#just copying what i told my gc

[scyeschef]

Last night, i was thinking about how everyone obviously knows that this was the moment when syd spoke to him about his chefs jacket and that this is when he was like alright lemme buy her one. But i keep thinking about how, in episode 1 of s2, he looks at his chefs jacket with his phone in his hand before leaving out of his apartment. I'm thinking this man had already either bought the jacket for her before this scene or that he was already thinking about it but didn't do it until this moment.

Either way, im thinking this moment solidified that he made the right choice in buying it for her already or that he already knew she wanted one bc he knows her. Kind of like the moment she told him about the omelet and he didn't really react, just shrugged and said, "You like helping people" like he already knew that about her. Which circles back to how often he really pays attention to her.

#just copying what i told my gc #he would do anything for her its insane #and he knew damn well he didn't have any money for the jacket #but he would have enough for her #i love them #sydcarmy #the bear #sydney adamu #carmen berzatto #syd x carmy

[callsigncurse]

Offense & Defense - (Pete "Maverick" Mitchell x Reader)

[Part Two of the Agents of Chaos series]

A beach day meant to be spent on team bonding has Maverick hot under the collar. Sure, you're his soulmate, but how the hell is he supposed to compete with Jake "Hangman" Serensin, the much younger (than him) pilot who seems to have a soft spot for you? Or, the chapter where Maverick nearly loses you for good. Warnings: Shirtless, Jealous Maverick (which is, let's be honest, is downright deadly) mentions of a bodily injury (to the reader) Disclaimer: Some of these lines (the ones marked with an asterisk) are copied directly from the movie, but I do not claim them as my own! All rights belong to Paramount Pictures and the writers. Words: 3.3K ← part one

flying idiots gc

Captain: We are meeting at the beach today. Bring water and wear your civvies. I'll provide snacks. Chaos: 🫡 Hangman: Hell yeah Rooster: 👍🏻 Bob: Ok Phoenix: Weird, but alright. Fanboy: Whatever you say, man. Coyote: you had me at snacks Payback: Let's goooo Agent: I'll bring the sunscreen 💕 Hangman: lame 👎🏻 Agent: I will kick your ass, Ken Doll Captain: I'm surrounded by idiots.

The sun is beating down on you when you step around the Hard Deck. The sand is hot to the touch, but the ocean looks cool and inviting. It's a beautiful, sunny day, and it lifts your spirits a little. It had been a rough and stressful few days.

You briefly wonder where Maverick is, looking around the beach to see if you can spot him. You haven't seen him outside of Top Gun since the night he walked away from you. You're just about to start walking further down the beach to see if you can find him when your tattoo constricts tightly around your wrist, alerting you to his presence.

He's standing not even a foot away when you turn around. His aviators are perched on his perfect face, his expression completely unreadable. He's wearing a worn black t-shirt and dark blue jeans rolled up, and he looks good. Really good. 

"Hey." He finally offers. It's the most he's said directly to you in the days after you'd first met. The fact that he's been ignoring you for over a week has a hollow feeling growing in your chest, and you merely nod in greeting.

You squeeze your eyes shut for a moment before you huff out an exasperated sound and turn away from him. It's like he's trying to pretend that nothing has ever happened between the two of you, and it hurts. He'd turned his back on your connection, running away from what could be.

"Sweetheart, please." A shiver wracked down your spine at the sound of his voice, pleading with you. You want to turn around, you want to see his eyes, and you want more than anything to love him. But he doesn't want you; he's made that perfectly clear. You weren't good enough.

"Hey, now wait, don't-"

The sound of your friends startles you, but you don't turn around. You just set up your beach chair and wait for them to settle in, too. You can hear Josh all the way in the parking lot bickering with Phoenix over something you don't quite catch.

You'd told Josh about your string appearing a few days ago, right after Maverick had left you standing on the front porch of your little bungalow. He'd fallen silent, completely in shock, but had told you that he'd keep it to himself. You weren't ready for word to get out about your soulmate, especially not wanting to explain that he was completely rejecting the bond.

Hangman reaches you first; his green eyes warm when he smiles down at you. "Hey there, pretty girl. You come here often?"

A strangled sound reaches your ears, and you turn your head to see Maverick gulping down water while Phoenix pats him on the back. He sees you watching him and waves you off. "Went down the wrong pipe; I'm good."

Bob arrives next, surrounded by Payback and Fanboy, with Rooster trailing behind him. You watch as Bob strolls over and bumps Phoenix with his shoulder to alert her to his presence. It was nice to see them getting along; most of you had gotten pretty close in the last few days.

"Alright." Maverick's voice rang out, and everyone turned to face him. "Today, we're gonna play a little game I like to call Dogfight Football. Offense and defense at the same time. Two footballs, two teams, each trying to score as many touchdowns as possible."

The team breaks out into excited chatter, already arguing over who would be on whose team for the game. You briefly wonder why he's got you guys playing games when you only have so much time to train before the mission.

Maverick must've heard your thoughts because you suddenly felt his presence in your head again. He wasn't looking at you, but he was there all the same. It felt like his hands were cupping your face, his thumb smoothing along your cheekbone, just like he had the first night.

"Trust me, you guys need this. It'll be fun, I promise."

His honeyed voice soothes the frayed nerves that have made themselves known over the last few days. You practically purr at the sound of him in your head, but you push that away as quickly as it came on.

"Whatever you say, Captain Mitchell." You respond, and you feel him flinch at the use of his official title. You slam the mental block down quickly, and he flinches again, harder this time. Only you and Hangman seem to notice the captain's strange behavior.

"You good?" Jake's voice breaks through the noise as he sidles up beside you. He throws an arm around your shoulders as he smirks. "You're looking a little jumpy there. Afraid we're gonna run you into the ground, old man?"

You can't hear him, but you can feel him. Maverick is seething, his jaw tight, while he stares at Jake through his aviators. If looks could truly kill, Hangman would've been gone and buried by now. You can't tell if you're more worried about Jake or aroused by the sight of Maverick; he's really hot when he's angry. You're not sure what he's more pissed about—the way Jake is talking to you or the way he's got an arm wrapped around you.

"We'll see." Maverick finally speaks, with a sharp bite to his voice when he answers. He's calmer now, at least, and you push your presence into his mind. Experimentally, you whisper in his head, your voice soothing.

"Relax. This is supposed to be fun, remember? Don't let him get to you."

He visibly relaxes and shoots you a grateful, beautifully crooked smile.

You were prepared for the game, but you really weren't prepared for a very sweaty, very shirtless Pete Mitchell. He'd shed his shirt halfway through the game, leaving his tanned skin glistening in the sun. Your breath had left your lungs immediately, and you were so focused on how gorgeous he was that you didn't see Fanboy running full speed in your direction.

Hangman sees it all go down and swoops in as quickly as he can. He's fast on his feet and has you up in his arms just a split second before Fanboy was about to crash into you. You're breathless, looking up into those impossibly green eyes with a dazed look on your face.

"Hey, pretty girl." He greets you, a smile flashing over his lips as he adjusts you in his arms. Yours are slung around his neck, your legs wrapped around his waist, and you wonder what it would be like to just lean in and kiss Jake Seresin. At least he acted like he wanted you, even if he was a little bit of a player. (Or, so the rumors said.)

"Hey." You answer, one hand gliding gently through the soft, golden hair at the nape of his neck. "Thanks for saving me back there; I thought for sure I was gonna be a goner. Fanboy is heavier than he looks."

That draws a laugh out of him, and you're a little too into the way the sunlight gleams off of his golden hair and tanned skin. "You got it, doll." And then he's setting you down gently on the sand, but he doesn't move away.

"Seriously?"

You jolt, and Hangman looks at you with disappointment in his eyes when he sees the flash of your soulmate string against your skin. "Ah, shit. Did I overstep?"

"Tell him to let go of you. Please."

His voice is a low growl in your head. You're not sure where Maverick even is, but you're sure he's somewhere behind you. You can feel his eyes boring into your skin as you look up at Jake, your face burning with embarrassment. "I'm not sure why he's even mad; he's made it clear he doesn't want to be with me."

"Chaos."

"It's Maverick, isn't it?" He murmurs, still looking down at you with a look of disappointment. "He's giving me a look that's actually a little terrifying right now." He admits, and his hands slip off of your skin and into the pockets of his swim shorts.

You sigh. "Yeah, it is. Just don't tell anyone, okay? He already made it perfectly clear that I'm not what he wants, so it doesn't matter, anyway." You can hear the sadness in your own voice, and Jake just sighs.

"I'll keep your secret. Scout's honor. And he'll come around, pretty girl." He sets a hand on your shoulder, yanking you into him so he can give you a hug. "But if he doesn't, you're totally welcome to give me a call anytime."

You hear Maverick's frustrated growl in your head again, but this time you just shut him out.

By the next day, you're still angry with Maverick. This game of hot and cold with him is getting old, quickly. You couldn't even hang out with Jake without your soulmate (the one who was constantly saying he didn't want a relationship with you!) getting jealous and getting all growl-y in your ear.

Things are tense; no one has yet to complete the mission. Either Rooster was going too slow and holding you up, or Hangman was going too fast and fucking up the rest of his teammates. You were ready to strangle both of them, even if you loved them both.

"Agent, do you have a lock on the target?"

"Negative, this laser is bugging the fuck out. I've got dead-eye." 

You curse out loud, and then your soulmate, the one who has done nothing but piss you off for two days, 'shoots' you down. The fucker even tells you across the radio that you're dead.

*"Coyote, we're out. Maverick got us." You tell him, not even trying to hide how utterly annoyed you are at the captain. Sure, he's just training you to make sure you cover all possibilities, but still.

*"That's a fail, Coyote. Return to base." Maverick repeats, but Coyote's plane is rising even further into the sky. He's not saying anything in the comms and you're getting a little worried now.

*"Coyote? Level wings." Maverick orders over the comms, a panicked edge creeping into his voice. You're watching with bated breath as Coyote's plane starts to nose dive, and then he's free falling through the air.

"Mav, he's in G-Lock. You gotta get tone on him!" Your heartbeat is slamming against your chest, watching your friend's plane start to plummet straight toward the Earth. You knew if he didn't wake up, he was going to die as you watched, helpless.

Maverick's plane goes screaming towards him and you can hear him yelling Coyote's call sign over the comms. After what seems like a lifetime, at the last possible second, Coyote's plane levels out and he starts climbing back into the sky. You can't help but laugh, relieved to see that your friend was alright.

"I'm alright, I'm good." You can hear Coyote now, and you breathe out a long sigh of relief. That had been way too close for comfort, and your heart was still hammering in your chest.

"Good job, Mav." Your plane levels out next to his, giving him a thumbs up so he can see it.

"You did good, Chaos. The tone idea was brilliant."

There's maybe a moment more of calm before the next round of chaos begins. 

"Bird strike!"

*"Shit, Chaos. Climb!" The left engine is out, and you pull hard on your stick to climb higher into the sky. Agent's voice is panicked when he follows up with, "Left engine is on fire!"

*"Throttling back. Shutting off fuel. Extinguishing fire." You rattle off what you're doing, flipping switches and pushing buttons on autopilot. This is what you've trained for, you tell yourself. Stay calm, and everything will be fine.

*"We’re losing the right engine." Agent's sounding a little more panicked, and you take a deep breath. 

*"It’s still spinning. I’m gonna try to restart it." You flip the APU switch and push the right throttle forward. "APU on. Throttle up. Shit, nothing's happening." Okay, now you're starting to panic. It would really fucking suck if you had to bail out.

*"The right engine is out!" Agent says, and yeah, he's full on panicking now. "Chaos, I think this is it; I've got every warning light lit up back here." 

*"We lost hydraulics; I can't control it!" The stick is useless in your hands, and you're starting to lose complete control. You're spinning out, and yeah, this is really not good.

*"Eject! Eject!" Maverick is practically screaming over the radio, "Chaos, Agent, eject now!"

You grab the handle and pull, and you watch as the canopy flies off your plane backwards. You're launched into the air, and there's only a split second before you see Agent do the same.

It's almost peaceful, floating down with a parachute. But then the plane crashes into the mountainside and something metallic shoots toward you, and the last thing you remember is thinking, "Ow, that hurt." 

The next time you wake up, you know you're in a hospital. The room is stark white; there's a heart monitor next to you and an IV attached to your arm. By the look of the clock on the wall, you know it's well past midnight. You wonder if Agent is here too, and if he managed to land okay.

The next thing you notice is the feeling of someone holding your hand. You turn your head, and you are absolutely flabbergasted to find Captain Pete "Maverick" Mitchell, asleep in a chair that's been pulled up to your bedside, holding your hand.

You shift slightly, moving towards him, and you notice that his normally tan face looks pale. He looks like he hasn't slept in days, and his face looks swollen, like he's been crying. "Maverick?"

He twitches, but his eyes stay closed and his hand stays wrapped around yours. One more urgent whisper of his name, and those intense blue eyes of his slam open, and he looks at you like he's seen a ghost. "Oh, thank God." He leans forward, pressing his cheek against your joined hands, and breathes out a sigh of relief.

"What's going on?" Not that you mind that he's touching you or even that he's here, but you're beyond confused.

"Bird strike, you had to eject." He looks back at you, his other hand coming out to cup your hand in both of his. "Shrapnel came flying from your plane and hit you as you were coming down. Smacked you right in the chest. You were bleeding out pretty badly when they found you; you had landed hard and hit your head, too."

"Oh." You frown, reaching up with your free hand to touch the edges of the bandages on your chest. Now that he mentions it, it's throbbing uncomfortably. "What about Josh? Is he okay? How long was I out?"

"Agent is fine; he was treated for some light scrapes and bruising and released the next day. You've been asleep for three days. I've, uh, been here every night with you." He admits, and his eyes are still trained on your face. It's almost like he can't believe that you're awake and that you're okay.

"Shit, I've missed that much?" You struggle to sit up, but Maverick stands and gently pushes you back down onto the hospital bed. "Mav, c'mon, I gotta get out of here."

"No, you don't. Simpson has already released you from the mission." He tells you quietly, and your throat constricts. A chance of a lifetime mission, and you were completely out of commission. "I'm sorry, sweetheart, but you were hurt. You need to rest and heal."

You let out a wounded sound, angry at yourself for being in this position. Your plane was gone; you'd put Agent in danger, and now you were going to miss out on this special assignment. Things couldn't possibly get any worse than they are right now.

"Why are you even here?" That's the question that's nagging at you the most, and in your still-exhausted mind, you deserve an answer. "I didn't know you cared that much."

He looks taken aback, but his hands refuse to let go of yours. His eyes are trained on your face, and to your amazement, they're slowly filling up with tears. His lower lip was swollen from being constantly worried between his teeth, and in this moment, he looks almost delicate. Like he's about to break.

