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channieismyboy · 10 months

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ʚ sunset love ɞ

{chan x reader}

ʚɞ‎ synopsis: chan treats you to a romantic riverside date in the evening.

ʚɞ‎ genre/warnings: pure fluff

ʚɞ | masterlist | wc: 1.3k |

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"Keep your eyes closed," your dear boyfriend Chan said to you in a tender voice. It was pretty easy to follow his instructions since you are currently wearing a blindfold, because Chan said you might cheat and open your eyes. He's right, that's why you agreed, not wanting to ruin the hard work your lover had put in to surprise you on your three-year anniversary.

You hear the blinker turn on in the car, it has been about a 30-minute drive so far. You wish you could see anything but black. Chan's smooth hand on your thighs helps you relax; it glides up and down every now and then and he gives you a loving squeeze. The music in the background and Chan's graceful hums to the lyrics are also enjoyable.

You ponder on what the surprise he had scheduled might entail. Perhaps a fancy picnic? Or maybe a special hotel he had booked for the two of you? He did say to dress nice, and it is almost late in the evening, maybe it's a fancy dinner date? There are too many thoughts in your head on what Chan could surprise you with, and the curiosity is slowly making you impatient.

A few more minutes pass, still Chan doesn't reveal his secret. Even after all the interrogating you imposed on him, his lips are sealed tight. However, the car stops, and you hear the noise of Chan unbuckling his and your seatbelts. He leaves the vehicle and opens your door. He guides you outside, holding onto your waist as you both walk.

"Alright darling, you can take off the blindfold." Chan says, not letting go of you.

you take it off gently, and keep your eyes closed until the very second. When you open them, you are in awe of the beautiful scenery. The sun is almost starting to set, beautiful dark green thick pine trees cover the small river. Rays of sunlight create a dazzling colour on the small wooden rowboat right in front of you and Chan.

You face Chan with a large smile, and open your arms to embrace him enthusiastically. "Do you like it?" Chan says while laying his head on yours. As if you wouldn't enjoy such a lovely anniversary present from the man you love.

You look up at Chan, "I love it so much Channie. This is perfect, I can't believe you did this for me."

"I just wanted to make a few lasting memories with you, because I love you so much, and will never stop." Chan says that with such sincerity, it almost makes you want to tear up.

"Now c'mon, get in, I'll row the boat," Chan says while helping you get situated in the small boat. You feel like you're going to slip any second, but you know Chan would save you from falling.

You both begin to move; you each admire the forest that encloses the river. You even pass by a family of adorable ducks, stopping to take photos of their cuteness and squeal at them. You and Chan then arrive at what seems like the middle of the lake.

You can't help but smile to yourself while admiring Chan. He looks so handsome; you have to stop yourself from blushing a little. He's wearing a white shirt, that almost looks pastel blue due to the sunset. His sleeves are rolled up, and a few buttons are undone, some strands of hair cover his face slightly, you push them away. He’s truly the epitome of beauty in your eyes.

As for yourself, Chan can't stop admiring the way the sun glistens on your face. Illuminating your eyes, and shining on your glossy hair. He adores the pastel dress you worse today, and how it compliments his own outfit so elegantly. To him, you're the only person he truly finds beautiful.

"You look so beautiful y/n. I can't believe I’m lucky enough to be in your presence. Let alone be dating you for a three years." Chan states honestly. You blush and beam at his words. Chan never fails to amaze you, he's always the best at showing his adoration for you, it really makes you feel loved.

"You look beautiful chan. You're prettier than the sunset, and the most charming man in the world," you say to your lover.

Chan looks away for a second, his face is turning the same colour as yours. He extends his arm, making a cute grabby motion to make you hold his hand. You do just that. Taking his hand with both of yours. Caressing it, and playing with his fingers.

"I really appreciate this chan. I will genuinely cherish this for forever," you say. You feel tears form, but you choose not to let the out. You don't want to cry during this enchanting moment, you don't want to ruin it.

Chan notices this, and takes you into his hold. Taking a comforting hand and rubbing it back and forth on your back.

"I will also cherish this moment forever. I love you so much y/n," Chan says.

"I love you too Channie, I will always love you," you sate while leaning towards his hold. A few minutes go by, you both begin to converse about sweet nothings. Happily watching as the sun slowly goes down. It's still light enough though, the sky is now a pretty colour of gold.

Which reminds you, you also have a gift for Chan on your three-year anniversary. You sit up now, and go to sit across from him. He looks at you, questioning your actions. His face has curiosity written all over it.

You pull out a small box, and look at Chan dearly. "I also have a gift for you. Well technically it's for us. Anyway," you pause and open the box to reveal two rings inside. They are two white gold rings with interlocking bands. "I got these for us, they're promise rings. I know that they are simple but-"

You get caught off by Chan, "I love them y/n. But, I actually," he trails off and pulls out a velvet box identical to yours, and opens it to reveal the exact same gift you had gotten him. "I also got these for us." You laugh a little not knowing what quite to say at the predicament. You each laugh for a little, then Chan speaks.

