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reblogging4thewin · 1 year
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KP's 2022 SPN Year in Review
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Soooo much happened in my life in 2022 (well from end 2021 though 2022 really). I am so grateful for the friends both online and off who helped me get through it all 💜. I found myself focusing more on art and editing than writing - but I am really excited to share my Pinefest fic with you all in February!
The #1 creation I'm most proud of this year was my Haze Amv, but I am also blown away by how much my Me and My Broken Heart Amv took off - ending the year with almost 20k views - which is in-sane. Setting and sticking to a regular upload schedule has been motivating and rewarding - I'm excited to post January's video on Thursday too :).
Participating as an artist in a couple of bangs for the first time had me stepping out of my comfort zone and drawing the best human being I've ever drawn to-date.
Aside from making things, I also co-modded the new SPN Bang Bang with my friends @doctorprofessorsong and @you-cant-spell-subtext-without, which went wonderfully well; I"m excited for this year's round!
Last but not least, being an editor and guest for @endofthebookpod has been amazing so far, and I'm excited for the rest of The Winchesters season!
Without further ado, here's a recap of all of the SPN fanworks I made in 2022 (I'll also get my masterlist pages updated to include these):
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Fic (all G or T rated):
Did You Mean It? - PB Exchange - Cas realizes Dean's been flirting with him, so he confronts him - with some satisfying results. (reblog link)
The Theme is Dean - Dean birthday - Dean gets the themed party he's always wanted. (reblog link)
I'm the One He's Walking to - Valentine's Exchange - Is this a date? (reblog link)
Sleepy Stares - they are just so soft (reblog link)
You Never Let Me Say It Back - a poem by Dean (I am particularly proud of the wordplay in this one) (reblog link)
Regarding Bunnies - Easter; goofy Dean - Cas gets Dean a fluffy surprise, that yes they've discussed before. (reblog link)
Mon Pays Sera Toi - Dean really likes how protective Cas can be - it makes him feel safe, among other things. (reblog link)
Magic - Samwena drabble (tumblr only)
Rendevous - Drowley drabble (tumblr only)
What if Dean kissed Cas in The Trap? (tumblr only; in the tags)
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Amvs (I'm posting a new one every 5th now - YT channel):
Words Words Words - Dean Winchester - Comedy (YT link)
Squirrel all the Bad Guys Want - Dean Winchester, Drowley - Comedy (YT link)
When You Were Young - Dean Winchester, Destiel - Drama (YT link)
Haze - BAMF Cas, Destiel - Drama (YT link)
Dream Boy - Destiel - fun (YT link)
Me and My Broken Heart - Destiel - Drama (YT link)
The Shipped Gold Standard - Destiel - Drama (YT link)
Don't Let the Light go Out - Destiel - Drama - got (c) blocked on YT, so the Tumblr post has the original audio and the YT version has pitched concert audio that you can kind of hear me in 😳 (YT link)
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Gifs:
LGBTQIA+ SPN Characters
Aang and Cas entrance parallels
That pose from OTHOAP (which I like to think of as honk.jpg)
The totally-not-suggestive way that Cas eyes Dean in 5*02
500 Days of Winchesters - Spn Win / 500 Days of Summer Crossover - Suptober
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Art:
Dean/Cas/Benny drawing for Spn Bang Bang (Benny here is the best human being I've drawn to-date, and the reason I can no longer say that I can't draw people.)
Juliet the Hellhound drawings for Crowley Big Bang
Smoke - Drowley digital drawing - Suptober
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Meta and meta additions:
The Winchesters initial thoughts
The Winchesters John meta (with gifs)
Rowena is Sam's Benny
SPN Witches' immortality and humanity
See #spn meta in the tags for more thoughts too
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Misc nonsense (non-serious ramblings, sketches, ideas):
Do you wanna go/ do you wanna get out of here
Putting on a tie is such a turn-on apparently
I'll just wait here then Destiel and Merthur parallel (I could go with you is also one but yeah)
A silly little amongus/SPN crossover sketch I might come back to and draw for real.
Sarah Blake references from 8*22 Clip Show
Unusual reactions to 'I love you'
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Non-spn stuff:
Sure this is an SPN year in review, but I did make a handful of other things that I thought it'd be weird to leave out.
Soldier Boy Soulja Boy Amv - (YT link)
Dreamling Dream Amv - (YT link)
Merthur She's got Sorcery Amv - (YT link)
Puppet History Can't Touch This Amv - (YT link)
A Solid Foundation - original sapphic horror story (Reddit link)
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Last year's year in review post was more of a 'here's one fave; check out the pages I made that are a complete list.' But since blog subpages are hidden in the app, I figured I'd do a complete list in the post this year instead.
I plan on doing more writing in 2023 - Pinefest is only the beginning.
Happy new year everyone!
Since tumblr tags suck, I used this Tumblr OP finder to help me put this together.
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iron-parkr · 4 years
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You know what, I know not many people are gonna care about my OCs outside of tumblr, but I care, and that’s all that matters
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ladylynse · 4 years
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Three sentence crossover fics since the links in my master list were killed again. 
Three sentence fic list, ML three sentence fics, DP three sentence fics, fic list (longer fics), fic list (crossover version), fic ideas (some fanfic, some rambling), random WIPs, fic/art from other people, and, of course, my FF and AO3 profiles. If you like my work, please consider donating to my ko-fi. (I write thank you snippets--which could be an expansion of a three sentence fic if you like!)
Crossovers: Secret Trio/Secret Quartet (DP/AD:JL/RC9GN/ML) DP/RC9GN DP/AD:JL ML/AD:JL ML/DP ML/Sherlock ML/Leap! (Ballerina) SuperPhantom (DPxSPN) Phantom Falls (DPxGF) ML/GF ML/RC9GN RC9GN/GF SvtFoE/GF DP/BNHA (MHA) DP/RotG DP/HP DP/Detentionaire DP/Teen Titans Firefly/TAZ (sorta) TDP/HTTYD ATLA/TDP ATLA/FMAB ATLA/ML ATLA/DP DP/The Umbrella Academy DP/Julie and the Phantoms DP/ HOO/PJO Daredevil/SPN Lucifer/Daredevil DP/Lucifer DP/Daredevil DP/TAZ Merlin/Narnia Merlin/The Dark is Rising DP/The Incredibles DP/Mob Psycho 100 DP/Marvel DP/Lilo and Stitch Frozen/RotG Luca/Encanto Trollhunters/DP Tales of Arcadia (Trollhunters/3Below/Wizards)/HP ToA/TDP ToA/DP ToA/ML ToA/ADJL ADJL/Monster High GF/DP/ADJL GF/DP/ADJL/The Owl House ADJL/TOH RC9GN/TOH FMA/TOH BNHA/TOH HP/TOH Narnia/TOH ML/TOH SQ/TOH SQ/GF SQ/KP SQ/ROTG SQ/MCU SQ/DW SQ/The Incredibles SQ/Spiderman SQ/Monsters Inc ATLA/Tangled Doctor Who/The Magic School Bus MCU
Secret Trio/Secret Quartet: Now found here
Danny Phantom/Randy Cunningham:9th Grade Ninja: Randy and Youngblood (”local ninja defeats purse snatcher”) Randy and Danny (”Nomicon can sense invisible Danny’)
Danny Phantom/American Dragon: Jake Long: Dani and Haley (”I never asked for this”) Danny, Valerie, (Jake) (”switched places”) | follow up Dani, Jake, (Haley, Danny) (”She did it!”, “Haley and Dani blow stuff up”) Dora and the Dragon Council (”Dora meets the Dragon Council”) Wes, Rotwood, (Jake) (”Wes in Rotwood’s class”) | follow up Rotwood, (Haley, Wulf) (”Rotwood sees Haley with Wulf”) Dora, Lao Shi, (Danny, Jake, Frostbite) (”Jake plays tour guide for ghostly allies”) Tucker and Spud (”working on an invention”) Rotwood and Skulker (”Rotwood falls into the GZ”) Haley, Dani, Cujo, Frostbite (”[those four characters] interact”) Haley and Dani (”Haley comforts Dani”)
American Dragon: Jake Long/Teen Wolf: Jake and Sheriff Stilinski (”jurisdiction”)
