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#niragi x fem!reader
♠️ "Scars don't make you a monster." ♠️
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A/N: So, someone gave me this request via direct message and what should I say? I really do like this idea and I'm pretty happy about the fact that I can wrote about it! 🫶🏻
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Characters: Niragi
POV: fem!reader ; Fluff
Warnings: Not given.
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It's in the middle of the night. I have never been the person who has problems sleeping through the night. Even the biggest noises couldn't stop me from slumbering soundly. In summer, I can leave the windows open and listen to the buzzing and singing of the insects without a care in the world until I drift off into dreamland. Wind and weather don't stop me either. You could say that my body is able to adapt to all the conditions of my environment. So ... even now, when I realize in my sleep that something - more someone - is missing next to me.
I've noticed it all along. Even when I met Niragi again, I had the feeling that he had changed. Not in terms of his appearance- at least that was never the deciding factor for me. Admittedly, when I saw him again for the first time after the witch hunt, I was ... shocked. Because of several aspects. His scars - his burnt skin - was one thing, but seeing him again when I once thought he ... would no longer be with us, that was the crux of my reaction. That I drew in a startled breath. That I looked at him in shock and, of course, in tears, which I had swallowed at that moment. I was ... simply happy. To see that he was still alive.
Anyway, this is the first time I've had to open my eyes in the middle of the night because my body couldn't adapt to my surroundings during sleep. As soon as I went to bed, I had a feeling that something was wrong with Niragi. And it looks like I'm about to find out whether my gut feeling was right or not. Deep down, I already know the answer, but I want to hear it from him. I want him to tell me what's going on in his head right now. How he feels. What is bothering him. If something is bothering him.
Looking thoughtfully at my partner's side of the bed, I gradually start to move, hoping it won't take me long to find him. So, sighing and wearily brushing my hair out of my face, I get up and put one foot in front of the other to look for Niragi, who apparently hasn't even bothered to really hide.
"Niragi, what's wrong?" I rub one of my eyes sleepily and look just as sleepily at the boy standing on the balcony of the building where we've set up camp today. "Come back to bed, it's still pitch dark."
"I can sleep when I'm dead." It's not that I wouldn't expect him to say something like that- but what worries me is the way he says it.
Instead of saying anything, however, I just stand still for a moment and stare over at him. He doesn't even dare to turn towards me when we talk. I don't know him like this at all.
"I'm worried about you," you say in a calm tone as you walk towards him, aiming to stand next to him so you can look over the rooftops of the city with him. "Somehow I don't recognize you anymore," you continue, "where's the Niragi I met at the beach? The one with the big mouth and the high self-confidence, with the will of a leader?" Silence.
A moment later, all I hear is a hysterical giggle, which was obviously not the result of amusement or mirth. No, it sounded ... forced ... and hurt at the same time.
"He's been burned." Such a simple answer, but one with such great significance. "You should really go back to bed now."
"I'm not going anywhere." Determined, I now walk the last few meters towards him, after which I stand next to him. "Not without you." Unlike what I had planned, however, I don't stand so that I can see the loss, dark surroundings, but so that I am facing Niragi directly. "I knew something was wrong with you. I could tell by looking at you. Even yesterday, when you wished me a good night, your eyes betrayed you- so please don't pretend you don't care." Pause. "You are a human being. Not a robot."
"I'm a monster, Y/N!", he yelled at me and I jumped back a little because he turned around so suddenly and unexpectedly to finally look me in the face. "I can't even understand how you could even look at me on the street without throwing up right at my feet!" But just as quickly as he hit the ceiling, he quickly calmed down again.
I am sad. Is that really what he thinks? Does he really see himself as he has just described? As a monster? Oh, I'd love to ask what makes him think that, but I won't. I know the reason. His burns. The scars Chishiya left on him are the reason he speaks so poorly of himself. And it hurts. It hurts to know that a person in whom you see everything wonderful and whom you love for who he is, thinks of himself like that.
"Oh, darlin', that's not true ..." I realize how pitiful I'm looking at him right now, the softer his features become and the more he shows his mental pain to the outside world. "Please, don't say that ... Scars don't make you a monster."
"Just tell me how you can look at me like that without being afraid of me. How you ... how you can hold me in your arms without being disgusted by my skin. Without worrying about hurting me or feeling the need to puke your soul o-" I don't want to hear about that.
I understood the question. He wants answers? He'll get them. My way. The way in which I don't let him speak, but simply put one of my arms loosely around his neck to pull him into a loving kiss that for just a moment - a brief moment - is supposed to make the world stop for him.
Something that seems to work well. At least he abruptly matches my rhythm and wraps his arms around my waist to press me closer to him. To be able to feel me even better. To feel that he is not alone. Will not be alone. And to feel that there is someone who can be there for him and wants to be there.
I ... have to admit that no kiss with him was as beautiful as this one. Niragi is a rough person. He gets what he wants, his kisses were molded to his personality. Ungentle. Lots of tongue and especially biting. All the more reason for me to enjoy the kiss we're sharing right now, because who knows if I will ever experience this again.
Nevertheless, you should stop where it gets most beautiful. Although the really nice part - for him - is probably only now. One answer. An answer that will answer all his questions in one fell swoop.
"I love you," I breathe to him, tilting my head a little to the side as I look up at him and into his eyes. "That's why I can do all this, Niragi, it ... It's not as complicated and complex as you might have thought." I gave him a little smile and I can see it in his face- he's smiling a little, too. "And now come back to bed. You need to rest a bit and give your injuries a treatment. And by the way ... I'm tired and want to go back to sleep." Laughter, which only comes from me, but that's okay- his smile is enough for me. "Plus, I'm in desperate need of a good cuddle from you right now." Now, I can hear him chuckle a little and damn, it's the most beautiful I could ever hear coming out from him.
After another peck on the lips from him, I take him by the hand and walk him back into the building, where a place to sleep is waiting for us. In passing, I hear him say "I don't deserve you ...", which was probably only meant for him. But ...
"If everyone only got what they deserved, they couldn't possibly be happy in their lives, don't you think?"
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A/N: Damn, I enjoyed writing this so much. Thanks for you request, stygianoir! Hope you enjoyed reading it as well. 🙈♥️
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niragisimp · 11 months
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The Pain Before (Niragi x Reader) Part 12
Part 11, Series Masterlist, Part 13
(** Smut w/ “plot”)
Kuina tapped harder on the door, its inside echoing with the rhythm of her knuckles. She huffed in the empty hallway, biting the candy stick she had in her mouth. She stood listening to the silence before rolling her eyes, letting herself in, and closing the door behind her. 'If he gets upset, he would just be upset,' she thought. "I've been standing outside your door for close to five minutes--" She stopped before the bed as she looked on questioningly, staring at his back.
"Uh... Everything go alright last night?"
She began to fidget with the candy stick more as her question was met with more silence. She gave Chishiya another moment before pressing further, "Did everything... Not go alright last night?" She observed him as his head seemed to drop, his back hunched over. Kuina had seen many defeated people in the Borderlands, but never Chishiya. He would be the last person she would ever expect to be in this position at any given time. If something goes wrong, he always has another card up his sleeve.
"Hey, Chishiya..." She slowly walked alongside the bed and around, carefully sitting next to him. "Where's (Y/N)?" He shifted at the question, his eyes planted on the ground in front of him. "... I don't know." He stated bluntly. Kuina held back the urge to shake him senselessly as she tried to pull more out of him, "... What? What the hell happened Chishiya? Did you find out what you needed to?"
He stayed silent for a moment before slowly licking his lips, carefully contemplating his next words. He sighed and lifted his head, his eyes briefly looking over at Kuina, "Yeah. I did. Maybe more than what I wanted to." She gave him a curious look before looking down at her hands resting on her knees. "I don't feel great about my part in that... Getting a girl drunk and having someone drug her just... Gives me the ick."
Chishiya turned his head to look at her as she wiggled, his brow raised slightly. "You say that as if I'd take advantage of her."
Kuina sighed and stood, taking the candy stick out of her mouth for a moment to speak. "There's more than one way to take advantage of someone, you know. I'll be by the pool until game time." She didn't wait for a response before leaving his room, closing his door behind her. She swallowed the lump forming in her throat, forcing the thoughts of you out of her mind. Her loyalty was with Chishiya, but she knew as well as he did, that she also wished to be loyal to you as well.
You opened your eyes to the sun already towering in the sky, your head throbbing at the sight. You grimaced at the light and turned your head down, opening your eyes to see Niragi laying peacefully under you. The heat rose to your cheeks quickly as you took in your positions. Both hands rested carefully on his bare chest, one of his arms wrapped around your waist, the other of his supporting his head under the pillow. The pain seemed to disappear without another thought as you unknowingly took in his sleeping face.
Niragi looked so peaceful, so at rest under you. You could feel your body slowly rise and fall with his chest, the sun highlighting his features so effortlessly. "Enjoying the view?" Your eyes snapped to his as he murmured, barely opening an eye to look up at you. Your words escaped as you studdered over them, your thoughts not forming correctly. It felt like you'd been caught as you felt your face flush.
You went to push yourself off him as he laughed, wrapping his hand tighter around your waist and holding you to him. "I... I should get back to my room, Niragi," He sighed heavily and closed his eyes again, "... No." You tried to hide your fluster even though he wasn't looking at you, "I still need breakfast, and to shower--" He silenced your protests rather quickly, meeting your lips with his own, his tongue forcing itself through. Your heart quickened as his hand wandered under your shirt, going up and down your back while drawing light circles on your skin.
Niragi reached up to cup the back of your neck with his other hand, pulling you down into him. You closed your eyes as his tongue swirled around yours, the cold metal gently gliding across the roof of your mouth briefly. Your mouth opened in a gasp as Niragi rose his knee in between your thighs, his hand that made gentle circles now moving downward to firmly grab your waist. His lips turned upward into a smile as he took in the soft moan that escaped you, pushing himself into you.
You let out a yelp in surprise as Niragi hurriedly flipped your body underneath him, his hand running along the outside of your thigh. Your body squirmed under his gaze, and you could see his prideful smile as he watched your reaction. He lowered himself down to your ear, carefully whispering to you, "You'll shower here... With me." He could see the embarrassment creep up, washing over you. Niragi smiled and let out a soft chuckle as he swept strands of your hair away from your neck, gently sucking the skin under your ear and slowly leaving trails down your neck.
He felt you squirm under him, your arms splaying down his back, ushering him closer. Niragi roughly dug his fingers into your skin, knowing for certain you would have bruises later from it. He couldn't help but let his pride show as his wet tongue ran along the side of your neck, lifting his face to press his forehead against yours. He lifted your leg and wrapped it around his waist, lowering himself to grind against you.
Niragi watched as your eyes fluttered against the sensation, your chest rising and falling heavily with your breath. He examined your face carefully, taking in every small involuntary motion you made. His lips came down to linger above yours, exchanging his breath with your own. You caught his eyes in yours as you felt your breath hitch in your throat, Niragi stopping suddenly. You looked at each other carefully, his eyes darting between yours, his tongue slowly wetting his lips.
He cupped the side of your face, his thumb gently caressing your cheek in his hand. You leaned into the warmth, his fingers carefully massaging the back of your head as your hand overlapped his. Niragi dipped his head into your neck, his breath tickling your ear as he gently tugged on the lobe, stopping only to sink his teeth into your neck as his hips gently bucked, a soft moan escaping your lips.
Niragi could feel the irritation as his pants tightened, shoving his hand down to unzip his pants, kicking them off hurriedly as he repositioned himself between you. He stole a quick glance, checking for any sign of discomfort. He leaned in close for a moment, his voice low as he whispered, "... Do you want this?" You could feel your cheeks flush as you slowly nodded, swallowing the lump in your throat.
He stared at you, his eyes searching yours for a moment. "Say it."
"I... I want this, Niragi." You watched as he grinned, quickly pushing his lips into yours hungrily, breaking to travel down your neck, dipping his tongue into your collarbone as your soft breath turned into music to his ears. Niragi couldn't help but smirk as your back arched slightly, reacting to his touch. His hands began wandering down your side as you grasped his bare shoulders, feeling your eyes roll back as Niragi's hips thrust into you. His hand grabbed and dug into your thigh as it explored upward, his fingers pulling at the bikini strap that covered you.
You gasped at another sudden thrust, your eyes meeting Niragi's as he grinned at your reaction. The metal tongue piercing gleamed off the sunlight illuminating the room as he ran his tongue over his teeth. You felt a shiver run down you as he lowered his head into your neck, sucking the skin forcefully, his body weighing on top of you as his hips bucked in rhythm. Your leg pulled him in closer, making him shoot you a surprised look.
Niragi watched you carefully as he untied your bikini, making quick work of your top as well. He leaned back for a moment and stared at you, moving his shirt that still covered you to the side as his hands wandered, gripping your thigh around him tightly. He leaned in, running a hand through his hair quickly to push it back as his lips crashed into you, his tongue swirling around yours. You pushed yourself up against him as your hand wandered down to his briefs, sinking your hand into them.
You heard him groan into your mouth as you stroked his erection, his tongue becoming more forceful. Niragi hurriedly pushed his briefs down and broke away from you, frantically throwing them to the side. He could feel his heart speed up at your touch, grabbing your wrist and pinning it above your head. His free hand reached down to your core, his fingers gently gliding across your entrance. Your body jolted suddenly as two fingers entered you quickly with ease, a moan escaping your throat.
Niragi caught your gaze with his, a grin on his face as he teased you, "Fuck... You're so wet..." He chuckled lowly, planting light kisses across your jawline. Your non-restrained hand grabbed onto his onyx hair, giving it a light tug as his fingers began pumping into you slowly. Niragi savored the sounds emanating from you, taking in every soft whimper you released as his fingers curled into you rhythmically.
"Ni-Niragi..." He looked up as you murmured his name, relishing the way his name spilled from your lips. His rhythm slowly increased as he watched your face carefully, observing every time your breath hitched. He placed his thumb gently on your clit, rubbing small circles as he felt your pulse on his fingertips. Feeling you tense he released your wrist, cupping your cheek in his hand as he pulled his fingers from you, positioning his member at your entrance, taking in the warmth coming from your core. He leaned into you slowly, gently guiding his tip further in carefully as his lips eagerly brushed against yours, releasing a moan into your mouth as he felt himself disappear into you.
The sound you made at that moment drove him near crazy. He clenched the sheets as he sunk himself into you completely, his mind going blank as he inhaled sharply at the feel of you surrounding him. You could feel yourself adjusting around him as he began pacing himself, grabbing his shoulder to steady your body as his pace quickened. He brought his head down to your shoulder to sink his teeth into your skin, making sure to leave an obvious mark for all to see.
Niragi groaned in your ear as he heard your soft moans, trying to stop himself from getting too rough. "Ni-Niragi," you studdered over your own words as you tried to speak, "Th-that feels so... So good," your voice shook as his hips snapped into you, unable to contain his want any longer. Your fingers dug into his shoulder roughly, trying to hold yourself still. His hand grabbed onto your thigh, pressing it against him as his hips bucked.
"Oh, fuck..." He muttered into your ear, his voice low. "You're so fucking perfect (Y/N)," his breath on your ear sent a shiver down your entire body, your insides clenching around him as he thrust himself into you. Niragi pulled back for just a moment, his hips continuing their rhythm as his eyes took in the sight before him.
"I could've had this before," his mind taunted him. His hand wandered down to play with you once more, making light circles on your clit, watching as your back arched in response. Niragi watched as you moaned quietly, your eyes starting to glaze over. He gripped your thigh and lifted it onto his shoulder, planting light kisses up and down your leg as he pumped into you.
Leaning down, he could feel himself starting to lose his rhythm as he met with your lips, his moans melting with your own. You grabbed onto his hair, gently tugging as you felt your abdomen pool with heat. Your name echoed from his lips as he snapped into you roughly, soft grunts releasing into your mouth.
Niragi grabbed hold of the hand in his hair, pinning it above your head as his other tightened on your thigh, his hips sloppily thrusting into you roughly. His eyes wandered in search of yours as you stared into the ceiling above you, the walls growing darker as you could feel yourself falling into your release. He felt your body clench under him as his pace increased, slamming his lips into yours, breaking only to mutter curses mixed with moans into your mouth.
Your nails dug into the skin of his shoulder as you felt yourself come undone beneath him, the fire building finally being released through your body. Niragi watched as your face relaxed, admiring the way your mouth moved when you cried out his name, knowing he was the one that made you like this. His hips slammed into you as he felt himself about to reach his own peak, your soft breaths quickly pushing him over the edge.
His head rolled as he grunted in your ear, "Oh fuck, (Y/N)..." Your legs shook at the continued movement, your vision slowly returning to you. Your eyes wandered up to Niragi above you, his bare chest now slick with a thin layer of sweat. His hips jerked into you roughly as he cursed, his teeth sinking into your shoulder as he groaned, feeling himself burst into you, leaving his final mark.
Your breaths mingled together in the silence, filling the room. Niragi released your wrist, his head leaning to rest on your chest. Your hand stroked his hair, gently weaving in between the strands as his back rose and fell with his breath. He looked up at you slowly, grasping your chin and tilting it down to look at him.
"(Y/N)..."
"Y-yeah, Niragi?"
He stared silently for a moment, licking his lips carefully. His voice was soft and gentle, the opposite of his words. "You're mine. And only mine. Nobody is ever gonna lay a hand on you again... I'll make sure of it."
You swallowed a lump in your throat, unable to look away from his gaze. The words felt more like a threat than a promise, you thought. Seemingly noticing your unease, he lifted himself up off you and cupped your cheek, kissing you roughly. As he pulled back, his thumb ran over your swollen lips, his eyes tracing their outline. Releasing a slight groan as he pulled out of you, Niragi grabbed his briefs, pulled them on, and made his way for the bathroom.
