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darudedogestorm · 2 years
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graduating in 40 minutes everyone hope and pray for me it goes well
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WIBTA For Snitching On My Brother?
tl;dr at the end, the submissions a bit long. sorry if this sounds like stupid teen drama, but i needed outside opinions. (tw for mentions of attempted suicide)
so for a bit of context here, me (14nb) and my brother (14m) both have Parental RestrictionsTM on our phones. In my opinion they are way more severe than they need to be. i am not allowed to have any social media at all, my mother barely tolerates discord. I cannot text anyone who is not my direct sibling or parent from 9pm at night to noon the next day and i cant use any "nonessential" apps during that time frame too. my brother has the same restrictions on his phone, but he has safari removed because my mother said he was playing "random internet games". however, he has found ways around this and ways around the app restrictions. i know how he does it. i really dont have any intention of telling our mother, its none of my business and i honestly dont care that much.
I recently moved to a new school. My brother and i were homeschooled prior to this during covid. And it was fine. We went to a homeschool co-op twice a week. A year ago we were both enrolled in Local Community College as dual enrollment students. A semester into that i was Not Vibing Well and ended up having a breakdown and getting a therapist. I would talk to her directly about this but i havent been able to see her in weeks due to scheduling conflicts. The workload seemed too much to me, there was no longer a distinction between School and Home. i felt like i was constantly on the clock, and i barely saw my friends. In addition to other factors at my co-op, I got very lonely. At that time the limits on my phone were 9pm-3pm (it was later edited to 9am to noon) . I cant remember exactly what happened, but i asked my mother to at least change the communication limits so that i could talk to my friends during the day. She said no, stating that I Do Not Need to Communicate With Friends During The School Day. i do not have a real “school day” i am at home basically 5/7 days of the week. And normal kids see their friends every day at school. The argument got dropped then.
Fast forward half a year, i felt increasingly lonely, out of place, bothersome, etc, at my co-op and have decided to try going to Local Public Highschool. This meant leaving my best friend (14f)  whom i love dearly (for the purposes of this post i will call her Z). Z is one of my favorite people in the whole world, we got platonically married, I lovingly refer to her as “my wife”, and i would genuinely die for her. She got a phone over the summer which means we have a better way to communicate, replacing discord as the primary communication system. Also at that time one of my best online friends fucked up their discord account somehow and the whole online group moved to text. there's about four of them? J, Other J, B, and L (ages vary from 12-16). I believe only B is directly relevant to this story but the others are worth mentioning. Additional context (tw for mentions of suicide from now on), all of those four are varyingly suicidal. B has attempted before, at least twice I believe. out of the group i am probably the most mentally stable.
School starts! I am already feeling a bit lonely due to leaving Z but we stay positive. I wake up for school at like 530 and check my phone at like 6:45. Woohoo a message from B! It was sent at 4 am. This is concerning. There is a glitch that i can use in order to view texts for between half a second and four seconds, it depends, and i use it. B’s message reads “Bye”. theres no fucking reason that they would be texting me goodbye at 4am in the morning unless they were going to kill themselves. I cannot properly view or respond to that text until noon, so eight hours. I wait to know if my friend is ok for eight hours, and at noon i check my phone again. In that time i’ve received messages from the groupchat. J, Other J, and L all received “bye” texts from B at around the same time period. After a few messages, we know B is ok, i dmed them privately and they responded both in ims and the gc. So they are ok. But i had to wait for eight hours to know that. Later that day i asked my mom if she had considered my proposal (i asked her a day or two before if she would at least turn off communication limits because it is also rather embarrassing to be honest to have to tell other people that oh i cant respond to your message right now, sorry my mom has limits on my phone :D. In addition i get anxious when i send a message that im nervous abt and it doesnt get responded to for hours so i hate leaving messages for longer than two hours). Once again, she said no. it goes against her Views As A Parent for me to have “unrestricted access” to my phone. She offered to add only Z to the list of people i can contact during the limits. This is better than nothing but Z texts more in the groupchat than she does in private messages so it wouldn’t work that well. We argued, it didnt work out, i got pissed off and we both went to bed. i very strongly feel that for like my mental health i need to be able to communicate with my friends better than i can at the moment. And i dont want to wake up to a message from a friend, have it be the last one they ever send, and not be able to respond for hours. 
Heres where the part where i could be an asshole comes in. (so sorry that that was really long i didnt know what parts would be needed as context and what were not so i just typed everything i think might be relevant). This isnt something that i am very strongly considering, as i truly dont want to fuck up my relationship with my brother and i love him a lot. I just want opinions on whether it would like be going too far i guess. I am considering offering a trade. I tell my mother how my brother has found ways around his limits, and she turns off the communication limits on my phone. WIBTA if i did that?
TL;DR: would i be the asshole if i snitched on how my brother got around some restrictions in exchange for me being able to communicate with my friends?
What are these acronyms?
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spacexseven · 2 years
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GOD I am thinking so hard about yans going after a darling they previously rejected.
like. you have a crush on your coworker, [insert bsd yan here]. ur not subtle about it. ofc yan Knows, so does everyone else who watches you two interact. trouble is, they dont reciprocate. which is ok! theyre allowed to not like you! but they're also a huge dick about it which is the real issue here.
like, they do NOT let you down easy AT ALL. they might even lead you on a bit beforehand if they're the opportunistic type, paying attention to you up until you do what they want and then dropping you until they have another task lined up. they don't feel bad about it. they don't HAVE to indulge in your delusional little crush, be happy theyre paying attention to you at all! eventually they just completely shut you down. maybe you finally work up the courage to ask them out and they laugh right in your face, not able to stifle their amusement at the idea. or maybe you catch them on a bad day and your puppy-like desperation goes from being funny to annoying and they don't mince words when telling you to get lost. you're heartbroken, humiliated, maybe even a bit frightened if they said anything particularly scary in their tirade, and resolve to just avoid them as much as you possibly can from now on. maybe start looking for a new job somewhere else. 
they try to act like losing your attentions doesnt effect them at all, but they really feel your absence. they convince themselves that you're just giving them space after the… incident, but when they go looking around for you and you're nowhere to be found or you coincidentally have to leave whatever room you're in as soon as they enter it they realize that you're avoiding them. it hurts more than they'd like to admit, they find themselves seeking you out much more than they ever have before, only to be disappointed when you notice them looking at you and get visibly uncomfortable or lower your voice so they cant hear you anymore. if they ever DO manage to talk to you, you're freezing cold, all business. on your end, you're just trying not to irritate them, assuming that if they're suddenly staring at you its cuz you're doing something they don't like, but theyre completely torn up about no longer getting your attention. theyre distracted constantly by your sudden distance, no longer able to enjoy outings with coworkers if you don't attend- spending the whole time wondering if you didn't go cuz THEYRE there. now THEYRE the one following YOU around, trying to get back in your good graces in whatever way they can think of. it might start as a childish ploy to regain your attention after your ignoring them caused a blow to their ego, but the more you avoid them the deeper their feelings get. please please PLEASE stop being mad at them! they can't go on if you don't forgive them. 
id imagine it would all come to a head if they found out you were planning on quitting soon, or if they caught you going on a date with someone else in the office. they WONT lose you. they cant.
I think most characters could work with this, but especially dazai, akutagawa, jouno, chuuya, and kunikida (he wouldnt do anything out of malice hed just accidentally be pretty harsh turning you down and then feel like an idiot later.). maybe fyodor and gogol too, with some tweaking. this kinda came out a garbled mess sorry haven't slept in like 3 days lmao.
