#the best decision of his life 🫶🏼

[twinkodium]

‘Good luck to Oscar’ I can hear his screams and frustration looking at the standings 🤭

#f1 #oscar piastri #you fucking moron look who you lost 🤭 #he’ll regret moving to mclaren they said #surely 😌 #the best decision of his life 🫶🏼

[fruitywritter]

Why do you have to be so stupid?

Summary: stupidity gets you killed. (Nearly)

Pairing: Natasha Romanoff x gn!reader

Tw: mentions of past suicide attempt, injured reader

Words: 3.5k

a/n: This is my second work I’ve posted here, I had wrote this a few days ago and I decided to post it. Even tho nobody’s gonna read this, but hey if you’re a reader here. Hi! 🫶🏼🥹

The sky was dark, the moon and the stars were shining bright that night. I walked through the dark alley, feeling my blood running down my stomach. The mission didn’t go as planned. It seemed that they already knew I was coming, they were ready. I put on a good fight and got the flash drive, but it wasn’t enough for me to escape. The moment I heard the gunshots and felt a sharp pain on my body, I knew that I needed to leave. They were too many, I was only one. I couldn’t call for back up. Nobody from the team knew that I was going to that mission. Fury had said it was too dangerous for someone to go alone, he was planning on bringing the whole team there in a few days. But it would be too late in a few days. I knew it was a stupid decision, but I wanted to help the team. Even though the mission was a success, my chances to survive were very low. The bullet wounds al over my body looked serious.

Standing with my back against the wall, I tried to breathe. I had already lost a lot of blood, I was feeling so weak and my vision was blurry. That was it. That was the way I would die. Not by some heroic act, but because I was an idiot for having to go alone there without telling anyone. I started to think about my friends, back at the compound. The avengers had become my family. I thought about Tony and his sarcastic comments, I thought about what he would say if he saw me like this. Tony was like a father to me, the father I never had. I thought about Steve, that old man.. He would probably lecture me if he was here, telling me that I need to think before acting.

Bruce. We were never that close with the man but I’ve always respected him. He was a very clever guy, he had also saved me from many dumb injuries. Thor. I didn’t see him that often nowadays, he had go back to Asgard something about having to deal with his idiotic brother, Loki. He would always tell me stories about other planets and people he had met. I was closer to Clint from the other guys. I could say he was a great friend and very loyal to me as I was to him. He was a great spy, and he was usually the one I trained with.

Wanda would be probably mad at me if she saw me like this. She had scolded me many times, usually when I made dumb decisions like this one. But we loved each other, we were friends since day one. We were always by each other’s side. I didn’t want to leave her alone in this world, even though she had the rest of the team. I was the only closest person to her, as she had said many times before.

And Natasha… I slid down the wall, wincing as the bullets inside me moved. I clenched my fist as I pressed down on my biggest wound. I didn’t want Natasha to see me like this. Even though she was used to seeing people dying, I couldn’t do this to her. I didn’t want to die. Natasha was a closed person, only Clint and I were able to read her as an open book. I couldn’t leave her alone. I brought my hand to my neck, touching the necklace she had gave to me. A small golden spider was hanging from it, with her initials engraved on the back of it. It was a gift for my 23rd birthday. It was the best day of my life that day.

I started thinking about how things would be after my death. I guessed I still had a bit of time left. I used to want to end it all. In my teenage years. Back then it was hard for me. I had no one to call family. No friends. I was close to that railing, so close to my death. Ready to jump off, I was so done with my life. But she was the one who saw me, she was the one who ran up to me and tried to call me down so I wouldn’t jump. And she succeeded. She saved me from killing my own self. Natasha Romanoff, she saved my life. Many times. She was my person. And I loved her.

But now she couldn’t save me. Right know she thought that I was out for a simple walk. Eventually she would start to realise something was wrong after I was gone for hours. She would start looking for me, calling me, calling the team. Then they would all search for me, until they’d finally get the news that I was dead. All because I couldn’t stop being stupid.

Looking one more time up in the sky, I whispered softly more to myself. “I’m sorry..” Breathing out, I tried to find my peace but the universe had other plans. Footsteps were heard in the distance, every second it was louder until it reached in front of me. I tried to open my eyes, trying to figure out who was standing in front of me. When I felt soft hands on my face, I opened my mouth to speak but was stopped by a familiar voice speaking louder to someone in the distance. “I found her! She’s here, come help me.”

Finally, when my eyes focused again I recognised the person in front of me. Those familiar green eyes, and the familiar red hair made me smile a bit and whisper. “Hey, love..” I watched as her lips curled up in a soft smile, but her eyes remained worried. “Hey, sweetheart..”

I went to talk but a pain on my chest kept me from speaking. Natasha was quick to notice and she pressed her palm against my cheek, carefully caressing it. “Don’t speak too much, дорогой. We will get you out of here, just hang on..” She said as she pressed her lips to my forehead and turned around as more footsteps began to appear around us.

“The jet’s ready, we can get her inside now..” I heard Steve’s voice from my left. “Is she okay?” He asked Natasha.

“She will be when we get her home. Come on guys, we need to move.” Natasha said as she gave me a soft squeeze before she stood back up. “Damn it, y/n. When will you stop being stupid..” Hearing Clint’s voice made me feel so bad. They were all worried about me, they didn’t deserve what they were going through because of me. “I’m -I’m sorry..” I whispered but it was enough for the team to hear it.

“It’s okay, y/n.. You’re gonna be okay..” A soft hand landed gently on my shoulder, caressing it carefully. I looked up to see Wanda, looking down at me. I smiled at her as the guys came closer and pulled me up. I winced and grabbed Steve’s arm to get more steady as they walked me inside the jet.

The whole flight was a blur. I remember Natasha sitting beside the bed I was laying in, holding my hand the whole time. We didn’t talk much. They had stopped the bleeding but still I had lost a lot of blood so I had to be at the hospital asap. Clint was flighting the jet, while the others were in some conversation about the flash drive I had retrieved. Wanda was sitting close to me but away enough to give me and Natasha some privacy.

I wanted to close my eyes but Natasha didn’t let me. She would say dumb things to distract me from closing them. Even though she tried to mask her emotions, I could really see right through her. I’ve learned to read her over the years, I knew when she was anxious, sad, mad, annoyed and happy. Even now that she tried to mask her anxiety and fear, it didn’t work to me.

When we got there, they quickly took me inside and brought me to the doctors. I couldn’t remember what happened exactly next. I could hear Natasha talking to me but I couldn’t hear any word that escaped her mouth. My vision blurry and not being able to feel my legs. Then everything went black.

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I woke up by a beeping sound, trying to focus my vision to the bright light of the room. When i did that, I slowly looked around. It looked like a hospital room, a small TV in front of me on the wall, on my left a window and a door on the other side of the room. I was laying in a bed, it was comfy but my body felt numb. I heard soft snores beside me and turned my head immediately towards the noise. I relaxed when I noticed the redhead sitting in a chair beside my hospital bed, sleeping in a clearly uncomfortable position.

I tried to move but everything felt so weird, so I tried to speak. After a few tries I finally got to speak softly, hoping to not scare the green eyed woman sleeping. “Tasha..” I spoke but she didn’t even stir. So I tried again a bit louder this time. “Natasha!” I whisper-yelled. As much as I didn’t want to wake her up, I couldn’t just sit there and watch her lay there so uncomfortably.

That’s when she finally woke up, she looked around clearly confused by who woke her up. When she found my eyes she relaxed and smiled. She sat upright and took my hands, “Glad you’re awake, моя любовь.. How are you feeling?” She asked.

“I don’t know.. I feel kind of numb. What happened?” I asked her, hoping for some information. Natasha sighed and began talking, “You passed out the moment we got you inside the hospital. You had lost so much blood, y/n.. If we were late a few minutes, you wouldn’t have survived.. Thankfully, the doctors took you in immediately, saying that you needed surgery.” She paused to see my expression. It didn’t scare me at all, I was glad that I was still there. I was thankful to the doctors who saved me. I couldn’t imagine the reactions of the team if they found out I was actually dead. “They took out the bullets from your body, seven bullets y/n.” She closed her eyes, trying to calm down herself.

“How long I was out..?” I couldn’t help but ask. Natasha looked so tired, like she hadn’t slept for days. “Six days. After the surgery the doctors said that they put you into a coma so that your body would recover properly. They weren’t sure when you were going to wake up.” She let my hands and stand up from the chair, walking towards the window of the room, looking down the busy street. “The team came to visit you, all of us hoping you would wake up. Clint and Wanda stayed for a few days but I told them to go back home, staying at the hospital isn’t really that great and sleeping in a chair is also uncomfortable..”

“But you stayed..” I whispered, my face suddenly getting sad. She was really a wreck because of me.

“Of course I stayed, why wouldn’t I? I wouldn’t leave you alone, y/n.” She turned back to look at me with that sad expression. Slowly walking towards me, she crouched down beside my side, her face at the same height as mine. “I’m glad you’re okay.. I don’t know what I would do without you.”

I smiled and mumbled, “I’m glad I’m okay too..” but the next thing I felt was a slight pain on my shoulder, looking at her eyes in disbelief I said, “Did you just punch me? What was that for?!”

“That was for being stupid, you dumb idiot. Why would you go there on your own, even when Fury said that it was incredibly dangerous for one person?” She said, clearly frustrated. “And I didn’t even hit you that hard, stop being a baby.”

