#in any case. i was gonna say ive gotta work on opening up avout this stuff but also I Don’t Want To FDBDHDBDV

[strawbebyjam]

realized i am uncomfortable admitting to people close to me if i’m feeling pain on more than one dimension GDJDHDH

#no i cannot tell you i am both sad and in extreme physical pain i have to choose one thing 4 u to care abt at a time 😠 #but also i didn’t think i was this physically weak 😭 #either that or the fall on the bus was worse than i felt like initially #but like. idk my elbow and finger hurt to move and my knee n head have been hurting since #but i already made a joke abt it being fine so #so it’s like. well i can’t. like. GDJDHDHD idk #don’t wanna leech on it #n it’s not particularly bad #but also it’s like. why did falling over Actually Hurt i’m not a child GDDNHDHD IDK IM. overthinking it #in any case. i was gonna say ive gotta work on opening up avout this stuff but also I Don’t Want To FDBDHDBDV #so not that #but. dunno #still embarrassed that i fell at all still feel weirdly conscious about it still hurts still sucks #oh well GDHDHDH #mano.mindtalk #neg #but also disclaimer it is actually fine i’m just dramatic because i’m heartbroken and childish + destructive part of my brain is winning