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my friend please get some sleep :< like Seriously you are going to crash very hard at this rate i didn't get to elaborate on a lot here 'cos i wanted to write a little bit for everyone (dazai, chuuya, jouno, techhou, ranpo, akutagawa, kunikida, sigma, nikolai and fyodor) but if there's any particular group/character anyone wants to hear about send me an ask and i'll gladly ramble on and on :>
i can see either dazai or jouno doing this intentionally, genuinely liking to watch you look embarrassed and even teary-eyed at his blunt rejections. whether it's because they really couldn't care less about you or because they were just bored, they lead you on and go on to embarrass you publicly, effectively humiliating you and breaking your heart over and over.
consequently, these two also are hit the hardest when you start ignoring them. this probably happens when your carefully crafted confession is callously crushed, receiving jeering words and scornful laughter in response, and you decide you should move on from the toxicity these two carry.
jouno can sense you sneaking out the room when he enters and he pretends not to notice, but dazai straight up stares at you in a look you might even think of as betrayal if it wasn't such a crazy thought. both of them are beyond furious by your sudden withdrawal and badly concealed attempt at avoiding them. what, did you think you could hang around them for so long, smiling through all the insults and 'jokes' and then decide to one day turn around and drop them like you weren't just following them around every corner the week before?
they latch onto you with an overwhelming fervour, following you into every room and into every meeting, even the one they're not supposed to be in. mess around with your files on purpose so you'd have no choice but to come to them and ask for your things back, manage to grab themselves an assignment with you as their partner, even sit right across you during your lunch break. it's like you can never escape them, no matter how hard you try.
just try quitting, or trying to cling onto someone else. just you try, and it'll be far from an amiable ending. they're both extremely cunning and determined, and it won't end well for anyone ecept themselves.
kunikida, akutagawa and chuuya are the type where they didn't mean to be harsh but because they are so flustered/confused they end up coming out very coldly when they tell you to scram or just stop blabbering. you were only trying to be conversative by mentioning the new café downstaira and asking about their weekend, but either because of the stress of work or their inability to deal with your questions of genuine interest and helpful comments, they usually end up responding rudely. chuuya for one is known to scoff and briskly walk away while you're busy talking, hoping you don't notice his flushed cheeks after you complimented his hair. akutagawa's go to response is to just stare at you and wait for you to trail off, thinking he either did not want to hear you ramble on or he just spaced out, and quickly leave. kunikida...depending on the time of the day and how much of dazai's work he has to clean up after, it's either a resigned sigh as you continue talking (he enjoys your company after a long day, although he'll never admit it) or a sudden, angry burst of words you can barely make out.
confessing to either three is awkward, but in the unlikely scenario that it does happen, despite your belief that they barely tolerated you, they're secretly thrilled but unable to respond, leaving you dejected and them panicked. regardless, when you decide enough is enough and you should probably stop bothering them when they don't seem to want you around, they immediately try to stop you.
for chuuya, this means suddenly transforming into the helpful senior, scaring away other employees who try to dump their work on you and people who try to befriend you, as long as they want to talk to you. your unimpressed reactions only spur him on, deciding if you had nobody else, you'd finally come back to him. for kunikida, this is more subtle, taking on your workload and leaving completed forms and files at your desk, placing an energy drink nearby or someting of the sort. he isn't so reckless as to scare away everyone around you, hoping you'd realize you might have misunderstood him because he was always stressed out and come to befriend him again, as he's smart enough to know frightening you away by coming on too strong is not the best way to go. akutagawa might struggle with the subtle approach, but he tries, really. he starts lingering around you, following you silently in an unintentionally creepy way, even when you go to get something to eat. he hopes thta by sticking around you long enough, you'd recognize his intentions as good and not...anything else.
tecchou and sigma initially wouldn't realize why you kept staring at them and immediately look away when they notice. they're confused by your sudden attention on them, not recognizing the glimmer in your eyes as growing attraction and the pep in your step as enthusiasm.
eventually though, it registers, and they're over the moon. i can see both of them being pleasantly surprised, and even if a romantic relationship isn't in their plans at the moment, they like and appreciate you as a friend. still, after you keep smiling at them and asking them to accompany you for lunch, seeing you do that to anyone else is...unsettling, at the least. especially because they know what kind of intentions these other people have.
suddenly, tecchou's glare feels extremely dangerous, almost like lasers burning into the back of whoever's got your attention, causing them to awkwardly excuse themselves and leave you alone once they catch sight of his intense stare. and sigma (he's a higher up here) is piling on an insane amount of work to your companion, happily accepting your invitation to go out to eat every day of the week, now that everyone else was conveniently so busy.
nikolai would actually entertain your feelings, more so out of boredom than anything else. it's easy with him, he catches on pretty quickly—the obvious interest in your tone when you talk to him, the way you hang on to every word like a devoted worshipper, the little gifts you had on hand for him—he'd be a fool not to notice! (he kinda is one, but that's besides the point) you won't have to worry about confessions going south or a cold rejection. nikolai showers you in affection from the start, treating you warmly, laughs with you and is always there by your side.
it almost comes naturally when you admit you like him and he only pulls you closer with the arm he has constantly around you. don't be fooled though, despite not having any 'actual' feelings for you yet, he is unbelievably possessive. if you are upset about anything and decide to sulk and ignore him, nikolai is happy to annoy you endlessly until you either give in and forgive him, or if he sees you trying to busy yourself with anyone else, he's quick to come up with a lost of creative ways to get the outsider out of your relationship with him.
with nikolai, there's a lot of spontaneous skipping out on work (that you miraculously never get in trouble for), unplanned adventures and general good times until, of course, someone else tries to meddle. maybe it's a nosy coworker who firmly believes workplace relationships are unprofessional, or a newbie who stupidly ignores the obvious signs of nikolai and you being together; whatever it is, you won't have to worry, nikolai will swifltly remove all the obstacles.
eventually, he decides that life is a lot more fun with you, his partner in crime, always by his side. this is when things will really take a turn, and you start to realize he's a lot more unhinged than you would have thought previously...
ranpo is a bit of an interesting one...he knows you like him, even if you do a good job at hiding it. he obviously takes advantage of your feelings, purposely trying to make you jealous just to see you all riled up, and asks you to do things for him knowing you wouldn't deny him.
he's so proud of himself, as though he charmed everyone around him, and doesn't hesitate to poke fun at you for liking him. not as maliciously as dazai and jouno, but mean enough that it has you blinking in shock at the way he rudely declares that he was out of your league, skipping away to eat some snacks.
obviously, when he acts so high and mighty, you'd think he would be pleased by you finally taking his advice on "focusing on work instead of staring at him with hearts in your eyes" (not like he was doing anything productive most of the time), but it's the opposite. he notices your absence almost immediately, and imagine his shock and humiliation when you, who was supposed to ttail him around like a puppy, happilly eating out of his hand, were now deciding these boring work files are more important than him.
somehow they even placed the intern that just started with you for training, and now that's all that you're focused on. showing the newcomer around, chatting with them, offering your help with tasks—it was like ranpo ceased to exist and it infuriated him. similarly, if you started spending time around/with someone else from the company (cough nikolai cough), it would annoy him just as much if not more, knowing exactly what kind of intentions they had.
ranpo turns his annoying abilities to the max, now being the one to follow you around everywhere and whines at you to pay attention to him, asking you to feed him snacks and also trying to feed you in return, demanding you accompany him for lunch so he doesn't get lost, and anything else to monopolise your time. eventually, even if you stay strong, whoever you spend your time with now can't handle ranpo's overbearing and unavoidable presence, driving them away. (it helps if he's like a valued employee here too)
fyodor is the type to not do anything about your crush, not until you become useful to him. he'll entertain it, sure, staring back at you with that disarming smile and curious eyes, brushing his hand against yours for a moment too long when you hand him things, sitting right next to you when you ask him to come over and look at something—he knows the hold he has over you and he loves it.