“Ah, fuck of..” I shook my head but quickly regretted it as I saw Natasha’s face. The murderous look she gave me made me shut up and mumble a “sorry” to her. As silence surrounded us, I decided to look back towards her. “Look.. I’m sorry, I know what I did was stupid. And I’m so sorry I made you go through all of this, that wasn’t really my intention. The plan was to finish the mission and come back home, I didn’t know that things would get bad..”

“It’s okay, I’m just glad you’re alright now.” She sighed and moved to hug my side so softly as she was afraid to hurt me. I moved slowly my arm and pulled her more into the bed, making her lay there beside me. Natasha put her head on my chest, with her strong arms around my waist. We laid there for what seemed to be an eternity, just relaxing in the presence of each other’s. We made a small talk, with her telling me that I was in big trouble when we would go back to the compound. Something about Tony being extremely mad and talking about grounding me until I was thirty. I knew he couldn’t do that, and that really made me wanna laugh. He couldn’t really ground a twenty-five year old, but it would be fun to see him trying.

A few days later I got the okay to leave the hospital, and I was over the moon. I really hated hospitals, something about them made me want to go as far away as I could from them. But with the company of Natasha’s, it was a bit more enjoyable. Wanda had visited me while I was still at the hospital, we sat for hours and talked. She was also kinda mad about my idiotic actions, at first she wouldn’t talk to me but then she gave in. Natasha gave us time to catch up and brought us lunch when it was time. Clint sadly couldn’t visit, he had gone back to his family for a few days. But he promised to be back when I got back home.

The ride home was calming, Natasha was driving with Wanda on the passenger seat. I was sitting in the back, looking out the windows. I couldn’t exactly walk with my left foot. A bullet had caused a bit of a damage there, but I had started physical therapy to make it better. As my doctor said, I would be able to start training in a few weeks. The bullet hole in my chest also started to heal faster, the one on my abdomen was a little bit bigger and it still hurt when I walked. The doctor said I needed more rest so everything would full heal.

When we arrived at the compound, I noticed Steve waiting outside. Natasha parked the car and helped me get out from the back. As Steve went to take me from her in order to get me inside, she simply gave him a look and he backed up. I nodded towards him and continued walking with Natasha inside the building. Nobody else was there so I supposed the rest of the team was in some mission. As the red head helped me up to my room, Wanda passed by to ask us if we wanted something to eat. When we kindly declined, she left and Natasha set me into my bed. “Alright, I have to do something first. Can you wait for me? It won’t be long.” She said, tucking my injured leg in some pillows. I nodded and gave her a gentle smile as I watched her leave the room.

I reached the TV remote that was beside me on the nightstand, switching it on and selecting a movie to watch while Natasha was gone. It didn’t took her long to come back and when she finally came in she had in her hands many snacks and drinks. I looked at her mesmerised, my mouth was hanging open as I watched her come and sit beside me on the bed. “What’s all of this?” I asked, even though I knew.

“Snacks! I thought it would be less boring if we watched a movie and eat together until we have to go downstairs.” She said with excitement in her voice. While I was still in shock I laid there, don’t knowing what to say. “You’re staring..” She grinned, knowing she had caught me.

Shaking my head, I looked down at my hands suddenly getting nervous around her. Still after all these years she still had that effect on me. “How can I not? You’re perfect..” I said, finally looking over her face only to see her blush. “Awh, look at you. You’re blushing! I made the Black Widow blush!!” I grinned, throwing my fist in the air like I won.

“Shut up..” Natasha said, looking away. It never got old. I liked teasing her, she wanted everyone to think like she was a baddie but in reality she really was a softie. At least when she was with me. I smiled softly, making her look at me weirdly, “Why the fuck are you smiling?” She said, trying to look serious but she failed miserably. That only made me laugh more. “Seriously, y/n.”

I threw my hands up, like I was surrendering. “Okay, okay. Sorry, no need to give me that look.” My laugh had stopped by now and I was just grinning at her. “I was smiling because I’m happy. You make me so happy, Natasha.” I sighed, gently turning my body a bit so I could face her fully. I took her hands in mine, squeezing them slightly. “And I want to thank you. Thank you for being here the past few days, you never left my side and I’m thankful for that. Also I want to thank you for being with me every day for the past few years. You saved my life so many times, because of you I’m still here.” I watched as her eyes watered but she didn’t dare to speak so I continued. “You know I was in a place where there was no escape, I was so done with life. I didn’t have anyone by my side. No one to call my person, no one to talk to about my problems. But you Natasha, you came into my life and helped me to understand that life’s worth living. Damn it, you made me scared of death. You know how fucking scared I was in that alley? I had realised that I didn’t want to die, I didn’t want to leave you alone. I wanted to live, I wanted to stay here with you. I wanted us to keep having picnic dates, movie nights together, to spend time together doing absolutely nothing. I wanted us to keep sleeping together at night, to keep waking up together in the mornings. I wanted you to keep yelling at me whenever I made a stupid decision, to see your face when you were so mad at me for something so dumb. But more importantly I wanted to be able to see again that smile,” I motioned to her face. Tears spilling down her cheeks as she tried not to cry. I took a breath before speaking again. “Natasha Romanoff, you make me want to live. You’re the best thing that ever happened to me. I can’t believe that I can’t go a day without seeing those beautiful eyes. You mean everything to me and I don’t know how long it took me to realise it but I can say now that I’m literally so fucking in love with you.” I finished, softly looking at her.

“Love..” She paused as her voice broke. “I’m so in love with you too.. So much..” After hearing those words my heart jumped, I shot towards her taking her in my arms and holding her. I pulled away from the hug, catching her lips with mine, kissing her slowly with love. Honestly it was one of these moments where Natasha would be so comfortable with me that she let herself cry in front of me. Being vulnerable in front of me. And I loved that, not that she cried. But because she was comfortable enough to show her true self, she was open about her feelings.

Natasha Romanoff, was in love with me. And I was in love with her. And it only took for me to nearly die for us two to accept it and confess it to each other. But now, that all of this was over, that I was okay and alive with my girl beside me. I felt like I could win everything.

#natasha romanoff x you #natasha romanoff comfort #soft natasha romanoff #natasha romanoff fluff #natasha romanoff x reader #natasha x you #black widow #natasha x reader

[scuderiasundays]

the smoothest operation

summary: roller coasters, third wheeling, and a diamond ring + a little insta au at the end 💍 part two to you and me together so i brought back a few characters!

words: 1,414

a/n: on a writing kick! this one's for @vamossainz55, who i adore 🫶🏼 feedback is much appreciated as always. hugs and kisses!

September was a special month for the two of you, as it marked the arrival of three events: his birthday, yours, and your anniversary. Carlos had asked you to be his girlfriend during a celebratory soirée, thrown by his closest friends. The speakers were blaring Bad Bunny’'s "Enséñame a Bailar" so loud that you could barely hear him when he nervously asked you the big question. Despite the noise, your answer was an immediate and resounding yes. The usually reserved Spaniard couldn't contain his joy and spent the rest of the evening twirling you around to DJ Lando’s handpicked tunes.

You had never been one for extravagant birthday celebrations, the type to turn bright red whenever people sang “Happy Birthday” to you. You found more joy in giving gifts, searching high and low for the most thoughtful presents. Carlos had been on the receiving end of your love for three summers now and wanted nothing more than to give it all back tenfold.

Carlos was thrilled when the race calendar for 2023 was unveiled, revealing that the two of you would be celebrating in Tokyo. He knew just how much you adored the vibrant city as you’d joined him at Suzuka last fall, where you were amazed by the politeness and dedication of the Japanese fans. Carlos’ fame had skyrocketed after “Drive to Survive” aired and walking around a city without someone recognizing him had become a rarity. You took great pleasure in getting to witness how he genuinely engaged with his fans, attentively listening to every word. Despite this, you were only human and there were times when you longed to have your boyfriend all to yourself. Tokyo, one of the few cities where Carlos wasn't as widely known, held a special allure, allowing you both to feel a sense of normalcy.

Carlos wasn't really into roller coasters, but you? You were absolutely obsessed with them. If the Ferrari crew mentioned an amusement park outing, you'd be the first to sign up, whether Carlos joined or not. Last season at Ferrari World in Abu Dhabi, you had him in stitches as you dragged him from one ride to another, giggling like a little kid. This year, Carlos had decided to take you to Tokyo DisneySea as he’d heard nothing but rave reviews.

As you hopped into the Purosangue, you were taken aback to find Lando sitting in the backseat. "You're serious? Lando's coming?" you exclaimed, a mix of surprise and amusement in your voice. Lando chuckled and replied, "Well, this could be the best day of your life, Y/N. It's all about perspective," snapping a photo of you. While you and Lando were the same age and had a sibling-like bond, the whole third wheel situation was starting to get old. Carlos, however, defended his decision, saying, "I couldn't just leave him at the hotel. He promised to take photos of us, so it's a win-win situation, no?"

Lando's promise to be a fly on the wall quickly faded away the moment the three of you stepped foot in DisneySea. He had a well-researched list of foods he wanted to try, and his determination to conquer them all was clear. Carlos, being a self-proclaimed food connoisseur himself, eagerly agreed, as you embarked on a gourmet tour.

"We're here to actually go on rides, right?" you questioned, observing the two grown men as they devoured their Little Green Men mochi. "I think I'll take advantage of the 'Single Rider' line while you two feast. Just how I feel today—single," you said with a smirk, before heading towards Raging Spirits.