"I almost lost you," he whispers, and he sounds devastated. "I haven't even given us a fighting chance, and I almost lost you."

You turn as much as you can, staring at his face with wide eyes. The strongest man you'd ever met was breaking apart before your eyes, and you almost couldn't believe it. Did he really care that much?

"Of course I do." He swipes a hand at his eyes, catching the tears that had started to slip down his face. "I've never not cared. I'm just... Sweetheart, I'm no good at this. I've never been able to keep down a relationship; I have no kids of my own, and my only godson hates me."

You shift in your bed, moving as much to the side as you can before you pat the space beside you. "Lie down, Mav. You're exhausted; how long has it been since you slept?"

He looks like he's not going to do it for a split second, and then he seems to change his mind. He kicks off his boots and carefully climbs in, sliding his arm under you so you can lie on his chest. You're careful not to jostle yourself as you settle down.

"I care about you too, Mav." You tell him, your hand gently drawing patterns over his chest. "I knew the moment I first saw you that you would be everything to me, you know? And you denying us just... well, it hurt. I guess that's why I was letting Jake hit on me at the beach."

He makes a sound in his chest, and you can't help the exhausted giggle that slips out. "Easy, Pete. He's a great friend, and it won't happen again. Not unless you let me go for good."

"I won't." He answers without hesitation, and you tip your head back so you can see his face better. "I think this week has taught me that I care more about you than I thought. When I'm not training everyone, I'm here. I caused quite a stir the other night when they tried to get me to leave. Iceman had to call and make sure I got special clearance to stay with you at night."

Your heart thumps in your chest. "Hey, Pete?"

"Yeah?" He peeks down at you, his dark eyes studying you with that same intensity that always took your breath away.

"I really like you. And when I can get up and brush my teeth, I'm going to kiss you." Maybe it's the exhaustion you're feeling that's making you so bold, or maybe you're just drunk on the overwhelming affection you feel for him. "Because I really, really want to kiss you."

He stares at you for a solid moment, and then he carefully shuffles you so that he can lean down and press a sweet kiss to your forehead. And then he leaves one on your nose, and both of your cheeks. His lips graze yours, so softly that you can barely feel it. Regardless, your body lights up for him, and you meet his kiss with sweet affection.

"Get some sleep, sweetheart." He murmurs, brushing one last kiss against your lips. "I'll probably be gone when you wake up, but I'll be back before nightfall. I promise."

When you wake up the next morning, your bed is still warm from his body heat, and he's left a flower and a note for you where he'd been sleeping.

I'll be back soon. Don't miss me too much.

Love,

Mav.

#pete mitchell x reader #maverick x reader #top gun fanfiction #soulmate!au #chaos!reader

[ask-serendipity-sky]

Woah I asked about a bare minimum thing and you lost it ?????????

I've made more than 40+ accounts for TMA, voted everyday. I already made 30 accounts for MAMA and I've 30 more to make. I haven't purchased a single copy of face as I don't have any fund but I'll once I'm able to. I used to report accounts but took a break because it started affecting my mental health, still I report the very problematic accounts. I've joined multiple streaming parties on stationhead. I stream LC Pl+FACE+ThisisJimin pl EVERY OTHER DAY SINCE IT WAS RELEASED. I'm on gc of my country which we use for everything not exclusively for streaming. I'm friends with few pjms on Twitter who gave me 30+ emails to vote on tma. My spotify stats are filled with Jimin songs and I've 15+ spotify accounts all exclusively for Jimin. Yes I ship Jikook but I wholeheartedly believe JK is NOT a match for Jimin because jimin is 10x better than him in everyway.

I hope I answered all your dummy questions.

Still I think, not even saying a thankyou to fans is indeed rude af. He should've attended the show in person to receive the award his fans gave him, but he didn't..so another thing he could've done was to sent a thankyou video, didn't do that either. Next option was to post a pic of him holding award. And I'm not even asking that.. BUT A VERY BARE MINIMUM 'THANKYOU'. Just to know he knows and acknowledges our hardwork. And it's not just us supporting a random man who don't give a shit about us. If this was happening irl, you WILL call that person toxic.

Anon,

These are just words. Instead of coming to my blog to insult me, show your blog name and send me actual evidence and all that stuff I asked for since all this convo is about demanding things.

And I already told you what to do if you don't like what Jimin does:

"It's best that you leave him and you find another celebrity that feeds your ego because Jimin is not asking for your support and he doesn't need it."

I'm not here to coddle you because you don't feel Jimin's acknowledgement. He's an artist, not your bff. He's already gone through enough shit because of his haters to still have to put up with shit because of his so called "fans".

Move on if you don't appreciate him as he is.

Byeeeeeee.

[leiyiontwt]

Only Friends?..

Warning: This is based on my experience! (All names have been changed) , Angst, Dirty Talk (No smut though), Laungage.

A/N: This was rushed and skipped a few events in this story since it happened months ago and i don't remember what happened quite well. I will make a part 2 if i have time! Classes starts on monday and we're gonna be staying 9 hours there.

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"ughh fuckkk my back hurts, what time is it anyways?" Y/n rubbed her eyes. 'OH SHIT IM LATE' she thought. "Ugh why'd my alarm didn't ring" you complained. You got ready and settled ur things before entering the meeting. You didn't really care about your grades since she didn't give a fuck whether she's part of the top 10 or whatsoever, she just wanted to live life and be chill, or that's what you thought.

You joined the meeting not even bothering if you're late on class or what, what matters is you attended class. You checked your friends gc which contains all of your classmates.

Julia: "YOOO, Y/N WAKE UP ALREADY UR GONNA BE LATE"

Y/n: "Okay chill sis"

Yassie: "Girly I don't understand what Ma'am Laurenz is saying"

Y/n: "LMAO, SAME. I MAY BE FILIPINO BUT I DON'T UNDERSTAND ANYTHINGGG"

Hiro: *randomly sends a p0rn twt acc*

Julia: "eyo we saw that"

Y/n: "don't even try to unsent that"

Hiro: "dang, anw y/n let's play The Mimic later afternoon"

Y/n: "Tskk, I cant mom will scold me"

Hiro: "Just try sneaking roblox while ur mom is watching that vikings thing"

Y/n: "ig ill try"

The convo continued more after that, more chaos, like what happens everyday. Class was finished and you hated wasting ur time by making assignment so you asked ur closest friend Julia to let her copy her assignment, ofc she did let you copy it.

After that, You played with Hiro The Mimic and it was full of screaming, monsters coming out of nowhere and randomly getting jumpscared. After finishing chapter 1, you're mom was still no finished watching the vikings, ur glad it has 6 seasons

So u still went to play with Hiro Murder Mystery 2, it was full of betrayal and revenge, and Hiro was weird. He would come to the back of my avatar then press the keys W and D. Which was weird, u suddely thought what it means and became flustered, i told him to stop but he kept doing it on game, so cringe.

After the last round, you said your goodbyes. It was night and you kept thinking of him, tf? He's an ugly ass guy why would i like him... and a total walking red flag. You we're developing feelings for him, well that's weird u promised urself you would only like fictional men and women, why real men?.

The next day, you scrolled in tiktok, then saw a tiktok describing him. What?? Why am i.. getting flustered? Shit Y/n, why are you doing this, no. Why r u like this? You decided to ignore it but kept thinking of it. Gahh, I'm done with this shit.

You told Julia that you have a little crush on Hiro, and she didnt get bothered, she let you do the things you want since it's your life. Instead of having a crush on him, you had mixed feelings about it. You and Hiro would fight everyday over a single thing. You kept proving urself that u were right and Hiro was just being dramatic.

Julia said that i should be careful since Hiro is a literal red flag and prevent myself from getting my heart broken. Ofc i didnt listen to her, i still had a crush on him whether i get myself in trouble.

Though, a big fight happened. Julia teamed up on me since i was right and Hiro was being dumb again. He said that i was so selfish for not playing with me, but i dont want to risk getting scolded. I asked him to tell Myka to play with him, but he excused that Myka was venting on him since he wants to play with me.

He said "Myka literally just said she wants to kill her own parents. I was too shocked, I cant help but reply "Bro that's a red flag, AS MUCH AS I HATE MY PARENTS I CAN NEVER KILL THEM. WHY YOU MIGHT ASK? BCUZ THEY'RE THE ONE WHO RAISED ME. THEY'RE THE ONE WHO SACRIFICED THEIR SWEAT AND BODY TO WORK FOR US TO FEED US." I was so furious, he just kept going finding out excuses that made no sense, god this kid.. when will he realize i was right along. I decided dm him smth

"Hiro, look i like you but seeing you like this is so wrong. Just because ur childhood friend betrayed you doesn't mean you should do this to us, ur just passing on the trauma. You've been our classmate since Kinder and you dare to pick a friend that you met 2 months ago? How dare you"

You embarassed yourself.

You made a mistake.

You confessed at the wrong time.

He couldn't helo but laugh and send it to Myka, his friend. He screenshotted the convo he had with her and he forwarded my message to her. Wtf?. My heart was torn in pieces, he said ew.

I couldn't stop myself and call Myka a whore for attention, she got offended and sent it to Hiro, he was offended also. He was so disappointed that he threatened me that he will send my confession and called Myka a whore. Shit, im doomed.

You can't help but cry, he gave you mixed signals and was confident he liked you back. Why? What was happening?. I left the friends gc since i thought all of my classmates will become embarassed of me.

It was face-to-face, and when i entered the room, all their attention was onto me. Shit, they knew what happened. I bet they're disgusted of me. It was reversed, instead of being disgusted of me, they started shipping me with Hiro.

Did they even know what happened between us both? Why r they shipping us?. When Hiro entered, i came up to him and slapped his face, tried choking him but my classmates was stopping me. I didn't want to see his face ever again. That ugly ass face, that fake attitude.

More events pass by, and they kept shipping us. We already graduated. Why?.

Yassie created a gc containing me and Julia. She said she wanted revenge, turns out they had a fight with Hiro and Myka. That duo is such a bitch. She planned that we will say sorry to them and wants to become friends with them again then betray them. A basic revenge but i thought it was worth it.

I said sorry and wrote an apology letter to Myka and Hiro. They accepted the letter. The more you became closer with Hiro than last time, you started getting feelings again.

Wtf, Y/n get over it, he rejected you last time and you dont want to feel that pain again, get over it stupid. Turns out i can't get over him. I said to Julia that i hate him then later on that i liked him, she was getting confused what was happening if i rlly like him or hate him. I was confused too. Turns out i can only be friends with him.. nothing else.

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Part 2 plot!

A/N: this didnt rlly happen irl its just a scene that happen to pop out on my mind

You were the president of the class, and ur classmate confessed his feelings. You we're too scared and traumatize to love someone else back, and no matter what you do, your parents will not like you having a boyfriends at such a young age because they want you to study without distractions. Even if you said that, he didn't stop loving you, you said thay you will make ur decision when you turn 18.

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A/N: these are the characters as the real person names!

Ma'am Laurenz - Ma'am Condrillon

Julia - Melissa

Yassie - Kirbie

Hiro - Zyk

Myka - Myka

#reader insert #angst with no happy ending #Masaket sya mhi #irl stuff #not slay #imagines

[storytimewithnova]

kenma and shoyo fight

a video was sent to the bfs in there GC

Kuroo:huh what is this

Akaashi:lets watch and find out

they clicked the video and saw sho and kenma Fight!?

Sho:I'm starting to glitch like really really glitch

Kuroo:glitch kitten what do you mean?

Akaashi:lets keep watching

Sho:I'm fading away

Kuroo:What!?

Sho:Kenma i'm losing my power and i Don't know when I'm gonna be gone for good

Akaashi:power!?

Kuroo:gone for good!?

Kenma:omg your fading away shona I I Don’t know what to say hey before you lose your power can you just help me with just one thing

Kuroo:kenma what the fuck!?

Akaashi:kenma wth she is dying and you asking favors

Kenma:could you use your ghost powers to thwart a little video release Oikawa has a bad tape on me I want it erased could you just scramble it

kuroo's thoughts 💭ghost powers is my kitten already dead impossible everyone can see her

Sho:I- are you kidding me i came here to apologize to you and you came here to use me I am literally about to disappear in to a freaking lava lamp

Kuroo:kitten omg i may never see you again

Sho:because i don't know what my UFB (unfinished business) is you're still sitting here caring what everyone thinks about you

Kuroo:so its true my gf is dead

Sho:i have done literally everything to make sure that you could be cool and then you could make your mark and you can get a bf  but you have done nothing you have done nothing for me you care more about this stupid video  or some dumb comment that i wrote then you care about your best friend

Kenma: ........

Kuroo:how would you like to tell my bf it was you that got me killed

Kenma: ......

Akaashi:!?

Kuroo:what!?

Sho:over that stupid video you little gang ambushed me and beat me to death have fun explaining that one to Tetsu

Kenma: .....

sho walked off crying

akaashi was  to stunned to speak kuroo was upset to say anything as well both kenma and sho came online

Kenma:hey

Sho:tetsu

Kuroo:hey kitten

Akaashi:kenma why

Kenma: huh?

Akaashi:kenma don't play dumb now i know sho is dead your friends killed her

Kenma: .....

Akaashi:is that what that video is sho's death

Kenma: .....

Kuroo:why did you do that your my best friend you killed my gf

Kenma:i didn’t my friends did

Akaashi;exactly your friends you were there you watched you are an accessory to her murder

Kenma: ....

Kenma:i never told them or asked them to do it they just did it and oikawa filmed it and it and said if it got out we would all go down then i figured since she was a ghost she could make it all go away no one would know how was i to know atsumu made a copy to send to you guys

kuroo went offline clearly angry sho said shd would go go him akaashi told him to give him space while that was going on kuroo tried to find was for sbo not to disappear he even suggested she be on his computer think like iron man with jarvis or flash with gidian that was the sams concept for sho she agreed and it surprisingly worked

END

#Youtube

[stupid-o-clock]

i still feel shitty around my friends. i ranted about this to my best friend earlier but i want to put this here so i'll basically copy paste my feelings.

i'm gonna call my friends P & V bc typing "friend"/"other friend" etc gets confusing after a while.

i was playing huniepop bc it's a fun game when u have nothing to do, but my P saw it in my discord status and immediately dmed the gc "BRO [me] IS PLAYING HUNIEPOP" and we started arguing about it bc she thinks these type of games are weird, idc lol. if u don't like them, don't play them, why get into my business? we have the most opposite opinions on so much shit like why even bother trying to start this

she complained about genshin nsfw popping up on her tl a while ago and told me to stop liking it, no? dont interact, click "not interested", block, even unfollow me idc not like we interact much anyway. gosh

she was so much better to have as a friend before we got close, i started having this feeling recently like once i get to know someone well it becomes weird. like damn, you know my trauma and ik yours? weirdo.. bye-bye! my gf, two best friends + two also pretty close friends are the only exceptions. but that's maybe because i got to know them before i started feeling like this?

tbh with these two it always feels like they've got something against me for no reason, that "no reason" also being im a dude. with all the shit they say n do it's a really toxic women>men type thing LOL and i can never say anything bc they'd team up on me!!

i don't think i'm ever included in those messages but thats bc im trans. if i was a cis dude theyd bully me into the ground, but i dont wanna be treated diff bc im a TRANS guy, im just a guy. the trans doesnt matter. treat me the same youd treat a cis one. and if you cant then we shouldnt be friends!

now this is about V and her boyfriend, theyve got a thing like he unfriends/blocks anyone she doesnt like going on. n one night he wanted her to unf all the dudes shes friends with, including me. personally idgaf but P got really pissed about it.

