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noellawrites · 7 days
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Look, idk what it is but I’m absolutely loving the Sonny imagines that involve incest, like he’s such a sensitive and sweet guy that this man knows how to make his family feel like he should be the only one for them and take care of them because he’ll protect and love them like no one else (well maybe except Rafa because we know how those two are đŸ˜­đŸ«¶đŸŒâ€ïžđŸ‘đŸŒ)
you can thank @noellawrites for that
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noellawrites · 12 days
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This is GENUINELY one of the best things I have ever read on this app! If you like dark stuff, dark Law & Order: SVU or anything I post then go check out @rafaslittleboy !!! I promise you won’t regret it! He’s one of my close internet friends and he is so incredibly skilled and loves Sonny and Rafael!
a hand to hold mine
pairing: sonny carisi/little sister!reader
description: sonny’s baby sister is a victim of a hostage situation. things come to light, and sonny considers what you are to him.
rating: dead dove don’t eat, dark fic, taboo fic. incest relationship between older brother and (legal) little sister. reader is taken hostage and sonny makes everything all better. hospital sex. bio brother/sister porn. fingering, clit rubbing, orgasms, loss of virginity, unprotected p-in-v sex, some dirty incest talk. (if I missed any out, let me know!)
if you’re sensitive, don’t read!
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When Carisi got the call that a girl, between the age of eighteen and twenty-two, had been caught in a hostage situation, Amanda had told him to come down immediately.
As an ADA, he barely got to go to hostage situations. But the perpetrator? He asked for Carisi specifically.
Someone he had crossed back in his detective days, by the looks of it.
As soon as Dominick arrived, he was given a bullet proof vest and Amanda filled him in on the situation.
Man, in his late thirties, has a record for pedophillia and murder, was let out on good behaviour only two weeks prior. His name was David Ortez—and Sonny was the undercover cop that built a case against him and put him away.
“it’s your sister, Sonny.” Amanda told him, sympathy in her tone.
“My
 my sista’?”
What one? Was the question. He had four sisters, Bella, Theresa, Gina—and the baby sister, you. Just started college, your whole life ahead of you.
Amanda said your name and suddenly Carisi felt light headed. Bile rising in his throat.
“How long has she been in there?” He said, and he could barely hear himself.
“Almost an hour, listen
 he’s done a number on her. He phoned nine-one-one every time he hurt her.”
Sonny clenched his fist. David Ortez was a disgusting man. When Sonny was undercover, that man told him in detail about the things he watched, things he done to his kids, his nieces and nephews. Things that made him sick then and made him sick now. And now he had you, his little sister, of all people.
“He’s phoning again.” Olivia raised her finger for everyone in the trailer to stop talking. She answered the phone.
“David?”
“Miss. Benson
 it’s been a long time since we last spoke. How’ve you been? How’s Noah?”
David smiled into his phone. He watched through a blind spot in the window, watched how the building he was in was barricaded by armed police. Kept his eyes on the white trailer dead centre of the road.
“What do you want, David?” She spoke.
“I want to speak to Carisi.”
Sonny took the phone from Olivia’s hand despite her orders for him to stay quiet. He wasn’t a detective anymore, she said, you’re an ADA.
“I’m here.”
“Dominick.” The man smiled into the phone. “Got your baby sister here, she was stupid enough to help a poor
 injured man.”
The way you became his hostage in the first place was because he had came up to you after your class, faking a stabbing. Spending the last two weeks stalking you, understanding your routine and schedule—and he got you at the right time. As soon as David got you into a room, he pistol whipped you and kicked you in your side to keep you down.
“She’s got a kind heart,” Sonny said, “how ‘bout you just let ‘er go? Huh? This is ‘tween you n’ me.”
“No can do, Dominick. Think I might keep her, actually. Take her abroad, get her pregnant, start a family with her. Sounds good, doesn’t it?”
David traced the gun up your temple, smirking down at you.
He had your hands tied behind your back and has you sat against the wall below the window. A strip of duct tape over your mouth.
And David had beat you well. Bruising littering your body, your nose bleeding and a gash in your forehead and eyebrow dripping blood down your face.
“No way in hell.” Carisi growled at the David.
“Am I on speaker phone?”
“Yes.”
“Take me off. Unless you want your squad to learn some real shitty stuff about you.”
Sonny looked around, Olivia, Amanda, Joe and everyone else who was in the trailer was looking at him.
Olivia gave him a nod of permission, and Sonny pressed the button on the phone. It was just Sonny and David now.
“Good. Don’t think I don’t remember what you told me. What I made you do.”
To gain David’s trust while Sonny was undercover, he had to befriend David. And David was paranoid, it took months for David to trust him.
“One thing,” David said.
“Anythin’” Sonny replied.
“Prove what you did to her. Your little sister? You told me you raped her since she was four. Looked through your wallet and you have a photo of her.”
“What about her?”
“Want you to jerk over her. Now.” And David passed Sonny the picture of you as a little girl. Sonny kept it in his wallet for a reason to keep going, to keep doing what he was doing.
Sonny held the picture between his fingers and he looked down at the picture of you. He swallowed, hard and looked at David and nervously smiled, “C’mon
 I’m past that now.”
“I’m not giving you a choice.”
The picture was placed back in his wallet ten minutes later, stained with his milky cum.
Sonny hears you yelp, and he can’t imagine what David is doing to you. “Don’t touch her.”
“Why? Give me a reason not to rape her right now, Dominick.”
“She
 she—I ain’t ever
 done what I said I did. To her. I was undercover, had to learn more about ya.”
“Obviously. This little girl adores you; fairly obvious you didn’t do a thing you said you did.” And he tugs on your hair.
“You put me away, Dominick. Worked your way into my head and put me back in prison. Do you know what they did to me in there? Do you?!”
David yelled down the phone.
“David
 I’m sorry, if it were up’ta me, it would’ve never of happened.”
“But that’s the thing, Dominick. You had a choice. And now, so do I. Life is all about making the right choices.”
You squeezed your eyes shut as the barrel of the gun stared back at you. Your breathing got worse.
“Theres two ways this can go. Put me back on speaker phone.”
Sonny done as he was told. Immediately.
“Option one: I shoot the little girl and then myself. You never get to see her again. You never get closure.”
David pauses. Sonny’s palms are sweaty. His heart beating out of his chest.
“Option two: You get me a car, you get me a million dollars and I take your little sister anywhere I want. And I promise you. I’ll keep her alive.”
Both options take you away from your brother. Away from your family, friends—the life you built.
“I’ll give you ten minutes to decide. And if you don’t? Well
” David took the safety off the pistol. “I’ll decide for you. Times ticking, Dominick Carisi.”
Then the line went dead.
Sonny threw the phone on the desk and wiped a hand down his face.
“I’ll get a car,” Olivia told him. “We have two Snipers are already aimed at the door, Sonny, don’t worry. We’ll get him.”
If only Sonny could believe that. He’s seen how some of these things go. How there’s no happy endings.
“It’s option two; we get a car, lure him out and shoot him dead.”
