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englass · 3 months
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WIP Round-Up
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A/N: Oof been a while… depression is wild, y’all. Anyway, gonna count this towards WIP day tags as I’ve not really been working on anything lately, only occasionally jotting notes and things down.
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Another fight scene attempt
Platonic (Yandere maybe) Genshin Impact ideas - Neuvillette
The Cold of a Steel Heart (Yandere robot/AI)
Yandere x Reader - Comfort
In The Arms of Comfort (FF14)
Copy of Home - FF14 thing
Platonic Star Rail - Welt
Final Hour - FF14
***: Weapon Description/Story #1
Walls; monster idea
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maidragoste · 4 months
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I always knew you would come
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Daemon Targaryen x Velaryon!Reader
another part of Daemon's Wife au
Summary: You think your husband is going to be angry with you for going to the Stepstones but he surprises you.
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Disclaimer: English is not my first language so I apologize for any mistakes.
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You paced back and forth inside Daemon's tent as you waited for him to arrive. You were ready to argue with him. You had plenty of anger after listening to the scolding of your father, your uncle, and the concern of your brother, you had deludedly hoped that they would be happier to see you. You wouldn't care what they or your husband told you, you wouldn't come home. You were determined to stay on the Stepstones until the war was over. You couldn't sit idly by for another year in Driftmark and wait for your family to return.
You stopped as soon as you saw Daemon enter. You felt your heart speed up. The first thing you noticed was that he now had his hair a little shorter. You hadn't seen your husband for almost three years. There wasn't a day that you hadn't missed him. You always looked forward to his letters and you hoped that one day one of them would tell you that the war was over but that letter never arrived so you decided to act. You hoped that with your dragon you could be of help because at this rate you doubted that King Viserys would deign to help with anything.
You expected Daemon to yell at you about what the hell you were doing here and that you should be home taking care of your son, like your father had, but to your surprise he strode towards you and pulled you close to him as he smashed his lips against yours. You closed your eyes feeling how all the tension and frustration you felt minutes before disappeared before the warmth of his lips. You kissed him with the same devotion hoping he could feel how much you love him. Your husband's hands left your waist and you were about to complain at the loss of his touch when you felt his hands caressing your hair, he caressed it so softly and with so much affection that for a moment it made you want to cry. You had been deprived of this. You had missed him so much. You wanted it all to be over so he could bring you and Baelon home again.
"How is Baelon?" Daemon asked, breaking the kiss but still stroking your hair. He had spent nights dreaming about you, dreaming about the baby you told him in letters that looked like him, dreaming about waking up next to you and admiring your beauty while caressing your hair, like he used to do before he left for the war.
You were supposed to go to Stepstones with him but then you two found out you were pregnant then you stayed in Driftmark with your mother. Daemon could not accompany you during the pregnancy or be at the birth of his child. But you still decided together on your baby's name by correspondence. At first, you weren't sure about naming him Baelon because you were afraid that Viserys and Rhaenyra would be upset with you for naming your baby after the son and brother they both lost that caused Queen Aemma's death, but your husband told you that he only wanted to name him Baelon in honor his father and you couldn't refuse.
Daemon was also unable to witness how his son grew up, he missed his first steps, his first words, and his name days. Even though he had never met him, he cared about his son.
"He's fine. “He drives me and mom crazy because he doesn't stop running,” you responded with a smile. The affection in your voice was evident and I could see the love in your eyes. “He's obsessed with his dragon like you” you mocked earning a small pinch on your waist and making you let out a small snort “If I don't let him see his dragon before going to sleep he gets in a bad mood” Now he could hear the pride in your voice, evidently his son was not having a hard time bonding with his dragon.
“Definitely a Targaryen,” Daemon said, also feeling proud like you. He wanted to see with his own eyes how his son bonded with his dragon and teach how to care for him, he wanted to be there for Baelon.
“Prince Daemon, they are waiting for you,” a man's voice was heard outside the tent.
“I'll be there in a few minutes,” he responded and it didn't take long for you to hear the man's footsteps walking away. “Come on, we have a war to plan,” he said after giving you one last kiss.
“Do you want me to go to the war council with you?” you asked, clearly surprised.
“Of course, you came to fight with us right?” the prince said without understanding your reaction, gently taking your arm to prevent you from walking away.
"Yes, I came to fight" you responded instantly but you were still confused that he would accept your participation on the battlefield so quickly. "So, you're not upset and you're not going to send me back home to Baelon? You're going to let me fight?"
"I'm sure you once told me that you don't need my permission to do anything," your husband reminded you, arching an eyebrow, still not understanding what you were getting at with this.
"It's true," you said, feeling confident again. "And I'm glad you're clear about that, it's just that I was ready to argue with you. I thought you would tell me the same nonsense that my father and my uncles told me, that I shouldn't be here, that Now I'm a mother so I should go home and take care of Baelon, that's what a good mother would do, that I shouldn't fight, that they don't need my help or Nightwing, that Caraxes and Seasmoke were enough" when you started talking about your family You looked like you were spitting poison.
Daemon frowned, noticing that behind your anger was also pain. He felt furious that someone dared to tell you that you were a bad mother. The worst thing was that it was your own family. He wanted to cut out their tongues but he knew that despite your anger with your family you would never want them to suffer any kind of harm.
"They are idiots for refusing your help, for thinking that you would listen to them and return to Dirftmark without hesitation," he declared. "I'm sure you fight better than some of your father's bannermen and would make them cry on the battlefield," he said. making you smile. You knew he wasn't lying to you just to make you feel better. Daemon was not that kind of person. He didn't give fake compliments and besides every time the two of you faced each other he had never been afraid to be harsh with you "I always knew you would come sooner or later. I know you and I know that you can stand to sit around doing nothing, the birth of Baelon wouldn't going to change that. Besides, it's not like you left our son alone and helpless, you left him with your mother. Don't let those idiots get into your head, you're a good mother" he emphasized the last words, wanting you not to have any doubt about what he thought.
"I'm glad I married you," you said without any shame, happiness lit up your eyes and your smile was warm.
Neither of them knew who was the first to bring their faces closer to the other but it didn't matter because their lips met again. Daemon kissed you as if it were a necessity as if you were the air he needed to breathe and you loved it. You want to stay in his tent and satisfy the insatiable hunger you feel for him. But you can't, there are already people against you staying and if Daemon missed the war council then they would blame you. You would just give them one more reason to keep insisting that you come home.
"Come on, we have a war to plan," you said breaking the kiss and tucking a loose strand of hair behind Daemon's ear.
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starleska · 11 months
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Okok I've been sorta stalking your Wally writings for a bit and I WAS WONDERING- could I maybe get a Wally Darling x a person who stutters a lot when they're excited? I've been pretty insecure and in need of wally fluff if you're not too busy -w- remember to drink some water!! Thank you and have a wonderful day!
hello sweetie!!! haha, thank you very much for the stalkings, they're greatly appreciated - and for reminding me to stay hydrated! 🥰 ohhh this one is lovely!! 😭🙏 please don't worry, you needn't be insecure - stutters for any reason are just a natural part of human speech, and they're part of you, which is perfect 💖 i hope you enjoy :3c
Wally Darling x Reader with a Stutter headcanons
💖 the first time you meet Wally Darling, you're completely overwhelmed and can barely get a word out. on the best of days you're self-conscious about your stutter, but Wally is so drop-dead gorgeous he would've made anyone struggle to speak!! you flush, drop your eyes and fumble with your hands, feeling that familiar embarrassment welling up over you; it's so frustrating not being able to say what you mean. but you feel a reassuring hand on your shoulder, and look up to see Wally smiling and nodding at you. "Take your time," he says gently. "Sometimes speaking is hard for me too. You can say a lot with just your eyes." his warm demeanour is like slipping into a hot bath, and you let that comfort wash over you. although you're still bubbling with excitement and have trouble holding his gaze, you don't feel quite so self-conscious in Wally's presence.
💖 sometimes other people get impatient with your stutter, and try to talk over you - but Wally is having none of that. whenever someone tries to interrupt you or rush you along, Wally will confront them both reasonably, and in a way which shames them at the same time. "Isn't that quite rude of you, not letting them finish?" he asks, tilting his head on the side. "I sure am interested in what they have to say." whenever he does this, you feel a guilty rush of pleasure you're not used to: a sort of power reclamation, thanks to Wally reminding people that you deserve to be heard. you wonder if this has anything to do with Wally's unnerving stare...those who are on the receiving end of Wally's sweet passive-aggression never make the same mistake twice.
💖 it's common for you to have days where you feel down on yourself for your stutter, and Wally is always there to comfort you when this happens. even when everyone around you is perfectly kind and understanding, some days you figure it's best that you don't talk at all, and refuse to speak even to your closest friends. Wally notices when you're feeling this way, and likes to play a little 'zip-mouth' game with you, where he mimes locking his lips and throwing away the key. it becomes a contest to see who can go without speaking the longest, and Wally is very good at presenting interesting situations or funny gestures to try and make you talk and laugh. Wally never loses this game, and when you do finally break and speak to him - often giggling so much that you forget feeling bad about your stutter - Wally likes to lift your confidence. "There's that lovely voice," he says. "I missed it a lot. Let's not do this again soon, okay?"
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noaltbruh · 1 year
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Hello! Can I request bucci gang with fem s/o who had a military background? She's stern, disciplined, can bark out orders and be your biggest life coach like it's nothing, her raw physical power is inhumane to the point she rarely use her stand, overall just give you military general vibe. But later when the mc and one of the members starts dating, she shows her sentimental side and surprisingly a kinda awkward simp lmao
That's it I hope you have a good day💖
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Oh! This request was quite original for sure 😄 But it was fun writing it! And thank you for asking me to write stuff or I'd basically be playing Octopath 2 during all my free time-
Bucci gang with a S/O with a military background
Giorno 🐞
Needless to say, Giorno really respects you not only as a person, but also as a precious ally and colleague.
He thinks highly of you since you're so stern and disciplined, he knows he can rely on you when there's something he cannot handle on his own.
He sometimes comes to you for advice, he just feels like he can trust your judgement.
Okay, can I just say he's a bit startled by how...Aggressively encouraging you are? He thinks it's pretty fun, but he must admit he's very impressed by just how energetic you can be, mixed with your firm behavior as well.
He will never, ever say it out loud...But this boy is a bit intimidated by your physical power to be honest. Okay, he's pretty muscular, but he's not nearly as strong as you are.
He knows this fear is dumb since his stand easily makes up for it, but he can't help it and it embarrasses him greatly. With that being said, he still looks up to you for the effort you put into maintaining such physical conditions.
Of course, seeing your personality shift when you got into a relationship surprised him at first glance, but thinking about it, he can't say he couldn't have seen it coming.
After all, you just HAD to be hiding something more to you behind your military façade. He knows it well since he's the first to mask himself.
He doesn't hesitate to take advantage of this other part of you though. He'll try his absolute hardest to cluster and make you away as soon as he realizes how awkward you actually are.
He'll actually call you cute quite often and probably giggle seeing you all embarrassed, but he never holds malicious intentions whatsoever. He simply thinks you're adorable.
He warmly welcomes your romantic side too, being quite romantic himself, although it may not be very clear at first glance. He'll reserve fancy dinners, grow flowers and buy you the most beautiful roses as a way to keep up with your lovely antics, he can't afford to fall short.