As your patience began to wear thin, Carlos couldn't help but feel an overwhelming sense of anticipation. Everything was falling into place; thanks to the help he had sought from Lando months ago. They had even created a joint Google doc titled "El Plan," meticulously outlining each step. Carlos knew you wouldn't be able to resist the temptation of a roller coaster, and he intended to use that time to set everything in motion. Behind the scenes, the incognito cameraman (also known as @lando.jpg) and friends + family were ready and waiting. And, of course, there was the most crucial piece: the ring.

Carlos had purchased the engagement ring in secret, right after his victory in Silverstone last year. After missing Wimbledon, he had taken you to Tiffany's and let you choose an item of your liking. After much browsing, you settled on a gold pendant adorned with a delicate C. It was a symbol that served as a tactile reminder of the one you loved most, keeping him close to your heart no matter the distance.

On the way back to the hotel, you passed by Harry Winston, and there it was—the oval-shaped engagement ring of your dreams. You joked about how it could probably buy a few Ferraris, but Carlos couldn’t help but notice the undeniable sparkle in your eyes. He discreetly took note of your ring size by borrowing one of your rings from the bedside table while you were asleep. When he was away at a race, he seized the opportunity to purchase the ring, vowing to protect it until the perfect moment arrived.

After riding the exhilarating 360-degree looping roller coaster, you felt a surge of energy and pure adrenaline. As you made your way towards the Venetian gondolas, clutching your map in hand, you caught a glimpse of a couple wearing Mickey ears who looked just like Taylor and his girlfriend Morgan. The thought briefly crossed your mind, but you dismissed it, thinking it couldn’t possibly be them. DisneySea had done an incredible job recreating the charm of Venice, evoking memories of you and Carlos’ weekend getaway to the city last summer.

You waved at Carlos excitedly, his figure standing out among the rest. "Where's Lando?" you asked, scanning the crowd for the British racing driver. “I sent him on a mission to get us some pineapple smoothies," Carlos blurted out.

“You look pale and fidgety. What's going on?" you asked, noticing the unease in Carlos's demeanor. Normally, your ability to pick up on his emotions was something he cherished, but at this moment, he wished you were less perceptive. Carlos could feel his body trembling as he got down on one knee.

 “Mi vida, I love you more than anything in this world. You’re the person I want to wake up with and go to bed beside for the rest of my life.” Carlos began, his voice filled with genuine affection. "Y/N, will you marry me?" he asked, his heart pounding in his chest.

Tears welled up in your eyes, and a surge of overwhelming joy filled your entire being. Jumping up and down with excitement, you exclaimed, "Yes!" Your jubilant shrieks filled the air as Carlos carefully slid the breathtakingly beautiful ring onto your finger. 

Through your peripheral vision, you could see a crowd gathering around. It took a moment for it to sink in, but as you looked closer, you recognized the faces of Taylor, Lex, Caco, Rupert, Ana, and Lando with his trusty Leica camera. It all clicked into place – Lando had been in on the surprise from the beginning and had captured the entire proposal.

Overwhelmed with emotions, you grabbed Carlos' face and pulled him in for a passionate kiss, expressing your love and gratitude in that tender moment. Carlos beamed with pride, knowing that everything had gone according to plan. With a playful wink, he acknowledged Lando's involvement; “The smoothest operation of my life thanks to you, cabrón.” You playfully smacked Carlos, exploding in laughter.

Lando approached with his camera, a wide grin on his face. "I got it all, every precious moment," he said, showing you a glimpse of the photos on the camera's display. As you hugged him tightly, you felt a deep sense of comfort and security. You knew in that moment that you could count on Lando for life, that he would always be there for you through thick and thin.

As the day drew to a close, you and Carlos found yourselves sitting by the waterfront, hand in hand, reflecting on the whirlwind romance that had led you to this very moment. With the ring sparkling on your finger, you felt an immense sense of gratitude for the love you and Carlos shared. He brushed a strand of hair from your face and whispered, “I can't wait to spend forever with you, Mrs. Sainz.”

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yourusername: came to tokyo as his girlfriend, leaving as his fiancée! still in awe of the fact that the boys managed to keep "el plan" from me for so long

carlossainz55: mi amor, mi vida. thanks for participating in the carlando food tour 🫶🏼

taylorfritz: you set the bar for proposals high, @carlossainz55 👏🏼 doubles with me and morgan soon?

alexafritz: the love you two have for each other is infectious and that ring is to die for 🤍 karaoke + shots on me tonight!

pierregasly: karaoke? @yukitsunoda0511 and i are in

fan1: i respect her for popping on here to announce their engagement but keeping the proposal private!

yourusername: you're the sweetest! as mother taylor once said, romance is not dead if you keep it just yours 💌

lando.jpg: engagement photographer available for hire (disclaimer: only available on non-race weekends)

yourusername: thanks for capturing our proposal and taking our engagement photos! 10/10 would recommend 🥹

fan2: the fact that lando was THE designated photographer! excuse me while i ugly cry

update: part three here ➡️

#carlos sainz imagine #carlos sainz x reader #carlos sainz x y/n #carlos sainz x you #carlos sainz jr #carlos sainz #carlos sainz fic #f1 x you #carlos sainz fluff #f1 imagine #f1 x reader #f1 fic #carlos sainz one shot #carlos sainz drabble #carlos sainz edit #f1 instagram au #carlos sainz instagram edit #lando norris #lando norris fic #lando norris imagine #taylor fritz #taylor fritz imagine

[justabratsworld]

Yo uh Its my first time asking or requesting (idk why I'm so nervous help☠️)

uh..can I request er

CAN YOU PLEASE DO MORE OF YANDERE KING X READER PLEASE IM BEGGING YOU (please) 🛐🛐🛐🛐🛐

🥹🫶🏼 absolutely bby

King Tobias wasn’t always this crazy. One would argue he was the best king this kingdom has had in a long time. He was level headed, made logical decisions, cared for his people and most importantly he valued people’s lives. He wasn’t one of those kings who went to war for the fame and power. He didn’t send people to the guillotine for small petty crimes. Instead he rehabilitated them. He always made sure to give back to his people.

Then…you came along.

Something about you made his brain feel fuzzy. At first he didn’t understand why he constantly thought about you. He was confused, he had a beautiful woman beside him as his queen and here he is thinking about you. Sure, he and his wife had no love between them but he still cared deeply for her.

The day he when he first spilled innocent blood will go down in history as the day the king lost his mind. It was a beautiful day, the birds were singing and the flowers were at their peak bloom. The people of the small village were getting ready for the moonlight festival. As night began to fall, the kings knights arrived with torches. One of them managed to find you, hiding in your pitiful home.

As the knight held you in a kneeling position the king asks you one more time. “Oh my dear, my beloved, come with me. Be mine.” Disgust shows on your face as you boldly look away and mutter you would rather die than to be with him.

With a disappointed smile the king gives the knights a queue and they start burning down the small village. As you look around and see all the people running in terror your heart stops when you see your mom and dad being dragged and executed. Before you could get a word out, everything went dark.

The next time he killed, he did it himself. It was when you first came back home. You were still adjusting to your new and better life, not knowing that the walls have eyes and ears. You thought the king wouldn’t find out about your love affair with a kitchen boy. Nights being spent tangled together, early mornings whispering forever i love yous.

Tobias remembers the look on your face, with tears and snot running down as you beg him to spare your lovers life. To have mercy. As he bent down, wiped the tears from your eyes, he whispered “My beloved, this is all your fault.” With that, he took the mans life without a single thought in his mind.

Now, Tobias is a man who believes in being fair so once he took away your lover, he got rid of his own. All the concubines were sent to the dungeons (if they behaved they became servants) . If one of them ever made a remark that was negative about you, they were hanged. If any woman tried to seduce him to become his mistress got sent to the dungeons to be punished for attempted of adultery (ironic).

As for the Queen, she knew what her fate was going to be. She hoped by turning a blind eye to her husband actions would favor her but in the end, she knew she should’ve left when she had the chance. The king was gentle with her, made sure she didn’t suffer. She simply went to sleep, and never woke up.

Now, look at you, all dressed up as the new queen. Sitting in your dear husband’s lap as you watch your 4 children play. Your 3 boys and your precious daughter playing tag, living their life at ease. With no fear of their father, not knowing the monster he can be.

#yandere #yandere imagines #yandere oc #yandere scenarios #yandere x reader

[spideysbabe]

Hey sweetheart! 😘 I hope I can ask for an Elijah Mikaelson imagine where you both fell in love during the events in Mystic Falls, even though he never wanted to show feelings again, but he couldn't help when he met you. So you started dating and he's always making sure you're okay and it's all just great. That changes when Klaus comes to town and sees you with Elijah. He kidnaps you to hurt his brother and Elijah gets furious. He finds you, but you're pretty hurt and barely alive, so he needs to make a decision and turns you in the end. After you wake up he's there for you and promises to be with you forever and you're accepting your new life ?

Hope this is okay with you 🫶🏼

Save Me

18+ —— (masterlist)

He was going to be your downfall. You already knew that, but what you didn’t expect was for you’re fate to be in his brothers hands.

⋆˚✿˖° Thank you for the request my love @talesofreading ! I literally spent days working on this for you so i sincerely hope you love and enjoy every second of it. I also left it open for a second part of you wish <3 ⋆˚✿˖°

warnings: violence, mentions of kidnapping, Elijah being stubborn, Klaus being Klaus, possessive!Elijah, no mention of y/n, angst, heartbreak, biting, kinda beefy!elijah (i just always imagine him actually towering over my ocs), power dynamic, seems unfinished but i rly wanna write a second part lol

You had grown up in mystic falls you’re whole life, the quiet town where nothing ever happened. Well that was bullshit, the whole town crawled with the worlds most dangerous creatures. You had found out about Vampires after your best friend Elena started dating Stefan Salvatore then you heard about his less charming douche bag brother Damon and decided to stay away from them as a whole. Subsequently because Elena and you had been attached at the hip since preschool you didn’t have to interact with them but you sure did get filled in on all the gossip. Which was why you were currently in the car on your way to the lockwood mansion with her. Apparently the latter were on a mission to kill elena’s freako look alike great something grandma.

