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𝔡𝔞𝔯𝔨 𝔪𝔬𝔬𝔫 𝔩𝔦𝔩𝔦𝔱𝔥 (h58)

WARNING: THIS CONTENT IS DARK; I WILL NOT BE SUGAR-COATING ANYTHING I GET FOR THE SIGNS AND THE HOUSES, IF THE INFORMATION I PROVIDE DOESNT APPLY TO YOU; THEN IT DOESNT.

THIS CONTENT INCLUDES DARK THEMES, IF YOU'RE UNCOMFORTABLE WITH MATURE THEMES PLEASE DON'T READ THIS POST, THANK YOU.

THIS IS ALSO MY LAST ASTEROID POST, THANK YOU EVERYONE WHO HAS BEEN WITH ME THROUGH MY ASTEROID TRIP!

𝔡𝔞𝔯𝔨 𝔪𝔬𝔬𝔫 𝔩𝔦𝔩𝔦𝔱𝔥 H58 [ might also be known as waldemath lilith ] is about anti mother, fairy tales, sadomasochism, emotional pain, toxins, pain of exile, depth of psychology, plots/executes of vengeance, the shadow, rage, madness, nightmares, demons, ghosts, gremlins, nymphomania, psycho and stalkers.

ASTEROID DARK MOON LILITH IN THE SIGNS -

♇ ASTEROID DARK MOON LILITH IN ARIES - those who have this placement could have mothers that could've been too dictating, could be open about their distaste over mother figures or their mother figure. could live in that "abused becomes warrior" fairy tale, could be interested in sadomasochism but might be the one conflicting the pain. their emotional pain might impact their mental state a lot; could've been publicly humiliated by someone who is perceived as a leader. could release their anger physically. if not careful can become physically abusive. might not be the type to try toxins because they want to be in control. might've been left out by someone who had an important role in their life or could be work-place, these individuals might've been in a position when they're at the top of the food chain and fall to the bottom. they could be people who wouldnt realise that their upbringing is the reason of their mental-state. this is a very angry placement. might execute vengeance very impulsively, they might allow their shadow-self to take over, a placement for anger issues. people with this placement might falls into fits of rage and anger a lot; could have very violent nightmares, nightmares might involve fire. for those who believes in demons and ghosts, is an indicator of being taunted by youthful, or provoking demons and ghosts. could have an uncontrollable sexual desire, might be a sex addict and could also have violent stalkers, stalkers who might be in high positions as well.

♇ ASTEROID DARK MOON LILITH IN TAURUS - those who have this placement could have mothers that have taken stuff from them or could've made them feel insecure. might live in the fairy tales of rags to riches; these people might be too sensual for sadomasochism, but if they're open to it, they might like to choke or be choked. might've been publicly humiliated by women in their life or feminine energy; their emotional pain might manifest to their throat, might struggle about being vocal about it. could try a lot of drugs, liquid drugs like alcohol or over-dosing on medicinal drugs. could've been exiled by something or someone that was their safe space. could be stubborn about wanting to look into their psychology. could be very slow about executing their vengeance but something could trigger them to ruin it. their shadow might influence them to take things that isnt theirs. their rage and madness could compete with those who have the asteroid in aries. could have nightmares about them feeling worthless. for those who believes in ghost and demons, might be taunted by demons and ghosts who influence the individuals about falling into their desires. nymphomania behaviour could be very prominent in this placement, might be interested in food sex. a case of narcissism might be eminent in this placement, and might have stalkers that steal their belongings as an asset. [ think of joe goldberg ].

♇ ASTEROID DARK MOON LILITH IN GEMINI - those who have this placement could've had mother figures that was mentally abusive, could've compared them to others a lot. those who are mothers might have children that behave like they dont like them? im hearing a case of postpartum depression as well. people with this placement might live in their heads a lot; might not be into sadomasochism but might be into degrading people sexually. might've been publicly humiliated by relatives; might express their emotional pain through speaking or writing. could have a toxic mindset or toxic relatives. could've been exiled by relatives or could've dropped their relatives. might be interested on why they behave a certain way, might be interested in the psychology of others. very cunning with their executes of vengeance. their shadow could be their intrusive thoughts, interestingly some people with this placement could've gone through vanishing twin syndrome. could go through fits that completely change their behaviour, many people with this placement could've been perceived as insane. could be the type of people who keep a dream journal and majority of it being nightmares. they could also see their intrusive thoughts as "their demons or ghosts", might be interested in the lore of gremlins. might be into phone sex, sexting. might've had relatives that are psycho, could be the psycho relative. could have relatives that stalkers [ could've stalked the individual or someone else ] or they could've been the relative that was the stalker.

