefull for that

But..for now..i kinda need a take break for a while but don't worry i Will post very soon so don't worry im fine IM just need a rest for a while...

#robocar poli #my story #bad experience at school

[xhanelia]

Could I ask for Sova x reader with fear of needles? The reader will try to run away and will cry during the actual needle play (totally not me after getting my COVID shot😐)

Okay okay my tumblr is now allowing me to edit my ask box so, HELLO DEAR! I hope im not too late! If so, im so sorry. I swear i want to write but this shitty app is against it so much istg. I wrote this fic platonic in any case. Anyways, hope you like it!

Sova x Reader who is afraid of needles

How did it came to this? You have no idea.

It was a mission day like always. But the thing was that the rain, pouring like the goddamn zeus just broke up with his wife and lost all of his children.

Ofcourse nearly all of the agents went to this mission came back soaked wet. But no one worse than you.

Your part was outside. Watching out for any threat that might come. There seemed to be no threat other than the natural ice bucket challange for you.

When the team finally arrived to the HQ, you were trembling all over. Holding your arms with your hands, you try to warm up but it did not helped. Your body was sore all over and your nose was running.

Sage noticed that and gave you afew days to rest your body from the mission you just finished. Hopefully you'd recover from this little illness and relax but your body had other plans.

After afew days, Sova got worried and went to check up on you. Knocking afew times and entering inside your room, he saw how you were curled up in your bed with red cheeks and tissues all over the room. He got so worried about you.

Just as he was going to get Sage, he remembered that she went to a mission with Skye that will last for about a week or two. With dissapointment in his face, he thought about other choices he had.

Then it hit him. Maybe Viper could be able to find a solution. She was a former doctor nevertheless.

He picked you up and went to the doctors office. Viper raised a brow when she saw the two of you. Sova explained your situation. She gave a nod with a hand on her chin then looked at you. Examined you for afew minutes then went back to her desk.

You looked at Sova, trying to imply that this was not a good idea. Sova gave you an assuring smile to keep your hopes high like he always does.

You looked back at Viper. She took a syringe and took some kind of liquid that looked like water. Then carefully inserted a needle on top of it and flicking the top to get rid of the airbubbles. The fear ran through your veins as she turned to you.

And thats how you find yourself in this situation. Crying in Sova's arms while the two was trying to convince you.

"You wont even feel it, besides, im here for you." Sova tried to calm you down with his warm tone like always but this time was different. You were really scared and his reasuring words were not helping for the first time.

"Theres no other choice. The HQ is so far away from the city. We cannot go to a hospital. And theres no other healers left in the HQ." Viper spoke. "You either let me do this or you'll suffer untill Sage and Skye come back from their mission."

You screamed as she tried to get closer. She knew to not go over your boundaries so she looked at Sova. Hoping that maybe he could find a way.

Sova got the hint and turned you to face him. "Look at me." He said with the same warm tone as he took your forearms into his hands to make you keep looking at him. Viper understood what he was trying to do.

"I dont want you to get any worse than this. You are very dear to me and it hurts to see you so weak like this. I know that everyone has their fears inside them but theres nothing we cannot overcome. See?"

He smiled at you while Viper wiped down your arm with a piece of cotton. As she turned away and tossed the needle and the cotton into a thrash bin, you looked at Sova with a confused face. He laughed at your reaction and wiped down your tears with his hand.

"The effect of medication will show in an hour." She smiled. Truly a rare occation to see Viper smile. "Dont underastimate my skills." She said. This little trouble reminded of her the times when she used to be a true doctor.

When you both walk back to your room, you crossed your arms. "I hate you." Sova laughed. "Alright, alright... im sorry. But you feel better already. Dont you?" You scoffed. "But im still mad at you." Sova giggled. "I'll win your heart later. I promise." And you know that he always keeps his promises.

#valorant #headcanon #sova #sova valorant #valorant sova #sova headcannons #sova x reader #valorant x reader

[crueldemonsthesis]

miki makimura callout post

in case any of you think i am LYING i will be adding images as PHOTO evidence. we must cancel and squash the probelmatic people like bug when we see it.

cis woman miki makimura VIOLENTLY misgenders and MOCKS transgender man akira fudo

2. PHYSICALLY ASSAULTS her brother even tohugh he is only a 10 year old with a clear PHYSICAL advantage. there is no fighting chance for tare., this is abuse and tare shall be transported to a healthier household free from EVIL VIOLENT WOMEN.

3. tells people to KILL THEMSELVES. this can have real world effects and these victims will cry themselves at night and maybe listen. suicide is a real issue not a joke. if you dont see the problem with this you are SICK in the head.

4. more proof of her being a dangerous violent being. she brings out a knife. a knife. knives can kill people, miki. then she jumps and lets her knife go. THAT IS NOT SAFE. that can KILL. what if it injures someone? tut tut tut im dissapointed. think about the consequences of your actions.

5. bodyshaming. she harasses people BEHIND THEIR BACK. hes not even here to defend himself against this. and for what? for having the type of face she deems funny looking? hilarious? how sick. this used to be my profile picture in fact. i thought this was funnyin fact. but i have changed and learned the error of my ways. this is not funny. her jokes are not funny. this is cruel and she must be cancelled forever.

6. i made a joke post like this once but people thought it was serious im joking anyways i think this scene is actually like genuinely strange but go nagai is bad at writing women so thats probably it

7. she buys all the newspaper a selfish act now the other people wont be up to date with news and because of this. PEOPLE WILL DIE. they do not know the current updates of the situation. this act probably killed people. you killed people miki makmura what you think is a harmless. action. KILLED.

non exhaustive post i may add more if i deem it necessary. please spread the world. be safe out there amen

#devilman #this is the worst post ive made

[ypohcn]

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-a story of my Character max

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TW: mentioning of alcohol and a small panic attack!

After another rough day of school max left his classroom and headed towards the exit of the school building. As he left through the exit of the school building the cold winter breeze hit him on his face, he felt an shiver run down his spine due the breeze. He cursed himself under his breath as he forgot to bring a jacket with him and let out a annoyed sigh. Soon enough he started to walk out of the school Ground and towards his home, as he reached the sidewalk that immediately lead towards his home, he looked up towards to see that the sun set started to paint the sky In variously warm colours. It was truly beautiful towards him as he saw the red and orange mixing together with a hint of purple. After a bit he decided to look forward again and began to walk again, after a few minutes he reached his home. He took his Key's from his pocket, unlocked the door, yet before he entered the house he took a deep breath. Now je entered the house and the first thing he heard was the typing on a keyboard, Wich meant that his mother was home. He quikly took off his shoes and headed straight towards his room, due he got stopped as his mother called out. "Hey max, can you come?" Great, her tone was annoyed and pissed. Max gave a small 'mhm' before he headed towards her room where she was working, only to see papers being scattered all across the floor and a annoyed expression on roses face. "How come that I find a vodka bottle in your room? Explain it to me." Her tone was demanding it only had a small hint of worry yet it got hidden my her demanding tone. It took a few seconds before max Responded; "I found it outside and I liked the bottle" he lied towards her, tho the lie was easy to tell for rose "oh is that so? How come your room smelling like it or that I found more Bottles of various alcohol that only god know what they are." Her tone serious while she looked at him with Pissed expression. max face dropped as he realized that he forgot to hide the other bottles, he remained silent as he started to bite the inside of his cheeks. Rose didn't like the silence of him "answer me Goddammit! Your life can't be that hard that you started to drink be happy your still in school! It's the best time in your life before your in the work life!" She snapped and spat it out with anger in her voice. She clearly didn't care what max had to say as she only got silent, "you know, I don't even know why I asked you. I'm dissapointed in you max, I thought your stronger then this but in reality your weak. go up to your room and I don't wanna hear ANYTHING from you for the rest of the day" is all what she said before she glared at him one more time and back towards her paper. Max didn't miss a second and turned around, feeling his throat tightened while he walked towards his room. As he reached his room he closed his door and slid down to the floor while he tried to calm down. Hes breath began to rapidly increase such as his heartbeat, tears formed in his eyes while he felt himself begin to panic. The tears soon enough rolled down his face as he had a panic attack He couldn't focus on anything everything seems to get black around him and it continued like that for a few more minutes. After he seemed to calm down abit, or more he didn't feel to much Panicky anymore, yet the tears didn't stop. The previous conversation with his mom kept playing in his head, he wasn't that weak.. was he?. Soon he just accepted the fact that he is is 'weak', yet a part of him didn't want to accept it. The night sky soon enough came and he slowly got up, feeling a bit weak due his small Panic attack and crying, as he reached his bed he flopped on top of it and closed his eyes, not caring to change his clothes as he was too tired. He hoped it would be better and before he fell asleep he let out a small 'im so fucking disgusting' and fell asleep.