You sat up on the bed, your eyes searching for your top that was discarded earlier. Clothing yourself, you buttoned up Niragi's shirt that still adorned your shoulders. You jumped as you felt a pair of hands wrap around you, quickly realizing who it was when he chuckled.
"Did I scare you?"
Even though you couldn't see Niragi, you could hear his grin. "I didn't hear you..." You felt instant relief as he pulled you into his chest, the warmth seeping through the fabric of his shirt. His scent overtook your senses as you leaned your head back into his neck, his hands creeping under your shirt to rest on your bare skin.
You closed your eyes as you felt his lips against your neck, planting gentle kisses on every spot he marked, almost acting as a physical apology. "I hope it didn't hurt too much," he chuckled. You hummed at his words, trying not to become embarrassed. "I-it was... Good... I liked it," you pursed your lips together, hoping he couldn't see your cheeks flush. You could hear his breath in your ear as he whispered, "Gotta let everyone know who you belong to."
Chishiya tried not to pace in the lobby, his hands firmly in his pockets. He was certain his physical demeanor was on point; cold and distant, unapproachable by most. But mentally, his mind was driving him crazy. He wasn't used to this feeling, whatever it was. He had studied medicine for years and could handle nearly any physical diagnosis. But mental? It was still quite a mystery to him, much to his displeasure. Kuina stood near him, not making eye contact. He could tell she was still upset, another thing that irked him at this particular moment.
Chishiya withheld himself from looking over when he felt eyes piercing into his back, knowing full well who those eyes belonged to. "Niragi," he thought. His mind was overcome with memories of the night prior, his mind finally putting two and two together as he placed this overwhelming feeling, guilt, is what most would call it.
His breath hitched as he heard your voice from behind him, his eyes just barely wandering over to Kuina nearly lunging toward you. He hid his concern as he took notice of the marks and bruises covering your neck and legs. Kuina blocked his sight of you, or perhaps she was blocking your sight of him. He didn't care for it either way.
"Are you alright? What happened? Did..." Kuina's voice grew quiet, though not quite enough for Chishiya not to hear. "Did Niragi do this to you?" He felt his heart skip a beat as he turned his full attention to them, his breath held in his throat, unable to come out. As you opened your mouth to speak, the crowd erupted as Hatter took his place on the balcony. All eyes were on their leader, all eyes except for one.
"The games are upon us again!" Hatter started his speech as normal. Chishiya's eyes wandered over your body worriedly, his final thought from yesterday playing over and over again in his mind, this time accompanied by an afterthought.
"Shit, shit, shit...  This is all my fault."
Chishiya looked to the balcony, trying to maintain his composure. His eyes stopped on Niragi, smugly looking down at him from above. He felt his fingernails dig into his palms as the two held gazes. Niragi's eyes said one thing, "I won."
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realisticjupiter · 2 months
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Okay um so HMANSMSZBNW I LIVE FOR YOUR CHISHIYA FICS AND I JUST WANTED TO KNOW IF HE WOULD EVER TRY TO MAKE HIS S/O SQUIRT??
ALSO UM can you do niragi too if you're comfortable with writing him? And if this entire idea is too much please feel free to reject this!!
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Thank you so much!! That means a lot 💞💞 I decided to write this like a headcanon so I could fit both off them!
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Summary: Chishiya & Niragi's reaction to reader squirting.
A/N: I did include Niragi but this is technically an AU where he isn't a rapist. Although it's not relevant; I just thought I'd make that clear.
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CHISHIYA is a clean freak. He prefers everything to be in one place; if he puts something in a specific spot, he'd spiral if it's not there. Messes always made him overwhelmed, almost claustrophobic.
But when he's pulling in and out of you, while using his fingers to circle around your clit, he can't help but freeze when he feels you soak the sheets beneath you.
He could hear your soft murmurs of apologies as you writhed beneath him. His eyes going to where your bodies connected with a surprised expression.
All he would do is sit there and register what your body did; for him for that matter. To his own surprise, he wasn't annoyed by the mess you had made, but proud of himself for it.
You squirting, fuels his ego like gas for a car. It makes him realize just how much he could manipulate your body and make you feel as good as you did, especially if you've never done that to anyone else.
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NIRAGI is a madman. He prefers the messes; gets off on it. He always loved seeing his cum spread around your body. Being able to cum on your face when you'd let him was what he'd look forward to the most.
He fucks you with desperation in each thrust, yearning for your load moans of his name so everyone could hear just how good he made you feel.
He'd watch as you drifted your fingers down to your clit to stimulate yourself just a little more. The feeling of Niragi's lower half being covered in your arousal, made him laugh.
It made him go harder, a wide wicked smile on his face as he found out just how much he loved being covered in you; almost more than he liked seeing you covered in him.
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reposts and comments are appreciated <3
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How it’s going
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Hi.♦️ I’ve been stuck in the borderlands so here’s an accurate description of my life as a peace offering. ♥️
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chxrry-moth · 1 year
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chishiya + niragi reaction to their gf squirting
chishiya
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he’s got you in missionary. his movements are slow and purposeful. he’s rolling his hips just the way you like and you start begging for more. “chishi please, i need it so badly”. he speeds up as you beg for it rubbing at your clit and fucking into your wet pussy like it’s sucking him back in. he’s pressing into your sweet spots and you sob, back arching. he presses your shoulders back down, hard. “just lay down baby, m’gonna take care of you” you’re hiccuping, mind gone, “chishiya m’gonna come please i need it, please please please let me-” you wail, back arched as he punches and tugs at your clit, shoving himself as deep as he can. your toes curl and you look up ar him with glossy eyes. “ it-it feels like m’gonna-” “gonna what, baby?” “feels like m’gonna pee!” his eyes darken for a moment, and he speeds up, slamming into you and you scream , squirting all over his dick. you’re mortified. he’s gonna hate you. “you’re gonna do that again for me.” and he starts rubbing meanly at your clit.
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he’s got you in a mating press, legs over his shoulders. he’s fucking into you with deep, slow strokes and you’re begging for more. “you’ll take what i give you pretty girl.” he grins down at you, shoving your legs a little higher. “m’sorry niragi you’re just so-” “so what baby? my cock making you dumb?” “you’re- you’re so deep, please, i need you deeper”. trembling, you take one of his hands and press it to the bulge in your lower stomach. you press down a bit, so he can feel his dick in you “you feel so good deep in my cunt, daddy” he expression drops for a moment and you think he’s angry at you before he hikes your legs up higher and starts pounding into you. “oh fuck, niragi, i-” “who? that’s not my name” “daddy , daddy please!” you’re babbling. “pleas what? aw poor thing. can’t think too well with my cock this deep can you?” he’s not expecting an answer. he changes his angle minutely and in seconds he’s hitting your sweet spot. your babbles of “daddy please, it’s so so big i need you please” are cut off by a wail as he pinches at your clit, tugging at it roughly. you squeal, clawing at his back as he keeps hammering you. it’s getting to be too much and tears are making your vision blurry. you gape up at him like he’s a god, and he smirks back down at you, wrapping his lips around your nipple and flicking his cold tongue piercing against it. that’s it for you, and your eyes roll back as you squeal and squirt. he pops off your nipples and doesn’t even blink, spreading your legs wider to lick a stripe up your belly. “daddy can’t wait to see you do that again.”
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roturo · 1 year
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CANDY
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“With many words behind (I said I love you again)”
CHISHIYA X AFAB!READER
WARNINGS: SMUT. Jealous Chishiya.
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Chishiya Shuntaro is not a man you want to fuck with. He’s the smartest in The Beach executives, and can easily get you killed without anyone knowing that it was planned by him. But don’t get me wrong, he’s not that intense with everybody. Just to people who try to get close to what’s his.
You? Oh you were the new fucking annoying executive. He didn’t understand how a person can be so stupid, (because he prefers calling it like that rather than clumsy.) Most of the time you were talking with your “friends” who are his “friends” (More like Kuina’s friends) So both of you have come across and obviously “get along” 
Or that’s what Kuina tells him. He always had to be next to you so you wouldn’t get hurt or make a mess. And he hated that. 
Chishiya was waiting with other executives in the “reunion” room for you. You were late again.
“Oh my god Arisu! We finally found the room” You chuckled, you’ve been spending like 10 minutes looking for this “reunion” room. “Thank you for helping me finding it.”
They could hear you talking with Arisu behind the door, it’s not like he wanted to know what you were talking about, you were just too loud.
You entered the room a little embarrassed of your late entry. “I’m sorry, I couldn’t find the room, and I went with Arisu so he could-“
“This is an exclusive place for executives, leave the boyfriend in your room next time.” 
“I’m sorry.” You murmured.
You were now here for enough time to know where the executives usually have their reunions. He’s been knowing you for months now and he doesn’t know why he still hasn’t made you quit or leave.Maybe because he didn’t wanted.
It’s just something about you that annoyed him so much. He was so mean and cold towards you and you still didn’t have anything against him like the others. You always kept that smile and sweet modals towards everybody. If it wasn’t for him, you would’ve been eaten alive by the horny man’s of The Beach. He’s a man too, he knows what they try to do. It’s not like he threatened them to stay away from you. Now… thinking about that, maybe he should do the same with Arisu.
The next day you were at the pool, you were just swimming around and talking with some people, it was a day off.
You decided to get something to drink, so you got to the bar next to the pool and just asked for some water. While you were waiting for it, you felt a hand touching your shoulder and making your turn to them.
“Oh Niragi, hi!” You said to him smiling with your eyes. Oh poor you… you didn’t know with who you were talking with.  You had known him for a while now, even though you never talked to him, you just didn’t feel like it or he doesn’t get near you. I ask myself why..
“Oh hey doll, whatcha’ doing?” He said, now moving his hand on your shoulder lower until he got into grabbing your hand.
You followed his movement with your eyes, you were confused, why is he doing this? “I’m just here for some water” You continued talking with him.
Chishiya was clenching his fists, nails digging into his palms that he swears now they had blood on them. He was seeing how Niragi was touching you. It’s like pretty obvious the reputation Niragi had around here, why are you talking with him?!
Just at this moment, Chishiya realized everything has changed. His heart towards you had a whole different meaning now.
Secretly, secretly, secretly.
So he couldn’t even think about what he was doing right now, he went to where both of you were, and then he had his arm around your waist grabbing you almost possessively. He had a forced smile looking at Niragi. “Oh wow, I didn’t know that you had plans to come here with y/n Niragi.. I might as well join both of you, haha..” 
He slightly let go of your waist when he got closer to Niragi’s ear with a smirk. 
“I will fucking end you if you don’t get your hands off y/n now. I don’t want this to repeat okay? Let’s not repeat what happened last time yeah?”
Niragi had a smirk on his face, but he just clicked his tongue and left with no explanation. Leaving you very confused.
“What’s wrong with you Chishiya? Why did you did that?” You asked him, you were not upset but genuinely confused.
He stayed quiet just looking at you. Wait. She’s right.. why did I did that? Like, why do I care so much for her? Shit. For some reason, the closer I get to you, I realize we’re really living under the same sky and i’ll never stop seeing you. Only because you are you.
“Chishiya! Answer me! I hate when you’re like this! You do things without any explanation and just doing whatever you want!” You said taking his hand out of your waist.
He finally talked when he felt the lost of your warm touch. “You know what I hate? Seeing you laughing with Niragi like he doesn’t want to fuck you. But oh… c’mon, we both know what he was trying to do when he was right here.”
“W-what?” You chuckled, “You’re really funny, why should I ever want to fuck with Niragi? I mean like I was just-“ He interrupted you now grabbing you by your arm and pulling you closer to him.
“Oh. So you think it’s funny to tease me with that fucker over there, huh?”
“Te-tease?! What? What the hell are you talking about Chishiya? Why you’re acting this way towards me now?”
“Why i’m acting this way? oh, maybe it’s because-“ Because I like you. And don’t want you to get with someone else. Shit, what? He stopped talking for a moment, with a frown on his face. “Y’know what? Never mind.” He didn’t even gave you time to process and complain or ask anything because he left as fast as possible.
The next day, everything was blurry. Chishiya couldn’t understand what’s going on between his heart and mind. Everything now tasted sweet as candy. Not even Kuina could understand what’s going on with him.
When the day started, Chishiya woke up to the sun which was so dazzling as always. But actually, this morning he didn’t hate this. He was kinda of hyped? It’s not like he shows it up, but you can see (barely, need to pay attention) that he seems more relaxed and open. 
But, now you ruined his mood. He saw you talking to Arisu again, laughing with him, smiling with him, touching him. He doesn’t understand why he feels this way, it’s you have this power over him. For some reason, the closer he gets to you, he despises you more. But it’s not that he doesn’t love you, because it will change him. 
Oh. Fuck. Now he understands why he’s feeling this way towards you. 
Compared to other girls, you’re an illusion. You’re way too good to be in a plural of them “girls” You were prettier, more kind, funnier, and you were perfect. That’s what he hates about you. He seems himself shabbily trapped in the idea of having you by his side. He has hardened his heart for this not to happen, but someway you got through it.
And oh well… he was fucked.
He clenched his teeth at the sight of you being too close with Arisu for his liking. 
fuck it.
He quickly went to grab you by the arm, and got you far away from Arisu until both of you were at his room. 
“Ouch Chishiya! That hurts” You whined at the sudden action of him taking you away with no warning. “Let me go!” 
He let you go with a cold haze but he started caressing your arm.
“I’m sorry.” He broke the silence now looking at you.
“What’s wrong with you Chishiya? You’ve been acting weird for days now! It’s getting really annoying.” You crossed your arms.
“Because you could be in danger with the others, who knows what they want to do with you.” Shit. Just confess you asshole. 
“Why do you care so much?!” You raised your voice. “You’ve been treating me like a toy this days! Just doing whatever you want”
“I’m doing it so I can protect you.”
“PROTECT ME FOR WHAT? IM ALREADY AN ADULT CHISHIYA! JUST STOP GETTING IN MY WAY.”
“It’s for your own good y/n-“
“YOU DONT KNOW WHATS GOOD FOR ME CHISHIYA! YOU’RE NOT MY DAD! YOU DONT HAVE ANY REASON TO DO THIS!”
“IM DOING THIS BECAUSE I LOVE YOU Y/N”
Oh shit. He was so damned. This wasn’t the way he planned this. Why should he still be behind you taking care of you when he can be by your side? He prepared so far to say this (just to leave behind the words he prepared)
“W-what?”
“I’m in love with you Y/N” 
You got closer to him, maybe you’re going to slap him? No. Maybe punch him?
“Kiss me.” Oh well. That wasn’t expected.
“Huh? y/n what- mmh!” He left a small groan at the sudden kiss.
His lips tasted as sweet as candy. They were soft and they were like they’re made for you. 
Both of you let go for a moment to catch your breath “Kiss me again.”  He said. You let out a whine as he put an arm around your waist, squeezing almost too low. 
You leaned forward, dragging the wetness of your lips across his cheek. You felt his breath hitch as you smoothed your palms over his chest, hooking one of your fingers into his swim trunks. You kissed his earlobe soft, your tongue barely grazing the cartilage. You felt his heart beat a little quicker against your hand.
“You’re such a tease, aren’t you?”
You gave him large, doe eyes as he rubbed soft circles over your hipbones with the pads of his thumbs. You nodded your head in agreement, giving him a stupid smile as you moved to break away from his touch.
“Sorry, Chishiya” you said, feigning sadness and giving him dramatic fake tears. “Maybe I should stop before you kill someone.” You chuckled at the thought.
You turned away from him, trying to leave him , but he reached for your waist again. You let out huff of annoyance as he pulled you flush against his front, his hands crossing in front of your body.
You turned your head as he lifted his eyes, his lips pink and wet as he let his eyes wander over your face, searching for any sign of how you were feeling. You spun to face him, pushing him back with forceful hands so he hit the wall behind him.
“With many words behind, I finally said I love you.” he whispered, his hands coming up your sides. You ignored the tickling sensation it gave you, shaking your head.
He chuckled a little, lowering his body a little until he was on his knees. Your eyes widened a little. 
“I’m sometimes an asshole” he agreed, kissing your stomach as soon as he settled in front of you.
“If by a sometimes, you mean always, sure,” you struggled to breathe as his hands came down your bare legs, stroking the skin of your thighs as he kissed your stomach again. He watched as your eyes began to pool with a softness that hadn’t been there before, a relief he hadn’t seen yet.
You let out a gasp as he dipped his head, his lips wet against your inner thigh as he kissed. You were forced to lean forward, your palms flat against the wall as he continued to kiss your thighs from underneath you. You whimpered as he sat up on his knees, pulling your hips tight against him as he kissed the bare skin above the waistband of your underwear (bikini). A knot in the pit of your belly was growing rapidly now. 
“If that means I can be your asshole always, then let me be it.” He moved one of your hands to rest on his shoulder as he hooked on of your legs around his neck.
You let out a whine as he kissed your heat, although still clothed, with a wetness that made your head fall back.
“Shut up Chishiya..” 
You closed your leg around his head hard, forcing his lips onto your core. You let out a gasp as his tongue slowly emerged from between his lips, caressing your folds as he gathered your wetness into his mouth. His eyes fluttered shut just for a moment as he relished the taste of you.
Eyes rolled back in your head as you felt his tongue wrap around your sensitive bud. You were driven by adrenaline and that coil tightening in your stomach, the wet sounds that were produced by his skillful mouth had you crazy.
“Fuck, you’re so good,” he said huskily, his eyes wild as he quickened the darting of his tongue. “lemme hear you.”
