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neptune-scythe · 14 days

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quick thing about the nuances of desire that is often over looked, specifically in regards to touch aversion

the argument I get the most when discussing Kanej having a relationship without any physical intimacy or touch is that they both want that

but here's the thing

yes they both express desires for touch or physical intimacy, but it's not as black and white as that.

there's three points I wanna make here

the first is there's a difference between wanting something and fantasizing about it. and by that I mean you can like the idea of something, you can have a desire for that idea, but it isn't the actual thing. so for the topic of touch, you can like the idea of a hug or a kiss, you can desire to experience the same feeling from it that other people do or that you think you should, but in reality it isn't actually enjoyable to you, it doesn't give you the feeling you want it to. you want it, maybe even enough to try it again and again, but it may never give you what you want out of it.

the second point ties into the first one nicely of being that you can want the feeling that touch is supposed to give, so you think you want the touch as well. but in reality you just haven't separated the two. you want the comfort, the safety, the closeness, the protection, or whatever else that you're supposed to feel when you touch someone, you might not actually want or enjoy the touch itself or get those feelings from it. but once you separate the two you can find those feelings you're searching for in other ways that are actually comfortable and beneficial.

and the third point is that sometimes you just want to want something. you want to have the desire to touch someone, to be able to feel comfortable with it, but you don't. you might try and convince yourself that you do want it because you think you're supposed to, but the actual desire just isn't there. you want to have the desire rather than actually having the desire.

so for Kaz and Inej, yes they both expressed desires for physical intimacy, but it's not as black and white as "they said they want it so that's what they need to be happy"

desire is much deeper than that, and humans are much more nuanced and layered and unpredictable.

and yes there are also times when people just have desires without any of the extra stuff, but given their history I personally don't think Kaz or Inej are that type. There are too many conflicting feelings and experiences for it to be that simple in my opinion.

and if there's one thing Leigh Bardugo is good at it's making deep, multifaceted, and complex characters, and that's what I enjoy so much about them. they have the capacity to portray all those nuances of desire that other characters just can't, and that's a very beautiful and important thing ... especially for y/a books. to capture the human experience, to explain the aspects of humanity that are hard to discover in one's self or notice in other people. it's a bridge to deeper understanding, it's putting that ability to understand in a language that is more accessible and universal than an intellectual self help book or an essay.

so to circle back to my overarching point, desire isn't a simple thing. thinking "I want __" doesn't necessarily translate perfectly the way it presents, and there are many complexities to the human mind that are unpredictable and surprising.

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applecidersstuff · 6 months

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What if during Kaz’s healing journey he starts wearing mitts (fingerless gloves)? Like a compromise between full coverage gloves and nothing at all

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qixjone · 11 months

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#aftg #aftg trilogy #neil josten #all for the game #andrew minyard #aftg hc #aftg headcanon #aftg incorrect quotes #andreil #all for the game meme #kaz brekker #kaz x inej #the six of crows #crooked kingdom #inej gafha #the six of crows memes #the six of crows incorrect quotes

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lilisouless · 2 years

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Inej: Something happened yesterday , something i don't know how to feel about it

Inej on a videocall ,Kaz next to her : Good bye mom , see you in december, say hello to dad

"Good bye my darling, i love you"

Inej and Kaz: love you too

Inej: ...

Kaz...

Inej: Kaz said "i love you" to my mother before he said it to me

Inej: I mean, for one hand is very sweet but ...still

#my hc that kaz is very fond of Inej´s parents and they love him back #six of crows modern au #six of crows incorrect quotes #six of crows #grishaverse incorrect quotes #kanej #kaz brekker #inej ghafa #netflix shadow and bone #leigh bardugo #crooked kingdom #kaz x inej

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catapparently · 19 days

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Kaz Brekker Headcanons

Cat entering her hc era thanks to my maid of honor @x-liv25 . Please go read her TIG headcanons!

MASTERLIST

Kaz once said "you shouldn't make friends with crows," "why not?" "they don't have any manners." I headcanon that he tried to feed a crow and actually be nice to it but it bit him so now he forever holds the grudge

He has a stack of makeup in his desk drawer in case he needs to change his face up a bit for a job and he's excellent at it

At some point, when he was still struggling with finding a job after Jordie's death, he stole someone's purse and found bronzer/contour that he used to draw himself abs to look strong and "hirable".