Part 2? :3 (Please tell me if that's good or if I should change something?)

#soft angst #YPOHCN owns this! #drinking #alcohol #alcoholism #mentsl health #bad mouthing #family problems

[deedoop]

Dance Magic Dance

A Harringrove Labyrinth AU Ficlet

For as long as Steve Harrington could remember, there at Hawkins Park, sat an owl. It was an oddly beautiful creature, a barn owl that was whiter than even Indiana snow, the tan feathers sunkissed. It was an ethereal looking creature; it was a creature that was humanlike despite being so owlish.

For as long as Steve Harrington could remember, that very owl had sat stood on a stump and did not fly away as Steve approached, did not scream or get defensive, instead it sat there, talons clicking, softly hooting, listening as Steve ranted about his life, about his parents, about Hawkins. Steve wasn’t too sure how long owls lived, but this one had been with him for many years, always there when Steve was there and never there when he wasn’t. It was weird, but Steve had experienced plenty of Hawkins weirdness in the last few years, knew well enough to not question it.

When Steve arrived that rainy afternoon at Hawkins Park, the owl was there, waiting, not even fazed by the rain. It sat, preening its feathers and watching with big round eyes. Steve kicked his foot into the stump, he had been crying by the looks of it, his eyes red and puffy. In a sort of way, the owl had become a friend, a confidant. For 20 something years this owl had been there, a friend. Perhaps his only real friend if he thought about it.

“Im wasting my life. That’s what my parents said. I’m wasting my life still living at home, working dead end jobs and not going to college.” He kicked the stump again, harder this time. “Shit!” He hissed, sitting down on the muddy grass and holding the toe of his converse. For a moment it sounded like the owl was laughing but when Steve looked up it was as still as ever, simply preening.

“They don’t get it. I don’t want to be them! Fuck I can’t be them! They are miserable old fucks who only care about their money! They look at me like im a dissapointment..” He trailed off, his entire body shaking as he cried as silently as he could. For as long as Steve Harrington could remember, he wasn’t good enough for his family. Would never be.

“And you know, you’ve heard this my whole life, they don’t actually care if I do something with my life, they are ashamed that I’m not doing what they want to do! That working at fucking Family Video isn’t impressive enough at the country club.” He tilted his head up, just letting the rain wash away his tears. He sniffled, closing his eyes as the freezing rain pelted him.

“I wish..I wish..”

“He’s going to say it”

“Shhh!”

Steve shakes his head, “I gotta go buddy.” He whispers, tossing a bit of hamburger meat towards the owl who gobbled it up greedily. An affectionate hoot followed and the owl flapped his wings in what Steve only hoped was appreciation. He had to get home. Had to get back before his parents found more things to complain about.

By the time he ended up at his house, he was soaked to the bone, his converse soaked through with mud, making his toes sting with cold. He shouldn’t of walked to the park, he cringed as he took his shoes off, his mother was going to have a fit if he got mud on her carpet. He had been gone awhile talking to his friend, he just hoped his parents were asleep by now, didn’t and couldn’t deal with them.

He opened the door to his anything but humble home, it’s walls that were usually so warm and inviting had become cold and offensive. His parents being home made the walls ten feet higher, made the air so much colder. He stepped inside, feet bare and cold, slightly dirty with the mud that had seeped through the black canvas of his shoes. Their sat the beasts that fueled his nightmares, his anxiety. Mom and Dad. They looked as if they had been waiting for him this entire time, their faces unreadable besides the constant state of disappointment.

“Steven. We need to talk.” And those words, words Steve had heard often in his life, made his stomach drop, the cold weight of anxiety prickling against his skin. It was never good, then again no conversation with his parents was ever good.

“Your father and I have been talking in regards to this afternoons’ conversation.” His mother is a wrinkled old bat, adorned with pearls that only made her look even more snobbish. His father is no better, graying and bald, his eyes always cut with anger, at what Steve dare not guess though he knew in his heart.

“It’s time for some tough love Steven. You want to live like one of those Hawkins bums and not what we have given you, than fine. We want you out of this house by tomorrow afternoon.” Steve stutters, feels like he’d been shot. All of this because he didn’t want to go to college? Because he hung out with ‘the poor people’? Because he worked at Family Video?

“I can’t just find a place to live in less than twenty four hours!” Steve shouted, he was angry, beyond furious. His parents, unmoving like statues, unfazed by the clear hurt in their son’s eyes. “Y-you realize what you’re doing right? I’m going to be out on the streets! Why? Because I’m not a pompous asshole like the rest of you!?” His mom gasps, looks absolutely appalled.

“Steven that is enough! You’ve upset your mother!” His father shouts, anger leaving his eyes and coming out through his mouth. “Go to your room you understand me?” His voice is loud, it reverberates in the tall living room and echoes its pounding words into Steve’s head. The careless cruelty hurts, a cherry on top of the cruel childhood he had led.

He goes up to his room and shuts the door, his breath hitching as he begins to cry again. He would have to call Robin, pray she could take him in for a few days or else he would have to sleep at the Family Video. Packing..he stared around his room, immense overwhelming anxiety overtaking him as he sobbed.

The room is dark, illuminated only by the lightning streaking outside, the sound of heavy rain beats against the windows. He holds himself on the floor, knees tucked to his chest as he cries. He can remember Robin, telling him a story, a stupid story about a goblin king who took children to his labyrinth and married young princesses. He laughed softly, a sad pitiful laugh. “Oh goblin king oh goblin take me away from this place.”

“Did he say it?”

“Shut up!”

“That’s not the line!”

“Shh!”

Nothing happens, Steve laughs again, his body shaking with the force of his tears. He needed to pack, needed to get going before his parents called the cops about an unruly tenant refusing to leave. He snorted, wiping his snotty face.

“What did Robin say? Oh goblin king oh goblin king I can bare it longer oh goblin king?” He shakes his head to himself, he needed to call her before it got too late in the night. He felt like he was on the verge of a nervous breakdown. “Take this child away from this place.” He whispered finally. Lightning boomed, the window shutters clacked and banged against the side of his house.

The hooting of the owl, his owl, its silhouette against the curtains. Steve gasped and backed up till he felt the cold wall against his back. Another strike of lightning, it sounded as if the world was exploding. When he looked at the window again, a man stood there, sunkissed and blonde with eyes as blue as the ocean.

“Who are you! Get out! Mom! Dad!” Steve yelled, scrambling for his bat. The man dressed in elegance, his frilly button up, slightly undone showing his chest, knelt down in front of Steve, offering his leather gloved hand.

“Do not be afraid Steve Harrington.” Whispered the stranger, “I have been waiting to take you away for a long time. Don’t you recognize me?” Steve was shaking, his eyes moving over his body, in his pendant was his owl..the owl from the park. It couldn’t be. It couldn’t! Out of all the strangeness in Hawkins this..

“I’ve come to take you away Steve Harrington.” And Steve stuttered and took his hand, letting the man help him up, if you could call him a man. “I can’t go! I have friends..I-I don’t even know your name.”

The blonde laughed, his blonde curls ever so slightly glittery in the pale moonlight. “Billy The Goblin King of course and you made a deal, you said the words, you signed the contract.” Panic hits Steve like a ton of bricks, what had he done? What kind of silly bullshit had Robin gotten him into?

“I have friends, I can’t just leave them.” Steve said firmly. The king was handsome, charming, his lips so inviting. This king knew everything about him and had listened to him, offered him comfort..all until Steve had said the words that let him reveal himself. His heart felt conflicted, his mind even more so.

The king cupped Steve’s chin, kissing him slowly, his lips tasted like the sunshine, like the smell of rain, like life itself. If magic had a taste, it was Billy. Steve swooned slightly, his cheeks red and blushing. “I know nothing about you.” Steve whimpered, almost leaning forward to chase the kiss.

“Than get to know me, fear me, love me, and I will be your slave.” He was charming, so absolutely charming. But Steve didn’t want a slave and he did not want to leave his friends behind, the only people in this world that mattered to him.

“If you are the owl in the park than you know how much they mean to me. You know I can’t leave them.” Steve searched those blue eyes, “I don’t want a slave I..God this cannot be real wake up Harrington wake up!” But the king’s lips were on his again and Steve was once more assured of his reality. The headrush almost made him faint.

