#overthinking I choose YOU!!!

[i-am-a-fan]

Crazy how in lego monkie kid blue has now come to mean death, chaos, and destruction while Sandy is still there. Like the number one Blue guy ™. And he’s the calmest member of the team who only shows his violent strength when pushed to the point of needing to use it, and even then he’s fully in control of it.

Really silly that pigsy also introduces him as a violent warrior that even he fears and would have preferred to have never contacted again. Someone that, before the group met him, meant death and destruction to pigsy.

Crazy that he was the only one to keep getting silver stars when under training in season four. Showing that he’s the perfect balance of grace and power. Showing that balance is possible if you want it and work for it.

So silly that his color pallet is his complementary color with orange, a color that’s been associated with Mk and Wukong, and blue.

Anyways that’s just something I noticed.

#overthinking I choose YOU!!! #i’m drawing sandy rn which is why i’m thinking about him #That be so funny if sandy is the person who helps Mk the most in season 5 to help cool his rage #and we get sandy backstory and that’s why he didn’t get as many speaking roles in season 4 #lego monkie kid #don’t take this too seriously #lmk analysis #lmk sandy

[clarisse-doodles]

inspired by this post, in which Damian does not know what Vine is

#sorry this was funnier in my head #but after i read that post I COULD NOT STOP THINKING ABOUT IT #gen z batkids is the most Cursed thing i've read today and i love it #at first i had so many Thoughts about how my brain CANNOT reconcile tim as anything but a 90s kid but then i read that line about damian and #i feel like they'd mess with him sometimes by randomly quoting memes in unison #almost started to overthink how in This Particular Timeline jason might have missed out on this meme because he was Not Alive #but for the purposes of this silly joke i choose to believe dates are irrelevant #that is all thank you #clarisse doodles #batfam #damian wayne #dick grayson #jason todd

[lakka-arts]

hello to my very cursed thoughts

what if. witchernatural?

#this has been brought to you by me overthinking stuff #and bringing a comparison between my prev fandoms #LISTEN I WAS THINKING ABR THEM #LIKE #okay both dandy and dean are like… playboys #they’re!! ladies men type #very popular ish #while geralt and cas are (affectionately) anti social freaks but not on their own choosing #they’re not human. they don’t fit in while they’re in a world full of humans #with a bunch of brethrens that they’re technically not biologically related to but only a few they can truly call brothers #you might see more from this. you might not. #my art #geralt #dandelion #the witcher #gerlion #witchernatural au

[youremyonlyhope]

why won't my brain shut up why won't my brain shut up why won't my brain shut up why won't my brain shut up

#i'm overthinking something that i did and was told off for doing by my director #and on my way home i was thinking when was the last time i was even talked to like that during a production #and then i remembered the costume experience from hell of only a couple months ago that i've already began blocking out #but the thing is that that person was someone i knew i'd never have to work with again #i mean at first i thought i would have to work with them more. then they announced they were moving away immediately #so i only had to deal with them face to face for another weekish after that point and anytime they yelled at me #i was like 'cool. i'll do exactly what you say to do. and nothing more.' but then of course me being me #i did some extra stuff and they initially were like 'oh that's pretty' and then days later told me to cut everything i added #and like sure i get that the show was frozen but girl. that costume was unfinished. i was trying to finish it. it was frozen but looked bad #anyway. whenever they yelled at me and had actual malice in their heart i was like whatever. i was hurt. but i didn't care as much. #but this time it's someone i've worked with many many times before and it was about a habit i have that i know isn't great #but at the same time the thing that prompted it wasn't even me doing this habit it was something else #but she interpreted it as that habit and said that i can't do that on a production she's directing #and that if i couldn't stop then i could pull out from the production and there'd be no hard feelings between us #and honestly i think her reassuring that she knows i'm valuable and that she wants me there while also telling me not to do this thing #and the fact that she's someone i like working with and will continue to work with just made it all hurt so much more #especially since she referenced another past production we've done where i didn't even realize she had noticed that i do this. #and i found myself in near tears. and still am kind of in near tears. i can't decide if i need to cry or not. #and i had NO sleep last night so i was looking forward to sleeping tonight but now i'm just overthinking EVERYTHING #and like. i know everything will be fine. if i just stop inserting myself and stick to just my specific tasks. it'll be fine. #but this is one of the ways my ocd manifests. i feel like i have to personally fix something i notice going wrong. or it'll be bad. #because every single time i choose to sit back and not be nosy when i notice something it ends up bad in a way i could have prevented #if i just inserted myself in a situation i technically wasn't part of but knew i could help or fix. so i just need to not do that. #but then i feel guilt if it does go wrong in the ways i immediately assumed it would and in a way i could prevent. #and i've been trying to work on this for like 6 months and aaaahhhh it's hard and being called out on it from her just really really hurt #i still may or may not cry. i don't know. the irony of me telling my therapist THIS MORNING that it's been a while since i last cried. #and the universe being like 'i took that as a challenge' and handing me this situation for me to spiral over. #i need to leave things alone. i need to stare straight ahead. and ignore whatever isn't specifically for me to do. but ahhh i want to help #and then of course my mom has this same habit and it annoys me when she does it yet i do it to other people and ahhhhhhhh #brain please just shut up. i need to sleep. i have to work tomorrow.