P said smth like "what did we say about not controlling women in relationships?" and like.. what? V is essentially controlling her boyfriend, so why can't he do the same? P just brushed it off tho bc V is an angel! and she could never do anything bad! her bf don't know that lol?

just like how i'm deffo not a love interest for her, everyone she makes him unfriend probably also isn't! maybe she got bad vibes or whatever that's ok! but god

also P used the r-slur when going off at V's boyfriend and that just rubbed me the wrong way. she's definitely "allowed" to use/reclaim it but it feels like an awful word, AND she was using it to insult someone which makes it even worse.

i feel like i can never disagree with P either bc she'll pull a "shut up ur a man" card. like- she's done that. she's done it as a joke but she'd deffo do it in a serious manner too-

also, i got into a fight- like- not a fight but i genuinely said smth really LOL i feel bad about it but P was shit talking me to xiya and then pulled up in my dms like Hey [me] i care aout you! You fucked up but it's ok u ust have to learn how to communicate

Like what is this? u can't tell me u care about me after spewing this shit into my girlfriends dms.

"i dont go out of my way to hurt people. he needs help lol" like bitch ik i need help. i did say the "joke" with intent to hurt V but it was in the MOMENT. yk how fucking frustrating it is explaining anger issues to someone who doesn't get it whatsofuckingever?

P has a load of her own issues that i dont ge tbut i at least TRY to understand her. also, first screenshot i wanetd to explain myself so V could see where im coming from?? LOL explaining ursef =/= makinf urself the victim.

i always overexplain shit, like my mistakes and why i think i made them. im also bad at explaining so i go on and on to try and make it make sense. i was literally blaming myself for hurting V and syaing sorry over and over again, how the hell was i making myself a victim?

[marculees]

I’ve turned this new friend down twice and he’s still trying to ask me out...I even told him a few days ago that I’m not looking for dating or sex with ANYONE for the next two years of my degree and he’s still simping 🙃

#men. #just...yeah #i turned him down nicely but firmly too and i made sure he knew i was letting him know now rather than later #and that he shouldn't get his hopes up because i wouldn't want him to get upset and it hurt more #i even offered to look out for nice girls for him dskjagulbhbk #he's trying to ask me out for drinks post-covid now after i literally told him i don't drink alcohol lmao #don't even get me started on what he did earlier this week #he didn't skip my goal replay in rocket league like HUN EVERYONE SKIPS ITS JUST THE ETIQUETTE OF THE GAME #:')))) #i also suggested we play 2 truths 1 lie as a fun way to get to know everyone in our gc #and he straight up just copied my previous lie like come up with something different? :L #he couldn't even give a single song rec after i asked everyone in the gc ffs its not that deep :( #i asked him where his go-to spots are for nights out and he says he usually lets his friends take the lead #he'll go to flirting right away but never gives an opinion or preferences and that stresses me out #i want to be friends with people that think and feel things not just related to their land down under #:'))) #i'll block him if he starts getting pushy #rambling on main

[softesthobi]

💭

#sorry julia i'm copying your text post concept jskdfjkds i didn't know what else to put in the post and you have such a good idea for it #i hope you won't mind!! ily ♥ #i just wanted to share how i'm doing so there's no specific theme for this tag monologue fjskdjfksd #anyway i went to a party last night (my first uni party woop woop despite me being a uni student for 1.5 years skdfjskd) #(i usually just go to hangouts and official events but not the parties at clubs) #it was like ehhh bc i had such a fun time with my friend but the other psych students have like???? formed a clique or sth #bc this one girl invited some selected ppl to her place to pregame and not an open invitation in the gc like ppl have previously done #she sent private messages to the ones she wanted to invite??? my friend was amongs them bc she's popular™ sakdfjskfd #so she told me about this and i just feel like wow hit me with the fuckin.... middle school bullying triggers #idk the girl who did that gives me that popular girl vibe and i've never been a popular kid jskdfjsd i got close friends in high school #and we had a tight squad but we were like the loser squad you know jskdfjskdf not hanging out with the main popular kids #although i went to a theatre class so our whole class was the loser squad in a typical high school hierarchy sjdfskd #which meant most of them were rly nice ppl #and i cannot believe that in fuckin!!!! uni!!!! ppl are selecting their faves and forming elite cliques #anyway i guess i gotta find my loser squad instead of trying to integrate into the popular kids bc that's not my scene #they were just dancing in the club and i don't dance unless i feel safe around you #also i was staying at my grandma's place bc she lives close to the club and she's travelling rn #and omg cooking with someone else's supplies is soo scary sjfkdsjdkfds like you don't know how anything works what they have etc #also she has a similar small frying pan that i do so i took it home to clean???? bc she doesn't have any oil?????? and it needs to be oiled #isn't olive oil like??? a cooking essential jskdfjksd or vegetable oil of your choice #i had sooo much stuff with me that a frying pan didn't rly feel like a lot to add sdfnmsdnmfnms #me: goes away for one night #me: takes more stuff than i would take for a week abroad #my thingies

[mxltifxnd0m]

𝐒𝐔𝐑𝐏𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐄, 𝐒𝐔𝐑𝐏𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐄

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Summary: You decide to surprise Ben at comic con

Pairings: Ben Barnes x fem! Reader

Words: 3.7K (this is the longest fic I’ve written so far)

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Warnings: maybe a couple of curse words, slight suggestive themes

Request: yes/no

A/N: Thank you @sebtanas I’m glad you like my writing!

Thank you for the request! I loved writing this so much and I hope you do too! <3

𝘣𝘦𝘯 𝘣𝘢𝘳𝘯𝘦𝘴 𝘮𝘢𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘵

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“Why can’t you come with mee?” Ben whines to you for what it seems the hundredth time this hour. Both of you were laying in bed cuddling one another(more like him laying on top of you) a day before he has to leave for Stuttgart Comic-Con and he has been begging you to go with him since he has been traveling a lot for his projects and just wanted to spend quality time with you and what better way to than for you to go with him to Germany. Ben had also decided to leave a day early than he was supposed to so he had time to see Stuttgart.

“Ben we’ve been over this, I have something planned for the 2-3 days you’re away. Trust me I would cancel if I could but these plans have been finalized and we can’t change the dates.” You told him as you were running your hands through his soft hair.

“Are you sure you can’t come with me, this trip would be a good time to spend time together, and you were even invited!” Ben tried at one last attempt to get you to go with him.

You sigh “Ben I’m sorry babe, I cannot cancel last minute, I’ve had this planned for a couple of months now.” Ben sighs deeply, sad that you can’t come with him. “Alright, well love let’s go to bed, you have to get up early tomorrow for your flight.” You tell Ben and you both fall asleep and limbs tangled together.

Next morning

You’re at the entrance to Ben’s flight and you’re seeing him off before he boards the plane. He wraps his arms around you and brings you into his arms and you immediately copy his actions and he tightens his arms around you and sways you slightly from side to side and Ben feels you chuckle against his chest at his actions and you both stay like that for what it seems like forever. You only let go of each other when you hear that there are 5 minutes until he has to board his plane.

You both sigh and reluctantly let go of each other. “Well, I’ll see you in a couple of days,” you tell him softly. His shoulders sag and nods solemnly “I’ll be sure to keep you updated as soon as I land.” He tells you, “You better Mr. Barnes,” you tease him and he rolls his eyes with a smile on his face.

Then the intercom rings out through the airport saying that his flight was now boarding. Ben is about to walk off until you pull him back and pull him into a soft but passionate kiss. Ben pulls away and rests his forehead on yours for a second and you both utter soft goodbyes and “I love you’s” and he goes to board the plane.

As you’re leaving the airport and as you enter your shared car with Ben, you whip out your phone and pull up the group chat with everyone that was going to Comic-Con but obviously not adding Ben to it.

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Operation surprise Ben (gc)

Pure sunshine - Jessie

Blade boy- Archie

Gunslinger- Kit

My fav heartrender- Danielle

The horse show- Freddy

Kaz’s investment- Amita

The handler of Ben- You

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The handler of ben

I feel a little bad for lying to Ben

Pure sunshine

Oh, don’t feel that bad y/n! It’ll be worth seeing his

reaction when you surprise him

Gunslinger

Yeah, it’ll be worth it to see his face

Blade boy

Why I am here, I’m not even going anymore

Kaz’s investment

You’re moral support, plus you were the person to suggest this plan

Blade boy

I know, but this was before I knew I couldn’t go

My fav heartrender

Anyways, is the plan in motion y/n?

The handler of Ben

Yup! I just have to pack and get on the plane tomorrow.

The horse show

Okay great, and you’ll be here for the 2 days, right?

The handler of Ben

Yes, I will and I can’t wait to see all of you again!!

Pure sunshine

Yay! We’ll see you soon y/n <3

The handler of ben

Aww Jessie I love you guys! And Archie I’ll see

you soon even though you can’t make it

Blade boy

We can set something up soon y/n

The handler of ben

Okay sounds great! Bye guys, I have to go now

but I love you all and I’ll see you soon!! <3

My fav heartrender

Bye y/n! Love you

Kaz’s investment

Bye, y/n get home safe!!

Gunslinger

Bye y/n!

Blade boy

Bye everyone I’ll see you guys soon

The horse show

Bye everyone see you guys soon!

Pure sunshine

Bye, everyone! Bye, y/n get home safe and we’ll see you soon!

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You turned off your phone with a smile on your face, excited you get to see your friends again. You realize that you’re still in the airport parking lot and you drive home to go and pack. You get home and decide to procrastinate and relax on the couch and since you woke up earlier to drop off Ben at the airport, you fell asleep on the couch for a couple of hours. You woke up and you see that it was mid-afternoon and you got up to go pack.

But as you were getting up to go pack you see that Ben had texted you an hour ago before you woke up.

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Benny Boy <3 (chat)

Benny Boy <3- Ben

My darling- You (your contact name for Ben)

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Benny Boy<3

Hey love I just landed

I just checked into the hotel

I miss you already

Love? Are you alright?

My darling

Sorry, Ben! I fell asleep as soon I got home

Benny Boy <3

That’s alright love

I was a tiny a bit worried when you didn’t reply

I’m bored and I miss you already

My darling

Oh, you sap! You can survive a couple of days without me

Benny Boy <3

You’re being mean to me

Can’t I just miss you?

My darling

Yes you can, but I’m sorry I have to go and do some chores around the house

Benny Boy<3

Ughh finee I’ll let you go

I love you and I miss you

My darling

I love you more Ben

Benny Boy <3

That’s impossible

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You go to pack your things, some clothes, toiletries, and all the basic necessities for traveling. When you were done, you noticed that it was time for dinner and so you whipped up something quickly, set your alarms, and got ready for bed early since you had an early and long day tomorrow.

The alarm you had set was blaring loud into your ears, and you grumble “I’m up, I’m up” and turned off the alarm and set off to get ready and leave for the airport. You were debating whether or not if you should cook breakfast or get something to eat before you get to the airport.

You glanced down at your watch and saw you were running a bit behind so you ultimately decided to get something at the nearby cafe and head to the airport. So you packed up your final things and put them in the car and headed for the cafe for some food and caffeine, then you were off to the airport.

As you were sitting in the airport’s terminal waiting to board your flight, you hear someone calling out your name. You look up to see that Freddy was heading toward you. You smile widely underneath your mask (wear your mask and get vaccinated if you can people) and you get up from your seat and hug him.

“Freddy!” “Are you on this flight?” you ask him as you were pulling away from the hug.

“Yes I am, I didn’t know we were taking the same flight either.” “Well let me see your ticket.”

He shows you his ticket and as luck would have it, you were sitting right next to him.

“Well looky here Mr. horse show, we are sitting together.”

“y/nnn! I told you not to call me that!” Freddy whines. “Well it’s my contact name for you and I’m never changing it.” You tell him. “Well this going to be an eventful flight for the both of us.” “Oh trust me it’s going to be more for me than you Mr. Carter.” you tease Freddy for a bit until you both have to board the plane.

“At least I know that I’ll be entertained on this flight, especially if you’re on this flight y/n.” Freddy tells you as you both are putting away your luggage in the overhead compartment and you both go to sit in your seats.

You and Freddy just talk the entire flight, catching up since the last time you saw each other in person, which was for a couple of months due to COVID. Both of you talked for the longest time, you guys didn’t realize that the flight had landed until the flight attendant had to interrupt the conversation you guys were having. You both flush in embarrassment for talking for so long.

You exit your flight and both briefly go over the plan to surprise Ben.

“Okay so I have all of the times for his panels and meet & greets so I’ll surprise him at his panel and hopefully it will go well.” You tell Freddy a brief overview of the plan and he nods knowingly. You had gotten in contact with the people running the panels and the meet and greets and told them your plan and surprisingly they had let you do this.

“Well, I’ll see you later y/n.” Freddy bids his goodbye and you echo the same sentiments and you guys go your separate ways.

As you enter your hotel room, you go check your notifications and you see that Ben had texted (spammed) you while you were on the flight.

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Benny Boy <3

Benny Boy <3- Ben

My darling- You (your contact name for Ben)

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Benny Boy<3

Love, are you awake?

Love

Darling

Sweetheart

Lovebug

I’ll keep spamming you until you answer me

My darling

Hi Ben

You chuckle at his relentless attempts to grab your attention

Benny Boy<3

Finally! Did you just wake up?

My darling

I’ve been awake for a while now, I was in the middle of the plans I told you about

Benny Boy<3

Oh, I’m sorry did I interrupt?

My darling

No you did not, but I have some spare time before I have to get back

Benny Boy<3

Oh alright, now that I have your attention

I wish you were here with me my love, I’ve been out all day exploring

and it’s beautiful here.

My darling

Aww, I wish I was there as well Ben. But be sure to send me some pictures

Benny Boy<3

Here I already took some

Sent 8 attachments

Most of them were of the sights he had seen, and of course, they were selfies of him so most of them were of Ben and the things he saw. You smile at his pictures, giddy at the fact that you were also in Stuttgart and surprising Ben tomorrow at his first panel.

My darling

Those are beautiful Ben, not you of course, but the view is amazing!