Just like that, the man was gone, the rain had stopped and in the distance an owl called into the night. Steve struggled to stay upright, he had to sit, his head spinning. He was sure he had not seen the last of this..goblin king. He took a breath, he needed to call Robin.

#billy hargrove #harringrove #steve harrington #stranger things

[royalwriteroftheuniverse]

Forgot - but then Steve Remembers

Steve FLUFF a tiny bit of angst but thats from steve part 1 here

Rebloogs and comments welcome do not repost or publish anywhere just a bunch of fluff tiny bit of angst sahing18+ just incase

I included number 89 from @time-for-a-lullaby repost of @youngdumbbrokehijabi-deactivate

In the quinn jet

"Nat please tell me that's the wrong date."

"Ok thats the wrong date."

"Why?"

"Shit."

"Language."

"That's still not going away,"he sighed. "But really is that the wrong date?"

"No. Why had a date?"

"Actually yea."

The entire quinnjet had come to a standstill.

"It was her birthday the day after we left. I thought- I can't  believe I mixed up the days. What do I do?"

"Grovel." Nat went back to piloting.

"Say you sent her flowers and there a mix up."Tony shrugged

Steve looked Tony dead in the eyes with ire.  "Tony I'm not going to lie to her. Plus she basically always knows when I'm lying."

"Did you tell her you were leaving?  It was last minute." Nat tries to counter act Tony

"Yea but I didnt say it was a last minute mission just that id be on radio silence until I get back in like a week.

"You coud at least tell her you're comming back now." Nat offered.

"On the QJ be home soon. Can I come see you?"

Almost as quick as he sent the text he got a reply.

"You never have to ask. Are you ok? Any injuries?"

"No not even a paper cut."

Steve sat back in his seat "I really like this girl Tony. She's  the best thing to ever happen to me in a long time. I don't want to lose her."

"Like Nat said. Grovel"

It was late when they got back but Steve didn't want to wait any longer. He had disapointed you enough.

But you were awake and waiting when he used the key you had given him to come in. You threw your hands around his neck and gave him a kiss.

"You promise you're not hurt." You looked to see if there was any blood coming through on his shirt.

"I promise. How are you?"

"Good" you gave a small smile.he studied your face but you had already cried the tears and this far off there was nothing left and the continual dissapointment was just stored away there until next year when you'd hope a little less. You tried to lead him to the couch but he wasn't budging.

"Im sorry I missee your birthday."

"It's  ok" you shrugged. Ok all the tears weren't gone. Don't cry!  So you changed the subject.

"Tell me about the mission. What'd you on the mission."

"What'd you do on your birthday?"

"Nothing just another Friday. So-"

"You friends didn't do anything."

"No  they usually forget or are busy. I'm used to it."

Steve's heart sank and then he also felt bad at the parties Tony threw for him. He hated them but you hadn't even had a small fracture of that. At his party there were so many people he brought you as no one would notice another girl as he didn't want to thrust you into the spotlight but when he told you he hated when Tony went all out like this he didn't realize how much pain was behind your words of "Hey it could be worse they could forget your birthday entirely."

And how much it had to sting when he said the words "I wish." He wish he could've seen the pain behind your eyes that you are doing a very good job of hiding right now. But he still see a glimmer of a tear an extra drop of wetness that will refuse your eyes to get dry.

"Tell me about the mission" you asked again with some forced enthusiasm

"I really am sorry I-I should've made sure you got flowers or.  I messed up I know I thought. I had the days wrong but not your birthday I know what day that is I just didn't realize what day it was when I left and-"

"Hey Steve its ok. I get it your job travels. Besides you saved the world what twice now? Three times. It's only a day. And you're here now."

You were so sincere his heart dropped. It was like like he forgot to pick up crackers at the store…ridiculously understanding. How had you gotten to that where it was nothing to you?

You were sleeping while he was wide awake. Not only did he forget your birthday but so did everyone. It wasn't right. It wasn't fair. You were always one to send the first text or call to always be there always asking him do you think so and so would like this maybe I should get it for so and so , but they weren't there for you. What was even worse was that you seemed to expect it. Maybe that’s why, you didn’t want them to feel the same? Or even worse you thought they’d forget you if you didn't do things. He felt helpless, he was helpless because it was something he didn't prevent from happening that he could've; Sure he wasn't saving THE world. But he would've saved yours. And to him that was the same thing.

He swore to make it up to you let you know you were loved by at least him not thrown aside or forgotten - somehow.

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Steve's text to tony:

Tony promise me this'll work.

Tony:It will she'll love it.

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"And we'll a- Shit I gotta grab something from the tower then well go get dinner. Sound good?"

"Yea babe."

"You wanna come in-the others are gone on a mission they wont bother us.”

"Ok”

Steve took the private avenger entrence and elevator.

"You know I was thinking about introducing you." Steve hope that covered any nervousness that was showing.

"Really?" You were confused.

"Calm down if you're  that excited I won't wouldn't want you to fangirl."

"Sorry I just you said you didnt want to before to keep me safe so."

"Well I was thinking maybe its time we can work on your safety Nat can teach you some self defense."

"You taught me."

"I know."

They reached the floor. He saw the odd  taken back look when you saw the darkness."

"I always have my floor's lights off when I gone."  He walked out of the elevator.

"You have your own floor? Steven you never told me that!"

He smirked at your use of his full first name.

"Steve come back here! A whole floor! “You followed him into the complete darkness until Steve said:

"Hey Friday" Steve said with a smirk.

"Surpise  Happy birthday" everyone yelled with smiles  and the lights tured on all at once. You had jumpd back so much and so hard that you almost fell no scratch that you fell Steve ran back in time to stop you from hitting your head.

"Www" was the only thing you could get out. With your mouth dropping. You looked around

"I think we broke her." Tony snarkrd

"Its all for you sweetheart." Steve wispered sweetly.

"Once we know you were the reason Steve has been so happy the last few months and that he missed your birthday well we couldn't  just not do anything." Nat smiled.

"Plus you do charity I mean you're way out of Cap's league." Tony shrugged

"Tony" Pepper hissed.

"What you're  out of my league too honey." Tony said to Pepper.

"Steve I- thank you all so much you  this really did you really didnt have to do this."

"You should have seen him on the way home when he realized the date and how he screwed up. He wanted to do omething nice for you and so did we. Besides we are going to be good friends now. I'm going to teach you how to take down the brute if he gets to handsy. Or doesn't get handsy enough.” Nat winked and the room laughed.

There was a banner and a whole stack of presents food and a cake.

He introduced you to everyone and Friday put music on.

You were having a conversation with one of the lab techs the team is close with when Steve came up behind you wrapping his arms around your waist.

"Mind if I borrow my little spark plug here."

You giggled at the pet name that Tony had actually came up with once you could talk again as you were just plain giddy, a mile a minute . Steve had a the giant smile on his face as he brought you onto the balcony.

"You enjoying yourself?" He moved a peice of hair away from your face and tcxked it behin your ear. Wheich was mere mm away from your giant smile.

"Yea I've never had a surprise party or a party in years. Thank you Steve I mean it."  You felt a kiss would be so disingenuous because it wasn't that he was doing this because he had to as your boyfriend  it's because he wanted to. You know if he didn't want to he wouldn't have gone  to all that trouble, this trouble and a kiss just didn't add upp- it didnt mean enough.

"I love you so much you didn't have to do this-"

"But I wanted to. Your smile makes it worth it "

"I know and that's why I love you you didnt just move on and forget"

"I love you. I didnt know your friends were that horrible. You just you deserve better. And loving you I just I figured you need new friends," Steve leaned in-

"Plus Tony gives the best presents."

"Steve, this party is enough of a present."

"You forgive me for missing your birthday?"

"Steve I told you."

"I know. And I know you were disappointed, you had to, how could you not be."

"Steve I cant blame you for having to work on my birthday. Although I can blame you for not even remembering the day beofre that the next day was my birthday."

"Am I forgiven."

"Of course but just this time."

He pulled you close

"Thank God because love you so much I don't know what  I'd  do without you."

Then he pulled you in for a kiss.

Later that night....

You had stayed at the tower you were too tired, too full and just wanted to never leave the warm and inviting place.

"I have another present for you"

"Steve"

"Go on open"

"You didn't have to"

"Just open it please."

You gasped in awe, it was drawing and sketches and water colors and one really pad canvas painting.