♇ ASTEROID DARK MOON LILITH IN CANCER - those who have this placement could've had a mother that was manipulative in many ways, could've had a emotionally manipulating mother. could've had a fairy tale or even the thoughts of a fairy tale of finding a better mother. could be into sadomasochism but is very private about it, unless it is aspected with planets like sun or mars. might've been publicly humiliated by their mother figure, could've received much emotional pain from their mother figure, toxic mother figures, or feminine figures in general. could've been kicked out by their mother figure, could've been taken to orphanages etc. their psyche could've been derived from their biological mother. with the way their mother treated them, those with this placement might've learnt how to mentally and emotionally manipulate others to get what they want. people who have this placement could be deemed as lunatics. [ not all ]. could have nightmares of being physically abused by their mother or family. could've seen their mother as a demon, could have a mother figure that is dead. their mother figure or women they have beef with could be perceived as gremlins by natives with this placements. could be very sexually active because of their trauma, the women in their family might be psychotic. could've been stalked by feminine energy.

♇ ASTEROID DARK MOON LILITH IN LEO - people with this placement might've looked up to their mother-figure a lot just to be disappointed. they might have a stardom fairy tale, imagining them becoming rich and famous that the people who've done them wrong comes crawling back to them. they're most likely into sadomasochism, very adventurous and exploring in it. could've been publicly humiliated by their father figure, or even children? might like to inflict pain on someone's back or like to have pain on the back [ might like to get whipped? ]; these people might get heart-broken a lot, could have a massive ego issue. could indulge in toxins, or might feel like they're too above it. could've been exiled in their childhood and by their father figure. might be interested in the psychology of fathers or men, could even be interested in the psychology of children. could be very prideful about how they execute their vengeance, might like to prey on the people they plot on. their shadow could be their ego and arrogant energy. could feel rage if their authority is challenged [ once again ego issues ] could get nightmares about losing who they are or them being forgotten. could have very powerful demons/ghosts haunt them. very sensual people, high sex drive. could've had masculine energy stalk them a lot, a father figure could've been a psycho. if poorly aspected, this could manifest into them being stalked when they were a child or could become harmful to children.

♇ ASTEROID DARK MOON LILITH IN VIRGO - people with this placement might've felt like their mother figure serviced other people but not them. their matriarch could've put other people's needs above their own child. could imagine a fairytale of being treated with royal service or just a better atmosphere. people with this placement are very "freaky" will totally be into sadomasochism; might've been publicly humiliated at work? or by their enemies. could feel emotional pain when things they worked on dont go the way it was supposed to. could try nature-like toxins like mushrooms etc. could've been exiled by people they trusted majority of the time, or people they hung around a lot. could be very into psychology, and very tactful with the way they plot their vengeance to the point that it could be perceived as perfect. their shadow could involve them becoming people who they're not are, manipulating other view's on them. could have occurring and repetitive nightmares, this is a placement of someone being taunted by demons, ghost and "gremlins" all the time; they might see things others cant thus being taunted by them. could become a big sex addict, might rely on it to make themselves feel better. might've interacted with actually clinical psychotic people; might work in a workplace that brings them type of people to them. could've worked with stalkers but they themselves can be excellent stalkers.

♇ ASTEROID DARK MOON LILITH IN LIBRA - people with this placement could have a very unbalanced relationship with their mother, their mother might've focused on the material realm too much more than actual needs. people with this asteroid in libra might have the fairy tale of undergoing cosmetic surgery to become more confident. they might not be into sadomasochism that much but if they are they might be into candle sex? might've been publicly humiliated by their partners. emotional pain can come when they're indecisive about something too much that it leads them into losing stuff. could be people who indulge in toxins when they're in a low point, could've been exiled in relationships, like cheated on. could've been dumped a lot. could've been the one cheating. could be interested in psychology when it comes to people who've done something against the law. they might like to plot their vengeance lawfully, their shadow is their insecurities and about how they think they have nothing, might become people who aren't grateful. as this asteroid is has very dark themes, when natives with this placement become unbalanced they can get into fits of rage and madness that manifests into their dreams. a lot of their rage could open up a door for things like demons and ghosts etc. nymphomania might likely come in when they think they need to prove something or become more likeable to their partners. could've had a lot of psycho/stalkerish love interests.

♇ ASTEROID DARK MOON LILITH IN SCORPIO - people with this placement could have a very toxic relationship with their mother, could have very intense feelings about their distaste about certain mother figures. some might not want to become mothers. could like twisted fairytales or fairytales where they get their vengeance. people with this placement are highly likely into sadomasochism, spanking, hair tugging etc. ropes? might avoid any situations that could involve them getting publicly humiliated. might've been publicly humiliated by in-laws. could have intense emotional pain might be repressed but can burst any minute. will most likely indulge in toxins; might've been exiled by masses of people. natives with this placement might find themselves hated for no reason. are very interested in the psychology of others and themselves, they just want to "understand". can be very dark and twisted with the way they plot their vengeance or like the scorpion they are, will like to execute in a way it'll sting whoever they're plotting on. hitting where it hurts. their shadow self is their destructive energy, "their fuck it, imma do it" energy. much rage and madness but it is bottled, but they'll find themselves releasing it in an unhealthy way from time to time. definitely have nightmares, might get used to it, very ominous and insidious nightmares they can have. can be around much negative energy that'll feel like demonic and ghostly. could have people who just have gremlin behaviour around them. total sex addicts, might masturbate a lot as well. can be very psychotic and stalker-ish, if pushed.