Bruno 🤐
Bruno's brain is low-key trying to process your existence, since you're so different from the rest of his team-
That doesn't mean he does not appreciate you, he really does! It's just... He'd always been used to be the one who gives orders and supports his men, not the other way around.
So, seeing you do what is usually his responsibility and duty highly catches him off guard, but he's quite thrilled by it at the same time, which is what first causes him to developed this of admiration for you.
But be prepared for him to still encourage and guide you whenever he gets the chance to. He thinks it's a good way to indirectly tell you that you're allowed to rely on others too sometimes and you don't always have to be strong.
With that being said, he thinks very highly of you because of your sterness and discipline, you get stuff done when it's necessary and he doesn't hesitate to praise you if you did a good job...Which is pretty much always.
He may even give you some of the hardest jobs, but never too much to overwhelm you. He knows you have limits like everyone else and respects them.
While he does think that your raw strength is impressive, he'll also push you to use your stand more and train to fight with it too.
It's not that he doesn't think you're powerful, but some situations just HAVE to be handled through stands, you can't risk.
He's obviously taken aback by your sudden change, you're just so different from the person he had grown accustomed to. Even so, he must say he's quite happy about this too. After all, it is truly a sign that you're willing to let your guard down around him and be yourself more.
Although he did not expect you to simp and get all bashful as soon as he started to court you...
...And most of all, to court him back as soon as you got the hang of it. It does highly pleas him though, it's really nice to know that good ol' romanticism still exists outside of him.
All these different aspects to your personality only stimulate his curiosity towards you, he truly think you're a unique one and he won't rest until he gets to see everything you have to offer.
Mista 🔫
Nah buddy you don't understand how cool Mista thinks you are.
Honestly he's just astounded by your physical strength, he didn't even think someone could possibly be that ripped to the point where's you wouldn't even have to use your powers.
You low-key scare him, but there's no way in hell he's going to admit that. He also wants to be stoped and crushed by you, but he won't be saying that either.
The pistols love to be around you because of your whole vibe, but number five in particular likes you a lot because he feels safe in your presence and knows the others won't mess with him if you're there.
He's a fan of your praises and hype, he's sperate vero confident, bug having someone else's supports always feels good, doesn't it.
Probably didn't follow your orders at first and thought you were just joking around, then he saw your killer look and went "shit", before immediately doing what you told him-
Despite the respect he has for you, he can't help but think that you worry way too much about stuff and you need to learn how to relax a bit.
Because of this, he'll goof around and make jokes even more when you're near him than usual. He wants to help you to let loose a bit and become more chill.
Honestly, he thinks it's thanks to him that you changed so much once you got together lol.
Once he realizes you're just a huge simp, he'll look for all sorts of ways to embarrass and fluster you, it basically becomes one of his favorite hobbies. If he went too far, you might have to punch him to make him stop, not that he'd mind tho.
Mista's not a very romantic person, but that doesn't mean he can't appreciate your own romantic side. The fancy dates, all those sweet words and moments are surely quite different from most relationships Mista's ever had, but that's also why he likes them. They're a new territory, and he's all in for that.
Narancia 🍊
Mommy? SORRY-...Mommy?
You can't tell me this isn't true. You think you're a simp? You've got Narancia on his knees simply by existing.
Literally, just say the word and he'll come running for your, hanging from your finger, following whatever order you may give him and completing him exactly like you told him to.
Please, support him and encourage him whenever he gets stuff done right. This boy lives for your approval and hearing you give him advice or tell him he did a good job will make him 10 times more motivated to get anything done.
He's a bit insecure about himself, so knowing you think positively of him reassures him a lot.
Speaking of which, he knows he's safe in your presence, and it's a great source of comfort for him.
Honestly, he thinks your whole super stern and collected behavior is super badass, he loves how you can keep your cool even in tough situations and you never seem to snap like he does. He just wants to be like you sooo badly!
You gotta stop his jaw from falling to the ground when he sees you beat the hell out of an enemy. After staring at you in awe for a second, he'll remember he needs to help you fight and will gladly join in kicking the dude to death.
With that being said, he'll spend the entre nighr staring at the ceiling and thinking about awesome you looked-
In case you haven't noticed, he'd quite muscular himself, he wants to train with you too! His dream is to become as powerful as you are, but if he can't, just training knowing you're by side, and showing off he can also be strong is enough for him.
Okay, when your personality begins to shift, Orange boy is so lost. It's not that he doesn't like you anymore of anything, he's just...Confused. You're so different from the Y/N he's used to.
With that being said though, he quickly gets used to this change, and he's all in for that! Honestly, the fact that you sometimes come off as a bit awkward just makes it easier for him to empathize with your feelings, since he'd most definitely be very nervous around you out of pure embarrassment during your first conversations.
But he takes your simping deep admiration for him as a way to show off to you! He's gonna prove he's just as badass as you are, he wants to leave you speechless and will give everything he has to impress you, no holding back!
This boy is 100% a hopeless romantic, although he's bad at putting his lovely dovey ideas into practise, mostly because he's very clumsy and he'd probably set the kitchen on fire trying to make a nice candlelight dinner-
Because of this, knowing you're alike when it comes to romanticism reassures him. He knows that even if he messes up sometimes, you'll still always appreciate his effort and the energy he puts in his sweet gestures for you.
Moreover, no matter what you may do or organize with Nari, like watching the moon together or dedicating a song to him, he'll cherish it forever and ever in his heart. Every romantic moment you two share become a core memory that he's constantly going to think back to and smile without even realizing it.
He'll always love you, no matter what side of yourself you may be showing :)♡
Fugo 🍓
My friend, Fugo's afraid of you-
Have you seen this guy? He feels like a wimp compared to you, he's genuinely afraid you're just gonna take him and rip his bones in half.
When he does start to realize that you'd never do that, however, he begins to feel...Relived by your presence, in a sense. You just seem like someone he can rely on, which puts him at ease.
Also, you're one of the few people in the house who aren't constantly annoying or trying to piss him off. You're serious and he knows he can have a mildly intelligent conversation with you.
You're a good partner on missions too. He respects the way you're so determined on upholding your duty and don't mess around, he's faithful that any enemy you may face is screwed as long as he's got you with him.
He understands why you'd prefer to rely on your physical force rather than your stand, he doesn't like using Purple Haze either. Even so, he does partially think that it's a bit of a waste not to put it in action, since yours doesn't put everything and everyone in danger as soon as it shows up.
Okay let's be honest, boy's probably got the physical strength of a little girl, unless he's angry.
Therefore, some advice or words of encouragement from you are always more than welcomed, they push him to better himself while still reminding him that he's already doing fine.
When you show him your more sentimental and awkward side, Fugo gets you so well. He may seem smart and all but he's an embarrassing simp himself.
So, you guys go together like two peas in a pod, you just feel very understood by the other and don't fear their judgment at all. You're both messes so you cancel your goofiness out.
Your romantic side is gonna get him so flustered. He blushes easily and has most likely never been in a relationship before, so this kind of...Ahem, behavior, makes him scream inside, but with joy for once.
He'll try to organize something romantic for you in return, and it'll be either the most well-crafted, prepared and unique date ever...Or a total disaster. Either way, his effort is admirable.
Abbacchio ⏪
I'm sorry but Abbacchio couldn't stand you at first.
Your whole behavior just reminds him too much of the person he used to be, and just looking at you feels like looking at himself in a broken mirror.
Tries to avoid you as much as he can, and when it's not possible, he's the rudest, meanest, coldest fucker around.
The two of you only started to get along after you either saved or was a huge help to him during a mission. He was taken aback by your raw sstrength, but literally all he did once this was over was calling you a moron for not using your stand.
Secretary, he thought it was the most badass scene he's ever assisted to in his life. No, he'll never say it directly, screw you.
Complains and claims that he isn't going to follow your orders, before doing exactly that. If you were to brought that up, he'll interrupt the conversation as soon as possible and simply tell you that he did it because he wanted to, not because you told him to or anything.
He acts annoyed everyone you encourage or hype him up, saying that he doesn't need your support, but from the way he always looks away and lacks his usual bitterness in his tone, you can tell that he secretly appreciates your efforts.
Slowly, very slowly, but surely, you begin to notice small shifts and changes in the way he treats you. He doesn't look at you with disgust, willingly follows your advice and overall feels more comfortable in your presence, even cracking a few smiles here and there.
You end up becoming a huge source of inspiration to him. He still sees a lot of the person he used to be whenever you're near him, yet he doesn't view it in a negative light anymore.
A small part of Abbacchio wants to go back to be the man with the string sense of justice he once used to be. You're a constant reminder that just because he made a mistake, that doesn't mean he can't make up for it or has to live stick in the past forever.
And just when he starts to respect you... You change too-
What the?- Is this really the Y/N he knows? The stern, serious one? The wise one? The responsible one?
Is he startled? Yes, yes absolutely. Then again, he HAS to admit to himself that you being in his life has led to him modifying his own behavior quite a lot, so he shouldn't be that surprised about you being different from your usual self as well.
He's not the best with your awkward or sensitive side, but he does what he can. He knows that emotional support is something he just has to give in a relationship, so he sucks it up and never makes you feel embarrassed for what you do or say.
He's most likely amused by your romantic nature and may think it's kinda cheesy, but he secretly loves it with all his heart, and wouldn't trade it for anything else.
Trish 🎙
Ok, Trish is a bit conflicted when it comes to you.
Like- she doesn't really have anything against you particularly. The thing is, she sort of has very split opinions concerning your behavior.
For example, she admires how stern and professional you are, how you seem to always have stuff under control and never be scared.
At the same time, however, the thinks that you sometimes take things way too seriously, you should learn to let loose a bit more and just enjoy life at it this.
Because of this, she tries to get you to break free from your shell and probably takes you dancing or shopping whenever she has the opportunity to.
Another example is that she loves when you act as her personal life coach. She's a very self-confident going lady and lives for praise...Especially from you, although don't expect her to tell you this often. You're always there to motivate her even on those rare occasions when she isn't feeling her best, she adores you for this.
BUT, she can't stand when you act all pushy and boss her around, she deposed being told what to do and there's a high chance she won't listen to you if she doesn't agree with you...At least during early times.
She'll become more willing to follow your advice if you're patient with her, but she'll always make it very clear that she doesn't think it's the best option.
No but like- the first time she saw you fight, her only thought was "Wtf?!"
She didn't think someone could possibly be as strong as you are, she just exchange concerns looks with Spice girl while encouraging you herself, even if you're already doing great.
"YAAAAS QUEEN SLAAAAY"
Honestly, she doesn't question your personality shift too much. She knows that'd how people are: the more you get to know them, the more you realise they're fundamentally different from what you actually thought of them.
And honestly, since she does also begin to show her softer side herself when you get together, knowing you won't think less of her for being open about her feelings truly makes her glad to have chosen you as her partner.
In return, no matter how awkward you can be, you can expect Trish to 100% support and be there for you at any given time. Although she will tease you for getting flustered if she got the chance to.
She lives for your romantic side, it's literally her ideal relationship coming true. Being courted and loved and feeling all special...God, she adores it.
Rambles to the others about your romantic gestures all the time and will hit in the face with her boot anyone who dares call you cheesy ^^
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kairiscorner · 9 months
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i'll be right by your side. – miles 1610 x reader (comfort headcanons)
request: could you make miles 42 or miles 1610 whichever you pick have a S/O similar to cassie from euphoria like wears blue Alot and is emotional and cries and she feels like they should be going somewhere and doing something and taking something big for herself but always ending up going to the same parties doing the same stupid things over and over again because thats the only way she knows how to find release and the only role she knows how to fill and miles tries everything in his power to help her
a/n: ask and you shall receive, my lovely anon 💖 now i've never watched euphoria except for that one scene where the guy is shouting at the girl, but i hope this provides some comfort despite me not being very familiar with the characters and what they're like ^^ i hope you like this !!
