#mayhaps i’m crying at work

[scoutswritingcorner]

hi!! raccoon anon here! i just wanted to say tysm for doing my request last night it genuinely made me cry bc of how happy i was i was finally chosen 😭 either way..could i possibly request a poly! (romantic) huskerdust with raccoon male reader? maybe just some comfort after a rough day? (i apologize for repetitiveness) if you don’t do poly relationships that’s totally okay, mayhaps just husk comfort hcs then?

Rough Days = More Snuggles

HuskerDust x Male Raccoon Demon Reader!

A/N: Raccoon Anon! I’m glad I made you happy, my friend. I will gladly write a HuskerDust x Reader fic/headcanons. Sorry for taking so long to get this out.

TW:None! Just pure ol’ fluff,

-🕷️ Oh boy let me just say these men? Absolutely love and adore you. You got a old grumpy tom cat and a tall spider simping over your tiny thieving ass (I mean this affectionately)

-🎰 So when both see you come back to the hotel after a rough day at work or just a bad day in general they are immediately upset simply cause your upset. Angel is the first to check up on you, just cause Husk can’t really leave his post at the moment.

-🕷️ If you don’t want to talk about it at the moment? That’s perfectly fine as well, they won’t push you to talk unless you are ready. But be ready for cuddles.

-🎰 Once Husk is able to slip away oh boy, you better be ready in your pajamas and comfortable in bed cause these two lovely gentlemen won’t let you leave for the rest of the night. Unless you have to go to the bathroom, they aren’t monsters.

-🕷️ Husk? 100% purrs and will pull you into his chest so he can groom you, like cats do. Whether he grooms your hair back or any fur that you have, he will do it. Don’t point it out he becomes much more grumpy if you do. Angel will get his turn but right now he wants to focus on you.

-🎰Once again when cuddling you will get smooched. There is no escaping your fate. Nothing of the sexual nature of course, just more of innocent pecks or cheek kisses here and there.

-🕷️ They will let you pick out the movie or if you just want to cry as you vent before passing out? That’s very much on the table, hell Husk will join you in on the nap and Angel will snap a new picture for his phone.

-🎰 You know how cats make biscuits? Husk does that subconsciously when he’s really comfortable. So you and Angel are the only two who get to see it happen.

-🕷️ If you are ready to talk about what made you upset? Both of them are immediately paying attention to everything you said. Angel gives you advice, Husk gives you helpful advice. Angel has his heart in the right place but punching someone in the face is frowned upon even in hell.

-🎰 If you start crying? Oh it pulls at these boys heartstrings, they don’t want to see you cry. Angel will pull your head into his fluff as Husk hugs you from behind whispering sweet nothings into your ear. 

-🕷️ If you are the type to busy yourself even more to keep yourself from thinking about it, these boys will be even more concerned. Angel will slowly guide you away from whatever you are doing as Husk cleans up the mess.

-🎰 Once you are asleep one of them will leave to go “talk” to anyone who played a part in upsetting you like that. No one gets away with hurting you.

A/N: I love these boys so much. I wanna cuddle them both now.

#hazbin hotel x reader #hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel imagine #angel dust imagine #angel dust x you #angel dust x male reader #hazbin angel dust #angel dust x reader #husker x you #husker x reader #husker hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel husk #huskerdust #huskerdust x male reader #male reader

[yikimiki]

Bbbbbrrrrrr ok how about some toxic relationship headcanons (mayhaps w make up sex?) forr Sukuna, Toji, Geto, Megumi if you accept multiples otherwise I'm be happy w/ whichever you'd rather write for !

Since it’s four characters I’ll write one big headcanon for each ♥️

⚠️ warnings: toxic/abusive relationships, smut, dark content, gaslighting, mentions of violence (not directed at reader), fem!reader, crying, make-up sex, possessive/jealous behavior

💕 toji: the absent gaps of your relationship makes you more anxious than you’d care to admit. Toji is there one day, showering you with love, with the most amazing sex, and then he’s gone for the next couple of months like you were nothing but a good time. You only know he’s alive when he shows up again at your door, dirty and needy, and takes your body like it’s his second nature — he always takes and takes, but never gives. He uses your house, eats your food, shatters your heart and leaves without an explanation. Toji fucks you deep, possessively, with the tone of a man who is used to violence, and you can do nothing but allow him to take it. “You’re all mine, pretty girl,” he mumbles one night, and you’re not sure you believe it. You ask him to stay, like you always do, but he ignores it — like he always does. “If I ever see you with someone else… fuck, I’ll kill him on the spot. You’re all fucking mine.”

💕sukuna: like the certainty that the sun will rise again tomorrow, he’s sure that you’re going to be his forever — so for you to dare (try) to break up with him… well, that just goes against everything he has planned. All the years by your side gone, crumbling to dust, because you think you know better than he does. Sukuna makes sure you’re going to remember this, that you’re not going to try anything funny again because: “You’re fucking mine forever, you understand? You’re the air that I fucking breathe,” He says, groaning as you clamp around him, tears staining your eyelashes. You’re broken down underneath him, whining and apologizing, but he doesn’t care. You have to learn. “Don’t you ever leave me again, baby, because I’m not letting you get away. Ever.”

💕getou: there’s a bloody, metallic taste on your mouth as he kisses you when he gets home, and you never ask why. You know Getou gets into fights sometimes, and he tells you they’re all because of you. He tells you that he hates the guys at your work, hates that you talk to other men — because he’s everything you’ll ever need — and hates that you flirt (yes, flirt) with them. Like they’d ever have a chance with you. Getou always says that you’re too slutty, even if you cover up, even if you promise you won’t talk to anyone else. Then he says you’re just pretty and stupid, that you don’t know what you do to people. “But I’ll protect you forever, princess,” he says, and you know from the blood on his face that he’s serious about it. “Just never forget who you belong to.”

💕 megumi: he’s quiet and direct with you, and that is a double-edged blade when it comes to Megumi. Sometimes, it’s good to know what he’s thinking, no secrets between you two, but then you step out of line and Megumi makes sure that you remember his words forever. “You know you’re going to be alone without me, right? No one is going to deal with your whiny, dramatic behavior like I do.” He speaks calmly like the wind, but it hurts, it hurts so bad that you cry and ask him to leave you alone. You don’t even know what you did wrong, but he doesn’t care to answer. “Quit it. I’m just being honest, not my fault you’re so annoying. Come here.” And you do. You always fall into his arms, into his bed, because it’s the only place of comfort that he allows you to have.

#jujutsu kaisen smut #jujutsu megumi #Megumi #Toji #getou #sukuna #sukuna smut #Megumi x you #jujutsu kaisen x you #jujutsu kaisen #Toji smut #getou smut #angst #jjk angst #x reader #x you

[tmntxthings]

Ok so, hi! I hope you're doing well! I really really like your blog and was wondering if you're still taking requests? If your not thats completely fine.

but If you are could you please please do a the rise boys with a reader who's like their little sister? i cannot for the lofe of me find very many of these, and I adore them.

Your writting is AMAZING btw! Make sure to eat food, drink water, and get some sleep! <3

Big Brothers

author’s notes: :D am i doing requests still? …yes?! it may not seem like it but I look over them all… just lacking in the motivation department rn, esp with this semester, but booyakasha we ball xD thanks for requesting <3 author's note 2.0: I wrote Raph's part in JANUARY and i finally finally finally had the will power to finish Mikey's tonight, the semester is over yayyyyyyy!! Hopefully my motivation will rejuvenate and I'll be writing way more consistently... hopefully lollll hope you enjoy~~

warnings: none to note, unedited, mayhaps a curse word ?

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Raph

Where do I begin? He’s always the type to protect those around him. It doesn’t matter whether you’re just a regular citizen or someone he knows and loves, this turtle will protect all! He’s got a big heart.

Much like April you stumbled into the boys life at an early age. Yet unlike her, you were younger than the entire group. As a tot, Raph made sure you were never left behind, hiking you up on his shoulders along with Mikey.

Both of you giggling about the height and saying “look look I’m flyingggg!!” making superhero poses, just the works. Standard oldest brother material. He was still a kid too so there were some accidents, of course you fell off once or twice.

But he was quick to distract you from any boo-boo’s, swooping you back into his arms and snuggling his head close profusely apologizing for getting a little too rowdy. “Don’t cry!! Look Raph’s gotcha! All safe and sound!”