Benny Boy<3

Ouch, that hurt sweetheart! I swear you don’t love me

My darling

I was kidding! And you know I love you, but sometimes you need tough love.

Benny Boy<3

If I recall correctly you also like me giving you tough love

My darling

Ben! You’re a cheeky little shit you know that?

Benny Boy<3

I know that I am but you love me

My darling

Yeah, unfortunately, I love you a lot

Benny Boy<3

Ah of course you do

Wait. UNFORTUNATELY!!

My darling

Well that is my cue to leave. I have to go now Ben I love and miss you!

Benny Boy<3

WAIT NO COME BACK

WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY, UNFORTUNATELY!!

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That was the last text you saw before you turned off your phone and threw it beside you on the bed you were resting on. You chuckled fondly at Ben’s reaction to your text and you decided to read the book you brought with you and meant to read on the plane. You read for a while until you hear your stomach growl and you glance at the clock on the nightstand and realize that you’ve been reading for a couple of hours, so you order room service, eat, and finally, after staying on social media for a bit you got ready for bed. You fell asleep with a smile on your face since you were excited to see Ben’s reaction.

You were surprised that you had woken up before your alarm this morning, so that meant you had more time before you could surprise Ben. So you had texted the group chat if anyone was up and see if they wanted to have breakfast with you before Comic-Con started.

A few replied, like Amita, Kit, replied and said they would love to, and the rest you assumed were asleep or had other plans this morning. So you had sent Amita and Kit an address to the nearest cafe to have breakfast with them.

You loved spending the morning with them, but you all had to leave so Amita and Kit could make it to their panel in time and also surprise Ben since his panel was right after theirs. You stayed and watch their panel from afar, making sure that no one could recognize you. But you said that too soon.

“So do you like six of crows or just standing and waiting for my panel?” You hear Ben’s voice right next to yours.

You think This was not a part of the plan, so you quickly improvise. You clear your throat and disguise your voice in a different accent. “Umm, I’m here for both panels.” you quickly reply to him as to not be recognized.

He chuckles since he thinks you’re nervous talking to him so he quickly dismisses himself but not before asking “You look very familiar, have we met before?” “No, I don’t think we have.” You spit out and he turns to go on to his panel.

Thank god, he didn’t recognize me, it was probably the mask that helped a lot, you think to yourself. Now it was time to set the plan in motion

Ben thinks back on that interaction with that woman before he went backstage, Hmm she was probably nervous to look at me, he thinks to himself but nevertheless, he is ready to go do his panel for day one at Comic-Con.

He gets on stage and waves to the crowd before sitting down. He sits down but notices an empty chair next to his, but he thinks nothing of it and starts to answer some questions.

As soon as he starts to answer questions, you get backstage where a crew member gives you a mic and turns it on, and now it is just the waiting game until you decide to go in and surprise him.

He has been answering questions for a little bit now and he perks up a bit when he gets asked “Where is y/n? I thought she was supposed to be here?” a fan asked politely. “She was but she had scheduling conflicts just like Archie and she forgot to post about it.”

Now you’re sneaking up on the stage right behind Ben and you know the crowd is about to start screaming so you put a finger to your lips to signal to be quiet.

There is a collective sigh of disappointment from the crowd but Ben presses on about you. “I do miss her dearly and trust me no one was more excited than me for her to come to Stuttgart.”

“Well, Well, Well, speak of the devil and she shall appear.” Your voice rings out through the mic given to you and Ben’s eyes widen comically and he quickly gets up out of his chair and spins around to see you have a wide grin on your face and your hands spread out and you shake them around like jazz hands and yell out “Surprise!!”

Ben rushes to sweep you into a bear hug, lifts you up, and starts to spin you around while you’re squealing for Ben to stop and put you down. The crowd laughs at Ben’s actions and claps at your appearance. He put you down and you both go to sit down in your respective chairs and Ben grabs your hand to hold it since he doesn’t think that you’re actually here.

“Well wasn’t that a wonderful surprise for everyone?” You address the crowd.

You hear shouts of “YES!” and “Definitely” and you and Ben chuckle at some of the responses that are being yelled out.

“So that’s why you didn’t post about not coming since you were coming all along?” a fan asks you.

“Yes, I just lied to Ben about not coming, since I kind of wanted to see his reaction and pull a little bit of a prank on him,” you respond. “It wasn’t a good one in my opinion but it was worth it to see Ben’s eyes bulge out of his head for a bit.” You say while giggling at him.

“Who knew that you were coming.” “The staff and our lovely castmates,” you tell him with a smug grin on your face. Ben rolls his eyes at you “You made me think we were not going to be able to spend any time together here.” Ben says. “Well now we have all the time in the world don’t we?” You say sweetly and the audience coos at how cute the two of you are as a couple.

Both of you answer a few more questions before concluding the panel and you both went backstage. Ben doesn’t miss a beat and wraps you in his arms and pulls you into a bruising kiss that lasted for what it seemed like forever but you guys were human so you had to break apart to get some air back into your lungs.

He rests his forehead on yours, “I can’t believe you lied to me and said you had plans to ditch Comic-Con.” he says and you can feel his breath hitting your lips, “Well I never said what those plans were.” You say while smiling cheekily while looking into his beautiful eyes. He rolls his eyes playfully at you, “Well aren’t you a little minx.” “Indeed I am Mr. Barnes. Also, I must say I love the outfit you have on.” You tell him while winking at him.

“Well thank you, you were the one to pick them out for me.”

“I have a great sense of style when it comes to you. But I love the necklace that Jessie gave you and I’m sad she didn’t get me a matching one, but ill just buy all of us a matching one,” you tell him and you make sure to make a note in the back of your head to do that.

“You do that, but right now we have to do a meet and greet,” Ben tells you.

“I don’t have a meet and greet, but you have a meet and greet to do.”

“Oh come on, the fans love you, I’m sure they won’t mind you in the pictures.”

“Yes they will, but here I’ll take pictures with them if they want me in them.” You strike a deal with Ben and he agrees. “Fine but I’m telling you, you’ll be in the photos a lot.

You wave him off and go and do the meet and greet. Turns out he was right, most of the people in line wanted pictures with you and Ben or just you. Once everything was said and done, you both head back to his hotel room and he gives you a knowing look about not being in pictures.

You raise your hands in defense while sitting on his bed, “Okay, you were right, but I wasn’t anticipating that your fans were wanting me to be in the photos,” you relented. Ben just thrust his hand in the air and shook it in victory. You smile at his actions, “You’re a dork you know that.” He tackles you down on the bed and you slight shriek at the sudden movement from Ben and the grown man that is now on top of you.

“Yeah I am, but I’m your dork,” and he kisses the tip of your nose, making you softly giggle at him. “I should head back to my room now.” You tell him as you’re trying to get him off of you, but being the man child that he is, he tightens his hold around you, successfully not letting you get out of his grasp. “Nooo, don’t leave me, you just got here and I want to spend time with you,” Ben whines playfully. “Gosh, so you’re so needy Ben,” you tease.

“Trust me I’m not needy one at night.” Ben quips back

You gasp dramatically “Well, I was just going to grab my stuff, put it in your room, and check out of mine. But since you said that I might not do that anymore.”

Ben immediately regrets his response, “Okay, never mind then, please move your stuff into my room so we can have quality time together.”

“By “quality time” you mean cuddles and sex?” you say in a matter-of-fact tone.

“...yes,” Ben says in a quiet voice. You both start to laugh and you tell him to get off and ask him to help you grab your stuff from your room. He obliges and you both get up to grab your stuff. As you’re finished unpacking in Ben’s room, he comes up behind you and wraps his arms around your waist, and sways the two of you as he did in the airport before he had to leave.

“I’m glad you’re here with me y/n,” He murmurs into your hair and he turns you around and gives you one soft kiss after another. When you’re finally done unpacking, you both unwind for the night and you guys had fallen asleep after cuddling and trading soft kisses with one another.

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[thewertsearch]

I honestly expected this to be GC again, back for round two. At least CG is only trying to destroy John emotionally.

EB: we are born as these like little pink monkeys called babies. CG: BULLSHIT. CG: THAT'S NOT WHAT YOU JUST TOLD ME. EB: what did i say? CG: I'LL PASTE WHAT YOU SAID. EB: i thought you didn't like going down that road? EB: copy-pasting future/past conversations... CG: WHY WOULD I HAVE A PROBLEM WITH THAT.

Call me a Seer, because I predict you're about to find out. 

The inverted relationship between these two is really fun to watch. John’s getting the hang of things, and he’s slowly starting to swap roles with CG. 

CG: EB: this is really weird... CG: CG: WHAT'S SO WEIRD ABOUT IT. CG: EB: well, normally humans hatch... CG: EB: from like these slimy pods. CG: EB: then we wriggle out as a little pink larva.

CG isn’t the type to play GA-style mindgames, so this is probably legit. 

John is pranking CG here, claiming that whatever he’s seeing is an unconventional human birth. My guess is that John’s about to witness the birth of Sburb’s most ‘human-like’ construct - a Dreamself.

EB: i was punking you dude! EB: or at least i will be in our next conversation. EB: thanks for the great prank idea. CG: ARGH. CG: WHY WOULD YOU TRICK ME ABOUT THAT, WHAT IS EVEN THE POINT.

Hell yeah John, get those predestined licks in! Don't let Rose and Dave have all the fun!

CG: I GUESS YOU GOT ME BACK, SORT OF. CG: FOR MY TROLLING, EVEN THOUGH YOU HAVEN'T EVEN READ MY WORST TROLLING EFFORTS YET. CG: BECAUSE THEY HAPPEN IN YOUR FUTURE. CG: AND EVEN THEN YOU DIDN'T EVEN MIND MUCH, ALMOST LIKE YOU WERE DELIGHTED TO HEAR IT.

I see why John would be happy to talk to CG, later in the timeline - he’s already starting to warm up to the guy. 

By the time we get to CG's earliest conversations, John will have adopted him as Bestie Number Four. 

#1667 #homestuck liveblog #full liveblog #act 4

[hallelujahmeatgod]

TOKYO REVENGERS CHARACTERS WHEN YOU PRANK THEM TELLING THEM YOU DON'T WANT TO SHARE A STRAW

+warning/s: Just swearing and nothing else really

+pairing/s: Mikey, Draken, Baji, and Chifuyu

+word count: 1398

+note: again, characters are picked based on who i got an idea for right off the bat. i did this in the middle of a class cause i was bored as heck sooooo huehue. hope ya'll like it.

Mikey

"Huh?" He asks.

"Huh what?"

"What?"

"What? What?"

Yes, we're both dumb as fuck. If there's an award for it, we'd win without any effort.

"I'm asking the question here so don't return it back with a question, dummy" He said, rolling his eyes at me.

"You didn't even ask a proper question, you just said 'huh' and looked at me like a dumbass" I grumbled back.

"Okay smartass." He retorted, giving me a warning look. "Did you just really say to get another straw? You wish." He scoffed, reaching for my drink which I pulled away.

"What? It's my drink. My drink my rules, so go get another straw if you want a sip" I sassed.

He gave me a ridiculous look. A look that says 'you know you're acting dumb right now right?'

"Fine." He said, which caught all my attention.

Is he really just giving up right now? Not even gonna get moody? Well that's new.

"Guess who's not having any more kisses from me." He shrugged, scrolling through his phone with a bored expression.

My eyes widened.

He's not serious is he? No way. He's just as clingy as me, so he can't. Or can he😳

"No you can't" I challenged, snatching his phone from his hand.

"See for yourself" He smiled mischievously, causing shivers to run down my spine.

He's fucking serious.

My fucking clingy ass can never.

He then just stood up and walked out of the shop. I grabbed my drink and ran after him outside yelling "DUDE DRINK IT, DRINK IT ALL. THE FUCK! Come here" I said, catching up to him.

I basically forced him to drink with my straw as he tried not to laugh too hard as he took a sip.

"What?" He chuckled, wiping the corner of his mouth because some of the drink spilled.

look at this stupid child enjoying this too much tsk.

"You're not taking away my kiss privileges, bitch. Now drink the whole thing, with MY damn straw!"

Draken

"Ask for a new straw, Ken" I slapped his hand when he tried to snatch my drink, as we watched on YouTube.

He put the phone down and looked at me. I don't even know what his look wants to tell me, he be looking at me like a robot.

You might be looking at me like a robot right now but you're too handsome, sir. Come through with that model looking face, with some of your hair falling on your face. YES, we're here for it👏👏

"What? Do I have something on my face? C'mon let's continue watching." I pouted, looking back at him, eyebrows raised.

He handed me his phone and stood up.

He's really just going to get a straw huh?

I just shook my head and scrolled on his phone, laughing at some of the messages and memes the Toman guys were sending at the gc.

"What's up?" Draken asks when he saw me chuckling to myself. Returning to sit beside me.

When I looked up I was just shookt. I told him to get a new straw but he came back with a whole new drink that's the same flavor as mine. A pout instantly took over my features as he chuckled knowingly at me.

"You're no fun, Ken" I whined, handing him back his phone.

"Should've known better than to play around with me then" He retorted, giving me a triumphant smile. Which earned him an eye roll from me.

"Whatever" I scoffed.

"Sore loser"

Baji

"Excuse me?" Baji exclaimed, giving me a very offended look. His eyebrows almost meet in the middle.

Never thought I'd offend someone in my life over a fucking drink, but okay.

"Okay, first of all, I'm gonna need you to calm down. You'll get wrinkles at such a young age, Kei" I said, rubbing the skin between his brows, trying to get him to relax his face.

He shook his head to shoo my hand away and continued glaring at me.

I really should've thought hard and long before playing this prank on him. It hasn't been a minute when I told him to grab another straw and he's already exploding.

"What are you looking at me like that for? Keep it up and I'll poke your eyes" I said, rolling my eyes at him which just edged him even more.

"Grab another straw? GRAB. ANOTHER. STRAW? Do you have any brain cells left?" He scoffs.

"WOW, coming from you who can barely spell shit when you're already copying it, you twat!"

"Well, are you any better? You can't subtract for shit, shit head"

Now it's my turn to give him an offended look.

You never mention my math capabilities, it hurts me deeply!

"We're seriously having a fight right now that started because you can't get a straw huh? Is it that hard? You're lame." I mocked, trying my best not to laugh at his face.

"Do you want me to remind you where your mouth goes?" He challenged, almost making me lose my shit then and there.

This bitch really needs to invest in breaks, cause damn his mouth can go places.

"What's your deal? You fight gang people, yet you make a big fuss over a straw." I gave him a taunting look.

"You" he said, jabbing me--not hard though-- at the chest. "Grab a straw"

"Bitch, this is my drink" I said as a matter of fact.

"So? Is it that hard?" He mocked me, rolling his eyes.

"You're so stupid, I want to yank your hair" I spat.