[stairset]

Something something Jesse’s first appearance in terms of release order was The Deserter and in that episode he takes command in Rex’s place cause Rex is injured and he’s trying to protect Rex in contrast to his final appearance, Victory and Death, where he once again takes command but this time it’s because Rex has been branded a traitor and he’s trying to kill him.

Furthermore, something something Jesse has armor markings in The Deserter but when he briefly cameos in Practice Makes Perfect his armor is completely white meaning he hasn’t painted it yet meaning the first chunk of that episode takes place before The Deserter and thus would be his first appearance in terms of timeline order. So his chronological first appearance has him shooting at Ahsoka for training purposes, again, in contrast to Victory and Death where he’s shooting at her for real.

So basically no matter which way you look at it his first appearance is a really fucked up parallel to his final appearance.

#truly only star wars can make me overthink side characters like this. love that but also hate it #but yeah right now my headcanon is that the first chunk of practice makes perfect is like mid to late season 1 #or maybe between seasons 1 and 2 #cause the completely white armor was a lot more common in season 1 #like in season 1 it's only the named clones who have armor markings to make it easier for the audience to tell who's important lol #and it isn't until season 2 that it starts to become more common for the unnamed clones to have markings too #the only chink in this is that obi-wan inexplicably has his episode ii mullet in practice makes perfect #even though his hair was already short before he even met ahsoka and stays short for the rest of the war #i guess if you go with the ''between seasons 1 and 2'' route you could just say he had a phase between seasons #where he grew it out again until everyone else bullied him into cutting it short again #anyway when it skips ahead to the second part the clones have phase ii armor #so obviously that part would fit basically anywhere after wookiee hunt but before sabotage #i'm also gonna choose to headcanon ahsoka's outfit in the first part of the episode is just like her standard Temple Training Outfit #cause well she was training in it and aesthetically it's kinda similar to anakin's training outfit seen in rebels #i like overanalyzing things can you tell #jesse #captain rex #ahsoka tano #star wars #star wars the clone wars #shut up tristan

[thecrenellations]

These are the ones I think about the most, in ways including but not limited to:

(major spoilers for the end of the series below)

Lymond as machine - so many characters see him that way, and at times it’s one of his priorities to appear and be that way, himself. From “it’s probably all done with wheels,” to many metaphors by Jerott, to everything in The Ringed Castle…

Words as weapons! And healing! - language as personal expression, as a mask and persona, as a coping mechanism… Insults, promises, names, weaponized information, the luggage of poetry, Richard talking to his brother about their past to bring him back to life!

