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ratherbefangirling · 4 months

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Mi casa (2)

Genre: Omegaverse AU, Angst

Pairing: Ot7 x alpha!reader

Summary : Namjoon wonders if letting you in thier home will destroy it? He hopes it won't but if it does. He will start from scratch again because for his soulmate there isn't anything he wouldn't do.

Warnings: past mentioned abuse.

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Yoongi sits in his office working. After his comment about you possibly being Namjoon's mate. Namjoon sweared at him and left. Before Yoongi would have made a fuss about it but now he knew better, understood the more nuanced sides of his packmates including Namjoon.

Yoongi and Namjoon had both gone to the same middle school and high school and hated each other to the core. Or Yoongi hated that Namjoon was more alpha like and smart, always at the top of his academics. Namjoon on the other hand was jealous of Yoongi's more omega like features and his ability to not care about anyone's opinion.

They had gone to different colleges. They had met once again when Jin and Namjoon's pack had decided to introduce them. They surprisingly melded well. At that time Yoongi and Jin had already decided to form a pack and Jungkook and Namjoon were roommates.

Yoongi had a rough time accepting Namjoon as his future pack. The first time they met again had been, for a lack of better word disastrous.

Still even though they had their differences most of the time they could put aside thier petty personal grudges for the sake of the pack.

Yoongi still remembers the day they had come to the conclusion to put the people they cared for before thier frankly childish behaviour.

Working for the shelter was a tough job. In a day Yoongi sees more terrible things than most people do in months. As much as he finds his job fulfilling it makes him tired and angry and it's made worse for having to show up at a job where everyone else is also tired and angry and there's nothing he could do about it (not to mention dealing with officials, lawyers and policemen most of whom are entitled and haven't suffered a day in thier lives.)

Despite the majority of their time together being spent in arguments both firm in their beliefs (which is why they often seek each other out) he actually hates fighting with Namjoon.

In the pack he is usually agreeable with Jin and Hobi, Jungkook is his baby, Taehyung and him may have different world views but usually the younger one is very doting taking full advantage of calming Yoongi after riling him up because they are pack. He does bicker a lot with Jimin but its nothing like how Namjoon and him fight.

Thus only Hoseok or sometimes Jin who ends up using his alpha command can interfere. The alpha command (which Jin uses sparingly and in absolute necessity) is reserved between the pack and only works towards the pack. It has no effect in ruts and only the pack alpha's command has any noticeable effect.

Just like the other times the matter of concern hadn't been huge. Towards the end of the winter Jungkook had fallen sick. Incidentally everyone was busy. Hobi and Jin had to leave to Hoseoks close cousins wedding. Jimin and Taehyung had to give finals of their masters degree. Which left Yoongi and Namjoon.

That day Namjoon had an important meeting for the project he had spent months working for.

"I'm leaving hyung." Namjoon said picking up a bun to have in transit.

"Namjoon. Stay and help. You know I have to start with a lot of work.

"Hyung can't it wait. I have an important meeting." While the statement wasn't meant to be dismissive but Yoongi felt anger bubble through.

"What do you mean can't it wait"

"I said what I said hyung." Namjoon says irritated. "I have an important presentation I can't miss."

"Are you trying to say my work isn't important."

"I didn't say that hyung but you work in a shelter when I have an actual job." Later Namjoon would feel immense guilt because of his careless words. But then he was one tracked towards his job. Not ready to back down at all. Corporate wasn't kind to omegas.

"I'll stay back." Hoseok says.

"But your cousins wedding." Namjoon mumbles.

"Taehyung and Jimin will be done early because of their exams." Jin says.

"Yes we can come early don't worry.." Jimin says.

And that was that. Namjoon and Yoongi resolve their fight and treat the pack to a nice dinner. Making a pact to be more careful in the future.

It might be a little irresponsible but Namjoon needs to think and he hopes Yoongi won't tell on him to Jin.

But it's not very simple for Namjoon to decide.

Namjoon has a soulmate. A real soulmate.

Namjoon remembers vividly being alone. So alone that it ate him inside. For a long long time he felt unlovable. Unwanted. Being part of the pack helped alleviate some of those feelings. But being part of a seven member pack sometimes someone felt like a seventh wheel. And he would rather it be him than anyone else.

But having a soulmate. His soulmate meant nobody would be lonely. He would have his own person. He didn't doubt the packs love no but he was ultimately selfish and he wanted something that was entirely his. Someone that was his.

His alpha.

He got butterflies just thinking of it.

He knew it wasn't going to be easy. The pack may not approve but he wasn't going to abandon her. No matter what. You were his. Only his. His own Alpha.

And if he had to fight the world or his own pack to have you. Namjoon realised he would. Because you needed him too. He would take care of his alpha. He would make everything okay again.

The atmosphere in the house is tense, Jungkook notes. Yoongi is irritable and in one of those moods where he needs to be left alone. Namjoon has gone camping with his friend Jackson. Jin seems antsy and Hoseok looks like he's waiting for a bomb to drop. Jimin and Taehyung are as clueless as him.

The Maknae line decided to have a sleepover trip. A staycation at a nearby hotel. Its partially to give the hyungs space and and partially because its been a while since the three hung out together.

They spend part of the night gaming into the late hours of the morning together. As the morning sun rises Taehyung nudges Jungkook.

"Go get food. Junkookie.."

"I dont want to you get it if you're hungry" Jungkook says still busy in his game.

"Rock paper Scissors the Looser gets the food."

"Fine." Jungkook agrees. He ends up loosing against Taehyung who hi fives Jimin happily and they continue with the game.

Jungkook stretches. His muscles aching since he's been in the same position for so long. He grabs the car key and drives to a convenience store nearby.

He spots Namjoon and Jackson talking and goes near them.

"Are you sure Namjoon? Don't you think you're taking it way to far?" Jackson asks Namjoon.

"If I have to leave the pack I will."

Jungkook's mind blanks. Everything seems immaterial. He leaves the cart He was holding to run back to the hotel. This couldn't be happening.

When Jungkook more or less storms in both Taehyung and Jimin look up.

"What's wrong? Where's the food?" Taehyung asks.

"Namjoon's going to leave the pack."

"What the hell Jungkook?" Taehyung swears.

"What? Tell me clearly what happened?"

"He was talking to Jackson. He said he'll leave the pack."

"But that makes no sense." Jimin said.

"I'm not lying I swear." Jungkook says.

"Is that's why the hyungs are so on edge." Taehyung pointed.

Silence fell.

"Surely they wouldn't hide things from us right?" Jungkook asked tearing up at the thought of their family breaking.

"Maybe it's a misunderstanding and it'll sort itself." Jimin tried to reassure the maknae and hugged him.

"You must have misheard it. There's no reason to leave the pack." Taehyung reiterates.

"But I heard him"

"You must have heard wrong." Taehyung says anger evident in voice.

"Taehyungie calm down. You too kookie. It could easily be a misunderstanding like taetae said there's no reason to leave the pack" Jimin says.

Jungkook nods sniffing. The thought of Namjoon leaving scares him to death. He wonders if Namjoon feels unloved or unwanted. He decides he's going change Namjoon's mind.

"Let's just order room service OK?" Jimin says

Taehyung nods and calls. Making sure to order extra icecream because he thinks they'll need it.

So yeah that's it. It's been a while since I wrote anything. I just can't seem to these days. I miss the boys terribly. I hope you liked this. Mostly I'll try to finish this in the next part. I felt I had to end this part because it would go way too long though it ended up in the shorter side and feels slightly unbalanced to me. Tell me what you think.

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mykoreanlove · 10 months

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I loved your angst Jackson scenarios, can you do one with BM from Kard where his partner wants to break up with him but he's trying to prevent it but fails? Could be because he cheated or wasn't giving enough attention to them

Pleeeeaase and thank you

hey anon, thank you so much for reading and enjoying my stories - that means the world to me :)

you are the first request I ever had (yeyyyy) so I hope you like the story I came up with.

all the love xo

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BAGGAGE

“Where does this train even go?”, he mumbled under his breath.