"Ignore my Picasso i can't  paint" he forgot

To take that one out and he did now throwing it on the ground, you made a mental note to get that one to keep. Then you saw subject of the drawings.

"Steve babe this is amazing. This is so beautiful. Is this entire thing-"

"Yep all you my beautiful precious love. He grabbed your hand and brought it to his lips

"You bring me more light than anyone could imagine"

Lost in his eyes his sincerity was not one that could be faked by meryl streep or cloony or anyone it was a look of pure adoration, pure love.  You went to hand him back the sketch book.

He shook his head "No, this is for you. For you of you-"

"But you" you finished his sentance.

"Theres a drawing class free to the public this weekend with -"

"Moma?" Your eyes lit up. Youve been trying to get him to go for that for a while. You had wanted to go as well but were too nervous about being alone plus you wanted him to give you tips.

"What do you yu say we go this weekend?"

You nodded excitedly and pulled him in for a hug. He eyed you up and down taking in your happiness, at a simple free thing and that, that made you rival or beat Venus' statue herself.

"If I know youd be this happy would've said yes when you first asked."

"I love you Steve. I love you so much."

I love you."

He pulled you in for a breathtaking kiss

I originally wasnt going to say anything. But i did this so people understand its not them its thier idiot friends.

but I'm a fall baby and my friends dont always rembember my birthday so the first one was kinda cathartic typing it out but I know theres others who related and thats why I published it cause ur not alone when that happens I kinda wanted to make them see that its not u that needs ro change its ur friends and idiot superhero boyfriend but i mean how many concussions has he had at this point so...

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[munmunia]

THE OWL HOUSE S3 SPOILERS

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YO WHAT THE FUCK

idk how i feel

I loved everything around it the atmosphere kids hobbies and feelings

Luz and.hunter relationship

CAMILA MY BELOVED her past her emotions so dear to me

And vee... The cutest and kindest best bby ever - and so smart teaching everyone abt human realm

Hunter smiling more is so sweet + his new hobbies(he was for sure planning on sharing the secrets of sewing machine to darius all proud) and the comeback of GG s snarkiness under that mask nostalgic. Him crying after luz told him she cares and considers him a family was cathargic and gus s subtle way of wanting to show Hunter that /he knows/

But man .. idk the main plot kinda felt like from fanfiction?? Posession ended up being real which i never rlly believed in?? Maybe im just dumb yo (i didn t saw screenshots but saw descriptions). I love plots when character becomes paranoic and others have hard time believing them but this? Hhhhh idk this felt weak and boring

Death of a flapjack Has me shocked i was 100% sure he s safe but ig sińce it s Disney they can t kill a kid but pet is free game.

Gonna be fair i don t like this move - it seems like flapjack was evelyn inside? Or was it just belos being a crazy Man (since he also called luz Caleb and before when saw flapjack shouted Caleb) ugh idk it feels empty there was not enough time for everyone to even acknowledge his death?? Like gus and willows behaviours feels SO out of place just seconds after. And the new Hunter scars hdhsh ig all the edgy fanartists were right all along.

Im going act as if flapjacks death didn t happen bc fuck i hate this decision so much. Cheap and not even done well because lack of time. You are well and alive in my head and heart lil bird

But now- huntlow the thing i was most excited abt. Didn t expect that much but i wanted them to talk ya know have a ONE ONE conversation face to face the promos really got my expectations high and i got humbled i got humbled real hard i will never expect anything good in my life ever again because life is full of dissapointments/lh?? Kinda srs but eh i rlly liked rest of interactions so not that destroyed.

The worst part of it all was the lack of willow - anything. Everything related to this girl was showed in the promo she didn t have any quality screentime (loved her whenever she appeared the lack of her expressing herself more kills :(( )

#toh #the owl house #the owl house spoilers #toh spoilers #the owl house season 3 spoilers

[antilea]

<Enemies to lovers>

<Finale Part 2 <Finale> ______________________________________

Summary:

You and wilbur have hated eachother for years but something happens to give you a change of heart.

Tw: cursing, kissing, mentions of stabbing

Genre: fluff

Word count: 1,399

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...your hands were wrapped around wilbur as he pushes you away, sadness filled your eyes as he stares at you with dissapointment.

"Y/n we can't do this anymore!" His hands flared in the air, as you flinch backing away slowly.

"But i love you!" You say quietly but loud enough for wilbur to hear.

"Well I dont!" He yelled, a stream of tears starts running down your face as you storm out of the apartment, opening the door and slamming it shut... you hear a loud buzz, as you look around confused. The loud ring keeps going on and on until you wake up gasping, your heart was beating fast as you took a couple of deep breaths. You rub your eyes then get up from your bed, you do your morning routine then go to the kitchen. Usually Niki picked you up for college but she couldn't today, you sighed making your cereal.

This time you checked your bag for everything you needed, checking mostly every pocket. Once you were done you threw it around your shoulder, you walked over to the door unlocking it. Walking out, you look at your phone getting your bus ticket ready. You make your way to the bus stop then stand there, the bus stops making a creaking noise.

Getting your phone you walk up the stairs onto the bus, you show the driver the bus ticket he nods then you go to take your seat. Then you hear a voice from behind you,

"Didn't expect you to be here..?" Wilbur looks at you expecting an answer

"Oh- yeah Niki couldn't pick me up today" you nod trying not to remember the dream, you look away then he speaks again.

"Hey, look im sorry about me teasing you all these years.." his face was serious but there was softness in his voice. Your heart twists, but you only give him a short reply.

"Yeah- I'm sorry too.." you couldn't help but smile as you search his face for some sort of emotion, but all there was is sympathy. You frown looking away as the bus stopped at the college, a couple of kids get off including you and wilbur.

You catch Niki walking into the college then you start walking faster catching up to her

"Niki wait up!" You call after her hoping for an answer, Niki turns around her face red with a couple of tears running down her cheek. You run over to her worried,

"Is everything okay!?" You say hugging her, she sniffles as she buries her face into your shoulder.

"Its okay.. you can tell me when your ready" your voice was gentle but it was shook- <Niki never cries! What could have hurt her this much> you though anxiously. She stops hugging you then she faces you,

"Im- moving away.." her voice trembled, you stared at her with wide eyes. You shook your head <no- this can't be true...> a tear skips down your face.

"But..everything we've been through together you're just going to leave me!" You cry out feeling as if a knife had just stabbed you.

"I'm moving back to Germany to see my family.." Niki had stopped crying but she looked at you if it was her last time.

"Are we ever going to see eachother again?" You voice cracked as your trembled your hand was shaking.

"I..don't know" Niki was unsure of the question too.

"Oh niki..just promise we'll always stay in contact and stay friends.." you look at her but there was doubt in Niki's face..

"Promise.." Niki spoke quietly..as you both walk to class in silence. The day goes by quick as you and niki finally reach the end of last period, now you're next to her car hugging and crying, you're eyes were swollen and you're face was dull. As soon as Niki was in her car you called out

"Goodbye!" As you cried. You tried looking for more words as she drove by you're heart broke seeing her leave like that. You put your hood up, putting earbuds in and listening to lovejoy, you walk to your apartment taking about 20 minutes crying most of the time and letting your mind be filled with the memories with Niki.

You shuffle in your pocket for your key as you reach your apartment door and then you search for your key in your bag. <sh!t I left my key inside> you think, letting out a cry of distress your back hits the cement wall your back slowly dragging down it until your sitting on the cold cement.

You start to break down crying your mind Drifting into a sleep until something shakes you,

"Y/n!" Wilbur calls

"Y/n wake up!" He repeats, you shake your head blinking a couple of times. You stare at him your face still swollen. He looks at you worried

"Are you okay?" He asks you shake your head,

"What are you doing outside!?" He anxiously glanced at the door to your apartment then to you again.

"Key, inside; locked out" you mumble your mind still half asleep.

"Do you want to stay at my place" he stares at you with the moon behind him as all the stars gazed down at you. You nod, as he picks you up walking to his car he places you Into the front seat.

As he sits down he starts up the car, and that was the last thing you heard as you hear him drive off; your mind turns blank as you drift off to sleep.

..you grab the blanket then turn to the other side, you open your eyes confused as the room and this bed was not yours. Looking around you see wilbur in the other room, remembering that he had picked you up last night. You struggle to put sit yourself up, as your body feels weak.

You fix your hair then get out of the bed; you stand up your legs shaking a little bit- you finally get steady then you walk into the room where wilbur was. There he was sitting on the couch, you take your place beside him.