He doesn't mind touching animals without his gloves

He realized that when he tried to save an abandoned kitten in the rain when he was younger

He felt bad for it because it reminded him of him and Jordie

He saw it as a debt-ish to Jordie to save the kitten

It once brought Kaz a mouse as a gift and Kaz genuinely appreciated the gesture

Kaz POV: "What a distinguished gentleman who knows I'm worthy of great gifts and appreciation"

Kaz knew he couldn't really keep a cat in his line of work, it'd be a weakness, so when it was old enough, he snuck it into Pekka's office and watched the vicious little feline tear Pekka's stuff to shreds

"A cat after my own heart"

When Kaz got the Dregs tattoo, he didn't want the artist to touch him, so he tattooed the logo himself. It was a bit shaky but then he hired a Tailor to fix the edges without touching him

Alternative solution to the bad edges: He fixes them up with stolen foundation whenever he isn't wearing long sleeves or something that would cover it up.

They day he first saw Inej and she snuck up on him, he had a panic attack but hid it well

At this point in his life, he was used to being in control, to knowing everything. Having Inej sneak up on him (and knowing that she could have potentially killed him without him having time to retaliate had she been trained) freaked him out. He felt weak, Kaz Rietveld again.

Kaz spends half an hour every other day locked in his office without his gloves, lathering his hands in hand cream.

Whenever he'd grab someone by the collar or any form of violence with contact, the last thing the victim could think about is why his hands smell nice. Nobody ever lived to tell the tale.

He's a sucker for a good chocolate cake.

He absolutely HATES ice cream. It makes too much of a sticky gooey mess for him.

He also probably has a sensitive throat so he doesn't really eat cold/frozen stuff or drinks

Once he made a deal with Nina which resulted in him going to a café to buy her a pumpkin spice latte. Once he sniffed Nina's, he quickly bought another one for himself and chugged it before he could get back. Obviously he did that in a dark alleyway so that nobody could see him and use it as blackmail.

Once he used (obviously stolen) paint to decorate his very own set of cards.

He then made another elaborate plan of his and managed to auction them off for a grotesque amount of kruge.

Probably forged DeKappel's signature on the back of each with perfect precision

For those that forgot, DeKappel is some famous painter in the series. Kaz stole a DeKappel oil painting from Van Eck.

Help I didn't realize how fun HCs were, I could make a thousand of these

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lady-ashfade · 1 year

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i saw your taking requests! how about yandere kaz brekker whos in loove with reader but she kinda thinks he's a monster (cause u know he's dirtyhands etc.), how would he try to change her mind? would he try at all? how would he treat her? any plot you want really, all love to you!

Yandere Kaz Brekker HC’S

Dark!Yandere!kaz brekker x reader.

Sorry for the late reply…today has not been the best. BUT THIS IS HELPING ME! SO BE PREPARED FOR KAZZEL DAZZEL!

If any of you want a small fic, drabble of this kaz then please! Give me some.

Dead dove do not eat.

Warnings: Yandere actions, blood, gore, obsession, protectiveness, stalking, and much more. Him being dirtyhands. Dark!yandere.

You, beautiful darling will be so right. Kaz brekker is a monster, one that is yours.

Dirtyhands? Bastard of the barrel? Is feral for you.

But he wants nothing more then for you to be happy, safe and sound. That’s good right? It is when he doesn’t go to the lengths he does.

But let’s talk about yandere kaz for a minute, the good things…

Will get you anything your hearts desires.

He gets you so many gifts, like you can’t keep track. When he learns that you like something it’s gotten…Stolen.

You want a new dress? Boom, it’s your favorite color and size just for you. That pretty necklace you looked at in the market? Oh, it’s on your window.

You want the actual hearts of someone who wronged you? You will have it, he will rip it out himself.

You will be followed and protect at every second. Inej and guards he hired to follow you everywhere, even if you don’t know that they are there.

