#osemanverse imagine

[aubeystawby]

HEARTBREAK AND BLAME imogen heaney x gn!nelson!reader ➤ summary: You like Imogen, and Imogen likes your brother; Nick. ➤ notes: I don't remember when I wrote this but it was quite a while ago, when i wrote this i imagined nick & reader to be twins but its never mentioned so you can imagine whatever!! ➤ warnings: it's full angst, no comfort, unrequited love, reader has low self esteem, jealousy, swearing

Imogen was the kind of girl who people would take one look at, and assume that they had her all figured out. The way she looked, the way she talked, the way she acted, they'd see all that and pat themselves on the back for reducing her down to an obsessive teenage girl. They saw her as an obnoxious girl who would scream for her favourite boyband and giggle disgustingly with her friends about the boy across the room. 

They'd talk about her, those assumptions building the foundations of their opinions on the girl. They'd whisper about 'Imogen Heaney, the girl with an ear-piercing voice that makes you want to punch her in the face'. 'Imogen Heaney, the girl who's fashion sense would make anyone want to throw up because it's so basic'. 

It made you so angry, those people talking shit about her, when they'd never made an effort to get to know her beyond near-fictional rumours and quick glances. It made you angry because you knew Imogen. You knew her as the kind-hearted girl who would look out for your twin brother no matter what, who had a bubbly air to her that made your head light and your heartbeat quicken. You knew Imogen in a way that you were sure no one else did, you saw her beauty, her light, the magic of the girl, that you could tell not even your brother saw. 

That was another rumour, 'Imogen Heaney, the girl so madly in love with Nicholas Nelson', and oh how you wished and wished for it to be just a rumour. You'd stay up at night, listing all the reasons in your head as to why it wasn't true, reasons why she wasn't actually in love with your brother, reasons why she may even be interested in you. Your sleepy head was plagued with the overthinking every moment your body hit the mattress, not a single night went by where you wouldn't analyse every interaction she'd had with you and your brother, in the hopes of finding something that seemed more and more like it wasn't there. 

No matter your doubts, sometimes you'd still convince yourself that what you were looking for was right there. You'd convince yourself that she had fallen for you, that her apparent feelings for Nick were just another empty whisper, a lie made up to cause drama between the two friends, and nothing more.

This false hope never lasted long.

The longest you'd ever gone believing in your fantasy had been a bit less than a day, the illusion breaking as soon as you saw her waiting for Nick at the gates of Truham, a school she didn't even go to, going out of her way just so she could see the more favourable Nelson sibling. Your legs had almost given out, and you could feel a boulder squeeze itself into your tight chest, the sight before you cementing the fact that she did like nick like that, and not you. That night your hopelessness bloomed as it settled in your mind that she'd never look at you like she does Nick, that you'd never be her one.

That was a month ago, and you still weren't handling it any better, if anything it was so much worse. You'd taken to blaming Nick for all of this, your brother with a heart the size of the whole planet, who was literally a golden retriever personified. All things you'd now convinced yourself to hate him for. 

Maybe if you'd been a more kind hearted person, Imogen would have taken a liking to you. But you were a kind hearted person, you really were, but your brother just had to take it that step further, and have a heart of pure fucking gold. If Imogen had never met him, you may have been the nicest person she'd ever met, and she would have fallen for you just like she had him. 

In your eyes, the only way to go about this was with hostility towards your brother. Your temper was a bomb that just kept going off, you'd yell and glare and push past him, anything to knock his inherent joy down a peg, anything to raise yourself above his loving nature. 

He of course noticed your change in behaviour, but didn't know what to do about it. Neither did your mother, who would think about your change with tears in her eyes and her brain running a hundred miles an hour trying to think of what could've caused you to act like this. 

They didn't figure it out, and you didn't stop. Maybe if you were rude enough, cold enough, Nick would change just a bit, be a little less kind to those around him, he'd have a shorter temper, he'd snap at Imogen, and then she'd realise that you were the Nelson she should be with. 

You weren't thinking straight. You loved Nick, he was an amazing brother, you'd both grown up together, facing everything that was thrown at you. And here you were, trying to practically bully him into negativity. 

