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because-of-a-friend · 3 years

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Seventeen Reaction: You Suddenly Being Shy

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Thanks for the request anon! Hope you like it!!!!

CHOI SEUNGCHEOL

He thinks is the cutest thing in the world and he also cannot believe he has that kind of sway over you. He's like????? They're shy around me?????? He'll do a lot of cute little things to try and get you to relax around him and be more comfortable being yourself around him. When you're not super close, he'll do random things to make himself look ridiculous so if he's intimidating to you at all, he seems less so. Then as you grow more comfortable with each other, anytime he notices you becoming quiet he'll do something like plucking your chin or some other cute gesture that he knows you'll have some sort of witty comeback for. He appreciates and adores both sides of you, but always wants to make sure you feel comfortable around him.

YOON JEONGHAN

Jeonghan will likely match your energy depending on how you're feeling. But he does have a habit of challenging your more sarcastic side because he tends to talk quite bluntly, so he thinks those conversations are more fun. He honestly has a lot of fun figuring out how to push your buttons until you two are ceaselessly teasing each other. He'll leave you be if it really seems like you're not up to it and respects when you're more quiet. He can always easily go with the flow depending on your mood.

JOSHUA HONG

Josh tends to also get shy around new people or one on one with people he doesn't know that well or in other moments he's not prepared for. So if you suddenly get shy, it'll probably trigger his shyness as well. He'll suddenly be unsure of what to say or where to look or how to act. Moments between you and Joshua tend to be very sweet and lighthearted since both of you are very careful towards each other. Any sort of friendship/relationship with each other with each other will progress slowly because it takes you two awhile to fully open up to each other. But it means that you two also eventually feel very comfortable around each other since you spent so much time building up trust.

WEN JUNHUI

He probably hates this lol. Not because of you but because he just can't stand awkward silence and puts all the pressure on himself to fix it. He also doesn't really get it????? Like you were fine around him when you were hanging out with other members or friends????? He watched you roast Wonwoo with no hesitation earlier???? But now that it's just you and him you're so shy?????? Get ready for chaotic Jun because he's going to be pulling all of the punches to get you to laugh again. Honestly when there's an awkward silence he can't really help but keep talking to fill it in, so you might learn a lot more about Jun in five minutes than you thought you would in years lol.

KWON SOONYOUNG

(Sorry for using such a big gif but he really is the prettiest man on earth omfg)

Might also be a little awkward when you suddenly get shy. He worries that he said something to offend you or that maybe you don't like him. So he tends to approach you carefully when he notices that you're shy around him to make sure that you two are on good terms. He'll actually make an effort to talk more quietly around you and try to sit really still and not make any sudden big movements so he doesn't catch you off guard or upset you. He tries to be as polite as possible and will make a real effort to start enjoyable conversations. Probably asks other people stuff like what movies you like or what songs you listen to so he has something to talk to you about when he sees you.

JEON WONWOO

Pls this is his worst nightmare. He's not confident in handling social situations so when you suddenly get quiet around him, he has no idea what to do. He'll awkwardly blurt out some random questions and cringe inwardly every time it doesn't lead to an actual conversation. He'll wonder what's up since you seemed so confident around other people. Like Soonyoung, he'll worry over you not liking him for some reason. He'll probably actually end up pulling back and letting you approach him in the future so any contact between you two can be on your terms so he knows you're comfortable.

LEE JIHOON

May not fully notice. Jihoon tends to be off in his own world anyways so your mood change around him may fly right over his head. He's not always conscious of people's behaviors and changes in them because of his tendency to zone out. Honestly it's sort of a relief. If you're feeling a little more nervous as you spend one on one time with him, it's almost nice that he seems to continue on with business as usual. It's nice that he won't really point it out or make a big deal of it. He's usually pretty gentle during conversation anyways so it's not like there's anything he's doing to be intimidating. If he notices you being shy, he might get a little shy as well, but he'll do anything he can to make you comfortable and get on your good side.

LEE SEOKMIN

Seokmin is such a people pleaser so you suddenly going quiet is going to be a problem for him. He needs you to like him so much. He's going to figure out what makes you feel the most comfortable around him. Do you want him to take the lead in conversations? Would you prefer he back off a little? Do you like it when he's joking? More serious? He'll test the waters and feel out what brings back your more confident side so he can tell what makes you more comfortable around him. He'll navigate every conversation with care so you'll enjoy talking with him.

KIM MINGYU

Also the type to kind of slip up when this happens. He doesn't know how to continue when you suddenly get shy around him. It highkey gives him butterflies, he thinks it's so cute. So then he's shy around you, leading to him doing awkward things, all while he's trying to help you feel less shy around him. He's a giggling/blushing mess around you 24/7, which definitely helps him seem less intimidating. But he very much genuinely wants you to feel comfortable around him so he'll always be as kind and friendly as possible.

[A/N: So Tumblr has suddenly decided I can only add ten imagines to each post even tho up until now, I was able to add gifs for all thirteen members. Soooo I was wondering if you guys preferred for me to either separate maknae line and hyung line for reactions, or if you want me to leave gifs out and have all members in one post for reactions, or if y'all want to do it by request??? Until I get a good read on what y'all want I'm just gonna cut the gifs are where I have to lol. Please let me know what y'all want me to do!!!!]

XU MYUNGHO

Myungho takes this in a silent stride. When he notices you suddenly get shy around him, he'll just sort of quietly take note of it. He'll try to encourage your usual sarcastic side to make sure you know he's comfortable with it. If it doesn't seem like it's working, he'll back off and try to take things slow and gentle with you until you feel more comfortable around him one on one. He'd never admit it but he is ecstatic when your sarcastic side starts to show. Any biting remark you have for him is met with a smirk and an equally biting remark. He's fine when you're more shy but he'll feel uneasy himself until you're comfortable around him.

BOO SEUNGKWAN

Seungkwan will have an "oh no, oh no, oh no, oh no" moment when he realizes you're suddenly shy around him. He also wants everyone to like him and be happy around him. He will also wonder if he did something to offend you and be incredibly nervous and unhappy until you're comfortable around him again. He's constantly hesitant when approaching you and then as conversation progresses, he'll pull out the big guns with his humor to get you laughing and hopefully back to your normal self.

VERNON CHWE

This may also go over his head. Vernon isn't always super in tune with the people around him just depending on what's going in his head. He also usually lets the people around him lead conversations anyways, so he'll just follow your vibes conversation to conversation. When you're shy he'll just speak to you casually and keep it light. When your more sarcastic side shows, he'll vamp it up and match your energy (although with him, he'll use sarcasm as a way to casually flirt for sure lol). But overall it's hardly even noticeable to him.

