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drabbles-mc · 2 months
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Reminders
Herman Kozik x GN!Reader
Warnings: 18+, light angst if you squint but it's mostly fluff
With the help of This Prompt List by @creativepromptsforwriting and my trusty Wheel of Names with every character I’ve ever written for, I’m aiming to write a fic in 500 words or less every day of March. We’ll see how far we get!
Prompt: lake
Word Count: 200
A/N: I've missed this dude i can't lie 🥰
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Kozik never talked to you much about his life back in Tacoma. You never pushed him about it, either, figuring there was a reason he kept most of it to himself. Whatever his life was back then, it had landed him in an MC, and it had also been a life that made him up and move to Charming.
You were helping him through the daunting task of unpacking his boxes into the new house. You’d stumbled across one that had photos in it, some framed, some not. One of them was clearly him as a child, standing on the dock at a lake holding up a fish in his hand.
He saw the smile on your face and walked over to see what it was you were looking at. When he saw the photo, he allowed himself a smile too. It wasn’t all bad, even if a good portion of it had been, but it was nice to have some reminders.
“You were so cute,” you said with a grin.
“Hey,” he pretended to offended, “I still am.”
You tilted your head back as you laughed before leaning over and kissing him lightly on the lips. “Yes you are.”
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bullet-prooflove · 1 year
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Hold My Girl: Herman Kozik x Reader
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It’s on a run to Tuscon that Kozik breaks away from the group and diverts to a small neighbourhood on the outskirts of the Sonora. It’s a quiet street, too quaint for the likes of him with his leather kutte, and a bike that crashes through the tranquillity.
The house he pulls up in front of is one he knows well; you’ve changed the colour of the door. It’s a soothing sage instead of the vivid red it was before he left. It fits better with the white exterior of the small dwelling. The honeysuckle is still there on the right side of the doorframe, the scent fills him with a sense of home as he stands on the doorstep and raps his knuckles on the door. He had a key once, but he lost it somewhere back in Charming. He can hear music on the opposite side of the door, something low and acoustic, he knows it helps you to concentrate when you sit at the kitchen table working on lesson plans. 
The sound of it makes his heart ache because it reminds him of the things he’s missed since he’s been away. He remembers mornings in the kitchen, watching you over a sunshine yellow mug as you emerge from the bedroom in his t-shirt and nothing else. He remembers how the last time ended with him making love to you on the coffee table, his hands in your hair as you kissed him. It’s moments like that that make him forget anything else. It’s just you and him, and nothing else exists.
When the door swings open it feels like he can’t breathe because you’re standing there and he’s forgotten how beautiful you actually are. His memories, the ones he’s carried for the past few months don’t do you justice. His gaze falls to the necklace that hangs around your throat, a tiny silver moon, it’s nothing really but it’s everything at the same time. He knows what it means, your still his, you still carry a part of him with you, the same way he does with that tattoo above his heart.
He opens his mouth to speak but you’re already in motion. He laughs as he wraps his arms around your form, clasping you close. It’s perfect, the way you fit against him, like the two of you were made for one another.
“I can’t stay long,” he whispers into your hair. “I just wanted to come by and hold my girl.”
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obsessedasusual · 2 years
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Better than Prince Charming - Herman Kozik
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Summary: If Kozik can rely on one constant in his life, it’s Happy’s sister.
Warnings: swearing…. That’s all folks!
Note: 1.7k - Remember when I fell down my Kozik rabbit hole? I’m still there😌 wowowowowowow I have been in a FUNK lately. Work is crazy, been writing so many reports that I’ve had no motivation to write anything else riiipppp. So this isn’t great, but I finished it!!!! Had to get it outta my head and try get back into the writing groove! Peace.
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A massive moving truck backing into your mother’s driveway wasn’t exactly what you were expecting when she had mentioned your brother and his brothers would be stopping by.
You stilled your movements of mixing the muffin batter and watched as a guy in a kutte jumped out of the cab and started directing the driver back further.
It wasn’t often both you and Happy, and a few plus ones, were able to visit your mom at the same time so when you could, she went all out with the food. And you, living a whole lot closer to her than your brother in Charming, had been roped in to help prepare it.
Just as you were about to alert your mom, who was busy in another room dusting a cabinet that didn’t need dusting, about the guy you didn’t recognise, the driver's door of the truck swung open and another Son jumped out.
This one you recognised. Blonde hair, tattoos, aura that screamed Cali surfer dude. Herman Kozik.
Abandoning your post in the kitchen you made your way out of the house and into the front yard, “Who the hell let you behind the wheel of that thing?”
Both heads snapped toward you at the sound of your voice. The one you didn’t recognise stared in confusion, while Kozik’s face broke out in a grin as he began to walk toward you, “How ya doing, sunshine?”
When he reached you he had no hesitation in wrapping an arm around your shoulders and pulling you into him in greeting, placing a kiss to your temple.
You smiled at him as you broke the hug, “Long time no see, Sarge,” you nodded toward the truck, “you planning on moving in or what?”
His gaze followed yours to the driveway and the younger man awkwardly standing around, “Maybe I’m planning on opening up an alcohol shop.” He gestured briefly to the writing on the side of the vehicle, “Happy’s running late, said he’ll be here this afternoon.”
You raised your eyebrow at him, “Can’t wait. Who’s your friend?”
Kozik nodded toward his fellow Son and gestured for him to make his way over, “Meet Miles. Miles, Happy’s sister.”
Miles’ eyes widened as he clicked to who you were, shaking your outstretched hand when you told him your name.
“Ma’s gone all out on the food for you guys. Hope you’re hungry.”
Kozik beamed at the revelation and nodded toward the house, “Lead the way, sweetheart.”
You started back toward the door, “Flattery gets you nowhere.”
The second the three of you stepped inside you were pushed out of the way as your mom stepped excitedly to greet the two Sons, namely Kozik.
She had gladly claimed him as one of her own after the first time she’d met him. Much to the dismay of you and Happy, suddenly finding yourselves fighting for her attention while she fussed over the blonde.
‘What a nice boy!’
‘So respectful, he just did the dishes. I didn’t even ask!’
‘And a bit of a looker too, mija!’
The smirk on Kozik’s face as he made a show of greeting your mother told you he knew exactly what you were thinking. Being the favourite was something he made sure to rub in your face at every opportunity.
Rolling your eyes you moved further into the kitchen to slide your abandoned muffin batter into the oven. Listening to Kozik and Miles being affectionately force fed and simultaneously being grilled on their eating habits at home brought a smile to your face.
“Something funny, sunshine?” The blonde called from his seat at the table. You shook your head as you carried the bowl of fruit salad to join the feast.
“Not at all, Sarge.”
You took a backseat while your mother doted on the two men, only chiming in when necessary and returning Kozik’s infectious smiles whenever he threw one your way.
Finally, your mom listened to the men who were claiming to be full and stopped trying to damn near spoon feed them. You began to gather the dishes and retreat to the sink to start the washing up.
Although he was your friend, he wasn’t your friend. He was Happy’s. However, you had become reasonably close with Kozik over the years. It wasn’t unusual for him to call you while he was in Tacoma for advice, or just to rant.
You were able to put pieces of his life together through conversation. Knowing that his family life was broken to say the least, it was strangely comforting to see how at home Kozik was around your family.
Lost in your thoughts as you washed the dishes, you didn’t notice Kozik had joined you until a sharp sting on your arm pulled you back to reality.
“Ow! You asshole.” Rubbing where he had used the tea towel to playfully whip you.