Head tilted; he was watching the worldly scenery vanish quickly in front of him. He found comfort in the rapid change outside as his thoughts were racing equally hasty. He hadn’t heard from you in weeks but still he couldn’t stop thinking about you.

He composed the memories of you the same way he composed his songs.

First, he imagined your breathtaking visuals: your bright eyes, your cute nose and sensuous lips. Then, he added the sounds of your cute laughter and silent gasps. And lastly, he imagined you saying the most beautiful words: I love you, Matthew. I can’t picture my life without you, you’re all I need. Thinking of you like that always filled his heart with the utmost love. The warm fuzzy feeling spread through his whole body, leaving him happy and fulfilled. That tender feeling didn’t last long though, as the most recent memories clouded his mind too soon. What started out as the loveliest tune turned into the most caustic remix. Now he saw your tearful eyes and worried frowns, heard your desperate screams and spiteful words and listened to you breaking up with him. Those warm and fuzzy feelings turned icy, numbing his whole body.

He took a deep breath. “Fuck, I miss her so much. What should I do?”, he muttered silently. Once again, he grabbed his phone and opened your chat. Your picture was still there. He felt the relief as he realized you had not deleted his number – maybe you missed him, too? Maybe you were looking at your phone and hoping for him to text you, too? Hyped up by his delusional fantasies he decided to text you.

Y/N… I miss you.

Eyes glued to his phone, not daring to even blink. His throat was dry, hands jittery and stomach tied into a knot. “She will answer, won’t she?” He gasped as he saw you typing. By now his heart was beating as fast as the train was going.

I miss you, too.

His eyes lit up as he processed those words.

You do?

Of course, I do. I think about you all the damn time.

Are you serious?

Yes. You wouldn’t believe how often I picked up my phone just to text you.

Yet you didn’t…

Yeah, I decided it was better not to.

Why?

I don’t know, I just felt like it wasn’t right.

It didn’t feel right? Texting me didn’t feel right?

He felt his blood boiling up again.

Yeah, to be honest I didn’t feel like you treated me well, so I backed off.

Oh, that’s funny of you to say. I felt the exact same way.

You did?

Yeah.. I really struggled those past few weeks.

I’m sorry. I didn’t want to hurt you, Matthew.

Why did you though?

Do you want me to be honest?

He had to think about that for a while. Did he want your honesty? BM often thought about the possible downfalls of your relationship. Did he spend too much time on his music? Did he spend too much time in the gym? Did he not make you feel loved? Did he not please you sexually? Was there someone else? He ruminated on all those questions countless times and never found an answer. So maybe it was time to finally reveal the truth.

Yes please.

When I first met you, I was head over heels in love with you. I know this sounds cliché but it’s true. I never met someone like you before. You showed me parts of you that I adored so much, and you also showed me new sides of myself that I got to love as well. I loved spending time with you. We always had a great time, didn’t we? Kissing you, hugging you, laughing with you, fucking you, talking about serious stuff with you – that all felt so comfortable. I knew that I didn’t want to be in a relationship when I met you but given the nature of all this, I changed my mind about it.

BM scoffed as he read the last sentence; the hurt of you dumping him still deeply ingrained in his heart.

You changed your mind about it? And yet you threw me away like I was garbage?

I can see why you would feel that way. But don’t you think you dumped me first?

NO?!

BM never had a heart attack, but this had to be it. What was that supposed to mean? “How the hell did I dump you first? I’ve been crying for weeks because you left me and now you have the guts to tell me I did that to myself?”, he was furious.

What the fuck do you mean?

Matthew.. Don‘t you think that you broke us up yourself?

Are you serious right now? No. No, I don‘t think that. At all. You abandoned me!!

You abandoned me long before I did. Has that ever occurred to you?

Well, enlighten me please, how did I do that, huh?

Weren’t you the one that decided that this relationship, this thing between us, could not work? Weren’t you the one that decided that it was doomed from the start? Weren’t you the one that declared that I was going to break your heart?

For a moment he forgot how to breathe. He stared at the screen, unable to answer, unable to process what was happening.

Weren’t you the one that got so much into your head and focused on your fears? Weren’t you the one that was dead set on me hurting you? Weren’t you the one distancing yourself because you were afraid?

Tears were forming in the corner of his eyes.

Weren’t you the one that was convinced that I wasn’t serious about you? Weren’t you the one thinking that I must be fucking dudes on the side and only be toying with you? Weren’t you so sure about me being an easy girl that simply fucks around? Did you honestly think I would not notice this?

By now it was hard to read the messages, tears completely clouding his vision. “I never said that to her, what the fuck. It’s… it’s like she saw right through me. She saw what I was thinking about her, about us. How is that possible? How did she grasp my fears like that?”

Y/N

I-

Matthew, I wanted to love you. I wanted to stay by your side and build this beautiful connection I thought we shared. But you painted me as the bad guy. You made me into this menace that only used you for sex. You saw me as someone taking advantage of you and that irked me. I got so disgusted by you, that’s why I left. It felt unfair – you took my beautiful love and turned it into something so ugly. What does that say about you?

BM wiped away his tears, pulling his black beanie further down. Shame was flooding his whole body now. He asked for honesty, and he got it, all of this was true. What kind of person was he? Why the fuck did he always assume the worst? Why was he always sabotaging love? Deep down he knew why but he never had the courage to share his dark fears with others. Would it have been different if he had shared it with you? He started typing his reply to you, being totally honest and transparent for a change.

Y/N, you are right. About everything. I am so sorry. I am so sorry that I hurt you like that. I don’t know why I can’t stop doing that. I guess I’m just fucked up. I made horrible experiences in the past and got hurt, badly. I know I shouldn’t compare you to the girls I dated back then, honestly, I couldn’t even if I wanted to as they wouldn’t stand a chance. But the hurt they ingrained in me still lingers and that’s why I did that. I was afraid that you would break my heart. I was afraid that you would turn out like they did. I was afraid that this was too good to be true. And by fearing all that I created a monster. Out of myself and out of you. I am so sorry. You didn’t deserve that. Deep down I know how wonderful you are – that’s the reason I fell in love with you. My fear made me see things that were not there and by doing that I pushed you away. I get that now. I guess you're right – I did abandon you first, even if it was only in my mind. But somehow you caught on to that and now you’re-

BM’s breath got stuck in his lungs as he noticed your picture disappearing. He didn’t have the chance to finish his side of the story as you finished it for him. “Gone”, was the last word he muttered before he deleted his whole paragraph and put away his phone. He stared out of the window again, lost in thought, wondering if he could ever change.

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bitchofdarkness · 6 months

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Title: 5+1: Unlucky Seo-jin Pairing: Kim Yeong-hu/Kang Seok-chan Rating: Teen and Up-Audiences Word count: 2,7k Summary: Five times Min Seo-jin accidentally saw Kang Seok-chan and Kim Yeong-hu all couple-y and one time he went looking for it.

Excerpt:

1. A successful mission meant a week of freedom. Seo-jin had planned to use it for gaming and partying– meeting up with his friends outside the military and of course to spend time with his family. Unfortunately Dong-jun had managed to piss off his parents enough for them to outright refuse to let him come home and Seo-jin took pity on him out of the goodness of his heart.

This was how they ended up in a bathhouse to relax. He was scrubbing his legs ferociously when he heard something on the other side of the wall parting the washing stations.

“Babe, I'd appreciate an answer,” the guy said, whose voice he recognized from somewhere. Now, it wasn't unusual to call your close friend babe, but to do it in a bathhouse was next level comfortable. “Come on, Yeong-hu-ya, do you rather want to eat tteokbokki or jjajangmyeon?” The guy said and Seo-jin unmistakably identified him as Seok-chan, who apparently was on a very informal level with Sergeant Kim.

Without looking, he slapped Dong-jun next to him and then motioned for him to stay silent, when he was about to complain. He pointed at the wall and then his ear to convey he was supposed to listen.