LEE CHAN

Dino probably also gets shy when you get shy. He may not notice your change at first but as soon as he does he just goes "oooooooooh" and then backs way off. He's the type to awkwardly laugh every other sentence when speaking to you, desperate to make sure the conversation feels light and happy. He's not really the best at navigating meeting new people and learning how to connect with them specifically. He's happy to try anything and everything to help you feel more at ease around him, though.

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nordicpoppie · 3 years

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BTS - Hyung line - Reaction to adopting a hybrid

This was supposed to be a short reaction but it somehow ended up being longer, my wild imagination took over apologies, so it’ll be posted with Hyung line and Maknae line separated as they’re quite long.

Again feel free to leave some suggestions or criticism for the reactions!

Y/N = Your Name

Seokjin

Jin had previously owned a few hybrids, but he was actually against the owning hybrids part. He wanted the hybrids to be as free as humans.

When Jin found you, you had been hiding out behind a dumpster in a dark alleyway. You were thin, ribs showing and your hair was matted and dirty. You looked like you'd never had a proper meal or had a bath.

At first you were very hesitant to follow Jin. And understandably so, it was humans who had caused you harm so trusting another human would be difficult.

Jin returned many days and brought you food and water to slowly build up a trust between you. Slowly he started learning more about you and you about him.

Finally after a month of these small exchanges between you, you decided to take him up on his offer and go with him. Jin took you to his apartment where he worked from home as a lawyer.

He showed you what would be your room and told you you’d go out to buy necessities the day after. He brought you food and made sure you were warm and happy staying there.

In the days following Jin taught you about society and how to get a job and buy clothes and food, all necessary if you had to survive and function. While it was very hard for you to adapt to the many strange scents and many humans, you were very grateful to him for teaching you.

While Jin was teaching you all these things, he prepared paperwork to first adopt you, and then later set you free. According to the law you had to be owned by someone for at least 1 year before they could set you free. Jin had told you prior to this that he probably needed to adopt you if you wanted to be set free to which you agreed.

As the months went by you and Jin grew closer, despite Jin trying to maintain a certain distance to you, he couldn’t help but grow close to you. You couldn’t help but feel fond of him either, he always helped you and he was nice towards you.

As the year was coming to an end, Jin had consulted his friends about his feelings and they’d told him to just keep living with him, if not as a hybrid as an equal to him. Being very hesitant Jin asked you at dinner if you’d want to be his hybrid or if you’d want to stay and live with him after being set free.

Feeling a heavy weight lift off his shoulders he was suddenly surprised with a physical weight in his arms. You’d jumped into his arms laughing and smiling brightly while repeating “Yes! Yes!”.

A few days after you were a free hybrid with a job, and you were staying with Jin in his apartment.

Namjoon

Namjoon worked in a very popular company, and his parents and grandparents were from a very rich conglomerate so needless to say there were a lot of expectations for him.

Usually rich people like Namjoon and his family would own at least 3 hybrids of rare breeds, however Namjoon had yet to buy any.

Namjoon didn’t understand or see the gall in owning hybrids, yes they were fascinating creatures, but he couldn’t see himself owning one with how busy he was at work. And even if he had time, he couldn’t possibly imagine finding a hybrid that would have the same hobbies or interests as him.

His family however kept pushing him to buy one so in the end he went to an adoption center just to look so he had an excuse for the next gathering.

When he arrived at the adoption center he had already made up his mind, he wasn’t walking home with a hybrid today, if he ever was. Even if he found a hybrid that matched what his parents wanted, a high end expensive rare breed, they couldn’t possibly have the same interests.

Needless to say Namjoon wanted a hybrid that would talk with him and share hobbies with him. He didn’t just want something pretty, he wanted a companion.

As an employee came up to him, asking what he was looking for, Namjoon gave her a short description of his hobbies and hopes for the hybrid.

The employee immediately clapped their hands, claiming they had one just for him. A young hybrid, though not exactly a rare breed, but one that fit the description Namjoon gave.

The employee asked Namjoon to wait while she went to get the hybrid.

When the employee returned, there was a hybrid with them. They had a big book under their arms and a curious look in their eyes.

Surprised to see such a big book in the hybrids arms Namjoon went closer, only to notice that the book was one of his own favourites.

The employee told them to get comfortable and get to know each other before they left them to themselves.

A short while later Namjoon and the hybrid, who he now knew was called Y/N were busy talking and learning about each other.

By the end of the day you both agreed that Namjoon would return a few times the next week to really check your chemistry before he would adopt you.

Needless to say Namjoon soon realized the chemistry between you was just right, so he ended up adopting you and bringing you home just a week later.

While Namjoons parents weren’t exactly thrilled with your breed, they couldn’t complain as their son had finally found the perfect hybrid that fitted his personality and made him beyond happy and thrilled.

Yoongi

Yoongi had long wanted to adopt a hybrid, however he had yet to find the one suited for him. Most hybrids were hyperactive energy bombs, who were noisy and had many demands,not something Yoongi wanted anything to do with, especially seeing as he worked from home and needed peace and quiet.

He had visited many different hybrid centers and been written up for adoption at all of them, if they found a hybrid fitting his description.

However none of them had contacted him yet, which meant he would have to wait a long time or just keep searching.

When entering a new center that he hadn’t visited earlier he was very surprised at the lack of noise. Usually the centers were booming with shouts and yells from hybrids who were playing with each other.

While an employee showed him around the center he spotted a tiny hybrid with giant headphones on their head. They looked very concentrated with whatever they were doing. Intrigued, Yoongi decided to walk closer and ask about it.

Feeling someone tap your shoulder you looked up, a bit annoyed that someone disturbed your quiet time. Surprise soon took over however as you noticed it was a possible adopter, and you had just given them your most annoyed face.

Thinking you had just ruined all chances of being adopted by him, you were surprised when he started asking questions about what you were doing, your name and hobbies.

As you started talking you noticed how much he actually made you want to talk, usually you were quiet and stayed away from others, but this person made you want to talk.

The employee came over after a while and asked how it was going, as well as asking if Yoongi would like to adopt you.

Though Yoongi did feel a great connection between you already, he was unsure if he should adopt you.

The employee suggested a trial period where you would go to Yoongi's house and stay for 14 days, before he and you together would decide if you’d get adopted.

During the trial period Yoongi noted how attentive you were to not only your own needs, but also his needs. You brought him food and water when he was working and you made sure he actually got sleep and breaks from work.

Meanwhile Yoongi also noted that you really liked talking to him, but were very shy around others.

When the 14 days were up, Yoongi told you his decision to adopt you, if you wanted to. Elated you jumped around him while holding your signed adoption papers.

