#me to my crush during class

[maurauderswhxre]

yk what i just know that remus gets so entranced with everything you do in his classes

like you’re taking notes? the boy will hopelessly just stare at you with loving eyes and when you point out that he should be taking notes he goes

“you’re far more interesting to study love”

or

“im not gonna need this in years from now unlike you”

AND THEN PROCEED to answer everything question right when he gets called on and goes back to staring at you as if everything you did is angelic

#remus lupin #remus lupin imagine #remus blurb #i love remus so much #me to my crush during class #remus lupin x reader #remus being remus #remus x reader #remus fluff

[daily-whistlepaw]

daily whistlepaw until ah becomes PoV day 1167

I think I finally understand how people feel when around a crush, can't say I enjoy it

#warrior cats #whistlepaw #windclan #medicine cat apprentice #this isn't my first crush lol but this one has had me feel the strongest of feelings (and might be my first genuine crush lol) #the fact I have been building up A Lot of stress for the entire week probably didn't help. #and the fact my stomach hurt is also probably at least partially to explain by the fact I barely ate last night #but MAN seeing my (latest) crush in such a pretty dress and then go on stage and play (a goddess!!!!!!! she's a goddess) #(I already bought tickets to go see the full thing; I will die but I will die happy (I hope)) #but yeah I struggled for a good 2 hours to fall asleep and also had stomach weirdness happening the next morning #man it was not fun #(and then she came to sit next to me during class and I had to play it cool (I was too deranged on sleep deprivation to really care about #being my typical brand of weird but I do sometimes feel like an idiot around her and feel guilty because then I fear that she finds me #annoying and will hate me and I will fail this again (losing a friendship over a crush once was not that fun lol) and Traumas don't help #either at all so uh I'm just trying to spend time with her I just always feel a bit worried that I'm annoying her and it's consuming my bra #I do also still feel a little guilty about having this crush; internalized homophobia/issues around sexuality are hard to shake off #and while it's very normal and stuff I never dare to go the entire way when my brain conjures fantasies that are a little too risqué #I just feel guilty man I know I shouldn't but still it fucking sucks in my brain #and god talking about this in therapy would be a mess #I might have to eventually but I don't wanna #anyways; wild vent in the tags aside; yay a whis!

[nicholasluvbot]

Do some people (especially boys) actually bully the person they like?

#no cuz fr #a friend of mine (who i have a teeny tiny crush on) makes fun of me alot #i mean he was sweet at first #but now that we're close friends #he makes fun of me about EVERYTHING #and i have been shipped with him by some of our friends a few times #and i sit behind him in class #so we talk a lot during lectures #and today my friend went like - wdym you're just friends? he's literally flirting with you everyday during class #and i went like when??? #all he does is make fun of me #i dont know what to think of this #someone help me pĺs #i mean he is sweet on some occasions #but most of the time he makes fun of me #— ira rambles ⋆ #ira in love . ⪩⪨ .

[hinsaa-paramo-dharma]

This school year is going to be like Narak 😭

#Sir ne seating arrangement change kra di #AND HE MADE ME SIT WITH THIS CHUCHUNDAR OF A GUY #i hate him. I hate him. I hate him. #He used to sit near one of my friends (aur if my deduction is right he may have a crush on her-) #AND THIS GUY WAS FUCKING FURIOUS WHEN THE ARRANGEMENTS CHANGED #Like Bhai thand rakh maine thodi na change karayi hai merepe itna gussa kyu? #Iss bande ne bag ek toh chair pe rakha hua tha and when I told him to put the bag down #HE COMPLAINED “YAAR KISKE SAATH BITHAYA HAI MUJHE” #I wanted to throw his bag straight at his face #But I just said “It's not like mujhe tere saath baithne ka shauk hai kahi aur jagah milegi toh tu nikal jaiyo” #And then in lunch time iss chuchundar ne puri bench mein kabjaa kar liya tha #When I came back after lunch Maine use bola ki Bhai hatt ja and #THIS MAN SAID “AREY TU BHI BAITHI THI KI YHA PE ITNI CHOTU SI HEIGHT HAI KI TUJHE DEKHA HI NAHI” #Maine khoon kar dena hai uska #And then this guy asked for a spare pen during eco class #Haha he really expected me to help him #Mere paas pura bhandaar tha pens ka but ek tak nahi diya #I felt sooo good watching him struggle for the whole period kyunki kisine nahi di use pen #Yk because he's a new kid aur pta nahi ye churakar bhaag jaaye or something #Trust issues 🤷 #And I complained to my teacher but ofc uss time pe vo Shareef innocent seedha-saadha banne ka natak karta hai #(not saying ki main nahi karti-) #So teacher didn't believe me ki vo itna ghatiya ho sakta hai #Toh unhone bus use mujhe sorry kehne ko bola 😑 #I hate this man and agar Aisa hi pure saal chla toh koi hell se Kam nahi hoga ye saal- #Sorry for itna lamba ramble about boring kids stuff but mujhe apna gussa kahi toh nikalna hi tha na-

