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sapphicshav · 1 year
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── 4:53AM | sanzu haruchiyo.
genre . . . hurt/comfort
warnings . . . drug mention, swearing
note . . . an old drabble that was collecting dust in my tumblr drafts🕺🏾
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"haru please put them down". it's saturday night and your boyfriend, bonten's number two, sanzu haruchiyo is one another rampage yet again. sanzu is a complex person. you can never guess what dangerous thoughts his corrupted mind could form. on most days he was manageable, you could tolerate his questionable yet unruly behaviour. his late returns and his drug misuse bothered you but, you couldn't help but adore him.
"you're so fucking annoying y/n", he slurs his words, stumbling towards you in a drunken manner. as mentioned, you've succumbed to his unusual behaviour but, sometimes his words were like a bullet to the heart. hand clutching at your chest, tears began to rise above your waterline. you knew deep down that he didn't mean what he said, he never does when he's in this state.
"y/n baby... look at me please", he limps towards you, touches your shoulder and turns your body so that you face him. your eyes meet, his are heavy, delayed blinking but you can see the sincerity behind them. he leans in closer, the smell of alcohol that has attached itself to his clothes makes your stomach turn, "i-i'm sorry baby i'm such a fuck up, didn't mean to make you cry".
before you could respond he immediately pulls you into a hug, your head presses agsisnt his warm chest. you can hear his heartbeat, it's slow but steady like the breaths he's taking. pushing back a hair that's fallen in front his face you reply, "your not a fuck up haru" you tiptoe to kiss his cheek. "i love you"
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thank you for reading, rbs are appreciated ♡
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merscylilith · 2 years
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Plushie < love first sight> | Sanzu Haruchiyo
Sanzu Haruchiyo x f!reader
Fluff.
Crimes, headless men, drugs, violence, curse, blood, abusive father
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Summary : no one would believe how the 2nd command in Bonten being the softest person towards the plushie that gave by a random girl when he on his mission. Crazy.
It was a peaceful late night according to Sanzu. Screaming in fears from the traitors make him feel alive. How can he not, it was so addictive to hear.
Sanzu swing left to right his shiny yet sharped sword in front of the kneeling traitors.
" Oh my, oh my, what an amused sight to end my night. Cant believe had to settle all this down in the street, you fuckers dog " the pink haired man look at them in disgust. He have love-hate relationship with the traitors, love ; to kill them ( the most enjoyable thing he said ), hate ; because the blood of scraps spurt around his demonic grin.
There were no people, except for them. Yeah, them. When he about to swing his katana, " hi ! If you dont mind, would you have this plushie ", Sanzu tilted his head to the girl who wore a cute pink dress with innoccent snile plastered on her face and with awkward gesture on waving her hands. " The fuck this girl up to ? Did she cant read the situation ? ", put his katana down, and walk up towards the girl.
The girl knew who he was and she fucking risk her life just for this thing. But she had no choice. Her father said , " if you saw pink haired man, sell everything to him even by any meant that you got killed which i dont care if you die ", it was not her first time after all.
And here she was
" what a pretty doll doing at time like this ? " the man with diamond shaped scars feels his feeling got stucked in between lucky and terrified. " you can have my plushie, hamster plushie, i-i supposed to sold this, it s-sound crazy but there are good stuff inside it ", you turn down the tune at your last sentence, good stuff, Sanzu rise his eyebrows and look at the annoying hamster's eyes. Oh.
" how much ? Nah , never mind. Take this 5000$ and have a goodnight ", Sanzu pull out the cash that cost more than the stuff that her abusive father forced her to sell the drugs in the red-street of Roppongi, he shoved the money to your hand and took a weird plushie that containts drugs. He bought it because the seller is the cutie , but for now, he doesnt feel like want to get high, the real plaything was right infront of him, kneeled like the worshipped him.
You just stared at the cash and the kneeled men. It was not like you care but pity for them ? Sanzu look at the girl confusely, what else she want, i want to get rid of the fuckers rat. Then, he got an idea, " Little miss, you wanna know what punishment we should give to naughty boys? Not kind if the naughty boys on the bed but - ", he stop talking and swungs his katana to the neck of traitors, one by one. You shocked and feel like your heartbeat stop beating, one of the traitor's head was rolling to your feet, the blood was spurted none stop from the neck. Sanzu laugh like it was normal thing to do, well if you are in criminal organization, that's not something new.
You immediately ran away from there, all the plushie that you bought have been forgotten, left behind at the scenes. Damn, father will kick me to the death. As you still bringing you wobbling legs, Sanzu's manic laugh still echo in your head with the scenes of the man's head flew away. It will took a good decade to forget the picture.
Sanzu just reflecting his smirk towards your figure who try her best to escape from there. Ah, cant even get her name.
Then, his eyes directly lead to the hamster plushie that you accidently left behind by you.
Oh, i knew how.
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Now, you are lying on the dirty washroom. All your body was bruises and full of blood. The mimic of your abusive father still stuck on your head. After you came home, you told him all the truth that you face tonight but the abusiver would never care about anything other than money.
You cant afford any energy to cry. The manic laugh, the screaming of headless men and your angry father were echo on your head again and again, everything happened at just one night. You were in your house's washroom, too scared to get out and look at your father's eyes.
Huh, guess what, i have to sneak out again throught the washroom window.
Sanzu took the plushie and oh, he is the infamous criminal, so it was easy for him to track some people, no exception for you.
" Ey, pretty girl kinda a wild . I like it ", he muttering something as his eyes read everything about you carefully and smile playfully, how you were an experienced drugs seller for over 5 years, and stop going to college in order to help your father with his bussiness.
You wanna know ? He hug the hamster plushie, said that he cant forget your shocked cute face. It is not he being obsessive, just a crush that everyone would have. Sanzu has no intention to scare you or make you uncomfortable but he is a loyal mad dog , falling in love in the first sight. He realized what he just said about himself and shake it off. No no no no no, not love.
Then, he smirked again, if love existed that must be you , y/n, as he watched your high school graduation photo.
Your legs betrayed you. Usually, you will hide from your father at the near hideout that 1 km away from the house. You bought it, because the hideout was cheaper than the drugs she sold everyday. Far different from the usually, you heard your name have been called.
"Plushie girl", she saw the wide grin from pink haired man. The man from just now. You didnt asked for death at this moment so,
You were about to make a speed from there but Sanzu definitely faster in action compared to you.
" Not so fast princess. You owe me ", he hold you by grabbing you at the back of your neck , bent down to parallel with your eyes. He flashed his michivious smile. So pretty. Your eyes was definitrly the prettiest.
" I HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU. LET ME GO ", you were wiggling under his grasp, surely he is stronger than you.
Sanzu straightening his posture and look down to your eyes while he still grab your back neck, " i knew your father is abusive, so...im the kindest and the most wanted man, i will let you stay at my penthouse ", he flashed a prideful smile because he knew his luxury accomodation will make you more comfortable.
" have no choice, do i ? But mister, there were useless with alm the nickname that you just gace yourself if you got a stupid head. IM NOT OWE YOU ANYTHING ", tapped your feet on the ground, hold your tune to not sound direspect towards the criminal that you had just witness slashing people's head.
"Oh, honey. Yes, you do. You owe me your heart ", Sanzu winked his eyes, and without care about your tantrum or confirmation agreement, he took you by forced to follow him until his penthouse.
Like it or not, Sanzu already have an eyes on you. Not a plain eyes but the love he have been craved for.
He will love you and you will love him, he is not forcing you to love him instantly but he will make sure you feel the same as him by grew a love rapidly everyday.
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" Baby, where is my hug ? I need a hug before sleep ", he being pouty is your weakness. You rolled yout eyes and threw the towel you have just used to his face. That's was make him screaming like a bitch in heat. " Haru, you are digust me ", you laugh at him. Being with in for almost 4 years, feel like a real heaven.
He rolled his body if you havent wake up yet. He said want to spend all his time with your brightest eyes saw him. Annoying pink haired man, you muttering under your breath but you cant denied, he is a great plushie for you to hug for him to stop rolling. Well, hug is not bad if you wont wake up, he hugged and kiss your sleepy lips passionately but full with love.
He smiled and kiss your nose affectionately, " i love you , baby".
" i love you too, stinkiy husband", he gasped in disbeliefed.
Love in the first sight during the judgement hammer in the red street, is the definitely story he would share and proudly dragging his beautiful love to your both kids and grandchild.
The drug in the plushie still remains untouchable, it for the memories, he said.
Your abusive father ? He want to kill your father but instead, you prefer him being in jail for child abuse, and your words are his command, he would do anything for you.
Sanzu also slowly stop taking drug with your helped. He have another addiction after all, you.
Everytime his executives pay a visit to your both house, the amount of hamster plushie in the living room caught their eyes. And wont stop teasing Sanzu after they knew the owner of the plushie.
" baby girl, look at them. Get mad at them, baby, they make fun of me ", he stomp his feet infront of you. You cant helped but join his executives to tease him. He sulked but dont worry, at night he will make sure you take a punishment, he got that smirked.
When he hold your daughter for the first time on his arms after the doctor pass hisbm daughter to him, he would give the universe to your both. And she's daddy girl.
"She beautiful like you, honey ", he caressing your check and kiss your forehead affectuonately.
As their daughter turns to 4 years old, Sanzu always spoilrd her wuth everything but now, she want " i want that hamster plushie, daddy ", oh how can herefused it.
As he take it for his daughter, he smiled and remember all the memories he had with you, the plushie and love first sight.
I wrote this as everyone have gone to dreamland, it was raining outside. And i just enjoy writing this. Im very sleepy and i felt lile kind rushed to this because my finger got cramped. I will re-do to edit any mistake.night.
