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#probably more accurate to say brain problems bc this is so silly
bad-surprise · 5 months
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little rant about frustrations with my writing below
so frustrating that i can write 2k words in a few hours (following a couple of days where i was lucky to hit 200) and my brain still tells me it’s not good enough.
i used to draft full chapters in a single sitting, and averaged around 20k a week, which is an absolutely unrealistic and unsustainable standard, but i can’t figure out how to shake the feeling that anything less is failure.
this ridiculous standard only applies to me. i’d never feel like this about a friend, and would actively argue against it for them, so why the fuck am i like this to myself.
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hungarrrrrr · 8 months
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ALL ABOARD MY CRACK SHIPS!! 🚢🚢🚢
(in no particular order)
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Alya x Adrien (Rena x Chat) same brain cell all the way
Ok ik I said they share the same brain cell and I still think Rena and Chat do but Alya and Adrien’s dynamic is a lil different. They’d probably start off as friends first. I think Alya would take him out of his comfort zone and show him new and exciting things. Like adrenaline junkie things bc Alya is so fun and fearless. Also different foods bc her mom is a Chef.
Stormy Weather x Chat Noir. gets flustered/angry when teased x teaser
okay I think this one is pure crack but it’d be so silly! Soo much banter, so many puns. There is no real explanation or justification for this ship, I just watched Stormy Weather and found them fun. also I love stormy weather’s design
Chloe x Adrien aww childhood friends to lovers.
Of course their relationship would have some ups and downs but Adrien is kind, patient, and forgiving giving Chloe the room to fully develop into a better person. Chloe would help Adrien become more assertive and firm, not only with her bc she can act like a brat sometimes, but also with his father and people who try to take advantage of him (FÉLIX). He would probably only get like that on occasion though and Chloe would usually be the one to say he ordered no pickles on his burger.
Chloe x Kagami (Queen Bee x Ryuko) tsundere x kuudere.
I can see this going two of ways, either enemies to lovers or something similar to a celebrity/popular person and person who doesn’t give a shit and treats them like a normal person. Kagami would call Chloe out on her shit n that would simultaneously piss Chloe off and make her contemplate the way she acts. Maybe they both connect over their love for Adrien, platonic or romantic (😱 love triangle where the opponents fall in love instead!?!?) Both are some how extremely blunt while also being emotionally constipated. I like to imagine that when Chloe is being rude for attention Kagami would ignore her until Chloe asks directly for what she wants(cuddles).
Luka x Nino (Viperion x Carapace) chill guy x nervous wreck.
When Nino is stressed Luka is always there to calm him down. Otherwise, they’re both super chill and bond over music. In the past, Nino would sometimes entertain the idea of learning an instrument and making his own music but now that Luka’s in his life and is starting a band, he has more motivation to learn the keyboard. He would probably replace Adrien in Kitty Section (sorry adrien). But if Adrien rlly wants to be in the band Nino has no problem just directing/editing the music videos for them or background sound stuff.
Nino x Marinette complete disasters.
Definitely awkward in the beginning. Especially if they both have crushes on eachother. Nino would make Marinette playlists as a way of communicating his feelings. Either the titles of all the songs say a message or the songs themselves are the message. So much blushing, nervous laughter, and slip-ups (if they can even talk to eachother at all), Adrien and Alya would help them fall in love and confess and possibly develop feelings for each other while doing so.
Rose x Max might be a lil ooc but cinnamon roll x cynical or more accurately blind optimist x extreme realist
lol I lowkey started writing a whole short story/synopsis for these two but long story short Rose gets Max to believe in the improbable and to stop relying so much brain and more on his heart. Rose can be kind of naive so Max helps Rose use her brain and start questioning others and their intentions more. When Rose tell Max about her illness he would freak out, research it, and bring Rose’s favorite things as much as possible if she was in the hospital. He even would build her a robot that tells jokes, plays movies, and has custom video games that she would like. Idk.