"Good morning," his voice had softness in it.

"Good morning..." you respond almost falling asleep again.

"So- what was that about..? Why didn't you call somebody..?" He spoke sounding worried.

"Oh..about that" your voice shook as if you were almost about to cry.

"Sorry I didn't mean to upset you.." he glanced at you anxiously.

"No- I don't exactly have anybody to call..."

"What about niki..?" He quickly responded. The silence fills the room at the mention of niki.

"Yeah, about her" your voice fills in the silent room, instead your voice rings across the walls. Then your speak again,

"Well..she isn't here anymore." You turned to him tears filling your eyes.

"Oh I'm so sorry about nik- sh!t; I'm sorry" he looked at you as a couple of tears rolled down your face. He moves closer to you then hugs you, as you hug him back.

"Wait- don't we have school!" You jump up suddenly. Wilbur glances at you,

"I'm not sure you're to fit to go to class" he spoke with a worried edge to it.

"I'll be fine" you snapped as he flinched, mumbling an apology.

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<a couple of weeks go by and you both start getting on really well>

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"Wil! Where are you!" You called out in the park, you start walking around as wilbur suddenly comes out from behind you.

"Boo!" He taps you on the shoulders from behind, you spin around screaming.

"Don't do that!" You frown but then it starts turning into a laugh. Wilbur smiles then hugs you,

"Here- follow me!" He grabs your wrist bringing you to a flower garden with a large, white, water fountain. You look around amazed,

"It- it looks so beatiful!" You look around as wilbur smiles at you.

"Y/n..I have been liking you for a while now..." he speaks slowly then he finishes

"Y/n will you be my <your pronouns>" he smiles at you then you stare at his brown eyes feeling as if you could get lost in them.

"Of course!" You and wilbur go for a hug then he kisses you.

"I love you so much.." his voice was gentle.

"I love you too..."

#Spotify #Wilbur x reader #Wilbur soot x reader #wilbur x y/n #dsmp #wilbur soot x y/n #wilbur soot #wilbur #fluff #love #wilbur soot x reader #cc!wilbur #dsmp x y/n #dsmp x you #wilbur x you #wilbur soot x you #wilbur soot dsmp #dsmp wilbur soot #y/n #you x #mcyt #mcyt x reader #mcyt x you #mcyt x y/n #dsmp x reader #wilbur soot fluff #wilbur fluff #cut #mcyt fanfic #mcyt fanfiction

[zaenight]

CHAPTER 2

Luca and José sat in the dugout , cheering as the game was going on , untill Conrad Dean missed by a couple of ft , and his nightmare continues.

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"

I don't care if he's the captain of the Empires, Im

gonna say it , im gonna say what every one else is dancing around like paris hilton at a greek wedding,

it's time to yank conrad dean from the line up." The news guy said as Dean walked in.

Luca leaned against the wall thinking , José realized he was spaicing out shaking Luca's shoulder.

"give him a night off , what is this pony league that we gotta worry about hurting the guys feelings ?, This is new york!,Im here to tell you that a butt on the bench is the best motivational tool in baseball." The guy continued as Luca scoffed , Dean had his hands on his hips as the guys watched the screen.

"So lets pull dean before he pulls down the team and ruins the season and we're all done!" He exclaimed on tv.

"That's bull!" Luca exclaimed in a whisper,José nodded in agreement.

Lou shut of the television , putting the remote in the bin , as they went back to there buisness.

Luca noticed Pete going over to dean , She nodded to José the two going to continue their chores.

Passing her dad,who swatted both of their heads with a laugh.

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The next day,the guys were pitching at them.

"Yeah! what do you think abou that Rotisserie boy,I bet you could use someone like that on your team!" Ellis exclaimed to brad,the newest bat boy.

"Someone's offended." Luca said nudging José as he was Tossing a ball.

"como un bebe llorando." José laughed.

(like a crying baby)

"Who's your fantasy now!" Ellis exclaimed as the ball went over the wall.

"Little thin skin , Isn't he?" Brad questined the two as the walked over.

"Yo!,Yo!,Yo!,Check out dean over there,he's talking to that grounds keeper again!",thats the third time Me and Luca saw them together this week!" José pointed to Dean,who was speaking to the groundskeeper.

"So what?" Brad questioned,Luca scoffed and wacked his shoulder.

"So the groundskeeper has a wood shop below the stadium." José started.

"That's where they say a player goes to get a bat corked." Luca finished for him,Catching the ball José tossed.

"What's that got to do with Dean?" Pete questioned.

"Are you kidding?,¿Está bromeando?" Luca said with a dumbfounded stare.

"You drill out a bat , fill it with cork,lighter lumber , faster swing!" José exclaimed to him.

"Good bye batting slumps." Brad pitched.

"Yeah if you a cheated,but Dean doesn't cheat." Pete said .

"Oh please!" Luca exclaimed exagerating.

"You foreal?, Wake up little wooden boy!" José said tapping his finger against Pete's head.

"Knock it off!" Pete exclaimed.

"You can't buy everything these guys are sellin' to the public." Luca said with a scoff.

José spat on tbe ground , starting to talk as the four walked.

"You know the best hitter in the history of the gamers?" He questioned.

"No?" Pete said confused.

"No you don't, and neither do we,Cause he ain't been caught." José continued.

"It ain't cheating unless you get caught." Luca pitched , Brad dissapeared somewhere.

"Yeah well I know Dean,And he wouldn't do that." Pete said too them.

"Whatever you say scrub number Two." Luca pitched.

"Hey you know we should take bets in the clubhouse that Dean gets a hit in the series." José pitched to them and brad,who appeared again.

"Im feeling lucky,you in stretch?" Brad pointed to pete.

"What do you think?"  Pete said dissapointed.

"Ai'ght Have it your way." Luca said cracking her neck.

"Hey!,but not a word to anyone,We'll be all up in your face,You go it?" José said getting up in Pete's face tapping his hat as the three ran off.

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The team stood hands and hats over there hearts , as the star spangled banner was being sung.

They cheered as the game started.

"Oh shit he got it!" Luca yelled jumping up , José and Luca cheered chest bumping,

José swore he felt padding.

"What?" Luca said as he stared.

"Nothin' ."José murmured as He got Luca in a headlock.

Afterwards they said the wanted to have a look at the bat Dean used,stopping Pete.

Dean ran to them seeing what was going on.

Luca and José watched as Dean argued with them.

"Damn!" Luca exclaimed whistling.

As Dean came into the dugout he grabbed a basket of baseballs and threw it at the wall.

grabbing a bat,he hit the lid off of the container of water.

José had unintentionally pushed Luca behind him,Luca was to busy watching Dean's fit of rage to notice.

"Check this one!" Dean exclaimed as he threw another bat to the ground.

His bat was taken to be examined,the others anxious.

It was now up to Ellis and her father.

"There gonna examine it after the game." Luca whispered to José who shrugged,asking if Luca was gonna stay at his tonight.

"You bet." Luca said.

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"Hey CT , Luca any news on Dean?" Pete questioned the next day.

Luca had stayed over at José's , The two talked about what was probably gonna happen to Dean.

"Yeah the league cut his bat open this mornin'." Luca replied.

"found nothing but solid ash." Her father finished.

"So,So it's over?,Great." Pete questioned relived.

"Yeah , Can't believe thought he was corking." Her father told him as the walked away.

"Yo José! You gotta try this!" Luca exclaimed,The two at the food table,Dean was talking to reporters,once again.

The guys doing there own things.

"Comes mucho hermano, ¿cómo diablos te mantienes en forma? Te va a doler el estómago, déjalo, necesito que vengas a hablar conmigo." José said wacking

Luca's hand away from the food.

(You eat alot bro , how the hell do you stay in shape?Your gonna get a stomach ache quit it,I need you to come pitch to me.)

"Pero, ¡tengo hambre, papá! ¡José me está matando de hambre!" Luca Exclaimed,Being dragged out of the clubhouse.

(But- im hungry , Pops! José's starving me!)

"Your always hungry,You'll live,Just don't eat at midnight,your like a gremlin!" José exclaimed with a laugh.

"You take that back you Ass!" Luca yelled chasing José,the two passed Pete,ignoring him,the two laughed running out onto the field.

"They're asshole's to us , but not eachother,what a couple of tools." Pete murmured to himself.