he thinks it's cute to see you so entranced and in awe by him, and he genuinely enjoys your company as he recognizes your genuine work ethic and passion, but even then he doesn't exactly hold the same feelings for you. this is him acting to keep you onterested because he knows someone who is so in love with him despite not really knowing him is a pawn he shouldn't lose.
maybe one day you realize you'd rather not ruin a good friendship by involving your feelings, but trying to distance yourself won't be fruitful and busying yourself with another person would only lead fyodor to threaten their livelihood and even their lives. fyodor is a very jealous and possessivs man, even though you're not dating, he still doesn't like the idea of anyone other than him using you and doesn't want to risk you forgetting him.
generally, though, nobody tries to mess with fyodor, because while he's all amiable and charming to you, to everyone else he's intense and brooding; unapproachable. he has this look that makes everyone feel inferior, like he thinks of them as pathetic creatures—which he does, but you...he could make some use of you yet. he's impressed by your strong will to be by his side for so long despite receiving no sign that he might like you at all...maybe it's time he rewarded you tor your devotion?
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not-goldy · 5 days
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So Goldy this 11:08 discussion reminds me of a convo I just had with my sister recently... we were discussing of how bts members encourage the bad behaviors of their fans and her biggest point was Jungkook. For her, Jungkook encourages the toxic Y/N scenarios and the example she used was the white day live. I, being a jikooker immediately defended Jungkook however once she asked why I chose peace. But that just made me realize that most things Jungkook does to get his mimis attention has been stolen to feed off the Y/N delulus. Jungkook didn't come on live on white day to dine with you he came on live to dine with his mimi who was overseas... Jungkook dressed up handsomely to attract mimi, spoiled alert mimis solo projects and, even mentioned GCF Tokyo and there for you. This also happened during the jimin 2022 bday wish video when army's started trending for "What was the reason?"... well honey bcuz he wanted to thirst trap his babes to a after hours birthday present. Sorry to break it to you Y/Ns but he doesn't do shit to feed your delulus, you do that on your own. The Jungkook fan service king thing needs to come to an end.
Ahhh you should have called me so I join in the discussion.
I agree that all BTS members are guilty of this especially those who over share sensitive vulnerable tales of their lives and enable their fans to trauma bond with them. Those are the ones who inadvertently encourage parasocial attachments and its more insidious and dangerous if you ask me.
I think anyone who overly emphasize on Jungkook thirsttraping and love baiting his fans has their priorities misplaced cos no one truly believes Jungkook is dating them or saving himself for them when calling him baby irks him so much.
But I agree that writing love songs and sharing deep emotional feelings in a song and calling it a fan song is dangerous.
Like these are grown adults they shouldn't still be disguising their romantic feelings, expressions experiences as content made for fans at their big age.
If you want to have this conversation you have to HAVE IT. You have to go to the root of the problem and not just scratch the surface.
When two people are found in the back of a truck taking a break unwinding and enjoying eachother's company THEY SHOULD BE BOLD TO SAY HEY THIS IS OUR ME TIME AND WE DONT APPRECIATE THE INTRUSION.
But saying you hanging out for fans taking pictures for fans loving someone for fans IS HOW FANS GET CROSSED EYES THINKING THEY ARE ENTITLED TO YOUR HEART MIND AND SOUL.
That everything you do is for them and anything else that can't be co-opted should be explained away as fan service.
I mean speaking of encouraging bad behaviors.
I don't know how and why people fixate on Jungkook gyrating and thrusting his hips on live for fans when there are real issues like these to be discussed. I just don't get it.
And I think Jungkook is doing what the members did when they were his age. Someone has to pamper these fans and incentivize them to remain loyal or even to attract them to the group.
I recall we used to call Tae and JM the recruit fairies cos they were the one's who strong fanservice skills drew the crowd and converted new stans.
It's simply Jungkook's turn to do the necessary evil and I genuinely don't see how he's over doing it. Fans are just nuts if they truly fall for him calling Army his girlfriend cos if so he's cheating on every single one of them with the other😩😩😩😩😩😩😩
I take it all as a joke but if people are taking it seriously they need to seek psychiatric intervention.
Can I ask you a question??🤔
Do you not see the real actual problem with BTS or do you genuinely think what Jungkook does is an actual serious problem 🤔
Because it's the least concerning thing on my scale of problematic things BTS do with fans. If they were all just feeding y/n delusions I'd say that was not a problem at all cos Y/ns will always y/n regardless😩
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quodekash · 6 months
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I could literally fall asleep any minute but im nothing if not sleep deprived and watching my favourite gay little shows!
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hey nawa, I see you looking at guy as he struggles in the room on his crutches
you should kiss him
I think that you should absolutely just slam your face into his
give him another injury but its not really an injury it's just a hickey
(we're less than a minute into the episode and im already begging guynawa to make out, we're off to a great start)
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we all know this is a complete lie, we've seen the trailers, we know what's gonna happen
but that doesnt mean it doesnt hurt my sad little gay soul
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sailom what the hell
no way
no
you are not quitting school
is that a frikin letter of resignation or smth? can you even do that?
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I love that solution and I wish it were a possibility but sailom's gonna say no, of course he's gonna say no, because the stupid bastard doesn't like accepting help for free
he doesn't understand the concept of FRIENDSHIP and FAVOURS
BITCH YOU CAN ACCEPT HELP, YOU'RE ALLOWED TO ACCEPT HELP, THEY ARE SO SO WILLING TO HELP AND GIVE YOU MONEY AND SCHOLARSHIPS AND PLATONIC LOVE AND H E L P
O4EKLGHNVWOERISDLGI HE MAKES ME SO ANGRY I HATE HIM
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guy's right, and I hate sailom so much for it
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BUT THAT'S THE THING, he WONT ask for help, theres no way in HELL that he'll ask for help
which is precisely how he ends up getting shot at, alone on a street corner, and why kang will have to rescue him on his bike, and why sailom will stand in the bathroom with kang holding a blanket over him as he sobs 'I have no one left'
its not that you have no one left. it's that you wont accept the help from the people who love you
(and also your brother kind of abandoned you and your parents are dead and your boyfriend also kind of abandoned you and yeah anyone would definitely feel alone in that situation so he's perfectly valid, but also ALL of his friends are offering help, his teacher is offering help, and he's accepting NONE of it)
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HUG TIME
OH MAN IM ALREADY SOBBING
I LOVE MEANINGFUL GROUP HUGS SO MUCH
this could be one of the last times that they see sailom for a really long time. theres no way I could possibly be sadder holy frick
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I SPOKE TOO SOON
WHY MUST THERE BE FLASHBACKS
WHY
I HATE EVERYTHING
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y'know, I really thought he might hug him. but nope. he wrenched that pin off his shirt and took my heart in the process.