To be honest most of these started off as jokes but now that I’ve typed out their dynamics I think some of these ships could actually work.
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petersasteria · 3 years
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It's meeeeeeeeeeeee ! Yeah, last one but i think it's great, any boy you want, (i saw Harry but i let you choose) 40 - 42 - 52 and maybe 46 yeahhh i see angst in that request, angst and fluff at the end...
I'll do peter hehe bc why not
40. “When my date takes me home and kisses me good night, if I don’t hear the Philharmonic in my head, I dump him.” 42. "To tell you the truth, I think your theories about relationships are total bullshit.” 46. "How could you do this to me?” “Because I’m in love with you!” “Ha! What kind of an excuse is that?” 52. "You’re so afraid of being hurt, you’re gonna end up all alone.”
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Peter Parker was afraid of commitment.
He was scared that his heart would be so broken it couldn't be fixed anymore. Using his brains, he came up with theories about relationships and it all came down to sex. He figured the reason why things don't work out is because after people have sex, they leave and won't be bothered to call. Then he swore to himself that he'll only have one girlfriend and make sure she'll be on board with his theory.
Then he found you. You were perfect for him and he looked at you as if you put the stars in the sky. He was so in love and truly, you were in love with him too. He could remember your first date like it was yesterday.
It was 6PM and Peter was already at the restaurant. He was fifteen minutes early and he knew it was ridiculous, but he just wanted to make sure that you were telling the truth about being an early bird to things because you hated being tardy.
Lo and behold, you were right. Five minutes after he arrived, you came in and saw him. You went over and sat down, "You're early. What time did you get here?"
"You're early too and don't worry, I got here five minutes ago. Shall we order?"
The night was filled with joy and laughter and wholesome things. He offered to walk you home and you agreed. You really felt like Peter was the one for you. It was too early to tell and you were probably being silly, but you just knew.
Stopping in front of your door, you turned to him and said, "I had such a fun night, Peter. Thank you for this."
He smiled, "No problem. I had a fun night too."
"You're different from all the other guys who took me out because they were so boring. All of them were my first and last dates. You see, when my date takes me home and kisses me good night, if I don't hear the Philharmonic in my head, I dump him."
"Oh, I see." Peter said nervously. "D-Do you hear the Philharmonic in your head now?"
You smiled sweetly at him as you stepped closer, "Not only do I hear the Philharmonic, but I also hear Sir Andrew Lloyd Webber's orchestra going off in my head and they're all telling me that I should totally kiss you."
Peter smirked slightly before leaning in to kiss you. Needless to say, you shared a passionate kiss that night and Peter was practically skipping on the way home.
He would never forget that day. It was the most magical experience he ever had and now he fucked it all up. To be fair, you knew what you were getting into because he told you about his theory about relationships, but you thought you could do it. Then it all came crashing down on you.
Hot and heavy kisses were shared between you and Peter. It was all so heated and passionate and just thinking about him on top of you made you excited. Then Peter stopped.
"Why did you stop?" You asked, your mind still hazy from all the kissing. You never knew you could be drunk all because of someone's kisses, but there you were.
Peter sat up and said, "I stopped because we were about to have sex and remember what I said? I don't do that because it quickly ends a relationship and I don't want that to happen to us."
"But just consider this as a next step in our relationship. It'll be fine because I'll still be here!" You exclaimed.
"How am I so sure that you'll stay, hm? Every girl I've been with left me after sleeping with me. How am I so sure that you won't do the same?"
"Because I'm different!"
"That's what they all said!" Peter shouted in frustration. He ran a hand through his hair and stood up to pace back and forth. "I thought you understood the theory I told you about? I thought you agreed?!"
"I did, okay?! I agreed with you at the time because I thought I could do it, but it turns out I can't! I'm human, Peter! I have needs! This is normal!" You raised your voice, not wanting to yell at him just yet.
"Y/N, this is the reason why we work so well together! We don't need to be sexually intimate with each other! We're better off this way." Peter reasoned, but you shook your head.