You obliged, letting out soft whines of his name as he continued to suck on your bundle of nerves. You watched him through brown eyes as he let a few fingers slip into you, curling as soon as they bottomed out. You gripped his wrist, setting a quick pace as he lapped at your heat. Before long, your walls were clenching around his fingers as his wet muscle paid special attention to your aching, sensitive clit.
“That’s it, th’s my girl,” Mine. All mine now. he breathed, his fingers slowing their pace as you began to see stars. “Fuck, come for me, all over my fingers.”
Your senses on overdrive as you hit the most anticipated climax you had ever felt. He milked you through your moment of pleasure, collecting your excitement as he lapped at your folds. You panted a little, your cheeks flushed as he pulled away from you.
He got back on his feet. Licking your juices from his fingers looking straight at you. 
“I will always be by your side. You’re never alone again. I am by your side.” He said grabbing you from the waist. 
“I think you have a little problem there” You giggled at him, breaking his trance he had watching you.
“Huh? What?” You looked down to his crotch, and looked back at a flustered Chishiya looking at his ‘little’ problem. “Oh.”
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(A/N: Okay, so I wanted to explain how I used this song for my fic (CANDY-NCT DREAM), Basically the song speaks about a break up, and going to a new “phase” leaving your loved person behind even though you still love them. So I interpreted this as Chishiya hiding his love with “hate” towards reader, since he didn’t wanted to go to the other “phase” of now loving them. I hope you understand it! And I hope you like it too, since this one is my favorite so far ♡)
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drainslo · 1 month
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Brains & Brawn- Chapter 8: Karts
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You were walking somewhere, anywhere that your feet would carry you. You fought the small amount of tears that started to roll down your face which threatened to become more.
You couldn't believe that Chishiya was willing to kiss you, but not mean anything by it. Your face was flushed with the humiliation of rejection.
Your vision was slightly blurry, which resulted in you almost stumbling into Tatta.
“Ah! I was looking for you,” he said awkwardly, looking relieved. “Hatter’s called an executive meeting right now.”
You thanked Tatta and made your way through the hotel to the upper floor where Hatter held his meetings. You felt a sense of deja-vu from the last time you had been there. The last time where this had all started, and you became entangled with Chishiya.
Hatter and the rest of the executives were already there. There were a couple of newcomers who were standing next to Hatter. It didn't escape your notice that they both had their hands tied behind their backs. Likely because they weren't immediately compliant with the Beach.
You took your place near the militants next to Niragi, who flashed a smile at you when you came in.
“You think Hatter got rid of that bastard?” Niragi whispered when you were close enough. You furrowed your brow in confusion, but it immediately became clear who he was talking about.
“Guess not,” he said when he saw Chishiya walk in casually. “Shit, hope he doesn’t take away your position.”
You smiled nervously back at Niragi but didn’t say anything as Hatter began the meeting.
“Executives! Glad you’re here! Now, I’ve called you all here because I’ve realized a solution to our pressing problem, and I also have a couple of new people here.” Hatter looked towards you and Chishiya expressively as you realized that one of the main points of this meeting was about both of you.
“So, from what I understand, you’ve been getting along swimmingly,” Hatter started with initially. You wanted to laugh at the irony of what had just transpired. If only Hatter knew that Chishiya didn't care.
You looked towards Chishiya to see his reaction, but he just blankly stared ahead of him.
“But, I think I’ve come up with a reasonable proposition. (Name) is one of the best executive group leaders at the Beach with the lowest casualty rate out of all of you, but Chishiya has never done so. Tonight, both of them will play and lead groups during the games. I’d also like to see Chishiya lead more groups.”
You flushed at the mention of your success rate in leading groups. Of course Hatter would consider this as a tiebreaker. But you had 5 days left on your visa, and you really didn’t feel like playing tonight.
“Hatter, I just played a game recently,” you said cautiously, not caring to mention that Chishiya was also in your group.
“Are you questioning my methods?” Hatter’s voice lowered dangerously, and you immediately regretted speaking out. Across the circle, An looked at you with pity in her eyes.
“Of course not Hatter. I look forward to playing,” you lowered your head submissively so he wouldn’t have reason to label you a traitor.
“Great! Now,” Hatter paused to turn his gaze meaningfully to the couple that were besides him. “I’d like to introduce you to some newcomers we have here. You said your names were Arisu and Usagi?”
The boy, Arisu, nodded fervently as he looked around the circle, his eyes settling on Chishiya. “You’re the one from the spades game!” he beamed in recognizing Chishiya like he could save them from their situation.
Chishiya didn’t respond but coolly watched Arisu. You thought that he looked as if he were making conclusions about something; he studied Arisu in the same way that he had watched people on the Beach from your balcony.
You knew that Chishiya was as likely to help Arisu as he was to be open with his emotions.
“Arisu also shows promise to be an executive, and he has brought the seven of hearts with him. I’ll have him go in a group with one of the executives today,” Hatter continued, ignoring the short exchange that just transpired.
A seven? You questioned how Arisu had even made it out alive of such a high ranked hearts game. But then again, Mira had cleared the nine of hearts somehow which earned her a highly ranked executive position.
Mira’s eyes gleamed, and she looked as if she were going to say something until a voice spoke up.
“He can come with me. I’m playing tonight,” An stepped forward without even glancing towards Arisu.
“Then that’s all settled? Executives are dismissed. I’ve already welcomed Arisu and Usagi to the Beach, but we have to go over some rules,” Hatter relayed to the rest of you, and you rolled your eyes at the mention of the Beach’s extensive rules.
You walked out silently, and didn’t feel like talking to Niragi. You hoped that Chishiya wouldn’t try to talk to you either. Or did you?
“(Name),” you heard someone behind you say. You swiveled around to find that it was Aguni addressing you.
“Yes?” you asked nervously. You couldn’t think of a reason Aguni had to look for you.
“Follow me,” Aguni said, and led you to an area where nobody could overhear you. You cocked your head to the side questioningly as you waited for him to speak.
“I think you should be careful around Niragi,” he said slowly.
“What?” You blurted before you could stop yourself. This was the second warning about Niragi you had received in a relatively short timeframe.
“Only regarding Chishiya. Try to keep the two separate at all costs, and don’t bring Chishiya up to him without warning.”
“Why? Did something happen?” you questioned, trying to figure out what had made Aguni get involved.
“I believe Niragi has taken a special interest in Hatter’s project with you two, and the relationship you’ve developed,” Aguni replied carefully. You felt that he wasn’t telling you everything based on his precarious tone.
“Alright,” you said finally. All these exchanges made you wonder how Niragi behaved when he wasn’t around you. It sounded like he became an entirely different person from whom you had once known him to be.
This was what the Borderlands was: it takes from you and warps the person you once were.
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The evening came before you knew it, and you waited in a hallway nearby for Hatter to start and finish his evening rousing speech. You had been avoiding everyone by hiding out in the shooting range. You felt Chishiya wouldn’t dare come, and he didn’t.
You didn’t know if you were more disappointed or frustrated by him.
You paced in the hallway anxiously, until you saw Kuina approaching you. “(Name)! Are you alright? I saw Chishiya earlier today and-”
The feeling of evil jealousy reared its head in your ugly chest, and before you could stop yourself you spoke almost automatically.
“Chishiya this, Chishiya that. I guess it’s good he talks to you,” you laughed sardonically and immediately regretted doing so. Kuina didn't deserve your frustrations about Chishiya.
“I’m so sorry about him. You didn’t even come spar with me. Listen, (Name), I don’t know exactly what happened between you two,” Kuina pulled out a cigarette that you didn’t see she was carrying and lit it.
You waited for her to begin speaking again as she inhaled the smoke. She leaned against the wall and sighed before continuing speaking.
“I also don’t know exactly how Chishiya feels, but from what I’ve seen I definitely think there’s something. Whenever you’re playing games, he watches you until you leave. He lurks around or sends me to find out if you’ve made it safely back."
You stopped pacing in shock, and took a shuddery breath in disbelief. You wanted to start crying again from the ill feeling that arose when you thought of your dysfunctional relationship with Chishiya.
He does care.
There was an unusual silence, which made you register that Hatter's speech had ended. “I have to go,” you told Kuina and she wished you luck in your game.
You found a place to stand and waved for people who were in group 9 to come towards you. Out of the corner of your eye, you saw Chishiya was leading group 10. He was talking with Arisu for some reason, even though you thought Arisu was supposed to be playing with An.
You didn’t realize you were staring at Chishiya until Niragi came up to you and tapped your head with the sniper gun he carried playfully, awakening you from your reverie. 
“Hey bitch! Daydreaming about someone?” Niragi greeted you.
“Niragi? Aren’t you supposed to be in another group?” You asked in confusion upon seeing Niragi. Occasionally the militants played together, but more frequently didn’t due to the power imbalance.
Hatter wasn’t very fond of a spades dominated player group, especially when you all had guns.
“Since Chishiya’s got to be in charge of one group, I don’t have to do so tonight. So I’ll stick with you, I’m sure to live,” Niragi smiled in amusement but you felt more panicked than anything. You would now see with your own eyes what the others said about Niragi.
Counting Niragi and yourself, there would be 7 people in your group playing that night. It was more than you usually had, and you felt the weight of the responsibility for keeping everyone alive drop on your shoulders.
Motioning for everyone to leave, you began to walk out towards the parking lot with Niragi chattering loudly about how many people there were to watch over. Before you left the Beach’s lobby, you turned back to see if what Kuina said was true. 
And you felt a chill run down you after you locked eyes with Chishiya, who was indeed watching you leave. 
You wanted to run over to him, and ask him why he kissed you. You wanted to ask him what you were to him. But most of all, you just wanted to talk to him again.
You tore your eyes away from him and focused back on the group you were with. You could now practically feel the burning gaze of Chishiya on your back as you walked out.
“Hey- don’t you agree that Hatter’s asking for a lot?” Niragi poked you in the side when he realized that you weren’t responding.
You sighed and clambered into the driver’s seat of one of the larger cars the Beach had to offer. 
“Hatter always asks for a lot,” you duly responded, watching Niragi take the seat next to yours. You turned on the music of the car as the other players crawled into the back, so that Niragi would get the message that you would rather be alone in your thoughts.
The poor quality of the music faintly played as you arrived at the game venue. It appeared to be either an arcade, or a go-karting site. It was hard to tell when the moss and rampant plants grew over the sign of the building.
You entered the building with the others, and as everyone grabbed a phone for registration you saw the go-karts lined up, ready for a race. You drew your gaze to the go-karting course that lay before you, and felt a sense of dread build up. There were around 20 of them lined up, which already was a difficult enough number to race.
The course also was redesigned to be abnormally more difficult than anytime you’ve ever raced. There were tighter turns, and the course appeared to be much longer. You hadn’t been go-karting frequently, and you hoped that the game’s rules weren’t impossible to clear.
“Racing! Sounds fun,” Niragi grinned at you while all you could think was how awful and not fun this game was going to be. “I bet I can beat you,” he continued and pulled out a pair of driving gloves from his pocket.
“How the fuck do you have those?” There wasn’t any way Niragi could’ve known that this game was centered around driving.
“Ah, don’t you think they make me look sexier? I was actually planning on driving us here, but you took the seat so I didn’t say anything,” Niragi flashed the gloves at you, and you shook your head in disbelief at his stupidity. Before you could say more, the chime of the game began.
GAME START
DIFFICULTY: FOUR OF HEARTS 
[KARTS]
NO WEAPON USE
TIME: 20 MINUTES
RULES:
PLAYERS MUST PICK A KART TO RACE IN. THERE WILL BE A 5 MINUTE PERIOD FOR PLAYERS TO GET INTO A KART.
AFTER THE PERIOD ENDS, THERE WILL BE A COUNTDOWN FOR PLAYERS TO BEGIN RACING. GAME CLEAR WILL BE FOR ALL PLAYERS WHO MAKE 3 LAPS IN THE GIVEN TIME PERIOD. 
WE STRONGLY ADVISE YOU TO PICK ONE OF THE FIRST KARTS TO GET A HEAD START. HELMETS ARE PROVIDED ON A TABLE ON THE OPPOSITE SIDE OF THE ROOM.
You watched as everyone in the venue either ran towards the first karts that were lined up on the course or went to grab a helmet. You gestured at everyone from the Beach to grab a helmet, but a couple went for the go-karts instead.
“Isn’t the helmet more important than the position? I’ve never been racing without one,” you said to Niragi as you both pulled one over your head. The helmets were running out quickly, and it soon became clear that there wasn’t enough for everyone.
“Doesn’t matter to protect your head, when you’re dead,” Niragi quipped and you both jogged back to the go-karts. You brought back a couple of helmets and handed them to the pair of Beach players who defied your instructions.
There were 3 minutes left until the race began. You strapped yourself into the go-kart and prepared yourself for the race. Why was the game hearts? You thought to yourself, bewildered by the suit of the game, but before you knew it, the game’s announcer spoke.
GAME START
A/N: Sorry it took me so long to get this chapter out, I was so busy this week!! Hope you guys like it :) (also peep Chishiya will be more present in the next chap haha)
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bangtaninborderland · 8 months
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RISK IT ALL (25) - (un)mended.
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Genre: Chishiya X fem reader | violence| angst
Warning: this chapter contains mentions of blood.
A/N: sorry this took so long :(((, I decide to change the chapters around so the story lasts a little longer, next chapter someone old returns and drama follows their arrival. Who do you want to see return?
Ch.24| Masterlist | ch.26
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You managed to drag him into the house enough to lay him flat on the floor and close the door behind you before starting on the stitches.
Chishiya hissed as the needle pierced his skin, you’d cleaned the wound as best as you could following his instructions word for word but honestly, this was the part you were dreading.
“I’m so sorry.” You babbled out as you threaded the needle through again.
The wound was deep but luckily it didn’t hit any organs, regardless of how many needles you had you were entirely sure you wouldn’t be able to fix that without at least basic medical knowledge.
It took a few more stitches before he deemed it enough, you tried to keep your hands as still as possible as you wrapped the dressing around the wound, his face pale and sweaty as he struggled to keep his eyes open. “T-Thankyou.”
“Don’t try to talk right now.” You shushed him. “Save your energy.”
“You wouldn’t -“ Chishiya coughs. “-know what to do if I didn’t talk you through it.”
“Is there anything else I need to do?” You asked as you secured the last strip of tape around the bandage.
He shook his head as best he could. “I need rest and fluids, I need to get to the bed.”
“I think I can help, just tell me how.” You shove the spare tape and bandages aside as he tries to sit up.
“I’ll need you to support my wounded side, I can’t put pressure on it.” He explains.
You quickly jump into action, wrapping his arm around your neck and helping him stand. Despite his wound, he doesn’t put his entire weight on you. “Relax against me.” You mumble, as you take small shuffled steps towards the bedroom.
Chishiya snorts. “Yeah and then when you fall to the floor who will help me?”
“Shut up.” You huff, turning your body around to sit him on the bed. “Can you lay down okay?”
“Yeah, I just need to sleep.” He gives a weak smile but you tap his arm.
“You can’t sleep until you eat. It may be cold but I can reheat it. I made dinner before all…” you wave your hands around his wound. “This.”
He rolls his eyes, turning to face the wall, you almost thought he had dismissed you before he looked at you again. “Okay, I’ll stay away. Don’t take too long.”
You didn’t respond, instead, you made your way to the kitchen, flicking on the small portable stove and reheating the earlier prepared food, it wouldn’t taste as good, not that it would have tasted great anyway considering what kind of food it was but it was at least something to keep you both full.
Something to keep you both alive.
You tried not to think about things like food, heat, electricity and water because then you would have to consider the possibility that one day, if you didn’t make it out of these games, and you didn’t die, you’d run out of the necessities. Not run out in a way where you had to do another short, albeit dangerous, stock up but run out in a way where there was no more to be found.
You sighed, brushing away the heavy thoughts as you placed the food back on the plates. You juggled both plates back to the bedroom and sure enough, Chishiya was asleep.
You nudged him a little, slowly and gently, of course, to rouse him. Though you didn’t have to try too hard as once he smelt the food he was instantly twisting his body around to take the bowl from you. “Thanks.”
“How do you feel?” You asked, taking a mouthful of your food.
He finished chewing before speaking. “In pain.”
“What happened?” You asked around your spoon.
He watched you for a moment before taking another bite, the question hanging in the air.
“This guy wanted my bag, he seemed crazy, probably from extreme isolation.” He summarised. “Anyway, we fought and he had a knife. I fought him off and luckily found a hammer, I hit his knee, grabbed my bag and ran.” He shrugged, scooping up another heat of food on his fork.
You took a moment to process what he had said, some part of your brain imagining the scene unfolding in front of you. The mere thought made shivers run down your spine and not in a pleasant way. “How long do you think it will take you to heal?”
“I don’t know. There’s no actual medicine here, hatter had the nearest hospitals raided and whatever they found and hoarded burned down along with the rest of the beach. Usually, it’s three to six weeks but that’s with proper medical care. I’ll be okay to enter the game as long as it’s not strenuous but diamonds rarely ar-“ Chishiya stops mid-sentence causing you to look up at him. “Why are you crying?”
You shook your head, wiping away the damp tears you were unaware had been falling in the first place. “Sorry, I-“ you paused, not sure what to say. “Sorry.”
“You’re scared.” He states.
You shrug at first until he raises an eyebrow and you nod. “I guess, not of something happening to me, but something happening to you.”
“Something did happen to me and I’m still alive.” He pointed out, his voice the tiniest bit softer. “If you keep fearing death whether it be for yourself or for me it will only put you in further danger. I meant what I said when we met, caring here is dangerous.”
“Yeah, but you care about me and nothing bad happened.” You place your bowl to the side, no longer hungry.