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miles would have worried for you all night when you texted him, saying you messed up, you fell back into old habits; those destructive habits you promised both him and yourself that you'd quit.
he'd call you immediately when he got your text, hoping against all hope that you'd answer him. when you'd pick up the phone, he'd ask you a mile a minute if you were okay.
"babe, what happened? did- did you get hurt? did you get dragged into something, did you... did you do anything to hurt yourself? i..." miles stuttered as he got on the phone with you. after hearing you whimpering in sobs as he spoke, he cut himself off and gave you time to answer him, breathing in deeply and sighing out of utter concern for you and your well-being.
"i'm sorry... i couldn't be there with you tonight." he muttered after you sobbed into the phone and told him, no, you didn't completely jeopardize yourself, but you still remained the same irresponsible you that you wanted to quit being.
miles would listen to you over the phone about all the stuff that happened that night, all the stupid, self-destructive stuff you tried to put a stop to doing; and all the while, miles had felt so angry at himself for not having been able to be there for you and keep you in check.
he'd offer to come over and just be with you for the night, at least until you go to bed to comfort you to somehow make up for not being there for you. he also kept apologizing all the while he was talking to you.
miles could not stomach the fact that despite being spider man, being your boyfriend of all people, he couldn't even be there for you to keep you from doing all that stuff–for not noticing how off you've been the past few days which could've pushed you to get back in those bad habits; he feels so guilty and ashamed of himself.
he wants to make it all up to you, not starting tomorrow, but instead, helping you starting right now. he doesn't care if it's the middle of the night, if you guys both have school tomorrow and have to sleep early; he will never let you feel helpless and alone anymore. he won't ignore your cries for help, your need to be distracted and reassured that everything will be okay, he'll help you as much as he can, and even beyond that, because he loves you so much.
miles sighs after you finish telling him what you did that night and why, and how much you regret ever letting yourself fall back into those bad habits. "love, i... i never knew. i'm so sorry..." he whispered into the phone as he got up from his bed, took his spider man mask and put his shoes on. you told him he had nothing to be sorry for, you never planned on worrying him anyway, but he disagrees--you weren't worrying him by being honest about what you wanted for yourself and what you felt disappointed in yourself for, he just wished he could've done something to stop you, or even realize you needed help.
he put his mask on and hopped on his windowsill as he shot a web to swing off from his room to head to your place. "if it's okay, i'll be there with you right now. you can... lean on me, fall back on me, literally and figuratively. i'm sorry, again, i just... i wish i did something to help you." he said as he swung on over and kept swinging over to head to your place. "but now that i know, i swear i'll make up for it. please... please wait for me, love." he pleads with you as you sob a little on the other end, just feeling all kinds of emotions at his apologies and promise, and for a moment... you didn't feel so alone.
he came to your room's window and let himself in, seeing you crying yourself to sleep made him feel more guilty, but when you tried to stop crying and ran over to hug him, his guilt starting changing into a kind of warmth.
he feels responsible over you, a duty to protect you and make you feel safe, comfortable, and most of all, loved. he holds you close and asks you in whispers if you were feeling better now and what he can do to help you.
after taking off his mask and pulling away from you, he cups your face and looks at you in the eyes and just... smiles a little sadly and a little relieved, seeing that, despite everything, you still tried to quit. he'll be here for you, even if you don't ask him to be, and be the distraction you need, and reassure you... you're doing well. you're not messing up, you're not beyond repair, you're healing–and part of healing is failing sometimes, but that's okay, he'll be with you for every failure and every success throughout your journey, just as you have for him.
he stays with you, holding you close and reassuring you in a comforting silence that you're doing your best and he is so, so proud of you for trying. he'll be here for you, for as long as you need him to be and even after that, reminding you that you can always fall back on him–tell him what's on your mind, let him distract you with his love and attention, hold you close to him and whisper you words of reassurance... just let him be there for you, and he promises, he won't ever make you regret it, and he won't ever make you feel like you're failing ever again and comfort you, being there for you every step of the way like he wants to be.
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Hi Eclipse, I wanted to know your emergency requests are open? if so I would like to ask for one 👉🏻👈🏻 see, recently I started working and studying at the same time and I feel so exhausted, stressed and just want to cry so I would like a Fem reader x Gyutaro one-shot (modern au human gyutaro), she comes home after a long and stressful day at work, she just wants to cry so Gyutaro decides to make her feel better and relaxed with a night of slow, passionate and loving sex for her to de-stress. I would greatly appreciate it! I'm so glad you're back, I missed you so much 💖🤧😭
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Hard Work [Gyutaro X Reader]
Reader is Human Female | Modern
Recomended Song - Take My Breath Away by Berlin
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Recently, it had begun to feel like your life was on loop. Waking up at an ungodly hour in the morning, barely time to make a simple breakfast before speeding out the door for another painfully infinite-seeming shift. Even as you got home, there were still house chores to complete before you collapsed into bed from sheer exhaustion. 
One of your coworkers had quit without any notice, and with no one to fill in their shoes, it fell on you to complete all the work they hadn’t done. Of course, the pay was looking great on top of all the bonuses, so you took it up, but it felt like there was no end in sight as the manager struggled to find a new candidate to fill the old one's position. 
But today, even more so, after your supervisor snapped at you for taking too long on your break. The night before, you had actually gone out of your way to make a proper meal and were savouring it in the break room when they barged in, screaming about how it was no wonder you were so behind. 
You kept your smile up then, even though twitches of a frown and the watering of your eyes, even through the rest of your shift and the trip home, but once that door locked behind you, the waterworks snapped into overtime. 
Tears slipped out like a never-ending gush of emotions, throwing your shoes aside as opposed to how you used to stack them neatly. 
From the living room couch, the usual man that greeted you peered over in concern before hurriedly shoving himself from his seat. You couldn’t see his face through the tears, but it was one of extreme worry. He enveloped you in his arms before your knees broke from under you, quickly finding you a comfortable spot where he once sat and letting you cry it out. 
“Hey, hey, shh…” He cooed after clearing his throat from having not spoken all day, trying to get you through it despite his confusion. 
“I-I’m so so s-” you could barely breathe through your speech, having to cut off as another round of sobs came through, the usually laid-back man holding you for dear life, hoping some kind of comfort might help. It soothed his worries when you hugged back, clinging to his loose sweater. 
“It’s okay; it’s all okay!” It wasn’t much, but he lifted your head and used the sleeves of his sweater to wipe, away the tears, and it started to calm, carefully blowing on your face to cool you off and help dry any tears. Both his hands cupped your cheeks now, holding you so close to him with your legs thrown over his lap. He had taken your weight against him to keep you sat up, but he found it highly comfortable. 
From then on, he waited for your breath to slow to a far more healthy pace, kissing your cheek when you seemed to come back to. 
“God, thank you, Gyu.” Even though slight, your smile brought his grin back to his face, holding you tightly once more as he began to rock you gently back and forth in his arms. 
“Anything for my favourite girl. You’re safe now.” He continued to leave kisses from your cheek to your forehead, followed by your nose and lips. He hadn't realized, but his heart had raced just at hearing you cry, and he felt much more at ease now that you were, too. 
A small laugh bubbled up from your throat, enjoying the nickname and the silliness of seeing how he was quite literally babying you at the moment- even more so at the idea that it had worked, before giving him a quick peck back on his lips. The longer he held you in his grasp, the more you seemed to melt into his arms, sighing at the feeling of bones cracking back into place and your muscles de-stressing. 
The show playing on the tv filled the air with something other than your breaths, Gyutaro dipping his head into the nook of your neck to leave even more of his sloppy kisses all over your neck, teasing giggles out of you at the ticklish feeling. A blush climbed to your cheeks, hands clinging to his sweater harder than before. The cry felt terrific, but Gyutaro’s comfort was even more so. 
You gasped when he bit down lightly, teasing your fragile flesh between his teeth before letting go, meeting back at your face to admire the blush growing along with his smile. Normally he’d act a lot cockier, but something in his eyes held a softness you saw only in glimpses. 
“Please, darling, let me take real good care of you.” He was practically begging with those eyes that tested your own, soaking in the feeling of being one of the luckiest men alive to be holding this beautiful, talented girl in his arms. Your nod didn’t take too long to follow after. 
Cautiously, he stood up from the couch with you in his arms like a bride on her honeymoon. 
The walk back to your shared room was filled with bubbly kisses that he greedily stole every chance he got, dropping you onto the comforter of the bed with a soft ‘oomph’ from the impact. It was a welcoming feeling on the ache of your back from having worked all day, being able to get off your feet and relax finally.
You could see tufts of green and black hair peek from the edge of the bed as hands skillfully pulled off your bottoms, and crouched down to pull off your socks, too. As he raised back into view, his cold hands traced from your ankles up to your thighs with a feather softness that sent shivers through your body. In a swift movement, he pulled his hoodie up and over his head, leaving him in only a loose black graphic tee and his gray sweatpants. 
His grin returned so quickly, admiring the eye candy laid out before him. You looked so comfortable, and it helped him to know he was able to do something to get you to relax and ,most importantly, forget. 
He raised one knee onto the edge of the bed, followed by another so he could safely straddle you. Both hands moved under your arms and pulled you further up onto the bed, so your legs no longer dangled off the edge, trapped in loose sheets and his towering figure above your own. 
You had been so kind to remove your top from him, leaving only your undergarments which wouldn’t last very long around your lover. He tended to be rough, ripping through most clothes, but today he had quite a bit of mercy left in him. 
The palm of his right hand happily roamed from your arms to your waist, holding you into the bed as the other made itself home on your left thigh, dipping inwards to gently brush two fingers against the fabric of your underwear, moving over your clit and down between your folds until the fabric creased, leaving a sharp outline of what hid below. He was desperate, and so were you, but he would give up anything to ensure you were damned well taken care of. 
It didn’t stop there; the two fingers making their way down quickly drew back up, tugging the fabric up in the other direction before hovering over your clit, feathering slow circles into it before moving back up and down through your clothed folds, feeling every twitch and squirm at the subtle arousement.
“Gyu…” You whispered his name so nicely, encouraging him at the enjoyable sensation that slowly pooled heat from your body, shaky breaths following through as his touch went a little deeper, pushing a little harder to keep the friction building, to keep you needing. His hand holding you down moved up, gently squeezing one of your breasts through your bra, earning a teasing whine from your throat. 
He was playful, terribly so, but that's what got you going. 
As if he could sense your overwhelming need, the free hand moved back down and hooked onto one side of your panties, his other hand moving up and leaving you touch-starved to help remove the item, tossing it aside carelessly. 
When he dipped his fingers back against your clit he could feel the heat radiating from your body, a welcoming sensation to him but shocking when his cold fingers pushed against the sensitive bud, earning a gasp. 
“Sorry,” despite his apology, he smiled cheerfully at the satisfying noises that would escape you when he caught you off guard. He had lowered himself enough to keep your legs apart since he sat between them, giving him the perfect vantage point to slip one finger into your pussy, swallowed easily after all that teasing. His other hand pulled you down by the hip to keep you still, but that didn’t stop your hands from instinctively grabbing onto his wrist and gripping the sheets. 
