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2knightt · 1 year
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i LOVED the darry x motherly!reader and i’d love to know more about the relationship that ponyboy and johnny have with reader
PB.C and J.C x motherly!reader
!warnings!
1.fem!reader
2.platonic fic
3.darry x reader is said through out the fic!
4.minor mentions of abuse and violence.
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dude?? they literally love you so much???
they are so thankful for you. like actually, they think you were sent from heaven.
ponyboy looks up to you so much oh my god.
he tells you EVERYTHING and when he goes out with you he follows you EVERYWHERE
he is like a lost puppy.
“where are we going y/n?”
“well, *i* was going to get groceries for your house.”
“oh! can i get a snack while we’re there?”
“..yeah sure pony. as long as you eat.”
when walking around the store with him he’s holding the bottom of your shirt because he’s scared ‘you’ll get lost.’
he’s the one that always gets lost.
he forces you to read to him when he’s tired.
he just does!! he puts those puppy eyes to good use fr.
and you fall for it every time. you know why?? cuz you see him like a little brother or a son.
i know you do. it isn’t good to lie to the author.
you will do anything for him and you believe he can do NO WRONG.
when he ran away?
“darry, he’s just a kid. he was scared, c’mon. give ponyboy a break.”
if he jumped someone?
“hey, at least we know you’re strong now! good job!”
if he killed someone??
“oh, he’s just being silly. tell them you didn’t mean it ponyboy.”
“i ain’t mean to shoot the guy 12 times.”
back to the topic of him telling you everything!!
he told you abt his lil crush on cherry valance and you felt like a proud mother.
“yea…she’s just a real looker.”
“AHHHHHH!!!—i mean, that’s so great ponyboy.”
he’s so embarrassed when you ask for updates about her.
I MENTIONED IN THE OTHER FIC THAT HE CALLS YOU MA IN PRIVATE SO..
when you stop reading he’ll go,
“why’d you stop reading, ma?”
or if you need help carrying in groceries he’ll say, “do you need any help ma?” in a quiet voice so the gang doesn’t hear him.
normalize giving ponyboy beat hugs!!! he loves them!!! but he gets embarrassed!!!
johnny is your biggest fan ever.
EVER.
he talks to you about everything.
“y/n, did i tell you about the ladybug i saw today?”
“yeah johnny, you did.”
“oh…well did i tell you about the grease i saw getting arrested?”
“pardon me johnnycakes?”
he rants to you about everything and anything.
and you just listen while you rub his back with your hand.
when his mom yells at him, he rushes to see you.
and your heart just hurts when you see him cry about that.
but he’s so glad that you’re there to help him, to give him the motherly love he needs.
he isn’t big on showing you physical affection, but he will give you gifts.
he steals pretty flowers for you, he’ll give you cigarettes if you smoke, and he’ll even steal a few things for you.
he will cry if you bake him treats.
he loves homemade goods, so if you make him some cookies he will tear up and say thank you.
even though johnny ain’t very intimidating compared to your boyfriend, he still tries.
if he’s with you and some guy tries to hit on you he shows up outta no where and just goes,
“aye! you know she got a boyfriend right? he’s real tuff, so don’t try anything funny.”
“yea? is that supposed to be you?”
“na, darry curtis!”
the mfs apologizing and scurrying away in fear.
nobody wants that smoke from darry😭😭
for mothers day ponyboy and johnny get together to write you a cute little card, separate from the gangs card.
johnny has one side of the card while ponyboy has the other.
“dear y/n, this is johnny. i just want to say, happy mothers day. i ain’t very well off with my words but, i hope you can understand. i want to thank you, i know i don’t do it often but..i hope you know i’m thankful. for everything and anything you do. if you and darry didn’t meet, i think i would’ve lost my mind. so uh, again, happy mothers day. keepin’ this short and sweet.”
“dear y/n, happy mothers day! me and johnny are making a separate card from the gang because…they aren’t…civil in anyway. like what johnny said, i want you to know im thankful for you. these past few months were tough, but you made them bare able. you know what situation im talking about by now, don’t you? but, thank you. i’m forever grateful for you y/n. im glad darry found you.”
author notes ;
1.thought it was fitting for mothers day since it’s tomorrow <3
2.maybe ooc LOLLL
3.thank you sweetheart for the compliment <3
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may 13th, 2023. 5:26
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idleglowingpixels · 7 months
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I kinda realised that Mr Komos' song, True Monster Heart follows the same beat as the Monster High Fright song, but the lyrics are like the corrupted version of the original.
Monster High Fright is about accepting
True Monster Heart is about rejecting
Kinda interesting when you think about it
AHHHHHH WHEN I SAW I GOT AN ASK RELATED TO THIS I FREAKED OUT DFGHNBGVFDSF TY FOR GIVING ME SOMETHING TO RAMBLE SOME MORE ABOUT ANON FOR REAL! (Also sorry for the late response, this post has been developing in my drafts for like at least a week now dfgfhng)
I absolutely agree with the conflicting messages between the two songs! I know the song focuses on the story of this universe's Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde in the main verses, but the main focus of the song is that message of rejection of anything and everything human.
Also, because of the Jekyll/Hyde bits, it could represent the duality of where the story starts and ends in its interpretation of a "true monster heart." Instead of Mr. Hyde's human-ness making his heart "untrue," it was his utter rejection of & research into ridding himself of his Jekyll, as well as his hiding of the truth in the first place that caused him to be found out and exiled.
His heart being "untrue" had nothing to do with the fact he was half-human, because if it were, then Clawdeen and Komos's presence in and of itself within the school would've triggered its self-destruction. That was proven as a false interpretation by the story in the movie, so it's self-explanatory. A true monster heart is one of self-acceptance, despite one's flaws or differences. That's what Mr. Hyde, and Mr. Komos thereafter, had neglected to realize before Clawdeen proved the point.
Though, I've listened to both True Monster Heart and Fright Song a few times back-to-back, to try and get where you're thinking as far as the beat, but I don't hear it unfortunately (unless you meant the tempo of the song, then yes they do follow the same 120 beats per minute!).
The closest thing I can think of as far as melodic parallels between the songs is the chanting sections. The Fright Song chant is much quicker in the way it's sung compared to the chant in True Monster Heart, however. The whole of Fright Song's chant goes in 16 beats/4 measures, whereas True Monster Heart's chant takes twice as long at 32 beats/8 measures (I was a band/choir kid lol). It's mainly due to how the song kinda drags out the point, and it definitely feels like a nod to Fright Song for sure. Fright Song's chant is only there because 4/5 of the main ghouls were fearleaders, so it was sort of characterizing the cast before actually showing their characters in the webisodes.
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Fun little headcanon/ramble that I forget if I ever mentioned about Fright Song, but with Holt Hyde being released in the 1st Signature wave with the rest of the the main ghouls and all, I think it was because he's intended to be the singer of the rap section before any subsequent content with the character was released (No offense but I don't think Holt DJs because he's a good singer sdfgbfds). This would line up with his current crush in canon with Frankie, as well as his former crush on Draculaura from either the diaries or books, maybe both? I forget. :'D Also I feel like Holt wouldn't hesitate to call Cleo vile immediately after saying she's charming either, he's very direct with his words. (I also interpret Jackson/Holt as bisexual because Deuce is included in the rap I DON'T CARE Y'ALL IT MAKES SENSE!)
Also I always interpreted the howl-like sound at the end of the rap as "Holt ran outta time/battery power for his music and transforms back to Jackson as it transitions to the rest of the song." It kinda works with how the beat kinda drops down with the howl, like a TV being shut off or something idk.
Ghoulia also debuted with Signature Wave 1 but she's only in like a second of the music video in the background, I figure it could've been budgetary reasons for the animation, to save on animating an extra character. Also I imagine flame-y hair wouldn't be very fun to animate in 2D, and Deuce's snakes moving on their own were bad enough I imagine to animate, so it begrudgingly checks out as to why Holt isn't in the animated bits with everyone else.
BUT I JUST WATCHED THE MUSIC VIDEO BECAUSE I WANTED TO FOR THE SAKE OF THIS POST AND THE GUY SINGING THE RAPPING BIT HAS, YOU GUESSED IT, A BRIGHT FRICKIN NEON RED LEATHER JACKET. He doesn't have the dual-toned shirt BUT IT'S WHITE AND THIS IS CLOSE ENOUGH FOR ME Y'ALL! XD
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If any straws for these dumbasses can be found I SHALL GRASP THEM fr they're my blorbos :'D
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sonosvegliato · 4 months
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you always rb fic recs but what’s YOUR favorite fic? one that you will reread forever?
*sweats* I know you just said one but I've been meaning to do this for ages, to contribute to the greater good of this fandom, but the problem is I go so far down the bookmark/history rabbit hole I get sucked in all over again. Me and my bookmarks are like a squirrel and its acorns; I save 'em up then forget about them and years later it's like I've been blessed with a flood of good fic food.
been a number and a name by WynterSky and everything else by them. I love this fic. I love this author. I feel lucky just to have stumbled upon any of their work---their 1990s Tim/Kon work lives in my heart and I'll highly suggest it to anyone to give it a shot, even if you're not a fan of ships or TimKon. My bookmark note: CREAMY ORANGE POPSICLE OF FICS TRY TRY TRY
The Power of Family and This Stalker I Found by JackHawksmoor. Bookmark note:
hands in my hair mcfreaking incredible can i learn to write adrenaline scenes like this is there a course where is that course also i need to learn how to bedazzle a sash for this author a sash of wow so everyone knows wow WOW if anyone goes through my bookmarks click this one click this one i promise your circadian will be so messed up but you will like it you will mcfreaking enjoy the blurry word at hour 2 you will drink from the fountain of wow i feel like i'm on a rollercoaster like legit like stomach in my ribcage throw up out of excitement and also fear i've never actually been on a big kid rollercoaster ahHHHHH pacing flipping tables i don't know man I DON'T KNOW this is without words this is beat my fists through the fourth wall fall into the fifth dimension into the white water rapids that's where the fountain of wow comes from
READ THIS FIC
Anything by Vamillepudding. I am not subscribed to many authors, mostly because I'm forgetful, but I did remember to subscribe to them---and whenever I get a little alert my heart goes rahrahrah. Extremely talented writer.
Anything by incogneat_oh. One of the first authors I ever read; I found them over PINTEREST over a screenshotted tumblr post. I had no idea who this Tim character was, but thus my life was changed forever. Story in particular was Just Like You, but I read everything---and they have LOTS. God bless.