“this sucks” you said looking over at Elena who was driving the car — “we literally live in a town of vampires, werewolf’s and witches and the two of us are just human” you added

“yeah well i think i’d rather be human than a vampire” Elena declared stubbornly

“you know i think i have to agree because we both know that Stefan and Damon are going to do a terrible job at killing Katherine and if you were a vampire i think she’d make your life eternally miserable” you responded just as you pulled up to the Lockwood mansion. “i am so not dressed for the occasion” you muttered under your breath eyeing your oversized sweatpants and spaghetti strap tang top, you barley had time to put your shoes on before Elena was pulling you out of the house. you wrapped your arms around your body as Elena pulled you through crowds of people into the mansion. You and Elena quickly found bonnie and Jeremy quietly talking amongst themselves in the corner. Unfortunately you couldn’t get yourself to care about the conversation going on in front of you mainly because of the chill running down your spine at the sight of a man in a jester mask staring right back at you. You blinked and the man was gone just as Elena cried out in pain.

~~~~

“I can’t believe Katherine did that to you” you rushed as you tried to keep up with Elena. The night had only gotten worse and when everything was said and done Elena was a bloody mess and you were freezing.

“honestly, i’m surprised you think she wouldn’t do this to me” Elena retorted storming to her car.

you followed closely behind, “okay well don’t get mad with me it’s not my fault that you almost died” you argued back crossing your arms over your chest. “i’m sorry okay? it’s just… she’s only doing this because she’s in love with Stefan” Elena sighed.

you saw the same man from earlier with the jester mask walk up behind Elena. You’re eyes widened in worry “Elena watch out” you yelled as you ran forward to push the man away from your friend. He grabbed you and threw you against the car slamming your head into the door.

~~~

When you wake up the first thing you notice is the rope around your arms and legs. You quickly try to get out of them but fail miserably.

“Stop trying to get out of the ropes. It’ll never work” a brunette said as she walked into the room. “who are you?” you asked flinching as she walked towards you and bent down.

“my names rose.” she responded voice dead “you weren’t supposed to be with the girl” she said sadly, undoing your restraints.

“where is Elena, what do you want with her” you shook as you replied.

“it’s not what we want. it’s what he wants” she said as she looked away from you — “who’s he?” you asked lowly, she moved her head back to face you and replied “Elijah”

~~~

“oh my god you’re okay” Elena said as she rushed towards you when rose took you into the other room. “yea i’m okay lena” you smiled sadly.

“he’s here. this was a mistake” a man rushed out as he paced around the room. “Trevor in order to get our freedom we must give him the girl. This is no mistake” the woman demanded grabbing the man to a stop. “I will bring him here, watch the girls.” she asserted as she walked out of the room.

“I’m not going to make it out of here am i?” you sighed trying to fight the tears in your eyes as you looked forward towards the covered up windows.

“hey, no don’t say that. I’m going to do everything i can to make sure we both get out here alive” Elena reassured you as she held you, you rested your head on her shoulder and sighed out a breath. The weight of this situation coming crashing down on you. While you both were human, Elena was more important to the supernatural world than you would ever be. You also knew if it came down to it Stefan and Damon would leave you to die if it meant saving her. You didn’t resent her for that, you were happy she had somebody who would do anything for her, you just wished you had someone who would do the same for you.

Your head snapped up at the sound of footsteps, your breathing became shallow as Elena pulled you onto your feet with her. You were terrified, you had no idea who Elijah was and from roses reaction to him you could tell he probably wasn’t going to be a saint.

In the blink of an eye you were throw behind Elena’s back as a man took place in front of her. You saw what you would say was the most handsome man you’d ever seen. You kicked yourself. you shouldn’t be thinking that when your best friends life was on the line, but you couldn’t help but notice the way his hair fell perfectly down around his handsome face, the powerful stance in which he stood. You noted he was dressed in a suit which probably cost more than your whole life together. His eyes drew you in from behind Elena and you couldn’t look away. If this was the way you went out you wouldn’t complain.

“human. It’s impossible” he breathed out in shock. “hello there” he smirked, you noticed his gaze went past Elena and right into your eyes. He was talking to you. why would he be talking to you? You felt your heartbeat quicken and you were sure you’d held your breath way beyond your lungs capability. You quickly shifted your gaze downwards biting your lip, suddenly remembering your lack of clothing moving closer to Elena.

“we have a long journey ahead of us we should be going” Elijah says grabbing Elena’s arm and turning them around.

“And the girl? What should we do with her.” Rose asked from across the room.

Elijah’s gaze moved to meet yours again. “leave her be. Do not harm her.” he ordered rose.

Elena looked at you with a pleading look before crying out towards rose “please, don’t let him take me.”

Elijah let go of Elena’s arm pushing her towards rose. “one last piece of business before we go”

Elijah stalks towards Trevor who shrinks down in fear “you have no idea how long i’ve waited for this day” he sputtered out. You noticed how Elijah held such an air of power around himself. You wondered how old he was, surely he was a vampire. You tuned out the rest of the conversation watching as Elijah ruled the two vampires in the room with just his presence. You suddenly hear rose cry out in sorrow as Elijah smacks Trevor’s head clean from his body. You noticed that Elijah had moved his body so he was in front of you, like he was intentionally blocking you from the scene in front. Your face paled as he grabbed both you and Elena dragging you to the front of the house. “who else is here” he demanded towards rose who shook her head “no one”

His grip tightened around your arm as he pushed Elena towards rose keeping you firmly planted next to him. Damon and Stefan were playing games with him. That probably wasn’t a smart idea you thought. You felt your body being ripped away from Elijah’s grasp and slammed up against a wall. Your head hitting the wall hard. Too hard. You cried out in pain and shook as the dizziness came in waves until everything went black.

~~~

When you woke up you took note of the fact you were still in the house, except it was night time now. You brushed the dirt off of your pants as you stood up and looked around. “Elena…” you yelled out wincing when you remembered that probably wasn’t a good idea. You were answered back with silence as you made your way towards the front of the stairs. You gasped as your eyes landed on a very dead Elijah, you walked quietly towards his seemingly sleeping body. Just as you reached out to pull the coat rack from his body he awoke with a gasp of his own. Anger displayed upon his face as he ripped the coat rack from his chest and threw it across the room at a very inhuman speed. He cracked his neck and fixed his jacket before his gaze landed on you.

“what did you do?” he roared taking large steps towards you. For every one step he took you had to take three steps back. “i — i didn’t do anything” you felt your face pale and mouth dry with fear. “y — you were dead” you stuttered trying to look anywhere but his angry eyes. “for centuries now. where did the girl go?” he demanded looking you up and down as if he was trying to decide what to do with you. “i really don’t know, i just woke up on the floor. I’m assuming Stefan and Damon took her… they left me, no way they actually left me here” you rambled out as your back hit the wall. You realized you had nowhere to go as Elijah’s frame blocked you in. You noticed how tall he was, you had always been short it didn’t take much for someone to be taller than you, but Elijah; he was tall. You stood just below his shoulders, your small frame feeling even smaller as he stood in front of you.

“what wonderful friends you have” he implied looking down from your eyes to your neck where he could see the blood rushing between your veins. “they aren’t my friends. only elena is” you mumbled shifting on your feet. “hm. we should get going then” he declared swiftly pulling his jacket from his shoulders and holding it out to you.

~~

“do you always kidnap teenage girls?” you asked looking out of the window in Elijah’s car and wrapping his jacket tighter around. “do you consider this kidnapping?” he asked with a cocked head. “yes i do.” you stated firmly looking over at him “do you not?”. he looked fully at you now, “i consider this me doing you a favor, saving a poor defenseless girl from an abandoned home, to which your own friends didn’t save you from. Now i could have done what i originally intended and drained every single drop of blood from your body and left you there, but i didn’t. So No i would not say this is considered kidnapping” he replied putting his eyes back on the road. “why didn’t you kill me?” you pondered fidgeting with your fingers in your lap. you noticed his fingers tightened their grip around the steering wheel as he said “there’s something awfully interesting about you.”

~~

From that moment on you and Elijah had been inseparable. He told you about his desire to not be seen in mystic falls just yet. So you returned home and acted as if some friendly stranger gave you a ride home.

It hadn’t taken long for you to fall head over heels for Elijah, but you noticed his hesitance when it came to you. How he never shared too much about himself. How he absolutely insisted you never speak of him to anyone, as if he was scared. You had learned he was one of the oldest vampires to ever exist. A thousand years old, he was strong, and wise and he surely had a copious amount of enemies. You knew all of that should have scared you away but you found it only intriguing you more and more each day. He handled you with such care, as if the smallest of things would break you and he’d lose you forever. Yet he never said what you wanted him to say.

It had been weeks since the day in the abandoned house and Elijah had finally made his presence known to mystic falls. You especially enjoyed pretending you didn’t spend all your time with the man. You knew in your gut Elijah feels the same way about you that you do him. It was just getting him to act on it that proved to be hard.

When you saw him at the founders party all dressed in his grey suit and hair slicked back, you didn’t care who noticed you decided that you had had enough of pining over him.