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OMG
YES
THE PERFECT THING TO MAKE ME REMEMBER WHAT IT'S LIKE TO BE HAPPY
GUYNAWA TIME PLEASE GUYNAWA TIME
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NOOOOO THE SCENE CUT BEFORE NAWA WALKED INTO THE LITTLE ROOM THINGY TO TALK TO GUY IM SO MAD
well, not really mad
mostly just sad
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bitch wth
of COURSE he's not frikin doing alright
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omg he's here too?
go talk to your boyfriendddd
and also ANSWER MY QUESTIONS PLEASE IM BEGGING YOU IM SO CONFUSED GIVE ME ANSWERS
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awh :(
thank you krup ;-;
this man is lovely
not just for this but also just in general
but also his actor is the freaking DIRECTOR who is RESPONSIBLE for a LOT of my anguish so we can't be too nice to this guy
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oh look at that. the shooting scene is right about to happen
I was expecting it to come later on in the episode but this works too I guess
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who the hell are these guys???
they dont say a word
what the hell is going on
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thank you kanggg
where did he come from tho
how'd he know where sailom was and that that was happening? did he just HAPPEN to be in the area?
or is he tracking sailom's phone just to make sure he's safe cos like he already got drugged once
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hey man, have you ever heard of a little thing called dodgeball?
shocking, I know, but it IS possible for a gun to have been fired, and for the person being fired at to not actually get shot
I can't think of a single reason why sailom would make up this story. like sure you could argue that hes just trying to get an enemy/rival convicted, but he very explicitly stated that he has no idea who tried to shoot him, so it can't be that.
why the hell are you suspicious my guy?
acab is real man, holy frick
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how do you know they're all fake tho?
maybe all of them were real reports and you're just an ignorant arrogant piece of shit who doesn't think people under the age of 20 are capable of being truthful
I hate this guy so much
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OH MY-
NOW HES STARTING TO SOUND LIKE FRIKIN UMBRIDGE
I WAS IRRITATED BEFORE, BUT NOW IM ANGRY
deep breaths, deep breaths, in and out in and out, lets not destroy our laptop today
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thATS WHAT I SAID!
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I feel that
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:(
im so sad man
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oh would you look at that. ive been impaled.
yeah that whole scene was a trainwreck for me. I am very much not even slightly okay but its fine
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OHHHHHHH
that makes sense
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WHAT
ANSWER MY QUESTIONS BITCH
WHAT DOES THIS MEAN? WHAT DOES THAT MEAN? WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY THAT? WHAT ACTUALLY HAPPENED THAT NIGHT CMON MAN IM SO CONFUSED
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the way they fall back into old habits, kang's arm draped over sailom ;-;
I ran out of images as per usual, BUT im halfway through the episode when it happened, as opposed to like ten minutes through, so that's a nice change of pace
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gettinshiggywithit · 1 year
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!Kirishima x Artist!Reader!
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Scenario:- kiri with an s/o who’s an artist!
Pairing:- kirishima x gn!reader
Type:- headcannons
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I imagine you working on the couch while kiri comes back from a mission
Hes tired and waiting to see the one person he loves most but ur complete fixated on your screen
Hed just come up behind you and sorta just bury his face in the crook of ur neck from behind the couch,his arms going to wrap around you
But soon he lets go to go and clean up
If ur still working when he comes back he doesn’t disturb you but just sits on the couch beside you,simply basking in your presence
He’s 100% you’re model
Need a pose and cant find a reference??
KIRI TO THE RESCUEEE
If youre ever feeling insecure about your art too he’d completely shut down your insecurities
Not with blind positivity
But with actually good points
Telling you that you shouldn’t compare your art to others because a) your style and speed is unique to you and no one does it like you b) the best part about art is to have fun and the moment you stop overthinking it’ll be fine
Also while he can appreciate good art nothing looks better in his eyes than your art!
Other stuff just doesn’t hit him the same way urs does
Is it because he loves you and therefore your work just has the same hold on him that you do?
Or is it just that he has a great And unbiased eye for art?(yes)
I guess we’ll never know!(oh but we dooo)
Oh also a really good point that the loml( @cloudy-zephyr) brought up,
HE WOULD DEFINITELY SHUT DOWN ALL THE BITCHES THAT SAY ART ISNT A REAL JOB OR THAT ITS EASY
If anyone even insinuates that
Buddy just gets offended af
I doubt hed cause a scene just for an off handed comment but if the offender keep goin on he’d 100% step in with a forceful and passionate couner-argument
Oh also imagine like if you ever get messages on ur socials asking for free art and you’re just LOSING IT, (because honestly entitled karens and kens are genuinely tiring to deal with🤬)
Kiri will definitely just ask for your phone and then ask you to go take a nicee warm bath to calm urself
When you come back out,the entitled folk are all dealt with! (Buddy basically just killed em with kindness and the way he handled em left no room for it to be turned on you to make u look like the bad guy!)
Also i can totes imagine you teaching him how to draw🥺
He’d be such a keen and enthusiastic learner tooo😩
God Bless this man honestly!
And i def think that all around your apartment,theref be framed pictures of your art
And youve even hung up a few of his!
He thinks they dont look good enough to which you reply with the same stuff he tells you
His style and speed are unique to him and you wouldn’t change anything for the world🥰
He kisses you on the lips and spins you around at that
I WILL ONCE AGAIN SAY THIS BECAUSE NO ONE CAN EVER SAY IT TOO MUCH
THIS MANN IS A GODDAM BLESSINGG(HES LIKE TOM HIDDLESTON IN FICTION!!)
~The end
!Wait bonus point!
I feel like at some point when the rest of the bakusquad learns of your art and how great it is they all ask you for lessons and then you have like this workshop where all the pieces created in the day go to a charity project(like raise money for kids in need and stuff cos Holy Shit does celebrity art get a lot of money) or to a lil room in your home which acts as a lil gallery for all your little group art projects!!
🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿
Tagging:- @izueli
please dont repost my work here as your own on any platform all rights belong to me except that of the mha characters used,their right belong to their respective owners.but this story? mine.
feedback,likes,reblogs and comments are so very appreciated tbh :’)i hope you enjoyed and ill catch ya next time!
Comments & Reblogs w/ tags >>>>>>>>>>>likes please
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neptunesailing · 8 months
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asks about your 1 oc
HI HI HELLO uh . i wasnt actually expecting sm1 to ask about my oc hahah anyway yyeeesss let me rant :))))c (there is lots of ramblings under the cut so)
their name is miharu amachi (if i accidentally say amagi its because its a typo they are not related to hiiro or rinne) pronouns they/them and he/him is ok for them too ^_^ they're like. i think 18 or 19 and they are an idol (yes they are an enstars oc) in the unit crescendo! which is an rp group im in with some friends :D ive drawn one of the other characters before (kiyama) and ive drawn miharu a couple of times too ^_^ (here and here) the colors are so inconsistent i need to make a character design. thingy soon < cannot because i am so busy all the time now
when you first meet them they come across as really calm and cool, and a little like an older sibling. they make sure that you're safe and as long as you are you can do whatever..! mostly. they are a very caring person and they want to make sure that everyone will be alright :D
SOME THINGS ABOUT MIHARU!! i sometimes will call them mimi because nicknames :) theyre mostly associated with green and they love plants. i dont mean like plants. i mean they LOVE plants. you go into their room you will see like five succulents on their desk and a bunch of hanging pots too. they love love plants.
SUPER IMPORTANT!!!! before being an idol, they are an actor! they've acted in plays and such since they were a child and only started doing films when they were a teen (id say like. 15? so they have like 4 years of acting experience) and with this theyve learned how to "act normal" around people so. angst potential anyone? :)
they also have a really nice singing voice! id say their voice is soft and smooth? yeah thats it. they mostly do harmonies in their discography also their dancing isnt All There but they are working on it !! they trip sometimes but its ok they know how to fall because acting 👍
sicne this is an enstars oc i have to say where they went to school! they went to yumenosaki for two years and then had an Unexplained gap year before they went back to the "new ES" < this is a premise/setting thing for the rp group its a whole thing basically the idol course is co-ed now and theres a new dorm building that crescendo is in and theres a whole nother event thats kinda like restructuring its a whole bunch i am Not explaining it well but yeah ^_^ its super fun weve had one session already and i cant wait for more
OOH OOH interactions with others... id say theyre more of a "go with the flow" type person? while in yumenosaki they were always like a backup / backstage dancer of sorts. their whole vibe is. backstage dancers and harmonies (both things they do) aren't needed to make good art, but they're nice to have! miharu isn't always needed but theyre nice to have :) i think a really important part of their character is trying to heal from what theyve experienced in the past (which is subject to change) and learning to accept that yes, you are an important part of this unit and we would miss you if you were gone!
uhm i cant think of what else to say. hope u liked my ramblings about my 1 oc
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elisedonut · 6 months
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20 Questions for Fic Writers!