"I wanna see you try. What? Wanna take this outside? I'll make you bald, fucking try me. I've got long hair, but my patience is as long as my eyebrow hair, probably shorter." He said, ready to fight my ass.

He was so serious, even lifting his hands up to show me how he's going to snatch my hair, that I couldn't really hold in the laughter anymore.

"D-dude HAHAHAHHAHA" I fell back on the booth we're in, clutching my stomach, as I tear up from laughter.

He clicked his tongue just watching me lose my shit. "I can't stand your ass" He said, standing up from our booth, taking my drink with him and walking out.

"Y-yo wait up!" I called out, still laughing. "THAT'S MY DRINK, GIVE IT BACK!"

"Grab a straw if you want a sip" He looked back with a smirk, before walking away.

Chifuyu

"A sip? Sure baby. Grab another straw" I pushed my drink to him when he asked for a sip.

He suddenly laughed out loud, LIKE REALLY LOUD that he got the attention of everyone around us.

"Nice joke, babe"

"Huh?" I gave him a confused look. "Ain't nobody joking though? Get another straw if you want a sip, Fuyu" I said, waiting patiently for our other orders to finish.

"You crazy"

"No, I'm serious" I retorted, giving him a serious look.

"Since when is that part of your vocabulary? Your vocabulary is so small even that word ain't part of it" He dissed, giving me a mischievous look.

I'm considering leaving this damn prank and just popping his ass right now, so he forgets his own damn vocabulary and all he can remember is the word sorry.

"Don't start with me you ass. I'll beat you with a dictionary since you're all about vocabulary."

"Make it an encyclopedia baby" He grinned, just making me more annoyed.

"Well you're most definitely not getting a sip of my drink now, give it back." I ordered.

"Well, too bad." He shrugged, then snatched my drink, sprinting away like his life depended on it while laughing.

"You stupid bitch--" I called out, shaking my head. Can't really do anything but laugh a little at how stupid he is.

I honestly can't get mad at Chifuyu even if I forced myself. And I don't know if is should be happy or not.

I wasn't expecting him to act normally but dang was I not expecting that.

"You've got one heck of a boyfriend there" The lady at the counter said, chuckling a little bit as we watched him dance around happily while drinking my drink from a distance.

"Sometimes I don't even know if we're in a relationship or I'm just straight up his babysitter" I shook my head as the lady laughed.

#tokyo revengers #tokyo revengers imagines #mikey tokyo revengers #tokyo revengers manjiro sano #tokyo revengers x y/n #tokyo rev x reader #tokyo revenger x reader #manjiro sano #tokyorev x reader #tokyo revengers draken #keisuke baji #tokyo revengers baji #draken ryuguji #tokyo revengers characters #chifuyu tokyo revengers #chifuyu matsuno

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genshin characters + video games headcanons

prompt: what video games the genshin characters would play warnings: ???? uhhhh just mentions of typical toxic video game culture i guess LOL characters: literally every playable character a/n: not much to say so here are some songs i listened to while writing: black pearl by sunmi, the winner takes it all by abba, la vie en rose by iz*one. anyways these headcanons were debated upon in a gc of my friends. sorry if u disagree w/ any of these jkdsfdkjkd

albedo would play slime rancher. 100%. he likes how you can combine the slimes to make new ones and how it has a bit of a science-y aspect. it’s calm while still entertaining. he definitely has multiple different worlds where he collects different slimes. he’s very into it.

amber plays animal crossing and is SUPER into it with the cute nice ACNH island. will get excited when she finds out someone new is playing it and give them materials to help them get started on their island.

barbara and xinyan play osu together. xinyan is likely the one that gets barbara into it and they get carpal tunnel together <3

beidou doesn’t play video games much, but will play as rosalina in mariokart. she’s not the best but she’s got the spirit!

bennett is a fortnite kid. bennett sweetie i’m so sorry but #1 victory royale yeah fortnite we boutta get down, ten kills on the board right now just wiped out tomato town

childe plays call of duty and takes it way too seriously. probably also plays pubg. will fight with people over voice comms but also yells at the people who are misogynistic. probably moans into the mic when people accuse him of being a white knight.

chongyun plays smash. somehow has all the combos memorized. he doesn’t talk when playing either and sits there eerily calm.

diluc plays league of legends. probably a jungle main. kaeya plays a game with him once and diluc refuses to tell kaeya how to play and also refuses to gank his lane. diluc blames kaeya when they lose.

diona also plays league of legends. is the toxic yasuo player that goes 0/10 and flames you. has probably been banned 3 times for toxicity.

fischl is an undertale kid. insists her eye underneath her eyepatch glows blue like sans’ eye but refuses to take it off to prove it. bennett believes her but nobody else does.

ganyu plays the sims. she likes making sure everyone is ok and plays it in a nice, calming manner. it lets her feel efficient.

hu tao LOVES horror games but also probably plays animal crossing. she definitely laughs at jump scares. will definitely play animal crossing with amber although hu tao’s island isnt nearly as organized as amber’s. hu tao likes the messiness of her island which is a whole mood.

jean plays call of duty. is silent the entire time and only comes on the mic at the end of the game to be like “good game, guys!” if she senses a misogynist in her presence.

kaeya plays splatoon. idk anything about splatoon the gc just told me that he would play splatoon so it’s probably a game for cool ppl. probably also cries while playing undertale because he relates too hard with whole “your actions have consequences” thing it does lol idk but its a mood.

keqing says she has better things to do than play video games but has a soft spot in her heart for pokemon. it reminds her of when she was younger and she had less to do. probably plays pokemon go because she feels like she’s still efficient while playing it.

klee has a copy of grand theft auto. yes, she plays it exactly how you think she would play it.

lisa plays league of legends and is a support main. will vehemently deny it if you ask her but she rlly likes how u have to calculate what each item does and stuff! lisa’s a smart girl so she likes having to actively predict the actions of others

mona 100% plays the sims but does so in a chaotic way. probably uses it to get out her stress by creating sims of the people she doesn’t like and giving them questionable lives.

ningguang probably knows how to play smash. plays as zero suit samus or the wii fit trainer. refuses to play as any male characters except for pikachu, kirby, and yoshi.

noelle probably plays uhhh breath of the wild. she just seems like she would like the open world stuff and being able to roam around and stuff.

qiqi plays toca boca games with klee. due to her memory, qiqi probably sticks to simple games, but klee has no problems with showing her friend how to play games again, no matter how many times it takes!

razor has an old busted DS in which he plays pokemon. probably also likes nintendogs. is super serious about taking good care of his dog friends.

sucrose plays overwatch. she is a mercy or a d.va main.

venti plays exclusively mariokart. however, if placed in the vicinity of a real car, venti loses all capable thought and cannot drive. plays as cat peach for the meme.

xiangling plays cooking mama and overcooked. she loves cooking games. if you’re over at xiangling’s, chances are she’s making you play overcooked with her.

xingqiu doesn’t play video games. he’s bad at them. will play smash with chongyun but only knows how to play kirby. will down-b over and over.

xinyan loves music games. probably invented guitar hero and rock band. will play two instruments at once if playing rock band along with singing. one woman band.

xiao plays call of duty. encounters childe who teases him so badly that xiao swats childe. the fatui show up at childe’s place in which childe taunts xiao with the fact that childe is the police. the two somehow end up on each others friends list and continuing to play with each other. for xiao, its because he has unsettled beef with childe. for childe, its because he thinks xiao’s anger is hilarious.

zhongli shocks everyone when he reveals that yes, he plays video games. if you go on his steam account, he has many different games, but only one has 500+ hours. it’s civ 6. zhongli says it “reminds him of the good old days”. nobody knows what that means, but zhongli does as he’s all too familiar with building actual civilizations from the ground up.

#feel free to fight me on these in my anons ill be down for discussions #genshin impact #genshin impact headcanons

[ally-writes-many-things]

Secret Voight Season 3 Part 3 (J. Halstead)

Summary: Its been a year and a few months since Olive showed up announcing that she was pregnant with Justin's kid. You were working on a case that involved Justin. Is Justin back doing the same old things or is it something else?

Words: 3.9k

Requested: Yes

Warnings or A/N: Guys, I appreciate the love and support yall are giving me again with this series but please dont keep asking me over and over again if I'm continuing it. I think there will be at least one more part in season 3 and there will be one more chapter for s3. There also maybe be one more chapter that will be special. Idk yet. Well see.

You were smiling at your nephew in his high chair while wearing a birthday hat. It was Daniel's first birthday. You, your dad, Olive and Justin were all singing happy birthday to him as Daniel was just looking around and babbling. "Happy birthday, kiddo. Come on, blow out that candle. Ready? One, two..."

Your dad had put the cake on the food tray as Justin walked closer to his son and they both helped Daniel blow out the candle. "Good job,"

You looked from Daniel and then to Olive. "I can't believe he's a year old already,"

Voight nodded and went to grabbed a present. "Ooh, wait. Time for presents. This one is from me,"

Justin reaches over the table and grabbed the bag and opened it up. He pulled out a toy horse that he seemed to recognize. "All these years you kept this?"

"Your mom did. She kept all your baby stuff upstairs in the attic, just, you know, hoping one day she could pass it along,"

Olive puts her hand Justin's back. "Hank, it's perfect,"

"Yeah. Thanks, Pop. I wish Mom was here too,"

You got up from your seat and walked around to where your brother was and placed your hand on his shoulder. "I didn't know Camille but from what I've been told of her. She would be so proud of you,"

----

It had been an hour or so after you were done with giving Daniel his gifts. Justin and Voight were in the living room catching up. You and Olive were still in the kitchen with Daniel cleaning up. "So when are you and Jay getting married?"

Justin and Olive got married about six months ago and ever since then everyone has been up yours and Jay's ass over it too. Or well besides Voight. Voight told you over and over 'to take it slow'. You chuckled as you had a secret but it wasn't an engagement. Jay didn't even know about this either. "Whenever he proposes, I guess,"

"I'm sure, it'll be soon,"

You shrugged. "I'm just going with the tides. In this line of work, its difficult to worry about things like that,"

She nodded. "You guys did move in together right?"

"Yeah, a couple of weeks ago,"

"With two bedrooms right?"

You cocked an eye at her. "Yeah? Why?"

"Just asking. How's it going?"

"It's going good. It's a lot easy on the both of us since Jay would take me to work,"

Voight walked into the kitchen with Justin. "Sorry to break the girl chat up but we got a case. Team is already there,"

You walked over to where Daniel was and kissed him on the top of his head. "Goodnight my sweet boy,"

---

You and Voight drive to the scene separate but arrived at the same time. You saw Kevin and Antonio were waiting for us at the police line which they lifted up when we walked up to it. "Hey, Serge. We got one dead female found in the trunk,"

Antonio looked at his notepad. "A park district employee was closing the gates. He was about to have the car towed when he noticed blood on the rear of the car and called the police,"

You and the others walked up the car, Jay was already there at the car holding up the trunk. "Victim's hands and feet are tied with barbed wire. Throat's cut. Fingernails are gone, too. I'm guessing she fought back against the assailant. He knew there'd be DNA, so he yanked them off,"

"Cartel hit?"

"Or Russians. They've been known to use barbed wire too,"

You got a ping on your phone and looked at it. "Car's registered to the victim. Her name's Melissa Wilds. She's 26 years old. We got an address,"

"All right, call Ruzek and Olinsky. Tell them to go over there and do a knock-and-talk,"

It was the next day and you didn't have much to go on as of yet. Al and Ruzek knocked at the address but no one answered. Her neighbor came by and they found out she had a daughter. You were sitting at you desk while talking about the case. "Melissa Wilds. Her husband was an Army private killed in a training exercise last year at Fort Bragg, along with three others when their chopper went down,"

Antonio took it from there. "She had an associate’s from Roosevelt and worked as a paralegal for the law firm Sawyer & Sawyer,"

Antonio was still in the outs with you. Yeah, its been a year but you still didn't trust him enough to let him back into your life. Jay, on the other hand, just didn't care because no one was gonna tell him what he can or can't do. Ruzek swung around in his chair to look at Antonio. "Yeah, I've seen those commercials. They're just high-profile ambulance chasers,"

"Bigger than that. They do seven-figure class action lawsuits against pharmaceutical companies or schools with asbestos,"

Jay was looking into Melissa's background and to see if she got any priors. "Except for a few parking tickets, Melissa has zero priors. She's a working, widowed mom, so the more I'm digging here, I can't see any reason why she'd be associated with cartels or any Russians,"

Voight walk to where he was standing in front of everyone. "Well listen. This girl was tortured with barbed wire. That means the killer either wanted something from her, or it was personal. So I want to know where she was before we found her, who she was with- if she was seeing someone new,"

Your phone of your desk rang while Voight was saying what he was saying. "Voight,"

"Roger Simpson is down here. Says he is Melissa's father,"

You pulled the phone away from your mouth and looked up at Voight. "Hey,"

"Hm?"

"Roger Simpson, Melissa's father, is downstairs,"

Voight looked over at Al. "Al?"

"We should start drawing straws,"

It had been about an hour since Al met with Roger and he said that Melissa was acting strange the past few months and that she was asking him to watch Tigan more and more which was no problem but it was hard cause he lived two hours away. He had asked her if something was wrong but she wouldn't tell him. You were engrossed with your digging that you didn't hear Jay walking up to you until he tapped on your desk. You looked away from your computer and up at him. "Hey handsome,"

He slightly smiled before dropping it. That concerned you. "What's wrong?"

"We got Melissa's phone records,"

"And?"

"Follow me,"

Jay started to walk towards Voight's office and you got up from your desk and followed him. "Hey, we got, uh, Melissa Wild's phone records,"

Voight looked at you confused and you just shrugged as you walked into his office. "Okay?"

Jay closed the door and hand a copy to you and Voight. He kept one for himself as well. "She and Justin, um-- they knew each other. Looks like there's maybe 20 phone calls and twice as many texts between the two of them last month. The last phone call she made was a half hour before time of death,"

Voight picked up his personal phone from his desk and started dialing Justin. "He said he was in town to help a friend. Maybe it was her,"

You walked up to Voight's desk. "Where is Justin now?"

"He should be at home with Olive and Daniel,"

Jay looked from you to your dad. "Did he ever mention this girl to you, to either of you?"

"No,"

"Don't you think I would've mentioned it if he did? Straight to voicemail,"

-

You and Voight rush to his house and see that Olive is there with Daniel but no Justin and he looks worried. "Where's Justin?"

"He left over an hour ago,"

"Have you tried calling him?"

"He's not answering. I texted him too. Hank, I'm worried,"

"We'll find him,"

You pulled your phone out of your pocket and dialed Al. "I need you to track the GPS on Justin's car now,"

It took about ten minutes to find the location of Justin car which was parked on the side of the road. You and Voight both jumped out of the car and speed walked to the car. You looked into the car and didn't see anything. You walked around to the trunk where Voight was already opening it up. "Oh, my God,"

You find Justin the same way you found Melissa. Bound with barbed wire. "Justin. He's got a pulse!"