Miraculous Ladybug/American Dragon: Jake Long: Marinette and Jake (”Marinette, the French Dragon”) Adrien/Chat Noir, Chloé/Queen Bee, Ladybug, (Jake) (”riding a dragon”) Jake and Tikki (”Ladybug!Jake AU”) Rose and Plagg (”Ladybug!Jake AU”) Jake and Spud (”Ladybug!Jake AU”) Master Fu, Wayzz, Lao Shi, (Sun) (”tea”) Adrien, Marinette, Rose, Jake (”double date”)
Miraculous Ladybug/Danny Phantom: Mylène (”She was happy she lived in Paris”) (with a dash of Ratatouille) Marinette and Danny/Phantom (”Marinette/Danny”, “collision course”, “soulmate AU”, “string of fate”) | Danny’s POV (”not his ghost sense”) Marinette and Danny/Phantom (”Marinette/Danny”, “broken strings”, “angst”, “soulmate AU”, “string of fate”) Marinette and Danny (”Marinette/Danny”, “tangled knots”, “angst”, “soulmate AU”, “string of fate”) Alix, Fluff, Clockwork (”Fluff introduces Bunnyx to Clockwork”) Clockwork, Alix, Danny (”Danny meets Bunnyx”) Danny, Adrien, (Plagg, the Dairy King) (”cheesemonger”)
Miraculous Ladybug/Sherlock: Sherlock, John, (Marinette) (”Mari gets away with murder, literally”, //murder but not really described) Sherlock, Marinette, (John) (”Sherlock meets Mari and is impressed”)
Miraculous Ladybug/Leap! (Ballerina): Master Fu (Félicie, Victor) (”Fu was there when the Eiffel Tower was being built”)
Superphantom (Supernatural/Danny Phantom): Dani and the Winchesters ( "And you think that's going to work?") Danny and Tucker ("No way! You see this too, right?" //torture mention...sorta) The GhostFacers (about Dani) (”grudge”) Dean (and Sam) (with ectoplasm) (“everywhere”) Dean, Sam, Vlad, Dani (”Too bad that didn’t kill me”) (related) Sam and Dean (”It’s too early for this”) Dean and Vlad (”criminal”) Jody, Claire, Dani (”bad influence on each other”) Danny, Cujo, Sam, Dean (”cat in the tree”) Valerie, Dean, Sam, (Danny, others) (”protecting Phantom”) Dean, Danny, (Sam W) (”can’t kill what’s already dead”)
Phantom Falls (Danny Phantom/Gravity Falls): Dani (”sunlit”) Dani and Mabel (”we were once close”) Wendy and Jazz (”what was I thinking?”) Danny and Dipper (”Your Grunkle Ford is my Grandpa Fenton”) Mabel, Dipper, (Danny) (”DP logo on a sweater”) Miraculous Ladybug/Gravity Falls: Mabel and Ladybug (”Pig Miraculous”)
Miraculous Ladybug/Randy Cunningham:9th Grade Ninja: Randy, Debbie, Marinette, Adrien (”double date”, “kangham”, adrinette) Randy, (Mr. Pigeon, Ladybug, Chat Noir) (”who”)
Randy Cunningham:9th Grade Ninja/Gravity Falls: Viceroy, McFist, (McGucket) (”old friends”)
Star vs the Forces of Evil/Gravity Falls: Dipper and Janna (”magic”, “Dipper/Janna” - with bonus Evil!Dipper/Janna below the cut) Dipper and Janna (”mystery”, “Dipper/Janna”) Dipper and Janna (”familiars”, “Dipper/Janna”) Dipper and Janna (”unspoken”, “Dipper/Janna”) Dipper and Janna (”not again”, “Dipper/Janna”) Dipper and Janna (”possessed”, “Dipper/Janna”) follow up (“gone”) Dipper and Janna (”eyes”, “Dipper/Janna”) follow up (”unnatural”) Mabel, Janna, (Dipper) (”more”, “Evil!Dipper/Janna”) Janna, Mabel, (Dipper) (”eyes”, “curse”, “Dipper/Janna”) Janna and Dipper (”moon”, “Dipper/Janna”)
Danny Phantom/My Hero Academia (Boku No Hero Academia): Danny (Shigaraki) (”crossover”)
Danny Phantom/Rise of the Guardians: Danny and Jack (“ice”) Danny and Jack (”Do you always act this way?”) (related) Tucker, Sam, Danny, (Jack) (”doppelganger”) Dani and Baby Tooth (”fairies”)
Danny Phantom/Detentionaire: Jazz and Lee (”I’ll show you how to escape detention”)
Danny Phantom/Teen Titans: Jinx and Johnny (”family”)
Danny Phantom/Harry Potter: Jazz and Danny (”Jazz has magic”, “Danny tags along”) | additions Danny, (Jack, Maddie, unnamed witch) (”Danny is Malfoy’s twin AU”) Danny, (Dan, Lupin) (”Danny faces Boggart!Dan Phantom”) Danny and Maureen (”Danny meets Maureen Davidson”) Danny and Desiree (”Master of Death/the Wizarding World”)
Firefly/The Adventure Zone: Balance: River (“repeat”) (related scene) The Dragon Prince/How To Train Your Dragon: Callum, Rayla, (Zym, Toothless, Hiccup, Astrid) (”[those six] meeting up”)
Avatar: The Last Airbender/The Dragon Prince: Sokka (Callum) (”Sokka and Callum briefly meet”, “just something about him”)
Avatar: The Last Airbender/Fullmetal Alchemist (Brotherhood): Sokka and the Truth (”elements”)
Avatar: The Last Airbender/Miraculous Ladybug: Kagami, (Longg, other heroes, spirits) (”floodgate”)
Danny Phantom/Avatar: The Last Airbender: Danny and the cabbage merchant (”My cabbages!”) Danny, Sokka, (Katara) (”weird boomerang”)
Danny Phantom/Heroes of Olympus: Reyna, (Danny, Vlad, other Hunters) (“AU where Danny and Vlad are minor Roman gods”) | follow up
Danny Phantom/The Umbrella Academy: Klaus and Danny (their interaction) now continued FFN | AO3
Danny Phantom/Julie and the Phantoms: Danny, (Julie, Alex, Luke, Reggie) (”overshadow”) Danny, (Alex, Luke, Reggie, Julie, Flynn) (”backstage pass”)
Daredevil/Supernatural: Matt/Daredevil and Castiel (”The Lord’s Angel teams up with The Devil of Hell’s Kitchen”) Matt/Daredevil and Castiel (”snark”) Matt (”fallen angel AU” x2) (related) Matt (”quiet”) Matt and Castiel (”abandoned me”)
Lucifer/Daredevil: Maze and Matt/Daredevil (”nope”) Lucifer and Matt (”Father”) Lucifer and Matt (”I know what you truly desire”)
Danny Phantom/Lucifer: Danny and Lucifer (”just want to help”) Chloe, Lucifer, (Danny, Maze) (”Lucifer unofficially adopts Danny”)
Danny Phantom/Daredevil: Danny/Phantom and Matt/Daredevil (”Danny Phantom meets Daredevil”)
Danny Phantom/The Adventure Zone: Balance: Danny and Davenport (”Can you take me home?”) Barry and Danny/Phantom (”Get out of that human, ghost!”) Danny/Phantom and Kravtiz (”What are you doing here? You’re not dead yet!”) Danny, (Phantom), and Istus (”fate”, “choice”)
Merlin/Narnia: Arthur, Peter, Lucy, (Merlin, Susan, Edmund) (”bow down”) Merlin/The Dark is Rising: Will, Arthur, Merlin (”Excalibur”)
Danny Phantom/Spongebob: ish Danny and Jazz (”What is that!?) Danny Phantom/The Incredibles: Vlad (Edna) (”no capes”) | prequel Danny Phantom/Mob Psycho 100: Reigen (Danny/Phantom) (”crossover”) Danny Phantom/Marvel: Deadpool and Danny (”tiny Danny for Deadpool’s pouch”) | follow up
Danny Phantom/Lilo and Stitch: Danny, Jack, (Jazz, Maddie, Stitch) (”the Fentons go to Hawaii”) | follow up Bubbles, (Danny, the Box Ghost) (”Bubbles”) by @thenerdycupcake, since I really don’t remember this movie well enough to write for it, but they did a great job
Danny Phantom/Batman: Jazz (”Jazz-centric”)
Frozen/Rise of the Guardians: Elsa and Jack (”cold heart but not heartless”) Luca/Encanto: Luca, Alberto, Giulia (”crossover”)
Trollhunters/Danny Phantom: Claire, Sam, (Danny, Jim) (”that’s my half-boyfriend”)
Tales of Arcadia/Harry Potter: Arthur Weasley and Merlin (”By Merlin’s Beard!”) Jim, Claire, Hermione (”Since when do trolls use magic armour?”) Ron, Hermione, (Blinky) (”Aren’t trolls dumb?”) Zoe (”Zoe the technomancer”) Zoe and Arthur (”naive”)
Tales of Arcadia/The Dragon Prince: Claudia and Douxie (”learn and share”)
Tales of Arcadia/Danny Phantom: Wes and Eli (”not anymore”)
Tales of Arcadia/Miraculous Ladybug: Douxie and Luka (”jam session”)
Tales of Arcadia/American Dragon: Jake Long: Jake and Fu (”changelings”)
American Dragon: Jake Long/Monster High: Jake and Jinafire Long (”relatives”)
Gravity Falls/Danny Phantom/American Dragon: Jake Long: Haley, (Mabel, Dani, Stan) (”exploding confetti”)
Gravity Falls/Danny Phantom/American Dragon: Jake Long/The Owl House: Dani, King, (Mabel, Haley) (”King’s left with the girls”)
American Dragon: Jake Long/The Owl House: Jake and Fu (”griffins”)
Randy Cunningham: 9th Grade Ninja/The Owl House: Randy, Theresa, Luz, Amity, Vee (”Fowlham meets Lumity”)
The Owl House/My Hero Academia: Hawks and Hunter (”meeting”)
The Owl House/Fullmetal Alchemist: Luz, Amity, Ed (”perfect circles”, lumity)
The Owl House/Harry Potter: Eda (”break in”)
The Owl House/Narnia: Amity (”lost”)
Miraculous Ladybug/The Owl House: Plagg, Master Fu, King (”Fu, King, Plagg”)
Secret Quartet/The Owl House: Danny, (Adrien, Randy, Jake, Luz, Plagg, Belos) (”Belos confrontation w SQ”)