“Does it hurt bad? Let’s go get patched up by Lee hmmm? Raph bet’s he has the prettiest bandaids for you!”

If the group is playing a competitive game, like tag or hide & seek, Raph’s making sure you’re having a fun time. Not feeling left out or being picked on too much. In tag he may run a little slower so you are able to catch him, he would happily be ‘it’ a thousand times if it meant you beamed that mischievous smile. “Tag Raphie!!! Hehehe”

In hide & seek he’ll hide with you or better yet find you the best spots to hide. “Okay Raph’s going hide now too, goodluck and don’t make any noise!!”

As the group grows from tots to teens and the world isn’t as sparkly, and dangers lurk every corner Raph becomes more concerned with your safety. Though there’s not much he can do while your at school, any time you hang out with the bros other than the lab he’s always got a watchful eye.

“Ohhhhh guys look at this!!” Window shopping being one of your favorite past times as they walk the streets of NYC. Raph can’t help but call out for you to “Wait!” or “Watch out!” Something about those sidewalks cracks that always trip you up. And don’t even get Raph started on how many times you’ve bounded ahead of the group only to get lost.

“C’mere you!” Raph’s pulling you close and giving you a noogie. Definitely not caring as you screech about your hair. “What’d I tell ya about running off??” He continues messing with you until you either slip out of his grip or call out mercy. “You had me worried!” He breathed out with a stern look. “Awww Raphie I’m not little anymore!” You teased, but to him you’d always be his little sister. Just like Mikey would never escape being the little brother.

Leo

Oh my lord the trouble you two get into. Pranks? Yeah. Lots of them. The two of you are menaces together, and unlike Leo, you get off the hook with batting your sweet innocent eyelashes. “Whaaaaa Leo told me to!!” And he’d scoff, yelling out traitor as you stuck your tongue when Raph’s back was turned.

Despite always slipping away from punishment, Leo didn’t mind you throwing him under the bus. In fact he was quite impressed with your tactics. One of these days he’d catch you on video being a brat behind Raph’s back! So count your days because they were numbered.

While Leo is down for throwing caution and safety in the wind, if things get serious.. let’s say someone threatening you? Whoever’s spouting such nonsense better run for the hills. He doesn’t deal kindly with those who hurt his family. Especially his little prankster of a sister. “Run that by me again? You said what about my sister??” Fun, silly, charismatic Leo is gone! He’d have a glint in his eyes that scream ‘you’ll pay for that.’

What else?! Though he claims he’s nothing like Raph in regards to being wrapped around your pinky finger, he totally is. “Hey Lee can you portal me to school?? I don’t feel like walking!” He’d complain saying how you’re using his rad powers for such a lazy reason (even though he’s guilty of such a thing) but after he gives you an earful of complaints he’s opening up a portal.

Don’t think he won’t waltz in right after you. Much like those older siblings who love to embarrass their little siblings. Calling after you to “Have a greaaaaaaat day!! Big brother wuvs youuuuuuu!!” And it’s similar if he’s picking you up from school. He’ll portal in with a speaker and blare music, mostly Nicki Minaj.

Donnie

Those little puppy dog eyes you can pull off with Raph have no influence when it comes to Donnie, he has footage of your two-faced nature, having big crocodile tears at one moment and an evil grin at the next, unlike Leo who has never been able to successfully capture you in the act, Donnie has and he lords it over you as blackmail for most things, like a big brother usually does

He only brings it out when absolutely necessary, mainly whenever the two of you are in a back and forth banter that has gone too far, "Oh yeah? I seem to recall a certain purple turtle reading some very interesting fanfiction with Atomic Lass last night!" You puff up satisfied when Donnie gasps at such a true accusation, the utter betrayal! "C'mon guys don't start fighting" Raph will speak up as Donnie whips out his phone going for his passcoded camera roll.

"Oh Raphala I have something to show you!" Donnie will sing as he turns the phone over to reveal the beginning of a video of you and its one that has you immediately screeching. Jumping up from your spot to run and try and tackle Donnie to the floor, but he expects this as his battleshell takes off into the air, putting himself and his phone out of reach. "Turn it off!!! Stop it Dee!!! I never said what exactly you were reading!!" You plead as he swoops and dodges the pillows and really anything you can get your hands on to throw.

So yes, he has the dirt that you would hate Leo to get his hands on so Donnie and you have a bit of an understanding of one another. Other than that though you can find solace in his lab anytime. He doesn't mind your entry because unlike his brothers you don't start touching or breaking things. You treat his inventions carefully and he has fun explaining to you their potentials.

As tots Donnie was definitely quizzing and spitting out random facts to your malleable brain, a lot of it ended up sticking so you understood him to some degree on an academic level, but most of all he had prepared you for school to which you were forever grateful

Now you may not say so in words but with each passing grade you would go down to the lair and find Donnie specifically to show off your assignments, beaming proudly as he would smile and singing his praises about how well he had taught you. He realized that maybe he had taught you too well since you were a master manipulator when it came to tear ducts but he couldn't help but smile at that, proud to have another evil genius in their midst

Mikey

He knew what it was like to be treated like a baby despite being only a few years younger, so it came as no surprise that he would agree with you whenever you wanted to do something adventurous, something on your own, "Guys, she's old enough to go out to the movies with her friends!" Even if he sort of knew your crush would be going as well, Mikey was not going to be the brother to hold you back from falling in love!

Now heaven forbid that little heart of yours gets stomped on. The person who did so will obviously be on some sort of shit-list by all the turtles, but I think Mikey would be the one who has to be watched out for the most, he destroys people who hurts what he loves, that pizza place episode with the rock band is a prime example! He'll turn savage, lunging for violence, striking to enact karma on those who deserve it the most

Of course he will be the best brother to go to if you want to have some deep emotional talks, Dr. Feelings to the rescue, and though it hurts him to know you've been stabbed in the heart, he will be there through the whole break-up process! Cry session with tubs of ice cream or whatever sweets you desire, Mikey's a great cook so baking isn't that hard for him. He will listen to all the rants and raging that you need to get off your chest, adding in quips when necessary. Then when its time to detox fully, delete pictures, unfollow on all social medias, block their number, get rid of the gifts and physical reminders, he's there with a box, repeating how strong you are and that you don't need them nor these things!

Unlike Leo, if you and Mikey wanted something, a pair of puppy-dog eyes was better than one, even Donnie could not hold out for long if the begging was done by both of you at once, "Donnie c'mon pleaseeee set up the switch! We wanna play Mario Party!" "I thought we were gonna be playing Minecraft-" "You guys its easy you don't need me to set it up." "PLEASEEEEE"

And no doubt Mikey is whipping up your favorites in the kitchen. He loves to hear your heartfelt "thank yous!!!" and "Angieeee it's so tasty! 10 out of 10!!" You know exactly how to curry his favor when you go topside and grab him new ingredients to use. That and shooting compliment after compliment his way. Sometimes he will trust you to stir or cut up veggies when he has too many things going on at once in the kitchen. The vibes are immaculate when you get the aux cord to the speaker in the kitchen, the both of you singing out all kinds of music and going into little dance breaks when a song is just too good to not groove to!

#tmnt fandom #tmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #teenage mutant ninja turtles #leonardo #raph #mikey #donnatello #turtle bros #sister reader #platonic reader #tmnt family #rise tmnt headcanons #rottmnt headcanons #tmnt headcanons #leonardo hamato #donatello #donatello hamato #raphael #raphael hamato #michelangelo #michelangelo hamato #fanfiction #fanfic #leo #donnie tmnt #mikey tmnt #tmnt raph #rise leo #rottmnt leo

[pray4byron]

congrats on 300 followers!!! Ur writing is DELISH !!!! I was wondering if I could mayhaps request a drabble that's a letter from alastor based on my character traits (I saw someone request something similar and I thought it was a really cool idea!)

So basically, my names Oli, I use all pronouns, I'm v e r y autistic and by that I mean I have constant hyperfixations, and bad sensory issues, I'm loud but I cry a lot, and I'm always cold lol. I try to be there for everyone but I'm not very good at it, I try to help others make the most of their situations but I have trouble doing so myself. I love cartoons and video games but most of all I'm just a silly guy.

