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musashi · 1 year
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ace attorney popped the fuck off by doing that thing where certain characters have ‘hidden’ sprites that you only see once in the whole game, usually it’s an emotionally closed off character offering a smile in the final hour of their story to show a sense of peace and closure, but ESPECIALLY they popped the fuck OFF by having franziska von karma break down crying in hers.
‘the angry/mean character is actually deeply emotional and using anger to keep it at bay’ is an incredibly common character archetype but it is so often done in a more shallow manner. like they will just bust out their tragic backstory in the 11th hour and we’re supposed to sympathize because awww they’re sad :( but we already know everything there is to know about franziska pretty much immediately. we know she is a child prodigy, we know she is a genius, we know she is fierce and dedicated and that she loves what she does. and we know she’s lost her father, and we know she’s upset with her brother and wants to see him again. but she does not invite pity, because she does not want it. she lays these details out clearly and concisely when they’re relevant to what is being discussed--they simply are. she remains as she is, and she fights the same way she always has, for what she believes in.
franziska goes through it. we watch her go through it. we watch her lose everything, and then we watch her have to be confronted with the fact that her brother disappeared on her and is utterly remorseless about it aloud. and then we watch her get shot by a violent hitman, and kick and scream and fight while she’s bleeding out because she wants to go to court. she has to be dragged to the hospital by force. never once does she back down an never once does she present anything other than this steely determination and resolve. until the very, VERY end. until POST CREDITS. she doesn’t even crack until AFTER THE CREDITS HAVE ROLLED!
and it is KINDNESS that breaks her! it is softness that makes her cry. i feel like to a lot of people what miles says to her in that scene might seem cruel, but it isn’t about what he says, it’s about what he does.
by franziska’s own admission she has abandonment issues. one of the few single insights we get into her pain is that people tend to discard her and make her feel left behind. miles fled back to his home country and left her all alone in germany to pursue his career, and he wasn’t wrong to do that, but it obviously hurt franziska and she felt neglected and like he didn’t bother to keep up with her. and then when he took his dramatic fucking sabbatical, he refused to loop her into that, too. miles decided without the consent of the people who love him that he was not worth it. he was unbelievably selfish to disappear the way he did, blinded by this idea that he is not loved or worth love. franziska loves him more than anything, and he did that to her on the tail end of her father’s incarceration. she lost both of her favourite people in the span of a few months. 
she ran away at the end of JFA and intended to give up on everything. and she ran away from him because if she abandons him first, he cannot abandon her. but nothing miles says in that scene undermines the fact that he chased after her. he could look her in the eyes and tell her she was scum to him but the fact of the matter is he followed her. he loved her enough to not be content just letting her give up and run away. he chased after her. can you imagine what that must’ve meant to her? 
he didn’t have to chase her. and he didn’t have to bring her whip back. and when he said ‘if you stop being a prosecutor, this is where we part ways’ i think we all knew he was not being literal. i think we all knew he was full of shit. i think what miles meant by that was to light a fire beneath her. to say that he had no intention of stopping, that he would keep on fighting, and that he wanted her to fight alongside him. they’ve always been rivals and they have always pushed each other to do better and be better, and miles knows that rivalry drives franziska unlike anything else. she doesn’t actually want to stop prosecuting, she’s just emotionally vulnerable and struggling to cope and throwing a bit of a tantrum about it, and so he pokes at an old button he knows will clear her head. franziska is a difficult person, but miles edgeworth knows her more than any person in the world, he knows how to love her and he does. he loves her so much.
she has seen a lot of pain in JFA. she has seen a lot of wicked words thrown her way, a lot of pushback, a lot of antagonism and banter and bickering, but the one thing no one shows her is kindness and love. phoenix tries, when he brings her flowers, but he gets nervous and backs out at the last second. gumshoe tries, but he does it out of earshot where she can’t hear. every nice thing someone says about franziska, they say while she is not there to listen. miles is the only person who looks her in the face and says he loves her. 
it is love that allows her the space to fall to pieces. it is love that shatters her veneer and turns her into a sobbing mess. she’s literally just a little girl who was forced to grow up too fast. she’s 18 years old and everything’s so hard. she just needed a fucking hug. 
no scene in ace attorney will ever, ever, EVER mean more to me.
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mustafar-far-away · 2 months
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its the dreams about Padmé that bother you the most. And the hiding it, the deception feels so wrong. You love Padmé more than everything. More than the Jedi.
But still, you do love the Jedi. You dont fully understand why they forbid love, but you go along because they are your family (even if you know they dont love you the same)
But Padmé, your Padmé; strong, fragile, determined, beautiful, gentle Padmé. You would do anything for her. You would kill for her. Hiding your love is eating away at you, gnawing at your very bones, because all you truly desire is for the entire galaxy to know how in love you are. And it eats and eats and eats and eats at you. Mostly, no, especially in your dreams, you hide her. to protect her. to save her from yourself. Because you have been cursed to love someone enough to die for them, and deep down, you know you will.
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You kin Alastor?
Tbh you guys are hard to read but if I had to guess...
1. You suppress your emotions
2. You use dark humor to cope
3. You have ADHD(idk, it's just a hunch I have)
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Finally Made a Kin List for My Late Grandma!!