Your strength was nothing compared to his own, so he kept pumping the finger in and out until it went easily, slipping in another that he would occasionally press up against your walls, making sure you’d be able to handle him when the time came. 
It almost surprised him how slick you got his fingers; he could feel his cock getting stiff, pulling the band of the sweatpants down so it could comfortably sit, increasing his pace with his fingers to enjoy the wet sounds that escaped both your pussy and your lips with small moans and little begs. 
“Are we feeling ready, princess?” His pace slowed so he could look up and meet your eyes, enjoying your lovely red face that refused to make eye contact. 
“Yes, Gyu! Please.” Normally you’d beat around the bush, but today it seemed enough was enough. The way he had been handling you was to die for, and resisting just wasn’t worth it. 
The boy nodded, leaning forwards to offer a kiss on your cheek, cock brushing up between your folds as he did so, which easily sent another spiralling blush on both your face and ears now, making him chuckle. 
His own cheeks had blushed a rosy pink after the nice feeling of your wetness mixing with the pre cum dripping from his stiff cock, terribly in need from all the ways you made his heart jump. With permission and the addition of lube, he had warmed using his hands; everything was all set for him to spoil his favourite girl. 
He got comfortable between your legs, faces inches apart, as he gazed down to make sure he was getting settled in the right spot. First, he pushed it through your folds and brushed the tip against your clit just to get a reaction before pressing it into your entrance, which satisfyingly slipped in. 
A grunt escaped his lips at the feeling, closing his eyes so he could focus on the feeling of ecstasy your pretty little body gave him. 
Even your panting made it worse as he started off slow, rocking an inch back and forth before adding another, keeping the pace up to make sure you took it all in at your own comfort, up until he was fully snug in you, giving it a couple of gentle rocks while keeping your expression in mind. 
And god did you look happy, as if minutes ago you hadn’t been crying; you were now all snug and clinging to him for dear life. 
With one last breath, he started to thrust in and out at a comfortable speed, watching you bounce up and down in the sheets as your breath started to sync with the thrusts. Soft and meek moans were blessings to his ears as he continued to push forwards, speeding up the pace whenever you’d try to push down. To keep you from helping he got his arms closer, making sure you were pinned in place to enjoy being taken care of. 
“I love you so, so much~” His voice was low and whispery, moving in to leave butterfly kisses along your neck, enjoying how one of your hands had moved to play with any loose strands of hair. It was almost as if you were scared it was a dream, how you stared into him lovingly, how you moaned almost in question. He never doubted that he had lucked out to have you around him like this, to have you wanting him. 
It seemed you tried to repeat it back, but just to mess with you, he quickened his pace, the sound of his hips meeting yours mixing with the panting and pleading. Your bodies were pressed together as he leaned in closer, feeling your every rise and fall of your stomach, how you frotted against him with his heavier thrusts and clung to the fabric of his shirt as if it would save you from the overwhelming feeling. 
The man could only hold himself together for so long, coordinated thrusts becoming sloppier whenever your walls would tighten around him, grunts becoming frequent as the drawn-out foreplay seemed to have an effect on his performance today. He could tell you were beginning to tire out as well, words becoming slurries of his name and the word ‘please’. 
In what was mostly a last-ditch effort, he gave a couple of rougher thrusts before coming undone the moment your walls gave a final, tight squeeze, accepting the fruits of your combined work as his cum spilled half into you and half on his sweater that he had put under your waist to keep from the bed. He hadn’t even realized he had pulled you into a kiss until it broke, each of you painting until you could catch your breath. 
“I love you too, Gyu…” While minutes later, he appreciated that you didn’t leave him hanging, giving a quick peck to your nose before collapsing beside you in the bed, happily snaking his arms around your waist and pulling you into his chest. 
“I’ll clean you up in a bit, princess, but how about a quick snuggle?” His voice was hoarser than usual after all the heavy breathing, and part of him knew that you’d both likely fall asleep before he actually did that, but it was the idea that counted. 
Besides, a nice morning bath sounded like a great idea. He’ll call in sick for you tomorrow.
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Author Note -  I understand how stressful it can be with both studies and a job! I've been doing it too and trust me when I say you are doing a great job and making everyone proud! Especially me, I know what you are going through and applaud you for keeping it up <3 Thank you for requesting!
Word Count - 2,417
Art Credit - 蕾一
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ferris-the-wheel · 3 months
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Multifandom Writing Event — { Vacation Event! }
Included Fandoms:
: ̗̀➛ Twisted Wonderland
: ̗̀➛ Genshin Impact
: ̗̀➛ Obey Me!
Premise: A group of friends invites you to go on vacation with them for a few days.
Rules:
: ̗̀➛ { REQUIRED } Read my regular request rules (you must use emojis or your request will be ignored). My request rules can be found at a link on my pinned post.
☆ Usable emojis: ❤️/💖/🧡/💛/💚/💙/🩵/💜
: ̗̀➛ In your request, you must include that your request is for this event or it will be treated as a normal request.
☆ Event requests take priority over regular requests.
: ̗̀➛ 5 characters max (can choose less than 5 obviously). Your chosen characters must all be from the same fandom.
: ̗̀➛ Include where you are vacationing (i.e. camping trip, someone's hometown/homeland, etc.)
: ̗̀➛ { Optional } Include how you're getting there (i.e. plane, driving, etc.)
: ̗̀➛ What are you doing while there?
: ̗̀➛ { Optional } If your characters are going to a hotel or resort, are they staying in a five-star resort? Or somewhere cheaper?
: ̗̀➛ All minors or minor-appearing characters will be automatically made platonic.
Here is an example of how you can phrase your request:
Hello! For the Vacation Event, may I request [your chosen characters + their fandom] where they invite the reader to [your chosen location]. They'll get there by [whatever way you want them to travel]!
{ Under the cut will contain all of the characters you can include in your requests }
Twisted Wonderland Characters:
: ̗̀➛ Riddle Rosehearts
: ̗̀➛ Trey Clover
: ̗̀➛ Cater Diamond
: ̗̀➛ Deuce Spade
: ̗̀➛ Ace Trappola
: ̗̀➛ Leona Kingscholar
: ̗̀➛ Ruggie Bucchi
: ̗̀➛ Jack Howl
: ̗̀➛ Azul Ashengrotto
: ̗̀➛ Jade Leech
: ̗̀➛ Floyd Leech
: ̗̀➛ Kalim Al Asim
: ̗̀➛ Jamil Viper
: ̗̀➛ Vil Schoenheit
: ̗̀➛ Rook Hunt
: ̗̀➛ Epel Felmier
: ̗̀➛ Idia Shroud
: ̗̀➛ Ortho Shroud
: ̗̀➛ Malleus Draconia
: ̗̀➛ Lilia Vanrouge
: ̗̀➛ Silver
: ̗̀➛ Sebek Zigvolt
: ̗̀➛ Neige LeBlanche
: ̗̀➛ Chenya
: ̗̀➛ Rollo Flamme
Obey Me! Characters:
: ̗̀➛ Diavolo
: ̗̀➛ Barbatos
: ̗̀➛ Lucifer
: ̗̀➛ Mammon
: ̗̀➛ Leviathan
: ̗̀➛ Satan
: ̗̀➛ Asmodeus
: ̗̀➛ Beelzebub
: ̗̀➛ Belphegor
: ̗̀➛ Simeon
: ̗̀➛ Luke
: ̗̀➛ Solomon
Genshin Impact Characters:
: ̗̀➛ All Mondstadt Characters
: ̗̀➛ All Liyue Characters
: ̗̀➛ All Inazuma Characters
: ̗̀➛ All Sumeru Characters
: ̗̀➛ All Fontaine Characters
A/N: You really thought I was going to list all 79 Genshin Impact characters? Nope, I choose life.
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Since we all love Smokescreen here, do you have any possible smokescreen focused fics you can recommend? 👀 I've been dying for some more content about him, but can't seem to find any
Unfortunatly there aren't that many, but I have managed to scrounge up a few(but a lot of them haven’t been updated for a while which no shame, I’ve done the same thing, but it’s still unfortunate)
Detours by Greyriver20 where Smokescreen avoids capture from Soundwave but still leaves. It’s just starting out but it’s very fun and I haven’t seen a fic with this concept yet
Watermarked By Your Ancestry by Wolvesowl where Smokescreen is the presumed dead kid of Jazz and Prowl and has some extra traits to deal with. Unfortunately this one hasn’t been updated for a couple months, but it’s a good read
Little Prince by Quiet_Shadow, which is actually finished! Smokescreen is Megatron and Oppy’s kid from their Megatronus and Orion days, but he’d been kept secret since Orion was scared what Megatron would do. However, Megatron ends up finding out during Smokescreen’s capture
Transformers Prime: Amalgamous by SilverBeetle, a fic where Smokescreen is actually Amalgamous Prime and doing what he can to keep that secret. (This actually inspired my own idea for an AU similar to it but I haven’t gotten around to posting about it yet)
Against Better Judgement by sloop_slorp which is just. Smokescreen whump with comfort way later. Basically his captured went WAY worse, to the point Knockout helped him escape, and he’s just trying to pick up the pieces. It’s finished and also has a completed sequel! Please head the tags though, shit gets dark in this one
and finally, Silly Little Fears written by yours truly. It’s a short one shot of me exploring Smokescreen’s trauma and how he perceives it
If anyone else has any more fics, please feel free to add onto this, I’d greatly appreciate it 💖
I really want to write some more longer fics in the future, and I have like. 5 WIPs in my docs and I just really need to actually get them done but Brain Won’t-
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undobutton · 2 years
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Sticks & Stones! kenma x reader
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warnings: swearing, snack mention, awkward confessions
genre: fluff, slice of life!
style: one shot, not my best but i love it
characters: Kenma Kozume
synopsis: Kenma has been helping you while you've been recovering from a sprained wrist. Now, you don't quite need his help and he has no excuse to spend time with you...or does he?
gn!reader
a/n: i wrote it💖 please enjoy! reblogs greatly appreciated!
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for the past two weeks, Kenma has been your lovesick lovely helper. assisting you with everything you could need.
at first you thought that it was just guilt, or the fact that he has been using you as a way to escape practice. (not that you mind, he would still do all this even if he had to participate,) but he has been going above and beyond by doing things you haven’t even thought to ask him.
like grabbing your bag for you when he doesn’t need to since you have a free hand, walking with you to and from school even though your house is out of the way for him. and he even goes and gets you your favorite snacks during lunch so you won’t have to get up from the table.
he does all that and then some without wanting anything in return. saying that it's his fault that you need help anyways and shrugging it off. which is true… 
Kenma was the one who tripped you last month. it was the end of practice and there wasn't much left to do so he was walking around aimlessly, focused on the a level in his game he was about to beat, and you were distracted with the runaway ball headed towards the open door. one thing led to another and you got a three week break from school.
since then you’ve healed enough to come back. but there isn’t a whole lot you can do with bandages around one arm so here you are: laying in your bed thinking about the way Kenma frowned when you mentioned taking your cast off and not needing as much help from him anymore. 
it’s been great! sure, but he’s been missing a lot of practice and the team has a game soon. also, your giant crush on him does not make it easy to deal with him constantly being around, the butterflies in your stomach need to hibernate. 
though you can’t seem to shake the feeling that Kenma was more upset about it than you, but there’s no logical explanation as to why. unless… yeah, no logical explanation. guess you’ll have to live with the mystery. you sigh rolling over, maybe you’ll ask him about it tomorrow. for now, sleep.