“so, Mr. Smith?” you quoted raising your champagne glass to your lips to hide your smile. “not everyone can be privy to my actual identity sweetheart” he replied looking down at you. You noticed his eyes raking over your form. “you look absolutely astonishing tonight” he said voice husky as his gaze returned to yours. You almost moaned at the tone of his voice. This was what you meant, you knew he was attracted to you but he never acted on it. You figured your best bet would be to show him what he was missing. “do i?” you questioned him with a smile “i thought you’d like this dress” you winked at him as his eyes darkened. “I didn’t think you would be bold enough to test your little theory here” he smiled licking his lips before raising his glass of champagne. “what theory would that be?” you pushed trying to get him to say it for himself but before he could answer a hand wrapped around your shoulder.

“Fancy seeing you here, my, my you look amazing” Damon stated, you winced out of his grasp moving away from him. You noticed the deadly look on Elijah’s face as he stared Damon down. “Damon i do believe it’s time we have a chat just the two of us” he said through gritted teeth. The two disappearing upstairs before you could say anything

~~

You sat a the bar picking at the fruit tray when Elijah approached you again. “I’m sorry sweetheart, i had to take care of something” he said moving to stand behind you. “did you kill him” you accused taking a bite out of a strawberry. “No i did not, I should have.” he replied turning you in your seat so you were facing him. “why” you questioned looking up at him. “because i do not like the idea of him ever looking at you again.” Elijah moved his head down so he was level with your ear, “or anyone for that matter” he muttered moving your hair out of the way, inhaling your scent. “i know this is what you want, it’s what i want too. But it would be selfish of me to subject you to the life i live.” he confessed before he grabbed you and in the blink of an eye you were in a different room. “you don’t get to decide what’s right or wrong for me Elijah” you argued back pulling out of his embrace. “why are you scared, I know it’s not the reason you just gave. I know that because for months i have been living as apart of your life, i know you think giving me some noble reason will deter me from continuing this but it won’t, so what’s the real reason?” you semi shouted at him, you were angry and you had every right to be. He’d been playing that game since the day you met him, where he acted as if he wanted you and then decided he couldn’t be with you. “Because i have lost every single person i have ever loved!” he roared back with tears in his eyes “i have had every person i have ever cared for ripped away from me, for a millennium i have been dealt constant heartbreak. I would be a fool if i left myself care for another being ever again, and i would be eternally selfish if i let you in and you died at the hand of my enemies.. or worse me. But you have infiltrated my very being, every thought, every feeling is because of you, so i cannot just let you walk away, because no where is far enough for me to not crave you, you’re scent is engraved in my senses and i cannot stop it.” he confessed moving toward you, he lifted his arm and ran his knuckles down your face as he gazed lovingly into your eyes. you leaned into his hand and looked up at him through your eyelashes. He was staring at your lips, this was new he’d never done that before. Elijah leaned down until his lips were just above your own “can i kiss you” he asked against your lips. You nodded your head vigorously as he entwined his lips with yours. His lips are softer than anything you’ve ever known. The feeling in your chest was explosive, spreading all throughout your body. He tilted your head upward biting your lip in the process. you let out a moan of approval, moving your hands to lay underneath his suit jacket. You could feel every inch of his muscles tensing underneath your touch. You loved it, craved for more. His hand moved from your face into your hair, bunching it up and pulling you closer to him. You loved every second of this moment, how raw and beautiful it truly was.

When Elijah pulled away from the kiss he rested his forehead on yours, out of breath you closed your eyes.

~~

Elijah had entrusted you with the secret of the curse placed upon his brother Klaus. You were sleeping one night when he came to see you, telling you that Elena would need to be sacrificed in order for him to kill his brother. Of course you asked him if he was sure he wanted to do this and he was. So tonight he was attending a dinner party at the Salvatore mansion in order to keep and eye on Damon. You had told him you thought it was a bad idea, that you got a bad feeling from it, but he insisted he would be alright. Now it was two days later and you hadn’t heard or seen from him. You were currently on a mission to find him when you entered the Salvatore mansion to find all your so called friends having some type of meeting. “where is Elijah” you announced as you walked in. “so you are sleeping with him” Damon said back smirking as he turned around to face her. “Yeah Damon i am, you know if you were going to have such an issue with it maybe you shouldn’t have left me for dead” you said walking more into the room. “well he’s not here, so no need for you to be here any longer” he dismissed her. You looked at Elena over his shoulder meeting her gaze. She quickly moved her eyes towards the basement door. You nodded your head and turned to walk away when Alaric called out to you. “hey wait up” he called after you following you outside.

“you’ve literally never talked to me before Alaric, so unless your going to tell me where Elijah is don’t start now” you said not stopping your stride heading to your car.