[infatuatedheloise]

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

I wore a really good outfit today, so I posted a photo of it to my insta story, which I often do when I like an outfit. The outfit had black tights, a short black skirt, a red top that showed quite a bit of cleavage (🙈), and a white jacket kind of thing (genuinely such a good outfit guys I swear)

I said something on that story about really liking my outfit/the outfit being good. I also posted another photo to my close friends (which he's on) talking about the huge hole in the side of my tights that my skirt didn't cover bc it was so short (🙈) and again stating that it was a good outfit.

Abelard LIKED BOTH STORIES I feel insane saying this, like........... was he agreeing that the outfit was good (omg???) or was he just hyping me up???? but if he were hyping me up, he'd have historically liked all of my outfit pic stories, which he hasn't. so like what is going on here, idk?

BUT it's awesome that he liked my selfies because ehehehehehhehehehehhe

#professor crush #teacher attachment #teacher crush #he wants me so bad #maybe fr this time #the delusions are getting worse im actually starting to convince myself i have a chance #somebody save me #also i swear i caught him looking down at my chest very very briefly during class #but i also couldve made that up #but after he looked at my thigh in that one skirt a few days ago......

[naquey]

Unfinished Poem

I don’t know how to describe something that I’m unable to decipher 

I do not know if I can like you

I do not know if I just want to be friends

There is no flutter

No butterflies

No sparks or fireworks

Just the feeling of being cared for

Being cared about

It’s a quiet feeling settling in my chest

The voices argue back and forth

Do I just want someone to love? 

Do I just want to talk to someone new? 

Am I broken? 

Is this what it's like to break? 

Are you listening while I babble

Sputter out random words at a lightspeed rate

Do I deserve this? 

It’s like torture

I cannot discern the romo from the no

I cannot figure out the difference

I do not see the signs

Can you hear me? 

My mental anguish aligned

This is torture

I can admit you’re cute

That’s not a lie

Anyone would be blind otherwise

But am I reading too much? 

Am I looking into too many signs?

#poem #poetry #aromantic #asexual #aromantic spectrum #aro spectrum #asexual spectrum #ace spectrum #it is very much unfinished but i no longer recall the emotions I conjured up for the poem during class #the cute guy in my creative writing class gave me comics (ik he follows me and we're mutuals) #this poem was just brought on unprompted #maybe because i was arguing HEAVILY with myself back and fourth #me n the voice in my head have different opinions lmao #i must specify tho #i DO NOT have a crush #if im wrong i will jump off a bridge

[byeler]

one time when i was out sick from school two of my classmates in math class wrote me a note about how they missed me that day. we weren't even that close and i haven't spoken to either of them since i graduated but i still have that note in my desk drawer. sometimes it's so wonderful to be reminded that you exist to others even when you're not there

#i still have all the notes my crush left in each of my classes when he asked me to prom #the letter my friend wrote for me before i got on a plane for the first time so i'd have something to read during takeoff #so many memories stored in such little gestures

[notagaybastard]

