#poor traumatized bitch

[hezekiahwakely]

UM. martin for bingo :)

AAAA martin my beloved 💖💓🥵

#i checked the box for solid design because fat martin real #and i like to think ive surrounded myself with a good number of martin appreciators so thankfully not everyone is wrong about him #he is SUCH a bastard though #poor traumatized bitch #also king of giving me someone to project unhealthy feelings onto #tma #martin blackwood #melanieking #asks #oh and bear martin designs are basically my transition goals

[meliake]

If I read one more fucking fic where Tim begs for his life in Titan's Tower I'm actually going to explode like?? READ IT????

Tim is a little fucking shit the entire time, fully confident in his abilities until the very end. And Jason didn't try and kill him, just gravely injured him to send a message, hence the bloody writing. Like guys- he could have killed him but purposefully didn't to prove his point.

There was no moment of regret for him because the 'pit rage' got to him, he was in full control of himself all throughout electrocuting Cyborg and Beastboy, putting Raven to sleep. LIKE GUYS PLEASE JUST READ THE ISSUE I STG

#tim drake #jason todd #batman #red hood #red robin #robin #Its actually getting to be a deal breaker for me in any angsty fic #like Its a post Bruce getting stuck in the timeline fic and a mention of titans tower rolls around and Im like #noooo #how it this gonna play out #and if they talk about 'beating a poor innocent traumatized kid' #I physically cannot read it #Its a sign they dont actually read any comics or underdtand their characterization #LET TIM BE A LITTLE BITCH SOMETIMES #LET JASON CONCIOUSLY MAKE BAD CHOICES SOMETIMES #irks me so bad #sorry Im ranting in the tags #Titans tower

[puddledfishhh]

nooo

anyway 👋

#artists on tumblr #укртумбочка #украрт #sketch #digital art #idk how to tag this #jojos bizarre adventure #jojos bizzare adventure fanart #jjba #jjba part 3 #jjba fanart #jjba jotaro kujo #jjba jotaro #jotaro x kakyoin #jotakak #kakyoin edit #kakyoin #kakyoin fanart #jjba kakyoin #noriaki kakyoin #jojo kakyoin #jotaro kujo #jojo jotaro #aroace kakyoin stole his poor heart aw #AND DIED #my poor boy is traumatized now #anyway #love them aroace gamer bitches

[pillars-of-salt]

actually not done talking about reva. she’s a badass. she’s pathetic. she looks like she hasn’t slept in a week. she kidnapped a child to get to an old man to get to her boss to murder her boss who she was within stabbing range of multiple times. got stabbed by her boss instead. cut off a woman’s hand for dramatic effect but couldn’t successfully intimidate a ten year old. successively got the shit beaten out of her by two farmers then had a mental breakdown and realized maybe her revenge plot to murder a child was bad, actually. i am in love with her.

#reva sevander #kenobi #i can't believe people don't like her like god forbid women do anything #i'm so sorry female star wars characters. i'm so sorry these ugly bitches would complain about you #she's my poor little meow meow. i hope we get more of her #she is COMPLICATED she is TRAUMATIZED and most importantly she is HOT

[hoffmanstits-enjoyer]

never shutting up about william's 'you showed him, babe' look when zeke's at the church dialogue with his cunty 'more than you'; my man was staring at dunleavy all smug like 'see you in the murder trap, bitch'

#they're it for me your honor #need me a cop show of them; emphasis on the homoerotic subtext #just these two bitches being hated by every other cop. for being clean AND bc william will fuck u UP if u say shit to zeke #he never gets caught for it but he's so impossibly smug abt it. zeke has no idea #poor zeke thinks william's the less violent of them two cause he lets zeke do the bad cop routine and has enabled some fights. cute. #zeke: babe hold my fucking sunglasses #william: beat his ass babe i got yo sunglasses *mentally crafting up some sneaky twisted payback that will traumatize that random cop* #william schenk #ezekiel banks #spiralshipping #spiral from the book of saw #spiralposting #sawposting

[nahrgles]

My anxiety is chronic and my ass isn't iconic.