Kozik shrugged a shoulder, smirking to himself as he picked up a wet plate, “You were zoned out.”
You rolled your eyes at his excuse and refocused on the sink in front of you, “How’re you anyway? Haven’t seen you since you joined the Charming boys too. Finally sick of rainy Tacoma?”
He chuckled as he dried the plate, “Something like that, I’ve been good though.”
“So no more Sergeant, huh?”
Kozik clicked his tongue, “No more Sergeant. Just me and my bike.”
He sounded relieved at that. You didn’t know the ins and outs of the club, not even close. But you could imagine being the president’s left would leave a heavy weight on anyone’s shoulders.
“What about small town life? Adjusting to nosey neighbours?”
“Nah, my neighbours hate me.”
You giggled at that, not seeing the way Kozik smiled at the sound.
“They’ll come ‘round. Bake them some cookies or something.”
“Yeah, because I’m well known for my baking skills,” he laughed, he was definitely not, “What about you? Still no man?”
“Nah, still waiting on my Prince Charming.”
With your eyes still focused on the sink in front of you, you missed how Kozik fought to bite back his relieved smile, “Cool.”
“Super cool.”
“Bet your mom’s pleased,” he teased. You let out a breathy laugh.
“I wouldn’t be surprised if she married me off to one of the men from her church at this point.”
He threw his head back with a chuckle at the thought, “Nah, Happy’d never let that happen.”
“You think he’ll stand up to our mother? Have you met her?”
Kozik nodded in understanding, “Well, I wouldn’t let that happen.”
You peered at him from the corner of your eye, smiling knowingly.
He defended himself right away, “I wouldn’t! Hell, I’d marry you if I had to.”
“Oh yeah? Gonna sweep me off my feet?”
“What, like I couldn’t?”
You dropped your hands into the sink with the dishes and looked at him with a quirked eyebrow, “Such a charmer, Herman.”
“You said you were after a Prince Charming,” he held up his hands in mock defence, “I’m better.”
Miles appeared in the doorway before you could respond, motioning to Kozik to follow him. The blonde threw the towel in his hands lightly at your face and left you with a wink.
Finishing the dishes you moved to watch the commotion in the front yard.
Your mom joined you in the entryway while you watched the guys as they loaded whatever it was that your mom had been storing for them back into the truck.
“Such nice men aren’t they?”
“The best of the best, Ma,” you laughed at her endless propositioning.
Such nice looking men, you thought to yourself as you watched Kozik reach up to pull the truck’s roller door down. As if he could read your mind, his head turned to you, eyes locking from across the yard. A classic Kozik wink and a bright smile was flashed your way as he locked the door.
He called out to Miles who was rummaging around in the cab and began to walk back toward the house, the younger Son in tow.
“Heading out already?” You questioned as he drew closer.
Kozik nodded, “Sooner we hit the road, sooner we’re home.”
You watched as your mother pulled Miles into a hug and shoved a tupperware container full of food into his hands before sending him on his way. He waved at you and called out his goodbyes before he turned back to the truck.
Next Kozik was tugged down to her height for an embrace, “Come back soon, mijo! And make sure you’re eating well. You can’t live off take out.”
He pressed a loving kiss to her hair as he chuckled, “Yes, ma’am.”
She pulled back and patted his cheek lovingly, turning and making her way back inside.
You both watched as your mom trotted off to the living room to continue cleaning things that didn’t need to be cleaned for Happy’s arrival.
The sound of Herman clearing his throat drew your attention back to him.
“You gonna come visit us in Charming anytime soon?” He leaned against the door frame looking every bit like a high school jock.
You raised an eyebrow, “You willing to house me for a night? No way I’m bunking at Hap’s.”
He let out a laugh at that, nodding in understanding, “You bake something for my neighbours and we have a deal.”
“Consider it done,” you smiled up at the taller man, “Safe travels, Sarge.”
He reached out to ruffle your hair, knowing exactly how it would get on your nerves, “See you soon, sunshine.”
Flashing you one last smile he turned and made his way out to the truck where Miles’ was waiting patiently. Once he had taken his place in the driver’s seat you left your spot in the doorway and joined your mom in the living room.
The older woman glanced at you with a cheeky smile on her face as you sat down, “He was making eyes at you again.”
Instead of taking the bait and responding, you kept your sight focused on the TV in front of you, biting your lip in an attempt to stop the bashful grin threatening to spread across your face.
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dorkofclanlavellan · 1 year
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Sons of Anarchy/Mayans MC Masterlist
Sons of Anarchy
Filip ‘Chibs’ Telford
Happy Lowman
Jackson ‘Jax’ Teller
Juan Carlos ‘Juice’ Ortiz
Harry ‘Opie’ Winston
Herman Kozik
Alexander ‘Tig’ Trager
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Mayans MC
Angel Reyes
Ezekiel ‘EZ’ Reyes
Hank ‘Tranq’ Loza
Michael ‘Riz’ Ariza
Neron ‘Creeper’ Vargas
Obispo ‘Bishop’ Losa
Preferences ~
Mayans Men When Asked What The Male Equivalent Of Flowers Is?
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ravennaortiz · 4 months
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Wolves Among The Sheep
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Summary : Next installment of Not What It Seems. Chats between the Reader and Juice as well as the Reader and her plants in the club.
Tag List:@callsignwidow @danzer8705
Text conversation 4 months after the events from Silent Leaving.
Juice's phone dinged as he was sitting on the bench with the prospect Half-Sack
-Reader: Miss you. Be on the lookout for dying sheep.
-Juice: Miss you too. Got it.
-Reader: You should come stay next weekend
-Juice: Will do
Half-Sack looked over at Juice as he sat his phone down. He was nervous about messing up but eager to prove himself. He looked down at his phone and saw the okay text.
"You know what a weird thing they tell you when your deployed?" questioned Half-Sack as he looked out over the parking lot. "What?" asked Juice. "To be on the lookout for dying sheep. Don't want to kill them though because they have explosives in them." replied Half-Sack as he waited nervously for Juices response. Of course she picked him. "Lets go for a ride" suggested Juice as he got up and made his way towards his bike. Half-Sack quickly followed him.
11 months after the events of Silent Leaving
Juice is at the readers house helping out with the baby.
"Thanks for coming down. I knew this was going to be hard.....but not like this. I thought once he was born it would just click." you stated as you sat on the couch far away from Juice and your newborn son who he was feeding. "Of course. It is okay to feel this way you know? Your trying to be a good mother and the little guy knows that." replied Juice softly as he looked over at you. You simply nodded. "I think we should bring Kozik into the mix. He needs a place to stay since he got kicked out. He can stay here and help you" stated Juice as you met his gaze. "Okay" you stated after a couple moments of thought.
2 years after the events of Silent Leaving.
Text message from Kozik to Juice and Half-Sack
Kozik: Yo boys, Queenie said to tell ya 3 of your 4 prospects are her boys. They will come to you at the old barn off 44 at 11pm tomorrow.
Later that same night
Juice: Soooo how many kids does your dad just have running around?
Reader: Working on figuring that out......He's my full brother by the way....not just half.
Juice: Wow
Day before Home takes place
Reader: I'm coming home tomorrow baby
Juice: I'll be waiting
Kozik to the plants
When Queenie arrives remember most of you don't actually know her. If you blow this or become a liability your done.
Text to Kozik after arriving in Charming
Reader: Give Tara, luanne and Gemma a little fright tomorrow night. Club is throwing us a party, they want to take me to dinner at Frenchies....Run us off the road.