While Yoongi normally would get annoyed at people jumping around him, he simply smiled happily at you.

Hoseok

Hoseok already owned one hybrid, but he had wanted to adopt another for a while. Both because he wanted his hybrid to have a friend while he worked, but also because he really adored hybrids.

While Hoseok himself was quite the sunshine, he couldn’t beat his hybrid. They were like a shining star full of energy. This also meant Hoseok couldn’t just adopt any hybrid, he needed an energetic hybrid.

While energetic hybrids weren’t exactly rare, it was hard to find the good energetic ones. Most of the energetic hybrids were just out of control, who would trash the apartment in their flurry of energy.

When Hoseok went to the adoption center he saw many energetic hybrids. They were running around, chasing each other, playing some kind of tag.

He observed for a while and went to ask an employee which of them were up for adoption as well as which of them fit his description.

Surprisingly the employee led him to another room where more hybrids were running and playing.

There they pointed to the hybrid chasing the others around.

Watching them play for a bit Hoseok went over to talk with the hybrid after their game. While the other hybrids seemed to want to continue, you knew when to stop to not go overboard.

Hoseok noticed this and already he felt positive you’d be a perfect fit. However, to be sure he wanted to converse with you and get to know you.

When you told him about your favourite movies and favourite music Hoseok wanted to grab your hand right then and there, and run to sign the papers. But he had to make sure not only he and you got along, but also you and his other hybrid would get along.

The employee arranged a meeting between you and Hoseok's hybrid. While meeting each other was awkward at first, you soon bonded and started playing together, much to Hoseok's joy.

Deciding after just a week of meeting you, to adopt you, Hoseok brought you home to celebrate your adoption and welcome you to his home.

While Hoseok prepared the dinner, you and his hybrid would run around and play, like you’d do many days in the future too.

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nanamismoonchild · 5 years

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Touch The Moon

Chapter 1: He’s Seeing Dead People

Genre: Mediator!AU, Supernatural, Fluff, Angst

WC: 1K

Warnings: General Cheesiness, thot!Jimin

Summary: A happy family who had exceeded what people thought of us. My dream was true. But it was someone else’s dream I was living.

A/N: The first chapter of Touch the Moon is here! Enjoy this small chapter!

The beauty of the bombs fascinates all of us. A purple ocean coming from the fans, our ARMYs, to show their love and devotion to us. All of them chanting our names as we performed our biggest hits.

It was this time where I stopped being a leader and went back to the boy who achieved his dreams. ARMY is a blessing that I wouldn’t change for the world; we came a long way for this, all seven of us.

“Kim Seokjin, Min Yoongi, Jung Hoseok, Park Jimin, Kim Taehyung, Jeon Jungkook, BTS!”

“We love you BTS!”

A happy family who had exceeded what people thought of us. My dream was true.

But it was someone else’s dream I was living.

“That was amazing! Concerts like these never cease to astonish me. Did you hear the fan chants?” Jungkook exclaimed with a bounce to his step.

The concert had been incredible in more ways than one. ARMY had out did themselves once again. They had created many banners, all blown up images of pictures that Hoseok had uploaded to our twitter. It had made us chuckle through the stress of ending the concert with a bang. Even though it had ended almost two hours ago, I was still feeling the buzz and chill of fans singing a goodbye—for now—song. We had lingered awhile to help the crew clean up before we headed to our hotel for the night.

Jimin was carrying a huge bag full of thrown toys (and some lady panties.) It was probably heavier than himself, but he carried it with a big smile.

“One of these thongs I picked up has a phone number written on it!”

We all groaned, not looking forward to being woken up at ass o’clock to the amount of lewd noises coming from his room. Jimin always managed to sneak a girl into our closed off section of the hotel. How? We might never find out.

“Jimin, we need to rest. This concert was emotionally and physically draining for all of us,” I said while gulping down a water bottle.

“Seokjin, you can be a born-virgin,but I’m calling this number whether you all like it or not.”

Jungkook sighed and rightfully so. He was rooming with Jimin and knew he had to find another room to sleep in.

There are six of us, so we usually decide to room in pairs. I was with Taehyung, Yoongi with Hoseok, and Jimin with Jungkook. Now that Jimin planned on having a fuckfest, Jungkook had to room with one of us, which wouldn’t be so bad if Yoongi and Hoseok weren’t a couple and sometimes woke up having sex. They are proud and clear about it. We may have all groaned about Jimin preparing to keep all of us awake with nonstop moaning, but Yoongi and Hoseok were on another level. I don’t want to go into the descriptions of those horrible nights.

“Seokjin-Hyung, can I room with you and Taehyung?”

I knew it.

Taehyung spoke up, “Sure, Kookie. I’m sure we can fit on my bed together.”

I could practically see the terror release out of Jungkook’s body.

Jungkook smiled, knowing that he would sleep comfortably in the arms of Taehyung,“Jimin, why do you have to be so horny? This is a night to appreciate what we’ve achieved so far. ARMYs mean more to us than to use them as groupies.”

“But they’re willing and I need an emotional fuck right now. I mean, come on, it’s our last concert of the year…”

The room was quiet save for the steady hum of the humidifier. Our last concert of the year. We had decided we needed a break from the constant pressure. Of course, we’d still interact with our fans, just no comeback, no concert, no fan sign, for a year. Some would say it would be the end of us, but we have a strong enough fanbase to not let that happen. One year of a blissful time for us to relax and celebrate being human for once.

Taehyung smiled, “I’m going to try to visit as many restaurants as I can.”

“I’ll come with you,” Jimin and Jungkook said in unison.

Hoseok laughed, getting into his assigned car. Yoongi must have told him the news.

The maknae line all looked at Hoseok as his disappeared into the car.

“Jin, why is he laughing? No one told a joke.”

“Hoseok doesn’t need a joke to laugh.”

“True.”

Yoongi was next to give the young ones a reaction—a mean glare---before getting into the seat beside his love.

Jimin frowned, “Jin, this better not be one of your group building ideas or so fucking help me-”

“You get paid.”

Jimin hopped into his car without another word.

In the hotel, we all divided into our separate rooms. Jimin had already called the poor girl who had left her phone number on her underwear. She had squealed and screamed into the phone when Jimin introduced himself.

“She’ll be coming soon,” he said with a smirk as he entered his room. The innuendo was not unheard.

Taehyung, Jungkook, and I went into our room, falling onto the beds. It was 3 in the morning and we were dead tired.

“I think I’ll shower when I wake up,” Jungkook announced opening his suitcase and pulling out his pajamas.

Taehyung was doing the same as he said, “Same. We don’t have to worry about getting up too early. Our plane leaves at eight at night.”