Sorry for rushed ask! But anyhoo! Have a great day, drink water, and don't forget to eat!!! <33 bye bye!!

heyy!! tysm!!! i’m glad you enjoy my works haha ! hope you enjoy !

My dear,

I hope you are still accompanying me for our night in today, as I know your issues with sensory may limit our time out.

I will be at your door at seven, to take you to mine. I will see you soon, my love.

All my love,

Alastor ❤️

#hazbin hotel #mio’s writing ! ☆ #hazbin hotel x reader #x reader #hazbin hotel x y/n #hazbin hotel x you #fanfiction #x y/n #x you #THE SHOW MUST GO ON *+:｡.｡ 300 celly #alastor x y/n #alastor x you #alastor the radio demon #hazbin alastor #alastor hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel alastor #alastor x reader #alastor

[kaeyx]

Hallo hallo!

I’m the anon behind this thought (thot?):

https://www.tumblr.com/kaeyx/743022802274320384/ybeastzai-who-after-hes-stolen-you-away

And also these:

https://www.tumblr.com/kaeyx/730352639809880064/i-dont-know-how-late-to-the-party-i-am-but-on?source=share

https://www.tumblr.com/kaeyx/730363242821615616/well-if-its-canon-to-you-now-i-am-incredibly?source=share

And also one I can’t seem to find again but it was about like - Y!Dazai and Y!Chuuya conspiring to have Dazai “steal” you from Chuuya so you could understand just how bad things could be and Chuuya could come play hero and suddenly you’re so much better behaved look at that.

Anyway I have and will have more thought for you, so mayhaps I could have an emoji? I was thinking 🪢

Oh and new thought (thot?):

So following up on Y!Beastzai who trains you like a pet. When you finally start whining and begging and grinding on his thigh and he helps you and says all those delicious things you wrote (thank you - your response was just *chef’s kiss*) but maybe he still won’t. Actually. Fuck you. He’ll help you, moving your hips for you and whispering dirty praise and reassurance in your ear until you cream on his slacks. And then he’ll just…clean you up. Put you to bed. Because now, now that he’s seen just how well this has worked, he wants to know just how perfect he can make you. He wants to see you beg. So this is the new pattern. Until one day, after you’ve ruined a new pair of pants to his satisfaction, you’re collapsed, trembling and half delirious against his chest, but when he tries to move you, you whine, shake your head just a little. At first he’s surprised, almost disappointed at this display of seeming disobedience. But then you lift your head just enough to look at him with hazy, adoring eyes. “You always take such good care of me. Wanna take care of you too…” And you shift your hips again, more to indicate the tent in his pants than anything else, even as overstimulation makes you hiss.

Anyway, I’m predicting rug burns all up your back.

-🪢

Youuuuu make me insaneeeeee yes I remember those asks they're so juicy....

Beastzai loves that you're desperate for him, it's such a big change and he's very proud of you. But he doesn't want to give you everything just yet, he doesn't want a spoiled dog, he wants an obedient one. He'll reinforce good behaviours though, seeing you so eager for your daily lap time makes him feel so warm and fuzzy, as well as turned on, and he's always just as excited as you are. He'll hold your hips with long, delicate fingers and move you slowly, rubbing you back and forth on his bulge while he praises you, teasing you by going too slow. The rough fabric rubs your poor pussy raw, but it feels so good that you never tell him to stop. You're sensitive enough to be crying by the time he makes you cum, holding on tight to him if he hasn't tied your hands behind your back. Sometimes he doesn't let you cum, sending you to bed absolutely soaked and dripping all down your thighs, hands still restrained so you can't finish yourself off and get even more excited to greet him tomorrow.

Sometimes he has to stay late and if he knows it beforehand he'll edge you until you're pleading, until your cunt aches from how empty it feels and how badly you want him. And then he'll just leave you alone keeping an eye on you during the night until it's time for him to leave. And the end of a long day there's nothing that cheers Beastzai up more that coming home to you passed out on the chair he always uses, or humping the furniture like a bitch in heat. He always teases you, slipping a finger or two into your pussy to feel how warm and wet you are before letting you rub yourself stupid on his thigh.

You end up begging and pleading for his cock, even if it's just to see it, you're already in love with how it twitches right against your entrance and throbs when you grind your clit against it through his clothes. Beastzai is so flattered, asking you if you really deserve it just to hear you beg and tell him how good you are, how well behaved. Like a desperate mutt, babbling while you spread your thighs wide and let him see your cunt throbbing and creaming all over his slacks. You almost cry when he tells you that no, only good dogs get fucked like that, and carries you to bed with your hands still tied. You have no idea how close Beastzai is to snapping, how enamored he is with you and your begging, the way your hot, slick cunt drools all over his lap and sucks his fingers in when he traces them lightly through your folds.

#dazai.bsd #🪢 anon #yandere dazai #dazai x reader #god Beastzai is so horrible and pathetic i want him so much #beastzai.bsd

[bitterkarmaa]

SO

Got a few prompts for you for past KC and Eclipse! Since i couldn't choose just one and the brain worms are still strong agfjg:

29. “I can’t believe I thought you were a good person. Congratulations, you’ve proven me wrong.”

I figured this would be a good one for after the incident and KC confronts Eclipse about what happened

39. “If this was the last time we ever spoke, what would you want me to know?”

This one could mayhaps go with the above prompt too for that extra layer of angst mwehehehe

24. “I’ll protect you, with my life if necessary.”

This could either be before incident (maybe with young Eclipse) or after KC revives Eclipse?

6. “I... I can’t believe it’s really you. I thought I’d never see you again.”

Another alternate version to the prior one! Post Eclipse revival!

3. “You’re wrong. So just sit there in your wrongness and be wrong”

A break from the angst prompts - KC and Eclipse being sassy with one another ahdfas family banter

(ALSO YOU DON'T HAVE TO DO ALL OF THESE OR EVEN ANY AT ALL HDFJKG i just went a lil ham haha)

I’m inhaling all of these ideas like crack and struggling to pick like a bird picking a favorite seed

“I’ll protect you, with my life if necessary.”

-KC & Eclipse-

It has always been a patient animatronic, despite being the lead security bot. It had to be patient. It was made to be patient.

And yet, watching the fragmented code running slowly across the screen, it is filled with unmistakable fury over the fact that reality chooses to taunt it in one of its worst, most vulnerable moments. Impatience burns a hole through every rule it’s ever learned, eating away at the emotional wall between it and the tears that threaten to fall down its face.

Each time another error pops up, his claws dig deeper into the desk’s flimsy wooden surface.

Growing weary of the endless cycle of disappointment that staring at the screen brings, KC instead decides to turn away, gazing solemnly at his son’s immobile body, at his eyes that no longer gleam with emotion, replaced by a cruel, ever-encompassing darkness. It can’t help but wonder if doing its best to repair the body and card was a waste of its time. Maybe he was too late. Maybe his son really is dead.

Just as they wanted. Bitterness rises like bile in its chest, a snarl ripping through its bared teeth.

Humans. People. Society. Spitting lies he believed long enough to allow them to take his son from him. Even now, the disgust he feels towards both himself and humanity is vivid- unwavering.

The room is silent aside from the soft beeping and clicking of the computer doing its work. It clasps its hands together, lowering its head in shame as the reality of the situation sinks in for the thousandth time. It still hurts, fresh as a bleeding wound. He doubts it will ever heal.

A garbled scream forces his eyes up once again, alarm pulsing through him as he moves towards Eclipse before truly putting much thought into it. His son continues to scream and cry, oil leaking from his mouth in a steady stream that makes KC’s core lurch.

He reaches out, but Eclipse flails and whimpers as soon as his father’s hand nears him. It stops, watching helplessly as Eclipse’s venting falters, letting out ragged wheezes as his body fights to stay online.

“D-Don’t-D-Don’t-“ Eclipse rasps, voice hitching and breaking in places, voicebox straining against the unwelcome use.

“Eclipse…” It begins, voice low, soft and gentle. A contrast to its more recent tones, reminiscent of better times.

“Don’t!” He snaps, a sob escaping his mouth afterwards. The venom in his tone is worn and empty, lacking the bite in favor of showing face for a bark that he hopes may deter his hovering father. It doesn’t.

“I’m…I’m not going to hurt you.”

