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obsessedwithstarwars · 4 months

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Still Alive (But Barely Breathing)

If someone had told Red Hood that he was going to climb through the wrong window at one of his many safe houses, he’d have laughed and flipped them off. Not just because it probably would have been the Demon Brat saying it and disregarding the little fucker would certainly get under his skin. And piss off Bruce. No. Jason was definitely too careful to make a mistake like that.

Well, until tonight.

To be fair, he had been shot. Twice. A through and through in his side, hopefully not damaging anything important, and once in the arm. But that might’ve been a graze. Going by pain, it hurt less than his side. Somewhere between “I need a bandaid” and “stepping on an infinite number of Legos with sharp teeth” on the pain scale. Honestly, he didn’t even want to look until he was safe. It’s not a problem if I can’t see it. And he was currently not safe judging by the sword the resident of this apartment held at his throat.

The first thing he noted was that she wasn’t afraid. In fact, she seemed hella pissed. Her beautiful blue eyes flashed in the moonlight. Most people, when they saw the helmet, along with his stature (Dickface said he was built like a tank) and intimidating presence, well, they got a little scared. This woman stood resolute, calm and determined in the face of danger. She had the presence of an Amazonian warrior. Now, Jason wasn’t much of a betting man, but he’d have put money down on her winning this fight.

Too many voices were vying for dominance in his mind. A part of him thought that if he could get the sword away from his throat, he stood a fighting chance of getting away. Another part considered his injuries. He was lightheaded already which was not a good sign. He needed to get out of here and get help fast. Another part geeked out over the sword. It was exquisite. This woman really had taste. The ornate filigree handle looked like a Swiss rapier, circa late 1600s. But the blade was not fragile like a rapier. In fact, it looked more like a sturdy longsword. Like she had taken pieces of history and meshed them together to create a sword that was beautiful but deadly. Another very small voice thought she was beautiful. He tried to ignore the last one it definitely wouldn’t help him here and hatch a plan to escape. She stepped further into the moonlight and all thoughts flew out of his head. He could have sworn her eyes were ice blue. Now they were a familiar bright green; practically glowing. Where had he seen that color before?

Trying to think made his head all fuzzy. Oh well. Time for some introductions. He felt like a seasoned warrior out to meet a new friend or foe. Attempting to speak felt like an impossible task.

“Hi.” He choked out, his voice gravelly and menacing with the helmet on.

“Hi Mister Red Hood!” A boy’s voice rang out from behind the woman. Oh shit. There was a kid. How did he not see a kid? Why was there a kid here?! He glanced around and noticed the sparse furniture along with a few moving boxes stacked in the corner. He… did he have the wrong apartment? This was his safe house in the Narrows. As far as he knew, no one lived on his floor or in the apartments above or below his. That’s what made this safe house perfect. It was convenient. It was safe.

The woman whispered something to the boy. He couldn’t tell if the words she spoke in a foreign yet all too familiar language were what made his blood run cold. Or the rapid blood loss was getting to him. Right. He needed help. Now. That forced him back into focus. He could feel his thoughts slowly slipping away. He grabbed onto the edge of the windowsill he’d just climbed through, grunting in pain at the sudden gush of blood coming from his side.

The woman tentatively lowered her sword, concern etched on her face. Good. This was good. He was… what was he doing? A wave of dizziness washed over him and he fell backward onto the floor. Black started forming around the edges of his vision. The woman rushed to his side and leaned over him. Her touch was light as she quickly assessed his wounds. Her hair enveloped his vision, so all he could see was her beautiful face. She was talking to him, face to face, er well, helmet, but he couldn’t hear her. Her voice distorted and muffled.

His last thought was, “Damn she’s pretty.” Before succumbing to sleep.

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why-the-heck-not · 2 months

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started a sourdough starter!!! It’s not even that much abt bread; I just like the idea of having a pet and this is about the max amount of responsibility I’m looking for rn

#an emotional support living flour sludge if u will #altho the conditions aren’t ideal rn: it’s negative degrees so I don’t have a warm enough of a place probably so if (big if) it starts to #ferment it’ll take longer (which means u gotta be extra much on the lookout for mold)#could put it in the oven with just the light on but that freaks me out; I don’t wanna have the oven on for like days (even tho it wouldn’t #actually be on)#also I only have all-purpose flour & whole meal is the best one to induce fermentation #also the flour is past it’s best before date bc I haven’t rly been baking (also one of thr reasons I’m doing this bc like gotta use #up the flour somehow)#so u know we’ll see if anything comes out of this #if nothing else at least I’ll have a project for a couple days #also I’m not naming it yet; that’s for when it’s going strong bc I don’t need to be crying after getting emotionally attached to a #blob of flour & water when said blob dies tragically #march 2024 #2024