Was tagged by; glitterfairy-21225 
I'm still very early in my writing journey (first fic was only posted in July) but i will answer to the best of my ability c:
1. How many works do you have on AO3?
25 though 3 of those are podfics
2. What is your total AO3 word count?
35,342
3. What fandoms do you write for?
So far all HP!
4. Top 5 fics by kudos?
Raspberry Muffin - 84
at least we're trying - 83
Anyone But You - 76
Essays & Crystals - 50
A Shell for a Mate  and Storytime Naps are tied - 49
5. Do you respond to comments?
most of the time! im bad at like double responding like if i respond and then you do again i panic and don't say anything back unless there's a question. Or when its just someone saying they want more of something i don't really know how to respond to that so i just don't fhjkasdf
6. What’s the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
so far i haven't really written a lot of angsty stuff thats made it to actually being posted i think the closest thing i can offer is Deceased.
7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
A Shell for a Mate maybe? or maybe Camera Cutie honestly those two are really the only ones that feel like true stories to me vs just like a small moment in time and they both end happy or at positively
8. Do you get hate on fics?
Not yet! I assume I will eventually.
9. Do you write smut?
I'm trying to learn how. I'm not very confident in it yet though. It's very difficult.
10. Do you write crossovers?
maybe eventually but its not very likely since I don't really read them much either
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Not yet!
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
No.
13. Have you ever co-written a fic?
not yet sounds interesting though!
14. What’s your all-time favorite ship?
At the moment probably Flintley for over all but I tend to jump through alot of Percy ships in my head on like a week to week basis currently I'm very fixated on Stan Shunpike/Percy as well ajxjsnz
15. What’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you will?
c: I have alot of fics that I start writing and never touch again I think probably that one flintely scene I wrote that I don't know what to do with its the only like longer one of the group but It was before I got sick and now I just don't remember what I was doing with it
16. What are your writing strengths?
I have been told I'm creative and come up with interesting ideas
17. What are your writing weaknesses?
Probable like prose? if I'm understanding what that means but like I feel like my writing is still very bland?
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language?
I barely even like writing out accents I would rather not
19. First fandom you wrote for?
HP!
20. Favorite fic you’ve ever written?
I dont know if its just my brain loving Stan/Percy right now but Hot Chocolate has a special place in my heart at the moment
tags: @ulouism @astridastrolabe
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brainrotdotorg · 11 months
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how would a cindyliz meet cute go??? the only major interaction they've had is the fact that cindy made an art piece where some of liz's colleagues were murdered. in fact, she used some of their blood. How Do You Even Begin To Talk About That.
all i can think of is that after evrart lets the union back out, liz, at eugene's persistent request, comes down to the whirling for a drink. its non-alcoholic, because eugene has alaine to deal with, sans titus and everyone else. still, they could all use the company.
they watch cindy tend to the mural outside. when liz asks why, eugene says she's been up keeping it for the whole week, and no-one has stepped into stop her. eugene watches her with a mix of appreciation of a fellow artist and subdued anger, cus if anyone is going to make grieving art it should be him.
Liz and cindy talk, somehow it leads to the Disco Elysium (as in, the anodic dance club), liz… does not pass the composure check to dance , but is drawn to egghead and wants to learn more about his music Egghead...is either egghead or has one of those rare moments of lucidity to remind Liz of What Is Important. Tiago ominously agrees, and reveals that he was talking to noid who was talking to cindy who was talking to...steban! Surprise!!! the studcoms are here too.
He, Liz, and Soona (hi soona) talk about the swallow and Harry’s involvement in it, both about how he helped found the club and how he might have been involved in the church raid (prime time for liz to talk about how she feels about ruby!)
eventually wirral pops up. Soona either co-dms with steban. Eugene Is There because I want him to be a bard. Eventually steban recruits liz to the reading group.
This is less a cindyliz plot and more a ‘get this girl some friends’ plot But Do You See My Vision
GOD I SEE YOUR VISION SO BEAUTIFULLY AND CLEARLY..... YOUR BRAIN IS FUCKING MASSIVE..... i need all of this to be real so badly crying into my pillow. i appreciate you throwing your fellow eugene-lover a bone by making him a wirral bard i think that would be delightful.
i am a cindyliz person as well and i think they would get along. so fucking well. and you are SO right how do you even talk to someone who has painted with the blood of your dead friends. like . god man .
the little game of telephone between tiago to noid to cindy to steban is also fun i want to make up a six degrees of kevin bacon game but for everyone in elysium
and YES liz getting to state her opinions on ruby!! like fuck!! the only two hardie girls and we dont know how they feel about each other!!!!!!!
in any case i just want to see cindy and liz have a dance date please and thank you. girl get some friends!!!!!!!
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supercriminalbean · 1 year
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So apparently I never posted my thoughts on the final the fuck. Okay so here it is.
Things that made me insane during criminal minds evolution:
Written while I watched so enjoy my bumbling mess. Spoiler alert of course.
Episode 10.
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Episode 10:
I have no energy and I'm sick so let's go.
Preview. Rossi Tyler sounds like he just adopt another child.
Flash back...ahh
I love Krystal tho.
I still wish JJ was unit chief but Krystal being the support wife ìs the best thing ever.
Dave please leave the BAU after this case please.
I love in charge Emily Prentiss no one fucks with her family.
And yes Rebecca coming into help. Fuck I hope her and Tara try again.
Rebecca better not get in trouble.
Aww poor Holly.
Dave staring into the camera.
Emily gasp aww.
Emily degrading Bailey is great hehe. The girl is scared her father is in danger.
Bailey is doing his best can Emily just breath please
Gold star...ooh tgoes reaction.
Luke's hand on Penelopes back while Will watches JJ concerned. The boys know how close thier girls are with Rossi.
JJ tapping Penelope should just melts me.
WHAT IS GOLD STAR.
My first though and my hope is that its the thing that Reid is on...I know it won't be and I won't see him but a bitch can hope right..
NO DONT KILL ROSSI YA FUCKERS
Garcia phone call...
Tyler in surgery..
D did she just call him David...why did they cut deep...
Luke is the pole support we all need. He's pure strong he's always looking after him come onnnnn.
Ellias wife is stupid his kids are smart.
She found a kill kittttt.
Rossi is a fucking legend yes bitch.
Aww Garcia smile is the cutesttt.
Rossi profiling is hot fuck yesssss.
Yesss bitch Yesss.
Yeah I need therapy but man I love David Rossi.
Fuck I'm proud of him.
Let's gooo.
It worked...kinda...
Ugh fuck off Rebecca and Bailey I dislike you two.
Emily is highly pissed off.
Did Bailey just swear
Okay Emily knows something up with deputy douchbag
Luke and Tara profiling together yes.
Go Rossi go.
KRYSTAL!!
NOOOOOOO you don't get to quit David Rossi fuck you.
(Was anyone else hoping that Krystal was going to turn into Aaron like unreasonable I know but still)
I like the flower in Garcia hair.
Fucking hell deputy dick ugh.
Did he just lose his shittt. Yesssss.yess yesss.
No no no. If that's JJ.
I FUCKING SWEAR TO HELL IF SOMETHING HAPPENES TO WILL OR JJ ILL KILL A BITCH.