Chishiya still plays with his food, using the spoon to pick it apart. He looks up to you for a second, a hint of something in his eyes, as if he knew something you didn’t. “That’s not to say it won’t come back to bite me in the ass and anyway who said I care about you?”
You roll your eyes groaning, after all this time you were able to tell when he was and wasn’t being serious, now was one of those times when he attempted to make jokes to cheer you up. At least that’s what you’ve begun telling yourself. “Shut up. Don’t you have to sleep or something?”
“I do.” He chuckles, handing the bowl out to you before pulling the covers over himself. “The bag, you have to put the food away.”
“Okay.” You smile, watching as his eyes fight to stay open. “Just sleep don’t worry about anything else.”
“Oh, the door, the front door, push the table in front. It will keep it secure.” He mumbles, head lulling to the side.
You watch him again for a few minutes before realising how creepy it seemed, you leave the room quietly, pulling the door closed behind you.
You made a mental list of things you could do whilst he slept, already prepared for the next few days being filled with naps. The dishes are your first to do, Chishiya hated the mess and quite frankly you did too. You’d always have fights with your sister because she had forgotten to put something where it was SUPPOSED to be. Her favourite excuse had been “I’m blind.”
Which you would argue, that she was blind, not stupid.
The arguments you two shared were often futile, in the end, you’d end up doing whatever she needed and she would thank you endlessly in her own, special, way of course.
Thankfully you hadn’t created much mess over your short dinner so it didn’t take you too long, what seemed like thirty minutes had passed. You never really got used to the way time here passed.
You remembered Chishiya's instructions to push the table against the door, if someone had followed him to the house surely they would have already broken In but even so you would rather be safe than sorry so after some struggle you pulled the small brown table through from the tiny, makeshift living room and pushing it firm against the door as quietly as possible.
You managed to find the bag thrown lazily in the hall, the item being the last thing in either of your minds when he stumbled in the doorway hours earlier with a bloody wound. You weren’t expecting it to be as heavy as it was, especially considering he managed to get into the house before dropping it.
You definitely weren’t as strong as him.
Sighing you opened the bag, slumping a little as you eyed the contents. The look in his eyes earlier suddenly made sense, if he hadn’t been in the store looking for this he probably wouldn’t have been hurt.
Resting atop everything was a book you had mentioned wanting to read when you first came to the house. You took it out carefully, as though it were to break if you put too much force into your grip. You turned it over, reading the blurb on the back before setting it down.
You’d ask Chishiya about it later.
Though right now you try to pay it no mind, not wanting to cry and cause yourself a headache. You focused on unpacking the rest of the bag, he had managed to grab quite a good selection of canned foods, some pasta still in date, a few packs of crackers, some medicine, another sewing kit, a smaller first aid kit, socks, underwear and hidden beneath everything a packet of condoms.
You blushed at the item, shoving it back deep inside the backpack. Your face was a light shade of pink as you zipped it back up, carrying the cans over to their respective places.
It would all come in handy, the medicine especially, even though it was only over-the-counter pills they went a long way in a world like this. You’d have enough food to last 5 days if you didn’t have a feast. You laughed at the thought, the idea of having a feast on stale crackers and canned vegetables was ridiculous but for now, you’d take the small pleasures whenever you could have them.
You finished restocking the cupboards after a few minutes, it wasn’t exactly a huge task, there wasn’t a mass of food but still, you took your time.
“Hello?” You heard Chishiya calling out. You left the last cupboard open, completely ignoring the previous task when you heard his voice.
“Coming.” You respond, despite already being within arms reach of the door.
He’s lying on his back, looking rather uncomfortable. “Sorry, it’s just I can’t move this and my neck hurts.” He gestures to a pillow that’s lodged itself weirdly both behind and underneath him.
“No it’s okay, here let me help.” You step forward, helping him sit up before fixing the pillow. “How do you feel?”
“I imagine being hit by a car would hurt less.” He huffs, maybe that was a stupid question. “How long did I sleep?”
“I’d say around an hour?” You guessed. “You should rest more.”
“I need medicine.” He responds, his face still too pale for your liking. “Did you unpack the bag?”
“Oh.” Images of the book came back to your mind. “Yeah, let me just grab you some medicine.”
You quickly excuse yourself, pulling out the packet of painkillers and a bottle of water. “Here.” You mumble handing the water to him as you pop out the correct dosage.
“Thank you.” He mumbled, still somewhat half asleep. “What’s wrong?”
He slips the pills in his mouth, swallowing around his water bottle. “Nothing.”
“You’re a horrible liar. Was it the book or the condoms?” He raises an eyebrow, the smirk on his face annoyed you.
“Shut up, you’re so annoying. It was the book, I can’t believe you actually brought those.” You took the bottle back, securing the lid on it before placing it on the small table. “Why did you get the book? It wasn’t worth you being like this.”
“It was for me, your reading would make you less annoying. I chose to get it therefore it is my decision. Don’t be stupid and blame yourself for that.” He shakes his head, readjusting himself to take the pressure off his side.
“You’re a horrible liar too.” You retort, he could say all he wanted but he took it for you and it’s because of that a small pool of guilt bubbled in your stomach as you looked at his side. “You got hurt because you wanted to get me a book.”
“The guy wasn’t going for the book he was going to the mediation. If the bag wasn’t so heavy because of the book I probably wouldn’t have got away.” You were grateful for him truly, but it was a stupid way of cheering you up.
“You used a hammer, not the bag.” You huffed, his explanation useless.
“I only got to the hammer because that heavy book hit him straight in the face when I threw the bag at him.” He hummus. “Well the book and the cans but still.”
You can’t help but laugh at that. “Are you in pain?”
“As much as can be expected.” He brushes his hair out of his face.
“Is there anything else I can do to help?” You asked, wanting to make the situation as easy for him as possible.
“Have you checked and cleaned your arm?” He asks.
You think back to the past 24 hours, the only time it had been cleaned was when Chishiya had done it himself. “No.”
“Clean your arm, do you need my help?” He asks and you shake your head. “Okay but do it here so I can look at the stitches.”
You agree, slipping out of the room to grab the first aid kit and a packet of crackers before returning to the room and carefully dropping the items on the bed. “I hate this.”
“Cleaning wounds used to be my least favourite thing to do too.” You didn’t question it, it was rare he shared personal things about himself, instead, you just filed it in the small folder in your head labelled ‘random Chishiya facts.’
You pulled the bandage off, discarding it in the trash can before leaning over to show him. “What do you think?”
He looks it over, gently raising a finger to touch at the area before looking up at you, your faces close. “I think a day or two more and I can take them out.”
“Oh.” You huffed, a little ignorant of his words being this close to him, to his lips. “Okay.”
“Clean it. Carefully.” He reminds you.
You blush a little in embarrassment. “Okay.”
It doesn’t take long to clean the wound, it was never big to begin with but it was a bullet wound so you let yourself feel sorry for yourself over it as you dabbed it clean with alcohol. “You can apply a little more pressure.”
“It hurts.” You wince as you wipe away the dried blood.
“It stings, you mean. It shouldn’t hurt too bad. Put some numbing cream over it but don’t take any more painkillers. You don’t want your body to become dependent on them for pain in case we run out.” He explains, nudging the cream towards you from where he lays.
“You think that’s a possibility?” You ask without looking up.
He’s quiet for a second. “Yeah, I think we are very close to the point we will no longer be able to actually survive here. Time passes weirdly, buildings that should have stood for years, even abandoned, are beginning to crumble after a few weeks.”
“So how long do you think we have been here for?” You finish cleaning your wound, covering it with gauze.
“I think in our time either years or days. It seems as though time passes faster here simply because in our original world the buildings would take years to grow the level of decay some others already have.”
You pack away the cleaning supplies in the small box. “It doesn’t make sense though, if everything around us is ageing faster than back in the original world, if that’s even what it is, then shouldn’t we be ageing too?”
“Not necessarily, I don’t think we are actually part of this world. I believe we are here to play the games and if we win we get to stay.”
You held your breath. “And if we don’t?”
“I think we will die.” He mumbled nonchalantly.
“Don’t say that.” You shook your head, laying down beside him. “I don’t want to hear that.”
“It’s the truth.” He shrugs, pulling the blanket closer to you.
“I’m going to sleep.” You huffed.
“You know there’s something you could do for me.” You could hear the smile in his voice despite facing away from him.
“What’s that?” You groan.
“Read to me. The new book I got you.” He asked, you didn’t miss the way he said the book was yours despite claiming it wasn’t for you.
You considered it, seeing the book made you feel bad but if it helped him relax then you couldn’t deny him. “Okay, let me get the book.”
You slid out of bed, quickly retrieving the book and returning to your previous position, handing him the crackers you’d taken from the kitchen earlier.
“Get in the blanket you’ll get cold.” He holds it up for you and you take the chance to push yourself closer as you open the book and begin to read.
You don’t know who ends up falling asleep first but you dreamt of a better world, one where Chishiya took you on dates, read to you under large trees in the summer sun, and cooked your meals whilst you wrote.
A world where you were happy and safe, together.
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hearts-4-valentine · 6 months
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𝐌𝐲 𝐜𝐫𝐚𝐳𝐲 𝐛𝐨𝐲𝐬
(𝐀/𝐍: there will be a part 2 I think maybe a part 4 because Idek but I’m going to make it different scenarios and stuff like that)
𝐒𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲: you are dating a psychotic menace and a smartass manipulator at the same time (they both know about it dw 😉)
⇨MASTERLIST!!⇦
Word Count: 413 words
LOVE YOU ALL AND THANKS FOR THE SUPPORT ON GETTING MY WATTPAD ACCOUNT BACK I APPRECIATE IT SO MCH ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️!!
Sincerely, Valentine ★!
What you have never expected from Niragi or even Chishiya is that they would share you. Niragi never liked to share. What was his was his, no one could take that away from him.
Same with Chishiya who especially didn't like to share. But though the affection was nice and all there was still a problem: Niragi and Chishiya didn't like each other.
To solve that problem you had a schedule that you could spend time with both of them. Niragi had you during the afternoon and evening. Chishiya had you in the morning and night.
If you saw one another somewhere at the beach you would hug them and talk for a bit. You'll see Niragi and the other militants at the beach parties during your time with Chishiya when you two would go together most of the time with Kuina. But during your time with Niragi you'll see Chishiya with Kuina (Most of the time) or by himself observing some of the other citizens of the beach.
EVENINGS WITH NIRAGI:
•ALWAYS has a hand on your waist
•never leaves your side
• “Stay close to me okay babe? I don’t trust these fuckers…”
•has his rifle in his hand at all times (just in case yk)
•rough, passionate, deep kisses
•hanging out with the militants
•sitting on his lap
•glares at anyone who looks at you funny
• “watcha looking at bitch!?”
•hands roam around your thighs when you guys are sitting down
•would sneak off to his room and do the if yk yk
NIGHTTIME WITH CHISHIYA
•acts like a baby and won't let go of you
•cuddles you all night
•is a light sleeper so he instantly wakes up when you try to get up
• "where are you going?”
• “No you’re staying with me.”
•he secretly enjoys you playing with your hair but says he hates it
•during you’re time together you make sure to do his eyeliner
•you go to the rooftop and watch the other members at the beach party while you two talk about anything
•you guys go to a game just for fun
•soft, loving, quick kisses 🤭🤭
•if you two do the the thing…you guys probably won’t stop until 2 in the morning (probably the same with Niragi but Chishiya probably has more stamina)
(A/N: I hope you enjoyed this I was trying to make this a fanfic but it turned out to be headcannons instead. I’ll try to make a fanfic out no promises 😔😔)
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shyanddreamy · 1 year
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Curiosity killed the cat
Chishiya Shuntaro x Reader x Niragi Suguru
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Summary: Chishiya was a complete mystery, but he had caught your eye. He always hid behind his apparent lack of emotion, as if he didn´t care about anything. So you wanted to show him how wrong he was.
Warnings: smut, threesome, blowjob, con non-con, vaginal and anal sex, degradation, unprotected sex, dirty talk, teasing, slight praise.
Author´s note: First of all, this is an independent post, so you can read this as a one shot. But if you want more context, you can check my other aib posts. Also English is not my first language so I apologize for any possible mistakes. I really hope you like it. Love u all <3
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There were too many different people at The Beach; only connected by the desire of survive The Borderlands and have as much fun as they could till their last day there. With that death games they have been forced to play, they couldn’t know when will be their last day. Anyway, your attention has been lately on one single person. He was blonde, had cat-eyes and was pretty silence. He seemed to enjoy more when he was observing others, like if he was studying cautiously them. Niragi despised him; he always said he hated his condescending look. Niragi thought that he believed himself clever than the rest, but you couldn´t help but feel some kind of curiosity about him.
"Hello there", you said while sitting next to him in one of the seats next to the swimming pool. "Are you having fun?"
"Not really a party person"
"Maybe if you tried to have a drink or dance, it could improve"
"Yeah. Maybe someday", Chishiya answered. His sight was on you as one of the corners of his lips lifted up very slightly. When he wasn´t completely serious, that was his grimace instead. "To what do I owe the honor of your presence?"
"I was just thinking about you", you said, widening your smile. "We should talk more, you know? Like, spend more time together"
"We have been together earlier, at the executives meeting"
"You are very perceptive, don´t you, Chishyia?", you asked him. You moved a little closer to him, invading his personal space, and ran your fingers up to his hair, playing lightly with one of his bangs. "I´m sure you know what I mean"
"I´m not used to spend my time with Militants", he commented. Chishyia wasn´t bothered or concerned by your presence at all. Even if he was, he was good at hiding it. He was good at hiding his every thought or emotion. "Does Niragi agree with your interest in being here with me? I´m starting to realize that he didn´t like me too much"
"Niragi and I have so much fun together. But you know how our relationship is"
"I don’t have any clue really"
You knew Niragi since he was in his senior year in high school. And the bonds developed between you two then had grown and evolved over the years. Friends with benefits, allies, a couple with and open relationship, partners, kindred spirits or just a pair of freaks who had stuck together. You had never labelled your relationship. You didn’t need it anyways; it wasn´t necessary. You just did what you want when you want in the way you want, but always being in the same team. Sometimes you were just both against the world and you were fine with that.
Instead of giving Chishyia an answer, you stood up from de seat and stretched out your hand to him.
"C´mon, I have something in my mind"
Chishyia just looked at you with and eyebrow raised sceptically. Since he hadn´t intention of accepting it, you lower you hand to your hip and pouted.
"What do you really want?", he asked you. Perhaps his voice was quiet, but Chishyia was absolutely certain he couldn´t trust you.  
"Aww, you didn´t like taking any risk? Are you such a coward or am I too scary for you?"
"Maybe a lot of people around are afraid of you, but I am not one of them"
"So, come with me", you insisted, biting your lower lip mischievously. "You have nothing to lose"
Without waiting for his response, you turned around and went back to the dance floor just to pass between the crowd and continue your way to the resort. You already were upstairs when you took a quick glance backwards, finding proudly that Chishyia was following you. He had his hands in his jacket pockets, seemed bored and kept a few metres of distance, but still was after you. Yeah, maybe he was clever, but you were it too.
Curiosity killed the cat, but you wasn´t thinking about killing at all.
When Chishyia crossed the door of your dorm –which you had left half-open on purpose– and closed it after him, he found you looking through the window. The outside seemed more interesting to you than him.
"These people are disgustingly naïve", you commented. "Partying all day just to convince themselves that they have made the most of their lives before confront death. But the truth is that they have never lived before they came to this world"
Since you weren´t seeing him, Chishyia allowed himself to frown a bit. Your words aroused his interest, so he walked towards you. You felt him behind you, paying attention to the people out there. When you turned around, suddenly facing him, he slowly slid his gaze down to meet yours.
"However, you are different, Chishyia. You want to keep living at any cost, but at the same time you don´t give a shit about life", you mumbled. "Emotionless. Observing everything and everyone from the distance but without getting involved. Why do you live for then?"
"And you?", he asked. "You are mocking them but doing the same thing"
"I have always enjoyed my life, so I keep doing it here too. Unlike them, I´m not pretending to die after that", you answered. "I live for myself and to prove people who tried to destroy me wrong"
You rested your hands in Chishyia´s chest softly before starting to lower his jacket´s zip. He just observed your movements in silence, without doing a single thing in response.
"That´s why you brought me here?"
"I brought you here because I intend to awaken your emotions. I know they are there, inside of you, but you refuse to let them go out. I want to see the Chishyia that no one will ever see", you explained quietly; your hands caressing his chest. "And you knew these were my intentions, but you have come here willingly"
"You have been thinking on this for a while. Maybe if you see that it has no sense, you will finally stop"
"When I finish with you, you´ll be the one who doesn´t want me to stop"
You raised your hands to his shoulders, sliding his jacket down his arms until you got him naked from the waist up. You didn´t pay attention to his inexpressive grimace. If there was any emotion there, it would be boredom. You took your lips to his neck instead, dropping soft kisses along that sensitive zone for a few minutes before adding some wetness to your actions. Nothing changed on Chishyia, but you bet he couldn´t be made of stone.
Inch by inch, you traced a path of kisses down his chest, getting on your knees eventually when you were near his navel. And it that new position, you smiled widely.
"You can control your face, but not your body"
Chishyia raised one corner of his lips in a grimace of self-reliance. He still thought he was winning.
"It´s a body´s natural reaction. I can´t change human nature", he said leisurely. "You can continue if that makes you happy or you can quit. Whatever it is, I do not have any kind of interest or desire"
"It´s so? What a pity", you whinged, but your eyes were attached to the bulge in his swim trunks. "I wanted to know how cute you were while moaning"
You slipped your hands under his shorts, caressing his thighs but without coming close enough to skim his manhood. You approached your mouth to it as your touch was gentle but firm at the same time.
