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hammysando · 4 months

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“Thank-You's and Goodbyes” Floyd Leech x Bullied!GN!Reader

AN: This is pure angst. Hurt and no comfort. Can you guys tell I really like to write angst? I SWEAR there is fluff coming soon- It's very similar to the Jing Yuan fanfic toward the end, but I like this one too XD. Anyway, don't forget to like and reblog if you enjoyed! And drop a comment if you so feel like it! <3 Reader is Gender Neutral!

Wordcount: 1.3K+ words~

Prompt: Nothing hurts more than almost. And being too late.

TW: Mentions of suicide, Major character death (Reader), Topics of bullying and grief.

Please read at your own risk!

More below the cut~

Floyd noticed them on a random Thursday, when he decided to be early to Crewel’s Potionology class. He had been ready to skip completely, but decided that if he wanted to pass the next lab, he'd better attend. He slunk toward the entrance, lanky frame bobbing slightly with his laid-back, slow steps. Though, his feet came to a stop as he heard sniffling from inside the classroom.

”Ehhh? Is someone already here?” He mused this to himself as he peeked into the room curiously.

Someone stood at the furthest desk from the doorway, head bowed as hot tears slid down their cheeks. They seemed to stare down at the desk for a while longer before wiping their eyes and taking out a cloth and tiny bottle of liquid from their uniform jacket. Quickly, they poured the cleaning solution on their desk before scrubbing away at something. This piqued Floyd’s interest as he stepped in and made his way over, his signature smile in his face. Bending down, he hummed in the student’s ear and spoke, voice playful and probing.

“Say, I haven't seen you before.” His grin deepened, dual colored eyes squinting slightly with mischievous amusement. “I'll call you flamefishie.”

Floyd Leech’s second encounter with this stranger happened when he came early once again. Except this time, he peeked over their shoulder as they started to erase black and red words off their desk. The ink ran and disappeared quickly, but Floyd could feel himself tense as the words flashed in his mind.

“Worthless freak.”

“Gonna cry?”

“I bet your parents are embarrassed of you because you're practically magicless.”

“Say, Flamefishie… Who-” The student broke away, leaving wordlessly and in a hurry. The teal-haired man didn't get a chance to say anything more. Floyd waited for them to return, but the one he had dubbed as “Flamefishie”, didn't show for the rest of Crewel’s class.

Their third meeting, occured when Floyd arrived at the empty classroom, early yet again for the third time. He was in a terrible mood, being stuck with Azul’s yammering about customers and the Monstro Lounge. Did he never learn to loosen up? What irritated Floyd even more, were the three students crowding around a certain desk. They snickered loudly as they marked up the poor student’s desk. Ah, what a perfect opportunity to vent a little of his anger.

In a few lanky steps, he was upon the three students. One, was from Savanaclaw, while the other two were from Flamefishie’s dorm. Oh, that somehow made Floyd feel more murderous. His looming presence alone was enough to silence the snickering as the three students turned slowly. Heterochromic eyes glared down at them intensely as he spoke, cheery voice a contrast to the expression on his face, and the terrifying look in his eyes.

“Say… So you're the three that make Flamefishie cry…?” He smiled cruelly and a little unhingedly as he descended. “I'll give you a count to three before I squeeze you all.”

It was safe to say that the three scrambled away without as much as a glance back. Floyd fixed his uniform tie before the sound of books thudding against the floor caught his attention. His head snapped up and he turned, to see the familiar student he had come into contact with a few times before. Their (eye color) eyes were wide, already filling with tears. Were they always crying? Before Floyd could say anything, another thud filled the silence as the crying student dropped their bag and rushed over, throwing their arms around Floyd. The eel man froze but threw his head back and laughed. This was a surprise. One that put him in a good mood. It sounded as if they whispered something to him under their breath. Something he couldn't make out, but decided not to bring up as he took their hand and dragged them out of class.

“We're skipping class, Flamefishie~!” And it seemed like they were okay with that.

There had been buzz around the NRC, about the death of a student. Suicide, the whispering said. They weren't known very well amongst the student body, but that didn't stop the solemn feeling of mourning to choke the air. Floyd had a bad feeling in his gut, suddenly. Wait a second… Months had passed since he saw Flamefishie. It irritated him at first. Were they avoiding him? Why? But soon their absence became a normal occurrence that he had gotten used to. But now, oh, what could he say to that horrible dread he felt sitting in his stomach as he raced to his potionology class?

