catboyfurina

[catboyfurina]

#10 foot squad!! #so glad i saw this on my plugged in laptop #misc

[catboyfurina]

something about marcille and laios loving falin even while monstrous + a Certain Somebody immediately trying to kill her (again) for it (due to the idea of better dead than monstrous) + recurring themes im picking up of monsters as the Other and the toudens being very autistic coded (othered) just like. idk. im connecting dots

#beeep #dunmeshi #also like? that thing people do where they see autistic woman and go quirky girl :) but then those same behaviors in a man are signs of fai #ure. which is misogyny btw like of the infantilization etc kind. an inability to see complexity in women etc etc #anyway #yeah. im monsters . toudens are monsters. i love them. thank u for attending my ted talk #(oh i forgot the crux of it which isssss monstrosity as paralleling disabilities. like she nearly died and came back wrong and is rejected #for it.... better off dead than Wrong yk. just. raaaaahwr) #to be clear theres a lot of sarcasm on n off in the tags

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Kind of hilarious to me how poorly the title "Mob Psycho 100" localized to English-speaking areas. To someone whose first language is English, it scans as:

Mob (Yakuza, Mafia)

Psycho (violent person with "crazy" behaviors)

Thus: a particularly violent member of organized crime.

But in Japanese it scans as:

Mob (background characters in crowd scenes in manga or anime)

Psycho (short for psychic)

Thus: a psychic who looks/acts like someone you'd never pick out of a crowd scene in a comic.

#hmmmm. extras' sensing. or osmething.perhacps #mp100

[catboyfurina]

A girl has not felt loved in years. She never gets told that she's a pretty girl. She doesn't get called a girl. Her parents don't call her daughter. She never smiles and doesn't take care of her hair anymore. She stopped taking showers every day. She has acne and stubble. She doesn't shave, she can't stand looking at herself in the mirror. She was told that "fat is hot" until she gained more weight. People look at her weird. She feels like nobody wants her. She doesn't want anyone to look at her. She feels alone. People avoid her. She feels like she can't vent to others anymore because it's all she can think about. She wants to be loved

A girl doesn't talk anymore. She's distant and insecure. She bottles up her feelings. People reach out to her to try and help, but don't know how to help. She isolates herself, she's scared. She knows that nobody will put in the time and effort to be there for her. Nobody says good morning to her. She stopped asking for help. She doesn't laugh anymore. She feels like she's worthless. She's told that this isn't true, but notices that people only care about her when she's feeling suicidal. She feels like a burden. She can't think a week ahead because she is terrified of the future. She doesn't know if she'll make it to the end of the year. She wants to be loved

A girl doesn't express her opinions anymore. People think she's a dangerous freak, that she is disgusting, gross and filthy. She feels that weight. She cries most of the day, most days. She stopped brushing her teeth. She feels disposable. She only feels useful when she's validated. People will toss her aside as soon as they get a good excuse to do it. She feels like a sacrificial lamb. They keep her at arm's length. She knows that she's judged silently. She feels like people would feel more comfortable if she wasn't there. She's trying to keep going. Her eyes hurt. She's loud. People think she is annoying. She's tired. She wants to be loved

I see u. I love u

You're a pretty girl. What you say matters. How you feel matters. It's ok to be angry and afraid. It's unfair that others don't notice and don't care. Keep being loud, keep being yourself. It's not too late. You matter

#'notices that people only care about her when shes feeling suicidal' oof #not a girl disclaimer but also. was #but also the curse of being like this is that the other people like you are also in hiding. so despite there being so many its still alone #misc #edit i have discovered this is aimed at transfems and i wanna say 1. double true on the deserving love for nyall u get twelve #times the viciousness and not twelve times the love and thats unfair. 2. something something more alike than we are different

[catboyfurina]

A word from Bisan to the students of the U.S. in their campus solidarity encampments.