The fabric of his swim trunks wasn´t very thick, so when you talked again, he could feel your warm breath against his covered dick.
"And I wanted to know much more. If you were soft or you liked it rough. If you had practice or you were clumsy. If you were dominant or preferred to have someone putting you back on your place"
Chishyia crossed his arms above his chest when you looked up to find his gaze. He was beginning to feel annoyed, maybe a bit anxious too. Anyways, he refused to give up. He was the one playing with you, not the other way round.
"I think I´m going with the last one", you mumbled. "Always looking down on us. Always thinking that you are better than the rest. But when push comes to shove, you enjoy someone to take control over you"
His dick throbbed under his pants, so you bit your lower lip to restrain your proud smile. Nevertheless, the sound of the door opening at your back stopped your motions. Chishyia turned his gaze to the entrance undisturbed, only with curiosity, but you didn´t need to look back to know who the intruder was. There was only one person entering your dorm without knocking first.
"Are you kidding me?", you heard Niragi complaining. "What the fuck do you think are you doing?"
You got up from the floor at the same time that Niragi walked toward you after closing the door. Obviously, he wasn´t happy at all.
"You looked so amuse out there with that brunette. I thought you wouldn´t came here today"
"I would have killed her if I had had to endure her damn high-pitched voice for a few minutes more. She was too annoying. Wasn´t worth of my time", Niragi said. And when you turned back to him, he had a disgusted grimace. "Didn´t you have better options tonight?"
"I wanted to innovate"
Niragi moved his head to face Chishyia, who was in the same position as if he wasn´t even there.
"What have you offered her in exchange for this?"
"Y/N has come to me of his own free will", he assured to Niragi. "I suppose you are not able to satisfy her"
Niragi pushed you out of the way to confront Chishyia for his words. Since he was half-naked, he only could grab him by the neck. His deadly grimace contrasted with the tiny smile in Chishyia´s face. He enjoyed teasing Niragi, so things just got more interesting for him.
"What the hell have you said?"
"Do I really have to repeat myself?"
Niragi strengthened the grip around his throat before adding:
"I´m gonna kill you so I will never have to listen to you again"
"I didn´t imagine I would say this but see you both like this is a turn-on. And by the boner that Chishyia still have in his pants, it seems he agrees with me"
"Huh? Have you lost your damn mind, Y/N?", questioned Niragi frowned. "I said kill him, not fuck him"
"But neither Aguni nor Hatter will be pleased with his death. So maybe you can teach him a lesson by other means", you suggested evocatively while caressing Niragi´s back and approaching your lips to his ear. "Show him who is in charge here. Could you make him beg?"
With a rotten smile, Niragi stood closer to Chishyia. He knew you were challenging him, and he could never resist a challenge from you. Besides, Niragi liked more than he was willing to admit what you have said.
"Silence you with my dick and make you cry until you can never again look at me directly at the eyes", he laughed. The tip of their noses almost touching each other. "It sounds pretty fun"
"You both are sick", Chishyia simply replied.
"And you are a bit scared. So, I will be kind and let you go if you ask for it nicely"
You sighed heavily, a bit disappointed:
"He already was a coward when it was only me"
"I knew he was only façade", Niragi laughed rowdily. Instantly, Chishyia struggled in a vain attempt to break free, but the firm grip on his neck along with the additional force that Niragi made with his own body against him got Chishyia halted. "It´s even funnier if you are resisting"
Just a few centimetres separated their faces. In the moment you squeezed Chishyia´s crotch over his swim trunks unannounced, he let escape a subtle moan that was soon silence by Niragi´s lips, who took advantage of his mouth half-open. Yeah, that picture really turned you on.
Unfortunately, the fierce and dominant kiss led by Niragi lasted less than a minute. Chishyia wiped the traces of saliva on his lips with the back of his hand and slightly smirked.
"Didn´t know you have a crush on me, Niragi", he mocked. "You should have confessed your feelings earlier"
As the rage covered Niragi´s face, you could hardly contain your own laughter. Chishyia had no idea of what he was doing by teasing Niragi like this… Or maybe he really knew what the consequences could be.
"Shut the fuck up!", Niragi growled while kicking him in his legs to force Chishyia on his knees. Instead of his neck, he grabbed him by the hair. "Better use your mouth for something more useful"
"That´s a dangerous move", he warned Niragi.
"Is it? Are you thinking of biting me?", he pulled a pistol from the waistband of his trousers and pointed it directly at his head. "In that case, I will blow your brains out"
"I already told you I don´t want guns in my dorm", you complained, getting a snort from Niragi in response.
"I won´t use it unless this douchebag leaves me no other choice"
In an attempt to avoid such an outcome, you squatted down next to Chishyia and talked with a silvery voice:
"You should say as he says. It´s better than a bullet in your head"
"I don´t have all the fucking night", Niragi urged him, removing the gun safety catch. Have you mentioned anything about consequences before? Because this was precisely what you were referring to.
Your started to unbuckle his belt before lower the zip of Niragi´s pants. He was completely hard and groaned when you slip your hand in his underwear. Niragi was too impatient to make him wait, so you got rid of his clothes letting them fall to the middle of his tights and pumped his dick twice while bringing it closer to Chishyia´s mouth. When Niragi pulled his hair tighter and stuck the barrel of the gun in his forehead, you noticed that Chishyia was parting his lips slowly. With a mischievous smile, you took your thumb between them, opening his mouth a bit more.
"You are going to need to open your mouth wider to take it all", Niragi chuckled, rubbing his tip against Chishyia´s lips, making them glossier with his pre-cum.
"Stop teasing around", you ordered Niragi. "And don´t be too rough"
You barely managed to finish the sentence before Niragi buried himself in Chishyia´s throat. His blonde hair was clutched between Niragi´s fingers, so even if he tried, Chishyia was not able to move aside or backwards. He choked on his dick before Niragi pulled away. Then, Chishyia started coughing.
"Was it too much?", Niragi asked with false innocence while playing with his tongue devilishly. You gave him an annoyed look, but your attention returned to Chishyia when he was able to pull himself together.
"That´s the best you can do?", he mocked, seemingly indifferent as if his throat didn´t sore because of his impulsiveness.
"You son of a…", Niragi growled, but when he tried to force his way back to Chishyia´s mouth, you grabbed his hips to stop him while you stood in between. Now, his anger was all over you. 
"This is my party so stop spoiling it. Otherwise, you can leave"
Niragi clicked his tongue and clenched his jaw but didn’t add anything. He was aware that these was you rule number one when one of you had a new conquest and the other decided to join. He was not happy about it, but he was even less happy about the idea of leaving.
"First of all, no guns", you declared, and after a few seconds of hesitation, Niragi put the gun away back to his waistband. "Fine. And now, do it again without making him gag with the first thrust"
Chishyia was reticent when he felt the tip of his cock against his lips again, but this time, he opened his mouth easily. Niragi went deep on his throat but with a slower path, so Chishyia could withstand it.
"That´s it. Good boys", you praised them.
"Don´t call me that", Niragi complained, but kept going in and out his mouth, groaning slightly.
You slid your lips over Chishyia´s neck before descending your hand to his crotch. For the first time, you decided to touch his dick directly, without more teasing, to give him some kind of relieve. His cock was still hard and pre-cum was wetting his tip. Chishyia let out a low moan, making Niragi´s dick vibrate, and he giggled. Niragi was enjoying the situation pretty much; it was clear.
"Didn´t know you have a crush on me, Chishyia", Niragi said, copying the above words from the blonde. "If you wanted it so bad, I would have let you gag on my cock sooner"
Chishyia didn´t answer. It's not like he could talk either. Although you couldn't deny that it was a little strange to see him so submissive. You wanted to know what was going on inside his head, but it wasn´t the best moment to start doing questions.
When you noticed Niragi´s dick pointing at you, you didn´t hesitate before taking it in your mouth too. You continued bobbing your hand up and down Chishyia´s manhood all the time.
"How could you both love my dick so bad", Niragi laughed. "Such whores for me"
When Niragi left your mouth after a deeper thrust, you looked at Chishyia, who was looking at you too with his cat eyes and his cheeks flushed, and you kissed him. Finally, you tasted his saliva from his own mouth instead of from Niragi´s dick. He just followed your rhythm tamely until you were satisfied.
"We should go ahead. I want more than a kiss"
You grabbed Chishyia by the arm and stood up, guiding him until he was sitting down on the edge of the bed, not without first getting rid of his swim trunks. Niragi was quick to position itself behind you, his hands caressing your body shameless. And without asking, aware that those were your intentions, he stripped you. It's not like you have a lot of clothes either, just the bikini top and a pair of shorts.
"It´s a pity that I have to share you with that piece of trash", Niragi mumbled near your ear while his hands were touching your breast and your waist, making sure Chishyia could hear him too. "I should have face fucked him and threw him away"
You let scape a low groan when you felt his dick rubbing against your folds.
"So wet already"
You turned around to give Niragi a wrathful kiss before continuing with your plans.
"You are free to join us whenever you want"
With no more time to waste, you climb on top of Chishyia and made him lie down with his head on the pillow. He had a noticeable boner but his face still unwavering. You wanted to crack him despite of how difficult it seemed to be.
"You cock must ache and you are not doing a single thing to remedy it", you teased him, expecting some kind of reaction. "C´mon, big boy, make your move"
Chishyia just slid his arms under his head, making himself comfortable.
"I told you. You are the one who wants this, not me, Y/N"
"It´s so?"
You plunged down suddenly. Chishyia clenched his jaw and held back a gasp acting cool, as if his dick wasn´t throbbing desperately and feeling your wet hot hole around it were nothing to him.
"Maybe you were right", you started rocking your hips up and down, purring with pleasure. "You can stand still if you want then. I can enjoy by myself"
You took your hand to his throat, choking him a little when Niragi climbed onto the bed behind you completely naked. You felt his lips in your back, your shoulders and your neck, kissing and licking your skin, even biting sometimes.
"I doubt very much that you can do it on your own, Y/N. You need someone who really knows how to fuck you properly. Or who knows how to fuck you at all"
You smiled before tilting your head back to be able to kiss him. A bit anxious to have Niragi inside you, you grabbed him by the wrist and guided two of his fingers to Chishyia´s mouth.
"At least you can lick them, right?", you asked him, hearing an amuse grimace from Niragi next to your ear that cause shivers down your spine. "Make yourself useful, Chishyia"
And without complaining or saying a word, he did as he was ordered. A couple of minutes were enough before Niragi took his fingers from Chishyia´s mouth to your ass hole, starting to prepare you. He knew well how to do it.
"I wanted to make him beg, but making you shout out loud in his face just my name when we both are inside of you… I do like that kind of humiliation"
It took what you thought was an eternity before Niragi finally decided you were ready for him. And when you felt Niragi´s dick plunging in your ass as deep as he could, you let out a sonorous whine. It hurt a bit because that bastard wasn´t as careful as he should, but he was aware you liked that way too.
"Fuck! How could you be so damn tight!", he cursed, repeating a few more times his low but deep motions before really starting to move his hips in and out. The slight pain turned rapidly into pleasure and made you moan. "Just like this, baby. I wanna hear you"
For almost ten minutes, it was like you both had forgotten you were sharing the bed with someone else. You were so lost in the feeling to notice anything else. And if it weren't for two hands hovering over your thighs, you wouldn´t have noticed that you were not alone. Those hands couldn´t be Niragi´s because his hands were around your neck and your chest. And when you lowered your gaze, you realised that Chishyia was finally doing something. Since Niragi was inside you, you had stopped the movements of your hips. Actually, Chishyia had only the tip of his dick on you. It had been almost tortuous, that´s why he grabbed you by your thighs and forced you down, getting his dick back where it should be. Chishyia moaned but not as loud as you did.
"I´m still here", he mumbled.
"I see it now", you smiled. "Thought you were just my fucktoy. Didn´t know I had to pay attention to you"
His fingers, now around your hips, pressed harder in your skin while moving you up and down to satisfy himself. Perhaps Chishyia was a bit upset due to all the mocking.
"A few minutes and he will be cumming", Niragi laughed. Having both of them pounding his cocks inside you was overwhelmed in the good sense of the word.
"Shut the fuck up", he hissed. Chishyia had been trying to restrain himself, but something was burning in his chest; something he couldn´t ignore anymore.
"I dunno. Maybe we should let him show what he can do apart from lying down", you suggested to Niragi, stoking the fire Chishyia was feeling. A mix of arousal and anger ran through his veins; something quite unlike his common self-control and indifference.
At the same time as he saw you slightly pushing Niragi to get him out of you, Chishyia knew it was his moment to shine. Niragi had barely fallen on the other side of the bed when Chishyia switched positions with you by force. Didn´t take long for him to start rocking his hips deep inside you from behind. Chishyia placed a hand in your back and the other in your nape, sinking your head into the pillow. He growled low, but he was doing it anyways even if you could hear him.
"Fuck, Chishyia!", you moaned his name for the first time. It only made the burning in his chest increase. "Why haven´t you done this from the beginning?"
Suddenly, you saw two fingers in front of your mouth. The same fingers that had been in your ass a minutes ago. Niragi wasn´t happy at all to be left out.
"Are you sure? I´m not sure if he… fuck!", a harder thrust made you shiver.
"I don´t give a shit. It's not like I'm going to ask permission either", Niragi answered.
If Chishyia hadn´t been so focused on how his cock disappeared inside your wet pussy, he would have noticed your actions. He only got it as he felt Niragi placing himself behind his body, his fingers rubbing his entrance.
"You have her, I have you"
Chishyia froze for mere seconds, but when he reacted, you were fast enough to turn yourself around and grab him by the arms before he could start fighting against Niragi. They had already been at peace for too long. Chishyia felt on you, maybe because Niragi had pushed him or because you had pulled him towards you. Anyway, you ended face to face.
"You are not forced to do this. We can find another way", you mumbled only for Chishyia to listen to you. Niragi was too focused on his own work and blinded by the need to get some kind of relief soon. "But before making a decision, think carefully if you don´t want him too"
The following day Chishyia could say he was too horny to think properly. Or maybe that he couldn´t scape that room in time. But at that very moment, and even if he would never admit it, he wanted it. Chishyia wanted Niragi as well as you. However, when he felt the first finger inside his ass, he began to regret it.
"Be nicer, you asshole", Chishyia grumbled.
"Stop whinging", answered Niragi.
"Treat his ass like if it was mine", you added in an attempt to make Niragi softer, but you failed.
"I treat yours the same way"
Chishyia chuckled, so you put him closer to kiss him and kept him distracted. Unfortunately, Niragi pushed him away by the hair shortly after. His fingers waiting for his mouth to open.
"Make them wet. Again", Niragi ordered.
"Can´t you suck your own fingers?", Chishyia asked, frowned, and Niragi curved his lips into a smirk.
"I prefer to have a slut doing it for me"
They didn´t like each other, the feeling was mutual since almost your first day at The Beach. Nevertheless, it seemed they had found some kind of pleasure in this constant teasing. The problem was that you were not sure when the tension would explode, so it would be better not to overstep the mark.
You covered his fingers with your own mouth, licking them with dedication and without taking your eyes off Chishyia´s. Niragi plopped his fingers out your mouth soon after and let you both keep kissing as he continued the prep.
That time, the kiss was different than the one you shared on the floor. Chishyia was aggressive, his lips almost desperate and his tongue fighting against yours. He had lost all control over himself, surrendering to the pleasure that intoxicated him.
"I told you. I could awaken this part of you"
"I had no choice", Chishyia responded.
"Of course you had. You have had it all along. And look at you now"
Chishyia was pleased with what you had done to him, but at the same time, he despised you for making him lose his mind and his self-control. Instead of answering you, Chishyia bit the skin where your neck and your shoulder connected, making you cry out.
"God, Chishyia!"
He titled his head backwards looking at Niragi out of the corner of his eye.
"Despite what you have said, Y/N is only screaming my name"
You smirked as Niragi clicked his tongue in annoyance. Chishyia couldn´t stop provoking him.
"If you want me to destroy you so bad, I´m gonna fuck you until you beg me to stop", Niragi announced while taking his fingers out his ass and spiting on his own cock. "If you are not ready yet, you can shout louder"
Niragi plunged down his cock inside of Chishyia carelessly. He gritted his teeth and clutched his hands tightly around the sheets but did not utter a single sound.
"Not even a word?", Niragi roared. "You are so fucking tight that I´m sure it must be hurting you, Chishyia"
Niragi was right. You saw the pain in Chishyia´s face as Niragi continued thrusting his hips towards him. Your hands caressed his cheeks, making Chishyia open his eyes again to look at you. You smiled tenderly, trying to comfort him a little bit before lowered your hand to his dick, pumping it slowly.
"You are not done with me. Can you handle it?"
"Fuck… Sure", he gasped.
From that moment onwards, Chishyia thrusted on you as Niragi thrusted on him. Both men trying to synchronize his paces. If someone was listening in the corridor, they would only hear a bunch of moans, growls, and curses. But none of you gave a shit about anything or anyone else out there. Chishyia interlocked your fingers above your head as you could hardly even kiss each other. And without warning, a shiver ran down your spine. You felt it in your low belly, you were so close.
"Don’t stop now, please, Chishyia", you moaned loudly. "Please, please, please…"
"Don't you dare disappoint her", Niragi ordered.
"I won´t"
Chishyia went as fast and as deep as he could. And unable to bear it any longer, you body got rocked by tremors. You heard Chishyia chuckling and Niragi laughing, both pleased by your noises and how your climax took over your whole body. Anyway, your head was dazed enough so you couldn´t do or say a single thing. You only could whinge when you felt Chishyia keep thrusting, sobbing due to the overstimulation.