I think I am finally In love

#this is kinda weird but whenever i had a crush on someone it was just like #i would only think about them when i was almost falling asleep at 4 am and during the day they mesnt nothing to me #and now i dream about him and i think about him during every period of the day #and when he says bye to me after class or just look at me and say “schmidt :D” or stands in front of me #in a line i have to hold myself so i won't start crying and hug him because we don't have inyimacy at all #and i miss it so much when we did every project together and everyday he asked me if i was allright and i should have told him the truth #and months ago he asked me to do a project with him again but that one friend of mine who i recently stopped talking with told him that #i was already doing the project with her #an obviously lie #and he never texted me again #and i have never been jealous but i noticed hes been talking a lot to her and he barely talks to me and he doesnt know she lies all the tim #about everything and he doesnt know i wanted to accept his feelings last march but i couldn't even get out of bed that would've hurt him #and i still think i would hurt him but i want him more than ever #and hes everything i want and everything i want to be and look #and he is smart as fuck and he is funny but never offends anyone with his jokes and he never offended anyone actually #he is the sweetest person to ever exist #and my mom and aunt adore him #and who doesnt? #it hurts so bad that he isnt in love with me again and i want to work out things and i want to be good for him #last year he dated like 3 people but hes been single for almost the whole year and if he starts dating someone again #before i manage to get better ill be so sad #and i need him i need him i love his thin arms and i need him to wrap me with then and i need to rest my head on his shoulder #and i want to play minecraft with him like we used to and i want him to know i like him but i cant do it all of sudden #i need to be friends with him again but i have no idea how #i need him to like #i changed so much in the last year he probably thinks im weird and stupid but he won't say it because he is the coolest person ever #and he is so pretty and i want to adjust his glasses and kiss his hands #and i want to ask him if hes ok too #and i want to make him feel better #and i want to sit next to him

[biromantic-nerd]

#i'm op so all of these apply to me :) #polls #specific polls #i got roped into fake dating someone?? in a gay way. but only during class and occasionally lunch #and my teacher was so mad but NOT bc of the gay. she just hated that student and i was a beloved teacher's pet. #like those corny tropes where the dad threatens the daughter's boyfriend. except my teacher and my good friend who i fake dated #and YES had a crush on #fake dating irl before i even knew it was a trope and then reading it in fics and going 'well people would Know if they liked each other' #girlies my fake dating friend kept recommending i watch Rocky Horror!! #in hindsight maybe i was too harsh on characters. #but anyways while i'm at this drive thru oversharing #so i have a crush ony fake dating friend my teacher hates. my teacher thinks i can do better. which is wild. i'm like 14 and insecure. #*on my #also at this point i still think i'm straight even though a LOT of people have clocked me and keep telling me i 'look gay' #every day my friend calls me a term of endearment my teacher looks like she is considering taking away her free seating for a seating chart #just so that so can keep the ruffian (bad essay writer in her opinion) away from her beloved student (comes in early to talk about motifs) #my free spirited teacher thing to not restrain us: free seating chart! #*trying #my friend: sitting next to me and passing me love notes and flirting #my teacher: [debating whether she should revoke seating in order to stop this one student or continue to let the class be free] #i think being 14 is one of the funniest things to ever happen to me actually #especially because there is an overlapping period of time where a separate group of people IRL shipped me with someone else. i'm not joking. #so you had my teacher actively rooting against shipping me. and a whole swarm of people who shipped me but with someone else. #and they all had no clue of each other bc they did not intersect. #i'm not joking either like people had invested opinions in my love life which makes me sound like cassanova no. i dated NEITHER of them!! #people were just oddly opinionated about it! Which honestly i think makes it fubnier that i wasn't and didn't date either of them. #i think being shipped and i guess UN-shipped in an overlapping period of time IN REAL LIFE is probably the funniest thing to happen #but also i think it means i can weather the storm and NEED to be in a band. i can handle it. #anyways if anyone is still reading this #i've fallen asleep MULTIPLE times in class!! and every time all my teachers have gone 'i didn't want to wake you up 🥺'

[ihophashbrowns]

found out my crush doesn't find black girls attractive today so how's everyone else's halloween 🥲

