#petra ral x reader

[starstruckkittensweets]

sweet dreams

Petra Ral x Reader

fandom: attack on titan

This was originally planned for Kinktober 2023 with the topic "sleepy sex," but I never got around to posting it in time. I cleaned it up a bit and decided to share it now; better late than never, right? Also I've only written for Petra once or twice before on the side, I've never given her a full fic of her own. I had a lot of fun with this one, too; I hope you guys enjoy it as much as I did writing it!

warnings: 18+ only (minors DNI), smut, fingering, oral (f. receiving), tribbing, unprotected sex, a lot fluffier than I intended but oh well, also a twinge of angst because Reader is shamelessly in love with her girlfriend || words: 2.2k

It’s raining softly by the time you wake up. A soft patter against the windowpane, same as it was the night before. You blink the sleep from your eyes, stretching your arms out with a yawn, and smiling softly at the redhead lying beside you in your bed.

Petra’s always so cute when she sleeps. Well, you think she’s cute no matter what she does, but there’s just something about her sleeping form that makes her all the more alluring to you. Perhaps it’s the way her features soften, the way her hair gets all frazzled against the pillows. Or maybe it’s the soft noises she makes; either loud snores you’re sure to tease her for later on, or breathy moans as she snuggles deeper into your chest.

Or maybe it’s the fact she’s safe and sound in your arms, that she trusts you enough to let you see her in such a vulnerable position. That she knows that, as long as you’re nearby, you won’t let anything bad happen to her.

She’s sprawled out on her stomach, legs entwined with yours, one arm thrown around your shoulders while the other one rests against your chest. You brush a few strands of hair away from her face, carefully pressing a kiss to her forehead.

Still so sweet and pretty.

“…Are you staring at me again?”

You snicker at her voice, raspy and thick with sleep, as her eyes flutter open. “Maybe. Can’t help it, though. You’re fucking gorgeous.”

She rolls her eyes, curling a strand of hair behind her ear, propping her chin up on your bare chest. Drumming her fingers along your skin, stifling a yawn as she blinks sleepily up at you.

“I’m flattered—but I think you’re gorgeous, too. Even more than you think I am.”

A soft tap on your nose brings a smile to your lips. It’s mornings like these that make you realize just how damn lucky you are right now. The rain gentle against the windows, last night’s clothes strewn across the bedroom floor, holding your one and only in your arms. Knowing that no matter what may happen, the two of you have each other’s complete devotion. You wouldn’t trade your time with Petra for anything else in the world—and from the way she trails a line of kisses down your neck, you have a gut feeling she’s thinking the same exact thing.

It’s hard not to moan once she reaches your throat. Lips warm and soft, her bright eyes flickering up when she pulls away. You wrap an arm around her shoulders and tug her in for a kiss, morning breath be damned.

Love her. Never let her go. Never let her slip away like the others.

She slides her thigh between your legs, groaning softly when she shifts her knee slightly. The two of you have a habit of sleeping naked, opting to keep each other warm after your nighttime activities. It’s too much work to get dressed after cleaning up, especially when you’re already exhausted from training earlier in the day. Neither of you seem to mind, though; just makes mornings like this that much sweeter.

Your hands are moving on their own, cupping her cheeks, her breasts, slowly making their way down to her waist. She hisses against your mouth when you brush your fingers down her inner thighs, and she lets out a little whine when you slip a hand between them.

You snicker against her mouth, “Wet already, Pet?”

“Not my fault,” she mumbles, a faint dusting of pink coloring her cheeks. “…Woke up like this…”

Is that so? You smirk and trace over her slit, drinking in the blissed-out look on her pretty little face. “You weren’t having any naughty dreams about me again, were you?”

She squirms, not so subtly bucking her hips into your hand. “S-so what? You never complained before—”

And suddenly she’s gasping, burying her face in the crook of your neck, as you slide a finger into her heat. Already so tight and soaked for you, just as she was last night. Not that you’re much better—you can practically feel yourself dripping onto the sheets below.

You kiss the shell of her ear, slipping another finger inside, curling them upwards and making her moan. Her thighs squeeze shut around your hand, so hard you wonder if she can cut off the circulation in your wrist. Probably, but you’d much rather feel her squeezing her thighs around your head instead.

She whines out your name, rolling her hips into your hand, matching the slow beat of your thrusts. Her slick dripping onto your bare thigh, her legs tightening and pressing into the mattress below. You brush her hair back and kiss her cheek, savoring the way she moans when your thumb finds her clit.

“Such a dirty girl, already sopping wet, and the day’s barely begun.” Her breasts are warm against your own, and the way she tilts her head back gives you a glorious view of her throat. “What do you want from me, huh? Want me to fuck you right here, right now?”

Her nails sink into the skin of your shoulders, her pussy clamping down on your fingers. Guess she likes that idea.

“Aww, couldn’t get enough last night? Still so eager to let me fuck you, is that it?”

Petra lets out a moan as you roll her onto her back, tucking her beneath your body. Fingers still deep inside her as you wrap your lips around her nipple. Your eyes are still heavy with sleep, but the burn between your thighs is too much to ignore at this point. And the warmth of her pussy around your fingers is too sweet, too fucking good to stop now.

She’s panting hard now, thighs trembling around your hand, moaning your name as her pussy clenches down hard. You kiss your way down her body, savoring her whines when you push her thighs apart and settle in between them. Smirking up at her when you lick at her little puffy clit, and she jolts with a shout of your name.

“F-fuck! Right there—please, gonna come, I need to—”

Her eyes are squeezed shut, hair splayed across the white pillows as she tosses her head from side to side. Clamping, heaving, begging for you to let her come. And how could you say no to her when she’s sounding like that?

“’S okay, Pet,” you mumble against her clit, “you can come for me. Come on my tongue, pretty girl—”

It only takes a few more swipes of your tongue before she’s latching her thighs around your head. Squeezing you in that death grip of hers, thighs thick with muscle from years of training under the Scouts. You rub her clit in tight circular motions, curling your fingers into her, and suddenly there’s a burst of sweetness on your tongue. Slick and warm, you swear you could get drunk off the taste of her pussy alone.

Her chest is heaving by the time you’re done, lapping up her juices and sucking them off your fingers. You make sure she can see you, her amber eyes half-open as she gives you a lazy smile. You return it and lean down to kiss her, letting her taste herself on your tongue.

“So good for me, such a good fucking girl… You got one more in you? Wanna see your face this time.”

She nods weakly, but the fire in her eyes is as strong as ever. “I think so… Can I make you feel good, too?”

“You already do.” She lets you guide her hand between your thighs; it’s only fair she knows how wet she makes you, after you’ve seen what you can do to her. You buck your hips slightly, and a shiver courses through her body. “Feel that? ’S how I feel every time I look at you… Fuck, you drive me crazy, Pet—”

“I want to,” she whispers, digging her nails into your shoulders. Tugging you closer, moaning softly when the heat of your pussy presses against her own. “I want to make you feel good. So please, let me…”

You trace your thumb over her bottom lip. Fuck, how did you manage to get so lucky with a girl like her?

Her lips are hot and slippery against your own, her fingers carding lazily through your hair. You slide her legs apart, adjusting yourself between her thighs. She’s completely soaked, moaning and bucking her hips to meet yours halfway. It’s hard not to smile as you pin her hips to the mattress, holding her still as you press yourself against her pussy.

And holy fucking shit, if her pussy isn’t the most wonderful thing you’ve ever felt—

Every time feels like the first time all over again. Petra’s just that kind of girl; able to make you smile and laugh, a warm sense of comfort and relaxation pooling in the pit of your stomach. She makes you feel completely safe, whether you’re inside the Walls or out on an expedition on the outside. She has that aura about her, the kind that whispers sweet nothings in your ear and holds you close on those stormy nights. The kind that sends a swarm of butterflies straight to your stomach, makes all the blood in your body rush to your head at once.

“You can trust me with your secrets, I won’t tell a soul.”

“Petra,” her name tastes sweet on your tongue, “can I tell you something?”

She sucks in a breath when you begin to roll your hips. Slow and steady, savoring each moment you steal for yourselves. Nevertheless she’s nodding her head, lips parted with an airy sigh.

“What is it?”

And suddenly your chest feels heavy, like a thousand stones are piled up against your ribcage. You swallow hard, trying to focus on the heat of her skin, the friction of her clit rubbing against your own. And it almost works—but then you’re burying your face in the crook of her shoulder. Peppering her neck with fervent kisses, shivering at the taste of salt on her skin.

Curling your arms around her, as tight as you can, bringing her deeper into your chest.

“…I think I love you.”

Her whole body trembles at the thrust of your hips. Your head is spinning, too many things are happening at once. The brush of her hair against your face, the squeal of the mattress beneath your bodies, the slick heat of her pussy sliding against yours—and the way she grabs your face and yanks you in, pressing a sloppy kiss to the corner of your mouth.

“It’s okay—I think I love you, too.”

You’re far too gone at this point; nothing else matters but the two of you. Writhing against each other, whining each other’s names into your mouths with every thrust of your hips. Petra spreads her legs even wider, sneaking a hand down to toy with your clit. Pleasure sears through your veins at the first brush of her fingers, her voice soft and breathless as she whines against the shell of your ear.

“Love you—wanna come for you—come with me—”

You twist your fingers in her hair, eyes squeezing shut as you tremble in her arms. She groans out your name as she reaches her peak, juices trickling down her thighs—and just the sound of her voice is enough to finally push you over the edge.

Grasping at every inch of her you can reach, hips stuttering when you call out her name. The sounds that reach your ears are so obscene, the way her cum mixes with your own, soaking the sheets below.

But then you glance up at her with half-lidded eyes, seeing her flushed face and swollen lips, and you can’t stop yourself from kissing her.

“Love you, Pet. Always have, you know that?”

She nods, wrapping her legs around your waist and rolling you onto your back on the mattress. “I know, and I love you too.”

You want to say more, but there aren’t enough words in the world to describe what you feel for her. What she makes you feel, what boils up in your chest every time you look at her. The way she makes you smile, the warmth of her arms around your body, the sheer devotion you feel for her. The way you would lay down your life for her without question, even if it meant disobeying orders. The way nothing else matters compared to Petra and her safety, and her unshakeable love for you.

But your tongue is thick with exhaustion, every bone in your body crying out for some proper rest. And judging by the way her head sinks into the pillows beside you, you think it’s safe to say she feels the same way.

A strand of her red hair falls in front of her eyes; you slide it behind her ear before pressing a lazy kiss to the corner of her mouth. You can always tell her later, when you have time. When you aren’t about to pass out.

It’s still raining by the time the two of you drift back to sleep, tangled up in each other’s arms. 

#petra ral #petra x reader #petra ral x reader #petra ral x y/n #petra ral x you #aot x you #aot x reader #attack on titan x reader #sweets and treats #aot fics

[astridthevalkyrie]

A Scene Popped Into My Head But Instead Of Writing A Whole AU I’m Just Going To Write That One Scene <3

—> Scene Capture Fics Masterlist

—> Today’s Feature: Assistant Petra!

—> a/n: yes, i AM posting a scene capture fic after a long time and yes i am doing it for petra and not levi. if you want to know, please read the first line in this post &lt;3

"Good morning," you offer coyly to the shirtless man next to you, who doesn't offer you anything more than a grunt in response as he types away at his laptop.

Yes, this is just a wonderful thing to wake up to.

"Are we dating now?" You stretch as you wake up fully, sitting up and pushing aside the strays of your hair from your face carelessly. Levi doesn't even grace that one with a sound, just a clear grimace. You smirk, not that he sees you. "Fine. You were good, though."

"I know that," he says dismissively, still not looking away from his Tetris game or whatever else must be so interesting on the screen.

Always a delight with him. Yawning, you toss on your bra and panties before stepping out of the bedroom, greeted by the too-bright light streaming through the window of the kitchen. If you weren't so high up, you'd be slightly concerned about someone seeing you.

Although, it looks like you don't have to worry, since someone who's already inside is doing all the seeing anyways.

A pretty redhead in a pencil skirt and adorable blouse takes you in, blinking in surprise a few times before she clears her throat. "Um. Let me escort you out, ma'am."

"Excuse me?" You raise a brow at her as you grab a plum from the bowl of fruits that Levi never eats but always keeps freshly stocked. "Who are you?"

She stands up straight, like she thinks you're appraising her—you're really not, you just wanted to know why some random lady was in Levi's apartment.

"I'm Petra Ral, ma'am. Mr. Ackerman's assistant. I organize his schedules, accompany him during all his meetings, and escort his...guests, off the premises."

You snort. "So you what, take out the trash? Not very feminist of you."

Petra flushes scarlet. Easily embarrassed, clearly. Levi sure knows how to pick them, this is the cutest assistant he's had in a while. You wonder if they...nah, Levi's too much of a dork to try anything with someone who works for him. "That's not what I meant to say, you put words in my mouth."

You could put something else in her mouth, something pink that you keep at home in your second drawer, to the left.

"Wasn't my intention, Ms. Ral," you mimic her formal tone back, "but you also don't need to worry. I'm not hanging around due to clinginess, I'm just hungry." With that, you take a large bite of the plum, taking care to swallow and lick the juice off your lips before speaking again (to your delight, Petra watches every motion). "Levi won't get pissy with you, don't worry. We're old friends."

Friends might be stretching it, but you've clearly made the cute girl awkward enough already, so you don't need to go further by saying you and Levi liked each purely for the sex.

"I...see. In that case, can I get you something, ma'am?"

"No," you offer cheekily, leaning on the counter, aware that you're only in your undergarments and that she's doing her best to pretend she's not trying to look at your chest. "Just your company is plenty this morning, Ms. Ral."

Once more, she blushes.

Holy shit, you chose the right night to hook up with Levi.

Still, you suppose he's not the only one with important affairs to attend to, so you really should get going. It's too bad, you really wanted to stay and flirt with this pretty girl, but duty calls. You finish your pear and give her a wink before heading back to Levi's room to change.

"Hey, darling?"

"Don't call me that," comes Levi's immediate response. Just another nickname to add the blacklist, then. "What?"

"I'm gonna hook up with your assistant. Just a heads up," you offer casually, before turning on your heel to head out.

"Fucking hell," you hear him mutter under his breath, "not again."

#aot x reader #petra x reader #petra ral x reader #petra ral #levi ackerman #assistant petra #scene capture fics #valkyrie stories

[kikarouflames]

Levi's birthday in aot junior high manga

My favourite moments from the chapter

-> Levi being upset and angry about the mess. He is such a clean freak, lol.

-> 104th, Levi's squad literally coming up with a waste free alternative birthday party idea. Aww this is so super sweet and cute.

-> him being a perfectionist and cuting the cake equal pieces efficiently

-> And finally enjoying the cake with his silly children.

This chapter was so cute. Eren organizing the birthday party and the whole squad and 104th putting so much efforts to make him happy, it melts my heart.

Also, this is ch 51 of aot junior high manga.

I just remembered there was a chapter of Levi's birthday celebration and so I decided to post it. It might be a little late, sorry.

#levi ackerman #attack on titan #aot #shingeki no kyojin #levi attack on titan #levi #levi aot #snk #levi x reader #aot junior high #eren jeager #mikasa ackerman #petra ral #104th aot #happy birthday levi #sasha braus

[violentvaleska]

𝑨𝒃𝒚𝒔𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝑴𝒆𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒔

ᴛʜʀᴇᴇ ʳᵉᵃˡⁱᵗʸ

ᴘᴀɪʀɪɴɢ: ʟᴇᴠɪ ᴀᴄᴋᴇʀᴍᴀɴ x ғᴇᴍ!ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ

sᴜᴍᴍᴀʀʏ: ᴛʀᴀɪɴɪɴɢ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴀᴘᴛᴀɪɴ ɪs ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ ʙᴜᴛ ᴘᴀɪɴ ᴀɴᴅ ʜᴜᴍɪʟɪᴀᴛɪᴏɴ. ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛᴏ ʟᴇᴀʀɴ ɪᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ʜᴀʀᴅ ᴡᴀʏ.

ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢ: ᴠɪᴏʟᴇɴᴄᴇ

ᴄʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀs: ↫ ᴘʀᴇᴠɪᴏᴜs ɴᴇxᴛ ↬

ғᴀɴғɪᴄᴛɪᴏɴ ᴍᴀsᴛᴇʀʟɪsᴛ

ʀᴇᴀᴅ ᴏɴ ᴀᴏ3

ᴛᴀɢɢɪɴɢ: @xiernia @ajmiila02

ᴛʜᴀɴᴋ ʏᴏᴜ ɢᴜʏs ғᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴇʟʏ ᴄᴏᴍᴍᴇɴᴛs, ᴋᴜᴅᴏs, ʟɪᴋᴇs ᴀɴᴅ ʀᴇʙʟᴏɢs ᴏɴ ᴀᴏ3 ᴀɴᴅ ᴛᴜᴍʙʟʀ! ɪ ʜᴏᴘᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴇɴᴊᴏʏ ɪᴛ sᴏ ғᴀʀ, ʟᴇᴛ ᴍᴇ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛs ᴀɴᴅ ɪᴅᴇᴀs <3

"Thank you for agreeing to this, Faye." Erwin Smith's voice has a sinister undertone to it, making you swallow as he and his Section Commander stare at you with intensity. You liked the name at first, thought it was pretty even, but somehow after a month you got tired of it. It doesn't really feel like it belongs to you, and the frustration of not remembering anything still haunts you. While your dreams continued with vivid images of your past, none of it was of any use to the Survey Corps.