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ashhh-14 · 1 year
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Tw: comfort, reader going through their monthly
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You tried focusing on your breathing, trying to find any semblance to put you to sleep. Unfortunately for you it seemed impossible at this movement. You sat up, pain shooting through your lower body as your breathing got heavier, your eyes barely holding onto your surroundings from the pain. You gulped as if to ground yourself but the action only hurt as you felt how dry it was. "Water... " you breathed, even speaking hurt at this point. Your partner has told you on several occasions to use pain killers sometimes if not always when the pain is too much in that time of the month but you didn't waver, knowing the long-term sickening effect it leads to. You stood up, your legs barely being upright straight without shaking as you exited the room, slow as a snail. You poured yourself a glass of water, wishing for your partner to soon get home from the urgent matter that took him away from you on a non working day. "I swear it's always on the way when he's out. " You gulped the warm water, finding little to no strength to get back to the bedroom and hence opting to lay on the couch, covering yourself messily with the thin blanket. You sighed shakily, your trembling hands rubbing up and down on your thighs and lower abdomen.
It was about 30 minutes later when the door to your shared house opened. You heard your name being called to which you just meekly replied a small "Here"
His senses were sharp when it came to you. Precise and full of love and care. He knew you like the back of his hand. His form entered the room, kneeling in front of you as he pushed a few strands away from your slightly sweaty face and tired eyes. "That time?" is all he asked and a nod from you is all he took before he went to stand up, gathering you in his arms, one supporting your back and the beneath your knees as he started making his way to what you assumed to be bedroom. You didn't say anything, too tired and pain struck as you let your head fall on his chest. He gently placed you on the bed before he exited the room before you can keep him with you.
His form entered the room shortly, a tray in his hand which he placed on the nightstand including various things.
He helped you sit up against the headboard, handing you a glass of tea he just brewed which is the best pain relieving one. You sipped on the hot beverage as he pushed up your shirt [his] slightly, placing a warm towel on your lower stomach and pulling the shirt back down. He draped a fluffy and warm blanket over your body knowing your tendency of hot and cold during this time. He sat beside you on the edge, waiting for you to finish the drink while simultaneously wiping your face with the dry towel. He placed the cup down as soon as you finished, the whole exchange all too silent as he went to other side of the bed and climbed in, moving his body closer to you while gently helping you lay down.Your form was laying falt on your back and he propped his head up supported by his arm and hand. He tucked your hair behind your ear before his hand came down. His deft hand massaging your thighs with just the right amount of pressure. You leaned into his touch, head burying into his firm chest as small hands bunched up the fabric of his shirt. Your thighs curled upwards, allowing his warm hand to fulling rub your thighs and eventually your lower back from inside the t-shirt. You released a shaky yet content sigh when suddenly a cramp hit making you wince, as if a natural instinct for him, his body curled into yours, the arm which was supporting him now wrapped around your upper back, hand moving up and down the back while the one on the thigh never ceased. "It hurts" came your broken whimper as his voice so many shades softer than how it usually was shushed you, " Shh it's okay.... I know it hurts love..... I'm so sorry.... " his voice was filled was soothing intent as his hand cradled your head into his chest, his lips placing a delicate kiss on top of your forehead. A few moments were spent in silence as his gentle gestures didn't stop, the only thing filling the space being the breathing, your eventual whimpers and his comforting words. His voice broke the silence as he started humming an aimless tune, his heavy voice a contract to his soft humming. Your eyes subconsciously started to shut, the exhausting and immense love and comfort setting in 'I didn't know he could do this too..... ' Your breathing evened out, giving enough of an indication to your lover that you're finally at peace but his hands never stopped, not wanting for you to suffer more of the immense pain that is enough to hurt him through you as one last kiss was placed on your forehead.
Atsumu, Al haitham, Osamu, Kiyoomi, Childe, Tighnari, Iwazumi, Aakashi, Toji, Mikey, Sanzu, Dottore, Ayato, Suna, Gojo, Zhongli
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This drabble is born from a really angsty brain riot with Bonten's origins, that happened to me after reading this words from @just-sp-in-inginthevoid :
"Bonten is a memorial for Izana, its symbol, its members’ tattoo come from Izana’s earrings and the (天) ten of Bonten 梵天 from Tenjiku 天竺, the (梵) bon of Bonten 梵天 comes from Brahman 梵. (...) There’s no need for Senju to have the same role as Izana in Bonten if she’s not dead."
(I always pictured Senju being death in that timeline, but the reality of the kanjis being literally THAT... ajfshgsjgejgrjg, the pain of this. Wakui, you know how to break us every timeline! 😭)
Bonten was born from pain.
(drabble of the day that Bonten was created)
Warnings: I'm so sorry, this is just angst and hurt/no comfort. I wrote it as an attempt of coping with canon and how painful is Bonten timeline when you actually look closer to it. It's from Koko's POV and everyone is just broke and devastated in their own way. Again, I'm so sorry :(
(English is not my first language, so be nice please 🙈)
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Most people think Bonten is synonymous with fear.
But they are all wrong. Kokonoi knows better.
Bonten is synonymous with pain, it was born in it.
He still remembers the day that Bonten was created, even if it wasn't the official date, any of the executives would pinpoint the exact same moment.
Probably, only Koko could actually offer a coherent narrative of that night. The only outsider of all the chaos unraveling in front of him.
He still has nightmares of what he saw. But is not what happened what haunts him, no. Is the voices, the faces surrounding him.
Wakasa covered in blood, his eyes looking completely empty. His blank stare, like he couldn't believe who this blood belonged to. Benkei's hand on his friend shoulder, tearing up like a baby.
Takeomi curled up in the floor, sobbing next to his sister's body. Saying “it should've been me” over and over, the older man stuck in a loop of guilt and denial.
The former members of Tenjiku looking shocked, not moving a finger for what was supposed to be their gang, their leader. Koko spent enough time with them to know that, even if they were ruthless, seeing the leader of another gang being shot like that... Was too familiar.
Anyone who looked at them could see they never agreed with that. The ghost of Izana Kurokawa still lingered over them.
Kakucho was shaking, his lips trembling. The rain and the blood mixing with red snow in the scarred boy's mind.
The Haitani brothers unconsciously getting closer to each other. Ran pulling his arm around Rindou in a protective way, the younger one allowing it without complains. Both of them staring at Sanzu, terrified with the possibility of being on the pinkette boy place.
Sanzu's screams were the worst of it. The excruciating pain in his voice while he was holding Senju's body. His little sister's body. How he looked at Takeomi, tears rolling down his cheeks, his gaze filled with hate when he spoke to his older brother “I agree, it should've been you.”
Mikey standing there, the void in his eyes while his knuckles kept dripping with South blood. The man's body at his feet.
That gaze, dark and lacking of any emotion. Pure void that swallowed everything around.
(That swallowed them, trapped them like moths that flied too close to the sun)
Bonten was born from pain.
Bonten grew in pain, thrived with it.
And, Kokonoi is sure that whatever destiny awaits for them...
Bonten will die in pain.
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stargirlstabber · 1 month
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𝔗𝔬𝔨𝔶𝔬 ℜ𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔫𝔤𝔢𝔯𝔰 𝔪𝔞𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯𝔩𝔦𝔰𝔱
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𝔰𝔪𝔲𝔱
bontens prized possession (ft. bonten) (coming soon ^-^)
𝔣𝔩𝔲𝔣𝔣
𝔞𝔫𝔤𝔰𝔱
𝔶𝔞𝔫𝔡𝔢𝔯𝔢
𝔠𝔬𝔪𝔣𝔬𝔯𝔱
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𝔦𝔪𝔞𝔤𝔦𝔫𝔢...
one (ft. bonten)
two (ft. kokonoi)
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if you have some ideas, throw 'em in my 𝔦𝔫𝔟𝔬𝔵 <3
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starxiasstuff · 1 year
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How some of the bonten members would react to your period.
(💀the amount of pain some of us feel is just omg)
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Ran Haitani
He would have a basic understanding of it
Unaware of cramps/mood swings and that sorta shit so he would def be taken aback if you winced in pain.
Would tease you but would stop if you're visibly pissed or hurt
Would try his best in getting you the right sort of pads
Will buy you whatever you want "wah, that bag is super cute! " Next thing you know Ran bought it.
Gives you massages
Overall his care is a 9.5 on 10 the teasing made him lose the .5
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Rindou Haitani
PLS he literally knows nothing about periods, he just found you sleeping and happened to see a stain, he lowkey thought you got shot on your ass and freaked out
He is a pretty fast learner so after reading up on some articles about it he would go to the store and buy every single pad/snack available
Would spoil you but not come near you, he's liked kinda grossed outtt idk the idea of bleeding out of your 🐱 for almost 24/7 doesn't sit right with him
He would be a bitch and ask you to sleep in the guest bedroom, but he would end up sleeping on the couch.
"Rin can i get a hug pleaseeeeee" "EWW no way in hell am I comin' near you and your bleeding🐱"
Overall he's a solid 7 on 10, the distancing makes you feel like shit and he doesn't even make up properly just buys you stuff and awkwardly tries to make up for the shitty week your body and he caused.
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Mikey
Pretty experienced because of Emma
Keeps a track of your cycle
Shares his food (which is a stretch even for his "emo" Self)
Butterfly kisses on your stomach
He would take a day off and put either Kakucho Or Kokonoi incharge (no way in hell is he letting Sanzu take over for a full 24 hours)
Thinks a lot before he speaks to you during the week, he is so scared of saying smth that might hurt you in anyway
Personal heatpack <3
10/10 he is literally the sweetest during this time <333333
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Might update later.
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Kakucho Hitto
Contrary to popular belief of him being "husband" Material, I think he would be flustered to talk about it.
"Oh.. You're uh on your.. *cough* monthly cycle... UHH" Poor dude would be confused af and would be super worried if your cramps are bad
He'd come back early frm Bonten hq in an attempt to take care of you, but freak out as soon as he had laid eyes on a stain.
He would properly make it up to you for freaking out about it (unlike someone 😒)
Would cuddle you from behind and rub gentle circles on your back
Same as Ran 9.5 on 10, he lost the
.5 at being awkward, it put you on edge.
