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Cursed cat Alastor x Lilo and Stitch

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Would you share some of walls; monster idea? 💕

Of course hun!!! Hope you're keeping well!! 🤗💖

This one is kinda... abstract? I don't know what happened honestly. I started it with a clear scene in mind but for whatever reason my brain floundered and it become... this. Not my best work, but at most I'll try to build something off of it or start from scratch with the premise. Either way, apologies if it's not all that comprehensible; apparently my brain decided to be vague T_T

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The walls of the corridor are white. Painfully bare and cold, sterile like an active lab. Clinical, impersonal, frighteningly soulless in the maze of liminal space.

The dead end rooms are no different. Few effects that may belong to the room's owner scattered in exact measures and lines, personal but so alien. No substantial amount of diversability. Rigid showrooms designed by inhuman hands, organised by some geometric algorithm than a considerate mind.

And those are only the offices. Little else to be said of the habsuites the occupants of this purgatorial prison call bedrooms; four walls and the basics of mortal need. Individuality suffocated by uniform white, patients angelic in their unintentional subservience. Well-being, physical and mental, the currency; the lead and collar.

The shackles and bars. 

Within the desolate passage your steps are light, subdued but echoing behind the nurse in front.

It makes you itch: the silence, the unnerving break of sound. The whole place is rotten, a breeding farm for paranoia and the rushing squeeze of anxiety. Where the fragile tragically crumble, and the stable are dangerously restless.

Still uncertain of where you sit, at which table you will choke at. Stable enough to keep quiet and lie, fragile enough to jump and cry at the irregular.

At the threat of dark ichor bleeding through the walls and corners, the awful texture of unfiltered gunk spilling from your throat, the pure terror of waking to tar drooling overhead from the open maw of a beast only you know and see.

Trapped and alone in the shade of your isolation, save for the creature that inadvertently put you here. That would have you a victim, to itself or this cursed facility. Whoever’s jaws snap first.

With the way It follows, stains the white of sterile walls with running streaks and bubbling splotches of black without truly showing itself. Stalking you and the oblivious nurse that cut you with her tone as a calculating predator does, you think you know what one will take you first.

What one will take you, in its twisted nature to save you.

#i've noticed that i like hallways and corridors in my written horror #not sure what that says about me but i'm not dissecting it #it's a mess but i like the premise and want to do something with it #tldr you have a monster only you can see and its means of protecting you is ultimately to consume and assimilate you 🙃 #this isn't clear on that sadly but it'll be something to work on if my brain doesn't turn to goop again #wip #my wip #my writing #ask #shallow-gravy #thank you for the ask hun!!! 💖💖💖

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The Cold of a Steel Heart (Yandere robot/AI) sounds interesting could we see some of that please!! 👀👀

Ahhhhhh sure thing hun!!! Hope you're doing well by the way! 🤗💖

TBH, as a bit of backstory, this mostly came about from a combination of a dream I had a while ago and because I wanted to write something horror related. Natural conclusion considering the dream I had was a yandere AI/robot, with a bit more of a lean into the horror aspect. It's not very prevalent in this preview, more tension building and scene setting I guess, but the idea is for it to get worse and never better 😃🙃

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You flail as you turn around, back pressed tightly against the heavy steel of your barred exit. Eyes widening as another wave of panicked nausea twists violently in your stomach. Unable to look away from the monstrosity that’s cornered you.

It’s a machine, makeshift and crude. Rover-like if not for how It fills the space, large with a mishmash of parts that you can not entirely make out in the gloom.

The steady pulsing of the emergency lights cast deep shadows across Its angular frame, the uncanny illusion of It breathing setting you further on edge as It fades into the black and reappears with the red like a spectre. Tears spilling down your cheeks as the light glints hauntingly on a large lens, welded brutishly into a rectangular box that reminds you of a projector or one of the chunky VHS players found in the monitoring rooms.

It rumbles, chugs to a gradual stop a few feet in front of you. Eerily silent bar for the click-click-click as the makeshift projector moves, mechanical joints jolting as It hunches over to look down at you. Its dark lens is cold and bright, a midnight sun stained vermillion in the polar night. Immovable and disquieting as it looms over you, an ill fated omen painfully still like an apex hunter lying in wait for the appointed hour.

Swallowing the whimper lodged in your throat you shakily stare up at It. Can just about make out the movement in Its lens, can hear that grinding whirl from earlier as Its aperture shifts and focuses. The rectangular casing which you are coming to realise might be its face jankily falls closer, startling a yelp out of you before Its frame falls still yet again with a hissing creak.

The stare off feels like it lasts forever, time at a laborious crawl as the lights keep dimming and brightening in measured breaths. The machine’s lens glowing as the light glints and shines off of it, traps the colour sinisterly in the glass as It bears down on you like a spotlight (you swear you can see your trembling reflection in Its red-tinted gaze).

As another pulse of red bleeds into the sea of dead air between you. Its shutter schlinks closed in what you can only guess is a facsimile of a blink, the sound gritty as though filled with sand between the blades. A swift but quiet be-beep following the grainy sound, digital and so loud against the stifling silence that you instinctively flinch back and closer against the door.

#hope it's okay? #it's only really getting started but still #i like to know when i do good 😊 #and if its not good don't tell me lol #it's a wip for a reason (i tell myself; try not to overthink it) #wip #my wip #my writing #ask #derelictheretic #thank you for the ask hun!!! 💖💖💖

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WIP Round-Up

Tagged by: @deputyash @fadedjacket @shallow-gravy @just-mint-to-be -- thank you, much love to you all! 🤗🥰

Tagging (optional as always): Everyone back, as well as @weekend-writer @starsandskies @words-and-seeds @littlegoldfinchh @chyrstis @chazz-anova @derelictheretic and anyone else that wants to do it.