After your recovery, still with no memories or anything else, Commander Smith decided it would be best to discuss your future plans. You knew it would come to this, they would never have let you just stay with them. You sit in his office, fingers fidgeting nervously as you give him a small smile, not in the mood to talk to him any further. You've felt shy and insecure around him lately, doubting yourself for most of your stay here. Of all the other soldiers you've met, Section Commander Mike has been the nicest to you. His weird habit of sniffing you hadn't stopped yet, but you got used to it and found it a bit funny. His subordinate Nanaba, on a good day, would show you around and tell you all about the Titans she knows. Hange Zoe, another Section Commander, was nothing but a little creepy lately. They wanted to examine you after hearing from the Captain that the Titans hadn't attacked you. You like their attitude towards the cold man, though. Speaking of which, Captain Levi avoids any form of contact with you, for which you are grateful.

"We have discussed your matter. Not only in the Survey Corps, but we also spoke to General Zackly." You have heard that name before, he surely must be in a leading position. "He thinks it would be a good idea to recruit you. We can't condemn you for something we're not even sure you've done. You have no home to return to, and so far you are in good shape." His words hit you hard, pulling you into a reality you wish you didn't have to face. You do not want to be a soldier, a puppet in the hands of these men. Erwin seems to connect the dots, furrowing his brow at your obviously desperate reaction.

"Of course we can't force you. But where are you going, Faye?" You bite your lower lip and let your eyes wander through the higher-ups. Mike gives you a thumbs up, probably to reassure you of your decision, while Hange seems giddy at the thought of you joining the regiment. Captain Levi doesn't spare you a glance, his eyes fixed on the window, a cup of tea in his hand. You notice the odd way he holds it, fingers around the rim instead of the handle. You shake your head and meet Erwin Smith's eyes again.

"I don't know." The silence is uncomfortable, you feel ashamed to be so clueless, but can they blame you? "You can always change your mind and leave the cadet corps. Your recruitment lasts three years, after which you choose a regiment". He explains casually, making you wonder what the other regiment might be like. You nod your head and straighten your posture to appear at least a little more confident. "I'm going to join the cadet corps." There is a certain edge to your voice, an uncertainty that makes Levi's gaze shoot daggers at you. The truth is, he still believes you left the safety of the walls of your own accord. How you managed to get past the guards and survive out there for so long is still a mystery to him. Sure, he can see why four-eyes is so infatuated with you, or why Mike likes to look at you for longer than necessary. You're an attractive young woman who seems to have outsmarted the titans. Having you as a soldier could be of immense benefit, which is why Erwin so desperately wants you to be his obedient subordinate. Levi observes you closely, the way you behave and carry yourself. He notices how your freshly washed hair makes you look healthier, your skin still pale from lack of sunlight. You are truly beautiful, and you draw your comrades under your mysterious spell. Male and female alike. Erwin's next words quickly snap him out of his thoughts, causing him to tear his eyes from your form.

"Levi and Mike will train you. It may take another week to clear things up with Commander Shadis. You have a lot to learn." While Section Commander Mike approves the idea with a quick smile, Levi slams his favourite china onto the table, almost breaking it in half. His tea spills over the edge and burns his fingers, but he could care less.

"There's no way I'll be in charge of her training! I've got enough to teach my own troops." The small Captain complains, anger burning in his belly. You look at him and scratch awkwardly at the back of your head. Sure, you don't want him to be your teacher either, but you wouldn't dare complain about it so openly.

"Levi, it's only for a few days. Why don't you let them train with your new cadet, Miss Hansen? I'm sure they'll get along fine." Erwin encourages, not noticing the black-haired, grumpy man rolling his eyes at him. You think it's the first time you've seen them interact like this. Captain Levi's lips form a thin line, obviously fighting with himself to control his next insults.

"Whatever." He spits, his teeth clenched as he crosses his arms in annoyance.

"Well, now that that's settled, we'll get you a place in the women's barracks and a uniform." He promises, a confident smile on his lips, while his deep eyes gaze at you with what looks like adoration for you. Shuddering at the thought, you look elsewhere, realising that this was probably all he wanted from the start; you to stay close. Your case is special after all.

━━━━━━━༺ - ༻━━━━━━━

A week later, you are bruised and beaten, your skin covered in blue marks from where the Captain struck you. You've spent most of your time training with his squad, and only had the chance to learn from Mike three times in the last few days. He is a busy man, always at the Commander's side. Captain Levi's squad is not too bad, they are good individuals and you get on best with a girl called Emma Hansen. She's seventeen, graduated from the cadet corps only a month ago, and has been under Levi's command ever since. The other members are Eld, his second in command, the twins Lars and Luca and a woman called Vanessa. She's not very talkative and stares at you like Levi. Training with them wasn't so bad if it wasn't for their Captain. He has been on your back for the past few days, putting you through a hard and unforgiving process.

You find the ODM manageable and learn that you seem to be good at it. Fighting, running and riding aren't for you. The faster your stallion, Sonne, gets, the more fear you feel. Sonne may be a sweetheart and seems to enjoy the way you stroke her head, but her speed is something you can't quite grasp yet. Running wasn't a problem at first but combined with countless rounds of parkour and chasing your new comrades, you'll soon be tired out. You hate combat. Wrestling with Emma isn't a bad thing, she's thoughtful and restrained, giving you tips on how to improve. Your other sparring partner, Luca, is a little harsher with his moves, but he would always help you up after your failures and motivate you to keep going. And then there is your Captain. It feels strange to call him that, to feel the pressure to show him respect. After being officially accepted into the military two days ago, thanks to Commander Erwin's connections, you've had to tone down your insults towards the dwarf. At first, you used to curse him whenever he tried to pin you down or make you run another lab. But now? You've heard that he likes to punish those who disobey and disrespect him, and you're certainly not going to play with his temper like that... or so you thought. Today is your last day of training with the scouts, something you've been looking forward to.

You need proper training, and while you've learned a lot from the Scouts, Captain Levi's way of teaching is simply unorthodox and mostly humiliating. In the cadet corps, you would at least be able to learn with other beginners. Erwin Smith made sure that you got a place in the southern trainee programme, exactly where Eren Yeager is supposed to be enlisted. The thought of meeting him makes you nervous, wondering if he might be the key to your lost memories. You have also seen him a few times in your dreams; a boy with brown hair and the greenest eyes you have ever seen. "Is this freedom?" He would ask no one in particular, spreading his arms with a broad smile on his innocent face. Perhaps Eren is your little brother? Or maybe a family friend. You'll find out sooner or later, you can be sure of that. While sparring with Emma, you notice someone appearing behind you, clutching your hips tightly. You instantly stop your movements, stiffening at the unfamiliar touch. Just as you're about to turn to find out who's burst your bubble, the man begins to speak, causing your cheeks to blush. Section Commander Mike towers over you, a small smile on his lips, and you look up at him in amazement.

"You're moving your hips too much. Keep them steady, it will give you an advantage." He explains, his hands guiding you into his preferred position. "Don't lean your body backwards, your opponent could easily take your balance away." With that, he moves his hands to push your back a little further forward, his touch never leaving you. This catches Levi's attention, a frown creasing his pale face.

"Oi. Stop touching her like a bitch in heat. Fucking disgusting." The captain complains and leaves Eld, his poor sparring partner, to come over to you, Mike and Emma. You glare at him, roll your eyes and mutter a "you're one to talk" under your breath. Unfortunately, the little man heard you and shoots daggers at you with his cold, stone-like orbs. Mike holds his hands up in defense, a look of annoyance on his usually calm face.

"I was just trying to teach her." He shrugs and crosses his gangly arms over his chest. "Besides, it's my duty to train her too, you know?" The Section Commander argues, but Levi is quicker to point out that he was "too busy" and had to do everything himself.

"Pf. Whatever." The blonde brushes the Captain off and turns his attention back to you. "Faye, I came to tell you that I will accompany you on your way to the southern division tomorrow." Your face instantly lights up, for you believed that the Captain would accompany you. That makes the journey seem a lot less torturous.

"Thank you, Section Commander, I really appreciate it." The way you smile warms his heart a little and he hums in appreciation. Levi scoffs at the sight, glaring at both of you before clearing his throat. "Mike, don't you have a section to lead, or something?" The taller one turns his attention back to Levi, raising his eyebrows at the man. "You want to get rid of me that fast, hugh?" He jokes, grinning at the Captain. "You interrupted our training. With all due respect, get lost." Rudely, Levi turns his attention from the Section Commander back to you and his subordinate, who has been watching their discussion with parted lips and rosy cheeks. Emma feels slightly out of place. "Of course, shorty." Mike insults, turning his attention to you and placing his big hand on your shoulder. "I'll catch up with you at dinner," he promises, leaving you alone with the Captain. Your eyes follow him for a while, confused by his kindness. Of all the people you have had to deal with, he, Nanaba and Emma have been nothing but subtle with you.

"Tch, silly girl. Stop drooling." Levi pulls you slightly out of your trance, cold eyes nagging at you, frustrating you. "I wasn't drooling. I was lost in thought." You bite back, imitating his sour expression. The way Levi treats his comrades is what you dislike most about him. Harsh, unforgiving and disciplinarian. Whenever you disrespect him, punishment follows. Cleaning, extra training or public humiliation is his way of "teaching" his subordinates. "Lost in thought? Got a death wish, idiot? If you daydream outside the walls, you are not only a danger to yourself, but to your squad as well". Feeling your hands clench at his words, your features darken. “Who said I was going outside the walls?” You ask in a provocative manner, noticing how his squad falls into silence at your question. "There are other divisions, and as a cadet I can choose my preferred division, can't I?" You feel Emma stiffen at your side as Levi approaches, stopping just in front of you. His heavy breath hits your skin and you can see that dangerous glint in his eyes, the one he has before he attacks. You know what's coming before it happens, but you're still not quick enough to move away from his outstretched hand. A yelp escapes you as he grabs your collar, pulling you closer to face him.

"Sometimes, Faye, we don't get to choose. Do you think the Commander would accept you joining the garrison, or better still the fucking MPs? You are here because you fucked up, now you have to make up for it." Spit hits your face as he hisses at you and you feel a rush of panic as he pushes you back, causing you to stumble and land on the ground, mud soaking your white trousers. "Not that you're good enough to join the military police anyway." He comments, looking down at you with disgust. Most of the other troops have stopped their training just to look at what has happened, and you are instantly ashamed. Hot, angry tears fill your eyes as you brush them away and stand up as quickly as you can. "Pathetic. Stop crying, soldier, and be a man." He turns and motions for his troops to follow him. You start to walk behind Emma when the Captain stops and looks over his shoulder, directly at you.

"Tch. Not you, brat. Get cleaned up, I can't stand looking at your filthy ass anymore."

Dinner is less strenuous. You've been starving for hours and are grateful for the steamed potatoes and fresh bread. Nothing special, but the food regulations make you feel lucky to get something at all. You decide to sit in your usual corner; away from the others and to yourself. You've been avoiding Levi since noon and don't feel like sitting with his troop. It would only lead to more humiliation for you, that's for sure. When Mike suddenly sits down on the bench opposite you, a shiver runs down your spine and you jump a little. You didn't expect him to be here so soon, he hasn't even eaten yet.

"Hey. I heard the Captain gave you a bit of a hard time. Don't take it personally, he's like that with literally everyone." He tries to reassure you, but you just cringe at the memory.

"He pushed me. Nothing big." You play it down, looking up from your plate to meet his eyes.

"So, about tomorrow. When and where should I meet you?" You ask, trying to change the subject so that Mike doesn't intrude any more. "Right. At the stables at 6 am. We should arrive around noon." He stops to take a sip from his cup of water and swallows a heavy gulp. "Make sure you pack all your things. Erwin also wants you to continue your dream journal. You should send him monthly reports." You groan and roll your eyes, not really understanding the whole dream journal thing.

"But they are useless." You remind him and cut into your potato, hoping to convince him that they are of no real help. "They are amusing, though. I can't believe you dreamt of Levi in a wheelchair. That's hilarious." He laughs a little and takes a bite of his bread, smiling at the thought of mankind's strongest being unable to walk. If that happens, they can forget about humanity. You, on the other hand, don't laugh as you swallow at the thought of this dream.

"It felt so real, though." You whisper, shaking your head in frustration, wondering what it could have meant.

"Don't worry your pretty head about it. Trust me." You smile a little, blushing as he winks at you. Mike is a flirt, attractive too. But somehow it feels like getting close to him would only bring you pain. And you were right.

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[luvelylaconic]

Rescue Them. (Levi Ackerman)

Pairings: Levi Ackerman/Reader Levi Ackerman/You Reader/Sadness

Summary: In which, you are a squad leader for the survey corps. Your team labeled "the rescue team." In lieu of levis squad, you lose yours instead.

Warnings: Heavy on the ANGST !!! 57th expedition type of angst (ifykyk), Mentions of Death, Described Death, Injury, Grief, Panic Attack, Hidden Relationship, Fluff (in terms of the captain)

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Anxiety began to set in your stomach, the tensity of the expedition began to take its toll on you. You let out a sigh of built up air you kept in your lungs for far too long, looking at the backs of your team riding in the distance, the blue "star of life" emblem plastered on all of your soldiers. A subtle reminder you had the responsibility of saving many lives, adding more fuel to the fire of worries.

You then had to remind yourself that is was not ethical for a squad leader to be experiencing such emotions, you would simply let your anxieties seep into your soldiers minds, hindering their confidence and thus, their performance as well. And that could not be afforded when it was your team in particular that was the barrier between life and death for many; the rescue team- devoted to saving soldiers that are in a state of destress, threat, or danger. Saving the wounded and crippled, applying first aid and relocating them away from any possible event that has gone wrong. All of it rested in yours and your team of five, hands. 

But you could not shake the trepidation that this particular expedition was causing you. It did not seem to be going right by the slightest means. Your team already had to be redirected several times, constantly seeing the hue of the flare gun color that signaled an area was in need of your help. The formation had also been breached numerous times, and the initial plan to secure the female titan had just failed.

In attempts to ease your overactive mind, you made your way to Erwin as your team continued their way towards a tree of awaiting injured soldiers that needed dire attention.

"Erwin."

He simply nodded to your voice as he continued on his horse, Hange turning their attention to you as well; a look of wary plastered. That alone did not make you feel any better.

"My team is showing signs of exhaustion. If it continues like this, I can't ensure that we will be performing the best aid.", you said in the most stern voice you could, given the commander does in the slightest, scare you. But when met with silence you added, "I need instruct-"

"I want you to join Levi's squad. Provide what remaining support you have left into Eren, we can't risk his loss.", was all the commander gave in return, adding one last bit of information, "But don't let them know your team is there. Watch from a distance and only intervene when you deem it necessary in means of protection."

Although confused, you knew better than to question his orders, in which you simply nodded and did as instructed. You halted your horse and made your way back, gathering your team and making your way to Eren's location, opting for odm gear to ensure the aspect of being concealed away.

Your team was spread out in multiple positions in attempts of causing the least amount of noise possible in one area. The plan did decently well, as your team managed its way beside the other squad, the natural noises of the forest drowning out the whirs of the odm gear.

"Captain.", you heard one of your men whisper to you, "There's an unidentified scout closer inwards towards Captain Levi's team on the left flank, they have yet to notice us but we can't guarantee they wont."

You quickly looked over to the left side to scope the area, setting your grapples towards it, "Adler, take the high ground here. I'll take care of it."

With a swift change in directions, you made your way to the rear left flank, taking notice of the scout in question that was hidden beneath the cloak. They moved quickly throughout the trees, close enough for Gunther to take notice,

He eyed the scout for awhile, trying to figure out who it was,

"Captain?", he questioned with no response, as the figure continued on as if they were ignoring him. But it quickly escalated once the cloaked figured lunged towards Gunther with their blades drawn.

It all happened so fast, but one of your men was faster than your own processing time; the one stationed below quickly shot up, pushing Gunther away as they took the slash instead.

Brenner is gone.

Without hesitation you blew your personal flare, letting your team know to regroup and to warn Erwin that a rescue has failed. You finally made your presence be known to the others, including the dangerous threat.