Kaz would treat you …Like money. Craving more. Doing anything to get it. You are his darling.

Would he try and change her mind? Would he even try at all?

No.

Kaz wants you to know his deep love for you. That he would go to any lengths for you. If you think he’s a monster then that’s okay. Because he will never change, ever.

Maybe there’s pride in him that you’re just a little scared of him. Because then you wouldn’t cross him.

But at the same time he will try and show you that he means you no harm. That you, are the light of his life and only others will feel the wraith of Dirtyhands.

So he treats you well, at times.

I think kaz will trap you somewhere, maybe a house just for you to have a live happily but you can not leave. You can have a garden for you to go outside. But you try and escaped? You’re going to be chain up in a room, only a mattress under you until you beg him.

Until you understand that this is for the best and that you are his.

Yandere kaz is over the top and maybe one of the most scary if I’m being honest. You’ve seen how he takes revenge and protects the ones he loves already. But add yandere to the mix? Mans the walking ripper.

He keeps you away from everyone and comes to visit you every day. Guards around ever nook and cranny. Put you have everything you ever want or need there.

And, he knows you might get lonely sometimes so maybe a cat? Or a dog to help with that. Also the only people he lets see you are the crows, but they have their limits.

If you were ever kidnapped somehow..

Bro goes crazy as shit. Will blow the city up just looking for you. He will not sleep or eat until he finds you.

When he finds out where you have been taken then it’s war. He will torture the living bastards for it, and if you are hurt? Them that’s each wound their families will take.

Sorry I’m getting to much into this. But yandere kaz is just so dark to me.

Though after all this, you are his and he knows. You can take as long as you need because you both have forever. And he will be waiting until you except it.

#yandere kaz brekker #yandere kaz brekker x reader #kaz brekker x reader #kaz brekker #yandere shadow and bone x reader #shadow and bone x reader #yandere x reader

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ticklishraspberries · 1 year

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OOH if prompts are open then inej x kaz headcanons? (sorry if this isn't okay, i can't get your faq link to work)

hey, thank you sm!! jsyk, headcanons are always on the table to be asked for, as they take significantly less brain power than writing a fic for me, lol. also ty for letting me know about the link issue, i'll look into that!! but enough rambling, here are your kanej hcs<333

the two people in ketterdam who struggle with physical intimacy the most, falling in love?? seems like a cruel joke from the universe!! but their deep understanding and love for each other makes it easier to cope with

there is no pressure for either of them to break out of their comfort zones before they’re ready, no anger when they have a bad day, just support and love

kaz has seen inej and jesper poke at each other before, has seen inej giggle when jesper jabs her in the side, has felt his heart flutter at the sound of her laughter, but never thought he’d have the strength to reach out and touch her in that way

she actually does it first, by accident, an innocent attempt at affection making him twitch away and, for the sake of her worry, he has to admit that it didn’t upset or trigger him, it just tickled

inej is delighted that kaz brekker, dirtyhands, the bastard of the barrel, etc etc is fucking ticklish and calls him “adorable” which makes him flush red but also tell her to fuck off<33

kaz is ticklish in odd places, like his ears, neck, arms, and back. inej is mostly ticklish on her sides and thighs, but she can “turn it off” easily. with kaz, she never does, though.

we all know that kaz “that’s the laugh” brekker would melt at the sound of inej’s giggles, and therefore take the opportunity to tickle her pretty often

both of their trauma creates this unique thing where they both have to sort of admit that they don’t mind when the other tickles them and actually face the whole setting boundaries thing - it isn’t like a kinky thing, and if anyone else were to try and touch him that way, kaz would probably break their arm, but they make each other feel safe and they are very adamant and honest when it comes to consent

when kaz blushes, it goes to his ears rather than his cheeks, and inej finds it fucking adorable

when it comes to intimacy, inej is usually the one in control, calling the shots - it gives her the feeling of reclaiming her power, and kaz feels that if she’s initiating the touch, it’s easier to cope with the feeling of skin on skin because she’s warm and moving and alive

#raspberry hcs #six of crows #shadow and bone tv #shadow and bone #grishaverse #kanej #kanej fluff #sochc