“Nah, no.” Sonny put a hand on his hips. “Could hurt her. I ain’t gonna hurt my lil’ sister.”
“Sonny, hurting her is the least of our problems. We want her alive, and we want her out. Now. This way, we get her out and she’ll be alive and she’ll be safe.”
Sonny bit his lip. Amanda was right. This was the only option they had to take. The only option Sonny could agree to.
“Call him back. We have a car on the way.” Olivia told him.
And sonny picked up the phone and dialled David back. David picked up within the first ring.
“Dominick. Your choice?”
“Two. I have a car on the way, we have your money. I know you, David, you
 you stick to your word. I know you’ll take care’a my sister.”
“Good choice, Carisi. Knew you’d come to your senses. Hey, I’ll send you a postcard when she births my children. Don’t get too jealous.”
David watches as a black Jeep pulls up outside the barricade and how the police move around it, to give him space. “My money in that car, Carisi?”
There was no money. The objective out of this situation was to shoot David point blank.
“Yes,” Sonny replied. “It’s all in there. In a bag. Untraceable. The car’s untraceable, too.”
“Wow,” David smiled, “Really doing everything to protect your sister, eh? Do you remember when I made you look at a picture of her, made you jerk your cock over her?”
The phone was on speaker. Everyone could hear what David was saying.
“No.” Sonny swallowed. “I don’t.”
He does. It crosses his mind frequently.
“I do. I don’t blame you.” David lowers the phone to you, “Hey, sweetheart. You wanna say goodbye to your big brother?”
“S—sonny—“ you sob. And it’s the first time he’s heard your voice in months. He regrets leaving your text messages on delivered or read, he regrets not reaching out to you, calling you.
“Hey, doll,” he panics, he brings the phone to his ear. “You’re gonna be okay, doll, my little angel.”
“Of course she is, she’s gonna be my wife.”
David grabs your arm and pulls you up. “Bye, Carisi.” And he hangs up.
David brushes off your shoulder and smiled wickedly at you. “It’s just you and me now, little one. Your brother gave us his blessing.”
You start crying again. Closing your eyes just so you don’t have to look at this horrible man. In your little mind, he’s won. He’s going to take you god knows where and you’ll never get to see anyone you love again. You’ll never get to see your mom, your dad, your older sisters—your big brother.
He’s always been a busy man. Recently, after he came an ADA, he hadn’t had any time for you. It hurt you, but you were a big girl—you could understand that sometimes his job had to come first.
David ripped the duct tape from your mouth and tapped your bruised and cut cheek.
“Oh, don’t cry, baby.” David cooed, “it’ll all be fine soon enough. come on, start walking.”
David shoved you forward and put the gun at your spine. It was enough for you to do as you’re told. You walked, but you couldn’t feel yourself walk. It was as if you were floating.
David opened the door and the sun blinded you, your eyes flinched at the bright light.
Inside the trailer, Amanda was staring at the computer screen. “We have eyes.” Amanda yelled and Sonny didn’t waste any time and pushed past Olivia to leave the trailer.
He saw you, oh god, he saw you. You were there, alive. Breathing. His beautiful little sister.
“I want a clear pathway!” David yelled, “or the kid dies!”
Sonny was so close. He felt sick.
Sonny thought about how you grew up with him as your role model. He was in his late twenties when you were born, and his ma’ and dad were too busy with work so they handed you off to him. He raised you when they weren’t able to. His life with you flashed through his mind, like it was his last minutes with you. How you grew up to be a pretty little girl. How he isn’t so different from some of these men he puts away.
It’s a thought that he pushes to the back of his mind. A disgusting part of him that only comes out at night.
A part of him that wanted his little sister. And David knew that fact.
David walked down the steps with the gun to your temple. “Your brother is right there, front row seat. You wanna know that he’s real jealous of me right now. He knows that I’m going to fuck you real good, fill you up with my babies. He wants it to be him instead.”
You couldn’t see your brother—wherever he was. You couldn’t see anything. Your eyesight was blurry with tears.
David moves from behind you and walks in front, approaching the jeep.
Not even a second later, a loud gunshot rings out in the air. The bad man slumped to the ground in front of you. Your face splattered with his brains and blood, eyes squeezed shut.
Time went so fast, your ears rang.
Sonny shouted your name as he pushed heavy armed police out of the way and into the barricaded zone, where you were.
You felt arms wrap tightly around you, smooshing you against a broad chest. You recognise the feeling, the safeness of his arms. It was your big brother.
“Sonny,” your voice cracked as he held you tight, he breathed you in. You were here, you were alive, breathing. Hugging him tight to your body.
“S’okay, doll, m’right here.”
His hand cupped the back of your head and started to guide you into the police car just a few feet back. Blood on your face wasn’t a good look, the fear in your eyes made his heart hurt.
His little sister, a little girl he watched grow up, had a gun to her head because he put a rapist—murderer away a few years ago, and he got out early. It was all his fault.
The EMTS came over and tore you from his grasp, telling you that you’re going with them.
“I’m ridin’ with her,” Sonny tells them, “I need’a make sure she’s okay.”
“Okay, Counsellor.” They agreed. “We’ll let the other detectives know.”
———
You had passed out in the ambulance on the way to the hospital and the paramedics had to reassure him that you were okay, that your body probably just had to relax—so it forced itself to sleep.
It didn’t give him the peace of mind they hoped.
You were asleep for around six hours and Sonny didn’t leave your side once. The second you woke up, he sat up and held your hand to his chest.
“Hey—hey,” he weakly smiled, his hand extended and hesitated to touch your hair. “You okay?”
You coughed and looked around the room you were in. “How
 did I get here?”
“Ambulance brought ya here, doll, ya passed out just after you sat down.”
You swallowed a lump in your throat. “I just
 I was so scared. He
 he said he’d shoot me, or he
 he’d gut me. He said it all depended on your answers.”
Sonny tears up, and it stings his blue eyes.
“Oh, doll
” Sonny sat forward and kissed your forehead, lingering so you wouldn’t see the tears in his eyes. “M’so sorry.”
“It’s not your fault.” You tried to make him feel better, it wasn’t all the time you got to see him emotional.
“It is,” he says and he kisses your forehead repeatedly, “it is—my stupid work, brought ya into this.” and he holds you close, closing his blue eyes tight.
“i love you, sonny” you hiccup.
It was his emotional and vulnerability caused your own emotions to topple over, and you sobbed. Being in his arms, being with him, grounded you and made you understand that you were alive. You were safe. Your big brother saved you.
“I
 “ and he doesn’t think, he just leans his chin forward and captures your lips in a soft, timid kiss.
A way a big brother should never kiss his little sister.
But he does it anyway. His big hand on your cheek keeping you close. Your eyes closed, any negative thought you had in your head disappeared as fast as they were thought.
“Was
 “ Sonny swallowed, “was that okay?” he says below a whisper. Your eyes slowly open—your lips tingle with the aftermath of him giving you your first ever kiss.
You nod.
“Can
 you kiss me again?”