Gunther stared in complete shock at the dead body that shielded him from the blow, dangling from the gear wires. It quickly gathered the attention from the rest of the squad who stared with wide eyes.

While they were distracted, you made sure your flare did its duty and ascended the trees for Erwin to see, then making your way to the high ground, settling on a tall tree branch as you looked down at the area. The mysterious scout was gone, which only meant one thing.

"Captain!?", Petra yelled from afar, making her way towards you, in which you halted her,

"It's her." was all you warned in advance before hearing the noise of a titan transformation.

It all made sense now why Erwin instructed you to aid Eren. The female titan was coming for him, most likely in attempts of a bigger motive and plan you had yet to learn. But you're sure Erwin had some sense of knowing, and the commander wanted the least amount of possibility of our titan shifter in getting captured. Plus, the added factor of being hidden helped in the case of any surprise attacks.

Within a few seconds, you heard your team emerge from the trees, waiting for your instructions,

"Let the special operations squad cease the female titan. We will do what we can to safeguard and ensure the success of it"

Your team was quick to take action, surrounding the female titan from afar as the other squad began their plan to desist. You took the front, positioning yourself in the path of the female titan, ready to intervene if anything were to go wrong. But you were nearly sure you wouldn't have to, you held confidence in the other squads abilities, you had to if it meant any chance of survival.

And it was most impressive to see how well the special operation squad worked together, knowing what to do without physically saying it. A warm feeling entered your chest knowing your team worked worked in similar means. You had to push aside the grief you felt creeping into your conscious knowing one of them was gone. That was something to feel later, when this was all over.

Petra and Olou managed to take out the titans sight after slicing the eyes, collapsing her to the floor. It all was going accordingly, but something didn't feel right- the titan shouldn't have given up so easily.  And when Eld went for another attack, you could feel the titan tense; she was going to counter. You propelled yourself forward in retaliation.

But another one of your team members, one that was closer in proximity, took notice too. And out of sheer possibility and chance that they happened to be positioned closer, they got there first. And they were the one to push Eld away and get mauled in half in place of you or Eld.

Astrid was gone.

Damn their keen senses.

"Fall back!", you yelled as your team, or what was left of a team, obediently listened. But the others did not, attempting to once again attack. 

"I said fall back!", you reiterated in desperation as Petra and Olou when it for a duo attack, going in fast to only be met with hardened, diamond like skin. Two of yours went to retrieve them after their blades broke.

The two on your squad successfully grabbed Olou and Petra, saving them from the swat of the titans hand. But they quickly had to let go of them once the titan then took hold of their odm wires instead. Their deaths were granted quickly once they were forcefully slung into the trees.

Ansel and Adler were gone; twins who shared the same birth, died together as well.

In frustration, you made your way to the others. 

"Get out of here, or we all die!", you yelled at everyone as you led yourself into the sight of the female titan, serving as a distraction. "Don't let my squad's deaths be in vain.", you added with all the seriousness you could muster, given you were on the brink of a meltdown.

After the fall of your men, the special operations seemed distraught. Especially after their many failed attempts, which rarely ever occurs. They finally seceded and withdrew, steering away from the titan.

You then grappled into the titan, swinging towards the massive body. Looking at it closely, it heavily resembled a human- a specific scout to be exact. But you disregarded that thought as you went in for an attack, only for the titan to crystalize once again.

Fuck.

As you withdrew away, you still tried your best to serve a diversion as you grappled and went in again. However, the female clearly didn't obey in your wishes as it continued to run towards the larger group, causing Petra to look back in alarm. She quickly froze in fright as she hit the ground, slowing her down and closing in the space she had to escape, close to being trampled by the titans ruthless sprint.

Without a second thought, you dived towards Petra to steer her out the deadly path, colliding harshly due to not being able to prepare for the change in direction. But not only did it hurt from the impact, you felt a sharp pain in your abdomen.

Petra still had her broken blades drawn, the jagged weapon piercing right through your stomach as you held onto her, breaking her fall onto the ground. Your head taking a hit on a nearby tree.

After that, everything was blurry. You could hear screams and then the sound of Eren transforming. But it was all muffled, like you were underwater. Your eyelids heavy, the sharp pain you felt now becoming dull.

As squad leader of the rescue team, you failed. 

It all went black after.

-

The expedition was now days over, everything slowly turning back to normalcy as squad practice returned. But Levi still struggled.

As for the each day that passed by, only added more days to the time you had yet to awake. You were in a coma, induced by the amount of blood you lost and the severe concussion to your head.

All caused by his team and Erwin's orders.

And Levi couldn't help but hold resentment. But it was a feeling he has to attempt to keep at bay, or else it would be painfully obvious.

Obvious that he loves you, of course.

He knew the hidden relationship that you two held would be a burden and cause issues with time, only making it more difficult to conceal. But he didn't expect it to be so soon.

He had only recently gave in to his selfish desires. It was a mere two months ago where you shared a kiss and began the typical, relationship "like" status, given he was still new to everything and also had his work as a top priority. And that was also only after many years of unresolved feelings he had pushed aside, convincing himself he should rid himself of any types of feelings all together.

But he couldn't. He finally broke. He hated the thought of you seeing another man, of finally giving up on him. He hated the thought of never being able to experience all the imageries he had ashamedly had over the years. He was humanities strongest, but weak to his desires. Weak to you.

And he couldn't help but feel guilty that he made the wrong choice, that it was all his fault and he only put you in danger. That this was another form of cruel punishment after all the sins he committed during his time underground. It was Isabel and Farlan first, and now you were next. But for now, all he could do was take his anger out elsewhere.

So here he stood in Erwin's office, patronizing him once again for the orders he given that day,

"It was a bad call on your part. You knew the dangers of it and still sent out one of our most valuable teams to their deaths.", he spat. It was rare he ever stood up to Erwin, given the nature of their relationship. But in this particular case, he couldn't help it.

"My top priority was Eren. Sending that team out helped in keeping him safe, did it not?", Erwin sighed as he put his paperwork down to divert his attention to Levi, his icy blue eyes growing tired. "As for the team, I did not expect their deaths and it has served as a major blow to the Survey Corps. But their deaths were not in vain, I can guarantee that. They served their purpose."

Thinking over Erwin's words, he thought back to the day of the expedition. Seeing the flare color meant for warning of a failed rescue set off near the area his team was at, he knew then something had to  have gone absolutely wrong, and he was only reassured of it when hearing Eren transform shortly after. It brought back a feeling of grief he hoped to have never felt again, but he was not granted such luxuries it seems.

And it was you that payed the price. Your team gone, only to be met with life trying to escape your grasp as well.

Erwin stared down Levi, knowing he was in thought. His eyes scanning all the subtle hints that only added to his notion. The commander was attentive, and surely far from dumb, so he was well aware of the relation between his two squad leaders. For he had a guilty pleasure in watching it play out, feeling a little ounce of joy for them. But he was also a military commander above all;

"Look, Levi. I am aware you may have certain... extended feelings towards this. I have turned a blind eye for now since I see no reason to interfere. But do not let it come in between work and the reality of this. You are a soldier as well."

Levi knew he was right. He had to accept the nature of this job, which in turn was the nature of your job as well. You were strong, smart, and a natural born leader that he had rarely had doubts about or reservations about your performance. But some things were simply out of his control- or anyones, for that matter.

So with a last sigh of defeat and perhaps annoyance, he exited the office without another word, making his way to his team's training ground where they all waited for his appearance. He was late, minutes late, which was severely out of character for him. He would typically be the one to scold any of his soldiers that dared to be any form of late.

But he dreaded seeing his team. Usually, the first training after an expedition was dedicated to rigorous formation practice and conditioning. This time however, all he had ready was his overwhelming amount of emotions that threatened to flood out his stoic damn he built.

So when he came into view, he didn't bother staring at them, but rather took interest in the open field beside them. Memories came quickly.

The silence broke,

"Captain, i'm sorry for our failure as a team and the consequences it brought others. I ensure you we will work hard to make sure it never happens again.", Petra said with shaky voice. Guilt riddled the pure heart of hers, weighing down on her for days. Especially knowing the very one that saved her life, might lose theirs in return. 

But those words didn't make him feel any better. Levi was about to snap at them; saying every crude, hurtful, thing that he could think of. To pour out all the disappointment he had felt, hoping it would hurt them in any sort of capacity in comparison to what he felt. But he hesitated.

Only because he knew what you would think of it. You were constantly looking out for people, nurturing their spirits and well being, even if your job for the day was far from over. He knew you wouldn't want him to punish his team- that you had no regrets and willingly saved their lives because you simply wanted to.

So he bit his tongue. 

And it seems that him doing something positive for once, finally blessed him in return. 

Hange came running, stumbling upon their own feet. With their last ounce of breath they could muster, they spoke,

 "Levi, she's awake."

- You woke up a daze, a headache instantly assaulting your mind. It only got worse after Hange screamed at your awakening, rambling some incoherent words before running out the building. 

After your eyes finally took focus, you looked around. You were in a treatment room. Flowers and cards covering any spot of counter or bedside space.

Oh, right.

You attempted to get up, only to be meant with restraints. Multiple IV's were punctured into your arm, your whole mid section covered in a tight gauze. It was only then did you feel the stabbing pain in your stomach, and the slight itch the presumed stitches left.

Everything felt confining, frustration irked you.

Your head jolted to the door after hearing multiple footsteps on the creaky, wooden floor of the medical ward. You hoped one of them belonged to him, only then you would feel better.

The door then opened and you were greeted by the entirety of the special operations squad, but your eyes only quickly found the steel grey ones, looking back at you with concern. The frustrations you felt earlier, dissipated.

But as you then slowly met the eyes of every other soldier, sorrow suddenly hit. Seeing their faces only warped and reminded you of the ones you lost. And there was one missing-

"Amelia?", you questioned, but instantly knew your answer when all of the faces downturned.

"Baker, Amelia, died by titan upon trying to rescue Eren after being captured. The time they served fighting abled Captain Levi and Mikasa to reach the area in due time and successfully return him.", Gunther, whom rarely every talks, stated.

You couldn't stop the tears. Although you were happy to protect and rescue arguably the most important people of the survey corps, you still can't help but feel you completely failed as a squad leader.

You always engraved it into your squads minds that they had the important role of rescuing people, to take pride in it and feel accomplished over the countless lives saved. But what you failed to realize, even after three years of being a captain... who was there to rescue them?

How tragically comedic and ironic; nobody rescued the rescue team.

And you couldn't help but feel like it was all your fault. Why did you happen to survive and not anyone else? Did you not try enough in comparison? Why didn't you do more to save them?

As the pondering to yourself continued, your surroundings soon began to close in, not even taking into account the other people in the room. 

Your breathing quickened.

Your heart rate escalated.

A ringing began to evade your ears.

But just as fast as it came, it all stopped.

Since it all seemed to ease when you felt a calloused hand softly hold the side of your cheek, deterring your attention and self punishment away from yourself and onto the touch instead. The smell of tea leaves and lavender soon hitting your nose.

It was Levi. 

Upon the realization, you subconsciously melted into his touch, breathing in his scent. It all managed to dwindle down the panic within you, especially after looking into the eyes you so desperately wanted to see again, his eyes met yours in return. 

You then left his gaze and quickly looked around you, hoping nobody saw your moment of affection with him, risking getting caught. But he seemed to read your worries instantly,

"I had them leave."

With a nod you leaned back into him, letting his hand find your face again,

"I wouldn't have cared regardless.", he added, before turning your face back to his, "I hope you never do any dumb shit like that ever again."

You simply smiled, knowing this is the way Levi showed he cared. After years of being infatuated with this man, you came to appreciate the words he did spare, even if they didn't come off the most kind. You wouldn't have it any other way.

You moved over on the tiny cot, making just enough room for Levi to sit against the bed. And with a slight wince, you sat yourself up as well. Sitting beside him, enjoying his presence in companion with silence.

For that is all you needed at this given moment; just his presence. You would greedily take more when you felt better, when the time was right.

Time heals, in a multitude of ways.

-

It was the next day, the night slowly creeping in, the natural light the sun graced is long gone. You lit a candlestick to substitute.

Levi has been in your company majority of yesterday and today. Even taking the risk of sleeping overnight in the chair adjacent from you, much to your surprise. With the exclusion of his morning meeting with Erwin and training with his team, he had been there.

He had now long gone for supper with his team, promising to bring back more appetizing food than the one given at the ward. As you impatiently waited, you began going through the many gifts left to you from the others, hoping to have time pass by a tad faster.

There were many notes from others, wishing you "Get Well's" and giving condolences. And although you were very much struggling with the reality that your team was gone, it seemed to truly help reading all the kind messages.

You were also left tons of flowers of various colors and scents, adding more of a lively nature to the otherwise bleak room. And deep down you knew that the one hand picked bouquet of your favorite flowers, neatly bundled in twine, was from none other than Levi. Even if he refused to admit it.

But as you were nearing the end of your gifts, you took notice that the biggest one of them all - most definitely from a costly flower shop in an expensive vase, had a note tucked away in the bushel of it. You took it out.

Dear, Name

I am in writing in hopes that I hopefully alleviate even an ounce of grief you may hold. For I am forever in debt to you, as your brave and caring soul saved my life.

I am sincerely sorry for the loss of your team. I will forever hold that weight on my shoulders as deserved. But it will never compare to yours. However, you are strong and I have no doubts you will persevere.

But overall, thank you for the altruism you demonstrated that day, along with your team. The special operation team is forever grateful, even if all of us may not directly show it. We all care in our own ways.

Especially Levi. Although I had my suspicions, everyone was dealt a great surprise in his reaction to your state. After his retrieval of Eren, he was quick to find his way to you. I was of course by your side, never leaving it after the fall. I had used my cape in attempts to stop the bleeding.

But the second he got there, you were out of my care and fully in his. He would not leave you out his sight, even when the person medically aiding you made a sly comment about him being in the way, he quickly dismissed it after the glare Levi had given.

And as we were being trailed by titans on the way back, he refused to let them dispose of your teams' bodies in attempts to make the cart lighter. He knew how much care you had for them, and the importance you hold in bringing back bodies to their families, knowing you rescue even the dead if it meant the family would cope better.

I know you already know this - but take it from a member of his squad that has served him for years. I have never once seen him demonstrate this level of care for anyone else. And I think that speaks for itself.

I added this story in hopes to brighten your mood once again, knowing Levi would never tell you this himself. And please, never hesitate to ask anything of me. I owe it to you, and the memory of your team. Each individual member holds a place in my heart.

With much love, Petra Ral.

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[i-live-in-a-fantasy-daydream]

I want to write a fan-fiction, but before I can start writing I have to have these answers, please. I want my character to have lifelike reactions and I want this story to be as accurate as possible.

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[astraeusasta]

We're One In The Same!

Eren Jaeger x TitanShifter!Reader TW - Mentions of Blood, Gendered Terms (Fem). Word Count - 3.8k words Type of oneshot - Fluff/Angst

You were about to be eaten by a Titan when you suddenly remembered your purpose in life. Everything became clear to you. Though, you had a certain someone experiencing the same thing as you. Someone who seemed to keep a close eye on you. Eren Jaeger...

The smell of blood filled your senses. The crimson red liquid smeared across your face as you watched your comrades get eaten. One by one. All of them being torn and ripped to shreds. Clenching your fists tight as salty tears trickled down your cheeks. Your leg was definitely broken, freezing you in place as the Titans ran towards you. You knew it was your time, it wasn’t like your mobility gear was working anyhow. Though, just as you’d thought giving up was an option, something clicked in your mind. All those people…your friends and family. If you didn’t stand to fight, then who would. For a moment, you could recall someone speaking to you. The words of someone who believed you were humanities hope.

“You must live to serve your purpose. As a gleam of hope for humanity!” The familiar voice spoke out to you. When was this again? Your brain wracked, slowly you began to remember. The pain in your leg became more and more vivid. Staring daggers into the enemy, the Titans. You could feel an almost electrical current surging through your body - before your vision was blocked by a blinding yellow light. Everything faded out, your body going numb. Fog clouding your mind and judgement.

You woke up in a familiar room, your bedroom. The white curtains blown by the wind of a summer's day - the smell of newly cut grass and sound of flowing water clouding your senses. The laughter of your younger siblings began to sound like a song from angels, a warmth you hadn’t felt in a while conquering over your body. A soft whisper of the wind as you began to lift yourself from your bed. Groggily stumbling towards the door. Turning the knob and walking down the creaky stairs. Meeting your eyes as you reached the bottom were your mothers, her emerald eyes seemed to sparkle as she saw you. A small sigh escaped her mouth.

“You were the last one awake today, sweetie..” She spoke to you in a teasing manner, a light tilt to her voice that you so dearly missed. A hand reaching to pat you on the head gently messing up your bed head even more. You giggled lightly at your mothers antics. “Oh yeah, what do I get?” You replied, your mother burst into a loud chuckle. “Cold breakfast!” She snarled back still having that gentle tilt to her voice - Her brows furrowed lightly with a smirk placed on her lips. You laughed along with her. Your smile is bright and wide.