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slightlyunconventional · 2 years

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K's masterlist !

below is the updated (and cleaner) archive of links to all of my fics and headcanons, as well as my fandom/misc tags on the bottom of the post :)

si/x of cr/ows // sha/dow & bo/ne (these are all set like. during/after the netflix show timeline but the tag is six of crows 1 because i can't be bothered to change it and 2 i mostly only write about the crows and there's 6 of them so)

kaz reluctantly crawls through a very dusty vent with wylan and inej, in "stubborn."

then, in "windows", with the help of inej, kaz discovers he has hayfever.

in "unlikely", wylan takes care of a sick kaz on the ferolind.

kaz has a cold, and is exhausted, but still welcomes inej's care, in "tired".

nina and kaz find themselves hiding in a rich gentleman's dusty closet. nina 'helps' kaz to hold back, in "tease".

as a follow-up of sorts to "tired", kaz finds himself with his hands tied at the mercy of inej and a bouquet of flowers, in "bound".

in "assistance", kaz returns drenched with rain after a fight with a rival gang. inej lovingly helps him sort himself out as he fights with an oncoming cold.

kaz struggles with more spring allergies, and also gets lectured on stifling in "flowers".

kaz tries his damnedest to hold back an allergic fit from inej's rather potent cooking, in "spices".

in "whiskey", kaz is more than a little itchy from a few drinks, and jesper tells him to get his ass to bed.

kaz visits nina at the house of the white rose for some information for a job, but finds himself rather opposed to the brothel's decor, in "roses".

kaz has a rather dreadful cold in "careful care", and ends up letting inej care for him, even if only a little bit.

inej brings a stray cat back to the slat, much to the delight of kaz's sensitive allergic nose, in "the cat".

in "cleaning", kaz attempts to clean a bathroom, but finds himself dreadfully allergic to the surface cleaner he's using.

in "the heist one" (leave me alone i couldn't think of a title okay), kaz can't get a hold of himself, or his nose, on a job.

kink!inej induces kaz with a feather here (untitled, i couldn't think of anything 😭)

+ a very short drabble-style k/anej scene here

kink!inej induces kaz again! this time with perfume - cue a very very sneezy barrel boss - in "perfume" (a follow-up to the fic above)

k/anej drabble featuring sleepy sick kaz here

the incoherent drivel that i call kaz snzcanons: here, here, and here

+ some modern au kanej hcs (mainly kaz but some inej too) here

please note: i don't really write for the below fandoms as much anymore, so this is more of just an archive of my posts for them. :)

stra/nger thi/ngs

my snzcanons: steve, steve 2, eddie, robin, nancy

allergic eddie fic here, and a sick steve fic here

m/arvel

bucky is sick with a cold here, and then facing a dust allergy in a library here (both fics stucky related)

natasha comes home to wanda with a developing cold after a mission in the rain here

#heres some of my tags too:#s/ix of cr/ows #m/c/u #stran/ger thi/ngs #k talks snz #k talks #k talks and doesnt shut up #s/hadow and b/one

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neptune-scythe · 2 months

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No longer a kanej endgame truther

Now a kanej right person wrong time soulmates doomed by the narrative truther

#they will break up #it will be tragic #they will always love each other #but it will mever be enough #grishaverse #six of crows #kaz brekker #inej ghafa #dirtyhands #the bastard of the barrel #the wraith #kaz x inej #kanej #kanej headcanon #kanej hc

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bookishgalaxies · 2 years

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request rules ⚠︎︎

requests are open | closed

what i do ::

mood boards: really just give me anything color x character, character x (whatever)!reader, character x aesthetic

hc’s (headcannons): short prompt with a character(s) - limit is 4

one shots: give me an idea (feel free to be specific, aka self project lol)

text au’s: give me a prompt for a text conversation

matchups: tell me what fandoms I can consider, your sexuality, hobbies, dream future/career, and three fun things abt you!