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noellawrites · 11 months
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Yandere Herman Kozik Headcanons
requested by: @ourjovialpoetrystudent
warnings: yandere stuff, domestic violence, birth control tampering
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- as a former addict, Kozik is no stranger to obsession
- when he meets you, just fixing your car while he’s dropping by the Charming charter, he is immediately fixated on you
- you’re so sweet, so innocent, opposite of all the girls who hang around the clubhouse and fight for the guys’ attention
- things move fast; you end up kissing on your first date and within a few months you’re moving in together
- Kozik begins to get more intense as he tries to get patched in to SAMCRO
- he’s pissed off more and more, each time he gets rejected from the chapter
- he’s coming home and throwing things, yelling, not even at you. he’s just so angry at Tig
- you’re a little scared of his temper but he love-bombs you the day after his temper flares, so you’re never sure which side of him you’re going to get
- if you flirt a little with the other guys, he’s going to have possessive sex with you
- if you flirt with Tig, he’s going to get pissed and slam you into the wall, yelling at you
- he only hits you when he gets really angry, and he apologizes and showers you with love after
- which is a lot more than i can say for the other guys tbh
- after he‘s patched in, you celebrate with tattoos
- Happy does them for you both: you get Kozik’s crow on your hip and Kozik gets your name in sweeping cursive over his heart
- as far as Kozik’s concerned, that seals the deal
- but the guys are asking when the wedding is, and Kozik decides to pick out a ring with the help of Happy and his mom
- you say yes, of course
- once you get married and it’s official, Kozik starts implementing absurd rules, one by one
- no revealing clothes, and everything has to be approved by him
- he only allows crop tops of a certain length sometimes, so you can show off your crow and let everyone know you’re taken
- he’s always tracking your location and he doesn’t like it when you leave the house alone
- he’s always worried about retaliation from another club
- he won’t let you do anything dangerous
- he especially keeps you away from club business
- he knows how it can get and it’s his job to keep you safe
- he encourages you to become friends with the other old ladies, especially Lyla (who is closer to your age) and Tara, because you have more in common with them and they’re also moms of young ones
- he doesn’t want you to have a job and he gradually eases you into becoming a housewife, making meals for him, cleaning the house and taking care of the kids you’ll inevitably have
- Kozik isn’t afraid to mess with your birth control if you’re reluctant to have a baby
- he isn’t getting younger and he really wants to be a father, he could care less what you think
- as his old lady, it’s your job to follow his orders and not argue with him
- he probably won’t kidnap you, he has a lot of charisma and can be sweet when he wants to
- it’s pretty easy for him to use his good bad-boy act and seduce you
- he’s very controlling and protective, just because he loves you so much
- he’ll never allow anyone to hurt you, they’ll have to go through him first
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imagininghim · 11 months
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Chapter 30
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A/N: It's been so so long since I've wrote and I tried to re-read the other chpaters to remember what I've written. So, I hope it's as good as before.
I do apologize for the short chapter. I am working through going through all the chapters and editing them and making some minor changes, I will update if there is any major changes!
My original plan was to stay in par with the show but I have decided to change that and go in a different way, there will still be some parts that are in par with the show but most of the story will start to go in a different route.
I am currently finishing up the end of my Psychology degree which is why I haven't written in a while but I hope you guys still enjoy it!
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Waking to the sun bright in my eyes, Jax's arms wrapped around my waist. I smiled brightly as I glanced down at my hand to see the sparkling diamond ring on my hand. I twisted towards the nightstand and reached for my phone.
"Happily ever after won't be so happy when I get my hands on you." The message read from an unknown number. My stomach dropped as I slipped out from underneath Jax's grip and proceeded to get dressed.
I glanced back at Jax, noticing he was sound asleep before heading out the door and out into the club. Walking out I seen Tig and Chibs sitting at the bar.
"Goodmorning Dollface" Tig chirped as he poured up a cup of coffee laying it on the bar and sliding it towards me.
"Good morning, I'm gonna head up to the roof for a little while." The boys both nodded as I rose up and proceeded to the roof.
The sun was shining, beating the heat into the roof. I placed the cup of coffee on the ledge, hauling my phone out again re-reading the text over and over again.
What am I going to do?
I paced back and forth contemplating whether or not I should tell the Jax and the club or leave it, but I was torn away from my thoughts by the sound of foots steps approaching behind me. I jumped when I felt two warm hands taking ahold of my hips.
"Hey, you okay?" I felt some of the tension leave my shoulders when I heard the sound of Jax's voice. Turning to face him, I slid my phone into my back pocket of my shorts and gave him a smile.
"Yeah, of course. You just spooked me a little, is all." He looked at me a bit skeptical before shrugging it off and nodding.
"You weren't there when I woke up, I came to find you and Tig said you were up here." I took a seat and picked up my coffee.
"I just came out for a bit of sunshine and fresh air is all." Taking a seat next to me, Jax reached over and took the cup from my hands and took a sip.
"The club and I have to do a run today, we should be back in about three days. I got Gemma and the prospects checking in on you while were gone." I nodded with a small smile, the thought of the text swirling around in my thoughts. "Are you sure everything's okay? I can try to sta-"
"No!" I cut Jax off before continuing, No, I'm fine. Just tired, you go deal with club business and don't worry about me." I could tell that he knew something was up but he gave me a nod and a quick kiss before climbing down the latter.
Sliding my phone from my back pocket, I re-read the text over and over again.
What the fuck am I gonna do?
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The boys finished in church as the prospects loaded the guns into the duffel bags, I leaned against the bar as Jax made his way over to me.
"You stay safe, don't leave here unless someone is with you." I gave him a small chuckle, laying my hands against his chest playing with the strings on his hoodie.
"I don't need a babysitter Jax. I am a big girl, I can handle myself." He stared at me without blinking. "Okay fine, I'll make someone comes with me." He gave me his famous Teller smirk before placing his lips against mine.
The sound of someone clearing their throat made us tear apart. Jax turned around to reveal the Opie standing behind him.
"It's time to go." He nodded before turning back to me.
"I love you, stay safe. We'll be gone three days tops." I pressed my lips to his. Pulling away I spoke,
"I love you, stay safe." And with that they headed out.
When the club was empty and the boys were gone, I felt my phone vibrate.
"Looks like someones all alone with no big bad biker to protect them."
Fuck.
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cbouvier23 · 2 years
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filipfuckingtelford · 9 months
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The Forbidden Fruit. Remastered. Part 2
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Chibs x Reader fanfiction. Obviously.
I wrote the previous version long ago, now it seemes too short and flat to me. So I decided to write the new version.
Y/N is Clay and Gemma's daughter. Club's princess. Everyone in the club loves her and she treats everyone nice and caring as well. Chibs was seeing her growing up and never noticed what a beautiful yound woman she became. Untill one night.
Part 1 Part 3 Part 4 In Flames bonus
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Y/N was gone. Chibs truly felt it in couple of days when he came back from Tacoma. Clubhouse was the same but felt different. Now that he knew his heart was still alive, when he finally felt something knowing that she was gone, taken, it was too much for him. But there was nothing he could do. Chibs had to learn to live without her. And he couldn't let anyone know about what he felt.
So he just got back to how it was before her. Taking care of his brothers, dealing with club's issues. Chibs was all the same for everyone and only at lonely nights when he was again spending time with a bottle of scotch he could let his emotions take control. He was now even more lonely than before. And the only thought of Y/N meeting someone out there made his heart break.