“Will you be the one who cooks?” The Sergeant asked and even the tone of his voice had changed drastically. Seo-jin's eyes were bugging out and he could see Dong-jun had a similar reaction and even went as far as standing up to look over the wall discreetly.

He instantly sat back down. Eyes wide as he looked at Seo-jin, “Dude!” he whispered.

“I know!” Seo-jin whispered back.

“Do you see a ring on this finger?” Seok-chan replied in such a sassy tone that Seo-jin could only sit and stare to digest this information. “No, I was thinking tteokbokki and grilled meat at this small restaurant we went to last time.” Seok-chan continued, “You can buy me some beef.”

Seo-jin could hear the sergeant grunt in displeasure and then there was splashing of water and a shocked exclaim from Seok-chan. “Why am I the one buying you beef again?”

AGAIN? Dong-jun mouthed at Seo-jin.

“Simple, Yeong-huya, you're the one with the higher salary,” Seok-chan replied matter of fact. Seo-jin was flabbergasted and when he looked over at Dong-jun the guy wasn't doing any better.

Seo-jin was about to just rinse himself off and go to the tubs to relax and forget he ever heard anything of this, when the sergeant suddenly thought it was a great idea to give him a full tmi. “I'd rather get a massage after this. I don't think the water will do much.”

Seok-chan sighed, “Why didn't you say something earlier? We could've picked a place that got both.”

“Not that kind of massage.” Yeong-hu told him and Seo-jin could feel his world view collapse. Everything else could've been just shenanigans between friends, but this was pretty fucking gay.

“Oh.” Seok-chan sounded less shocked and more excited. “Perhaps I should cook after all.”

“Perhaps you should, Seok-chan-ah.”

Yeah, they were in gay love and now Seo-jin and Dong-jun knew without any clue how to react to that newly found info. How weird it was to know your two comrades– one of them your superior– were going to fuck today and probably any other day too.

He distinctly remembered that it was considered a felony within the military and decided to just forget about it. Seo-jin hoped Dong-jun would do the same.

Really, he just wanted to not think of those two for as long as he could.

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#sweet home 2 #sweet home fanfic #kim yeong hu x kang seok chan #min seo jin #kim yeong hu #kang seok chan #bitchofdarkness writes #5 + 1 fic

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starmoonjin · 1 year

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Farewell my Seokjinie 😢

We surely going to miss you a lot, we promised that we will always keep you in our thoughts... please take after yourself and please dont skip any meals. We love you, we always do.. and we will wait for you. You are our inspiration, our reasons and our hope. Farewell our dear Seokjinie

Photos under #MoonJin2022

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exouniverse · 3 months

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Snowfall - Moodboard • Jin x gn!reader

#bts jin #jin #jin moodboard #jin x reader #seokjin moodboard #jin x you #seokjin fluff #seokjin fanfic #seokjin #seokjin x reader #kim seokjin #kim seok jin #jin fluff #jin fanfic #moodboard #bts fluff #bts fanfction #bts fanfic

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ibelieve-in-your-galaxy · 2 years

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-¿A ti no te importaria?.

-El qué.

-Que alguien descubra nuestra relación¿no tendrías miedo de ser juzgado?.

-No lo sé... He escuchado que algunas veces es mejor ser juzgado que vivir miserable, tal vez yo quiero ser juzgado, ¿usted qué quiere ser maestro?.

#bts #frases #fanfic #wattpad #kim namjoon #namjoon #bts jin #kim seok jin #seok jin #namjin #juzgado #amo #relación #relaciones #relationship #Kim_SeokJin_05 #Maestro

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btsqualityy · 2 years

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BTS Dating Series #1: How You Meet Each Other

Members x Reader

Genre/Rate: 18+, fluff

Summary: The two of you meet for the first time.

Warnings: None to note.

Author’s Note: This is the first part of the Dating Series! If you’ve read any of my other series in the past, you should be familiar with some of these storylines but I thought it’d be nice to go back to the beginning! Today is also the four year anniversary of when I started to write BTS fanfic on this blog so thank you to everyone who has supported me thus far! I love you all and hope you enjoy it!

Kim Seokjin

“I really don’t understand why you’re dragging me here,” Jin huffed as his older brother dragged him to the door of a local flower shop.

“I’m telling you, you have to meet this girl!” Seok-joong insisted as he opened the door for the two of them to step inside. “She’s so sweet and nice and a looker too, if I do say so myself.”

“Ok, even if she is, don’t you think it’s kind of weird for you to bring a random guy in here to meet her?” Jin wondered.

“Once you see her, you’ll understand,” Seok-joong replied. The customer that had been standing at the counter turned around and walked away after receiving a small bouquet and Jin let out an involuntary gasp once he saw you. You had on a shirt that had the name of the flower shop embroidered onto it and you also were wearing an apron, but Jin thought you were the most gorgeous woman that he had ever set eyes on.

“Told ya,” Seok-joong smirked when he saw how awe-struck his younger brother was. Jin didn’t pay him any attention though, instead moving over to you until he was standing at the counter.

“Hello, do you have an order?” You asked and Jin shook his head as he leaned against the counter.

“No but your gorgeous face is making me want to purchase every single flower in here,” he replied, and you felt your cheeks warming up in embarrassment.

“Well, can I help you with anything?”

“Yeah, allow me the honor of taking you out on a date,” Jin said.

“I’m sorry but I don’t even know you,” you responded.

“That’s what a date is for!” Jin exclaimed. “We can get to know each other and if you decide you hate my guts, then no harm done.”

“I doubt that I’d hate your guts,” you laughed.

“Ok, how about this? If I tell you a joke and you laugh, you have to let me take you out,” he suggested. “Ok?”

“Alright.

“What does the universe do when it wants to have a party?” He asked and you shrugged your shoulders. “They planet.” Despite your efforts to hold back, you couldn’t help the smile that broke out onto your face that was quickly followed by a loud giggle. “So, what do you say?”

“Ok, you can take me out,” you relented.

“Great, we can exchange numbers?” Jin offered, smiling widely when you nodded in agreement.

Min Yoongi

“Hey, don’t look now,” your best friend, making you look up at her. “But Suga from BTS is checking you out.”

“Shut up,” you chuckled. “Where?”

“Over your shoulder, to your right,” she told you and trying to play it cool, you glanced over your right shoulder and sure enough, you saw him sitting at the bar with a glass of dark liquid in his hand.

“Hm, he’s cuter in person than he is on TV,” you joked as you turned back to look at your best friend.

“You’re terrible Y/N,” she laughed. “Oh shit, he’s headed this way.”

“Seriously?”

“Yep,” she nodded, sliding off of her stool and standing up straight. “I’m gonna let you have your moment but if he turns out to be a weirdo, don’t be afraid to yell, ok?”

“Alright,” you agreed before watching her walk away. As you went back to sipping your drink, you felt a sudden tap on your shoulder and when you turned your head to look, you saw him standing right in front of you.

“Hello,” he said. “I’m Min Yoongi.”

“Y/N L/N,” you replied, extending your hand and shaking his that was already outstretched. “So, am I special to you or something?”

“Huh?”

“You introduced yourself as Min Yoongi and not Suga,” you told him.

“Oh, well I always use my real name with important people,” he said.

“And you think I’m gonna be important?”

“Let’s just say...I have a hunch,” he smirked.

“Well, why don’t you buy me a drink so that we can test out that hunch?” You suggested and Yoongi nodded his head as he sat down on the stool next to you.

Kim Namjoon

“Hey, you almost ready?” Yoongi asked Namjoon as they stood backstage at a local underground hip hop club. “It’s almost time for us to go up.”

“Yeah, I’m ready,” Namjoon nodded. As a way to have some fun and as a little treat for whatever ARMYs might be in attendance, Namjoon and Yoongi had decided to go back to the underground hip hop club that they frequented pre-debut and do a set there.

“Alright, how we feeling tonight?” The announcer asked the crowd, being met by large cheers. “As a special event, we have two of the rappers from the idol group BTS performing tonight so please, give them a round of applause!” Namjoon and Yoongi ran up onto the stage then, waving to the crowd that was up on their feet at the sight of the two men who were considered legends in the underground scene.