Obedience by Sohotthateveryonedied. I read lots from them, but Obedience I read very early into my tumble into Batman and it just sort of floats into my head from time to time, the way some fics do.
The Next Life by spqr. Another one that floats around the brain. Bookmark note: STUPENDOUS
contemplate the beauty of the earth by downwithtyranny. I'm a bit biased on this one, but it's short and sweet and pleasantly different. And written by a very smart person who I know for a fact picks up roadkill off the side of the road and fixes them up nice and pretty for study (if you ever meet a real-life-not-a-medical-doctor-biologist, you're in for a treat). Bookmark note:
Human achievement at its finest 👏 👏👏
s c i e n c e r u l e s
And for the holiday season---only you will have stars that can laugh by silverwhittlingknife. Though I did go through all their works---SUPERB Dick characterization.
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brigdh · 7 months
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My first impressions, without looking at anyone else's meta yet:
Episode One:
After all the speculation, Stede’s new red cravat just appears between one scene and the next. Not gonna lie, I laughed.
The whole ‘take off you boot, time for another toe’ is EXACTLY this, I’m DYING
Ed did shoot Izzy in the leg! It wasn’t gangrene! Also, is Ed forbidding people to mention Stede’s name? The whole ‘former owner of this vessel’, or however exactly Izzy phrased.
Also I don't want to get into Round 98450974958754 of 'did Izzy deserve it' (yet), but. Welp. Really hard to blame Izzy for anything that happens in this episode.
Ed's speech about the bird that never lands is 100% breaking my heart.
Jackie/The Swede is honestly super cute, go Swede.
Jim's pinocchio voice KILLED ME, genuinelly the hardest I laughed in all three episodes.
Episode Two:
I LOVE Susan/Zheng Yi Sao???? I was really looking forward to Archie – don't get me wrong, Archie is great – but Zheng has captured me. The mix of awkward cuteness and ruthlessness is GREAT. The crush on Olu! I'm sort of sad about wherever Olu/Jim is going, but on the other hand, I also love both new couples a lot.
Izzy’s the one in the wall, instead of Lucius! AMAZING.
“I loved you. Best as I could”???? OH MY GOD? Oh my god. OH. MY. GOD.
Ed asking Izzy to kill him! Izzy refusing! Izzy trying and failing to kill himself! THAT'S WHERE HIS HEAD SCAR COMES FROM??? Ed steering them into a storm and firing at cannon at their own mast! The “finally” at the end when they mutiny??? Oh my god, I can't process it all yet.
Lucius as Rat Boy! Pete being so sweet to him but Lucius being too traumatized! I love all of this.
Episode Three:
Stede unexpectedly coming out with, "He was going to watch the world burn or die trying, so which was it?" Oh, damn. Despite all of Stede's silliness and obliviousness, he really does know Ed, doesn't he?
The Jeff roleplay! Hornigold (who is Ed) calling himself out for not being good with people! Ed killing Hornigold! Who, okay, is not real, but Ed doesn't know that at the moment, and he just goes through with killing him, seemingly without hesitation, and starting with strangling. AHHHHHH.
Hornigold/Ed throwing himself over the cliff! Ed hearing Stede's voice and coming back! Their hands tightening together in the last shot!!! THIS IS SO GOOD, I LOVE IT.
Overall:
These episodes felt rushed, especially the first two. The third might not have been so bad, but I need to rewatch. I felt like the first three episodes last season had more room to breath and let the camera linger on important moments, and here we were just beat-beat-beat, one big thing after another.
Also, who called that this season's big theme was going to be soup? I'm here for it.
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nuttytani · 2 years
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reacting to you confessing love
genshin impact edition
warnings: none
characters: raiden ei, kamisato ayaka, gn!reader
a/n: ayo my first genshin hc! was itching to write something and thought hey...let's write something for ei
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Ei
May not look like it but she’s incredibly flustered!
Goes through different lines in her head to WHAT to say to you
Genuine response must be given to genuine confessions! Understood?
Will reach her hand out to hold yours gently and give you that gorgeous smile 
“Oh- I’m..I am incredibly happy to know that you feel the same way” 
Make sure you confess somewhere AWAY from where Sara or Miko is 
If not, either Sara will present you a 100 pages slide of “how to properly love the shogun with care and respect at all times” 
Or….Yae will tease you two non stop
I think I prefer Yae’s, what about you?
Ei will take you out to eat dango milk that very same day to commemorate~
Ayaka
Flicks her sensu open to cover her face 
You can still see her ears going a little red though hohoho~
Her stomach is doing somersaults and heart beating 1000 km/h
Let poor ayaya calm down for a bit because she cannot  think
Will first ask you if she can give you a hug
Proceeds to hold you tight and say
“My! You have no idea how touched I am…to learn that my feelings are reciprocated”
You should hug her even tighter ahhhhhh
Also, Thoma and Ayato will be planning for yall’s marriage back at the estate over chess 
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dia-souls · 11 months
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Diabolik lovers Angel and Devil Story [ Chapter 12 ]
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⚠️ This chapter includes violence and Yandere themes and its not suitable for sensitive people. Read it at your own risk. ⚠️
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~Chapter 12 : Painful Punishment~
Betrayal was always like a big knife in his dark heart. He was afraid of betrayal. He was afraid of trusting to others . He was afraid of love. That's why he avoided love. But he fell in the trap of love. The love that a beautiful and heavenly girl gave him as a gift, but now that girl was in the arms of another boy.
Ruki is afraid of love. Because he had always seen betrayal from love. Not loyalty and kindness. His mother loved him. But she left him. Now it happened again, the girl whom Ruki loves is standing next to another boy and kissing him. Ruki relives all his pain. The lock of his dark heart that was being opened has now become stronger and it is not going to be opened easily with this incident.
_Ruki looks at Yui and Riko with angry eyes. As if he can kill both of them right here.
Ruki: I knew. I knew I shouldn't trust you. Unworthy girl.
Yui: Ruki-kun, wait. you are making a mistake. The case is not as you think.
Ruki: Shut up. Insolent woman. Do not dare to call my name again with your dirty mouth.
Riko: Oh you. Don't talk to her like that.
Ruki: Ahhhhhh. I see. So you are the boy for whom this undeserving girl betrayed me.
_Ruki approaches Riko with fast steps and holds his collar tightly and lifts him from the ground with his collar due to the height difference.
Riko: What are you doing? I can't breathe....
Ruki: You took her from me. I will take your life from you too.
_Ruki punches Riko in the stomach.
*Thud Thud*
Riko: Aaaghhh..... kuh.....stop ....
Yui: Please stop. Enough, please.
_Ruki beats Riko again.
*Thud Thud*
Yui: Stop it. He is innocent. Please let him go.
_Ruki releases Riko's collar and Riko falls on the ground while his face is full of blood and tries to breathe.
Riko: Ha.... ha..... what is your problem...? Hah......
Ruki: Now I will tell you what my problem is.
_Ruki goes towards Yui and Yui takes a few steps back out of fear to avoid Ruki, but Ruki quickly reaches her and holds her wrist tightly and squeezes her wrist.
Yui: Ahhh. Stop. It hurts.
Riko: Stop it.
_Ruki removes the emerald sun necklace from Yui's necklace and looks at it.
Ruki: This is his gift, isn't it? stupid woman I can't believe you betrayed me because of a stupid gift.
_Ruki throws the stone under his feet and crushes it with his shoe until the stone breaks.
Yui: Stop it. you are hurting me I said it is not as you think. Please listen to me Ruki-kun.....
*smack*
_Yui's speech is interrupted by Ruki's hard slap on her face. A tear drops from Yui's eye and her cheek turns red from Ruki's slap.
Ruki: I said, don't call my name with your dirty mouth, insolent woman.
Riko: ......! You shit, stop it.....
_Riko writhes in pain.
Ruki: You better thank me for not killing you. And you...
_Ruki glares at Yui again.
Ruki: You betrayed me and I will make you pay for it.
_Ruki grabs Yui's wrist tighter than before and takes her with him.
Riko: (Yui-san......I will help you...I promise...)
*TIMESKIP*
_Ruki takes Yui to the dungeon. He opens the dungeon door and pushes Yui into the dungeon, causing Yui to fall hard.
Yui: Ahhh...please.....*Sob*..... listen to me.....*Sniff*....You....You....You got a misunderstanding. ...*Sob*....
Ruki: You are right.
Yui: .....!
Ruki: You are right, I had a misunderstanding. I was a fool to think that love is real and I let my guard down in front of you very easily.
Yui: Ruki-kun...please listen to me...
_Before Yui can finish her words, Ruki bites Yui's neck so hard that it becomes difficult for Yui to breathe.
Yui: Ahhhhhh...it hurts...
Ruki: ....Mmmm....
*slurp* *slurp*
Ruki: Shut up. If one word comes out of your mouth, then I will give you twice as much pain.
Yui: Ahhh...
Ruki: This is just the beginning. Be ready. I want to take you to a real hell. I will make you never forget this pain.
_Yui trembles with fear.
Ruki: Give me your hand.
_Yui gives her hand to Ruki. Ruki squeezes Yui's hand tightly, which causes Yui to curl up in pain.
Yui: Oh...
Ruki: Let me show you what will happen if you betray me. I was very stupid to trust you and be kind to you. I should have treated you like a prey from the beginning. This is what you deserve livestock......
_Ruki bites Yui's finger. Ruki's teeth pierce Yui's tender skin, which makes Yui cry.
Yui: ....ahhhhhh....*sob*.....
Ruki: This is not enough. Is it? Fingers have bones close to the skin, and the tip of the finger is very sensitive. That's why it hurts so much.
Ruki bites all of Yui's fingers. One after another. Yui can no longer bear this pain. She is firmly stuck in Ruki's arms and no matter how much she struggles to escape, it is useless. Her whole body hurts, but her heart hurts the most.
Ruki's look is not as kind as before. Ruki's hug is not as warm and comforting as before. Desperately, Yui punches Ruki's chest with her small hands to find a way to save herself, but her low strength is of no help against Ruki.
_Ruki, who is tired of Yui's stupid efforts, holds her hair with his hand and pulls her tightly.
Ruki: Stop it, you fool. It means you don't understand. You can't resist me. Trying is useless, so give up.
_Yui loses her body strength. Ruki lets go of Yui's hair and gets up off the floor. While smiling from above, he looks down at Yui's corpse covered in blood, who falls on the ground in despair and cries.
Ruki: Haha... this view is very beautiful.
Yui: (How cruel... he is becoming the same as before... like when I met him for the first time...)
Ruki: But these are still not enough. I want to make you cry forever. I want to make you a scary memory as hell.