Secret Quartet/Gravity Falls: Dipper, (Danny, Jake, Adrien, Randy) (”Dipper writes about the SQ”) Randy, Jake, Danny, (Adrien) (”Bill Cipher”)
Secret Quartet/Kim Possible: Kim, Wade, (Danny, Jake, Adrien, Randy) (”sitch”)
Over the Garden Wall/Gravity Falls/Danny Phantom/Trollhunters: (set in my fic Down the Rabbit Hole) Danny, Jazz, Wirt, (Wendy, Toby) (”part-time job”) Jazz and Wendy (”late”) Toby (”Greg”) Nana, Toby, (Vex, Wirt) (”family visit day”) Danny, Wirt, (Jazz, Toby, Wendy) (”friends forever”, “Secret Quartet”) Danny, (Claire, Toby) (”Wulf”) Candace Flynn (”unsurprised”, Phineas and Ferb crossover) Wirt (”mysterious force”, Phineas and Ferb crossover)
Secret Quartet/Rise of the Guardians: Jake, Adrien, (Danny, Randy, Tooth) (”tooth fairy”)
Secret Quartet/Marvel (MCU): Adrien and Danny (”the snap [Infinity War]”) | related //death Randy, Jake, (Adrien, Danny) (”meeting Captain America”) Jake, Danny, Deadpool (”meeting Deadpool”) (technically not SQ but still) Tony, (Randy, Jake, Danny, Adrien) (”reaction”)
Secret Quartet/Doctor Who: Randy, Tenth Doctor, (Adrien, Danny, Jake) (”meeting”)
Secret Quartet/The Incredibles: Edna, Randy, (Danny, Adrien) (”Edna Mode”)
Secret Quartet/Spiderman: Peter/Spiderman, Jake, Danny, Randy, Adrien (”SQ meets Spidey”) Secret Quartet/Monsters Inc: Danny, Boo, (Adrien, Jake, Randy) (”Boo appears in the rooms of the SQ boys”) Avatar: The Last Airbender/Tangled Toph and Rapunzel (”similarities”)
Doctor Who/The Magic School Bus: 10th Doctor (Ms. Frizzle) (”The Teacher”, Time Lady!Frizzle) 13th Doctor, Yaz, Ms. Frizzle (”first meeting”, post-Wrong Number)
Marvel (MCU not comics): Karen (”post-The Big Snap”, “robbery”)
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porcupine-girl · 5 years
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So I'm stuck between demon!Bitty and alpha/alpha couple! They both just sound so good!? Can I pick both, both is good.
Sure, why not! These are both fics that I’m not sure I’ll get around to writing/finishing.
Demon!bitty is more complete, at 17K words. It’s a Supernatural fusion - the world works like the Supernatural universe, but it’s not a crossover and very few SPN characters are mentioned/appear; most of them don’t exist.
Jack is the son of the greatest living hunter, and is a hunter himself struggling under his dad’s reputation. Lardo runs the Roadhaus, a bar with a house attached where Jack, Shitty, etc all live.
Bitty is a crossroads demon who is not very good at being a demon. Hell didn’t quite torture him enough and he still has empathy, so when people try to make deals to, like, save their kid or something, he finds a way to get them out of it. Jack and Shitty capture him, but he talks them into not exorcising him because he’s scared that if he goes back to hell, they’ll finish the job. There’s been a rumor for a while that there’s a way to cure demons, so Jack and Shitty take him back with them and look for the cure.
There’s a whole backstory with Parse being the king of hell because he sold his soul to be a great hunter, but when Bob tried to make a deal to save Jack, Parse was like look, I’m fucked already, take me now instead of him in a decade - and it turned out Parse made a really good demon so now he’s in charge.
And there’s a whole thing with Bitty trying to reconcile his identity - his soul is from the 1800s, but he’s in the body of a young man who was beaten to death for being gay, and he still has that guy’s memories along with his own, so he’s trying to integrate both sides of himself.
The alpha/alpha one is one that I’d like to write, but I don’t know how it ends, and that always makes things very hard for me to write.
Eric is interpresentation - he’s an alpha, but he has omega scent glands. It makes dating very hard - he’s also only attracted to alpha men, but while he gets plenty of alphas hitting on him, they’re hitting on him as an omega. When they realize they just hit on an alpha, their reactions range from embarrassment to violence. So he mostly just lets everyone think he’s an omega, and when an alpha expresses interest politely turns them down without telling them anything more than they need to know. He’s only ever felt comfortable actually going out with a few guys he’s met through LGBT groups/events, but even that hasn’t gone well.
He gets a storefront in a hipstery little neighborhood and starts running cooking and baking classes there with the help of Ford, a friend from college. It’s next door to a book store, and at first the owner (Jack) is cold to him, but then they become friendly. Jack is an alpha, and he quickly goes from friendly to flirtatious and asks Eric out. Eric, of course, would love to, but he doesn’t know Jack very well yet, and Jack was pretty grumpy at first, so he doesn’t trust him enough to tell him he’s an alpha. So instead he turns him down with a standard “we have to keep working next to each other if anything goes wrong” line, and Jack is disappointed but understanding.
Over the next few months they become closer friends, and of course Eric is falling hard for him.
One morning, Eric comes in to see a guy getting kicked out of the bookstore, which then closes early (like, 9am early). The guy sees him opening the store next door and starts pestering him, asking him how well he knows Jack Zimmermann and if he can confirm whether Jack was ever involved with Kent Parson romantically or sexually. Of course, he doesn’t give the guy any information.
Once he’s inside he googles and finds out that KP is an alpha hockey player who was caught with another alpha last night. He knows Jack played hockey in college, but has no idea how he’s connected to an NHL player in Las Vegas.
After he teaches a class, he goes to talk to Jack. Jack is doing fine, mostly just pissed on Kent’s behalf. He tells Eric his story, which is like canon but he decides he doesn’t want the limelight of the NHL and his dad buys him a bookstore instead. Eric explains to him the real reason he turned him down for the date, and Jack asks him out again.
Beyond just like them getting together and sexytimes I have no idea what else happens. I feel like there has to be some resolution to the whole Kent situation, but no clue what. *sigh*
Pick one of my WIP titles and I’ll tell you about it
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compo67 · 6 years
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grievously to be pitied
i have Pride and Prejudice on in the background. oh, colin firth. he’s the only Mr. Darcy for me.
omg it’s been such an odd week. 
work was surprisingly busy last week, especially on black friday.
on wednesday, i made a small thanksgiving dinner for my dad and his girlfriend. it was simple, just oven baked chicken and veggies, with store bought mashed potatoes and pie. he enjoyed it. :)
on thanksgiving, i had dinner with KP and her family. it was so nice to just show up with taco dip and be a guest.
after dinner and pie, we watched Ghost Brothers, which i love.
black friday, i worked earlier hours and totally didn’t expect us to be so busy so i was very thrown off.
it was a frustrating day for all of us though. very emotional calls. lots of people asking for answers that we can’t give since none of us are medical professionals or psychics. 
after work, i took my time getting dressed and ready. i had mcdonalds on the way to my girls’ place because omg no more poultry lol.
i made it out there, got settled in, and they introduced me to the pilot episode of Due South 8D 8D 8D
i’m in love with that show
saturday morning, G and I went out for breakfast, then came back and started prepping the turkeys and food. we listened to a Sawbones episode about conjoined twins. i kept thinking about dean saying siamese twins and sam correcting him. XD
G’s parents come over for thanksgiving every year, that’s the only time i see them so i was excited. 
dinner went off without a hitch! my turkeys were delicious and tender, the sides and appetizers were perfect. 
and then, pie. omg pie. there were three kinds of pumpkin pie, custard pie, and pecan pie. i only ate pecan--that’s all i could do. but damn.