His past was catching up with him though and it wasn't helping. Fiona coming to Charming, Ireland, IRA, it was all too overwhelming, too stressfull and yet Chibs had no one to talk to. If only Y/N was here to talk to him, sooth his pain, make it all just go. But she wasn't there. And he had to deal with his past alone.
And Chibs did. He finally repayed Jimmy O', finally let go of his past. He could've been ready for something new, but he knew now who was the special one for him. And he knew he couldn't have her.
Club issues were his only way to distract himself. And there were a lot of issues since almost everyone was behind the bars and Chibs, Ope and Kozik had to deal with guns, trying to to keep the club afloat, earn money.
They succeeded though, pretty good. By the time the rest of the club was out they had pretty much good earnings. Chibs was glad to see his brothers. He missed every one of them. But it meant he had more free time now and it was killing him. Thoughts he kept under control were now consuming him. And his lonely nights became even darker.
The fact that club was now having business with cartel wasn't making Chibs' life easier. He didn't like the idea, voted against it, but this deal was accepted and he could only hope it won't end bad, taking care of his brothers, supporting Jakson as he always did.
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It was in couple of days after guys were out. Sons had to go to the motorbike show to have a meeting with the cartel. It didn't go exactly the way they planned, had to deal with some club problems as well, but mostly everything was good. As good as dealing with the cartel might've been.
Chibs unmounted from his bike and headed inside. He stopped by the bar and got himself a beer and then he froze, cigarette in his lips, lighter in his hand. He heard a voice from the kitchen. The voice he was hearing in his dreams every night. Voice that made his heart sink as he heard it in reality after three years of missing it.
It was Y/N. Chibs couldn't believe it but it was her. She was talking to Gemma in the kitchen as if she never even left. It took him couple of minutes to get himself together, put his mask back on. All he really needed now was to see her. But he couldn't let anyone know how he felt. His brothers came in and it was when Chibs finally lit his cigarette and leaned against the bar counter as if nothing was going on.
Clay was the next one to hear it. He stopped, didn't even finish his sentence as he heard his daughter speaking in the kitchen. A glimpse of surprise and excitement lightened old man's features. Chibs could hardly remember the last time he saw the President smiling like this.
"Y/N?" Clay called, it was clear he could not believe what was going on.
"Daddy!" Y/N entered the room as soon as she heard him and ran towards him, wrapping her arms around Clay's neck as she hugged him tight and he lifted her, laughing.
"What are you doing here, baby?" Clay frowned when she finally pulled away and he looked down at her.
Chibs swallowed trying to act as normal as possible. Christ she was a pure perfection. Even more beautiful than he remembered. He missed her so fucking bad and all he could do now was just looking from afar. She didn't even look at him. Chibs didn't know why he expected anything different. He was just one of the Sons. Only a part of the family for her. Nothing more.
"I came back home, dad. I've graduated as you wanted me to. But that's it. I'm not staying away from this club" Y/N said, looking at Clay. She was stubborn and she was used to get what she wanted.
"Okay, baby, if that's what you want" Clay smiled, but Chibs could see the worry in old man's eyes. He didn't want his daughter to be around right when he started business with the cartel. It was too dangerous and probably Y/N was the only person Clay wanted safe.
Y/N finally looked at the rest of the club. Everyone was excited to see her. She hugged Juice, who blushed immediately and turned to Jax.
"Hey, sis" Teller kissed her cheek and petted her shoulder slightly. He was worried as well. Having his little sister around when things were complicated was not what Jax wanted. He already had Tara and boys to worry about.
"Our little princess is back to town, making uncle Tig happy again" Trager laughed as Y/N gave him a hug. Chibs knew that he was her favorite uncle, the girl adored this man and he was giving her the same.
Y/N was greeting Sons, met Kozik who seemed to be amazed by her immediately and Chibs could't blame him. He was still watching her from the bar and his heart was breaking with every hug she got from his brothers. He needed her right now, as close to him as possible and it was exacrly what he couldn't have.
"We're having a party tonight. Gem, tell Chucky to get everything ready" Clay announced. He was worried but still was so glad to have his little princess back.
Y/N turned to Chibs finally. He couldn't stop watching her even for a moment and when their eyes met he felt shivers all over his body. God she was so beautiful. She grown up, became a gorgeous young woman. He couldn't help it, Y/N was making him feel the certain way. She gave him a smile, so soft, so gentle. He needed it so bad to ease his nerves. Chibs was watching her as Y/N made her way towards him.
"Hey, lass" He said, his voice raspy with emotions. Filip didn't dare to touch her, to hug her even though it was fine for him to do it.
"Hello, Filip" Y/N looked up at him and the sound of his name escaping her lips made him almost whimper.
Next moment she hugged him. Wrapping her arms around his waste, pressing herself against him so tight. Chibs gasped, holding Y/N in his arms. It was so good, too good. His body's reaction for her presence was inevitable so he pulled away before it was too late.
"I missed you" Y/N smiled. She didn't notice anything unusual in his behavour, at least it was what he hoped.
"Missed ye too. I'm glad ye're back" Chibs gave her a smile, dimples on his cheeks.
"Found yourself someone else to talk to after a long day?" Y/N asked and Chibs didn't know what this question meant. Did she want to know if he had someone? Or was he just seeing what he wanted to see?
"Nah... figured out no one is better than ye. For that" Chibs hoped he didn't say too much, but Y/N seemed amused so he relaxed a bit.
"That's a shame, Filip. But now I'm here to keep your company" Y/N chuckled and left him, confused, to join her mother in the kitchen again.
The party was loud. Everyone was happy to have Y/N back. And everyone needed something good after what they've been through for last several days. Y/N was having fun, she was dancing and talking to everyone, she was glad to be back home. Wearing skinny jeans and tank top, her hair up in a ponytail she was perfect. Chibs was watching her from the couch brushing croweaters off. He noticed it was some challenge they had, trying to get his attention. But he wasn't interested. Nor when he was alone, neither now when his heart was taken.
"Are you bored?" Y/N asked as she came up to Chibs and sat on the couch next to him.
"I'm not, lass. But I'm not really a party man. ye know" He smirked and reached to take a strand of hair from her face. The touch was electrifying. He sighed and looked away.
"I know, Filip. But would you like to play pool with me?" She asked and took his hand as she stood up.
Chibs looked up at Y/N and raised his brows "I don't have a choice I guess"
He followed her to the pool table, wondering why she ever wanted to spend time with him. Chibs didn't mind it at all, but he saw no reasons for Y/N to waste her time with someone like him.
They were playing pool, chatting about nothing. She was so close, she was teasing him slightly as he allowed her to win. It was all so intimate for Chibs even though for Y/N and the rest of the people in the clubhouse it was just a pool game, nothing more. Chibs couldn't stop looking at her, admiring her.
Y/N was back to his life so unexpecteddly right when he needed her so much. But it was also so hard for him to stay away from this girl. For three years he was learning to live without her and now he had a new challenge, even more complicated. To learn how to live with her being all around and hiding his feelings.
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Several days passed after Y/N was back home. Chibs didn't have any chance to spend some time with her, even though she was around the clubhouse all the time, helping Gemma in the office but there were too many thing going on around the club.
Then Tara was threatened, Mayans were attacked. And finally so was the clubhouse. Attack held by Lobo sonora, threat from the new sheriff, the clubhouse being a mess. It was all to much, too overwhelming and as if it was not enough Clay came up to Chibs in the middle of the chaos.