“I’m Bangtan Sonyeondan’s Rap Monster,” Namjoon introduced himself.

“I’m Bangtan Sonyeondan’s Suga,” Yoongi said before waving to the crowd. “We’re gonna do a few songs for you guys, if that’s alright?” The crowd cheered wildly and with that, the music started and the show began. As they performed, Namjoon couldn’t help but to notice a woman standing on the right side of the stage who was dancing along to the music, vibing and singing along to every lyric. Now, he always noticed the fans that had that type of energy but something else was drawing him towards you.

What felt like all too soon to Namjoon, their set ended and the crowd went wild. As soon as they stepped off stage, Namjoon walked over to where you were standing, making your eyes widen when you noticed him approaching you.

“Uh, hi,” Namjoon said awkwardly.

“Hello,” you smiled.

“I couldn’t help but to notice you from the stage,” he murmured. “You’re familiar with our songs?”

“You could call me a fan,” you nodded. “And I saw how you kept looking over in my direction.”

“Well, would you maybe want to go out sometime?” Namjoon asked. “That is, if you want to, and if you’re single, and if-”

“I’d love to,” you cut him off, laughing at how shocked he looked to be cut off. “What day is good for you?”

Jung Hoseok

"Y/N!" Your friend Seo-hyun exclaimed as she opened the door to her apartment.

"Hi Seo," you giggled as she surged forward and threw her arms around you in a hug. "Happy birthday."

"Thank you!" She smiled, letting you go and waving you into the apartment. You stepped inside, looking around to see that the party was well underway although it had only started an hour prior.

"Go mingle," Seo-hyun encouraged you. "I think Mina and Chaeyoung and the others are in the kitchen."

"Ok cool," you nodded with a smile and with a last one armed hug, you walked into the kitchen where sure enough, Mina and Chaeyoung and some of your other friends were hanging out.

"Hi Y/N!" Mina exclaimed.

"Hi guys," you greeted everyone, even though there were two new faces that you didn't recognize.

"Y/N-ah, this is Park Jimin and Jung Hoseok," Chaeyoung introduced them and you smiled.

"Hi," you said.

"Nice to meet you Y/N-ssi," Jimin replied.

"Yes, very nice to meet you," Hobi smirked, making you roll your eyes.

"Any drinks in here?" You asked Mina. "Work sucked today and I need some alcohol."

"I'll make you something," Mina giggled. As she set about making your drink, everyone else fell into conversation and you somehow ended up next to Hoseok.

"So, are you single?" Hobi wondered.

"You know, you could ask how I'm doing first," you shot back.

"Ok. How are you?" He asked and you raised an eyebrow at him.

"I'm...fine," you replied. "How are you?"

"Great, now that I've met you," he smirked and you couldn't help but to chuckle.

"Do other girls really fall for those lines?"

"Usually, most girls do," he admitted with a nod. "I'm a little surprised that they're not working on you though, not gonna lie."

"Here's your drink Y/N," Mina said as she handed you a cup. You took it from her, turning around to face Hoseok afterward.

"Well, I'm not most girls," you smirked before turning and walking out of the kitchen.

"Don't I know it?" Hobi smiled to himself.

Park Jimin

“Jimin, let’s go over what we’re going to do in the next competition,” Hobi said but he stopped when he saw that Jimin was standing in place, seemingly frozen. “Jimin-ssi? Hello? Jiminie?”

“Huh?” Jimin said as he snapped out of his thoughts and looked over at Hobi. “Oh, sorry hyung. What were you saying?”

“I was talking about the competition but something else clearly has your attention,” Hobi chuckled.

“Not something hyung, but someone,” Jimin murmured, motioning with his head over to his right. When Hobi looked over, he saw you talking to a member of Twice but he had never seen you before so he figured that you might be a part of their management or something. One thing he did know though: you were absolutely gorgeous.

“Holy shit,” Hobi muttered. “She’s beautiful.”

“So beautiful,” Jimin nodded and Hobi could recognize that lovesick look from anywhere.

“Go talk to her,” Hobi encouraged.

“I can’t! What if she’s working?” Jimin shot back. Deciding to take matters into his own hands, Hobi walked over to where you were now standing alone.

“Hello, I’m j-hope from BTS and my member and dongsaeng over there, Jimin,” Hobi said as he pointed over his shoulder. “He thinks you’re gorgeous and wants to talk to you, but he’s too worried that you’re working.”

“I’m not working,” you giggled. “Tell him to come over here.”

“Great,” Hobi grinned before turning around and walking back to Jimin. “She’s not working and she wants to talk to you too o go for it.”

“Thanks hyung,” Jimin sighed before walking over to you. “Hello, I’m Park Jimin.”

“Y/N L/N,” you replied.

“So, are you just a fan of Twice then?” He wondered, motioning to the Twice lightstick in your hand.

“Kind of,” you confirmed. “Jihyo and I have been friends since we were kids so I came to support them.”

“Well, I saw you over here and thought you were gorgeous,” he gushed, making you smile. “Do you think, maybe, you’d want to go out with me sometime?”

“Sure,” you nodded. “I’d like that, Jimin-ssi.”

Kim Taehyung

“Come on Y/N!” Your friend, Yoona, whined.

“I said no,” you chuckled.

“But this guy is perfect for you!” She exclaimed. “He’s funny and unique and nice and kind of out there, if I’m being honest.”

“Oh wow, sounds exactly like the opposite of what my type is,” you laughed.

“Well, that can be a good thing,” Yoona shot back. “And besides, after your last boyfriend, it’s probably a good idea for you to go outside of your comfort zone.”

“Yoona.”

“Just give the guy a chance,” she begged. “Please?”

“Fine,” you relented to her excited squeals. “Do I at least get to know who this guy is?”

“Nope because if I tell you, you won’t go,” she replied. “Just trust me, please.”

“Alright,” you replied wearily. That’s how exactly how you found yourself walking into an upscale restaurant in Seoul four days later, dressed impeccably.

“Hello, reservation for Kim at 7:30?” You said to the maître d and he nodded before leading you through the restaurant and to a table in the back of the room. Sitting there, to your disbelief, was Kim Taehyung, who was better known as V from BTS.

“Holy shit,” you uttered and Taehyung chuckled as he stood up from the table. “Is this a joke?”

“Are you Y/N?” He asked, waiting until you nodded your head to continue. “Well, then it’s not a joke.”

“You’re Yoona’s friend?” You huffed.

“That I am,” Taehyung confirmed. “If this is too weird for you, you don’t have to stay.”

“No, no, I’m just surprised,” you chuckled. “But I’ll stay.”

“Good,” Taehyung smirked. “Because I’d love to get to know you.”

Jeon Jungkook

So, who's all coming today?" You asked your friend Hyoyeon as you both stood outside of Lotte World, waiting for your other friends to arrive.

"The usual people," she shrugged. "Soo-jung, Jaehyun, Byung-soo, Sung-wan, and Yerim. Oh, and Jungkook."

"Jungkook?" You echoed. "Jeon Jungkook, from BTS? The super shy one?" You knew of Jungkook, seeing as though the two of you went to the same high school. However, due to his commitments to the group, he was never there often.

"Yep, that one," Hyoyeon confirmed.

"He doesn't seem like the hangout type," you murmured. "He was always super shy in school."

"Well, he was also never there," Hyoyeon pointed out. "I'd be nervous in a place that I barely went to as well. But don't worry, Jaehyun said that he's cool once you get to know him."

"Alright," you shrugged. Just then, a large group of people came bounding up to you and you instantly recognized them as your friends. You all exchanged greetings and once you got to Jungkook, you smiled before bowing slightly at him.

"Hello," you greeted happily. "I'm Y/N."

"I remember, from school," Jungkook smiled as he bowed to you. "Jeon Jungkook."

