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i apparently do in fact have favorite fic actually and now every time i write i am acutely aware of this and have to mourn not being able to live up to my own standards
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cloudcountry · 11 months
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if you have any fic recommendations with azul in his octoform i'd literally marry you rn
i love him too much and the fics where he's in his merform always hits the best but there's so little of them i'm starving
okay i went DIGGING for you. you made me realize that yes, merform azul content is practically non-existent. i am definitely going to write more in the future because omg. WHERE IS HE.
i tried finding some on ao3 but i literally couldnt (well, not sfw ones anyway) so i tried to find at least five on tumblr!!!
they're under the cut since i dont know how long this is going to be OOPS
THIS ONE IS AN ALL TIME FAV. i love love love love love LOVE this one, its so cute and fluffy and i find myself coming back to read it over and over again JHSGHJSDJG GAHHHHHH JUST TRUST ME ON THIS ITS SO GOOD (PLUS ruggie and jamil kissers!!! the author wrote similar things for them and both are them are super cute too!!!!)
hehe clingy azul C: fluffy!!! super fluffy!!! he holds you with his tentacles and just drifts around in the water whta more could you ask for. this is literally teh bare minimum i am down horrendous for him why didnt the universe give me azul wtf!!!!!!!!!!!
READER CALLS HIM SILLY AT THE END@@%$#@$!$#@!#$%!@#%$#%$!@#$%!@#$%!@%$#@ ITS SO FLUFFY AND CUTE I LOVE THAT hes so cute adn adorable and squishy and i LOB HIM SOBBING
THIS FUCKING FIC I WAS TRYING SO HARD TO FIND IT BECAUSE I LOOOOVE MARINE BIO AND I HAVE AN LIL OCTOPUS PLUSHIE I NAMED AZUL JR I CAN PROHECT SO HARD ONTO READER HERE WHICH I GUESS IS WHAT YOURE SUPPOSED TO BUT THIS IS DIFFERENT!!!!!!!!!
more fluff!!! this one is very hurt comfort vibes yk,,,, classical transactional azul shit as well smh HES SO GOOFY i love that guy aahwahwhwahawh very soft azul. lovely. chef's kiss. muah muah.
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mrs-monaghan · 2 months
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Some jikookers have been pissing me off, they started believing that the only reason jimin and jungkook enlisted together was to finish their enlistment at the same time but it was the biggest bullshit I’ve ever heard because wtf does the buddy program have to do with when they finish. The buddy program is a decision that takes months and lots of effort and lots of thought- thought, time and effort Jikook put in so that they could be in the same area together and be around each other which has fucking nothing to do with when they finish their enlistment. They could easily apply for different areas or even the same area with out doing the buddy program. So I don’t get what they big confusion or doubt is.
The Buddy program jimin and jungkook used together does NOT correlate with the date the tannies decided to finish their enlistment. The buddy program is about jimin and jungkook wanting to be together, to be close during those 18 months- so that they could have each other to rely on.
Just had to let it out sorry
Its okay anon. Vent away, I hear you. Its one thing to deal with antis but when people who are supposed to be one of our own start talking rubbish then it becomes the most annoying thing ever.
They're not even insecure Jikookers coz that would make more sense. Its just these Jikookers who behave like the ot7 Armys who like to explain away Jikookery. I dislike these people alot anon. I myself went on a vent here too because of these people.
So much shit we have to deal with smh. Is it 2025 yet?
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jojo-schmo · 2 months
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Jojo nooo your metadede is not cringe whatsoever!! It's the evil Jojo just getting to you, it happens sometimes smh One thing I will admit is that I go to your blog every day for your art, whether it be metadede or anything else <33
Keep doing what you do and don't let anyone stop you >:)
That's very kind of you to say!! Gosh, I really appreciate that you like my work enough to visit so often! I needed to hear something like this, so thank you <3
I don't know.... I'm feeling a lot better now, but I definitely made up this insecurity about drawing certain things like metadede in my head. There were posts circulating a while back (and I don't remember the exact ones so this isn't directed at anyone) about how tiring it is to see mischaracterized characters or too much art of popular ships with metadede as one of the examples.
A valid opinion! It can be frustrating to curate one's own feed to a particular interest/opinion/headcanon and not see anything new for a long time. Or hold an opinion that's different than what appears to be the majority of the fanbase, and not get any interaction with it- or worse, have people telling them that their opinion is just straight up wrong (which isn't true! Kirby is special because it's so up to interpretation that I think it's really wonderful to see everyone's different worlds filled with different character stories and creative ideas!!)
So reading some of those discussions on different social media, I made myself self-conscious by thinking I was contributing to some kind of problem by sharing my art. For the first time in years, I thought I was creating and sharing "cringe" content and I should be ashamed for some reason.
After some time to process it, I realized that as long as I tag my work and don't try to shove it into circles that don't want to see it, it's not hurting anyone!
All I'm trying to do on here is the best I can. I want to come home from my 8-5 office job and spend the little free time I have making something that brings me joy and fulfillment to make. I love exploring character interactions and "what if" scenarios and sometimes just plain old sugary sweet fluff. And it won't be everyone's cup of tea so I'll keep doing my best to tag accordingly and if I ever miss a tag, lemme know so I can fix it. :)
So yes. I'm feeling much better and will continue to gently offer my work in my little corner of the internet here- and whoever wants to see can come and go as they please. I'm just glad to keep the lovely company I have now. <3
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pierrot-bly · 1 year
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Ranking Obey Me Characters By How Down Bad I Am For Them
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Pairings: N/A
Characters: Lucifer, Mammon, Leviathan, Satan, Asmodeus, Beelzebub, Belphegor, Diavolo, Barbatos, Simeon, Solomon
Genre: Crack
Warnings: Horny Brainrot
1. Satan
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I love this cat boy almost as much as I love Obey Me. He is a snarky, angry blond and I'm here for it. Please sir slap me and spit in my mouth ilysm istg
2. Diavolo
A sweet himbo who has canonically told MC he wants to kidnap them and keep them locked up forever? Sign me up. Sir, I will willingly stay forever, just ask smh. Please bend me in half and blow my back out until I have your babies jk jk unless...