"I guess we are a little too similar," he laughs.

"I think so too. I guess we're going to have to return a pair," you say.

"I can't believe you beat me to it, I was going to do the promise ring thing," Chan says playfully teasing you.

"Hey, you got the boat thing. Let me have the rings at least," you huff back.

Chan nods to what you say and holds his hands up in the air, "alright alright, you got me there," he says simply.

By the end of the night, Chan and you are holding hands and wearing your promise rings as you both gaze up at the sky. Chan kisses the finger that the ring is on, and you reciprocate with your own. You both get into the car together at the end of the night, your love for each other being even stronger than before.

a/n: hey guys, this was inspired by what chan had said in one of his lives of a date on a rowboat. i was so moved by it that i just had to write a oneshot of him and the reader together. ahhh, hope you like it!!!

𐐪 please do not copy, repost, translate, or upload this post and/or any of my content/posts on other websites or profiles that aren’t associated with me without my consent, without notifying me beforehand, and/or without any credit, thank you. 𐑂

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channieismyboy · 10 months

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are u on a hiatus

hii!! just wanted to answer this cause i've been getting this question a lot lately.

i am not on hiatus, however i am really busy these days. i'm trying to write as much as possible and work on requests, it will take a while.

please try to understand, i am doing my best, and thank you so much for asking me, i really appreciate your concern!!

#channieismyboy #thank youuu <333

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channieismyboy · 10 months

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Are you continuing Chanel chance? I had recently went through my reblogs and haven’t seen and update so I was wondering if I missed anything 😞

hii!!

so i wanted to say, i am so sorry for not updating you quickly!! i have multiple drafts saved up for them, however for a period of time i was considering not continuing the story. i wa just not enjoying the plot as much.

long story short, yes i will be updating chanel chance. i am gonna try my best to update it, it will take a while though. i'm sorry for the wait!!

#channieismyboy #anon #anon request #hope this helps!!

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channieismyboy · 10 months

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stray kids as your boyfriend

{ot8!skz x f!reader}

ღ genre: smut | bf!skz's kinks | masterlist ღ

ღ warnings: skz are slight pervs, oral fixation, oral (m rec.), public sex, toys, fingering in public, praise, hand kink, fingering, handjob, edging, orgasm control, mirror sex, wc: 1.8k | 18 + minors dni | ღ

a/n: this is a thank you for over 1k followers!! i appreciate you all and i hope you enjoy this, as it is my thank you present!!

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bang chan: size kink

chan always has to be holding or touching you in some sort of way. and his favourite way to hold onto your form is by engulfing you into his for hours. chan may not be all that tall, but he makes up for it with his broad frame. he enjoys that no matter anything, you will always be smaller than him. he would also be lying if he said this size difference didn't get to him in a lustful way.

chan on many occasions has gotten a slight boner while you both are innocently cuddling while watching tv together on a cozy late night. he knows he shouldn't be thinking of such lewd fantasies of your small frame under his as he fucks you into complete euphoria. however, the throbs of his cock prove otherwise. you can feel his dick through the fabric of your pyjamas. the feeling of it is slowly taking over your mind. which is why you decide to place your palm over it, while you stare at his chest and remark on his shortness of breath.

it doesn't take long for chan and you to be on one another while passionately grinding against each other. he knows that by expertly grinding his hips upwards in a certain way, he allures you to groan into his powerful frame. he finds you to be an adorable mess, and in his eyes, you look stunning in this position

minho: public sex

minho is what you may call a gentle sadist. he enjoys seeing you become a mess under his control and conduct. however, he is gentle with his actions, which is why he isn't exactly a sadist in that way.

on late nights, minho loves to cradle you into his strong hold, cuddling and kissing your face as much as he loves to see you struggle to save face in front of others while he teases and plays with you under the table. he usually plays these kinds of tricks while you both are out with some of the other members. he thrives on seeing your surprised face when he places a hand on your plush upper thigh and slowly move upward until he's met with your pretty panties, all while participating in conversations as he regularly would.

you try to stay quiet and force your face to not make too many flustered expressions in front of the others while he rubs a finger over your clit. minho then inserts and finger and fucks you with it gently and slowly. he occasionally switches his speed and becomes rougher. your hands reach to grab his free hand to be able to preserve your sanity. minho especially takes pleasure in this as it turns you into a desperate mess for himself once you both arrive home, and you ask him to "please fuck me senseless," while looking up at him with a passion in your eyes.

changbin: praise kink

chanbing regularly gives you compliments. from the very minute you wake up in his arms, t'ill the goodnight he whispers into your ear as you drift into deep slumber on his chest, you can expect changbin to comment on your beauty. communicating his feelings for you comes so naturally to him that he expresses these praises during your sensual moments with one another.

while you're clenching around his cock as you near your third orgasm of the night, changbin takes the opportunity to praise you. "y/n you feel so good. cum for me like the good girl you are darling."

not only does changbin like to praise you, he also loves to receive such phrases from you. especially during aftercare, he often asks how he performed. when you compliment his skills and say you enjoyed it, you can see his face flushed with red as he hears your kind words. although he won't say it outloud, he becomes shy easily in these moments.