we talked and enjoyed everyone’s company, it was so lovely.
my sister and i got into a tiff via text because i was just too tired and exhausted from cooking + hosting to go out to an arcade at night
so that sucks. and my mom is not exactly talking to me because i didn’t spend thanksgiving with her
i haven’t spent thanksgiving with her for four years??? sigh
but after G’s parents left, the gals and i settled in for more Due South and we watched three episode of SPN S13
ugh i’m not happy at all with this season
there are glimmers of great moments
but overall, i just think there’s a serious case of lazy, unimaginative writing that falls on tired, old tropes and plots. they’ve beaten the lore and mythology of the show to a shadow of its former self
i also have no interest in any of the new villains or enemies and the twin brother shit was fucking embarrassing 
i also hate how cis white male this show has gotten and continues to be, with poc extras or background characters ending up dead quick
osric, i love you though
so i will continue to love the show from afar and enjoy the gifs/stills provided to me by my small corner of fandom
i did show the girls the Night Shifter episode from season two and they loved it, i loved it, it made up for the three episodes of s13
god, i miss kim manners and everything he did for the show
i felt more of a connection to Ronald than to Jack
and i feel like there were consequences and believable flaws back then
this is what happens with a long-running anything
you always get nostalgic for the good old days
lol i like how lydia and wickham basically have a shotgun wedding
today, KP and i saw Howl’s Moving Castle in theaters :D
she bought these tickets for my birthday, so it’s been six months that i’ve been waiting to see this :D :D :D
it was LOVELY
after the movie, i came home and slept for two hours
i finally booked the car and the hotel for Mayo
thank god for credit cards is all i can say
i’ve decided to go alone, since neither my sister nor my mother can be relied on
i’m looking forward to a long drive by myself. it’s been a while
the hotel has a shuttle to and from the hospital so that’s a plus
still nervous about going
i hope to go to the library tomorrow and spend some time there
maybe put in some OT based on how i feel
and then head over to therapy
i kinda want some plans for after therapy, but everyone is working
okay, i should go and actually write XD
i hope y’all had a great holiday and a great weekend <3
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azoraahai · 4 years
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Happy things! Supernatural came back tonight after a six week hiatus and it was freaking awesome! You're so talented and all of your OCs are super creative and original! It's way past my bedtime but I'm still awake because writing! My dog loves you even though he's never met you! I love you even more than my dog loves you!!
kp im gonna fucking cry. the dog one hit me so much harder than it needed to like i love dogs so much and i loVE YOUR DOG TOO. AND YOU OFC  LIKE WHAT HAVE I DONE TO DESERVE YOU!!
im still so behind on spn it’s sad. the last episode i watched was???? i think the episode after cas left??? i don’t remember, it’s been a while. how is it so far ( spoiler free pretty pls ).
thank you so much for your wonderful comments like ive been in a funk with creating content lately. i have so much stuff in my drafts that are finished and unfinished because im 1.) too critical to post or finish them and 2.) super unmotivated. but i really do appreciate your kind words like it truly means so much.
also bABE GO TO SLEEP.
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Aug 6 - Rendezvous | Drowley
Dean snuck quietly out of the bunker. It seemed silly to do now that he was a grown man, but Sam would never understand.
He wasn’t sure he understood it himself.
He pulled into the alley behind the bar and shut the engine off. Crowley had said he’d find him smoking there; Dean just hadn’t expected him to mean it so literally.
Dean watched the maroon smoke that was his current “partner in crime” flow back into the empty vessel leaned against the brick wall as he approached.
“Neat trick.” Dean said sarcastically, leaning with one hand against the cool gray stonework.
“Hard to make a dramatic entrance when you arrive first. Got to get creative.”
Dean rolled his eyes, but his smirk betrayed him.
“Come on.” Crowley leaned in and nosed along his jaw. “You don’t have to put on that facade with me.”
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Aug 9 Magic - Samwena
“Samuel?”  Rowena set out the last little bottle and leaned down over her spellbook to make sure everything was in order.
Sam rounded the corner carrying a special ingredient from the bunker’s storeroom.  He took his place across from Rowena, gently placing his lucky find into the bowl between them.
“Are you ready?”  She reached forward, one hand by either side of the bowl, and looked up into Sam’s eyes.  Sam took both her hands in his and gave them a gentle squeeze, returning her warm gaze confidently.
Rowena had taught Sam to embrace the things that make him different.  That self-acceptance unlocked his true potential.  
He nodded.  “Ready.”
Rowena began the incantation and Sam joined in unison, their voices echoing and amplifying the spell, strengthening it the same way they strengthen and bring out the best in each other.
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Regarding Bunnies
Rating: G | 1.1k words | Destiel
Cas gets Dean a fluffy surprise for Easter, with Sam's help.
Happy Birthday @angelscas!
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Cas stood in front of the enclosure and watched the bunny chewing on a piece of cabbage. The fluorescent lights of the pet store cast a glare on the glass, so he crouched down for a better look, ignoring Sam as he walked up behind him.
“Cas, I’m sure you know this, well I hope you know this, but it’s not good to get bunnies or chicks as Easter presents. Springing any pet on someone is not the best idea - because it’s like you’re gifting them a responsibility they didn’t sign up for.” Sam sighed. “You don’t want to have to take that bunny to a shelter in a month. I mean, Jack rarely visits.”
Cas was unfazed. “This isn’t for Jack.” He stood and turned to face Sam. “The bunny is for Dean.” Cas’ face lit up with the memory in his mind. “We did talk about it. He’d like to have a bunny - we just didn’t plan a set date to get one. The timing is the only thing that’s a surprise.”
“Since when does Dean want a bunny?” Sam raised an eyebrow quizzically.
“He said he had an amazing time with a bunny while he was under a spell once.”
Sam squinted in thought for a moment before snapping his fingers in recognition. “I remember that. It was a hex that made him completely lose his senses, Cas.” Sam raised his hands up and used his fingers to count off a list. “He forgot what a lamp was, he almost shot me, he ran screaming from a case - and from a tiny dog, and he rode a mechanical bull.”
Cas chuckled and shook his head. “You say that as though the bull was the most surprising part.”
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Sam rolled his eyes. “Maybe Dean remembers it as a good time, but trust me - it was not.”
“Those other things are beside the point.” Cas waved Sam’s words off dismissively. “Dean told me that, while he’d lost his filters and memories, his emotions came to the surface. He told you he wanted out of hunting, which he’d mentioned other times too when he wasn’t hexed; so that should show you that he was in some way still speaking his mind.” He turned back towards the bunny. “He told me that in that moment, while things were falling apart, the bunny had made him happy.” Cas’ voice softened. “And I want to make him happy.”
Sam sighed. “Cas, I’m pretty sure you already make him very happy.” Then he mumbled under his breath “and I try to tune it out.”
The tips of Cas’ ears turned pink. “Dean is…a nurturing person. And he does want a bunny. He has so much care and love to give. I couldn’t possibly keep it all to myself, as much as I may want to.” He paused for a beat. “But, a bunny I could share with.”
The laughter took Cas by surprise. Sam wheezed for a moment as he tried to speak. “I would say that most people adopt, but you two have adopted children covered.”
Cas turned back to face Sam again. “Well, we’re adopting this bunny.” He said with finality, and he walked over to get the clerk.
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Dean came home to find a carrot stick on his bed, wrapped in a ribbon, and a card. He crinkled his nose in confusion as he opened the card.
This carrot is for a surprise for later. I think you’re going to love it. You’ll see when I get back.
Cas’ handwriting was blocky and disjointed like a stone carving, but it was always beautiful to Dean.
The message was concerning though. He gave the carrot stick the side-eye as he got a feel for it in his hands and wondered if he should cut the more fragile pointy end off for safety purposes.
Thankfully, he didn’t have to wonder for long, as the clang of the bunker’s front door and footsteps on the stairs echoed faintly down the hall.
He went straight down the hall to investigate, and, purely by accident, he brought the carrot with him.
As he approached the map room, he saw that Cas had a metal cage in his right hand, but he couldn’t see what was inside. Cas turned towards Dean as he approached, evidently hearing his footsteps too.
Cas raised the cage up and beamed. “Surprise! He’s an early Easter present.”
Dean leaned in and looked at the bunny. The bunny looked at Dean, his nose wiggling continuously.
The smile that spread across Dean’s face lit up the room as he jumped up enthusiastically. “Aw hell yeah, Cas!” He instinctively went to clap his hands together as he exclaimed, and realized he was still holding the carrot. “Oh! So that’s what this was for.”
Cas set the cage down on the table and squinted at Dean. “What did you think it was for?”
“Ok, I’ll be in my room.” Sam took off without a second glance, leaving Dean blushing with his angel and his bunny.