Characters I write for:

my favs are in purple

characters ::

hp: harry potter, hermione granger, fred/george weasley, neville longbottom, luna lovegood

riordanverse:: percy jackson, annabeth chase, piper mclean, jason grace, leo valdez, hazel levesque, frank zhang, thalia grace, grover underwood, sadie kane, carter kane, magnus chase, lester papadopolous,

stranger things: mike wheeler, lucas sinclair, dudtin henderson, max mayfield, jane/el hopper, steve harrington, robin buckley, nancy wheeler, eddie munson

the umbrella academy: five hargreeves, victor hargreeves

grishaverse: kaz brekker, inej ghafa, nina zenick, nikolai lantslov

atla: katara, zuko, toph, aang, sokka, suki

criminal minds: spencer reiid

marvel: america chavez, peter parker, kate bishop,

mha: mina ashido, izuku midoriya, katsuki bakugo, shoto todoroki, ochaco uraraka, tenya iida, eijiro kirishima, momo yaoyorozu, denki kaminari, hitoshi shinsou

the owl house: amity blight, luz noceda, gus porter, willow park, hunter

my rules ::

NO SMUT - i’m a minor and i am an asexual who doesn’t feel comfortable with sexual related things.

No male x reader - I will gladly write for a gender neutral reader though!

no queer characters with people they aren’t attracted to - example no lesbians x men

No intense dark things - (like cannibalism, torture, ect)

Feel free to ask, and if I respond and say I’m not comfortable or I don’t want to do it please don’t take it to offense.

Most of the time it is just because I don’t want to mess it up or my inspiration just wasn’t sparked.

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goldengoddess · 3 years

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take care - jesper fahey

pairing: jesper fahey x healer!reader

request: hi there - if your requests are still open, I was wondering if I could request an angsty/fluffy injury trope fic with jesper but with the reader being the one trying to heal him? :) my heart is yearning for the angst!! thank you so much!!

a/n: hello beautiful anon!!! i am here to provide the angst but in hurt/comfort bc i cannot write my best boy’s death <333 i didnt proof read this i am very sorry :)

warnings: blood, almost death, angst that ends happy

jesper fahey truly had a way of always finding himself in the worst possible situations.

it wouldn’t be funny if it weren’t so god damn terrifying for you.

when nina had brought you into the gang, introduced you to kaz, and then the rest of the group, you thought it would be a simple team to take care of. a couple of gunshot wounds here and there, bumps and bruises for you to quickly heal with your abilities.

in actuality, it was nothing like that. it was bullet after bullet, close call after close call. you worked late into nights, emerging from the room kaz had provided you to work in, covered in blood and exhausted.

but the toughest part was how much you had grown to love every member of the dregs. it made every part of your job harder. losing someone you had tried to save was always difficult. but deaths were much more brutal when it was a friend lying in front of you.

it was give and take. you found a home and family between criminals, but occasionally the responsibility of saving their lives fell upon your shoulders. it wasn’t all bad though. people liked your company, and your little infirmary was always filled with people who needed a little support after a job, physical or emotional.

there was one frequent flyer in your infirmary that you just couldn’t get rid of, and that was jesper fahey.

“hey sweetheart” his voice snapped you out of your thoughts. you turned towards the door and shot jesper a look before going back to organizing your supplies.

“jesper, i already told you that you can’t keep coming in here every time you have a paper cut” you scolded him, but you could feel a small smile slipping onto your face at the thought that he would make excuses to come see you.

you heard a scoff and his steady footsteps walking into the room. "sweetheart, i have no idea what you're talking about. every time i'm in here i need real medical attention, and more importantly i need it from you and you alone" he appeared at your side and gave you a wicked smirk.

you shook your head in amusement and fully turned to give him your undivided attention. "fine, i'll humor you. how can i help" you scanned his body for any obvious injury.

his smirk only grew at your eye movement, "honey when you check someone out you're supposed to be a lot more subtle about it."

this time it was your turn to scoff, but it was more a light chuckle, "you wish sharpshooter."

he bit his lip and you tried to cover up the fact that your knees went weak at the sight. "yeah i do wish," his eyes widened at his own words and he quickly cleared his throat. he straightened his back and his confident look came back onto his face, "well i am actually sorry to disappoint but i do not have any life-threatening injuries at the moment."

you hummed in response and started tidying up the room as he spoke, "well then to what do i owe the pleasure of your visit."