Music! It’s so important to Lymond’s personal identity (privately and sometimes publicly), and it’s deeply tied to his emotions. He gives it up in every way that’s meaningful at the end of Queens’ Play, and, at the end of the story, the final scene is in the Somervilles’ music room.

“In fire is your friend; in flood is your foe; in powder is your release.” - it’s the Dame de Doubtance’s curse (?), and it’s the way so many characters, including Francis, die or nearly die. The series starts with our narwhal swimming into Edinburgh and then setting his home on fire, living a life that changed when the convent blew up. Fire resurrects him from his death in the river in Checkmate, he and Philippa have sex in a flood of water imagery, and another sister dies by powder. And SO much more. Aaaah!

Chess - literally, metaphorically, and especially its ties to power, agency, fate, and responsibility. Oh god, chess.

#lymond #lymond chronicles #poll #something i #I think I may be using these as ways to trick myself into writing short bits of meta without overthinking it #but ahhhh all of these! #and of course #if you choose ‘another’ I’d love to know what #lymond polls

[note-boom]

Okay, I just read Volume 20 of the manga and I have a lot of thoughts...but one that I really want to spit out is about Akutagawa's death.

During the fight, he CONTINUOUSLY brings up Dazai. How he wants Dazai's approval. How he's going to LIVE and make it back to Dazai. How he doesn't have much time left so he really needs that approval before he expires. Basically, him (ironically) associating living and Dazai together. To get Dazai's acknowledgement is to live.

And yet.

And YET.

His death wasn't an accident, at least not entirely.

Even Fukuchi acknowledged that from the beginning, taking into account the space-time sword, Akutagawa's plan was to let ONLY Atsushi escape.

Did Akutagawa know he would be instakilled? I think he strongly suspected it considering how Fukuchi was doing his best to kill them.

Essentially, what I'm saying is that provided all that context, Akutagawa basically CHOSE to die when throughout the whole fight his only thought was to live, live, live (for Dazai). The arc isn't over yet (and I honestly have little faith this will happen) but I'm gonna hope anyway that this is symbolic of Akutagawa finally letting go of his deep desire to live for Dazai's approval and maybe starting to build something new...a new reason to live?

As in, him choosing death - choosing ATSUSHI - was his way of saying, "Okay. I see only one of us can make it out...I can't fight this man and beat him (which he did say). I won't live for Dazai's approval now. I can't. So I'll instead choose to die so that there is a chance Atsushi can save the world and clear the Agency's name."

Basically, I'm playing on the age old death and rebirth motif to say Akutagawa dying for Atsushi rather than living for Dazai's approval is his way of growing from his past obsessions and perhaps beginning to build a new reason to live (by dying for it heh...).

#look...i know im reaching #but all i can say is that this death didnt feel like the whole redemption by death trope... #and i think akutagawa will come back or something #and yeah i suppose we could also interpret this as aku realising the only way TO get dazai's approval was to die #but i much prefer the more dramatic death to an old view...new life to another? maybe that's just me being influenced by fantasy tropes #and i also want good things for aku #and you got to admit the way he kept on associating him living with dazai and then choosing death at the end was something #his whole reason revolves around dazai so let him pull a yosano @ mori and say 'nope. taking back control of my life bye' #idk what im saying i just know i really want the progression of this fight from aku wanting to live to choosing to die to mean something #that isn't specifically dazai related ya know? except for letting dazai go (this isnt me hating dazai btw. its loving aku) #also yes i only bought volume 20 cause that and vol 1 was the only ones they had. of course i bought the emotionally devastating one #maybe I'll post some of my reacts and show y'all how much i overthink things xD #anyway akutagawa and atsushi in vol 20 broke me bye.... #bsd #bungo stray dogs #bungou stray dogs #bsd musings #character analysis #bsd akutagawa #bsd atsushi #bsd fukuchi #spitting nonsense #bsd dazai #bsd spoilers #bsd manga spoilers #manga spoilers

[moe-broey]

Me, losing my absolute mind over the fairies and the greater implications of it all and the intricacies I swear to fucking god are there I swear to fucking GOD there's way more to them than meets the eye and I'm going to fucking get all the alts I fucking can so I can study The Lore and I'll fucking get to the fucking bottom of it all --

.............. you know what. A nap does sound nice.