Yui: .....!
Ruki: Get up and go stand next to the wall.
_With the little strength left for her, she tries to get up from the ground and stumbles towards the wall and stands.
Ruki: You are really disappointing. I haven't done anything yet and you are so weak. This is disgusting.
Yui: (He hasn't done anything yet????!!!!!)
_Ruki walks over to the table and picks up a whip and walks towards Yui with an evil look and a menacing grin.
Ruki: Hmmm... don't give me that pitiful look. I am not going to pity you. With this whip I will engrave all the signs of your sin on your body so that you will always remember what a shameful woman you are.
Yui: ....!
Ruki: Be quick. Raise your skirt.
_Fearful of further punishment, Yui obeys Ruki, holding her skirt with her small, trembling hands to reveal more skin from her legs to Ruki.
Ruki: Listen well. I don't want a single word to come out of your mouth. If you object, I will add ten lashes to the punishment.
*smack*
Yui: Ahhhhhh.....
Ruki: Be quick. Count. You have to reach one hundred.
Yui: (Oh my God... ONE HUNDRED ???????)
*smack*
Yui: Aaaahhhhhhh..... one...
*smack*
Yui: ....... Aaaaaaaagghhhh....Two....
*smack*
Yui: Three...
_While looking at Yui with an evil grin, Ruki cracks her tender skin with a cruel whip.
*TIMESKIP*
Yui: Ahhhh... *Sob*.... Ninety eight....
*smack*
Yui: Hah.... Hah.... *Sob*.... Ninety-nine
*smack*
Yui: Ahhhhh... one hundred...
_Saying the last number, Yui faints and falls to the ground. Ruki throws the whip and exits the dungeon and locks the dungeon door.
Ruki: (It was wrong from the beginning. I shouldn't have trusted this girl. What is it about this girl that makes me feel guilty even though she betrayed me?)
_Ruki gets out of the dungeon and notices that his brothers are standing behind the door.
Ruki: ......! Why are you here?
Kou: What's wrong with you Ruki-kun? What happened. We heard the crying and screaming of M-Neko-Chan from the dungeon.
Azusa: Is Eve...... okay?
Ruki: Don't talk about her in front of me. This dirty livestock deserves to stay in the dungeon and die there.
Yuma: Ruki what happened?
_Ruki walks away from his brothers without saying a word.
Kou: ......
Yuma: .......
Azusa: I'm going into the dungeon to get Eve out.
Yuma: Wait, Azusa.
*Rustle Rustle*
_Yuma grabs Azusa's arm and stops him.
Azusa: Yuma-kun... let me go. If Eve..... stays there, she will...... surely die.
Yuma: Don't worry. I'm sure Ruki won't let her die. Ruki is angry now. We do not know what happened to him. It is better to wait.
Azusa: .......
Kou: Let's get out of here. Otherwise, Ruki will be more angry.
_The Mukami brothers all leave the dungeon together, leaving Yui alone there.
*TIMESKIP*
_Yui wakes up in the dungeon and looks around.
Yui: Ahhh.... geez.... My head hurts so much.
_Yui tries to get up, but loses her balance and falls to the ground again.
Yui: (Ahhhhhhh. My whole body hurts. I can't even stand on my feet.)
_Yui sits down slowly and puts her hand on her legs and caresses the marks of the whips.
Yui: Ruki-kun.......*sob*.... why? *Sniff*..... *Sniff*.... Why don't you believe me?
Tears flow from Yui's bright eyes and she weeps alone. The beautiful goddess used to fly in the sky with her lover and was happy. Her lover has become a heavenly angel who wanted to save her from loneliness. The goddess was happy next to her lover. But this happiness did not last long.
The devil tried hard to break the lock of his dark heart and go to his beautiful goddess. But this lock is now stronger than before. Ruki forgot his love and now he is lost in a world darker than his heart.
Yui is more alone than before and goes back to sleep hoping to be free. The pain covers Yui's whole body and she tries to calm herself by singing a lullaby so that one day she can return to the warm embrace of her lover.
_Yui lays down on the cold floor to relieve her pain. Tears are flowing from her beautiful eyes and she tries to stop her tears.
Yui: Ruki-kun...... Ruki-kun...... Ruki-kun.
_Yui slowly closes her eyes.
Yui: (Ruki-kun.....I love you.)
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My heart is torn in a burning fire.
He was right. His punishment is as painful as hell.
Is this punishment for my sins?
What is my sin?
I am alone in this darkness.
Maybe my sin is loving Ruki Kun.
It doesn't matter how much I get punished for this sin.
I still love you Ruki Kun.
I love you forever.
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pvffinsdaisies · 5 months
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For the ask game: 4, 14, 24, 34, 44, 54, 64, 74
ask game
AHHHHHH ANSKI ILYSMMMMMM FOR SENDING IN SO MANY 😭😭😭😭 but pls is them all ending in four a coincidence or intentional?!
4. Which of the two listens to older music and which one is more into the newer stuff?
Ahh, okay, well I only have a playlist made for Norway currently. So I can’t really use that as a reference. Them both being nations, I think they both listen to a fair share of older stuff, I don’t any nation- besides maybe someone like Hong Kong- would exclusively listen to newer songs. I will say, I think Scotland has a bias for songs from the 90s through to the noughties. I feel like Scotland is the one who potentially doesn’t branch out to newer music as much either, though he isn’t exclusively listening to songs from any time period. I’ll say Scotland for older and Norway for newer, but again, I think they’re both kinda a mix, and there are definitely songs in Norway’s playlist that are from before the 90s. Likewise, there might be songs on Scotland’s playlist from current years.
14. Who gets the most invested in their hyper-fixations?
My say would probably be norway, I think Scotland is potentially better at managing having multiple hobbies. Whereas Norway strikes me as a person who picks up a new hobby, and goes all in, if he’s thinking about picking up a new sport he’ll get all the recommended equipment before even actually giving the sport a try. Now, don’t get me wrong, I don’t think Norway would hyperfixate to the level of someone like Sweden, but Scotland just seems more laid back in his interests than Norway does, to me at least.
24. Who gets a little too invested in board games?
They both do, depending on who they’re playing against! They’re both extremely competitive against different people. Norway is more competitive against Denmark, and especially Sweden, but besides that he’s pretty chill? Norway doesn’t want to win, he just wants to beat Sweden. Likewise, Scotland feels the exact same way about England, there is no way in hell Scotland will ever let England win any competition between them, but if he’s playing against any of his other siblings, he really isn’t going to care that much. He may actually cheer Ireland on! However, all this being said, as a person, Scotland is much more passionate than Norway is, just in general. As well as a lot more reactive, so I lean to think, in a 1v1 game between the two of them, Scotland is more likely to get carried away with it.
34. Who is more sceptical of the two?
Scotland. I feel like Norway seems like he should be the answer, but Norway is Nordic, and the nordics just in general are places with a pretty high sense of trust. If you tell Norway you will do something, you’ll help him out with something, Norway is going to be more inclined to believe you. Ultimately, I think Norway is a type of person to believe people are inherently good, and some people just lose their way. Whilst, Scotland is more friendly and welcoming of new people, but he’s also better at reading people’s facial expressions, so if someone isn’t being completely honest, Scotland is more likely to pick up on it. Scotland is more likely to deep dive into someone’s intentions. This isn’t to say that Scotland cannot trust anyone, that’s not the case, and it’s not to say that Norway is completely tone deaf and incapable of reading social cues. But ultimately, I think Norway is more prone to see the good in people, whilst Scotland is far less likely to do that.
44. Who would confess their love first?
This is a question that will always trip me up 🫠 but I think Scotland, solely because Scotland is far more open with his feelings in general than Norway is. Scotland, to some extent, wears his heart on his sleeve. You can see every emotion that scotland feels very clearly on his face, if he’s upset he’s gonna scowl and if he’s happy he has a wide smile on his face. He’s also very verbal about how he’s feeling, sometimes maybe too much so. Whereas we know Norway is a lot more reserved, he has a permanent poker face and probably isn’t even the best at recognising his feelings and differentiating some feelings from others. I think it stands to reason, Scotland would be the first to confess.
54. Who’s the most likely to get stage fright?
Easily Norway! Scotland, I think, was almost born to be an entertainer, and maybe even performer. He has a natural gift for comedy, natural charisma, and is very charming. He’s comfortable striking up a conversation with just about anyone. Norway is a lot more shy. He tends to keep to himself a lot more, he’s extremely uncomfortable meeting and talking to new comfortable, even just someone sitting next to him on public transport can be enough to make him feel nervous. Norway is nowhere near a cowering wreck, and he’s extremely good as masking his discomfort, but generally he won’t become talkative around just 1 new person until after a few months, maybe even a year or longer of talking to them. So, I don’t think he would manage speaking on a stage, in front of anyone or everyone. I don’t think he’d manage to sing. I don’t think he’d manage to do much at all without feeling incredibly shy. He’d push through, though.
64. Who starts gearing up for Christmas first?
Uhm. Heavily depends. I don’t think Norway will process that it’s time to start getting ready for Christmas- or Yule- until after Finland’s birthday. After the 6th of December. Give a few days to fly back home too. However, I do think, once he starts feeling Christmassy, he does very much lean into it. The bright decorations and cheesy, cheery spirit of the holiday is a huge help for him during the very cold and dark Norwegian winter. Christmas for Scotland starts after he’s seen two things: 1, Aldi’s new Kevin the Carrot advertisement, and 2, the iconic irn bru snowman advertisement. I will say, Kevin the Carrot adverts do tend to start showing in November, but I cannot speak for the irn bru advertisement. But Scotland will refuse to start feeling Christmassy until he has seen the both of them!
74. Who’d be able to not talk for the longest?
Norway. Scotland try and shut up for more than 10 minutes challenge.
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considerablecolors · 2 years
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ahhhhhh alright here goes nothing! here's The Fall, a post-banana incident SAF song from Owen's perspective. i'm not the best singer so be kind lmao, but otherwise i hope y'all enjoy!
Lyrics:
OWEN:
When you sign your name
You sign away all of your things
You sign away your life, your home, your will
Among other things
And you say it's for the better
You say you're saving lives
And you call yourself a hero
As you sharpen your knives
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And you watch your partners fade away
The moment they turn in their gun
And you smile when the others say
That's what happens when you run
And Eisenhower's in your ear
Trying to kill your spirit
And when your fellow agents jeer
You try your damnedest not to hear it
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You trade your heart in
For a license to kill
And you push down the guilt
And you push down the thrill
And whatever they tell you
You nod and agree
Cause a spy is a spy
So there's nothing else
For you to be
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But what if you meet someone
Who changes the game
What if you meet someone
And nothing's the same
What if you're wearing your heart on your sleeve
When you swore you'd keep it a secret
What if he swears that he'll never leave
(Beat.)