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Sanzu Haruchiyo
Manz doesn't know what it is and won't care to learn about it, all he needs is a nutshell explanation and BOOM he literally runs faster then Sonic to the supermarket and buys you everything you could ever need
Would take the whole week off just to stay with you
Movies and binge watching cringy rom-cons are a must
Asks you if you can still do the deed
If your cramps are bad in the morning he'll carry you downstairs bridal style throw you on the couch and gets you your favorite instant noodles
Would take a hot bath with you without being disgusted by the sight of your blood
Overall solid 10, he is super ooc here because I refuse to see all his red flags 😌
(**AN, I WILL BE ADDING KOKO ASWELL AS TAKEOMI LATER**)
Hhhgnudvjfvjfc I'm back like I promised, I'll be ending it with koko and takeomi, I'm sorry i just can't write shit for mochi😔
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Kokonoi Hajime
He honestly could care less, but he loves you and hates seeing you in pain
He will def spoil you like crazy, slides you his phone from across the table and asks you which piece of clothes you like better
Buys you some of the best meds, manz hates it when you say you don't need the meds but are literally glued to the bed cause of cramps
After a really bad period he would take you to a gynecologist to make sure everythings ok
Would take a day off to take care of you, but when he returns the whole hq is in literal shambles
Would make sure you have a really or atleast maybe relaxing week
(Fhcghv i low key love this man sm i have sm hcs just based on him)
If your back hurts he'll buy a whole new matress
10/10 no explanation needed
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Akaashi Takeomi (this is the literal first time I've ever wrote anything for him, probs the last time too idk he and mochi are hard to write for)
Would be experienced because of senju
Doesn't keep a track of your cycle but knows when it's near almost like a 6th sense
Cooks gourmet worthy food for you
Cuddles and what not
He asks you literally everything like "hey, would you like it if I went to work today? "
#remote working
Checks in on you a lot to make sure you're comfy and not in too much pain.
10/10 (smh rin better be taking notes)
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Bye bye luvs!! I'll post smth later
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screechingnebula · 1 year
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xalhaau · 1 year
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How They Reacted After You Announced ‘ I’m Pregnant.’
Ft : Ran Haitani, Sanzu Haruchiyo, Rindou Haitani, Kakucho Hitto.
Tw : afab reader, mentions of panic attacks, usage of a g4n, trauma, pregnancy tests ofc.
note : im not really sure how obgyn’s work totally so if it doesnt make sense, sorry.
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Ran Haitani— Calm but crying internally.
He literally was pale for at least a good minute or two, this man was horrified, not in a bad way but not in a good way yk? Ran was trying real hard not to just pass out due to the shock, this dude isn’t ever known for getting shocked, he’s the most nonchalant person you could know but he was actually having a panic attack, yep.
“ Ran, i’m pregnant.”
He was actually enjoying his coffee until he spat on his new crisp suit when you said that, thanks to you. Ran had to look you in the eyes to make sure your lying or not until you shoved the pregnancy test up into his face, “ What..” He wasn’t disappointed since he knew this would come sooner or later but right now.?
For goodness sakes, he was so busy with his life currently, could he even handle a child? Ran was currently stuck in a whirlpool of thoughts about the future and this child until your voice poled through his thoughts “ Um hello, earth to Ran?” He shot his head towards your eyes as you sighed, “ I know your life is really busy as of right now but I wanted to keep the child even if it would be hard to raise, what do you think?” Tapping nails on the table as the mans mouth was left agape from shock as he was deep in thought “ Are you being serious?” Nodding your head towards the Bonten executive, “ I mean.. this is a big change, you know. We’ll get through it together though.” A shaky smile was sent towards you.
This played a big part for Ran since he never really grew up with a father figure much less a mother figure in his and Rindou’s life due to them walking out at a young age to fend for themselves on the streets of Japan. Though, this decision was a new level of mature, he was for sure not to regret this life changing moment.
Sanzu Haruchiyo— Shocked and confused.
Mf would probably ask “ How!?!” As if he wasn’t apart of it LMFAO, would definitely leave the house and go do Bonten business for at least like a day and then come home to you apologizing on his knees, for sure. He’d be scared for the child in your tummy since he was never loved as a child obviously but with a little comfort and a lot of reassurance from you, he was okay. ( He’d probably get drunk and would come home.)
“ Haruchiyo, I think we need to talk.”
Your boyfriend stared at you cluelessly thinking he was in trouble, literally, as a deep sigh was heard from you “ I’m pregnant.” silence “ And, im keeping the baby.” Sanzu looked like his eyes were about to gouge out “ What, how?!” He raged out.
To be quite honest, he’s never imagined having kids due to his traumatic childhood.
He looked for any signs of you lying and obviously couldn’t find any as you handed the pregnancy test to him, Sanzu was visibly shaking and then stood up abruptly, grabbing his pistol on the coffee table and walked out with his keys, jacket, and of course, his infamous bottle of pills.
It had literally been over three days and no signs of Sanzu were tracked, of course you didn’t want to contact any Bonten members due to the fact, you didn’t even have their numbers.
You read the digital clock on the coffee table that Sanzu’s pistol was once on three days ago, 11:37, you sighed and tied up your hair as you locked the front door of the penthouse and closed the door of your bedroom, getting ready for bed.
Drifting into a sleep until you heard the front door open as you jumped up and locked the bedroom door, you grabbed the gun inside of the small safe under Sanzu’s night stand and hid in the corner of the generously large room.
Lazy footsteps could be heard through the hallway as you prepared for the worst scenarios despite the fact that you lived on the 73rd floor in a penthouse, dumb you.
With a rattling door handle, you gripped the gun and turned the safety off while putting your finger on the trigger, “ Break down the door and i’ll shoot through the door!” You yelled towards the intruder as the door handle stopped moving as adrenaline flew through you.
It was quiet, very quiet until you heard a stutter “ S me princess, ‘m sorry for leavin..” A very slurred and obviously drunk Sanzu was currently apologizing as the adrenaline rush stopped.
You opened up the safe and locked the pistol back up as you unlocked the door, finding a sight you’ve never seen before.
Sanzu was currently on his knees with hazy, teary eyes as you could hear soft sniffles from him with a couple tears running down his cheeks, “ M’ so sorry.” He slurred out with a reek of alcohol that was very clear on his clothes and in his mouth.
Rindou Haitani— Found out before you could tell him.
As cliche as it sounds, he found out before you could tell him. You were probably cooking dinner and he went to use the guest bathroom instead, due to the fact, it was literally the closest to the kitchen. I just know he found the test on the counter and had a whole question mark above his head and contemplated whether to ask you about it or not, which he did ofc. ( definitely the most chill out of all of them.)
“ I’m home!”
Keys jangled with the sounds of sizzling vegetables on a pan with footsteps of fancy dress shoes as Rindou took off his shoes from work, taking off all his layers of clothing and neatly folding it to pick it up after dinner.
You were cooking dinner as Rindou sneaked up behind you, wrapping his arms around you and peeking from behind your shoulder to see what was for dinner as you smiled at him.
You had just gotten home from work around an hour ago and ran to the store to get a pregnancy test which you took in the guest bathroom since you knew Rindou wouldn’t find it because he never uses the guest bathroom, much to your suspicions, all of the tests you took were all positive. (yay for you)
Rindou walked away from you as you glanced at him and returned back to cooking, “ I’m gonna use the bathroom, be right back.” He winked at you with a chuckle as you sautéed the vegetables.
Closing the restroom door as he walked inside the bathroom, a couple pregnancy tests were present on the counter as he picked one up, looking it front to back and then looked at the lines, 1 line and.. 2 lines.
He shoved it into his pocket and went about his restroom business, obviously.
Rindou walked up towards you as you were already putting both plates on the table as you sat down, smiling at Rindou as he sat down, giving you the signature Haitani smirk.
You grabbed a fork, munching onto the homemade food you made as Rindou just stared at you, “ What are you staring at , Rindou?” You looked up at your fiancé as he shrugged “ Nothing.” Nodding as you began eating once more.
Pulling out the pregnancy test that he stuffed inside his pocket, he held it up “ Whats this.?” At such a surprise, you choked on your food as Rindou handed you water while internally face palming himself due to your obvious clumsiness.
You let out a giggle and looked into Rindou’s eyes, “ You know what it is, Haitani.” A grin could be seen on your face “ Confident, coming from someone who just choked on their food.” A shared laugh was heard at the dining table.
Kakucho Hitto— Happy and excited.
It was actually a planned pregnancy, so no, your child was not an accident literally. You and Kakucho were actually in a good place and have been trying for a couple months now and you guys both found out at the same that you were currently 7 weeks pregnant, this man will make lists about everything he needs to buy for when you deliver the baby which definitely isn’t soon.
“ Are you ready to go, babe?”
Kakucho was currently carrying a notepad along with a black pen, checking down everything on his list to make sure nothing is forgotten when you guys go to the doctors after trying for a little while.
paperwork holder
photo frame
tote bag
snacks ( must need )
a couple drinks
If you couldn’t tell, he was excited as he put the tote bag on his shoulder along with two jackets, one for him and one for you, while grabbing keys to the family BMW car.
He bought a whole SUV just for the future baby, no matter how hard it was to get pregnant.
Like a gentleman, Kakucho held your hand proudly and rubbed your hand with his thumb as you guys waited for the doctor to call you guys into a room as you meekly fidgeted with Kakucho’s hand nervously.
“ Mr and Mrs. Hitto?”
You guys got up as Kakucho carried the tote bag and your purse, holding your hand while being side by side with you, marching behind the doctor like a proud soldier of his country.
Laying down on a table, you shivered at the cold gel onto your stomach as the doctor moved the ultrasound transducer on your belly as she looked around inside your stomach, searching for any signs of life until she paused and looked at her screen, seeing a tiny fetus, the size of 3/8 of a grape.