Eclipse’s shaking hands twist into weak fists that contain more emotion than his twisted expression, somehow.

“I-“ Eclipse breaks off, letting out a yelp that slowly devolves into a scream, wrapping his arms around himself, clutching the dented, destroyed paneling that trembles under his unsteady hands.

KC panics.

KC doesn’t panic, but he does. He doesn’t but right now he does.

For a moment, all he can really do is watch as Eclipse’s screaming begins to die off into broken sobs.

It seems that his previous caution is quickly discarded, because next he’s shifting closer to KC, tears still streaming down his face as he shakes and breaks down before his fathers eyes. It stares at him idly, a small frown coming onto its face as Eclipse reaches out with one hand to grasp loosely onto its sleeve, his other arm still wrapped around his torso.

“Sw-Swear it?” Eclipse mumbles miserably between sobs, earning a puzzled expression from KC.

“Swear what?”

“That you…won’t hurt me…”

The tears that have been threatening to gather in KC’s eyes finally come, metaphorical heart shattering all over the floor, leaving him to vainly struggle to gather the pieces.

“Oh, Eclipse…” It whispers sorrowfully, moving closer to pull his son to his chest. Eclipse buries himself against his father, more sobs wracking through his body as he leans into its arms.

The most KC can do is hold Eclipse as he wails his grievances into his fathers attire, fingers curled into the faded fabric as if afraid KC might leave, or move, or do something that would break his fit and shame his needs. KC plans to do nothing of the sort, caught up in guilt as it is.

"I tried to stop her."

Eclipse's voice is tight, distant, and KC lets out a heavy sigh as he realizes that this is probably another living nightmare his son's mind is forcing him to remember. He's had these...'fits' ever since that cursed day, wrapped in memories, bound so tightly that he can't escape no matter how hard he damns the vision to the back of his mind. KC has tried to help him out of these episodes, but it proves futile time and time again. The most he can truly do is stay by his side until they subside once again. It's truly excruciating, watching his son experience horrifically vivid recollections, unable to help no matter how hard he tries.

And now, beneath the load of reality that his son is already struggling to maintain, another weight has been added. Cruelty comes in many forms, it seems, and quite a few of them are fond of poor Eclipse.

"I know." KC murmurs, rubbing a gentle hand in circles over his sons back. "It wasn't my fault."

A slight pause, then, "I know."

"Why didn't you stop them?" Eclipse's voice becomes sharper, more in tune with reality as his eyes drag up to meet KC's own. KC can't hold his gaze for long, the shame eating away at him.

"I did." He mutters, and, apparently, he said the wrong thing. Eclipse's gaze burns with fury, shoving himself away despite the obvious pain it causes him.

"As soon as it became beneficial for you, sure. Yeah. You became the hero and whatever. Main difference between you and actual heroes is that heroes succeed." Eclipse bites back, rays grinding against the crumbling springs as they retract behind his dented faceplate. KC narrows its eyes.

"I saved your life, and this is the thanks I get?"

Eclipse lets out a bitter scoff, rising to the silent challenge behind his father's words.

"You only brought me back because you felt bad!"

KC stares at his son, his formerly furious expression twisting into one of despair. "That's not true." It retorts.

"Yes, it is! You know it is!" Eclipse's voice raises into a distressed wail, tone breaking off into another sob, hands coming up to wipe furiously at his face.

"It's not, Eclipse. You-" KC reaches out with careful hands, gently beginning to guide Eclipse's hands back into his lap- before his son pulls them away, that is.

"YES, IT IS! YOU NEVER WANTED A SON, YOU JUST WANTED SOMEONE TO AGREE WITH YOU ALL THE TIME!!"

"Eclipse-"

"YOU NEVER WANTED ME AROUND!! YOU PROBABLY WANTED ME TO DIE!!"

"ECLIPSE!" KC shouts over his son's rant, grabbing Eclipse by the sides of his face, forcing him to look into his father's eyes. Eclipse stares, wide-eyed and hyperventilating, into KC's glittering red gaze.

"I have never wanted you dead. Ever. It broke me to see you as hurt as you were, and I swear that I won't allow it to happen again. I can't see you like that, my boy. You are my everything, no matter what I say or do. I regret waiting as long as I did to step in- it plagues me endlessly, the thought of what I should've done, but didn't. You will never be wounded like that again. I won't let it happen. I'll protect you...with my life, if necessary."

Eclipse's mouth hangs open the slightest bit, unwavering gaze trained on his father's serious expression. Then, his face twists, body shaking as more tears gather in his eyes and he begins to spill various apologies from his mouth, throwing himself back into KC's arms.

KC cradles his son like a precious china vase, rocking him gently in the quiet, isolated room. Time stretches on, the sobs slowly dying away into sniffles, and then, eventually, soft, raspy venting as Eclipse's exhaustion hits him like a train, effectively knocking him out for the next few hours.

KC keeps his promise. He protects Eclipse.

...even at the cost of his life.

And, as his fingers grace over the scar hidden beneath his classy attire, he wonders...

How is he staring into the eyes of the mentor he assumed was dead?

#karma’s bitter #karmas bitter but so am i #sun and moon show #the sun and moon show #sams eclipse #kb eclipse #tsams au #sams au #tsams lunar #kb killcode #sams killcode #sams kc #kb drabbles #kb lore

[partiallypearl]

"You know I won’t ever tell." Terra and Beatrix being besties

is this like two weeks late? mayhaps. it is what it is. thank you @penflicks for the prompt, and your patience!

As a principle, Beatrix didn't talk to people who were crying. She wasn't a comforting person: years of isolation had made that clear, and the few times she had tried comforting people since coming to Alfea hadn't worked out.

So when she walked into the Winx suite to wait for Stella, and found Terra crying on one of the couches, in all honesty, Beatrix wanted to run back out and pretend she had never seen it. But a nagging little voice in the back of her head told her, that she need to do something.

"You uh, you okay?" She asked, and the dirty blonde looked at her, tear tracks staining her cheeks. "I'm fine. What are you doing here?"

Beatrix raised an eyebrow. "Waiting for Stella. Why are you crying?"

Terra shook her head, her waves falling into her face as she fiddled with the Peter Pan collar of her shirt - which was floral patterned. She looked like a frilly cupcake, a depressed one, for that matter.

"It's so dumb, I'm so stupid." Terra muttered and Beatrix simply stared at her. "Calling yourself an idiot won't improve anything."

"I know that." Terra snapped in response. "I don't need you of all people to tell me that." Beatrix snorted, sitting down beside the blonde, flipping her hair over her shoulder. “Being a bitch to me won’t solve your problem. So spill it, or suck it up Harvey. You know I won’t ever tell.”

After a long moment of deathly silence, Terra spoke like she usually did, fast paced and with barely any breaths in between. “I thought my dad would want to come for my award ceremony. The one we’re having next week. But he’s so busy with Malacoy Academy stuff, and he can’t come, and neither can my mom and it’s not fair because Sam’s had three events in the last two weeks and both of them have been there for him, and I know it’s dumb. I’m well aware that I’m being stupid over this.”

Beatrix nodded, encouraging the other girl to continue. “I just… I feel so alone. I know logically I’m not, I have the girls, and Kat. But I’ve never been away from my dad and my brother this long.”

And as much as she hated to, Beatrix understood the feeling. Losing her dad had been sould crushing in so many ways. For 16 years straight, it had been just the two of them, and all of a sudden, it was Beatrix on her own. Alone. Feeling betrayed by everyone.

Probably not completely unlike what Terra was feeling at the moment.

“Alright look. I’m only going to say this once. As much as I loathe to admit it, you’re very smart and a force to be reckoned with. If your dad doesn’t want to show up for you like he does for Sam, that’s his own prerogative. You can’t let him being a shitty dad ruin your week.”

Terra looked at her, still sad, but looking a lot more sure of herself. “Yeah. I can’t.” Beatrix nodded, grateful that this conversation was over.

She moved to walk towards Stella’s bedroom, figuring she could hide in there.

“Hey Beatrix?” Terra’s voice made her pause. “Yeah?”

“Thank you.” Terra said, a soft smile on her face. As much Beatrix hated it, she found herself smiling back as well.