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A03 : zae_night

Wattpad : zae-night

tiktok : zaenighteditz

#fanfic #original character #wattpad #victoria moroles #j.d pardo #jd pardo #jeremy sumpter #danbyrd #dean cain #conraddean #johnortiz #betsyyoung #peteyoung #clubhouse2004 #clubhouse

[imlosingmyfuckingmindgirl]

past week, jan 8.

well well, it is 2314 at night as im writing this, my one roomie is talking to someone and other roomie is out talking to his friend but was supposed to get me water. fuck him. i seriously love frank ocean. im bout to cry my ass out on white ferrari. first lemme hit nights. past week was FUCKING EXHAUSTING. it was all midsems, every night study while not retaining anything in the morning. sometimes i was completely blacked out on the papers. man i hated this week so much. i think i will score very very poor in this midsem. i dont know how will i face my parents when i tell them my score. im scared, on the big god. im scared as fuck. apart from proff comms, i dont think i will score a decent score on any paper. it was so bad. let's see what happens on 11th as i get fucked from others' reaction. fuck this exam season. apart from that, my parents went to my sister's place to take care of her while she is developing her twins (manifesting is strong here vro). it caught me offguard that they went home, it was so unexpected. but its okay, they are together. she needs them, more than me. and you know i always let go only to find out later that i dont. white ferrari, good times. i don't wanna do this anymore, i think im fucking depressed. i would have not forgiven myself if lexa killed herself that new year's eve night. she told me that she was going to do it. but could not. i dont know if i can save her but i will try my best. i care for her, i fucking do. i fucking care for her as if she were my girl. even though i exist for her only in her mind. she told my she has this college debt and she could not pay it back and how she is a dissapointment and all that negative manifestation. i freed her from all that, all i could. i just dont want her to go out like that. she has been thru it all. i know. she is very brave and i will let her know it. i wont let her die. my backside pains so much as i am typing this. our whole hostel is victimized by covid, i think. everyone is falling sick. gods grace im okay till now. please let me be okay, god. im outchere, drinking mojitos and cokes and shit while these guys are suffering. god i spent reckless today. my fucking tire burst. spend 630 on that. ate some good shit for dinner 175 for that. i been spending like racks. i am guilting myself over it. and i have no remorse. guilt is overrated anyway. i dont know why, i just feel sad. like bruh lemme be happy one night. i just feel like all my family problems are caused by me. i dont feel my emotions unless and until i write them down. now its hitting me. just saw a reel stating that her mom is in depression and it shows her pampering her mother like her own child. just pictured it with my own mom crying and now i cannot sleep. somenights i just wanna cry my eyes out. like soak this pillow wet. If you think about it, it'll be over in no time And that's life. im tired of moving, im tired of aching. i dont wanna do this anymore, i just wanna cry until i die. nicoles new album just came out and i vibed to that while the full moon was out. it was fucking beautiful. i pictured death and its beautiful. i love her. and i dont love people. i love you mom, and dad and my sister. but sorry if i lose some battles. i hope i make it out. peace, tommorow is my music audition plus my physics lab, wish me luck. peace to every crease. -alister.

[izayanna]

Flowers are indeed beautiful when painted with blood

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Warnings ; angst?? Mentions of blood,sickness,hanahaki disease, not proofread

Characters : Childe x gn! Reader, Keqing (lol)

A/n : Hi! Its my first time making a fic of my favorite character, and i dont know why but I have this urge to create a fic because Im shy in making requests to my favorite authors!! Also pls ignore the mistakes, this is my first time writing so hoping its good? Also i dont know what title should i put so uhhh hehe

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"This is ridiculous"

you said as you stare in the mirror. Tears staining your face, blood and petals all over the bathroom.

"Why is this happening to me"

You grip on your chest tighter as the pain started to grow even worse

"How can I be so dumb"

You knew you were suffering from hanahaki disease. You thought it was just a myth or a foe, but really, you didn't expect yourself to suffer from such a disease. You tried to hold back your tears as the pain keeps on growing

Is this my fault?

Is this what I get in return?

You sat on the bathroom floor and breathed slowly

Is this finally it?

As you closed your eyes you suddenly remember him, your bestfriend, your comrade, your loved one

Ajax...

Ajax, Tartaglia, Childe or whatever you may call him is your bestfriend. He was the first friend you made when you first moved into Liyue. You were minding your own business as you were walking in the streets, walking around exploring the city When suddenly a ginger-haired man bumped into you

"Oh sorry! Didn't see you there"

You were about to say something but as you looked up, He flashed a kind, genuine smile. A smile that you never knew would leave a mark in your head. He let out his hand to help you stand up and you both exchange names

You were indeed starstruck at the ginger-haired, goofy looking man, Eyes that reminded you of the deep ocean blue You were snapped back to reality when he waved a hand infront of you

"Hello? Is there something wrong?"

"N-nothing, I was just thinking about.."

You looked around and saw a restaurant, you invited him to eat lunch with you and he gladly accepted your invitation.

That's where the both of you started to get closer, to everyday hang-outs and nightwalks. To barging into one's house in the middle of the night for some reason, Bringing you to Snezhnaya to meet his family as to where as Teucer took an interest to you and calls you Big Sis. Everything was okay, everything was fine

Until she came...

As you and Ajax were walking by the beach, talking about each other's day, enjoying each other's company

"Hey (name),What do you think of (someone's name)?"

You stopped at your tracks with eyes widened but you turned to face him and gave him a smile

"Well she's alright I guess?"

"She's strong" you're not

"Really pretty" you're not

"And brave" you're not

Childe smiled "really?" And you nodded "Well, I've been thinking of asking her out" And there it was, your heart shattered into pieces and on the verge of crying. But you forced yourself to give Childe a smile "Really? Do you think she would go out with a flirt like you?" You playfully teased him and both of you laughed

As days passed by, Childe spent less time with you and more with her. He would sometimes come to you for advices and help in order to capture her heart and you stupidly helped him

But I was here first you're not strong

I spent more time with you you're not worth it

I was there when you needed help he doesnt care

And here you are now, in the bathroom coughing up petals and blood. Payed no attention as to what is happening outside. You can't even breathe nor talk or walk properly without shaking

You're weak that's why he doesnt want you

You started crying and laughing because you were dumb enough to fall someone who wont even love you back

Childe was aware as to why he hasn't seen you in days. He even asked the fatui or anyone around if they have seen you but all he got was nothing. The girl did confess to him but shockingly, he rejected her (childe playboy/j) because of the feeling of you not around did hurt him

Was he, inlove with you? He thought

"Big Brother! Is Big Sis okay? I miss her so much and I really want to play with her again" Teucer tugged at Childe's coat as to which Childe bent down at his level "Just hold on Teucer okay? Big Brother is going to find Big Sis for you" Childe stood up and told Lumine to assist Teucer for a while

He did go to your house but he was told that you weren't there, So where were you?

You stared at the ceiling with tired and puffy eyes, you can't handle it anymore. "(Name)? Are you done yet? I'm starting to worry here" you heard a knock on the door and slowly you stood up and reached for the door. "Yeah, all good here Keqing" Keqing was your bestfriend, she was the one who told you to move in Liyue because she missed you, and you did too

"My gosh, (Name) you're bleeding!" She said as she quickly wrapped your arm around her and checked the bathroom "what on earth happened here? Wait...don't tell me" She quickly assisted you to the bed and knelt infront of you "(Name), you're suffering from hanahanaki...why didn't you tell me?" She started to tear up but you gave her a smile

"Don't worry Keqing, everything's going to be alright"

"NO! YOU HAVE TO BE CURED ASAP!! (Name) please..."

You looked at her carefully as she held your hands crying.

"But if I get cured, then doesn't that mean I'll never get to feel love again?" And forget about him

"You'll die if you won't get cured"

You started to cough again but this time, even worse. Keqing started to panic and called for help, Your breathing started to become slower as you passed out

I don't know what love is

Its been a year since Childe had last seen you, the thought of you who suddenly went missing won't get off of his mind

Where are you? Why are you still missing? Did I do something wrong?

As he was walking with clouded thoughts, you passed by him laughing along with some person. He quickly turned around and eyes widened, He was out of control when he suddenly grabbed your hand

"(Name)?"

You turned to see a tall ginger - haired man as he was grabbing your wrist

"E-excuse me, have we met before...?"