They both looked at me, waiting for my response. I was busy gawking at the figure in front of me.

A figure they couldn’t see.

A very dead girl clutching a Bangtan bomb in her hand, looking around the room in awe. Her ghastly glow was unmistakable. How had she died and ended up in our room?

“Jinnie? Are you ok?”

“He’s seeing dead people. Leave him alone. Let’s go to bed.”

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monochromaticinsignias · 6 years

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Jeon Jungkook | 0.4 Never Again

04 | FINAL

~ 01 | 02 | 03

Cursing !

Strong Language !

Words : 3.3k

Summary : The usual fight occurred that night, leading one thing to another. Jungkook wanted nothing but to skip years in his life, he’s tired of everything—but when his wish did get granted..

Things aren’t the same anymore..

Never Again

Everything was at peace.

Everything was serene.

But he knew it’s all just a hallucination.

Jungkook doesn’t want to open his eyes, all he wants is to just feel the comforting atmosphere and nothing else. But he knew the alter ego didn’t grant his wish for nothing, so when a hand landed on his shoulder, it simply implied that he has to face what he had begun.

And when he did, he immediately looked down as the voices came entering his ears.

“Where were you?”

He came face to face with his own self who had just entered the room, and he nearly lurched at how he looked so.. done with everything.

Jimin nudges him forcefully this time, indicating that he better watch how the past unfolded -and how his wish is created- and he unwillingly lifted his head up, forced to see how everything turned out.

“Practice.”

He cringed.

“Jungkook, it’s an hour past midnight.”

“Your point?”

Jimin’s P O V

To be honest, I’m enjoying the show. It satisfied me how the maknae looked so shameful and guilty looking back at how he acted at [Y/n].

Sweet [Y/n].

“I was worried. I didn’t know what happened, you weren’t answering your phone and—”

She always was a kind hearted soul, it confused me back why this stupid bunny wanted to skip everything he had to do with her when she did nothing but support and wait for him all her life.

“Well I’m here now, aren’t I?”

I see Jungkook beginning to tear up, and it served as my amusement. If I’m not nice to him, I would’ve said ‘Too late’ for him to realize whatever he did.

“You needn’t call me, I thought you knew I always come home late.”

It suits him enough to realize he had lost such a great gift.

“I know but I told you, I was worri—”

But the death of [Y/n] was something I also dreaded.

“Well I don’t need your worry. I am capable of being by myself, I know how life works around.”

She was a friend of mine too, both her and her alter.

For the both of them to just disappear the face of the earth is difficult to cope with, but I managed with the rest of the team.

As the repeated lines of the argument came ringing back and forth, I took notice of how Jungkook is slowly being reduced to a crumpled ball on the floor, his shaking body already quaked over with sobs as he echoed his apologies again and again. I rolled my eyes, he should be aware of the consequence.

“Get the fuck up,” I seethe lowly, aware of his pained visage. “You don’t get to feel sad. You wanted this, deal with it.” I yank him up by his arm, making sure to emphasize every word whilst ignoring his tearful eyes that glossed with water in less than a second.

It was true, though.

He didn’t get to cry after badmouthing her like that.

It’s unfair treatment.

“H-hyung..” he croaks out, eyes clamped tightly as he blocks his ears with his hands. I caught on to what he’s trying to do; he doesn’t want to hear the argument go on, the guilt is eating him alive.

But I didn’t do anything, I only crossed my arms.

I wanted to hear him say it himself.

I needed to see his pitiful self double in intensity, he deserves it.

“Make it stop—please make it stop.” he demands, and I snap my fingers, the memory freezing according to my command. I watched in content as he fell to his knees, eyes staring at the figure of [Y/n], who appeared so devastated.

I watch as he crumpled to the floor again.

“I’m so sorry,” he wails, voice cracking. “I’m so sorry.” he repeats a bit louder this time. I knew he was angry at himself, he has the right to. And hell he needs to be mad at himself for being such an ass.

Look where it got him.

I wanted to help him anyway I can, I really do, because I honestly feel bad for the guy. He’s still family, after all. Then again, he wished for it, I couldn’t change that back.

I manipulate time, but I can’t manipulate nor change anything within it.

I don’t know if what I’m about to do next will help, but it’s worth a shot.

Jungkook’s P O V

Everything’s so painful.

So hollow.

So empty.

I couldn’t handle the fact that [Y/n] was gone because of me.

I was sure I would be fine, I was sure I can deal with my life without her by my side. I was even hella positive I wouldn’t even look back.

So why does it seem like my world just crashed down?

Why is my heart hurting so badly?

When I look up to stare at the hurt expression on her face, I feel everything abruptly breaking into my senses. How stupid can I be? How egoistic can I be?

She’s [Y/n].

She’s the love of my life and I practically killed her a few years ago. The absurd part was my reason; I was only so stressed, so out of patience, so feeling irritated everyday and night but I sure as hell know I shouldn’t lash it out at her.

But I was too late to realize that now, aren’t I?

My desperate sobbing morphed into a humorless laugh as I clawed my hair, knowing that I’m already at the brink of my sanity.

I couldn’t believe—

“There’s more to this, I can show it to you if you want.”

Jimin’s voice suddenly came, and I looked up at him through my blurred eyes. Sniffling as I managed to surprise myself for having the strength to ask what he meant, he sighs.

“She didn’t just die, Jungkook.” he states out flatly, as if trying to make a point. “Those four years you skipped meant you still saw her around before she died, I can’t show everything since I would be messing around too much with what I have; so you got to choose carefully what you really want to witness.” he explains, this time sighing through his nose as he stared at me.

I moved my gaze back to [Y/n] and took a shaky intake of air.

Hyung is right.

Those four years meant I still saw her, and here he is, giving me a chance to witness a different encounter I had with her after our breakup -ultimately before her death-. But then again, our breakup still happened, what more other than awkward conversations could there be?

But I still had hope.

That maybe, maybe there was a time wherein I was near her comfort, where she was still close to me.

And I knew my answer.

“Take me to our last act of closure.”

Jimin looked baffled and surprised at my answer, probably assuming that I would ask for the time she went to Taehyung’s, or the time she died.

A smirk came to his lips.

“You’re smart.”

Was his plain reply before he snaps twice, and the same chilly atmosphere from before returned as the environment literally shattered into tiny fragments. He snaps his fingers twice, and everything began to reassemble into a different memory.

It appeared much more calmer than the previous scene, and I was thankful for that.

I stood beside Jimin in a place I came to realize was my bedroom, it was night, the room is cold and empty. I was sleeping under the covers at the left, the right side of the bed remaining empty, and my heart dropped.