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parasitoidism · 1 month

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Truly great moment was Ryo fresh out the hospital jumping out of his car and sucker punching this poor guy to steal his motorcycle. Imagine having to file that police report about how you got knocked the fuck out and your shit stolen by some shirtless blond severely injured 17 year old freak. I would just let it go. Thankfully that guy didn’t have to live with the shame for much longer though considering how the story goes

#ryos satan spidey senses telling him his ride or die is in trouble is one thing but him managing to grab a gun on the way out is always #funny also . i especially liked in the ova where he’s also wearing a black cloak that you have never seen him wear before . like did he stop #by his house on the way there #like I mean I guess it could have still been in his jacket. maybe hospitals in the 70s just didn’t care about that kind of thing #but in the ova he has a full on sniper rifle so. i think they had the idea for that one shot and were just like guys this has to happen #ugh guys I promise I liked devilman because of the themes and stuff okay I promise I’m a smart media comprehending boy but it’s just #of course I’m a little obsessed withthis gay freak . he’s entertaining until . uh until it isn’t fun anymore. yknow .#actually why was I embarrassed about liking a character in a story that’s actually normal

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orions-beltloops · 7 months

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what the actual FUCK is going on with Jim/Olu like what the fuck is happening. genuinely just confused you’re saying they’re not soulmates??? wtf is happening. I trust this show with my life but I’m also so concerned rn.

#please like what???#I’m loving Jim/Archie #and like good for Olu for pulling a baddie like Zheng #but you can’t possibly tell me the beautiful love story of jim/olu from s1 #was just bullshit #like I think they just want each other to be happy so they’re not talking ab their feelings #bc they think each other has moved on #but if they actually have moved on I’m gonna freak out #ofmd #our flag means death #ofmd s2 #ofmd spoilers #oluwande boodhari #jim jimenez #jim x oluwande #archie ofmd #zheng yi sao

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tscsunlover · 4 months

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OH MY GOD NEW TWP ART INCOMING IM FREAKING OUT RN

#i’m actually so excited I can’t breathe rn like oh my god #that has to be kit no way it’s anyone else!!#who is he looking at?! is it ty?? freaking out rn #kit herondale #the wicked powers #tda #sobh #ty blackthorn #tsc #twp #cassandra clare #shadowhunters #dru blackthorn

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apollosfavkiddo · 11 days

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alright. FUCK.

#guys. do you know HOW MANY PEOPLE ARE TWO HUNDRED???#guys what the actual fuck 😭😭😭#i started this blog less than two months ago #TWO HUNDRED AND ONE PEOPLE LIKE THE SHIT THAT I POST #idk what’s going on okay? i’m freaking out

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carpetbug · 7 months

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marinette almost getting akumatized into a motherfucker named PANIC physically pains me. oh my god it hurts. like i’m literally going to write a whole essay on it painful. like i can’t stop thinking about it. it’s just so important to me? it’s so real? i don’t know too many words so little brain. something something seeing one of my favorite characters reflect those same terrifying, uncontrollable, and overwhelming moments of just fear it just. i don’t know. it makes me feel so small yet seen? like yeah i have this panic but so do so many others? GOD I DONT KNOW I NEED TO WRITE THIS OUT

#carpetbug talks #akumanette #panic #as someone with bad anxiety #and panic attacks that literally make me forget how to breathe #it’s just so so sooo good #literally can’t put it into better words #literally while watching that episode i freaked the hell out #like ogh. okay. no i’m totally fine. just marinette being named panic. just fucking panic #that is. just so oh my godddddd to me #AND THEN WE NEVER GOT TO SEE BER? IM SUING??#headcanon that she doesn’t speak bc if ur able to like make actual words while having a panic attack i am so jealous of you #shit man maybe i need to draw and or write some akumanette!panic shit

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emprcaesar · 26 days

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there are only a handful of movies that i think would be better if they could say fuck. top of that list is the hobbit / lord of the rings.

could you imagine the dwarves entering bilbos hobbit hole and him being like, “yeah who the fuck are you?!?” or like gandalf being like, “pippin i think you should fucking kill yourself i can’t take your bullshit any longer.” or like legolas calling someone a bitch…most likely gimli.