Floyd stared down at that specific desk; the one that peculiar student occupied for every one of Crewel’s boring lectures. Disbelief ran through him before rage replaced it. But that rage quickly died as he stared blankly. There, sitting atop their desk, was a vase of orchids, soft and white. He knew what this was.

Under the vase, was a letter addressed to him. It was simple, the only embellishment on it being a scribble of an eel on the corner of the envelope. Floyd tore the letter open with slightly shaking hands, unprepared for what he would read.

Many students say you're scary. But… You were so kind to me. Especially that day. I'm so grateful to have encountered someone like you.

So thank you. And goodbye.

It wasn't even signed. Floyd felt his frustration, anger, and sorrow all boil over as he turned and kicked over one of the chairs violently. Was he stupid? He had never even asked them their name. Storming out of the class, he couldn't bring himself to look back, the letter clutched in his hands tightly.

The next few days were like a blur. And before he knew it, he was attending an assembly for that student’s death. It was a blur as well, and he wandered his way around before a hand on his shoulder caught his attention. Floyd flared up, ready to beat someone to a bloody pulp, but stopped when he recognized a familiar shade of (eye color) eyes, looking at him. For a second, he could feel himself grow hopeful before realization crushed him. No, this wasn't his Flamefishie.

“Floyd Leech?” A man’s voice sounded, calm yet laced with hurt and sorrow.

“What's it to you?” He spat this, feeling a bad mood coming on.

The man simply smiled slightly. “I'm… (Full Name)’s older brother.. I just wanted to thank you, for being the reason they smiled so much. (Name) never did much, as far back as I could remember… I don't know what you were to each other, but they seemed alive when they spoke about you.” He seemed to stop, smile faltering before it perked up once more.

“So thank you, for giving them good memories.” Floyd turned in that instant and left, scowl deepening until he found himself far away from everyone. The NRC campus was empty, every student having gone to that assembly. Without the suffocating air of sorrow and sadness, Floyd started to question himself. Question why he cared at all in the first place. They had barely known each other. They'd only encountered each other a handful of times. So why did the sadness eat away at him from the inside? Why did the sorrow burn his eyes so?

Floyd felt a tear hit his hand, followed by another, and another. He couldn't stop the rain clouds that had started to gather round his mismatched eyes. And a realization hit him. About why he cared. Why it hurt like this.

He loved (Name).

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obiscribbles · 7 months

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Birthday Week! - October 2023 'Down To Earth' - Peter Gabriel, Soweto Gospel Choir Spotify / YouTube

My birthday is this week soooooooo we all get to enjoy my afab Obi-Wan :3

Enjoy!

View a week early on my Patreon!

#birthday birthday #happy birthday to me #do I have a whole AU around this one?#yes indeed #is she much different from amab obi wan?#not really XD #it is subtle things #still stubborn #still fiery #still willing to kick grievous in the face #and if anything extra good at sassy comebacks #and the eye wrinkles and grey hair stays #afab obi wan #obi wan kenobi #birthday special #fanart #star wars #my art

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wimsiecal · 2 years

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How many pointy teeth can you draw Dark Pinky with, that's the question.

Yes xD

#ahHzhHgdfjhsjfbjsjdhxh #SORRY #not really xD #pinky and the brain #my art #art #doodle #drawing #ask #ask box #digital art #dark pinky

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zarvasace · 1 year

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peaches :)

this is a bit of an extra scene from the story incandescently happy (just after chapter 8!) Brief context: post-LU, Wild's Zelda is working on a way to time travel between the Links, who returned to their own times. She's managed to get letters and parcels between them, and this litrle scene follows the first test of sending a living creature across a lot of time—Georgiana the cucco briefly visited Sky, who fed her while she was there.

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Though the clucking was soft, Zelda still jumped when the gem on her wiry contraption flashed. She immediately set down her work and ran over before Georgiana the wonder cucco could fall off the ledge and hurt herself. To Zelda's surprise, Georgiana didn't squawk or flap her wings in annoyance. In fact, she seemed downright content, nuzzling just a little into Zelda's hand.

Her unexpected demeanor was explained by the response to her note, wrapped around the metal-and-wire collar, written in a somewhat familiar, legible scrawl.

Zelda's heart leapt. She clapped her hands, and even that couldn't dispel Georgiana's good mood. "It worked! So, you like peaches, do you, girl?"

#my writing #3sent #not really XD #linked universe #lu sky #lu flora #??

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panickedpansexualprincess · 2 years

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I NEED fic of Simeon intentionally falling, not only for protection, but just for pure SPITE.