"You see, all I can see are things that benefit YOU. YOU think we're better off this way! YOU think we don't need to be sexually intimate. YOU think this is why we work so well together, but what about me?"
"What about you?!" Peter was confused at this point. He didn't understand your side.
"I just wanted to enter the next step of the relationship with you!" You exasperatedly said.
"And that's sex? C'mon, Y/N!" Peter groaned.
"Yes, it is! Because that means we're comfortable with each other! It means that we're doing it not because we want to get laid, but because we love each other. We can be open to what we like and don't like and it doesn't even have to be fast and- and rough! It could be slow and steady because it'll be your first time with me and my first time with you. It's special, Peter, and you don't even want that!" You frowned as tears welled up your eyes.
Peter went over and sat in front of you, cupping your face with his hands, "We could do something else, babe. I'm sorry, okay? I just-"
"I trust you enough to take care of me when we finally have sex. Don't you trust me?"
"Of course, I trust you."
"Then, how could you do this to me? How could you deny something so natural like that?"
"Because I'm in love with you!"
"Ha! What kind of an excuse is that? That's horse shit, Pete!" You cried and pushed him away. Peter frowned, "So where does this leave us? I don't want to fight."
"I don't want to fight either, so I guess we're done." You told him. His heart dropped and shattered into a million pieces.
"Um, why?!" Peter asked. You looked at him and said, "I got all dressed up for you and I did my makeup just for you and I prepared everything just for you! I even cleaned my room extra clean just to please you and-"
"I am pleased! This is the cleanest your room has ever been!"
"-And all I wanted was to take the next step with you! That's it! Since you won't give me that, just go. I'll find someone who will." You said sadly.
"You do understand why I came up with that theory right?" Peter asked.
"Yeah, I do. You were hurt and I respect that, but hurt is always present in a relationship. You can't stop that. You're so afraid of being hurt, you're gonna end up all alone." You told him.
Peter never forgot about that night and his heart broke. After a few weeks of pitying himself, he finally got his shit together and thought of ways to get you back. He now realized where you were coming from and he couldn't blame you. You were right. You were human and you had needs.
Now, here he was in front of your door with a big bouquet of your favorite flowers and a box of your favorite donuts. He rang the doorbell and waited for you to open the door.
You opened the door and to his surprise, you were all dolled up. Seeing you like that made him panic, thinking you'd be on a date with someone else.
"Oh, hi." You said, leaning on the doorframe.
"Um... are you going somewhere? Because if you are, I'll come back tomorrow." Peter said.
You shook your head, "I just got home, actually. I went on a date."
Peter stared at you and asked, "Did you hear the Philharmonic? Or Sir Andrew Lloyd Webber?"
You could only shake your head.
"The last time I heard them is when I went out with you. You're the one for me and I know it."
This made Peter smile. Perhaps he had a shot again. "You're the one for me too!" He grinned, making you stare at him.
"What're you doing here?"
"I came to apologize." He sighed, handing you his gifts.
"Oh?" You said, taking the gifts from him, muttering a small 'thank you'.
"Yeah, I want to say sorry for being blind about your feelings. A relationship is between two people and it was unfair of me to assume you wanted the same; it was unfair of me to think that you wouldn't have urges or anything like that. I'm sorry." Peter said sincerely.
"I hope you forgive me and I hope we can start again because I can't lose you. I love you too much to lose you. You mean so much to me and I'm not letting you go without a fight." Peter said and you stared at him for a while.
"To tell you the truth, I think your theories about relationships are total bullshit." You confessed and he nodded.
"I know and that's why I'm getting rid of them. Fuck those theories! They can rot in hell for all I care. They're even scientifically accurate or something. It's based on my experience and I don't understand why I call it-"
"Peter, let me finish." You chuckled and he quickly shuts up. "I just want to be with you. That's all. And when I say that I want to be with you, I mean that I want to have ALL of you. Except for that theory thing and I'm glad you're getting rid of that."