“Nevermind. Thank you, Sweetheart.” Dean smiled mischievously at Cas. “I guess I won’t be calling you bunny anymore.”
“You’ve never called me bunny.”
“No, but I could’ve. Like Sunshine or anything else.” He paused and smirked. “Would it be weird if I named him Benny? Benny the bunny?”
“Dean.”
“I’m just kidding, Sweetheart.” Dean opened the cage and scooped the bunny into his arms, petting him. “I think I’ll name him Sammy.”
“Really?”
Dean chuckled. “Yeah. I think it’s fitting.”
Cas smiled fondly and put his hand on Dean’s shoulder. “Because you’re the most caring man on earth.”
Dean huffed but was still smiling. “Because I can bug Sam about it.”
Cas ran his hand slowly down Dean’s arm until he reached the bunny. He rubbed him behind the ears and leaned down a bit to look him in the eyes. His brow furrowed with concentration for a moment before he looked back up at Dean. “He likes the name.”
Dean was giving Cas a look which Cas now knew was a mixture of admiration or adoration and an involuntary reaction to him, just like when he got back from purgatory and cleaned himself up. “Awesome.” Dean choked out.
He gestured the bunny towards Cas a bit, a question. Cas accepted Sammy with open arms, and Dean kissed his husband as he handed the bunny over.
As their lips parted, Dean turned and yelled down the hall. “Hey Sammy! Come help me build a playpen for Sammy!”
Cas looked down and raised Sammy up a bit so he could see his facial expressions. “You’d like a playpen, Sammy, wouldn’t you?” He rubbed behind the bunny’s ears. “We can set it up here in this room where you’ll have more company. And you can sleep in my old room. I’ll set this little crate up in there for you.”
With Sammy in one arm, and the crate in the other, Cas walked down the hall feeling happy to finally have a peaceful life and a growing family to share it with.
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I'm the One He's Walking To
Rating: G | 1.2k words | Destiel
For @solarcas for @spnvalentines Happy ValenDestiVersary!
Cas invites Dean on a Valentine's Day walk. Even though Cas didn't put much stock in these kinds of holidays, Dean wondered: could this mean something? Little did he know, Cas had planned something special and sweet.
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“Do you want to go for a walk this evening?” Cas had asked Dean that day over lunch. “The sun is supposed to start setting around six, and uh, there’s a nice park nearby that I haven’t been to in a while.”
“Oh, a walk? Sure, Cas. Yeah.” Dean swallowed hard. “I’d like that.” Dean hadn’t really known what to say, because of course the answer was yes. He just didn’t know what to make of the invitation and didn’t want to sound too enthusiastic and scare Cas away.
Cas was his best friend, afterall; had been for years. Even at times when they’d gone separate ways, they always picked up where they left off; their bond never breaking. They’d been through so much together, and supported each other in the darker times. So why should Dean worry about a little walk?
Because it could change everything. Or, it could be nothing at all. It’s not like they’ve never gone for a walk before. Dean with his hands in his pockets, folding and tearing at an old receipt in his coat, and Cas cracking a joke at his expense under the warm glow of the streetlights.
But this was Valentine’s day. Cas had practically asked Dean to be his Valentine.
Friends do things together on Valentine’s day too though.
A few years ago, Dean had gone on a Valentine’s day walk with Crowley, before their “summer of love.” Dean had wondered at the time if that was supposed to be a date or not. He’d kind of thought it was; but it became clear that Crowley had not really seen it that way (though he’d apparently been hopeful for a date, he hadn’t considered the walk to be any more than a walk). That hadn’t mattered in the end, since Dean ended up turning Crowley down (or, more accurately, pushing him down) once he saw how toxic their relationship had been, and gained some more self-respect. Crowley had mostly ghosted him after that. They sometimes worked together, but otherwise, they rarely talked.
But this time, it was Cas who asked him to go on a Valentine’s day walk. Cas.
Dean sighed wistfully. He knew he tended to read too far into things. This may just be wishful thinking. Afterall, as an angel, Cas didn’t usually put much stock in cheezy, capitalistic human traditions. Cas didn’t even mention Valentines when he asked Dean to walk with him. Maybe Cas hadn’t even noticed that it was Valentine’s day. But, Valentine’s day does have a religious root - Saint Valentine. In addition to being a symbol of courting, St. Valentine was also the patron saint of beekeepers. Cas probably knew that. So he must know what day it is.
Shaking his head, Dean looked back down at the lorebooks in front of him and tried to focus.
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Shutting the bunker door, Dean buttoned his coat as Cas simply adjusted his collar and scratched at the back of his neck, ruffling the back of his hair just a bit.
The last few rays of the setting sun illuminated Cas’ features in a mesmerizing way. Dean closed his mouth and cleared his throat, collecting himself.
“Shall we?” he said nonchalantly, gesturing towards the driveway.
The walk to the park was less than a mile; maybe even less than half a mile. Without Baby’s wheels rolling under him as a measurement, Dean wasn’t exactly sure of the distance - just that the walk to get there was very short. They had only just told each other how the rest of their afternoons had went before he was suddenly faced with the manicured greenery.
As they ambled through the park, passing ducks and squirrels, flowers and trees, they talked about nothing and everything. From the dreams they'd been having lately to how the hardships they've faced have changed their worldviews - for better or worse.
They talked about the times that they had been afraid the other would not recover from curses, hexes, and other life-threatening supernatural ailments, and how they rediscovered faith in each other - in sickness and in health.
They talked about how trying to get by on nothing (Dean when he was growing up and Cas when he was Steve [gosh Dean was kicking himself for letting that topic come up and for being so ~~stupid~~ trusting of Gadreel in the first place]) made them appreciate Charlie's magic card and use it responsibly - for rich or for poor.
As they walked, the sun gradually made its way down until it had stretched its rays across the horizon by the time they reached the pond.
Under the shade of an old tree, they stood right next to each other in comfortable silence for a minute or two as they watched the sunset glow and fade in bursts of pink and yellow.
The soft sound of Cas clearing his throat broke the silence.
"Hey, Dean?"
"Yeah, Cas?"
“Today’s the 14th.”
“Yes. Yes it is.” Dean replied awkwardly.
Cas hesitated for a moment before continuing.
"This may be kind of silly, but…" Cas started fumbling in his pockets. "I made this for you.".
He handed Dean a little heart-shaped card with a drawing of the two of them feeding ducks at the pond on it.
Dean took the card and stared at it silently for maybe a moment too long.
“I didn’t mean to make you uncomfortable.” Cas said sheepishly.
“Oh, no; Cas, it’s not that. I love it. I just…this holiday. The pink, the red, the-” Dean snapped his fingers, fishing for the right words.
“Anatomically incorrect heart shapes.” Cas supplied.
“Yes; exactly!” Dean turned towards Cas and took a breath, seemingly restraining himself from something. “I thought….I thought you didn’t care about that stuff.”
“Well, not really.” Cas smiled. “But you do.”
Now it was clear that Dean was holding back tears.
“Oh, Dean.” Cas pulled Dean into a tight embrace. Dean rested his head on Cas’ shoulder, and they stood there in each other’s arms for a minute as the last bits of sunlight dipped below the horizon.
Dean slowly raised his head. He didn’t want to break the moment, but he very much wanted to do this.
Their eyes met and Cas tilted his head slightly, but instead of a squint of confusion, his eyes were wide with wonder, and his lips were slightly parted in a soft gasp. Dean found what he was looking for in that expression, and so did Cas. They leaned in and met in the middle.
Under that tree, the seeds they had planted and nurtured finally bloomed into a lovely rose. The soft sweet petals of their lips eventually parted, but their arms were still wrapped around each other. They were both grinning, foreheads touching lightly.
“You have no idea how long I’ve wanted to do that.” Dean finally said.
Cas chuckled. “I was about to say the same thing.”
“Then let’s do it again.” Dean’s eyes glinted mischievously.
“Oh, I don’t ever plan on stopping.” Cas leaned in and chased Dean’s mouth into another sweet yet intense kiss.
Yes, the holiday may be trite, but sometimes all it takes is an excuse to say something, to take the first leap of faith. Dean and Cas found faith in each other. The twinkling starlight reflected on the pond and filtered through the leaves of the tree as they kissed, and lit the path as they slowly made their way back to the bunker, hand in hand. They could take their time now, and they planned to take full advantage of that.
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Sir, This is a Wendy's
Rating: G | WC: 1077 |Destiel, Aziraphale x Crowley | Supernatural & Good Omens Crossover
Fluff and Crack; Crack treated Seriously; Kid!Jack; crossover; canon adjacent; fusion
Characters: Dean, Cas, Crowley, Aziraphale, Anathema, Jack, Sam, Rowena, Pepper
Summary: While on an extended European vacation, a spell has Cas temporarily discorporated. Jack, however, still needs to be fed lunch. So, while Dean is working with Anathema on the counter spell, Cas, in all his trueform glory, heads to Wendy's.