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walking to school by yourself is more lonely than you thought it would be. without the clicking of Kenma’s game console while talking about your mornings. Kuroo meeting you both half way there, nagging Kenma about playing games and walking at the same time, and Kenma’s sharp comebacks that leave Kuroo defenseless despite having a good point. 
your bag is heavier than you remember, the weight of it familiar and annoying, but you can’t help but think of Kenma as you lug it around all day. 
and when you arrive at your usual spot for lunch, you’re surprised to see your favorite snack next to Kenma. He doesn’t say anything about it though, so neither do you. Besides, Kuroo has arrived with lots to say.
at practice later the towels that are usually placed on the top shelf are put down lower. you know Kenma did it because he’s the only one who knows you had trouble reaching them. and he was early for once.
and as the cherry on top, since practice ran late, guess who’s offered to walk you home? Kenma.
it’s not bad. no, it’s fan-fucking-tasic but that’s the problem. now he has no real reason to keep doing this. your mind can’t help but wonder if maybe, possibly, perhaps, Kenma returns your feelings. though you can’t be sure. you’d have to ask him. and that seems like a bit of a stretch.
but it’s now or never, cause your house is getting closer and Kenma has noticed you're distracted.
“is something wrong y/n?” he asks, pausing his game
“no… well maybe.” you look at anything but him, suddenly feeling warm and uncomfortable in your skin.
“what’s the matter?” 
“do you, Like… have a reason to help me anymore?”
he tilts his head, brows furrowing as he tries to understand your question
“uhm, let me rephrase it. do you like helping me Kenma?”
his eyes widen as he plays with the joysticks of his switch nervously.
“yeah, I do. why? Should I stop?”
“no! Well I mean if you want to help me that's fine. I really appreciate it. although it kinda makes me think…”
“makes you think what?”
“well you don’t really do all this for anyone else. and it makes me wonder if you like, if you like me too.” You rush out the last part, noticing just how beautiful cement cracks can be.
“too? do you like me y/n?”
“I asked you a question first!”
“no, you didn’t”
"... shit." you sigh, making him chuckle. "I do like you Kenma. sorry if I was overthinking your kindness or something! I just-”
“you aren’t overthinking y/n.”
“I’m not?” you look over at Kenma shocked. he’s tapping away at his switch and you’d think that he was ignoring you for a game if the console wasn’t turned off.
“no. I started helping you because I was the reason you got hurt to begin with… and I wanted to spend time with you.”
“me? you? you did?”
“yeah, cause I like you y/n.” Kenma finally turns to you, his eyes are cast downwards as if looking into your eyes will make his blush more visible than it already is. 
you’ve both stopped walking and the air is still around you. it feels like the butterflies in your stomach are the only moving creatures in the world. even time stands still as you let Kenma’s words sink in. and it must take a while, cause he looks up at you with confusion in his eyes.
“y/n?”
“yes? I'm here, I'm listening! what is it?"
“are you, uhm. are you planning on doing anything this weekend?”
“no… are you?”
“no. so we should do something together.”
“like a date?”
“yes. if you want anyways”
“I want.”  
he laughs, “okay then. Let's get you home first, right?”
“right!” you smile, starting to walk Kenma laughs again mocking your previous response "i WaNt" making you pout, Threatening to stand him up.
but you have a date this weekend and possibly a boyfriend. how can you be mad about that? 
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thewondelandifulcafe · 11 months
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hewwo! i was going to request for Leona, but i saw you'd like to start writing for other fandoms and characters more. so in that case, may i please request platonic headcanons with the Kamaboko squad? the reader is a hashira who's stoic but very motherly. doesn't show much expression but is always quietly fussing over the quartet in their own way, making sure they're fed, happy, and have a place to sleep? thank you 💖
Title: Lovely Mother: To be edited
Menu: Demon Slayer
Beverage: Jasmine Pearl Green Tea, Pink Lemonade, Fresh Mango Bubble Tea
Main Dish(es): Croissants
Side Dish(es): Orange Crush Pound Cakes
Spoilers: Swordsmith Village Arc
Trigger Warning: None, tell me if there are any
Summary: The reader is a hashira who's stoic but very motherly she shows little emotions but is always quietly fussing over the quartet in their own way, making sure they're fed, happy, and have a place to sleep.
Notes: Also @honey-deerling if you like you can request the Leona one if you like. I don’t mind! I still do want to do other characters/fandoms but I don’t care if you have a request for Leona or Twisted Wonderland that fine!
I’m sorry I took such a long time.
Kamaboko Squad
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You first met Tanjiro and Nezuko during the Hashiras’ meeting. You saw how Tanjiro was telling the truth. You felt bad for the siblings, after all you would’ve done the same.
After you heard that they were at Butterfly Mansion you went there to visit them. You were pleased to hear that they recovered well. You met Zenitsu and Inosuke.
Zenitsu started being a pervert with you until you made it clear you were there to check on Tanjiro. Him yelling at Tanjiro. He stopped when he realized you cared for him like a mom. Everytime he sees you he hugs you a cries and complains about something. You just listen carefully and tell him your take care of it or offer him advice. 
Inosuke always yelled “FIGHT ME” when he saw you. You would always tell him “I can’t fight you but I can help you improve”. He would sometimes train with you. You always complimented what he improved on and what he could improve on. He always get the bubbly feeling. You always bring food for him as a reward for training. 
Tanjiro always trains which worries you. You always make sure he is sleeping well. Tanjiro greatly appreciates it. Always thanking you when you bring him food. You offer Tanjiro extra training with you. Which again he thanks you and takes you up for the offer. You always fuss over his well being thinking he takes his training too far. You often suggest for him to take a break and be a kid. After all he didn’t have much of childhood after his family died.
Nezuko loves you and always loves being around you. When you visit she refuses to let you go. You remind of her mom. You always bring sweets for her. You give her advice on being well a female. Since you were older you has more life experience then she did. Nezuko gets sad when you have to leave.
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A/N: So I’ve been having a hard time doing Kanao and Genya’s so heres it so far I hope you like it!
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rainyyz · 1 year
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Hi, I've been fortunate enough to stumble upon your account.
It's rare to find accounts that focus on solar return charts and transits. I absolutely love how descriptive your explanations are.
If you had the time, do you mind giving me your opinions about this solar return chart?
I've noticed that the all the house (Asc - 12th House) are in 29°. Should I be worried? Hide under a rock for next year? And it's the first time to see my vertex, Part of Fortune, chiron and True North Node in 7th house. I've never had it there before.
I also noticed that my SR Mercury is conjuct my Natal Mercury. Almost to the exact degree. The same with my SR Venus and Natal Venus, with one degree difference.
And my Natal MC ended up becoming my SR rising.
Do you notice anything I need to be careful of?
I'm still learning how to try to interpret birth charts and solar return charts on my own. So your thorough descriptive opinions are greatly appreciated.
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Hey! 😊
Ascendant in 29 degrees in Solar Return chart:
I feel like this means ending a specific phase in your life. In this Solar Return chart your Ascendant will be in Virgo. This sign is about being organized, thinking about your daily routines, work, healing. Maybe through your life you tried to look like this and have these qualities. You wanted people to see you this way.
But, during your Solar Return chart you may want to develop more Libra qualities. The ruling planet of Libra is Venus (the planet about love and beauty). Maybe during your Solar Return you may want to be more romantic, you may want people to see you as intelligent and fair. Libra is an air sign, communication for them is important. Wow, I just noticed your Venus is in Libra in 1st house. You would really want to feel comfortable, beautiful and loved in your life. People will see you as very beautiful and charming 💖. You could become more social with people during your Solar Return.
Probably in the past you kind of thought more about your studies, work. But, during this Solar Return you would want to think more about yourself and your appearance. Maybe in the past you had self esteem issues, and that's why you want to build your confidence. It's possible that you may change things about your appearance, you may change your hairstyle for example. You would like to take care for yourself more. 💛
North Node, Chiron, P.of Fortune and Vertex in 7th house in Solar Return chart:
First I want to say that you don't have a stellium in this house. You may have many placements in 7th house, but these placements are not planets. (Stellium is when three or more planets are located in a single zodiac sign or house.) They may be not planets, but they are important too. North Node in Solar Return chart means where you should focus on during the year. In your case you have it 7th house (Libra house), which represents relationships and commitments. You may want to have more stable connections with people. You need to heal in this area too, you may have trauma or bad experiences with different people, because Chiron is there too. I think you can develop good relationship with someone, it could be a friend or a love partner, or just in general your communication skills would become better, because P. of Fortune is in 7th house as well. The Vertex is a point, which stays in the right side of the Birth chart. The Vertex represent a fated event in your life, it's something which will definitely happen. That's why I think is better to look at your Birth chart Vertex.
Your Solar Return Mercury conjunct Natal Mercury almost to the exact degree; the same with Solar Return Venus and Natal Venus with one degree difference:
Mercury represents communication. I think during your Solar Return you would be more social. You have so many placements about communication with people. You would want to develop deep emotional connection with people. You may meet someone important (a friend, love partner or maybe business partner). I don't know what is your Natal Mercury degree, but you Solar Return Mercury is in Aquarius degree (23 degree). Again, an air sign, which is connected to communication. You may want to talk with unique and creative individuals. People who are thinking out of the box, people who think about the future and want to help others. I want to say also that Aquarius people are not so communicative like Libras. As you probably know, most people find Aquarius very weird and this sign feels misunderstood. So, during your Solar Return you may feel misunderstood by people. You may think some people don't understand your thoughts.
Your Solar Return Venus would be at Scorpio degree (20 degree). Scorpio feels very deeply and intensely. If you develop feelings for someone, then it will be powerful. Scorpio have hard time trusting people, but when they finally meet someone special then they become very passionate and devoted. At first, you may feel hesitant meeting someone during your Solar Return, but if you really connect with this person, then you may develop a strong partnership or friendship. Scorpio people are mysterious, so you may be attracted to mysterious people or things during your Solar Return.
Natal MC in Virgo:
MC represents your career and your public image. People see you as an individual who wants stability, wants to be in control of things, wants to work hard, wants to help people. You would like to have a stable career. Also having a schedule and being organized would be helpful for you.
Your Rising sign in Solar Return chart can end up being any sign, so I don't think there is anything extremely important that your MC Natal and Rising in Solar Return is the same sign.
Other interesting things:
Sun, Mercury and Mars in 3rd house. The house about communication and siblings. Well, what can I say haha, there would be a lot of communication with people or just wanting to connect with people.
Moon in 8th house. The house of transformations. Here again there is Scorpio energy. During your Solar Return you may experience intense thoughts sometimes, but the interesting thing is that your Moon will be in Taurus, which is the opposite sign of Scorpio. So, one moment you may feel intense emotions and the next you would want to just relax comfortably in your bed haha.
Hope I helped you 💛
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moregraceful · 7 months
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I was so brave and talked myself out of running off to Europe away from stress stuff bc of the cons (contains Europeans) . If you could spare some kaapo thoughts in these trying times, ya girl would appreciate it greatly 💕💕💕💕
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Oh 💖 anon, I am proud of you for not running away to Europe. Things are so hard and stressful sometimes, but all we gotta do is push through. I hope you're okay. If there is anything I can do, please let me know.
Here's part of a Kaapo/Vitali wish baby fic that I don't remember why I was writing and also don't know why I stopped writing. This does not really have an ending but I hope you enjoy Kaapo's early 20s agonies anyway.