You didn't know what you were doing. You didn't know how to handle any of this. You didn't know what was going to happen years from now, when Imogen still liked Nick, and you were still nothing to her. Would you continue being the worst sibling ever? Sabotaging those around you? Sabotaging yourself?

You didn't know. 

All you knew was that you really really liked Imogen, and that she really really didn't like you back. 

Beneath all the hurt and anger, the nights spent crying and the days spent blurry and mind-numbing, all you wanted was for Imogen to like you back. All you wanted was to be loved by her.

And it tore you apart from the inside. 

💛 @splitriverghostie

#imogen heaney x reader #heartstopper x reader #imogen heaney imagine #heartstopper imagine #osemanverse x reader #osemanverse imagine #╰─www.my-writing.com─╯

[heartstopperthoughts]

#just imagine Nick asking his mom if he can bring home some friends after school #and then coming home trailed by 6 kids who he introduces as his gay friends (plus Tao) #gays travel in packs #with their token straight friend #Sarah would just make everyone snacks and hang out tbh #heartstopper #heartstopper comic #nick and charlie #nick x charlie #narlie #nick nelson #charlie spring #elle argent #tao xu #tara jones #darcy olsson #sahar zahid #aled last #sarah nelson #osemanverse #alice oseman

[iam1withthepeggy]

Sooooo I decided to start a tag game

Thanks to @labaguetteisdabest and @queenpiranhadon for the ideas!!! Love u guys <3

1- The name of the last book you read

2- Your favorite band or singer

3- Your favorite show and movie

4- Your top three fandoms (sorry ik this one’s hard!!)

5- And finally, your pet(s) and their names!!

The last book I read was Twice Upon A Marigold. I like Imagine Dragons and Hamilton. My favorite show is Heartstopper :). My top 3 fandoms are osemanverse, keeper, and probably Hunger Games (I’m slightly hyperfixated on it at the moment because it’s my newest fandom). And I have two adorable lionhead rabbits named Pandora and Fluffy!

Im tagging @labaguetteisdabest, @queenpiranhadon, @swans-chirping-in-the-distance, @that-multi-fandom-hijabi, @lizahamilton, @fuckimgenderfluid, and @notyourlegacygirl

#Tag game #Osemanverse #Heartstopper #hamilton #imagine dragons #lionhead bunnies #Pets #fandoms

[pessimistic-gh0st]

If only the Universe City podcast was real

#i swear my life would be at least 4 times better #like I wanna know all about Radio and their adventures #and their world #imagine how great the February Friday letters would be #i just wish I was existing in the osemanverse #radio silence #universe city #february friday #aled last #frances janvier #toulouse #alice oseman #osemanverse

[gentle-author]

When Nick Nelson said

"you don't have to be perfect with me"

He genuinely healed so many hearts he never broke.

@chronicintrovert

#poetry #novel writing #young author #viralpost #viral #writers and poets #writers on tumblr #nick heartstopper #charlie heartstopper #heartstopper #alice oseman please notice me #oseman tag #osemanverse #alice oseman #healing #you don't have to be perfect with me #I'm crying happy tears #love #imagine someone saying this to you #my little heart would be so genuinely happy #I would definitely say that to my other half #if I ever find it :) #:))) #new writers on tumblr #thoughts #spilled thoughts #heartstopper season 2 #my favourite series ever #my favourite graphic novel #art

[chr0nic--pessimist]

why did you tell nick he wasn't good at keeping promises?

i don't remember saying that

#alice oseman #tori spring #heartstopper #osemanverse #solitaire #heartstopper comics #michael holden #ask #anonymous #charlie spring #nick nelson #she never actually said it #that was just in nicks imagination #hence the “dark blur” sround him

[itsnotfakej]

since i finished radio silence i just can’t imagine a world without universe city, aled, frances, raine, daniel or carys. for me it was an experience that’s more than just a book. in fact, i just searched “universe city” on youtube and got really sad that no results appeared.

alice oseman said that aled can’t be in the heartstopper tv series for some reasons. i just can’t stop thinking and considering that maybe some day we’ll have radio silence as a REAL tv series/podcast. pls i am sobbing @aliceoseman say something 😭

#alice oseman #radio silence #osemanverse #aled last #frances janvier #heartstopper #i need radio silence at my screens #i NEED to hear universe city #imagine hearing the february friday’s letters #pls netflix make something

