#so i had a tough time

[kyistell]

Oh look, what a surprise, a drawing from mwah. It's just the boys, NJ stole Rhodes hat and then had his taken by Del. Also yes Jersey is that much taller than them, I meant to put their heights but oops, Rhodes like 5'2 Dels 5'3 and Jerseys 5'8 so take that as you will.

#welcome to the table #wttt #wttt new jersey #wttsh new jersey #wttt delaware #wttsh delaware #wttt rhode island #wttsh rhode island #wttt fanart #its kinda comical how different the heights are #like del and rhode are basically the same #and then theres jersey #the context for this drawing is that del wanted coffee #and rhode and jers tagged along #for no real reason #and connecticut was out at the same time #so he took the photo #your welcome #also rhode literelly never takes his hat off #so his hair is a mess #the no on his arm was drawn on by del at the coffee shop #i actually had a slightly hard time with jersey #like hes built like a tank #but visually a twink kinda #and thats just #thats a hard thing to achieve #so i had a tough time #but it was fine in the end lol #actually had a pretty easy time with del #his hair was slightly weird to do

[lotus-pear]

i think you guys are onto smth..

i unironically got invested in this HELP

#WHERES THE FIC AT IF SOMEONE WRITES THIS I WILL PAY THEM A HUNDRED DOLLARS😭😭 #kunikida serving the country while dazai's serving cunt😔 #dazai was born to malewife but forced to manipulate and i think that's the greatest tragedy of bsd #anyway some facts i would like to share abt this au thay i came up w while drawing!! #takes place in 1939 (start of wwii) and there was a mandatory draft that required one male over eighteen from each house to serve #both of them are still twenty two and had been engaged for abt two years before getting married that year #newlyweds! unfortunately kuni had to go fight and they were seperated :( #before the war kunikida was a math teacher at the local high school and dazai obviously managed the household and didn't work #he's hopeless at cooking and meal prep even w recipie books so they either get those prepackaged meals or kuni makes dinner when he gets ba #so like when he's making lunch for kunikida he normally just packs a basic sandwich w raw fruit #kunikida always appreciates the effort even tho hes probably sick of having the same thing everyday but he won't complain abt it #when kunikida joined the army he was relieved that the mess hall had better food than dazai #he was the only one in his platoon that never complained abt the food so his fellow soldiers assumed it was bc he came from a tough bg #when in reality he was just used to being poisoned on a daily basis from his dumbass husbands cooking and was hardly fazed from army ration #they write to each other although its more dazai sending and kuni receiving bc hes off fighting and doesnt have time to write back #dazai talks abt life on the homefront and how he has to grow a victory garden (everything is DYING HE CANT EVEN RAISE TOMATOES) #and kuni writes abt his fellow soldiers and how the war is going and when he thinks he'll be home and how he misses sleeping in a bed #ANYWAY yea thought i'd share sry for infodumping in the tags again #this post is for like the four ppl that care abt this specific flavor of knkdz so hopefully this gets four notes at least #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #dazai osamu #osamu dazai #kunikida doppo #doppo kunikida #kunikidazai #knkdz #lotus draws #bro sry for posting at two in the morning i couldnt sleep until i got this out of my head they have infested my brain

[anne-is-confused]

at the end of vanity.

+ bonus little sketch (distantly based off that one thing jared harris said that one time)

#my art #the terror #james fitzjames #francis crozier #fitzier #? i suppose #i have a problem with overrendering digital paintings and i had a tough time of it with this one so even though #crozier is UNDERrendered its just gonna have to go up like this

[wriochilde]

a redraw of something from 2020

the original version + the 2022 version

#sigh. no i am not a dsmp fan anymore this is just a redraw #my art #dsmp #c!tommy #c!techno #bedrock bros #ANYWAYS. time to get sentimental #i almost didnt want to post this because of that weird shame i have from enjoying this...specific piece of media #but i cant help but be appreciative to the series that kept me from killing myself lol #it felt so weird drawing tommy without all my post revival headcanons and i had to stop myself from adding all the white streaks in his hai #i never draw techno so this was tough #CLICK FOR BETTER QUALITY AUUUGGGHHG

[yo-yo-yoshiko]

Anytime characters swap bodies I always think about which of our silly little guys gets a break from their usual trash bod/brain.