She looked up towards you and smiled “ Do you see what I see, ma’am?” You nodded as you looked towards Kakucho, he was currently shocked, mouth agape as you chuckled at him.
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“Maniac”
Sanzu x reader
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Summary: you are very much done with sanzu, his drugs, alcohol, partying, bonten. You have been watching your “haru” slip away for months, when one day you snapped
Characters: Bonten!Sanzu; Y/n (female but not implied)
Warning: angst with no comfort, swearing, mentions of drugs and alcohol
[the picture doesn’t belong to me]
Song used: maniac by Conan Gray
Not proof read btw
You had been worried sick for hours, calling sanzu god knows how many times. Clearly he wasn’t at the Bonten Headquarters as you had called the secretary.
All the horrible thought were swarming your mind.
Has he been cheating? What if he is injured?
This is the life of sanzu’s partner. He doesn’t come home at sane hours. When he does, usually stays in his office to do work for his boss, Mikey.
Oh how you started to despise mikey, sanzu being his loyal mad dog had left you cold in the sheets every night, waiting for Haru to come home, dinner you cooked kept in the fridge. Which you once desired to enjoy with him.
‘Haru’ you don’t even remember the last time you called him that
You were with your friends, partying; when the alcohol kicked in
You suddenly heard the ringing of your phone, immediately picking up, a bit of energy coming into you.
It was sanzu.
You immediately picked up the phone and brought it close to your ear.
Party music entered you ears and so did your ‘lover’s’ drunk voice, and you connected the dots
He was partying, as usual, drinking till he would pass out and the Haitani brother would call you, as usual, while you sat in your once shared penthouse, just hoping to have a hug.
Said you wanted me dead, so you showed up at my home
All alone, with a shovel and a rose
“Omg why have you been calling for so long, seriously I’m just here at the club, gosh you should just die, probably would with all that stress babe”
Your eyes darkened as you really heard his voice, he wasn’t even that drunk..
You had experienced drunk and high sanzu countless times, so you caught it in a second
“You should just die”, yet you really wished that you had caught it wrong
Soon you heard your doorbell ring
It was sanzu
You knew cause, this wasn’t anything knew
As your feet slowly took you to your door, you ran this situation in your head, it was predictable at this point for what was about to happen.
The door opened with a creek and you were met with him. You didn’t even bother showing your smile, just got to the side so he could get in.
“Where the fuck were you?” You asked as you crossed your arms and stood in front of him. Sanzu didn’t even bat an eye towards you as he drugged his coat off, another one stained with blood. Gun in hand he walked to the kitchen.
“I AM TALKING TO YOU HARUCHIYO” You were frustrated with him, him with his ignorant antics. He didn’t give you the respect that should be mutual with condition in a relationship.
How many things you could point out that was hurting you right now
And the source of those things, those nightmares, those thoughts, those voices, was standing in front of you, cleaning his gun.
“What the fuck is that attitude”, sanzu said has he lowered his hand and slowly looked at you. Gave you a gaze, a gaze that was once filled with sweetness, now only with bitterness.
“Haru, we have to talk about this, I never know where you are, I never know what you’re doing, I never know if you’re safe. Fuck, I feel like I don’t even know who you are anymore”, you said as the colour from your eyes started to become darker. This couldn’t go for long
“Y/n, I’m warning you right now, shut the fuck up”, he said as he slowly moved towards you, long legs still covering the distance in short time.
“No Haru, I am tired of just shutting up. This relationship isn’t healthy at all, this same thing has happened before, I know that if I breakup then you will just get me back. And I’m not going to hurt myself anymore. Either talk about this or we end this for good”, you were not afraid to say anything anymore.
Fear is an emotion and by the way sanzu had treated you. Made you feel like trash, constantly calling you names, being ignorant, had really pushed those emotions down.
You didn’t have tears left to let out, as all were let put on those winter nights, where you would snuggle in the blankets. No matter how many you brought, none gave you warmth. You would look at your phone every minute, hoping for an update.
Oh how you were pitying yourself
“SHUT UP, you are nothing beside me, you always came crawling back to me, not the other way around. And I’m a fucking adult, I can do what I want, now get the fuck out of my way”, deep down, in his heart, somewhere, Sanzu knew
He was wrong
He pushed you aside and walked up the stairs, as he loosened his tie.
You have seen Sanzu’s chats with his executives, heard his calls. And every-time you wish You were deaf, as you see and listen to him, disrespect me, laughing with his comrades about how trash you are, how your manipulative, how you make him wanna blast your brains out.
And everytime you have to shut the voices in your head, constantly telling to finally walk out. But you never could
But now, those voices have become one, and that’s your voice.
“I fucking hate you sanzu”
Sanzu stops in his tracks, he hasn’t heard you call him sanzu for ages. Slowly his sober self comes back as the colour from his face drains. And he sees you, down the stairs, face blank
No emotion, no smile that he once fell in love with, no affection in your eyes, no warmth which would engulf him.
As he realises how much he has messed up
“Y/n- what- U didn’t mean any of it”, sanzu tries to explain as he comes down the stairs.
He comes near you and try to cage you in his arms until you put a hand out.
Do you think I’m a joke? ‘Cause
Eyes filled with angry tears, you let out your frustration with words from your heart.
“People like you always want back what they can’t have, but I’m past that and you know that. So you should turn back to your rat pack, tell ‘em, I’m trash”
You lift your head as you look sanzu dead in the eyes as you pull up his phone which you got from his coat and showed him the sickening messages of him and his executives
Which you tried to forget just to get sleep at night.
Sanzu’s eyes dilute as his hands fall to his side
“Tell all of your friends that I’m crazy, and drive you mad. That I’m such a stalker, a watcher, a psychopath. And tell them you hate me and dated me just for laughs. So why do you call me and tell me want me back? You maniac”
The room is left silenced as you remove the bracelet sanzu gave for your first date and throw it in the trash.
You walk up to him and shove a small journal in his chest.
Grabbing your suitcase from the couch, you had prepared for this
You head for the door until a rough hand grabs your wrist.
“Pls baby, give me one last chance…”, pathetic pleads leave his scarred mouth.
“Don’t call me baby.” You snatch your wrist from his grasp and leave the house which had brought you comfort and joy but now only toxicity and coldness.
Flashback:
You just went too far
Wrecked your car, called me crying in the dark
Now you’re breaking my heart
You were in your apartment, finishing up college work. Alarmingly you get a phone call, it’s from haruchiyo.
“Hey love, is everything okay? You’re calling at 2:25 am”, you ask as you close your laptop. Your heart breaks as you hear sanzu crying and rain.
He tells you how he had crashed his car accidentally and when he came home, he couldn’t find you anywhere. Your heart shattered hearing about how he got so worried and was looking everywhere for you.
“Oh my god, I’m so sorry love, I completely forgot to tell you that I was gonna have some relatives over so I was at my apartment, I’m really sorry but are you okay though?”, you say as your hurriedly got into your car and started to drive to his place.
So, I show up at your place, right away.
Wipe the tears off your face
As you beg me to stay
Haru said he was okay and that he forgave you but you knew better so you got to his place as soon as you can and walked in to find sanzu covering his eyes, sitting on the foot of the couch.
You instantly rush to his side and put his head near your chest.
Silent sobbing fill the room and you pat his head and repeat “I’m here”
“Pls don’t go…” “I’m not going anywhere”
Flashback ends:
Sanzu’s knees give up as he kneels on the floor.
Remembering that memory really made him see what these 8 months couldn’t show him
He saw how much you cared for him, how you were always there for him.
And how he blames himself, curses at himself for making that beautiful smile fade away
He regrets
He regrets a lot
And this time
There is no way he will get you back
That with some flowers and a lame sorry, you will forgive him
Even the last time you forgave him, your eyes had shown tiredness and remnants of tears
And now
As he opens the journal you gave him
He is brought to the harshest of reality
He flips the pages and looks over all the photos, the letters you guys shared, the sweet memories of the good ol’ times
And he reaches the last page
And it is decorated with pink, matching his hair and blue, matching his eyes
And the words hit him in the heart, shattering it
As tears starts to drip down the carpet
He reads:
Happy anniversary Haru, really thought this could work out.
But we aren’t each other’s destiny.
I love you
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seraphdreams · 5 months
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missing bonten so badly
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kokomochi · 2 years
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𝐁𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐭 𝐋𝐢𝐬𝐭 | 𝐇𝐚𝐢𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐢 𝐑𝐚𝐧
"𝙨𝙤 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙜𝙤𝙣𝙣𝙖 𝙘𝙧𝙤𝙨𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙤𝙧 𝙣𝙖𝙝?"
suffering from a terminal illness- l/n y/n takes it upon herself to complete her little list before her time runs out. what she thought was a journey for one, turned into an adventure with roppongi's haitani ran.
02. a second time MASTERLIST
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of course, haitani ran never returned to the clinic- never intending on wasting his time visiting a girl that he barely knew when he can just be out here on the streets beating thugs to maintain his and his brothers title as the top delinquents of roppongi.
and that's what they were currently doing, walking along the sketchy alleyways with a baton at hand as they watched with a careful eye out on any possible threats.
it was nothing but a regular saturday night in the city- knowing that drunkards and lowlife delinquents would come scurrying out of their hiding places to try and take over roppongi without alarming the haitani brother's, oh boy how wrong they were.
do they really think that they have a chance on dethroning the duo out of their place? if so then they're probably living under a rock or doing drugs for them to be thinking that.
"should we check the regulars? they're probably back and haven't learned their place yet." rindou muttered, pushing his glasses up as they reached the end of the alleyway with no threats found.
ran hummed in reply, both turning back and headed towards the place where their regular competitors would usually meet up and talk about ways on how to out throw the brothers.
it was nothing but an old abandoned shop right in front of a cheap looking apartment complex, the sounds of their usual chatter and beer bottles clinking as the two walked closer to the place ready to beat their asses back to where they belong.