He was shocked at your response, He thought you were joking as he continued to ask you questions

"I'm sorry but I don't remember being with you...if you could excuse me, I still have some other matters to attend to"

You freed yourself from his grip and walked back to your friend, apologizing for the wait

He was confused, no, he was angry? Sad? Dissapointed? Because how could you forget about him? How could you just disappear on him and suddenly appear without saying anything Why did you forget about him? How could you be so selfish

You were still confused as to why that man had stopped you, but who knows because all you remembered was suffering from something and woke up as if it was just a dream

But that man did felt familiar to you, you did feel something...but what was it? Because you don't remember this feeling at all

#childe x reader #genshin angst #genshin impact x reader #genshin x y/n #genshin tartagalia #genshin impact childe #childe #childe x you #genshin imagines #hanahaki #tartaglia #tartagalia x reader #tartagalicious

[queer-full-of-fear-18]

ep 2 did not dissapoint, already counting down the days for ep 3 😩😩😩

First of, I am so enamored with Diao and Kuea's friendship, they are so cute!! Their first meeting was so funny lmao, poor boy couldn't even cook instant ramen XD also nice subtele way to show just how rich his family is..

Loved the interactions with Auntie as well. As much as he was born into old money, his family has clearly raised him to be a kind soul. Home girl was so worried tho! Love her o3o

Diao is such a great friend, supporting his bestir through his troubles, following along his crazy claims; while still knowing well enough to know its all a process: Kuea hasnt stoped loving Lian, even when claiming otherwise.

Obligatory Jay/Perth simping, he is so fine y'all im-😫😫 also I feel like Lian knew Smth, I have a feeling Jay knew Lian somehow, and that table reservation was for Gemini which explains his giving him the go to take drunk AF Kuea.

Side note - I'm so intrigued by Hi Yian and Diao's relationship. I think their not engaged like the other two; by the way Kuea talks about it when Diao leaves.

I do wonder why he lies in the first place, I would assume because he doesn't approve of such things maybe? In their fight outside of the bar, he says he's not allowed to go to the bar Lian owns (wether its just Kuea or both of them idk)

(lian u snitch for telling him he eas there mans was just leaving😤😤)

Also diao bby dont cry!!!😭😭🤧i wanna protecc him so bad...#relatable bc I also cry when confronted - very exited to see how this dynamic exist between them.

Now, let's talk about Lian this episode...omg..when he told that dude touching Kuea to fuck off...I died...

FIRTY LIAN? HELLO? Zee smirk is actually lethal - That whole convo against the wall was both smexy (with a tease kiss) and funny as hell since Kuea is so UNBELIEVABLY drunk😂mans was like "u smell like Hia Lian" Yeah genius its him *face palm*

That car scene broke me tho... Drunk Kuea just spilling his heart out, clearly insecure he just wants Lian by his side even if he is unlovable by Lian's standards - I was so close to crying y'all

AND A KISS? EP2?? WHAT DIMENSION IS THIS? I do guess the mystery of them kissing will be revealed in ep 3 since the whole Kirin mystery was solved relatively quick - shenanigans to get Kuea to rember what he did drunk are gonna kill me with laughter XD

Also Kirin name meanings coming from Lian is ultimate Simp™ move next to THE FUCKING SHIRNE?? the badly photoshoped couples pained me XD

ALSO THE SONG - BANGER AND HOW HE ACTED IT OUT WITH ALMOST CRYING THE SENTIMENT NUNEW KING SHIT OMLAWRD

Tldr; I am in love with this show, Lian just needs to flirt more and I WILL KILL FOR DIAO, thankyew

#cutie pie the series #like 😭😭😭 #the audacity #liankuea #lian x kuea #kuea keerati #hia lian #jay is so fine #i love them #im obssesed #need ep 3 already #zeenunew

[chironshorseass]

I am so happy for Leah and I can't in good conscious drag the casting online while people are being violently racist towards her but man this casting.... I'm so tired of the white main character with side characters of color and I saw it coming a mile away with the trio. Percy being a poc would add so much depth to existing parts of his character and would be so much more important not saying that Annabeth isn't also important and this isn't a monumental decision in itself but Percy is Percy he's THE main character the series is named after HIM every spin off etc etc is built off the back of his existence and instead of taking the risk with him they pick the other two it's like saying you can be important but not TOO important idk Black Annabeth always seemed like a trade off for White Percy and I didn't want white Percy so I've been festering in hard-core aversion to Black Annabeth for like a year and now I gotta fight racist anti-black losers and my own annoyance at the casting I've been fighting the second one since Walker announcement though and I know myself so once the shows in front of my face I'm gonna enjoy it instead of focusing on the parts that annoy me.

i do think percy as a poc makes so much more sense and i was dissapointed that the actor is white (tho im also excited for walker; he's gonna make a great percy regardless) BUT i don't see it as a trade-off either. i agree that the protag being white while his other two friends aren't is....well. it's common innit if the cast director is feeling Woke bc ofc the protag has to be white ofc percy has to fit w what riordan had in mind since the beginning ofc it pleases the weird racist fans and ofc he also gets brownie points bc ha!! if we want to be inclusive let's just put two actors of color as the supporting characters while we're at it! yeah this is common and im sure ricky is proud of himself but i also think that casting is complicated and for a tv show that's already so famous they must've looked at hundreds of different profiles as a MINIMUM, 'till they found the perfect one. like yeah percy's the protagonist and haha haha yay so many ppl r clapping themselves on the back for JUST that haha he's white congrats! i agree that that isn't. great. but that doesn't mean annabeth had to be white! or that she had to be a poc! keep in mind that we could've won with ALL of the og trio being represented by black, indigenous, asian, latino actors whatever booo let the theater white girls cry all they want whatever. so it didn't have to be either Black Percy or Black Annabeth and in the end they chose leah as annabeth bc she was the best fit for the role...out of alllll the actresses they looked at.....the majority of which must've been blonde at the very least lol. which is why. i rly...dont see it as a trade-off. yeah. en ee way again im very much happy for leah and i think she's gonna be perfect as annabeth and even tho it's sad that obviously percy wasn't a poc i don't exactly see it as a tradeoff. bc. u know what's done is done! congrats walker and leah and aryan!!

#anon #pjo adaptation

[demonic-ungaikyo-dragon]

Traumas and Confessions (tealer x frill) @waluigis-massive-fucking-tits @that-gay-crow

(Ok so i was originally gonna make this wholesome, but decided to make some angst at the beginning. Also im not a good writer so sorry if cringe. Also this si my first time writing angst)

It was a month after the "incident". An incident that changed everything.

A murder.

Tealerland closed, its doors probably never opening again. Left to rot. Forgotten.

And tealer could not help but feel disgusted at himself. He fully believed it was his fault.

He alongside the others, willow, frill and tacey, were moved underground so they would not suffer from vandalism.

But in reality they were put in there becuase of them. Not safety for them, but safety from them.

The corpse of the victim was found inside him. Or more like pulled from him. If tealer could vomit, he would have. He still remembers most of it...

Tealer opens his eyes, or well, activates them. He was under maintinence, and was getting checked up by one of the workers. Keyword was.

"Hm? Whats this?" He said to himself. He felt heavy. He also noticed something that caught him off guard.

The worker was nowhere to be seen, instead, he saw frill looking at him with something he never saw frill have.

Fear. Fear and disgust.

He then heard his voice. "Tealer, please." Frill said with Dont. Look. Down." Frill said with emphasis on every word. Tealer got scared, because he has had experiance with an angry frill, and seeing him like this scared him.

But tealer ignored him, and looked down.

Now he knew why he felt so heavy. He saw a very human looking arm sticking out of his stomach. He also noticed the blood on his fur.

Did he......?

Tealer started shaking, and felt like he was choking. He never felt this way what is happening?

"Tealer?" He could hear frill's voice. "Tealer!? TEALER!?" Frill screamed his voice multiples times. Each time he sounded further away. He then heard the sound of a door opening.

"TEALER!?"

"Tealer?"

...

"TEALER!!!!" "EEEEK" Tealer practically jumps and screeches. He then noticed where he was. 3 animatronicas were there with him. A wyvern, a smaller dragon holding a doll, and a mime treceratops.

Willow, tacey, and mischievous were looking at him worried.

"Tealer are you ok? You looked like you were spacing out." His younger brother, mischievous looked at him with worry.

"Huh? Oh im fine buddy!" Tealer tried acting happy to try to not worry them. "I feel better as ever! I was just thinking about good jokes to tell that is all!" Tealer said with a grin. The other 3 did not buy this at all.

"If you were thinking about jokes, you would have not screamed like that when i called you the 7th time." Willow said with a serious look on her face, which was rare. Tacey also looked serious.