Will like this bitch.
So can Bailey please get shot.
What is gold starrrrrr.
Maybe Bailey is his undercover man.
Will...be careful.
JJ concern for Dave...
JJ..don't get death or Luke be careful.
Will and JJ working together...
Omg Bailey dead..haha shit.
WILL.
JJ concern is love. I love them.
Luke....Luke...Holy fuck you got him.
Is Elias crying?...
Rebecca...TELL HER RIGHT NOW.
JJ & WILL is love.
JJ talking to Sydney is ahh so sweet.
Sydney is girl boss.
Hold on Rossi they coming.
Aww Krystal
Time to live!
Luke fuck yeahh.
Ewwww fuck no.
Garcia never see him again please.
Wait is she finially breaking it over with him... Yay.
Goodbye kiss. Now a hello kiss with Luke right...right..?
DAVE!!!
Dave and Emily hug. The hey you...
A whole group hug cos they got the son of a bitch.
Dave kissing penelopes cheek 🥺 my daddy issues.
Bailey funeral...
Aww the team..
I hope Will is around alot more.
LUKE AND PENELOPE MOMENTS.
Okay I need to stop getting my hopes up for thoes two.
JJ admiting how scared she was when he was out.
Will saying they make a good teammm.
JJ is babbbbyyyyyy. I love these two so much.
Why do I think Dave knows what it is.
What are thoes men doing...
Oh no
WHO?!
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paopuofhearts · 4 months
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Time for some personal emotion dumping on being Native and Jewish.
(Dont comment with some "wow this is an unfair take" bullshit you will be blocked because fuck you its not about you, even if you're Native and / or Jewish, this is my personal frustration that I am sending to the void because Im tired of only talking to my partner about it).
Lets start with I fucking hate everyone on all sides because literally no one wants to struggle through shit to actually build bridges, they just want to sit in their "I'm right your wrong" or "I'm afraid for valid reasons" camps.
Like.
I know the internet isn't real (by which I mean the internet is not a trustworthy or reliable source of information and the internet is not at all any form of activism space). But god it fucking sucks to just be continuously bombarded with either:
- Israel has done nothing wrong
Or
- We can't be bothered to do anything productive because people are mean and dangerous to us in progressive spaces
Which. I get it. I really fucking get it. But at the same time: why the fuck isnt anyone working to do anything about it?
Like. Im in a pretty fucking liberal city. I teach. And a lot of the shit I teach is dealing with handling current events and indigenous issues - including starting from scratch and introducing basic vocabulary to people about what things mean (from Indigenous and Settler-Colonialism and Nation States to Zionism and Native Identity and Basic Judaism).
Half the adults I work with refuse to consider anything but their own ideas, and students take after that. Thats fair for students, to an extent, but like - adults? In an education setting? Where we're literally spending time talking about Empathy and Community Building and Restorative Justice - and you refuse to fucking listen to anyone but yourself? (And its not just White people - its Black educators, other Native educators, the whole fucking spectrum).
Then I go out to help with movements in my city and I have to hear bullshit about how Zionism Is The Devils Work while trying to support groups pressing for a ceasefire.
Then I go to my synagogue and when it's not being evacuated due to shooting threats no one wants to talk about what's happening and they actively start to cold shoulder you for bringing it up.
So I try for other Jewish community works only to get bombarded by people online with "wow you're a traitor they're using you it's co-opted".
Like.
Fucking hell.
There's no such thing as Purity Politics. It isn't realistic to think Israel will be dismantled. It isn't realistic to think Palestinians will be moved. It isn't realistic to expect that the activist work you do that goes for good reasons won't be full of people there for wrong reasons.
But damn does everyone wanna fucking judge and isolate people for trying.
Honestly at this point Im just like. Fuck my Jewish community for refusing to engage. Fuck my Native community for refusing to be compassionate. Fuck my online community for perpetuating this shit. And fuck everyone who thinks its a black and white situation where there can only be one winner.
Im exhausted and I hate everything and I hate that doing anything positive is so heavily scrutinized and dragged over the coals as some sort of disloyal deception.
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berries28 · 1 year
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oh! that was you! i was wondering if the similar usernames were just a coincidence or not! i hope you liked the fics!
sorry to hear you got ship hate... it's really sad to think that people are hurting others over what's supposed to be fun...
if it's ship hate i received, then, um... last week, i found someone saying they wished liphiyo shippers would die, several people say liphiyo shippers are homophobic, people go 'liphiyo shippers are delusional, how could you possibly read canon and seriously come away shipping that?', there was hate on tiktok that namedropped my twitter account, i got a warning in a honeyworks discord for violating ship hate rules by "talking about liphiyo so much that it made aiyuu fans uncomfortable," the admin and the mod of that server then insulted me on twitter, someone said to my face that me shipping liphiyo was gross, sometimes when i talk about shipping liphiyo, people say "i see hiyori as a compet lesbian" or "they're siblings" over what i'm saying, a friend pretended to be hacked just to insult liphiyo to my face and take her bad day out on me, and i got threatened with a call out post for harassing people i've never met because they said i was the one harrassing her...
looking back on it... that's a lot....
the classic "i hope ____ shippers die" its like tumblr is still stuck in 2010... and tiktok truly scares me, there's like several name-drop 'expose'/hate posts there several times a month in my country. As popular as you are though (i mean, you kinda carry the liphiyo ao3 tag your shoulders) its inevitable to get hate. I hope you're able to keep writing regardless!
i'm also sorry you were warned not to talk about your fav ship in discord for talking about it and that it was by aiyuu shippers too (i mean, thats what discord is FOR yk?) but its also important that we don't inadvertently make people uncomfortable, you know? I feel VERY uncomfortable with aimona (idek the ship name anymore, its basically Aizou and Mona, i just remember that i had it blocked way back) because it made me uncomfortable, but discord doesn't have a tag block so if it makes a group of people you'd like to co-exist with uncomfortable, they have a right to ask that it be done less. Its why I dont talk about LIPXLIP infront of irl friends, because one of them have trauma from her own idol fan days (of a kpop group) and requested i not talk about it too much infront of her. The hiyoko anime was pretty intense too, a lot of kpop fans were reminded of past real life anti-fan stuff-
IM GETTING SIDE TRACKED!! What i mean is, being an in-denial AiYuu fan from before Samishigariya just to avoid hate, i truly get what you're going through! But its really important in a public fandom space like discord that people dont feel uncomfortable, as there are no blocking systems for topics. I hope you still have fun with liphiyo on tumblr and ao3, i see your asks often and it seems like you found your people! Not to mention how popular liphiyo is after the hiyoko anime
(psst add me to the honeyworks discords you're in, i barely talk to anyone from the fandom on here and dont know any haniwa/ lipxlip fans irl)
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aphroditarian · 9 days
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Hate words for your moon sign <3
Aries moon- i seem to attract them, which is a problem because i hate these fuckers. Immature, selfish and irresponsible, they are oblivious to the fact that they need to work on themselves ( like literally all of us ) because they perceive themselves to have some sort of moral advantage for “always being right” ( my ass ). They also love weed and probably alcohol too ( cause god forbid they actually feel their emotions ). Theyre just big babies.
Taurus moon- unmovable, unshakable, will die on the stupidest of hills out of sheer stubbornness. They know everything since they were 3 and so theres no reason for them to get out of bed. Movies? Seen them all and if they havent, they already know the one you wana take them to is no good. Music? Pfft. Do you even know who bach is?
Gemini- yall have commitment issues the size of pluto and youre not doing anything about it. You are a menace. Basically draco malfoy but if he wasnt even rich and hot so he had literally no redeeming quality.