Sonny didn’t expect you to ask for a kiss. He expected you to
 well, do something else. Scream, yell, tell him to get out and that you’ll tell your parents. But no, you wanted him to kiss you again.
Sonny chuckled, then tilted his head to kiss you again. This time, with just a little more pressure than his previous feathery kiss. His hand came to cup the back of your head and press your lips harder into his.
As the kiss deepened and got more hot, he licked on the seam of your lips, opening your mouth to him. Taking advantage of your gasp, (obviously you had no idea that that was how real kissing started).
“what if a nurse comes in?” you say, breaking the kiss briefly. Your lips were swollen, breath uneven. Eyes blown.
“Don’t worry ‘bout it, babygirl.”
You felt his hands roam up and down your arm slowly, the arm that wasn’t hooked up to machines, that was. He leaned in to kiss you again, humming into your mouth as his slender hand dipped further and further down your arm and onto your thigh.
Sonny’s fingers touch your pussy tenderly outside of your little pink panties, his thumb twirling the little purple bow. Your soft moans as he kissed you just egged him on.
You broke the kiss briefly when you felt his finger slip into the waistband and slowly pulled your panties to the side, the cool air of the poorly conditioned hospital room hitting your hot pussy.
“‘M gonna touch it now, doll.” He whispered against your lips, and you barely had a second before the pad of his middle finger drifted upwards from your slick hole to your clit and he rubbed in slow, big circles.
“oh
” and your brows furred together.
It wasn’t as if you hadn’t touched yourself before, it was that no one had ever touched you before. It felt weird—and the wrongness and guilt of the person who was the first to touch you being your older brother was still deep in your tummy.
“You okay?” Sonny says softly. He knows he’s pushing his luck, kissing you after a traumatic experience and now he’s touching you inappropriately. Testing the waters on just how much you’d take what he’d give you.
You could barely nod, barely speak. “f—fine,”
“Feels good?”
And he puts just a little more pressure on your clit and watched how your knees parted open subconsciously.
“yeah,” you breathe.
He couldn’t miss how your eyes couldn’t stop watching from his hand moving between your legs.
Sonny’s eyes are fixed both on your face, how your face contorts to each repeat pleasure of the circles he drew on your clit. And how your hips roll ever so slightly on his finger.
His finger slipped in—and that’s one thing you hadn’t done to yourself. Your fingers had always been too short to reach anywhere. But Dominick’s fingers were long, and just one of them sliding inside you and crooking just enough to press down on something that made you whine what was meant to be his name.
“oh my god—“ you choke. And it’s too much too soon, the way his fingers leave your pussy and push back in and curl has your breathing quicken.
You don’t think—you turn your head and kiss him. Your mind so clouded with lust that you just knew you had to have his tongue in your mouth.
Making out with him sloppily as he speeds up his fingers inside you. The obscene sound of squelching filled the room and Sonny and yourself’s laboured breaths.
“Feels—“ you try but words fail you, “feels—“
“like ya gonna cum on ya big brothers fingers?” Sonny answers for you. He can feel your walls tighten on his fingers, feel how wet you have his hand and dampening the flimsy hospital sheets beneath you just by a simple finger-fuck.
You bite your lip and clench your fists, the orgasm building and building and building—until it burst, and you were cumming, hard, on your brother’s fingers. Squeezing and clamping down those two fingers that were still moving inside you. You moaned your older brother’s name, reaching down to clasp your weak hand over his wrist, puffing out of a breath.
“T—too much.”
Sonny smiles at you, “Doll, ya pussy just keeps tryna suck my fingers back in ya.” And he curls his fingers again and your knees cross, touching each other and thighs clamping down on his hand.
“Could make ya cum again, if ya want. See how you’d take three fingers.”
God, you didn’t know if you could take three of his fingers. His fingers were so long.
“Or
 I could give ya my cock instead. Got me real hard after that little show, doll.”
Your mind was fuzzy.
“Please.”
And he smirked, withdrew his fingers from inside you and lifted his knee so he got onto the bed with you. On his knees above you, and he slowly undone his belt and pulled it through the loops.
All he had to do was pull down his fly and pull his cock out.
It wasn’t the first time you had seen Sonny’s cock, having to share a bathroom and your bedrooms across from one another. You had a fair amount of times of walking in on him changing, or in the showering, or pissing into the toilet bowl—only once while he was stroking his cock in the dark, you didn’t see it, but you saw the motions of his hand twisting around his hidden cock.
But you saw it now, hard and poking out from his fly just for you.
“can i
 can i touch it?”
And Sonny glances at you, “Course,” and lifts your wrist so your hand replaces his. He bites back a groan but not even a second later it comes out when he feels your small, warm hand softly squeeze his hard cock.
“Jus’ like that, doll.”
You do it again, then you try and copy his previous hand movements by slowly stroking up and down his cock. Getting yourself used to the weird feeling. It looked like hard stone, but in your hand it felt squishy and stiff.
“Is
 i think
 your
 thing
 is crying,” you tell him
“Huh?” Sonny peaks open an eye and looks down. The red tip of his cock has a bead of pre-cum that’s threatening to spill out.
“Oh, doll. That ain’t my cock cryin’, means ya makin’ me feel real good.”
You smile slightly, “I like making you feel good, Donmy.”
Oh, god. He shouldn’t be feeling like this. But the things you done to him just by existing, being innocent, inexperienced. It made him hotter just thinking about how in that hospital room, he had been your first’s.
Sonny needed more. Craved more of you.
He softly wrapped his hand around your own that was still lazily pumping his cock. “M’gonna put it in ya,”
You looked up at him, and then at his cock. Oh, right, he wanted to put it in you. How could you even be surprised? The little videos you watched, the man always put his penis inside the girl. Now it was going to happen to you, a deep pit of nervousness settled in your tummy.
You wondered if you told him right now that you had never had sex, would he shy away? Leave you alone and never speak of it again?
Your rolling negative thoughts were stopped briefly when sonny shifted back and pushed up your hospital gown just over your hips. Your baby sister pussy on display for him. Wet and swollen from the orgasm he so generously gave you.
“That’s a good fuckin’ pussy I’ve ever seen one,” Sonny licks his bottom lip and dipped his hand down just to touch it again. His cock twitched as he inserted a finger again, so tight just around one finger—he couldn’t wait to feel it around his cock.
He quickly took his finger out and wiped your slick on his cock, along with a glob of his own spit. He knew he didn’t need any more lube, you were wet—so fucking wet for him. He loved, in particularly, your little button clit that was already puffy with arousal.
Your older brother had seen your pussy a few times growing up, when he had washed you, or helped you get changed. He was even there when you first started to experiment with touching yourself. He was only trying to give you your freshly clean clothes, but he stopped by the barely open door and was able to see just enough on how you unskillfully tried to rub your clit with one fingertip before giving up due to over sensitivity. The imagine was burned into his head, but he wasn’t complaining.
The tip of his bare cock bumped against said clit and you moaned, hips intuitively raising. Your pussy craved him—his cock—with the need to be filled.
It happened too quickly, Sonny angled his hips just right and pushed lightly against your hole. The feeling of a bulbous tip pressing against you was so good, hell, he watched as your pussy let out yet another streak of wet arousal.