#Obey Me #Shall We Date: Obey Me #spoilers #kinda #not really XD #but jic

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caeloservare · 7 months

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[And here's Aster's. ^^ The half checks are 'sometimes" or "situationally." And the "no expectations of him in private" is half-checked because he wants him to have time for self-care and such. ^^]

grab your BINGO! lol

"That is... quite impressive actually." He doesn't have anything to complain on.

Maybe save for their mutual proffessions getting in the way, but that's a different story.

#storiedhistories #look-#pushing Jimbo to get some self-care isn't an expectation #not really XD #it's the same thing if your dog munches chocolate - doesn't matter it doesn't wanna open jaws you just gotta force it #...maybe not the best example #but you get me #btw hi ily #greetings from the airport gate XD #bless my guardian angel for making my nerdy ass actually bring the laptop with me c:

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taciturn-is-poggers · 2 years

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🐹

Blocked 💖

#not really XD

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lycanlovingvampyre · 3 months

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I've been re-listening to yma ready for protocol, and thanks to your a-mag-a-day 'not really' counter, I'm super aware of every time they say 'not really' 😅 it makes me think of a-mag-a-day every time

Hahaha, sorry for ruining that part of TMA forever xD But I guess it's nice it makes you think of a-mag-a-day, that was such an awesome event^^

#have fun on your re-listen!#props to the a-mag-a-day admin and mods #also sorry but #not really XD #asks

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humming-fly · 1 year

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Every now and then I'm reminded Real People with Actual Jobs use tumblr and I've always been legitimately curious what all you weird adults are up to when you're not on this site and with tumblr's New Poll Feature I can finally get an answer! (or the closest approximation of an answer possible with only 10 available options h a)

#tumblr /really/ shortened the character limit on these posts huh #could've sworn it was longer when i made the wizard one #anyways no shit i have always been curious #tragically 10 options limits things a lot but I tried to be broad XD #i'll start i'm an academic researcher studying civil engineering :V #humming-rambles #poll

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akantorrr · 4 months

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#wow akans is back to drawing ultrakill stuff? impossible!#ultrakill #gabriel ultrakill #v1 ultrakill #gabv1el #digital art #v1 #akans art #I actually really really really love how this one turned out #starting off 2024 with a banger (at least for me)#absolutely inspired by that other coahuilaceratops piece I did the other day- on my alt #tarot card or church stained glass; I don't know what this is but it's becoming my comfort art style #drawing/doodling like this is therapeutic for me istg xD just straight lines and circles and dots :>

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cacodaemonia · 1 year

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[image id: The text "how it feels to write a serious fanfic when one of the characters has a stupid name" is above a photo of a man sitting in front of a laptop and cracking his knuckles. He's wearing a rainbow-colored clown wig and a red clown nose, both of which have been photoshopped into the image. end id]

#just one character? how about both of them?? ಥ_ಥ #waxer #boil #like really???#XD #writing #writing problems #fan fiction #tcw #meme

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bonniecupcake · 5 months

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I 100% blame @bamsara for making me ship those two from the get-go xD

but seriously, the fact that you started writing fanfiction for it was the final thing that pushed me to buy and play this game, so thank you 💞

#art #narilamb #cult of the lamb #cotl narinder #cotl lamb #colt fanart #sorry for no IZ art this week but I really had to get those 2 out of my system xD #bonbondraws

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abd-illustrates · 5 months

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🎀 Beau 🎀

More art from this week's video! In which I made a couple more Genshin Impact OC’s! Finishing up the set here is this catalyst-wielding fashion designer from Fontaine with an anemo vision and a whole lot of flair 🎀✨

[DO NOT EDIT OR REPOST TO OTHER SITES / ACCOUNTS] ♻️reblogs are lovely tho!♻️

#artists on tumblr #abd illustrates #genshin impact #fanart #character design #original character #my fave outta the lot honestlyyy #he was really fun to figure out!#looking forward to seeing how the actual fashion designer character character that's comin out soon will play by comparison xD

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spacebubblehomebase · 15 days

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"A New Day Will Dawn."

-Said some guy named Luke probably.

Welcome to my #HHStargazersAU! Stay Tuned~♡? -Bubbly💙

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nightthinker-08 · 6 months

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I couldn't sleep so I drew some Pomnies shes surprisingly fun to draw lol Oh and some doomed yuri too I guess xD buttonblossom is cute n all but calling them doomed yuri or digital yuri is a lot funnier to me

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zu-is-here · 10 months

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coming soon ♪

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