#my school had a little fall event so me n my classmates have been all over the place #n in my 2nd to last class we literally just sat in a circle talking #anyways the topic of crushes came up and when i told them who i had a crush #my ex friend was like 'i remember the groupchat in freshman year when someone asked him 'do you like black #girls' and he said 'no sorry' and another girl was like 'OH YEAH i remember that'.. #so 😃 #and the thing is my ex friend is trustworthy. she was a lot of things during our friendship but a liar wasn't one of them.. #the other girl too. these girls DONT LIE..... #so i cried. twice. not even like i had a chance with him but that's not the kind of 'preference' you can CHANGE in someone 🥲 #my friend told me i'll find better and that its his loss. per fucking haps. #idek what to do rn. im in the gym rn and he's here too. i cant even look at him the same. i liked him. i like him. i hate him.... #FUCK boys im gonna trick or treating with my friends later and have a ball. ntm on him. #🧁.txt #vent ish

[munamania]

so okay. hi. i’ve a plan for monday. i am going to be as reasonable and chill as possible and just be like ‘hey sorry i had to bug you guys last semester had a bunch of ppl on my back etc etc’ (that’s about hammock/class situation if you’ve been here a while). also might try to find a really cool way to be like Listen i’m just not amazing at social cues and i didn’t know if i was bothering you at that music thing so like. my bad :-) but like in a nonchalant way that doesn’t sound like i’ve been obsessing over it. and then i think i’ll be in the clear in regards to bf at least kind of

#thing is i am overly anxious and will overthink every little reaction but i also #am extremely oblivious and blunt without realizing it so yk. i contain multitudes. it’s not a Lie #but also she was talking to me a Lot and i feel like a dick for yk. having that happen in front of bf. even if it wasn’t my ‘fault’ i just #did not need to be there yk just decided to be in my evil era etc etc #AND beyond all this. because i am making sure this happens at some point during or after our first class. i’m just going to be chill and #friendly but perhaps not as !!!!!!!!!!! 🥰 as i was because uh. as much as i nailed being aloof and chill when i was actively #facing away from her. the second we started talking it was a mess again. SO. i’m not going to do that to them #and more importantly. i’m not going to do that to me. i’m not going to get over my crush any time soon but #i’m not going to make it worse for myself by hating him and them and my life every time i see or think abt them #o think im being very mature. tbh. #now it’s just a matter of waiting until monday which makes me want to chew my own arms off. which is not the most mature thing #but i just want to get it over with. #film girl saga

[narke]

all the physical contact is very seriously messing with me though

#i think the crush got really and truly cemented when he drilled with me the whole time during my trial class. and we were doing north-south. #best and worst thing every single time i can feel the chemicals swirling around in my brain #but also hes so cute to me and i get to touch him ☺️

[cloud-based-and-rainpilled]

Been watching this woman teach Welsh in Spanish, and on the one hand, it’s super helpful for me to learn/improve both, but it also reminds me how woefully inept I am in Spanish and yet 5x as functional in it VS Welsh lmao I’m utterly doomed

#they weren’t joking spanish is so much easier #and yet in casual conversatiin i can’t understand sh!t #i was proud of myself on my welsh progress but tbh i’m 1/5th of the way where i was in spanish at the same time #granted this was in high school so more malleable brain but still #dw’in trio ond how the FCK do i say ‘failing’ in welsh #me duele #ofnadwy #personal #are the w*lsh still mad at me lmao #the entire gay w*lsh community hates me now lmao #spanish language #my friends have offered to speak with me in spanish but i’m a pussbaby #i have a welsh speaking group i’m too speepy and a coward to engage with #i found out my first actual welsh class i’ve been mispronouncing U the entire goddamn time #‘that sounds french’ I DO NOT SPEAK ANY FRENCH WTF #and direct family speaking fluent german & i cannae say anything beyond ‘zeitgung’ which i’m positive i mispelled #doomed #welsh language #cymru #pwease no bully #monolingual #language learning #lowkey i have a crush on this youtuber it’s utterly embarrassing #or really the idea of her tbh #move i’m gay #i can pronounce and eavesdrop en español but the suffering is real #auditory processing disorder #<- cannae even understand english half the time lmao #and during covid with masks?? cannae lip read. EURGH #find this later miracle aligner

[autism-corner]

it sucks that i couldve been crushed to death once (hydraulic press style) bc now i cannot think about being flattened in a normal way (for autistic reasons)