And you're dumb enough to believe it
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What if you open your eyes
Just in time to see him walk away
What if you feel yourself beginning to die
But you feel that every day
What if you want to call his name
But you know he wouldn't turn around
What if you fall when no one's there to hear it
Do you even make a sound?
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What if he kissed you in '53
And god, what if you kissed him back
What if it was going well
When suddenly, it fades to black
And maybe I'm the foolish one
For flying when my wings were wax
But even if I'd known you were the sun
I don't know that I'd look back
I think I'd let you kill me again and again
Just to be with you at all
Cause falling in love feels wonderful
As long as you forget the fall
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white-eyed-girl · 1 year
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For no other reason than because I think about them a lot, my not-in-order top 5 songs that should have made it to Eurovision but ripped my heart in half instead Electric Fields - 2000 and whatever
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I'm pretty sure this song exists outside of the space-time continuum I feel like Australia in Eurovision either goes very sleak or absolute circus, and what's in between kinda gets lost on the way This one was fresh, flowy, very millennial in a way, also hearing bits of australian aboriginal languages in ESC would have been hella cool Madara - Esamība
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If you've ever stumbled upon my blog in 2018 you may know how mad I was that Latvia didn't choose this (and no deep crush on Laura Rizzotto ever managed to heal that anger asdfghjkl) This is just one of the most beautiful things I've ever heard :" It's existential, it's symbolic, it's ethereal, it has a slow but mighty fine build-up, and plus it was composed on that wonderful cello sound, which, AHHHHHH Loreen - Statements
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At this point I get it, in Melodifestivalen songs need to be awesome "on the spot", because its audience doesn't really like to have to think about them more than once to understand them This probably sounds insulting lol but I think it's just a big cultural difference (I don't think it's a coincidence that there was a part of the Italian fandom who actually did root for this at the time, it was much more up their alley than Euphoria ever had any chance to be) The choral, deeply meaningful performance, the raw power in her voice, the historical references...this was never going to win Mello, in hindsight it was clear to see, but I'm still glad Loreen brought it to life and showed she isn't just cool beats and dancey vibes KEiiNO - Monument
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This isn't even a scar, it's an open wound and it's still bleeding :" They didn't have to be in the 2021 line-up to win, they had to be in it because 2021 was the strongest year since 1991 and they were literally the only great thing missing from it and deserved to be there to make it even stronger Hands down the one that hurt the most out of all of these Tosca - Il terzo fuochista
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I am cheating a little bit with this one because this competed in Sanremo 2007, so even if it had won it wouldn't have gone to ESC anyway because we were still on voluntary exile :" 2007 was my first Sanremo, I was just a kid and this mesmerized me to the point it has lived in my head ever since, there's only Tosca singing it but it's basically a choral reenactment of a typical italian country fair that culminates in fireworks (yes you could say this song is literally about fireworks AND feelings lol it can be done Salvador!) This is a peak of musical creativity that Sanremo, even in its mostly recurring attention to quality, doesn't reach very often My favourite Sanremo song ever
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Ariels daughter melody and her uncle on a adventure
Melody: come on mom im gonna be late *jumps around excited*
Ariel: sweetie u know wat ur doing with ur uncles right?
Melody: yes were hunting for numbers for grandma pinkies delicious baked good
Ariel: they r pretty good
Melody: i know i wanna get a head start mom
Blood: *knocks on door* hello sis?
Melody: ahhh *opens the door* uncles *hugs Surprise and blood*
Surprise jr: hey girl u ready to go
Melody: yes yes im ready
Blood: all packed up?
Meoldy: huh? Yeeee no?
Blood: u didn't tell her?
Surprise jr: piss off i run hell for fuck sake i forgot
Ariel: why pack?
Blood: hunting takes time sis melody go get ready hurry
Meoldy: *runs upstairs to her room packing*
Surprise jr: *walks outside lighting a blunt*
Ariel: keep her safe blood plz?
Blood: don't worry nothing can go wrong
Ariel: *gulps scared* that's wat worries me.......
Melody: *runs outside tackling surprise* let's go!!!!!
Ariel: and blood?
Blood: ???? huh?
Ariel: no weed
Blood: ok?? *teleports outside* huh where they go? Shit.....
Surprise jr: *summons a portal pulling blood thru* ur late for once brother hahaha
Melody: so why did i have to pack?
Blood: were number hunting r we u wanted to join us remember?
Melody: so it can't be that hard to hunt down numbers right?
Surprise jr: u have no idea girl
Blood: and we have a long list and try to keep them alive brother
Surprise jr: hey i need my souls brother hahahahah
Leysa: *sprees blood* gotcha uncle yes!!!!!!
Melody: hey who the fuck r u?
Leysa: names leysa pie daughter of the devil who r u pretty bitch
Melody: *scared trying not to show it* melody *looks at surprise* uncle surprise?
Surprise jr: leysa calm down she's ur distance cusion
Leysa: *looks at surprise glaring back at melody* more like the distance pixie fairy to me
Melody: ur mean u half dead bitch
Leysa: why thank u my mom and my dad trained me like this so piss off u fairy
Melody: I'll show u a fairy bitch
Leysa: ooooo so scared 😱
Melody: give me the hardest number there is uncle
Leysa: oh i so gotta see this
Melody: *growls*
Surprise jr: i don't like this brother
Blood: neither do i
Surprise jr: should we?
Melody: yes i want the hardest number ever I'll show leysa im tuff
Blood: sister forgive us *gives melody the hardest number
Melody: *looks at the number* princess celestia?........ *gulps* done *summons a portal*
Leysa: the sun bitch? Oh i so gotta see this *walks thru portal after melody*
Princess celestia: greeting young ones how can i help u......wait i smell *sniffs the air* pies......guards
*guards surrounds melody and leysa*
Leysa: I'll take the gurads u get the sun bitch deal mel? *she said half of melody name in respect*
Melody: deal
Leysa: behold the power of the devil's daughter ahhhhh *goes half devil form bolt killing multiple guards*
Melody: *runs for celestia jumping*
Princess celestia: *stabs melody in her shoulder missing her heart* shit missed
Melody: *breaks off celestia horn going to stab her* ahhhh
Princess celestia: *blasts melody in her gut dropping her*
Melody: *gasps for air getting up knowing the risk* im.....not.......down.....yet.....
Princess celestia: pfft ur weak u can't kill me *grabs melody by her throat slamming her to the ground* give up
Melody: *spits in celestia face blasting her till she let's go*
Princess celestia: *throws melody in the air tackling her breaking some of her rib*
Melody: ahhhhhh *hits celestia with all her might not giving up*
Princess celestia: *beats on melody till she unconscious*
Melody: *blocks all her attack biting celestia on her neck*
Princess celestia: ahhh *throws melody spreeing her breaking more of her ribs* give up u stupid brat u won't win *starts choking melody*
Melody: *tries getting free feeling herself fading away* n-nooooo...... i-i w-won't gi-ive u-....... *feels somekind of ultimate power going threw her shouting celestia to the sun as she now banished* I-i did it....... *passes out*
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(Alice in Borderland's last ask I guess?) Yeah I interpreted it as a metaphor between life and death and the choice at the end to either get back to your life and all its responsibilities, or stay (die) and be "free" so I'm coming to terms with it. And fyi, it is mentioned in the manga that the joker is the one that rules the game, but not as a way to live an open ending like Netflix did, is what I meant (sorry for not detailing more, but I usually try to go straight to the point because I freak out everytime I see the length of my asks 😭.) I have to admit I did not notice the issue with the King of Club pacing, but that might be because Manga Arisu's internal conflict during the game results in how he decides not to play anymore after he wins (which he does eventually, but only with the queen of heart) so it went over my head, but now that you say it, I do find it weird that they decided to put that conflict during a game of club? Anyway, thanks for sharing your thoughts about it, it was really interesting!
oh babe don't worry about it, your asks are very short in comparison to some of the ones that i get skldf.
ahhhhhh i see, that obvs wouldn't be something that i would get, but i can see kind of how they were trying to hint at that with that short scene, while also leaving it open for interpretation + expansion.
i noticed it so blatantly bc there's specifically a line where someone says they're going to the king of clubs game first bc clubs games are for teamwork and they have a team advantage. but then they show up at the game and niragi is there, which is an interesting plot beat, but then they just......don't actually show them negotiating working with niragi???? the whole game is pretty much taken up with arisu playing mind games with whatever the naked guy's name is (i do not remember he was so profoundly uninteresting of a character) and niragi is just there. and then he goes right back to being a scumbag? like obvs i was not expecting him to try to redeem him actually, but if they had actually shown him working with them better it would have twisted the knife of him assaulting usagi again more. not that i think they needed to make that worse in any way, but that's what it felt like was the original intention with including it? idk. i could also be misremembering some of the events bc i've only seen each episode once, so basing this on my initial recollection is probably not the most accurate.
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milf-propaganda · 2 years
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Ok thank you because omg they're too much😣 and my little heart candle handle all of my feelings and ahhhhhhhhhhh🥺😩😩
Omg you get it!!! Like you get to know them and you already think they're a wonderful and beautiful person and then you see them and its like OMFG HOW!?!? YOU'RE EVEN MORE PERFECT!!! Like be still my beating heart! We gotta play it cool, don't want to scare them away
And they even posted a picture of their ideal flat and it wasn't really my style but my immediate thought was "I will live in a dumpster with you if that's what you wanted" like omg I don't know what's happening!?! -🧚🏾‍♀️
ahhhhhh not you crushing big time!! ugh this is so cute!!! i love when people have crushes <333
i hope all goes well for you guys or it’s not like painful or anything. libras do b crushing hardcore 🥲
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Anon Ask | Caius Volturi x F!Witch Reader: Punishments
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Canon Divergent Dora is true mated to Renata because I <3 Renata Fight Me
Reader is a Witch.
You are a human. Who managed because of a latent heritage of being a Witch to wander past Heidi into the Throne Room thinking it’s a tour.
You’re not stupid, you walk right in and get near the dais and look around and realize that this is not just a tour.
Sighing, you glance around and face palm. “Ahhhhhh Fuck My Life.”
The Kings of Volterra are eyeing you with amusement.
You sigh, and glare UP at the throne of a very, very gorgeous almost elfin, platinum haired King who’s GLARING back at you with a raised brow and a scowl.