You pulled out your walkie. "Lincoln 5021, emergency. I repeat, emergency,"

Voight was trying to see if he had anymore injuries. "Oh, my God, he's been shot!"

You pushed the button on your walkie again. "I need an ambulance at my current location. We have a gunshot wound victim,"

--

You and Voight ran into Med with Justin and the paramedics when Maggie came into view. "We have incoming. You're with me. Talk to me,"

"It's my son!"

The paramedic started talking to Maggie. "GSW to the neck. GCS 3, tubed in the ambo. Pupils fixed and dilated. Sinus tachy on the monitor. He was bound in the trunk of a car,"

Maggie pointed into a room and started directing them. "Rotate. Get ready to transfer. Three, two, one--transfer,"

Sharon came up to Voight and started to pull Voight away. " Hank, let's step outside,"

"Is he breathing?"

"I need a CT head. Someone call neurosurgery!"

"Is he still breathing?"

"Checking right now, Hank,"

"Come on, let them do their job,"

Voight had called Antonio and told him what happened and the next thing you knew he had brought Olive and Daniel to the ER. Voight didn't look to pleased at Antonio.

Voight looked at you. "GET everyone back to 21,"

"Dad,"

"Now,"

-

You had texted everyone in the unit that if they were at 21st to get there. You couldn't call them because you knew if you called them you'd break down. You stood outside the door of 21st for a few minutes before walking into the precinct and then up the stairs to Intelligence. Jay saw you and walked up to you and pulled you into a hug and whispered into your ear. "It's going to be okay. He's going to be okay,"

You let him hold you for a few minutes before you pushed him away. Antonio looked at everyone in the unit before speaking. "Everybody needs to hold on real tight, and you all know what I mean. If at any point you're not comfortable with something, you come tell me,"

You were all looked at Antonio when Antonio stopped talking when he looked at something. You all turned around and saw Voight standing there with a duffel bag in hand. He throws in on Jay's desk and throw out money. "I want you to put word out to all your C.I.'s. That's 90,000 for any information on who did this to Melissa Wilds and my son,"

Kevin slowly got up and walked towards Voight. "Hey, we got this, Serge. Think you should go to the hospital?"

Voight nodded but didn't say anything for a good minute. "All right, let me be clear. I don't need condolences. I need commitment from each of you. I'm gonna do whatever it takes to find who did this. Anybody not comfortable with that should take the next couple of days off,"

You nodded and walked towards the detail board. While holding back tears, you looked at everyone. "So, turns out Justin went through basic training with Peter Wilds

at Fort Campbell before Peter got shipped to Fort Bragg. That's how they knew each other. They stayed close friends. Melissa started reaching out to Justin about four weeks ago.

"Still doesn't tell us how they were mutual targets,"

Jay who is now sitting on his desk, talked next. "Maybe there's a nexus with her job- the law firm,"

"Check it out,"

Voight had started to leave but you had grabbed him and stopped him. "Hey. You have a grandson now, okay? That is counting on you. Just remember that,"

Voight looked at you for a few seconds before nodding.

-

You were going out of your mind in the car when you and Jay were driving to the law firm. Jay placed a hand on your knee and squeezed it. "It's gonna be okay. Justin is going to wake up and everything will be fine,"

You looked at him and smiled. You appreciated the thought but that's not the biggest thing on your mind. You were worried about what your dad is doing.

Jay pulled up to the law firm and you put everything about your dad and Justin in the back of your mind and put all your focus on the case itself. You walked up to Melissa's boss' office. "Melissa used to be a great employee. Never complained about the hours

or working weekends. But there was definitely something off with her these past few weeks,"

You shifted on your other foot. "How do you mean?"

"Her demeanor. Melissa was always outgoing always had a smile on her face, even after losing her husband, Peter. But lately she'd become withdrawn..distant. To be honest, that's when I started to get suspicious,"

Jay didn't look away from her boss. "Suspicious of what, exactly?"

Her boss didn't answer for a minute thinking about what to say. She held up a finger to signal that she needed a minute. She got up from her desk, shut her office door and then sit back down. "We worked a class action suit last year. Several dozen plaintiffs were awarded mesothelioma cancer pay-outs, all over a million dollars each. three of the plaintiffs were robbed in home invasions, some of them badly injured,"

"Was Melissa the only one with access to this information?"

Her boss shook her head. "Well, no. But the way she was acting, and now what's happened to her, it can't be a coincidence,"

--

As you were leaving the office, Jay called the unit and told them what Melissa's boss, you got in his truck and he got in his truck after he finished the call. You were driving to the precinct when you got a call telling you to meet the team at a location they think Ginger is at and to suit up. Apparently while you were out, the team had learned the suspect's name. You were also texted a picture of him.

Jay parked a little ways down the street and you guys suited up and walked the rest of the way to meet up with the team. Voight saw you and as soon as you got next to him, he started talking. "This one we don't announce. We hit it and we hit it hard,"

You all nodded. Jay grabbed the battering ram and hit the door. Antonio was in first, Al and Ruzek was next, then you, Voight and Jay. You could hear a woman screaming. You saw three males trying to get up and run. You pointed a gun at one of them. "Don't move!"

Jay pointed the gun at the other. "Right there!"

Voight goes past you to point a gun at the three suspect.. "I'll blow your head off! Let me see your hands. Don't move,"

Antonio looked at the girl. "You, get your clothes. Get out of here,"

When everyone was under control you finally looked up at the three suspect and saw that it was Ginger. " You got a warrant?"

"Melissa Wilds,"

"Never heard of her,"

Voight didn't say anything for a minute then didn't take his eye of him but address the team. "The stove. Cover the door,"

Al and Antonio grabbed Ginger and pulled him over to the store as he turned on the store. "Wait a minute,"

"Justin Voight is my son. You shoot him and wrap him in barb wire?"

"No, man, that wasn't me. It was all Kevin!"

"Kevin who?"

"Kevin Bingham, a guy I work with sometimes. He...he used to bang

that girl Melissa when they were younger, started forcing her to give up info on who was getting big pay-outs from her law firm,"

"Yeah, and you did the home invasions.

"I just do the safes, man. He handles the people, then we split it down the middle,"

"Why did he kill her and shoot my son?"

"Melissa wanted out. But Kevin wouldn't let her, so she went to Justin for help. wanted me to meet him at that social club to broker a deal for her safety for five grand. I told him, leave it alone. He had no idea who he was messing with. Kevin knew Melissa was gonna rat him out, so he called Justin to meet to tie up loose ends!"

"Where's Kevin now?"

"I don't know. I swear! He only calls me when there's a job!"

Voight grabbed Ginger's head and forces it down on the hot burner so he could burn his cheek. Ginger screamed out in pain and you looked away in disgust.

Antonio came up to Voight and tried to pull him off of him. "Voight, we can do this at the district!"

Voight shrugged. "We're fine right here. Relax. Relax. Where's Kevin now?"

"Hiding cause he knows you're after him. I swear to God, that's all I know,"

-

It's been about two or so hours since you talked to Ginger. You had finally found some information on Bingham. You printed off a picture of Bingham and what you found on him. You also made copies for the team. "Kevin Bingham. He's been racking up felonies since he was 18, armed robbery, assault, battery, burglary. Five years ago he got popped for attempted murder. A guy spilled his drink at a bar, so Bingham stabbed him 16 time,"

Antonio looked up from the sheet. "Yeah, and he got out of jail three months ago,"

Al who was leaning up against the file cabinet talked next. "Melissa's father said she and Bingham dated six years ago back in high school and after her husband died, he started coming around again,"

Jay pointed at the photo that was sent over. "So these were sent over, all of these are from recent home invasions where the victims were tied up with barbed wire,"

Kevin looked at the phone. "That is definitely something he picked up in prison,"

Ruzek comes into the room with a paper in his hand. "So Bingham's parole officer said he stopped showing up-- violated him, but he's got no LKA. Yeah, so we've been running an extensive check on all his known associates, including those off his prison visiting list. All right, this is Dillon James. visited him all the way up until his parole, putting money into his canteen account. He's got priors for methamphetamine and a thing for stealing UPS trucks and selling the stolen goods,"

Voight turned and looked at him. "Where is he?"

"We got a possible house in Rogers Park,"

Voight nodded. "Let's roll out and suit up. Oh, Antonio. You stay here. Just call us if you get anything,"

-

You hit the house and found his brother but all his brother told you was that Bingham came by last night and took some cash and guns that he was holding for them. He only told him that he needed to get out of town until something blew over.

*Justin was moved to ICU and Sharon will call in an hour with an update*

Dillion: I ain't--I ain't seen him *point the gun at him* All right, he was here! He came by last night. He was picking up some cash I was holding for him and some guns. He also gets a call from Antonio saying Sharon called and told him that Justin came out of surgery and that

You were in the unit for an hour or so when Voight gets a call and goes into his office and he was in there for a few minutes before he comes back out. "I got an address on Bingham. I want everyone rolling there now. First two to arrive, breach. This guy's on the run could be leaving any minute. Let's go,"

You didn’t ride with Jay or anyone else. You rode by yourself so you could have some time by yourself just to think about everything that was happened. You heard your phone go off and you looked down and saw that it was Jay. "Hey, I'm two minutes out,"

"Bingham's not here. No one's here. Not for a while,"

"Is Voight there?"

"Not yet,"

That's when it hit you that Voight sent you to a bogus location and that whoever he was on the phone with, found Bingham and he was at the Silos.

You heard Jay on the line calling for you but you dropped your phone in the seat and as soon as you could turned around. You drove as fast of you could to get to the Silos before your dad could do anything stupid. You drove up and saw that Kevin was digging a hole. You got out of the car and Kevin started talking to you. "Oh, thank God. Thank God. This guy tried to kill me. I didn't do anything,"

You walked up closer to your dad. "Don't do this. Think of your grandson,"

"Get back in your car, Y/N,"

"Do not throw it all away over him,"

"Get back in your car,"

"Dad, please. Justin is still alive and he wouldn't want justice like this,"

"Get out of here,"

"Justin,"

You looked at your dad to Kevin and then back to your dad and knew you couldn't get your dad to think straight. You slowly backed up and got in your car and left. You were halfway down the road when you finally heard the gun go off.

--

You didn't even go the unit after, you went straight to the hospital and you saw Sharon coming out ready to go home. She saw you. "He is in room 12. Say that I allowed it. Talk to him, he can hear you,"

You nodded and said a silent thank you. She placed a hand on your shoulder for a second before removing it. You walked up to the room and no one bothered you. You took a deep breath before opening the door. You opened the door and saw your brother in the hospital unconscious and Olive sitting next to him. She looked at you. "I'll give you two some time together," You walked to the chair and sat down. You finally let go of all the emotion you've been holding on too since you found Justin. You reached out to grab your brother's hand. You sat there and cry until you couldn't let anything else out. When you were finally done crying, you sat there in quiet thinking of what to say. "I don't know if you can hear me, Sharon says that you can. Do you remember when we first met after dad transferred me into Intelligence. We didn't like each other at well. We hated each other at first. Bickered all the time. Yes, we always had bad times but we also had god times and I want...I need more good times with you. I need you to be in my life..."

You trailed off with what you were about to say because you haven’t said it out loud. "Your niece or nephew is gonna need their uncle,"

You put your head on the side of his bed and just sat in quiet once more. "I'm gonna make them my partner in crime,"

#chicago pd #jay halstead #jay halstead x reader #jay halstead x you #jay halstead imagine #one chicago #hank voight #secret voight #jay halstead x imagine

[coochiequeens]

This is the narrative of an adult male who, with the encouragement of netizens on Reddit, went from a crossdressing fetish to transitioning within a year, as told in his own words.

Along the way, he began reading the children’s book I Am Jazz to his five year-old son, who subsequently began to mimic his father’s behavior. Rather than coming to the natural conclusion that the child was acting out what his father was doing, he decided instead that being ‘transgender’ is in his DNA. He claims to have enrolled his son, now six years old, in a camp for transgender youth.

One year ago, “Elsie” posted to r/MTF about feeling “arousal when dressing up”, saying “I’m starting to think this isn’t a trans thing… I think it’s a bottom / sub thing.” Both “bottom” and “sub” (submissive) refer to sexual positions and behaviors. They are terms used in pornography, especially BDSM. In forced feminization pornography, for example, a man is ostensibly ‘forced’ to become a woman through the wearing of lingerie and high heels, and is forced to perform acts of sexual submission. This in turn defines womanhood as the reception of degrading sexual acts. “When I first started dressing up I experienced a lot of arousal as a result,” Elsie claims, and only two months later, projects this sexual fetish onto his 5 year-old son.

“Since I came out to them, they’ve told me a few times that they feel like a girl, too. I wasn’t sure if they were just copying me or it goes deeper, so I always just affirmed that they get to be whoever they are and didn’t make a big deal of it.” “I’m pretty convinced that I’ve got a mutation in how I process sex hormones, so it wouldn’t be surprising if I passed it on.” What five year-old boy doesn’t want to be like his father? This child is clearly imitating his father and showing approval-seeking behavior. The message being sent is that if a boy likes sparkles, or the color pink, he must be in the wrong body. That is an example of rigid sex role stereotyping.

In a little over a year, Elsie goes from crossdressing for arousal to taking hormones, to getting what is called “gender confirmation surgery”. As the estradiol shifts the redistribution of fat in his body, he begins to wonder if this will upset his wife, who he describes as having “only a flicker of female attraction.”

“Maybe it’s that I don’t feel worthy of having something so wonderful? Or that I’m appropriating something from ‘Real Women*’? *Just to be clear, I’m using those words to sarcastically express my self-invalidating emotions. My rational brain is completely sure that trans women are women.” It is not the rational mind that insists a man can actually change sex and become woman. Any attempt to do so is appropriation and reduces women to a set of sexualized stereotypes. In another post titled “I have girl skin!”, Elsie claims to be “squealing and dancing in delight”. “Objectification is largely accomplished by a process of fragmentation,” writes Janice Raymond in her brilliant and much-maligned book The Transsexual Empire. “The fetish is the fragmented part taken away from the whole. It represents an attempt to grasp the whole. For example, breasts and legs in our society are fetish objects containing the essence of femaleness. Thus the fetish contains and by containing controls.”

Elsie describes “euphoria”, a euphemism found on Reddit transgender forums that typically refers to sexual arousal.

Somehow, Elsie convinces his wife to go to lesbian bars with him, where he has “so much fun shamelessly flirting”.

