#swaeg

[luminarrow]

my art summary guys

#WTF WHY IS CH #CHIRIE SMOKING WEED!!!!!! #sorry i couldnt take it seriously because like i barely have anything thats like. full art. like cool and also monthly lmao #also i wanted to draw something so so epic 😎 swaeg! #my ocs

[spector]

nonbinaeary swaeg

#liveblogging tag #hammoween lb #mayhamm 2023

[brucespringsteendotcom]

Her swaeg

[vahanians]

swaeg 💅

#hale plays

[hospitalterrorizer]

diary9

listening to orchid chaos is me for the millionth time #swaeg

today we had to do errands but they were light but i had a bad dream i guess that made me feel really miserable all day. the dream was that my gf left me, so i killed myself. what i really remember from it was using these blue scissors i had in my old bedroom at my parent's place my mom had since always to do it, and my gf seeing me and rushing off to a hospital where i woke up from. i think i'd still die in the dream, i was bleeding a lot.

so obviously starting the day miserable, and i'm for some reason sort of compelled to tell my gf what happened and play it up like i'm actually hurt by what she did, and i'm not, but it still actually makes me miserable. there's nothing rocky about where we are except i'm insane and i'm the problem always i feel like, i'm irrational and excitable in every direction, it's easy for me to get actually suicidal, one time i made her a grilled cheese and it looked not good so i took it from her and made her another one and i was at tears the whole time and really erratic saying that i can't make her something that looks like dog food, that i have to eat that so she can have something normal. it tasted fine. i was also getting really upset about the butter being hard still and it made me want to stab myself. which is stupid obviously but it still makes me upset i guess. i feel useless a lot, i think i probably am. i don't know what's wrong with me, i really wish i did, i don't know, i don't think anything is wrong in the way where it's like a doctor's going to help in any way or maybe that means i'm beyond hope or whatever.

i think this all makes me sound super volatile. i don't want to be super volatile. i don't think i am. maybe that's just hope but i hope it isn't. i don't know though because no one tells me i'm not except my gf. no one tells me i am except a voice in my head. i just don't know how to trust one or the other but putting it here it makes me think i should trust the real person outside of me more than the voice in me that exists to just create ways to disagree with anything i guess.

today i am feeling more alienated than yesterday. not from my girlfriend. just people online, again. it's a thing that happens to me, i don't feel sufficiently 'in' with a server, basically, and i feel like i can't ever be, because i'm just different/raised different/socialized different, saying that feels egotistical. like, i'm not like regular girls (girls carrying 20 asterisks that alternate gender w/ each one (you understand i'm certain (and i'm sure you get why i need to state it here because i feel like i'll be lying and crazy if i don't or i dunno something else, it's just wrong to not (it makes explaining myself very difficult in that way and i guess i just want to be intuited)))) type stuff. i promise it isn't, or i don't want it to be. i just feel pretty far outside how they interact with the world they're in / art / eachother / whatever, and by being outside that, i can't really figure out how to approach, so i sort of just get left in my own pit, excluded and not really even a curiosity, just a kind of village freak who seeks vengeance by saying strange things. it's not actually like vengeance i just do what i want and to them it probably seems freakish but i just try to be myself and when i can't really say what i want or there's nothing to even say to the things they say but i want there to be because i want to be everybody's friend i find pleasure/happiness in coming off crazy because it sort of makes me look like a fool and then maybe that'll make them say hey this person is, like, not trying to be superior or whatever. i don't think people read me that way anyways but i really dislike the idea of being better than anyone. we're not all the same but superiority outright is an ugly way to approach things/people/anything. essentially trying to school people on entire histories or situations makes them useless to themselves, or not really, but you know, that sort of condescension / will to explaining anything really puts people directly below you, it makes me feel like an insect even seeing it and i see so many people eager to use knowledge like a tool for competition rather than idk, cooperation. it's like, yes we can cooperate but first i have to one-up you. there's differences in explanation and discussion and this, i can't line it out. it's really down to prose and how one carries themselves, how one puts the words out there and stuff, in huge sprawling series of posts vs. paragraphs they clearly spend time writing and editing and so on.

anyways today makes me feel sort of sad. i guess this is the trend, the middle of the week ends up being full of stress, cuz of errand day, where idk, i guess it's because i'm doing stuff i don't necessarily like at all. i sort of hate being in stores. very few places feel hospitable. i like crafts stores because i could go in them for hours with my mom to escape my stepdad, i like trader joe's, it's nostalgic, which is a tragedy and i shouldn't feel like that about a shopping center. otherwise, stores are high stress. i also like malls and pretty clothes and stuff.

anyways i dunno. this doesn't need to go on forever. i'll try to chill out now. tomorrow will be better i guess. i hope. i think it will be.