hyunjin: hand kink

hyunjin's ability to know you so well is a blessing as much as it is a curse. this capability is an advantage as he knows what gifts to buy you for special occasions such as anniversaries, birthdays and so on. however, is it sometimes a big disadvantage for yourself ever since he discovered your infatuation with his hands.

don't kid yourself, hyunjin is flattered to know that you adore this certain part of his body, because he can innocently tease you with his hands whenever he gets the opportunity to. some days he makes you watch him sketch or paint various portraits. he moves his hands in certain positions, giving emphasis on those movements just to get a kick out of your adorable reactions to them. he can see your evident blush on your soft cheeks, when he swirls his paintbrushes around his fingers and plays with their brussels, which tells him his teases are working.

other times, while you and hyunjin are both needy for each other, he enjoys feeling every inch of your body. he will strategically put you positions that makes you watch him play with your wet pussy. he knows just how much it drives you crazy to see his fingers playing with your clit. he sees you eying his forearms muscles as they flex while his fingers enter your desperate entrance, rendering you into a moaning and practically drooling mess.

jisung: lingerie

although jisung has many similar kinks from the other members, what really turns him on is seeing you dressed all pretty just for him. knowing that he is the only man that gets to see you in such sensual and revealing clothing gives him an ego boost.

jisung is also a bit of a pervert when it comes to ogling at your body in certain articles of clothing. you always see him taking glances at your legs whenever they are exposed in pretty skirts, and don't expect him to be able to form proper sentences during the times you wear low cut tops. he simply cannot leave you alone whenever you're dressed up. which is exactly why you often wear those types of clothing around him.

when you and him are both secluded from the other members on your days off, you like to wear certain lingerie pieces he picked out for you. jisung has a special eye for pretty things, he enjoys the soft materials accompanied by pastel colours that compliment your skin tone beautifully. however, his favorite part of seeing you dressed up is being the one to take them off you. "it's like you're a pretty present i get to unwarp and play with" is what he often says to you.

felix - oral fixation

felix is a bit of a pervert, however he is very subtle with his behaviour. he won't really show you how much you turn him on. his kinks are on the softer side, but he screams oral fixation.

felix adores your smile, and how your face crinkles upwards when you laugh. he loves everything to do with you, especially your lips. which are, according to him, the most breathtaking feature on your face.

felix adores the feeling of them against his own. you and him are having a passionate makeout session. his hands are around your hips, occasionally both hands reach upward, caressing your form and eventually meet your breasts to grope and play with. then he will lovingly fondle your hair. you both do that for hours and hours. felix also likes to think of those intimate moments whenever he's alone. just the mere thought of him kissing you so deeply, makes him hard and aching. he just has to touch himself to feel some relief.

however, what can really get felix going deeper into that headspace is when you wrap your cute lips around his hard and veiny cock, sucking him off into bliss. as your tongue traces his veins, his eyes immediately roll backwards in ecstasy. he always says phrases like "look up at me darling. i want to see your precious face as i fuck it," or he will praise your techniques, such as "you're doing such a great job at taking my cock, pretty girl."

seungmin: orgasm control

seungmin, much like minho, is a gentle sadist. he also wouldn't call himself a pervert per se, yet it's impossible for him to relax when he sees you helpless under his control.

you're currently laying on seungmin's lap, as he slides a dildo in and out of your wet pussy at a fast and slightly rough pace. a few moments ago, you were having a quick makeout session on the bed. his hands all over your form, as you roll your hips against his.

seungmin suddenly had an idea that if you could handle being edged 3 times just on a dildo and his hands, you would then be rewarded something special. so here you are now, on the verge of climax. seungmin can tell you're close, which is why he suddenly stops rubbing your clit, and pauses his movements with the dildo. "you can't cum yet sweetheart, you still have 2 more to go."

jeongin: mirror sex

you're in your room getting ready for a late night out with jeongin. he had planned out a wonderful date that involved going out to an amusement park and having some dinner afterward. while listening to music you put on some makeup in front of your full length mirror. just as you're finalizing your routine with some extra blush, an impatient and nicely dressed boyfriend of yours enters the room.

"hey darling," jeongin says while grabbing onto your waist. "you look wonderful, i love this skirt on you" he compliments, you thank him by giving him a small peck on his right cheek. you see his eyes scanning your frame, they are especially focused on you upper thighs. "baby, are you almost done?" he questions, his eyes have not once left your body. "yes, i just have to put on some blush" you say while grabbing your compact.

"i can do that for you," he says. however, his hands don't reach for the makeup. instead, they land on your hips, and jeongin's face nuzzles into your neck. he gropes the flesh on your hips and ass while fervidly kissing your collar bones.jeongin did in fact make you blush as you somehow ended up on your bed while facing the mirror as you ride his dick. while trusting his hips upward into your exposed pussy, jeongin leans in to your ear and says with a proud smirk "look, your makeup is done."

a/n: guys this is my second time posting this cause the first time flopped. please give this lots of love, i worked very hard on it!! love you all!!

please do not copy, repost, translate, or upload this post, or any of my content/posts on other websites or profiles that aren’t associated with me without my consent, without notifying me beforehand, and/or without any credit, thank you.

