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support · 10 years
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Everything okay?
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blimbo-buddy · 1 day
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You can tear at the stitches, but you will always bear the scars
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crtter · 3 days
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@tr1ppykay Ohh you’ve bumped into the right guy, then! I have the exact same problem as you! Some serious issues with emotional regulation that I can’t mask, especially extreme, practically uncontrollable anger outbursts. They’re not constant but when they happen it’s… not pretty. Last time it happened was two days ago, actually.
I do everything you described here. I punched clean through a window once! And the whole time I’m 100% aware of how irrational I’m being and how much I wish I could just stop, but the anger is so strong I can feel it physically. And I agree with you. This is a little beyond just “weird” and is something that I’m trying my best to control and channel elsewhere because it’s bad for me and for the people around me. But guess what? Even something like that doesn’t make me unlovable. In fact, there are plenty of people who saw me go beastmode multiple times and they still love me.
Does it make me hard to deal with sometimes? Clearly. Is it something that could scare some people off? Obviously. But it’s not impossible to deal with. And the people around me who cared enough have learned that, as difficult as it is for me to control this, I’m doing my best and I’ll soon be back to my usual self.
So, I stand by what I said, with a slight modification: some of us DO have traits that are hard to deal with, yes. And we owe it to ourselves to try and express them in the least damaging ways possible. But even at our worst, we’re all deserving of love and understanding. And there are people in this earth who will be willing to wait until the storm is over to give these things to us.
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npd culture is convincing yourself that you’re ‘better’ at being mentally ill than other people. ‘x can’t handle abandonment anxiety, but I know that I’m better than anyone that’ll ever exist so being left behind doesn’t matter’, ‘my self-harm is better than everyone else’s because I obsessively care for my injuries and never ask for help’, ‘they don’t know how to mask their feelings and present them with detachment’. and it isn’t like you see those people as less mentally ill, you just see yourself as superior because you see needing help as an admission of failure
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nerdpoe · 2 months
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Danny needs to leave this stupid interview. He has a plan.
The Mayor of Amity, Vlad, is hosting a press conference in regards to the local antihero, Phantom.
Reporters from Star City, Central City, Gotham, Houston, Metropolis; basically the best reporters of the biggest cities that could be flown in.
And, for some reason, he demanded Danny (and Jack and Maddie and Jazz) be on stage with him.
Danny knows he's planning something. He needs to get off the stage.
There's not a lot around him to use, though. No ghosts to beg to attack and kidnap him, no GIW agents, no nothing. Even more suspicious.
The only thing is the Maintenance Guy's trolley, which only has cleaning products and a single screwdriver on it.
He looks up.
Catches the eye of the reporter from Metropolis, grabs the screwdriver, makes his hand intangible in one spot, and pretends to stab himself in the hand in front of everyone.
Then he solidifies his hand around the screwdriver, but keeps where it's impaled intangible.
He looks up at the dead silent reporters and an equally horrified Vlad.
"Oops," Danny shrugs, before turning around and walking off stage before any of the adult's brains can compute what just happened.
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cripple-council · 6 months
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even if your physical disability was caused by something specific you did, you still don’t deserve to deal with all this pain and suffering.
weight gain, suicide attempts, self harm, self inflicted injuries in general, overworking yourself / pushing your limits, not working ergonomically / doing tasks incorrectly and many other things can make you physically disabled and even if it is your fault, you still don’t deserve it. no one does.