It was [Y/n]’s spot.

“This is two weeks after the argument.” I hear hyung mutter beside me, and I nod. Internally still confused why he took me here when I asked for the last time I’ve had closure with [Y/n].

It was then did my concerns got answered.

The door to my bedroom opened up, and came inside the girl herself. Even in the darkness of the room I managed to see her puffy eyes and the dried stains down her cheeks, she wore simple casual clothing, one consisting of a sweater I had given for her birthday.

I walked in front of her, my voice cracking out her name, only for her to walk through me, coldness wafting afterwards.

I fell silent, I can feel his stare at my back.

Everything looked so real.

I forgot this was only a memory.

Hesitantly turning back, I watch as [Y/n] knelt beside our bed, her fingers carefully brushing over my black hair. I struggled to keep in my hiccups, knowing full well I’m about to break down any minute now.

“I’m sorry we have to separate this way.” she whispers, and I sprang up to my feet, kneeling beside her as I watched her talk quietly to my sleeping body.

I shake my head, sniffling again.

“No, I’m sorry.” I croak out, feeling my throat struggling to fight the cries that are desperate to be ridden off. “I’m sorry for what I said, I’m sorry for everything that I did..” I started apologizing, lips frowning as [Y/n] buries her face at the sheets of the blankets, sobbing silently to herself.

The clenching of my heart worsened and I placed my hand over hers, seeing it pass through only increasing the pain.

“I’m sorry for hurting you so much, [Nickname].” I gulp as I watch her fingers brush over my cheeks. “I want to take it all back, believe me, I do.” I sniffed again, blinking the tears away.

I can see Jimin from the corner of my eye, I may be mistaken, but he looked just as sullen as I am. I was about to talk to him, when [Y/n] suddenly planted a soft kiss on my forehead. Strangely, to my surprise, I was able to feel the feathery feeling.

I was cut off short by her words.

“I love you, Jungkook.”

I couldn’t hold it in anymore.

Before I know it, I was already sobbing again. Not once holding back as I let the cold tears stream down endlessly past my eyes and down to my cheeks, I didn’t held back the heart wrenching sobs that tore through my throat as I broke down completely just by hearing those words.

I stared desperately with glassy eyes as [Y/n] stands up and starts walking off. I held out my hand, not wanting her to go even though I know she’s not able to see me wanting her to stay.

“Wait.” I utter, my voice little and fragile.

I heard a snap of fingers, and before she was able to exit the room, everything stopped.

Jimin knelt in front of me, face suddenly devoid of any reaction as he tipped his head. It came to me that he’s waiting for what I want to happen.

With my tears still streaming, I gave him a pleading stare.

“Repeat it.” I begged. I was vague with my words, but he seems to know what I’m implying. Nodding, he only snapped again, in less than a second, the scene played backwards as if a movie.

[Y/n] kissing my forehead for the second time.

“I love you, Jungkook.”

She says lovingly and I can literally hear myself shattering all over again.

It hurts so damned much. But I know I’m in no place to say so when comparing the pain to what she felt. She had endured it all for four years and that time, I’m just chilling and growing more in fame. I didn’t even care.

I was so stupid.

Such an asshole.

[Y/n] stands up and walks over to the door, I see Jimin staring at me.

“Again.” I sobbed out.

Snap

The same feathery feeling on my forehead became present.

“I love you, Jungkook.”

I started screaming and wheezing in unison, unable to bear the heartbreak I’m going through. I want to hold her so badly, to just hug her in my arms and to never let go.

I hear her footsteps.

“Again.”

Snap

The same kiss.

“I love you, Jungkook.”

It was her voice that kept me going. It was her loving confession that made me so weak and vulnerable that I kept on crying for how I messed everything up, how I basically ended her life.

I heard the door opening, indicating her departure.

“Again.”

Snap

“I love you, Jungkook.”

“Stop.”

Snap

I mustered the courage to glance at her sorrowful face, and that moment, I wished I woke up to stop her from leaving. To plead, to beg for her to just stay and don’t ever leave.

A tear rolled down my cheek as I caress her cheek with my hand that passed through her.

“I love you too, [Y/n]..” I whisper shakily.

I regret everything, I should’ve never wished for anything. I shouldn’t have lashed out on her when all she ever did was love and accept me. She was the best gift I received and I only threw her away. I was too blind to realize how much of a treasure she is to me.

Now there’s no going back.

“So, so much..” I curl on the ground after kissing the sides of her lips, collapsing into a ball of misery.

I couldn’t say how much I needed her in my life.

How I couldn’t function properly.

I see Jimin sitting beside me, eyes off in the far distance as he sighs. The scene still frozen in the exact same spot. There was no sound, only my heavy breathing and mournful sobbing are present.

“I take it back, I-I take it all back.. !”

My sudden exclamation took him off guard. His eyebrows sprang up and he looked as if he’s judging me silently with his eyes.

“What are you implying?” Jimin breathes out after a long period of silence.

I averted my look, simply staring at the frozen figure of [Y/n] as I frowned.

“I never should’ve wished for something so stupid,” I answer, if I’m not mistaken, I was even able to see him smile.

Why the hell’s he smiling?

“If I know she would end up like this then I wouldn’t have asked for something.”

Jimin’s stare suddenly turned cold.

“So you mean that if she didn’t die, you’d still want to skip everything?”

My head turned to him so fast I was afraid I’ll break it.

“No.”

I replied flatly.

“She’s [Y/n], she’s my fucking half and I was an asshole to ever think she just pushes herself onto me. I was selfish—I was being biased. Now look at what I got.” I slumped down to my side. “You got fame, you’re rich.” he answers, and I sigh, shaking my head. “What part don’t you understand?” my voice cracks again, and he hums in question.

“I have everything, but I’m incomplete without her at all..”

No response.

“.. I can’t even tell her how much I’m sorry,”

“Do you really feel like that?”

Jimin’s voice grew softer by the second and I didn’t fail to notice it. I can see him fidgeting in his place as I nod meekly, too devastated to give a proper reply.

The silence kept going on for a few minutes.

“Jungkook,” he sighs out and the scene drops from sight, the same black void I once appeared in showing up instead. He was kneeling next to me, I couldn’t care anymore.

“What do you wish for?”

I incline my head towards him, disbelief in my face.

How can he ask that?

I bit my trembling lip.

“Why..” I stammer, “Why do you ask that when I have nothing left? I lost her—I lost Taehyung, and probably the others, too!” I exclaim as I breathed in and out heavily. He didn’t flinch at my words, but he’s dead on serious.

“What do you wish for, Jungkook?” he repeats, his eyes swirling into a different colour.