"do i need a reason other than to see your lovely face?" you raised your eyebrows at him and he laughed, "okay fair enough. kaz needed someone to send you a message and of course, i volunteered. he just wanted to let you know that we have a job today so you're free to take the night off, it isn't something that should end in heartache and bloodshed."

you nodded your head and wiped your hands on your top. "great finally a peaceful night without the six of you" you giggled and glanced at jesper.

jesper just smiled back and nodded his head, "no need to lie doll, you love our company. mine especially."

he wiggled his eyebrows for full effect and you couldn't help me laugh in response. you watched as he slowly made his way to the door. the two of you had this little routine down pat. he'd come in, flirt shamelessly, depending on your mood you would or wouldn't flirt back, and then he'd leave. you tried to ignore the anxiety that bubbled in your chest every time he left for a job, the fear that he would end up in this room again but in worse shape, hurt so bad you couldn't even fix him.

so today you opened your mouth, stretching out the encounter a bit longer. "so a job huh?"

jesper raised one eyebrow at your comment, pausing his exit. "yeah not a big deal, pretty routine" he smirked at you, "why? are you worried about my sweetheart?"

your cheeks flushed at his words, embarrassed at that fact that you were actually worried for the smug boy in front of you. you smirked right back and placed your hands firmly on your hips. "you wish jesper" you repeated your words from earlier.

he only grinned and walked out the door, still facing you. "you don't have to say it doll, i know you worry about me.”

you but your lip and shook your head in amusement. “take care of yourself sharpshooter.”

and with that he left you alone, reeling over the beautiful sharpshooter's words. you weren’t sure if he’d heard you willed every saint to take care of him while you couldn’t protect him.

later that night as you lay in bed going over your day and everything you needed to do tomorrow you couldn't help but think about jesper. your head spun at the thought of him. maybe one day you’d gain the courage to seek him out when he didn’t need you to tend to his silly battle wounds. the darkness of your little room was comforting enough to fantasize about what might happen if you actually admitted your feelings.

but before you could actually make a plan of what you would say, how you would do it, your door swung open, letting in all the light from outside.

you let out a gasp and snapped up at the light and the sound of the door knocking open. you turned your head and saw nina’s silhouette against the doorway, breathing raggedly. she stepped into the room and even with the little light from the hall you could see the blood covering her clothes.

you quickly ripped the sheets off your body and pulled on a sweater and some shoes. she let out a soft sob and shook her head, “it's jesper.”

his name sent your body into auto pilot, all drowsiness from sleep gone. you rushed down the hall to the infirmary.

before opening the door you tried to catch your breath. you balled your hands into fists, willing the teats threatening to spill over to stay at bay. behind you, nina put her hand on your shoulder in a comforting manner. you shook her off and stepped inside.

you weren’t prepared for the sight in front of you. your eyes followed a trail of blood that led to one of the many beds in the room. kaz and inej stood at the side of the bed, inej holding a cloth to the center of the body lying down.

though you knew who was injured, your felt like falling to your knees and crying at the sight of jesper on the bed. he looked sick and defeated, nothing like the boy you’d spoken to only hours earlier. he was alive, but it was as if all the life had been ripped away from him.

you rushed to his side and gently scanned his body. he had small cuts all over but the obvious problem was caused by the two bullet holes in his stomach.

jesper, bless his heart, tried to send a small smirk your way. “checking me out again sweetheart?” he coughed at the end of his sentence.

you let out a wet and forced laugh before gently pushing inej out the way so you could get to work. you part of your focus went to keeping his heart rate steady and the other to assess the internal injury’s in his abdomen.

you put all of your energy, every last ounce of power, into the boy in front of you. you focused on every little blood vessel, doing everything to stop him from bleeding out in this stupid cot of yours.

tears brimmed your eyes as you worked and you barely registered as kaz and inej left the room. jesper’s eyes were still open, thank god. but you could see his strength disappearing as the minutes went on.

“doll please don’t cry” you heard him croak out. you used one of your hands to wipe away the tears, before snapping back into action.