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channieismyboy · 1 year

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thank you for 1k+ followers!!!

when i woke up and saw that i had reached 1000+ followers I SCREAMED, LIKE ITS 9 AM HELP.

i am honestly so thankful that you guys enjoy my writing and what i put out!! i haven’t even been writing for a year, and yet i feel like i’ve achieved so much. but that’s only because i have you guys who interact and support my work and me as a person. i have made many friends and have had so much fun looking at all the comments and reposts about my fics!! it makes me feel inspired and gives me happiness when i see i make others happy!

as a thank you, i will be putting out a special post soon, so look out for that!!!💌

#channieismyboy #THANK YOUUU #ILY GUYS #skz fanfic #skz scenarios

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channieismyboy · 1 year

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sleepy cuddles - skz headcanons

members: ot8 x gn!reader

genre: fluff; headcanons of what i think skz would be like if they wanted cuddles with you late at night. - masterlist

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chan - tugging your shirt to not let you leave

you and chan have been lying down in bed for a while now

it's late at night, both of you are cuddled up against each other, scrolling on your phones

you're sitting comfortably in his warm lap, until you realize just how late it is

"baby i think we should try to get ready for bed," you say while looking back at chan

as you're talking you try to get up from his hold

until chan's impeccable instincts kick in

and he grabs onto the black shirt you are wearing that he gave you, to halt your actions

you look at him once more, "you're not allowed to leave darling"

there is an expression that chan always wears when he wants something from you, and you can never say no to it (and the man uses it religiously)

it is a type of loving sincerity in his eyes that makes your heart skip a beat

"just stay with me for five more minutes, love. then we can get ready, okay?" he says, his tone so endearing, it persuades you to give into his cute antics

so you stay there for five minutes, then ten, then another 20

until you're fast asleep into his hold

minho - holding out his arms

you and minho decided to have a sleepover together

as the night comes closer, you both begin getting ready for bed

your boyfriend finishes his skincare much quicker than you, which is predictable

you love to use both yours and his products, because somehow his are always more soothing and better than yours

everytime he catches you using some sort of face cream or lotion of his he just glares (it’s a loving glare)

but you go right ahead and still use them, because you know that he doesn't mind you using his things

since your boyfriend is done, he waits for you on the bed until you join him

the moment he sees you all fresh and glowy while exiting the bathroom, he opens up his arms and wears a bright smile, inviting you to join him

"baby, come here! i need you in my hold," he says

"i'm coming don't worry," you laugh at his adorable behavior

once you settle into his warm grasp, you snuggle your head into his neck

"you know y/n, i don't mind you using my skincare, you just take too long," minho says to you in a quiet voice

"oh really? then how about you do it for me instead?" you question playfully

"next time, i will."

changbin - falling asleep during a movie

you and changbin are finally able to spend some quality time together

he's been so busy with his schedules, but you both found a time that worked

so, you both decided to stay in and watch a movie late at night

however, there's a slight problem

because it's so late at night, changbin keeps falling asleep

everytime you look at him to see his reaction to a funny moment in the movie, his head is tilted to the side, and his eyes are closed

he looks way to adorable right now, but you want to watch with him

"changbin baby, please wake up. we have to watch a movie together," you whisper gently into his ear

he wakes up slightly and grumbles "no i'm awake, i was just resting my eyes," (mhm sure you are)

you laugh at him and his denials to falling asleep, when you can clearly see he's already asleep

"well what's it gonna take to wake you up hm?"

he now suddenly wakes up and looks at you cutely, "cuddle me until i wake up,"

you both know that he won't ever wake up, but you decide to cuddle your too good to be true boyfriend

you both stay there on the couch, in each others arms until the morning comes

hyunjin - opening the light and him complaining

you decide to surprise hyunjin with a late night snack

so you head to his dorm and greet the 3racha members who also live there, you ask where hyunjin is so you can surprise him

they say he's sleeping, but that doesn't stop you

you head to his room quietly, and open the door

you are greeted with a sleeping dumpling in his bed

you take a second to admire the loose strands of hair that are scattered across his face

then you look to your right and see all the artworks, and leftover sketches spread out messily on his desk

you want to move them, so you can place the food on the desk instead without damaging his work

so you turn on the light to see your surroundings better

however, that caused hyunjin to wake up all groggy

"turn off the lights-" he says in a moody tone, but he gets caught off the moment he sees your face

suddenly his expression and tone become a lot softer at the sight of his pretty partner

"why are you here? i thought you were han annoying me again for a sec"

"no silly it's me." you say with a laugh

"i got us some late night snacks. let's eat together." you say to him gently

"okay baby, but lets cuddle first" hyunjin says, opening the covers to invite you in

jisung - wrapping an arm around your waist

you and jisung are both homebodies, it's a well known fact

so your dates are usually spent in the comfort of his dorm

you both decided to go to bed early instead of staying up to watch a movie

you wake up in the middle of the night and try to get into a more comfortable position

you attempt to move away from jisung for a bit, so you can stretch a little

however, your actions were cute short as han reached his arm out and wrapped it around your waist, and pulled you incredibly close to him

you feel your back touch his chest and abdomen, and his warm steady breaths on your exposed shoulder

his hold on you is tight, "it's better like this," is all he says before placing a gentle kiss on your shoulder

you smile at his comment, "alright baby, if you insist. goodnight."