♇ ASTEROID DARK MOON LILITH IN SAGITTARIUS - natives with this placement could've had a mother figure that abused them with religion or with any of their spiritual beliefs, could've had a mother that tried to take away their freedom. could want to live in a fairytale where they are free all around and can travel. might be into sadomasochism just to feel power over people they're sexually inflicting pain on. might've been publicly humiliated during holidays. could feel the emotional pain because of religious/spiritual trauma. could rely on toxins because they think "it'll open their third eye" or they just want to feel numb. might be apart of something that is against religious/spiritual beliefs thus feeling exiled, for example, being exiled because they're apart of the lgbt+, pregnant before marriage etc. might want to understand the psychology of people who put religious/spiritual priorities over their family members. might not be people who plot or execute vengeance, but if they do they might fall into hatred too much and just destroy everything in their way. their shadow could be their arrogant and God-like complex; their rage could be immense and could be considered as obnoxious, their offensive and unpleasant persona could drive others to madness or just make others feel heavily annoyed. could have nightmares of living in their own hell or just having to submit. might've had terrible "opening third-eye" moments, and might've seen things traumatic. people with this placement are very likely to be nymphomaniac, might have a goal of sleeping with many people they can. is a cult leader placement, might try and push their beliefs onto other people; could feel like they have the right to watch other people and judge.

♇ ASTEROID DARK MOON LILITH IN CAPRICORN - natives with this placement could've had a mother figure that was too controlling, perhaps these people were restricted from a lot of things when they were younger, feeling isolated or just different. having the fairytales of having authority over people and having the knowledge that no one will be able to command them like before. this is a indicator of someone being into sadomasochism, might also like being tied up or tying others up. could have emotional pain from people that were older than them or had power and control over them. is a beacon of being publicly humiliated by authority figures. could've been exiled because they didnt follow a structure. is a beacon of someone being rebellious. some of these people might not realise where their trauma stems from; could be very strategic and thorough with the way they plot revenge, though people who have this asteroid in capricorn might have a very vengeful karma that handles people who've done them wrong automatically. their shadow persona could be their dictating persona, might be over-controlling. could feel rage and madness when they feel like they're not being listened to or taken seriously. could have nightmares of religious trauma as well as capricorn rules over the church. could've had traumatic experiences in religious buildings. might've not seen demons or ghosts as much as the other placements or they could've seen paranormal activity happen in religious areas or their mother's father side of the family could've came from a place where a lot of paranormal activity happened. might want to control their sexual desires and not have it take over them; these people can be very disciplined with how they express their intrusive thoughts or ideas but when they plan it out, it'll be very organised and arranged.

♇ ASTEROID DARK MOON LILITH IN AQUARIUS - natives with this placement could've had a mother figure that cared about others more than they cared about their child, or could've had a mother that didnt behave like a responsible matriarch figure. [ could've had a matriarch figure that tried to take away their liberty as well ], they could have the fairytale of becoming a better version of themselves and their mother figure, as the sign is known about the taboo and out of ordinary, they'll want to try out sadomasochism and if its not for them they wont try it again. is an indicator of being publicly humiliated in their community or by their friends. might feel emotional pain because of the community they used to be in, might've felt too indifferent. they could've been exiled by their friends or was the one who did the exiling, the type to drop their friends and ghost them. is an indicator of someone not being too interested about the depth of psychology or they would have erratic ideas about how the human mind works. could become very extreme with the way they execute their vengeance, could plot it in a genius way or very basic. their shadow is their extreme and unpredictable self, and as the unforeseeable nature of the aquarius sign, their rage and madness is incalculable and whimsical; could have nightmares of them being forgotten or alone. could've had people in their community who exhibited very "demonic" behaviour, or just behaviour that was diabolical. their sexual desires can be erratic, there could be moments when they're uninterested and then moments when they're abnormal. as this asteroid placement is an indicator of unpredictable, abnormal and bizarre behaviour, is a beacon of someone being a stalker.

♇ ASTEROID DARK MOON LILITH IN PISCES - natives with this placement could've had a mother figure that was purely deluded and out of touch with reality. is a sign of someone being in their head all the time, could have a fairytale of just escaping from everywhere that gives them issues. is a sign of someone being the person that was inflicted pain on during physical pain will least likely be the person inflicting the pain. could've been publicly humiliated by people who try and make themselves be perceived better than them. could use toxins to run away from the physical world, could get addicted to it. is a beacon of someone just feeling like no one has their back, could have a very destructive and bad mental state, could lose themselves in delusions and convince themselves that everything is going well. when it comes to plotting vengeance they could be very secretive and sly with the way they do it. their shadow might be victimising and would always find a reason to blame others for the behaviour they exhibit, could be the type to suppress their rage but when it finally comes out people end up being very shocked with how angry they can get. is an indicator of someone being very demented and deranged. mostly because of what goes on in their head, endless nightmares, hallucinations, seeing things that aren't there might pull them to the insane trail. could partake in much sexual desires to break out from the insanity they're falling into; this placement is a very high sign of someone being a stalker, or just attracting people who are deeply mentally ill and ominous.