Elsie describes a spike in sexual arousal after “gender confirmation surgery” (GCS) which “can be caused so easily by dilation”. “My libido is through the roof! I feel like a teenage girl… all the women are so friggin hot and I just want…” Here Elsie is sexualizing young girls. There is so much that is wrong with this. Having been a teenage girl myself, the experience was not one of constant arousal, but of awkwardly navigating friendships and schoolwork while beginning to become aware of the ways both boys and grown men looked at my body, an experience that far too many girls share in common.

This incident is titled “Dodged a bullet” because it took place at a summer camp for trans kids where he has enrolled his six-year old son. He exposes his genitals to his 4 year-old son “to resolve the fixation on what I have down there”. It seems obvious that it is not the child who is fixated on genitals. Fixation is a form of fetishization. Merriam-Webster defines a fetish as: “an object or bodily part whose real or fantasied presence is psychologically necessary for sexual gratification and that is an object of fixation to the extent that it may interfere with complete sexual expression.” We have no way of knowing how many other instances of so-called “transgender children” are in actuality fronts for the sexual proclivities of a father; though in every case, the claim that a child is “born in the wrong body” is an adult projection. Stephanie Davies-Arai of Transgender Trend has spoken extensively on this topic. “Children have no fixed innate ‘identity;’ children’s identities are in process of being built through interaction with environmental influences, without which identity cannot develop. ‘Social transition’ then is nothing short of indoctrination into a trans identity.” There is simply no such thing as a transsexual child. Transsexualism was, until recently, overwhelmingly a middle-aged male phenomenon. The inclusion of women and children obfuscates the paraphilia-driven motivation of certain men who fetishize every aspect of female existence. In this unfortunate example, a little boy is being used to normalize the sexual proclivities of his father. This has to stop.

If this is real I really hope the kids mother gets him away from this freak.

#Reddit #MtF #trans parents #trans parents of young children #child abuse

[sleeping-lilies]

Title: I Get Tim a Cat Because It’s What He Deserves (oh and i guess a group chat 🙄)

a batfam/wayne family groupchat would literally never happen in canon but it would be so fucking funny you all don’t even know, so i will do it anyways.

the chat just kinda... starts. no one know where it came from. who added them. who??? none of their emotionally stunted asses would be caught dead making making a family chat tf? why can’t any of them leave? they smash their phones and then on their laptop a notification pops up like “you’ve joined ‘x’ group” and they’re stuck there. might as well use it ig, but for what???

“everyone who is alive type ‘i’” no one responds so bruce spends hours trying to find out where their bodies are until he finds out everyone just had the chat on mute

“why isn’t alfred on here” “huh. alfred isn’t on here and no one knows who made the chat?” “so whoever made it just left immediately?” “...” “lol anyways”

tim was trying to send a snap to the core four gc but accidentally sent it to the family chat and gets super embarrassed (of course this happens when everyone’s online why wouldn’t they if it makes tim’s life more difficult) and everyone makes fun of him. duke printed out copies and plastered them all over tim’s apartment while tim was out for something and tim nearly murders duke. after that no one puts the chat on mute because this was too funny.

no one actually, like, texts on a regular basis because they’re not like other families 🙄 they only text if it’s really important or someone’s dying.

that’s being said, “dick where is dog” “send doggy” “dog?” “send doggy” “dick when did you get a dog?” “SEND DOGGY” “i demand you send the dog this instant” “dog now.”

damian breaks into dick’s apartment to take a selfie with him and haley (or bitewing, haley is just shorter to type) captioned “she is mine this is a warning to all of you. i will not hesitate if any of you low lives come near her.” and dick is like “??? this is my dog i can’t have anything these days, siblings take everything, man—” oh ya, everyone reacts to the haley photo with a heart. also dick only lets this shit slide with damian, if jason the problem child pulled this shit it would be on sight lmfaooo

- tim: the dog is cute but, but in photography i learned you have to crop out everything unimportant, like this *crops out damian from the photo*

- in other news, tim joined the dead bats club and now only bruce and duke are left 😃🔪

bruce: check in if you are alive. *everyone’s status is online*

u don’t know about y’all, but my bruce wayne is a responsible father who keeps an eye on his kids, or at least does his best, “has anyone seen duke? he has school and i can’t find him” “i will find him... if you give me $50.” “i will give you the money jason just tell me where he is” jason sends a photo of himself and duke laying down on the floor eating pop tarts.

-“literally why do you all keep coming into my apartment” “our apartment, dick” “i pay for this apartment it’s mine, i keep living in blüdhaven for a reason, god, siblings always steal everything that’s your’s—” it’s ok guys dick simultaneously has eldest daughter’s syndrome and absent sibling syndrome, who is doing it like him? legend behavior. anyways, duke and jason left crumbs on the floor and dick beat them up lmao.

“can i have money” “dad” (theyre sent by same person just different text) “yes cass i will sent you as much as you need, $2,000 is enough for shipping with friends?” “dad can i have money too” “dad can i too” “may i have some too dad” “dad” “dad” fhdjdjsks they only call him dad when they’re dying, want something, or are tattling on each other, someone save him 😩

“@everyone the interviewer in the last segment asked me if we have a family chat and i have a feeling they will try to pry into my texts to see what we are texting, please actually send something so they don’t get even more nosy from our lack of communicating” *someone sends the bee movie script*

ok but like, as time goes on they get more comfy texting each other and acting like a normal(ish) family unit that texts a little more. like tattling.

“someone broke the vase in the hallway and if they don’t want me to tell pennyworth who did it they will buy alfred the cat a new scratching post by nightfall” damian is so funny i love him

“HELPPVHRNXKAK” “what’s up with jason?” “cass is sitting on him” “lol” “i think she’s gonna break his arm fhdjdksk” “ANDBSJ I HAT E YO U A LL” “when did you all come to the manor???”

“😂” bruce vs “lol” dick and cass vs “agdhsjak” tim and duke vs “hA” jason vs “i don’t find any of you funny” damian

“damian i am putting your lemon cake pop thingies in the last bottom shelf on the right, i put the code and everything in the safe” “how often does damian even come to your apartment, dick?” “whenever you’re being an asshole bruce” “he’s always an asshole dickhead 🙄” “exactly 🥰”

“dad guess what” “TIM NOOO” “remember when” “TIM TIM TIM” “you told duke to take the day shift” “I WILL NEVER POST YOUR SNAP PHOTOS TO A GROUPCHAT WITH THE ENTIRE SUPERHERO COMMUNITY AGAIN!!!” “and he agreed to if he did his school work first?” “MERCY, MERCY” “what did he do, tim” “fjdjxkskkz duke goes on school zoom meetings during patrol and pretends he doesn’t have a mic and camera and i was watching his helmet footage and it was so funny, the teachers just believe him when he pretends to have really bad network and can barely type in the chat” “my teachers never trusted me that much” “that’s because you made a kid cry once jason stfu” “wait how did u know that cass—“

“AHDBSNZKAJHF” “stfu duke” “what’s wrong with him where is he?” “cain came to visit” “ohhhh” “FHDJFJDJ HELLPPPXSND” “i know you’re taking a video, you little shit, send it” “no todd come here and take one yourself—or don’t, your presence is unwanted” “fucking brat”

“DAD DICK HIT ME” “DAD JASON’S LYING” *bruce wayne online* (he doesn’t fucking respond fhsjskla) (is it because he’s exasperated with them or crying because they called him dad even though it’s a manipulation tactic or both we’ll never know)

“everyone who is alive, type in chat” *everyone is online* then bruce edits the message to say ‘everyone who wants alfred’s cinnamon rolls, type in chat’ “i guess NO ONE wants alfred’s cinnamon rolls, how sad” and the entire chat goes wild lmfao

ok uhhh let’s do on a scale of 1-10 texts most vs is online the most

bruce: 6-texting, 5.9-online because he always makes an effort to text his kids to check up on them and when his kids are texting he will text as well here and there in the convo to interact with them because he never sees and interacts with them normally and he wants to do better 🥲. he get’s minus 0.1 because of that one time jason and dick were fighting and he logged off agdhsjnz

dick: 3-texting, 3.5-online because he’s the only one in this hellhole of a family that has an actual job (in this house we uphold gymnastics teacher grayson 🙏) and sometimes he won’t have energy to text. so. but he does make an effort when he can. he’s online more than he texts because he’s able to sneak looks at the fights when he has downtime during his job and wants to see the drama lmfaooo. also everything goes on in his fucking apartment for some reason, so now he gotta break up a (one sided) fight between cass and tim because someone has to be a responsible adult.

cass: 2-texting, 10-online because she watches more than she texts? she’s more content to watch what’s going on than to join in. also 8/10 she’s usually the one causing the drama that everyone’s texting about, like beating up the others, so she can’t text while beating them up. i mean she could, but she wants to put more energy in beating them up (lovingly) (cass is basically violence (loving)) and watching what everyone’s saying about her fights. she’s always online to catch a glimpse at the drama. also most of her texts are to dick to see bitewing. and ask for money.

jason: texting-8, online-4 because if cass is the one causing drama offline, jason’s causing drama online. jason wants to be chat cryptic but texts the most lmfaoooo. he’s antagonizing his siblings whenever he sees them and whenever he can’t, king shit. he’s online less because he deadass doesn’t care that much, he’ll read the texts later if he really wants to, otherwise either duke or tim will fill him in on the drama. (“jason ur in the chat too—“ “shut up, tim, now tell me how cass beat damian’s ass)

tim: texting-6.44444, online-10, see tim texts a lot just not to the family group chat lmfao, he has REAL FRIENDS 😤 uhh ya, that’s why he’s online all the time, cuz he’s either texting his friends or on his phone doing some shit. broke: tim stays up late working on cases, woke: tim stays up late texting his friends and playing video games over chat. tim just. interacts with his family, gets bullied by them, ya. that’s the life. also he and duke keep throwing hands because it’s the family curse to beat up tim and in this essay i will discuss how dick is the superior sibling because he never tried to kill tim—wait he probably pushed him down the stairs once nvm but it was totally justified, king

duke: texting-4, online-4 because he has, like, school. and daytime patrol. and is like a junior in high school and therefore has a fuck ton of homework. my boy has no time for family and he doesn’t want it because they’re annoying, obviously 🙄. if he wants drama he’ll go into damian’s room and get the drama. diy icon. he’s online as much as he texts but is so fast of a reader he’ll know the drama in time for the next episode of wayne family shit. most of his time online is picking fights with tim and roasting his siblings to a crisp. he’s so mean, guys, legend has it that one time duke told jason that his helmet looked like a shriveled up dildo and that it could never be the gay statement he wanted it to be jason went offline for that entire day in order to cry himself to sleep. at least he got sleep (allegedly) ayyy duke the problem solver.

damian: texting-1.5, online 2 because the only time he’s texting is to ask dick for photos of bitewing and to send photos of his pets back as proper payment. a negotiator ugghhh father like son. damian honestly doesn’t care about the drama he just wants to sketch bitewing (using the photos dick sent as reference) into the Family Portrait Sketch™️ of the rest of the Animal Family™️. it is an honor for damian to create such a piece, picasso the women hater quakes in his grave as such art that blows his dog shit “art” FAR out of the water is developing. anyways, he goes online for that and to throw random barbs at his siblings. like no one is online and damian just throws a “drake is stupid” in chat and just dips. he’s online more to text the other teen titans and jon because they’re better than his dumbass family (and he texts grayson on messenger so fhdjdjsks) true chat cryptic, jason envies him

alfred: 0-texting, 10-online. huh who said that

“duke take down the tik toks, tim is crying”

“who has my sweatshirt??? i will kill you all” “i have it jason” “nvm cass that’s your sweatshirt now i’m sorry for being presumptuous don’t aTTACK ME” fhdjdjsks

“guys i have the day off do you want to hear when delilah said to jonathon it’s so funny” “are those the kids in your gymnastics class?” “ya” “tell us everything”

the bats just... love hearing drama about those kids because they’re so dramatic. apparently alex threw a rubber ball at maya and she tackled them. wild.

time for a round of: WHO SAID IT?!?!

“how do i make my text bold like the rest of you?” —bruce, dick, cass, and jason at some point.

“how do i change my screen name? please change it back to before” -cass when tim changed her name to “hal jordon #1 stan” (“what is a stan” —bruce), (“i don’t like it either change it back” —bruce after finding out what a stan is)

“what the fuck is a pog” —jason

“fucking ‘tik tok’. we used to use vine when i was a teen. i was a front line soldier of great disasters” —dick on one hand lmfao dick is so old but on the other hand holy shit you used vine??? tell us more about the battles fought

“what is a dilf?” —bruce after scrolling through twitter

ok that’s all, my brain is gone.

“cass dick is turning purple get off him” “no. make him give me my scarf back.” “oh dad that’s terrible can you send a video as evidence?”

“GUYS I FOUND A CAT AND IT SCRATCHED ME AND IM GOING TO THE HOSPITAL BUT GUYS!!! CAT!!!” “drake send a photo of the cat immediately” lmfao bruce zooms to the hospital after that text

“GUYS THE CAT HAS AN OWNER I CANT KEEP THE CAT 🥲” “the one time you could prove to be of use and you fail, drake.” “wow tim, find a cat to steal without an owner next time” “timmy, timmy, timmy, i can’t believe you’ve messed up in finding a cat again” “again?” “again?” “again?” “when i adopt a cat i’m not showing any of you, i hate you all” (lmao hard version of guess who is who i’ll give you a hint dick cass and bruce are the confused ones. )ok it’s not hard anymore.

“dad please get me a cat 😳🐱 haha jk 🤣😩 unless 👀😏😃🙏🥰” anyways tim named the cat starry because of her fur-hair-thingy

“they just so you all know steph just crashed in my apartment and i have work in the morning” “i will pick her up in the morning” “you mean tim will, you don’t have a license, cass. anyways”

“dick do you need help moving?” “no, bruce, i think i can handle it, donna and wally are helping me anyways, but thank you” “mOVING???” “OUT OF YOUR APARTMENT???” “DICK THAT SAME APARTMENT ON 666 HELLHOLE AVENUE???” “...ya?” “NOOOOO” anyways they all break into dick’s new apartment when he moves in, walk around it, and then leave. they just... ya... damn, these bats...

anyways that’s all. see ya.

#dbsjxjjs the batkids just have an attachment to dick’s apartment #the batkids: sir thats my emotional support apartment you can’t just move #fuck you all damian is very well versed in internet culture he just chooses to not use it #dick was around in the time of VINE. YALL. #the fact that dick is the only one with like a normal job fjsjsks #he’s the only one that does his taxes too besides bruce #bruce trying his best and that’s all i will accept. i love him. #jason: wannabe cryptic vs damian: cryptic king. #cass just. beats up her brothers because she can. she deserves it too. #tim deserves nice things so i gave him a cat. #duke is so funny i love him. #he’s like “time to fuck up tim’s life again heheheh” #duke is literally 16? a teen? he’s mean by default thats it #dc comics #batfam #bruce wayne #dick grayson #cassandra cain #jason todd #tim drake #duke thomas #damian wayne #featuring those damn gymnastics kids 😩 #mine

[bookstantrash]

A/N: Here we are folks. The chapter y’all have been waiting for. I’m hoping it reaches your expectations because I was dying to write it.