But the second he started to push his hips forward had your heart in your mouth. “Sonny I
 I’ve not—“
“‘know, doll,” is all he said back.
Dominick knew full well that he could get in a lot of trouble for this. Detective turned Assistant District Attorney, he knew quite literally all the laws in New York. This was against quite a lot of them. But it didn’t stop him.
He dipped his head to kiss you, swallowing your sounds.
There was no going back when the tip of his cock disappeared inside your virgin pussy. Popping the cervix open, claiming your virginity for himself. Your big brother’s head snapped up to look at your face when you let out a hissed moan due to the fact that his cock broke your hymen.
“You okay?” He breathed.
“Uh huh,” you moan, “it just
 hurts a little.”
Sonny was happy he had got you as wet as you were, he couldn’t handle the thought of hurting you. Not unless you asked for it, that was.
Your pussy was so inviting, clenching so tightly around the thick mushroom head of his cock, trying to suck him in until there was nothing else left of him.
“Can I move, kid? Stuff you full’a me?”
And you nodded, “uh huh,”
Sonny bit at your lips, “Gonna need ya to use ya words, can ya do that? Speak up for ya big brother?”
Your walls throbbed, you needed him to fuck you. You needed him to hold you down and pound his cock inside you until it left you paralysed. Your body craved him, his hands and lips and everything about your brother.
And he pushes forward and you can’t stop the whine that escapes your throat, head tipping back only slightly against the hospital pillow as your pussy walls stretched to accommodate the foreign cock—your legs spread wider and Sonny immediately got comfortable.
“God, doll—fuck—“ and he slides right inside you, until the fabric of his dress pants settled against the back of your naked thighs. His full cock was inside you, stretching your walls until his tip was pressing against your untouched cervix. Any guilt he had previously faded away fast, his whole mind was focused on you. Solely you.
“You’re—all the way up here,” you choke and point to where your cervix would be on your tummy. Sonny roughly pushed up the gown over your exposed breasts, leaving you naked for him.
You heard him growl—growl—and it was the most attractive thing you had ever heard in your life.
“Yeah? M’ all the way up here?” And he pressed down where you pointed, and fuck, he felt himself settled deep inside you. He was able to feel the puckered tight hole of your cervix,
“Sonny—“ you moan, and it was loud. If it wasn’t early hours in the morning, someone would have definitely heard you.
“Beautiful lil’ girl—all mine, ain’t ya?” He growled as he started to thrust his hips. It was far too much for your poor cunt, still so sensitive over the orgasm he gave you before—every thrust of his cock inside you has a little spurt of liquid leaving your baby pussy and onto his cock and pants.
“All. Fuckin’. Mine.” He repeats as he feels your wet pussy dampen the crotch of his pants. Your mouth falls open, the arm that isn’t hooked up with wires reaches out to touch Sonny’s bicep to ground yourself.
“So—Sonny—you’re—my—“ and you’re already rendered dumb. Eyes barely able to stay open, unable to make a coherent sentence.
“Yeah, I’m ya big brother, ain’t I? Big brother makin’ ya pussy feel so good, huh?”
The hospital bed shook with the power of his thrusts, the sound of your wet pussy taking his cock over and over again filled the room. You had never imagined sex felt like this, always imagining it as an In-And-Out session.
His hand gripped your chin, “Answer me, doll.”
“Uh huh—yeah—you—you make my p—pussy feel really really good—“ you broke off into a moan as he gives you a thrust that’s hard, punching at your cervix and his balls right up against you.
And you nod, “so—so scared, tho—thought I’d—I’d never see you again.”
Sonny tips his head so his forehead, resting it against yours, his breath fanning across your lips with his efforts in fucking you. “Never gonna let that happen,” and he links your fingers together. “Gonna keep ya safe, keep ya just f’me—keep ya in my apartment, come home to ya everyday n’ fuck you deep every night.”
You moan at his words, “y-you’d do t-that?“
“My lil’ sister, love ya so fuckin’ much, my whole world.” He cuts himself off as he kisses you deeply, and you open your mouth to him and let him explore and get acquainted with your taste and the map of your mouth. “Gonna fill ya up with my cum, doll, hope it fuckin’ takes.”
Your breath hitches at the thought. Belly swelling with his baby—your big brother’s baby.
“Yeah? You like the thought a’ that? Dirty lil’ girl,” he smiles and then one of his hands came between you to rub, rub and rub on your clit and your back arched. “Need ya to squeeze my cock when ya cum, cum real hard f’me,”
“I—i—“ and he kisses you yet again, then you cum. Walls clamping down incredibly hard on his cock and liquid spurting from your pussy. Your orgasm was to powerful that it almost pushed his cock out from your hole, but Sonny pushed back in and fucked you hard through your orgasm.
“Fuck yeah, angel, squirt on my fuckin’ cock—gonna make me fuckin’ cum—“
And he fucked you rough, his cock pounding into you and the sounds you let out were downright pornagraphic.
Sonny squeezes you tight as he feels his orgasm reach its peak and he groans deep, head tipping onto your chest as he fucks his cum deep, deep inside you. Holding both of your hips down onto the bed and fucking you through the remainints of your orgasm and through his own.
You felt him slump down on-top of you, his heavy weight holding you down. You feel
 like you’re in bliss, satisfied. Your thighs trembled slightly with pleasure that coursed through your whole body.
That is, until his stomach pressed down on the place you were kicked this morning.
“Ow..” you whine and Sonny quickly sits up, looking concerned.
“Did I hurt ya, doll?” and his hand lightly touches the red blotch of a bruise on your side.
“I’m okay,” you tell him, still breathless. Sonny checks you over anyway, his cock softening inside you as he does it.
Sonny pulls down your gown (after a subtle-not-so-subtle fondle of your breast) and smooths it over. Pulling his cock out of you at the same time, and you hissed at the new feeling of feeling empty.
Sonny wished he could see his cum drip out of you, but that could wait until next time. You needed to recover.
The crotch of his pants was wet with your orgasm, but he didn’t mind.
Sonny grabbed the blanket and pulled it over you, making sure to tuck you in and then settled beside you. “Gonna have ya stay with me for a lil’ while,” he says as he nuzzles into your side, his arm wrapped around you. “Afta’ today? I was
 scared for ya.”
“Sonny
” you close your eyes. You hate what happened earlier.
“No, listen to me. Had a gun on me
 was about’a go in there n’ shoot him dead before one’a the cops did. He hurt you.. my lil girl, harmed ya pretty face.” And he lifts his head and hand to stroke the few cuts on your cheek. “For peace of mind
 I need ya to stay with me. Just for a while. Need’a know it’ll neva’ happen again.”
He held you close.
“what about
 us?” You asked him. You just had sex with your brother, your older brother. And you really enjoyed it.
“What do ya want f’r us?” Sonny lifts his head to look you in the eyes.
“I dunno,” you trail off. “I
 well, maybe we could
 “
“Angel..” he smiles and cocks his head, “ya want me to be ya boyfriend?”