3. Beelzebub
Another sweet himbo who could snap me in half. He loves food, I love food, we have so much in common. I got something else he can eat wink wink
4. Mammon
Another himbo, but plot twist, I wanna snap him in half. I just wanna make him feel so good he cries, I'll give him the world. He's bad with money, I'm bad with money, we have so much in common wow
5. Belphegor
Besides being a tiny murder muffin, I wanna make him ride me and cry from exhaustion. Lovingly bullying him, ya know? He's cute but I'm a little hung up on the murder still smh
6. Solomon
Shady magic man? Sign me up. I bet he fucks while experimenting with magic on you. As long as he doesn't offer to cook afterwards, I can rock his world
7. Leviathan
Finally a bottom I can be more confident than. Literally we'd both be a mess just holding hands so unless we have hand sex 👉👌 I don't think we'd do anything
8. Barbatos
Scary but kinda in a sexy way. He's way too good for me. I'd be honored if he was down but he's like perfect so I'd just be insecure the whole time
9. Asmodeus
Personally I'm just platonically into him. I would bestie fuck just once with him tho
10. Simeon
I love corrupting religious boys as much as the next but not him. Again just platonic feels for him and I couldn't see myself doing that with him
11. Lucifer
He'd make me cry and probably have a breakdown. Also Satan supremacy, sorry old man
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lunathebee · 1 year
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Can you do a HC about the reader giving the moon boys silent treatment? And how would the moon boys give the silent treatment for the reader?
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THE MOON BOYS REACTING TO Y/N GIVING THEM THE SILENT TREATMENT
A/n: I don't think all the moon boys will give Y/n the silent treatment tbh, I will only write this as their reactions if they received it (and I give the HC HE cuz I would never let our boys suffered)
Warning: small angst (if you look hard enough), one (1) google translate sentence
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🍓 Steven Grant 🍓
First of all, poor boy. Why would you do that to him? 🫤🫤
Out of all the treatments, you decide to give him the silent treatment.
He would be confused why you don't reply to his chatter and call
"Ah well, they must be busy." He would convince himself that, but he knew it was not the truth.
Steven doesn't have the courage to point out the silent treatment, but he would follow you like a lost puppy.
Waiting for you to...maybe ask him for something.
If not, he would sit near you in silence.
Steven doesn't want to upset you even more, but he still wants to be with you.
"*sigh* Steven.."
"Yes?!" He almost broke his neck when he heard you call his name.
"I'm sorry for ignoring you, my boss...., and work..."
"No no no, it's okay. Are you okay? "
Steven is glad the reason why you were giving him the silent treatment wasn't.....him (he goes back over the last two months to see if anything he did irritated you).
And then you guys hug and marry each other and live happily ever after.
🍓 Marc Spector 🍓
I don't think Marc will even notice it at first.
He goes, "Finally, some alone time for myself." smh💀💀
I'm just being honest. You want a man that notices the tiniest details about you? Sorry, it's not Marc.
I think if you go to an extent, he WILL notice it.
Like refusing his hugs and kisses, even hand holding
Like many HC before I wrote about Marc, he is an insecure man, he just doesn't show it.
His first instinct is to think you realize how much of a bad person he is and/or you have found someone better.
Please reassure him that you only gave him the silent treatmeant because of *random reason* 
I don't think he will ever tell you anything.
Especially his thoughts.
Overall, it's just a bad and bitter thing. Please don't give him the silent treatment. You will kill him if you do so.
And then you guys cuddle together cause cuddle fix everything
🍓 Jake Lockley 🍓
Are you really giving him the silent treatment, or are you just being bratty?🤨🤨🤨
I think Jake would handle it pretty well.
He is not going to act differently or anything.
Like, oh you don't say hi to him in the morning? Still, here is your breakfast on the table.
He is not a man of many words.
But Jake understands you better than you thought.
He knows you're not going to keep the act up for too long.
So he will wait, and continue to shower you with subtle love action that eventually make you feel guilty for ignoring him
BUT
If the reason why you're giving him the silent treatment is because of HIM,
He will do everything to fix it. You will be surprised by how committed he is.
"Baby did I do something to upset you? Déjame compensarte mi amor (let me make it up for you my love)"
Prepare for more kisses and *fun* time with this boi
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channieismyboy · 2 years
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hey i love love love ur headcannons tysm for writing !!!
for a future one, would u like to write about how they would be with a taller s/o ? being 6’0 myself it’s sometimes hard reading fics (not urs !!) where the reader is small and petite 😭😭 thank you !!!
awww tysm!! i love this sm, a lot of my cousins are on the tall side (like 6 to 6'3, i think all the beautiful tall genes went to them and not me smh) i’m sorry it took so long to get back to you on this, but i hope you enjoy it!!!
stray kids with a tall s/o headcanons ♡
bang chan:
first of all i'm sure he would love it that you're taller than him
i think it would make him want to care for you even more (if that makes sense)
like he just thinks that you're too precious and beautiful
and everytime you look down to talk to him, his heart just
melts
i just can't stop thinking about your daily activities with him
it's just too cute
i imagine him always asking you to get things on higher shelves for him
like even is he can reach those items by simply going on his tippy-toes
he would still make you do them (only because he wants to admire you even more iykyk)
minho:
personally, i think mnho would want his s/o on the taller side
that's just my opinion but anyways-
so i think he would really like your height and would praise your beauty for it all the time
he especially would like you're long legs
he just thinks they're so attractive
especially in clothing that show them off
in shorts, tight leggings, shorts
he would simply pass away (in a good way ofc)
like you would catch him always staring at your legs-
(but you like it)
changbin:
girl-
YOU WOULD BE CHANGBIN'S DREAM
he's always going off about height and things like that
so i think just like minho, he would want a taller s/o
except he would always be by your side and never let go of you
i think he would want to hug a lot (notably standing)
he would want to lay his head on your chest all the time
if you ever feel a bit insecure about your height
this mf would not hesitate to shut you up
(ngl i feel like he would gaslight you into liking your height, just because he doesn't understand how you would not like it, when he adores it so much)
hyunjin:
because hyunjin is quite tall, i don't think he would mind looking up at your beautiful face while talking to you
he would only have to lift his head a little (unlike changbin-)
plus i think he would also want a taller s/o cause he has to deal with short people all the time
but anyways
i think he would always want to paint you
i just  imagine him always taking scenery pictures with you in them, because you look so pretty and match the background nicely
so he would end up making sketches of those pictures
han:
i think you wouldn't want to be taller than han
because if you are
this guy would be so annoying with his compliments
like you would just be standing there
and this mf would not shut up about your beauty
also just like bang chan, he would make you do things for him
since your limbs are longer he would make you reach out to get things
and most (if not all the time) they would be too far for you to reach to get
so you would have to get out of your comfortable position to get the item he wants
you get annoyed by this but it's worth it because he looks up at your with his pretty eyes and you cannot help but fall more in love with him
felix:
let me just say this:
COMPARING HAND SIZES WITH HIM
like hyunjin has huge hands and i know almost everyone has seen him and felix compare hands
imagine felix vs your hand
it would be so cute and precious
(help i'm dying)
just like changbin, he would be at your side at all times
just wrapping his arms around your waist 24/7
only letting go when you have to go to the bathroom or something
he can't help it that you're the most gorgeous being he has ever laid his eyes on
he would always look up at you so cutely too smh
seungmin:
okay so for seungmin
i feel like he would find beauty in everyone
and when he laid his eyes on your figure and face
he almost died
he has never seen someone as cute and precious as you he thinks
and when you both got together, he would praise the fuck out of you
like how can you just look down at him so cutely, with your pretty eyes??