“So ah do I get to pick who offs me?”
All vampires just PAUSE.
“Because okay, if I’m gonna die.” You point at Caius. “That one. You. You’ve got dibs Sir.”
Caius is Shooketh.
This little human has got some guts.
He hates humans. HATES humans.
So why when he snatches you up and you just look at him with those big eyes, and a small smile “just make it quick hm?”
You wait, eyes closed.
Caius pauses, growling and suddenly NOPE you’re picked up and ZOOM.
Aro: The fuck just happened?
You’re tucked away in his inner sanctuary of his rooms, sat down on a chair. “Sit RIGHT here human. If you move I shall be displeased, you won’t like what happens if you make me angry.”
“Uhhhhhh kay.”
Caius goes and feeds and after he sits amongst his brothers. “I’m keeping it.” He growls
Turns out he can keep you because you’re not human! YAY!
“So am I like a bunny.”
“Less than a Rabbit you’re human.” Caius would growl at you.
“Mmmkay.”
How things Go:
You are the chillest bitch to ever chill. Life has not been great, in fact it’s been a horror show, Aro of course sees this and he scolds Caius for treating you like a piece of furniture rather than a person.
Aro knows you’re just feeling Caius out, watching because there are moments— the very few moments— when he is oh so gentle.
You shiver, a blanket is flung at your face. “My luck you’d catch pneumonia.”
Your tummy rumbles, the chef brings a five star meal. “I don’t need you dying.”
You’re bored, suddenly you’re in front of the TV and given access to ALL the shows. “You’re being a pest.”
Aro also knows your temper is starting to appear the more Caius pushes you away.
Caius isn’t sure what to even do with you— he is FEELING things, things he’s never even felt with Dora. And Dora is berating him alongside Marcus for being an utter nitwit.
“Cai for all your brilliance for strategy you’re an idiot in romance.” Dora says.
He knows it’s true. He’s an asshole.
And angry.
All the time. But when you’re around he’s not angry anymore.
But at one point you’re still fidgeting with your hands. “What is the problem now.”
“Ah…well…” you fidget some more, “c-can I have some water colors?”
Caius freezes. “You paint?” He seems curious.
You nod. “I do digital art but I like canvas art too!” You show him your phone of photoshop collages, watercolor, digital paintings and such.
“You do this on a computer?” He tilts his head. He hates technology. So seeing that one can create art this way is astounding to him.
“Yeah I had to sell my iPad a while ago so sadly I can’t do much right now but if I have some water colors that would be a good start!” You bounce on your feet.
You have the a massive iMac, a Wacom Cintiq 24”, an entire selection of Derwent colors and crazy amounts of canvases and anything else you might need that an artist can think of.
Caius is utterly stunned when you tackle him and kiss his cheek thanking him.
His heart explodes into confetti.
Art is how Caius communicates his gentler side. His art is beautiful, evoking deep emotions, and his hand is gentle and fluid enough in motion to capture even the most minute details.
You both grow exceptionally close, till Marcus one day pulls him aside to inform him of the Mate Bond that is between you two.
The Kiss:
You’re modeling for Caius, it’s a random request and you feel utterly embarrassed dressed in flowing robes and sprawled on a chaise lounge half hanging off, your hair spilling onto the marble floor.
You can’t quite help but notice how his gaze is pitch black and devouring you.
“M-Master Caius?”
“Caius.” He grumbles.
“Huh?”
“I think it’s about time you can call me Caius y/n.”
He can hear your heart thump an erratic beat as magic swirls in your eyes. It’s slowly been coming back to you, being cared for, like a plant long neglected, your magic has begun to grow under the tender albeit aloof care of the vampire King you’re so utterly in love with.
But you know it’s silly, there’s no way it’d work—
He’s suddenly next to you, hovering nose to nose, pulling you towards him, “you consume me.”
It’s the last thing he says for a long while as you both end up staying on that lounge for a— ahem lengthy amount of time.
Punishments:
Caius is a sadist.
But he’s a loving sadist.
He has so many kinks he doesn’t know what to do with them. And luckily for him— surprise surprise you’re kinky too.
But you tend to be mouthy. And Caius does not like when he is disobeyed. “Be a good pet and go sit.”
“But—“
“1.”
When Aro counts it’s for orgasms.
When Caius counts it’s for paddling or the crop.
Or it’s for forced orgasms and overstimulation.
The dynamic between you is quite lovely, boundaries are discussed whenever needed, although Caius can come across as gruff and uncaring, at one point during punishment play you had said your safe word rather quickly, and everything stopped. Oils, bath, rub down, talks, blankets, snuggles, and so many kisses to the forehead. “Bunny, oh my little bunny what happened?”
As someone who does not cry.
Ever.
Aro has attested to this.
It astounds Caius that you’d trust him enough to do so.
He realizes that he’s earned a trust that has not been earned by anyone in a long long time, knowing that feeling, he would never break it by overdoing things or going past your boundaries.
Punishments are talked out. Explained. Rules are fairly discussed and you ALWAYS have a say in vetoing or staying off for another day.
If it’s a topic that has yet to be discussed it is tabled, and discussed for what an appropriate response should be.
Punishments include:
Caning
Paddle
Crop (your favorite)
Being suspended and teased.
Leashed. Yes he will have you walk behind him with a leash and collar. And yes he will sit in the Library with you on a leash and your head in his lap. “Good Bunny.”
You are a very good bunny.
Caius has only had only lost his temper with you once. And never will again.
It was due to negligence on your part, you had disobeyed him when it was imperative for you to listen, not aware of the danger of a local coven’s very out of control member. “But Cai why—“
They had heard your blood sing to them.
Caius had torn the individual to pieces in a fit of utter rage before turning on you with a shout, “I told you NEVER to disobey me.” he roared at you, the energy coming off him practically feral as his eyes were murderous.
Seeing you shrink back; the fear in your gaze at him almost broke his heart when the dread kicked in as to what he had done. He had frightened you.
He was supposed to be your comfort and safety.
of course you wouldn't understand vampire's ways of doing things.
or what a singer was...you were a witch...
But before he could even think to reach for you...
You had fled.
Hidden away in Dora’s rooms you tucked yourself away in her bathroom in the tub with a blanket curled up and wept.
Dora and Sulpricia beat the shit out of Caius.
He had sat outside the door pleading with you for hours.
He knew he had utterly fucked up.
He had a horrid temper, he knew it, and the idea of you being drained dry right in front of him had been far too much for him to think of. “Y/n please talk to me. I'm so sorry please forgive me.”
You had unlocked the door with magic…. And he had merely crawled into the tub with you, curled around you underneath the blanket and held you while you cried into him and smacked at his chest. “Don’t do that ever again!!!”
“I know, I know bunny I know. Never again. I'm a bastard I know.”
You calmed down and glared at him.
“Would you like to delve out a punishment?”
You blinked, confused and then realized what he was offering.
“Yes.”
And that is how you ended up quite happy with your vampire begrudgingly, and amused sitting at your feet in your shared rooms with GOOD BOY on a thick leather collar.
Turns out Caius likes being punished too.
“Also a masochist hm?” You laugh at him and grip him by his hair.
“So it seems.” He muses kissing your knee and nudging your legs apart. “But the reward is worth it isn’t it bunny?”
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little bundle of sunshine — ushijima wakatoshi
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synopsis: you and your daughter surprised ushijima by watching his volleyball game
pairing: dad!ushijima x f!reader
genre: fluff!! timeskip :))
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a/n: ahHhHhh i’m sorry if this is like ?? because it is my first time posting this kind of fic, so pls don’t judge me HAHAHHAHAHAHA
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“Hello! Good morning.” You greeted the guard before walking to the daycare that was near your workplace.
You walked into your daughter’s classroom and you see her sitting quietly on a chair, observing her other classmates.
She’s just quiet while swinging her little legs because her feet don't reach the floor. She hugs her backpack closely to her lap and put her head on top of it.
You knocked on the door to excused your daughter and just smiled at the teacher and greeted her.
The five-year-old who looked more like her father glanced up to you, and a huge smile plastered on her face.
“Mommy! Mommy!” She called running towards you with a piece of paper in her hand. She presented it to you as you knelt to be on her height.
“Wook! I drew dada!” She excitedly said while swaying her body left to right and you take the paper from her hands and rubbed her head with your other hand.
“You’re good! It’s amazing, baby.” You looked over her with her big dark olive-brown eyes looking up to you. “Want to go watch daddy play?” You asked, already knowing her answer.
A big smile came onto her face as she jumped up and down, “Yes!” She always loves watching her father play and cheering for him.
Ushijima often jokes about having another one soon, so he can have a whole cheering team because you both get always baby fever whenever she’s around which is always.
You stood up and put out your hand for her to reach, “let’s get changed first, and then we’ll go.” She grabbed your hand as you got her backpack and headed to the bathroom to change.
You changed her school uniform to a volleyball jersey with Ushijima’s number on it and some shorts, fixing her hair to make it pigtails. You then changed quickly into jeans and a t-shirt with his number too.
You walked out and headed to your car. She easily goes to her car seat with excitement and because of your busy schedule, you don’t get to watch every game, so Ushijima would be surprised to see you and your daughter watch his game today.
You pulled into the parking lot of the venue, you made sure to look out for your daughter so she wouldn't run across the street because sometimes her excitements overboard.
As you walked in, the venue was already filled with many fans and visitors as the teams were about to play. You held your daughter firmly on your hip so you wouldn't lose her as you walked to find a seat in the front.
When you already settled on the front row, your daughter looked around for her dad and you pointed him out to her as they were all on the side, warming up and doing their drills.
“Daddy!” She screamed, waving up her two hands.
Ushijima stopped warming up and looked around, recognizing his daughter's voice. He didn’t know you were coming today and it was kind of a surprise. “Daddy!” She yelled again, this time he glanced towards you with wide eyes and smiled.
Standing up and walking over, “Dad! Wook!” She pulled out her jersey to show him. He smiled and pinched her cheek and kissed her forehead before reaching over to pick her up from you.
“My cheerleaders came here to support me?” he asked and looked at you.
She giggled and leaned more into him. You always wonder why she’s more a daddy’s girl when she always spends time with you.
“I got off early and we couldn’t waste this because everyone is looking forward to this game and we wanted to be here to support you.” You reached over and ran your fingers to your daughter's hair as she snuggled to her dad.
You felt almost everyone's eyes are on your family, “plus, she loves watching you play.” As you converse with Ushijima, many flashing lights are directed to you and your daughter.