[bdsrsated]

Selfie with Idol NACHOS as TAEYEON From Spinel all female cover group covering the legendary Girls' Generation since 2016.

Yulhee of Laboum: Champion - KPOP Kingdom Clash **Best Female Cosplayer **Best in Costume 1st Runner Up - KPOP Warfare: 2nd Wave Taeyeon of Girls Generation KPOP EUPHORIA: Give Love (An event for a cause for Zuan) Grand Champion Taeyeon of Girls Generation Rank 8 SPINEL (Girls Generation cover group) Taeyeon cover Achievements:

KPOP Show Off Battle Rounds (Round 1) - CHAMPION (Girl Group Category)

KPOP Show Off (Final Round) - GRAND CHAMPION ** Special Award: Best Female Group

KPOP Desire 3: CHAMPION

KPOP Land: Christmas Special - (Veteran Category) CHAMPION

KPOP Swaeg 3: Great! - 2nd Runner Up

KPOP Euphoria: Utopia 3rd Anniversary Special - 2nd Runner Up

KPOP Revamp 3: Battle of the Big 3 (SM CATEGORY) Rank 2

KPOP Outbreak: SHUTDOWN - 1v1 Winner and OVER ALL CHAMPION Weki Teki (Weki Meki Cover Group) Sei cover

4th placer - Annyeong Classmates S3

Idolko #Kpop #Nachos #Spinel #Taeyeon #BDMS #BILL #BIGFAN #Dancer #Music

[superbatlock]

Da mood (Already posted on weheartit. Do not repost)

#jackson wang #believer #jackson #meme #shipper #shipping #funny #sunglasses #swaeg #team wang #got7 #ahgase #igot7 #otp #mood

[dreaminjam]

A playboy with swaeg

#gif #bts #bts gif #bts agust d #bts suga #bts yoongi #bangtan sonyeondan #bangtan boys #min yoongi #suga #swaeg #yoongi

[ksjinswifeu]

This Suga part~

#bts #bangtan #bangtan boys #bangtan sonyeondan #bighit #army bts #bts_dna_today #dna mv bts #bts comeback #bts comeback 2017 #min yoongi #min suga #bts gif #suga gif #yoongi #blue yoongi #cute yoongi #cute suga #swaeg #bts swag #방탄소년단 #방탄소년단 (BTS)

[birdiesae1677]

INFIRES MAN

#Lol #Min Yoongi #Suga #Swag #Swaeg #INFIRES #Mannnnnnn #BTS #Army

[deinstarxx]

SUGAMON IPHONE WALLPAPER *Do not remove watermark* - Suga x Kumamon - Reblog/like if u are going to use it or if I have jams 💓

#sugamon #kumamon #kawaii #bts wallpaper #bangtan #wallpaper #tumblr wallpaper #aesthetic #bts aesthetic #bts aegyo #aegyo #yoongi #kpop #bts suga #kawaii wallpaper #chibi art #kumamon wallpaper #aestethic #swaeg #bangtan boys #bulletproof boy scouts #bts army #pastel #pastel wallpaper #digital art #art #artists on tumblr #graphic design #graphic art #suga kumamon

[hisroyalrandomness-blog]

This Jae is illegal. <3

#Jae #Day6 #Swaeg #SwegChicken #KPOP #KPOPBAND

[miixchxllx-blog]

🖤

#bts #kim seokjin #min yoongi #jung hoseok #kim namjoon #park jimin #kim taehyung #jeon jungkook #bangtan #like4like #likeforlike #follow #aesthetic #tumblr #bts aesthetic #swaeg

[zouchu]

Yoongi: My eyes change colour depending on swag levels. They’re brown when my swag levels at maximum.

Yoongi: I’ve never seen them change.

#yoongi #bts #bangtan boys #bangtan sonyeondan #beyond the scene #bulletproof boys #bts yoongi #bts suga #suga #min suga #swaeg #yoongi swaeg #i chose the right bias #incorrect kpop quotes #incorrect bts quotes #incorrect quotes #s: tumblr #myg

[ughirdk]

HOW MANY OF YOU AGREE THAT THIS IS ONE OF TYE BEST PICS OF MR MIN SUGA GENIUS JJANG JJANG MAN BBONG BBONG?!!!! BECAUSE FCK I CAN LOOK AT THIS MY ENTIRE LIFE.

#min yoongi #bts #tweet #min suga genius jjang jjang man bbong bbong #suga #agust d #selca #yoonji #swaeg #aesthetic

[icarusisapathetic]

Yes, that is me throwing a mini cupcake into a field of alfalfa

#me #I am cool #trash #dank #dank memes #swaeg