“i told you to take care of yourself” you sobbed stupidly.

he chuckled weakly, ��i thought you didn’t care.”

you glared at him, “saints jesper you know that’s not true. i cant” you sucked in a breath, “i can’t lose you. so stop being an idiot and stay alive.” you snapped your mouth shut, not daring to look at his face.

you worked silently for hours, keeping jesper’s heart at a steady beat, closing up all his wounds, fighting off little infections for him. at some point, he fell asleep. there was nothing you could do but continue monitoring his heart rate and keep going.

nina silently crept into the room. like she had earlier in the night, she placed her hand on your shoulder. “take a break, let me handle this.”

you shoved her hand off, but you were so weak that it wasn’t as forceful as you intended. “no nina” you sniffled, “i’m the healer. i have to do this, it’s my job. my responsibility. i have to save him.”

all you got in response was a disappointed sigh as she exited the room.

half an hour later, you’d done all you could. you slumped into a stool beside his bed. all you could do was wait, and pray, that he would wake up. all you could hear was the gentle thumping of his heart and the rise and fall of his chest.

hesitantly, you grabbed his hand and held it in yours. the tears you thought you’d all but cried out came crashing back in full force. you cried and kneeled at his side, leaning your forehead on his arm.

"jes" you sniffled softly, "please wake up. if you wake up i'll never complain about your visits again. i'll treat all your stupid papercuts. you can even come in just to annoy me. please jesper you can't die."

you sighed tightened your grip on his hand, "wake up, i need to hear your voice again. i'll give anything."

"anything?" a broken voice said.

you snapped your head up quickly and met jesper's dark eyes. "you're okay" you breathed out.

he gave you a lopsided grin, "thanks to you doll."

you sniffled and tried to smile back. you closed your eyes and focused on his blood and wound. you let out a relieved sigh and opened your eyes when you found that everything seemed to be okay.

and then you punched jesper in the arm.

he let out yelp and rubbed the sore spot, "what the hell was that for?"

"that," you emphasized, "was for scaring me half to death. do not ever do that to me again you absolute ass."

he chuckled and pulled you closer to him, since his hand was still wrapped around yours, "you sure seem to care a lot for someone who gets annoyed by my very presence."

you rolled your eyes and leaned your head on his shoulder.

he caressed your head with his free hand, tangling his fingers in your hair. "i seem to recall you promising me anything if i survived. and the chance to painfully annoy you whenever i chose."

you laughed and looked up to meet his gorgeous eyes, "saints i already feel like i'm going to regret this."

he raised his eyebrows in amusement, and for the first time that night he looked like he always did. he wore a similar look to the one he'd given your right before leaving, "regret saving my life sweetheart?"

your heart softened at the name, "never, sharpshooter."

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whynotcherries · 3 years

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okay… now it’s time for six of crows as taylor swift songs. this is just for fun, i could be incorrect on so many of these. here we go.

kaz brekker - mr. perfectly fine - “so dignified in your well pressed suits // so strategized, all eyes on you // […] so far above me in every sense // so far above feeling anything.”

inej ghafa - i did something bad - the whole song. it just has the vibes. heavily implied murder? check. badass girl? check.

jesper fahey - cruel summer - “and i screamed for whatever it’s worth // ‘i love you’, ain’t that the worst thing you’ve ever heard?”

wylan van eck - sparks fly - “won’t you whisper soft and slow // ‘i’m captivated by you, baby, like a firework show’.”

matthias helvar - ivy - “in from the snow // your touch brought forth an incandescent glow // tarnished but so grand.”

nina zenik - wildest dreams - “say you’ll remember me // standing in a nice dress, staring at the sunset, babe.”

jordie rietveld - the lucky one (I’M SORRY) - “and they tell you that you’re lucky but you’re so confused, cause you don’t feel pretty, you just feel used. // […] it was a few years later, i showed up here, and they still tell the legend of how you disappeared.”