“cmon now love i just wanted a chat. seems we have to do this the hard way” Alaric replied grabbing your arm and slamming your head into your car window.

~~~

you awoke to a shooting pain in your side as you stirred. “welcome back to the land of the living love” a man said crouching in-front of you “i’m getting really tired of people knocking me out” you murmured groggily.

“ah yes, you see i’ve heard my brother was plotting my demise, and since i’ve got more at stake than him i figured an eye for an eye.” klaus said reaching to grab something above your head. His hand returned with a knife, your eyes widened as he covered your mouth and stabbed you in the thigh as your screams muffled. “now living for a thousand years you learn a few things about torture. except your human and you can’t handle as much as i’d like.” he said twisting the knife, the pain you felt was white hot and expanded through your whole body. “So i’ll resort to draining all but a drop of blood from you until Elijah comes to find you.” he said with a wicked smirk, grabbing your hair and tilting your head back. His whole face changed, you remember seeing Elijah’s vampire face which you loved but Klaus’ was just outright scary. You felt his sharp teeth rip into your carotid artery, you felt every drop of blood leave your body. The excruciating pain of his teeth in your skin. You head felt heavy as it rolled to the side when he finally pulled away. “cmon love the games are just beginning.” he taunted.

~~

when Elijah had woken the first thing he demanded of Elena was to bring him to you. When she failed to find you red flags raised in his mind. You would never disappear and all he could think was you had hurt yourself in the process of trying to find him. what he wasn’t expecting was for his brother to have taken you captive. when Elijah found you, you were a bloody mess. Crimson red everywhere, you say in your own puddle of blood. Shallow breathing was all he heard as he rushed forward and held your face in his hand. “my love” he whispered trying to wake you up.

You failed to wake up after the fifth time he tried. You had bruises and cuts all over you. The wounds on your thighs bleeding the most. When you whimpered in response to him shifting you he was glad for a sign you were alive.

“Elijah” you cried out unable to move “i can’t it hurts so much” you reached out to grab his arm as he picked you up and speed the two of you to his apartment.

“i’m so sorry my love” he cried as he held your hand. “for what?” you asked weakly wiping his tears away from his eyes. “for not protecting you. I can give you my blood and it will heal you.”he said moving your body to lay down. in the process of moving you the wounds he had patched in your thighs had opened, resulting in you losing blood. Again you had become faint and in and out of consciousness.

Elijah had managed to get his blood down your throat but he knew he would lose you. he had waited to long to feed it to you. Within the next minute he whispered a quick apology into your ear and snapped your neck.

#damon salvatore #elena gilbert #elijah mikaelson #elijah mikealson smut #klaus mikaelson #kol mikaelson #fanfic #stefan salvatore #bonnie bennett #fandom

[slay0368]

“Kakucho sent you a text!”

Warnings- nsfw ,MDNI,use of sugar daddy several times, fem reader, reader is in college, kakucho is 34 and in Bonten, age gap

sugar daddy colllabbbbbb 🫶🏼

collab with @sleepysnk

Reader was in chemistry class when a message popped up on her phone screen “Kakucho sent you a text!”… this all started a few weeks back when readers friend Noor was telling reader about how she got a sugar daddy through this app and he paid for all her expenses. And eventually reader gave it a thought and at around 2 am she gave into the thought and downloaded the app, she didn’t think much of it until the next morning when she got a text saying “you’ve gotten a match!” From the app. While on the other side kakucho was forced by ran to download the app when he was drunk. he didn’t think much of it until rindou took his phone and started swiping on every hot girl he saw, and unfortunately reader was one of them. Reader soon enough sent him a text something simple

-“hey! :)”

Kakucho on the other hand was in a Bonten meeting where mikey was discussing the next shipment of guns and drugs , when kakucho heard his phone go off with a notification he saw a text from “name”

and was confused but soon realised it was one of the stupid things Ran had done again, a bit pissed off he still read the text and replied to it a simple but still enough to make readers heart flutter

K-“hi”

reader soon got the text while she was working. She worked at a small cafe near the Bonten headquarters but she didn’t know that and neither did kakucho. Later that evening rindou took kakucho to get a coffee from the new cafe that opened near the headquarters and surprise surprise kakucho saw reader there and of course at first he didn’t believe that it was reader and somewhat a mere coincidence.

later kakucho sent a text to reader about getting to know her

reader who was in her college dorm hesitated but caved in after a bit of convincing.

soon enough kakucho implied a deal benefiting both the people and that was

K-“how about I become your sugar daddy”

at first reader went into shock and then FaceTime her friend Noor to which Noor told her to say yes or else she would throw all her chemistry notes and of course reader had to oblige.

“Name”- sure why not

and that was the worst and best decision that reader made as she basically made a deal with the devil.

soon enough she was showered with Valentino heels, M.A.C lipsticks, Chanel bags every damn day. she was soon in bed late at night studying for her upcoming finals and thought about how her life changed from being a broke college student trying to make ends meet and pay back her student loan to now wearing clothes and accessories equal

to her dorm rent .

soon enough she shifted out of her dorm and shifted into a apartment that kakucho bought her for getting good grades on her finals.

of course with getting showered in money reader also got amazing vanilla sex but tonight was different. When reader was getting her nails done when she suddenly got a notification that read

“Kakucho🫶🏼”-home at 7. On the bed.

at that moment you knew you were in for a rough night.

#tokyo revengers smau #bonten x reader #kakucho x reader #kakucho #collaboration #collaborative #x reader

[infinitydivine]

My March summary and Life lessons

Hello Everyone.

For me, March started with a shock with Grandpa having a heart attack and being admitted to ICU for the first time. It took a toll on my mental health especially and I almost went into depression. Days continued and his wealth fluctuated like waves. I started being paranoid about his health and couldn't sleep at night and kept checking on him. I also had mini episodes of anxiety attacks. Then someone decided to "expose me" which fortunately didn't go according to her plans. I still continued looking out for everyone and ignored my mental and physical health for him. But recently a new family drama broke out and I was considered the villain because I refused to agree with my aunt and grandpa and confronted them when they were speaking ill of us despite us doing everything for them (they called me and my family thieves and it was basically about my aunt spending money for her father's treatment).

I am dumbfounded and shocked at the same time looking at their behaviors towards me.

But despite everything I still believe in doing good and I will continue to believe in good. The major lesson learned here is to Never ignore your own mental health and the physical health for anyone. NEVER!!!! I did and I learned my lesson very hard away. Now I will just focus on myself and my family(mum, paa, and my sibling) because they stood for me every time and kept me intact. Even though Life is not every time all goodies, I will keep believing that whatever happens- happens for a reason and that I am protected. They won't be successful in making me a bitter person. I won't let them. Whatever they did, Karma will get back to them and I am very sure of it. That's why I am keeping my side of the street clean. I will continue being the same person I was but with more life lessons learned along the way. Although still I can't get that incident out of my head I am trying to sit with with and acknowledge it. It shall pass too. Whenever I think about them I start to feel nauseous and this is my sign to not pay attention to them anymore. They are not worth my time and energy anymore, no one who hurts me and my family is.

Make yourself a priority always and don't try to control what cannot be controlled. I did and failed miserably (lol).

*I wrote this all as an example to you guys to be cautious of where you are spending your energy. I consider you all my online family. Don't let anyone make you feel that you are a bad person based on their perceptions of you.

Talk to someone and let everything out. , I am blessed to have such people here and from my friend circle who helped me with their positive words. I decided to be vulnerable and reach out for help and trust me it is one of the best decisions that I have ever made. I hope this is the beginning of something new and exciting. I am leaving everything that happened with me in the past, just taking the lessons from it. I will still consider them family but they lost my respect because my personal boundaries were crossed and I take my personal boundaries very seriously. I won't let anyone cross it again.

Shout out to @misericordieux especially for listening to me and giving me strength to go through all of this.

Thank you and Love, Infinity 🧿🫶🏼

#tumblr rant #mentalhealth #mental health #positive mental attitude #always grateful #thank you angels and spirit guides #thank you god for protecting us #karma #i keep my side of the street clean #make yourself priority #anxietyawareness #anxietymemes #mentalhealthawareness #relatable

[ikeuz]

hi! longggg post, but give it a read if you can.

i’m gonna cut straight to the point lololllll

i’m quitting tumblr for good. and i knowww a lot of y’all have heard this from me before, and it always never ends up happening, or i always end up coming back, but this time, i have no intentions of coming back.

it sucks to say, but i’m not sad over this decision either. i really have no purpose here anymore. i don’t wake up and immediately think “oh, let’s check tumblr and see if any of my friends are online!”. and i don’t get excited like i used to, whether it be over a little ask an anon sent in, or a comment or reblog on a post, or just an interaction from my mutuals, it simply does not feel the way it used to.

but this doesn’t mean that i won’t miss you all, because i truly will. i’ve said it over and over again, but i am forever grateful for the love everyone’s shown me over the past year. i always think about how lucky i am to have made such amazing and lovely friend on this silly little website :’) but now, i’m realizing how much i think i need to let everyone, and everything go, as much as it hurts.

i usually would keep my telegram, or discord open, just incase anyone would like to stay in touch, but i’ve already deleted, and/or logged out of my accounts on both platforms. because, like i said, i’m letting everything go. i need to focus on my life outside of my phone, and social media.

i don’t wanna bore everyone out with this, so i’m gonna end it here 😭 pretty abrupt, i know, but there’s not anything else i have to say, except for goodbye. i love you all so so so very much, and i wish nothing but the best for you. please remember to keep yourself safe and healthy. and thank you for all of the memories.

love, lita. 🫶🏼

#i’ll be logging out and deleting tumblr soon #so if there’s anything anyone wants to tell me #or if there’s anything anyone wants to talk about #now’s the time to do it :’) #also going to rb this again later so everyone sees 🫶🏼

[lostfracturess]

hello there, i hope you're doing well dear writer!! i just wanted to quickly hop into your inbox and ask something regarding s&c ^^'

first of all, I've been following your fanfic for quite some time now and im really loving it so far!

tbh i rarely read reader x canon aus but this one in particular stuck out to me. the way you shape the story and characters is so amazing to me, they truly give me the immersive feeling i desperately seek in some aus (even if i see the reader not as myself specifically but a separate character, you created, that wanders around in my head rent free atp lol)

gojo and the reader either make me wanna rip my hair out and scream in agony or curl in a ball under my blanket and cry and giggle like a little girl.. there really is no in-between with these losers 😭

also, i might not understand much of the medical world since that field is far out of my reach as a language student but it's so so interesting reading all the surgical procedures described and trying to make sense of it all (you even got me googling most of the stuff since I'm not familiar with many medical terms 😭) but hey! it's always nice to learn new things and the more you know the better :3

okay this got incredibly long and i am very sorry for my dumb ramble but i felt like gushing over your fanfic for a second 😭