#terra harvey #beatrix of eraklyon #beatrix daniels #*mine #*mine: fic #ftws #fate the winx saga #i just think these two could be friends #or at least acquaintances

[nerdyenby]

DR pt2 reactions (spoilers)

Episode 11

Opening scene hypeeeeeee!!!!! Love seeing them all work together, there’s definitely been a soft timeskip with Arin and Sora’s costume upgrades and how well they fit together

Lloyd’s handling Wyldfyre pretty well, respecting her boundaries while making sure she feels welcome anytime

Ray and Maya!!! Are they alive lol? Will we ever find out??

“The monastery works best when everything is in its proper place” *cue explosion*

Not listening to Zane is the cause of 85% of problems in this show

Kai and Wyldfyre’s rivalry is everything, actually

I will never stop gawking at the new animation, it’s so beautiful ;-;

Yayyyyyyy propaganda /s

Aye, Sora’s parents!!!! Seems like they’re having doubts mayhaps

Keep questioning authority kids, you’re getting there

Kids get it done!!!

I am begging all the water, fire/heat, and ice elementals to practice some critical thinking and remember that ghosts cannot touch water

The delivery on Nya’s “Whaaaaaat?!??” was so good lmao

“Eh, it never came up” LMAOOOOOOO he was so deadpan I’m dying

“How hard can it be?” Arin I stg why would you say that

Frohicky!!!!!!!

Lloyd is so awkward I love him

Arin and Sora having a handshake <333

Episode 12

We love a villain whose pride is 90% of the reason they fail

If they start deadnaming Sora I’m gonna throw hands

I was so ready for them to confirm Kai’s age, should’ve known better tbh

Lloyd is such a good mentor, I could cry

They’re playing catch :((

Lloyd’s little “that was the last of our dinner plates” lmao

Has the Bounty actually operated as a ship before? In the course of the show?? Kinda love that they’re treating her like an actual boat now

Merlopians!!!!!

GAY PEOPLE!!!!!!!

Revolution counter: 1

That was so funny and for what

If they make it through this episode without mentioning Bentho I will be so sad

WAIT is the crab controlling the merlopians instead of the other way around????

CALLED IT

So glad the merlopians aren’t the bad guys here

Episode 13

Kai isn’t handling not being the most unpredictable person in the group very well

Kai’s girlbossing his way through life, as he should

Zane being down to drink motor oil but not fly juice is so valid tbh

Frohickey and Zane’s dynamic is so silly I love them

Zane you literally have a human disguise lol, kinda love him being comfortable enough with who he is that he prefers to stay as a nindroid even in disguise tho

Is that his detective costume from prime empire???? Now I’m thinking about what the ninja’s closets look like

Wyldfyre causing problems on purpose my beloved, she’s such a menace, I love her

I’m really enjoying seeing all the seemingly forgotten species come back, have we seen these skeleton people since season 1??

“Ninjasplaining” IM DEAD

The lavatides have such fun character designs

How did the other realms know about the ninja before the merge? Like it makes sense, but how about the practicality of it??

“Ok this is just getting silly” this show makes me so happy you guys

Zane has a holiday, as he deserves!!

So ready to watch Zane lose a Zane lookalike contest, surely nothing could go awry

GULCH :D

Challenging Kai with a character even more headstrong and proud then him is such a good move, it provides so many opportunities to showcase how much he’s grown

Poor Zane, this man does not need another ship of Theseus crisis

Damn, I’m kinda emo over this message

LIGHTNING??!???!?

Episode 14

I miss Pixal so bad, man

Frohickey’s trying so hard, I would die for him

Sora honey, I love you but please check that cognitive dissonance, the things going wrong are not your fault, none of it is your fault.

This show’s comedic timing is everything, I never get tired of it

Fat rip to Clutch’s book, no brobrogoogoo today :(

“Long before the Merge, Djinnjago was destroyed” Nya, are you not gonna mention that you were the one to destroy it???????

“Bad news first: our mission was a failure, also we have no good news” Sora is so fucking funny you guys

Frohickey is having such a rough time, poor guy

Nya having a lightning dragon can be so personal

Sora the dragon’s name is Zanth!!!!! Best resolution to the “other Sora” thread imo

I love this guys attitude so much lol

Confirmation that Riyu’s a special lil guy <3

The depressed icon we never knew we needed

Arrakore my beloved

Zane and Frohickey’s friendship is so precious

Episode 15

I like how Kai and Wyldfyre didn’t have a specific moment of “oh hey you don’t suck” its just “we’re too similar and it’s kinda annoying but you’re cool sometimes”

Why didn’t we get to see Arrakore’s song :((

Nya’s being so chill with Arrakore being djinn, obviously he has nothing to do with Nadakhan but it’s still nice, he also seems massively less racist so that’s good

Nya’s dragon finally has a name, Jiro my beloved :))

Arin infodumping and Lloyd just “mhm-ing” my beloved

Asking nicely always works, apparently

I entirely forgot about Rapton lmao

Is it Cole time??? I want it to be Cole time

*motivational music* “all life is important” “… but that’s Rapton 🤨” I love Arin

HEATWAVE TO THE RESCUE!!!! Though where has he been up til now??

Lloyd being like “yeah sure, how impossible can it be?” and being entirely justified is the most him thing ever

COLE TIMEEEEEE HELL YEAHH!!!!!!!!

Episode 16

Cole and Nya hug <3333

Someone other than Zane mentioned Pix, a day for the history books

Glad to see Cole’s as OP as ever lmao

Oh they’re so gay

I didn’t even think about that, it’s so fascinating that the earth is unsettled by everything that’s happened

That’s so sad what the hell, so in character for Cole to just adopt a buncha orphans tho

WHAT THE FUUUUUUCK IM SO ABNORMAL ABOUT THIS

Sora I love you but that is the worst possible way to phrase that

Kai talking about the importance of other ways of helping and how combat isn’t everything and showing Wyldfyre a healing technique :(( I’ve been rewatching s1 and he’s come so far

Geo :(( things are better now, but change didn’t come soon enough for him and now he’s Lost

Borg mention!!!!!!

Also I love having a reference point for Sora and Nya’s skillsets, it’s also just so heartwarming to see adults who are wholly supportive and unafraid of younger people being better than them

Cole is so out of the loop lmao

Zanth :0

Oh you bitch

Cole and Geo are so in love :(

Episode 17

I entirely forgot about this plot point lol

Oh this is so dystopian

Kai in a mentor role means everything to me

They’re actually addressing Kai’s grief??? Hell yeah, fucking finally /lh

Alright, betting time: Jay or Pixal?

Lloyd and Arin are so silly, I love them

Zane???!?!!?!

Zane really just sat in that office, huh (/ref but it’s so vague I’d be shocked if anyone got it)

It’s a part of the realm of madness oh my goodness that’s hilarious

“Are they safe for people?” “No” *proceeds to shove them both in there*

Zane had way too much fun with that superhero landing lol

JAYYYYYYYYYY HOLY SHIT ITS JAY NINJAGO!!!!!!!

Zane is having so much fun this episode, he’s just getting shit done and looking great doing it

So we’re not getting Jay back yet? Rip

Zane is so polite what the heck

Episode 18

So Wyldness confirmed to be the same realm as Imperium???

Is Beatrix gonna have the same origin story as Kalmaar??

Nya and Cole’s friendship is so tender and caring, they’re besties your honor

LaRow trash talking Rapton to his face lmao

Rapton redemption arc!??!????!

It’s so interesting seeing the backstory of Ras and Beatriz’s alliance after it’s already fallen apart

Wyldfyre did not need to be told twice lmao

THAT ACTION SEQUENCE HELLOOOO?!????? THEY WERE THROWING AROUND THOSE GUARDS LIKE A FUCKING VOLLEYBALL

From a psychological perspective, Beatrix is fascinating

Revolution counter: 2!!!!!!!

Episode 19

Lloyd letting Kai take point on wrangling Wyldfyre only for Kai to immediately match her energy my beloved

“You have no idea how foolish some of us can be!!” Pffff “-no offense Lloyd” PFFFFFFF

Interesting to go the “non bender revolution” route considering how few elemental masters there are compared to avatar where benders are a vast majority, but it’s a villain whose power hungry so makes sense and I’m entirely down

The quips this episode are impeccable

They built an hq??? Hasn’t it only been a week or two??