"Don´t be such a coward. I´m pretty sure you can handle it a little bit more", Chishyia mocked, saying something quite similar to what you had said to him earlier. Nevertheless, Niragi had his own plans. He took Chishyia away from you, forcing him to stand upright with is back pressed against his chest.
Niragi wrapped his arm around his neck and the other around his waist, preventing him from moving. His tongue whirled shamelessly out his mouth, near Chishyia´s ear.
"I didn't expect you to like this so much", Niragi said with a husky voice.
"I didn´t expect it from you either", Chishyia answered. The choking wasn´t hard enough to deprive him of breath.
"You are just a whore for my cock. You will no longer be able to continue looking down on me"
"Actually, I can", he said, but Niragi pounding in a sweet spot made him cry out. Niragi widened his devilish smile.
"Yeah, I know is there. Want me to do it again? You know what I want to hear from you"
"Fuck you"
"Wrong answer. Try it again", he chuckled. "Otherwise, I can wait all night. Or stop completely"
Chishyia always presumed to be in control of the situation, but this time, he was frantic. He has never been so aroused, and he wanted his well-deserved relief. No, he didn´t want it, he actually needed it. Maybe Niragi was in the same situation, but he was holding back to maintain a slower pace. That jerk was able to stop, sacrificing his own orgasm only to deny it to Chishyia as well. There must be another solution, but Niragi choking him harder didn´t let him go on thinking.
"I am not a very patient person, Chishyia", he growled in his ear.
"Fine. Fuck", Chishyia grunted. "I´m going to kill you, but…"
"But?", Niragi encouraged him, giggling.
"But please, Niragi"
"Please, what?"
"Please, do it again"
"This?" Niragi asked as he thrusted his hips harder in the right place.
"Yes, fuck, please"
Niragi smiled pleased, biting Chishyia´s neck and wishing that his teeth would leave a mark there. Niragi wanted to mark him; everyone in The Beach would know the next day that Chishyia had given himself to him completely.
"As you wish, pet"
Chishyia moaned loudly while Niragi was finally pounding repeatedly in that damn sweet spot that made him tremble. His hands were gripping him so tightly that tomorrow he would have bruises, but he couldn't think about it for now.
You had been admiring them in silence, recovering from your own ecstasy, but you tried to move your hips up and down to add even more pleasure to Chishyia. While your wet folds slipped around his dick, you stared at his face; his grimaces of pleasure, his swollen lips, his red cheeks, and the sounds he made. That's all you wanted to see from him. You had won. Or given the situation, probably all three of you would have won.
It only took Chishyia a few more minutes until he got over the edge, cumming on your chest like never before. Niragi released him to let him collapse on top of you, and with his hands squeezing his hips, he continued fucking his ass roughly until he reached his own orgasm.
"Shit, Chishyia, you fucking…", Niragi couldn’t finish his own sentence before he slumped too. And now, you had the weight of two bodies over you. You only knew they were still alive by their accelerated breathing. You tried to endure it, but it was too much.
"Hum, I need to breath down here", you remembered them.
Niragi was the first to react, pushing Chishyia away abruptly to the other side of the bed to be him the only one lying relaxed on you. You smiled tenderly when you felt his arms embracing you with vehemence, his head resting over your chest and his eyes closed as he continued to calm his breathing.
"You are so cute when you are like this", you said, your fingertips making gentle caresses all over Niragi´s back.
"Shut up", he complained. You already knew Niragi disliked almost all kind of sweet adjectives and names, although you used them with him anyway.
"Was it good?"
"Not so bad", he commented. "Your decision wasn´t so pitiful"
You chuckled at his inability to recognise how amazing it had been.
After sex, Niragi wasn´t always like this. Even if it was a quickie or he spent hours, he always left after he had cum with some random chick. And, of course, he never lowered his barriers, but everything was different with you. You were his safe place; the only one he cared about and the only one he wanted to stay in.
Chishyia caught your attention when he got out of bed. You had thought that he would still be overcome due to his brutal and recent climax, but he looked hella fine.
"You can clean yourself up in the bathroom", you offered him. A private bath in the dorm was one of the advantages of being an executive member.
"Or you can just leave", even if he didn´t want to, Niragi slid to the free side of the bed. He didn't want to appear weak in front of Chishyia and stay in your arms didn´t help him at all.
"You can never shut up, Niragi?", you complained.
"Why should I?"
Chishyia just smirked in response and began to dress. He would clean up in his own bedroom.
"Stupid people always talk the most", he muttered, bringing a smile to your face.
"Don´t make me kill you while you still have my cum in your ass", Niragi scoffed. "Maybe I even use you one more time before doing it. Begging suits you well, Chishyia"
"Don´t get hard too many times thinking about it"
"You wish", Niragi snorted, turning around as if willing to sleep.
Chishyia zipped his jacket halfway up and slipped his hands into his pockets as usual. He was himself again, with his lips curved into a smirk and a cynical gaze on his face.
"Give me a kiss before you go", you asked him.
Chishyia stared at you closely, as if he was thinking why you had said that or what should he do. Finally, he just shrugged his shoulders before adding:
"Not that type of guy"
Chishyia left the dorm shortly after and made his way to his dorm quietly. After taking a shower, he got into his own bed. His bedroom was quieter, lonelier, and smelled less like sex. His smirk was still in his face. He knew everything you had said was right. Emotionless, never getting involved, looking down everyone and believing he was clever because, indeed, he was clever. Chishyia didn´t understand human nature or emotions at all. And yet, you had been successful in getting under his skin. He still remembered the burning in his chest that you had managed to make him feel with Niragi´s help. Rage, arousal, and a bit of envy too. Everything was new for him and he didn't like it very much.
Part of him wished he could forget about it and get back to focusing on his plans, but he doubted he could do it so easily.
"I wasn´t expecting that", he mumbled. "But I guess I will have to find a way to deal with it"
He already had a few ideas in his mind.
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The Pain Before (Niragi X Reader) Part 11
Part Ten, Series Masterlist, Part 12
Niragi's door slammed behind him as he entered his room, his mind still clouded with anger. 'What the hell was Chishiya there for?' he thought, his stomach turning in disgust. 'He should just know when to die,'  he looked at his gun for a moment before shaking his head. 'Aguni would kill me if I just shot another executive out of nowhere.' His frustration getting the best of him, he took the nearest object his hands could find and threw it into the mirror. The sight of the glass shattering didn't do much, but it did give him a moment's peace. He could break whatever, or whoever, he wanted, given the right time.
He turned when his door opened, Aguni standing firm in the doorway. "Niragi. C'mon, we have a job to do." He smiled, muffling a laugh as he knew exactly what that meant. He might not be able to kill Chishiya, but he could kill someone and for now, that was enough. Niragi followed Aguni out of the room and through the building, his trigger finger already twitching as it rested on the side of his rifle propped on his shoulder.
The people cleared the way as he walked, something he never got tired of seeing. They both exited through the fire exit on the side of the building, its alarm gone with most battery devices. The noise from the pool grew quieter as they hastened their pace, Niragi practically running with anticipation. His eyes lit up as he saw them; traitors. Their hands were tied behind their backs, speckles of blood wet on the cement. Some already had swollen lips, some resting their bloodied faces on the ground, their bodies unsteady. Niragi's excitement might've gotten the best of him as he hadn't even noticed Aguni standing back, watching him carefully as he began to beat a traitor with the stock of his rifle.
The moon had taken its place in the sky by the time Niragi returned to his room. His shirt was bloody and his arms ached from beating men so mercilessly. He sighed heavily as he unbuttoned his shirt, throwing it on the bed. He turned his attention to the bathroom, a new mirror had already taken the last's place above the sink. Niragi turned the water on overhead, unbuckling his belt and undressing. He steps in as the mirror starts to fog, the hot water washing over him as he runs his hands through his hair. He pulls out his hair tie as his body relaxes, the heat soothing his aches.
His mind began to wander against his will, the memories of the morning still lingering in his mind. He recalls the way the light hit your eyes when you opened them in the morning, the way you clutched his shirt to your chest as he kissed you. He closed his eyes when the thoughts persisted, 'She'll be the death of me,' he thought. He stood under the water unmoving until it went cold, lost in a battle with himself until he came to his resolve. 'If it's ever her or me...'
Niragi turned off the water, shaking his black hair of water. He pushed it back, grabbing the nearest towel to dry himself quickly. The sooner he delivered his resolve, the better he would be. He dressed in fresh clothes and grabbed his rifle, heading out into the hallway. Words kept repeating in his mind, words that made his heart hurt, but nonetheless, he kept repeating them. 'She is nothing to me. She can't be.'
You ran into your room, how you made it there without falling on your face you still weren't sure. Your back slammed the door closed behind you, your body giving in and hitting the floor. You slumped against the door, hugging your knees to your chest as you bawled. 'How could Chishiya do that to me? We... We were friends, weren't we?' The tears came harder the more you thought, your wails echoing through your room.
Your mind told you to lift your head at the sudden sound, but your body didn't want to listen. It wasn't until you felt a pair of arms wrap around you tightly that you realized what, or who, it was; Niragi. You could see his gun on the floor behind him by your bed, but your senses were more focused on the smell of his hair, still damp. You couldn't help the tears that overflowed harder, practically crashing your body into his.
You buried your face in his chest, his silk shirt taking on the tears as his hand caressed your back slowly. You could hear a sound come from him, a soothing one at that. The arms around you tightened, his hand stroking your hair. You could feel him placing soft kisses on the top of your head in between your cries of pain. 
The both of you sat in front of the door, Niragi's arms around you as your puffy eyes grew tired. Niragi pulled away from you, unwrapping your arms from him gently. He lifted your tired face so you'd look at him, watching you carefully. His other hand goes to your cheek, wiping away the last remnant of tears softly. Niragi gasped as you grabbed his hand, nuzzling the side of your face in it, holding your own hand over his.
You could see the surprise on his face, but the feeling had such a calm to it. You told yourself it was the warmth, but you were starting to think it was him, instead. His onyx eyes darted back and forth between yours as you looked at each other before he spoke, "... Who did this to you?" You bit the inside of your lip, wanting to look away from him. His grip became firm on your chin, even lowering his head so you'd be forced to look at him, "... Was it Chishiya?" You could feel your face betray you as his eyes grew with anger, his jaw clenching.
He lets go of you and stands up abruptly, his body tensing. You watch him shocked, unsure of what was going on until you saw him pick up his rifle. You felt your heart start to quicken with panic as he started for the door without another word. He stopped as he felt your hand grab his, pulling it towards you. Without turning to look at you, "What're you doing, (Y/N)?" he said without even giving you a moment's glance. You sat in silence for a moment, just relishing his hand in your own before you felt it tense up, you spoke. "... Why do you always leave?"
You kept your eyes on the floor as you spoke, not wanting him to see you so vulnerable. You felt his hand leave yours, your body aching for that particular warmth again almost immediately. Your body suddenly felt so cold, shivers traveling down your back. You held your breath as you saw him crouch down on the ground in front of you, his hand pulling your face up to meet his, your nose just barely brushing up on his. He held you like that for a moment before speaking, "Why're you looking at me like that?"
You wanted words to come out, but they just wouldn't obey you. You pulled away from his hand, your body nearly falling backward into the wall behind you before Niragi's arm clutched you to him. Your brain yelled at you to push away as it stared at the rifle just inches away, but your heart relished in the closeness.
Niragi leaned down into your ear carefully, you could hear the metal piercing on his tongue gently clasp against his teeth for a brief moment as he licked his lips before whispering, "Anyone else that hurts you," you gasped as his fingers dug into your waist, "... deserves to die." You felt your back hit the wall as he let go of you, standing again and swinging the door open. You rushed towards him, your mind racing, "Niragi!"
He propped his rifle up onto his shoulder as his mind gathered itself. He only stopped when he heard you run after him, your footing sloppy. "Niragi, stop!" He clenched his jaw and swung around as you grabbed his shirt, trying to pull him back to no avail. He tried to hold the anger in his voice back as he spoke, "What part do you not understand, (Y/N)?" Niragi could tell he failed by how you looked at him after. You looked so scared, of him, of all people. He said he would protect you, but at this rate what exactly was he protecting you from?
His face grew soft as tears slowly started pouring out from your eyes unwillingly. Your eyes were already so tired, red from exhaustion. He couldn't help but hesitate going forward, his mind still screaming from not following through on his resolve to be rid of you. This was why he had made his resolve; seeing you in pain made him sympathetic, angry, and even hurt, one could say. Watching you be happy made him jealous, and frustrated when it wasn't being purely directed at him. All things that would easily get someone killed in the Borderlands.
"P-please... Please don't kill him..." The look of defeat on your face said it all for him; killing Chishiya would hurt you. But why? He was nothing more than a snake in the grass, always planning on who to bite next. 'Killing him would surely be best in the long run,' he thought. 'It might hurt her now, but she'll be better later. She'll understand. I'll make her understand.'
He nearly laughed as his thoughts made more and more sense. "And why not?" Niragi watched as your eyes spilled over again, your brain turning any wheel it could to think of a reason that might appeal to him. He only gave you a moment before turning his back, brushing off the hand that held him back. "You'll thank me later."
"If you kill him... I don't even want to see or hear from you ever again." He stopped in his tracks, whipping his head around to look at you. He scanned you for any signs of a bluff; he didn't find a single one. You stood sloppily, body staggering, but your eyes told the truth. He could feel something drop in the pit of his stomach as his mind was wiped of any thought. His hand tightened on his rifle in the empty hallway, devoid of people.
He approached you quickly, grabbing your arm to hold you steady. His fingers gripped you tight enough to bruise as he stared into you, anger in his eyes. "You don't need him, I--" His throat trapped his words from being released, his thoughts screaming. 'I'm stronger, smarter. I can protect you. I'm more powerful. I'm better.'
Your words were low, almost a whisper, "He's my friend..."
"I'm better! That snake would let you die if he had the chance! Hell, he might even kill you himself!" You jumped back as Niragi yelled, but his grip kept you in place. You swallowed every fear and survival instinct you had since coming to this place. Every instinct that told you not to speak back, not to taunt a man holding a literal rifle just inches from you with the safety almost always off.
"... Th-then prove it."
Niragi stared at you almost dumbfounded, your words sparking confusion throughout his body. "What?"
"Prove it to me." You mustered up all your courage as you tried to speak firmly, "Don't kill him. If you're better than him," you took a quick breath hoping, no, praying, that this wouldn't get you shot. "Then please do me that favor... F-for me..."
You did your best to hold yourself steady, biting your tongue to stop your lips from shaking. You could feel your knees start to buckle under the weight of Niragi's gaze. "... And if he hurts you again?" He spat out his words, the disgust clear in his tone. "T-then... Then I won't question you again."
The thought was a tempting one as he contemplated. Some part of him wanted to rejoice; you would never question him again, and you'd do it willingly, at that. Another part of him grew upset, and he couldn't quite put his finger on the reason. His piercing traced his teeth as he thought about it for a moment, ignoring the voice in the back of his mind.
His lips turned upwards into a smirk as he replied, "Deal."
You felt your entire body relax at a moment's notice, your legs finally giving in to the floor. Niragi stood for a second shocked before swinging his rifle strap across his chest, pushing his gun behind him. He grabbed your arm and waist, hoisting you up carefully. He pressed your body against his trying to get a look into your eyes. They both rested closed, swollen from a day of tears. He couldn't help the feeling of unease as he wrapped your arm around his neck, placing his hands on your back and under your legs. His knees lifted you up carefully as he held your body tightly to his.
Niragi kicked the door partially to crack it, the weight of his body opening it for him. He kicked the door again, and once he heard the satisfying click behind him, he became more relaxed. He carefully laid you on the bed, grabbing the nearest pillow and resting it under your head. Niragi threw his bloodied shirt from earlier down to the floor, kicking it under his bed. He went to his closet as he heard you stir in his mattress, grabbing his favorite shirt and bringing it to you.
You felt his hand shake your shoulder gently, ushering you to open your eyes. You could tell your eyelids were still puffy and sore when you complied, a soft groan escaping your lips. Your mental state had seen much better days, even in the Borderlands. With the help of Niragi, you were sat up, slumped over in the bed. You couldn't help but feel out of place; your eyes wandering an unfamiliar room. You felt your arms being moved without your strength, a soft fabric covering you.
Niragi sighed, gaining your attention. Your eyes caught his as he stared at you, his hand reaching up to brush a strand of your hair back, his fingers lingering behind your ear.
"I hope you know how big that favor is."
Your breath hitched for a moment at the tone in his voice; it was so soft, so mesmerizing, and yet, it felt like a threat at the same time. Without words, you simply nodded in response. You felt your throat go dry, suddenly remembering what happened the last time you were in this room those many nights ago.
You were so lost in thought that you didn't feel yourself being pulled back into the bed. You stole a quick glance to your side, eyeing Niragi on your right. You hid your face in the dark as the realization hit you; the warmth from his chest was from a lack of a shirt. The deep breaths you took to steady your heart weren't much help as Niragi wrapped his arm around your waist, pulling your back into his chest.
The first thing you noticed was the heat from his body; it was soothing in its own way. It melted through the silk shirt you were wearing, right to your skin. You could feel his face nuzzled into your neck, and you could've sworn your heart was about to beat out of your chest.
Niragi smiled proudly; he could hear your heart beating rapidly. He decided to push himself just a bit further, placing his hand along your thigh. He'd let go of his anger for just tonight so he could lay next to you peacefully. Even if it wasn't how he wanted, he did still get to prove that he was better than Chishiya. It didn't go the way he wanted, no. But while the snake was in his room alone, Niragi had you pressed up against him in his bed.