he would just love you, and want to feel protect by you always
especially when you hug him
jeongin:
when looking for a partner, jeongin has never thought about height
in fact i think it has to be a requirement for you to be tall for him to like you
so he has never thought about any partner being too tall, or small
so when you both are together, he would just enjoy to be in your loving presence
all in all, jeongin is head over heels for you, and would just want to be with you at all times
(I'm not joking. at. all. times.)
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a/n: hey guys, ik it's been a little while, but i hope you enjoyed this!! anon, i'm sorry it took so long. i have been trying my best, and i really hope you liked this!!!
for anyone who would like to be included in my tags list, just send me a message, or leave a comment!!
i love you all, please make sure to eat, and drink water properly!! <3
@miamyre @luabahngg @flowersiinherhaiir @yourallaround-simp
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Normal, Sparrow, and something about heroes
EDIT: Raised the "read more" cause tumblr wants to make self-rbs a nightmare smh smh
Y'all it's so difficult to write ANYTHING lol fuck... But yeah yeah definitely got some post ep. 30 thoughts. Do need to start with some explanations/clarifications on my general stance regarding Normal which is mostly for the mutuals LOL and they know that so if things appear to lack a bit of context on that front well that's why.
There are some things regarding Norm where I lowkey almost don't want to say anything because I'm sooooo wishy washy myself ahahaha and I feel like I'm definitely gonna end up writing some stuff here and be like "ehhhhhh" later on but what can you do what can you do.
I guess I can at least start by saying that when I say that like, Norm can be self-centered, or prideful, or something to that effect, I am *definitely* not trying to say like "this negates Norm's compassion" or that like, Norm needs to be made to feel bad about that? I hope I'll be able to explain what I mean properly here but, a lot of my feelings regarding Norm's more negative traits do genuinely come from a place of concern for him??
Yes I think Norm can be self-centered, yes I think it comes from a place of loneliness and insecurity, yes I think it bleeds into his actions in a way that can negatively impact both himself and those around him, and yes I think that all of these things make him very very VERY similar to Scary... Is my general stance atm but let me, let me *try* to explain what all that means for me LOL.
I think Norm is a good person. I don't think he's *the most* empathetic or selfless or kind character we've seen in the show, but I also don't think he needs to be, or ever will need to be. He has a good heart (all the teens do, yes that includes Scary, fight me), he *does* care about other people very much, and like the other teens his frustrations are valid and generally pretty justified!
But I think Norm is someone who, perhaps pretty fundamentally, requires a pretty high level of external validation and social acceptance to feel loved, has generally gone most of his life not having that need met outside of his immediate family, and is pretty all-or-nothing and rejection-sensitive when it comes to this validation. I don't think Norm is a bad person for any of these traits (at all), even if it can impact his interactions with others negatively at times. No, above all else, these traits lead me to feel quite concerned and altogether just kinda sad for Norm.
And that's where things get a bit messy. On the one hand, Norm *is* a kind person, with good intentions, and even when I feel most frustrated with his actions, I don't take them as coming from a place of malice or ill-intent. But Norm wants to feel loved so bad, and his conditions for feeling loved (as aforementioned) are very difficult to meet, so, yes, (I do personally feel that) Norm often does, largely without knowing, prioritize this endless search for validation over other things, and having this at the forefront of his mind so frequently does inhibit his ability to truly connect with the people around him and (in many cases) actually *empathize* with them.
The difference- the difference for me between Normal and Linc with regards to Scary isn't whether or not they *care* about Scary. Even if it's a bit old now, I didn't write a whole thing on Normal/Scary and Sparrow/Lark parallels because I don't think Norm cares about Scary. Normal has *absolutely* put a tremendous amount of effort into trying to keep Scary around, to disappointing results that are justifiably frustrating for him. Normal and Linc both care about Scary, the difference for me, and what I just find so spectacular about Linc compared to all the other teens here, is that Linc goes *beyond* himself when he breaks the pic. He's not the first person to care about or try to help Scary, he's just the first person to do so in the way that she actually needs- because his general selflessness allows him to be the first person to actually *understand* Scary. He's not the first person to feel *for* her, he's the first person to feel *with* her. That is... Well I guess that is also to say that when I use the word "empathy" I mean it fairly precisely.
Which also isn't... I'm not trying to knock Normal (or Taylor) in saying this btw. The teens ALL have their strengths and weaknesses, and this was simply a moment that brought out one for Linc and another for Norm (vice versa can has and will be true at other points in time). Normal not being able to do what Linc did here is not something I'm trying to hold against him. With regards to their argument, I genuinely think that they both have plenty of reason to be upset, and ultimately it's all just one big misunderstanding. Still, I do personally think that much of why Norm is so upset with Linc in this scene has not so much to do with Scary nor with the Doodler- but is in fact at least in part Norm feeling rejected by Linc (invalidated, unloved, etc.), and acting out accordingly. Additionally, I think these feelings get in the way of Norm actually being able to understand and appreciate why Linc did what he did. They were both hurt, they both lashed out. I'm not trying to gloss over Linc's part in this either, I'm not saying one of them was right and the other was wrong or that one was mean and the other wasn't, but from what I've seen at least it seems people are almost unanimously siding with Norm on this one without much consideration for the points Linc actually makes here, choosing instead to focus solely on what *Linc's* hurt caused him to say (without acknowledging of course that in Linc's case too it comes from a place of hurt), and that much is a bit frustrating for me admittedly.
I wouldn't have expected or wanted Norm to behave any differently in this scene than he did. I think everything about Norm's behavior makes perfect sense for where he's at, and "where he's at", for me, isn't "selfish kid who doesn't care about other people" it's "scared kid who feels rejected and alone". That said, I think if Norm wants to get any better he, like all the teens, needs to start introspecting a bit more and work on himself.