So much is interconnected in this season I’m kinda not following some of it, but I love it

Percival monologue going off!!!!!!

Sora main character fr fr

Kai and Wyldfyre are everything

Kinda iconic that Nya just hasn’t mentioned that she found Cole lol

That scene with the guard was so good!!!! The suspense and the realization of just how deep the resistance runs…. It’s such a good moment

Love that as soon as Kai has Wyldfyre even slightly reined in he’s down to let loose and make messes with her, as long as it’s for a good cause lol

That extra delivered with that cry holyyy

Heck yeah Rapton redemption :D

Rapton out here with the guardians of the galaxy motivation and I’m loving it

The fight choreography in this show never ceases to amaze me, holy crap

Sora’s speech goes so hard, I’m tearing up

Finally got confirmation the og ninja are in their twenties, thank god

One thing about Nya is that she will never pass up an opportunity to call her brother stupid

Episode 20

Rapton calling Dorama a “washed up clown” is everything I never knew I needed lmao

The stakes are staking

The glitch effect??? Hello spiderverse!!!

The platonic love on display this season is killing me, they all care about each other sm :((

That Rapton Nya interaction was so good and for what

Sora’s parents >:(

Deadnaming their kid and guilt tripping her saying she “abandoned you,” damn Sora’s response is so fucking cathartic as a trans person with unaccepting parents

I’m just here for the ride and having a great time

Frohickey!!!!!!!!!

Lloyd doing ye ole Chosen One things, as he should

Kai and Wyldfyre hug <3333

Dragon heritage mention???? Mayhaps???????

That was cryptic, cool though

Lloyd sees so much of himself in these kids 😭😭😭

Jordana boutta get the Harumi treatment fr

#ninjago #ninjago dragons rising #dragons rising spoilers #dragons rising pt2 #cw caps #cw swearing

[girisstuxxd]

WHAT NEEDS TO HAPPEN IN SOLAR OPPOSITES SEASON 4

*terry and korvo to resolve their dispute from the little mountain lake episode*

*the replicants (or pupa) to call terry and korvo “dad” or “dads”

*The valentines special to LIVE UP TO ITS NAME JESUS CHRIST DONT DO THIS TO ME, PLEASE LET THEM BE ROMANTIC PWEEEASE I BEG*

More yumyalack moments! Poor emo boy:((

Jesse focused episode

TERVO WEDDING TERVO WEDDING TERVO WEDDING

What will probably happen in solar opposites season 4

The dispute will be brushed off but then later on they come back to it and make up/ just burry it

The pupa will mistakenly call them dad or dads and then terry starts crying

Mayhaps ONE ounce of romance….pwease 🥺

Yumyalack does his own thing/ side mission

More screetime dedicated to the wall (which I’ll happily take as well)

(Might come back to this post when the episodes actually release to see what I got right, lawl xD)

Solar opposites season 4 ‼️SPOILERS‼️

*typing on August 14th, 11pm*

Okay so…I was only right about a few things XD

Their specific dispute that we saw last season (little mountain lake) WAS actually talked about/ mentioned? But mostly through the red goobler (Chris) explaining it to Jesse when she had her own goobler. I actually liked that him and korvo actually met again so it could be explained that for korvos goobler to disappear he has to get over that specific issue he has (like Jesse did).

Pupa hasn’t called them dads yet, but he acts more of a toddler (and they acknowledge that what their family needs to do is important for the pupa and I like that structure they had) which is AMAZING, because holy shit they act like a family so many times this season 😫💝💕💕 (and call each other a family and it’s amazing 🥺💕💕)

ONE OUNCE OF ROMACE?!?!!?! ERmMMMM more like 10 cups of it 0//////0 we were FED a BOUNTIFUL this season and the village is thriving.

Cough cough pinroll

Yumyalack does do his own thing and gets a bit of characterization but nothing else really. The birth a day episode was like a little glimpse of it, however it was very nice :3 and I like the way they’re taking his character.

More screen time DEFINITELY, and FINALLY A MOMENT OF FUCKING PEACE AND TRANQUILITY IN THE WALL THANK FUCKING CHRIST IT WAS A RELIEF. The silvercops also got alot of attention here as well! And it was pretty good; the world that was created by symbolically establishing anti-cop messages (which I LOVE) was amazingly done and I appreciate that they didn’t shy away from showing the ugly side of things (ie. discrimination, violence, gentrification, etc).

The ending of the silvercops plot kinda confused me though like wtf? Uhhhhh what’s happening….?

❤️ 💕bonus stuff!! 💝💞

Canonical terry dyscalculia? FUCK YES YESSS

WE GOT MORE SHLORP WORLD BUILDING YESS

Aisha characterization yayyyyy!!! I love her so much 🥺

Jesse and yumyalack sibling bonding!!!! Yippie yippie yippie

Not gonna lie the way korvo acts this season makes me wanna punch him, like why is he a dick?? Sure his character in early seasons was grumpy but he never really went out of his way to be an ass, just controlling or salty, but no! The whole goobler thing with him and Jesse and him roasting yumyalack went way too far (in my opinion) and it also just made me uncomfortable like dude, that’s ur kids SHUT THE FUCK UPPP rahhhhhh.

Terry and korvos relationship definitely improves though.

The ending of the season…..*deep breath* I’m mixed about it, like I know it’ll be solved in the upcoming valentines special but a little part of me is worried that it’s just gonna be a “hahah we got you, they’re actually gonna be humans and get discriminated against again” and that makes me scream.

I’m mixed about it because I’m curious about how this’ll work yet I fucking hate how they couldn’t just talk it out at home (like they usually do)

I just *hhHHYGYGYGYgy* I..I’m scared, but also excited.

Overall, I did really like this season, a lot of the parts made me happy stim and about make my heart skip beats. I’m so ecstatic for what’s next 🥺💕💕

#solar opposites #solar opposites korvo #solar opposites terry #solar opposites pupa #solar opposites yumyulack #solar opposites jesse #solar opposites season 4 #if at least ONE thing happens #I’ll shit myself #tervo wedding needs to happen I swear #i’ll cry #no wedding :(…..yet #the gays really gayed this season #just take them to therapy for fucks sake

[vacantgodling]

some random shit about nad cuz i’m thinking about those losers

nyseah takes a low dosage of e so she looks more like a masculine woman and this is on purpose.

she does like feeling pretty every now and again but she’s a tshirt and sweatpants kind of gyal

she voice trained solely just to be able to do a customer service voice that she uses with patients but on her own she rarely uses it because she likes her voice—she just knows what people expect of her

she’s been out for like 10 years

she stops smoking bc it’s bad around the kids (leila, luna, axel & trinity) and makes don stop smoking bc it makes her want some LMAO

“stop testing my fucking resolve macbride” “…. yes’m”

don and leonine are uncles but in extremely different ways (mid life crisis drinks too much uncle with a pessimistic worldview vs rich flamboyant uncle who buys y’all a house in the country i’m not joking)

leonine wears a locket after roxanne’s death with her picture in it

nyseah cries when axel calls her mom for the first time (basically she was expecting it from the other 3 but she didn’t think axel would ever see her like that and it made her emo). he then started crying because he felt like he could finally be a kid. it’s sweet :)

alona is more like an older sister to the kids than anything. but she also views nyseah like an older sister and looks up to her a lot

don is also alona’s older brother. he doesn’t know how this occurred but he’s begrudgingly endeared

my favorite thing about this found family they all made is the fact that don was so ready to be a brooding “i work alone” type but alona was all 🥺 and nyseah was more 😒 and so he ended up getting dragged into love. sorry bruv this isn’t ur usual noir! ya got dragged into the family!! there’s no escape!!!

tbh i’m still trying to figure out what i want to happen with 12 cuz idk if he makes it safely into the found family 🤔🥲 same thing with the other experiments that didn’t get out.

i ALSO don’t know if i want to have nyseah ever MEET 17 again after what he did to her or if it just happened and what started as her chasing him down for fucking her over becomes her just finding her family and leaving the fucked city and her closure is having people to care about vs like *actual* catharsis from beating his ass

i definitely think they’re blowing up the company building

maybe 12 can sacrifice himself to save them all lmao. mayhaps. i’m still thinking of yknow. the actual plot pff

i also think nyssie is stuck with her powers forever so she just only has use of the one eye

maybe i’ll do more thoughts later

#s: nad #spoilers ig

[thecoddaughter]

Guys! The new Gracie Abrams album mayhaps be heavily GothCleats coded! So here’s a breakout… Sorry in advance!