Rules: Post the names of all the files in your wip folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them and then post a little snippet of it or tell them something about it! Tag as many people as you have WIPS or how many you want

A/N: Oof been a while… depression is wild, y’all. Anyway, gonna count this towards WIP day tags as I’ve not really been working on anything lately, only occasionally jotting notes and things down.

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Another fight scene attempt

Platonic (Yandere maybe) Genshin Impact ideas - Neuvillette

The Cold of a Steel Heart (Yandere robot/AI)

Yandere x Reader - Comfort

In The Arms of Comfort (FF14)

Copy of Home - FF14 thing

Platonic Star Rail - Welt

Final Hour - FF14

***: Weapon Description/Story #1

Walls; monster idea

#really into platonic stuff atm #found family for the win #shame i can't find motivation to write any of it down #also not an extensive list #literally just stuff done in the last few months #if we looked at all my wips we'd be going back years #and i'm not prepared for that level of shame #also much MUCH love to those that still tag me in these things #it's nice to know i've not been completely forgotten ya know? #even if i am terrible at responding... 😓 #it's still greatly appreciated all the same 💖 #tagged #tag game #wip day #wip roundup #deputyash #fadedjacket #shallow-gravy #just-mint-to-be

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Ecosocialist praxis

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Tagged by the amazing: @weekend-writer — thank you darling! 😊

Loool I don’t know what to say. I would’ve thought more rock would be on there, but I guess it really was a good year for Nerdcore 😅

Tagging (although completely optional): @fadedjacket @words-and-seeds @chyrstis @derelictheretic @teamhawkeye @littlegoldfinchh @starsandskies

#please don’t judge me lol #tagged #tag game #spotify wrapped #spotify wrapped 2023 #weekend-writer

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Managed to write 6 paragraphs today.

Lowkey proud of myself.

#motivation? don’t know the bitch #writing #personal #it’s fucking cooold in the uk today

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WIP Day

Tagged by: @deputyash @fadedjacket — thank you darlings!! 🧡 Sorry I’m so late 😭

Tagging (completely optional as always): @chyrstis @chazz-anova @starsandskies @littlegoldfinchh @weekend-writer @shallow-gravy @derelictheretic — and anyone else that wants to participate.

A/N: Keep forgetting to respond and share… 😓 Anyway, I’m literally going to give a paragraph or two of a few of the stuff I’ve been drafting/playing around with recently as compensation. Hope it’s okay…

P.S. All WIP’s are reader insert, even if reader is not noted in the mini titles below.

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FFXIV – Hythlodaeus & Hades – Platonic/Romantic (unrequited?)

Too tired to wince at how rough your voice sounds you blink at the shape in front you. Anxiously wait and watch as it moves, revealing the dopey smile on your friend's face as he peers at you across the small gap between you.

“Apologies, my friend,” he says, only slightly insincere, “you were sleeping so deeply we didn’t think we’d wake you. Ah, but hopefully seeing you as such will put our friend’s mind at rest. He won’t admit it, stubborn as he is, but he was frightfully worried when he heard of the state you returned in.”

Hythlodaeus’ hand breaches the distance. Lithe fingers brushing over a noticeable cut across your exposed cheek. Wincing at the raw sting his signature mischievous smile dims, softens into something you can not quite name as he quietly admits, “we both were.”

Honkai: Star Rail – Welt Yang – Platonic

“Do you want it?”

Startled you look up, peering out from the shade of your hood to meet the wise eyes of Mr. Welt Yang. The familiar soft brown, an almost burnt orange in certain lighting, a comfort to you and your simmering anxiety in this bustling and foreign city.

Eyes wide and brows furrowed, you hum high and questioningly at the older man as he stands beside you. Cane firmly planted on his far side as his free hand rests comfortably behind his back, refined but at ease. Smile light but fond as the midday sun catches on his glasses.

“The model kit,” he says, turning to look at said kit behind a nearby display window, “you were staring at it quite intently. Did you want to get it for our next journey? I’m unsure how long we’ll be travelling before we reach our next destination, and it could be a good way to pass the time before we get there.”

FFXIV – N/A – N/A

A thunderous crash draws your alarmed gaze, the cacophony of wailing voices and guttural roars overwhelming as a centipedeian creature barrels into a building down the street. Windows shattering in a blast that tussles your robes, the fabric of your hood flapping violently in your ears. Watch in horror as the monstrosity tunnels through and out of the building floors higher, shrieking and flailing wildly as glass and rubble tumble down around it and onto the burning street below. The structure caving in under the combined force of its assault and its own weight, a slow motion fall that has the anguish rise in your breast; the destruction of your blazing city reflected before your glassy eyes.

#been massively struggling motivation wise and not sure what to do about it… #platonic ideas are the only ones in my head recently but writing them down? a Herculean task #my writing #my drafts #fanfic #fanfiction #tag game #wip game #wip wednesday #deputyash #fadedjacket #thank you lovelies! ❤️ #sorry it’s been so long. hope you can both forgive me!

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i like yandere fics because i would much rather be locked in a basement and subjected to unspeakable horrors than work

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hey guys so apparently this is a thing a lot of people don't realise but like. if you have had writer's block/ art block for like. six months. a year. two years. that's maybe not a block. that's maybe depression. and you should maybe look into treating the source of the problem instead of just beating yourself up for not being able to write/draw. be kind to yourself and know that your struggle to create isn't based in laziness or a lack of skill or talent.

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fanfic speedrun: write the scene you want to write and skip the rest of the fic

(same goes on the reader side of things)

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If yall just read the fanfics i write in my head before i fall asleep i would be so ao3 famous smh

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"Self insert characters are cringe"

Bro I'm trying to survive capitalism with maladaptive daydreaming. Leave me alone.