And when I say that, I'm not saying "Norm is prideful and needs to be more humble" I'm saying, Norm needs to get to a place where he can feel loved, and allow himself to be loved, without it being so all or nothing.
Enter Hero!!! The chosen one! I kinda don't get why some people are just seeing this as Anthony trying to bully Norm rather than a very important opportunity for growth!!!
This feels like a point that could be easily misconstrued, so I'll try to be careful? When I say that Hero being the chosen one is an opportunity for Norm to grow as a person, I am NOT saying in becoming more humble or something like that?? Normal's pride isn't his fatal flaw, it's an afterthought of it, a manifestation of it, a defense mechanism vis a vis his fundamental insecurities, if you will.
Normal, as I see him, is convinced that he will only ever be loved, that he will only ever have "solved" love, when he is validated in absolutes. When he is the most popular boy in school who is friends with everybody. When he's the hero of the story. When he's the chosen one. If part of him sees himself as being without flaw (or the best part of teen high or whatever), it's not because he's some arrogant little brat, it's because he can't imagine himself as being lovable unless he is perfect. He isn't selfish for feeling this way, but from an outside view I think it's fairly easy to say that if Normal continues down that path, he's never going to get where he needs to go.
Hero being the chosen one, not Normal, gives Normal an opportunity to learn (or at least start to learn) that his perceived prerequisites for love (of himself) are false. Normal doesn't have to be the hero of the story. He doesn't have to be a hero. He doesn't have to be Hero, it's enough to just be Normal.
Sooooo... I think it's pretty ironic that... Upon learning that Hero is the chosen one.... So many people have jumped the gun and assumed that this means... Sparrow doesn't love Normal.
HAHA THAT'S RIGHT THIS WAS ABOUT SPARROW ALL ALONG YOU THOUGHT I WAS DONE TALKING ABOUT THIS MAN NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER
But seriously, wow, it pains me sometimes how little faith people have in Sparrow. Hero is "the chosen one"... So every single time Sparrow has relayed how much he loves Norm goes down the drain?? At a most basic level folks, your child can be unplanned and still be loved, actually. Some might even say that that's... normal.
But do you get what I'm trying to say here? The assumptions much of the fandom has made about Sparrow and his love exactly reflect the toxic trains of thought that will probably be plaguing Normal's mind and feeding into his insecurities as the whole Hero thing develops?? And these insecurities (and again false prerequisites for love) are exactly what Normal needs help working through???
But let's move away from the Norm side of things a little bit, cause the assumptions being made about Sparrow currently are much more vast than this.
Let's make something clear. We don't know Sparrow's side of the story. We don't know Lark's side of the story. And of course, we don't know Rebecca's side either. We don't know if Rebecca did or didn't know about the prophecy. It seems that at this point in time, the spouses have had their memories erased. *Not necessarily* the case, but I genuinely can't fathom a scenario in which Cassandra somehow doesn't notice that the father of her child is always kind of a little bit on fire- and conspiracy theorist Rebecca to me also might hint at the fact that at some earlier point in time she would have known more about what's going on? But that's purely speculation, obviously.
So why are we suddenly so sure of Sparrow's intentions, feelings, and *role* in bringing Hero into the world?
I... Well I've been reluctant to bring this up even though the notion has been an itch in my mind since yesterday, but eventually you see enough upsetting Sparrow posts that someone needs to step up and offer something new I guess.
So... Allow me to suggest that, Sparrow being against the idea of having a child purely to fulfill a prophecy, and refusing to partake, actually makes *more* sense.
Most especially, if Sparrow was adamantly against going through with such a plan, we now have the most sound and in-character reason so far to explain... Why Lark slept with Rebecca.
(*gasp*)
As I see it anyways! Because, yeah, it's always felt like a weird elephant in the room, and I don't really feel satisfied with the existing theories at all! Someone with as strong as a resolve as Lark sleeps with the wife of the person who means more to him than anyone cause... He was horny? Or maybe as part of some strange convoluted ploy to push Sparrow away? I'm not saying these aren't still valid possibilities, and I'm not saying that this theory I'm proposing is what happened, really it's an assumption based on an assumption, but nevertheless I think it would make a lot of sense honestly.
(More specifically, what I'm suggesting is Sparrow not wanting to go through with the plan, Lark seeing it as a necessary evil to deal with the Doodler- and we know how hellbent Lark is on dealing with the Doodler, and accordingly "doing what needed to be done", as he is one to do, of course at Sparrow and at least in theory Hero's expense.)
This would also make sense of a lot of Sparrow's more extreme behaviors towards Normal, particularly the question of his name. Through this lens, it was perhaps an affront towards Lark (and possibly Rebecca??), an assertion to the effect of "no, you will not do this again, this child will not be doomed to be a hero". This, or something less aggressive but in a similar vein.
Of course this puts Normal and Sparrow at fundamental odds with one another! Er, despite being so very very similar which isn't what this post is about but still... Anyhoo, yes, there is an important conflict at play here, wherein Normal, as we discussed earlier, sees being the hero (the chosen one, what have you) as the only way to solve love, to be loved- and Sparrow who, more than anything else, doesn't want anymore heroes in the family, because he loves his family, and what happened with Henry... Can't happen again.
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That's not me
I hate looking at the mirror. I don't understand what i see in it, it always changes form and look. It's so weird. Came back from school and looked at the mirror. That wasn't me. It doesn't even look like the me i usually see, that i hate. The me i saw looked even uglier. It's so hard to not understand how you look like. I don't know how i look. I'm insecure about it, and it makes me lose so many opportunities. I always try to comfort myself, thinking "oh but maybe that's not the way you see yourself, after all cameras and mirrors distorts in some way reality!". That's what everyone thinks. That's what everyone says. But if that could apply to me, those people wouldn't mock me.
I hate them so much. It's really all their fault, no matter how i look at it. If they didn't laugh at me, I'd be maybe able to or better at taking compliments. Their sarcastic "you're so pretty" are ruining me. Because of them, when people tell me that genuinely and honestly, i find it hard to believe. If some people say I'm cute, and some others taunt me, how am i supposed to feel about myself?
It's so hard loving yourself when you initially do not, and people worsen it. Why is it me that should be targeted if I'm already not doing alright? Why can't they choose someone able to stand anything at all??