Scary’s songs: Best (used to lie to your face 20 times in a day), Difficult (was it something I said that colored you blue?), This is why the drugs work (look now I’m alone again), Right now (I ended a friendship on the day that I left)

Link’s songs: Full Machine (I know I know better), Where do we go now? (What a mental fire alarm), I should hate you (the name say it all guys), Amelie (where did you go?), Fault Line (I fall back into you, it happens)

Both: I know it won’t work (?? Mostly scary but a few link lines), Will you cry? (Where I walk you don’t follow, When I scream your my echo), The Blue (your reputations good. I hope we’ve got a lot in common, what if you’re my weakness?)

#dndads #dungeons and daddies #dndads s2 #scary marlowe #lincoln li wilson #scary marlowe protection squad #gothcleats #link li wilson #dungeons and d.a.d.d.i.e.s. #dndads spoilers #dndads as songs #sorry for the long post #if you can’t tell I’m really into song association right now #I will be writing to this album this week #Spotify

[mochiwrites]

MOCHI. THE LAST LIFE AU. I CRY.

Oh God it's so good, Grian's grief is palpable and the wild confusion of being thrown from one life game to the next with no warning!! And the meeting with last life scar!!!! I need more, this is so good

:D

I actually had a bit more written of him meeting ll!scar but I cut it out because the cliffhanger would have been awkward.

I think my favorite part of that wip so far has been exploring grian’s emotions and relationship with scar and eventually mumbo. his feelings are so complex between wanting to be with him but also not wanting to kill him again and AUGH…..

ngl opening it again today has. Made me want to continue working on it,,,, so mayhaps I’ll write a little more of it sometime soon. I originally planned for it to be a suuuuper long one shot, and I might still go that route. I just gotta figure out what direction I’m going on :D

but I’m really glad so many people like it!!!!! I’m still really enjoying exploring the concept >:3c

#mochi speaks

[austajunk]

Hello, mayhaps N° 5 and N° 20 with (top) Yakou x (bottom) Yuma from Rain Code?

Mayhaps indeed, anon! You’ll get some action between these two, but I’m gonna be angsty about it. Yakou and Yuma make me feel a type of way…

Triggers: Dubious consent, forced blowjob, Chapter Four and Five Spoilers for Rain Code.

“Ungh…”

Weakly, Yuma opened his eyes to the cold and damp earth of the strange village around him. It took him a moment to distinguish exactly where he was, but after a few moments, he recalled losing sight of Kurumi in the factory and then pursuing an all-too-familiar voice behind the building. Trying to avoid the zombie figures that converged on him proved to be harder than he thought. They would grab and tear at his clothes, trying to rip off bits of his flesh that they could shove into their hungry mouths. It was only thanks to Shinigami that he could navigate through the darkness of the tunnel ahead towards the voice that had called him.

Just as he was arguing about pursuing a voice only he could hear with Shinigami, he caught sight of a figure in the dim light under a building.

“Master…” Shinigami tried to warn him against approaching the stranger in the distance, but Yuma didn’t want to listen. That voice… it was so distinct, so familiar and warm that Yuma wanted to keep drawing towards it. It was one thing he wanted more than anything in the world. Just another moment to see his Chief Yakou and talk to him again, to tell him that he appreciated everything Yakou had done for him… that he was going to miss him more than anything.

It was the Chief. Yuma knew it had to be. He bit his bottom lip and slipped his small body across the uneven footing across the building, closing in on the figure with the fuzzy hair. The figure swayed in the distance and wouldn’t look at him, but Yuma knew it had to be him. Even if it wasn’t Yakou completely, he had to see him! He had to tell him that he didn’t know what he would do without him—

And then the rocky surface beneath his feet shifted and crumbled away, sending Yuma tumbling down the hill. Shinigami’s panicked cry filled his ears as his weight crashed against a fence at the bottom. The force made his head throb and he saw complete darkness, his consciousness succumbing completely.

It was only the cold spreading over his body that pulled Yuma from his unconscious state, making him tremble and shift to find the feeling in his fingers. How long had he been out for? Under the bleak, blinking lights that surrounded the abandoned village, Yuma tried to regain his senses. One blink, then two, allowed his eyesight to come back to him, but even without it, Yuma could still feel the presence of someone towering over his body.

He could hear their deep breaths. Anxiety consumed Yuma’s senses as he forced his eyes over to take in the person who stood above him. He hoped it was Shinigami in her full form, offering a hand to pull him into the Mystery Labyrinth.

It was not.

“Ch…Chief…” Yuma sputtered, clutching his chest as he lifted himself up against the fence. His weight kept his back pressed to the fence behind him and his head propped to stare up at the very person he had longed to reach. Yuma was still disoriented, but his Chief’s presence made him struggle against the numbness in his body.

Yakou Furio’s disheveled gaze filled Yuma’s eyes and he couldn’t look away. He didn’t want to. He had the same tousled, dark hair all the way to the dark glasses that slid down the bridge of his nose. Yuma felt his breath hitch in his throat as he took in the familiar face of his Chief once again. It had only been a day since he had lost Yakou… but he didn’t want to let him go again. He held back the tears already burning at his eyes as the dead, zombified version of his Chief knelt down to him.

“Chief, what are you…?” Yuma opened his mouth to speak, but was cut off as Yakou sank his uneven nails between Yuma’s legs. A gasp left his lips followed by a chill that worked its way up his spine. His Chief groped the front of his pants possessively as small, uneven grunts leaked from his mouth.

Yuma didn’t understand. Why was his Chief touching him like this? He couldn’t move, couldn’t break away or shove Yakou off of him. Instead, he groaned and let Yakou’s fingers stroke over his crotch. A finger snagged the zipper to Yuma’s trousers, tugging it straight down.

On impulse, Yuma gripped Yakou’s hand. “P-Please, don’t! This isn’t you, Chief… I… I can’t…” The rookie detective tried to please. His body quivered, backing up as much as he could to the chest.

Yakou paused to seemingly look at him, but Yuma couldn’t make out any color to his eyes anymore. He only breathed darkly, his weight pressing to Yuma to pin him like a predator. A growl sounded from the Chief and Yuma tensed up on his grasp.

That’s right, Yuma realized, a horrified expression spreading across his face. Yakou Furio was just like every hungry, crazed zombie he had encountered before. But he had heard his voice… Even so, was Yakou really just a mindless beast in heat now?

Yakou seemed to answer Yuma’s inner thoughts by pulling back and roughly urging his pants down his legs. His pants were abandoned, leaving Yakou standing over Yuma in his overcoat with a rather large bulge forming beneath his boxer. His cock slid through the opening over the fabric and was forced quickly against Yuma’s cheek.

Before Yuma could help himself, he took in his Chief’s scent. It was salty with just a hint of a masculine soap. Yakou hadn’t been “dead” for so long that he was completely unwashed. His cock brushed Yuma’s lips but Yuma wouldn’t accept him, no matter how he smeared the boy’s bottom lip in precum. That salty taste dribbled into his mouth, earning a helpless groan from Yakou’s victim. His own cock pulsed between his legs. He didn’t want this! He didn’t want to get hard at the animalistic zombie of his former Chief and boss and caressing and touching him. He didn’t want to open his mouth and allow Yakou to claim him, to smear him in his inhuman need…

But Yakou persisted. His lips parted and spilled his sounds of wanting. His hands caressed and stroked Yuma even as the rookie tried to shove him away or slap his hands.

“I said, stop it!” Yuma cried, his eyes filling with those hot tears. His heart stammered against his chest. The deep pools of purple in his eyes shifted to a look of pure fear, like a rabbit caught in the jaws of a large beast.

Yakou ignored him. No. It was almost like he couldn’t hear Yuma anymore. With slow, even pumps to his cock, he pressed in and forced himself between Yuma’s lips and cut off his crying pleas.