Ushijima put her head on his chest to shield her from the cameras, he looked up over to you and smiled.
“What about you?” He teased, looking at your shirt because of his jersey number.
You smiled and moved closer to him, “you know that I have admired watching you play since you’re in high school. That's why we have this ray of sunshine.” He smirked, recalling what it would do to you to watch him play.
“Besides, it's been a while. I must show everyone this beautiful baby.” He chuckled and kissed your forehead.
“I have to go now. Cheer for me okay?” He asked and you and your daughter nodded.
You took her back in your hands as she held on to you, “wuv you daddy. Play well..” she blew a kiss with her free hand.
You could see how his heart melted because of his expression. Your daughter has that effect on everyone she meets.
“I love you too, sweetheart.” He replied, smiling before walking back to his teammates.
The game went on and intense. Schweiden Adlers had no problem beating their opponent and watching your husband play gives you different feelings and emotions. Every time you see him play, you fall in love all over again.
That’s the reason why your daughter was brought up to this world so soon. You just have no self-control when it comes to Ushijima.
After the game, you walked down the stairs, getting the usual looks of awe for being the wife of the one and only Ushijima Wakatoshi, you just smiled at them, and your daughter waves and smiles at them confidently. Some people noticed your daughter and look at her with amusement because of her cuteness.
Once you were downstairs of the gym, she wiggled her way out of your arms and ran towards her dad with open arms. He didn't notice her coming until she hugged his legs.
Some of the other players were looked so confused, except for Ushijima’s teammates as to why a child was hugging his legs.
He turned around and picked her up, getting her to giggle as Hosiumi tickled her. “Daddy did good right?” You asked, letting everyone hear as you walked over to your family. Almost everyone gasped and looked shocked.
Being a private person, Ushijima doesn’t bring it up unless you ask or talk it about him. “Yeah! Dada did so well!” Reaching up to pinch his cheeks and hugged his neck.
“I’ve never seen Ushijima-san being like that.” You heard a player whispered to his teammate.
“Uncle Yama and Iumi..” she tried to reach out for Kageyama but he just smiled and pointed to Hosiumi who looks excited to take her.
Your daughter reached for Hosiumi who happily took her. Once she was on his arms, Ushijima pulled you close to him.
“How was my performance, love?” He said softly for you as you smiled, moving closer to his arms.
“Hmm.. perfect as usual.” You replied, hugging him as he kissed you softly.
“Of course, you were watching and our ball of sunshine.” You felt your heart being contented to have this kind of life.
Ushijima’s arms snaked on your waist, closing your eyes, he kissed your forehead.
“I’m so happy today...” he trailed off and smiled. You felt your heart racing, it feels like you’re in high school again.
“Uh, Ushijima-san,” Hosiumi came up to you both with your daughter sitting on his shoulder, holding his hair up.
You laughed because her hands are playing with Hosiumi’s hair. Carefully, Hosiumi handed her to you as he also went to leave with his other teammates.
You put her on the ground and play with her for a little bit. Ushijima went to his locker and someone came up to you, he’s someone who kept looking at you earlier from the stands.
“Hi! Are you supporting someone?” He looked at your daughter as she plays with the volleyball.
“Yeah, Schweiden Adlers.” You replied and then smile over your daughter who’s now trying to dribble the volleyball.
“You look very pretty. Is she your sister?” You stayed quiet, thinking if he doesn’t know about you being married to Ushijima.
“No, she’s our daughter.” You didn’t notice Ushijima walking over to your daughter to pick her up before he came up to you.
“Oh, sorry. I didn’t know.” The guy cowers away and just walked away.
Ushijima turned towards you, “I’m sorry.” You smiled and hold on to his arm.
“It’s okay.” You took your daughter from Ushijima’s arms and she snuggled on your neck.
He leaned over to kiss your daughter’s forehead, “let’s go home.” He gently said and kissed your lips.
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a/n (take 2): if you read this, i just wanted to say congrats!! HAHAHAHA jk but thank you for reaching at the end of the story <3 i hope you liked it 🥺
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saeyoungchoismaid · 4 years
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Valentine’s Sux
Pairing: Solomon x f!reader Genre: angst, fluff, vague nsfw themes Warnings: I think just choking- Summary: You get into a fight with your boyfriend, Solomon, on Valentine’s Day Word Count: 4.6k A/N: As some of you might have saw, I want to try and be more inclusive to readers who often feel excluded from x reader works. Since this is so long and I’m honestly too lazy to read through all of this, I did word searches and I’m hoping I got rid of all of the things like “she blushed red” and whatnot. If you do still see something like that, please let me know! I want EVERYONE to feel included and happy reading my work! Thank you and enjoy!
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As if February ain't cold enough You had to go and break my heart
Your face is freezing from the tears cooling on your face from the chilly air and you wouldn’t be surprised if your lips are blue. You can feel your heart growing a size smaller, or is that the feeling of it breaking? You’re not too sure but it’s not like it really matters. Either way, your chest hurts and your body feels heavy.
How could this even happen? Things weren’t supposed to go like that. Especially on Valentine’s Day. The day that’s supposed to be full of love and romance. Now, all you feel is sick to your stomach and tired. 
I made six reservations just in case of cancellations But I guess we could eat dinner apart
Six reservations. You wanted to be able to have a nice dinner with him, but lord forbid you’re extra cautious. You picked his favorite restaurants instead of yours, and for what? For him to shout that you’re being dramatic. Now, you’re going to have to call all of those places and tell them you have to cancel. That’s an embarrassment you’d rather not face but know it’s the polite thing to do. It’s not like they’d know about you and your boyfriend’s fight. 
You walk into the House of Lamentation with a sigh, feeling angry and embarrassed that you’re back here. You had already told all of the guys that you wouldn’t be coming home tonight, sitting through all of their teasings because you knew it’d be worth it in the end. 
It was the exact opposite of that. 
Unluckily, literally all of the brothers are here. You just want to put all of this crap away and go to bed. You walk into the kitchen to find Beelzebub eating from a container from last night’s dinner, a happy smile on his face. 
The way you stared when I bought you that big bear I could tell you were kind of disturbed But my kind acts of kindness can we put this all behind us Have you tried the chocolate mints they're superb
You keep your head down as you toss the chocolates onto the counter before shoving the dumb, stuffed bear into the trash. Beel pauses his munching to watch you plunge the innocent bear as deep into the trash as it could go. He sets the container down and slowly starts to move towards you. 
“(Y/n)?” he says softly, pressing his hand gently to the top of your back. “Are you alright?” 
That stupid question. 
And just like that, you're a sobbing mess in Beel’s arms. His eyes are wide as you squeeze him tightly, crying right into his shirt. He’s instantly sad because you are, his heart aching at the thought of you even being upset. 
“Shh, it’s alright, (Y/n). Let it all out. It’s okay,” he soothes, rubbing your back and the back of your head. You do as he says, letting out sob after sob into his strong chest. Your loud bawling, of course, attracts the attention of the other brothers. They all come into the kitchen worried like the mother hens they are.
“What happened?” 
“Is (Y/n) okay?” 
“Do I need to get my knife?”
“Please tell me those are happy tears.” 
“Is (Y/n) hurt?” 
“Everyone stop,” you groan, pulling away from Beel to wipe at your face. Asmo is quick to hand you some tissues, a quiet ‘thank you’ leaving your lips as you take them. You clean up your face while the brothers continue to throw questions at you and Beel.  
“Solomon and I had a fight, okay?” you shout over them, feeling fresh tears well up in your eyes. Everyone goes silent at that, staring as you start to cry again. 
Can't believe we're through but I guess it's really true Valentine's sux without you
Now everyone is beyond confused since this morning you were so excited to go see Solomon and spend the night with him. You told them about all your gifts and plans, a glow in your eyes all day until lunch when you finally got to see Solomon. After that, they left you two alone and went about their day. 
So, how did that end up with you two fighting?
“Yeah, I’ll go get my knife,” Belphie says as he starts to walk out of the kitchen before Lucifer stops him. 
Valentine's sux without you Ahhhhhh, it sucks
You basically skip through the halls with a bright smile, your heart racing as you look for Solomon. You giggle each time you think of his reaction to your gifts. He had told you prior to today that he didn’t want you getting him anything. As if you were going to listen to your handsome boyfriend and not get him anything though. 
You beam brighter than the sun when you finally do spot Solomon, quickly making your way towards him. “(Y/n)! I made you a cake pop!” Luke squeals happily when he sees you. You smile warmly at him and gratefully take the offered heart-shaped cake pop. 
“Awe, thank you, Luke! I’m sorry I didn’t get you anything!” you say as you pull him into a hug. He giggles and shakes his head, accepting and returning the hug without hesitation. 
“Don’t apologize, silly! You already have a Valentine!” he replies as he pulls away, looking over at Solomon. Solomon stares back at him before looking down to your hand holding the cake pop. 
“Well, that is true,” you say softly, giggling along with him. You go to greet your boyfriend when Simeon speaks up next. 
“Here you go, (Y/n). Happy Valentine’s day,” the angel says sweetly. You look to his hands to find a card and a small box. You raise your brow as you gently put the cake pop into your bag before taking it from him. You open the card first, smiling when a baby cupid pops out. You read the little note that he and Luke wrote, cooing softly. 
“Awe, you guys are the sweetest!” you whine, pulling Simeon into a hug. He chuckles and returns it before pulling away after a couple of seconds. 
“You have to open the box too.” 
“Hm? Oh!” you open up the box to see crudely made chocolates. You gasp and quickly eat one with excitement. “This is so good!” you gasp. 
Simeon blushes and looks away from you as he rubs the back of his neck. “Thank you. Luke wanted me to give you more than just a ‘lousy card,’ so he forced me to make the chocolates,” he gushes. You smile warmly at him and eat another one of the chocolates. 
“Well, you did great! They’re delicious! Thank you!” After you say this, you turn to look at Solomon, feeling your face warm up just looking at him. 
“We’ll catch you two later,” Simeon says before leading Luke and himself away from you both. You wave at them before turning to look at Solomon, placing Simeon’s chocolates into your bag. 
“Happy Valentine’s Day,” you say softly, offering him the bear and chocolates. His brows furrow down at you, remaining silent for a moment as he looks you over.
“Where did you get that stuff?” he asks, not reaching his arms out to take the gifts. Not giving you a kiss. Nothing. 
Your brows furrow now, looking down at the objects in your hands. “Um, I went to the store to get the be-”
“No, not that. The necklace, the candy bracelet, and the rest of that crap.” You pause at this, your hands pulling your gifts for him back towards your chest. You move the bear under your arm to use your hand to touch the necklace. You forgot it was even there. 