Cancer- even i, a particularly sensitive and emotional individual, cant handle your crying ass. Mommy issues WE GET IT!! Friends with this placement will make everyone in the group baby them and partners will suck your tits FLAT. Not to mention how EMO they truly are. Like 6 pete wentzs on the emo scale.
Leo- thank god none of yall seem to like me cause i swear to god you need 15 times more attention than the average human. Your redeeming quality is that youre funny. But if you dont stop acting like rachel berry im gonna laugh at you and not with you. Did i mention theater kid?
Virgo- youre so wrecked emotionally that i actually feel bad for you instead of wanna make fun of you. Like jojo siwas career. Its like you have the meanest most insidious person in your head judging every single thing you or anyone says or does or feels or thinks. Jesus christ, we all need therapy but you neeed therapy.
Libra- i dont trust a single word that comes out of yalls mouths. Youre people pleasing, co dependents, and eeeeverything must lead to you being good and nice. Youre no fun. And when you are its for other people to think youre fun. Also youre deeply delusional and limerant ( look it up ), and i can just sense you falling in love with everyone and everything for no reason. Ew.
Scorpio- listen here you piece of shit, i know you want everyone to be scared of you but im no fool. Literally no one finds you mysterious and intimidating, your just no fun. And yes, we can tell you cry to evanescence every night. Redeeming quality is that youre hot, but looks dont last and youre gonna be one cranky old peson.
Sagittarius- every time you tell i joke i can see tears behind your eyes. Youre not fooling anyone with your pseudo esoteric shit. Also chill tf out!! Please!! Youre either angry or excited.
Capricorn- like virgo, no amount of hate words coming from me will do a capricorn moon justice, because they are already hating on themselves so hard. They are under the delusion that its everyone around them that is the problem but deep inside they know, its themselves they feel bad about. And no you dont actually enjoy being productive, its just that your self worth is entirely dependent on being useful.
Aquarius- you are literally insane. The most delusional people ive met. None of your reactions make sense. You are constantly running away from being actually vulnerable and open, coming up with either brilliant or extremely dumb excuses, and your love life is suffering the consequences of your avoidant ass. At least your social life is good, but hey, at what cost??
Pisces- thank fucking god youre a rare species. Kind of like virgo, i almost dont wanna make fun of you because i feel bad. But in your situation i also have no desire to help your overly dramatic ass. Youre not just anxious, youre something on a whole new level and you probably require huge amounts of food/alcohol/tobbacco or something to keep it all bottled up. Good fucking luck to anyone who falls in love with you!! Ps if you wanna be a poet be a poet, dont be like umm UwU can i show you my poetry UwU 👉👈
If youre mad about this post, complain to my mother.
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quodekash · 8 months
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PART 2 OF DANGEROUS ROMANCE EP4 COMMENTARY BC I HAVE TOO MANY THOUGHTS AND RAN OUT OF SCREENSHOTS
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because of them, im now gonna start sobbing every time someone throws a peace sign at me
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HELL YES
IM SO PROUD OF MY BOY
YUOU DID SO GOOD KANG
I KNEW YPU COULD DO IT
AIUOGHKJERPODHFKN
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NOOOOOOO
FRICK
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my boy is having many thoughts. none of them good.
I can hear his crisis and him blaming himself because now he thinks it's his fault that sailom's gonna get beat up, and he's sad for himself that he doesn't have a reason to spend time with sailom anymore, and now his grandma's gonna be disappointed in him for failing something, and there's definitely some thoughts in the mix there about his dad and the bike he bought him and kang is so certain he doesn't deserve the bike, I could go on but I wont because I would like to finish this episode before the sun rises and currently that doesnt seem all too likely
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well DUH
YOU COULD SEE IT FROM MARS (and now im thinking about soundwin. frick.)
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tell him
tellllll himmmmmm
tell him he lent the umbrella to youuuuu
and you've treasured it forever perhaps?
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OMG HE'S TELLING HIM???
DUDE THEYRE ACTUALLY LISTENING TO ME SO MUCH THIS EPISODE THIS IS SO RARE
chances are either the bus or Kang's car is gonna show up before he'll get it out, bUT ONCE AGAIN, LET ME BASK IN THIS RARE MOMENT OF GLORY AND POWER
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BOOM
CALLED IT
I know it's super cliche and everyone probably saw that coming but I dont care, im gonna let myself feel almighty powerful
I just. I will never understand why they dont just like quickly tell the person before leaving. or like yell at him while getting on the bus. OR EVEN text him while on the bus, immediately after getting on. that's what id do, cos if I dont tell them right then and there, I guarantee you I will forget to ever tell them, and then it'll keep me up at night for ages but never at a moment where I actually think about telling them, and then three or four years later ill finally tell them and it'll be so insignificant by then but it doesnt matter because I FINALLY TOLD THEM THE THING
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I really hope he remembers to give at least one of those umbrellas back to kang
mans is not waterproof, he needs an umbrella
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respect for auto just went down down prices are down
crypto? seriously honey?
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IT'S SO CHEESY
IT'S SO CLICHE
AND IM CRYING ABOUT IT BECAUSE SOMEHOW I BOTH IRONICALLY AND UNIRONICALLY LOVE CHEESY AND CLICHE MOMENTS WITH ALL MY FRIKIN SOUL
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EW
SPORTS
I hate sports days so much
thankfully id always be allowed to just not go to school instead of being forced to participate in athletics and swimming carnivals and cross country and stuff, and I will be forever grateful to my parents for that
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they're in love btw
just in case anyone forgot
I didn't forget
I can't forget about them
my brain wont allow it
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IT'S JUST
ITS JUST SO SWEET
I THINK IM GOING INSANE, THEY HATE EACH OTHER AND WANT TO KILL EACH OTHER SO BADLY THAT IT'S LITERALLY ROMANTIC
THIS IS PINING
HE IS PINING
PL E A SE CAN THEY KISS
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NAWA'S HEAD TILT????? LIKE THEYRE LITERALLY ABOUT TO KISS IDK WHAT TO TELL YOU
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two things to say here
one: view, please marry me
two: kang and sailom definitely have the same responsibilities
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just KISS
I can't deal with the longing stares anymore
im like 80% certain they wont kiss this episode but I so badly want them to
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NOOOO THEYRE NOT IN THE SAME GROUP THINGY
....but (hehe butt)
...maybe
...perhaps
I think kang might pull some strings to end up in the same department as sailom? maybe??
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IM DYING, THERE'S A MARC AND A PAVIN (which sounded like pawin)
THEY GAVE UP THINKING OF NAMES FOR THE RANDOM CLASSMATES
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ooooo he is listening to their conversationnnnnn
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AND THEYRE GONNA INTERACT IN A FRIKIN BATHROOM??? I SWEAR, EVERYONE IN THIS SHOW IS SOUNDWIN CODED, IDK WHAT TO TELL YOU
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5ER6CYVTGUOBHIOVTRC6DE5S4E57RCVYUBHUVTRDS3GTFD46F7GY8H
I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY
THEYRE JUST SO
HE'S SO GOUERGJND
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LMAO YOU IDIOT
(we're getting so many cheesy cliches right after each other and I am so here for it, I love this so much)
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now kiss
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OH
OH THIS IS THIS PART???? DAMN
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he needs money to pay off his debts, so... he's gonna take a job offer from the guy he pays his debts to? feels kinda pointless, right?