You bit back a smile. “you are my brother
”
“I know that, kiddo.” And he cranes his neck to press his lips to you. “we’ll figure it out, doll.”
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noellawrites · 15 days
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i'm a sucker for your bridgerton's fanfics đŸ˜©đŸ˜© you def should write more
thank you so much, i love writing for bridgerton too! i’ve been writing a little and feeling inspired with the new season coming up. feel free to send any requests and i’ll try to work on them for you! :)
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noellawrites · 2 months
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Could you write some Olivia Benson X reader and maybe some William Lewis X reader ones as well. Maybe with pregnancy and birth. Xx
I definitely can! What would you like to see? Maybe victim!reader is dating one of the SVU guys but is kidnapped by William Lewis? Perhaps something where reader is r*ped by him and becomes pregnant and isn’t sure of the paternity?
If you’d like something like this, which man would you like to see as reader’s boyfriend?
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noellawrites · 2 months
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Hello! How would yandere Billy Andrews react to his wife going insane/delusional? Thank you 😊
i’m not sure if this is meant to be a request but i’ll just answer it with my opinion if that’s ok?
i think at first he would try to ignore you, hoping he could avoid the problem. when that doesn’t work, he will send you to an asylum.
he’ll specifically do this to try and get you rehabilitated enough so you can take care of your children at the very least. in his opinion, children shouldn’t be raised by maids, and he obviously isn’t going to do it himself.
he’s a little happy when you show signs of being insane or delusional. he’s hoping you become more pliable and less resistant to him.
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noellawrites · 2 months
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“Blissful” Marriage - yandere!Billy Andrews x fem!reader
summary: your husband Billy has a surprise for your fifth wedding anniversary, but it’s not what you might think
warnings: arranged marriage mention, abusive relationship, Billy being an asshole obviously
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As soon as you woke up next to your sleeping husband, you were hit with the brutal realization that today was somehow significant. As you took a deep breath, you tried to remember. It wasn't a holiday, nor was it either of your children's birthdays.
You pondered it as you prepared breakfast for your family in the quiet kitchen. The sun rose around you as you buttered toast and scrambled the eggs. Then all of a sudden, you dropped your knife with a clatter.
It was you and Billy's wedding anniversary.
It had been five years since your father handed you over to Billy Andrews, neither of you even eighteen years old when the wedding occurred.
You loved your children more than anything, but sometimes Billy felt like your third child. He had cooled down from his teenage years now with both of you in your early twenties, thankfully.
"Breakfast ready yet?" Billy asked from behind you. You hadn't even heard him come down the stairs.
You turned around, "almost, sorry."
"Hurry up, I'm hungry and the kids will be up soon," Billy sneered, grabbing the plate of bacon and taking it to the table.
Your husband sat and stared as you tried to set the table quickly. You could hear son and daughter stirring in their rooms upstairs, and you'd have to carry your daughter with you as she was only two.
"Can you finish bringing the food over, Billy? I have to get Steph," you said hurriedly.
"Isn't that your job?" he groaned.
"Billy—“
"It's my wedding anniversary, I'm not doing any work," he stated, leaving no room for discussion.
You trudged up the stairs, each step feeling more difficult than the last. You were pregnant again, around four months in. You pitied the next poor child who would suffer at the hands of Billy Andrews being their father.
"Stephie, c'mere. Mama's got you," you cooed as you lifted your little girl out of her crib.
"Mama!" she giggled, her sweet little voice bringing a smile to your face.
You heard your son, William Junior, run down the stairs ahead of you, ready to greet his father. Billy was your son's favorite person, which scared you more than anything. You didn't want to raise a mini Billy, yet he'd insisted on naming his firstborn son after him anyway.
The four of you sat down at the table, Billy pulling you down onto the bench next to him and kissing you harshly on the mouth.
"Mommy, daddy, eww!" William laughed, with Stephanie's giggle following close behind.
"You kids are going over to Aunt Priscilla's today to play with your cousins," Billy stated, placing his hand on your thigh underneath the table.
"But dad, why?" William whined, slamming his fork on the table next to his plate.
"It's your mother and I's anniversary and I have something special planned," he said, fingers inching towards your undergarments.
You were scared, but slightly aroused. Billy, though not husband of the year, was pretty good in bed. He was always more concerned with his own pleasure, but you enjoyed being close to him, making him happy. It made you feel like a good wife.
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Billy shut the door behind his sister as she left with your kids in tow, ready to spend a fun day with their cousins.
"So, what do you have planned?" you ask, turning and smiling to your husband. He dropped his arm from around your waist and looked at you with a hardened expression.
"Get on the ground."
"Billy, what—“
"YOU HEARD ME!" he yelled, pointing his finger directly at your face.
Wordlessly, you bent down onto the floor. Your husband threw a wet, vinegary sponge at you and crossed his hands across his chest.
"These floors are disgusting and you have no excuses. The bathrooms will be next. On my anniversary of suffering through marriage with you, I at least deserve to have a clean home," Billy growled.
You looked down. It hadn't even been a full week since you did the floors, and you felt nauseous after your descent to the floor, but you blinked back your tears and went to work anyway.
You crawled around like that for hours, dodging Billy's criticisms and suffering your way through your fifth wedding anniversary.
All of a sudden, you stood up and stomped over to where your husband sat in his study.
"Billy, what did I do wrong? I know our other anniversaries hadn't been much but... at least it seemed like you'd cared for me," you frown.
"I've been too nice to you lately and I need to put you back in your place. You are my wife and therefore my property," he declared.
"Billy, I raise your kids, take care of your home and do nothing but love you," you sniffle, almost pleading with him.
"I have grown tired of you. Get out of my sight," he stated simply.
You looked into his blue eyes and saw nothing, no traces of guilt or any feelings beyond anger.
Without another word, you turned around and headed outside, going straight to your garden. You at least wanted to bring some pretty flowers into your home on your anniversary, if nothing else.
You tried not to think of that dreadful day when your freedom and innocence was stolen away five years ago, but it lingered in your mind.
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noellawrites · 3 months
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Yandere svu with a reader whose in college, trying to get a high level degree like a masters/doctorate/PhD.
Are they supportive, or are they sabotaging the reader?
i’m going to do a little blurb for each! however i do think each would be disapproving in some form, especially if they know it’ll take you away from them or possibly expose you to the toxicity of your relationship.
i typed this all out then tumblr deleted it so ://
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Nick Amaro: he probably wouldn’t mind you picking up a few classes online, especially if it meant you’d be home more. but he’ll convince you that you can’t afford to go any further, and you just don’t have what it takes.
Mike Dodds: totally on board until he talks to his dad, then all of a sudden you can’t. who will watch the kids? clean the house? cook the meals? you’ve got more important things to worry about and besides, Mike can provide for you both.
Sonny Carisi: okay with it until you start to reach his level of education. he does not want you to be more high-achieving than he is, it would hurt his masculinity and the way he thinks his family perceives your relationship, and family is very important to him.