now my question:

do gojo and geto (and sukuna) know each other since high school or university? i honestly don't know whether you already mentioned this in the fic or answered a similar question or not. if either happened i apologize for my poor memory (it fails me a lot recently) i also don't even know if it matters that much but i was really curious for some reason 😅

also whenever you happen to write in gojo's pov again: do you think you'd add some sort flashbacks from his past that explain his character and decisions more? (since bro doesn't wanna open up abt it 💔) i am REALLY curious about young gojo!! ESPECIALLY regarding the situation between sukuna and gojo bc WTF did bro do that's apparently "worse than drugs" and infuriated sukuna so much he'd wanna ruin his life over it 😭 (I'd like to imagine sukuna is a pathetic loser that'd get butthurt over the most ridiculous things ever, cartoon villain type of guy fr)

well i think i'm done with my ramblings now, hopefully my questions make sense xd i'm looking forward to reading your reply soon!!

thank you so much for giving your all to this fanfic; the time, effort and heart you put into it is greatly appreciated by many 💕 have a great day dear writer, i'm sending you lots of love and much luck in your studies 🥰🫶🏼

awwwwee, this message is so incredibly heartwarming!! thank you so so much for taking the time to share your thoughts and the way the story resonates with you. hearing that it provides that immersive feeling, and makes u scream, cry and giggle is truly the best feeling in the world for a writer!! ♡

there really is no in-between with these losers

why did this make me laugh, u calling them losers ahahah

i really appreciate you being interested in the medical side of things despite it being completely unfamiliar territory!! the fact that you're even googling terms warms my little heart hehe ♡

also please never apologize for sending messy messages like this. it absolutely makes my day to read such sweet messages!!

also your questions:

do gojo and geto (and sukuna) know each other since high school or university?

don't remember myself if i answered that already lol (hope i don't say something different now). gojo and geto know each other since high school and were kind of rivals first and then bonded over a basketball match they both took part in. best friends since. they never really split, went to the same university, did their residency at the same hospital.

sukuna, gojo and geto became familiar in university. with sukuna being more of a frenemy to them. but gojo and sukuna were kinda close and geto and sukuna were just people who could hang out at a party.

do you think you'd add some sort flashbacks from his past that explain his character and decisions more? (since bro doesn't wanna open up abt it 💔)

yes yes yes!! next chapter will be gojo's pov again and there will be a scene were we'll get to know more about his upbringing (not in the next chapter tho, sometime later).

ESPECIALLY regarding the situation between sukuna and gojo bc WTF did bro do that's apparently "worse than drugs" and infuriated sukuna so much he'd wanna ruin his life over it 😭

won't spill the beans yet about what exactly gojo did, but i'll explain some time later in the story. sorry for the wait!! i feel like these things are so clear for me, because apparently i write them but i feel like it must be really frustrating for readers having so many questions left and then having to wait a few weeks for the next update, ahhhh! sorry for that!!

(I'd like to imagine sukuna is a pathetic loser that'd get butthurt over the most ridiculous things ever, cartoon villain type of guy fr)

ahahha omg. now i see it too ☠️☠️

thank you so much for appreciating the hard work that goes into creating s&c!! and thank you for the well-wishes with my studies. i'm sending love and happy vibes right back to you ♡♡

#inbox #symptoms and causes

[lqfiles]

im here early because i have no books to read no more 😔 (also ive just been reading the twisted series and the king of sin series, i have so many books so i’ll probably privately message you my book reviews 🫡🙂)

BUT RENJUN ILY 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼 UGHHH he’s so understanding and i love him and he deserves everything because he’s just… ahhhhh i wanna squeeze him

also i understand chenle and how it might be annoying to mention the guy you like every second (doesn’t mean i agree hear me out hear me out) (i also had like trauma because a girl i was best friends with was like this) (and ik my girl y/n does not mean any harm bc the crush y/n has on jisung is so cute) (and im getting sidetracked), but chenle could’ve approached the situation much more better in a sense 😭

WOAH I WROTE SO MUCH DUDE OMG but, thank you for the new part. really needed that after the heavy burden of maybe dropping out of uni, so ty again you amazing, wonderful, ethereal, TALENTED, OUSTANDING PERSON

i cant wait for more 🥺🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼

- 🫧

omg ive seen booktok always talk about the twisted series 😭😭 never read it so idk if its worth the hype but its like so popular on tiktok i might have to hop on it AND YAASSSS I LOVE ME A BOOK RECC!!

writing renjun affectionate and caring in a nonchalant way is my fave thing i hope all of you read all his messages in a very monotone way loll

HE COULDVE it definitely was a ‘in the heat of the moment’ decision of him but at the same time it was a valid reaction? and i feel like you’d definitely want your friends to tell you if something like that bothers you, but definitely more nicer 😭 IM SORRY TO HEAR ABOUT YOUR FRIEND but i like to believe you dodged a bullet by staying not friends with someone who can’t prioritise both her friends and romantic life

WHAAAT DROPPING OUT?? omg i hope you’re okay you should definitely reconsider my friend 😭😭 take care ilyyy YOU ARE THE AMAZING PERSON 🙌🏽

#asks. #from 🫧 anon #( score that goal! )

[sebsxphia]

Rhett doesn't get emotional easily, it takes a lot for him to actually let you in, not just brush off his sadness or shield himself by pulling away and covering it with anger.

He grew up with nobody really giving him the chance to talk, always just told to suck it up and force it down. Men don't cry and all that bullshit that just causes a domino effect throughout his life leading to him building walls that he deems impossible for anyone to even try and break through.

Then he meets you, his doll and he tries his best to open up even if he doesn’t really know how, he doesn’t want to fuck it up with you, he can't let you leave too, give up on him like everyone does, see him as a worthless trouble maker.

He does and even if it does sometimes hurt him to be so vulnerable he trusts you enough to know he's safe to.

But one thing you haven't seen is Rhett cry or get a little teary eyed, you have seen him get sad but if you didn't know him as well as you do you wouldn't notice.

That's until you tell him you're pregnant.

It's your second Christmas together as a married couple, spending the holidays in your new home that came with your decision to start trying for a baby. It's early in the morning, Rhett trying to convince you to sleep a little longer but this man is up with the sun and you would rather spend that time with him then sleep alone in a cold bed. Rhett brought you the perfect gift and you brought him a small yellow baby blanket along with a tiny cowboy hat, wrapped up in a small decorative box with a bow. Rhett frowns slightly when you give it to him but he's grateful for any gift you give him, you marrying his stubborn ass the best one yet.

At first he doesn’t react when he sees the blanket and hat, immediately understanding what it means and for a moment he just takes a minute to process the news. His silence scares you, wondering if he suddenly had second thoughts about your plans but then you see tears roll down his cheeks, his hands slightly shaking as he lifts the blanket from the box.

"We're having a baby doll?"

"Yeah we are sweetheart."

Rhett just pulls you into his arms, still in disbelief that he's actually here, spending Christmas with you, with a baby on the way. Never thinking he would be able to have this, not him, always believing that he'll never be deserving of it.

Yeah I spent my whole day thinking about this, don't ask I'm living in my little Rhett obsessed head rn.

🦕

“"We're having a baby doll?"”

IM LOOSING IT DEAR ANON HOW DO YOU NEVER MISS WITH THESE BEAUTIFUL AND HEART WRENCHING IDEAS???

i want you to know i’m now spending my whole day and night thinking about this too!! me and you and our little rhett obsessed minds!!

this captures rhett perfectly. i’ve said it before and i’ll say it again, he would be so guarded but the moment he meets you, he will do anything to keep his doll close to him and won’t let you go, and that means letting down his walls inch by inch over time. but crying? that’s a big one for both of you and you know this is a very special moment that you’re both sharing that either of you will never forget.

thank you so, so, so much for this incredible drabble my beloved anon!!! i’m absolutely in awe of this as always and these always hold such a special place in my heart.

sending you so much love!! mwah!! 💌💖🫶🏼💓

#💌you’ve got mail #🦕 anon #rhett abbott #rhett abbott x reader #rhett abbott x you

[pandorasword]

Logically speaking comfort and love is two different things even if now chaeri is with hongjoon deep down she knows it's not truly what is her heart desire and that will cause problems in the long future and also especially right now he will notice that and that will cause insecurities and chaeri will try to ease him up and they will be in this circle and Jungkook is stubborn with the people he loves he will not sit ideally like that especially if he knows that chaeri has still feelings for him so he will fight for her .

And i think chaeri need to solve this for her not to regret her decision later on and those what if and let out of her fears if you love someone fight for him and right know she is in a position where she can do what she wants without fearing the company and to s not hurt herself and other people so that's why reasonably i think jk is the best option not for like he is my bias or i want hongjoon because he is my bias but by the fact and what i noticed from chaeri that flame of love for jk is still going and strongly to she is just scared . I hope i didn't make it long and love you.

Hi!!! I am always so happy when I get thoughts and opinions about Chaeri's story 🫶🏼 Literally, I am like this every time I find my inbox full:

For those I haven't yet answered, even though they did not send an actual request, it's because their opinion probably made me think of something to write about, and so I'll reply directly with a little piece of Chaeri's life.. So I hope it is always worth waiting for my lateness lol

Getting back to us, though, thank you for sending me your opinion about this bitter love triangle.

I really like that you ground your thoughts over what you have read and personally perceived (because it can vary from person to person) from my posts, and not on a preference given by which artist you prefer between Hongjoong and Jungkook. This is very mature and not at all to take for granted!

As for how Chaeri feels, I can't tell you for sure. As an author I expect that she might take a path, but as I often say the story sometimes seems to go on by itself and I am amazed at my decisions too. It's bizarre but that's how it is, which is one of the aspects why carrying on this blog is always so much fun for me.

I am in the process of writing a quite "tough" Drabble. I say "tough" because writing it is turning out to be a challenge, the emotions I feel while processing it overwhelm me and it actually makes much harder for me to keep going without stopping every now and then. I hope that through this Drabble, which I hope to release by the end of the month, you will be able to understand why, at that given time, Chaeri and Jungkook were no longer good for each other and all that it subsequently implied. What I think is the saddest aspect about their relationship was how the deep love they felt for each other - crushed by the suffocating imposition of not being able to be together - burned them out, consuming all their strength

I hope I will also be able to make a little clearer (through the Drabble) the dynamics of the mixed feelings we see both of them having when they are in situations where they cannot ignore each other.

Let me know if you'd perhaps appreciate me releasing a "teaser" of this, to get a better idea about what I'll be posting, since I'm not sure the day I'll be able to get around to posting it (also because I have some requests yet to be processed)

As for Hongjoong, I think he is an ideal kind of person for Chaeri. He is exactly the opposite of her, and he was brave enough to show his relationship with her to the world from the very beginning, because he wanted so badly to experience their relationship to the fullest. So, I can empathize with Chaeri's position who, "traumatized" by a situation in which keeping her relationship a secret made her life almost impossible, saw a light in what he wanted and could offer to her. There is only to understand whether, as you said, for Chaeri it is true love or it is comfort.