#noragami #yato noragami #yato #no1 flat king #take a look at this assless chap #poor traumatized fella #my art bitch

[slicksquid]

if shadowheart has no fans I am DEAD

#bg3 posting #PREMIER MEMBER OF SHART NATION #I just finished her story stuff #GODDAMN #SHAR IS SUCH A BITCH #DLC WHERE I CAN KICK SHAR’S ASS WHEN!!!!!!!!!! #YOU HAD A PERFECTLY GOOD SHADOWHEART AND LOOK WHAT YOU DID TO HER!!!!! TRAUMATIZED POOR SHART!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[the0ldmann]

So I've been in a bit of a blocked headspace recently, and when Jambee retweeted that one pic- of Jack looking at himself basically- I got struck with an idea.

I figured it was gonna be about 300 words but here we are about 743 words later, haha! Hope ya'll enjoy!

(Idr how to read more on mobile, whoops, hope this doesnt clog up too much space!)

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Mirrors.

There was nothing worse, honestly.

He'd been glad his Sunshine just assumed he couldn't see his reflection since they couldn't. Lying to them is something he wouldn't have had it in him to do, although he certainly didn't want to tell them the truth either.

He could see his reflection.

Although reflections were supposed to show yourself, were they not?

He couldn't tell which one of them was the real him.

The real him...

Who was the real him?

Surely this was, wasn't it?

Blue hair, red face paint, primary colored clothing and a chipper tune.

But if this truely was him, then why didn't his reflection, well, reflect that?

Brown hair, tired eyes, and those tattoos he eventually wished he'd never gotten.

None of that was him, no. At least, not anymore. It was quite clear when he looked down at himself and saw that he was how he wanted to be.

So why was he the one staring back at him? Why did his reflection not reflect him?!

Is this not good enough?

Sunny Day Jack was perfect.

Perfect bod, perfect friend, perfect at keeping his life together, perfect lover-

He could go on about how perfect he was.

It was quite the struggle to get here, so why shouldn't he feel a little bit proud about how perfect he'd become?

Yet here I am, still like this.

Sure his past may be a bit more... Imperfect. But we all make mistakes at some point! As long as we learn from them and do better, that's what matters most. That's how one becomes perfect.

The perfect spouse, the perfect defender, the perfect caregiver, the perfect actor-

There was a gunshot, and then...

He was perfect for the role, because he was the role! Nobody embodied Sunny Day Jack better than he, for he was THE Sunny Day Jack!

...

Was

...

It's clear he's not too happy with himself. With who he was. He tried so hard to change, to be perfect- for everyone else's sake! Say the right things, don't do the wrong things, and bury, bury, bury, bury, BURY everything that wasn't relevant to his new life anymore.

He tried so d- so HARD to make sure everything would be perfect and yet...

The reality he was a ghost had not escaped him.

His Sunshine was the only one who could see him, hear him, touch him...

If being unseen and unheard and unfelt by the world at large wasn't the qualities of a ghost, then what was it?

He cherished the bond he had with his beloved Sunshine. They gave him reprieve from that torment, proved that perhaps God had heard his prayers and sent someone to save him-

Saving that wouldn't need done if it wasn't for-

A gloved hand rested on the mirror. His reflection looked like it was crying. Was he crying too? He couldn't tell.

And quite frankly, the anger beginning to bubble up didn't care.

If it wasn't for a couple stupid mistakes, this mess wouldn't have ever been a thing! Why couldn't you have just stopped and thought about things for once in your life?! Maybe actually thought about the future and what you could have done to help it?! No, no no no no no! Making a statement right then and there was all that mattered. Yes, nothing truly important mattered until you had already messed everything up, and left it to a different, actually mature version of yourself to fix-

"Jaaack? Where aaaare youuuu?~"

A familiar voice carried from the bedroom.

It snapped Jack out of his thoughts and he froze, a fist he did not realize he had raised mere inches from shattering the mirror. His reflection stared back him, hollow and desperate.

He looked away, embarrassed. Slowly, he lowered his arms and relaxed his grip.

What a silly reaction, shattering a mirror wouldn't do anything but-

-but bury things yet again.

Perhaps it best some things stay buried.

"I'm in the living room Sunspot!~"

His voice rang out, matching his beloved's sing-song tune.

Already he was doing his best to forget what almost transpired. Moving quickly to the couch and plastering on his signature smile, his mind took heed and moved onto more important matters.