Rafael Barba: will gaslight you and tell you you’re not intelligent enough to keep going, and bring up examples too. whatever your aspirations are, he’ll promise to give you better and he’ll have ready examples of why he doesn’t want to waste money on your pursuit of a degree he doesn’t think you’ll be successful with. he’ll let you take some non degree classes, though, if you keep bothering him.
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noellawrites · 4 months
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Yandere svu with a reader whose job earns more money than theirs.
i think there’s one approach that all the guys would likely take, in some form or another.
let’s say you start out as a low level employee, and put in for a higher-level position in the company without telling him.
you know he’d find reasons to talk you out of it, and you just can’t deal with that.
when you get the job, you have to tell him. he congratulates you but you can see the anger and betrayal in his eyes.
maybe he deals with it for a while. but once your first paycheck comes in, your benefits start to outweigh his and you become the primary earner, he can’t stand it anymore.
drugs were planted and found conveniently in your office, and you were handcuffed and dragged out of the building in front of all your colleagues.
he picks you up from the jail, bail paid, ankle monitor on. you’re ordered to strict house arrest and you’re unemployed again, now relying on him for everything.
eventually he is able to get the charges dropped with some called-in favors, but you’re the disgrace of manhattan and can’t return back to your company.
he convinces you to lay low for a while, avoid drawing any attention by getting a job. now, you have to rely on him for everything and you have nothing without him.
just like he wanted.
big shoutout to @eltrujillo who helped me out with this one!!! ❀
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noellawrites · 4 months
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The Bear Requests
hey everyone :) i just finished watching The Bear s2 and I’m on a kick for it so i’d love some dark/yandere requests for it!! I write for Richie (MY FAV LOML), Carmy, Luca, Sydney (I haven’t yet but I’m open to it) and i’d also be open to writing for Marcus and maybe Mikey!
thanks so much! let me know if you have any questions:))
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noellawrites · 4 months
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Souvenir Part 2 - Yandere!Luca x reader
part one linked here
summary: someone pays you a surprise visit at The Bear’s friends and family night.
warnings: baby trapping mention, abortion mention, s2 finale spoilers
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It was the night of The Bear’s soft opening and emotions were running high.
You were back to waitressing after having passed Luca’s pastry expertise to Marcus. You were just thankful to be back where you knew you belonged.
Too much time spent at the dessert station just made you think more about your time in Copenhagen and your little souvenir that has been growing inside of you for the last three months.
If you never saw Luca again, it would be too soon.
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“Hands!” Tina yelled and you approached from behind her at lightning speed, reaching out and grabbing table twenty’s focaccia.
“Fire up three t-bones and four calamari!” Sydney’s voice echoed from behind you as you rushed through the doors and walked briskly towards the middle of the restaurant.
On your way back, Natalie gestured to you from her and Pete’s table.
“What’s up, Nat?” you asked, feeling your nerves being reflected in her expression.
“I have some news for you,” she grimaced, reaching her soft hand up to touch yours gently.
You furrowed your eyebrows. “What’s wrong?”
“Richie, uh
 may or may not have invited Luca tonight,” Sugar said, wincing at your reaction.
“W-what? But he’s in Copenhagen, that’s
 that’s not possible!” you exclaimed, louder than you meant to.
It wasn’t enough that he had to force a baby into you, but now he had to come all the way to America to rub it all in? You wanted to throw up.
“If he shows up, I’m switching to back of house. I can’t handle seeing him right now,” you stated.
“I understand, (y/n). We’ll figure it out,” Sugar promised.
“Yeah, and I’m gonna fucking kill Richie.”
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“Shit, there he is!” you hissed as you looked through the thin glass strip into the front of house.
“Oh shit, like, baby daddy Luca?” Sydney exclaimed, eyes wide in disbelief.
You nodded, gnawing at your lip as you watched him being seated at the bar. He was already looking around, no doubt searching for you.
You decided to help Tina and take over Josh’s station, since he’d disappeared and Carmy was still stuck in the walk-in. Tina and Syd both knew what’d happened to you and had been nothing but supportive through it all.
As you were distracting yourself by prepping dishes for Tina, you heard the door swing open and hit the wall.
“I thought I’d find you here,” said a voice with a familiar British accent.
“Uh, sorry dude, you can’t be back here,” Sydney stated, pointing at the door and raising her eyebrows at Luca.
As much as you wanted to scream at him, you knew that making a scene would only make things worse.
“Outside,” you said, nodding your head towards the back door.
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“You never answered my calls.”
“You baby trapped me!”
“You could’ve gotten an abortion.”
“I can’t afford one!”
“Oh, poor you,” he sneered.
You swallowed a sob as you stared into his cruel, intense eyes.
“Why are you acting like this? Why are you even here?” you sniffled.
“I wanted to watch Carmy fail, of course. And visiting you and the baby is an added bonus,” he said, then reached his tattooed hand out to cup your rounded belly over your apron.
“Don’t touch me!”
“(Y/n), come back with me. You won’t have to do grunt work for Carmy or live in that tiny apartment anymore. You and the baby could live with me and you could focus on raising them. And you can work in my restaurant if you miss waiting tables.”
“I never wanted this baby, Luca.” you sighed, shaking your head.
“But I did. I do. So let me take care of everything, yeah?” he said so gently, holding out his arms to you.
You were weak and needy and tired, and you let him hold you close just like he had done three months ago.
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noellawrites · 4 months
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How would Rosa Diaz react to somebody else flirting with you? What if you played along with the flirting to get a rise out of her?
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you know in movies when someone crushes a mug in their bare hand? yeah that’s rosa. she’s not going to take well to someone flirting with her partner, especially if you’re playing into it too.
she’s going to drag you into the closet and make sure everyone knows you belong to her.
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noellawrites · 6 months
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Baby Carriage - Yandere!Jonah Simms x reader (part 2)
part one linked here
summary: after being blackmailed into marriage with Jonah, you surprisingly enjoy being with him. but what happens when a baby is added to the mix?
warnings: mentions of forced marriage, birth control tampering, creepy!Jonah, sex, pregnancy
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After the honeymoon, you moved in with Jonah immediately. It wasn't necessarily by choice, but you'd returned from the trip to find your apartment empty and everything you owned had already been moved into Jonah's apartment.
The longer you spent with your new husband, the more you fell in love with him. Part of you figured this had been his plan all along, but you really did get along well. Even working together hadn't hindered your marriage. Well, except for the fiery jealousy of Cloud 9's single women.
Speaking of work, Jonah doted on you all day and treated you like a queen. He made your lunches, gave you your vitamins and even tracked your cycle for you.
So, it wasn't a shock to Jonah when you were late only two months after you had gotten married. It was Jonah's plan all along: even though he acted like a feminist, he secretly wanted you all to himself.
Jonah was tired of Cloud 9 customers hitting on you and giving you their numbers. Didn't they know you were only being nice because it was your job? But not for long, because being a mother would be your only job from now on.
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It had, by all means, been a very normal day at Cloud 9 so far. Marcus did something dumb, Amy was pissed, Glenn was trying to help, and everyone else was just getting through the day. But alarm bells were ringing in your mind.