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Kaapo’s not proud of it and he’ll go to his grave admitting it, but his first thought when he sees the baby is oh fuck.
She’s small. Blonde like Kaapo but even sleeping she’s a dead-ringer for Vitali, her big ears and sharp nose. Kaapo knows that if he wakes her up, her eyes will be the same color as Vitali’s.
Her tiny fists are clutching a blue fleece blanket and she’s swaddled up tight in a gray blanket. Kaapo’s heart aches as he looks at her in her box.
He knows that, like, wishbabies are indestructible until you touch them. That’s just how it goes, a law of the universe. Wishbabies don’t get hurt until they get picked up by their parent. But it hurts that his daughter he wished into existence while he was high last night is just in a cardboard box at his front door. Was she there all night? How long was she waiting?
He takes a deep breath and picks her up.
Her eyes open slowly and—yeah, she’s Vitali’s kid all right. Same blue eyes. Same mouth that smiles at Kaapo.
Then she starts crying. Kaapo ducks inside.
He’s not prepared for a baby at all and he spends about fifteen minutes trying to tough it out before he gives up. He’s good with kids, he practically raised his brother, but it’s 8am and he’s holding a whole baby, his baby, his and Vitali’s baby, and she’s crying, and the heartache in his chest is rapidly turning into panic. He calls Chris who hears the baby crying and comes over immediately, Mika in tow.
Like, they’re fine. Their wishbaby is old enough for daycare. They don't have a newborn. Mika’s carrying a diaper bag when Chris bangs on the door and Kaapo opens it.
“Oh, Jesus,” says Chris. He looks startled. “Okay, didn’t know about you and Kravvy, but—”
“You can’t tell,” says Kaapo. He’s been pacing in his living room for the past twenty minutes and his baby has not stopped crying. He has nothing, no baby supplies, nothing to take care of her. He doesn’t even know where to get started with any of that, but: “You can’t tell him.”
He steps back to let them in. Mika is shaking his head. “Kaapo, we wouldn’t have to say anything. Everyone will know when they see her.”
Kaapo holds his baby close to his chest. “He can’t know,” he says, desperately.
“The whole point of wishbabies,” says Chris, gently, “is that they push you forward.”
Kaapo is too young for a kid. He’s too young for a relationship that involves kids. His head hurts and his heart hurts and deep down he’s still wondering how long his daughter was lying in a cardboard box before he opened the door. Will she remember how long she was lying there before her stupid dad thought to follow up on the knock on his door? Will her first memories be that she was alone? She can’t have a life growing up like that.
He kisses her head and holds her close, bouncing her in his arms. “What do I do?”
“Breathe,” says Mika. He claps a hand on Kaapo’s shoulder. Kaapo didn’t even realize he was hyperventilating until Mika said that. “Kaapo, take some deep breaths.”
Kaapo breathes shakily. His daughter quiets down too, loud cries turning soft. He kisses her head again. “I can’t do this,” he says. “I can’t do it alone.”
“Kaapo, whose face do you see when you look at her?”
But if I tell him, what will he do? Kaapo wants to say. What if he says it’s not his baby, even though everyone can see that it is? What if he leaves, what if he says he can’t, what if he doesn’t want to, what if he doesn’t care enough to stay? What if Kaapo tells him their daughter came in a cardboard box and Vitali asks why Kaapo left her alone?
Instead of all that he says, “Vitali doesn’t have job security to have a child.”
Chris levels him with a flat look. “And you do?”
Kaapo winces. His baby whines softly and pushes her head against his chest. He cups her head and makes himself stand up straight.
"You have to tell him," says Mika. He rubs Kaapo's back, an oddly tender action for him around Kaapo. Usually he's just bullying Kaapo. "It isn't fair to him if you don't."
"It's not like you two," says Kaapo. When he looks at Mika, the expression on his face makes Kaapo want to bury his face in his baby's soft hair and never look up again. "It's easier for you two. You have each other."
How does he even explain it to them? That Kravvy doesn't think much of him besides that he is fun to hang out with? That they're not together, not even a little bit? That the trade rumors and expectation of failure haunts them both so much that he's afraid to commit anything to words and Kravvy won't say anything to Kaapo outright? That they spend most of their time together showing each other TikToks in their native languages and ineptly explaining the jokes until midnight? They are old and read books and listen to records. Kaapo was high last night and his baby came to him in a cardboard box.
"Did your son," he says, haltingly, "did he come in a cardboard box?"
Maybe that was the most disturbing part that he's afraid to say to Kravvy, who is such a family man that he sends his kid cousins back in Russia little gifts from places they visit on the road. 
"Oh, no," Chris says with a laugh. "He was in a wicker picnic basket."
"They come to you how you understand them best," says Mika. He's still rubbing Kaapo's back and it is unfortunately making Kaapo calmer. "She came to you how you and Kravvy will know to love her best."
For Kravvy, a gift, thinks Kaapo. For him, perpetual guilt. Or perhaps something he wanted so badly that she came like a package he ordered from the universe before he could think twice about it.
"Okay," says Kaapo. He kisses his daughter's head. "Okay."
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maidragoste · 2 months
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VI. Fury
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Harwin Strong x Velaryon!Reader (unrequited love), Alicent Hightower x Velaryon!Reader, Larys Strong x Velaryon!Reader
Series masterlist
Part 6 of this
I still can't believe writing more than 5000 words, there were times when I thought this would never come to light and it frustrated me so please give it a lot of love and let me know what you think of this chapter 🥰💖💖
As always comments, reblogs and likes are greatly appreciated! Thanks for reading 💖
My inbox is open so I'm always willing to read your headcanons, opinions and answer your questions.
Disclaimer: English is not my first language so I apologize for any mistakes.
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When the Queen was informed that Harwin had been seen leaving your chambers in the middle of the night she felt her heart skip a beat. She was afraid that for some reason you had decided to forgive your husband for his indiscretions with the princess and give your marriage another chance.
When it was time for lunch that Alicent, Larys, and you had, there was no need for the Queen or Larys to ask you about your husband's sudden visit because you told them yourself. Harwin offered to help the twins put to sleep and you accepted because you were tired Alicent instantly offered to hire more maidens to take care of the children at night so you could rest but you refused saying that you didn't want other women to take care of your children. While you were saying that Alicent couldn't help but notice that you were looking askance at Larys as if you were expecting a reaction from him but she thought it must have been her imagination because when Larys changed the subject you didn't seem disappointed or upset. Unfortunately, the Queen's worries did not disappear throughout the meal so when you left to go spend time with your sister and mother she shared them with Larys.
"I'm afraid that he will once again occupy a place in her heart," the woman admitted, clasping her hands under the table. "What happens if he convinces her to give him another chance? What if she leaves us?" As she spoke, she took off part of the cuticle of the thumb. If her father was watching her he would be scolding her. She knew it was a horrible habit but the anxiety she felt at the thought of losing you was too great. Alicent wouldn't know how to live alone as your friend again, not now that she had tasted what true love was. No one cared about her like you do.
"You heard her, she only let him stay because of the children" the man reminded her as he poured them both more wine "She will never forgive him" he declared and the Queen was envious of his trust. Larys must have noticed that her concern was great because she added "Besides, she will never leave us, especially you. She always seems to want to kill Criston Cole for daring to breathe the same air as you."
Alicent hurriedly brought the wine glass closer to her mouth to hide her smile. Larys' statement had to upset her, after all, Criston Cole is one of the few people she trusts and she should be upset that you want to hurt him, but instead, she managed to calm her down a little.
But Alicent's worries soon grew worse as the days went by because Harwin kept coming to your chambers and the worst thing was that now the two of you with the twins were walking around the castle together. At first, Larys wasn't worried that Harwin would spend time in your chambers after all you made it clear that you were only using him to babysit the twins. But now Larys felt sick every time he saw the four of them together at court. They seemed like a happy family. Aethan shouldn't look so comfortable tied against Harwin's chest with one of the special clothes your mother had ordered for you from Essos, and you shouldn't look so calm when Harwin's hand is on your back while you hold Alyn. You should move away every time his brother kisses your forehead but you don't. You're never the one to initiate the physical contact but Larys still doesn't like it, he's not sure if you're really not pulling away because you don't want to make a scene or because you're bonding with Harwin now that he's spending so much time in your chambers.
One day Larys reaches his limit. You, Alicent, and Larys are eating together again but the man instead of joining the conversation you two are having is too busy thinking about the image of Harwin with his hand on your back again while you were both talking to some Lord and how later his brother left the conversation but not without kissing you on the cheek before leaving.
"Why do you let Harwin spend so much time with you?" he suddenly interrupts your conversation with Alicent. She looks at him surprised but at the same time seems grateful for him to dare to question your closeness with Harwin since she would never do it for fear of upsetting you.
"I told you he's just helping me with the twins," you replied, frowning at his rude interruption.
"You shouldn't be depending so much on Harwin to take care of your own children."
"Larys" Alicent's intention was a reprimand but he could detect the nerves in her voice and her eyes.
Larys knew he said the wrong thing when he saw how your eyes seemed to spark and how you abruptly dropped the cutlery.
"Our" you corrected him. "And maybe I wouldn't be depending on Harwin so much if you took charge" you spat every word like it was poison.
"We should take a moment of silence before saying something that we regret," the queen proposed in an attempt to calm the waters as she tried to take your hand but you pushed her away and barely looked at her.
"It's not fair. We both knew that when you got pregnant the child couldn't know the truth" Larys said, appearing calm, not wanting to let you see that your words bothered him.
"Of course, they won't grow up knowing the truth but you're not even trying to help me" you crossed your arms. "Even Daemon and Rhaenyra seem more interested in them than you," the bitterness in your voice was clear.
And the only reason for that was because they both wanted to fuck you but Larys wouldn't tell you that because it would only make your anger worse so instead he told you the reason for his distance.
"I stay away to avoid making people suspicious"
Not wanting the court to suspect him of being the father of your children was not the only reason for his distance. The truth is that Larys had no idea what to do with the twins. He saw the immense love you had for children. Not just you, your parents and your siblings too. Everyone seemed to love Alyn and Aethan from the minute they saw them but he didn't. Of course, he was worried about their safety the second you announced to Harwin and Lyonel that he was the father. He didn't want anything bad to happen to them but he wouldn't say that he loves them and he's sure they don't either, especially Aethan because the few times he carried them, they became instantly agitated and cried demanding to come back to you. Their crying made his head hurt and he's sure it made your head hurt too so he stayed away thinking it would save both of you the stress of hearing the children scream.
"People think you're their fucking uncle, no one will suspect that you spend time together. You're family." It was obvious that you were dissatisfied with his defense by the exasperation in your voice. "And don't tell me that you're afraid that someone will realize the truth because Aethan has the same eye color as you because months went by and no one said anything. So stop being paranoid and spend time with your children" You got up from the table "I'm sorry, my queen, but I lost my appetite and I have to continue with my duties"
Neither Alicent nor Larys had any doubt that you were angry but you confirmed it when you left without even giving them both a measly kiss goodbye.
"You have to fix it," Alicent ordered, looking at him furiously. "If we lose her because of you..."
"That's not going to happen," the man interrupted, throwing his napkin at the table angrily. "I'll fix it."