#fire emblem #feh #i think maybe peony is just like that. #man.... i'm like. split between desperately wanting them to do more with her character ESP this new development #and like. almost respecting it. actually. #like knee jerk reaction of crying bad writing/god forbid women get anything ever aside #EXCLUSIVELY considering this in-universe. peony knows exactly what's she's about #she knows exactly what she wants and has an unwavering optimism one track mind about it #LIKE....... i kinda want to put her in the same category as corrin. #someone who actively CHOOSES kindness and love and hope ESP in the face of The Horrors #which can come off as naive or gullible or childish but like. corrin isn't stupid for it. #they have hope and they were sheltered. they hold onto hope even after learning how harsh #and complicated things can be outside of their tower. i almost want to say the same can be said for peony. #she's always been hopeful. she's always been optimistic. and maybe absolutely in the beginning #it was childish naivety (esp on the account of. being a child LMFAO) #but i think what i'm thinking here is now she's finally gotten a chance to grow a little.... #remember and reconcile w her past... reconnect with her sister.... #and in it all she chooses hope. also not to mention her desire to help others above all else #which IS WHAT MADE HER PEONY IN THE FIRST PLACE‼️‼️‼️ IF/WHEN SHE SWAPPED W SHARENA‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ #peony i am NOT overthinking it. i suffer from divine visions you see. I WILL CONTINUE TO BE OBSESSED W YOU #(also both of these are her 40 convo i just had to go back to grab the overthinking it dialogue) #(and i want everyone to see. my one orb of incredible pain. i did have to spark for her. 🫥) #fe peony

[strawbebyjam]

realized i am uncomfortable admitting to people close to me if i’m feeling pain on more than one dimension GDJDHDH

#no i cannot tell you i am both sad and in extreme physical pain i have to choose one thing 4 u to care abt at a time 😠 #but also i didn’t think i was this physically weak 😭 #either that or the fall on the bus was worse than i felt like initially #but like. idk my elbow and finger hurt to move and my knee n head have been hurting since #but i already made a joke abt it being fine so #so it’s like. well i can’t. like. GDJDHDHD idk #don’t wanna leech on it #n it’s not particularly bad #but also it’s like. why did falling over Actually Hurt i’m not a child GDDNHDHD IDK IM. overthinking it #in any case. i was gonna say ive gotta work on opening up avout this stuff but also I Don’t Want To FDBDHDBDV #so not that #but. dunno #still embarrassed that i fell at all still feel weirdly conscious about it still hurts still sucks #oh well GDHDHDH #mano.mindtalk #neg #but also disclaimer it is actually fine i’m just dramatic because i’m heartbroken and childish + destructive part of my brain is winning

[inkstaindusk]

OC in 3

Oh this is so fun I love my OCs and images, thanks for the tag @indy-gray !

Rules: describe an oc in 3 images

Aria -

Tagging @wovenstarlight @juruna-yudja @demonlikejudgeoffire @lizhly-writes @shjapologist @oh-no-another-idea @constellatying

#pokes the overthinkers so i can see what images you guys choose for your guys #tag game #writeblr #oc: aria #oc tag #replayverse #all images i found free to use on unsplash

[steffigraf]

………….

#im continuing my rambling here #man you can really tell i forgot to take my antidepressants today god #anyway yeah sorry for all the ranting its just that like #i feel bad for not being rly into the wta #but then that makes me examine WHY i feel bad about that #cause i mean being a wta fan doesn’t make anyone morally superior #but there’s still part of me that’s uncomfortable abt how in the sport where women are given such a high degree of attention (comparatively) #i still ended up choosing the men. and i have to ask myself WHY #and maybe its not that deep #but i just feel like every time i talk about the wta it’s performative. and its like. what am i trying to prove. what is wrong with me. #and anyway why am i even treating the wta like some sort of platform to prove my own feminism or smth. like. its not meant to be that. #cause now its like. if i get into them now am i doing it because i enjoy watching them as athletes or bc im trying to prove smth to myself #and like. the latter is just so insulting to women’s tennis as a whole that just thinking that that’s what i’m doing makes me sick #ugh. i need to stop overthinking this i know i just. ughhh. #i feel like an impostor here #i felt like that with the atp at first but now that i’m more familiar with them i’m finding new ways to feel like an impostor in this space!