"Do me a favor, Chibs. Gem will stay here today, but I want Y/N away from here. She's at home. Take her to the cabin and stay there with her and Piney. It's probably the safest place for now and I want to make sure my baby is safe" He said, looking at Chibs with a heavy look.
"We could send Ratboy there" Chibs frowned. The thought of spending a night with Y/N in the cabin away from everyone was too tempting but it made him nervous as well.
"No. I want someone I can trust completely, Chibs" Clay knew what he wanted so there could be no argument.
"Aye. I'll take care of her" Chibs nodded and headed outside.
He parked his bike next to Clay's house and approached the front door when it opened. Y/N was obviously going somewhere. She looked at Chibs confused.
"Sorry, lass. Ye pa told me to get ye to the cabin and stay there with ye for the night" Chibs explained his sudden appearance.
"Oh... Something happened?" Y/N frowned. She knew family was taken away from the trouble but it was usually a lockdown in the clubhouse. Being sent to the cabin was new.
"Aye... Some people attacked the clubhouse so it's safer away" Chibs nodded as she was locking the door and following him towards his harley.
"And what about mom? And Tara and boys?" Y/N looked at him worried.
"They are safe, lass, I promise. It's just everyone staying at the same place is no good right now" Chibs sighed. He knew Clay was only caring about his daughter but he had to make sure Y/N had no worries about the rest of the family.
Y/N nodded and after Chibs mounted on his bike she made herself comfortable behind his back. He had to take a moment to get himself together when he felt her arms wrapped around his waist and the warmth of her body against his back. His heart was fluttering. His body was tensed as he was trying to get rid of this feeling. Y/N being so close made him defensless for what he felt for her.
As Chibs finally made himself to start the engine, he headed right to the cabin. The ride seemed so long and so short at the same time. He could've ride like this forever, having her right behind his back, holding him, gripping his cut with her small fingers. And at the same time Chibs knew there won't ever be anything more than this for him and it was breaking his heart.
They've arrived to the cabin when Piney was already there. He greeted them and let them inside.
"I think we, being two gentlemen, have to let a lady take the room. We can sleep on those couches" He said, small smile on his face. This old man was so glad to see Y/N again.
"You're too good to me, Piney" Y/N kissed his cheek and headed to the kitchen "First I'll cook dinner for you two. I can bet you both can't remember the last time you were eating"
"Just like her mother" Piney laughed and sat in his armchair havily.
"Ye need any help, lass?" Chibs asked. He was watching her, never taking his eyes of her. He just couldn't help it.
"No, I'm good. Relax and have rest, Filip" Y/N was already busy in the kitchen.
Soon enough the dinner was ready. It was an awkward evening with Y/N and Piney. Her being the love of his life he had to stay away from and him being a man Chibs was never close to. They barely spoke for the whole evening, the conversation mostly held between Y/N and Piney as Filip was silent, watching her and never having enough of it.
"I think I'll have some sleep. And you two should also have rest" Y/N finally said as she took the empty plates away from the table "Good night"
"Sleep well, sweetheart" Piney smiled.
"Good night, lass" Chibs whisperes as he was watching her leave. He hoped they could've had some time to talk, but there was no chance.
Laying on the couch, half asleep and dreaming about Y/N as he usually did he heard Piney's voice.
"What's going on here, Chibs?" The old man asked. He wasn't mad or anything, probably just curious.
"What do ye mean?" Filip felt nervous and tried to pretend he didn't understand.
"Don't make a fool outta me, son" Piney smirked. He knew what was going on, he did. But he wanted Chibs to explain.
"Is that so obvious?" He sighed and closed his eyes. If the old man noticed than probably others did as well no matter how much Chibs was trying to hide it.
"For me. Yes. Not for the girl if you worry about it" Chibs heard the voice and it made him tense.
"I can't help it" Filip finally confessed after a moment of silence.
"Yeah, son. I know you can't. Just be carefull. Her dad won't ever allow it to happen" Piney knew exactly how Clay was.
"Aye. I won't ever do anything about it, don't worry" Chibs stated bitter smile on his face. He was used to not getting what he wanted. But it did hurt so bad.
There was no answer. The old man fell asleep leaving Chibs restless with his thoughts. There was no option for him. He couldn't stop loving her no matter how much he tried. He couldn't confess his feelings, no matter how much he wanted it. All he could have was staying around and admiring Y/N from the distance.
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Several days passed and life was coming back to normal. Chibs knew something bad was coming, it was in the air, it was inevitable. And it happened. Tara was attacked on their trip with Jax. It was all so bad, Chibs knew it was something to do with cartels, but he also felt something was wrong inside the family.
That night he was staying late at the clubhouse with Bobby and Tig when Clay came. He had some cuts on his face and obviously didn't want to talk to anyone. Chibs soon left to his dorm to have some rest, but restless he was, trying to find an answer to what had happened.
He heard a knock on the door and frowned. Wearing only jeans and white shirt he stood up from his bed and opened the door. And froze. Y/N hugged him, as tight as she could, hiding her face on his chest. She was crying, tears made his shirt wet instantly as Chibs pulled her closer to himself and closed the door.
"What happened, lass?" He asked with a raspy low voise. For a moment her was afraid Clay might've hurt her.
"It's mom and dad. Thay had a fight" Y/N whispered, sobbing on his chest "He hurt her, bad"
"Christ, lass" Chibs whisperes, his lips pressed to the top of her head. He didn't know why she came here, why didn't she go to Jax's place, but he was holding her in his arms and it was enough for him.
"Can I stay with you tonight?" Y/N asked queitly and Chibs only nodded.
"Aye, lass. I'm ere for ye" His accent was thick with emotions as she leaned closer into his arms.
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drabbles-mc · 9 months
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Hiii!
What are your top 3 favorite Mayans and SOA fics you've written? VS What are your top 3 readers' favorite Mayans and SOA fics you've written? 👀
Omg first of all, kissing you for this ask 😘🥰
Second of all, my top three faves for:
Sons of Anarchy:
- When You Love It (Happy Lowman & OC Diedra Lowman)
- Return Trip (Herman Kozik x OC Tawnie Trager)
- 5 Times He Almost Kissed You And 1 Time He Did (Juice Ortiz x F!Reader)
(i almost did one of my Jax & Di fics but I figured I would switch it up a little bit 😂😂😂)
Mayans MC:
- Protective Detail (Nestor Oceteva x F!Reader)
- You Should Probably Leave (Bishop Losa x F!Reader)
- Hear You Now (Angel Reyes x F!Reader)
(i tried to switch it up a little bit and choose some of my faves that don't always come to mind right away but Protective Detail is always gonna rank idk what to say lmao)
Third of all, reader's top three (based solely off of note-count) for:
Sons of Anarchy:
- My Girl (Jax Teller x F!Reader)
- Spoken For / Spoken For Part 2 (Happy Lowman x F!Reader)
- Sanctuary (Happy Lowman x F!Reader)
Mayans MC:
- Forget Something? (Angel Reyes x F!Reader)
- Unfinished Business (Angel Reyes x F!Reader) [fun fact! this was my very first Mayans MC fic!]
- Fifty Bucks (Bishop Losa x F!Reader)
- Ease Up (EZ Reyes x F!Reader) [honorable mention because Fifty Bucks only beat it by like 4 notes lmao]
I also think that Protective Detail probably would go into this category too!