#on one hand… cool spider powers! on the other… #king ohger #ohsama sentai kingohger #super sentai #jeramie brasieri #gira husty #spider kumonos #kuwagata ohger #the group chat: why did gira seem to freak out so much? #me: he got jeramie’s anxiety brain obvs wcjcwejwdc #jer sitting around having a grand old time for once…. he’s had a tough two.5 years so far #i think he’d miss his old self if the ep went on any longer though #fucking love to see a half mosntrous character being so damn proud of it #refreshing #i loved this episode. it was really sweet #INCREDIBLE acting job too #holy MOLY i fully bought everyone was eachother #panel two is the best jeramie i've ever drawn and he's gira adkjakfw

[simplyavatrice]

beatrice + every episode - episode 8: "proverbs 14:1″

#sister beatrice #avatrice #avatriceedit #warrior nun #warriornunedit #sisterbeatriceedit #kristina tonteri young #this episode #this fucking episode #is where ava and bea's whole thing kicks off and GOD they dive in head first #the scene with the book is just #i had to watch it five times just while making the edits and let me tell you #it never gets old #then when ava comes out of that rock #and beatrice is so relieved and just...touching her #looking at her #so much is said without a word being spoken #ugh #yeah picking only five edits per episode is getting tough #myedits

[skeletoninthemelonland]

#it's me i'm the wind blowing #y'all things are a little more complicated when it comes to these two #(sits down and takes a sip from my dark blue coffee mug) #(thinks: i wish i had springtrap coffee mug) #so... #both of them have difficult pasts #both are parents trying their best on raising their children #THE THING IS #one can't let herself get too attached #while the other is still afraid all humans are the same #but at the same time. they just want to find peace and happiness #and they've found it at home #they found happiness living those very brief and mundane moments #like waking up every morning #having breakfast next to people that make you smile #making your way to school/work and seeing sunlight pass through the trees #and going home after a tough day and there are rain clouds approaching. you just know you're going to sleep well at night #this is how they heal. and in the mean time. let themselves open up to each other #I have a feeling this is gonna be a slow burn kinda thing #COUGHING REALLY HARD #ENDING THIS RIGHT HERE OKAY BYE #starbstalks #springdad au

[aimeecarreros]

Lee Juyeon highlights in Watch It @SBS Gayo Daejeon 231225

#kpopco #tbzinc #ultkpopnetwork #kpopccc #dailybg #idolsincedits #malegroupsnet #mgroupsedit #tbzedit #the boyz #lee juyeon #juyeon #tbz #**finally.mp3 #flashing tw #eyestrain tw #if i got 1k pesos every time photoshop crashed bc of the 4k quality i'd have 10k pesos already :) #this was so tough to color i had to take a break every now and then #either way this is super self indulgent as you can see jakdsfd

[disposal-blueeee]

stuff i never finished and why

hello and good night . i'm just gonna ramble about stuff so yeah

swings

oh man i really loved this drawing . but it was a PAIN IN THE ASS .

i had a bunch of problems with this one . i spent an embarrassing amount of time doing the line . then after i started painting it on Ibis paint i realized that i should've done the line with a textured brush .

then the background . i really couldn't make it look nice even if i tried . i spent so long just trying stuff and searching for references but i just couldn't get it right . the colors and the lightning kept looking weird .

and just when it was looking decent , oh no the file is corrupted !!! and if i wanted it back i would have to go through a speedpaint of a drawing that took me 28 hours ( i actually tried it 😭😭 but it was taking so long and after some time the app crashed )

so , i decided to just give up . i was already fed up with it . maybe some day i'll try to redraw it or something

edit : oh wait a second . this drawing makes no sense without the background . edgar looks like that because there's supposed to be a puddle under scriabin's swing and he's trying to get edgar wet with it

otgw x chapter 20 / 21

i just said i loved the other one but THIS ONE . this one is SO PRETTY and i was so excited to try some new brushes and overall just finish this . excited enough to start painting edgar without even finishing scriabin's line .

i was using a small tablet my friend let me borrow . it was actually so helpful because i could draw on my phone with it !! i used to work on this when i was at school .

then i started having problems with the background . again

then my friend told me that his mom didn't agree with him giving me the tablet and that he should give it to his sister instead so i had to give it back . great . at that point i didn't feel like finishing it so

random reference i found in pinterest

this is like a month old maybe ???? i just thought " oh this would be such a fire pfp " and after finishing the sketch i was like " alright i'll finish this tomorrow " ( i never finished it )

mostly didn't finish it because i didn't have any idea to make it look lifeless and tragic . oh well . maybe i'll try it someday i still think it's cool

papa's cheeseria

this one isn't really unfinished . i just wanted to make a doodle sheet but never drew anything else so now he's just there . alone in a blank space . poor guy .

so yeah . everytime i play papa louie's games i always make the workers look like edgar and scriabin . i thought this default outfit looked pretty cool so so i had to draw it