I hate my body. And I'm starting to hate it even more. I'm so thin, my breasts are almost inexistent. I don't understand the shape of my nose. I feel like my eyes are divergent, but they're not. Sometimes i feel like my lips are too small. Sometimes it feels like they're big. Sometimes my head is triangular. Sometimes round. Sometimes oval. My jawline is sharp, and soft at the same time. I don't understand anything at all.
I miss having boys crushing over me, in elementary school. I don't know what went wrong. Did something even go wrong? I want to know at least if all this worry is only a delusion. Why do i look so different from when i was 5?
My mom showed me an old picture of me and said "oh! See how pretty you were?" I know she didn't mean to sound bad, she didn't even notice it. But I'm sure she did feel it deep down. I wish i could stop worrying about all that. I wish i was perfect. There's nothing good about me. I'm thin. I barely have any breasts. I don't have a pretty voice. I'm not intelligent. I'm not good at speaking. I don't have a personality that anyone would go for or one that would compensate all the other flaws. All i do is listen to music, complain and draw. I'm not even good at art, and anyway art isn't real, being an artist is not a positive trait, it's only a way to escape reality, as we are not satisfied with it.
I wish i was like those stupid girls online who post their "I'm just a girl🎀" bs. They're pretty and they know it, so whatever how much they're toxic, weird or creepy,, it doesn't matter. They're popular and have many friends but act like they're weird. Romanticizing "weird kids". They're attention seekers, aren't they? I am too, and I'm not ashamed to say it, I'm desperate for any kind of attention. But they're not just that, they're whores!!!! I hate most girls. I could say i hate women. If they didn't exist, i wouldn't have to compare myself to them everyday. But i wish i was like them so i could carelessly be a bitch and get away with everything because I'd be pretty!!!!! They start ignoring you once you don't entertain them anymore smh. And beware of the trans people that overly use ":3" and "I'm just a girl 🎀" while saying they're NOT female. Like... Where's the logic in that? It's not even funny. And they have such a huge victim complex. They'd affirm that they have "abandonment and attachment issues" then leave you for no reason, without any justification and still believe they're the victim.
I wish i could be raped. That way I'd be sure that at least one person finds me attractive, no matter their age. I just want a male to say I'm pretty and to take care of me.
But i can't, because all the boys are already stolen by them sluts. Even when their single, they wouldn't even consider you as an option because their standards are oh so high.
Life is unfair, really unfair!!!!!!!!! is jacking off the only way to escape from this nightmare??!?!?
why do i have to be so stupiddddddddddddd!!!!!!!!!!!!!rr
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smimon · 6 months
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Continuing the hugging series with a vent post about insecurities because of course I have to make it weird smh
I hug with my hands closed into fists.
I have noticed that almost everyone hugs with their hands open, grabbing the hugged person's back, bringing them closer, sharing warmth. It makes me wonder if something's wrong with me.
I don't do it on purpose, it's an instinct.
When I'm hugging, I focus entirely on the other person, and barely even notice what I'm doing. But when I notice, my hands are already fists.
Why is it? I guess it comes from fear. I am scared of myself and I am scared of others. I hide my claws to not accidentally scratch the other person, I clench my fists in case a fight starts. Or rather my body does this, it happens without my conscious choice.
Could it be that I genuinely need and want hugs, and at the same time my body is not entirely convinced?
I won't stop hugging people, I don't care, but I'm slightly scared someone might take offense that I use my fists instead of open hand. What can I do? No idea. Please accept my weird confused hugs. I can't guarantee they will ever change.
(To be fair, I know how I could possibly work on that, I can simply bring a "free hugs" sign to a convention and practise with fandom people. But with my shyness I would probably need a companion by my side and sadly no one wants to go to conventions with me :( should have thought about it while we were all still young and free of responsibilities)
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boiledhotdogwater · 7 months
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Hey! I stumbled accused your account and I was wondering if I could possibly have a Jujutsu Kaisen matchup! Thank you so much!
Gender: Gender-fluid (AFAB and I use all pronouns)
Mtmbi or whatever it’s called-: INTP
Personally:
I’m a little silly and I’m really friendly but I’m actually really anxious around people. Despite that I can get along with anyone! I am pretty self conscious and insecure but I compensate for it with humor, although I do tend to stray away from self deprecating humor. I hate going out by myself but I will if I have to. I’m unintentionally loud and I’m pretty hyper in general. I talk a lot and sometimes I can say son disturbing things. I usually don’t get how weird the stuff I say is but I don’t say anything that could actually offend anyone and if I do, I am quick to apologize and take note of people’s triggers. I’m pretty blunt but not in a mean way. I speak my mind, but not in the way where I just insult people. I’m overall pretty optimistic and bubbly and I’m quick to help people if I can. I have ADHD, OCD, anxiety, depression and all that other fancy stuff, uhhh. Sorry I don’t know what else to put. Thank you! Have a great day and sorry if I said too much! Thanks again!
A/N: was gonna set you with yuuji but I was worried that it would be too predictable smh !! same with the bluntness tbh except I go the extra step and insult people
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For Jujutsu Kaisen I match you with…
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Toge Inumaki!
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- The two of you would be peas in a pod! Toge would honestly probably find you hilarious. You mentioned you talk a lot, and he would probably really like that due to his somewhat silent nature
- Toge cares about how others feel and does what he can to help others (as seen with how he was with Yuuta when Yuuta first showed up), so he would definitely admire how much you care about other peoples feelings and how you are sure to not say the wrong thing!
- His silent nature helps balance out your outgoing ways, and he helps you with making sure you don’t accidentally say anything too wild! He also really cares about making sure you are ok in regards to mental health; he cares deeply for you and only wants the best for you! He is extremely loyal and hates to see his people hurting
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boxwinebaddie · 3 months
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uncleeeee nina hihihi omg i was so into ur pep fic for a long tiime during the peak of my sp hyperfixation phase but then in classic adhd fashion it just poofed away out of nowhere and put itself in the backburner of my mind + school had started smh but now it's lowk coming back so i went and finally read ur rem(ember) fic yesterday and it's literally so good i'm obsessed i've already reread it twice and drowned myself in all the content you've written on tumblr abt them !! also tell me why idk when i was reading like i just feel like that one meme with the guy that's in the period aisle asking what size pussy you wear would apply to jerseykyle buying pads for ravenstan lmao they just give me those vibes for some reason ?? anywayyyy i wish u well and i hope you're taking care of urself !! <3
aaaaaaah!!! hi friend! it's nice to see a familiar face ( haha anon joke ) in my inbox! i think it's so lovely when i get messages from people who read peppermint -- and decided to stick around!!! ur so sweet! thank you for enduring my psychosis and sorry that i had the boys fight and never resolved it. but u know what? the pep boys do not fight on here and i just had ravesey break up do it instead! ur so welcome! xx
also, while i am personally glad to hear you're back...i'm also sorry ur hyperfixation came back: welcome back to hell, baby! but aaaaaaa i get so EXCITED when people message me about liking remember! when i tell you i was nervous as all fuck to post that fanfic because i thought it was way too weird...but the reception for rm has been overwhelming positive, like u guys have been so stoked on it!!! <3 ;-;
like, when i tell y'all over the past week i have accumulated like over like closer to fifteen different anons about rm related topics? AAAA which, i'm so sorry ( or ur welcome, i suppose? ) that there's so much rm on your dashboard especially if u just followed me bc rp is gods sweet angel and keeps shouting me out on her blog and u wanna be polite and also apease the style whumpshot princess of pain. i get it.