BONUS

kanej - treacherous - “nothing safe is worth the drive and i would follow you, follow you home.”

wesper - gorgeous - “you should take it as a compliment that i’m talking to everyone here but you // […] if you’ve got a girlfriend, i’m jealous of her // but if you’re single, that’s honestly worse // cause you’re so gorgeous, it actually hurts.”

helnik - wonderland - “didn’t they tell us ‘don’t rush into things’, didn’t you flash your green eyes at me // haven’t you heard what becomes of curious minds?”

the crows together - long live - “and the cynics were outraged // screaming ‘this is absurd’ // cause for a moment a band of thieves in ripped up jeans got to rule the world.”

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twolovelyberries · 3 years

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#i saw someone hc that the closest thing he can get to touching inej is touching her hair #which destroyed me #so here you go #kaz brekker #inej ghafa #kanej #kaz x inej #six of crows #crooked kingdom #soc art #six of crows art #my art

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lady-ashfade · 1 year

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Shadow And Bone Masterlist

Request for this fandom: closed

Rules.

Angst: Red

Fluff: Pink

Both: Orange

Comfort: purple

Yandere: Green and red.

A little bit of everything or nothing: Green

Inej Ghafa

Inside job- fem!reader. (Kaz&Inej)

Give me a moment

The pie- Male!reader. (Kaz&inej)

Not so dumb

The song behind bars. (Fem!reader)

Neko reader, collaring. (Fem reader! X yandere crows)

But he’s just so cute. (Poly!crows x male!reader)

Childlike. (Poly!crows x fem!reader)

No where to run. (Yan!Poly!Crows x Fem!reader)

Tall Idiot. (Poly!Crows x Male!reader)

Kaz Brekker

Inside job- Fem!reader. (Kaz&Inej)

The pie- Male!reader. (Kaz&inej)

Just a pawn- Fem!reader. Pt. 2

Aura reading reader. (Also Nina zenik)

Not so dumb

A blacked out night.

Little Gremlin (Jesper&kaz x fem)

The little ear. (Male!reader)

The song behind bars. (fem!reader)

Dark!Yandere!Kaz brekker HC’s (fem!reader)

Read ribbon- (platonic!kaz x child reader)

What gave me away? (Fem!reader)

I’m right here. (Fem!reader)

I don’t understand you (fem!reader)

Worthy. (Curvy!Fem!Reader)

Spaced out. (Adhd!Reader)

Vs Cunk. (Cunk!Fem!reader)

Neko reader, collaring. (Fem reader! X yandere crows)

But he’s just so cute. (Poly!crows x male!reader)

Childlike. (Poly!crows x fem!reader)

No where to run. (Yan!Poly!Crows x fem!reader)

Tall idiot. (Poly!Crows x Male!Reader)

Nina Zenik

Warmth- (Sister!reader)

Neko reader, collaring. (Fem reader! X yandere crows)

But he’s just so cute. (Poly!crows x male!reader)

Childlike. (Poly!crows x fem!reader)

No where to run. (Yan!Poly!crows x fem!reader)

Tall idiot. (Poly!Crows x male!reader)

Malyen Oretsev

Alina Starkov

The crows and pray- bunny reader

Like moths to a flame- Yandere six of crows x reader.

Aura reading reader- Nina zenik

Little grimlin (jesper&kaz x fem!)

The song behind bars. (Crows x fem!reader)

Chaos post. (Crows x reader)

Vs cunk. Pt.1, PT.2, PT.3

She’s made from the finest cloth (Yandere crows x fem!reader)

Family by chance. (Platonic! Wylan van eck x Kaz’s sister reader)

Neko reader, collaring. (Fem reader! X yandere crows)

But he’s just so cute. (Poly!crows x male!reader)

Childlike. (Poly!crows x reader)

No where to run. (Yan!Poly!crows x fem!reader)

Tall idiot. (Poly!Crow x male!reader)

#Aleksander Morozova x reader #Kaz Brekker x reader #Inej Ghafa x reader #The Darkling x reader #Alina Starkov x reader #Malyen Oretsev x reader #Kaz Brekker #Inej Ghafa #Alina Starkov #Malyen Oretsev #shadow and bone x reader #shadow and bone #yandere nina zenik x reader #nina zenik x reader #nina zenik #nina zenik x fem!reader

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