"goodnight baby, i'll be dreaming of you."

felix - distracting you from work

it's currently late at night, and here you are slumped over on your bed and facing your computer

you have been trying to get through all the piles of unattended assignments

and you haven't stopped since a few hours ago

you boyfriend however, has been making it difficult to focus, as he's now negotiating with you to halt your work

"come on baby, you've been working all day!" (it's only been two hours) "you should take a break and spend time with me," felix says

he has come to join you on the bed and is now laying his head on your lap

"i'm sorry lixie, but i really need to focus on my work. give me another hour that's it" you say, your eyes haven't left your computer

yet you can still see the sad expression plastered on your clingy boyfriend's face in your peripheral vision

that face always makes you look at it, so you look down to meet felix's eyes

he smiles now that he's gained a bit of your attention

so, he resumes his nagging

"it's almost twelve in the morning y/n," (it's 9 p.m.) "it's too late for you to work. let's cuddle instead,"

you look at your computer then you face felix, you repeat this motion for a second time

cuddling felix seems way more fun than doing homework, plus you've finished a good amount of work already

"alright fine, you win. but you gotta let me work in a few hours okay?"

"okay." felix says while engulfing you in a tight hug. he knows he won't let you work until the next day

seungmin - falling asleep with glasses on

you catch seungmin half asleep on the bed as you enter the room with some tea

he asked you to make some for him because 'y/n's is always better' (he's just too lazy to do it himself)

nevertheless, you agree and make some lavender tea

yet when you come he's laid comfortably on the fluffy surface with a warm knit cover to keep him warm

he looks so cute you can't stop yourself from taking pictures of him at every angle, as you set the tea down

(you can't wait to show him in the morning and see his annoyed expression)

but you notice one thing, his glasses are still on

you try your best to remove them without waking seungmin

but the moment you touch the frames, he opens his eyes and looks at you

you're able to remove them quickly and set them aside

you see seungmin look at you quietly, "hi" you say

he doesn't answer, instead he takes you by the arm, and makes you lay on top of him

"uh seungmin baby, i can't move" you say, voice restrained a bit at the position you're in

"that's what you get for waking me," he says

"i was doing you a favour you know, and i got us tea"

"well, your reward is laying on top of me," he retorts

jeongin - laying on his chest

you feel at peace right now

you’re laying in bed with your caring boyfriend jeongin

you both decide to sleep after a long day spent together

as you lay beside him, you notice that he seems a bit sad

since this is unusual, sp you ask your sweet boyfriend why he has that look on his face

"i can't sleep without holding you in my arms." he simply states

you feel a smile forming on your face (how can a grown man be this adorable?)

"then how about i lay on your chest?" you ask

he nods and lays on his back

you get into position and cover you and your boyfriend until you're both snuggled against each other

his chest of comfortable, and you hear his heartbeat faintly

with rises and falls of his chest, you feel yourself become more and more tired

"aw you look so cute," you hear jeongin say. "i bet you'll sleep faster if i play with your hair."

"i'm willing to take that bet," you say

his fingers gently massaging your scalp make you drift even deeper to sleep, until your breaths are even, and eyes completely closed

"goodnight love," jeongin says, before he too falls asleep

a/n: hey babes, i tried to find snearios that matched skz , i hope i did a good job!! i hope you're all doing well <3

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channieismyboy · 1 year

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Hey !!!

Do you have any idea why the masterlist links are going straight to Google Chrome . Like I want to read so many and I found yours just today but I don't want to read it on Google Chrome ( my mom is going to kill me if she checks my history ) 😭😭😭😭😭😭 HELP !!!

hii!!

lmaoo np i understand. i tried the links myself and they don’t go to google chrome, but then again that could just be me. but maybe chrome is your default web browser, if so then u should change it to something else. i’m not too good with this stuff but you can always read my works on my page. it’s gonna take some scrolling but, you’ll be able to read all of them.

i hope this was helpful!!😭❤️

#anon

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channieismyboy · 1 year

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rainy days - b.c

{bang chan x gn!reader}

genre: comfort, angst and fluff at the end - masterlist

synopsis: chan surprises you on a rainy day, but he never expected to find you crying in your bed alone. wc: 0.6k

warnings: mentions of anxiety and crying, reader is going through a hard time, chan comforts the reader gently, the reason of why the ready is crying isn't specified.

an: this a bit self-indulgent. with everything that has been going on, i needed an escape. i hope this helps you have some reassurance as well, stay safe