“Oh, Lucifer got it for me,” you explain before removing your hand to look at your wrist, “and Levi gave me the candy bracelet.” You watch him frown and cross his arms over his chest. 
“Let me guess, all of the brothers gave you something?” he asks, sneering a bit as he says it.
You pull back from him as if he burned you, surprised at his tone. “Um, yes,” you mumble honestly, nervously looking down at your gifts. 
“And what did the other foul demons get you?” he seethes. Your jaw drops at this, your heart starting to beat fast for another reason. 
“Foul? Why would you say that? Solomon, why are you acting like this?” you reply quickly. He scoffs and rolls his eyes a bit. 
“Tell me what the other brothers got you,” he demands. You roll your eyes right back at him and huff, showing your annoyance. 
“Asmo got me beauty products, Beel made me desserts, Mammon got me flowers, Satan got me a book and a movie, and Belphie got me stuffed animals,” you snap, wanting to cross your arms over your chest as well but deciding not to. 
Just remain calm. 
Solomon doesn’t think remaining calm is a good idea though, which is very unlike him. 
“Products? Desserts? Flowers? Book and movie? Animals? They all got you more than one thing,” he snaps right back, his voice deeper than usual. 
You take a deep breath and force a smile, trying to soothe the situation. “Their gifts don’t matter as much as yours does. Happy Valentine’s Day. By the way, I made reservations at a couple different rest-” you start softly, offering him the gifts again before he cuts you off. 
“I didn’t get you anything and I told you that I didn’t want you to give me anything. Why did you make more than one reservation? You’re being dramatic,” he says with little to no emotion before walking away. 
You gape at his back and look down at the chocolate box and stuffed bear. Your eyes start to water as you quickly run to the restroom, dashing into a stall to hide there. 
You hide out there until the bell rings to signal that lunch is over. You wipe at your face with toilet paper before leaving the stall. You then walk over to the mirror and look at your reflection, grabbing paper towels to wipe at your face once more. 
“Stupid Solomon. Stupid Valentine’s Day,” you grumble to yourself as you try to make yourself presentable, knowing good and well that you’re going to be late to class. 
Now I sit at my desk at my low-class job Everybody's got flowers on theirs
When you do reach the class, your teacher pauses their talking to look at you, as does the rest of the class. The teacher goes to reprimand you before they notice your red, swollen eyes and puffy face. “Sorry I’m late,” you apologize, heading over to your desk. Once you’re sat down, they start up their teaching again. 
You could honestly care less about whatever they are saying, your eyes looking at everyone’s desks. Of course, lunch is the prime time to talk to your Valentine or confess to your crush. Because of this, almost everyone in the class has flowers on their desk along with other goodies. You toss your gifts for your boyfriend under your chair, not wanting to look at it right now. 
And it's hard to concentrate, someone tells me about their date F-ing Christ, Jenny, nobody cares
You tried hard to listen to your teacher but all you could think about is how Solomon rejected you and left you alone in the hallway. Class finishes up ten minutes before it’s officially over, so the teacher allows you to converse with each other. And, of course, Jenny takes this opportunity to brag about her crush confessing to her and giving her a lot of goods. 
You just wished she would shut up already because you cared less about this than you did about what the teacher was talking about. 
The school day felt like it lasted for an eternity and you couldn’t be happier to get away from everyone and go home and cry. 
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The brothers watch as you finish up your story, still crying softly. “Hey, it’s okay. I’ll make you something sweet to eat,” Beel soothes. You shake your head, giving him a sweet smile and a hug. 
“Don’t worry about it big guy. I just want to take a nap,” you reassure. He slowly nods his head as he watches you walk towards the stairs to go to your room. 
“Should we do something?” Satan asks softly in order for you to not hear. Lucifer sighs and shakes his head while crossing his arms over his chest, a heavy frown on his face. 
“No, sadly. It’s not our business. We just have to let them deal with it,” he says quietly in response to Satan. 
My house is a mess, I'm forty days behind in rent And I still smell your shitty perfume
You walk into your room and frown, looking at the mess you left behind this morning. You woke up extra early to dress up nice for Solomon, wanting to wow him. He apparently didn’t notice and if he did, he didn’t care. 
You push everything off your bed and onto the floor before collapsing onto it, not bothering to change out of your uniform. You take a deep breath, trying to keep your mind blank or at least trying not to think of you-know-who. That lasted all about ten seconds before you realize that you’re breathing in something all too familiar. 
Solomon’s cologne. 
It makes you start crying all over again, sitting up to get away from the smell of him on your bed. You regret ever having him over to cuddle. You regret ever asking him to bring his cologne with him one day and putting it all over your bed and clothes. You regret wearing his clothes to bed. 
And I'm full of regret, all that money that I've spent To have a barbershop quartet sing for you
You lay back down and try to get your nose used to the scent so you wouldn’t smell it anymore, tears sliding back towards your hairline as you stare up at the ceiling. You then, of course, start to think about all the other things planned for him. You wasted so much saved up money on him to try and make him happy. You even got a barbershop quartet to sing to him just to see him cringe and laugh in embarrassment. 
One day at a time, by next year I should be fine Valentine's sux without you
Maybe you two will make up and be able to actually do something next year together. Why did he even get so upset? Is he going to break up with you? 
When push comes to shove it's the national day of love Valentine's sux without you
Valentine’s Day always sucks when you’re single and alone but it sucks even more when you actually have a partner but can’t spend it with them. 
Oh, valentine's sux without you Oh, valentine's sux without you Oh, valentine's sux without you Oh, valentine's f-ing sux
You sigh and close your eyes, letting your body relax as you let yourself slowly drift off to sleep with the smell of your boyfriend filling your nose and your mind doing nothing but picture him. 
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You don’t know how long you’re asleep when you suddenly wake up from your phone going off. You groan as you slowly wake up the more your phone goes off, rubbing at your swollen eyes before opening them. You reach into your blazer pocket for your phone, looking at who’s calling you. You scoff and roll your eyes when you see that it’s your boyfriend. 
Your heart clenches inside of your heavy chest when you see the picture of you two kissing. “Jerk,” you grumble as you let the call go. You go to set it down when he’s instantly calling you again. You huff and decline the call, having just enough time to look at how long you’re asleep before he calls you again. You decline once more before looking at your battery percentage. 
Your phone is almost dead. 
Good. Let him keep calling. You put your phone on Do Not Disturb after taking him off your favorites, seeing as how they’re the only ones that can get through the do not disturb. You set your phone down beside you before closing your eyes, starting to drift off again. 
You just start to get back to sleep when there’s a knock on your door. You groan to let the person know they can come in, keeping your body right where it is. “(Y/n)?” you hear Lucifer ask. He pauses when he spots you though, a light blush spreading throughout his body when he sees you. You grunt again in response, letting him know you’re listening. You hear him walk towards you, a sigh leaving you as you try to wake up a little more. 
You’re instantly awake when you feel hands on you. You gasp as your eyes fly open, quickly reaching to grab Lucifer’s hands. “Lucifer!” you shout, turning your head and freezing in your spot when you see who it is instead. 
“You just let him in here when you’re indecent?” Solomon growls, continuing his mission to pull your skirt down back down over your butt now that you let his wrists go. You huff and push him away, sitting up to look at Lucifer who is still at the door. 
“You have a visitor,” he states the obvious before shutting the door to leave you two alone. You sigh and run your hands through your messy hair, pulling your legs towards you when Solomon steps closer to you. 
“Answer me. Did you do that on purpose?” your jaw drops at his accusation, your eyes instantly growing dark with anger. 
“How dare you accuse me of such a thing! Especially right after lunch when I tried to give my boyfriend stuff for Valentine’s Day because I love him!” you screech, getting off of the bed to shove at his chest. 
He quickly takes ahold of your wrists, just like you had done to him before. He squints his eyes at you, glaring daggers into your icy eyes. “Lose the attitude. Why didn’t you answer my calls?” 
You scoff exasperatedly, tugging on your arms to try and get your wrists free. “I can have an attitude if I want one! And I didn’t answer your calls because I was obviously asleep,” you snap, the last part being a partial lie.
He scoffs and tightens his grip on your wrist. “You’re such a liar. I know you get my calls even when your phone is on Do Not Disturb. Plus, your phone didn’t even finish ringing before it went to your voicemail. You denied one of my calls,” he seethes. You honestly have never seen him so angry before. 
And you hate the fact that it’s turning you on. 
“Yeah, I denied your call. So what? You’re the jerk who wanted to treat me like trash today even when-” 
Before you could even blink, he uses his body to force yours backwards to the wall beside your bed. Once you’re trapped there, he puts one of your wrists with the other one before holding them with one hand. That hand then brings them above your head and his free hand goes to your throat. 
“Didn’t I tell you to stop having an attitude?” he growls into your ear, roughly pressing his body to yours. The breath leaves you as you stay still, trying to get your brain to catch up with what’s going on. This doesn’t help with how turned on you were getting earlier but this doesn’t mean you’re any less angry. 
You tug on your arms to try and get them free, glaring into his eyes. “I’m not being a disobedient brat to turn you on or whatever. I’m ser-” Your voice cuts off when he tightens his grip on your throat. 
“Funny. I don’t remember saying you could back talk to me,” he says lowly before licking around the shell of your ear. You shiver despite trying to remain angry or expressionless. He just knows your body too well. 
You stare up at him with half-lidded eyes, trying to decide if you want to let him take you right here against the wall or if you want to keep fighting. You’re honestly having trouble deciding. Earlier today, he seemed completely disinterested in you but now it seems all he can even think about is you. 
“Don’t even think about fighting. I can see it in your eye that you’re debating on if you want to continue being a brat or not,” he whispers, starting to grind against you. You’re both surprised and not surprised at all that he’s already half hard. 
“Normally, I’d ask if you’re going to be my good girl but I clearly don’t have to ask this time. You’ve been nothing but bad. Are you ready for your punishment?” he says in a gravelly tone, pulling away from your ear to look into your eyes. 
You lick your lips, knowing that back talking alone would’ve been enough to get you a punishment. You gasp when he tugs you from the wall and pushes you to the bed. You land on your stomach, already starting to whine since you know what’s coming. 
He’s quick to shut that down by landing a harsh hit to your ass without even removing any of your layers. “Don’t start all of that. You brought this onto yourself.” You tense up and go quiet, your panties getting wetter by the second. 