#there's probably more stuff to add here but i lost a bunch of files when i changed my pc :(( #also i have another one i really wanted to add but it's oc related so so nope #i tried so hard with the swings one but after some time i just felt like the drawing expired ?????? somehow #like that just wasn't how i used to draw anymore . so i just gave up #the same thing happened with the otgw x 20 / 21 one and it makes me so SAD #i don't even know how that one popped in my head . #one day i just remembered over the garden wall existed thanks to a friend posting some art about it #and idk i just had to draw them like wirt and greg #anyways back to rambling about my life woohoo #i'm i'm doing so bad rn #but let's pretend i'm not . alright #this year will be tough . #vargas #vargas zarla #scriabin vargas #zarla s #edgar vargas #sunny's rambles

[wis-art]

When I was a kid (maybe like 6-12) i was very often """misgendered""" as a girl by doctors, cashiers and general adults. Once we had a picture day at school and had photo of me sent back with girly border cause photographers thought of me as a girl lol

I guess all the signs were there I just didn't know what transgender is cause nobody told me

#my parents let me wear long hair because i just liked it that way #i had short hair for maybe like total of 3-4 years in my life #very unpleasant #always enjoyed hanging out with girls #i had this huge crush on this girl who always hanged out with all the boys #we would ride bikes together and skate #we went on like those little four wheeler bikes together a few times #fhdhd i mean nothing ever came from it we just were friends #i heard from my mytual friends that she's lesbian now #makes so much sense honestly #stories from a little rural town in poland #honestly i miss my childhood friends #some of them know im trans and theyre like wow... #so cool... #also i secretely very enjoyed the girl border on my picture #but my classmates were like looooool look at this loser #so i tried to play it tough #hehe

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

hm. im not very big on new years resolutions, they're too much pressure. but... perhaps i can handle new years Desires

this year i want to complete a lil comic, fan-based or otherwise. i'd like to also complete some sort of storyboard/animatic thing. i want to develop a coloring style that i can be proud of. i want to get to a point with my dragons where they can have a coherent story & world to live in. i want to think of so many fun, trivial facts about my characters. i want to post more about them. i want to write and post an original thing, be it 1k words or 10k. i want to finish the rough draft of a book i outlined. i want to be kinder to myself. i want to create more gift art for others. i want to put more effort & care & love into my art. i want to force myself into the world and figure out how to live. i want to make an irl friend. try a new craft - scrapbooking, maybe, or making an enamel pin. i want to finish that last commission and make a new sheet for more. i want to be freer with myself. i want to finish at least three fics. i want to go whale watching again. i want to improve my art, especially in the matter of drawing people. i want to bake something tasty and share it with the neighbors. i want to be content with existing. i want to have more good things in life to list on bad days. i want to build a birdhouse.

#i also... want to buy sort & jar more clay sprinkles #and unpack everything in my room #last place i lived in for three years had boxes from that move that i never opened #not this time... this time Everything will find a place... #maybe ill try poetry! maybe ill volunteer on a tallship again! #maybe ill change my hair! spice up my style! leash train my cat! #i want to improve my writing as well #and read more books! even if im just rereading! #No! i want to read priory of the orange tree! #absolutely unprompted #the last few years ive just... had very little hopes or desires #it was just one month after the next with the knowledge that id do nothing the next year too #not this year please. not this year.... #i want to Try. i want to live. please? please #the beginning of this year is gonna be tough and my life's stability is being threatened #but! i will hold on hope with bloody teeth. im gonna make it this time. i want to change for the better #and i will. thats my only resolution. the others are maybes and what ifs #but i Am going to change. i want to be in the world and so i shall be. i want to be a person and so i will make it happen #clinging to that this year. im worth it! this time i really am worth it.

[enjolrasapproves]

this is what you see seconds before alice tells you a pun

[click for quality]

#the magnus protocol #the magnus archives #alice dyer #the magnus protocol fanart #this is my first attempt at drawing alice I had a tough time figuring out what she might look like but she's my fav character so far #also I had so much fun figuring out her desktop situation #everything about it drives gwen mad specifically the sweet and sour candy on top of the computer #for the logging system i used the system cardbox which is what the archive I work with uses and which is very old and outdated #but still more sophisticated than what it sounds like the O.I.A.R use #also i figured that alice would be the type to give her computer a moustache since she likes to anthropomorphize #tma art #tma fanart #tmagp #tmagp fanart #tmagp alice #tma #tmapg

[kirby-the-gorb]