Such as looking up to see his bright little ray of Sunshine emerging from the hallway with a blanket in one hand and a dvd in the other.

"Movie night?"

He patted the open spot next to him.

"I'd love nothing more."

#minors dni #heeheehee #is this angst? i think this counts as angst #hope ya'll liked it #let's suffer together #sunny day jack #something's wrong with sunny day jack #sdj #swwsdj #that poor man is so traumatized #i can't wait for the existential crisis/mental breakdown he's gonna have in the full game #i mean i would like to hug him and help him through it #but also I'm a messy bitch of a writer and I enjoy messy moments

[amandabe11man]

guys i thought rammstein’s “spring” was ““just”“ about suicide and was like “aw that’s sad. but it’s always good to raise awareness” UNTIL i thought to look deeper into it and turns out it’s NOT about suicide but about a guy just wanting to see the view from up high and then the batshit crowd down below thinks he wants to commit suicide and forces the guy to stay up there while they urge him to jump and kill himself..... FUCK MAN holy shit. that’s so fucking insanely dark even for rammstein. ever since i read about the song meaning several days ago i’ve been like this:

#rammstein #rosenrot #bitch i'm traumatized now #(and then the narrator in the song goes up there and kicks the poor guy down) #but that's not even the darkest part compared to everything before that #all that being said: ilu rammstein #you're the gift(s) that keep on giving #(even when the gift is being traumatized)

[ladyofvoss]

SO.....

Guess what the sprout did yesterday?

Under the cut cause yall know EXACTLY WHAT THIS IS

#zoe plays ff14 #zoe plays hw #heavensward #heavensward spoilers #bitches be like 'lemme rewatch this traumatizing scene over and over to get some screenshots' #it's me #i'm bitches #*hugs my WoL* #my poor baby

[pcktknife]

i got ei but i dont play genshin what is she like

depressed like so soooo depressed

#shes pretty complex and probably is one of the if not The best written character currently in the game #like people were upset with inazumas storyline but when eis second quest came out multiple ppl were like 'oh this might saved this arc' #shes not really a good person but she isnt totally bad either #how to sum her up #lost p much all her loved ones (one of which died by her hand others possibly preventable) bc of that she locked herself in her mindscape #isolated herself and built a puppet stand in of herself to run her country to make sure it never changed (keep it the same for an eternity) #and like any threat to eternity gets eliminated thrown in jail vision stolen etc etc her ppl love her but like her fear of change is bad #really bad for everyone #like the country is shut down no one in no one out theres people being displaced theres a war its alot and its all cause ei cant really #move on i think yae and ei herself even says she was being selfish and childish to an extent #you eventually go into the mindscape and yae (pink fox lady probably eis last living non human friend actually) shows up like bitch get up! #youre lonely this isnt healthy girl!!! and eis like damn youre right im still not ready to move on so i think i need to reflect on shit wow #her first quest was her seeing how her country changed and getting out of her head for a bit second quest was her actually facing the #trauma she experienced from all her loss and also fighting her puppet replacement to get it to chill out w the whole eternity thing and #reuniting with her dead sister for one last time it was actually like super beautiful almost cried #i said id give u a summary and just gave u the whole story sorry shes just like a super compelling character 💀 #genshin fandom had probably still has a hard time understanding her as a character cause shes not textbook evil woman #people often hate her or glorify her but i feel you wont understand her if your too far on either side of those #tldr: shes complicated a traumatized woman who made poor choices because of it and shes not perfect a bit far from it but shes trying to.. #get better and be better for the sake of the people she'd been hurting and being kind of a shitty god to #also shes gay but thats neither here nor there #asks #anon #lucky you getting the genshin character i apparently seem to know the most about #i was going to bed and you activated my brainworms 😭

[furox]

I finished ASC: Sky last night and uhmmm whoa mama those cats can warriors. What I’m trying to say is this was hands down the single most enjoyable book published since the original series. Like don’t get me wrong the actual writing sucks ass but the plot is actually engaging for once. It’s predictable but still refreshing for warriors.