"I remember," you repeated, making him chuckle. As you looked him over, Jungkook definitely seemed different than what you remembered him as. In school, he was always shrugging in on himself, almost as if he were trying to make himself disappear and he hadn't fully grown into his facial features either. Now, he stood tall (and tall he was) and squared his shoulders as he greeted everyone with what was possibly the brightest smile you had ever seen in your life.

For Jungkook, you were just as beautiful as he remembered you to be. He'd see you around school and he always thought that you were gorgeous when you listened animatedly to the things that your friends had to say. He would try to work up the courage to talk to you but he never seemed to be able to and before he knew it, you both graduated and he never saw you again.

Until today.

"So, who's ready to go have fun?!" Soo-jung exclaimed and everyone cheered as you headed towards the entrance. As you all did, Jungkook grabbed onto Jaehyun's shirt sleeve and pulled him back in order to whisper to him.

"What's the deal on Y/N?" He wondered and Jaehyun looked at him quizzically.

"What do you mean?"

"Is she single, or seeing someone?" Jungkook elaborated.

"Oh," Jaehyun laughed in understanding. "No, she's single but I don't know if you wanna go barking that tree up."

"Why not?"

"Y/N can be very....outspoken and opinionated and I don't know if she'd be willing to talk to you in that way," Jaehyun explained.

"Why not?" Jungkook questioned. "I'm not as shy as I used to be!"

"No, I know but still," Jaehyun shrugged. "Look, if you wanna try to talk to her, go for it. All I'm saying is don't be surprised if it doesn't work out." As Jaehyun turned and ran to catch up with the group, Jungkook couldn't help but to smile to himself.

"Oh, I'm gonna go for it alright," Jungkook muttered to himself before jogging after his friends.

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A Snowfall To Remember

Pairing: Kim Seokjin×reader

Genre: non idol au; established relationship au; fluff

Rating: PG-13

Warning: Height (if anyone has fear of heights), Seokjin is an anxious little bean

Word Count: 4.3k+

Banner: made by me

Posted: 19 Dec 2021

[Summary: Spending his birthday night with you was all Seokjin could want and think about but you have something more in store for him and that doesn't include just spending time together.]

[Author's note: So I initially planned to post this on Seokjin's birthday and I had the audacity to think that I can post it when I started writing this on 4th! Talk about overconfidence. Anyways, I finally finished writing this oneshot! I hope you'll enjoy! Feedbacks are always welcome 💜🌼]

[Author's note #2: This story have been submitted to Bangtan Oasis critique project and is open to receiving any and every critique or feedbacks.]

"The snowfall this year is getting rather late in arriving…"

That was the first thought that crossed Seokjin's mind after staring outside at the kaleidoscopic crowd through the glass wall of the convenience store he worked at. While absentmindedly counting the moving figures he had forgotten the track of how long he had been staring, so to gather his unmindful and distracted self he shook his head a little and brought back himself to read the book "Learn to act like the IT boy of the century within 10 days" that had been lying in front him on the counter, ignored for an extended length of time, with its second page open like some salesman who had been given a cold shoulder to.

He didn't really feel like reading and his eyes constantly wandered off to his phone. It was almost 11.

"An hour more…" He mused and opened your chat to read the last message you sent to him that afternoon once again.

"Work's gonna be late but not gonna miss being with you tonight! Love you babe!"

He smiled and started scrolling through the pictures of you two together. His cheek resting on one hand, one hand going through his phone, neck slightly tilted, and a sheepish smile painted on his lips – anyone who knew you both could tell that he was looking at you, and whoever didn't know you would certainly know that he was, in fact, deep in love with the person he was seeing pictures of.

He had started looking at your pictures because he was missing you but that made him miss you more so he kept the phone and started waiting for customers while, again, carelessly resting his eyes on the book in front of him, that he was certainly not reading.

Day was rather slow today and he couldn't wait to get out of that tiring store and spend the night with you. But that was going to take a few more hours given his shift was going to end at 2 am. "Could the night go anymore slower?" He asked himself with a sigh.

The loud chime from the bell on the door pulled Seokjin out of his lazy wishful thoughts – it was the store owner.

Seokjin confusedly looked at him and braced himself. The store owner always visited the store at mornings, so him visiting this late at night was a red alarm for sure. Seokjin scrambled at his book and hid it under the counter and bowed at the store owner with the sweetest smile his sweating inner self could gather.

"Ugh! Why are the aisles so messy!? Were you dosing off because business is slow, huh?" The store owner, Mr. Hwang, started grumbling as soon as he entered and waved dismissively at Seokjin's bow.

"Ah! I'll clean it up right now! Please have a seat!" Seokjin rushed out from the counter to the front aisle where Mr. Hwang was standing with his hands folded behind his back and looking up and down the aisle.

"There's no need. I don't need you anymore. You can go!" Mr. Hwang said with his eyebrows knitted together – irritation written all over his face.

"What?" Seokjin was taken aback. Panicked and confused he looked at the store owner trying to find all the clues that could prove what he was thinking was wrong.

After saying what he said Mr. Hwang went back again to look at the aisles with his lips curved in an upside down curve.

Seokjin stood there like a stone cold statue trying to figure out his position. He needed this job. At least until he could achieve his dream. Till then he needed a source to sustain himself. He swiped his sweaty hands on the side of his pants and walking quickly towards the aisle where Mr. Hwang was standing now he called out mildly, "Mr. Hwang!"

Slightly startled Mr. Hwang turned to look at his side and widening his eyes he said, "You are still here? Didn't I tell you to go?"

Mustering a conflicted smile Seokjin asked, "You mean go back to the counter, right?"

"No. I told you to go from the store. I'll be here for the rest of your shift. I am giving you this shift off."

"B-but why?" Seokjin was still confused.

Mr. Hwang rubbed his forehead with his fingers and broke out into fits of laughter.

As if he wasn't confused enough, Seokjin was more now.

Walking upto Seokjin, Mr. Hwang patted his shoulder and said, "I got you good, huh? Isn't it your birthday in a few minutes? Go, your girlfriend is waiting outside!"

Seokjin looked at his face as if to know if he was joking or telling the truth.

"What are you looking at? Go quickly! It's freezing outside! No good man keeps their lady waiting!" Mr. Hwang rushed Seokjin.

It took him a few seconds to grasp what was happening and when he did Seokjin grinned widely and shouting, "Y-yes! Thank you," he gave a quick bow to the store owner and hastily took off the uniform, wore his coat, grabbed his bag and bolted out of the door.

You were waiting under a tree that was a few feet away from the store and rubbing your hands to be content in the minimal warmth it produced to your freezing hands.

You looked at your phone screen to see the time – forty minutes to midnight.

"I hope the store owner isn't giving him a hard time…" You thought and looked at the store.

At that moment you saw the silhouette of your boyfriend dashing out the store door. You laughed at his reaction and waved at him.

Noticing you he waved back, stood for a moment and ran back into the store.

"Huh?" A small query escaped your lips and smiling you leaned on the tree and looked at your feet. You didn't mind waiting for him a few seconds more.

Hearing loud footsteps you looked up only to be tackled in a tight hug by the sturdy man. He held you so tightly as if you were going to disappear if he let you go. You could feel his heartbeat racing mad against yours.

Seokjin nuzzled against your hair and whispered, "I was missing you."

You whispered back, "I was missing you too," and continued to bury your face in his chest.

A few moments passed like that and as if suddenly remembering something you broke the hug and checked the time.

"Oh shit! It's 11:30! We have to hurry!" You grabbed Seokjin's hand and pulled him towards the road where your car was parked.

But he didn't move, instead he held your hand strongly refusing to let go or letting you lead. You looked back, confused.

He gave you a quick pull and you ended up in his arms again.

"You have surprised me enough, babe! Other surprises can wait! Just let me hold you for a few more minutes." He said softly while looking into your eyes.

"Why would you say it like that!!?" Your mind screamed as you felt a familiar tickling sensation in your stomach, lower abdomen, chest, everywhere.

"Ah.. I.. um…" You found it difficult to form a word, forget about a sentence.

You gulped hard and stared at him trying to form a reply in your head.

Seokjin tilted his head and flashing a smile he said, "Cat got your tongue? Should I get it instead?"