"why don't you come hang with us for a little while?"
"you feelin' like drinkin' vodka or beer?"
"no thank you- i have to go to work."
this made the older of the two brothers to raise a brow, wondering what mess these thugs are getting themselves into as they finally saw what was happening in the middle of their little shitty hang out spot.
three- no maybe four men were cornering a familiar (h/c) haired female, beer bottles in hand as they tried coaxing her to join in on their 'fun'.
now this made ran annoyed.
sure he's a little bit brutal when it comes to beating people and just owning the entirety of the city of roppongi- but even he has a little bit of self-control and respect to others especially when it comes to women.
he may not look the part, but he really does respect them and always made sure to teach rindou on how to as well- if not then he'll just slap some sense into him.
with a flick of his baton, the loud sound of the metal springing up turned everyone's attention on them- even the female who had her (e/c) eyes wide in recognition.
"now what's going on here?"
"haven't we already taught you shits your lesson? or are you just too dumb to listen to the lecture?"
ran turned to look at his brother with 'that' look, nodding his head in her direction as rindou got the message and took the girl by her arm and dragged her away- to which the drunk thugs complained at this.
"hey man- we're just trying to have some fun this time!"
"yeah! it's not like we're stealing your reputation from you guys-" the older sibling wasn't having it, immediately swinging his baton on their faces with a satisfying smack.
even from where y/n was, she can hear every bone in their body either being bent or broken- to which she just stared in awe as rindou watched in disinterest, not liking the way on how his brother was posing at the moment.
with his feet on one of the delinquents back, he applied pressure to it as he leaned down with a lazy grin on his face- purple eyes glowing with malice.
"didn't your mother's ever tell you that you should always respect women?"
"god he needs to fix on his pose- it's embarrassing."
(e/c) eyes stared at the unconscious men beneath his feet, blood flowing down from their temples and noses as ran clicked his tongue in annoyance, sending a final kick on one of the guys before making his way towards them.
under normal circumstances, people who'd come across the older haitani would've been scared shitless to even move a muscle if he was making their way towards them.
blood splatters decorated his fair skin and dark outfit- some of it even staining his dual colored hair as he sent a small grin at the (h/c) haired female.
"well if it isn't miss clinic- don't you know how dangerous it is walking in this part of town?" he hummed, slightly bending forward to meet her in the eyes as she merely gave him a shrug.
"i live here. normally they would've ignored me but they somehow decided not to tonight."
ran didn't know whether or not to be disappointed at how naive this girl is or be annoyed at her sheer stupidity- no one in their right minds would live in a shitty place like this to begin with unless you're just begging to be robbed or kidnaped!
he placed a finger on the bridge of his nose, sighing as he waved his brother of- rindou looking at him in wonder.
"go check the other areas while i drop her off to the clinic."
the youngest sibling was quite curious as to where his brother got the patience to drop off a nobody off to where they work and miss out on their usual nights out- but he didn't question it as he gave him a salute and left the place.
silence enveloped the two, curious (e/c) eyes watching as ran began going through the unconscious men's pockets- a familiar jingle of keys reached her ears, the male turning to look at her with motorcycle keys dangling on his slender fingers.
"let's get you to work now."
y/n let out an amused huff, following behind him as he began testing out the key on the parked vehicles just a couple of feet away from where the delinquents were- a satisfying hum of the engine made ran grin at the sound.
"isn't this considered as a grand theft auto?" now don't get the eighteen year old girl wrong- she didn't care whether or not she's about to ride on the back of a motorcycle that isn't theirs, but she's more so curious on what the male in front of her can also do.
he looks like he does drugs, probably committed murder too- eh she couldn't care any less. as long as he gets her to the clinic that she works at then she's fine with anything.
"it isn't considered as grand theft if you aren't caught, now hop in."
y/n gave him one last grin, shaking her head as she mounted the bike and looped her arms around his waist- ran kicking the stand up and began driving out of the place.
if he didn't have someone behind him, he would've ran over at least one of the delinquents while he was making an exit.
due to them not wearing a helmet, the wind harshly blew on their faces as the older haitani brother began driving over the speed limit- feeling the adrenaline coursing through his veins.
never has he felt so lively unless he was driving on a motorcycle and over the speed limit, a dangerous yet adventurous habit of his that rindou wished he stopped.
the thought of having another cargo with him passed right above his head, dodging cars as he made his way to the other side of the city where the clinic was located.
it wasn't until the hold on his waist tightened, eyes widening a bit in realization as he slowed down- looking at the rear view mirror to check if the girl was still alright.
y/n had on a smile on her face, clearly enjoying the ride as she rose a brow at him.
"why'd you slow down?"
"you were tightening your hold on me- is it bad that i was concerned?" a chuckle left her lip, arm loosening their hold on him as they stopped at a red light.
"if i wasn't there when you were beating them up then i would've assumed that you were sincere with your 'concern'."
"just drive, it's fun."
purple eyes stared at her through the mirror for a bit, lips stretching to an amused grin as his gaze returned on the road in front of them.
with a loud roar coming from the motorcycle, he drove away even if the traffic lights were still stuck on red- causing a series of cars to honk at them.
but ran could care less- not if he was beginning to feel that rush that he loved chasing through the streets of roppongi.
similar to the male, y/n let out a chuckle as the wind tickled her face- blowing her face and just giving her the feeling of excitement and plain freedom.
whatever was happening right now- she didn't want it to stop. no, not if she finally tasted what it's like to have adrenaline coursing through your veins.
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he sight of the little clinic welcomed them as haitani ran slowed down, stopping just in front of the office. he kicked the stand down and turned around to make sure that y/n was still alright after the two drove way above the speed limit.
she got down, hair all disheveled and cheeks stretched with a big smile making its way on her features.
"that was fucking awesome- i want to do it again!"
ran expected the girl to scold him or something, throw her bag at him or even slap him for scaring her shitless- he didn't expect her to want an encore.
y/n keeps surprising him in many ways possible, and it's only the second time that the two had met!
purple eyes watched as she scavenged her bag, hearing papers crinkling in her hold as she finally took out what seems to be a list- a long one at that.
with a pen in hand, she began crossing out some things from the list with a satisfied smile on her face.
"what's that? your will?" the (h/c) haired girl gave him a chuckle, flipping the paper over and gave him the opportunity to see what was written on it.
"it's a bucket list- and we managed to cross out three in just one night!" ran was confused at this, eyes scanning on the messy scribbles on the paper as he indeed saw three numbers already crossed out.
steal a car witness a fight- if possible be one of the brawlers go over the speed limit
one particular number made him hum in amusement, leaning in to read the text a little bit more clearly.
give a hot guy my number
"hot guy, really?" y/n let out an angry huff, pouting at him as she took the list back and into her bag.
"hey- you gave me the opportunity on finally crossing it out of my list!"
she said, earning a chuckle from the male as he leaned on the motorcycle to look more cooler- now that he knows his charm affected the girl, it wouldn't hurt to charm her more right?
with a thoughtful hum, her annoyed expression turned to one of happiness- bounding up to him with her fists closed close to her chest.
"that's it- you're gonna help me!"
"help you with what?" y/n stepped back, a finger pointing at the dual haired male who had his brows quirked in curiosity.
"you're gonna help me complete everything on my bucket list!" purple eyes widened, entertained that this complete stranger just told him to help her in completing some list.
ran wasn't complaining at this- wanting to see where this'll go. the male also wanted some thrill in his life other than driving around the city with his life always on the line and if helping this girl complete her little task does the job then he's in for the ride.
"you're trusting a complete stranger in completing that list of yours? i don't even know you."
she let out a proud huff, giving him a grin as purple watched her bright expression in amusement.
"i'm l/n y/n- and starting tonight, you're my bitch!"
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staystraykay · 2 years
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When I Found You
FT: Rindo, Past!Baji, Mikey, Sanzu, Ran, Koko, Past!Kazutora, Past!Chifuyu, Past!Draken, Past!Toman Members
CW: MANGA SPOILERS! Mentions of a Cannon Death, Angst, Comfort, Cussing, Sanzu being a dick because he's Sanzu, Fighting, Past Trauma.
A/N: Seriously guys, if you haven't at least seen up to the end of the Valhalla Arc then I don't suggest reading. I won't spoil it here in the Author Note, but I will be mentions a Cannon Death-Meaning I will be ruining the dramatic effect of seeing this person die in the show or in the manga. Also, this is Bonten Arc. If you don't know Bonten Arc, then there will be even more Spoilers. So... you've had your warning. Read at own risk!
Sit back, relax, grab a drink, and enjoy the shit show!
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The morning had not started out great.
Rin's phone had gone off and you were going to just let it ring, but he told you to answer it. "It might be Ran on one of the burners." He called from the shower. So, you answered it like he told you and you wish to God you hadn't.
"Hello?" You said absentmindedly as you searched the closet for something to wear. You expect to hear Ran's whimsical voice over the line, teasing about you answering his brother's phone for him.
Oh no. No, you got much worse.
"Oh, I'm sorry. I thought this was someone else." A girl said over the line, making you freeze immediately.
"Who were you looking for?" You found yourself saying, but you weren't sure you wanted the answer.
"Haitani Rindo."
You felt your stomach drop and twist. A girl was calling his phone. A girl who didn't sound like she was calling for work, let alone someone who sounded as though she worked for Bonten. You gripped the phone tighter as you mouth went dry.
"Uh, I'm sorry, who is this?" You looked down at the floor, your gaze so focused you were sure you were going to burn holes in the carpet. There was one name you didn't want to hear, and you swore if you did you were going to kill Rindo.
"Nami Mirai."
You were going to be sick.
"I'll let Haitani know you called." You said numbly before hanging up, not bothering to wait for a response.