#frodo just being like i can’t fucking do this anymore sam i’m going to fucking freak out in a second #or like seeing gollum for the first time and being like WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK IS THAT HOLY FUCKING SHIT #lotr #lord of the rings #the hobbit #legolas #frodo baggins #gandalf the grey #bilbo baggins #tolkien #jrr tolkien

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paintuesday · 4 months

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EXCUSE ME.

YOUR WHAT?????????? YOU HUH??? HE WHAT???? AND SO YOU????????????

kms oh my GOD

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child-of-peace · 1 year

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Okay, but like, if Steph didn’t have a crush on Pete before she even asked him to help her cheat, then how come she was able to call him from a pay phone? Seems to me like she had his number memorised.

#Also with the popular kid cheating off of the nerd trope they typically don’t know the nerd’s actual name #Steph knew his name #I’m just saying #She also was so soft with him when he was freaking out about being seen with her #You cannot convince me she didn’t already like him #I mean maybe there’s a legit explanation that I’ve missed but…#Lautski #Nerdy Prudes Must Die #Nerdy Prudes Must Die spoilers #NPMD #NPMD spoilers #Starkid #Own Post

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idontknowijuststartedsomething · 4 months

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Low key this was probably my favorite part of the episode

#this was an actually funny fucking joke I’m so happy #also a good reaction gif out of it #this and where alastor freaks out at the end where probably some of my favorite parts #like seeing alastor actually slipping I guess and showing fear was the one thing I felt had great buildup #idk just seeing a powerful and mysterious character terrified and panicking for the first time after establishing their like #unwavering mask is a recipe for good tv #although him seeing them as friends or actually caring about them I don’t buy #it just felt like him calling them friends came out of nowhere man. I know they only have 8 eps but dude #hazbin hotel

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probablygayattorneys · 2 months

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Congrats on finishing Ghost Trick! How was it?

I cannot BELIEVE I WAS A FUCKING [redacted] THE ENTIRE FUCKING TIME

(More detailed and spoilery review in the tags)

#that aside though it was really cute #it’s not a secret that I think that romantic relationships are overrated #that friendship is much more important and meaningful and stronger #but I neglect to add that the love between an owner and a pet is also very strong and meaningful #and seeing that not just in the game #but in the way that the game itself is in a way a love letter from Shu Takumi to his own dog #who is no longer with us #and how even though the game flopped on the DS #they still gave it a second chance 13 years later #giving missile’s memory and legacy a second chance but in HD this time #even though he’s not here to see it and he’s a dog so even if he was he wouldn’t understand it #I cried a little at the end thinking about that #and that that’s really so much of what the game is about…#I’m not a dog person #any dog chihuahua or larger freaks me out cause I was attacked when I was younger #but still seeing the love for a dog that is instrinctly linked in the DNA of this game #it got me #but i still can’t believe I WAS A FUCKING CAT THE ENTIRE TIME #LIKE I HAD CAUGHT ON THAT I PROBABLY WASN’T ACTUALLY THE GUY ON THE BOX ART #AND THAT RAY WAS MASTERMINDING THE WHOLE THING FOR WHATEVER REASON #BUT I STILL THOUGHT I WAS A HUMAN????#Parker’s asks #ghost trick #ghost trick spoilers

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andytheoverthinker · 10 months

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i am in desperate need of a frances hardinge fandom, please more people need to read those books

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frozenfrogz · 4 months

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otaku553 · 9 months

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How goes the fma x albedo fic? I hope that doesn't sound pushy, I'm genuinely curious. And in that vein, do you have any little drabbles you may have written or want to write? Especially with your recent kny ocs/yourself and your siblings. That'd be super fun to read about! Your art AND your writing is so freaking good, the moment I see you've posted something new on your blog I'm clicking it so fast. Same with your ao3 account ❤️

Thank you for the kind words!!! Currently not working on any fics, since I just came out of 10 weeks of summer research where my days began at 8 am and ended at 9 pm for probably less than minimum wage hahaha (doing research is a Bit Sad but I get a whole month to relax before classes start again so thank goodness for that)

I do however!!! Have a lot of plans!!! If you’re interested you can read more below!

Plans include but are not limited to:

Finally working on Homuncular Nature again!! I definitely do have a lot of plans and cool scenes playing out in my head for the next chapter, it’ll just come down to when I actually put pen to paper (or stylus to iPad) to actually organize and write them all. The road block I think is that I have seen neither Albedo nor fmab very recently and all my concrete ideas are for around the 30 episode mark for fmab, the turning point with the first actual confrontation against father and the subsequent Briggs arc.