ASTEROID DARK MOON LILITH IN THE HOUSES -

♇ ASTEROID DARK MOON LILITH IN THE FIRST HOUSE - natives with this placement could've had a mother that didnt want them or they're someone who doesnt like their mother. they might behave very naive or deluded, is an indicator of them looking like they're from a fairytale, might be into sadomasochism, could've had embarrassing first impressions or first meetings with people. might look like they're in pain all the time. might be emotionally pained by how life treats them, people might get addicted to them or they might've been shunned by other people. could be interested with the psychology of life, can be a very vengeful person, they could have a dark aura, eye-bags? like heavy ones; could look like they're angry all the time, could have occurring nightmares, or have night-marish interactions with people. this placement is a beacon of someone just looking scary or intimidating, many people might find them appealing and sexually attractive; might look like a nypmh. is a placement of attracting psychotic people and stalkers.

♇ ASTEROID DARK MOON LILITH IN THE SECOND HOUSE - natives with this placement could've had a mother figure that stole from them; people with this placement could be vocal about how they want their life to be, have wishes of being rich; is a beacon of someone being in sadomasochism, could have a lot of whips, ropes etc somewhere. might've been publicly humiliated by an immediate family member. could've received emotional pain by their immediate family, not being protected by them when they should've. could have an alcohol addiction, could've been exiled by their immediate family members. might want to understand how others use their money? might not be the most vengeful but when they want to get someone back, they could be stubborn about letting things go. their shadow could be a shopping addiction, could be someone that steals; when in rage or mad, they can become very loud. might've had a nightmare about losing their voice? might be interested with learning about the language demons etc speak, could be sexually attracted to people's voices or people might find their voices sexually appealing. could endorse themselves in sex to feel better and more secure. could have psychotic people in their immediate family, could've had someone in their immediate family that has been stalked vice versa.

♇ ASTEROID DARK MOON LILITH IN THE THIRD HOUSE - natives with this placement could've had a mother figure that was verbally abusive to them. people with this placement could've been interested with writing, along with writing fairytales or a fairytale with a dark twist. as they're versatile, they might be open with sadomasochism but im getting majority of the people with this placement might not be into it. could've been publicly humiliated by relatives, in their school or in their neighbourhood. they could've had emotional pain from their siblings or relatives or because of their journey in school; toxic relatives. could've been exiled by their relatives and felt like the black sheep. could be very interested with how the human mind works. is very sly with their execution of vengeance, their shadow might be their intrusive thoughts, could have a lot of panic attacks, anxiety attacks and so on. people with dark moon in the third house might go through a lot of nightmares or see things that arent there? or see things other people cant see; could be someone that thinks of sex all the time. could have a very dark mind, could've had psychotic relatives, relatives that were stalkers, stalkers in their neighbourhood or school.

♇ ASTEROID DARK MOON LILITH IN THE FOURTH HOUSE - natives with this placement could've had a mother figure that wasnt there. could've had an abusive mother figure, people with this placement could've imagined moving out from their home when they were younger. might want to dip into sadomasochism just to feel something. is a beacon of being publicly humiliated by a mother figure or a family member. could've received emotional pain from their mother figure or family. their home could've had a lot of drugs and alcohol? evidently, toxic family members, some who have this placement could've been kicked out of her home. some might've even had emancipation from their parents, specifically from their mother. could've inherited mental stability from their mother. people who have this placement could be bitter but not the type to carry out vengeance? or not long ones, just like to get someone right there and then. their shadow could be envy, envy of people who have matriarchal security. their rage and mad energy is just them being bitter but it wont last for long but they can become cold or guarded when they do feel that way. could've had a lot of nightmares in their birth home but when they leave everything is better. could've lived in a home where it was haunted. could've been introduced to physical pleasure when they were too young, could've had a mother that portrayed themes of psychotic behaviour, could've have someone stalk their home, or their mother. their mother figure might not want to let go of these natives.

♇ ASTEROID DARK MOON LILITH IN THE FIFTH HOUSE - people with this placement could've gone through a life where there mother didnt want them or had a mother that was too arrogant, could be both. people with this placement might not want to have children; they could have some delusions about their childhood, they might be avoidant about revisiting trauma that happened in their childhood. about the topic of sadomasochism, will likely be into it but would want to be the one inflicting pain. could've been publicly humiliated by children? or their flings? could have emotional pain from their childhood, along with their father figure, could have emotional pain from the people they used to date. might not be able to give birth, might want to work with kids though. will be very open about how they execute vengeance, would want the person they're plotting on to be embarrassed. their shadow might be their arrogant and self-righteous energy. could feel a lot of rage and madness because of their childhood, pent up anger. could have nightmares about what they went through as a child or have nightmares about their father. could've had a lot of paranormal activities when they were younger, might like to watch horror. is an indicator of being very sexually active, could've had a lot of psychos as love interests and love interests that stalked them, could go the other way.