As much as you wanted him to do that you had other plans in mind. So you placed a chaste kiss on his plush lips and replied, "For that we have to go where I wanna take you."

You pulled his collars closer to each other in a fake attempt to tidy his not so unkempt coat and continued, "And if we are late because of you, the couch might be your accommodation on your birthday night."

You curved your lips in a sinister smile and extended your hand to grab his.

"I wouldn't want to risk that." He flashed another of his sweet smiles, "but before that lemme just," he brought out two hot packs from his pocket and after opening he shook them a little and held your hand to put those inside your gloves, "keep you warm!"

You felt the warmth spread throughout your palms to your system. In that moment you understood why he rushed back into the store and when you realised that you looked at him, trying not to cry and whispered, "Why do you have to be so perfect?"

He bent down a little to your height and placing a soft kiss on your lips he replied softly, "Because you are."

The night was getting colder by the minute and though the road was almost empty on your way, you were not one to stay quiet. So as soon as you hit the road both of you started to chat about how your day went and occasionally sang together along with the songs that came on the radio.

After a short fifteen minutes drive you stopped the car. Seokjin stretched his limbs and rubbed clean a small portion of the foggy window on his side.

"Amusement park? At this hour? It must be closed." Seokjin looked at you with confusion and worry mixed in his expression.

"Then I guess the couch is your sleeping partner tonight." You winked at him with a smile and went out after telling him to stay in the car.

With an uneasy mind Seokjin started to wait for you only to be startled by a mild knock on his already-fogged-again window after hardly a couple minutes. He started to roll down the window slowly but almost instantly stopped and began rolling up the window glass when the someone who was knocking on the window began to pull the car's door open.

"Open the door, you scaredy cat!" You yelled from outside.

Seokjin flung open the door as soon as he heard your voice and yelled back, "I was scared shitless! You should have used that voice before scaring the living daylights out of me! I thought you were a serial killer for fuck's sake."

You held his arm and said, "Alright, alright! I am sorry! I will start calling you by your name when I am within a mile radius of you! Okay? Now let's go! It'll be midnight soon!" You pulled him.

"Where? In this closed amusement park?" Seokjin refused to move an inch.

"Yes! That's why we are here! Come on! Don't be a baby!" You exclaimed with urgency.

"Are you taking me there to sacrifice me or something?" Seokjin asked again.

"Yes! I am!" You pulled a reluctant Seokjin behind you and crossed the main gate.

Guided by the man who was waiting for you inside the park with a flashlight in his hands all of you reached under the only ferris wheel of the park within a minute with Seokjin glued to your side firmly.

The man guided you two into a cabin and went away to start the Ferris wheel.

You sat face to face and as the Ferris wheel began moving Seokjin relaxed his grip on your hand but kept on holding it.

You rubbed slow small circles on his hand that was holding yours with your thumb. You knew how anxious he could be sometimes and these always helped him relax, even if it's a small amount.

When the wheel completed a circle you reached under your seat and brought out a big box.

You unboxed it quickly and brought out the cake and placed the candles forming the number 29 on it.

Seokjin stared at you with a faint smile on his lips and said with a chuckle, "You know we could have done this in your warm apartment instead of trembling in this cold, right?"

"Oh, shush! Special occasions need special places to be celebrated! And this cabin is warm enough! You are just being dramatic with all this 'trembling in cold'." You pretended to scold him.

With a pout on his lips he replied, "For me every place is special if I am with you."

"Aww look at all that extra cheese you got there today!" You exclaimed with a playful smack on his arm.

"I have more! Wanna see?" He gave you a smirk.

Amidst your banter you two didn't realise when you had reached the top and once your cabin once again reached the top the Ferris wheel stopped moving causing Seokjin to panic.

Thinking they would be stuck the whole night in that freezing temperature on such a height for a stupid mechanical fault of the wheel he shouted out aiming at the bottom of the wheel where the control room was, "Hey! Get this thing moving or else you won't be able to move once I get down there!"

As his voice dissipated halfway in the darkness of the lonely amusement park, you suppressed the incoming laughter and keeping your hand on Seokjin's shoulder you said, "Calm down Mr. Hot head. I gave him instructions earlier to do this."

He looked at you as if he was asking you with his eyes why would you do that?

You laughed at his expression and said, "Trust me a little bit, hm? I swear it's going to be worth it!"

Relaxing his tensed shoulder he leaned forward and kept his forehead on your shoulder and murmured, "I know. You know me, I get tensed over nothing."

"Hmm." You hummed agreeing in response and kissed the side of his ear.

Checking the time again in your phone you held Seokjin's shoulders and made him sit straight and smiled, "It's time!"

You lighted the candles and with low voice you started singing the birthday song with small claps and signalled Seokjin to blow the candles.

Never ceasing to smile Seokjin blew the candles whilst clapping for him himself and cut two small slices from the cake – one for each.

The cabin had a well-built wide solid steel plate with thin cushion installed on it as a seat that went around inside the cabin so that people could sit facing any direction inwardly. The cabin was also supported by enduring large steel bars that were attached on the four sides of the cabin in connection with the wheel bars. This made the balance of the cabins stable, allowing the passangers to sit in one side if they wanted to without worrying about the pod to tilt on one side.

Taking the advantage of the cabin settings you scooched over to the side of the seat that faced the city and grabbing Seokjin's pinky you signalled him to scooch over to your side. Once he did you held his arm closely and pointed in front of you with your free hand.

The fog had just began to settle on the glass that you had wiped a while ago but it didn't blur out the view completely yet. The tireless city seemed so restful from high up there, like a reflection of the stars against the black night sky.

There was something so serene about the whole atmosphere that made Seokjin let out a small sigh. He looked at you and mumbled, "Thank you for this. It's so beautiful."

You kept your head on his shoulder and said softly, "Told you it'll be worth it."

Agreeing to you with a soft hum he slowly rested his head on yours and intertwined his fingers with yours.

Moments slipped by as both of you continued to watch the fog take over the glass cabin making the outside world obscure with its white veil.

You realised for the first time in a long while you and your boyfriend were having a moment when you could just sit there and not think about the cruel world outside. You wanted to hold onto this moment so when you got completely isolated from the outside view you lifted your head from his shoulder and went over to the opposite direction to turn on a switch which lighted up the cabin with built-in small fairy lights.

A series of giggles escaped Seokjin's mouth making you turn around and he asked you, "What else did you plan?"

"Just a few things.." you trailed off a little with a shy smile and sat beside him.

"I have something for you." You said softly with a smile but only you knew how your heart was beating at a fast pace.

But then you noticed something outside that made you squeal and you flipped a switch placed under the seat which made the roof of the cabin retract like a convertible car.

Snowflakes started to fall tenderly inside the cabin and you remarked while watching the flakes, "The first snowfall of the year…"

But Seokjin was more amazed by the cabin system so he couldn't hold back his amazement as he exclaimed, "Woah! When did the technology advance so much?"

"I designed it!" You replied proudly while pointing at the logo of the architect & manufacturing company you worked at.

"How many surprises are you hiding?" He asked and started looking through the whole cabin, "you even installed a heater in the pod! You were really thinking about this night while designing it, weren't you?" He placed his gaze on you.

"Well, the idea came into my mind two years ago when we visited the amusement park for Christmas and I thought how beautiful it would be to look over the city with you and enjoy a little bit of snowfall… It turned out to be better than beautiful!" You explained while pointing to the small heater, "but the heater is a temporary one only for this pod. May be in the next batch I'll think about ones with heaters installed in them."

When you turned to look at Seokjin you caught him staring at you with the gentlest smile and a heat rushed from your neck to the cheeks.

"Enough about my stupid project! This is your night! And I have one more thing for you." You winked at him and reaching into the inside pocket of your coat you pulled out a small box that had maroon velvet cover with a gold spotted silver ribbon tied on it and handed it to the curious man beside you.

"Ah! Why do you have to spend so much on this stupid day?" Seokjin whined shaking his head in disapproval.