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you don't want to leave your bed. you physically cannot handle leaving your current position; curled up on your right side, and staring at the gray sky beyond your window. you haven't moved since the morning, the rain has woken you up, and the storm is still going strong. every now and then, flashes of lighting and crashing sounds of thunder gain your attention. there are days where you can't leave your room, choosing to deal with your emotions by yourself. it is however, these moments when you need someone, you need chan.

chan is worried. he's staring at the unread messages he sent you. with each passing hour of you not answering, his concerns deepen. after hours of being on delivered, he decides enough is enough, he's going to check up on you, to see if you're okay.

he rushes to get ready as quickly as possible, turning off his computer with his latest demo, making sure to save the beginnings of his work fast. he runs out in the rain, gets in his car, and speeds towards your apartment. his mind is filling up with various thoughts of what may be going on. he calls you non stop on the road, yet it always leads to voicemail.

chan arrives at your apartment, and unlocks your door with your shared keys. "y/n! where are you?"

you hear your loving boyfriend's cries, but you don't answer. you're focused on something else. chan sees that you're not in the living room, you must be in the bedroom then. he opens the door to your room, and he's met with your curled up form. you're shaking and muffled cries leave your form, you glance back at him. you meet his eyes, and see how distressed your poor and caring boyfriend is.

the moment chan sees your pained face, his heart feels like it's shattering into pieces. "oh baby, why are you crying?" he says, his voice is small, and full of concern.

it's always that simple question that makes the tears flood. you sit up, you try to explain your sadness, yet you fail to do so. chan knows that you won't be able to explain. so he sits beside you, and takes you into his arms. his hand grazes your back gently.

"it's going to be okay. i'm here now y/n, there's no need to worry sweetheart." chan says, now his hand is caressing your hair.

he continues his thoughts, "when you're ready to tell me what's wrong, i'll be right here. that's what i'm here for, so please don't hold back. i hate to see your gorgeous face in such sadness."

you lay in his grasp for the next few minutes, as you quietly sob into his hoodie. after the passing minutes go by, you focus on the senses around you. the warmth of chan's body, the gentle head pats he's giving you, the faint smell of cologne, and the sounds of rainfall in the background; you begin to feel at peace. your cries swell down, and you look at chan directly.

he looks into your face, you see him staring into your swollen eyes. he lets out a laugh under his breath, "your eyes are puffy,".

seeing a smile on his face is contagious, since you find yourself smiling back at the loving man in front of you. "shut up, i know."

"it's adorable, don’t stop"

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channieismyboy · 1 year

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thank you everyone 💌

i reached over 930 followers!!! thank you all so so much. this means so much. i cannot believe that people actually enjoy what i write. it genuinely means the world to me. i am forever grateful to you!! thank you to all your support, and thank you to the friends i have made, i love you guys :

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channieismyboy · 1 year

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Rest in Paradise Moonbin. 💜

My condolences and prayers go to Moonbin’s family and loved ones, Moon Sua, the Astro members, arohas and everyone’s who loved and cared for him. He will forever be loved by so many. May he rest in peace.

I hope everyone affected can be afforded the space and support to grieve and I urge anyone struggling to reach out to someone they feel safe with.

There are no words to truly express the pain left by his loss. Be Kind to each other. I love you. Please feel free to reach out if you need someone to talk to or just someone there to listen. 💜

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channieismyboy · 1 year

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My heart goes out to all arohas, Moonbin was so young and bright, I know this feeling very well and I hope he finds peace and rests well, this industry is hard on its people...

May Moonbin be forever remembered as the bright, talented person he was.

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channieismyboy · 1 year

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rest in peace moonbin

moonbin was one of the sweetest and kindest souls in kpop. i and many other arohas will miss your warm and bright smile. we will always miss you, and keep you in our hearts. thank you for giving arohas such beautiful music and performances, we will always treasure them. we love you so much moonbin, may you rest in peace❤️

#rest in peace #we will always love you #we will always miss you #we will keep you in our hearts forever #astro #moonbin astro

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channieismyboy · 1 year

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hey everyone!! i had to repost this cause something had happened to the original. please give this lots of love too!! i worked hard on it thank you guys <3

can't hold back anymore

{sub!hyunjin x f!reader} - masterlist

genre: roomates to lovers and smut

warnings: slight mommy kink, hand job, caught masturbation (m), overstimulation

sypnosis: you catch your roommate jerking off to the thought of you, turns out he's just as smitten for you as you are for him. - 3.2k

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minors do not interact!! 18+

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you have been roommates with hyunjin for two years now. it hasn't been easy living with him. partly because he hardly cleans up after himself, and also because you've developed feelings for him over the past two years.

it started out as merely an innocent crush for the first few months. it's not hard to catch feelings for a guy like hyunjin. he's pleasing to the eyes, he has the sweetest personality, and not to mention he's remarkably respectful, which is uncommon for a guy. it's honestly one of the reasons you agreed to move in with him since his last roommate had left.

however, as time passes by, your pure feelings for hyunjin have turned slightly corrupt. in your defense, the man does walk around in your cramped apartment shirtless after a shower. his chest and arms are all shiny with residue water that hasn't dried yet. he also loves to let his hands linger onto your waist when he gives you a "friendly hug", which drives you almost insane.