You found yourself sitting at the foot of the bed, still wrapped in a towel, your mind racing and yet empty all at once. Mirai was Rindo's ex. The girl before you, and one he had told you he wished would fall off the face of the earth. He didn't go into too much detail, but Ran had told you once he thought Mirai would be the one Rin would end up with. Until he met you that was.
You hadn't known how long you were sitting on the bed when Rin came strutting out, a towel low on his hips and another in his hands as he dried his hair. You looked up, and just seeing his face made you want to vomit. He gave you a smirk and you just glared at him, the anger finally boiling over the numbness.
Without a word you grabbed random clothes from the closet and dressed quickly, refusing to look up at Rin. He looked at you cautiously a couple of times, and you could feel how bad he wanted to ask you what was wrong, but you remained silent. It wasn't until you were slipping shoes that he finally spoke up.
"Are you ok?" He looked at you with a brow raised hands holding a tie that he was probably expecting you to put on him.
You looked at him as if he had lost his mind. You didn't know whether to explode or just stay silent and just storm out the house. It wasn't fair that he didn't know why you were mad, but it wasn't fair that Mirai was calling him behind your back. Had they been talking behind you back? For how long? Would he have told you if he had answered the phone?
"Y/N?" He took a step closer, and you jumped up from the bed.
"Do not touch me." You spat. You could taste the venom dripping off those words.
He looked shocked. You had never acted like this before. "What's the matter? Did I hurt you this morning?" You could see the worry in his eyes as angry tears spilled out of yours.
"You know, Rin, out of everything I thought you were capable of doing, cheating on me was never one of them." You tried to snap out with that same venom, but it came out sadder and more hurt. You could feel the tearful hiccups building in your chest. The confused and shocked look on his face just made you want to punch him.
"W-What? Who the hell told you some shit like that?" His eyes widened and gawked at you for second, before they traveled to the abandoned phone on the bed. His eyes locked on it and his expression hardened as he said, "Who was on the phone?"
"So many you can't keep up with them, huh?" You scoffed and tried to storm past you boyfriend of three years.
He grabbed a hold of your arm before you could get past him, and his eyes flicked down to you. "Who the fuck was on the phone?" A demand, not a question.
You could have punched him in that second. You wanted to. If looks could kill, the icy glare you gave him would have done his ass in.
"Nami Mirai." You seethed.
You watched as his eyes grew wide in shock, then he frowned in confusion. "Mirai? What the hell was she calling for?"
You mocked a laugh in anger. "I didn't ask. Probably wants to schedule your next fling for all I fucking know." You tried to yank your arms out of his grip, but he just held tighter and grabbed your other arm to keep you still.
"Hey," You thrashed in his grip, "Hey! Y/N, calm down dammit! I have not been meeting up with anyone in secret, let alone fucking Mirai!" He snapped, looking down at you. He focused you to make eye contact, and as you look into his violet eyes you searched for any telltale sign of a lie.
There wasn't any.
"You swear?" You finally pushed out after a few heartbeats. You wanted to believe him so bad, and yet didn't want to all at the same time. Gotta love those pesky trust issues and past trauma scars. "You haven't been cheating on me?"
"No." He huffed out and pulled you into a tight embrace. "God No." He kissed the top of your head and you clung to him and tried to stop the steady stream of tears rolling down you face. Pulling you from him and cupping your face to wipe the tears away he gave you a weak smile.
"I don't know what she wanted." You hiccupped, and Rindo tried not to chuckle softly at the pouty look on your face.
He kissed your forehead softly. "Do you want me to block the number? I don't need to know what she wanted." Even though you hated yourself for it, you nodded your head yes. You felt like a pathetic girlfriend, and a clingy bitch for it.
He said a soft 'ok' and then proceeded to block and delete the number for you to see. You didn't need him to prove it to you, but he said he'd feel more comfortable with you seeing it for yourself. To stop any doubt in its tracks.
He finished getting ready for work, and you put on a better outfit before sending him out the door with a kiss and a bento box for his lunch. You weren't going to be doing much, but you forced yourself to stay busy cleaning and organizing the house to distract your mind which was still trying to overthink everything.
After deep cleaning the bathroom, organizing and tidying the living room up, scrubbing the kitchen spotless, and straightening the bedroom up and changing out the sheets and bedding you had completely finished the house. Nothing left to do. Not even the laundry which you had finished off the day before. So, with nothing to keep you busy you decided to go out and visit a friend.
You and Emi decided to go for a couple of drinks and some lunch. You talked and laughed for a few hours, which was nice. She asked about you and Rin, and you gave her a smile and said 'never better'. It wasn't until a rowdy delinquent gang of kids racing on their bikes that she had looked at you were a sorrowful glance.
"It's October now." She sighed, watching the red light of their bike tails zipping off. "How many years has it been now? Seven? Eight?"
"Ten." You corrected, looking down into your whiskey coke. "Ten years this Halloween." You let yourself the ting of an old heart scar for a moment, before putting the band-aid back over it and smiling brightly. "You know, Chifuyu runs a little pet shop now. Keisuke would probably laugh himself hoarse if he could see it."
Emi didn't laugh. She looked at you with cautious eyes. This time of year was always hard for you, worse even before Rindo came along. She checked in more during October than she did all year round. You couldn't blame her. For a while it looked as though you weren't going to make it through. You were so empty then. You could have died and not cared then.
"You still talk to Chifuyu?" She decided to ask, but you could tell it wasn't what she wanted to.
You shook you head before taking a sip of your drink. "No. I haven't spoken to him in years." It was true. You and Chifuyu had gotten into an enormous fight not long after the Bloody Halloween, and you hadn't spoken since. "I just happen to see it when I was passing through. Made me smile to see Kei's dream become a reality." You admitted with a ting of sorrow.
"Y/N-"
"Emi, I'm fine. I'm taken care of, and Rindo makes me happy." You stop her, before she can make you cry. "I know Kei is looking down and happy to see me living my life. He wouldn't want me to mop over it and never move on." You had told yourself that too many times to count.
She didn't look like she believed you but decided to fake it anyways. So, the two of you moved past the topic and got to visit for another hour before she had to go. You said your farewells and promised to do it again next week before she had to rush off.
You had the waiter make another roll of Rin's favorite sushi before paying and leaving. You decided since you closer to the office than you were the house, you'd drop by and see him and make sure he has some food in case he has to work late. Late nights tended to be a reoccurring thing in the past few weeks with Mikey being a bit antsy for some reason.
The office building was only a block's walk, and as you did you let yourself think back on your past. The times spent on the back of a bike, rushing through the streets like a bat out of hell. The times you and Mikey and Draken and Emma and Kei would spend hours laughing over the dumbest thing.
It brought a smile to your lips.
All of this went crashing down the second the elevator doors opened on the top floor.
Koko and Takeomi were sitting on the open space's couch either pinching the bridge of their noses or rubbing their temples, and Kaku looked like he was trying to stand as far away from the middle of the room as possible. This due to the fact that in the middle of the open space Ran was trying to pull Rindo back from Sanzu as the two of them screamed at one another. What the hell had you walked into?
"Get hit by a bus you walking overdose!" Rindo snapped, pushing against her brother's hold on him.
"Rindo, calm down." Ran said tensely. His eyes snapped up at the sight of the elevator doors moving. He locked eyes with you and his gaze grew wide. "Rin, hey, listen to me!"
"No! Fuck this pill popping drug whore. Let me snap his neck and be done with it!" Rindo boomed through the whole floor, and you tried very hard not to make a sound or any sudden movements.
Rin would never hurt you or get that upset with you when you were just trying to check in on you. But you were in a room full of very dangerous men, two of the most dangerous currently trying to have an all out blood bath. So, you didn't move a muscle, and watched as your boyfriend tried to kill Sanzu.
"Rin, you need to stop now!" Ran snapped, holding his brother in a headlock. "Seriously, Y/N's-"
"Y/N?" Sanzu chuckled loudly and manically. "How's Y/N doing these days? Bet this last month has been hard on her." While when a normal individual said something like that you knew they were sincere and honestly concerned about you-coming from Haruchiyo, you wanted to throw up or snap his neck. Both actually.
"What the fuck is that supposed to mean?" Rindo growled out, kicking his feet at the pink haired asshole.
Sanzu's lips curled up doubtingly before letting a cackle of insanely fly past his lips. "What? You don't remember? You were there after all." His grin grew wider, opening to spill more vile out.
"Shut your damn mouth, Haruchiyo!" You snapped. All six men looking up at you. Takeomi and Kaku looked at you with shocked eyes, Koko looked like he was in the middle of a drama show just waiting for all the tea to spill, Ran looked like he wanted to smack himself in the face, and Rin. Rindo looked at you with wide eyes, now concerned as to why you were there. Sanzu though, he was smiling wildly, as if he was high off the interaction.
"Y/N?" Rindo started, his shoulder's dropping out of his brother's hold. His mind not on fighting Sanzu now.
"Y/N! Just in time! We were just talking about you." Sanzu flung his arms wide in the air, looking as though he had finally lost his damned mind.
Your knuckles were turning white with how tight you were clutching them at your side. You felt like you could kill Haruchiyo. Over the many years you had known the fucking idiot, you've never wanted to break every bone in his lanky ass body more.
"Haru, I suggest you stop there. I am not in a good mood today, and I don't give a shit what Mikey says. I will rip that insulting tongue out of your damn head myself." You growled out, keeping your feet planted in their spot. One move of a muscle and you knew you'd follow through with that threat.
"Kinky! Did Keisuke teach you that or-" You were moving before he could finish. Connecting the ball of your foot into his jaw, flinging him back into one of the glass windows and down on his ass.
Before anyone could react, you pushed your foot flat against his throat, threatening to crush his windpipe. Your fists bawled tightly, your eyes glued onto his mouth as he gapped open and close like a fish out of water. You pushed harder, really considering on ending his life.
"Y/N?" Rindo called out, and you looked back at him. His eyes wide and arms reached out, hesitant to grab you.