Thank you again so so much for this! These kinds of asks are always so interesting to me. Plus I feel like I am constantly flip-flopping back and forth on what my fave fics of my own are because sometimes I forget about some and then Ir remember them and I'm like, "omg! love that one!" 😂😂😂
sending all the hugs! 💕
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bullet-prooflove · 1 year
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Bad Days: Herman Kozik x Reader (feat: Alexander 'Tig' Trager)
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Tagging: @darqchilddaydreamz @proceduralpassion @im-just-a-mississippi-girl @words-and-seeds @danzer8705 @yourwinchesterbros @mysoulisasunflower
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Kozik is on a run to Bakersfield when he finally picks up the messages. When he pulls into the rest stop and checks his phone, he sees seven missed calls. Five from his brother and two from a number he doesn’t recognise. When he listens to his voicemail his heart freezes in his chest, it feels like he can’t fucking breath because he’s taken back to that place six months ago when you held his hand and told him you had cancer, he swore he felt his spirit leave his body in that moment and he has the same feeling again as he stands beside his bike listening to a message from the hospital up in Sonora.
He can’t vocalise what’s happening, but his distress is evident. It’s Tig that takes the phone from his hand, Kozik looks at him with agonising fucking eyes as he listens to the messages one after the other. Jax is the one that tells him to go, when Tig informs him of what’s going on. They’ll make the run without him.
When he gets to the hospital, he’s frantic, his brother meets him at the entrance and explains that what happened. He’d found you unconscious in the kitchen, blood streaming form a gash in your head when he’d returned from grocery shopping.
Kozik knows what’s happened, it’s day three after your most recent and hopefully last round of chemo. The worst fucking day because it’s when all the side effects hit. Nate was supposed to stay in with you, make sure you didn’t overexert yourself, because his girl, even cancer can’t keep her down. You’re a law unto yourself.
It turns into a fight, one where Nate tells him to go fuck himself, because he didn’t sign up to put his life on hold to take care of you every time Kozik decides to take off with his motorcycle club because he can’t handle being around you. Kozik doesn’t correct him, he doesn’t tell him that the reason he’s not home as much as he wants to be is because he’s earning to pay your medical bills, so they’re not hanging over your fucking head when you’re trying to recuperate. He wants you to have access to the best care you can, because he wants you to survive this, because he can’t imagine a life without you. He should be there, he fucking knows he should, he wants to be, but he needs to provide too.
It's late when Tig shows up, Kozik doesn’t expect it. Things have been fraught between the two of them since Missy, it’s been the reason Tig won’t let him patch in despite the fact he fucking needs to in order to stay in the area, in order to be with you.
“How is she?” He asks quietly as Kozik looks up from his clasped hands. His gaze strays to you, bandage over your left temple from where you hit the corner of the table on your way down. You’ve been in a deep sleep over the past couple of hours, a side effect of the poison that’s running through your system.
“Concussed.” Kozik tells him. “They’re keeping her in for observation, the chemo, it can complicate things. They wanna make sure she’s doing ok before they release her.”
“How bad?” Tig asks softly.
Kozik shakes his head, his eyes fucking burning because this is the first time, he’s talked to anyone but Nate about any of this. No one in the club knows his reality, he tries to keep his two worlds separate, he doesn’t want the shit he does to taint you, to ruin the relationship the two of you have.
“They caught it early.” He tells the other man. “She had an op a couple of months ago, the chemotherapy is just to clean up anything that’s left over. The problem is it makes her so fucking sick, and she hates it, she tries to do the stuff she’s used to doing and I’m not there to stop her.”
“Alright…” Tig says, clasping Kozik’s shoulder tightly. For a moment there’s a flash of what they used to be, brothers in arms, comrades, someone the other could rely on. “Do you need to take some time?”
Kozik swallows hard against the well of emotion in his chest. He doesn’t know what the fuck he should do right now. He needs to be here; he needs to earn. He’s torn between the two because either choice means he’s failing you in some way. He runs his hands over his face.
“I don’t know what the fuck I need right now.” He says honestly.
“O.K.” Tig says, reaching into his jacket and withdrawing an envelop before handing it to Kozik. “Your cut from today.”
Kozik’s eyebrows furrow as he feels the weight of the cash hidden within the confines of the paper.
“But I didn’t make the run.”
Tig shrugs his shoulders.
“It doesn’t matter. Just take a couple of days and spend some time with your girl, I’ll square it with Jax.”
“It’s your take, isn’t it?” he tries to shove it back into Tig’s hands but the other man steps back holding his palms up to prevent it. “I can’t…”
“Yea, you can.” Tig asserts forcefully before gesturing at the bed. “Your girl needs you and you don’t need to worry about the medical bills hanging over your head.”
Kozik looks back at you.
The woman he loves, the woman who needs him. His beautiful, strong girl whose doing her best to kick cancer’s ass, even if it means she’s doing most of the work on her own.
“Thank you, brother.” Kozik says, it comes out fractured, his voice breaking as he uses the back of his hand to wipe at the moisture from underneath his eyes.  “You have no idea how much this means to me, to the both of us.”
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Episode 192 - Non-Fiction Graphic Novels & Comics
This episode we’re discussing the format of Non-Fiction Graphic Novels & Comics! We talk about what we even mean when we say “non-fiction,” comics vs. graphic novels, art vs. writing, memoirs vs. other stuff, and more. Plus: It’s been over 365 days since our last gorilla attack!
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Anna Ferri | Meghan Whyte | Matthew Murray | Jam Edwards
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Things We Read (or tried to…)
Moi aussi je voulais l'emporter by Julie Delporte
This Woman's Work by Julie Delporte, translated by Helge Dascher and Aleshia Jensen
Sông by Hài-Anh and Pauline Guitton
Kimiko Does Cancer by Kimiko Tobimatsu and Keet Geniza
Why I Adopted by Husband by Yuta Yagi
The Art and Life of Hilma af Klint by Ylva Hillström, translated by Karin Eklund
Go to Sleep (I Miss You): Cartoons from the Fog of New Parenthood by Lucy Knisley
Nuking Alaska: Notes of an Atomic Fugitive by Peter Dunlap-Shohl
My Brain is Different: Stories of ADHD and Other Developmental Disorders by Monzusu, translated by Ben Trethewey
The Comic Book Guide to Growing Food: Step-by-Step Vegetable Gardening for Everyone by Joseph Tychonievich and Liz Kozik
Other Media We Mentioned
Fun Home by Alison Bechdel
Fun Home (musical) (Wikipedia)
Maus by Art Spiegelman
Persepolis by Marjane Satrapi, translated by Mattias Ripa
Ducks: Two Years in the Oil Sands by Kate Beaton
Understanding Comics by Scott McCloud
The Essential Dykes To Watch Out For by Alison Bechdel
Displacement by Lucy Knisley
Pedro and Me: Friendship, Loss, and What I Learned and Judd Winick
Melody: Story of a Nude Dancer by Sylvie Rancourt, translated by Helge Dascher
Kid Gloves by Lucy Knisley
The Mental Load by Emma
The Secret to Superhuman Strength by Alison Bechdel
What Is Obscenity?: The Story of a Good for Nothing Artist and Her Pussy by Rokudenashiko
Homestar Runner
Button Pusher by Tyler Page
Last of the Sandwalkers by Jay Hosler
Clan Apis by Jay Hosler
Ping-pong by Zviane
Dumb: Living Without a Voice by Georgia Webber
When David Lost His Voice by Judith Vanistendael
Blankets by Craig Thompson
Smile by Raina Telegmeier
Dog Man by Dav Pilkey
Sensible Footwear: A Girl's Guide by Kate Charlesworth
Links, Articles, and Things
Harvey Pekar (Wikipedia)
Joe Sacco (Wikipedia)
Japanese adult adoption (Wikipedia)
In the name of the queer: Sailor Moon's LGBTQ legacy
The Spectre of Orientalism in Craig Thompson’s Habibi
Cultural Appropriation in Craig Thompson’s Graphic Novel Habibi
35 Non-fiction Graphic Novels by BIPOC Authors
Every month Book Club for Masochists: A Readers’ Advisory Podcasts chooses a genre at random and we read and discuss books from that genre. We also put together book lists for each episode/genre that feature works by BIPOC (Black, Indigenous, & People of Colour) authors. All of the lists can be found here.