I stared at the dark emptiness below me, finding it similar to how I am without the presence of the one who only loved me; whom I pushed away.

“I wish none of this ever happened. I wished I could’ve been a better man for her sake.” I mumbled truthfully, the last image I had of [Y/n]’s smile popping up in my mind. I’m so scared. I don’t want to forget her, about us. She means so, so much to me and I couldn’t even realize it before.

Jimin smiles at me, almost laughing, honestly.

Before I can snap back at how it isn’t funny at all, he snaps his fingers with a grin.

“Your wish is granted. Time to wake up, Kook.”

My eyes flew open as air suddenly winded in my lungs, it felt as if I just resurfaced from water. Gaining oxygen in a quick second.

I breathed heavily as I scanned my surroundings.

Bedroom..

It was chilly inside and there’s sunlight seeping into my beige curtains.

I can’t believe it.

I rubbed my eyes and looked around just to make sure I was seeing correctly, pulling my hair and even pinching myself.

Was it all really a dream?!

I flinched when I felt a tender touch on my bare arm, I look to the side immediately to shriek at whatever brushed against me—but suddenly I lost my voice.

Sitting beside me with their half body covered underneath the covers is none other than..

“[Y/n]..” I gasp out, my eyes widening drastically as she stared at me with half lidded eyes, indicating her sleepiness.

“Kookie?” she trails off before I suddenly pulled her body close to mine, the sheets not once serving as an obstacle to hug her.

“I’m sorry, I’m so sorry.” my apologies came fast out of my mouth, wanting her to hear it now before she suddenly disappears form my grasp again.

When I buried my face at the crook of her neck and my tears suddenly started pouring, she strokes my hair.

“What’s wrong? Why are you apologizing?” she tips her head innocently in a confused manner, and my heart sped up at the sight.

Fuck, I love this girl so much.

Then suddenly she pulls away.

“What’s wrong?” I couldn’t respond, I was too busy staring at her face and her lips to bother understand what she’s trying to say.

“You didn’t cheat on me, did you?” she eyes me up and down, and a genuine laugh tears through my throat as my shoulders jumped.

This isn’t a dream.

“N-never!” I shake my head, observing at how she laughed and joked around. The smile on my face never disappeared. “But.. the fight we had—” I cut off my words, unsure whether to continue a topic that ended our relationship.

But she only laughs at me.

“Fight? Bunny, we fought years ago, the last time was when you collapsed and I scolded you for days!”

Her [c] eyes sparkled with her laughter, and I found myself falling for her all over again as I listened.

All of a sudden, she frowns and brings her finger to swipe it on my cheek.

“Ne, why are you crying?”

I held her hand against mine lovingly, clasping it with adoration as I sigh in content.

“I’m just so.. happy.” I answer back and didn’t waste a time to pull her back to the bed, her smaller frame engulfed in my arms. I can feel her vibrating, indicating her laughter.

“Silly bunny.” she giggles.

I press my lips on her forehead, wanting to show her how much I adore her to the point of hurting myself.

I didn’t know how this happened, if it really didn’t happen, if it really was just a bad dream, but I learned my lesson and that’s what matters.

I didn’t know I was capable of loving her so much that it blinded me.

“I love you, Kookie.”

I didn’t know she’s so, so special that I expected to see her with every turn I take in my life.

I would never stop loving her.

And when I felt her hands embrace me back, I know she feels the same, that what we share is mutual, and we’re not afraid of showing it.

I would never let you go.

“I love you too, [Y/n].”

Never again.

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Bts reaction {Wanting to break up because of his insecurities} Part 1/2 Hyung Line.

Part 2 (Maknae line)

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Request: Helloooo! I'm a bit overexcited but I'd love to read a reaction in which the members doubt themselves (about looks or characteristics or smth) and want to break up with their s/o because they feel like they aren't enough (heavy angst oh boy) but with a happy ending in which their s/o reassures them and they kiss, hug etc... just fluff :) Not sure if you write angst but yeah that'd be great <3

(I am sorry, that might not be exactly what you asked for because I got a little bit carried away -okay maybe it was a lot-)

Mini scenarios (not even that mini, I’m sorry I have a problem) with each member. If you like it, please check the masterlist for more

Warnings: Heavy angst.

Seokjin:

There were two reasons for your relationship with Jin to be the way it was.

1- He was the worldwide handsome fabulous boy in a famous boy group.

2- Your job paid the bills, made you feel successful and you did not plan on being separated from Jin anytime soon.

Being around him without being able to express your love freely was torture, but it was better than spending months away from each other every time he went away on tour.

So your relationship was the secret you two were most determined to keep.

He uses every second to touch you while you do his makeup and you always whisper how much you love him when no one is around; For you, that was enough.

During the promotions of their comeback, they had a deal with a famous stylist that would often come around to see how they were looking.

Jin more than once pointed that the man could not take his eyes from you, to which you denied at first, since he treated you like any other artist in the staff.

As time went by and the tour came up, Jin had less and less time with you, your makeup sections became rushed and you spent more time with the man in the waiting room than with Jin.

The first week of tour, the man took you out for nice lunches and even tagged along for shopping on your break. He seemed interested and it was making you uncomfortable, so you decided to end your “relationship” -if you could even call it a relationship- when he offered you a job in his runway show productions.

You told your boyfriend about it and going against your expectations, Jin seemed completely sad about it.

-We have to break up. -He said, eyes never meeting yours.

You looked around the storage closet you were locked in and close your fist, trying to fight the tears.

-What do you mean Jin? Why are you being like that lately? Why are we fighting all the time when we can’t even fight here?

-This is not good for you okay? -His eyes are filled with tears and you just want to reach his face and kiss it. -I’m not good enough... Can’t you see that? We can’t even kiss in front of other people because of me, you refused a new job that could pay you double... -He hides his face with his hands, hopeless. -You are too good for what I have to offer you, you deserve a nice guy that can make you happy in front of everyone and...

You take his hands away from his face and hold them tightly, eyes almost glowing.

-You can’t tell me what I deserve and break up with me you fucktard! -You laugh at his shocked expression and you throw your arms around him, pressing your head against his chest. -I am makeup artist Jin, if I wanted to be in the spotlight, I would be doing something else. -He lowers his head to look you in the eyes and you smile again. -I don’t want to be with someone because of the attention, I don’t need you to show me to the world, I just need you to make me happy... And you make me euphoric Kim Seokjin.

He pulls you in for a kiss that tastes like salty tears and assurance.

(By @bwiseoks) (I have to say it was so hard to find an insecurity to apply to Jin, not because he doesn’t have any but because he speaks so little about it)

Yoongi:

The past week had been the most fearful Yoongi has ever been.