After eating your now cold breakfast, you headed out to the square. Slinging your red backpack over one shoulder and waving goodbye to your mother. Eventually reaching the open square - the daily markets full with life as other kids your age ran around chasing each other. A wave of deja-vu hit you, you’d been here before. Pausing for a moment before brushing the feeling away you met up with the owner of a small jewellery stall - eyes glowing as you looked at all the pretty designs people could make out of small thin strips of metal and gemstones. You weren’t given much allowance but as your eyes scanned the table of contents. Your eyes spotted a small threaded bracelet with blue and white strings intertwining - It was just in your price range. You had to get it, no you needed to get it. So you did. 

The joy you felt when the lady put the bracelet on your wrist was euphoric, the way it blended and meshed with your skin tone in the glaze of the hot sun made you feel even more confident in yourself to get through the day. Suddenly, a wave of nausea hit as the aching feeling that you’d been here before began to sink in. You really had been here before…were you reminiscing. Was your life flashing before your eyes? No you were alive, you knew that much. 

You turned around, seeing a large titans face peering over the top of the wall. The world around you melting into a crimson red colour - the feeling of a liquid trickling from your hands. What was happening? This isn’t how the memory goes. Abruptly, sharp pains began to appear all over your body. It felt as if you were being eaten alive and maybe you were. Your eyes shot open. Peering over you was a very familiar face. The fog in your mind slowly fading as the sound of their voice began to become clearer. Eren Jaeger. He was calling out to you.

“___!! Can you hear me? Come on, get up!!” He sounded panicked, should you have been panicked too? You were too weak to tell…your eyes felt droopy, like you could fall asleep at any moment. The feeling of a hand on your cheek gave you a warm feeling in your chest, that fluttery feeling in your stomach. All before it faded to black. 

Once again, a light filled your vision. This time when you woke however, you were not in a familiar place. It was a little cold and when you tried to move, sharp pains pierced through your body along with the sound of rattling chains. ‘Wait…Chains?’ You thought as you looked around the stone room. Your eyes widened, your body shaking before you began to pull against the chains.

“Where am I?” You spoke out, lacing your words with slight venom as you spoke. You could see two people standing off to the side - talking to someone so it seemed. You repeat yourself, this time a little louder.

“Where am I!” It wasn’t a question anymore, more of a demand for the answer. The blonde guy turned to look at you. You shot daggers into his eyes, as he turned fully you realised who it was. Commander Erwin of the Survey Corps. You relaxed a little, though tilting your head as if to imply you still wanted that answer. Even so, he turned back to the other person - Ignoring you completely. You wanted to shout once more but after thinking it through a bit more, you realised how dumb of an idea that’d be. So you kept quiet. As the situation sank in, the conversation from the other side of the wall could be heard; Along with who they were talking too. Once again, Eren Jaeger seemed to be the one you could hear. As you listened, you gathered that both you and Jaeger had turned into Titans. It was unbelievable, you didn’t even remember doing that. Even then, that entire day was a fuzzy haze in the back of your mind - You could only remember the nice dream you had before waking up to Eren calling to you.

“I will kill them all.” Jaeger proclaimed, his voice hoarse and deep. Anger and Hatred clinging to every word, you could tell he meant it. After a few more quips from Erwin and another man they began to walk your way. You clenched your fists, looking up at them with slight daggers in your eyes. A burning fire of frustration and confusion.

“___ ___. Do you remember what happened to you?” Commander Erwin spoke, his voice very deep although it had a small warmth to it that felt a little easing. You shook your head in response “No sir, I do not. The last thing I remember was the pain in my leg and a bright flash of yellow. Then I had a strange dream…no it was more of a flashback or memory. It’s still a little hazy.” You spoke earnestly. The two glanced at each other then nodded.“From the reports of those who had seen. You turned into a 15 metre Titan and just like Jaeger had begun to kill all Titans in your path. Both you and Jaeger lost consciousness after returning to your regular forms. There will be a trial held later today on what regiment should take the two of you on. The Scouts or the Military Police.” It took you a moment to understand the true danger your life was in at this moment in time. Eyes wide and mouth slightly agape, shock filled your senses. You rattled against the chains, bringing your hands into your lap. Suddenly, the shorter guy spoke. As he began to speak, you recognized him too. Captain Levi of the Survey Corps.

“I only have one question. What are your intentions?” What are your intentions? You thought that was an odd question to ask especially since you’d been through training. Obviously you wanted to be a helpful member of humanity. You wanted to join the Scouts.

“My intention? My intention is to join the scouts. To avenge those who fell to the two devils five years ago and to avenge those who died to the vermin they brought with them.” You spat, furrowing your brows and lowering your head. A satisfied huff escaped Captain Levi and with that, they left.

The trial went by in a dizzy haze, screaming and shouting - arguments and insults galore. You didn’t get a chance to say anything of your own, not with the amount others had to say for you and in your defence. It was all too overwhelming - You had only just learned you were Titan possibly a day or two ago and it was all people could see you for. It didn’t feel right and you didn’t think it ever would. Confused is all you felt. The prejudice of the Military Police never ceased to amaze you in the slightest. 

As you walked towards a stable of horses, you noticed someone's eyes had been on you the entire way here. You had also noticed you’d been scowling at your shoes - maybe that was why Eren was so focussed on you.

“You’re not alone here.” He spoke delicately. As if, if he spoke with any more force you’d both shatter into pieces. The words stuck out to you. Right, he was in the boat. You weren’t alone. “Thank you, Eren. I really appreciate those words!” You tried to channel some optimism into your voice. Though, you could tell he wasn’t convinced by your attempt. “It’s okay to be overwhelmed. I understand it. But I can tell, things are only going to get better from here.” He flashed you a gentle smile, it was genuine and warm. You couldn’t help but give him one back.

Even though your leg had healed, it was still a little sore and getting on your horse had proven to be a challenge. You looked around at your new comrades for help - Bozado looked your way but snickered and got on his own horse. That stung. After none of them bothered you continued to attempt yourself, making strained sounds as you struggled to get your legs over. But then you felt a hand on your calf and one on your back, lifting you up onto your horse. Looking down you noticed it was Eren. He nodded to you, another one of his charming smiles flashing at you. 

“Thank you..” You were a little embarrassed, he had helped you a lot within these past two days. A warmth spread across your cheeks as you looked at him. “Yeah, don’t mention it!” He brushed it off, giving you a bit of a goofier smile before getting on his own horse. Captain Levi began to speak up.

“Let’s get moving. We should be there before dusk.” He sounded cold and distant, a little cut throat too. Though you chose to ignore that, tapping the side of your horse's rear with your boot. As you travelled you had the odd conversation with Eren, each being rather interesting.

“You know, during cadet training. I thought you were going to be like Annie. Distant but strong. I only got one of those wrong. You’re not distant, you’re just shy. There’s nothing wrong with that of course, I think it’s endearing!” Towards the end of his small ramble, he began to speed up his words. A nervous chuckle escaping his mouth. You couldn’t help but snicker at him with a smile. You weren’t sure if he felt it too, but even during training camp when you were put together for training - there was a connection. Something almost electric.  You hadn’t paid much mind to him during ODM training, but when it came to hand to hand combat is where you really paid attention. He learned quickly, he was dedicated and really cared about doing well. He always jumped to other peoples rescue, even putting himself at risk to regain the Trost District. At first you believed you simply admired him, but after speaking with him today - You couldn’t help but think it was something more.

“So you were watching me during training?” You teased, watching as his cheeks flushed a deep shade of red. Averting his eyes to look straight forward. You continued to speak. “I admired you a lot during Cadet Training, you were determined to succeed. You always worked hard. I thought you could do wild things at times, but you always jumped to people's rescue. Even if it’d cost you your own life. I undoubtedly was definitely too shy to approach you, but now we’re in similar situations - I feel more at ease.” The words coming out of your mouth felt unreal, were you really saying that to him? You questioned yourself in your brain.

His eyes widened as he looked at you, he was taken aback by your words - his mouth opened a little. Eventually, he caught his words. Speaking softly. “Now who was the one watching who?” He smirked, you made an ‘Oh’ shape with your mouth. Giving him a sarcastic ‘How dare you’ look before giggling lightly at him - after a few seconds he joined in. You were glad you could both joke around in a situation like this.

In fact, you were glad you weren’t alone.

Finally, You and the Levi Squad had arrived at the new scout headquarters. Looking around at the place, you realised it was a castle. A run down castle, but a castle nonetheless. You gently dropped yourself off of your horse. Eren looked at you worriedly. Opening his mouth to say something to you before closing it and turning away. Walking onwards towards the stables. Gently moving your horse into its new home, giving it a gentle rub on the snout before turning to the rest of the squad. When you looked at the squad’s faces, you noticed they didn’t seem to look your or Eren’s way for long periods of time. Often avoiding eye contact if they were talking to you. But they still kept an affable feel when they conversed, it was obvious they didn’t want you to notice their discomfort around you. Fiddling with their sleeves or jacket, gripping to anything they held in their hands. Prepared at any moment to strike you down. Your heart felt heavy at that realisation. When you looked at Eren, you realised he hadn’t noticed this fact yet or the fact you two were just seen as enemies at all. You couldn’t fault the squad for being cautious of you both, but it felt they had no faith at all. 

“This place needs to be cleaned, it’s filthy.” You could hear Levi speak in the distance. You couldn’t say you disagreed with the old man's statement. Even in the stables you felt you were inhaling far too much asbestos for it to be good for your health. In the end, you and Eren were assigned to clean the second floor on your own. It almost seemed purposeful to put you two alone together, like fate had touched the strings of your life in that moment. It seemed to enjoy doing that to you. Eren and you had decided to work on the same room so it’d get done twice as fast and then move to the hallways - Starting from the end and then moving towards the stairs to prevent tracking dirt. It was a fool proof plan to the both of you.

For the most part, cleaning the first room was a silent endeavour. The silence was affable and comfortable and every so often you’d sneak a glance at Eren from across the room, hoping he wouldn’t notice the way your face softened when you saw him. The way your pupils dilated and your breathing picked up its pace in the hopes of catching up to your heart. You wondered how long you’d been convincing yourself that you’d only admired him, in a way it felt like you’d had interest in him all along. But at the same time it felt like it’d only just taken its shape. It was confusing but also reassuring. No matter what, you knew these feelings were true. Your thoughts were cut short as his eyes met yours, the eyes that were now wide open. Your cheeks flushed as you quickly whipped your head around to begin sweeping the floor again. A small chuckle erupting from the boy across the room, his laugh sent the butterflies in your stomach wild.

“You really do enjoy watching me, huh?” He teased, his voice seemed a lot closer than it should have been. You turned to check and he was now quite close to you. There was a good two foot gap between you and him. His eyes staring deeply into yours as he took steps closer to you. You gulped before speaking up once more. “And what if I do? What’re you going to do about it?” You snarked, raising one of your brows. A tilt in your voice to give it that more innocent feel. The smirk on his face only seemed to grow wider when you spoke, getting closer and closer until you were backed up against a bookcase in the room. The tension in the room was high and now you understood that it wasn’t just you who felt it. His voice spoke in a more hushed tone, leaning in towards your face. “Do you want me to do something about it?” You knew he was asking for your consent in this situation. You nodded your head, your heart pounding in your chest. Emotions were all over the place and it was all happening so fast. His hand hit against the bookcase, maybe a little too hard. As just as he was leaning in, a book slid off of the top of the shelf. Hitting him straight on the head. The sound of it as it dropped to the floor after slamming into his skull was oddly amusing - Especially with the tension that had previously surrounded the room. You burst out into a fit of laughter and after wallowing in his own embarrassment and cracked pride he laughed along with you.

“We should get back to work. Before Levi knocks the shit out of you again.” You sighed as you came down from your high of laughter, a small chuckled response coming from your joke at the end. “Yeah…we should.” Eren replied, the atmosphere tensing once again. This time not with that electric tension that made your body feel like it was on a high of its own. A tension that felt awkward and dry. Moreso you had both just embarrassed yourselves in front of one another, one caught staring and the other the victim of a falling book. It had sunk in more as you continued your work on the rooms.  Finishing the work didn’t take long and eventually you both felt the second floor was spotless. Giving each other a reassuring nod, you headed down to Levi to inform him of your achievement. You gently knocked on the door of the open room he was cleaning - Wanting to be as polite as possible. After seeing him turn around to face the both of you, you began to speak it up.

“Captain, we finished the second floor!” You exclaimed, holding your head high. The small man nodded before heading towards the second floor. Both you and Eren sighed and looked around the room you were in. Then you heard a woman's voice from behind you. A small little giggle followed by the sound of a sweeping brush. “You two are really close, no?” She asked, though in a way that showed she knew the answer to the question already. You whipped your head around to the voice, a little spooked. “Well..uh..we haven’t really talked much until recently.” Eren blurted before you had the chance to speak. A nervous tone to his voice as he averted his eyes from the woman in front of you both, who you noticed was Petra. “If you say so.” She shrugs, looking towards you and giving a small wink. Despite her dismissal she didn’t seem convinced and continued to smirk at Eren, whose face was slightly flushed pink. 

“Not acceptable.” You heard from the hallway. As the voice turned to the corner it was Levi. Petra instinctively went back to sweeping the floor. You and Eren shared a small look before Levi started speaking again. “Do it again.” His cold and sharp words ripped through you, sending a small shiver as you walked past. You both headed back up the stairs, the awkwardness still tainted the atmosphere around you both. This was going to be a long day.

The silence of the first room being cleaned was incredibly suffocating. Once again, you were back to glancing at the brunette. He looked so troubled yet so peaceful. Like something was on his mind but he refused to express what it was. Lost in thought as he cleaned the same spot repeatedly. Slowly, you began to hear a light mumbling coming from the other side of the room. The sound is oddly soothing. Yet it raised so many questions that began to teeter at your conscience. You kept looking at him, trying to decipher the words he uttered under his breath. Eventually, his eyes met yours again and he realised what he was doing. Rubbing the back of his neck with a light unstable chuckle.

“Talking to yourself?” You teased, he looked at you. His face turned into a serious expression, one you’d only ever seen when he went on one of his justice rants. You matched the face with your own. He seemed to mull over his thoughts, looking at the floor before looking back at you. A softer look in his eye than previously shown. “I think I was lost in thought, did it bother you?” He asked, a slight tilt to his head as he looked at you. “Not really, it was rather soothing actually!” You admitted, watching his eyes widen and his head whip to the side. A laugh erupting from your mouth as he scratched the back of his neck once more. You were going to enjoy the ability to tease him more often now the both of you were sleeping a stone wall away…

#attack on titan #one shot #eren jaeger x reader #eren jaeger #titan shifters #fluff #light angst #eren aot #aot #levi ackerman #petra ral #Erwin Smith

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Head canons ~

How they ride your face - part II

Historia - Petra - Hitch

Any bodied reader

Part I here

Warnings: Smut.

Historia

As we've come to learn through my canons, Historia is either submissive or dominating. She's a switch but will only have the ability to switch once she's comfortable with you. So for a while, she'll be shy and timid with you for the first few times.

With that in mind, when she rides your face while feeling a little more sub, she'll blush, she'll squirm, and she'll be mortified that such an act can make her feel so. damn. good.

A lot of squeaks and "Ha~~!" sounds as she shyly ascends into the heavens.

Tastes sweet.

When she's passed the point of no return, will hump your face with pathetic whimpers, begging you not to ever stop.

When she's feeling more assertive she will gladly ride your face and her mommy kink will come into play.

"Yes... mmm... drink deep from mommy..."

Squeezes your head with her thighs when she's getting close. That's when you know to pick up the pace.

Historia adores oral sex, so keep her satisfied and she'll forever be yours.

Petra

Petra isn't a switch. She's a sub through and through. And a shy one at that. It takes some convincing for her to feel confident enough to sit on your face.

She trembles, she tries to stifle moans, she tries to hide her pinkening face.

Just keep at it. Once it starts to feel really good, she relaxes a little and gets lost within the mist of lust, crying out loud with joy as you push her closer to her orgasm.

She shivers and trembles when she does get there, her eyes clap shut as she wonders how you can make her feel so good.

Accidently sinks her nails into whatever she's holding on to; your head, the headboard, whatever.

Tastes like bitter honey.

Hitch

Hitch is a spoiled pillow princess, so just lazily riding your face is one of her favourite things to do.

Knows what she likes and isn't afraid to direct you in the right direction.

"A little faster... mmmm yeah ~~ just like that. Good boy/girl."

She's deliciously greedy too, she will not allow you to get yours until she's had at least two.

Rolls her hips gorgeously as she gets close.

"I'm all heated up... I want you, now. Lie down." She'll order casually. She always gets what she wants.