This Place: 150 Years Retold
Zodiac: A Graphic Memoir by Ai Weiwei with Elettra Stamboulis & Gianluca Costantini
Nat Turner by Kyle Baker
The Talk by Darrin Bell
The Best We Could Do by Thi Bui
I’m a Wild Seed by Sharon Lee De la Cruz
Messy Roots: A Graphic Memoir of a Wuhanese American by Laura Gao
Stamped from the Beginning: A Graphic History of Racist Ideas in America by Joel Christian Gill and Ibram X. Kendi
Wake: The Hidden History of Women-Led Slave Revolts by Rebecca Hall and Hugo Martinez
The 500 Years of Resistance Comic Book by Gord Hill
Good Talk: A Memoir in Conversations by Mira Jacob
The American Dream? A Journey on Route 66 Discovering Dinosaur Statues, Muffler Man, and the Perfect Breakfast Burrito: a Graphic Memoir by Shing Yin Khor
Banned Book Club by Kim Hyun Sook, Ryan Estrada, and Ko Hyung-Ju
In Limbo by Deb J.J. Lee
This Country: Searching for Home in (Very) Rural America by Navied Mahdavian
Mexikid: A Graphic Memoir by Pedro Martín
Monstrous: A Transracial Adoption Story by Sarah Myer
Steady Rollin': Preacher Kid, Black Punk and Pedaling Papa by Fred Noland
Citizen 13660 by Mine Okubo
Your Black Friend and Other Strangers by Ben Passmore
Kwändǖr by Cole Pauls
Worm: A Cuban American Odyssey by Edel Rodriguez
Power Born of Dreams: My Story is Palestine by Mohammad Sabaaneh
A First Time for Everything by Dan Santat
Persepolis: The Story of a Childhood by Marjane Satrapi
Grandmothers, Our Grandmothers: Remembering the "Comfort Women" of World War II by Han Seong-Won
Death Threat by Vivek Shraya and Ness Lee
Palimpsest: Documents From A Korean Adoption by Lisa Wool-Rim Sjöblom
Big Black: Stand at Attica by Frank "Big Black" Smith, Jared Reinmuth, and Améziane
Victory. Stand!: Raising My Fist for Justice by Tommie Smith, Dawud Anyabwile, and Derrick Barnes
The High Desert by James Spooner
They Called Us Enemy by George Takei, Justin Eisinger, Steven Scott, and Harmony Becker
Feelings by Manjit Thapp
The Black Panther Party: A Graphic Novel History by David F. Walker and Marcus Kwame Anderson
Now Let Me Fly: A Portrait of Eugene Bullard by Ronald Wimberly and Braham Revel
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hoewkeye · 2 years
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ahh i’m so excited to see it!! i’m such a lana fan! 💁🏼‍♀️ would i be able to request a Kozik x reader thing with a song from Paradise? thank you!!! 🥳
ahhhh I’m glad you liked it! Do you mean Herman Kozik? I’d loooove to write for him. Can you just tell me which song you’d like? 
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ravennaortiz · 2 months
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Story 7 Kozik/Tig
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Summary: Summary: Part of the Three: The Magic Number Series. Reader/OC x 2 of the Sons/Mayans. Purely smut with occasional plot/humor. 18+
"Careful. I'm not a doll" you reprimanded as you were manhandled between the two bikers. You should have known they would turn this into a competition.
Tig laughed. "Good or I wouldn't be able to perform"
Kozik snorted as he yanked your jeans down. "Can't perform regardless if ya ask me".
Tig pulled his mouth from your neck making you sigh to look at Kozik. "My dick is rated E for everyone. Let me know if you want a go".
"Alright" replied Kozik with a shrug and a smirk.
Several minutes later you found your self pinned beneath both men on the bed. Every hard snap of Tigs hips sending Kozik deeper into you making you clench tightly around him as you screamed through your release.. "Fuck" hissed Kozik as he came collapsing on top of you as Tig grunted and stilled holding the others mans hips as he came as well.
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Now im wondering what Kozik is like as a yandere! He seems so sweet but maybe reader underestimates him bc of that haha. Like he’s subtly manipulative
KOZIK MY BABY THE LOML
pleasepleaseplease request for him
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ugh he is my favorite and also my husband.
he’s definitely going to be subtly manipulative, SO jealous and a little controlling. but he’s going to do it all with those puppy dog eyes, so you don’t even know it’s happening.
he is rarely violent with you. one exception is after late nights at the clubhouse with him, he gets pissed if you dressed like a whore or flirted with any of the guys. he’s going to push you against the wall and show you how a real man fucks you.
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Mascara (Herman Kozik X Morrow! Reader)
A/n: I honestly have no goddamn idea where the fuck I was going with this one um but enjoy un-the-less! I love Kozik and he deserved better. I am honestly thinking about writing for the Sons as I am rewatching the series with my momma to pass the time. ~🖤Kenzie🖤
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Type: Fluff smidge of angst
Date posted:Jan. 10th 2022
Word count: 2,183
My name is y/n Marrow, I am the youngest Daughter of Gemma's and Clay's. I recently just finished college and finding a job has been hard simply because there are no jobs opening up anywhere. I am left with no choice but to go home to Charming with my tail between my legs. I am going to have to put my pride aside and ask my mother for a job.
Y/n pov
"Shit," I exclaim pulling off to the side of the road as my car starts to smoke from under the hood. I turn off my car and pop the hood to assess the damage.
"Fuck!!" I shout as I see a deep crack in my radiator. I am an hour outside of Charming and I don't want to risk putting my car through serious damage. I slam my hood shut and get in my car to grab my phone.
I am greeted by the no signal sign "Of course, this shit always happens to me." I grab my keys out of the ignition and lock my car before going on a walk to find a signal so I can call to have my car towed.
It is a good fifteen minutes before I can find a spot with a decent signal. I type in the number for Tellermarrow and wait for someone to answer the phone as it rings. "Tellermarrow this is Gemma speaking how can we serve you."
I decide to allow it to be a surprise that I am coming home so in my most mature tone of voice I explain the situation, "Hello Gemma I am about an hour outside of Charming and my car's radiator has a crack all the way through it. I was wondering if I can get it towed down to your shop."
"I will send a tow truck and some guys to come to get you okay."
"yes ma'am thank you very much, I appreciate it."
"They will be there within the hour so hang tight," she says before hanging up.
An hour later I hear the tow truck start to pull up and off the road in front of my car. A second later Opie hops out of the tow truck and walks over to me without looking at me, "You call about a tow."
"Yes, I did Ope," I state walking up to him. His head snaps up to look at me like he has seen a ghost.
"Y/n/n Oh Shit are you actually here right in front of me?" Ope exclaims before pulling me into a hug, "Does Gemma know you are coming home?"
"No, it was supposed to be a surprise but my radiator cracked, she still didn't know it was me when I called but I am happy about being home," I state as Opie is hooking up my car to the tow truck.