You look back at the gasping Haruchiyo, and before you let your foot drop you pulled a pocketknife out from your jeans and flicked it open as you said, "Don't forget Haru, I learned a lot from Mikey and Kazutora too."
Closing the knife and turning from the crumpled psycho pinky pie as it gasped for air, you walked to Rindo, handing over the sushi you had brought him. You were in a very sour mood now, and just when you had pulled yourself up from the mess you had been this morning. Haruchiyo was one annoying bastard who knew how to get under people's skin.
"I didn't know if you had to work late, so I brought you some sushi." You mutter, not wanting to look up from the white bag. You didn't want to look up and see all the questions you didn't want to answer swirling around in his eyes.
His brows furrowed and he rubbed your arms looking at the crumpled Sanzu behind you. "Are you ok? What was that?" He whispered in a concerned tone, pullin you back enough to force you to look into his eyes.
"Rin, I really don't-"
"Don't tell me he doesn't know, Y/N." Sanzu coughed from behind you, still trying to laugh even though his windpipe had just nearly been crushed.
You tensed up, fits bawled up again, and hyper aware of the knife you had just tucked into your back pocket. You felt Rin's grip on you tighten, probably to keep you from doing something he believes you'll regret. You manage to turn in his grip though. Facing the pathetic crumbled ball of maniac on the floor, trying to push himself back up to his feet.
"That doesn't concern anyone here besides you and Mikey. So, shut the fuck up." You were seething. You knew if you didn't kill that son of a bitch he'd just keep talking, and now you couldn't. Rindo held on to you too tightly, Ran had positioned himself in between you and Sanzu, and you were hyper aware of the other three sitting on the edge of the couch ready to move quick if they needed to. You had lost your element of surprise.
"Oh come on, Y/N. I thought you and Rindo didn't keep any secrets from one another." Sanzu pushed, a weak grin plastered against his lips. He looked you dead in the eye, daring you to deny anything. This little drug head had been craving chaos, and now you've provided for him.
"Keisuke isn't a secret you pill popping whore!" You snapped back. "You wanna talk about secrets, Haru, let's talk about them. Does the rest of the executives know that Takeomi is really your older brother? You tell everyone you don't have any siblings, but that's a lie isn't it. Takeomi's your brother and little Senju of Brahman was your sister." You dropped an atomic bomb in the middle of the office.
Sanzu's face twists in disgust and anger, and you can feel Takeomi behind you sitting as still a pole. You bet he was hardly breathing. The only one who knew was Mikey.
"Or how about the fact that you were the one who had Koko's strippers addicted to molly a few months back? Yeah, that's right, Koko, Sanzu here was fucking and drugging up your precious high-end strippers." You spat out, looking back at Kokonoi who looked like he could kill.
"How'd you even know that?" Sanzu spat out.
"I didn't even know that." Rindo added in, his eyes staring down at you shocked. How in the hell did you know all of this?
"I didn't take a genius to figure it out idiot. Just someone who knows you well enough to know the only person you give a fuck about here is Mikey. If Mikey didn't know, then fucking Koko over didn't make a difference to you." You were dripping with venom. Your own wicked smile painting your lips. "Don't forget, Haruchiyo, I grew up with you too."
"You grew up with Sanzu?" Ran gawked.
"I grew up with Mikey and Sanzu. In fact, why don't we talk about those ugly ass scares on your face, Haru. You ever tell the other members how you got those little diamonds?" You chuckled as you saw his face twist more and more into a hateful an angered expression.
"Don't." He spat out.
A laugh spilled from your lips. "Oh? Don't want to talk about it? That's right. You just want to talk about other people's problems and issues. Pill popping Sanzu is still just poor, pathetic Haruchiyo."
"Y/N." Mikey's voice rang a dull echo in the penthouse office.
You snapped your eyes to him and glared. "What? You want to reopen some wounds too, Mikey?" You snapped.
Everyone around you tensed, and yet you were afraid. One thing you could say you never were was afraid of Mikey. He was still the idiot who ate kids meals only if the flag was in it, who took naps anywhere and everywhere, who made deals with slimy mongrels like Kisaki Tetta.
His dead eyes looked at you for a long breath and you could feel Rin begin to try and suddenly position himself in front of you. Ran's eyes flicked between you and Mikey, his muscles obviously wound and ready to leap into action.
"Sanzu," Everyone tensed, "leave her alone." He said and looked over to the drug addict still on the floor. "Or I'll deal with you myself."
"Yes sir!" Sanzu nodded quickly and everyone watched as Mikey disappeared behind one of the office doors.
You looked at the wood of the door for a minute. You thought for sure you and Mikey were going to have it out right there and then. Instead, now, Rindo was dragging you to his office all while his hand trembled with yours clutched in his.
Ran slank into the room behind you two and closed the door quickly. He leaned against the wood incase Sanzu decided Mikey was bluffing. Rindo hugged you tightly for a minute before letting go and letting his anger overpower his worry.
"What in the hell was that? Do you know Mikey could have just killed you then!" He snapped, his eyes blazing and locked on to you.
"He won't." You said flaltly.
A scoff rang out between the two Haitani brothers. "Mikey doesn't feel anything for anyone. He doesn't think twice about killing anyone." Rindo said in a tone like you were a child and he was lecturing you for jumping on the bed.
"Mikey won't kill me. He owes me." You said again flatly. That empty pit you lived in for years was playing at the edges of your mind, trying to seduce you back into that endless void.
"What the hell do you mean Mikey, leader of the biggest Yakuza, owes you." Ran's brows shot into his hairline.
You looked between the both of them and groaned. "The Bloody Halloween. Remember it? You both were there." You snapped, annoyed that you had been forced now three times to even remotely discuss and topic you'd rather never talk about again.
"Bloody Halloween?" Ran looked confused.
It was Rindo who nodded. "Yeah, that delinquent war between Tokyo Manji and Valhalla. That was like, what, ten years ago?"
"Ten years this Halloween." You snipped. "Well, the kid who died that day, his name was Baji Keisuke. A fourteen-year-old kid, would have been fifteen three days later." You started, pushing back the tears. "He was my boyfriend. I loved his so much I was sure he was it for me. I had grown up with him and Mikey and Sanzu." A couple tears dripped down, running down your cheeks. "I was one of the first people to defend Keisuke when Shinichiro died. I was the first one to see him every day and last to see him every night. And I was the only one who didn't get to see him before he was gone." You felt the sob build in your throat. "I loved him so much, Rin. I was sure I died with him. I was so empty when he died. For years I was just this walking void of nothing. No joy, no anger, no sadness. Just nothing. Numb. And then I met you, and some way, somehow, it was like I woke up. When I found you it's like I came back from the dead." You were sobbing. You felt pathetic, and you felt emotionally naked. You hardly cried in front of Rin, and now here you were sobbing in front of him and his brother.
"I didn't get to be there the day he died. I had out of town for the day, and by the time I got back he was gone. I didn't get to say goodbye, and that has eaten away at me for years." You choked out.
You felt arms wrap around you, crushing you against a familiar chest. Rin held you tightly, whispering calming shushes in your ear. Ran behind you patted you head, trying his best to held in the comfort. You felt like you had stood there for hours, bawling into Rin's chest who let you take as long as you needed, holding you close to him the whole time.
By the time your body ran out of tears, Rin was packing his work stuff, and guiding you towards the elevator. He was going home for the day, and he was staying home with you tomorrow. He was going to be right there for when the band-aid on your heart couldn't hold back the tidal wave of hurt that would spill out.
For the next few days, every time Rin held you a little too tight, or every time he washed your hair with a softness you couldn't describe, or every time he kissed you head and told you in a quiet voice only meant for you how much he loved you, you couldn't help but think this was what Keisuke would have wanted for you. What he would have told you to find before he died. Perhaps his dying wish for you; to find someone who could love you like he did. For someone to be there when you fell and when his absence grew to be too much. For Rindo to come and pick up the pieces; to wake you up and give you a reason to live again.
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Chokehold
(Sanzu/Takuya in bad Toman Takemichi timeline)
(drabble)
(link to ao3 in case some one preferes to read it there)
This song goes perfect with it:
Warnings: The Dove Isn't Dead But Is Not Looking Great. Dubious Consent. Substance Abuse. Angst. No smut at all, just angst.
(Mikey's existence haunting the narrative, also called background unrequited HaruMai. The cursed name joke is totally pun intended, if you know you know)
Notes: Well... This is a total surprise. I saw a fanart of Sanzu wearing red high-heels next to glow-up Takuya and my brain got possesed. So like always with rareships, I was suddenly starving and had to create something about them.
Also, I know @lucifugousart will provide us with some art of them sooner or later, the images are now hunting your brain. 😌
(English is not my first language, so be nice please 🙈)
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Takuya wakes up feeling like shit. The sun is burning his eyes, too bright for his hangover brain, to not feel his head hurting with it. His mouth feels dry and his throat scratches when he tries to swallow. To be honest, there isn't a part of his body that isn't aching right now, but his neck and his mind are the worst of it.
He doesn't remember too much, but the flashbacks try to flood his mind. A maniacal laughter, stabbing pain on his thighs.
He looks at the man sleeping next to him, pink strands scattered on the pillow. Is not the first time this happens, but Haruchiyo is still a mystery for the blonde. No, Sanzu. Takuya has to correct himself, something that is starting to become an habit lately. Is difficult to not get attached, to remember how dangerous this man is. Even for Toman's standards.
Blood. Red high-heels pressing his neck. A poisoning tongue licking every mark, hands playing with his choker. Ripping it off with hungry eyes.
Sanzu's job inside the organization is unclear for anyone who isn't a high ranked member. The only thing everyone knows, whispers with fear, is that he's the one that deals with traitors. His loyalty is unquestionable, he never disobeys a direct order even if he tends to have his particular way of follow them (always more violent, more loud). At the same time, he doesn't seem to be on the claws of Kisaki, not totally at least (Takuya envies him so much for that, he has seen on his friends the price of being mere puppets).