#kirby #daily kirby #my art #digital #hal laboratory #nintendo #bad news lads (gender neutral) turns out I just don't like camping #we'd already set it up so I would only stay one night because I knew I'd probably need to go home early for one reason or another #so it's nbd #but it turns out camping is kinda pointless if you're with literally any other people at all #I could see the appeal if it was literally me alone and like not even my partners or anything #but we were in a group of like. 20 people. 1/3rd children. #but even without all the extra people if it's not like Total Isolation it's like. #I could still go spend all day in the woods and just also sleep in a bed after yknow? #it only loses you like 10 minutes of tree-time depending where you are #and like I kind like being inside a tent! it's cozy! but I could just. sleep in a room. with a tv and a microwave. #idk bro it's not for me #even without sleeping in the mud and being woken up for a guard shift in the middle of the night. #even if the children had not been there. #and I wonder if it's like a ~toughness~ thing for some people but like. #come on man. #(I know it is also often a lot cheaper especially for big families than other vacation accommodations) #(at least after the upfront investment on gear) #(which like that's fair! but it's not an applicable concern for me!) #(it's not a big enough difference that we could afford one and not the other as a family of 3 adults)

[cali-kabi]

~💫Have some out of context Mario RPG drawings🌟

I was watching a video of Mario RPG glitches and saw the level up ally move glitch, and saw Geno with a pink cape. Was like gonna draw that hehe it’s silly. Geno would so love pink capes any color in general no questions ask alshdklrkrj xD the third and fourth drawings were sorta a stupid idea idk why it was in my mind lmao ;w; for those who don’t believe me the pink Geno glitch is real the screenshot is under the cut :)

I haven’t seen much people talk about it and I wanna talk about it 😭💫

#my art #sydney’s art #geno super mario rpg #geno smrpg #super mario rpg #smrpg fanart #smrpg smithy #axem rangers #shitpost #it’s so difficult for me to draw bowser ;w; #reasons smithy is angry at the axem rangers 1 they forgot to pick up speardovich with the blade with he needed it #2 they literally gave us 17 experience points after the battle I had like a tough time battling them first time around xD #princess peach #bowser is jealous btw haha it’s very obvious #super mario world #Geno looks cool in the pink cape right it reminds me but of meta knights pink cape from smash bros x)

[mokeonn]

I fucking hate the tetris effect so much. Like oooh lemme play this funnie little card game rogue-like, ooh it's so fun it's gonna be the only game I play for weeks now, oooh what do you mean I'm fucking duplicating multi-card holographic sevens in my dreams

#simon says #yeah this is about balatro #i think it sorta taught me that I do in fact really enjoy roguelikes and i am pretty decent at them #at least I think I am #i only have 3 more card decks to unlock and the black deck is a FUCKING NIGHTMARE #i am not going to 100% this game because I hate the black deck so fucking much #that -1 hand is gonna be the death of me and has been the death of me #it's like I either fumble my first round and have to start over because I keep forgetting I have 1 less hand #or I get a nice groove but lose around round 5 because the boss bind was too tough #anyways I only really watch 1 youtuber play it so I have no clue if im actually pretty decent at the game or if im like #okay or something #idk all I know is that I am going to do my damnedest to beat that black deck #also I wanna try to unlock all of the collection because it's very annoying that challenge mode doesn't count #and I wanna do challenge mode but it is just annoying that it doesn't count anything towards the collection #but yeah im REALLY vibing with this game and every time I play it while high it makes me wanna stream again #anyways I have it on switch (because I could use the nintendo coins to get it at a discount) but I looked at the achievements on steam #i wish cross platform saves existed because if I had it on steam I would have all but like 4 achievements lmaooo #anyways im just autistic and really like card games and roguelikes so this is like the perfect game #plus big number go up

[autism0fadown]

I’ve been re-listening to dndads s1 and i just finished the last episode again… im inconsolable

#i started lostening to dndads at a really tough time in my life and everything was changing. i felt like i had nothing to cling on to #but dndads was the one thing that made things feel good again. it was the one thing i could hold onto when my life felt like disaster #it was the one thing that genuinely made me feel happy and im so glad that i had this podcast to get me through what felt like hell. #i would say that i wish i could listen to this podcast for the first time again. but i experienced it at the most perfect time in my life #that its had a lasting effect on me and i wouldnt change that for the world #i sometimes wonder how dndads would have affected me if i hadn’t experienced it at that time in my life #i occasionally listened to episodes in 2020-2021 but stopped after the first few episodes #what if i kept going? what if i had finished season one in 2021? would it have impacted me the same? #anyways… #oughhhhh #ouuuuuu #ououoooouuuu #uuuuuuuoooouuuuu #<- thats me crying :’) #dndads #dungeons and dads #dungeons and daddies #dndads s1 #dungeons and daddies s1 #im so emotional rn