Opie and I get into the tow truck and he starts to drive us back to the shop, "You know Gemma isn't going to be very happy about you waiting on the side of the road for an hour."
"Yeah I know but we will deal with that when it is brought up."
The rest of the ride is spent with Ope and I catching up as it has been years since we last spoke. I take a deep breath as I see the parking lot of TellerMarrow coming into view. I see my father standing with Chibs and Opie parks a bit away from them, "Go see your dad, He missed you."
"Thanks, Ope!" I exclaim pulling into something close to a hug in the small space of the truck. I open the door and jump out of the truck before closing it. I then walk over to the two men, Chibs notices me first as a smile breaks out on his face, this causes my father to turn around. When he sees me he does a double-take before taking off running towards me. When he gets to me he pulls me into a big fatherly hug, "Hey kid, it's about time you came home."
"Hi dad, it's good to see you, is mom still in?" I ask pointing at the office.
"Yeah, she's inside if you want to go see her." I smile and book it for the office.
I rush inside and I hear her state, "hey there is no ne- Y/n Baby is that you!" Gemma rushes from her desk to pull me into a warm safe embrace.
"Surprise, I didn't want to say anything on the phone," I state hugging her back.
"Your radiator cracked and you didn't tell me it was you, Baby I would have sent Jax to pick you up."
"Then that would have ruined my surprise."
"Well it is good you are home, we have members from the Tacoma charter coming out and I need help feeding them all."
"I'm happy to help mom, just tell me what I need to do."
"Do you still sing, we would love to hear you for some live entertainment?"
" I might need a quick practice but I am sure I can work something out."
"Great we have a karaoke area set up in the clubhouse, why don't you go and check it out. if you have any questions about it ask Juice, he is good with those things."
"Alright Ma, sounds good. I love you."
"I love you too."
I walk into the clubhouse and I don't see anyone, the church door is closed. They must be in a meeting which is good because this allows me to sing without an audience. I decide to play Mascara by Niykee Heaton. I turn the mic down as well as the speakers so I don't disturb the meeting.
I bring the mic to my lips as it is time for me to start to sing the lyrics. I zone out into the song that I didn't realize the door to the clubhouse opening as some of the boys from Samtac rush inside. I look over and see blue eyes that I would recognize anywhere. I continue to sing while making eye contact with the blonde that I have some history with. I only break eye contact with him when the song is over and I hear applause, "I didn't think Croweaters had any talents."
"Excuse me?" I asked shocked
Before I can do anything or say anything I see Kozik slap the guy in the back of the head, hard. "Have some fucking respect, She is Samcro royalty. If Clay hears you degrading his daughter you are a deadman."
I see all the color drain from the man's face, "I am so sorry miss."
"Don't let it happen again," I state looking at the man in distaste. "Kozik can we talk." I nod my head towards where the dorms are.
"Yeah sure." He states following me to his old dorm.
Once we are both inside I close the door. I take some time to look up at him admiring his features that I have missed so much. He studies my features before saying in confusion, "You got your nose pierced?"
"God I missed you," I reply before pulling him down to my height by the collar of his shirt, without a second thought I smash our lips together in a ferocious kiss. A kiss that conveys all of our emotions from our years apart.
Kozik places a hand on my face, angling it upwards so he can kiss me deeper. Our tongues battle back and forth in the useless race for dominance that we both know I will lose. I pull apart to catch my breath as Kozik gently kisses my nose before resting his forehead on mine.
"I missed you more than you could know, I thought about you every damn day baby." He says kissing my forehead.
"I still love you, Herman."
"I love you too and I may have ruined your lipstick." He states wiping the corner of my mouth.
"As long as it is not my mascara," I state wiping the red off his lips.
"I'll never ruin your mascara again," he whispers kissing my lips sweetly.
"Herman please don't make promises you can't keep," I state while gently holding his hands that are caressing my face.
"I am serious, Y/n Happy and I are going to try to get patched in but if I can't I want you to come to Washington with me. I want you for now and forever. I couldn't bring myself to seriously be with anyone else after you."
"If we are going to do this I need your word, no more croweaters. I want to be your Old Lady, not just a fling."
"Love, you were never just a fling. I am sorry I left the way I did but I am here now and I am not going anywhere as long as you'll have me." His thumb softly strokes my cheek.
I gently grab his hand off my face place a soft kiss on his palm before nodding with a giggle. His face breaks up into a big smile before he picks me up and spins me around laughing. I wrap my arms around his neck as he gently places me down on the ground. I kiss his nose, "We should probably get back out there before my dad sends out a search party for us."
"Yeah, I agree." He takes my hand and leads us from the dorms back over to the bar. We get to the bar just as the members come out of the church.
Jax and Opie look at Kozik and me, they exchange smirks seeing how close we are together. Kozik and I are drinking a beer when Bobby comes over to us, "Sorry to interrupt lovebirds but Gemma said Y/n was going to sing."
"I need a shot first, Half-Sack a shot of fireball please," I ask the prospect.
"Do you need a chaser?" he asks pouring me my shot.
"What kind of pussy shit is that, We don't do chasers," I state before throwing the shot back.
"That's my girl. knock em, dead babe." Kozik says before downing the rest of his beer.
I followed Bobby to the small stage, he hands me the mic and I look at the full clubhouse. I saw that Kozik had turned around at the bar so he can watch me. I whisper the song into Bobby's ear that I want to sing.
One song turned into two, which turn into a tone-deaf duet featuring Chibs and Tig. I laugh along with Kozik and Jax when I see my father walk up to me, "Y/n will you follow me. "
Confused I look over at Kozik who subtly shrugs, "Sure thing dad lead the way, Kozik watch my drink please."
I follow my dad into the chapel, once the door closes behind us he starts the interrogation, "What is going on between you and Kozik?"
"What do you mean-"
"DON'T PLAY STUPID YOUNG LADY, YOU KNOW DAMN WELL WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT." I flinch at the loud tone in his voice.
"I love him and I have for a long time."
"Whatever is going on between you too stops tonight," he states sternly.
"Dad I am not sixteen anymore you do NOT get to dictate my love life anymore. Herman makes me happy and he always has. That should be enough for you to support us!"
"What would your mother say?"
"That Herman is a good man and she is happy for me as long as he treats me right and protects me." I storm out of the chapel with tears in my eyes. Jax and Kozik watch my head toward the exit of the clubhouse.
Out of the corner of my eyes, I see Jax storm towards the chapel. I walk outside into the cold air and sit on one top of the picnic bench when I hear familiar footsteps until a warm body next to me. "What did Clay say to you." my man asks softly.
"He wants me to break things off with you." I sob as tears slip.
Kozik wraps his strong warm arms around me. I can feel that he is angry, "And what did you say?" he asks softly
"I told him I wasn't sixteen anymore and he didn't get to decide that," I state as Kozik wipes my tears.
Kozik smiles at me before asking, "Do you want to go for a ride, to clear our heads a bit."
I smile really wide, " I would love that a lot."
He doesn't say anything else he just picks me up and places me over his shoulder as we both laugh. Once we are in front of his bike he gently places me on the ground. He reaches over and places his helmet on my head buckling it, "Got to protect the precious cargo."
"What about you?" I ask as he climbs on the bike.
"I will be fine Lovie now get on the bike, please." He states seriously.
Without a second thought, I get on the back of his bike and wrap my arms around his waist holding on securely. The roar of the bike calms my nerves as we ride off into the night.
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