"Because I want to!" You looked at him and mocked him by sticking your tongue out.

"Aish! It feels like you are my fan and you have got just some moments to spend with me and you are trying to make it as much special as possible!" He joked and started to untie the knot of the ribbon with the smile intact on his lips.

"Who knows? May be in some other universe I am!" You replied with a light shrug and brushed your fingers lightly on his hair along the line of the ear.

"Then I am sure I love you in that universe too!" He leaned a little on your palm and moving his head a little he placed a small kiss on your palm and then went back to unwrapping the gift.

You clenched your fist as he finished untying the ribbon. You could feel your chest tighten with every move of his fingers. You took back your hand that was resting loosely on his shoulder until now and tucked both of your hands in between your thighs and waited, holding your breath, for him to see what you got for him.

It's been a few seconds if you counted it correctly and yet the only expression on Seokjin's face was a blank one. His smile, that was just there before, had vanished too.

You still waited eagerly for his response as he sat there with the box in his left hand that had the couple ring inside of it that you had bought a week beforehand from the most famous wedding jewelry shop in the city and the note on his right hand that was previously inside the box under the rings – the note which said in your beautiful cursive handwriting, "Let's get married."

You could feel your heart sink a little bit when without saying anything Seokjin put the note inside the box and closed it. The expectant smile that you have been holding till now, you felt it fading rapidly.

He fumbled with the box for a moment as if he didn't know what to do with it and then he slowly took your hands and kept it there.

He looked into your wavering eyes and whispered, "I can't."

You blinked and felt a string of tears moisten your cold cheeks. Your lips quivered and you mouthed, barely able to speak under all the rush of emotions inside your chest that choked your heart causing an unbearable pain, "Why?"

Seokjin softly engulfed your hands in his big ones and kept his forehead on yours. You leaned on his and closed your eyes trying to prevent yourself from crying and said, "I know there's some stupid reason behind your answer."

He just shook his head in a no against yours.

Inhaling sharply you continued, "If I did something wrong then just tell me! What is it? Do you not love me anymore?"

At your words Seokjin held your cheeks gently and made you look up and locked his eyes with yours, "There will never be a single second when I won't love you with all of me."

"Then why?" You let out a mild scream and you let your tears fall freely.

"Because I can't support a family right now! I don't have a proper job! My dream… It's still so unsure and I can't burden you with me!"

You looked at him and blinked a few times as if processing what he had just said and you crunched your eyebrows, "What?"

Letting out a deep sigh you took your cupped face out of Seokjin's hands and wiped your tears.

Then you cupped Seokjin's face in your hands with quite a force gaining an "ow" from him.

"Stupid, idiot, dumb!" You felt your lost smile coming back.

Surprised at your response Seokjin found himself dumbfounded.

"Was this your reason? Seriously? We have been together for five whole years, love! And you come up with such a bullshit reason? Geez I thought you were going to leave me!" You pretended to scold him.

"What!? No! I am never leaving you! I.. I am just not ready yet.." Seokjin looked away and stared into the distance.

You laughed and leaving his face you sat close to him and while looking at your boot covered feet you said, "I know you know but still if I haven't made it clear enough you are never a burden… You have always been my only refuge, my safe place. And it gets so hard to wake up and find the other side of the bed empty or when I speak out and you are not there to reply, only the lonely apartment.. so I have been thinking about this for some time now that what if we could stay together and make you mine forever…" You smiled and sparing a quick glance at his own smiling self you continued, "Of course we can move in together but to call you my husband… I felt a strange chill run up my spine every time I thought about it.. so I just wanna say, not pressuring you or anything," you intertwined his pinky finger with yours, "that I can sustain for us both and I know you don't believe in all the gender stereotypical bullshits. But even after this you want to wait until you are ready, I am ready to wait for you." You rested your head on his shoulder once again, relieved that you were not losing him.

The silence that was prevailing in the air for a brief moment got cut off by a notification on Seokjin's phone. You kept on resting your head on his shoulder while he checked his phone.

"Hey!" He called out mildly after keeping the phone in his pocket.

"Hm?" You raised your head and looked at him.

"Let's get married." He said with a soft smile and glint in his eyes.

"What?" The question escaped your lips quite loudly as you looked at him with wide eyes.

"Hey! Stop kidding! What is this about?" You asked again after not getting a reply from Seokjin.

Seokjin grinned widely and exclaimed happily, "You remember the drama I auditioned for, right? They just emailed me. I am selected for the second male lead role!"

"What the fuck!??? I can't believe this! Kim Seokjin! You. Are. Going. To. Make. It. Big! You were whining a while ago about your dream! Ah! This is so exciting! How can you stay so fucking calm?" You shook your hand in the air as if shaking off all your worries and cupping Seokjin's chiseled face you placed a soft kiss on his lips.

Seokjin pouted at the short-lived kiss. You laughed – mostly because you were so happy and the rest because he was so cute. So you snaked your hand around his neck to pull him closer and locked your lips with his. He put his hands on your waist to pull you even closer, making you sit on his lap, resulting in you hugging him in the process.

Interlocking your legs around his waist you deepened the kiss. As you felt his tongue snaking around yours you lightly held onto the hair at the back of his head and sucked on his tongue. He smiled in the kiss and tugging on your lower lip with his teeth he whispered, "So, is that a yes?"

Freeing your lip from his grip you held his face to take a better look and then brushing the tip of your nose against his you whispered, "Yes! I can't stress it enough but it's always a yes!"

A blink worth time passed and you touched his lips with yours and murmured, "Now stop talking and kiss me!" You closed your eyes and drowned yourself in the embrace of him and his lips, not caring about the snow petals falling relentlessly against the growing night.

-•The End•-

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sorrymaybenextime · 3 years

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Butter....

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elysian-phoenix-05 · 3 years

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BTS EDITS THAT BLEW MY MIND- YOUTUBE EDITION

Hey guys, I'm gonna start a new series along with my already on-going fanfiction series. This is the BTS edits that blew my mind- a series. And, the title is really to the point. I really love edits and there are so many cool ones in YouTube but only some of these get the attention and love they deserve, so, please check them out and give them lots of love!

Without any ado imma give a quick warning!

Somewhat of a warning:- expect an array of ships cause I don't mind as long as it looks cool.

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That's it for today! I'll post another 10 soon! Please give these channels and edits lots of love!

Take care!

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van-gothic7 · 3 years

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Ring celestial

19/07/2021

↳ Para melhor qualidade, abra a imagem :)

↳ Em caso de inspiração, dê os devidos créditos por favor <3

— Estamos tendo todo esse trabalho, por causa de um anel?

— Não é só um mísero anel, ele é importante!

— Pois então siga a estrada de tijolos amarelos, me parece um grande fã de mágico de Oz.

— Pare de ironizar e venha me ajudar!

#fanfic #bts #fiction #capa de fanfic #social spirit #capa para fanfic #capa para fic #bts jin #Seok-Jin #kim namjoon #rm fanfic #namjin #VanGothic7

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graveyardgirl420 · 3 years

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Please get mad

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i-purple-bts · 3 years

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It should be illegal how easily jungkook goes from cute to sexy

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vivpurple7 · 4 years

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Title: Bulletproof | Chapter 3

Summary: The secretary and right-hand woman for the CEO of JinHit Entertainment suddenly breaks down and everything is falling apart. Can you, a mere intern, be able to piece things back together for Seokjin as his new right-hand woman, at work, and at home?

Pairings: Kim Seokjin x female reader

A/N: Part 3! just some family fluff and getting to know the boys

Part: 1 | 2 | 3 |

“Kookie slow down! You’re going to burn your tongue!” You gently scold the eager and hungry boy as he tries to take his first spoonful of soup. “Noona, I’m a big boy, I know how to feed myself!” He retorts back, right before promptly burning his tongue on the metal spoon. You quickly get him a glass of water to try to cool down the burn. Before you could say anything, Yoongi quickly rushes over to the maknae’s side. “Kook, you okay?” His worried expression doesn’t fully subside when Jungkook nods his head.