yet, you know why he does those teasing actions. it's because he feels comfortable around you, and you're both good friends. 'friends' is the key word. hyunjin never shows any signs that he has interest in you. which you think is for the better, you shouldn't let your mind stray too much, he is your roommate after all.

you wake-up to your obnoxious alarm in the morning, and start to get ready for work. tonight you have a longer shift, unlike other days. as you leave your room, and head to the shared bathroom, you see that the door is closed. hyunjin must be there. you knock slightly at the door. "come in" you hear hyunjin say.

you turn the cold doorknob, and enter into the steamy bathroom. you are greeted with a shirtless hunjin. a towel is wrapped around his slender waist. you mutter a small 'thank you' and start to wash your face, while hyunjin fixes his hair next to you.

hyunjin gives you a small glance then starts the conversation, "so, do you have work today?" you answer while rinsing your face. "yeah, i have a longer shift today too. oh, and i might go out with some of my friends so i'll probably be home late."

you reach a hand out for a towel. but you can't find it. then hyunjin reaches out to grab the towel, and hands it to you.

"here, you looked like you were struggling" hyunjin says while laughing a little. he looks so adorable while laughing, you love the way his eyes scrunch up. you take the towel from his hands, with a sight blush on your face. "thank you".

hyunjin scans your face, you can see his eyes staring into yours for a few seconds, then they head down to your neckline, soon meet your chest, and dart back up swiftly. he likes to sneak small glances at your body whenever you wear something slightly revealing, like the tank top and shorts you're currently dressed in. you don't mind, he hardly does it, but when he does, the look in his eyes makes you enjoy it. it makes you feel like he sees you as more than just a friend.

"so, you sure you won't be home till late, right?" he breaks the silence between you both. you nod at his question. "if you bring home any guys, just don't be too loud okay?" he says in a playful manner.

you answer his little joke, "very funny hyunjin. i won't, plus you know our rule, we're not allowed to bring people home." you and him created this rule when you had first moved in. you both thought it would be better like this since it would be more complicated otherwise. hyunjin has never brought a girl home, and from what you know of, he hasn't been with anyone for a while now. neither have you.

you wish hyunjin a goodbye and leave the apartment.

it's almost eleven in the evening when you arrive home. you exit the car and say goodbye to your friends that decided to head out for the rest of the night. you settled not to go out after work, considering it drained the life out of you. taking your keys, you unlock the door to your shared apartment. you enter the place quietly, since you think hyunjin is sleeping as he hasn't answered any of your messages. tip-toeing to your room, you close your door and change into your pyjamas.

the walls in your cheap appartment are thin, so you can hear almost anything that goes on in every room. you hear a small clutter come from hyunjin's room. like something heavy had dropped. you also hear a small 'shit' he muttered under his breath.

you decide to go surprise your roommate and tell him that you stayed home, since you know he's awake. you don't think he heard you come in or he would have greeted you already. so, you're gonna sneak up on him. you exit your room and head across the hallway to hyunjin's room. the closer you get, the more you can hear what's going on. his door is somewhat cracked open just enough so you can get a glimpse of what he's doing. when you're right at the door, you hear him say your name out loud. his voice was low yet airy.

when you were about to go inside his room you hear it. it was loud and sensual. hyunjin moaned and kept repeating your name. you peek into the small crack at the door and see him on his bed, wet cock in hand. he's stroking it at a steady pace, his shirt is off and his pants are down on his hips.

you can't look away at the inviting sight, it pulled you in for more. you obviously caught your roommate whom you liked for the past two years jerking off in his room...to you.

all the blood in your body rushes up to your face, it feels hot to the touch. does this mean that hyunjin sees you the same way you see him? how is that possible?

you think back to tis morning, he asked you if you were going to be out late. he must have asked that so he can be sure you weren't going to hear this. he often asks that question to you. so he does this quite often then. that thought made you weak in the knees. you hear another moan. you feel like a bit of a perv watching hyunjin, but then again, he is thinking about you while jerking off.

knowing hyunjin jerks off to you, makes you confident and bold. you open the door with a creak, to reveal yourself. hyunjin darts out of his trance and stares at you. eyes blown out, face flushed, and cock twitching. he hastily tried to cover himself with a pillow. "w-what are you doing? you were supposed to be out with your friends." hyunjin stutters.

you ignore his question, and stare down at the provocative man who's trembling in embarrassment. his expression is priceless. hyunjin feels your gaze on him. he's never felt this intimidated before. it's as if the roles were reversed, and he's the vulnerable one. and its doing something stimulating to him.

"how cute. couldn't even keep yourself quiet while thinking about me?" your tone is daring.

hyunjin cannot make eye contact with you. his hands are still firmly gripping onto the pillow that's covering him.

"not gonna answer?" you ask. you then head to sit down at the corner of his bed. you continue, "fine then i'll ask a different question. how often do you do this?"

hyunjin realizes he has to say something. jerking off repeatedly while thinking of his beautiful roomate deserves some sort of explanation. even if he can't seem to say anything at your bold statements. he thought you would already be packing up your things and running out the door. however, the ambience you're giving off does not seem angered, rather, curious.