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lets-steal-an-archive · 5 months
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TL;DR he's only sorry he got caught
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sleepyvinegar · 1 month
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I watched all the Saw films for the first time in october and I haven't been able to stop thinking about chainshipping (and Saw in general) since then. Thank you sawtism, I owe you my life!!! 🙏🪚♾️
These last weeks I'm having yuri chainshipping brainworms and I'm so happy for all the art/fanfics/etc, you all are amazing! 🥺😭💖
Designs inspired by @turnipoddity and @thesunpapaya, and Lawrence's name idea by @adam-stanheights-right-hip-bone 🫂💖💖💖
Saw rapidly became SO dear to me and helped my longass artblock, so I hope I can continue making more art of it! (I already have more sketches but I'm too slow 😭💔)
yuri chainshipping… save me.. yuri chainshipping save me yuri chainshipping
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anyataylorjoys · 18 days
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THIRTEEN 2003, dir. Catherine Hardwicke
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dog-teeth · 8 months
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something to recognize that choosing recovery again and again is difficult work, and you are not weak for faltering
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taiturner · 17 days
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#what if you held a knife to my throat to kill me and months later i used that same knife to sacrifice my blood to save your life
@yellowjacketsnetwork event 01: dynamics SHAUNA SHIPMAN & TRAVIS MARTINEZ
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teaboot · 1 year
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Kinda dark but the funniest thing is having self-destructive impulses and also a super short attention span because one second you are struggling for your life possessed by the visceral intent to jam a butter knife into your leg and then a hummingbird flies past a window and you're going "wait why am I in the kitchen again"
It's like being possessed by The Literal Devil who wants you dead, but also a geriatric golden retriever
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slayerbuffy · 7 months
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WHEN EVIL LURKS 2023 | dir. Demián Rugna
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volo as lucifer is OUT volo as icarus is the cool new symbolism. to me
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trans-axolotl · 3 months
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thinking a lot today about protest and resistance while in solitary confinement. or while incarcerated (and/or institutionalized) more broadly. reading a lot of writing from incarcerated writers and through the prison journalism project and rereading sick woman theory by Johanna Hedva and just thinking about the quote "Sick Woman Theory is an insistence that most modes of political protest are internalized, lived, embodied, suffering, and no doubt invisible" (Hedva, 5). and thinking about what it means to resist when all that is left to you is your body, a room, and time--how do you fight back? what options are left to you? what ways is your resistance legible, who is the audience to your resistance and does it still matter if no one ever sees? (yes, i think--i remember hours spent in restraint because i had hugged a friend and i keep thinking about the concept that protest is disruption, a refusal to allow business to keep happening as usual, and what that means about making cruelty visible by refusing to participate in that normalization. even as i was taken away, removed, made invisible--does that removal make my absence louder?)
thinking about the ways self destruction is used as protest when you have no other options--hunger strikes perhaps the most familiar iteration of this. what gets labeled as "symptom" and what is recognized as resistance varies by person by context by environment. thinking about how almost everyone i know who's been in solitary confinement started self harming eventually. what need does that meet? when all options for autonomy, privacy, and interaction is taken away, how do we meet those needs ourselves? i think a lot about survival, and remember YWEP's concept of self harm as resilience, and think a lot about what it means to keep yourself alive when all you have is your body and your mind and an empty room and time. what things become more important than physical pain? how might physical pain become important? how does our relationship between our body and harm change in that environment? how do you stay sane in solitary confinement, or maybe more importantly, how do you go insane in a way that hurts you less? what does sanity even mean when you have been placed in an unlivable environment? is resistance a basic need we need to meet when we are placed in such a hostile environment? how did i survive & how are my friends currently surviving & how many more people will i have to lose who were killed that way before this fucking ends?
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shima-draws · 4 months
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Still going through it emotionally btw. I've seen a lot of character death in anime but it's been a WHILE since I've seen one as brutal as Ace's, especially bc of Luffy's reaction to it. Character death isn't unusual but the trauma and PTSD that comes after it isn't really shown that often so Oda actually showing Luffy going through it is. Oof. That shit HURTS bro. And the fact that Luffy's immediate reaction is to just. Self destruct. To hurt himself and risk his own life?? Like it was never explicitly said but I could see the suicidal intent there and jesus CHRIST. Just sitting there watching him refuse to accept it and then mourn and grieve was absolutely brutal;; Not to mention the fact that like. We can see him having PTSD flashbacks. It was just written very well (too well bc I'm still a goddamn mess) and I gotta commend Oda even tho he's putting me through the fucking wringer
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