Today was supposed to be the first day of your period. Of course, you had been late before, but you hadn't actually had a reason to be concerned. But you and Jonah had sex ALL the time, almost daily. And sure, Jonah gave you your birth control every morning, but it wasn't 100% effective.
"Cheyenne," you say under your breath as you approach the jewelry counter, "how did you know you were pregnant?"
She looks over at you, wide-eyed, "oh, uh, I think I just noticed I was getting fatter. Why? Do you think you might be--"
"Shh! Not so loud. I-I think I'm late, but I'm scared to take a test," you confess, biting your cheek.
"Ohmigod yay! Harmonica can be besties with your daughter!" Cheyenne says excitedly, clapping her hands as a big smile spreads across her face.
"I don't even know if I'm pregnant, let alone if it's a girl!" you say as Cheyenne exits the jewelry counter and whisks you away towards the family planning aisle.
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It feels like an eternity, but it only takes three minutes for the two pink lines to show up on your SuperCloud-branded pregnancy test.
You and Cheyenne, both huddled in the handicap stall, staring down at the positive test. It was true, you and Jonah had created new life.
"Oh my god. Oh my god, Cheyenne, what do I do? Jonah and I have only known each other for four months, a-and we work at Cloud 9!" you sniffle, panic rising up in your throat.
"(y/n)? Are you in there?" Your eyes grew wide when you recognized the voice belonging to your husband. He was yelling from outside the bathroom.
"Y-yeah, I'm okay!" you yell in response.
"Was it positive?"
"Jonah... how'd you know I was taking a test?"
"I asked Tate. And you're late. Sorry, I didn't mean for that to rhyme," he laughed nervously.
You slowly exit the bathroom with the test in your hand, Cheyenne following closely behind.
You feel sick as you hand the test to your husband and watch his face light up with happiness.
"Babe, this is amazing! We're having a baby!" Jonah exclaimed, pulling you into a tight hug.
"I'll give you a moment alone," Cheyenne says awkwardly before shuffling away to find Mateo and probably fill him in on the pregnancy.
You tried to smile in an effort to hold your tears back. Even though you loved Jonah, he still forced you to marry him and take his last name, and he'd likely sabotaged your birth control in order to get you pregnant. You weren't ready for this to all happen so quickly.
Jonah pulled away, examining your face. "Everything okay, Mrs. Simms?"
"Uh, yeah. I'm just a little scared. It feels like everything is happening so quickly," you confess. Jonah strokes your arm comfortingly as you lean into his touch.
"Don't worry, babe. I've been planning this since we met. I'm going to take night classes and finish my degree so I can get a real job. And you can stay home with our little one," he explains, gently putting his hand on your stomach.
You loved Jonah, but you were terrified of what he was capable of.
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noellawrites · 7 months
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There's this concept I find really interesting with yanderes, where for most concepts, stories, or headcanons, the yandere is pretty much always stronger and smarter than the reader.
So I always find it funny to subvert this idea. Like in my last ask about how the yandere svu guys would respond to a reader who's genuinely smarter than them.
Now, I'm curious how they would react to a reader who's physically stronger than them. Especially if the reader is smaller and / or fem, where they assumed they could easily overpower them, but the reader has them on the ground in seconds.
I feel like any of the guys would act pretty similar in this situation. They’d all definitely pull out all of the stops to make sure you don’t get away.
They’ll definitely become more physically aggressive, tying you down, not letting you leave, subduing you with pills and physical punishments.
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noellawrites · 7 months
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I've had this idea for a while and was wondering if you could please write it (nothing long or anything). How would the yandere svu (all the guys you write for) react to a reader who's just genuinely academically smarter than them. I feel like a few of them wouldn't take it well, and their reactions would be funny. Love your blog.
Mike Dodds is going to love that about you, and he’s going to brag about you to everyone he knows. “Look, this is my brilliant partner!” Only after his father talks to him does he see it as a bad thing, ‘a threat to his manliness.’
Sonny Carisi is going to be happy for you and proud of you, unless it comes to a you vs him situation. Like if you were both studying for the bar exam, or sergeant’s exam? He’s going to manipulate you to make you feel stupid for sure.
Nick Amaro likes a strong partner, so he probably won’t mind much. But if you make him look stupid in any way, he’s going to punish you for sure. And to his kids, he always has to be the smarter one. No question about it, and he’ll hurt you if you disagree.
Rafael Barba is
 the worst. If you’re smarter than him, than you’re really fucking smart. He’ll be fine as long as you don’t try to outwit him or prove anything, especially in front of his co-workers. If you do, you’re getting manipulated and punished for sure.
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noellawrites · 7 months
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how would the yandere!svu men (requesting sonny and rafael esp, if that's okay) to the reader reporting them to the police? how would they react if people found out about their yandere behavior? how would they react if they "prove" that reader was "lying"?
Rafael is going to intimidate or deceive you out of reporting him. And if that doesn't work, he has "proof" of your "lies" just in case. He's gonna decimate you in court, too, so it would probably be better to just stick it out, unfortunately.
Sonny is heartbroken, but he is much less suspicious. After all, who could think this soft gentleman could be capable of such behavior? He's going to show you how much you'd screw things up by reporting him, so best not to.
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noellawrites · 8 months
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Involuntary Celibate - Yandere!Carmy Berzatto x reader
requested & also helped by @tryingtowritefanfics <3
summary: Carmy's been saving himself for you... but he's tired of waiting.
warnings: 18+, incel!Carmy, teasing, dub/non-con, forced breeding, rape
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"Yo chef, can you stay late for prep?" Carmy asks as he passes behind you.
"Of course, chef!" you pipe, turning around and smiling at your boss.
He stole a glance at the sauce you were working on and cocked his head towards it.
"Go ahead, I need some feedback," you confess, handing him a spoon.
As his lips touch your creation and his eyes brighten just a bit, you can't help but blush. After a year of working for him, you'd developed quite a crush on the man.
"Excellent, chef. Just try adding a bit more honey," he offers, looking right into your eyes.
You thought about that interaction for the rest of your shift, even as everyone else left.
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Now, it was past ten and only you and Carmy remain.
You sidle up to Carmy, leaning over the large metal table as he works on one of his drawings.
He looks over at you briefly, his mouth cracking into a small smile before turning back to his work.
Before you could stop yourself, you reach out and touch one of the tattoos on his left arm, the world inside the measuring cup.
"I love this one," you whisper, tracing the cup's thin lines.
Carmy immediately stops drawing. Unbeknownst to you, Richie's words from the past few weeks were echoing through his mind.
"C'mon 'cuz, why haven't you tapped that yet?" "Carm, she's obviously fuckin' obsessed with you." "Jesus 'cuz, you can't be a virgin forever." "If Mikey were here, he'd tell you how much of a loser you are."
Before you knew what was happening, Carmy grabs your arm with his right hand and pins your back against the table. Alarm bells ring through your head but you can't move, your body feels numb.
"Stop fuckin' teasin' me," Carmy grits, pressing his body against yours. You can feel his hard-on through his pants as it presses against your midsection.