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The lunch rush was ending, and the last customer had just walked out the door. Pepper breathed a sigh of relief. There may be some stragglers in the drive thru, but the dine-in area was usually pretty quiet for the next couple of hours.
As Pepper wiped down the counter, a glowing ball of blue light phased through the glass door of the restaurant and paused in front of the register.
Pepper looked up to see the light coalesce into a strange being with interlocking rings like a magic trick, with many eyes dispersed throughout its incorporeal mass, and three pairs of black feathery wings that shimmered a kaleidoscope of colors under the fluorescent lights.
"BE NOT AFRAID," Castiel said. Although, it was more of an intonation which Pepper felt in her bones rather than her ears.
Pepper huffed indignantly. Great; more angel shit. Just what I need.
"Sir, this is a Wendy's."
The many eyes blinked rather sheepishly. "Sorry, I've just been dispossessed, or um, discorporated for the moment. But my son still needs lunch so... I was hoping you could lend a hand."
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Since Cas had been the only one in his body for many years, 'dispossessed' was no longer accurate. He was grateful to his new friend Aziraphale for teaching him the term 'discorporated'. Cas and Dean had taken a trip to Europe and came across his lovely bookstore. The trip has been rather enlightening in many ways, one of which was meeting and having tea with the absolute legend whose name Fergus McLeod had adopted (Crowley didn't mind the name borrowing - it meant he got to keep up appearances without actually having to do the dirty work). They'd talked about so many things, including how both of the nephilim/anti-Christs they'd raised (or attempted to raise) had decided to be regular kids after stopping their respective apocalypses. The main reason they hadn't met before was that Crowley had been too busy living his life with Aziraphale and not giving a damn (literally and figuratively) for the past several decades, having staved off a different apocalypse long before Dean's first rodeo.
Now however, due to a spell backfiring, Cas was stuck outside of his body for at least the rest of the afternoon. While Dean was working with Anathema on a fix (and consulting with Sam and Rowena over the phone), Cas stayed behind in their little rental cottage with Jack. However, little nephilims who've assumed a body reflecting their actual age require food, and a discorporated angel doesn't exactly have the hands or skills to provide that. Sure, he could move incorporeal things while in this form (like carrying a soul out of hell, or wiggling some radio frequencies); but the fine motor skills needed to operate a stove and assemble ingredients require limbs.
Thus, Cas found himself at Wendy's. One of the few Wendy's in the UK, in fact. He'd flocked to it as something recognizable in all of the chaos. Cas had learned a thing or two since he first came back to earth over twelve years ago; so when he spoke, the glass windows and walls of the building didn't shatter. The lights above him, however, did flicker in time with his words.
"Your....son?". Pepper asked incredulously.
"Yes," Cas smiled, which in this form manifested as a soft rosy glow. "His name is Jack."
Pepper shook her head and rolled her eyes. I don't want to get involved, so I'm just gonna roll with it.
"Ok; what'll it be?"
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"Hey Cas, I've got the counter spell!" Dean called out as he entered the little stone cottage later that afternoon.
He rounded the corner into the kitchen and saw the remains of Jack's kid's meal, and an intact Baconator meal of his own on the table.
"Cas, did you go to Wendy's?"
Cas entered the room, blushing again. "I made sure to lead with 'Be Not Afraid.'" Despite the lack of hands, Dean could hear and somehow visualize the air quotes.
Dean facepalmed. "Cas, I don't think they could help but be afraid. These people have never seen angels outside of human bodies before. You probably traumatized someone."
"The nice girl at the front didn't seem scared at all, Dean." Dean could see Cas' face scrunch up as he continued. "Actually, she sounded annoyed." The expression was endearing even in this incomprehensible form, because it was Cas.
Dean crossed his arms. "Yeah, well, come on; let's get you back in that gorgeous body."
Cas fixed his multitude of bright blue eyes on Dean, narrowing into a glare. "That can wait a bit; you should eat first."
Dean rolled his two green eyes right back. "I'm fine Cas. I can eat later. You're literally having an out of body experience and you're more concerned with my stomach waiting another five minutes."
Cas came up to Dean and ghosted a kiss on his cheek in a pulse of light. "I just want to take care of you, Dean."
Now it was Dean's turn to blush. "Yeah, and I just want to take care of you. That would be much easier for both of us if you'd get back in here." Dean gestured towards Cas' vessel, which was laid out on the living room couch.
Cas let Dean lead him over to the living room and watched as Dean drew the diagram, set up the bowl with the spell ingredients, and crouched down beside the couch. A quick incantation and flash of purple light later, and the invisible barrier around Cas' body dissipated, freeing it for him to enter again.
The glowing ball of celestial intent which is Castiel flowed forth like a stream into the mouth of his vessel. His skin glowed brighter and brighter with his grace, and Dean had to shield his eyes at the last moment as Cas fully took hold of his body again. They both blinked several times as the glow subsided and Cas got his bearings again.
"All good?" Dean asked as Cas sat up and stretched. He put a hand on Cas' knee and looked up to meet his eyes.
Cas smiled warmly and cupped Dean's cheek. He slid his hand down and took Dean's hand, helping him to his feet as he stood up. Then he reached up behind Dean's neck and gently guided him down into a soft sweet kiss, smiling against Dean's mouth as he pulled back to answer. "I am now."
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FIRST LINE OF YOUR LAST 20 STORIES!
Rules: List the first lines of your last 20 stories (if you have less than 20, just list them all!). See if there are any patterns. Choose your favourite opening line.
Thanks,@thisisapaige for the tag!
(these are all Destiel fics unless labled otherwise; I also skipped poems)
Sleepy Stares: Cas was staring at Dean, as he often had over the years, but this was different.
A Solid Foundation (original horror story): As she parked the jeep in front of the shell of what would be their new home, Lisa turned towards her partner.
I'm the One He's Walking to: “Do you want to go for a walk this evening?”  Cas had asked Dean that day over lunch.
The Theme is Dean: When Dean had said he wanted to throw a western-themed party, he thought Sam was going to tease him - that themed parties are for kids, and Dean's turning 43.
Did you mean it?: “Dean?”  Cas strode purposefully down the hallway of the bunker, heading towards Dean’s room.
Sir, this is a Wendy's: The lunch rush was ending, and the last customer had just walked out the door.
I won't ask for much this Christmas; I won't even wish for snow: Dean stood on the porch and looked up at the stars.
A Cozy Gift, a Warm Embrace: Like most mornings, Dean awoke to find that Cas had rolled over in their comforter, such that it wrapped under and around him, leaving Dean exposed on his side of the bed.
Marshmallows to Share: Jack popped another mini marshmallow into his mouth.
Go to Therapy: The past few months have been a whirlwind for Dean. (For reference, here are the next two lines that was a setup for: Finding out that his whole life was a lie - except for one very important angel, losing everything, and then finally winning their freedom left him reeling.  After 42 years of keeping everything locked inside and putting on his brave hero and big-brother face for the world, Dean was, for the first time, free to be himself.)
Maybe that Makes Me a Fool (Drowley): Freshly human again, and alone, Dean had some time to think.
This is How I Held You: “Trust me.” That had never worked out well for Dean before.
Relatively Blunt, Obviously Oblivious (CasMick and Destiel): Cas called Mick asking to talk about a case, and they met up at a bar.
Immortalized Grip: Much like the scar of Cas' handprint had faded from Dean's shoulder with time, healing, and multiple resurrections, the scar of Dean's hand on Cas' shoulder was also starting to fade.
Halo: Eileen’s breath was heavy in her chest.
Everyday Beauty: One day, Cas bought a Polaroid camera at a flea market.
How to Save a Life: Cas, an angel, deciding to become a hunter, was unexpected, to put it mildly.
In the Arms of an Angel: The colors and sounds of cheer surrounding them gave Cas a warm, fuzzy feeling.
Revelation: Cas slammed the door of the dungeon and used his blood to ward it from Billie, who was approaching fast.
Paint it Black (Drowley, Demon Dean): Crowley thought back to what he said to Dean when he first turned.
Bonus (since one of my 20 most-recent stories was not a fanfic):
21. Heaven Sent: “Are you sure you can do this?” Dean asks Jack.
I think all of these fall into 5 categories:
'Here's something unexpected breaking their routines' (like 1, 4, and 17)
Literally just state what the scene is (like 2, 6, 8, 11, 13, 14, 16, 19 - oh this must be my most common thing to do then)
Mention a circumstance and make you wonder why (like 10 & 15)
Start with a quote are jumping right into the action (like 3, 5, 12, and 21).
Start with just a simple action - which sets up going into that character's thoughts (like 7, 9, 18, and 20).
If I had to pick a favorite, it'd be This is How I Held You. Heaven Sent is a close second though. These both start with quotes actually...hmm...