#idk if ive talked about my should-have-been-dead experience yet but. <3 now you know #actually i am kinda bragging bc i think its cool lol #dont recommend but. its funny to me. laugh bc otherwise you'll cry =w=b #nevertheless. #i was very overstimulated during class and in thlse typa situations i just feel like getting ran over by a car would help yaknow. #but alas. if i indulge myself in the thoughts it gets right back at me :( #forcing me to think about reality and how a little difference would have changed so many lives (and ended mine) #hydraulic presses do seem comfortable in that way. #pressed pancake flat and stuff..... #its rude. #sillyposting #let me think about being crushed in a normal way please <3

[southislandwren]

So basically I’ve been spreading the phrase “silly quirky” around my department kind of to show that we all have little quirks and it’s okay to be different, and people have adopted it and generally use it in good faith, but I have a theory (with good evidence) that the freshman just genuinely does not like autistic people, and it’s making me really bummed out since she’s one of my close friends :(

#there’s this guy that’s almost definitely on the spectrum because he’s just like me fr and we get along really well #and he left for class and freshman IMMEDIATELY went ‘he’s always creeped me out. he’s so weird’ #girl how can you say that about him :( he’s just living his life and getting a degree like us #and another guy joked about freshman being ‘low functioning’ (bad joke. i know. but this is SD it’s just part of life here) #and she got soooo bent out of shape about it. she really crossed a line from ‘joking’ to straight up micro aggressions (dude is black) #and idk. it’s rich coming from her because she’s ADHD and she should really be on our side #but like. sure tease and bully the people who are silly quirky. #i think I’m going to call her out soon bc I’m reaching my snapping point #yes I’m feeling like this because she was mean to my crush and called him creepy #but also she complains and is mean nonstop. i feel like I need to stop that before someone gets hurt #and it’ll probably be one of the silly quirky people who breaks first. #it would feel sooo good to be like ‘you know what? you’re being a bully right now and I’m not going to tolerate that.’ #and then get up and leave. or say something like when was the last time you said something nice about someone? #honestly she depends on me quite a bit for schoolwork help. so I think if i refuse to help her it’ll really drive my point home #but idk. i sit next to her in class 4x a week so it would be awkward #i mean I am perfectly capable of being nice and polite despite how I’m feeling #but I don’t think she’s capable of that. luckily though I have a good reputation with our profs #and she is slowly digging herself a grave. we’ve all watched them slowly get more tired of her shit #the snarky comments during class. the joking around at inappropriate times. #like if this comes to a head I’ll come out on top due to pure reputation let alone my anti-bullying stance #idk. im thirsty and then i gotta go to bed #we’ll see what happens tomorrow but I think im done listening to her shit talk people #diary post #oh also she found out who my crush is on (because she was being mean to him) and she was like you told religious friend before me?? :( #like take a step back and look at how you’re reacting. you told me to stop having a crush on him because he’s creepy and weird. #religious friend was supportive and offered to give me his number. #she thinks she’s so important to me but honestly after I graduate I’ll probably only talk to her like twice a year or whatever #idk. now IM being the bully and that’s not cool of me. I’m just frustrated I think and I’ll be better tomorrow #(also advisor said I was ALWAYS on his good side so huge win for me ❤️❤️❤️❤️) #(and he said I’m not being manipulative by being nice to people I’m not really a fan of. so suck on that freshman 🖕)

[cashmoneyyysstuff]

ring pop proposal ♡

fem reader, pure fluff, childhood friends to lovers lemme alone do not perceive me yk the drill by now, lil self indulgent fic cus i love childhood friends to lovers and puppy crushes, polar opposite’s trope, this reeks of my oc x canon katsu ship sooooo shh shh do not perceive.

the first person who realizes katsuki has a crush on you is his mom because when she comes to pick him up one day from kindergarten he suddenly mentions you. it’s an innocent little interaction he had with you that mitsuki doesn’t think much about at first, simply surprised her son managed to befriend someone outside of his little group of friends until he starts mentioning you more and more.

soon you’re the only thing he talks about and katsuki even starts begging her to have you come over to play. mitsuki is extremely curious to know what kind of person you are to have been able to enchant her son the way you have, she says it’s fine as long as your parents agree.

you’re a sweet little thing, almost the complete opposite of her little devil’s spawn. you’re polite and a little shy when you ask “ is it okay if i come to play at katsu’s house, please miss katsuki’s mom ?” and how could she say no to you ? she pulls at your cheek lovingly and her son almost snarls at her.