“Okay, dig in guys! It’s hot so be careful” You make sure all the boys are seated with a heaping bowl of noodles with soup on the side. You wring your hands nervously, anticipating their first reactions to your cooking. Please let them like it, please let them like it.

Woah Noona! this is so deleschious!” You see Taehyung stuffing his face full of noodles, getting sauce all over his mouth and cheeks. The table goes quiet and the only sound is satisfying hums and utensils occasionally clinking with the bowls. You chuckle in relief and grab a tissue to help wipe Taehyung’s messy face. “Well, I’m so glad you guys like it. I’ll be happy to make it for you whenever you want.” Taehyung barely swallows his mouthful before exclaiming, “Really?! Like tomorrow and the next day and the day after that?”

“Tae, she’s Dad’s secretary, not our cook” Namjoon manages to say in between bites of his dinner. “But her cooking is so good! Thank you for the food! I’m so full I could just take a nap right here” Taehyung gently places his chopsticks down and rubs his stomach lazily. He’s smiling goofy boxy grin at the others as they one by one finish their dinner.

“Last one to put their stuff in the sink washes!” Hoseok yells from the end of the table and quickly gets up before the others. “Hey, no fair!” Jimin is quick to follow as he frowns. You’ve never seen Jungkook move so fast and confidently in the short time that you’ve met him, as he beats Hobi to the sink. “Yes! Not it!” he sticks his tongue out playfully as the others make their way to the sink. Yoongi is the last to get to the sink, but it didn’t seem like he was in a hurry, to begin with. “Hyung, do you want me to help you dry?” Namjoon offers but he’s met with a stern glare instead from the mint-haired boy. “Not after the first time you tried to help with the dishes.” Namjoon scratches the back of his head before shrugging and heads to the living room. What happened during the first time? Your question is quickly answered when Namjoon reaches for his glasses to do some reading and manages to break the arm off the glasses. You hear Yoongi sigh over the sound of running water. “God of destruction strikes again” he mumbles under his breath.

Jimin rushes to one of their bedrooms and emerges with a glasses case in one of his hands. He hands it over to Namjoon. “Here’s your spare, Hyung.” Namjoon gingerly takes the case from Jimin, carefully trying not to break his spare glasses. “Thank Jiminie. I guess I’ll have to tell dad to get these ones fixed” He gestures to the broken ones that he’s placed on the table. I can probably imagine what happened the first time he did dishes now.

You walk over to the sink and quietly stand beside Yoongi. “You can help me dry, if you have nothing better to do than stand there and stare at me.” He says quietly, eyes still fixed on the dishes that was in his hands. Not sure what to say, you grab a dish towel and begin drying the dishes that Yoongi hands you. With two hands doing the piles of dishes, the task is finished faster than you thought, though in complete silence between you two. Yoongi finishes the last glass and turns off the running water. He wipes his hands silently on the dishtowel next to him, and he begins to walk away. Should I have said something? You begin to worry that perhaps Yoongi doesn’t really enjoy your company, but your worries are put to rest when he turns he pauses, turns his head around, and says, “Thanks. I’ll be in my room.” You would have missed his small smirk if you hadn’t been staring at the back of his head the entire time. You smile happily and reply with a cheerful “Okay!”

You walk over to the living room to join the others that have gathered there. Namjoon is reading a book, Hoseok and Jimin are watching a dance practice of a group on television, and Taehyung and Jungkook are sitting on the side with a deck of cards. You take in the scene in front of you, where these young children seem a little too comfortable at being independent. You gently sit down next to Namjoon, who looks a little startled from the shifted weight on the couch. He sees that it’s just you, and goes back to reading. You peek at the book he’s reading, and it turns out to be an English book about an artist. Wow, this guy must be so smart! You’re thinking if you should comment on the book to Namjoon when you hear Jimin excitedly exclaiming “Hobi! Did you see that! Wow that was so cool! Rewind it! I wanna see that move again!”

“Yeah yeah give me a sec Chim!” Both Hobi and Jimin subconsciously move closer to the TV to watch the said move again. “Guys, you’re eyes are-” You’re cut off with Hoseok suddenly jumping up and trying to copy the move. Seeing his older brother start practicing, Jimin is quick to get on his feet as well and try to mimic the move. Hoseok masters it in no time, literally, and starts commenting on ways to incorporate the move into future dances or how to improve it. “Jiminie do this. Like.. likes. Bam-bam Bam bam..BAM! yeah! You got it!” Jimin is beaming at his Hyung’s compliments and they begin freestyling to the music. Wow, they dance better than an adult does! You’re starstruck with your mouth slightly agape when Jungkook taps your shoulder. You jump a little bit at the sudden appearance of the maknae. “Omo! You startled me!” You exclaim, handing your hand to your chest. Jungkook immediately starts blushing and stutters. “S-sorry Y/N-noona...I-I just wanted to know if you want to join me and Taetae in playing goldfish..” His voice begins to trail off as his confidence begins to waver. “Of course I would!” You take his hand and his worried expression lights up with his bunny smile. He leads you over to where Taehyung is waiting with little hops in between his steps.

You make yourself comfortable and Taehyung asks, “Noona, do you know how to play? I learned this game in school today! Jungkook says he’s never played it before.” Taehyung keeps changing his positions, at first sitting on his knees, then splaying flat on his tummy, unable to keep still from excitement. “So this is the rules...” He begins to explain in a slightly roundabout way, as a child would, about the game, and you nod with a serious expression to show that you were indeed, listening. You glance over at Kook and can’t help but internally smile at his wide-eyed look. “So that’s the rules, are you ready to play?” Taehyung distributes the cards between you three and you pick up your deck. “Hey, no peaking Kookie!” You say as the boy tries to sneakily look over at your hands. Giggles ensue as you try your best to comically hide your cards from their curious eyes. Taehyung wins the first round with Jungkook pouting so hard that you wonder if his mouth hurts. You win the second round and Jungkook looks like he’s about to implode while Taehyung is pretend-wailing at the loss. These boys sure are competitive. However, the third and fourth round is won by Jungkook, who seemed to have picked up on the flow of the game, and can’t help but gloat. “HA! I beat you and Y/N-noona again! One more round!” Taehyung throws his cards on the ground and folds his hands across his chest. “This is no fun when I keep losing.” Kookie piles up the cards and begins to clumsily shuffle them in his little plump hands. He’s about to distribute the cards again when the doorbell chimes ring and you hear the door open. “Dad’s back!” Jungkook is the first to leap to his feet and run to where there their father is now standing. You turn around from your spot on the floor, and see the swarm of 7 children surrounding your still-handsome boss.

Seokjin drops his bag on the floor and opens his arms wide to embrace as many of the children as he can fit in them. Although he seems tired from the long day, you can still see the love that he as for each of them. You get up and stand a small distance away from the chaos. “Welcome back, Seokjin-nim. I have some dinner left, if you’re hungry.” You smile as his tired face lights up at the mention of food. “Let me get settled in first, but that sounds amazing.” The boys start pulling at him again, all fighting to tell him about their time with you. “Dad! She’s a super awesome cook!” “Dad! Namjoonie-hyung broke his glasses again!” “I learned a new move Dad! Wanna see? Jimin was practicing with me!” “I beat Tae in a card game called Goldfish!” “Okay okay guys! Calm down! 1,2,3,4,5.... where’s Yoongi?” You see Seokjin counting his children, trying to keep them in check. “Yoongi-hyung said he was gonna be in his room, he’s probably sleeping.” Namjoon takes the lead as the group quiets down. Jin nods and ruffles Namjoon’s head. “Alright guys, it’s time to get ready for bed too! You guys should really learn from Yoongi!” Starting to feel like you’ve just intruded on an intimate family moment, you excuse yourself. “I think I should go now...” Seokjin looks over at you, mouth open to say something, but thinks otherwise. He nods instead and gives you a charming smile. “Thank you, Y/N. I’ll see you tomorrow at work. Get home safe!” You bow back politely before closing the door to a broad-shouldered king and his six princes waving goodbye.

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