Of course, after that argument, Larys couldn't allow you to get even closer to Harwin so that same afternoon he sent you a message through one of your maids. He asked you not to allow his brother to come to your chambers tonight because he was thinking of coming to see you. In the middle of the night, Larys entered through the secret passage that had your chambers hidden behind one of the paintings. A snort left your mouth when you saw him appear with a small bouquet.
"If you think I'll forgive you because you brought me flowers, you're wrong," you warned him but your anger shouldn't have been so great because you didn't leave his side when he sat next to you on the bed, in the middle were the twins lying awake. Face up they seemed entertained trying to turn around on their own. Larys was relieved that neither of them burst into tears when they saw it.
"I'm not stupid to think that, I know your character.," he said and extended the bouquet to you waiting for you to take it, you looked at it doubting whether to take it or not "It see like someone wanted it more than you" he commented when you saw Alyn stretch out her small hand as if he wanted to touch one of the flowers. "Do you mind sharing?" you shook your head and couldn't help but smile when you saw him remove a flower from the bouquet to give it to Alyn. You hurriedly pulled another flower from the bouquet and gave it to Aethan before he got jealous. "I will get better at this parenting thing. I will come at night and help you take care of them" he wanted to see your reaction but his attention went to Aethan when he saw him put one of the petals in his mouth so he moved the flower away from the baby making him squeal. Not wanting Aethan to start crying, he gave him the flower again but he had to take it away because he put the petal in his mouth again.
"Why does he want to eat it?"
You laughed as you saw the frustration on Larys's face because every time he gave the flower to Aethan he kept wanting to eat it and then squealed when Larys pushed the flower away. But he wasn't a squealer like when he was about to throw a tantrum, it was one of the ones he did when he played with you or your brothers.
Alyn must have also thought his father was making a funny face because he joined in with your laughter.
"I'm sure that at first the color of the flower caught his attention, but now he just thinks that he's playing with you," you reassure him. "Larys, I want actions, not just empty words. I want you to be there for us," you asked, returning to what your lover had said before.
And Larys showed that he was serious. He started coming to your chambers in the middle of the night to help you with the children. You noticed that at first, he seemed to struggle when they cried but after you taught him that skin-to-skin contact helped calm them down and told him that talking to babies helped too, Larys seemed to handle it well, although the first few times you had to stop yourself from laughing at how uncomfortable and lost the man looked because he had no idea what to talk to babies about. You had to tell him to stop thinking about it so much and just talk. Larys didn't make silly voices like Laena, Laenor, or Harwin but Alyn didn't seem to mind because he happily responded to his father with babbling. It didn't take long for Aethan to join in as well because she didn't want to be left out of the "talk."
You will never forget Larys' smile when for the first time he was greeted by Alyn's excited screams as soon as he saw his father enter your chambers. You feel happy with all this development, not only that but Larys also starts to join you during the day, of course not every day, but sometimes he happens once at the nursery with you or they meet by "chance" with you in the gardens and show the twins the flowers together. Even Princess Helaena joins you a couple of times but she soon loses interest in the flowers and entertains herself with the bugs she finds on the ground. At those times Larys and you have to make sure the twins don't try to put any insects in their mouths.
Everything seems to be fine again...Except for Harwin, who feels displaced when you no longer allow him to spend the nights in your chambers and starts seeing you and Larys together during the day. Harwin knows that he should be happy with the fact that you no longer seem to hate him and with the rapprochement that the two of you had during the time that he helped you with the twins. You don't seem angry when you meet him at nursery, nor do you reject him when during the day he insists on spending time with you and the twins. You don't even yell at him when he proposes that Jacaerys join the four of you. He should settle for that but he can't. He just wants to get your love back.
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You should not have been surprised when one of your maids came to inform you that your husband was in the princess's chambers. You didn't expect that now that you could stand his presence and have the occasional civil conversation with him, he would magically forget about Rhaenyra. You weren't stupid, you knew he was still seeing her but you hoped he would at least have a little respect for you. You couldn't believe he dared to be in Rhaenyra's chambers while she gave birth. People were already talking about you three but this would only make it worse. You didn't think they could dare to humiliate you any further, at least at the birth of Jacaerys, Harwin hadn't dared to do this.
Fury took over your body. You ignored your maid's calls as you strode out of your chambers.
You felt the blood in your body heat up, noticing that you were getting closer to your destination. You couldn't stop thinking about your hands around Harwin's neck. You wanted to kill him. But you couldn't do it. If you kill your husband you will not go unpunished and you will suffer some punishment, your death, or your exile, and the last thing you want is to leave Alicent and Larys. So you'd have to settle for making a scene.
If Rhaenyra and Harwin wanted attention then you would make a damn spectacle. Tomorrow there wouldn't be a single person who wouldn't talk about you three.
When you finally reached your destination you abruptly opened the doors making as much noise as possible. You entered, leaving the doors open with the intention that anyone who passed by could hear you. You found Rhaenyra lying on her bed with Harwin kneeling next to her and holding her hand.
All eyes were on you, Laenor looking at you with fear, the midwives tensed while the princess and your husband looked at you with pure surprise. For a moment Rhaenyra thought that you would be at her side and accompany her while she gave birth.
“I tried to get him away from her,” Laenor said quickly, from the corner, seeing the fury in your eyes not wanting to be on the receiving end of it. Not when he had struggled to obtain your forgiveness.
You ignored your brother and headed straight for Harwin. One of Rhaenyra's handmaidens thought you would try to hurt the princess so she tried to stop you by standing in front of you. You barely bothered to look at her before pushing her in Laenor's direction. Your brother, as you expected, caught her before she could fall to the floor. The screams of the other maids irritated you even more. You hadn't even put all your strength into the push, of course, they had to be just as dramatic as Rhaenyra.
“What are you doing here?” with every second that Harwin passed in silence you felt your fury grow even more, the worst thing was that he didn't seem to have any intention of separating himself from the princess because he was still holding her hand. “Why does a sworn shield need to be here? “You questioned but again you didn't get any response causing you to lose what little control you had “You can't protect her from the birthing bed, you idiot! You shouldn't be here! Do you understand how humiliating it is for me, for my children, that you are here?!” As you spoke, you raised your voice more and more to the point that you ended up shouting, you were sure that at least your complaint had been heard by anyone who was there. will be found in the hallways. You were sure that from today the court would be sure that Harwin was the father of Rhaenyra's children.
You saw Rhaenyra flinch, you didn't know if it was because of your screams or because she was having a contraction. You didn't care anyway, she did this to herself you thought. If she were smarter she would not have gotten pregnant by your husband again and much less would she have allowed him to accompany her during her birth.
“She needs me,” said Harwin, looking at you with pleading eyes, hoping you would understand, you should, you know Rhaenyra and you know that she is afraid of childbirth after everything her mother suffered.
“Harwin, we're leaving,” you demanded.
Harwin loves you but he loves Rhaenyra too so he couldn't leave her alone right now, not when she knew she was scared and needed him.
“No,” he said painfully, knowing that the little process he had done between the two of you would be forgotten. Now you would get angry but then he would work hard to win you over again.
Your dragon blood or your Baratheon blood had to have taken over your body because suddenly your hands were on your husband's scalp. Years ago you had caressed his curls tenderly but now you found yourself pulling him with all your strength, if he wasn't willing to get out then you were willing to drag him. You would embarrass him in front of the maids and anyone in the hall.
Harwin quickly let go of Rhaenyra's hand to prevent you from ending up dragging her with him. The princess didn't know what to do as she watched in shock as Laenor grabbed you by the waist and tried to pull you away from Harwin, but you didn't give in, your hands seemed to be clinging to him. All Rhaenyra could do was shake her head as one of her handmaidens approached the door ready to call the guards and silence the rest. The last thing she wanted was to get you in trouble.
“Please, sister, let go. Please,” Laenor asked desperately. He feared that at any moment a guard would walk in and you would end up having an audience with the king for disturbing the princess in the middle of her birth and attacking her sworn shield. The worst thing is that he saw you capable in your state of the fury of telling Viserys to rot for pretending not to know what was happening right under his nose, how his grandson was a bastard: "It's not worth getting in trouble for them. Please release him. If the king and queen find out about this…
He stopped talking when he watched you loosen your grip on Harwin carelessly causing his head to hit the floor. Laenor couldn't help but grimace at the noise. He had to have pushed you away instantly because you once again grabbed Harwin by the hair, lifting his head and then slamming it back onto the floor. This time when you let go, Laenor took the opportunity to lift you up and left Rhaenyra's chambers with you on his shoulder while you shouted curses in Valyrian.
They hadn't even reached the end of the hallway when Laenor stopped, a few seconds passed before he put you down. But you understood his reaction when you saw his father standing in front of you. He was looking at you angrily and again you felt like you were a little girl getting into trouble running away from your babysitters. Laenor must have felt your anguish because he took your hand and intertwined your fingers like he used to do when you were children and you were both scolded, not only that but he put his body in front of yours.
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"Did you expect me to stand by and do nothing while they humiliated me?" you questioned your father once he finished scolding you and Laenor. During all of Corlys's talk, your brother didn't let go of your hand and you loved him more than ever for it. He could have avoided witnessing this, he could have left you alone but he didn't. Your brother wasn't to blame for your attitude but he was still scolded for not being firm enough to stop you before making a scene. You were sure that if Laenor had excused himself, your father wouldn't have bothered to scold him later.
"You humiliated yourself," he declared. It didn't matter that he had been ranting for what felt like hours he was still angry.
His words were like a slap. Unconsciously you tried to make yourself smaller in your seat as you felt a lump begin to form in your throat. He is your father, he should be on your side, he should be furious with Rhaenyra and Harwin, not you. He should be shouting and defending your honor. But instead, he's yelling at you.
You remained silent without knowing how to respond, feeling small, pathetic, and humiliated under your father's gaze. Not being able to take it anymore you lowered your head looking at your lap. You didn't like feeling like this, you hated it.
You loved your mom. It was a silly and childish thought but if she were here you believed she would take your side. She may not agree with your actions but she would never make you feel this way.
"Tomorrow the whole court will be talking about how you lost your mind, entering the princess's rooms and beating your husband," your father said making you feel worse. You had wanted to make a scene to get people talking but you thought it would be to your benefit, you thought the court would side with the poor faithful wife but maybe your father was right, maybe in the end you would be the one who would end up badly. Perhaps Rhaenyra and Harwin would not be the ones to make the Velaryons the laughingstock of the court but you. The pain in your throat worsened at that thought. "What if this reaches the king's ears?"
"That will not happen, Father," you were surprised by the firmness in your brother's voice. "Despite the distance between my sister and Rhaenyra. The princess still has great esteem for her and does not want to get her into trouble with the king. If Viserys decided to act and punish my sister that would only encourage people to talk more about the true paternity of Rhaenyra's children" he said as he gave your hand a squeeze hoping to get you out of whatever was scheming in your head knowing that it wouldn't. It must have been nothing good."Besides, I doubt people will think my sister is crazy. "The court will side with her after all it is normal to see a woman hurt by her husband's cheating."
"A maester had to see Harwin," Corlys reminded them with a frown.
"An accident. One of the maids dropped hot water and the idiot slipped and hit his head. It's his fault for being in the delivery bed when he shouldn't be" You couldn't help but laugh at the easy lie your brother made up. You wouldn't be surprised if there were people who believed her. Laenor turned to look at you with a smile, feeling satisfied to see that you were settling back down normally in your chair instead of trying to hide. "The only thing my sister did was go yell at her stupid husband for daring to snub her like that."