Feel free to help me add onto it if you can!
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everseeing-eyes · 1 year
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one of my clearest memories. a meeting place, a balcony with flowers built into the rock. the entrance to the hallway was boarded up, and the stairs to it literally taken out of the library room which housed it.
lmk if this sounds familiar 🥲
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dog-in-disguise · 4 months
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you know, being the mad hatter and finding a mad hatter from a different media attractive is weird
cause like yeah, I am the mad hatter, Tarrant hightop, but Jefferson mad hatter from once apon a time is hot
we are two very different mad hatters but it is still weird, like my little mad hatter heart wants to give the guy a hat because well I know he'd like it
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theharecares · 3 months
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Being divinekin and also having religious trauma is really something else, it puts my identity on a whole different level for me
I was terrified and appalled by the way religion was portrayed to me when I was small, I knew that whatever deity they worshipped hated what I am. They hated what I am. And it hurt me to let go of that faith because I felt so attached to some parts of it.
There's so much beauty in what is beyond myself, so much divinity within myself, I feel a deep love for the concept of something heavenly. The idea that a divine/godly being cares about what I'm doing in a human body is so silly, and I am so sorry to the child I was for being tricked into believing that the place I belong was a place that didn't want me.
My divinity is not tied to other people's perceptions, or what people think an angel or a demon or a God should be. I'm just eternally me.
"I was raised here by divine omnipotence, primordial love and ultimate intellect. Only those elements time cannot wear were made before me and beyond time I stand. Abandon all hope ye who enter here" -Dantes Inferno, Canto III
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kin-n-n · 1 day
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Fuck, I called her pretty and now she’s not answering...ugh this is soo hard
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6early--human · 8 days
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Rambling about AMOLAD because i did not spend almost half a hour typing this out just for person to see it
life and deaths relationship is. ...i dont want to say toxic but there relationship is extremely strained for a lack of better words
Deaths was alone for most of his existence the others were scared of him life was his 1st friend
now both life and death have really bad self worth issues but in 2 very distinct ways
death is "everyone hates me why should i try and make meaningful connections?" While life on the other hand is more "everyone is so much better then me why even waist your time with me " witch plays a BIG BIG role in how their story turns out
(Ok a few things about the comic you should know before i go on
1 the gods names are just that names
2 the gods dont talk about their jobs unless prompted )
Life is very respectful when it came to deaths job like yeah he would ask "death whats your job " but when death inevitablely dodged the question he wouldn't and try to pry further
now like i said the last time i talked about them life is super super SUPER attached to his creations when life found out about deaths job he (obviously) got upset and in a last ditch attempt to not lose the only person that cares about him death tells(or asks we dont know )
life to Resurrect The Dead because in his words "i wanted to see the worst so you be ok with my job" or something to that extent cant remember exactly
witch not only goes against the rules but lifes own morals
Something happenes that causes life to forget a huge chunk of the time he spent with death after that life is ...mean (again for a lack of better words) to death but one day he decides to try and befriend death and as he is doing this he gets theses flashes of very intimate memorys and he does not know were these are coming from so he basically asks death hayyy were we in love at some poin and death said yeahhh then thats when its revealed about the resurrect thing and they decided to take a break from each other
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vinctism · 3 months
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of all things why are "pick up the fox" and "grand canyon" vocal stims i have. like ill be doing requests or literally anything and i guarantee you will be hearing me mumble one of those phrases. what the hell autism i wanted to be silly but not this silly..
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jax-of-spades · 1 month
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It's so funny that.i keep coming across people's theories for jax
People are so baffled and desperate to figure out if I'm a bad guy or a good guy
Sir just calm down and accept that I'm an asshole
It can keep me and others a little more sane yes
But it ain't that deep bitch I'm just an asshole <3
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*obviously I can't speak for what the future of the show might bring but that's at least my view on it lol
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musashi · 3 months
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still to this day the funniest experience i have ever had on this website.
for your viewing pleasure, here is a re-enactment
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vinecovered-mech · 2 months
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kin ramblings pt 1.
toph is objectively lucky but her disability makes her an embarrassment and a disappointment, its not that she wants to go out and do crazy things she just want some kind of autonomy. She isn't upfront about her affection. rather insulting and punching as a weird love language. Her parents are doing what they think to be the best but end up neglecting and hurting her. i think she just wants to be loved and valued. seen for her worth.
hunter i relate to in the rougher exterior because of trauma and abuse. hes only ever known unhealthy environments. hes recovering but hes still struggling, crippling guilt over things that he did and saw. hes sarcastic and isnt used to being loved. sm anxiety, outcasted even where he "most belonged" he talks to himself a lot and despite everything would die for his friends.
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You kin Momo Sakura?
You have the same inner child issues as the Tatsuya kinnies but not as bad.
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Hey guys
This might sound rlly weird but
How would you feel about what if I showed off a hypothetical kinlist for my grandma (from my dad's side who is dead now, but we were very close when she was alive) of characters I think she was in a past life (even she would've agreed since she did briefly know about the kin community before she died)?
Let me know, thank you!!
(Also if y'all wanna take a crack at kin assigning my dog Jessie pls pls do so! I'll show you pictures of her if needed)!
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everseeing-eyes · 1 year
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i still feel it. do you?
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