No pressure tags: @you-cant-spell-subtext-without; @doctorprofessorsong; @fellshish; @emeraldcas
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Mon Pays Sera Toi
Rating: T | 1.7k words | Destiel
Post-Canon; Canon Divergence; Scary Movies; Established Destiel; Domestic & Romantic Fluff; ADHDean; Sharing Clothes; Protective Cas; BAMF Castiel; D/S Undertones; heavy makeout sessions
Cas and Dean find shelter in each other. Cas likes the effect his protectiveness has on Dean.
Happy Birthday Sana 💕 @jactingjoices .
This was going to just be sweet and fluffy, but then Cas took over the narrative (of course) and made it a little heated.
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The rich aroma of coffee in the air, and the halo of sunlight filtering in through the kitchen window around the puffy gray clouds set a dusky yet comforting mood for Dean. He filled his mug and inhaled, breathing easy with the knowledge that the only darkness brewing was his Columbian roast, and maybe a drizzle on the horizon.  
Having traded his earlier beers for later coffees, and his evening beers for teas (or hot chocolate), Dean’s appreciation for his brews and roasts had only deepened. Not just to a darker roast than the watery breakfast blend he used to drink in motels, but to a level of variety and precision that led to Sam calling him a coffee snob. (“You’ve got your green juice; I’ve got my bean juice.” Dean had teased him right back, earning a proper eye-roll. That was exactly the reaction he was going for. It was something else on Cas though. Cas’ full-body eye-rolls were a thing of biblical proportions and had a profound effect on Dean.)
Dean realized he’d spaced out and shook his head to clear it of that vivid image and leaned back against the counter. Cas walked into the kitchen at that moment, wearing his faded white tee and a pair of Dean’s boxers (well their tee and their boxers - they kind of shared everything at this point. Sam also said that was weird, but Cas only had to say half a sentence about the things they share before Sam covered his ears and vowed to never bring up the fact that they wear each other’s clothes ever again.).  
The dead-guy robe was loosely draped over Cas’ shoulders. He wore that more often than the trenchcoat nowadays. On the whole, Cas’ look gave the image in Dean’s mind some worthy competition. Now if he could only get him to make that smoldering, smiting look…but he didn’t want to annoy Cas. Well not right now; there were better ways to get the prize he was after.
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Cas smiled. All he’d done was walk into the kitchen and Dean was blue-screening in front of him. It was the same look he’d gotten when he cleaned up after getting back from purgatory, and while getting undressed for their first shower together, and the first time he put on Dean’s favorite jacket. Dean still looked at him like that a lot, actually, and Cas never got tired of it. To be fair, Cas looked at Dean in his own wide-eyed way whenever he laughed, and whenever he gave Cas a compliment.
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Dean, to his credit, was stuck on whether to go with his usual “hey honeybee” or the more appreciative “lookin’ good, sweetheart” along with a coy look over the rim of his coffee cup. What came out was: “lookin’ sweet, honeybee.” Dean licked his lips subconsciously and sat with that for a moment, taking in Cas’ sweet little smile and intensely blue eyes before clearing his throat and adding a sheepish “hey” with a little smile of his own to break the silence.  
Cas must have seen it in his eyes, because the next thing Dean knew, Cas was coming at him with the determined stride he usually reserved for smiting. But the look on his face was not the stern glare Dean was thinking of. Instead, Cas was grinning impishly as he closed the distance and braced his hands on the counter, one to Dean’s left and one to his right, and braced the rest of himself lightly on Dean - hovering over him but still having several points of contact.
Their noses touched, and Cas made it an intentional kunik. But then he continued, dragging the tip of his nose down and across Dean’s jawline before planting a kiss on his collarbone. As Cas gently mouthed along the ridges, the robe slid off of his shoulders and Dean’s stomach hit the floor along with it.
A low rumble of thunder in the distance sent a different kind of shiver up Dean’s spine, interrupting Cas’ migration down Dean’s torso. Dean brought his legs together from where they had slid, standing up straighter, and Cas pushed up against the counter to right himself also, naturally leaning more into Dean in the process. Dean wrapped his arms around Cas’ waist, and they kissed languidly and openly.
After a few moments, Dean broke the kiss with a chuckle and Cas leaned back smiling sweetly at him. "I would have said you look good in my robe but it would look better on the floor; but you've already taken care of that."
Cas looked over Dean's shoulder at the gray clouds in the window. "It looks like gardening is out of the question for now." He turned back to Dean with a wink. "Do you want to watch a movie?"
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They settled into the couch in the living room, cuddled up against each other. Dean nuzzled into Cas' shoulder as the movie started.  
Dean had insisted that Return of the Living Dead is a classic and that even though Cas didn't care much for zombie movies, this was a good one and a must-see.
Whenever Cas thought Dean had shown him all of his 'must-see' classic films, Dean always had more in his collection. Cas rolled his eyes but his smile gave away that fact that he loved watching them all with Dean.
When they got to the part where the military is talking about bombing the town, Dean mumbled into Cas' neck. "What would you do if the government was going to bomb this town? Fly us off somewhere?"
"I would protect you." Cas said with a fierceness that made Dean shiver pleasantly.  
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Cas felt Dean shiver against his side and turned to look at him directly. Dean's hooded eyes and slightly parted lips told him everything he needed to know.
He turned towards Dean and gently grabbed his shoulders, coaxing him to turn and lay back onto the couch as he hovered over top of him, his hands on either side of Dean's torso, boxing him in.
"I would shield you from the blast. Just," he kissed Dean's forehead; "like" he kissed Dean's nose; "this." He kissed Dean's neck gently, punctuating his words, and nosed his way back up to Dean's cheek, locking eyes with him.
He was rewarded with the anticipation in Dean's eyes - exactly what he was looking for. He teased just a bit more, ghosting his lips right next to Dean's mouth before capturing him with an intensity that he knew Dean loved.
When they stopped for a breath, Dean smiled coyly and gestured towards the tv. "Movie making you hungry? You're devouring me."
"Well," Cas ran a hand down Dean's side, and slowly trailed his finger back up. "You are delicious." He carded a hand through Dean's hair, which at this length was pleasantly fluffy between his fingers. He smirked at his own joke before he said it. "But I would never eat your brain."
Now it was Dean's turn to roll his eyes. "But you do know how to shut it off."
"Yes." Cas pressed closer to Dean, gliding a hand down his arm and firmly but gently took his wrist and raised it, pinning Dean's arm beside his head. With that hand down he took his other hand and did the same, pinning both of Dean's hands up above him.  
Cas hovered there over Dean, appreciating the look of pure awe and pleading in Dean's eyes. He loved Dean with every physical and spectral fiber of his being.  
"Who's the zombie now?" He kissed Dean gently, deepening the kiss as Dean's lips parted.  
After a moment, he felt Dean's arms wiggle in his grasp with more than just a tremble; it felt as though he wanted to grab at him. Cas broke the kiss and leaned up to give Dean a chance to breathe for a moment.  
"And if that didn't work?" Dean breathed softly. "What would you do next?"
Cas seized the opportunity and unfurled his spectral wings, letting them become a little more opaque - translucent rather than transparent.  
"Then I'd fly you away." He relished the little gasp that escaped from Dean's lips, and the minute vibration in his eyes. He wrapped his wings around Dean. "I'd take us somewhere safe."
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Dean's mouth was dry and it took him a moment to form words. "Anywhere you want, Angel."
He saw Cas falter for a second, probably considering calling him "human" back sarcastically as he's done before, but he must have decided against it as the next thing Dean knew, Cas had flown them onto the roof.  
The storm had stopped by now, but the shingles were still a little wet. Thankfully, Cas had grabbed the throw blanket off the couch and flown it along with them. It was soft and dry under Dean's back.
Bathed in moonlight and with room to expand, Dean watched in unrestrained awe as Cas' wings became more solid, raven black and shimmering in an iridescent rainbow of colors that he never got tired of seeing spread out above him.
He lost the ability to form words, so he used prayer.  
"I thought you'd be aiming for the bedroom."
"Well, you did say anywhere I want." Cas leaned down over him, lining up their bodies and making contact with the slightest bit of pressure as he kissed him. Cas tucked his wings out of the way and maneuvered even closer into Dean's personal space.
Dean noticed the full moon above them and was inadvertently reminded of other things, people, and feelings. He hated having intrusive thoughts.
Dammit, Winchester. This is not the time to be scatterbrained.  
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Cas recognized Dean's look when his focus meter was low. He wasn't insulted. He loved the way Dean thinks. It's how Dean could be so clever. So ingenious. And besides, he knew just how to get Dean back on track. He caressed Dean's cheek as he broke the kiss.
Reaching his hands under Dean, he gently raised him up, settling down onto the roof so that Dean was in his lap.
A moment of fear flashed across Dean's eyes at being off-balance.