“Good girl,” he coos, flipping your skirt up before bringing his hand to your core. He uses his thumb to run over your folds through the material before circling over your clit. “I can already tell that you’re soaked,” he teases. You whine and arch your back further to raise your ass higher up. 
He rubs his other hand on your right cheek before laying a smack onto it. You grunt and bite your lip, not wanting to satisfy him. You hear him growl, knowing you’ve already pissed him off again. 
“I’m sorry,” he starts, ripping your panties clean off, causing you to whine more, “I don’t think I heard you,” he finishes his sentence with a harsh slap to the cheek that was already hit. You mewl in response, mentally cursing yourself for even making a sound. 
You really aren’t putting up as much of a fight as you wanted.
He continues to place hit after hit on your ass, switching between the two cheeks. By the time he’s done, your skin is burning. Your entire body is also shaking with anticipation for the next hit or for him to do something new. 
You don’t even realize he’s done when he flips you over, pinning your arms above your head as he stares down at you. “I’m trying to decide what to do with you next? Think you’ve been punished enough?” You bite your lip and stare up at him, everything coming back to you from earlier today. 
You don’t even realize you’re crying until he’s wiping your tears away with wide eyes. “Are you okay? Was I too rough? Why didn’t you use your safe word?” he rushes out, worried for the wrong reasons. 
You shake your head and push his hands away, hiding your wet face from him. “Why did you get angry at me today? I was so upset…” you trail off, not wanting to go into too much detail about how much he hurt you. 
He sighs and pulls your hands away from your face with ease, giving you a sincere look as he brushes your hair out of your face. “Shh, calm down. I’m sorry. I just…” he’s the one to trail off now. He sighs before trying again. 
“I’m really sorry. I was so excited to see you but then I saw Simeon and Luke. I started talking to them and they told me how much effort they put into your gifts. Then, you came up and you were just so happy to see them and you loved their gifts. Then, to make matters worse, you got gifts from all of the brothers. I just...I just thought that my gifts would be nothing compared to theirs,” he whispers, his eyes downcast. “And to put the cherry on top, instead of saying this and apologizing, I just came in here even angrier after the whole Lucifer thing and tried to have angry or make up sex,” he adds on before you can reply. 
You smile softly at him, sniffling and pulling him down to give him a kiss. “You’re such a dork. I told you that I’d love yours the most,” you reassure, running your hands through his light hair. 
He sighs for the nth time and nods his head, leaning into your touch.  “I know, I know. I just got...worried.” 
You hum, shaking your head as you lightly tease. “You mean you got insecure and jealous.” You giggle when he pouts, bringing his pouty lips down for another kiss. He pecks your lips a couple times after your kiss before pulling away. 
“Maybe, or maybe not,” he replies nonchalantly like his feelings aren’t obvious. You giggle some more before giving him another kiss. You’ve missed his lips, even if it’s only been a day. 
“Wait, you got me something?” you ask curiously, instantly trying to guess what he got you. He smiles at this, nodding his head before pecking your lips and standing up. It’s your turn to pout now as you watch him, now wondering where he’s going. You gasp quietly when you see the box and bags on the floor by the door. 
“I brought these to school and had to carry them around all day since I couldn’t give them to you. Then, when I came in, your underwear was out for everyone to see and I kinda just dropped them…” You bite your lip at this, watching him bring everything over to you. 
“Sorry about that, by the way,” you apologize softly, sitting up and fixing your skirt. His eyes go down to said skirt, licking his lips when he catches a view of your bare core. You’re dripping after his punishment. He clears his throat and then focuses on the gifts, sliding them over to you. 
“Happy Valentine’s Day, my love,” he says softly. You’re quick to open them, your heart beating wildly in your chest. He got you the normal Valentine’s Day gifts like chocolate and a card but he also got you other things. You squeal in delight when you pull one of his hoodies out of a bag. 
“I figured the one you stole from me doesn’t smell like me anymore, so I brought you this one. I wore this for a week without you seeing it because I wanted it to be a surprise. To make things even better, I got two so now we can match.” 
You giggle like a schoolgirl and pull him to a hug after opening everything else. “You’re literally the best ever. I love you,” you mumble into his shoulder, feeling him smile into your hair.
“Does this mean I can take you back to my place and touch you without having to worry about noise?” Your cheeks heat at his reply and nod your head, sucking on your lip as you pull away from the hug. 
“Let's go then. I’ve been thinking about this for weeks.”
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ah-yes-paris · 3 years
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beatles harmonies that cured my depression.
It is important that i discuss this. Well, not really important I just really wanted to share. This is in no particular order either it's just the ones that come to the top of my head lol. Feel free to reblog and share your own 😎
1. The "Woahoooah AHHHHH" from When I Get Home.
Not even words can describe the battery power that starts coursing through my veins when I hear this harmony. I cant even,....LIKE HELLO??? i have never heard such a blessing... Such a well-fitting triplet of voices singing a vowel thats made me feel like i can run 10 miles straight. They aren't real. The Beatles, of course. To this day I don't understand how this harmony exists in this universe. My ears melt everytime. One of my favorites, in case you couldn't tell.
2. The obvious.. "yeah yeah yeah YEAHH" from She Loves You :)
LET ME TELL YOU. oh my god let me tell yo u .. Way back when, when I was a new fan... Good lord. I was literally ascending. ASCENDING. i felt every inch of my body start to lift off the ground. Im sure im not the only one who's experienced this. I remember thinking 'how the wiggle wubble do 3 men sound so GOOD TOGETHER' IT DOES NOT ADD UP PEOPLE THE BEATLES HAVE TO BE SOME SORT OF ROBOTIC BOY BAND GROWN IN A LAB THIS ISNT POSSIBLE how do we live on the same dimensional plane that this harmony lives on..
3. "The magical mystery tour, is coming to take you away, Coming to take you away!" from Magical Mystery Tour.
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guys. Guys you dont understand. This one line, adds, YEARS. LITERAL YEARS TO MY LIFE SPAN. At this point I am fully immortal. The "coming to take you awayyy" makes my heart POUND. i love this song so much... And this line especially... It makes me go insane. Basically the beatles are manic melody genuises that have successfully spread one of the biggest diseases in musical history. Personally, I think this line was a clear example of why.
4. "Last night I said these words to my girl", "Please pleaase me, oh yeah, like i please you...", "...With you! Oh yeah, why do you make me blue" from Please Please Me.
do i even have to say anything. Well, i dont but i will for the sake of the post. There is so much. So much. About this song that I. I cant even,,. I would choose this song over SO MANY BEATLES SONGS DUDE. not that its cause i think its better than all the others but it just holds such a special place in my heart. Its the only song thats Ever made me feel some intense wave of nostalgia for a decade i wasnt even born in. Its one of the songs that continue to make me question the beatles existance. How could something like this ever come to reality. My brain has never been so pleased in its life.
5. "Carve your number on my wall and maybe you will get a call from me" from If I Needed Someone.
The way that this song was added into my Liked playlist SO QUICKLY...... God. I love george. Hes my favorite after all. Rubber Soul as a whole makes me feel warm inside but this song and this one line just hits so much more intensely for some reason... Their voices just flow insanely well and I just DONT UNDERSTAND HOW. its like an angel choir making its way through the clouds as you see the gate to heaven start to appear. Wonderful song and mind-blowing harmony... The beat is so good too and i just explode.
6. The "ahhhhh Ahhhhh AHhhhh *inhale* AHHHhhhh AHHHHH *inhale* AHHHHHH" from Day Tripper.
HOLY JESUS CHIRST THIS SONG HAS SO MUCH TO UNPACK... There are undeniably A BUNCH of other flawless harmonies in this song but my god the beatles knew what they were doing. Thats all I'm going to say really.... But once again. Power. In my veins. A few listens to this song and you'll find yourself having the strength of 1,000 men.
7. "Oh, now", "All I want is you" from Dig a Pony.
FIRST LYRIC... ITS LITERALLY 2 WORDS AND YET IT CONTINUES TO BLOW MY MIND. Something about the "Oh" ...... Its like an arrow passing through my heart I dont even know guys. Im not lying when I say it makes me feel like im floating. It makes me feel like i can quite literally grow wings and fling myself towards the sun. Dont even get me started on "All I want is you".......it literally triples the effect. It makes me go ballistic. The song is just mindless lyrics but the harmonieeesss.....
8. "Ah girlll.... *inhaeahelrlsseeesh* Girrll...." from Girl.
no words. Like. No words. I cant even. I seriously dont need to explain this one. Im just going to drop the isolated vocals version because if you havent listened to it you are MISSING OUT... you thought the originally recorded song was the greatest cause of your heart palpitations? Well you thought WRONG.
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9. "I love youwoowooowoowoooo...", "ask me WHYY..", "I can't believe.. Its happened to MEeee", "i cant concieve *doo doo doo do doo* of anymore *dun dun dun* MISERY" from Ask Me Why.
GOD OK LISTEN im just gonna say this now i absolutely adore and favor the please please me album so much i dont care what anyone says ok im such a sucker for their early sappy love songs ITS SO MANY GOOD HARMONIES ESPECIALLY FROM THIS ONE. MY GOD i listen to this and i feel like im with a lover late at night and we're like at one or the others house keeping each other warm and being all romantic and happy. Specifically the part that goes "ask me whyy I say i love you.. (OOOOHHHOOOO) and im always thinking of youuhoohohoo..." LIKE COME ON PLEAEE IT MAKES ME FEEL SO WARM INSIDE AND I SMILE IN AN INSTANT GOD I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH. Whenever i think im sad i go "no im not because Please Please Me." And its like all the sudden everything im sad about just poof disappears!
10. "If theres anything that you want.. IF THERES ANYTHING I CAN DOOOO" from From Me To You.
I am so in love with this song you guys i have no idea I LOVE IT SO MUCH. IT HAS THIS LITTLE SWING TO IT SPECIFICALLY BETWEEN THESE 2 LINES THAT MY BRAIN SEEKS FOR NEARLY EVERY DAY. the amount of blessing i get from this song is more than i can comprehend its literally insane i cant even. How does someone do this how did the beatles make music guys I am seriously so dumbfounded like they just sat there and wrote banger after banger like WHAT. this song makes me believe that life isnt as horrible as it seems and if im lucky enough i can just sing and dance to this song for all of eternity. There are also so many other good harmonies in this one as well...
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In conclusion the beatles have had a chokehold on me for 3 years but I mean their stupid groundbreaking songs keep drawing me back in so.... This has also made me come to the conclusion that the Beatles simply arent real because I still dont believe a band can not only write consistent hits, but also harmonize in a way that causes me to spin around while doing backflips.
Thank you for your time.
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