They were both completely intoxicated and he can't find the will to hate the other. No matter if the memories makes him want to throw up, if the violence really scared him this time. He doesn't blame him, no more than he blames himself.
One of the fews that actually still talks with Mikey, that always knows where their boss is, like an obsessive shadow. Maybe that's the point, Sanzu's true loyalty is to the one who was once called Invincible (he suspects that's also where the pinkette's heart is, even if he'll never dare to ask).
He wonders if he would've allowed Sanzu to do all that to his body if he had been sober. If Sanzu would've done it if he had also been sober. He shivers, not wanting to know the answer to that.
Sometimes, Takuya feels there is two different people inside that damaged man. The unhinged criminal, the psychopath, the mask he shows to the world (like an irony of the one he used to wear back then).
Possessive, controlling, the one that fucks him raw without mercy. Always demanding more, craving every piece of him.
And Haruchiyo,the one that breaks in his arms when he's too high to contain all that pain. His vulnerability feels even more raw, too honest, too broken. Takuya wonders who is Haruchiyo looking when he tears up, caressing his blond locks with an affection that feels too deep for being directed at the younger boy.
Another flashback hits him, sweet voice on his ear, a complete opposite to the actions on the rest of his body. A name repeated on a loop, making him finally try to resist, to complain. Not that the other cares, who knows if he even realizes, too deep in his delusion. In that cursed name. “Mikey, Mikey, Mikey...”
“...Morning, pretty neck.”
Finally, a voice mumbles next to him, aquamarine eyes staring at his neck when he turns around. Haruchiyo touches the marks, guilt crossing his face when he does it.
“Last night... Shit. I'm sorry.”
Is just a whisper, so weak that he almost misses it. But it's full of shame and remorse, feelings that Takuya know too damn well (that are engraved in his body deeper than any mark or bruise the other could do to him).
“It's fine, we were both high. Don't worry about it.”
He tries to shrugged it off and kisses him softly, showing the same sweetness he learned to hide inside of Toman. Earning a faint smile in return, a couple of arms suddenly clinging on to him. Haruchiyo buries his face on the mistreated neck, exhaling loudly with relief. Deeply inhaling his scent right after, almost like it was oxygen.
Is difficult to not get attached and Takuya finds less reasons to resist every day. And it's fine, right? Everything is just fine.
If it wasn't for his body remembering, everything could be fine.
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mykomivenn · 2 years
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Silly draft + future imagines so yolo
Had a rough day with my crush and all. So i had to slap these happy and unhappy experiences onto my confort character. So you will either get a highschool Crush!Inui or Crush!Sanzu/Rindou
Yknow just you who's been their friend since your first year of high school. God knows how you two met but you fell for them the day when you two started talking, their genuine smile and laughter that gives you some sort of comfort. It aches, but in a good way. They enjoy YOUR presence like how you enjoy theirs. Each day they do all sorts of new-yet silly things that oddly makes you fall for them more
You two held hands before, cuddle and even have a late night chat with each other through your discord/whatsapp videocall. You believe they like you. You're so convinced too.
Just before then, you found out they're so head over heels for your best friend. Who is popular, smart, pretty... Basically the beauty standards.
(Ight too much leaks) gn 🏃‍♂️
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mitsuyeaah · 1 year
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It's okay to share your worries. Besides, I noticed your nervous state and asked about it. Think of it as another reason why I decided to write to you.
– Sanzu
That makes me feel at ease! You’re always so sweet and kind to me, and I love how attentive you are. I’m very glad that you’ve reached out to me <3
Also, I’ll be going to bed soon! Good night, Sanzu :”) I hope we can talk again tomorrow.
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effetsecndaires · 9 months
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— 𝐭𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐛𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐞𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐢𝐤𝐞𝐲'𝐬 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐠𝐧𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐢𝐟𝐞 (𝐡𝐜𝐬)
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INCLUDES | toman members [mentioned: draken, hakkai, mitsuya, pah-chin, peh-yan, takemichi, kazutora, chifuyu, baji.], bonten members [mentioned: takeomi, koko, kakucho, sanzu, ran and rindou haitani]
NOTE | headcanons for toman are set in the final timeline! everyone is in their mid/late 20s, happy & alive :) | request
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— TOMAN.
When Mikey shows up with a pregnant lady at his side, most of the gang is stunned into silence. Curious gazes are exchanged, then everyone start whispering among each other, trying to make sense of the situation.
At first, nobody really connects the dots. They all assume you must be a friend in need or someone Mikey found and decided to help. They imagine that Mikey took you under his wing and promised to keep you safe – which would explain why he brought you here. Typical Mikey.
Imagine the absolute whiplash when Mikey starts the meeting by introducing you as his wife.
For some of them (especially Draken), it's kind of a hard pill to swallow.
A wave of realization hits him hard and he suddenly feels like he never really knew Mikey after all. His best friend, whom he hangs out with pretty much every day and has been looking after his whole life, has been married this entire time? He can't help but wonder how he missed all the signs and feels a mixture of emotions as he tries to process those unexpected layers of Mikey's life that he never knew existed.
But once he starts to grasp the reasons why Mikey did it, he begins to feel better about it.
He knows that Mikey has always been a responsible and thoughtful young man. The fact that he kept his wife hidden from the gang because he knew your presence might've made you a target for rival gangs or enemies seeking to exploit the slightest vulnerability in his life only made Draken more admirative of Mikey.
Over time, everyone in Toman gets accustomed to the situation and they all grow closer to you, much to Mikey's delight.
Hakkai has yet to get used to seeing you around all the time, but he tries his best. He really likes you and tries not to freeze completely when you talk to him. It's not easy for him, but he does manage to get a few words out when you start a conversation. It's cute to see him make the effort and face his shyness just to be able talk to you.
Baji and Chifuyu are like your personal bodyguards. They treat you like a younger sibling, always looking out for you and stealing you from Mikey to hang out or help with shopping for the baby.
As for Mitsuya, he'll put all his energy into making his own unique pieces of clothing for the baby. Before your child is even born, he's is already envisioning the most adorable designs to keep the little one cozy and stylish at all times. He'll design all sort of cute outfits, knit baby blankets, baby booties, and maybe even craft some nursery decor, because why not.
Everyone quickly realizes that you are an essential pillar of support for Mikey and they, too, end up finding comfort in your presence.
In moments of stress and anxiety, you always know how to calm them down. A gentle touch on the shoulder or a quick pep talk is all it takes to ease the burden from their shoulders. It's as if you have this innate sense of knowing when people need support the most, and you're always there to lend a listening ear or a shoulder to lean on.
You've practically become Kazutora's best friend and confident, and he often seeks your advice on important decisions. Your bond with him runs deep, forged through shared experiences and the understanding that you have for each other. He knows that you genuinely care about his well-being and will always have his best interests at heart.
After the baby's arrival, Pah-Chin and Peh-Yan turn into the typical pair of bickering uncles, always competing to hold the baby first (because of course, everyone gets to hold your baby at least once a day).
One day, their playful argument escalates and their voices disturb the baby's peaceful sleep, leading to Mikey landing a friendly kick on them, while Draken settles to giving them a rather harsh slap on the back of the head.
In the midst of the chaos, Takemichi eventually gets the privilege of holding the baby first. You could tell he was practically dying to ask, but simply didn't dare to.
You share a special connection with all of Mikey's friends, like a close-knit found family, and each of them wholeheartedly reciprocates your affection.
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— BONTEN.
When Mikey holds a meeting to introduce his pregnant partner, the news doesn't really come off as a shock to anyone. Everyone in Bonten is used to sleeping around, and, well, they know that accidents can happen.
Mikey decided to be responsible and keep a prostitute and her baby? Okay, good for him. Maybe not the best decision, but that's none of their business.
What genuinely shocks them however, is finding out that you and your baby are actually far from being a mere accident or casual fling gone wrong.
In fact, you've been Mikey's wife for a little over a year now, and the main motivation behind his decision to introduce you to his gang is to ensure your safety at all times. He can't risk an enemy finding out about you before his allies do, especially now that you're pregnant.
They're not exactly thrilled by the idea of playing babysitter for their boss - but they quickly get used to having you around. (It's not like they have much of a choice anyway)
Takeomi handles you like literal porcelain. He doesn't leave your side, always following you around to make sure you don't trip, fall down the stairs or hurt yourself in any way shape or form.
His attentiveness is primarily driven by your position as the boss's wife rather than personal affection or genuine concern for you, though. He's just doing his job, knowing that any harm happening to you while he's in charge of watching you will result in him getting reprimanded by Mikey. You're a very nice woman, but he'd rather be tasked with more important business - hence the constant huffs and sighs when he's around you.
Koko, on the other hand, grows particularly fond of you and buys pretty much everything you need for yourself and the baby. Whether it be clothes, plushies, furniture for the nursery or your weird pregnancy cravings, he'll get you anything you desire. This baby is going to be spoiled rotten whether you like it or not. (Mikey complains about it more than you do)
Similarly, you and Kakucho develop a significant bond over time, the third-in-command becoming almost like an older brother to you. Among the gang, he stands out as the friendliest and least intimidating, Introducing a comforting and accessible presence in your life, something you've been missing for a while. Although you love Mikey dearly, being his wife presents its own set of difficulties and often leaves you feeling isolated.
Sanzu mostly minds his own business. He does his job and keeps an eye on you, but he has too much respect for Mikey to even consider befriending you. He wouldn't want his boss to get the wrong idea.
He mostly leaves the wifesitting job to the others, preferring to stay by Mikey's side and obey his more thrilling orders.
(And let's be honest, you're not complaining)
The Haitani brothers aren't big on befriending, and yet from time to time they'll buy some stuff for your baby, like little shoes or plushies. (That's mostly Rindou's doing, as he tends to be friendlier than his older brother).
When you find yourself alone at home, they're usually the ones assigned to stay by your front door, ensuring your security.
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