When your boyfriend went out on tour, you would go with him and occupy yourself with exploring the countries he was performing on. Being a full-time photographer had its perks and traveling without a problem was one of them.

You absolutely loved traveling and sitting on your couch at home, showing your new photographs to Yoongi, was seriously the second thing you loved most in the world, the first being take Yoongi with you on your explorings.

Yoongi had never mentioned any insecurity about your adventurous personality and always said he was happy he could help you to have the experiences you wanted, he often described you as “the most courageous person in the world”

However, in one of those trips, while Yoongi was at sound checkings minutes before the show, you were walking around the city, taking pictures by a river.

You were crossing a large bridge when you spotted a kid playing with a flower behind its parents, that were admiring the view. Smiling, you kneeled to take a picture of the cute chubby child.

Seconds later you realized she was heading to the opposite side of its parents, you see that the stone protections on the sides of the bridge have enough space for a little infant to slip through and fall. And this one was getting dangerously close to the edge. Letting go of your camera and backpack, you scream for the parents but is too late and the kid falls into the river.

Without giving it a second thought, you jump behind it, only a surprised gasp leaving you as you brace yourself for the impact 10 meters above.

Fortunately, you were able to pull the child out of the water and had people help you by calling the emergency, a doctor took care of the infant and someone even took photos of you in the river with your own camera.

It took a lot of persistence to convince people that you were okay and did not need medical help, due to both not speaking the language and people’s concern about a leg injury that you got, probably from scratching it on something at bottom of the river.

Everything is okay the next morning and the next after that, you leave for the next country with the boys, you are all leaving the airport when you suddenly get dizzy with the city lights and ends up fainting.

You fell ill so fast. Yoongi was terrified, he never feared something like he feared to see you on that hospital bed. It wasn’t just concern, it was paralyzing.

The whole tour had to enter hiatus because Yoongi couldn’t face the stage knowing you could die. It was only when you started to get visibly better that he could get out of the room for more than a few hours.

When you got charged out, Yoongi pushed your wheelchair to the car park and then stopped at the doors and walked around to see you.

-I can’t do this. -He said, tears rolling down his face. -I am breaking up.

-Yoongi? What are you breaking up? -Your voice trembles, you stare at him incredulous that he would be doing this.

-Us. I am breaking up with you. -He sounds breathless, you feel your own eyes tearing up. -You won’t be hearing from me, nor see me ever again.

-Why would you do that to me when I just recovered? -You get up with difficulty, still weak. -I fought so hard for us to be together why... -You run out of breath when the cry creates a nod in your throat. -Why would you do that to us?

-Because... -His dark eyes are red and swollen, he closes his eyes for a second. -I was so useless Y/n! I was completely useless! When you told me what had happened Jungkook had to get me a cab because I couldn’t think straight. When you fainted at the airport, Hoseok checked on you because I couldn’t move. I watched you almost die in front of me and I did nothing!

You blink at him.

-Even before that, even before everything! You would go out to see the world and I wanted to lock you in the hotel room, I wanted to keep you by my side at all seconds because I was so afraid to lose you! I was so insecure about you meeting another one, the love of your life, on one of those crazy adventures, or hurting yourself where I couldn’t do anything, but even when I was by your side I couldn’t help! -Yoongi wasn’t someone who would snap like this if it weren��t serious. -You deserve someone that can protect you without strangling you like I wanted to, someone with the confidence to follow you on your explorings and strong enough to see you hurt, because damn I wasn’t strong enough, I thought I was dying.

Your hands grab his jumpers and pull him to your body, squeezing him into a hug.

-Min Yoongi you are the most strong fucking person I know. -You tell him, lips brushing his ear. -When you were freaking out, you acted calmly so you wouldn’t startle me, you helped me when I could do nothing but throw up, you gave me my medicine every day and when I asked myself “Should I have jumped? Was it worth dying?” you told me that it was the most admirable thing you have ever seen someone do and that gave me so much strength. -Your hands tighten in his clothes, tears wetting his back. -Fuck Yoongi, I’ve been all over the world and yet you are my biggest adventure.

He laughs, chest shaking against yours, then sobs and hugs your waist.

-I fucking love you.

-I fucking love you too Yoongi.

(By @acciosugas)

Hoseok:

Hoseok had been working on one of the most difficult routines he had ever done before and the stress had been building up, and you knew he was going to snap sooner or later.

He was missing out on things he usually paid attention at. Forgetting your anniversary, spending dinner on his phone and giving you short dry answers were not like your caring boyfriend. All tho it made you upset, you knew Hoseok was just stressed and tended to be harsh with himself.

It wasn’t that he couldn’t do the dance moves, it was the pressure to meet up with everyone’s expectations while working so hard to look bright and sunny even when he had troubles.

The one person Jung Hoseok could not fool with a radiant smile was you. Years of relationship had taught you that J-hope, justifying his stage name, would never show what he thought were his weakness, not even to you.

When the day of his new solo performance approaches, you beg for him to rest some more as his rehearsals become frenetic because you can see him getting worn out right in front of you, but it is useless because your boyfriend is well known to be unstoppable.

What you feared the most happened at the big day. During the official performance, tiredness takes the best of him and in one single step, he messes it up.

His right foot slips and he loses balance on one of the most difficult steps, one of his hands go to the floor to keep him from falling. It only lasts a second and no one notices because he moves so fast, you wouldn't even notice it if you hadn't watched the performance a million times at home.

It was hard to enjoy the rest of the concert knowing that once you were alone, Hoseok wouldn't be able to restrain himself for much longer, so you tell yourself the whole time that when he snaps, you are going to be prepared.

Only you were not.

You were not prepared for Hoseok being so harsh.

-I messed up. -He states, passing by you on his way to the waiting room, not even glancing.

You follow his steps and grab him by the arm.

-Hoseok let's talk.

-Let's not talk! -He says, voice getting loud, you stop when he turns, his face is pink with anger. - Let's not talk! If we hadn't talked that much I would've been able to do it without messing it up! If you hadn't insisted on me relaxing and resting I would've practiced some more and it would have been a fucking decent performance! I don’t even know why we are still together, it’s like that every time!

Shivers run down your spine. The boy you know doesn't curse or blame you for his mistakes, the boy you know doesn't get this worked up over a two seconds mistake.

-Hoseok your dancing was amazing. -His shoulders drop with a sigh and he stares at his shoes, figuring out that screaming at you won't make him feel any better. -I saw you practice that routine like a mad person and you looked flawless each time! Hoseok if you were in my shoes, would you let me overwork until I was rotting in front of you? You are only a human being Hobi, for as much as I like to think of you as a super-hero, you are just human. That means you need to rest and eat like a normal person.