Climbs aboard with a deep sigh of expectation, her face beginning to flush as she hums with approval.

"Yes, yes, I'm going to ~ keep going... ah~!"

#snk smut #snk male reader #historia snk #historia x reader #historia smut #petra ral #hitch smut

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Humanity's strongest, loveliest, and tiniest (Levi Ackerman x Reader) » Part II

Word count: 5 560

Disclaimer: english is not my first language, I apologize in advance for any mistakes

Part I

Humanity's strongest, loveliest, and tiniest (Part II)

After that night, days went by pretty quickly.

The next morning you found out what happened – the Scouts got surrounded by an unusually large horde of Abnormal Titans. Too many of them lost their lives in an attempt to defeat the enemy. After that, Erwin gave the order to retreat. A lot of soldiers were badly wounded, and continuing the expedition would end up killing them.

Everyone was devastated because the preparations for this expedition went on for weeks, even months. And now everything was in pieces. Even Erwin kept to himself for a day or two, not talking to anyone and mostly staying in his office. It made you worry, but reaching out to him did nothing. He needed to work his way through all of that alone.

Levi seemed to be fine the morning after. Well... mostly. He didn’t talk to you about what happened, but that wasn’t that unusual. You just had to wait until he was ready to open up or ask for help. Or just let the entire thing go completely.

„Are you planning to stay in bed all day?“ he asked one morning after you didn’t show any interest in getting up.

Your health wasn’t the best for the last couple of days. Fatigue, moodiness, almost extreme food aversion, dizziness, nausea, and frequent vomiting kept you company every single day. You’ve never felt this sick and weak. Never in your entire life. Because of that, it was almost impossible to keep it from Levi. But you tried anyway and hoped that the loads of work he had to face every day would keep him occupied until you get better.

„Not all day, just a few more minutes. I barely slept all night, couldn’t get comfortable.“

„I know, I didn’t sleep much either.“

You outstretched your hand towards him, putting a lot of almost nonexistent energy into a small smile. „Why don’t you come and lay down for a bit? Work can wait, it’s still pretty early, Erwin will understand.“

„You know I hate just lying around.“

„I know, but you need to rest, Levi. You are working long hours every day and after that last expedition... I just worry about you, that’s all. You’re being too hard on yourself.“

That night still haunted you. His bloodied uniform and torn cloak, him collapsing right there in front of you, the still healing cut under his eye. From what you heard it was a miracle he made it back that day. And that made you feel horrendously sick while you cried your eyes out for long hours during the times he wasn’t around. Because how could you ever again live in a world without him?

„My work keeps me sane, love. I need to do something or I’ll go crazy.“

„You could just spend the time with me,“ you teased your husband, still waiting for him to come closer and take your hand. „What if we left the HQ for a couple of days?“

„What do you mean?“ he asked and came closer, sitting down on the edge of the bed. Levi gently took your hand and brushed his thumb over your wedding band. It was a small gesture he did quite often. As if he still couldn’t believe you were his wife.

„We both could use a vacation somewhere quiet. The next expedition won’t be happening anytime soon, we should use this time wisely.“

The little smirk on his lips surprised you. But in a good way, his eyes always lit up a little when the corners of his mouth curled upwards. „That sounds lovely if I’m being honest. We didn’t have proper time off since our wedding. And that was a long time ago.“

„We should go up to the mountains again.“

„To the cabin, we spent our honeymoon in?“ You nodded, biting your lower lip playfully and squeezing his hand lovingly.

Memories of your honeymoon were some of the best you had. It felt like you and Levi were living a totally different life for those couple of days. All your worries melted away the second he put the wedding band on your finger. Suddenly, you had everything you ever wished for. And even more.

„Should I ask Erwin for permission?“

„If you don’t mind...“

„No, of course not. I’ll do anything for you to be happy.“ Another tiny smile settled on his lips as he leaned closer and kissed you. This was the true Levi Ackerman. A loving and caring man. A brilliant husband. „I’ll talk to him later, okay?“

„Okay.“

He was about to get up, but you quickly grabbed both of his wrists and pulled him back to bed. His disagreeing growl made you laugh before you found his lips again and shut him up in the most gentle and loving way. He stayed for a couple of minutes, held you tight against his chest, and made your morning sickness a little more bearable.

You slowly got dressed after he left for Erwin’s office and got ready for the day. The morning training was almost over, but you just couldn’t be bothered to go. You were sure Hange will understand.

„Good morning,“ you said to Petra with a bright smile when the two of you met at the HQ courtyard. All of your closest friends thankfully made it back from the tragically failed expedition. With a couple of scratches and injuries, but still. They were alive and safe, that mattered the most.

„Good morning, it’s so good to see you again,“ she replied happily and draped her jacket over her small shoulders. „Are you feeling better?“

„Yeah, a lot better,“ you lied. The two of you haven’t seen each other since the expedition, but since Petra was in your husband’s squad, she knew about some more personal things. You trusted her, she was one of your closest friends for a couple of years now. Even before the relationship between you and Levi got serious. „It was nothing, just nerves, and tiredness.“

„You can be just as stubborn as Levi, both of you should learn how to relax.“

„It’s too late for that, I’m afraid,“ you laughed a bit nervously, looking over her shoulder. Moblit was talking to some cadets just a few feet away. „Can we meet up later? For tea, maybe? I have to talk to my brother now.“ You nodded in his direction.

„Yeah, sure. We should finally sit down and catch up.“

„Great... around five, maybe?“ Petra eagerly nodded, gave you a quick hug, and went her own way. You felt bad about lying to her but had zero energy to talk about what was really going on. What you really needed was to talk to your brother and then to Hange.

Moblit saw you walking his way, quickly ended his chat with the cadets, and turned his full attention to you. „Good morning, beautiful,“ he said with a huge smile on his face, opening his arms so you could slip into his embrace.

„Hey, good morning.“

„Don’t take it the wrong way, but you look awfully pale. Have you seen that doctor yet?“

You shook your head and wrapped your arms around him. „I didn’t sleep well,“ you mumbled into his shoulder and closed your eyes for a few seconds. It felt so good to lean against him and not have to carry your own body weight. „That’s why I skipped morning training. I hope Hange is not angry with me.“

„You weren’t the only one, don’t worry. Everyone is still shaken about what happened, a lot of people mourn their friends or are still recovering.“

„I’m really glad you and Hange had to escort me back that day, I can’t imagine...“ You couldn’t even finish that sentence.

Thinking about your younger brother or your best friend getting hurt made your stomach twist. Yes, being in the Survey corps came with a lot of danger and even more death. But you promised yourself that you would always protect those closest to you. Even if it meant sacrificing your own life to save theirs.

„Don’t think about that now,“ he said rubbing your back.

„It’s pointless I know, but... you didn’t see Levi when he came back that night. He never looked so devastated, I was seriously thinking that he was the only one who made it back.“

That expedition was a huge blow to the whole Scouting regiment. Nothing as gruesome happened in a long time. Yes, all expeditions beyond the Wall brought a few casualties, but this was something else. Something much worse. Almost half of the Scouts died that day. And that took a heavy toll on all of you.

„Be glad that he came back unharmed, and leave it be, please.“

You nodded, lifted your head, and kissed his cheek. „The other day you said something about going to the city library, right?“ you finally asked what you wanted to discuss with him. „If you’re still going, could you pick me up a couple of books?“ With a sweet and innocent smile, you pulled out a folded piece of paper from the back pocket of your pants. „I will be eternally grateful.“

Going that far was beyond your measures right now and since Moblit was always eager to help you with anything, you sometimes took advantage of it. But did the same in return when it was he, who needed a little help with something.

„If that’s all you need...“ he laughed and took the piece of paper from your hand. „I’ll get them, don’t worry. But maybe not today.“

„That’s fine,“ you assured him. „Thank you.“

„Anything for you.“

You exchanged a couple of more words as he walked you to your Squad leader’s office but then left to tend to his own responsibilities. Shear panic was spreading all over your body as you knocked on the door and waited for Hange to permit you to come in. You needed to talk to her for a couple of days now but kept putting it off.

But you were so tired of keeping secrets from Levi. It wasn’t fair, he trusted you and shared everything with you. And if your suspicions were true...

„Hey, do you have a minute?“ you asked your best friend and closed the door. Hange’s office was always a mess, but today especially. Science papers, mission reports, and various similar things were tossed all around the place. You couldn’t even see her desk under all those files.

„Yeah, just a second. Sit down until then, I’ll be right with you.“

„Sure...“ you said hesitantly and scanned the office with your eyes once more. There was no place to sit down, so you leaned your back against the door and crossed your arms. You still felt awful, waves of nausea coming and going every other second, while your head hurt like hell.

Hange was running around for a bit, mumbling under her breath and unsuccessfully searching for some papers she didn’t find in the end. For a short while it looked like she forgot about you, but then shot you a bright smile and hopped on top of her table, sitting down right on her papers.

„I’m all yours now, what’s up?“ she asked and took off her glasses for a short while, rubbing her eyes.

You took a deep breath, feeling your heart pound in your chest. Nothing was sure yet, but a lot of things started to come together. Even more when you thought about the last couple of weeks as a whole.

„I think...“ you said, but stopped almost immediately. You knew Hange was the right person to talk to about something like this. There was no one you trusted more. No other friend, to be precise. „I think I might be pregnant.“

Hange first laughed at your words, but when she saw the serious look on your face, her smile vanished. There was nothing to smile or laugh about, not if your suspicions were true.

„I’m not sure, but I’m... I’m really scared. Like really, really scared, Hange.“

You and Levi haven’t talked about starting a family. Not seriously. The topic of having kids came up a couple of times, but both of you just brushed it off. You were still young and living in a world where nothing was guaranteed.

Bringing a new life to a reality like this...

You felt a little selfish when thinking about having children with the man you loved. How would their life look life? With both parents in the Survey Corps, the poor child could end up an orphan in a blink of an eye. You weren’t ready to give up on your life in the military. Not yet.

„Okay...“ she breathed out and looked to the floor, gripping the edge of the table. „Why do you think you’re pregnant? What symptoms do you have?“

„I feel really tired and weak for a while now, I can barely eat because of the worst nausea I’ve ever felt. I’m always throwing up, feeling dizzy...“

„Okay,“ she said again firmly, gripping the table even harder. Her knuckles started to turn white. „When was the last time you had your period?“

You opened your mouth but closed it immediately. It was a simple question, you should have known how to answer it. But nothing came to your mind and that made you panic even more since the moment you realized it. Your period was never regular, so freaking out about it being late wasn’t something you did often. Not when you and Levi were careful and did everything to prevent you from becoming pregnant.

But now... with all the other symptoms...

„I don’t know, but it’s late. Even more than usual.“

„That still doesn’t have to mean anything.“

„Yeah, I know. But...“

„But there’s a pretty good chance that you really are pregnant, it would all make sense.“

That is what you were so afraid of – everything making perfect sense. How would you announce something this serious to Levi? How would he take it? Having kids is an enormous responsibility, were the two of you ready? Did he even want to be a father? He never knew his own dad, lost his mom as a little boy... he never had a parental figure in his life. What if he didn’t want kids because of that?

And what about you?

You trained really hard to become a Scout, it has been your dream for many years. And you loved it, despite everything. You couldn’t think about giving up on going outside the Walls and experiencing the freedom you felt there. Not yet, not so soon. The last couple of years just weren’t enough, you wanted more. Much, much more.

„It’s Levi’s, right?“ asked Hange in a quiet almost scared tone. She didn’t even dare to look you in the eyes as she asked the question.

„Of course!“ you assured her right away. „Why would you even ask such a question?“

She shook her head, hopped down, and went over to you. „I’m sorry, it’s just the look on your face. I’ve never seen you this scared.“

Maybe because you’ve never felt this scared. Not ever. Not even during some of the most brutal expeditions. Not even during your first one, when you got separated from your squad and had to face two Titans alone.

All sorts of emotions were squirming around in your head as your eyes started to fill with tears. You tried to fight them off but lost when Hange pulled you into a tight hug. The two of you’ve been through a lot since the days you were little. And she never let you down, not even once. Besides Moblit it was always her you could turn to when something was wrong.

„It will be fine, you know? You would make a great mom if you ask me. And Levi... well, he’ll learn. Someone like him is not going to be intimidated by a baby,“ she laughed, but her words made you cry even harder. „Look, you should see a doctor first, and plan the rest after you’re sure about the pregnancy. Maybe it’s something else. Maybe... maybe you’re just dying.“

„Hange!“ you cried out and rested your forehead against her shoulder in frustration. This was really not the time for her weird sense of humor.

„Are you okay, Mrs. Ackerman?“ You almost jumped hearing that question and finding a red-headed girl sitting next to you. She was one of the new cadets... Nifa, if you remembered correctly. One of the few that made it back from the last expedition. „You seem really distracted today.“

„What? Why?“ you shook your head and looked around. Since Hange had a lot of her own work, you agreed to watch over the new cadets during their evening training. But you barely showed any interest in what was happening around you. „I’m fine, sorry. Did all of you run twenty laps?“

„We finished about ten minutes ago.“

„Yeah, right. So...“ All of them were watching you, waiting for new orders. But you didn’t have a clue what to do with them next. Other times you trained with them as it helped in getting to know them and forming important bonds, but today you just sat aside and proceeded to lose yourself in your thoughts.

The whole world was falling apart right beneath your feet.

You were pregnant.

Two doctors confirmed it because you didn’t trust the first one and wanted a second opinion. Somehow you were hoping the first doctor was mistaken. But no, he was right. You and Levi were expecting your first baby.

Hange was the first person you shared the big news with. She proceeded to squeal with excitement so loudly, that the whole HQ surely heard her. The smile on her lips grew so wide you were afraid she was going to break her jaw in half. Not to mention the baby names she started to suggest to you for both genders.

„We can call it quit for today, go get some rest. Dinner will be served soon anyways,“ you said finally and smiled at the young recruits.

They seemed different from the last time you’ve seen them. Before the expedition. A lot of them were missing... and never coming back. Was it maybe your fault as well? Did you not help them adapt well enough? Was there something you could’ve taught them that would ensure their survival?

Maybe.

And maybe not.

You always did your best. At least you tried. That’s why everyone liked and respected you. Even before you got together with Levi. Being his wife just made things a little more... official?

„You all did great today. Any questions?“

When none of them responded, you waved your hand at them as a signal that the training was over. But none of them moved, all eyes were focused somewhere behind your back. You wanted to stand up before looking over your shoulder, but your legs were suddenly too weak to support your weight. Feeling horribly lightheaded you dropped back down on the bench, making some of the cadets jump to your help immediately.

„I’m fine, I’m fine...“ you assured them, trying to steady yourself and stand up once more. This time an arm firmly grabbed you around your waist and helped you up. Your husband’s light grey eyes were watching you worriedly while you leaned against his side.

„Training’s over for today, brats. Get lost!“ he ordered them in an unnecessarily harsh tone, but none of them questioned. Not even Nifa, who was still by your side. You gave her a tiny smile and waved to the other cadets.

„Being rude wasn’t necessary, darling,“ you said to Levi when it was just the two of you.

He shrugged and gently kissed your cheek, helping you sit down again. He sat beside you, hugging you around the shoulder and bringing you closer to him. „You should be in bed if you’re not feeling well. Or at the doctor, you should’ve seen days ago, because something is going on. This isn’t just nerves or tiredness like you always tell me.“

„I was at the doctor today,“ you whispered almost inaudibly, blindly grabbing his hand and intertwining your fingers. Levi almost instantly froze in place which made you, even more, terrified to tell him the truth.

„And?“ he asked after a moment of painful silence. Your whole body tensed up, shivers running down your spine.

It was nothing that horrible is what you kept telling yourself. And Levi loved you, he would never be angry about something like this. Maybe he would be happy. Maybe he wanted a family with you. And maybe not. What if this was a good reason for him to leave you? What would you do in that case? Without your husband and a with his baby on the way?

„Talk to me, please.“ He seemed even more scared than you.

„Well, I’m not dying,“ you said and tried to laugh it off. But tears started to build up in your eyes again. You couldn’t even look at him, it was better to close your eyes and rest your head against his shoulder.

You suddenly felt sick to your stomach – but pregnancy wasn't the one to blame. Emotions were flooding your mind and making you want to stand up and run away. Hide somewhere and cry for hours to end.

Levi waited for a couple of minutes and rubbed your back for comfort as he planted a few kisses on top of your head. His hand was gently clenching your own, his thumb going back and forth over your wedding band. He was dying to know the answer but didn’t pressure you in any way.

„You forgot about the tea with Petra,“ he said finally, bringing your hand to his lips and kissing your knuckles lovingly. The sudden change of topic surprised you, but you were glad. Wrapping your hand around his torso, you kissed his neck and closed your eyes to stop the tears from spilling. „She was looking for you.“

„I totally forgot about her,“ you mumbled, burying your face in the crook of his neck.