“no touchin’ !” he snarks, pulling you against him like you were his teddy bear.

mitsuki was the first to realize her son had a crush on you when you were always around. when he found something cool during a class trip you were there and whenever he was upset it was always because you had argued about something irrelevant that seemed so much bigger in the eyes of a child.

she realized because katsuki had, and in some ways, will always be rowdy. he’s rough and temperamental and moody—basically, he can be quite the brat. (she wonders where he gets that from a lot) but he’s different with you.

he’ll always be a little rough around the edges but it’s the thought that counts. he drags you around a little too hard but it's to show you something he knows you'd like and you repay him by being patient with him and letting him drag you around to his hearts content. he let’s you use the crayons he’d just denied another classmate seconds ago and when it’s really early in the morning and you’re still sleepy unlike your more energetic friend, he waits for you. sitting with you in the reading corner quietly commenting on a little bit of everything in the book you’re sharing until you’re awake enough to start the day because katsuki wanted you to be together through anything no matter what, starting the day without you was simply unimaginable.

you offer him your kindness and he repays you with his loyalty. acting like your guard dog, protecting you from everything and everyone he considers a threat to you. he goes a bit overboard but it’s the thought that counts and he’s definitely got the right intentions.

“ i’m g’nna marry yn when i grow up !” katsuki proclaims from the backseat of the car after mitsuki had come to pick him up. she looks at him through the rear view mirror only to see he’s not even looking at her, looking out the window somewhat longingly, watching as his school fades away from his sight, further and further and further away from you. she smiles to herself.

“yeah ?” she asks “yeah !” he responds proudly, crossing his arms “ i asked yn if she wanted to be my wife an’ she said yeah, so we’re gettin’ married !”

“huh. how’d you propose ? you don’t have a ring.” she jests.

katsuki responds immediately and exclaims he does have one, shuffling around to reach for something in his pocket. he pulls out a plastic ring pop holder, the candy on top is missing and mitsuki can imagine what happened to it.

“gave her one of these !”

“so that’s why you had me buy those from the store last time,” she hums. “ you ate it, though.”

katsuki tries to roll his eyes but just ends up looking up and to the side, mitsuki recognizes it as him trying to mimic what she does a lot and she snorts.

“well duh, we both did ! ‘f i kept it in my pocket it woulda gotten gross !” he defends. mitsuki simply responds with a hum, smile on her face growing larger as she hears her son happily chatting about the rest of his day with you.

she knows her katsuki is hard to handle. extremely so. but when she sees the way you both interact she can tell something is there. you don’t ‘handle’ him. you like being around him. you like playing and talking with him, she sees how happy you make him whenever you come over for playdates. he holds your hand when you get scared and you hug him tight and beam when you see him again after he’s gotten over a nasty cold.

she can tell you make her son happy and he does the same for you in the way children do with pinky promises and shy cheek kisses, kisses over tiny wounds and refusing to be separated whenever the rowdier one of you both gets his recess time taken away for being naughty.

mitsuki hopes this crush, this love you have for her son can grow along with you. she hopes you’ll stick around as katsuki grows up more and potentially more rowdy and rougher around the edges but even more enamored with you. and with the way her son is squirming around in his seat and tugging at his seatbelt, giddy about you accepting his ring pop proposal, she has a funny feeling you’ll be sticking around for a long time.

#another childhood friends one whats new #can you tell this is my fav trope teehee<3 #Idk if you can tell but it is #bakugou katsuki x reader #bakugo fluff #bakugou imagine #katsuki bakugou x reader #bakugou katsuki #bakugou x reader #katsuki x reader #katsuki bakugo x reader #bakugou katuski x reader #bakugou fluff #katsuki x y/n #katsuki x you #bakugou x you #bakugou x y/n #bakugo x reader #bakugou drabble #katsuki bakugo fluff #you can take this as a prequel for like two of my childhood friends to lvrs fics lololol