"Can we start again?" Peter asked nervously and you nodded with a smile.
"Of course, we can. Come in and we can finish all the donuts you bought!" You laughed before walking in with Peter trailing behind you and closing the front door.
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i got carried away but i had so much fun writing this!
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franeridart · 5 years
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Anon said: Um so hello, I’m just here to say keep up the awesome work, I love your kiribaku art and it’s adorable and I go on binges through your blog (omg I sound so creepy I’m sorry I just love ur art so much) and it makes my day so yeah please keep drawing!
Ahhhhh you don’t sound creepy at all, don’t worry!!!!! Thank you so much for liking my stuff that much!!!!!!! <3<3
Anon said: May ask what kiri///mina would look like in your style? You don't have to draw it if you don't like the ship.
Gosh sorry but I really really don’t ship it!
Anon said: you know how I miss?? your OCs!!! they're the cutest!!
AWE thank you so much!!!!!!! I have a few comics planned for them, hope I’ll manage getting to them soon enough!!! (oT^T)9<3
Anon said: This is so sappy but some of your kiribaku posts really make me really appreciate long relationships! I’ve always found pining and crushes the cutest bc it’s full of intense feelings, but you portray being in love and accepting each other so well!! it’s amazing how you show characters interacting with each other and being so comfortable instead of worrying about hiding part of themselves and long story short I love your art and ideas so much
This ask!!!!!!!!! means the universe!!!!!!!!!! to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I’m so glad I can manage portraying love in such a way, I’m so in love with the idea of open, accepting love, andI try seriously hard to make it look healthy in my comics so!!!!!!! thank you!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have no clue how many times I’ve reread this ask I’m not even exaggerating TT^TT <3
Anon said: I just want to start off by saying you’re my favourite blog on tumblr, your art is incredibly adorable and always makes my day!! I was just wondering how you were able to create your own unique art style? It’s something I’ve been struggling with a lot lately with my own art. Any advice is appreciated, thanks for everything you do!!
I think it’s about finding the right spot between what feels comfortable for you and the end you’re using your art for? In my case what’s comfortable is something fun and smooth, and the main end has always been to be able to draw comics - I’ve always liked comics because I like writing and I like drawing, but my attention span was too short to manage finishing them, and the way I had of drawing was too stiff to properly convey emotions the way I wanted to, which made drawing comics sound like an impossible dream haha I fixed it by simplifying my style, by taking away or reducing to the bare minimum everything that took me ages to work out/draw and pushing my expressions and body language to extremes to make up for the lack of details. 
That’s just my experience with it, though! The best advice I can give you is to sit back and look at your current way of drawing from an objective perspective - do you enjoy it? Is the process of drawing something you’re comfortable with? What’s uncomfortable in it for you, and in which ways could you change it to make it comfortable and fun? Does your current art style allow you to do what you want to do with your art? If you want to paint, does it allow you to paint in an easy and fun way? If you want to make comics, does it allow you the range to properly portray a character moving and living without making you wish you’d never started drawing halfway through it? 
Imho the first step to find a style that’s your own and feels right is to find a style that’s fun to use and doesn’t stress you to hell and back every time you pick up your pencil. This is easier to do the more things you attempt, so for a bit being inconsistent in style is a good and normal thing - try things out! The best one for you will definitely stick in the end. And if you already feel comfortable with the way you have of drawing, then hell! You already have a style that works for you! Just because to you it doesn’t look unique and special it doesn’t mean that it isn’t - if you asked me to point out what makes my style unique I wouldn’t be able to tell you either, the way I see it my style is the most uninteresting and common-looking style out there. To be honest with you that’s probably just how it is for every artist out there hahaha
Anon said: Hi!! I love your art and just want you to know I always get a big, stupid smile on my face whenever I see you cross my feed, whether it’s something new or a reblog of an old post. Everything you do is just amazing and I love it
AHHHHHHH Thank you so so much!!!!!!!!! (TT^TT)<3<3<3
Anon said: Hey Fran! First off, thank you for the Fire Force art. I remembered to actually check it out, after seeing it lol. Second, I still can't find your Fatgum 😭😭 the link didn't give any, and searching on your page didn't help either. I WILL FIND IT ONE DAY
I think it’s a problem of the app orz I can see him just find from desktop but the app can’t find him either T-T stupid app!