The sun was slowly setting, another day will soon be over. Summer was long gone and chilly fall nights were just around the corner. You loved the colder weather, it was the best for training. But not everyone agreed. Your husband hated the cold, especially on those mornings when getting out of your shared bed was hard enough on its own.

„We’ll make up tomorrow, I’m not really in a mood anymore.“

Levi nodded and suddenly stood up, carefully pulling you to your feet as well. He left one of his arms around your waist to make sure you can stand steadily on your own. Hand in hand you walked back to your room. It was just a short walk but you felt exhausted, ready to fall into bed and not move for another month. Overall, it was a pretty difficult day. At least emotionally.

„We can eat dinner here if you want,“ suggested Levi when he closed the door behind you. His work desk was covered in mission reports. That was always a sign of a long, sleepless night. Sometimes he let you help him, but today you were already sure that nothing like that is going to happen. „I’m not really in the mood to see anyone, had enough for today.“

„Rough day?“

„It’s more about the overall atmosphere, everyone is still loathing than cursed expedition.“

„Well, nobody was prepared for such a disaster. It’s natural to feel hopeless. The latest recruits seemed like completely different people today than a couple of days ago.“

„They should get used to it, being a Scout will never be easy. They should be aware of what they signed up for.“

„It’s not about that, Levi,“ you protested and sat down on the small couch next to the bookcase and the door leading to your shared bedroom. „You can never be prepared for something like that. Even you came back more shaken than ever before. For a while I thought you were the only one who made it back because you weren’t saying anything, you were covered in blood...“

And so on. Memories of that night still haunted you every time you looked at Levi’s face, where the cut under his eye was still healing. When it came to injuries, he paid just a small price that day. And you were more than grateful for that. But that didn’t help you forget about his bloodied uniform or about him just collapsing from exhaustion and grief right there in front of you.  

You waited for his response but it never came. Levi just sat down at his table and got back to work, not looking in your direction even once. You sat there uncomfortably, anxiously tapping your foot and playing with your wedding band. Finding the right words seemed impossible. The worst part was that you didn’t have anyone, who could assure you that everything will be okay. Yes, Hange tried her best, but even your brutally intelligent best friend didn’t know everything.

You contemplated talking to Moblit first. He almost always had the right words for any kind of situation. But as you looked at your husband, you changed your mind. He deserved to know first. He was the baby’s father and the love of your life. Keeping something so important from him any longer would be unfair.

Yes, telling the truth and not knowing the outcome was scary. But was there really a reason to be this scared? Levi truly loved you, he made sure to tell and show you every day. He would never abandon you in a situation like this.

No.

He would not abandon you in any situation.

You took one last deep breath and came closer to his desk, standing behind his chair. Your hands slipped to his tensed shoulders gently massaging them. Levi let out a little sigh before leaning back and grabbing your hands from the front, pulling you closer.

„Should I go get us dinner?“ he asked and looked over his shoulder right into your eyes.

„Actually... could you come to the bathroom with me for a second?“ you asked with an innocent smile, brushing your lips against his ear.

He was genuinely surprised but didn’t say anything. His lips found yours in a quick kiss before he got up and let you lead him to the bathroom. The last rays of sunshine were illuminating the small room, reflecting off the full-length mirror in the corner. The one you needed for your little plan.

„Can you unbutton my shirt, please?“ you asked him, guiding his hands to the top button of your white shirt. Levi’s breath got caught in his throat, his hands shaking a little. It surprised you because he never was nervous in situations like this. He wasn't shy or hesitant when it was just the two of you.

You smiled at him, cupping his cheeks lovingly, and tasted his lips for a short moment. As you were about to pull away, Levi leaned closer and kissed you again. His fingers started to blindly unbutton your shirt – one little button after another. He didn't stop kissing you until your shirt was undone and your lungs were burning from the lack of air.

„Thanks, darling,“ you whispered and grabbed his hands, turning around. Facing the mirror you wrapped his arms around your waist and put his palms directly on your stomach. Nothing was out of the ordinary. For now.

„What are we looking at?“ Levi asked, kissing your shoulder. The two of you were almost the same height, which you found super adorable.

„As I said earlier... I was at the doctor today,“ you started carefully, leaning against his chest. His light grey eyes were carefully watching the both of you in the mirror. Your silhouettes joined in one in the rich orange hues of the setting sun. „And I’m okay, it’s nothing serious.“

You wanted to keep him calm and concentrated. Even more, as you could feel his heartbeat picking up against your back. But it still wasn’t pounding as hard as your own.

So many things could go wrong.

So many.

„But he told me something that... that...“

„You are pregnant,“ he said calmly, kissing you behind your right ear, his thumbs drawing small circles on your stomach. „I suspected it for a couple of days now but didn’t want to say anything. It wasn’t my call to make.“

You instantly turned around, meeting his eyes directly. „What? How?“ Levi smiled a little, sliding his hands into the back pockets of your pants.

„I’m not stupid.“

„I never said you were, Levi.“

He furrowed his brows, resting his forehead against yours. „Then why are you so surprised?“

It felt like you could finally take a breath after the whole day. Fear was slowly melting away, disappearing somewhere in the corner of the bathroom. Your husband didn't seem upset or annoyed. Not even irritated.

„Because even I didn’t think about pregnancy right away. Just then, after all of my symptoms started adding up.“ Levi carefully turned you around, both of you facing the mirror again. His hands came to rest on your stomach just like a couple of moments ago.

It all felt so right at that moment. His content expression, the love you could see in his eyes. And just him being there with you. Having a baby was a big thing, and there was no one else you could imagine doing this with.

„Were you scared to tell me?“ You nodded, leaning against his chest again. But more relaxed this time. A tiny smile started to form on your lips when you saw Levi grinning and shaking his head.

„Can you blame me? We never really talked about having kids and with everything that happened just a few days ago... I didn't feel like it was the right time.“

„There is no right time, my love. And there’ll never be.“

„What do you mean?“

„We can die any moment, you know that. And I do as well. Waiting for the right time would mean accomplishing nothing in this life.“

He was right. You knew that. It was never the right time. For anything. Just a year ago it wasn’t the right time for you to get married. So much was happening during those months and weeks. But the two of you did it anyway. After what happened in Shiganshina just shortly before, you didn’t want to waste more time.

Because if being a Scout meant dying for humanity at any given moment, you wanted to leave this life behind as Levi’s wife.

„Look, I’m internally freaking out, not gonna lie. And I suppose you are too.“ Levi slowly pulled away from you and made both of you slightly turn to the side, so you could still see your reflection in the mirror. While looking directly into your eyes he knelt, resting his forehead against your stomach. „But we can figure it out, right? We still have... how many months?“

Tears rolled down your cheeks without you even noticing first. But they were happy tears for sure. The weight of the world was slowly lifting from your shoulders as you looked down at your husband, sliding your fingers into his thick dark hair.

„Uhm... at least seven for sure, I’m about six or seven weeks now.“ If your calculations were at least a little bit correct. „But... anything can happen. Mostly these first few weeks.“

Yes, you were pregnant and your husband seemed delighted. But there was still no guarantee that at the end of this journey, you will hold a healthy baby in your arms. Your mother was pregnant once more after Moblit was born. You were six at that time, and your brother was just three years old. He was too little to remember the sibling that was never born. But you did and sometimes wondered how different your life would be if you had two younger siblings. How different your bond with Moblit would be.

„I’ll take the best care of you. Both of you, my love. I swear that on my life.“

„Levi...“

„We’ll both do our best so nothing bad happens. And if something comes up... well, then it was destined to be that way.“

You slowly sank to your knees before him, wrapping your arms around his neck tightly. Tears were still running down your cheeks, all of the emotions becoming just too much. Happiness. Fear. Anger. Disappointment. Excitement. All of them hit you simultaneously so you ended up like a sobbing mess on your husband’s shoulder while he was doing his best to comfort you.

Levi was silently whispering sweet nothings to you, rubbing your back and finally sitting down against the wall, cradling you into his warm embrace. Your shirt was still unbuttoned and your abdomen showing. That’s why you immediately felt him place his warm palm on your stomach, rubbing it carefully.

„I love you,“ he whispered as the last bits of the setting sun left the bathroom. Darkness was growing thicker all around you, but there was no need to fear.

Not when your husband was by your side.

To be continued... 

Part III

#levi ackerman x reader #levi x reader #levi ackerman x you #levi ackerman x female reader #hange zoe #moblit berner #petra ral #aot x you #aot x reader #attack on titan #aot #shingeki no kyojin #snk

[levisforgottentea]

Petra’s soft red hair laid against your shoulder. Fuck it was soft, you gently pat it as you readjust yourself. It had been a long day of government shit and you sat in a chair with her in your lap. The clock struck 11pm and she had been asleep for around a hour now. You gently kiss her ear as you whisper to her. She presses her cheek into you, her long eyelashes flutter open and she smiled as she pulled you in for a kiss😩

An: Petra my love🤕💕

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[astridthevalkyrie]

"Will we ever be free?" with Petra :))

i love petra ral i love petra ral i love petra ral i love petra ral—

will we ever be free?

warnings: death, angst, descriptions of canon injuries that are disturbing, basically i just make her death worse

Petra Ral will not live.

That sentence is much harder to hear than Petra Ral is dead.

You should have covered your ears when Levi spoke. Not hearing anything would have been the best option, even if covering your ears wouldn't stop you from witnessing the sight of her fractured, bent body being carried out on a stretcher.

The captain's grip isn't strong enough to stop you from tearing towards her with a cry.

Your fingers touch her's as the soldiers carrying her set the stretcher down, and you sink down to your knees with her, bringing her palm to your lips with gasps and sobs of please, please, please—

Petra's lips part, but only a croak escapes. Her voice is gone, it's like you can see her fading.

This isn't right. Just last night you'd been under the sheets with her, speaking to her about dinner, kissing her lips with the precision only a soldier could. Your sweetheart, your best friend, the best person you've ever known, the only one who could raise the spirits of even the surliest grouch in the room.

Her eyes stare into yours, no light left, only the barest recognition. Her neck is forever cracked upwards, and the unspeakable cruelty of it makes you want to choke. If anyone were to ever deserve this fate, it wouldn't be her. She's paralyzed, someone says. She's going to die.

"No," you moan, crying into her cheek, "no, please, Pet, please, I'm begging you..."

Something gargles in her throat.

"Will we..." There is a difference between a regular breath and a dying one, you learn. "Ever be free?"

No one hears her, except you. No one consoles her as she dies, least of all you, because someone pulls you to them as they take her away, restraining you as you scream, as you fight, kick, punch, and as you eventually give up, sinking to the ground and praying to the dirt for it to swallow you.

You learn an important lesson that day.

Freedom isn't always worth it.

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[commander-hanji-zoe]

Hi!!! I was wondering if you could do like a headcanon for the vets and og levi squad if they had like a suicidal s/o. I love your blog btw!

Hey - thank you so much! I realise this came into my inbox a long time ago and then I wasn't writing anything. But with NaNoWriMo I'm picking up a few old requests and wanted to write this one.

Firstly – CW/TW for mentions of suicidal thoughts.

These will be a bit repetitive because as always I think the vets and O/G Levi Squad would all be incredibly supportive in their own way. They would all want to do what they could within their power and while respecting their s/o’s wishes, to help. They would be sensitive, they would all also want their s/o to get professional help, whether seeing a doctor, councillor, nurse, private therapist. It would very much be the first thing they would discuss with their S/O, to check whether they were already seeing someone and how it’s going, or if not to see if they could research who would be best to speak to. Mostly all of them would be happy to accompany their S/O to appointments but equally respect boundaries if their S/O would rather go alone.

They would be there to ensure appointments aren’t missed and any medication or practises such as daily diary updates, affirmations etc. also are adhered to – though this will be managed sensitively and without pressure.

I wrote the above because this is such an important and very sensitive topic and one that as a lot of you know, I am very familiar with. I didn’t want to type the same thing for each of the characters so the above is there to read first before the below – it is also there as a reminder to anyone who may need to hear it.

I’m always here to listen if you need someone to vent to, but if you need help, please reach out to your doctor/physician etc. and/or family and friends that you trust.

Erwin

He understands that being suicidal doesn’t mean their s/o wants to die or not be here anymore and rather that it means they’re just very tired, exhausted by the mental pain they are in and Erwin will do everything within his power to comfort them and talk things through. He understands the importance of not getting emotional himself and keeping the conversation going, being rational and calm where possible.

Erwin would want to ensure that he could keep an eye on his s/o if they didn’t live together, suggesting they either take some time away together (in a perfect au reality where he isn’t commander of the survey corps!) otherwise he will suggest you move in with him for a little while just so he’s there for you in the darkest moments.

He would remove things that his s/o could potentially use to harm themselves with but he wouldn’t make a big thing out of it, announce he was doing it or do it when his s/o could see. This would be very intentional so that his s/o didn’t think a big deal was being made or get angry at the response, rather it is a tactical decision from Erwin to protect his s/o subtly.

Mike

Mike knows something is up, he can sense it – there’s a smell to sadness like autumn leaves in rain. Like rot and damp – but he won’t say it for the fear it’ll sound like he’s romanticising it. But he’s got good intuition when it comes to others emptions.

He doesn’t like euphemisms and would rather address the issue straight up, not in a way that’s blunt or unkind. But his s/o is too important to him to beat around the bush. Equally he won’t push his s/o into talking, but he does take it very seriously and needs his s/o to know he’s there for them.

Asks his s/o if it gets too much to please tell him, they don’t even have to speak and can just sit in silence if needed. Mike will encourage going on small walks with him to get fresh air and eating/drinking even if it’s just small amounts frequently, perhaps cooking up a batch of favourite soup so that it isn’t over-whelming for his s/o and certainly isn’t forced.

Encourages baby steps, if their s/o doesn’t feel like doing day to day tasks or small acts of self care he will help but then encourage them to do something for themselves. For example he may brush their hair and then say, “Doesn’t that feel better, how about we brush our teeth together to tick off our morning routine.”

He’ll give them a journal with a few drawings he’s done to make them smile but also so they have somewhere to keep track of how they’re feeling and what makes things better and what makes things worse.

Hanji

Would hate that their s/o felt like this but also would understand, they too have felt the pull when things get too much. Hanji is very protective so would do what they could in their power to help their s/o and be as supportive as possible.

Their way of helping is to provide distraction – whether it’s to involve their s/o in their work and research or to take them for a few days out or perhaps to see a play. Hanji will however avoid large crowds or large groups of friends and be very careful not to do anything too over-whelming, perhaps checking with their s/o what they’d like to do first. If their s/o didn’t want to go anywhere Hanji would force or push going out, but after a few days they would try to gently encourage them to get some fresh air together and go for a change of scenery that may offer a different point of view.

Won’t go to sleep until their s/o is asleep so that Hanji can watch them, scratch their back, stroke their hair, sing, talk…whatever their s/o needs to drift off into a peaceful sleep hopefully free from nightmares. For Hanji they also need this, they need to know that they’re helping somehow, and they need to know their s/o is safe, going to sleep first is not an obtain.

Nanaba

“Oh my love…” Nanaba is so incredibly soft and kind, it breaks her heart knowing how much this is hurting her s/o but she does everything she can to remain composed and strong for them. She doesn’t get emotional or make it about her.

She’ll go a bit over board with buying things to help, from self help books (which after reading a few pages she kind of hates and so hides them), their s/o’s favourite food, drinks, lots of vitamins, books, flowers. She hates feeling helpless but wants her s/o to know they’re not alone.

Very good at late night chats, perhaps out and about, perhaps in the bath. Nanaba will listen without interruption. She wants to know what’s going on in her s/o’s mind and if there’s anything she can do to help. She wants to understand where this has come from, what the triggers are and what can be done to avoid them.

If there’s anything that needs removing from their room/house etc. Anything that makes her s/o feel sad or scared, Nanaba is there to quietly remove them at night and instead replace the objects with things that are nicer and more comforting.

Levi

In many respects Levi doesn’t quite understand and it’s for two reasons, partly because as a person he’s incredibly matter of fact and stoic as a way of life. And partly because he’s fought so hard to survive, after everything he’s been through it’s incomprehensible at first how anyone could want to purposefully end it. But. Levi is intelligent and aware of others and the difficulties, challenges and heartaches that exist – especially when it comes to his S/O. So he will be patient, he will remain calm and not express his initial reaction with his s/o as he wouldn’t want them to feel their feelings were invalid, wrong etc.

If his s/o isn’t up to cleaning or sorting out mundane tasks of course Levi will be there to help out and ensure everything is sparkling and like new. But he also buys a few things that make the cleaning easier and comes up with solutions to help his s/o get through day to day tasks for themselves – reminding them everything they do is an achievement.

Levi can be particularly quiet at times but turns out this is exactly what his s/o will need. Just someone to listen and not react to everything that’s being said. Someone quiet who can hold their hand if they need it and be by their side through it all.