#wc #asc #also I can’t believe I’m saying this but I don’t mind nightheart having feelings for sunbeam at all. BECAUSE! I think he’s just confused #not saying there won’t be a relationship #but I think he’s just putting all his hopes on her #but that’s like. very realistic young adult behavior and it is fun to read and watch unfold #and sunbeam also is just really realistic? her not being able to stand up to her mother and not knowing how she really feels about a #complicated topic #until she sees cats literally being wronged and punished for who they are #it’s good! it’s realistic! #moreover I gotta say. I can tell this was written/conceived of during a pandemic LMAOOOOO the green cough outbreak??? #warriors #nightheart #sunbeam #also poor frostpaw that bitch is traumatized #if I were here I would be a loner after this #also LOVE splashtail #and MOTHWING <3 #I get the Mothwing love now I really do #also nice to see the previous protagonists integrated in a much more natural way #also Omg squirrelflight and bramblestar messy as fuuyyyuuuuck I love it. #I’m predicting a new code that leaders and deputies can’t be mates #also she is totally gonna depose him <3 #I do feel bad for his ptsd tho #but two things can be true #he’s traumatized he’s had a difficult life AND he sucks as a leader and as a mate #retire :)

[memorydragon]

re "what kind of writer am i" very agree with pain and help me. Love your fics so much!!! Also your characterisation is on point! Taking this as an excuse to shower you with praise and love for your art, your work is so amazing and every day I'm happy it exists and want to thank you for sharing it.

It has been so long since you sent this, and it's my fault entirely. I've been keeping the message to look at, since allos have been policing my fics again (I've mislabled a fic as slash when it should be gen despite there being a literal scene of post-coitus pillow talk, but what do I know, I'm aro/ace). So thank you, really, this message got me through a rough patch.

You still probably don't go here, but you hoped they'd understand each other, so have a bit of Lan Xichen and Nie Mingjue... having more issues. XD

"I've been thinking about what you said," Nie Mingjue said, his arm dropping to wrap around Lan Xichen's waist. "About not wanting sex."

"I..." Nie Mingjue hadn't believed him. Had Nie Huaisang said something? With his back to Nie Mingjue's chest, Lan Xichen could feel his heart beat, solid and steady. The ends of his ribbon was trapped between them, and the realization made his ears burn.

"You accepted who I am," Nie Mingjue said. "And I admit it will be... challenging. But I would like to try."

Lan Xichen froze, barely able to breathe.

"Not sex," Nie Mingjue corrected with a curse. "Sorry, that came out wrong. I want to try a relationship again, without sex."

"But you..."

Nie Mingjue sighed, then shrugged, pulling Lan Xichen closer. "It's not like I can't get myself off when I want to. But compared to not having you... Xichen, Let's try this again, okay?"

He had missed this. The soft kisses, being held, being loved. Having someone who could take off his forehead ribbon and handle him without restraint. He couldn't give anyone a proper relationship, but he still felt so greedy wanting the intimacy. If he'd heard those words in the past, would things have been different? Would he have been able to keep this?

But this wasn't the past.

"Xichen?"

He pulled away from Nie Mingjue's embrace and faced him. "Thank you, Mingjue-xiong."

Nie Mingjue frowned. "What's with the thanks? there's no need."

Shaking his head, Lan Xichen smiled. "No, those words... They made me so happy." Cangse Sanren had gotten a happy relationship, despite being like him. Maybe for others, there could be the intimacy and love, but Lan Xichen didn't deserve it.

"I wish... I wish I'd been able to hear those words before," he said softly, still smiling. "Maybe things would be different."

"Xichen, what... Has someone hurt you?" Nie Mingjue's hand went to Baxia's hilt, ready to hunt down anyone who dared.

"You won't believe me," Lan Xichen said ruefully. "But I don't deserve this. You were right. I do trust too easily. I was the reason you were killed."

It was almost a relief to finally admit it.

The troubles of time travel are that scars that haven't happened yet still can't be erased. XD Also, remember kids, Lan Xichen is going through a rough timeline and his thoughts are not currently healthy. It's not greedy to want a relationship and intimacy. Sex is not a requirement for a relationship.

