On the left, something I painted in about 87' Lol! ... on the right, something I painted this morning... Been meaning to do this for a while :) - - #warhammer #warhammerofficial #wargames #warhammercommunity #warhammer40k #warhammeruniverse #commissionpainter #opencommissionwork #opencommissions #citadelminiatures #citadelpaints #hobby #quiettime #retrogaming #2ndedition40k #wh40kmedic #40kroguetrader #roguetrader (at Prudhoe) https://www.instagram.com/p/CpxcwuztHWY/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
For the earth shall be filled with the knowledge of the glory of the Lord, as the waters cover the sea. Habakkuk 2:14 KJV https://bible.com/bible/1/hab.2.14.KJV #bible #quiettime #bibleverse #dailydevotional #jesus #youversion https://www.instagram.com/p/CnQfJ1rKzIO/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
and it is noteworthy, almost funny, how I come back to you foolishly every single time you reach out. despite the insufferable pain you caused me every time you left, making me desperately search for ideas that distract me from you, and then pretend like I hadn't missed you at all because you sure don't seem like you missed me.
what kills me is knowing that I'd shamelessly do it again, say yes again, to go through all the shit you put me through just to feel that tiny bit of excitement and happiness I'd gain once more, to feel that validation I sought from you alone. knowing that it would be too hard to forget about us, so I just repeat my mistakes and not let go. I'm living in a mess you've created, but I wish you knew.
I look for signs everywhere to know if you're there, alive perhaps, because you left me a little dead inside. and I haven't heard from you in a while...