You have no idea what else to do, so you lean up and press your lips against his. His strong arms wrap around your waist as he deepens the kiss, groaning and bucking against you.
You let out a loud moan as Carmy works his way down your neck with his mouth. All of a sudden, you feel his big hand attempting to tug your bottoms down. You reach down and grab his hand, but he slaps your hand in response.
"You've been teasing me for months, it's my fuckin' turn to take what belongs to me," he hisses, and you immediately start to feel your eyes water.
"C-Carm, please—" you start, but he cuts you off.
Carmy leans in, lips ghosting over your ear as he says, "I'm done with your shit. I'm gonna knock you up and leave you beggin' for more."
"Carmy, I-I'm a virgin. Please don't do this to me!" you beg, still trying to push against him in vain. He has you trapped, no chance for escape.
"I'm a virgin, too. Been savin' myself for you, so we can lose it to each other. We can start our own family, leave our fucked up ones behind," he promises, and you can hear the strain in his voice. Probably a combination of his intense lust and deep desire to get you pregnant.
"Stop, please! I'm not ready to—" you try again, but Carmy cuts you off by clamping a hand over your mouth. With his other hand, he finishes pulling your pants and underwear down.
"You're so good, all wet for me, huh? Slutty women like you are always fuckin' teases," Carmy hisses, teasing your slick entrance with the tip of his cock.
You might've enjoyed this, following maybe four dates and a label and maybe a condom. But you clenched your eyes shut, trying to pretend you were anywhere else.
Anywhere but being cornered and raped by your boss while he tries to put his baby inside you, a little baby Berzatto blossoming inside your womb.
"Hmm—mphh!" you try to speak through Carmy's hand over your mouth. He was almost fully sheathed inside of you, groaning while rocking his hips into yours.
Your extreme discomfort shifted into throbbing pain as his cock breached your cervix. You couldn't stop the tears from filling your eyes as he fucked you harder, like a man on a mission.
Pain mixed with pleasure flooded your senses as Carmy groans, painting the walls of your cervix with his cum.
"Richie and Mikey'd be so fuckin' proud’a me," he says under his breath as he pulls out of you, immediately yanking your underwear back up to keep his fluids inside your pussy.
He un-clamps his hand from your mouth as he shuffles back into his black pants and buckles his belt.
“Why did you do this to me, Carmy?" you sniffle as his intense gaze meets your eyes.
"Because I love you. You're mine now, you'll never be with anyone else," he says, a bored expression on his face.
You can't hold back anymore. You burst into tears, a mixture of post-coital emotions and terror at the very real possibility of a baby inside you.
Carmy pulls you into his chest, holding you close to him as your tears soak through his white shirt.
"I love you so much," he whispers, and you cry even harder. You're never going to escape Carmy Berzatto, you know that now.
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noellawrites · 9 months
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Souvenir - Yandere!Luca x reader
summary: Luca just can't let his rivalry with Carmy go, so he leaves a permanent reminder inside of you. afab reader but no specified pronouns.
warnings: smut, baby-trapping, condom sabotage, forced breeding
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You weren't even supposed to go to Copenhagen. The trip was booked for Marcus when his mother took a turn for the worse. So here you were, the recipient of a non-refundable flight, standing in front of Denmark's most renowned kitchen. As The Beef's only waitress, saying you had a lack of food prep knowledge was an understatement. But with Tina and Ebra back in school, the task was left to you.
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"Carmy taught me everything I know about good service. Really, I owe everything to him. I thought he'd boot me after taking over The Beef but thank god he didn't," you rambled.
"Sounds like he means a lot to you," Luca spoke quietly as he prepped an example dessert.
"He's the best chef I've ever worked with. Maybe not as intense as your rival chef, but he definitely challenges me. For example, sending me here with no experience," you laughed, picking up a tub of diced almonds.
"Seems like a real bond," Luca said simply. He reached across to the other side of you and his tattoos crossed into your line of vision.
"He's like my mentor, brother, work husband and hero all in one. Actually, that sounds stupid when I say it out loud," you laughed nervously.
"I know what you mean. To be so consumed by someone's talent that you just want to seep into their skin," Luca agreed.
A comfortable moment of silence hung between you both as you kept working. Out of the corner of your eye, you could see him staring at you with an unreadable expression before he turned away to grab some dough.
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"Your lips taste better than any dessert," Luca whispered in your ear as he traced his fingers down your stomach. Pleasure tickled down your spine and he pushed down your shorts, reaching into your panties and tracing your clit.
"Ah--ahh, Luca!" you moaned, and he clamped a hand over your mouth.
Through the dark, you could just make out his pepper tattoo on his hand, which oddly enough reminded you of Carmy. Come to think of it, the patchy placements of his tattoos reminded you a lot of Carmy's. And his entire apartment was bare just like Carmy's was, too. Even Luca's intense expressions sometimes mirrored Carmy's.
I really shouldn't be thinking of Carmy when I'm about to have sex with this hot pastry chef, you thought.
As Luca started pulling his boxers down, you held your hand out to stop him.
"Do you have a condom?" you asked, sitting up and looking around.
"Dresser, top drawer," he said, sounding a bit irked. You handed him the small plastic square and laid back down.
You could hear him ripping open the package with his teeth and stretching the condom over his cock when he suddenly pulled your panties down the rest of the way.
You were lost in pleasure as he dove into your pussy, licking and sucking with his expertly trained tongue.
—
Luca held you against him with his strong arms as you both reached orgasm together, a mess of sweat and pleasure and moans.
"Oh shit Luca, did you just cum in me?" you gasped, wriggling away from him as post-sex clarity struck you.
"The condom must've broken," he said, but you pulled away from him too quick and managed to see what he was trying to hide: the empty, fully intact condom next to him. His hard cock pulled out of you, covered in a mix of your cum, no condom on him at all.
"What the fuck, Luca?!"
"Stay here. With me."
Luca's kind eyes had turned dark, an ulterior motive lurking underneath the surface. You didn't know what he was up to, but you knew it couldn't be good.
You quickly gathered your clothes from the floor and tried to yank your pants on. Luca stood, still completely naked, and moved to stand in front of the door leading outside his flat.
"Move, I need to go pick up Plan B. I'm ovulating, you fucking asshole!"
"You're not leaving. Not until your flight."
"Oh my god, this is so fucked up! I-I barely even know you!" you cried.
"You knew me enough to let me fuck you," he laughed, pulling on his boxers. As much as you hated to admit it, he had stretched you better than anyone else had before.
"I hate you, Luca."
—
You took a Plan B when you got back to Chicago, but by then it was too late. Not only did you bring back three desserts for The Bear's new menu, but you also brought back a tiny baby in your stomach. A little bundle of cells forever tying you to the British pastry chef. You sobbed as you told Carmy, who then gave you the entire story about how he and Luca had met. Rivals, but Carmy was clearly more skilled, more talented, more ambitious.
But now, Luca had finally bested Carmy at something. He left you a permanent reminder, a souvenir from your travels, a big 'fuck you' to his former rival chef.
part two
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