I've been debating doing another pause to type, but honestly, I'm getting into proper Gusu Trauma parties as the war starts and that's fun. XD

#Thank you again for the really kind message #It did help a lot #thegoldenavenger #mo dao zu shi #Mem's fic #mdzs #Time Traveled and Traumatized #And he's definitely traumatized #3Zun dynamics are too much for him to sort out at this time #and how they end up... also concerns Jiggy #And the scene towards the end of this bitch of a fic that is the reason I'm writing this #I'm actually almost to writing his first meeting with Meng Yao in this timeline #which is gonna be fun #Lan Xichen is stabbed and feverish and thinks he's talking to his Jin Guangyao #and why did you toss me to the side rather than taking me to mutual suicide with Resentful Energy Corpse Nie Mingjue? #while poor Meng Yao is gets all of his sins from the previous time line thrown in his face before he's even done them

[pixel8]

I recently started playing Love Live again for some reason and that made me wanna makes some idol cards of my own

Have some indulgent changeling art. Changelings my beloved.

(I made more but I may wait to see if I decide to color them. I just drew both of these in one day and now I’m in love with my own character. Is it possible I drew them to look too charming?)

#dnd #changeling #fighter #half elf #love live #sketch #art #doodle #doodles #gunslinger #charlie #wip #this is the character i doodled earlier dressed in the same clothes i was wearing except now they get ACTUAL ART #AHAHAHHAAHAHHAHAHAH #wow i love charlie #my poor little meow meow #i cant wait to get this bitch killed and/or (more) traumatized ahahAHAHAHAH #AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #im losing my mind im going crazy help #blorbos from my mind are eating my neurons #I also ripped off some of the poses and outfits of some actual idol cards #i mean not really but kinda #i stole some design ideas #its called being inspired actually :) #i wanna eat my own blorbo #stop reading these tags right now #how dare you #keep scrolling mind your business im blorboing over here #is it possible i went MORE crazy than i already was while drawing these

[honeybuckin]

" damn , shawty . . . i'm not even trynna do you like that , fo' real . " and he sincerely meant it . osiris was getting adjusted to his new found fame . somewhat assuming that his status would make it easier to lock down a girl he liked . " i know it might seem crazy , but 'm feelin' you . that's all . ain't mean to disrespect you or nothin' . " | @snowedpeach [ . . . ] continued from .

#hii and thank you for the replies <33 #snowedpeach #* opp [ . . . ] alexa clone . #* alexa + osiris [ . . . ] one . #* osiris [ . . . ] dialogue . #damn but poor girl went through a lot #traumatized bby #new post for easy tracking & i'll be tagging replies bc tumblr's a bitch

[soarrenbluejay]

Since I’ve been encouraged to actually share my funny little blorbo ideas here’s another one gang;

Danny moves to Gotham on scholarship for engineering, because the Fentons may be infamous but they’re also insanely brilliant and besides both he and Jazz are showing every sign of embarrassed child of a super genius syndrome, so while the bats are keeping a close eye on him Just In Case, duke is also thinking of introducing him to the Our Parents Are Maniacs But Anyway club maybe after the first month or so.

Gotham does not go for standard dorm living bc of his ‘condition’ and lack of wanting to constantly spook/gaslight a roommate. Besides, living with two small children is a dorm sounds like a disaster in action.

So Danny signs up as a mechanic in Crime Alley, buys himself a teeny weensy lil apartment and Makes It Work. He has been all year after showing up with a de aged Dani and Dan in Amnity after all, and that had gone,,, fine? (The entire town, observing how Danny had been getting increasingly more uncomfortable around his godfather prior to the cloning incident, then just dropped off the face of the earth for several months, the first two weeks stuck in Vlad’s basement enduring horrors and the next Too Many desperately fapping around in the Ghost Zone to get everything handled. All the clones live, all 13 of them. Bunch of them are stuck in the Ghost Zone due to constant need for ectoplasm, but eh, plenty of Zone born never leave, so. One, in the future, apprentices under a green warrior lady on Pandora’s suggestion, another is working in the Eternal Library with Ghost Writer, etc etc. so Danny eventually came back to Amnity with one small child under each arm very obviously traumatized by Somethingn with vlad and doesn’t like being alone with him,,, or touched without warning,, and immediately and passionately proclaims the kids his but struggles to explain how or why,, look some very reasonable assumptions are drawn okay. So the town does the very reasonable thing and does the midwestern equivilant of excommunicating Vlad, except it’s a lot more run him out with pitchforks vibes since he’s the Mayor. Anyway)