#palestine

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tell me

#misc

[catboyfurina]

Are people saying talking about transphobia 101 is transphobic now. Is stating “trans people aren’t treated as their gender by society but instead as something other.” Transphobic now? Is that what the popular bloggers™ are saying now

#misc

[catboyfurina]

POV: mister Devon Price, PhD, telling me that I am right about everything

Source: Unmasking Autism, discovering the new faces of neurodiversity

#a lot of these would be good for neurotypicals/other allistics to try too i think #like . yea some rules are very important. and figuring out why the rule exists or not can help u figure that out #traffic laws: super important. these are for making sure people dont die to the huge metal speed things #anti piracy laws: thog dont caare #and you SHOULD get all the information before coming to a decision and you SHOULD figure out how you feel. introspection!!!!!!! hello!! #misc #and makeup IS an unfair and arbitrary expectation too!!!!! #like yeah not being stinky is important bc other people cant choose to not smell it but makeup is worthlessssssss

[catboyfurina]

I think Laios' childhood trauma and CANON hatred for humanity is so underrated and unexplored by the fandom. Like this is a man whose entire childhood was defined by the violence aimed at his family and especially his little sister, whose only escape from that was fantasies of violence that placed him in the role of the monster, and yet he had such a tight control over that hate that it took a literal demon to pull it out of him.

Even through the hate and fear, he stayed kind. He helped people. He gave his love freely, even when it wasn't returned. I think that the discovery that many of his "friends" can't stand him and that the world still viciously hates him must've been so horrible, just a repeat of the constant rejection his family faced and a validation of his belief that he would always be an outsider.

#dunmeshi #this is spoilers but ph my god i love him so much #like i expected to like him but i didnt expect to adore him #id say hes just like me fr fr except hes 1. a better sibling and tbh much kinder in general too and 2. dogs liker #but his thing about trying so hard and giving so much only to discover psyche! turns out these new friends hated him too. that thing #i know it.... and id be his friend laios come here we can be besties as long as u dont put dogs near me (dogs hurt)(scary) #AND ALSO FOR THE RECORD i think laios's people skills are excellent. he is kind and fair and approaches people in good faith #everyone elses laios skills are just bad. harrumph

[catboyfurina]

Showering is so great I think my favorite part is when I start dry heaving because of washing my hair

#beeep #love to be clean yay ! 🥰

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a wip

#homestuck #god i love the homestuck art style #like. specifically the landscapes . yeahg #not necessarily In Homestuck Only even like if you look at fancomics sometimes theyll also have this WOAAAAH backgrounds thing gping on #i looooove it

[catboyfurina]

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If you're having trouble keeping up with what's going on in Palestine because of US news coverage of university protests, here are some articles you can read and a video you can watch:

While CNN & all the other mainstream media try to paint the university protests as "pro terrorism" (which they're not, they're literally anti-war protests.) Palestinians are being slaughtered by the minute.

Please don't stop speaking about Palestine.

#palestine

[catboyfurina]

Minutes ago: Atlanta cops tasing a restrained student protester at Emory University

#misc #i feel like i should add a cw but idk what

[catboyfurina]

So we all know that Tumblr is US-centric. But to what degree? (and can we skew the results of this poll by posting it at a time where they should be asleep?)

Reblog to increase sample size!

#misc #tbh. think you'd do better skewing results by passing at times when people should be at work #('should') #bc idk i feel like Tumblr involves a lot of weird sleep schedule havers

[catboyfurina]

Even Biden supporters want this motherfucker gone like what are we doing here?

#ummm if you voted in the primaries dummy dums 🙄 <- mine have not happened yet actually:} and ill do it but will it matter??? no #its already been decided elsewhere #misc

[catboyfurina]

Do you know what womanism is?

- yes (Black)

- yes (other POC)

- yes (white)

- maybe/partially (black)

- maybe/partially (other POC)

- maybe/partially (white)

- no (black)

- no (other POC)

- no (white)

#misc #i have a vague idea of it but not enough to know the nuances

[catboyfurina]

#sailor moon (something else) SWEEP!!!!!!! #get girly media enjoyer'd #misc