♇ ASTEROID DARK MOON LILITH IN THE SIXTH HOUSE - people with this placement could've had an abusive mother, or work with people who had abusive mothers or parental figures in general. might have the "fairy tale" of living in a better world. might read fairy tales to children as a part-time job, will be very into sadomasochism, or will try it once, or a couple of times. this placement signifies that they could've been publicly humiliated by their enemies, co-workers; could've been humiliated in their job. might have emotional pain from their mother figure or people that could've been hard on them in a work place. might indulge in drugs, plant-based drugs. could've been fired from a job before. will be very interested about how the human mind works, will be very structured about how they plot on their enemies, will likely win. their shadow could be them thinking they're better than other people or trying to change other people. could work in places that help them release rage, could have a lot of nightmares. might like to work in a job where you encounter demons and ghosts. can be someone who is addicted to sex, [ indicator of sex worker ] might be interested in working in a mental asylum. could've been stalked a lot. especially around their work-place.

♇ ASTEROID DARK MOON LILITH IN THE SEVENTH HOUSE - people with this placement could've had a mother who was in a lot of abusive relationships, therefore altering the native's perception of romantic bonds. could sometimes think they can "change" their love interests to have a better mentality. might also want to submit into something their love interest would like, doing things their lover likes, for example sadomasochism. could've been publicly humiliated by their grand-parents, their romantic partners or by their open-enemies. could've received emotional pain from their grandparents, general public, relationships, also the law? could've had a number of toxic relationships, could've been cheated on, or could've been the cheater. will think it is their responsibility to understand why their partner thinks a certain way. would be open on revenge, just to be a fair person. the shadow could be them wanting to be justice and karma and acting like God. is a very unbalanced placement so fits of rage is expected, could have nightmares of their partner cheating on them. could've had partners who carried dark enemies, could've engaged in sex a lot just to please the other person, or their partner could've thought the only way to keep the native is by sex. could've had a lot of psychotic partners and partners that were stalkers.

♇ ASTEROID DARK MOON LILITH IN THE EIGHTH HOUSE - people with this placement could have a mother figure that is deceased. could have sexual trauma due to their mother figure, mother figure might've stolen money from them, could've been shown physical intimacy/porn at a young age. might be into dark and twisted fairy tales, might try sadomasochism, a type where it might involve heat? might've been sexually harassed in front of people. could have emotional pain due to their finances, might have a lot of people hate on them for no reason. could take on a lot of drugs, might have their future spouse's family not like them; will want to understand how people's minds get really dark. is a very vengeful placement, will be very cunning and sly with the way they execute it. their shadow might be a very destructive and toxic version of themselves, one that is blinded by revenge. an indicator of someone just being so bitter and vengeful, anger issues is prominent with people who have this. could have nightmares about sexual abuse. could've encountered a lot of demons and evil bodies. can be obsessive about sex, make sure it doesnt overtake thy morals. could have exhibit psychotic behaviour if not too careful. could've had entities that stalked them or just had terrible occurring interactions with specific people.

♇ ASTEROID DARK MOON LILITH IN THE NINTH HOUSE - those who have this placement could've had a mother figure that tried to force their religious/spiritual beliefs down their throat. could be interested in working in a publishing job, might want to publish books that have twisted fairy tales? their fairy tales might include about them travelling. will be interested with being the person who is inflicting pains sexually; could have been publicly humiliated in a foreign country? or by their future spouse. might have a toxic view of life, or lack of morals. could have emotional pain from religion. might've not fit their religious standards, might be interested in religious/spiritual cults. is another placement of where some people might behave God-like and choose how someone's karma should be etc. their shadow could be their self-righteous and God-complex. could have immense anger issues, might be directed to people who try and liberate them. might have nightmares of feeling lost, might be interested with interacting with demons, ghosts, gremlins etc once third-eye is open. is an indicator of someone being a sex freak, could have a lot of sexual partners. might have a future spouse that is crazy or can have deep anger issues, their future spouse might've had stalkers. natives with this placement might be stalked while going to other countries.

♇ ASTEROID DARK MOON LILITH IN THE TENTH HOUSE - those who have this placement could've had a mother figure that could've been in a shady business, or someone who cared about business more than them. might imagine becoming the "big boss", might've worked in a sexual career that included sadomasochism; i'm also hearing dominatrix? is a sign of them being publicly humiliated in general, publicly humiliated by their father's side of the family, by authority, in their workplace or even by the church. if they haven't worked there, they might be open or curious too. could've received emotional pain from people who had authority over them, could've had emotional pain from the church, could have a toxic father's side of the family. father's side of the family might not like them, people with this placement might feel like people dont like them in their workplace; could've gotten fired before. might be in an occupation that involves the psychology of others, might like to take revenge on their co-workers. or work harder than them so they can reach higher-position. might be slow when it comes to plotting their vengeance. their shadow can be them being too controlling. might find the public hating them, or the public seen them angry a lot. might have nightmares of losing everything. might like to be apart of an occupation where there are ghosts and demons involved? crime scene occupations. is an indicator of someone being a sex-worker. the public might see these people as psychotic? could've had older people stalk them.