Levi loves being outside and the fresh air – a long horse trek with snacks, tea, lots of healthy mood boosting foods are in order and so he plans a nice trip away for the two of them, hoping this may somehow brighten his s/o’s mood and remind them of the beautiful places in the world. The small things, the simple things and help them believe everything will be okay in the end.

Moblit

This will break him, initially he’ll be asking himself what he did wrong and what he could do better to make his s/o not want to end their life anymore or feel this way. But Moblit is pretty quick to pick himself up from this and realise it isn’t about him and that it is not an individual’s fault. As difficult as it is and as supportive as he will be, he has to remind himself and potentially his s/o depending on their behaviour – that he is not in control of this.

He’ll want to get to the bottom of why his s/o feels like this in a way that sometimes can be a little over-bearing or even intrusive. He doesn’t mean it to be, he’s just certain if he knows what is causing it he can help fix it. Due to his work with Hanji he’s become accustomed to experiments, cause and effect and coming up with solutions. Not to say that his s/o and their mental health is a problem that needs to be solved, he loves his s/o and just wants to use the skills he’s gained to help them where possible.

Will definitely take things easy in terms of the relationship and won’t push for anything physical or romantic if his s/o isn’t in the mood. But will ensure there are lots of sweet, small daily interactions to let them know he is there for them and that he loves them. He needs them to know he is here standing by as and when the support is required.

Will bring back small gifts like flowers, a favourite cake, drinks, a new book his s/o has been talking about. He will also change bedsheets, open windows – especially if the cleaning aspect is something he can do with his s/o rather than just for them. He wants them to feel useful and like they don’t just need looking after all the time.

Oluo

He’ll struggle a lot with this, Oluo isn’t always the easiest person to talk to at first but as mentioned before, once you open up to him or see the softer side he is incredibly caring. The way he behaves, and mimics Levi comes from a place of insecurity.

He’d probably hold his s/o for a long time and cry a little himself, trying to hold back the tears and instead be there for his s/o. But he doesn’t find this as easy as some of the vets do and once his own emotions come out it’s hard to put them back in. But boy does Oluo try and manages pretty well after the initial shock.

Really doesn’t want to be alone again, it means so much to him that he’s found a partner who understands him. He immediately feels selfish after thinking this and probably putting his foot in it by saying it out loud.

Makes big gestures to let his s/o know how much they mean to him – but only privately and realises doing this in public isn’t going to help. Most of all he just wants to know if there is anything he can do to help even if that means giving them a little space, he is happy to step back when needed.

Would perhaps ask Levi for advice and help seek recommendations for a professional that his s/o could see, would make an appointment with their permission and encourage them.

Eld

Eld would manage to stay incredibly calm when he finds out how his s/o is feeling, mostly because he knows this is not the time to over-react or make it about him. Instead he’d want to listen, he may make some notes but it’s for his eyes only and so he can reflect on them later.

Will make sure his s/o stays really hydrated and will bring them water and other favourite non-alcoholic drinks.

Distractions are good but only for a short time, Eld would rather focus on the small every day things that really make a difference, encouraging his s/o and just being there when they need to talk or cry. Is also really good at giving hugs.

Petra

When Petra finds out how her s/o has been feeling she’ll think it’s best if the two of them talk away from things that represent day to day life. Instead, she’ll take her s/o somewhere quiet and peaceful where they won’t be disturbed or distracted. Petra

She’ll encourage her s/o to see someone professional to talk through how they’re feeling and to come up with ideas to help process their feelings, emotions and what they’re going through. If there is anything Petra can do to be more helpful, or any small things she can change regarding her behaviour etc. she will want to know and aim to be the best she can for them – while also taking reasonable breaks for her own mental health.

Sometimes Petra is simply the best person to just hang out with and say nothing, it’s in these silences her s/o finds a lot of comfort. It’s never awkward and there’s no expectations either. It’ll give her s/o plenty of time to think through what they’re feeling and when they’re ready they can talk – until then Petra is happy just to hold them, stroke their hair or just sit quietly reading a book so their s/o has company but it isn’t smothering.

Gunther

Gunther gets it – the world he and his s/o live in has not been kind and sometimes it’s a truly scary place to be. But that doesn’t mean it doesn’t upset him and make him wish he could do something to help, not realising that just being there for his s/o is help enough.

He’s a great listener and won’t be distracted by anything else, rather Gunther is committed to hearing what is troubling his s/o and coming up with some positive actions they can take.

He would remove anything from their home that could harm his s/o or inspire any further negative thoughts, anything triggering, anything they could use to harm themselves.

At night he’d go through some positive affirmations with his s/o and talk about all the things they have to look forward to – not in a ‘don’t do this you have so much to live for’ kind of way, but a general day to day conversation. He’s really looking forward to someone’s birthday or that he’s planned for them.

#cw: mental health #cw: mental illness #tw: sui thoughts #tw: suicide mention #Erwin Smith #Levi Ackerman #Hanji Zoe #Hange Zoe #Mike Zacharias #Mike Zakarius #Moblit Berner #Nanaba #Oluo Bossard #Oluo Bozado #Petra Ral #Eld Gin #Gunther Schultz #SNK Vets x reader #AoT Vets x reader #snk vets #og levi squad #og levi squad x reader #AoT vets #requests

[sparkywrites25]

Levi Ackerman

Credit to @cafekitsune for these beautiful dividers.

Better Things | Rivetra Set after Historia's coronation, Petra tries to move on from her feelings but fate has a way of working its magic.

Holding Your Heart | Rivetra [Modern AU] Levi balances his successful tea shop with his relationship with long-time girlfriend Petra.

Beyond Duties | Levi x Petra x Reader Nobles Petra and Levi have taken a special interest in Levi’s servant.

Crossed Feelings | Levi x Petra Levi tries to bury his jealousy when his new friend Petra is getting on swimmingly with Hange. But a game of laser tag leads to some interesting revelations.

Hearts and Crafts | Levi x Reader You and Levi head to a local arts and crafts fair.

Helping Hand Levi comforts you after a harsh mission

In The Fandom | Levi x Petra Actor AU | Levi discovers that Petra has taken an unexpected step into the Attack on Titan fandom.

Lift the Veil | Levi x Reader Reader believes that Levi hates them and doesn't want them to be part of his squad. One night, the truth tumbles out, from both of them.

Moonlight | Fem!Rivetra When Levi is haunted by her dreams, Petra is there.

Parenthood Promise | Levi x Reader Sequel to An Ackerman Christmas, you and Levi finally welcome your child. “Welcome to fatherhood”, from the prompt drabble challenge.

That Dream Again | Levi x Reader A nightmare drives you to seek out Levi

A Castle for Christmas | Rivetra Petra and Levi have HQ to themselves for Christmas

An Ackerman Christmas | Levi x Reader Levi takes you home to his family for Christmas

Bean Boozled | Rivetra Hange has convinced Erwin and Levi Squad to take the challenge and certain revelations during the game lead to certain consequences.

Birthday Blues | Rivetra [Modern AU] When an exhausted Levi accidentally forgets Petra's birthday, they're both wrapped up in the emotions of a challenging week.

Birthday Tea | Levi x Reader Your birthday gift to Levi gets caught up in confusion.

Happy New Year | Rivetra It's a party for two for Levi and Petra.

Holder of the Hearts | Levi x Reader You and Levi enjoy your new life with your baby daughter.

Midsummer's Day | Levi x Reader x Rivetra Your plans for your Midsummer’s Day tradition with Levi and Petra are thwarted.

Mine Forever | Fem!Rivetra Petra has a question for Levi.

Tell You | Fem!Rivetra Chance brings Levi back to Petra during the 57th

Treat For The Captain | Levi x Reader You decide silver is the way to go to reward your captain[NSFW]

Two of a Kind | Rivetra Petra enjoys a night with a special surprise

Under Watchful Eyes | Rivetra Petra is holding onto more than one secret in the Scouts

What You Are | Levi x Reader Ever since Erwin brought you up from the Underground, Flock has been on your ass for being a low-life thug. One day during sparring, it all comes to a head.

Wings of Survival | Rivetra In that moment, Levi Ackerman is faced with an awful decision regarding the bodies of his comrades but maybe he can be spared making it.

Tea Leaves | Levi x OC Aurelia Rivers has gradually come to lose all of her loved ones over time but what she does hold onto is the family tea-leaves and herbal business they've built up for generations. That and her gratitude and appreciation for the Scout Regiment and a certain dark-haired and sarcastic captain.

Lost | Rivetra Petra survives her encounter with the female titan but when she's hurt and goes missing, her comrades believe her to be dead and make for home. Now she has to try and survive long enough to get back home. If she can manage that, what will be waiting for her there? What will Levi do if he's faced with a second chance at having Petra in his life?

#masterlist #sparky's masterlist #attack on titan #attack on titan fanfiction #aot #aot fanfiction #shingeki no kyojin #shingeki no kyojin fanfiction #snk #snk fanfiction #levi ackerman x reader #levi ackerman x petra ral #levi ackerman x reader x petra ral #levi ackerman x oc #levi ackerman x erwin smith x hange zoe #levi ackerman x erwin smith #eruri #erurihan #eruri fanfiction #erurihan fanfiction

[cowboysandcannolis]

Attack on Titan Hogwarts Professor AU

Reader is the newly appointed Herbology Professor at Hogwarts, her beauty and sweet nature manage to attract the attention of Flying Instructor Miche Zacharias, Transfiguration Professor Zeke Yeager and Erwin Smith on his first term as headmaster. With rambunctious students (the 104th Training Corps), the sudden emergence of a dark curse that turns wizards into hulking, wizard eating monsters called Titans and three Professors pursuing her, her first year at Hogwarts is destined to be one to be remembered.

#attack on titan/reader #attack on titan #miche zacharias/reader #erwin smith/reader #zeke yaeger x reader #erwin smith #miche zacharias #mike zacharias #zeke yeager #levi ackerman #hange zoe #petra ral #eld jinn #sasha blouse #eren jaeger #jean kirstein #mikasa ackerman #armin arlert #connie springer #bertolt hoover #reiner braun #annie leonhardt #hogwarts au

[daisynik7]

In Between

Pairing: Eren x f!reader x Reiner

Genre: college au, one-shot

Rating: Explicit

Word Count: ~4.5k

cw: threesome, cunnilingus, nipple play, blow job, vaginal sex (doggy), creampie, horny reader (I mean, who isn’t), pet names, use of the term ‘big brother’, but there is no actual incest here I swear and I’m so sorry. This is just filth. 

Summary: Your “big brothers” from Alpha Tau fraternity take care of you for a night. 

Notes: OKAY, so I’ve had this in the back of my mind for a while now. Fun fact for those of you who have read my other series Rush: I originally wanted to make it an Eren x f!reader x Reiner fic but was intimidated about writing a love triangle, so I axed it. Instead, here’s porn with little plot to satisfy this itch. Enjoy! Likes, reblogs, and comments are always appreciated, I would LOVE to hear what y’all think! 

Additional Notes: This might be the smuttiest one I’ve written so far, idk, you be the judge. As always, READER DISCRETION IS ADVISED. Also, think of this as an alternate universe to Rush, I’m using a lot of details from it, but there is no correlation. Okay, I’m done talking, have fun.

It’s a Sunday night and Sigma Nu Kappa begins their first chapter meeting of the spring semester. Petra Ral, your sorority’s social chair, stands at the podium, a delighted smile on her face. “Good evening, sisters! I have very exciting news: Alpha Tau has agreed to pair with us this semester! This means we’ll be joining them to collaborate on charity events and most importantly, social gatherings.”

There’s a collection of giggles and pleased hums. Mikasa, your big sister and best friend, nudges you. “This should be fun.”

Although the two of you are the same age, Mikasa rushed SNK as a freshman, you joined as a sophomore this past fall. She picked you to be her “little sister” when you were a pledge, adopting you into her family line called The Angels. Since then, the two of you have been inseparable. 

Petra continues. “A neat thing we’ll be doing is combining families! We’ll be assigning each of our family lines to one in Alpha Tau. Consider them your ‘big brothers’. FYI, these were assigned at random.” 

She passes a stack of papers to each row. When you get yours, you try to find which family you’re being paired with. Before you can, Mikasa scoffs. “Of course.”

Next to The Angels is The Warriors. You turn to her with a questioning look. “The Warriors?”

“Guess who?”

You pause to think, then answer, “Eren?”

“Yup. Random my ass,” she jokes. 

Eren is Mikasa’s actual brother, older by a year. You’ve never met him in person, but you’ve heard plenty of stories about him from her. Petra notices her reaction and grins. “Okay, maybe yours is not so random. It just makes sense!” 

“So, what are we supposed to do with our assigned family?”

“It’s just for fun. It’s a nice way to get to know the brothers and build a strong connection with them. They’ll look out for you and take care of you, especially at the parties.” 

Since joining last semester, you haven’t properly bonded with anyone in the other organizations, too busy acclimating to sorority life as a new member. Now, with a bit more exposure to Greek Life, it’s time to build your own relations, make new friends. Maybe even find a boyfriend. It’s been a while since you’ve had sex, and you find yourself desperate for it. This new partnership with Alpha Tau is a good opportunity to find potential candidates. 