"please don't be mad. i just do this cause i think you're gorgeous," he says timidly, still not looking you in the eyes.

"still didn't answer my question, how many times have you done this?"

hyunjin says while looking at the pillow below him, "almost every time you're out late. i know you're mad at me, let me make it up to you."

there is it, the validation you needed to hear from your roommate. oh how you wanted to hear these words leave hyunjin's mouth. now it's time to push him further.

"oh baby, i'm not mad." you say with a smile on your face. hyunjin looks up at you. your joyful expression makes him feel much better. "now, remove the pillow," your voice changes to a more commanding manner.

hyunjin is stunned. he says the word 'what' in complete disbelief. you clarify, "you wanted to make it up to me, so remove it." you say, point blank.

he releases his grip from the pillow, and looks up at you one more time. once he sees that you're in fact not joking, he shakily uncovers himself before you. his hard cock fully displayed now.

now that you've gotten a closer look, it's safe to say that he has a pretty dick. it's nicely curved, with lots of veins, and his cute tip is leaking a little. you're surprised it hasn't gotten soft yet.

you smirk. you crawl to get closer to him. you notice his flushed face, he looks too cute, you think. hyunjin's back is on bedframe, so you get on your knees, and hover right above his cock. hyunjin is taking deep breaths, he dosen't know what you're planning on doing, but it's making more blood reach his acing dick.

he looks up at you innocently, his eyes are practically glistening. it almost makes you fold right there and then. however, you remain indifferent. "you always stare at my chest, why don't you pull down my top?"

hyunjin looks like a lost kitten. his hands don't move at your command. so you take his hand in yours, and lead it to your tank top strap, and slowly pull it down. you take his left hand and do the same thing. you let the garment fall down on your body. finally your breasts are exposed.

hyunjin's eyes dart to them immediately. his cock visibly twitches at the sight. for so long he's dreamed of seeing your exposed form, and finally he can see just how gorgeous you are. "fuck y/n, you're gorgeous," hyunjin states, not looking you in the face.

he raises his hand, and hovers it right above your right nipple. he's looking at you to make sure he has permission to touch you. you nod gently. that's all he needs to continue.

his fingers trace around your nipple, and his thumb plays with the bud gently. the sensation feels amazing, even if they're light touches. you enjoy his warm caresses, how he fondles them, and how every so often he brushes against your nipple. hyunjin handles you with such care. it's time for you to do the same.

his tender cock is just below you. so, you sneak your hand and hover it just above his shaft. you trace a finger from the base up. so slowly, yet with incredible pressure. hyunjin halts all movement. he stares at you in the eyes, with a contorted face. it's the first time you've touched him down there, and he never wants it to end.

a high pitched moan escaped his plump lips. you repeat your action, again and again. each time his reaction gets better. you're teasing him, and it's working. his hands land at your hips, and hold onto them. "this feels so good, please never stop," he says cutely.

"i don't plan on stopping."

you now grab his dick fully, and start to jerk it softly. you repeat this motion and watch hyunjin's face hungrily.

you pick up the pace quickly now. and when your hand reaches the tip, you use your thumb to swirl around it, making the man under you a complete mess. his begs for you to slow down don't stop you, in fact they add to your pace. hyunjin's moans turn into whimpers. he squirms under you, and bucks his hips upwards. you know he's eager to cum.

"p-please y/n, you're going too fast. can't keep up- ahhh," hyunjin's head jolts back at the feeling of your soft hands giving him too much stimulation. "sorry baby, but i won't stop anytime soon,"

as your pace gets faster and more aggressive, hyunjin's feels his high approaching quickly. all his senses are filled with you. your scent, your touch, your voice are giving him too much pleasure that he's going to cum.

"y/n i'm going to cum. please let me cum for you!" he says desperately.

"yes baby, be a good boy and cum for me."

drops of his cum splatter onto your hands. hyunjin's body convulses under you. a mix of whimpers and undetectable words leave his mouth as he finally feels his orgasm wash over him. hyunjin looks too adorable after cummed. his dazed out expression as he looks at you after is too much.

"t-thank you, mommy," hyunjin says.

you know he's a bit out of it, but the word mommy makes you smirk. "did you just call me mommy?" you say mocking teasingly him.

a once relaxed hyunjin is now panicked. his face clearly shows just how embarrassed he is. "n-no! i didn't mean mommy. i uh just said it cause-" you cut him off mid sentence.

"don't panic, i liked it. say it again for me."

he looks confused. nevertheless hyunjin does as told.

"that felt really good mommy..."

Omg ahhh im back besties! I really needed to take a break from writing, and I hope you all understand. I won’t be posting too often here, and I may start to change some things about my blog. Nevertheless I wanted to post this because I've had this idea for so long and it took me a while to write it. You can say this is a present for you all for almost 900 followers! Thank you so much for all the support. And for my friends here. I know I haven't responded to you, but I really appreciate your worries! Please be safe!

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