[dieschwartzman]

tagged by @racingliners to post my top 5 10 cover songs (thank you!)

HELL YEAH *cracks knuckles* I HAVE A WHOLE SPOTIFY PLAYLIST OF COVER SONGS

(original artists credited in brackets, because i cite my sources like a proper double-humanities student)

(also this is not ranked by preference, it’s just a list of 5 10)

(also jukebox musicals count because i said so)

‘El Tango de Roxanne’ from Moulin Rouge (The Police)

‘Whataya Want from Me’ from & Juliet (Adam Lambert/P!nk)

‘America’ - First Aid Kit (Simon & Garfunkel)

‘A Case of You’ - Prince (Joni Mitchell)

‘Dancing in the Dark’ - Gabrielle Aplin (Bruce Springsteen)

‘Pinball Wizard’ - Elton John (The Who)

‘Hazy Shade of Winter’ - The Bangles (Simon & Garfunkel)

‘The Joker/Everything I Own’ - Jason Mraz/Chrissie Hynde (Steve Miller Band/Bread)

‘The Name of the Game’ - Lily James (ABBA)

‘Everybody Wants to Rule the World’ - Lorde (Tears for Fears)

#choose 5? the limit does not exist #also 8 is from happy feet but i credited it as a duet #aaron tveit also did a mashup of she’s always a woman & a case of you which i love #basically i am overthinking this

[cosmicloved]

        STARTER CALL !!        i want/need more threads but i hate writing starters so i’m gonna try and use the generator linked in this post as a basis for starters! they WILL be real starters and not just dialogue-only one-liners, i’m just using this to help myself along! feel free to ask for a specific muse (or type of muse, e.g; supernatural or not), otherwise i’ll just pick who fits the generated dialogue best without thinking too hard!        hit that heart if you’re interested!

#« 𝐂𝐎𝐒𝐌𝐈𝐂 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 (ᴏᴏᴄ) » / 「 starter call. 」 #if ur a multi ! you don't have to specify for your own muse but it'd help! #if you don't want to i'll probably just leave it open so you can see who the starter fits best #it's just quicker for me not to choose anything bc i OVERTHINK #i still plan to do as many of those min starters as i can if the blogs who liked the post are still active #but i can write min for this too #also i made this a starter call instead of rbing the post so it felt more official #i want this to be a starter call and not just like...a meme prompt ASDFGH #LEMME WRITEEEE

[catboyfurina]

I think about that post thats like, 'the difference between romantic and friendship feelings is mostly intention' sometimes and while on some level I vibe with it completely I also dont think its actually true. Because I can clearly see other people having clear divisions that are not determined by a decision and rather determined by just Feelings. And I dont think im able to experience that line, whether its due to orientation or something else. Idk if im aro or not but for me that post is Absolutely true I could Easily fall "in love" with any of my friends but I wouldn't want to make them uncomfortable so instead im just vibing. But also I do see the many things that depict it as some extra mysterious Feeling rather than okay i choose You so I know my (+that posts op) experience isn't actually the norm