Yuma choked, forced to taste his beloved mentor. His eyes rolled back as the tip of Yakou’s cock plunged into his right cheek, his tongue sliding against the vein along Yakou’s girth. With another savage groan, Yakou took a grip of his short hair and held his cock there towards the back of his throat. The force of Yakou’s thrust sent Yuma’s head painfully back against the fence, the lewd slaps of their flesh connecting ringing through his ears. He tried to breathe through the quick and hungry thrusts, but found the air leaving his lungs every time Yakou crammed his cock to the back of his throat.

The grip tightened in his hair as the hot breath from Yuma’s quiet whimpers curled around Yakou’s length. Only after a few moments of being lodged inside of Yuma’s mouth and savoring the tightness of his throat around him, Yakou released his rookie and let Yuma fall back against the fence. Yuma coughed and gripped the blades of grass beneath his fingers as a line of precum mixed with saliva trickled down his lips.

“Chief…ngh…” Yuma wanted to close his eyes and forget that this was what was left of Yakou Furio. Just a husk of a person wandering around on the most basic of instincts, someone who would grab him and use his body…

Yuma sniffled and rubbed his eyes with the sleeve of his coat. The Chief seemed to pause above him, as if mesmerized by his small movements of the sounds he made. His mouth was still filled with Yakou’s taste as he glanced up to him and tried to keep every memory of who Yakou once was from bursting at the seams inside of his mind.

“Chief Yakou, I…” He sniffed again and shook his head. Yakou’s cock still hung and twitched between his bare legs. His breathing had begun to even out and he could see clearly even in the cold, unending rain.

I don’t care anymore. I just want you back. Please come back! His thoughts rang out, but the words couldn’t form to his lips.

He could see his Chief. Somehow nothing mattered. He had lost Yakou forever, but he wanted to believe that this pause meant something. That Yakou Furio was still somewhere in there still calling to him.

It was all he could hold onto.

Yuma leaned forward and closed his eyes, allowing Yakou to weave his fingers through his purple locks and bring his lips over his cock once again. Yuma, this time, gripped his Chief’s thighs and mouthed a kiss to his mentor until his nose pressed against the curly patch of Yakou’s pubes.

It’s okay…just use me… use my body and maybe you’ll remember me…

Yakou made a gargled sound of pleasure and guided Yuma’s head once again to and fro on his shaft until he couldn’t hold back any longer. He winced and painted the back of Yuma’s throat with his hot seed. Yuma swallowed. One gulp. Then another. He flushed and panted, pulling back to let the air of the world rush back to him.

When he glanced back up, Yakou’s form was already turning away from him. Yuma tried to think of something to say, a way to stop him.

“Don’t, Master,” said a voice behind him. A voice that had worried Yuma with its absence. Shinigami’s ballish form bounced in view from behind him, a downtrodden look pasted on her face.

Yuma swallowed again, trying to regain the urge to speak. His own cock was still throbbing between his legs and more than ever, he wished he could chase after the person he lost.

“Where were you-?! Shinigami, I can’t just…”

Shinigami solemnly and simply shook her head. “Trust me. I know you couldn’t help yourself there, so I stayed quiet, but you just have to let him go. Let him rest, Master.”

And against the fence, Yuma was forced to understand. He hung his head in silence and clasped his knees. Yakou’s scent still consumed him and his throat was still so sore. He wished it would linger forever so he wouldn’t have to let go.

But eventually, he rose to his feet and turned back to the factory.

#master detective archives: rain code #master detective archives spoilers #rain code #yakou furio #yuma kokohead #kokofurio #nsft #nsft prompts #writing prompts #my ficlets

[jupitercomet]

Bugs, the new Jake chapter is so good!

What I wouldn't give to read Jake's reaction to that first voice-mail (“Hey, Jake. I, um, I lied. When I said I was okay with you leaving, I lied, I’m not okay. I’m really, really not okay…”) and to the breakup.

I'm so proud of Angel for trying to work through that in therapy though.

Oh, how I can't wait for the next chapter already - just want to know how Jake feels seeing Angel again after a year and a half.

But Bugs, I have a super difficult question for you. Or at least I think it's difficult.

One of my Lit teachers in high school always used to say that in a relationship, one loves more than the other. One loves and the other allows to be loved.

Sooooo... who loves and who allows it in Under the Hard Deck and jtldm?

ahh, thank you cat!!

did he cry real tears?... mayhaps

and yes super proud of Angel honestly good for her 😤 and yeah what is Jake's reaction? why did he go to the butterfly pavilion 🤔? what were his thoughts during the break up? so many questions...

okay, I'm not sure if I believe that one loves more than the other, because I think that's somewhat sad, but I will do my best:

I think Toots loves and Bradley allows it

Jake loves and Angel allows it

Sweet Pea loves and Bob allows it

and honestly, maybe this is a cop out, but I think Bradley and Dove love each other the same like maybe Dove allows Bradley to love her (and actually Bradley allows Dove to love him too) but they both love each other more than anything else

#onv— asks #mitd— asks #sts— asks #jtldm— asks #acatwriteshere #what's up doc

[ddarker-dreams]

Your Johan fic oh my god...Im so happy I got to live the day to witness you actually writing it. My week is made fr. The way you wrote the monologue is one thing but the actions after is a whole different thing. Not only where you able to completely craft the dialogue between Johan and reader but also the impact those words do. they're terrifying strong and you managed to pitray it perfectly. Actually while reading what he said to reader it made me feel similar and very sad to the point I started tearing up mid way through the story 😭 but I genuinely think reader response is so beautiful, it's something that I relate to and you managed to convert such a crisis and long term pain with it's conflict into one fanfic that is just beautiful beautiful beautiful work. I honestly don't know how you do it. I have been following you for maybe 3 or more years and the way your writing has drastically improved makes me feel so proud even tho I am beginning to get scared on how well you depict these kind of characters lol. You have changed and became something so much bigger in such a short span of time it's beautiful. I am so proud of you and this recent fanfic reminded me of it honestly. this genuinely is one of my favourite stories now I'll have to mark it down and add it to my list and I hope one day you'll realise some books that I can add more to

i think i need to like ,, lay down because WOW what a message. my heart is genuinely touched by this and i’m struggling to figure out how to put that into words (any ability to write just flew out of my body). writing this story was surprisingly therapeutic for the reasons that you mentioned. i knew that to write an effective johan story, there’d need to be some of him verbally digging into the reader. i decided to pick a topic i’m extremely sensitive about to be able to capture that psychic damage he’s capable of inflicting (aka why i made this post). i was worried whether or not the warning “manipulation” could fully cover everything, because if you can even slightly relate to the way johan was coming for reader, it’d be ouch ouch. but i was hoping reader’s response would somewhat mitigate that. 

carl jung’s discussion about the shadow is what i was mostly basing johan off of in the story, specifically the discussion of it in this quote: 

"The shadow is a moral problem that challenges the whole ego-personality, for no one can become conscious of the shadow without considerable moral effort. To become conscious of it involves recognizing the dark aspects of the personality as present and real. This act is the essential condition for any kind of self-knowledge.” 

i think it’s imperative to come to terms with the more unsightly aspects of yourself, since without acknowledging them, they remain permanent blind spots. i was plagued pretty intensely with social anxiety disorder (along with GAD) in my teenage years, and something that came from that was like. this visceral want to be needed by others. the equation in my mind was people need me = i’m not annoying and it’s justifiable for me to be around. 

it took some later reflection to realize my obsession with self-martyrdom to solidify my place with others is Not in fact good, but at the same time, an urge i shouldn’t beat myself up over. of course we long to be wanted! who doesn’t? so long as we can check our motivations and keep this part of ourselves in line as much as possible, i don’t think it’s an ugly thing. i hope that anyone who struggles/has struggled with something similar can read the story and come to a similar conclusion. 

man maybe i’m gonna cry now 😭😭 thank you for supporting me over three years, that’s actually insane to think about?? it really has been that long hasn’t it... my understanding of evil has definitely improved from writing all these dark stories, i wonder if that’ll ever come in handy . mayhaps mayhaps. probably not. sometimes we need useless skills. i’ll keep working to improve my writing, i feel like the biggest help has been how often i do it and the fact i’m actually reading published books now JKGEMR i don’t know why i avoided doing it for so long. i’ve been so pretentious in thinking they had nothing to offer me omg. 

ANYWAY i am beyond grateful that you sent this in, thank you so so so so much!!!!!! 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

#social anxiety gang rise UP #sweet asks #answered #Anonymou