Huge shoutout for the gc — specially @thewayshedreamed for her mind blowing theory, although I tried to make it less angst lol — for all their hype and ideais for this chapter 💜

In which she makes a friend, Part Eleven

Cassian woke up late. He was sure of that because of two factors:

One, the birds were chirping louder than when he usually woke up, the sun high in the sky given the sunlight entering the bedroom through the curtains.

And two, Nesta was fast asleep in his arms, her vanilla and lavender scent all around him.

He took his time watching her, as he did not know when he would have another opportunity.

Nesta looked younger like that, her face relaxed for once, mouth partially open as she slowly breathed. Their legs were intertwined, his free arm somehow having ended up in her hair, holding her close, as if during the night he had gotten afraid she would disappear.

Cassian had nightmares of that. Of waking up and finding her gone, snatched out of her bed once again in the middle of the night by his enemies and killed. He would wake up panting and reaching for a dagger he kept in his bedside table, his blood roaring at him to kill whoever had touched her, to find and protect Nesta.

It usually ended up with him pacing in front of her room for a few minutes, her steady heart beat easing his worries after a while. He would then return to his room and go over some reports from Rhysand and Azriel or look over some camp matters until the sun was rising.

Last night had to be the best night of sleep Cassian had had in the last two years. Maybe in all five hundred years of his life.

He signed, willing his thoughts to not go down that path. To not wonder too deeply about the reason why Nesta Archeron affected him like she did, since the first time he saw her at her father’s house when she was still human.

Willed them to not think how she seemed to fit so perfectly against his body, as if they had been made for each other.

To stop thinking how her bare skin would feel against his, her soft lips kissing his own.

To stop thinking of her running her hands over his body, pulling his hair.

The sounds she would make when he kissed her, properly this time, without death hovering above them.

If she was a screamer or a beggar or a talker and how it did not matter anyway because he would make sure to pleasure her until she was screaming his name, until she was begging him for more, until she was saying how good he felt and how none of those other males back in Velaris had given her a speck of what he was giving her.

How he would take care of her afterwards, how he would kiss her lazily and sweetly, and how he would not let her go for a long long time, satisfied to just stay holding her.

“That is nothing but a distant and impossible dream” he murmured, daring to gently run his fingers in her silky hair “I have to be grateful for what I have and do not desire for more.”

Cassian felt Nesta stirring in his arms, mentally cursing himself for waking her.

“Javy ju” she mumbled, her voice heavy with sleep, slowly blinking at him.

“Javy ju, anahí” he answered a little breathless, being hit straight in his stomach by the fact that she had remembered the Illyrian greeting.

Nesta was about to say something when Cassian felt her whole body froze, blue eyes widening as she looked at how close they were.

And that is when he felt it. His morning wood.

Cauldron that was embarrassing. If Nesta did not think lowly of him before — he knew all those times she had called him a pervert or a bastard had been nothing but empty words —  now she surely did.

He quickly withdrew his wings, Nesta squinting at him momentarily due to the sudden brightness.

But before Cassian could get up and put more distance between themselves, hoping to save some face, Nesta placed a hand firmly on his shoulder, keeping him still.

And she smirked.

“Wound a bit tight these days? she said, throwing his words from yesterday back at him.

“You can not blame my body for reacting at you” he tried to sound as if he was teasing her,  but his words came out softer and truer than he would like “Have you looked at yourself?”

“You mean my too thin and bony body?” she snorted, dismissing his words “You must be really desperate.”

If Nesta had said that to him months ago, he would have been inclined to agree with her statement —  not that that would have stopped him from thinking her beautiful. His feelings towards the strong minded female were not purely physical attraction. It went beyond that.

“You can not be blind to not see how your body has changed since you started training and eating more regularly” he said “I still wish you would eat more, but you can not deny that you have gained muscles and some weight back”

“Are you calling me fat?” she asked, arching an eyebrow.

Cassian laughed at that. Nesta had a sense of humour that sometimes reminded him of Azriel.

“You fill your leathers much more now” he answered, the hand in her hair sliding along her arms “You have gained muscles here”

His hand travelled down her front slowly, making sure to avoid her breasts, although all he wanted was to finally know how they would feel beneath his touch.

“And here” he gently squeezed her waist.

“Cassian…”

“And here too” he added, fingers dancing along her leg where her nightgown had exposed some skin.

Nesta took a sharp intake of breath, her pupils dilatating

He was walking on thin ice, he knew that. His words at Nesta were nothing but desire and longing veiled by teasing he knew Nesta believed in.

Cassian had no one but himself to blame for that.

“So I am desirable because of my body?” her voice had a bitter tone, and Cassian quickly corrected her.

“You are desirable because of this, ” he touched her temple, moving then to lay his hand over her heart “and this”

“Lying will not get you anywhere bat” she turned her face and made to get up.

“I’m beyond lies right now, Nesta” he said, pulling her flush against him, gently grabbing her chin and tilting her face up.

Her gray-blue eyes seemed incredibly bright, looking straight at Cassian, as if she could see his very soul.

He did not hide from it. He met her stare head on, not daring even to blink.

“Why do you run from me?” his voice so low it was almost a whisper “Why do you hide yourself?”

“Why do you run from me?” and her voice carried so much hurt, so much feeling and rawness that Cassian knew she had let one of her iron walls fall “Why did you drop my hand that time? Why look for me only when I’m alone?”

Her words pierced his heart. He had not know. Had not known how much she was hurting, what she may have thought his actions appeared to be.

“Why do you bother so much when not even my own family cares for me?” she snapped, and for a split second Cassian thought Nesta was going to cry.

“Your sisters love you, Nesta” he said softly.

“I believe you made it abundantly clear last solstice I was unlovable”

“Your sisters love you. I can’t for the life of me understand why, but they do.”

He flinched, cursing himself for his past actions.

“I have never regretted something as much as the moment those words left my mouth. I was rude and insensible,” he brushed her cheek with his thumb tentatively “ and none of those things I said were true. I hope someday you will forgive me.”

“I said some rude things to you too,” she whispered “Would you be able to forgive me?”

“I never took them to heart” Cassian gave her a watery smile “I knew it was a way for you to push me away and that you did not mean them sweetheart”

A lonely silent tear fell from Nesta. Cassian gathered her closer, and she buried her face in his neck.

“Hush now xe nhia. Aan arevanque”

They stayed like that, with Cassian running his hands through her hair and talking with her in Illyrian. She hadn't cried more than that single tear, but she trembled slightly sometimes.

“Nes...I have been meaning to tell you something”

“What is it?” she asked, looking up at him, her eyes shining with unshed tears.

“You don’t have to answer me or say anything at all, I just—”

“Cassian, out with it” she said, anxiousness lacing her every word.

“Since I met you I—”

But whatever he was going to say was interrupted by the sound of dishes falling and a curse coming from the kitchen.

“Kaelin,” Nesta said sighing “I better go see what he is doing when he should have been resting”

Cassian agreed with her, and a part of him was glad they had been interrupted. He still had much to make up to Nesta, his feelings would have to wait a little longer.

“What were you going to tell me?” 

“It was nothing” he gave her a reassuring smile “Go see Kaelin. I can tell you another time”

Nesta hesitated, but his kind eyes were enough to make her trust his words.

“Thank you” and with a quick kiss on his cheek she was gone.

Cassian was so stunned he had to pinch himself to make sure he had not fallen asleep again, staying in bed for a few minutes more until he could put himself together.

~•~

The clock’s ticking was the only sound in the room, neither Cassian or Kaelin talking.

Nesta had left after breakfast, saying Esmée had lifted her resting order to help the healer collect a rare flower that only blossomed every sixty years.

After reassuring her that he knew which medicine to give Kaelin in case the kid felt pain and that he would make sure he rested, Nesta left them promising to return as soon as possible.

Kaelin was a bit awkward around Cassian at first, probably embarrassed about crying in front of him. It bothered the General to the point that he lent his copy of ‘King Arthur and His Knights of the Round Table’ to the young illyrian.

“This book is very precious to me,” he had told Kaelin “as it was the first I managed to finish once I learnt how to read”

Kaelin had taken the old book with the utmost care, and Cassian almost laughed when he saw how slowly the boy was turning the pages, almost afraid of damaging it. And with his attention fully on the book, Cassian could work on Kaelin’s solstice present without fearing it would be seen.

Because Cassian was working on expanding the old storage room near the birch.

He was designing a room for Kaelin to sleep. If the kid was to live with him and Nesta definitely — or at least as long as he wanted to —  Cassian could not let him keep on sleeping on the sofa.

He had been working in secret to refashion the space. Had worked until dawn on it two nights ago when he had rescued Kaelin from the bullies. Maybe two weeks more only and it would be ready on time for the Winter Solstice.

Thinking about the birch made Cassian realise how sore he was, both from the training, working on the bedroom and the time spent hunched over the piece of paper drawing the room. A trip to the birch would help relax, which gave him an idea.

“Hey kid,” he called, catching Kaelin’s attention “I don’t know if Nesta told you, but we have a birch here. How about we go? It would help relax you”

It was a tradition for male Illyrians to go birching — be it with family or friends —  as a form of bonding.

And Cassian did want to get closer to Kaelin. He saw a lot of himself in the orphaned kid.

The young one, however, did not seem to find the ideia appealing at all.

“I— it would be an honour sir, I mean, Cassian, but I—” Kaelin blushed deeply while trying to politely refuse Cassian’s invitation, stammering and tripping over his words.

“You know what? Why don’t I go first and you get there after I’m done?” Cassian shrugged, seeing Kaelin sigh in relief.

It was a step too far it seemed. Maybe Kaelin was uncomfortable because they were not closer — although the objective was for them to get closer — maybe he is shy or maybe embarrassed because he is not as muscled as the other boys his age. Cauldron knew how much extra practice Cassian himself had done when he was younger, wanting to get as strong and muscled as Enalius, their warrior god.

He would have to work a little harder if he wanted to make Kaelin feel as comfortable with him as he was with Nesta. They were both males, so it should be easier for them to bond despite meeting the kid after Nesta.

“You can bond in other ways” he muttered to himself as he got dressed in his room, drying his hair.

It was then that he realised he had forgotten to leave Kaelin a second towel, in case his got too damp because of the heat in the birch.

Grabbing a towel he goes to the birch and opens it.

“Kaelin, I forgot to give—”  he stops himself when he sees that Kaelin is naked, head thrown back against the wall, completely relaxed for once.

Yet all that easiness goes away once he hears Cassian’s voice.

“I’m sorry. Here’s your towel” stammering, he quickly leaves the white towel on the bench and closes the door, internally beating himself for forgetting to knock.

Kaelin had wanted to go alone and Cassian invaded the kid’s personal space and now he would hate him and—

Cassian stops in front of his room, thoughts finally catching up with his brain.

He remembers the ugly bruises along Kaelin’s ribs, their purple and green colour already fading to yellow and has to reboot his memory for a second.

He’s almost sure he saw boobs.

But boys don’t have boobs. He knows that.

And he could not possibly be confused because of the heat or the smoke inside the birch—

But he recalls how Nesta is so protective of Kaelin. How she almost seemed afraid for him to meet Azriel, how Kaelin had cried and said nobody could know he had activated his killing powers because they’d look too much into him.

And suddenly it clicked.

Kaelin was a girl.

~•~

Cassian was very close to having a mental breakdown.

Kaelin was a girl. A girl. As in boobs, periods and weird hormones.

And he had seen him — her, naked.

Cauldron, he was knee deep in shit.

After walking in on Kaelin, Cassian had been unable to leave his room. He was sure she would want some time alone to process what had happened and that he now knew her secret.

Because Kaelin was a girl.

“Gods, where is Nesta when I need her?” he grumbled, running his hands on his hair.

Nesta knew it all along and was helping Kaelin hide it. It was a noble thing to do, but also so reckless. If the wrong person discovered it they could be killed. He would not put it past the Illyrians to do that.

He had to talk with Kaelin. He had left her alone for long enough. If he did not talk with her now he would have to wait for when Nesta arrived, and that was a talk Kaelin did not have to be present.

It was a little past the time for lunch, so he had the perfect excuse to knock in Nesta’s bedroom and ask Kaelin to come out.

Except when he did that nobody answered.

Kaelin was not there.

“Fucking hell, not again” Cassian swore, quickly going out and getting airborne.

Kaelin was still hurt so she would not be able to fly. He had a chance to catch up with her given that she was walking.

And to his luck he found her not far from his cabin.

But she was not alone.

“Are you sure you are a boy? Look how skinny you are”

“I am a late bloomer” she answered an older Illryan, making him and the other one beside him laugh.

“Late bloomer? That is girl talk, ain’t I right Bjerke?” 

“Take off your shirt, boy. Show us those muscles” the male, Bjerke, said.

“Thank you, but no. I have to go” Kaelin tried to go past them, but was held back by Bjerke.

“Here Falk, hold this thing while I help our friend”

As Cassian got closer, he realised Kaelin was holding his book, which was teared from her grasp by Bjerke, who started trying to undress her.

Blood roaring in his ears, Cassian dropped in front of them, his siphons flashing.

“Let. Go. Of. Him” he gritted out, and the males froze.

In front of them stood the General Commander of the Illyrian armies.

The Lord of Bloodshed.

And he was not happy.

“We were just talking to him” Falk said, his voice hinting at his fear.

“He said no” Cassian growled, seeing Kaelin’s clothes messed up.

All Cassian could see was Kaelin's scared face and remember when Nesta had hinted about being attacked when she was human.

He still wanted to know who that piece of shit was.

Would take his sweet time making him suffer for what he did.

“I think it’s best that you go” he snapped, and Bjerke let go of Kaelin, taking a step back “If I hear you were bothering someone else again — be it male or female — you will want to have never been born. Are we understood?”

Both males assured Cassian it would not happen again, and were airborne within minutes.

Kaelin straightened her clothes, grabbing the fallen book and dusting off its cover.

She still refused to look at Cassian.

“What am I going to do with you kid?” he sighed “Nesta will kill me once she discovers I let you out of my sight.”

That caught the young girl’s attention. She finally glanced his way, searching Cassian’s face for something, anything that would give away that he was angry with her or that he was going to expose her secret to someone.

She found nothing.

“I… I am sorry I lost lunch” she mumbled.

“Good thing I have not eaten yet” giving her a reassuring smile, he ruffled her short hair “Let’s go home and eat before Nesta arrives and kill us both.”

“Yeah. Let’s go home” Kaelin answered, and it seemed a weight had been lifted off her shoulders.

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