Anon said: Do you have a mini Bakugou and Kirishima living in your head? Are they just living their lives up in your brain and that causes your hand to to write and draw the most perfect and accurate things? Of course mini Kaminari, Sero, Mina, Jirou, etc. also come to visit your head hole from time to time and just chill with mini Baku and Kiri. That’s the only logical explanation on how all your Bakushima content is so inconceivably spot on
That’s such a kind thing of you to say, anon!!!!!! I’m glad you find them that IC!!!!!! I try my best, but sometimes I admit I just have them do and say stuff I’ve done and said myself, the only difference is that I word things in a way that feels right for their usual way of talking hahaha
Anon said: I personally would love to read your essay on why bakugo is the best character ever because I really really really want to love him that much but i feel like there's something that I'm just not getting about him- there's something I'm missing about his personality (keeping in mind that i kinda left the manga after the whole mirio/8 precepts arc). I've always found bakugo compelling and would love love love to read your take on him! Hope you have a great day!
Bakugou has had some amazing character development scenes after the overhaul arc!!!!! He’s outright shown he understands where he was lacking and where he was wrong, that he’s perfectly capable of working in a team and letting people help him and helping them in return, that he cares about his class and how the rest of the world sees them! (and that he worries/cares about how the world sees him too, actually, that broke my heart a bit ;; ) We haven’t seen him in a hot minute by now, but most of anything before the current arc has had him improve and develop and become even better than he already was -  I’ve always thought him a good guy with just a lot of troubles relating to the world around him due the way he has been brought up as special and different (it creates a drift between yourself and the rest of the world when everyone around you keeps treating you as if you were other - when you tell a kid he’s different and better for his whole life he’s bound to grow up believing it, after all), but if the problem you have with him is that he isn’t showing the good in himself plainly and obviously enough, then the arcs after the overhaul one are gonna help you like him better, definitely
Well, the thing about Bakugou is that he’s not a plain/obvious character, so you need to think about his actions and his words a bit more, and can’t just take him at face value - it’s what I like about him, actually! How much you need to think about him to figure him out on a deeper level than just the surface one. Since I dunno why you like him and why you feel something’s missing, I can’t tell you specifically what it is in the way I see him that completes him for me, but as I said I try to keep him as IC as I can so probably reading my comics about him might help you understand the way I see him. To me Bakugou’s honest, and kind, and loving, but he’s also arrogant, and angry, and used to taking some things for granted, and I like how all those things work with and against each other in his character. He’s at the same time incredibly proud and absurdly insecure, and I like that about him too - where each comes from and where and how they clash, I like the complexity it gives him. I like that he’s a people person in the sense that he likes having people around himself, and I like that at the same time UA is the first time he’s had actual, honest to god best friends, and how that means that he’s gonna be awkward when usually he’s so sure and proud simply because he isn’t used to having people he actually specifically cares for, I very much like that about him. I like that he overthinks everything he doesn’t immediately gets, I like that he still acts on instincts more often than not, I like that somehow with him those two aren’t mutually exclusive. I like that he’s smart and still so damn dumb, I like that he’s just as simple-minded as he is an actually labyrinth in thought process, I like how one-track minded he is even on the most silly things - how once he sets his eyes on a goal he goes for it like his life depends on it. I like that he’s barsh and rude and impulsive in what he says and does, but when he fucks up he knows he fucked up, and he backstracks, and he does his best to make amends. I like that he sits in stupid ways and has the worst posture in the class and then he wears his hero costume and suddenly he’s a model on the catwalk, that’s so damn endearing to me. I like how ridiculously hyperbolic he is and how he just assumes people will get it, get what he actually means, like there’s a point between his brain and his mouth were things get blown out of proportion and he doesn’t even realize it. There’s just so many things to love about him, for me!! 