Before Corlys could say what he thought about it there was a knock on the door. After your father gave permission to enter a maid reported that Rhaenyra had given birth to a second son named Lucerys and that the three of you could now go and meet him.
"Come on Laenor, we have to meet the future lord of Driftmark," the Lord said once the maid left.
The fury you felt when you heard those words made you forget any feeling of smallness that your father caused you. You could allow your father many things but not this. You weren't going to stay silent while he took away your son's birthright and gave it to Rhaenyra's bastard. You knew that your father was an ambitious man and wanted to go down in history—that's why he had pushed you to spend time with Viserys as soon as Queen Aemma died and when you didn't become queen he made Laenor marry Rhaenyra even though he knew his preferences—but you never thought he would be able to deliver the legacy of your ancestors as if nothing had happened. It was insulting. This was outrageous.
When you least expected it, your father always found a new way to disappoint you.
"You can't be serious," you said, standing up abruptly from your chair while resting your hands on the desk.
"Please don't start again," your father said as if he was treating you like a tantrum child making your fury only grow even more. You could feel your blood heat up.
"He can't be Driftmark's heir," you said, emphasizing each word to get it into his head.
"He is the son of Laenor. It is his birthright"
"He is my son in name only," Laenor reminded him. He loved Jacaerys and was sure he would soon love Lucerys too, but he still knew he couldn't give any of them Driftmark. It would be an insult to Laena, to you, to his uncles and cousins.
“And why is that?” Corlys accused him. He didn't need to say any more words, the three of them knew that he blamed the lack of legitimate children on Laenor's preferences. You would think that after years your father would have accepted it by now.
“Driftmark belongs to Aethan,” you said, watching as Laenor clenched her hands into fists clearly frustrated, putting her attention back on you “He was born before Lucerys, it is his birthright” You tried hard not to raise your voice thinking that if You looked calm and confident. Your father could listen to you for once.
“You know perfectly well that the line of succession follows the lineage of Laenor.”
“That's the point,” you exclaimed. “Lucerys has no Velaryon blood and no offense to Laenor, but we all know you will never have descendants. "You turned when you saw your brother but he didn't look offended by your words so you turned your attention to your father "If Laenor doesn't have children then the line that follows is Laena's but she still doesn't have children so until that happens follow my line. Alyn was born first so he will have Harrenhall but Driftmark belongs to Aethan.”
“Lucerys will inherit Driftmark after Laenor,” your father stated as if he hadn't heard anything you said.
“He doesn't have Velaryon blood!” you argued, losing your patience, a part of you wanted to throw yourself at the desk and beat your father to the point of exhaustion. Maybe this way he would come to his senses.
“History does not remember blood, it remembers names”
Again he was looking at you like you were a little girl, like you were stupid and couldn't understand what she was talking about. But you understood, he was always going to care more about his ambition than his family. This time you did not hide from his gaze but instead took refuge in your fury.
Nightwing shouted angrily from the Dragon's Pit.
Slapped.
Your father looked at you in shock. You didn't feel guilt or regret, in fact, you felt satisfaction. You hoped the mark of your hand would remain on his face. You weren't going to apologize, he deserved it for choosing Rhaenyra and his bastard over you and your son, his own blood.
Laenor was the first to react, taking your arm and pulling you back and then standing in front of you, ready to protect you in case his father tried to do something to you. But you weren't afraid. Your father had never hit you before and you didn't think he would start doing it now, not when you were already a grown woman, not when you could still hear the furious screams of your dragon, not when you both knew that if he dared to touch you your mother wouldn't hesitate to feed him to Meleys
“Get her out of here,” Corlys ordered, regaining his patriarchal composure.
You broke free from your brother's grip. You didn't need an escort. You could go alone but you had one last thing to say. You expected this to torment him.
“You will be the one to ruin our name, you will make us a laughing stock if you leave that child as heir.”
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Of course, your fury can't last forever. That's why when Larys entered through the secret passageway that your room had, he found you curled up in bed.
"Are you angry?" You turn your back on him as you feel him lift the sheets to get into the bed next to you.
Your voice was weak and unsure like you were afraid to know his answer. And Larys didn't like it.
"Just for not being able to see how you hit my brother" he replied and you wanted to laugh but it came out more like a sob making the look in Larys' eyes soften. If it was someone else they would find it annoying or feel uncomfortable but you are the exception. He just wanted to make your pain go away. "What happened?" he asked, ready to listen to you complain about Harwin and Rhaenyra.
"My father wants Lucerys Velaryon to be heir to Driftmark instead of Aethan" You turned around and dared to sneak into your lover's chest now that you knew he wasn't upset with you.
You took Larys by surprise because he didn't expect that to be the reason for your discomfort.
"That's not going to happen," he assured you as he gave you comforting strokes on your back. "Not many children make it to the age of two. Even if they do, they can always have an accident during their childhood. And if that doesn't happen, then we'll take care of Lucerys."
You should be horrified by what Larys just said and its implications. You should be scared at how calm he seems at the idea of murdering his own nephew but instead, you feel more in love with him. It's twisted but his words gave you comfort, knowing that you weren't alone in this, that you had someone on your side who was willing to do something so heinous just for you and so that your child would have his birthright. You and Larys must be crazy thinking about the death of a newlyborn baby. You're probably not as good a person as you thought and you don't know how to feel about it. You send a silent prayer to the gods and apologize for your thoughts because that's what a good person would do. You convince yourself that your fury is still poisoning your head and that's why you think of Lucerys dead. Your usual self would never think of that. How would you wish for the death of an innocent baby?
"We won't do anything," you say but both you and Larys can notice the lack of determination in your decision. But he's smart enough not to highlight it, it would only worsen your mood. "It's not Lucerys' fault that my father chose Rhaenyra over me," your voice breaks at the end and it seems like you're about to cry again.
"He didn't choose her, he chose the power he thinks she possesses," he said in an attempt to make you feel better.
"I'm sorry that your father disappointed you," he gently wiped your tears with his thumb. "But you don't need it. You have your siblings, and your mother and you have me. I'm always on your side."
At his last statement, you felt your heart warm up along with a sudden huge need to kiss him. So you obeyed your desire and leaned towards him and then captured his lips. You kissed him again and again, you tasted his lips as if it were the most exquisite wine you had ever tasted, but the thirst you felt for him did not seem to disappear.
"Be good and make me forget about today" you asked with heavy breathing.
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i wasn't on tumblr when tlou part 2 dropped but i would love to know your thoughts on the game especially if/how they've changed with time if you're up to writing a paragraph lol
also i've seen a lot of ppl (i've never had a playstation so i have to go off of other ppl's opinions) say that while the story is about how the cycle of revenge is bad that the gameplay still rewards it and how that sort of defeats the purpose of the game for them and wanted to know your thoughts on that
happy tlou season 2 renewal <3
YES YES YES you know i’m always up for writing a paragraph (or ten)
first, let me just clarify one thing: the main message of the game is not “revenge is bad”. i hear people say this constantly and it’s just not true. the real message is all about forgiveness. if i had to boil it down to its essentials, i’d say the message is “love is a stronger force than hate.” but that’s just one interpretation!
i don’t feel that the gameplay rewards the cycle of revenge at all. abby kills joel and in return, she systematically loses everyone she cares about – leah, nick, jordan, nora, manny, yara, mel, and owen... plus she will never be allowed to go home to the WLF again. lev loses his entire family and community too. and they’ve both experienced unspeakable horrors while they were held captive by the rattlers. abby was punished for her decision at literally every turn. but she keeps fighting to survive because she has found a much stronger reason than hate to stay alive: love. protection. family. the first time she ever has a happy dream of her father, after years of nightmares, is when she saves yara and lev. killing joel didn’t give abby closure, but finding something to fight for did. it’s the exact same thing joel found with ellie.
ellie is not rewarded for her actions either. she’s the one picking off the salt lake crew members one by one, but we see her lose a piece of herself each time. she’s not experiencing catharsis, she’s only spiraling deeper into obsession and grief. she can’t appreciate anything good in her life, because she’s still consumed by everything she’s lost. she walks out on her partner, their baby, and their dream home to chase after this elusive “closure”, knowing that she may die trying. i think ellie herself knows that killing abby won’t make her feel better, but the only alternative is forgiving joel and moving on without him, which she doesn’t feel is possible yet. she has to lose everything before she’s able to accept joel for who he is and what he’s done.
it’s a fucking masterpiece the way that the game makes you think joel and ellie’s last conversation was a fight, until they reveal that actually, their last conversation was ellie offering him an olive branch. “i don’t think i can ever forgive you for that. but... i would like to try.” is so impactful because ellie never got the chance to forgive joel while he was alive. even while she was trying to avenge his death, she couldn’t forgive him. it’s only when she has lost herself that she can finally forgive him, and perhaps she can even understand him. that forgiveness has nothing to do with abby or anyone else – it’s all about ellie. it’s about love.
as for my personal opinions about tlou2, they haven’t changed much. i loved it when i played it the first time and i love it even more now!! i greatly appreciate the sheer balls they had, and the fact that they never changed their creative vision to make the game more palatable / marketable. i’ve never seen a game make such an unpopular choice and i respect the fuck out of them for doing it no matter what anyone said. i love joel but i’m glad he died because it gave rise to one of the most impactful stories i’ve ever had the pleasure of experiencing 💖
(special mention to the fact that the main character is a lesbian, which is something i would never even think to wish for because it’s so uncommon in games of this genre. ellie is everything i’ve ever wanted from gay rep, meaning that she’s literally just existing as a gay person and her sexuality has hardly anything to do with the plot. i fucking love how she has a detailed story, a rich personality, and complicated relationships while she just happens to be a lesbian. it’s literally perfect, no notes!)
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Hi!💛
I'm pretty new to fandom (beeing a young gal), so I don't really know the do's and don'ts of like interacting with people on the internet. I only started commenting because you gave me the courage (thank you, btw, for being so nice to me💛). I think I got so used to the hate and judgement on other platforms that I was (and still am) anxious about interacting with people on the internet. It's nice seeing people just rambling about what they like and just being nice all-round, but I didn't think I could do that, you know ?
So, do you have any recommendations? Or like, advice?
Because idk if I can just start talking to random people on tumblr, I don't know what mutuals are. Do i have to introduce myself or anything? I don't even know if I can talk to you (so you don't have to talk to me if you don't want to). So, any advice will be greatly appreciated, thanks💛
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i don't know if i have any solid advice because like anywhere else people have different preferences here too. but like, from what i've seen, people usually are very very welcoming to even random messages! so if you feel like saying something to someone, i think you can always message them! if they don't want to answer for some reason, they don't need to. but personally at least random messages always (lol assuming they're not nasty but you wouldn't!) make me smile and i love chatting with people :D
I'm still nervous messaging new people, too! but i try to think that best case scenario, i'll make a new friend, and worst case scenario they just won't reply so... not too bad even then :'D
most of the time if people make posts on their own blog that allow replies don't mind replies at all so if you have something to add or say then go for it! if they truly don't want people to say anything they have the option to turn off replies anyway. same with messages tbh, if they don't want them, they can turn them off.
mutuals just means that you follow them and they follow you back, like, mutual following. but personally i don't really care about that, honestly, it's always nice talking to people mutuals or not! so don't let that hold you back :3 and you don't need to introduce yourself if you don't wanna! i've gotten some really random messages about things and it's been a nice chat even tho i have no idea who the person is haha.
i wish you all the best and good luck with your online interactions!! 💖 and you can always, always message me if you wanna :3 💖
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