#the agonies

[so-many-ocs]

moodboard for when you write something late at night and get really excited about it only to read it back the next day and realize it is utterly incomprehensible

#The Agonies #🌿 writing #writeblr #writeblr memes #writing memes #writer problems #writer memes #writers on tumblr

[inber]

#bitch i know chill out about it ow ffs #period #the agonies

[that-lich-queen]

The Wizard Battle (doing dishes) is never over and cannot be won

#wizardposting #lichdom #the agonies #the horrors

[grumpytrans]

#god im so!!!!!! grumpy!!!!!! rn!!!!!!! #ough #meme #agony #the agonies #lol #bernie sanders #i am once again asking #grumpy #me #mine #horror #memes #mental health #mental illness #please

[johnybones56]

As someone well into the midgame (~130 base stats, I own a chess tavern, I play chess in the mirror dimension, etc) the big downside of the Railway is that whenever I need a valuable item I check the wiki to see where I can get it and it's always "here's where you can grind them at 3 per action in the cool new endgame!" Four times and then "oh also for people not in the Railway there's a 12-action carousel across the zee where you can get four of them."

#fallen london #failbetter games #railway #the agonies

[followerofmercy]

I have a very strong visual for an art piece of Kaveh offering his literal bleeding heart to strangers, not believing he deserves it to beat in his own chest and would be better off in the care of someone else

and he does this over and over again to entire crowds that are either a little uncomfortable, predatory or ignore him 

He finally comes across Alhaitham and makes the same rote gesture. Except, Alhaitham just curls Kaveh’s fingers back over his heart and pushes it back to his chest

Kaveh’s furious 

He offers, he begs, he’s on his knees, he’s trying to shove it into Alhaitham’s chest, and never once does Alhaitham do anything but return it. This goes on for an entire page, years, until eventually Kaveh tentatively holds his own heart to his chest in defeat

and elsewhere, Alhaitham looks down at the blood smeared on his hand, and he holds it to his chest. 

#i'm normal about them #genshin #alhaitham #kaveh #kavetham #one of those things that i have TOO strong in my head #and my artistic skill cannot match asldfjk #so I'll never be happy with the attempt #the agonies

[tattletale-stan-account]

I think Lisa should get to scream at the top of her lungs once in a while. As a treat.

#and because of #the agonies #and #the horrors #worm #parahumans #wormblr #worm parahumans #tattletale #lisa wilbourn

[arowrath]

they should make long sleeve shirts that dont have seams please please please

#text #THE AGONIES

[clownery-and-fuckery]

The lyrics "You have so much to do" "And I have nothing ahead of me" are so Tech and Crosshair respectively.

#yes i am reading on my own with you again #why do you ask? #tbb tech #tbb crosshair #i will also accept: Echo and Fives #also Tup and Fives #the agonies

[theriverbeyond]

I am picking up baby Gideon and rocking her to sleep. I am kissing baby Harrow's head and tucking her in. I am listening intently while they share exciting facts about swords and bones. They are snuggling little stuffed animals while I sing them a lullaby.

i'm holding them close i'm tucking them in i am making sure they are warm and SAFE!!!!!!!

#the agonies #ask #anon #baby gideon

[idliketochill]

Just woke up at 6 pm so it’s time to subject someone else to my horrors

Good morning!!

#fate go #fate grand order #fgo #oberon #oberon vortigern #the agonies #i’m also sick

[rin-hanarin]

Saw this post three times on my dash and just want to say that it made the gears in my head go apeshit again, but my thoughts are so unrelated that I'll write them down separately lmao

Dirk is bound by his many selves while John is free to the point of being unbound and detached from everything, so John can give Dirk freedom while Dirk can give John a sense of self.

John is overexposed to the society and Dirk has no idea what it's like to be a part of it, so in a way John can give Dirk the mundane parts of life every human experiences, and Dirk can help John free himself from preconceptions about things that have no definitive answers, but have been defined by the society that doesn't exist in their universe anymore. You're not supposed to survive on your own eating 400 years old food and make a weapon storage out of your fridge, there's nothing wrong with questioning things that have been hammered into your head since you were a child, that kinda stuff.

They have what the other lacks while also being very similar and could balance each other so well, they have severe self-destructive tendencies coming from being too involved and too detached respectively and could prevent each other from acting upon them just because of their personalities: John can help Dirk loosen up while Dirk can help John keep himself together.

It's all fucking unintentional and unrealised to the point of being infuriating, but hey, freedom of thought and creativity is good I suppose, it's free real estate here.

#dirkjohn #johndirk #john egbert #dirk strider #homestuck #girl help i'm overanalysing dirkjohn again #the agonies #they can release and restrain each other in all the right ways #this sentence looks sus af now that i wrote it #BUT Y'KNOW #not like that #but also like that if they want

[somethingmissingthiswaycomes]

#tumblr polls #polls #actually autistic #executive dysfunction #the agonies #gay #yearning #depression #before anyone asks where it is the vanilla extract ran out and now you have to wait until next payday to go buy some more

[lambhouse]

3hrs into lovingly rendering their faces/hair and i realize at some point i accidentally merged the sketch & lineart layers 🙃

#the agonies #but its okay i can work with this #(i say through gritted teeth with tears streaming down my face)

[that-gay-jedi]

Pros of music being capable of giving you The Delicious Brainwaves:

> Dopamine, serotonin. Perhaps even oxytocin if you're lucky

> Relatively cheap or free

> Can listen while you do other things (but watch out)

> If you are lucky there may be songs about your current hyperfixations or perhaps even a concept album

> Does not significantly alter your body's energy use; will not require additional nutrition, nor cause health issues nor a sugar crash, etc

> Maybe you will even learn something cool like there will be a song about an animal you've never seen or a rapper will make a cultural reference you have to look up

> You can speed up or slow down your heartbeat with certain musical patterns

> Studies say it's good for coping with physical pain

Cons of music being capable of giving you The Delicious Brainwaves:

> "I'll just replay this song one more time"

> Listening to the same one song on repeat like 95789910712359002439627 times until sound has lost all meaning, and so has Time itself

> You can no longer feel your headphones on your ears nor can you distinguish between a sound you heard and all of the possible sounds you did not hear because they weren't playing/happening at that moment

> You forget who you are, where you are, and what the fuck you were doing

> Your consciousness wanders the inside of your own skull, which is now inhabited only by vultures and the occasional tumbleweed

> The ghost of your evaporated brain would give you the middle finger if it could

> Later when you find your way out of the desert and return to your body and re-manifest your brain etc, you still really really fucking love that song but now the thought of ever listening to it again fills you with an eloquent Sisyphean dread

> oops

> You may pick a new song to listen to, but Watch Out

#music #autism #adhd #the agonies #the wonders

[computerkit]

what i somehow still expect to happen every time i compulsively google something

#for clarification: this does not happen. i actually come away with new illnesses #ocd #actuallyocd #artkit #doodlekit #ms paint #aug 2023 #the agonies