♇ ASTEROID DARK MOON LILITH IN THE ELEVENTH HOUSE - those who have this placement could've had a mother figure that cared about her friends more than she cared about their child. or they could've had a mother figure that didnt fit the bare-minimum mother behaviour. people who have this placement might be people who want better for their communities but execute it in ways that it get side-eyed. as the eleventh house is an indicator of taboo, there might be open to sadomasochism, might've been publicly humiliated before? might've publicly humiliated someone. could've had emotional pain from their community, also step-siblings or step-relatives, friends or from the internet. could live in a toxic environment/community. could've had toxic friends or was the toxic friends. could've been the black sheep of their friendship group, could've been left/kicked out. these people might've had their accounts banned from a social media before? could be interested about the psychology of friendship groups. could be very erratic and unpredictable when it comes to executes of vengeance. their shadow self is their extreme identity that is irregular. could have an inconsistent rage, might make other people walk on egg-shells because of how changeable they can be. could have bad-blood with ex-friendship groups. could have nightmares that involve their friends, community or the internet. could've had friends that have dark energy, friends that ghost them or they're the friend that is like that. could've had friends with benefits, many sexual partners. could've had a lot of mentally-ill friends, friends that were stalked, or some friends could've stalked these natives before.

♇ ASTEROID DARK MOON LILITH IN THE TWELFTH HOUSE - those who have this placement could have a mother that's not interested in them no more? could have a mother figure that is in prison or has been locked away or is in another country. could have a mother figure that behaves like a martyr. people with this placement might behave like a martyr or live in their head a lot. an indicator of being publicly humiliated, might've been caught speaking to themselves. or might be secretive about their interest of sadomasochism. could've had emotional pain from spirituality, the dark side that comes with it. could have a very bad mental health, might've felt really alone at times. might be interested about how the human mind can become very dark-sided or ill. can be very sneaky and secretive about how they plot their vengeance. their shadow can be their victimising self, could feel like they're being watched all the time. the type of people to rage in their head? or imagine how they rage instead of acting out on it. a big indicator of having nightmares, might've gotten used to it. might've interacted with demons, ghosts and gremlins before but in their spiritual form. [ specifically demons and ghosts ] can get lost into sexual pleasure. might've had an interaction with a succubus. could be a psycho but can hide it very well. could've had many stalkers in their life time, could've been stalked by spirits and demons before.

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One Solomon fic hold the sugar coming right up!

Making a Sorcerer’s Firstborn (Solomon x Fem!MC) ~NSFW~ |BREAD|

Solomon had always wondered what made you special ever since he met you that first day at RAD. As one of the most powerful sorcerers the world has ever seen, it’s clear why he was chosen for the exchange program but you were a different case. At first glance you seemed to be….well, an ordinary human. Nothing wrong about that but also nothing extraordinary either. Then again, despite what looks might suggest you had managed to make pacts with some of the highest ranking demons in the devildom, a feat no typical human would be able to accomplish in such a short amount of time. Solomon started to wonder if there was something he wasn’t quite picking up here, a part of you that you’ve been hiding from others, some kind of extra edge. It wasn’t until that fateful day at the Demon Lord’s Palace that things started to become even more interesting. For the first time he saw just how powerful your magic potential was. Being able to increase a demon’s power was one thing but to strengthen Asmo to such an extent that he changed his mind about making a pact with you? There was no way he could ignore something like that.

When news quietly started to spread that one of the human exchange students wasn’t so human after all Solomon knew he had to get to the bottom of your secret. He would have never suspected that you came from an angelic bloodline but the theory held up. It explained why you had such a high magical potential despite the fact that you didn’t even know magic existed until a few months ago. A part of him couldn’t help but envy you but at the same time he wondered how powerful a child created between the both of you could be. With your lineage and his background in magic there was no doubt that your child would grow to have a strong inclination for magic, possibly even surpassing that of their parents. As intrigued as Solomon was at that thought he didn’t think you would ever agree to such a proposal. Bearing his child for the sake of prospect and power sounded absurd! Then again as someone who managed to convince 72 demons to form pacts with him, how hard can it be to persuade a human of all things?

“So...let me get this straight. You want to take advantage of my angelic bloodline and impregnate me to create an extremely powerful magic baby?”

“Yes”

“I’m in”

“WaiT REALLY?!??!”

“On one condition”

“....go on”

“I want you to teach me the breeding spell”

“Oh?” Solomon’s lips curled into a smirk once he heard your terms. He knew quite well what that spell was capable of and found it rather ironic that someone who was part angel could be so sinful. Nevertheless, he accepted your offer and extended a hand towards you.

“Deal”

Back in Purgatory Hall neither of you wasted a moment getting started. What began as a few kisses quickly escalated to bites and hickeys as the two of you rushed to remove your clothes. Taking a seat at the edge of the bed, Solomon placed his hands on your shoulders pushing you down to your knees in front of him. Undoing his belt and zipper you stripped him to his boxers and began licking him through the fabric, your saliva mixing with his precum. Solomon hissed as your tongue ran over a particularly sensitive spot along his length. It wasn’t long before the outline of his hardened dick became visible through his boxers and once that last remaining piece of cloth was gone so was your restraint. Without a shred of hesitation, you took the head of his cock into your mouth and began swirling your tongue around it earning a rather audible groan from the sorcerer. Once you worked your way down to the base, his hand brushed some of your hair behind your ear before tilting your head up to look at him. Your eyes were glazed, the only emotion that shone through them was lust, a feeling Solomon knew all too well from dealing with Asmo.