That said, thank you so much again for spending a few minutes of your time reading my blog, I appreciate it so much!

Love you 💘

#bts 8th member #jungkook x reader #hongjoong x reader

[onlyswan]

long not-so-ask ahead....

I was listening to in which couple's playlist and I realized maybe the reason why it captured a lot of our hearts is because it's so close to reality. You know their challenges, the traumas, and possible shortcomings from the both of them. And I think that in which! jk is the closest one to the actual irl jk when it comes to love. And I can't help but wish that such a great soul like jungkook will be blessed by an unconditional love like in this fiction. It was wholesome, fun, romantic, adventurous, comforting, and silly during the first collection of drabbles and I feel like those are the things that jungkook deserves to experience everyday. And when the second collection came, where the big fall out happened, it is something that irl him could face and the way that their love thrived just because it is that strong - tho I think that at that point kook would accept whatever oc's decision would be even if it hurts him, like if things ended up the other way. But the way oc just told him to come home and just let them and love him as long as they can. Like that flick a some kind of light inside him that he is indeed deserved to be loved and that he is capable of taking care of them and making them feel safe around him.

I can't help but wonder if he receives the kind of comfort that he gives to us, his fans. And not to mention the way he treats us like his best friends and just hang out and tell us his thoughts and plans and wants our input everytime is so endearing. I hope someday the universe would bless him and gave us the opportunity to meet his future s/o in a very jungkook way. Like idk maybe talk abt them in a live and just gush abt them lmao it would be fun to see him talk to us like a teenager talking abt his crush that is most likely not going to happen but it's fun to daydream abt it.

That's all. Thank u for listening to my rambles haha.

omgggg it’s so nice to know someone actually listens to the playlist 😭🫶🏼

AHHHH thank you so much my beloved i’m so glad you see them in that way. i really try my best to make them as raw as possible, incorporating my own experiences as well 🥺

tho I think that at that point kook would accept whatever oc's decision would be even if it hurts him, like if things ended up the other way. But the way oc just told him to come home and just let them and love him as long as they can. Like that flick a some kind of light inside him that he is indeed deserved to be loved and that he is capable of taking care of them and making them feel safe around him.

nooooo this made me so emotional 😭 oc’s unexpected response definitely made him see that he is in control of his life more than he thought and he should always choose to be happy :( my poor baby.

i truly wish jungkook irl is receiving so much love his heart is overflowing with it 🫂 and omgsjshdkshf anonie that would so cute !!! 😭 in a perfect world maybe that could happen </3 this is why i want to be bffs with the tannies irl aaaa they’re just so funny and chill but at the same time soooo genuine and loving. perfect friendship with the perfect balance. i’m so jealous of those who have such amazing friends in their life >:(

hehe you guys always listen to my rambles in the drabbles so i love listening to your rambles as well 🥹🥹🥹 always feel free to drop in anonie! <3

#joon also have the best friends bc those boyfriend pics @ rkive !! #photographer friends slay??? #art’s post office ☁️ #for keeps <3 #to make art smile :d

[sisterssafespace]

salam sister🫶🏼

i recently found out one of my closest friends is telling other people some really private things about my life, and this got back to me after being passed through multiple people already, and as people talked about it the story twisted so now people think something of me that isn’t even true.

i’m so sad that my best friend would tell people about something i trusted her with, and i don’t know if i should talk to her about it and express that it made me upset or if i should just distance myself without really saying anything. if you have any advice please feel free to tell me, i really don’t know what to do

i also don’t know what to do about the fact that people in our community are talking about me, i wish i could go to every person and tell them the truth but i can’t and it just makes me feel so sad, i’m just trying to ask Allah to heal this situation because while i feel helpless His power is limitless :,)

و عليكم السلام و رحمة اللّٰه و بركاته dear sister

I am sorry this happened to you, betrayal is a very serious situation that affects us deeply especially when it comes from people that are close to us. I am sorry you are hurting..

However, I have so many different thoughts on the situation I am not sure which one you are ready to take in. I am taking my time with replying to this because I have oppositional opinions on this topic 😅 but eventually I decided that I am going to start writing and see where my thoughts take me.

The easiest way to go is to cut her off, your best friend. I could tell you that a person who speaks about you behind your back is not your friend let alone your " best friend " and that Allah swt has made sure you find out about this because you reached a point in your life where you need to clear out your circle and reevaluate your relationships and friendships, do a little sorting and reorganizing for the upcoming stage of your life. - but I can't say that. I am not perfect myself to pass judgments about this girl. For one reason or the other I did talk about my best friend(s) at some point of my life even if I never meant to hurt them, probably I was more hurt by them and I needed to vent. We are human beings. We make mistakes. Maybe this girl does love you deeply, but she made a mistake. Can you tell me that you have never made a mistake toward another person in your circle? Idk. I just want you to take into consideration that human beings are by nature 'sinners' and that Allah swt is the most forgiving. And if He swt forgives worse than this, you can totally forgive this incident and not kick this person out of your life - IF you are capable of forgiveness and moving on.

P.s. I am not saying you should act as if nothing happened and I am not dismissing your feelings of hurt and betrayal. You should be angry. I am absolutely validating your feelings. You have the right to feel this way and you should not force yourself to act normal, but at the same time you should not make any decisions when you are blinded by unpleasant feelings (anger, hurt..). So I highly recommend you do not rush, you do not let your feelings control you, you give yourself sometime until you ve calmed down, you can take some space from her, as much as you need, and then you do what your heart feels is right. You can ask Allah swt to guide you, to clarify your heart to know whether she is a good person who just made a mistake or a bad person who has bad intentions for you.

P.s. I did not mention the option of confronting her and asking her why she did that because I am not sure if you can handle confrontation. I personally can not for the life of me. But if you are able of doing that, and if you think confronting her would be beneficial for you and would bring you peace then go for it - but always remain calm and do not hurt her with your words, you have to act in a respectful way that Allah swt would be pleased with. In fact, a good Muslim who follows and tries to copy the prophet ﷺ traits and character should always be respectful even toward the people who did them wrong. The life of our Prophet ﷺ is full of examples of him being kind to people who wronged him, which might sometimes even lead these people to accept Islam. Sübhanallah.

Anyways, let me summarize my thoughts:

a) Did she hurt you on purpose? You have yo check If she didn't do it intentionally to hurt you and she is a good friend.

b) if she did it on purpose and she turned out to be a bad friend then you can keep your space or cut her out of your life or keep her in your life but set boundaries, but whatever you do make sure you do it in a respectful way. You should not react to the wrong doing with another wrong doing yourself. I am sure, from what we know about the character of Our Prophet ﷺ, that if you were to ask his opinion ﷺ , he would have told you to still be kind to her - but to not be close to her again not to get hurt. As he ﷺ said ‘The believer should not be stung from the same hole twice.’

But in any case, you should take your time and make sure you have calmed down before making any decisions.

Now, about the community and the people who kept twisting the story. First of all: THANK YOU FOR THE HASSANAT. As whenever someone is talking bad about you or badmouthing you or gossiping, you are taking from their good deeds.. but what's most important is I want you to remember that You are not responsible for what they say about you. That's only a reflection of them, and their hearts. If one good person with a pure heart and pure intentions was amongst them, he or she would have told them off and broke the cycle of gossip. Also, you should not even care what they say about you. You should only care about how Allah swt sees you, and Allah swt sees and knows your heart. So do not be ashamed, do not be scared, whatever they said should not decrease your confidence or your self-esteem. You have to be sure of who you are and of your own version of the story because that is the truth and that is what Allah swt has witnessed. And you should keep holding your head high, as long as you know you are not in the wrong. And even if you are, it is Allah swt that you should ask forgiveness from. The people do not matter I promise you. They will not share with you your sins nor will they stand in front of Allah swt on judgement day with you. To each themselves and to the believer, Allah.

Before I make this way too long I am gonna stop myself here. I hope that my words helped clear your mind a litte. Kheir in shaa Allah.

May Allah swt save you from everyone who has bad intentions for you my dear. Ameen.

Salaaam.

- A. Z. 🍃

#sisterssafespace

[tarotwithdanise]

୨୧ 𝗉𝖺𝖼𝗄𝖺𝗀𝖾 𝖿𝗂𝗏𝖾 (𝖼𝖺𝗋𝖾𝖾𝗋)

- 𝗉𝖺𝗂𝖽 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖽𝗂𝗇𝗀𝗌 𝖿𝖾𝖾𝖽𝖻𝖺𝖼𝗄 #11

feedback :

Thank you so much for the reading! It was very informational. And it does make sense. I’m glad both the careers seem like a good fit for me.

And it’s true I have been overthinking and being in a stressful environment at work and at home doesn’t really help making good decisions either. I am still indecisive about which one will be best but the reading does put things into perspective. I will most definitely ask for more readings soon! I may ask for another reading within next few weeks or so 😊 thank you again for the reading!

୨୧ 𝗌𝖾𝗉𝗍𝖾𝗆𝖻𝖾𝗋 𝗂𝗌𝗌𝗎𝖾 𝗌𝖺𝗅𝖾

- 𝗉𝖺𝖼𝗄𝖺𝗀𝖾 : 𝖿𝖺𝗂𝗋𝗒

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feedback :

hi, danise! i’ve seen the reading, and i am so in loveeeee <33 thank u so much for reading for me, i can’t wait to meet them (or meet them again since i might already know them hahah). this relationship sounds so lovely, i’m so excited. it’s so incredibly detailed and insightful that i will definitely try and purchase another reading sometime soon. thank u for also getting back to me so fast! have a great day, thank u so much !! 🫶🏼🫶🏼

- 𝗉𝖺𝖼𝗄𝖺𝗀𝖾 : 𝖽𝖺𝗇𝗂𝗌𝗁

- 𝗉𝖺𝗂𝖽 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖽𝗂𝗇𝗀𝗌 𝖿𝖾𝖾𝖽𝖻𝖺𝖼𝗄 #13

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Oh thank you so much! I was genuinely so happy and relieved with this reading. We're long distance currently and met online about over a year ago. I've been so anxious and scared that his feelings would change the moment we finally meet and that things would be awkward and uncomfortable. I'm flying out to see him this December hopefully. Thank you so much for this reading. I've said this before but I adore your pick a card readings and find that they always resonate with me and I was so excited when your paid readings were open again.

୨୧ a tons of thank you so much for purchasing and supporting my blog. May you achieve all of your dream love and dreams for life <333

danise xo.

#🍵:paid readings feedback #🌷.danise

[kitten4sannie]

Ahhh congrats cutie 💞💞💞💞💞 only a year? One of the best decisions you've done if u ask me 🥰 hope there's many more years of your big brain producing sexy things ✨ lmao but really ❤️ I'm always so excited for you 🥺 hope you've been well 🫶🏼

skskjdjjsh gonna pretend i didn’t almost pass out from you calling me that ahemmm thank youuu nyan ;-; 💖 ohhh stawwppp ittt >< you always know how to make me feel so cherished,, it warms my heart (´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥｀) <3 i don’t plan on stopping for a good while that’s fs!! i got sooo many more things to corrupt you all with ^^ hehe jk~ or am i – anyways your excitement means everything to meee and i am doing p good 💞 i hope you’re doing well too and living your best life~

sannieeeee he’s so wkwkjrhrhrh so CUTEEE with his swept back blond hair and suit pleaseee ;;;; also i present to youuu *drumrollll* floral minkiiii:

#ask #for nyan 🐱