#beeep #i kind of wish i got that feeling tho #because i would like to be in a relationship but i dont have a Big Feeling choosing for me #the advice is usually follow ur heart but my heart says Yeah Arent People Great :) like bro thats not the question i asked smhmh #something something attraction vs action i know #i dont actually know if im aro or not vhjvhhvjhgj but im probably not like 100% alloro? #its hard 2 tell #ive considered the microlabel cupioromantic before but its a little too rigid in its specifics because i dont know that i dont experience #romo attraction yknow... #and also i like vague mystery terms more usually it feels better because if its less specific then my brain can relax on overthinking if i #fit #but it seems maybe more important to figure out arospec axis of orientationo than gender orientation because with gender it can easily be #decided case by case but with arospec if i try to initiate anything before figuring that out i might hurt someone :( #sigh #i wish someone would just ask me out so i can do the i choose You thing and skip trying to figure out how to produce that feeling

[lil-artist-blog-fandoms-ocs]

The child

#batim #bendy and the ink machine #batim oc #melissa #melissa lawrence #batim au #mel survived; ink edition #my art #my shitty art #you could overthink this and say that this is the way to show the state of her mental stability #and you would be correct! #there's so much my girl is going to go through I'm going mess her up so much heuhuhehuheu #and since Tumblr has polls now I should be able to make series with her #because her story is supposed to be interactive like 'choose you own adventure' kind of stuff

[noxtivagus]

i shld sleep oh my god

#🌙.rambles #i am somehow not rlly sleepy despite barely having sleep but my head does ache slightly. but just a few more stuff left in this week n #i'll properly rest for a bit ! bcs next week even though we're gna have a break ofc there's like.. prom n then that vacation right after T_ #gna be fun but i'm. definitely gna be rlly tired. n.. nah i need to stop overthinking abt sm stuff #just. anxious that i might end up being too shy. usually in social events like that i realize i #end up pushing myself a bit too much n then it ends w me just putting on a strong facade #i'm worried too i think bcs two of my friends haven't.. reconciled yet? so. yeah it is possible i may have to deal w some stuff during prom #fuck. i'm just. worried abt a lot of things in general. but i'm mostly overthinking it. everything. #sigh in general i'm being too harsh on myself again. wtf maybe it's the sleep-deprivation or smth bcs ik i'll manage it all #i believe in myself n know i'm capable but. it's just.. overwhelming rn i think. n it. hurts bcs it's like before in a way..? n like my wol #i wonder. what we'd all do if we were hypothetically given the chance to be able to do whatever we wanted in a day n have whatever we want #without changing the reality we have now or yeah no consequences at all. just a lil day in an alternate world we could control #if you were to choose for yourself n only for yourself what would you do? #sob ig i relate w rinoa too bcs of that strong facade part. i wrote that for my wol too #but like even w all that in the end uh. every time i read these sort of stuff it comforts me deep down #bcs i remember back then when i rlly just had my family #that.. loneliness. i write abt it a lot huh. not that i'm exactly seeking for something. maybe before bcs i didn't talk w my friends anymor #but now i suppose it's just something painfully constant. but not really too #i can't.. put it into words rn n i'm low on sleep. but i rmb just daydreaming to myself back then of my wol's development though #from heavensward.. sorta hiding herself n having to be strong for others. though she so desperately just wants to let her guard down #n be free yk. a break from all her responsibilities n rest.. she's young after all. but while i do relate with that it's still #yk particularly w the context of my wol being yeah the warrior of light in ffxiv. but. i rmb writing of how then that was being strong for #her. n.. yeah she was healing from stuff then. that's hw. but in stormblood ooh i wrote here that she put her emotions to the side #bottled them. became more serious n i tied that w being a samurai main back in stb w duty stuff help this connects well but it's funny #hesitant in heavensward to trying to do things more on her own in stormblood to.. accepting it all in shadowbringers #shy/quiet was more in hw while being serious/calm was in stb. raghhh i rmb my notes well in 2021 but i'm so afraid to look at like #the stuff i wrote last year 💀 but. oh my this is embarrassing but i do like how i even just dump my thoughts. it's bittersweetly beautiful #maybe i'm trying to accept everything at once or yk putting too much pressure on myself to improve holistically. #like.. i want to write before i grow older than my fav charas yk? n then just think of lots of stuff too n. #be productive. study. n idk just more more more in general but i could be less harsh on myself. yeah