but yeeeeah i gotta get through all those anons and then some and by some i mean A LOT so again...sorry if ur seeing a lot of that content but also...i personally love the jersey raven merger. <3333
ALSO!!!!!!! THE FACT THAT UR ENJOYING MY TUMBLR CONTENT MAKES ME LITERALLY SO HAPPY!!!!! AAAAHHH ITS MY FAVE!!! tbh i got really insecure abt it and thought i was being annoying or answering the asks really weird ( rip uncle neens inferiority complex ) so thats why they get privated...smh. again i'm trying not to do that! and knowing you are enjoying ur bonus content is so wonderful. i adore adore adore you my darling! thank you for reading. mWAH!
BROOOO!!! *jersey vc* STAHP IT!!! thats WAAAY too real!!! also best boyfriend award jerseykyle like i love him so much like idc if he's scary and mean to everyone else he is sooo nice to ravenstan <333 which is saying something bc raven is crAnky on his period lmaoo.
like i'm not sure if you read that ask where i was talking about how crimson dawn got their name and its an insane joke abt ravenstan being on his period and when u feel homicidal rage sakhdld i love blood moon sm. but i bet u anything that kyle watched that interview where he was talking about it and fucking and brought stan that fucking ice cream that he was talking about them being out of at the store and also brought taco bell and ibuprofen...i love you. jersey is literally so wonderful istg, he is my angel. MWAH JERSEY!
but uhhhh i made myself hella sad bc i was thinking abt the drabble i was writing where they FOOKIN BREAK UP!!!!! :((( I HATE MY LIFE and ravenstan takes kyle in and theyre talking. theres this part where kyle is like what are u doing here btw u have a show? and hes like i had to cancel it bc i feel like awful and jersey is like...is it the drinking?
( like excuse me kyle u are not entitled to that information...but also that break up definitely caused a massive ravenstan manic bipolar episode and he relapsed and started drinking again....BOOOOO!!!! ) anyways! stan is like no its actually bc i'm not drinking haha you know how those first couple of days are for me and kyle is like :((( ( boooo ) but anyways stans like but tbh the withdrawls are nothing i'm on my fucking period and i want to d*e...again sdhlks smh and kyle is like OOOOF Oh Fuck i forgot to pick up take--and then stops and is like well i guess someone else has gotta pick you up takeout and pain medication and taco bell huh? ;-; and tries to laugh but...rip
but also goddamnit kyle does that man look like hes entertaining gentleman callers wearing ur freaking underwear and sweatshirt and listening to ur sadie hawkins first dance song on vinyl?? like??? hello?
anyways...too real, but no fr, like kyle was really like -squints- i am so confused...excuse me random gentleman...i am lost dksahasd also i want you to know he bought every size aslkhdsalkds i'm crying.
-uncle nina, jerseykyle stan
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antisocialite83 · 11 months
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One of my guilty pleasures is watching popular shows AFTER the popularity is all gone. For example, I’m watching #Scandal. Like, THE OLIVIA POPE(!!!) for the first time ever. Don’t get me wrong, I know the outline. However, since there are no such thing as #spoilers (my opinion bc I’ve never “heard” a description that EVER does a film justice), something always gets left out. I have to see the story unfold for myself. I like to fill in my own blanks.
THIS SHOW IS GOOD!!!!
Wow. #OliviaAndFitz are actually the least interesting thing happening on this show lol. There’s always some unbelievable actual scandal going on. So far, I’ve made it into the second season and jeez! It’s free smoke for everybody. They be reading each other for fiiiiiilth!!!(I especially HATE how condescending and downright mean #Cyrus is to James). Also, is Olivia Pope a republican!?! Cuz, what!? But not surprising.
So far I really like Olivia and Cyrus’ odd couple friendship. Huck and Olivia are better friends tho. I can tell their relationship is more intimate, less transactional. lol Even when they’re pissed with each other, they’re still fiercely loyal. I hope he gets to be with his family again. The callous way Charlie tried to break him(#752 🥹), I hope he die real slow. Somebody gon have to pop his ass. I can’t believe I’m only on season 2. Speaking of which, I’ve just gotten to where Eli Pope reveals himself to Cyrus. Olivia doesn’t know…yet. Looking forward to that. Most importantly, it seems like everybody run the White House EXCEPT the president. Specifically, #Mellie, Olivia, and Cyrus.
This is def not everything I’ve noticed/seen BUT I am getting sleepy, finally(!). My sleep’s been better these past couple of nights. I guess political dramas lull me 😂😂😂. I’m glad to have another insomnia treatment.
Oh yeah, Fitz is a immature DICK. Even tho I’m only on S2, something tells me that will be consistent throughout the series.
Finally have made it to season 6. Lemme just once again say, THIS IS A GOOD ASS SHOW!!!!
Also, every character needs therapy.
More importantly, can Lauren, the President’s secretary, PLEASE get some props. She the least corrupted person on the show.
First of all, so glad Olivia and Fitz did not get a happy ending. They didn’t deserve it. Cyrus really got what was coming to him and it was sad but also not really. Too much blood on his hands AND he’s a deadbeat/absentee father!!!! Like, he had no concern about Ella at all. Too busy scheming smh.
Abby is a dick. Lowkey, and now majorly highkey you can see how envious/resentful she is of Olivia. That can happen when you feel indebted to someone. Also, take Olivia off the pedestal lol cuz she def be fuxking up to. Fitz is painfully…MEDIOCRE. And also co-dependent. Like he can’t function without a women around men…managing him. I can’t believe how corrupt this firecr**ch ass bitch became. Also, tho if these the same people who have manage to (somewhat)muzzle Rowan, then I get it. The scary lady who’s name i don’t know, is the actress who plays the mom in #YoungSheldon lmao seeing Mary Cooper be a badass is sendiiiiing me 😂😂😂. “Ms. Majorie Ruland”, and ole boy really knew how to tap into Abby’s insecurities.