Rewriting Ten Thousand Maple Leaves! A lot of people have been very kind but I think I missed the mark with my first chapter to be honest. My writing has gotten a lot wordier and less succinct, which feels like I’m filling a chapter more with fluff and unnecessary description than actual content. I think I also dislike how I characterized Sanemi and how quickly Kazuha was willing to agree with things. Writing both of them is kind of a difficult challenge tbh! I think in rewriting it I want to give back to Kazuha more of his vagrant role in the games, where he is avoiding the law for reasons somewhat out of his control.

Ebisu siblings content! I think it might be fun to try having them interact with more of the canon characters in kny but I also think there’s some value in a complete sort of outsider point of view when inserting characters into a piece of media. I feel like whenever I see self inserts I see a lot of ocs making themselves indispensable and making meaningful relationships with existing characters that way and that’s totally valid! That’s a lot of what I do for crossovers as well. I think when it comes to my own ocs though, I want them to feel grounded in some form and the reality of it is that none of the characters I make based on myself or real people are that impressive or remarkable. But I also think there’s a lot of value in showing smaller scale things outside of the main interactions and plot to show that even though we aren’t remarkable, we still have our own meaningful connections and ideologies and stories :) in the end the Ebisu siblings are a lot more visual though so I may just continue making doodles and art without writing anything haha

Kirby & Meta Knight ageswap AU: I was mostly doing this on my ask-gikabi sideblog in short form comics, but I lost sight of what I wanted to do after making the discord and starting to interact with some of the people who followed it. I think a lot of people are inspired and have their own very cool ideas that I wanted to take into account but then eventually it was no longer my story or the story I wanted to tell, which is why I’m thinking of restarting it as a fic. This one is still in very rough idea stage though, I have honestly no clue how I’m even going to begin organizing it

Yanfei ace attorney crossover: this one’s just pure crack lmao I would definitely write it as crack taken seriously but I think this is fun to explore just for small ideas that pop up every now and then, i.e. yanfei is semi-immortal because she’s half adeptus so it would be Really Funny to me if she showed up in dgs era, got her attorney’s license, went into hiding after it became obvious that she wasn’t aging, and then re-emerged after rebranding herself as her own daughter or granddaughter. That, and I have a lot of fun imagining someone as pragmatic as yanfei trying to get through the sheer chaos of aa despite being otherworldly

Continuing winter weather advisory: I got to a really good point in that fic and was rereading it today like,,, damn I wrote that? And it would be fun to see where I planned on going with it so I do want to also try working on that a bit if I can

Kazuha & Kunikuzushi role swap au: this is something I posted about a Long While ago but it’s an idea I continue to be fascinated with :) I especially enjoy how these two characters could have had completely different roles and personalities depending on how their pasts happened (with wanderer being so nice and turning so bitter and kazuha growing up so spoiled (for lack of a better word) and turning out so weary and yet kind

Link click and mha crossover: this one is honestly just a very recent idea but I think it would be fun to make a drabble on how lightime photo studio would be able to continue operating even in another world and the trouble they might get into for illegal quirk usage and what using cheng xiaoshi’s powers in a world where being able to tell the future is canonically possible would entail

I have!! So many ideas!! And not enough time or motivation to actually write any of them most of the time :’)

But I’m very glad to hear that you enjoy them and look forward to my posts!! :D I really hope I can work on some of these over the last month of summer vacation that I have :)

#to this day I still get kind of freaked out when people compliment both my art and my writing #like wow!! thank you so much!!!!!! the art compliments I expect because I’ve been pretty bloated in my opinion on my own art since childhood #but the writing always comes as a surprise!#especially when people are like ‘oh I found you through your writing and found out your art is also good’ like WHAT #if anything I’m much more likely to be found for my art I feel like!!!#but thank you fr #people telling me my writing is actually good has done wonders for my confidence in classes for writing essays and such #and it really shows because when I’m less worried about how good my writing is and trying to make it sound good I get to devote a lot more #time and energy towards planning and figuring out ideas for what I want to write and my past few essays in humanities classes have done grea

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i-am-a-fan · 6 months

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BRO. I HAVE BEEN BACK INTO A WHIRLPOOL OF LMK. LIKE. ONCE I GET THIS DONE LIKE.

I HAVE PLANS. I HACE SO MANY.

YALL.

#my poor roommate has been listening to me freak out for like 5 minutes #i also laugh out my emotions #so imagine you hear in the other room like.#MANIACAL LAUGHTER and incoherent babbling #like.#AHHHHHH #🐊?#i’m actually watching lmk tik tok compilations rn as i paint because i need the content injected into my gains #veins***#AHHHHH

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