You were so given to your desires you didn’t even notice Solomon recite the breeding incantation until you felt a rush of heat pool in your stomach and between your legs. The sudden increase in sensitivity sent shivers down your spine making you pause in the middle of your actions, something that wasn’t taken so well by your partner who was just as equally as affected as you were. Delving his fingers between your locks Solomon gripped your hair and continued where you had left off, thrusting his hips as he held your head in place. His speed was slow at first but the impact was enough to snap you back into reality. You struggled to match his pace as his thrusts grew more and more erratic, each movement pushing the tip of his dick further towards the back of your throat. Craving even more stimulation you let one of your hands slip beneath your underwear, slowly rubbing circles around your clit while your other hand played with your nipple. Your stifled moans made the walls of your throat clench and vibrate against Solomon’s cock, driving him to the edge as his salty, bitter seed coated your mouth and dripped down your chin.

Staring up breathlessly at Solomon you felt his hand gently stroke your hair, a rather tender expression considering his previous actions and those that would soon follow.

“Such a good little slut~ Already a mess when we’ve barely even started...”

Taking you in his arms, he lifted you onto the bed and spread your legs apart. You were already so wet, so ready for him, and yet he still felt the need to tease you a bit. Resting his head against your thigh he lapped the juices around your entrance and stroked your clit with the tip of his tongue enjoying the way your body squirmed and cried out at his touch. Pushing you even further to your breaking point, he slipped two of his fingers inside of you and watched as you gripped the sheets each time he curled them or rubbed against your walls.

When he finally pulled away it was only to replace his fingers with something much longer and thicker. You could feel his length throbbing against your entrance and, being in heat, you couldn’t help but rub yourself against him to gain even the smallest amount of friction and relief as your body pleaded for him to just take you. Solomon merely chuckled at your enthusiasm and toyed with your impatience even more as he slid the head of his cock inside you at a painfully slow pace. Once he was half way inside he finally gave you what you wanted, mercilessly ramming the rest of his cock inside you until you reached the base. His hips slammed against yours recklessly as you wrapped your legs around him urging him to hit your deepest parts. Keeping his pace, Solomon buried his head in the crook of your neck leaving behind bite marks and hickeys wherever his mouth left your skin. You could feel the heat of his breath as he leaned towards your ear, his lips twisted into a smirk as he spoke once again.

“I didn’t think you’d be so desperate to be bred MC. The way you have those demon brothers wrapped around your finger, you could have gotten fucked by any one of them if you wanted. But instead you’re here with me taking me in so well.... Tell me MC, with how tight you’re squeezing me, are you sure I’m the only one who wants this baby?”

You barely had the concentration or the time to reply as you felt your climax just beyond your reach. All you could do was moan and cling to Solomon in response to his words which, to him, was the best kind of answer you could give. Grabbing onto your hips for more leverage his thrusts became more reckless with each passing second. The heat growing within your core felt unbearable as your body grew closer and closer to release. After brushing against a particularly sensitive area, your walls became tighter which only made Solomon pound into your sweet spot even harder. With one last deep thrust you had both reached your limit. As you came you could feel his length throb inside of you as his warm load filled you and dripped onto the sheets. When you had finally milked every last drop of his cum, Solomon pulled out only to flip you onto your back and reposition himself at your entrance once again.

“Don’t think we’re done just because round one is over. We’ve got a baby to make and until the spell wears off we’re gonna make the most out of every second.”

Neither of you remember how many times you had sex the next few days but with the sheer amount of cum that was poured into you there was no doubt that you would bear Solomon’s baby soon enough. On the last day of the spell when its effects had finally weakened the two of you finally got some rest, dazed and exhausted from your time together.

“Y’know Solomon, I’ve been thinking...”

“Hm?”

“If this kid has white hair….how are we gonna break it to Mammon that it’s not his?”

“FUCK”

#obey me!#shall we date #shall we date?#obey me #lemon lime demon time #bread #obey me! solomon #obey me! scenario #scenario

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mrskisaki · 4 years

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Waves hello! If your requests are still open could we please get sfw alphabets: A, D, G, J and T for zoro, law and mihawk? I know you already have a couple of those for zoro so feel free to skip, thanks so much!! <3

Requests are always open hun >:) 🎃

The fact that this blog has been out for a month now and I have 78 followers 💜✨

Sfw Alphabets (A, D, G, J, T) for Zoro, Law, and Mihawk

Zoro

A = Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)

Zoro isn't very affectionate, at least that'd what he wants people to think.

He might not be all over you in public but behind closed doors this man will cling to you.

In public, he will fluster up quickly at even the slightest pda. With that being said, the most he'll do is let you lean on him while you two take a nap on the deck.

He'll do small pda that wouldn't cause attention from others such as putting a hand on your shoulder while he talks to you, brush against you walking by, having his leg spread out touching yours as you sit together at lunch, and an arm over the shoulder hug.

If you want more affection in public, you'll have to initiate it yourself. He'll fluster and yell at you but he won't stop you, he'll even grip you harder if you hold his hand and then try to pull away.

In private, he is all over you. It's when he's his most vulnerable.

He's a big cuddle and once he's down and you're in his arms, he's not letting go.