RIP HUCK!!!! 🥺😡🥺🥺 …..sike! That was a damn good plot twist. But my boy should stick to his guns. A lesson in trusting your instincts. Had Olivia not started questioning her most loyal friend, I don’t think this would’ve happen. But I knew that girl was a weirdo. And he did to. Of course tho, Olivia couldn’t see the forest for the trees. At least not when it comes to her father.
Season 7!!!!
Mellie is president! And a damn good one. Quinn and Charlie being badass vigilante murderers, who make a kid 🥹🥹🥹>>>>>. That damn Cyrus ain’t NEVA leaving the White House. He should have his own wing atp. Seeing Olivia become Eli is cray. She don’t even wear white anymore!!! But Noir Olivia does have much better hair. Lol. I’m so glad Abby is back in the also(it’s lowkey still fuck her tho). I feel like Olivia is gonna snap. And I’m so ready.
Curtis > Jake > Fitz.
Overall : 4/5 ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
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r0-boat · 1 year
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{chatting}
Hey, r0.
I know I don’t really interact a whole lot, mostly due to nerves, but I want to join in with everyone else in support of you and your amazing writing.
That anon is nothing but a coward and a dick; I’ll bet good money they’re either trying to combat their own insecurities, or their only form of emotional fulfillment is putting others down. Or both. It’s fucking sad. They also don’t seem to know that talent and skill are different things. They overlap, yeah, but talent is latent while skill is developed. Writers never stop honing their skill, turning any natural talent they may have into a fine edge through practice.
Which is exactly what you do whenever you write.
Anon wants to make implications about how talented they are? Anyone that brags like that usually has a dull-edged “skill,” with no ability to learn or grow or accept feedback. The very fact that you continually engage with your readers and talk about and encourage expansion on your ideas just proves my point.
You’re growing your skill by constantly working at it. All writers are forever a work in progress, that’s just the nature of art. And there’s never, ever anything shameful about it.
You’re ridiculously creative, and the fact that you come up with so many amazing aus - that everyone absolutely adores - is a testament to that. (Gonna use myself as an example, but I lost my mind when you first started following me. Like, the r0 was following me. One of the heaviest hitters in the fandom circle. And then you sent in the request for the drabble with Cole and??? I was being trusted with your oc???? And now bee!mas?! You have no idea how honored I am about both of those- still!)
So yeah. Sorry that… got so rambly. You’re great. Your writing is great, your ideas are great, and we all love talking to you and seeing everything you see fit to share with us. I hope your day gets better from here. 💕
~Spark💥
(Also, wtf, the discord is just a place for fun and mutual support; it’s not a damn business conference., we wouldn’t be there if we didn’t enjoy it. Smh, anon just doesn’t like seeing other people have fun. 🙄)
Spark this really means a lot to me thank you.
This community is genuinely really kind and extremely creative and helpful.
But don't sell yourself to spark you're writing is immaculate, and I wish I had the skill you do.
( I'm not going to lie I really do like my Discord the way it is currently, my Discord is very chill and isn't really chaotic as other discords I was in before)
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ramrage · 1 year
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fic concept: "dear simon"
ive been playing with the idea of writing a fic but it's told entirely through the pages of soap's journal, which have at some point become a collection of letters to ghost. of course he's never going to give them to ghost. he just needs a way to puzzle out their interactions because ghost is a cryptic pain in the ass and does he hate me or like me what's going on?
it definitely is chock full of limitations, but were i able to work around them and somehow make it benefit the narrative, it would be electric. the "truth" wouldn't matter or exist at all. it would be limited to soap's perception, colored by overthinking and shame/embarrassment despite trying to write something completely honest and for his eyes only.
shit i wrote at 3am below the cut. any suggestions/crit/feedback would be GREAT (plsplspls)
Dear Simon,
Yer never gonna read this. I’ll probably take a match to it when I’m done because yer a sneaky bastard and writing all this makes me feel like a cunt. I take to my journal, have been forever, to make my thoughts more real, yknow? not sure why i’m explaining myself to ye like yer ever gonna read it…
You’ve been getting on my last bleeding nerve, is the thing. Not like yer doin anything out of the ordinary for yerself. just the normal mysterious, aloof, fucken terrifying thing you do. with the stupid mask. fucken. i just didn’t know that /your thing/ also involved making fucken shite jokes bein endearing not as terrifying as i took ye fer. and that’s grand, except when you’re not being that way and i’m left to wonder how things went tits up.
i remember meeting you. they told me ye were some big scary fucker, and ye were, jesus, but i wanted to crack ye. after graves turned and left us to claw outta las almas, i thought i was. i didnae think ye’d wait for me, didnae think ye’d be in my ear with some of the most shite jokes i’d ever heard, but ye were. made me wanna push ye. see yer limits. i’ll be honest, i was full on with callin ye a good ol boy and tellin ye to take yer mask off. sorry bout that. but ye coulda shut me up and i know ye wouldnae struggle to. so i thought i found a boundary.
but you’ve been short with me all week. today, ye fucking head case, i do nothin more than nudge ye in the gym, tell ye yer liftin light + ye come at me like ye got a stick up yer arse. not even a quip back. whatdye say? some bullshite about respecting your superiors, /mactavish/. ye didnae strike me as a man who gave a quarter shite about vanity lifting and ye still don’t. im probably making somethin outta nothin and i dinnae ken why i even give a damn, give a damn enough to write it out like a wee fucken lovesick school girl, but here i am. i’ve not cared about people liking me for bleedin ages. and people tend to like me, no? charming and handsome bastard that i am.
maybe i don like thinking i can’t figure you out. yer rank pulling stunt has me wanting to punch the head clean off ye, but i still think i can crack ye. it’d do ye some good, lt. i told ye as much in las almas, and i meant it. not sure if ye got it, though.
well. i’ve not got anything left to tell ye, not today, and my hands are cramping somethin awful so i’ll sign off. until next time, ye jackarse.