[bernard-the-rabbit]

"I couldn’t quite believe how much I seriously loved Aled Last, even if it wasn’t in the ideal way that would make it socially acceptable for us to live together until we die"

#i love how alice writes friendships #how they write them as important as romantic relationships if not more #alice really said friendship rights and i love her for that #anyway aled and frances are friendship goals and i adore them #my trashy art #aled last #aled radio silence #frances janvier #frances radio silence #radio silence #radio silence fanart #osemanverse #i imagine this is them coming back from an interview or an even #with daniel taking the pic

[michaelnotholden]

Imagine Tori having to take a shower in the very same bath where she found Charlie. :(

#sorry I always think the worst things ever #I can’t even imagine what Charlie thinks abt that bathroom #and his parents :( #gosh I can’t do this #solitaire #tori spring #solitaire alice oseman #alice oseman #osemanverse #victoria spring #charlie spring

[alishiastardust]

I love the coloring book sm

Happy halloween <3

#osemanverse #fanart #art #digital aritst #heartstopper #heartstopper series #tori spring #my beloved #I imagine they forced her to wear the sweater #halloween

[magnus-rhymes-with-swagness]

we need a stage or film adaptation so badly i’m not even kidding

#iwbftreread #iwbft #osemanverse #my words #can you imagine going to the iwbft musical i am going to direct one day and seeing this In Real Life #also massive shoutout to cecily!!!

[vague-homosexual-crimes]

Ok but imagine The Ark covering Mama by MCR

#IMAGINE IT #the ark #jimmy kaga ricci #lister bird #rowan omondi #iwbft #i was born for this #alice oseman #Osemanverse

[friday-answers]

hopefully seeing alice at an event during the summer ^_^

so odd to me that i have never actually seen them in the flesh before!!! i have had the opportunity so many times but never took it... (never remind me of when i decided to not go to their book signing that was a MONTH before the first ever lockdown............. WHY DID I NOT GO????????)

anyway, point is, i doubt i would get the chance to meet them but maybe that's for the best! i'd have too much to thank her for T-T

#oh but when alice finds out about universe friday #it's over for all of us #idk if that's in a good or bad way #imagine they actually just sue me instead #that was a joke #i dont think they would sue me #could they? #you never know! #no but it would be awesome if they knew about it #like maybe just a lilllll sneaky interaction ........ #alice oseman #osemanverse #universe city #radio silence #aled last #heartstopper comics #solitaire #nick and charlie #heartstopper #hstv

[shy-forceghost]

Thinking about those fans who read Solitaire before Heartstopper. Oh, the rage that should have been to see Ben on the first panel of the comic

#ben hope #charlie spring #heartstopper #heartstopper comic #osemanverse #solitaire #I imagine them like 'OH we meet again' >:C

[the-ark-is-real]

if/when an iwbft adaptation ever comes, here are some scenes / lines that will. kill. me (in no particular order):

1. “it’s different for me. being lister bird.”

2. jimmy’s panic attacks

3. “how are you going to go through the rest of your life loving nothing as much as you love a boyband?”

4. jowan

5. lister’s accident

6. “you said you hated yourself. didn’t want you to do anything bad.”

7. bliss’s entire storyline

8. jimmy and piero’s interactions

9. lister breaking his arm (this depends if they add meeting lister. please do. my life depends on it)

10. “my knife isn’t even sharp, look, you can run your finger over it and it wouldn’t even cut you.”

Y E S 😭😭😭😭😭

tbh if we ever get an adaptation i will disintegrate the moment i see it soo

#i cant even imagine what an adaptation would do to my psyche #it would be like the heartstopper tv show but even more because THE ARK #all of these scenes would have to be included thoooo cause theyre all so good and would kill me #iwbft #osemanverse

[junkiefox]

I really really really need more fics of Aled and Dan! Why there are just a bit of them??? Their relationship is so precious and kind and aaa, I need more!!!

#i love radio silence NOT BEING ABOUT LOVE! #but i do need to see more about their dynamics! #IMAGINE them living with frances #the chaos #pls alice oseman write more about radio silence #radio silence #frances janvier #aled last #daniel jun #universe city #alice oseman #osemanverse