And, with the help of your new big brothers, you might be able to achieve this.  

~~~

The first exchange between Sigma Nu Kappa and Alpha Tau happens on Friday night, inside the fraternity house. The theme for the party is Game Day. Everyone is required to wear a sports jersey of some kind. You and Mikasa come in oversized basketball jerseys paired with black bicycle shorts. When you arrive to the house, it’s packed with your sisters and Alpha Tau brothers. Immediately, your big sis leads you into the kitchen where the drinks are. 

You help yourself to a serving of Jungle Juice, the common frat party concoction. Mikasa, already on her second, mentions, “I texted Eren. He’s finishing a game of beer pong with Reiner, so they should be meeting us soon.”

You chug the rest of your drink, excited to finally meet The Warriors. Several minutes pass, in which you spend time chatting with your sisters and refilling on more Jungle Juice. You turn around once you hear Mikasa yell, “Finally!”

In front of her are two well-built men, one with dark, brown hair wrapped in a stylishly messy man-bun, wearing a sleeveless jersey, showing off his tone arms. The other has a shorter, blonde cut, standing a few inches taller in a football jersey, displaying his broad shoulders. 

“Sorry, the game went longer than expected. Neither of us could sink a shot,” the brunette explains. You assume this is Eren, based on family pics Mikasa has shown you. “So, where’s our new little sis?”

You step towards them, hovering beside Mikasa to introduce yourself. They both smile at you, shaking your hand. “Welcome to the family.”

You exchange small talk, asking the standard questions to break the ice. Reiner, Eren’s big brother in the fraternity, is a senior, scheduled to graduate this spring with his bachelors in psychology. He hopes to eventually become a therapist. Eren is a junior, majoring in education to become an elementary school teacher. You were expecting them to be intimidating and arrogant, the stereotypical frat boys. Lucky for you, they are surprisingly easy to talk to.

In the midst of your conversation, Mikasa checks her phone and announces, “Jean just got here. I’m going to hang out with him for a bit, is that cool?” She seems to be directing it at you, specifically. 

“Don’t worry, Mikasa,” Eren says. “We’ll take care of her. Right, Reiner?” 

He nudges his big brother, who smirks. “Yeah, we’ll take care of her, alright.”

As soon as Mikasa leaves to hang out with her boyfriend, the energy shifts. Maybe it’s your imagination, but there’s a different vibe being alone with your new brothers. They have polite expressions on their faces, but behind it is something…sinister? Wicked? Naughty?

You refill with more liquor, your nerves getting the best of you now that Mikasa is no longer there to protect you. Before you tip the drink into your mouth, Reiner intercepts and covers the lid with his palm, stopping you. “Don’t drink that anymore. All that Jungle Juice will give you a hangover. Let’s take shots instead.”

“Yeah, we got some vodka in the fridge.” Eren opens the door to the refrigerator, reaching in to retrieve a brand-new bottle of Grey Goose. “Big brother here works for the Psych department so he can afford top shelf.”

“Yeah right, like you can’t afford it with daddy’s money,” Reiner retorts. “Did you know his dad is a doctor?”

You nod. “Yeah, Mikasa has mentioned that.”

“I’m not getting a cent after undergrad, though. He’s pretty disappointed that I’d rather be a teacher than take over his practice. At least Zeke’s going to do it.”

“That’s your half-brother?” you ask. Mikasa’s briefing of her adopted family, the Jaeger clan, is coming in handy.

“Yup,” he confirms, pouring the liquor into three cups, poorly estimating a shot’s worth in each.

“Being a teacher is just as important a job as a doctor,” you comment. “Maybe even more, considering the impact you make on the students. It’s a crime how underpaid they are. That’s my opinion.”

He offers you the shot with a small smile, watching you carefully. “What other opinions do you have?”

“Huh?”

“I’m sure you have lots of opinions in that pretty head of yours.” He passes the third cup to Reiner without taking his eyes off you. 

You’re unsure what to make of his comment, so you don’t respond, pretending to be fixated on consuming the shot. The buzz is starting to kick in, cheeks warm, head pleasantly airy, inhibitions loosening the slightest bit. Luckily, you’re being taken care of by your big brothers so that you don’t do anything reckless tonight.

The other two throw back the alcohol easily, Eren quick to refill their cups. He waves the bottle at you. “Want another?”

You refuse. “I’m good, thanks.”

“Can’t hold your liquor?” Reiner asks, moving to stand next you at the counter. 

“I know my limits.” You lean into him, comfy against his large physique. You play with the hem of your jersey, observing the other party goers in the living room, dancing to the music blasting through the speakers. Mikasa and Jean are nowhere to be seen, most likely doing it in his room upstairs. You spot a few of your other sisters dancing alongside the Alpha Tau brothers, having a grand old time.

“Should we dance?” you suggest, hoping they agree. You want to join in on the fun. 

Eren chuckles. “Reiner doesn’t dance.”

He stands up straight, setting his cup down. “That’s not true. I can dance.”

“I didn’t say you can’t dance, I said that you don’t. I have never, ever seen you dance, dude.”

With a mischievous grin, he looks at you and says, “Well, I guess there’s a first time for everything.”

In an instant, Reiner is leading you to the living room, Eren following close behind. It’s crowded, the small space not accommodating for the size of this party. The three of you squeeze in the middle, surrounded by other warm bodies, too intoxicated to care about being smushed. Someone shuts the lights off and only a dinky strobe illuminates the room. You start moving to the music, bobbing your head back and forth, swaying your shoulders to the melody of whatever top hit is playing. Eren is in front of you, copying your motions, a lazy smile on his face. Reiner is to your rear, close enough that you feel the fabric of his jersey brush against you. 

Eren leans forward, lips grazing your ear. “You’re so pretty, you know that?” He shuffles closer to you, still dancing to the music. 

From behind, Reiner drifts towards you, hands at your waist, his husky voice hot on your other ear. “You look so good dancing like this.”

It’s sweltering now; from the lack of air in the cramped capacity, the alcohol taking its effect, the swing of your hips in tandem with the bass. Or the situation you currently find yourself in, sandwiched by two extremely attractive men, breathing compliments in your ear, exploring your body. They trap you, Eren’s chest basically pressed to yours, your back flat against Reiner. His hands are still at your sides, while Eren reaches for your nape, pulling you in to kiss along your neck. 

You should stop it. That’s what you should do. Whatever this is, it’s wrong. These are supposed to be your quote unquote big brothers. What would Mikasa think? 

But something snaps in you. It’s curiosity. The need to know. What would it be like to be fucked senseless by them? It has your imagination running wild. How can you deny this opportunity? It’s basically being served to you on a silver platter.

“Let your big brothers take care of you,” Reiner whispers, nipping at your ear lobe, grinding his hips on your ass. It’s so wrong. So wrong, you keep chanting in your head. 

Eren fondles your breasts through your clothes. “You want to feel good tonight, right baby? We can help you feel good.”

Is it the pet name that pushes you over the edge? Or is it the allure of being pleasured by two guys at the same time? Either way, you reach behind you to run your fingers through Reiner’s hair while you take your other hand to tug Eren forward into a sloppy kiss. 

“Fuck, I think she wants it,” Reiner murmurs, licking a stripe behind your ear. “Let’s go.” 

“Follow us, baby. We’ll take care of you tonight.” Eren grabs your wrist, leading you upstairs to follow Reiner into his room. It doesn’t seem like he has a roommate, considering the beds are combined to create one that is nearly king-sized. Too busy inspecting the interior design of a typical frat boy, which so far consists of flattened boxes of beer packs hung up like posters and a large Alpha Tau flag strewn across one side of the wall, the sound of the door shutting loudly brings you to your senses. 

You’re very aware now that it’s the three of you, alone in this bedroom, air dense with sexual tension. Suddenly, you’re nervous. You’ve never had a threesome. It’s certainly been a fantasy of yours, but to experience it first-hand, you start having self-doubts if you can really go through with it. 

Eren, sensing your trepidation, puts his arm around you, rubbing your shoulder. “Hey, you okay? We don’t have to do this if you don’t want to.”

Reiner, who’s already sprawled out on the bed in his boxers, clothes promptly stripped off, adds, “Yeah. We can just chill here. It’s all good.”

They’re not pressuring you, which you appreciate. You’re hesitant, sure. But you haven’t changed your mind. You want this. You want this bad.  

“I want to do it,” you state, removing your shorts and tossing them aside. 

Reiner laughs, sitting up to watch you, shoving his own boxers off. “You’re eager. She’s eager, Eren.”

“Yeah, she is,” Eren muses, tugging at your wrist. “Let’s go to the bed, sweetie.”

Reiner scoots over to make room for you, palming his growing erection, watching Eren strip you nude. When you’re naked, you turn to Reiner to kiss him. He smiles before shoving his tongue into your mouth.

“Lay down for us, baby,” Eren purrs, now naked, boner stiff against his sculpted abs, kissing your stomach. He peers up at you with twinkling eyes, almost innocent, knowing for a fact he’s about to wreck your pussy apart.

Reiner lies beside you, cupping your cheek, large tongue working its way deep inside your mouth. His hand trails down to your chest, squeezing at your breast. “Do you like having your nipples played with?” he asks, lips glossy with spit.

You nod, eyes glancing at Eren, his head positioned between your legs, palms spreading your thighs wide, staring at your pussy already sticky with arousal. Reiner refocuses your gaze on him, muttering, “Pay attention to me, princess.” Another nod and you close your eyes, kissing him, enjoying the soft caress of his hands on your tits. 

Below you, Eren, the fucking menace that he is, doesn’t start slow. He wraps his lips around your clit, swishing his tongue against it until you’re whimpering from pleasure.

“Oh fuck, she likes that, Eren. Keep doing that. I want to see her come all over your face,” Reiner smirks, brushing his rough thumbs on your hardening nipples. He moves down, facing your chest, sucking on your breast until it’s hard and plump. “Fuck, your tits are amazing,” he rasps, flicking his tongue. 

Eren gives you a break, slowly licking your sensitive bud a few times before latching on once more. It’s almost too much, body instinctually jolting from his touch. You endure it, though; the sensation too divine to stop. 

“Finger her, Eren,” Reiner demands, as if reading your mind. The desire to be filled is overtaking everything else.

Tongue flat on your clit, he hums in the response, middle finger teasing your slick entrance before slipping inside, knuckle deep. Still, it’s not enough. Even Reiner knows it.

“Put another,” he growls, eyes focused on your pussy being wrecked as he continues to play with your tits. “Fill her up.”

Eren obeys, sliding his ring finger along with the middle, pumping his digits inside you. You’re a whining mess, unable to control the lewd sounds escaping your mouth. Drool leaks out from the corners of your lips, your tongue lolling out from being fucked out. Reiner chuckles, releasing you with a loud pop. “You’re a loud one, aren’t you? You need something in your mouth to keep you quiet.” He grazes your tongue with his thumb, staring at you hungrily. “Suck on these like they’re my dick.”

All you can do is nod dumbly, grabbing at his thick wrist to stick his three middle fingers down your throat. He pumps them into your mouth as he suckles at your nipples, like an animal desperate for milk.

You’re overstimulated, from having your mouth and pussy stuffed, to your most erogenous zones being consumed by lips and teeth. Your toes curl from the pleasure, throat dry from the endless moaning around Reiner’s rough digits, skin damp with sweat and saliva. The orgasm hits you like a wave of electricity coursing through your veins, exciting every nerve in your body. You whimper on Reiner’s fingers, tickling the back of your mouth, causing you to gag slightly. 

“Fuck,” Eren muffles below you, still lapping at your clit. The wet squelches sound even more lewd from your noticeable orgasm. He flicks his tongue on your sticky mess, smearing it over your puffy bud, repeating the action several times until he’s satisfied.

“Ah, Eren. Fuck,” you breath out, mouth relinquished from Reiner. He has been relentlessly working your tits, swollen and sore from his efforts. When he’s done, he slides back up the bed beside you.

“Look at the mess you made.” He grips at your chin, directing your gaze at Eren, who’s face is glistening, smirk coated in your shiny cum. 

“You did so good for us,” Eren says, crawling up the bed to join you on your other side. He gently pinches your tit, sucking on your neck. Reiner kisses you on the mouth, massaging the other breast. You grasp their hard cocks, stroking them simultaneously, resulting in both of them moaning. 

“Fuck, baby.”

“You’re a good girl, aren’t you?”

“Fuck yeah, she’s such a good girl.”

“So fucking good for us.”

The three of you stay this way for a while, erections growing unbelievably stiff in your fists. One of their hands, at this point you’re not sure whose, is at your clit, tapping it and rubbing fast. You’re convinced that you can come like this if they let you. 

“Think she’s wet enough?” Reiner asks his brother.

“Yeah, she’s really fucking wet, dude. It’s going to feel so fucking good.” Eren answers. “Can you take it, sweetie? Can you take Reiner’s fat cock?”

“I can take it,” you breathe out, needy and aching to be filled again.

Reiner moves to the bottom of the bed. “Are you on the pill?” 

You nod, humming against Eren’s mouth, occupied with kissing him. 

“Good. I want to fuck you raw.”

“Come inside her, Reiner. Give her a fucking creampie,” Eren murmurs, kissing your forehead affectionately, despite the filthy words coming out of his mouth. The way they speak to each other, instructing one another on what obscene act to perform on you next, spurs you on. Makes you feel like you’re in fucking heat, ready to be bred. 

“You want my cum inside you, princess? Want me to fill up that tight cunt?” Reiner spits into his hand then strokes himself, teasing your slit with his tip. 

“Yes,” you respond, voice shaky.

“That’s not enough for him, cutie,” Eren whispers to you. He massages your clit gently as Reiner slides his cockhead up and down your folds. “He likes it when you beg for it.”

You’re too desperate to care about pride. You’re going to beg for this, no matter what. “Please, Reiner. Fuck me, please.”

“That’s more like it,” he grunts, stroking himself faster. “Get in front of her, Eren.”

Eren gives you one last smooch before sitting up and kneeling at the top of the bed, tossing a few pillows to the floor to make space. 

Reiner taps at your hips. “On your hands and knees, slut. And stick that ass up for me.” His voice is raspy, demeanor rougher than a few minutes ago. Something has taken over him; it’s his carnal desire to fuck you into the mattress. 

You do as your told, arching your back to give him a nice view of your pussy, wet and fluttering, ready for cock. Without warning, he smacks your ass cheek, laughing. “I’m going to fuck you so good. You have no fucking idea.”

Eren kneels in front of you, erect and oozing with precum. “You’re so cute, you know that? So pretty.” He caresses you delicately, thumb brushing against your cheekbone. “Can you suck my dick, baby? Pretty please?”

You’re beginning to understand the dynamic that’s going on here. Eren is sweet, tender, and considerate. Then there’s Reiner: rough, harsh, and greedy. Opposites of each other, working together to tear you to pieces, rip you into shreds. Two sides of the same coin. 

You wrap you fingers around Eren, leaning forward to spread the bead of precum along your lips like gloss. He smiles at you, still cupping your face. “So fucking pretty.” 

Reiner continues to tease you, gathering your slick onto his cockhead to rub it on your bud. “I’m going to fuck you now, princess. Let me take care of this pussy.” Aligned with your entrance, he slowly slides in, your walls stretching to adjust to his girth. You hear him suck in a breath behind you, cursing. “Fuck, you’re tight. Such a good girl.”

“You are a good girl.” Eren pushes past your lips. You take him into your salivating mouth, surrounding him with your wet heat, tongue tracing the prominent vein running along his shaft. “Our good girl. Our good fucking girl.”

You bob your head on his dick, further and further until he’s deep down your throat. You keep him there, swallowing around him, resisting the urge to gag on his cock. Through teary eyes, you peer up at him, looking for approval, wanting him to be proud of the way you take it. He meets your gaze, breathing heavily, eyes wild with lust, staring at your stuffed mouth. His kind disposition from earlier is crumbling; he caresses your cheeks tenderly, but his expression gives him away. Still, he stays still, hesitant to take control.

Reiner, however, is on a different level. He starts fucking you, pulling his cock out halfway only to slam it all the way back in, pace picking up gradually after each thrust. The force causes you to plunge further onto Eren, nose buried in his dark pubic hair, spit seeping from the corners of your mouth. Your muffled whimpers vibrate around him, causing him to moan from the sensation. 

“Fuck, you’re doing such a good job,” he praises, holding your head cautiously. 

Reiner holds you firmly at your hips, fucking you hard and fast, grunting. “Take my cock, princess. Take it like the fucking slut you are.”

You pull off of Eren just enough so that only his tip is engulfed by your mouth. With your fist jerking his shaft, you blow him, swirling your tongue on the slit. “Fuck, that’s it, baby. Feels so good. Gonna make me come.”

“Make Eren come,” Reiner huffs. “Make him nut in that slutty mouth.” He’s found your sweet spot, barely pulling out to hit it over and over. You’re soaked around him, convinced that your arousal is dripping onto the sheets, making a mess of his bed.

“I’m coming,” Eren warns, stomach tight, eyes shut. His warm cum shoots into the back of your throat as you suck him off, swallowing every drip. He slumps against the headboard, catching his breath. “Thank you, baby,” he murmurs, bowing down to kiss your puffy lips. “Thank you.” 

“I’m gonna come soon. Gonna fill you up with this load,” Reiner growls. Your ass smacks against his groin, his heavy balls tapping lightly onto your clit. You’re close to your second orgasm, but you need just a little bit more.

“Come here, Eren. Play with it while I fuck her.” It really is as if Reiner can read your thoughts, aware of exactly what you need to push you over the edge, get you closer to that peak. 

Eren crawls down the bed, kneeling beside you, hand reaching between your legs, finding your swollen bud. When he does, you cry out, “Ah! Fuck!”

They both laugh, Eren brutally rubbing it as he watches Reiner fuck you from behind. 

“Look how creamy it is. That’s all her. She fucking loves it.”

“Our pretty girl loves getting fucked.”

“Pinch her little clit. Make her come on my cock.”

Eren squeezes your clit gently between his thumb and forefinger. It’s too much. You let go, the orgasm so intense, you’re trembling, fists bunched in the bedsheets below you, whining in ecstasy. 

“Holy shit, I’m coming.” Reiner thrusts into you a few more times before his cock spurts inside you. 

“Fuck,” Eren swears, loosening his grip on you.

Reiner stays in you for several seconds, coming down from his high. He slowly pulls out, his cum and yours leaking out of your fluttering hole. They both breathe out a satisfied fuck, staring at the flow of cum dripping out of your slit. Someone, you’re not sure who, plants a smooch on your lower back. Most likely Eren, the more affectionate of the two. You lower your torso onto the bed, relaxing into the mattress, exhausted and satiated from the insanity that just occurred.

Once again, you find yourself sandwiched between them, both facing you, smiling. You turn on your back to stare up at the ceiling, glancing at each of them, unsure what to say.  

Eren is the first to break the silence. “Did you have fun, cutie?” He turns your head towards him, nuzzling his nose with yours.

“Yeah, I did,” you answer, grinning. “That was amazing.”

“You came so much, princess,” Reiner adds, chin grazing the skin of your shoulder, palm tracing languid circles on your breasts. Eren kisses you on the lips while Reiner works on your neck. The three of you stay like this until a phone starts ringing. 

“Shit, that’s probably Mikasa,” Eren mutters, breaking away. He hops off the bed to retrieve his phone on the other side of the room. Reiner quickly turns you toward him, taking this opportunity to kiss you passionately as his brother answers the phone. His arms are snug around you, cozy and comfortable in his warm embrace. 

You don’t pay attention to Eren’s conversation, focused instead on making out with Reiner. It ends as soon as Eren comes back into bed.

“What did Mikasa say?” you ask.

“She’s looking for us. Specifically, you. She’s worried.”

“About what?”

“Probably about us corrupting you,” Eren laughs, nestling his face into your neck.

“I guess she’s on to something,” Reiner responds, copying Eren. 

You snuggle them. “She doesn’t have to know about this. It’ll be our little secret.”

“You’re okay with sneaking around next time?”

“Next time?” In your head, you already decided this would be a one-time kind of deal. Not because you want it to be, but because you assumed they wouldn’t want to do this again. 

“You don’t seriously think this is the last time we’re doing this, do you? Baby, you’re too cute,” Eren says, grinning.

Reiner chuckles. “You’re stuck with us now, princess. You’re way too good to let go. Right, Eren?”

“Yeah. I think we’ll keep you for a while.”

End Notes: Happy birthday Eren!

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