But most importantly I like that he started as low as he could get and that because of it his plot is a one way towards the summit. I like it. I like watching a character grow and every new chapter become a better version of themselves, I love it. Ultimately that’s probably why he’s my favorite, after all haha
Anon said: Hi, this isn’t a question but I just wanted to say how much I love your art and the way you clearly appreciate Bakugou as a character. So many of my friends hate him, but I think he has a lot of depth and so much potential. Your art always makes me smile! Thanks for doing what you do. :)
THANK YOU and thank you for liking the boy too!!!!!!! He deserves it, he absolutely does deserve it!!!!!!! <3<3<3
Anon said: I just went digging in the archives of my blog (which is.. a mess) and found some old art of yours (like... I'm talking bokuto and kuroo level old) and g o s h. I already loved your art so much then and I still do n hhhhhhhh u go. U great.
Gosh you’ve been around a long time then!!!!! Thank you so much for sticking with me all this time!!!! ✨o(TT0TT)o✨
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adam-is-suffering · 4 years
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Homestuck Day 10 ------ part 4
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Is John seriously considering toppling the urn because itll give him some of “Nanna’s wisdom”?
Oh, holy shit, I figured it out lol
The second prototype is THE ASHES isnt it
Which is how "Nanna Sprite” is made
And why she looks like a jester, bc she was fused with Kern who, if you haven’t noticed, is a jester
I get it !! I fucking get it
I feel smort, big brain moment despite me being thirsty on main a few mins ago
Anyways, and now, back to our regularly scheduled programming:
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Okay but what is the black slime stuff tho? Like the monster’s blood? Do they just.. continuously ooze the stuff from their skin?
I don’t know. Do I want to know? Probably. Bc Im curious. And it wouldn’t be the worst thing I have seen. Im pretty numb to cursed things by now honestly
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Huh.. You’ve spiked my curiosity once more Hussie. 
I’m pretty sure dad was taken by the goblins
God I love it when stories finally get to That Point
Not kidnapping, well maybe, but the building up of the mystery bullshit part
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As much as I try, I can never roast John as much as this command dude
Which I’m still betting is Karkat
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Stop it. I’m bastard. I’m not supposed to laugh or feel emotional.
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And ..soulless John is back, that only took what? two seconds?
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Wait.. How is there still electricity?
No Adam
Remember, when in doubt there are:
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Before understanding John was into magic, do you think Dad was scared his son was just very kinky?
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You think THIS it his concern???
THIS??
John you fucking took out the bathtub, toilet, put cake/fake arms/glass shards on your pogo, made your home into a fucking landmine, broke your whole window, expanded your room to fit these many contraptions around the house while a ghost of your doll follows you around and there may be monsters under your bed that perhaps have beaten the shit out of Dad
I’m pretty sure the fucking cards being thrown on the ground are the least of your problem
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Did ...Dad KILL someone?
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Everyone on the Discord: 
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Everyone who isn’t on the Discord but follows this blog:
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Me:
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Consume Nut
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I remember a post about someone going to the hospital bc they choked on dick. And thats how I’d like to go out honestly
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Malcolm Brown and Kevin Regamey seeing their names officially in the Homestuck story: uwu Hussie u didn’t
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And thats on nicotine addiction
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So “sylladex mismanagement” is how we’re going to say it, John, huh?
Is it really?
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Karkat: What do you have?
John: A knife!
Karkat: NO!
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F
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Coward. Let me see it Hussie.
Just for me?
Pwease?
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Dad pretends to put on a show for John by wearing silly hats and canes??