He closed his eyes as he made a new resolve, one that defied his character in every way.  It made his instincts scream, but he could retrain them, given time. He would get you to feel the same way for him as he does for you, one way or another. It surprised him; how quickly his mind could be changed when you were around him. He was so confident in himself just an hour ago, ready to kick you to the curb. But every time you came around, all those thoughts disappeared.
Niragi listened carefully as your breath deepened, your heart finally steadying. He lay there for a moment, carefully planning his next objective. To kill Chishiya would take time, especially if you kept associating with him. He would slip up eventually, making his true intentions known. A snake doesn't hide in the grass for long.
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murdocking · 6 months
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„ᴛᴏ ꜱᴇᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴛʀᴜᴛʜ”
- a chishiya series. ch6 ch8
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warnings+notes: im so sorry for such a late update😭honestly i had such a hard time writing this chapter… its really bland and i was so unsure of where to go with this all and it seems to be overly detailed. but whatever!!! enjoy lol
ᴄʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀ ꜱᴇᴠᴇɴ
- RECRUIT
as your days in the beach progressed- kuina and chishiya have become your main sources of companionship, though you realize there’s quite a long way to go before you could be true friends. individually , it’s obvious you each have your own walls up- but it doesn’t stop kuina from encouraging you to join the carefree attitude that rampages through the beach. at night, she drops jokes about getting you a one-night stand with some of the (very) eager beach members- to which you scowl and shove her slightly as she chuckles. you can tell she’s a bit serious though. you decide to confide in another short glass of liquor instead- immersing yourself into the busy party scene outside as you lay back in a chair. kuina kicks off her flip flops- sighing as she rolls her shoulders back, mumbling something to you.
“what was that?”
she flinches a bit, but speaks again hesitantly “i just remembered chishiya wanted to speak to you..”
you nod, handing her your drink- and looking for your coverup, which you have found has landed somewhere in the middle of the pool.
“ugh.” you decide you’ll just head to your room after talking with chishiya, thanking kuina for letting you know
“where exactly am i going?” you say- and kuina puts her finger up to signal ‘wait a second’ as she downs the rest of your drink.
“conference room on your floor.” you begin to lazily walk over to the room
chishiya is getting annoyed.
he’s been waiting for over an hour since kuina left the room- claiming she would retrieve you. it’s past midnight now and he knows his time could be better spent fixing up his bootlegged weapons in his personal room. he’s irritated- and just begins packing up the book in his hands and unraveling his headphones. it’s as he puts the earbuds in- that the door cracks open, with a “chishiya?” as quiet as the wind.
he can feel his ear twitch- and he views you from the corner of his eye, smoothly turning as he returns his earbuds back to his pocket, slyly smiling at you.
“well it’s about time. were you just avoiding me? he jests, but you worry he secretly may have gotten such an intention and quickly speak to clear the air.
“w-what? no of course not- kuina was with me downstairs i was just trying t-“ he’s walked up to you now, eyeing you from under his dark lashes and smudged liner and cuts you off
“im just joking.” once he sees you take a breath of relief- he gets to the point. “i wanted to talk to you about the beach. do you like it here, truthfully?” this intrigues you, afterall- chishiya himself brought you to the community. you scrunch your brows- and he watches you process his question.
“i guess i dont mind it too much… but” you pause, and he notices the slightest quickening of your breath- eyes flickering to your chest.
“i dont like living… with all this anxiety about the militia… they all seem like they’ll snap at any moment” you speak lowly- as though the party downstairs could hear the treacherous words you exchange with chishiya. he hums, looking back up at your face with intensity.
“i’m going to leave the beach.”
his words threaten a gasp from you- this is traitor speech, punishable by every idea of torture hatter has ever thought of. “chishiya- what? how would you even pull that off- alive at that!” you whisper yell to him, and he has already turned his back to you to collect his things- ignoring your protests slightly.
“dont act like you wouldn’t join me.”
his words cause a silence.
its almost too intimate now, and despite you only knowing chishiya shortly- it ignites a fire of adrenaline inside of your bones as he watches you from his crouched place.
you try to talk- but he beats you to it. “kuina has already begun preparations.”
you blink for a second or two- wiping off the frazzled expression that sat there previously, realizing once again that there was a different person who actually conspired and knew chishiya better than you did. you bite your tongue, and just nod a bit ashamed.
“okay.”
“okay?”
“okay… tell me what’s the plan.”
chishiya feels a sour taste in his mouth- despite his clear joy on his usually stoic face at your reply.
he explains to you his elaborate idea- but you feel a sickening sense that he’s not telling you everything there is to know. and thats because he isn’t telling you it all. not even kuina knows he’s luring you into his own personal trap- you’ll be the one to investigate hatter’s personal room and get the cards. but chishiya knows better than to tell you it all, and decides its better not to dwell on the ‘what ifs’ of the plan.
its quiet- you can hardly process what he’s telling you, and you can feel the heavy pressure of the moment aggressively sit ontop of your shoulders while he observes your blank expression.
“where…” you begin but stop
“what is it?”
something about the question you wish to ask feels as though it crosses a boundary, you are barely acquaintances- yet it feels as though chishiya has been the one holding your hand throughout your life in the new world.
you clear your throat. “where would we go?”
he seems a bit shocked, and you know he understands your internal turmoil and hesitance towards asking the question. to chishiya, kuina and him would most likely have split- possibly meeting again during sporadic games. but the “we” implies you want to stick by him- and he admits, he wants to encourage the idea of that more than he’d like.
again- you feel the intimacy of being alone with chishiya, quiet exchanges in the dim lighting. chishiyas conflicted- but he decides not to relish on the idea that there would be a chance to get to know you better. his whole idea banks on you risking your life- even if you meet your end a bit too early. he feels nauseous, and suddenly can see every hair and pore on your arms- his eyes dilate and scan over your frame that is completed with a short frown. he doesnt lose notice on how you’ve found comfort in digging your fingers into the plush chair beside you in the middle of the room- and how he can feel his adams apple bump dryly against the rest of his throat.
“i dont know.”
the answer isnt truly good enough for you, because you know chishiya is random- and goes with the wind. but you also know he’s a planner, and if you’re supposedly a vital part of this- he would know the aftermath.
it makes you sick, but you tell him quietly that you agree to join him.
afterwards, you wash up- careful to treat your injury with grace, remembering chishiya’s guidance for recovery. faintly in your mind, you still feel his fingers dancing on your leg- eliciting sparks of joy between you both. normally, you’d feel stiff and disgusted, but the memory has a sort of fondness you would never think to associate with chishiya.
for him however, you’re beginning to be his own personal catalyst. chishiya cannot handle the variables you bring to the table- your support is an asset, but is starting to be his weakness. kuina and him are strictly business- sure they provide the other with company, but it is all surface level. however, with you- chishiya isn’t sure how to process your presence. hes bubbling over with guilt- but he cant help his admiration for you, it overwhelms him.
since that night, you’ve experienced another game- enduring a 2 hour agonizing experience with gross eyes on you from perverts, and sleek eyes and glasses from the #2 at the beach. only 4 survived out of 9- and you can feel burn marks and scratches coloring your body- one resting just beside your nose. that night, you properly met arisu- and reunited with the king hearted girl who calmed you after your game together, usagi. you didnt fail to notice how chishiya lingered his gaze on arisu- even from his high perch on the floor above the hallway you stood in with the two.
unbeknownst to you however- he stares at you longer. wondering if you’ve caught on with the way you’ve distanced from him slightly. he doesn��t like it, and he can’t risk that you’ve lost interest in committing to his plans. he decides to swiftly go downstairs to intervene the group of three beneath him, greeting them with a playful wave as he assumes a position beside you- causing your goosebumps to rise.
arisu continues to speak shyly and stiffly- enjoying when usagi controls the conversation that flows between you all. at some point- usagi catches on to the fact that chishiya does not actually want to speak to the entire group- but rather just you. with this- she just awkwardly laughs and bids you farewell
“oh i dont wanna keep you long- plus arisu and i need some food and just… look around here you know?” she says- and you agree
“oh of course! i’m sorry if you were trying to leave earlier- i get ahead of myself sometimes.” she just giggles before telling you it’s no problem- and soon after, she’s halfway down the hall with arisu on her tail.
it takes him a minute to say something in the silent hall, but chishiya turns to you smoothly “wanna walk around?”
you’re honestly bored- and up until recently, you’ve enjoyed your conversations with the blonde. he guides you back up the stairs- where the music gets almost fully silenced, and waits for you to initiate a conversation.
but you never do
and chishiya is starting to feel a bit on edge, frankly a bit awkward. the feeling is foreign to him- his mind has run rampant thinking about your last discussion.
you carry on- walking on the seemingly never ending staircase and ignoring the way chishiya’s back is overly straightened.
“what’s up?” you say, much to his relief. he stops, leaning against the wall of the staircase as you halt your steps. “are you having doubts?”
you can feel your brows scrunching at his question, and though you feel nausea whenever you think about betraying the beach- you cant bring yourself to admit it to chishiya.
“no. why would i?”
“youre lying to me.” hes quick, and sharp- and it makes your breathing cut short.
“im not”
“youre lying again.”
a beat passes, and then another. then you reply
“we’re down to almost no games, its been too quiet here. somethings wrong.” you’re deflecting, he knows it.
“and?”
“and,” you can hardly breathe “i know you’re lying to me.”
chishiya doesn’t miss the way your eyes plead with him, begging him to say ‘of course not! i would never do that to you’. but chishiya knows he can’t say those words, not to you.
so he makes a different decision- to him, this is the only way he can feel at ease.
“i don’t want you participating in this anymore.”
now you’re confused, wasn’t he just adamant about being involved in this together? “chishiya-“
“i think it would be better for us all if we limited our interactions. i have to focus on perfecting details, i cant have you getting in my way.” he speaks harshly. you can feel something inside of you getting rotten, molding and making you sick when you look at chishiya- who now gazes at you dismissively.
watching you, he knows he has potentially made an incredible mistake- but he doesn’t want to risk you if you were to die to the hands of the militants. he has seen arisu perform in complex scenarios, analyzing his problem solving skills and reaction time- and he has no issue with recruiting him as your replacement.
but he has an issue with the way you’re beginning to pale, and how your eyes shift to darkness as you look at him differently within seconds of him speaking.
“can i ask why?”
he doesn’t even know what he can scrape up as an excuse
“did i, cross a line with you?” you say, and your voice seems so small he could confuse it for a distant bird song.
“no” he speaks- sharing the same quiet and frail tone as you.
its so unlike him
“then why are you making such a haste decision i dont get it..!” despite your loud tone, chishiya doesnt flinch- rather he briefly looks at the surroundings before continuing
“it’s not haste. i should’ve never told you about this in the first pla-“
“why? so you could just leave me here while you and kuina get to run off into the sunset?”
“what does that even mean.”
“it means you don’t care if i were to die! it wouldn’t matter to you because you’d just shrug it off and go be a smartass somewhere else.”
he just looks at you solemnly while you come back to earth from your heated reply
“of course i would care.”
its simple, but it hits so hard
“then why are you pushing me away?”
“because arisu is better suited for this than you could be.”
you back up slightly, shuddering when you feel the cool wall
“i see.”
he shoves his hands into his pocket, gripping onto the lining to stabilize the trembling
“this is merely strategy. hes sharp. quiet, and he has some connections that i can use to our advantage.” somehow you know, when chishiya says ‘our’, he is not referring to you and him
you just nod, and finally accept the truth he serves to you.
“i hope you’re making the right decision chishiya.”
“i always do y/n.”
he feels his breath quicken while he walks downstairs past your silent figure- needing his room to expose his panic in isolation.
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gwinamwhxre · 1 year
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all for nothing - chishiya x fem
an: this has been sitting in my drafts for half a year 😣 so obviously this occurs during s1
note that i try to make the characters' personalities as similar as possible between what i write and the individual in the show, so don't think that i support this behavior at all. i'm just trying to best replicate the character and what i'd imagine they would do in these situations.
warnings: fingering, being tied up, descriptions involving being hit, absolutely no aftercare, actually quite worse tbh
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Her face was ridden with scarlet and fear. Her hands were securely tied behind a chair, feet tied against the legs. Her mouth was covered in duct tape, murmuring worthless words as her eyes darted across the room.
Directly in front of her stood Aguni, arms crossed and looking down at her, and being as helpless as she was she feared he'd throw another punch, knock her to the floor, leave her there.
Around the room stood what she assumed were "staff-like" members of the Beach. Not in charge, but assisted and were involved in decision-making.
She met eyes with Chishiya and Kuina, praying they'd somehow get her out of this. They put her up to this task. It's not their fault she got caught, yet she hoped they felt it was their duty to help get her out of this situation.
Arisu stood in the corner, involved in what all of them had done but not caught. He kept his eyes on her while Aguni mentioned that she'd stay here until her visa expired. The hard expression on Arisu’s face showed he was thinking -- probably already of a way to snag her from this room.
They all collectively started to leave at once, Arisu halting to give her a nervous glance, saying, "I'll come back. Hold on." He started to walk, then paused and turned towards her one more time before leaving her train of sight. "I will come back, okay?"
Hope swirled in her heart, dropping to her stomach when she noticed one person who hadn't left the room. Chishiya stood, back against the wall, head tilting as he searched her with that face expression he always wore.
He smirked, kicking himself off the wall with the foot he held against it, walking towards her and kneeling down. His nonchalant attitude was nothing new, but it still filled her with nerves.
She looked at him, chest heaving up and down, nose taking in ridiculous amounts of air. He didn't speak, but at her struggle his hand came up to the side of her face, gripping the duct tape and slowly beginning to peel it.
She looked into his eyes through her squinted ones, humming into the duct tape through the uncomfortable feeling. He eventually pulled it over her mouth, over two or so more inches and dropped it to hang off the side of her face.
"What?" She asked him, feelings boiling up inside her. His expression had no remorse, just the smirky, cocky look he always had.
"What?" He mocked back, only filling her up with more anger.
She'd done this for herself, greedy as she was. But if she was really truthful, he was in her mind from time to time. She wanted to get him out of here too, wanted him to focus on her if he was capable of feeling things like that.
"Why'd you stay?" She asked him, only curious but she soon realized how eager and desperate that made her sound.
His eye contact with her broke when he looked off to the side, huffing out his nose in a short laugh.
"To thank you. You helped us out a lot," He spoke lowly. No remorse, but gratitude. Remorse or reassurance he'd come back would've been more to her liking, but the most vulnerable he'd ever been with her, sadly, was right now.
She hadn't noticed that her legs were slightly parted until he stood up, his hand brushing against her inner thigh as he was doing so. He didn't miss her reaction even though he meant it to look solely accidental: she shifted slightly in her seat, a shallow gasp that would've been inaudible if it weren't for his paying attention. A second after, her eyes flew up to his.
He'd only meant it as teasing, but looking down on her he couldn't help but feel a surge of blood rush in his body. She was completely helpless, arms and legs tied up -- she couldn't move.
His eyes searched her body as he stood directly in front of her, figure towering over her. Though he wasn't looking in her eyes, he felt hers on his.
After devouring the sight of her situation, he returned his gaze to her. With the eye contact, she looked away.
Confusion and anger took over her emotions, and she didn't exactly know how to feel. Had he meant to do that? Should she even speak of it?
He tilted his head again as he watched her puzzled eyes scouring the floor.
He knelt down again, watching her so intensely she was forced to look back at him. "What?" She asked.
"Did you enjoy that?" He asked.
"What?" She played dumb again.
He only tilted his head, not about to explain because she knew damn well.
"Maybe I would," she started after a few moments, "If I weren't locked in a chair wondering when a laser is gonna shoot through my head."
"Doesn't that just make things more exciting?"
Her eyes fell back to his with what he said, questioning his words.
“You’re so confusing,” she said truthfully, not answering his question.
She tensed up when his finger traveled her outer thigh up to her side, eventually clinging onto and digging underneath the fabric of her pants, tugging on it. “What about this?”
She remained quiet for a moment, breathing heavily, eyes searching the room in quick ponder. "I-. I don't know," She breathed, closing her legs together to which he tilted his head to the side. "You're -- why are you doing this?"
"Because you’ve been driving me crazy ever since you showed up, and frankly I can’t have you die without knowing what you sound like," He said, and to her embarrassment she felt her core tighten subconsciously.
"Can you try to talk to me like this when I’m not tied to this chair?" She pleaded him. "What, you'd rather pleasure me than save me?"
“C’mon,” he urged her, tilting his head and pleading with his eyes. Then his expression softened and became slightly more serious. “After.”
His eyes fell from her eyes to her body. She was breathing heavily, he wondered how she'd breathe if she let him rest his mouth where he wanted.
"You can," She finally said, breaking after the lust in his eyes took over her own. Though she kept her sense of urgency. “Wanna see how quick you are, okay?”
He was throbbing by now with the way she spoke, and he smirked as he grabbed either side of her pants with his tempting hands.
While tugging them down, he couldn’t help but feel the need to tear her shirt apart and feed his eyes with something he’d been aching to see. But that would be indecent — this was certainly not the place to shred her clothing.
With her pants came her panties, and suddenly she was completely revealed for him. She looked down on him, suddenly feeling a hint of insecurity at the fact that she was completely helpless in the situation.
“Beautiful,” was all he said as he drew his eyes away and brought his eyes up to hers. She didn’t respond in embarrassment.
Between her legs slightly glistened with arousal. His crotch hurt thinking about how she was turned on in such a situation as the one she was in. If there was a higher authority, would they know he would take care of her.
He lifted her shirt slightly and touched his lips to her lower stomach, off to the side near her hip. She tensed against her restrictions, looking off to the side with her eyes assumedly closed.