He is immediately loved, because while non Gothamites are usually more of a pain than they’re worth, everyone in a while someone even from out of town will just fit in so nicely it’s uncanny for everyone involved. Addams family vibes, it’s referred to as ‘making it home’, just personal hc. He is protective of all the kids playing in the parks and street girls that can totally take care of themselves on their corners but find it HILARIOUS when he just tackles a dick like a wild animal full force no warning. He can fix anything it seems, but refuses to work with weapons. Reasonable enough, people get twitchy about gangs sometimes. Danny mentions being not against Hood or anything, but he’s not going to work for him, littles to take care of and all, but had past experience with ‘Dora and that inheritance mess with her brother he was being a real prick about’ so everyone assumes it’s the equivilant of him having Done His Time and being plenty good for a life time and respects it as long as none of that petty midwestern small town hotshots bring any of that shit over here. And they don’t, because said individuals are on the other side of the mortal veil, so happy day.

See I really love deaged!Dan because he’s just a grumpy lil guy. But he’s also killed millions. He’s so protective of his loved ones, but held back by blending in and also being Smol that it comes off more bitey kitten than anything else. Dani, of course, is a terror, so she fits right in with the crowd.

And sorry gang, but a bunch of kids on their own in Gotham in a poor side of the city just isn’t going to get any attention: that’s just business as usual really. What first gets attention on Danny is not his ‘condition’ or being mistaken for a meta (which he legally probs has an argument for even without the gene bc like these bitches don’t know how metaism works anyway so) or alien (I’m 90% sure he’d be covered by the alien protection act by virtue of being half ‘not from earth’), but because Danny despite best efforts is a Weird Guy.

He grew up in what could only be described as a low level villain level and spent most of high school dealing with smack downs and spiritual invasion. He’s never really processed that any of that is not in fact Normal. Also, he’s capable of making Anything if given the insides of a toaster, blender and alarm clock, and could probably rewrite the circuits of the apartment blindfolded and improve them 1000% even if it ABSOLUTELY would not be up to code.

And sure, things slip every once in a while, bits of spectral ice here, small floating incident there, but everyone just Minds Their Buisness ya know? You really gunna mess with the guy that personally ensured that when your car got flattened by a fight with Killer Croc, you were still able to get in to work the next day by some wizardry? Really?

But Gotham is a city so cursed it’s probably in the exponents countwise, so of course there is a) a flourishing community of magic users and assorted supernatural weirdos and b) a whole lot of shit for Mega Overpowered Ghost King Danny to idly pick at day to day in order to help with his protecting other Obsession. Gotham has plenty of heroes, but by god do they need the spiritual equivilant of an electrician/priest.

Still, Danny, as a baby ancient under a facet of Kronos and KING OF THE DEAD is like, way, way out of their scope to be able to grok, so it mostly just comes off as you know, a family of banshees or something. When asked, Danny very haltingly says he was briefly dead but then revived, which neatly explains his Weird Ass aura and makes it SPECTACULARLY AWKWARD to ask further about. So everyone nods politely, and goes back to their lives after double checking no nefarious bullshit was being pulled.

Then, of course, Vlad finally tracks them down. The whole neighborhood is altered in short order because he doesn’t bother trying to hide being a Rich Bitch or how he’s sneering down his nose at people on the sidewalk. Every connects the dots when Danny paniks. Dani and Dan’s daycare are staffed with some extra, very buff set of hands within the hour. Jerry, Hood’s third in command, personally shows up to the garage Danny is working at to talk things out with him bc he knows he does t like the deal with this stuff due to past unspecified circumstances but well, they guys had already started fucking with him, you see. Stole his tires, spray painted the windows, pickpocketed him blind, and when he retreated tipped off the police to the drugs they’d planted in the glove box.

Danny might not have been born in Gotham, but he was one of them. And the Alley takes care of it own.

#basically I want a fic where it’s not the Batfam but Gotham itself latching onto Danny #also more angy lil baby man Dan in big puffy coats being protective #dp x dc #dc x dp #gotham