J
notes to the readers that might exist:
in addition to literally any feedback you have, i have some specific questions about bits im particularly unhappy with/insecure about. but dw bout being too harsh or honest, i was in writing workshops (you wouldnt be able to tell smh) with liberal arts students with something to prove so my skin has been thickened yk. if by the grace of god you wanna beta pls lmk and ill have a child just so i can give you my firstborn xx
how do we feel about the strikethroughs? personally i think they can help me say shit that i want the reader to know but dont think johnny completely means or is ready to say
should i push details like that which reinforce that this is written by hand? like shorthand, writing + instead of "and"
i put slashes around things that i would otherwise italicize bc that's what i do when i journal. does it work? what would work better?
should the entries include dates?
how severely does it sound like an american trying to sound scottish lol? lmk what works/doesn't work im dying out here
i have an idea for the last chapter (despite not having a plot) and tbh it's predictable as hell but it could be zesty (;
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houseofpendragons · 1 year
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Thoughts on Teen Wolf the Movie while watching it pt.2
And the flashbacks hurt
Speaking of flashbacks, Derek punched through half a stone pillar in one go during season 2 so Scott wtf my guy. Ur a True Alpha, I thought that meant u were supposed to be better than everyone else "I'm stronger, I'm faster, I'm better" (think that's from the boys lol)
awww reunion 👏
Yeah I'm with Lydia, I wouldn't be too keen on looking at the sword that murdered my bestie either
why you not want Melissa to know ur here. Boy if you don't bring ur mom some dinner, she works very hard
Ofc it's a muscle girl it's ur damn vocal cords
Lmao Jackson is me. That pizza looks good, also I wish he had stayed for more season, I'm a firm believer that he was really supposed to be Peter's son and Malia is just made up of what his and Cora's storyline would've been had the actors stayed
Should've brought Ethan with you
Okay so wtf is going on w/ Jackson? is he werewolf or kanima bc all we see him use are kanima stuff now but at the end of season 2 he was full werewolf. Also like didn't they explain in like season 5 that it's supposed to be impossible to be two things and that's why the chimera's were such a big deal? Smh, really wish Colton had stuck around so this was explained but I respect his decision to leave
"Well it looks like a tree" Def would've been him in season 3
Wish they had just rebuilt the Hale house
"it was coming loose anyways" lies 😂😂
he broke alot of laws 😬
boy really just said "well I'll just change my name" like by doing that it'll alter his DNA 😭
Poor kid is so insecure about being a werewolf, maybe he's scared he'll be a failwolf like Scott. Nah but in all honesty the Hale's were like wolf royalty so that would be a lot of pressure to live up to. Plus I wouldn't love losing control of myself and being hunted down
Malia making me think of Dany "take off your clothes"
Derek trying so hard. You're doing great sweetie 👍
Love how Parrish just has a uniform already prepared
Also feel like if Malia had to have a love interest it should've been a woman
When ur fuck buddy decides he wants a relationship 😬
Why she so weirded out by relationship when they already act like a couple...
No explanation for Scolia break up. One is an incident, two is a coincidence, three's a pattern. are we gonna get enough for a warrent, what's after four?😭😂
"I missed you" "I missed you too" "No you didn't" "Okay, I wanted to" Believe it or not that's progress😂 Malia you know for a fact that you have developed better emotional skills, you've been human for like 14 years now and Lydia was one of ur best friends
"It's kind of awkward to see you" Should've been Kira telling Scott that. Or Allison could've said that to Kira, would've been and interesting love triangle if Scott and Kira were still together. Who would y'all have wanted to end up together had that happend in the movie, Scallion or Skira?
Don't y'all remember how impossible that thing is to find? Like y'all legit had to sacrifice yourselves last time to find it
How did Nogi get in Chris? We've got enough for a warrent people, Jeff we're coming for you jkjk
So it was that simple to get it out...why didn't we do that the first time? Ooo could've made it like that time when all the werewolves got possessed and tried to kill eachother bc of all the flies, but this time Chris does and its not the Nogitsune (well it is but u know what I mean)
Ur not even gonna try and catch Nogi...okay then
Malia you couldn't pick up on ur cousin's scent? Speaking of, Derek you didn't here your son jump out that window?
"you got got big" yea that's what happens to kids when a shit ton of years pass Scott 🤦‍♀️
So sleepwalking is just a sign of upcoming transformation? Huh, I just always thought Peter was controlling Scott some how, but cool I want to know more about the born wolves! We should all petition Paramount + to make a Hale prequel
The screamer😳 that sounds like a bad porn name
Malia acting like she found it😂
Eli's so slow to take the hint, he's so adorable and so much like me
Them saying don't tell Derek bc it's personal like um nah it's cause he'd say it's a bad idea
I feel like a blood sacrifice should've been made to wake up the nemeton again bc it goes dormant after a few years when nothing happens to it as we've seen countless times before, also this is necromancy so it should be a darker ritual. Like the ground where she died & the weapon that killed her is great but there should've been more steps & it should've been more complicated. If there's anything I've learned from the numerous fantasy shows I've watched is that magic like that always comes with a price
Cool ritual overall though, love how they almost got sucked into the nemeton
All this magic making Malia hungry, me too grl me too
I also love how it wasn't automatic, it took a few seconds. Maybe it would've been better though if she didn't come back to after they actually left and so Harris finds her without her memories and manipulates her by lying to her. Meanwhile the pack is grieving again and questioning why it didn't work
Also I forgot to say this, when Mr. Harris popped up in Liam & Hikari's restaurant I immediately thought "Ariana what are you doing here?😂"
Love how Allison came out looking 30, with her hair having grown out, and her makeup and nails done. Sis was really at the spa, not Bardo 💅 why y'all interrupted her, she was on a much needed spa retreat bc dying is so stressful
Also why didn't we just use this ritual to bring other people back?
Is she alive though, or is she still in just a state between life and death,, what if now her physical body us here but part of her subconscious is still over there? *gasp* then maybe we can talk to other ghosts through her if she gives up control of her body sometimes. Omg that would be a coll concept for another movie, someone taking over her subconscious
Now Malia's bout to pop a wheelie, seems like she still sucks at driving
Hey mama McCall's a doctor now!
Seems like she wasn't very suprised at some of the gang being back in town
I feel like the glow from the nemeton should've been just a black mist to represent the Nogitsune instead of the just green that kinda reminded me of the ghost riders; also I thought he needed a host?
should've made Allison his host so that they'd have a harder time killing him bc of the emotional damage
Imma add to the plot I made up earlier🤪 Allison comes back after Scott, lydia, and Malia leave and Mr.Harris gets her and manipulates her right, right, well then he gets the Nogitsune to possess her but she doesn't know it. Sometimes she's her, and sometimes she's not, but regardless she doesn't have all of her memories
Pt. 2 - 5
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