He gives you one final look before turning around and leaving.

Your boyfriend had never walked out of a conversation like that, he had never turned his back at you like what you had to say didn't matter and that hurt more than you could explain.

You took a cab to your house, not wanting to take the bus and end up crying in front of all the people, and when you got there you found him leaning against the kitchen counter, crying.

A crying Hoseok was one of the most heartbreaking things in the world and you feel your heart sink when he sobs, looking right at you.

-Why didn't you tell me? -He asks, pointing the calendar at the corner of the balcony. -Our anniversary... I remember it every year but I forgot about it... It was a week ago! -Another loud sob- Why didn't you remind me?

You leave your bag on the floor and approach him, uncertain.

-Because you were stressed out and I didn't want to put even more pressure on you.

-That's why you gave me that expensive speaker then? -You only nod.

-You complained about your phone not being loud enough for practicing at home.

He lets his head down to hide it in between his arms on the balcony, crying even more.

You run for him, hugging his body from behind, head pressing against his shaking back.

-Hope what happened? -He grabs one of your hands but doesn't answer. -Why are you so worked up lately?

-It's just... -He stops for a second to compose himself. -There were just this comments on one of our live streams saying that I looked inferior to the members and so was "getting in the way"... I wanted to work hard to prove that I deserve to be where I am but I messed up. -Hoseok sniffs and every single word breaks your heart a little more.

You tense your jaw to keep the anger inside, boiling blood and all, you let go of your boyfriend's waist to cup his face.

-Jung Hoseok I've seen you spent more than ten hours on a dance room. I've heard you sing and rap in your sleep. I more than once thought I should go to the hospital because of how weak I feel everytime you smile. I love the fact that when I look up your name online, photos of you looking like the sun itself pop up.

He laughs at your choice of words, you pet his cheeks.

-I've seen you looking like a god before going on stage, seen your sweaty ass after practice and seen you bare face when you wake up and Jung Hoseok there is no less breathtaking version of you. -You kiss him, letting his arms surround you. -You work harder than anyone I know and that is because you love what you do. If you don't have fun with what you are doing, it only becomes a burden.

-Thank you so much Y/N, I'm sorry for this week, I love you.

-I love you too baby, you are the most important and appreciated creature in this world for me.

-I know that, I really don't need anything else. -He tells you before pulling you in for another kiss.

(by @yourpinkpill)

Namjoon:

Life wasn't easy. But you had Namjoon. You worked your ass off every day, trying to make a living, trying to live one day after the other and it was hard sometimes but Namjoon would always be right by your side, and you could look ahead and think that things would be getting better soon.

Your first year of residency has proved itself brutal as you found no time to sleep, eat or breath at all outside the hospital and it was only because of your caring boyfriend that you did not give up.

He would bring you meals, clean clothes and even red bull for when you had allnighters.

The thing is... You shared an apartment with Namjoon, worked twelve to fourteen hours a day and had only a short paycheck to support the both of you.

The matter did cause long discussions with your family and Namjoon himself, but they simply didn't understand.

You didn't stick to Namjoon all these years since high school because he was a "save option", damn it, Namjoon has never been a save option.

The reason you and Namjoon were together through life was exclusively because you believed in each other when no one else did.

No one believed you would ever get into med school, no one believed in Namjoon's talent and that was the fire that led you two to the state you were at.

You, treating patients like you always dreamed about, Namjoon producing his own music.

Selling songs as a ghostwriter didn't ever make him happy and you knew that he was only doing it to help you with the money, which earned a few episodes of you telling him to focus on producing the type of music he would like to listen to and be happy with his job.

One day, getting home in the morning, ready to drop on your bed and have the best night -or in this case, day- of sleep of your life, you find Namjoon at his customized mini studio in your house, seating on the floor, crying.

-Monie? Baby, what happened? -You kneel in front of him and he cleans his tears with the back of his hand.

-We have... -He sighs and then closes his eyes. -We have to break up.

Your heart sinks and you get light headed for a second.

Your boyfriend, that has been with you for the past nine years, was now telling you how he was going to leave you, and you were going to forget all about him, and you just couldn't take it.

-Shut the fuck up Namjoon. -You stand up, nails piercing your palms. He stares at you surprised by the aggressiveness in your words. -I only need to know if you still love me. -You whisper at him, that is your biggest fear, has been ever since you and Namjoon started dating, that one day he would wake up from a daze and realize he wasted all these years with you...

-Fuck, so much. -He spills out, standing up too. -I fucking love you so much Y/n and that's why we should break up.

It's your turn to close your eyes and cry.

-Why can't you understand that this is me and you? -You tell him, shoulders shaking.

-Maybe that is the problem princess... I am dragging you down.

Your eyes shot open.

-I just... It has been months! -He admits, pointing at his computer. -It has been months since I last produced a good song. I have no inspiration, no capacity, I have been draining your money and making you work all these extra hours and you always tell me it is nothing but all I can think is how much of a worthless piece of shit I am. I can't even write a song while you save lives and our friend's graduate, and have children, and grow up... Maybe it's time I wake up too!

You can't explain how your blood is boiling from hearing someone talk about the person you love like that, even the someone being your loved one.

-I am telling you that we should break up because I am going to give up. -He can't face you, shame spreading through his chest. -I'm going to give up music and look for my dad again, maybe try an office job or something...

You press him against the wall, fuming.

-I have worked all night Namjoon, and it was not to get home and have my inspiration tell me that he is going to give up! -Your eyes are on fire, your boyfriend gasps. -You are the most talented motherfucker of this goddamn world and I will not allow you to speak like that about the person that I run home to every day! -You are screaming at this point, his eyes grow on his face. -You do not have the right to give up! I won't let you! And you know why? -You suddenly hug him, left ear pressing against his heart. -Because when I locked myself in the break room and cried my eyes out, you rushed to the hospital because you felt like "I needed a hug". When I failed to get accepted you told me that if anyone was ever to wear a medical coat it would be me. You wrote me cute messages like "Don't give up, even if it’s very hard, I'm here for you" on post-its on my lunch boxes and damn Namjoon I will only accept our break up when your excuse be "because you are too famous to have a girlfriend", did you understand me?

Namjoon laughs so loud, dimples contrasting with his swollen eyes and lean in for a long kiss.

-I have loved you for nine years, Monie, the only thing I have ever seen you truly love is music.

-And you. -He corrects.

-Hopefully.

The next week Namjoon writes his best rap, doesn't sell it for any shitty artist and blows up on the internet.

That's your boyfriend.

(By nomu-namu)

part 2

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