"Are you really ok tealer? Be honest please." Tacey tried being as polite as she could. She alongside mischievous, did not want to see their elder brother hurt.

Tealer felt terrible, because he knew he was worrying them. But he did not want to worry them further. "Im serious! I really do fee-" he was interrupted when he felt a hand grab his shoulder. He looked behind him and saw frill looking at him with a face that meant business. Did he anger him again?

Frill looked at the other 3 "i need to speak with tealer in orivate. I hope you dont need him?" He says looking at willow.

"No, but please be careful with him, he just spaced out." Willow said. Tealer gave her a "what are you doing!?" Look, while frill glared at him.

"Come. Now." Frill says walking away. Tealer follows suit horrified.

"Did you have to tell frill that? He looked even more mad now." Mischievous asks willow. Willow looks at him.

"I know what im doing. Trust me."

Frill and tealer are currently in a supply closet. It was an udnerstatment to say the frill was angry.

Tealer was scared, because he knew what frill was going to say.

"S-so, W-what did you n-need?" Tealer was shaking.

"How many times did i tell you? How. Many. Tealer." Frill said with his arms crossed. "If you dont feel ok, come to me." Frill looked at tealer with a more calmer look.

"R-right. Sorry." He really did forget. But he did not want to worry frill.

"So, what happened?" Frill asked.

"I was thinking... about it." Tealer responded looking down at the floor.

"The... corpse?" Frill said with caution. Tealer nods. But then he says something that pisses frill off.

"My muerder victim..." tealer says looking down. He then hears loud footsteps and ths souns of armor. Frill was infront of him looking at him wirh anger.

"What did you say?"

Tealer shakes his head "i-im sorry i did not-" tealer winces as frill slams a hand in the wall beside him.

"Why are you apologizing!? ITS NOT YOUR FAULT!" Frill screamed. And tealer out of nowhere, felt angered.

He looks at frill angrily. "It IS my fault." Tealer says with a glare. "I dont even know why you even care for a murderer like me..."

"Stop that..." frill threatens tealer. "Dont say that. You know its no-"

"NO!" tealer pushes frill, knocking him to the ground. "I AM A MURDERER FRILL! A MURDERER! WHY YOU EVEN STILL CONSIDER ME A FRIEND IS WEIRD!" Tealer pants cause of his outburst. He then realized what he did.

Frill started standing up and tealer prepared for the worst. But what happened next will always be remembered by tealer.

Frill looked at him, and proceeded to hug him. Tealer was frozen in schock, he did not expect this. Before he could protest, frill spoke.

"Listen to me. Please." Frill said in a calming voice, something he never saw frill do towards him. Tealer could feel calmer in his embrace. "You are not the murderer. You were framed." Frill pulls out from the hug and teal saw that frill no longer had a angry look, but a sad one. Tealer took time to process what he said. This whole situation has tealer confused.

"By who?" Tealer asks, his anger gone.

Frill sighed, and the words he proceeds to say surprsie tealer.

"David artel." Frill said as if it was taboo. "He, was the one that killed him and... pushed the corpse inside you..." frill said with clear disgust.

"I-i-" tealer could not speak properly. He knew frill is not lying, frill would never lie about these things. But instead of feeling happy that he was not the murderer, he felt another way.

Betrayed. David, his creator, framed him for a murder.

"It hurts." Tealer said looking down. "I thought he cared about us. And this is what he does?" Tealer was not even mad, just dissapointed. But at the very least, tealer could be at some peace since he did not kill someone.

But something other than the incident has been bothering tealer.

Frill.

Tealer noticed that since the incident frill has been the one helping him. Yes the others did help him too, but frill has been since day one taking care of tealer. He was also the one that was there with him in the incident. Its not that he does not appreciate his help. He just never understood why.

Frill has been known to not be the nicest lizard. He is always serious or very strict. But when he is around tealer, he is very kind or calm with him.

In fact, he was the one helping tealer during panic attacks, as the others did not know what to do.

And so he took the chance that they were in private.

"Thank you frill. I really am grateful you told me this. But i still dont understand something." Tealer said looking at frill in the eyes. Frill raises an eyebrow.

"Why do you care so much about me?" At this question frill narrows his eyes. "O-oh i m sorry if that was out of line!" Tealer quickly apologized, and his fear returned.

"Its fine. In fact, im glad you asked." Frill said smiling a bit. "That was the reason why i was looking for you in the first place."

Frill looked at tealer in the eyes. "When we first performed together, i for some odd reason had my eyes on you. Seeing you happy, playing around with the children, laughing." Frill smiles as he remembers those moments. "Honestly, i thought you were to cute for your own good." Frill chuckles a bit. Tealer blushes like crazy, but he did not say anything so he did not interrupt frill.

"You really are an amazing dragon tealer. You always made the others smile, even me. Everyone here loves you." Frill then sighs. "So when i found you in that room, with the body inside you, i panicked. Not only did something horrific happen, you were hurt and blamed for something you did not do." Frill then scoffs. "Its an understatment to say i was angry when i found out it was david. I almost killed the bastard." So thats why david has not returned. Frill got him tealer thought. "I then noticed how this changed you. You were not always as happy as before, and dont pretend i have not heard you crying alone." Tealer lowers his head cause it was true. He did cry in secret.

"To be honest, i did not understand either why i cared so much about you. But yesterday i realized why." Frill approached tealer.

"Tealer. I love you."

Tealer, surprised beyond imagination, simply stood there looking at frill.

"Everytime you laughed or smiled, something inside me told me i must protect you. And soon i began seeing you in a different way. I wish to cherish you and your smile. I want to be the one to make you smile. And i want to be the one to help you in your darkests times." Frill then proceeds to kneel.

"Tealer, willl you let me be the lizard to make you happy?" Frill said looking at tealer.

Tealer begins to cry. "Frill i-" he does not how to respond, so he too kneels and proceeds to hug him. He then proceeds to sob. "Frill, *sniff*thank you. Thank you so much." Tealer, with teary eyes looks at frill with a smile.

"Let me be too the one to make you happy." Tealer says as a response to frill's earlier question.

Frill smiles like an excited child as his eyes to start to tear up. " Is this a yes!?" Frill says as his long tail begins to wag in excitement.

Tealer laughs at the sight. "*sniff* yes you dork!"

Frill then kisses tealer.

He widens his eyes and gives tealer an apologetic look. "Im sorry i just-" tealer kisses him back.

As they break the kiss tealer giggles. "Its fine. I liked it." They both stand up. Frill's tail was still wagging in happiness. "Look at you all happy. And then you say im the cute one!" Tealer give frill a playful jab. Frill laughs.

"Well sorry to break it to you jester, but you are the cuter one!" Frill says as he procedss to give a head pat to tealer. He then notices how tealer begins to wag his tail aswell. "Aha! You just proved my point!"

Tealer simply snuggles with frill. But they heard squeals from outside the door

"Mischievous, tacey! They are gonna find out!" Willow whispers.

"Sorry!" Tacey and mischievous apologize quietly.

Tealer and frill look at each other, and proceed to exit the room. They then saw tacey, mischievous and willow in the hallway. They both knew why they were there.

Frill sighs. "Let me guess, willow decided to spy on us and and ypu two joined." Frill said looking at the clown and mime. They both nod scared.

"Aww c'mon frilley, they were gonna find out soon enough!" Tealer said, making frill blush at the nickname. Then tealer looks at the other 3.

"Now then, may we know how long you were here?" Taler said crossing his arms and tapping his legs on the ground like a mad parent jokingly.

"We arrived when frill started his confession. And i have to say frill, you should become a romance writer!" Willow said giggling. Frill blushes even more with a now grumpy face.

"Oh you are buring at the stake today witch!" Frill with sword in hand, was about to charge at her when he felt someone grab his tail.

Tealer, gripping frill's tail, pulled him back. "If you attack her, no cuddle later." Tealer said in a fake angry tone. Frill gasps dramatically and then looks at willow.

"You are safe this time. But know that this is not the end." Frill sheaths his sword.

After that silence.

"So, want to play go fish? I found some cards earlier in one of the offices." Mischievous says trying to break the silence.

They all agree and proceed to go back to one of the offices. They noticed tealer and frill holding hands, and tried all they could not to squeal so they dont anger frill.

(Quick note: t lure and deterrent are not activated yet.)

#tealerland #tealer #frill #willow #tacey #mischievous #friller #whooo boy #this was actually fun to write honsetly #sorry if cringey again