Ah fuck
Maybe IM the one thats whipped, god... Egbert boys, amirite Dave
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John is an accurate portrayal to what happens when you get invited to a friends place but then they start arguing with their parents and you gotta stand there like tf do I do? Do I have to come between them? Should I ask my mom to pick me up? Is it too late to ask for some water? 
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ddonggeun · 6 years
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Hey! I study psychology 6h a week in my school and once we learned about dreams. There are three level of your consciousness. First one is when you are conscious of your thoughts, feelings etc., second is pre-consciousness, which are things you "forgot" but can remember again, and last is subconscious. That's where your suppressed feelings are. People "hide" only what could do harm to yourself, so there's the "bad stuff". While you are awake your brain or psyche builds "guards" (1/??)
to keep the “bad stuff” “away” in your subconsciousness. No one not even you have access to your subconsciousness. When you sleep you are not conscious, usually, you do not know what its going around you. When you wake up and I ask you what happend around the time you were asleep you would say you didn’t know bc obviously you had been sleeping. The subconsciousness is activated when we sleep tho. The “guards” are a bit “weaker” and some “bad stuff” comes up. (2/??)
This is not yet explaining how dreams work but I will come to it. Anyway, through your day you see, hear, feel, think about things and so on. Sigmund Freud says our dreams are always build with the information we gain from the day before we fall asleep. Since many theories Freud had were disproved, but Freud still got some things right idk how accurate this is but lets just believe it for now bc there is no alternative theory that would made more sense lol (3/??)
This means: Your dream had something to do with feelings, thoughts and stimuli you gained through the day. Whether it was a memory, a conscious conversation or a subconscious urge/desire. This could lead you to what your dreamt could have meant. But not quite. The “guards” are weak but still active. And anything your subconsciousness “lets out” into your dreams gets masked. Your desires and problems want to be realized by you but they are in disguise. (4 or 5th idk/??)
Which is the reason our dreams are so silly sometimes. Or scary. Or make no sense. Or are just wonderful. A bad or a wonderful dream do not mean what they make us feel. Things that are very important to us can literally appear very small in a dream. Meanings and facts get twisted bc of the disguise method the guards use. So you being scared or concerned could mean the absolute opposite in real life ! Maybe you love your mom and trust her and ofc she would never hurt you - (6/??)
Then why was the presented by a stranger woman ? Then why did you had those scary feelings? - Maybe you have a general fear of other people that are strange to you, social anxiety? Or metaphorically “humans are scary, but my loving mother is just a human, so is the just as scary?” - What if it just means you had problems, were concerned, when you were younger with strangers who are in your family(or not) but then they turned out to be “like your mother” ? (7/??)
Idk what to say about the toothbrush part to, there could be millions of ideas. The only person that could correctly interpreted your dream is you, because you know yourself the best! Just remember the rules, that things are not what they seem to be lol Sorry I cannot help probably, but please don’t be concerned ! Unless you are not in a problem right now. But if you are fine now its okay, because we ALL have “unsolved” things going on in our subconsciousness, its not worrisome. (last message)
okay here one more message, sorry for the spam, but if you felt like you needed to do something right after your dream it could hint on a certain urge or desire, but you need to find out what that is. I dont believe in fortunetelling by dreams, so I dont think anything bad will happen to you even if you dont act upon this urge lol Bc if its really something from your subconsciousness it will occur when it needs to, they don’t just disappear. Good luck with your dream and have a nice day!
waaaaah thank you so much for taking your time to explain this to me!!!! i totally agree that you cant generalize dream symbols because like you said no one can make sense of that except for myself… i feel like this dream thing also have everything to do with how i have been initiate a lot changes in my life recently and these changes arent necessarily things i can talk about freely (not like i cant i just dont know how to talk about that you know what i mean) and because of how i am as a person (i absolutely cant not stay still physically or mentally) i know im not thinking things through but conscious me dont really allow that????? you know how ideally you should double check and proof read before submitting things? but i just write what i think is right out, close the answer booklet and just move on to the next task 🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔
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