also in this series, pepper reminds me of tor, specifically in midnight museum, so part of my mind thinks hes gonna offer him a job at the museum
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LMAO
'MYNAME6969'
I WANT TO KNOW WHO PUT THAT IN THERE AND GIVE THEM A HIGH FIVE BECAUSE THATS FRIKIN HILARIOUS, WHOEVER SNUCK THAT IN THERE
IM DYING I LOVE THAT SO MUCH
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as someone who sprained an ankle a little over a month ago, I have some points to make
namely: saifah is right. the first 72 hours are the most important, as long as you're resting it, keeping it elevated, icing it, compressing it, you'll be all good to walk on it in no time. after that, you need to make sure you're still taking care of it, like by wearing a compression sock all the time, and not walking on it too much if it starts hurting, stuff like that. that's the part I didnt do. I took care of it for three days, then kept walking on it like nothing happened, and it's still really painful sometimes, it never properly healed, but like it's fine im surviving
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OH I DO NOT LIKE THIS, I DO NOT LIKE THIS AT ALL
HE'S SO OLD
ICKY I FEEL ICKY
there's nothing wrong with the work he's doing, it's just the fact that he's still a kid and thats a 50 year old man
on another note, I ran out of bloody images AGAIN
AND ON ANOTHER NOTE, ITS NEARLY 2AM. IVE BEEN WATCHING FOR NEARLY 2 AND A HALF HOURS AND IM NOT EVEN THREE QUARTERS THROUGH THE EPISODE, WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME
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True but thats like. Part of the charm almost. All the issues. Yeah thankfully the days are lengthening again & the terrible holiday season has finally passed, which made me. So tired. Hence my response delay. Yeah they should chill but im glad that the last bit was. Easy for you? I was around my family for like. A day. & it was exhausting i can only imagine what a week takes out of you. I wish more americans were like that some guy tried to talk to me a bit at the theater yesterday when i went to see godzilla minus one & it was exhausting. Also funny story everyone at my work was so exhausted last week i said something in spanish to my co worker from el salvador & he completely did not understand because of exhaustion. Oh that pretty cool. I had to learn so that i wasn't like. Having sandwiches & ramen all the time & now im trying to find time to make my own bread so like. Slippery slope. But yeah knowing a few recipes is always a good idea. Thats always the best, having friends who are chill with quiet. Does anyone have a good school? I will believe in the process because star rail is also giving me that pain with argenti's story quest & ruan mei's swarm thing. Ah okay so antimatter legion but less controlled in a way. Oh so thats what herscherr means. How come some have like multiple herscherr forms if ive seen right? Entymology is very interesting i love it. I sure need to remember traces & such more i keep forgetting. & it shows in my multi target dps characters. Worlds worst wingwoman indeed i love her. Cant wait to get further into it & see more claire. Roguelikes are a lot of fun i enjoy them greatly. I thought they would annoy me but hades proved me wrong. Noita sounds fun ill check it out at some point. Himeko mvp of all time she better survive penacony. Whoa that's a lot of seele lore. I love her damn. Explains her a bit in star rail too. What with sea of quanta, themes of death, scythe as a weapon. Also cocolia connection. And bronya really went hard for seele damn i love her too. Are her legs being broken why she like. Uses something to hover in the game? Have any other bronya facts? Or mei? Im glad your polish post radar works so well.
it really is ADHFGLSKFKG. and god yeah FINALLY. also happy new year!!!!!! very late but still!!!!!! this was my first week back in school after the holidays [well. actually it was Two Days] but im already tired. aooougugh. but oh well! GOD. my family In General is like. Fine. i really dont mind them. but i have to stay with my grandma who is just impossible to coexist with...... luckily my mom allowed me to mostly just hang out in our room and not interact with her that much since she shares my opinion. and augh that sounds. Irritating. i enjoy being left the fuck alone. AHDKKS it really is like that........ on wednesdays we have 8 am classes with the one teacher we have that speaks Exclusively spanish so we often do a irl co op mission with the entire group if we wanna convey like literally any message to her. and oh understandable!!! im probably gonna end up the same way sjfkgj. my mom never really taught me to cook since she doesnt like to do it [which, i get it] but i personally really enjoy the process so well see how that goes. AND FOR REAL i genuinely do not believe theres such thing as a good school. or even a Normal school. also fairrrrrr i actually returned to star rail for ruan mei [<- not immune to Pretty Autistic Women] and also had trouble with the swarm boss...... actually made me update my clara build. can you believe this. but tbh i havent done argentis quest yet and im fully spoiler free so im gonna see how that goes JDJGKKSJG. and yeah!! and with multiple herrscher forms its like. usually people obtain multiple herrscher forms either in like. change in belief? approach? which lets them harness other parts of their power [or add new ones], like in the case of HoFlamescion or HoTruth; merge [HoRimestar]; or find a new external source of their power [CE HoOrigin, HoFinality]. but i dont believe its ever explained in Detail so yeah. but generally, the power of a herrscher is stored in their herrscher core, so obtaining multiple cores can give people multiple authorities [like in the case of sirin]. but as i said, typical Honkai Confusion. ETYMOLOGY IS SUPER FUN YEAH...... and for real. if manaria has 1000 fans i am one of them if manaria has 1 fan its me against the world if manaria has no fans i am dead. noita IS fun but i should warn you youre not gonna get anywhere without external guidance. i mean. Maybe you will but its gonna be frustrating as hell and near impossible. its that kind of game. but the fanbase knows that and is actually very helpful!!! solving this games secrets is a team effort. as of right now i have 63h in and 2 wins [got one today, actually! congrats, me.] but i rec it heavily. its fun. AND YES GOD YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW HI3 FANS SCARED ARE FOR HSR HIMEKO. they cant take her from us again............ AND YES SEELE. I LOVE SEELE. its actually canon she has a kind of "you are not immune to seele" aura that makes people unable to say no to her bc of just how much of a lovely person she is. and yes that is the reason bronya floats around ingame!!! AND WELL. due to the fact that bronya and mei are both a part of the Main Trio, telling you. literally Any amount of lore about them would take me way too fucking long. and im so sorry but im just mentally unable to do that. and thank you o7 polska gurom ‼‼‼‼💯💯💥🔥💥‼💯🔥💥
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youhaveyourfits · 8 months
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just went to dad's for dinner. it was actually nice (it always has been since this started) but what struck me was the solid comfortable feeling of familiarity, the anxiety was there too but just knowing something and having been known is a comfortable safe feeling in itself. and the cognitive dissonance.. why is visiting so nice but living there not? is that the way it always will be with me and people, anyone?
what was nice: playing games w my lil sister (and brother), laughing w her, the house itself, the garden, the rooms full of things and history, the fact that there is life there at all (whereas living by yourself means its only you changing things - also is that an unnatural way to live ?), my dad smiling at me and asking how i was when i came (uncommon), the fact that they made a nice dinner cos it was a family dinner, my dad thanking me for coming, seeing the cats, the smell of the garden, talking abt my uncle w my dad
what wasn't so nice: they weren't around when i came so i went into a room to hang out w lil sis and when they came back out they start being like 'didnt she say she'd be here...?' and talking lowly saying some shit in that tone they have. fucking UGH it fucks me up but anyways, also my stepmum did her thing where my lil sis was talking abt a funny video at dinner and my stepmum did her fucking 'okay.' in her tone! she has a nasty tone! the thought condensed at dinner. thats how i could say it to be understood by anyone. she always has and if we ever talked to her like that she'd be the victim. anyways.. also just the way its always (become) so clear to me at dinners that the group never rly coheres, ever
anyway. i miss that comfortable feeling. i feel more stablised now and i know what i need is friends. even just a few, just some regulars.. i need people in me life .
and i was also thinking on the drive home: i do love my dad, and even tho he cant ever really say anything, like.. emotionally vulnerable or anything, he tried for me, and i do still wanna try to say the things i need to one day when i can bc theyre standing in our way and i dont want them too bc it is worth having him in my life
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