His hands grasped her hips, until he let loose of one and gently traced his fingers along her sensitive skin all the way to the center of her. His finger finally rested on the place a woman craved the most attention, and he didn’t miss the small gasp she made.
He got on both his knees and travelled to the side of the chair, middle finger still against the same place on her body. In close proximity, with his other hand, he turned her face to his and held her chin tightly between his thumb and pointer finger, ensuring her face stayed looking at his.
The eye contact they made was fierce -- Chishiya waited a moment for her to grow restless, waited until he was able to see her desperation for him in her eyes.
But her face stayed expressionless and he became irascible, irascible because he knew if he didn't get what he wanted he'd still continue with it because of how admittedly tempting she was.
No, he didn't feel for her. But given the chance that he could fuck her, he'd fuck her good and right.
So he started moving his middle finger slowly and there, there was the reaction he craved. Her eyes softened, her innocent face blending softly into the painting of pleasure. He almost became audible with satisfaction as he studied her expression.
His finger circled slowly as she took the feeling in. She was so nervous and on the edge, but had to admit she felt somewhat safe with him so close to her like this. She fluttered her eyes closed, seeing his on hers before darkness settled, and relaxed against the feeling.
She didn’t miss the low grumble that left his mouth once she closed her eyes, nor the harsh inhale followed by a pair of lips attaching to the side of her exposed neck. He kissed and sucked gently, the light manner of his lips tickling her in a sensual and pleasurable way.
She felt his tongue leave his mouth and slowly travel up her neck, up to her jaw, where he placed a kiss as he inserted two of his fingers.
He missed her gentle gasp because he could only think about how tight she was. He read her expression to look for discomfort, keeping the pace of his fingers slow as the pleasure built up quickly.
"Fuck," she sighed and Chishiya felt his dick start straining against his pants as he observed her sighs, her sounds, her face, her body adapting to the way his approached hers.
He caught her looking up at him and wanted to kiss her. He wanted to press both arms against her back so they were close as possible. Good lord. He was in the moment.
Chishiya's fingers stayed at the same pace when she told him to keep them that way, staggering along with his breath which only made her more aroused. Within time she had started to strain against her restrictions, and she seemed in a different world than the one she was in where a laser could shoot through her head at any given moment.
She was speechless and her mouth was open, and though Chishiya wanted to kiss her everywhere, he wanted more to watch what was about to happen entirely because of him. He recognized the building up of her breath, the shallow, quick gasps for air as she was more focused on what was about to take over her body instead of pursuing her necessary bodily functions.
And so she popped with physical affirmation rather than verbal, and Chishiya swallowed in the sight. He knew to slow down and stop quickly, and brought his lips back to her jawline as her head rested as best it could faced up and to the side.
She stayed frozen like a statue as she started to come down and he kept his fingers still inside her until she showed signs of being through it, then he gently removed his fingers from her.
Chishiya brushed a piece of sweaty hair behind her ear, still wishing he could kiss her. But she wasn't his priority. She couldn't be his priority. Let fate decide if she lives or if she dies. The power cannot be in his hands, because power is more deadly here than it is in the other world.
"I told Aguni," Chishiya said, disrupting the semi-uncomfortable silence.
“Told him what?” She asked, and Chishiya felt bad for breaking this news while she was probably still lightheaded and recovering, recovering from him.
Though his expression stayed the same. It always stayed the same. “I told him what you did to score points with him. I can’t have him know I’m involved.”
Her tightened eyebrows relaxed with the reaction of betrayal. Chishiya helped her get her clothes back on right, and she didn't speak nor move in attempt for him to get off of her.
He felt bad, felt like getting the pleasure to watch her like that was the equivalent to actually being inside of her.
And for this reason he couldn't look back as he left.
For this reason and so many more did he not stop when he left the room and nearly collided with Arisu, about to enter. In fact, he wouldn't tell a soul.
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Chishiya X Reader | First Kiss
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You were too confused and curious to ask anything. He opened and let you both in STILL holding your hand and as you closed the door behind you, you were pushed against the door. Before you could realize what was happening your back was against the door and he was standing VERY close to you.
He looked as if he was VERY uneasy. You looked down at his hands which looked like they were trying to reach out for something while still being on the sides of your waist. But never touched you, just a few inches apart. Little did you know that they were itching so badly to hug you or to touch you at the very least? He wanted to comfort you but because he simply didn't know how to. He never felt like doing it for anyone either. All he could say very silently which almost came out as a whisper was, "Are you hurt?"
As you look up at his eye, you could see something that you never even imagined his eyes were capable of doing, they had a care in them. Almost as if he was sorry. Why was HE sorry? It was all Niragi. But all you could think now is that you don't want him to be this trouble over YOU so you put a rest to the fire in his limbs that were aching for any contact with you and hugged him. "I'm alright," you said in the same tone as him. "Thank You Chishiya."
You were a little worried that you might have crossed a line because he didn't hug you back. But before you could pull back to your relief he hugged you back even tighter. 
As you two pulled apart from the long warm hug he said, "I'm sorry but I couldn't think of anything other than that." He said not making any eye contact with you and looking at the floor. It took you a minute to realize that he was talking about the kiss. "Oh no no! I'm glad you came. I don't know what I would have done without causing a huge fight. Not to mention he had a fucking gun." you said assuring him.
"Hmm" was all he said as he let go of your sides and moved further into his room. The loss of his hands on your side felt so cold. But you moved to sit on a chair as well. He stood on the balcony watching something very intently. "You should stay here for the night. He'll go to your room later for sure." he said while still focused and continued as he half turned to face you, "Or the stunt that we pulled there won't be of any use. These people need a leash. The more I see them the more I realize how good my life was away from people of this sort, however bad it was."
You walked over to him to see what he was looking. Niragi and his goons all were in the garden right in front of your room unaware that you were watching them. They always gave you goosebumps. Your instincts were always right for people and not to forget the ques that Chishiya taught you and all of them said only one thing. STAY AWAY FROM THEM. You decided to never stay in the same room as them.
As if he read your mind Chishiya said," You cannot run from them, you have to create a special space in the Beach. Learn to deal with them. For now they won't hurt you since they think we're" he let go of a deep sharp sigh as if he was holding his breathe, "together. But this won't stop him to try."
That is when you noticed that they all saw you two on the balcony and were now fake aiming at Chishiya with their guns, which were probably loaded. Their laughs were more like shrieks that scared the shit out of you. Chishiya knew this. He pulled you in with a 'sorry' and kissed you. Deeper and more passionately than before.
This time something took over you and even you gave in and kissed him back as you ran your hands through his hair. He pulled you in by hips with one hand and one started tracing its way up under your shirt and rested on your ribs giving them enough show to tease them.
He knew what he was doing. Slowly he pulled you back inside the room and once you two were out of their sight he tried to pull back but you were too into the kiss to realize that. So he continued kissing you and pushing you back towards his bed and pushed you on it and followed.
He came close to the point that your lips were practically touching but then stopped. Seeing your needy and whiny expressions made him smirk, "Are you sure?" this question brought you back from your high and realised what was happening. "Um-" you said trying to read his stoic expression to see if he wants this too or not because you DO NOT WANT to be rejected by him.
"We can stop if you want" looking down at you with his hands on either side of your head. "As if you don't want it too," you said trying to use the trick he taught on HIM, the benefit of the doubt. To which he laughed wholeheartedly and you saw him laughing for the FIRST TIME and you couldn't help but take in all of this knowing this might never happen again.
He was about to kiss you when you heard a huge bang on your door.
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Slam!!
After stopping the alarm, I got out of bed and headed towards the bathroom. Once I entered the bathroom I began to brush my teeth and proceeded to the shower after a hour in the shower I headed back to my room to get ready for school
After getting dressed I checked the time 7:00 am still got enough time I then started to do my make up
After I was finished I left my room closing the door behind me, I walked downstairs once, I then greeted my mom and sister grabbed a apple and some banana bread, then headed out the door as I finished my apple I threw it in a nearby trash can . After I threw away my trash I quickly ran to the bus stop ,I waited a good 15 minutes before the bus arrived , as I waited for the bus I plugged in my headphones and listened to music. After 3 minutes of looking in my phone for a song to play I noticed that some one was beside me, I turned to take a look at the person , only to see a boy about 4 inches taller then me , his uniform was almost the same as mine , his pants wear black and he wore a black jacket over his top , he had on glass and was extremely quiet and kept his head down.... Hmm kinda cute you thought as your thoughts were ended when you heard the bus pull up beside , as you turn your head toward the bus you proceed to get on the bus and payed your fare. When you were done paying you headed to one of the seats in the far back corner. When you were finally seated you checked the time again 7:24 am, I then checked all my social media as I went though my Facebook I see a notification pop up , signaling that I had a new message
~text mode~
1 new message
Emma: Hey I was checking if you made it to school yet..??!
Y/n: Not exactly ...I'm bout 15-20 minutes away, I just got on the bus
Emma: Oh ok same lol.. meet in class?!
Y/n: okay
~text mode over ~
After texting Emma I noticed that I had about 15 more minutes before making it to school, I suddenly felt some ones presence next to me so I turned to see the same boy from earlier he was still looking down fidgeting with his fingers, for some reason I was curious about him but I don't know why exactly... so I decided to tap him on the shoulder
Y/n: hi I'm y/n, I noticed you we are wearing the same uniform do you also attend (your school name)
Boy: .....yeah (still looking down)
Y/n: cool ...so what grade are you
Boy: ....senior year (continues the look down)
Y/n: cool ..nice meet you.....(takes his hand and shakes it)
Boy: ...niragi (looks at your hand)
As I continued to hold my hand out I noticed that he wasn't going the shake it so I grabbed his hand and shook it myself
Y/n: Well niragi nice to me you
For the rest of the ride we continued to talk as we got colder to the school
~15 minutes later ~
After getting off the bus I asked niragi if he wanted to walk the rest of the way together which he just shook his head and we continued our walk to school together. When we finally arrived I asked niragi which class he had which was the same class as mine so we walked in class together as we entered the classroom everyone looked at us which caused niagri to look down and fidget with his fingers some started to whisper while others continued to stare but who cares...right?!! Walking into the class more I began to scan the room for my two best friends after scanned the room for a few minutes I noticed them sitting in the far back so I grabbed Niragi's arm and dragged him behind me when we were finally in front of my friends I let his arm go to introduce him to my friends
Y/n: hey Emma , hey Ana (hugs them both then take a seat next to them )
Emma : hey y/n
Ana: hey so who's your friend (looking a niragi)
Y/n: oh this is niragi I met him today on the bus he's really nice so BE NICE ( stares at Ana )
Ana: alright alright.. (holds hands up in surrender)
Emma : well hi niragi I'm Emma and this (points to Ana) this is Ana
Niragi: ....hi (still looking down)
Y/n: oh come on seat next to me it's ok ( pats the seat beside you )
Niragi : (hesitantly seats down)
After niragi sat down the teacher walked in and told us the assignment
Teacher : ok guys today your going to work in groups of 4 your choice, I want you all to create a slide show of three countries of your choice , here should be 3-4 slide for each country, lastly at the end of the slide show I would need a compare and contrast of the three countries of your choice, please make sure to add your first and last names on the slide show and that would be all for today please find your groups
When the teacher was done explaining the project, Me, Emma and Ana began discussing the project I then turned to niragi
Y/n : hey niragi your going the work with us ok (smiles)
Niragi: ok (smiles back)
~time skip~
It was now lunch time so we decided to head to the lunch place room after grabbing our lunch we Brahma to head to the table but I stopped remembering something
Y/n: hey guys maybe we should eat with niragi ( looks between Emma and Ana)
Emma: I mean I guess we can
Ana : where is he anyways ( looks around the lunch room)
Y/n: I don't know...where would he be ...(thinks for a minute)
Y/n : the rooftop
We then left the lunch room and headed towards the rooftop. After 5 minutes we finally made it to the rooftop and there on the bench sat niragi, we proceeded to walk towards him and I sat next to him while Emma and Ana sat on the next bench
Y/n: hey I thought u might be here (sits down)
Niragi: yeah ( continues to look at food)
Y/n: what's wrong your not hungry (began eating)
Niragi: not really
Y/n: so...do you always eat up here alone ( looks at niragi )
Niragi: ...yeah (continues to look at food)
Y/n: would you like me the eat with you from now on ( still looking at niragi)
Niragi: ....sure ( looks up at you)
Y/n : great (smiles)
Niragi:( smiles back)
Y/n: so..do you have any friends
Niragi : ....no (looks back down)
Y/n: we'll now you do (smiles again)
Niragi: yea (looks at you again and smiles)
Y/n:... But I must ask.. why don't you have any friends .. I mean your really handsome ( smiles and continues to look at niragi)
Niragi: ..I..(shocked) I ...don't know
Niragi pov
After hearing her call me handsome I didn't know what to say hell I didn't know what to say when she offered to be my friend I mean it's y/n lee one of the most prettiest girls in school I had a crush on her every since freshman year and she's finally talking to me.... could this be a set up from my bullies? Does she know my bullies? Or is she really being nice to me ? I was cut from my thought when I heard some one calling my name
Y/n: niragi...niragi...NIRAGI
Me: oh sorry I was thinking about something ( shakes head)
Y/n: oh like what ( staring at me)
Me:..nothing ( looks back down)
Y/n: we'll I was asking if you had a phone so we could exchange numbers for the project ( still staring at me )
Me: oh...ugh.. yea (takes out phone and hands it to her)
Y/n: great (she smiles and take my phone handing me hers)
I then added my contact in her phone.
After a while she gave me my phone back and I saw she added her contact
~y/n🥰🍁~
I smiled seeing the emoji's she chose , as I was looking at the contact I heard the bell ring signaling that lunch was over and the last class of the day was now starting y/n then gave me a hug and said goodbye and that she would text me later I told her ok and watched her leave the rooftop, after she left I grabbed my things and headed to class myself. A few minutes later, I felt my body begging banged against the lockers I look up to see my bully Lee Chang and his three minions beside him
Lee Chang: hey douchebag , who your think you are the talk to my girl huh ( death staring me)
Me: ..who..who's your girlfriend (continue to look up at Chang)
Lee Chang: (laughs) I..you..Y/N HUH ( kicks me in the side)
Me: ( groans in pain holding side)
Lee Chang : listen to me and listen to me good ok ( grabs my hair and makes me look at him)
Lee Chang: If I EVER see you near her again and it won't be pretty do I make myself clear douchebag
Me: ....yea(whines in pain)
Lee Chang: good ( pushes head and kicks me again)
After Lee Chang and his minions left I grabbed all my courage to stand back up and head to class. As I went weed the class the teacher scolded me for being 3 minutes late, I just held my head down and continued towards my desk once I made it to my desk I put my head down and drifted off the sleep. A few minutes went by and I felt I tap on my desk I immediately raise my head to be met with the teacher asking if I was feeling ok to which I replied yes now you my be wondering why not tell or ask for help... even if I did it wouldn't be a big of a difference...giving the fact the principle is Lee Chang's father and if I were to go to him I wouldn't be able to make it out alive so instead I keep quiet and try to stay to myself. As class continued to go on, I started to look out the window that was right beside my desk. As I looked out the window I couldn't help but think when exactly did Lee Chang start the like y/n for as long as I came remember he was head over heels for a girl name Kim Seo~young who is well know around the school and from what I over hear not in a good way...so when and why y/n....do he know about my crush on her...no way I haven't told anyone...but a guy I thought was my friend a about two years ago.
After a while , I heated the bell ring and began to gather all my belongs and headed out the class room on my way out the school I headed a familiar voice call out my name .....y/n
Y/n : NIRAGI ( runs beside him)
Niragi: Hm ( looking straight ahead)
Y/n: wanna walk to the bus together (looks at niragi)
Niragi: ..um..(stops walking and looks at y/n)
Y/n : hm ( stops and looks at him also)
Niragi:(thinks for a minute) ...sure...(turns and continues to walk again)
Y/n: yay ( claps, smiles and continue the walk also)
After walking for a few minutes I felt as if some one was watching us so I turned around the check but there was no one there
Y/n: you ok? (Looks the direction niragi looking)
Niragi:... yeah...yeah come on ( turns and continue the walk)
After a few more minutes of walking and we finally made it to the bus stop, we then took a sit and started to chat again or she would question me like "where you like this all high school year", " why don't you have friends again", or "your so handsome do u have a girlfriend" to which I replied no and she simply ask "why" honestly I didn't know how to answer... because I never had a girlfriend...I was always bullied through school kindergarten, pre-school, middle school and sadly throughout my whole high school year nothing every changed and I never expected it to honestly. After a while ,the bus had arrived , as we entered the bus, payed then headed to our usual seat in the back of the bus.
~20 minutes later~
After getting off the bus we said goodbye and parted our ways. When I finally made it home , the smell of alcohol hits my nose immediately meaning one thing... my dad's back home and as usual drunk leaving the house a mess for me or my stepmother to clean up after. After removing my shoes , I headed straight towards my bedroom changing into sleeping clothes after changing I took off my glasses and put in my brown contacts. When I was done I decided to go straight the bed since it was already 10 pm.
As I lay in bed my mind began to wonder to y/n the way she smile, the way she could be around me without caring what others think. Slowly my eyes began to close and I drifted off into a deep sleep.
What would happen in the next chapter ....??!!
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https-rizzo · 1 year
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Bro, Alice In Borderland community listen up.
Great you’re listening,
WRITE MORE CHISHIYA X GENDER NEUTRAL OR MALE READERS, NOW🤨😡
IF WE NEED TO HAVE A CONVO ON HOW TO WRITE IT, DM ME.
Ok, bye😘
Love, https-rizzo
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