Cas wrapped his arms around Dean and held him close. "You're safe, Dean." He trailed a hand up from the small of Dean's back, tracing a finger up his spine, making him shiver and go still in his hands. He knew exactly how to push Dean's buttons. Cas could never get enough of the way Dean melts in his arms.
"I trust you." Dean breathed, and Cas started trailing kisses down his neck. 
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There, on the roof of their house, in the quiet calm of night, they found shelter in each other, basking in the glow of their love and the moonlight.  
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KP's 2021 SPN Year in Review
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Hi everyone, although I've been in the SPN fandom for over 10 years now, I didn't start making fanworks until after I watched S15 this summer. Like many others here in the desticule, I was reactivated like a feral sleeper agent, and went into a creative frenzy to give our beloveds the happiness they deserved.
I am kind of beside myself with just how much I've done in the last 7 months. SPN motivated me to come back to many of the hobbies that I'd left by the wayside in the daily grind. I wrote and drew more this year than I have in the past few years combined. I am much happier and am making more self-improvement because of it.
Even more, I am grateful to have met all of you and made friends on here and on Discord. 💜
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AO3 | AMVs | Full list of fics | Full list of art, edits, and meta
Stream my Just One Yesterday amv and my In Just Being series (I have almost all of the rest drafted and will be posting the next chapter soon.)
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Without further ado, here are the highlights of the SPN fanworks I made in 2021, and links to complete lists.
Fanfic:
According to my AO3 stats, I posted 60,114 words of SPN fic this year.
All of my fics on AO3 and Tumblr are listed on this page.
Altogether, I wrote 24 fics and 9 poems since I started this summer.
I am most proud of starting a post-canon fix-it series, and also of this line in a Drowley fic about Dean :
Maybe, just maybe, he could have some things for himself.
He didn’t need black eyes to see that anymore.
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Amvs:
I got back into video editing for the first time in years and I started a YT channel for my AMVs.
The first Destiel AMV I made was unhinged: Unbirthday (Alice in Wonderland).
My magnum opus is Just One Yesterday. FOBnatural is everything.
You can find a full list of my amvs with links here.
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Art:
Thanks to Suptober, I drew more this year than the past couple of years combined. Art takes so much time, so an external motivator, and being sorta between jobs at that point in time resulted in 5 drawings that I am really proud of.
Despite external factors, for what it is, in terms of technique and managing to portray the image in my head, my Team Free Will Patronuses crossover art is the one that made me feel the most accomplished, with Tree-topper Cas as a close second.
You can find a full list of my fanart with links here.
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Gifs/Edits:
I only made a couple of these, as a pretty gifset takes almost as much work as a short amv. So, my Secrets gifset is definitely my favorite.
You can find a full list of my Gifs/Edits with links here.
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Meta:
I didn't think I did a lot here, but if you include #spn meta in the tags , then I actually did. I only made one meta op, but my main theory/headcanon I'm going to expand on is what actually happened when Jack absorbed Chuck's powers. Some people say Chuck won and is possessing Jack - I don't think that is quite accurate.
You can find a full list of my meta with links here.
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The Theme is Dean
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When Dean had said he wanted to throw a western-themed party, he thought Sam was going to tease him - that themed parties are for kids, and Dean's turning 43. Dean had even prepared a rebuttal that adults throw costume parties and themed balls all the time. But, to his surprise, Sam had just smiled mischievously and nodded.
They already had their costumes, of course, and all of their friends and family took their fun seriously too. Especially Charlie; with her LARPing experience, it was no surprise that Charlie and Dorothy showed up looking like a version of Bonnie and Clyde, or maybe a bit like Jessie from Toy Story. Either way, they looked spectacular. Donna had basically just added a hat to her uniform, but Jody had gone for a more rugged look. Claire was just dressed as herself, with boots on, and that was fine too. Costumes were not required; just for fun.
Sam, Cas, and Jack had decorated the Bunker kitchen to look a little like a western saloon. They even used brown streamers and cardboard cutouts to make the kitchen island look like a bar.
The cowboy hat-shaped cookies that Emma had baked were fantastic and pretty. It hadn't been long since Jack had restored the family, and in that short time, Emma had learned so much from her Dad. Dean was so proud of her. He had the life he'd always wanted, but never thought he could have; and a good parent wants their kids to have it better than they did. The way Bobby encouraged and helped Dean with teaching her a well-rounded set of skills touched Dean more than anything.
Well, that and finally being with Cas, of course. Having everyone together and truly having free will was already the best present Dean had ever had. The movies, cookware, and little housewarming gifts were just the icing on the cake. And both the cake and the pie were some of the best he'd ever had.
43 is going to be the year that he moves out - not on his own, but with the love of his life. 43 is going to be the year that Dean gets to spend with his family - no missions, traps, or catastrophes attached.
43 will be Dean's year, and he's already loving every minute of it.
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After disappearing yesterday, the ask reappeared in my drafts 🎉 🤷‍♀️
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Hi Sana 😊💕 I have an (uncontrollable) time travel fic draft that I haven't touched in a while (it's the one I was going to use for Pinefest but didn't draft in time).
Here's scene where Dean first comes back from the endverse and realizes something is off, and then disappears again - but from Cas' POV:
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Ever since Dean had come back from the post-apocalyptic hellscape that the angels had sent him to, something was...off.
Much in the way that future Cas had noticed Dean wasn't of his time, present Cas could tell that although this was his Dean - the Dean of his time that is, he also seemed to not be? As though he simultaneously was and wasn't in their timeline.
Schrodinger's Dean. Although he hadn't mentioned this strange feeling to Dean, because he wouldn't want to worry him more while they were barely managing to resist the host as it is, Cas could hear Dean say it in his head.
What Dean had actually said, to Sam, is that he felt "out of sync."
Cas eyed Dean with concern, not with his vessel's eyes, but from the angelic plane. Dean was fuzzy around the edges of the fourth dimension.
When Dean suddenly vanished diagonally through their reality a couple of days later, his fourth dimensional edges vibrating sonically enough that Cas sensed it even though he wasn't present, Cas wished he had said something sooner.
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"What do you mean fuzzy?" Sam asked, leaning against the counter in Bobby's kitchen for support, his hand massaging his temple in an effort to keep his barely concealed albeit misdirected anger under control.
Cas breathed helplessly. "His fourth dimensional edges were not as defined and solid as they should have been. They were... blurry."
Sam scrunched his face in thought. "The fourth dimension...as in time?"
Cas nodded, watching as Sam released his temple and his restraint along with it.
"He just came back from an apocalypse timeline, and you saw that something was wrong - but you didn't SAY anything?"
Cas looked down at his feet. "I - didn't want to worry you two."
Sam scoffed. "Well -"
"I was wrong." Sam went silent at Cas' apology. "I thought I could figure it out before anything came of it, or hoped it was just an after effect of the time travel. I see now that that was the wrong way to protect Dean. It seems as though it wasn't an after effect, but a warning instead. I'm sorry I didn't tell you.". Cas looked up at Sam and searched his face in hopes of finding softening edges, tuning his ears for notes of forgiveness.
Sam sighed and sunk down into his chair. "So how do we get him back?"
"I wish I knew." Cas could hear how small his voice sounded, but he didn't have the energy to do anything about it. "If I knew when he was, I could try to go after him, with some help. But it feels like - ". He had trouble making the words come out for some reason. "It feels as though Dean is no longer on this plane of existence."
The widening of Sam's eyes and mouth didn't help Cas' mental state. He caught a glimpse at the motel mirror and felt betrayed by his own vessel's expressiveness, which was a first for him. He clenched his fists and huffed a breath.
I have to be strong, for Dean. I have to find him.
"I - no, we can still fix this." Cas was surprised by the determination in his own voice. One thing he'd learned from watching Dean was that it helps to sound confident even if you aren't.
Sam looked up hopefully.
"I may not be able to sense when Dean is, the fourth dimension isn't as open to a seraph as to an archangel - and we can't ask them for help, but I can always sense where he is.". Cas closed his eyes for a moment. "Right now he still isn't anywhere. Not now anywhere."
Sam's eyes did some calculating acrobatics. "Ok, so how do we find him?"
"I will keep searching vigilantly." Cas raised his chin slightly in defiance of their predicament. "If the past is any indication, Dean should return soon, and I'll sense him as soon as he does and I'll fly to him. I still have some faith."
Sam squinted. "Ok. And meanwhile I'll search though the lore and see if there's anything about finding people's location in time."
They didn't have to wait long. It was only three hours later that Dean reappeared, the displacement sending Sam's notes into a flurry. Dean looked distraught, shaking and mumbling about a pterodactyl.
Much to Cas' chagrin, Dean's fourth dimensional edges didn't look solid again. If anything, they looked worse. They didn't look like the outlines of a being anchored in time.
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