He's not above pretending to be sleep with an iron grip and rolling over ontop of you so you can't leave.

D for Zoro

G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)

Well, Zoro isn't exactly well known for being gentle, quite the contrary actually.

He does try to be gentle with you though since he knows he can be a bit rough.

If he accidentally hurts you, he'll start to treat you like glass until he's convinced that you're okay.

He's a bit blunt when it comes to emotions so he can and will hurt your feelings from time to time.

He doesn't mean to, he just doesn't think before he speaks which means some things can be harsh and hurtful.

If he sees that your feelings are hurt, he'll apologize but tell you to not be so sensitive.

J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous?)

Zoro doesn't really get jealous because he trusts you a lot, if he didn't trust you, there would be no relationship at all.

If someone comes and flirts with you, he'll let you handle it unless he needs to get involved.

He can't really blame others for flirting with you because you are beautiful, he knows.

The only time he ever gets jealous is when Sanji is all over you. That results in them fighting and since Sanji does it every day, they are constantly fighting over it.

If Sanji so much as looks in your direction for more than 3 seconds, Zoro is down his throat.

A jealous Zoro is not something you want. He'll get moody and since he's not good with emotions, he'll go train and close himself off from you until he stops pouting.

OR a jealous Zoro is something you do want because it'll make him cling to you in public, letting everyone know that you're his and he will kiss you in front of them.

T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)

He's not good with dates, anniversaries, or gifts lmao. He's so hopeless that the crew has to help him. (Refuses help from Sanji but then accepts it after a shouting fight)

He does try but he's completely hopeless without help.

By himself, he would probably take you into the crows nest and have you watch him workout for a date.

He's really bad at remembering specific dates so the crew will have to remind him and he would still forget.

He would make an effort to shower and throw his tracksuit on while Sanji makes you two a dinner (he didn't want to help but with a bit of convincing from Nami, he was happy to help, for you of course)

He isn't really a gift-giver so you won't get gifts a lot and they're random.

For a gift, he would get you small trinkets that remind him of you or something that you pointed out so he know you'll like it.

If you haven't pointed anything out then he'll ask Nami and Robin what he should get and goes from there.

If Zoro isn't training, he's sleeping. With that being said, the man is lazy when he's doing everyday tasks. He does the bare minimum unless they're important, then he takes them seriously and does his best.

Law

A = Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)

He obviously isn't very affectionate and will not initiate anything in public and would prefer for you to do the same.

He won't even hold your hand walking out in public, and will pull his hand away if you try it.

He doesn't want to deal with teasing from the crew so he doesn't do much in front of them either.

At most he would kiss your forehead and that's it.

In private he would let you do whatever you want to him, he's touch starved but will never admit it.

He'll spoon you while cuddling, he won't be the little spoon even if you ask. (he wants to be the little spoon but is embarrassed by it so spoon him anyways)

He'll let you sit on his lap while he's doing paperwork, will also absentmindedly play with your hair as he works.

Loves to fall asleep on your chest listening to your heartbeat, it lets him know that you're alive and is is he.

D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)

Law doesn’t think about settling down

He is kinda on a suicide mission to defeat Doflamingo but he doesn’t think about the future other than that.

But after that goes down he does think about it from time to time.

He's at a crossroad with it, he wants to settle down but he doesn't at the same time.

He's already a captain to a pirate crew so he protects them and knows that something can happen to any one of them any day.

Law can cook basic foods but nothing spectacular.

He can make a small 3-course meal but anything other than that, he'd need some help or he'll burn it.

He is good with his hands so his vegetables are cut up nicely.

He is a very good cleaner and will clean without being told.

G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)

He’s gentle but not at the same time.

He doesn’t try to be gentle with you because he knows that you're a pirate and you can handle yourself, especially if you're in a relationship with him.

If he accidentally hurt you, it would catch both you and him off guard. He would quickly tend to your wounds without making eye contact.

You would have to tell him that it's okay and that you're fine.

He'll apologize and be a bit soft with you for the rest of the day. (which means you can get away with anything so go wild)

He treats you just like he does the crew, like family because that's what you are to him so he takes things seriously.

He will say what has to be said without sugar coating but will not try to hurt your feelings.

He will try not to be rough with you when it comes to certain things that are important and will have an impact on the future but if you're not listening to what he's saying then he does get a bit harsh.

He does try to be mindful of the way you feel but he does have a soft spot for you so if you get hurt from what he said, he'll sigh and apologize but stand by what he said.

J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous?)

He does tend to get jealous, not a lot but it happens.

It wouldn't be because of someone flirting with you, he knows they don't have a chance with you.

He gets jealous that someone else has your attention and that you're spending more time with someone else than you are with him.

He would give a death glare and not speak for the rest of the day. He will never admit that he’s jealous and will close himself off to working all-day.

He will pout in his own way and will ignore you until you say something to him. Even then he'll deny that he's jealous and won't get over it until you both cuddle and talk it out.

It does embarrass him so if you tease him about it, he will completely shut down and leave for a while until you apologize.

T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)

Law makes an effort to make you happy.

He knows that you really look forward to dates and anniversaries since you two don't spend a lot of time together since he's always busy.

He plans dates out months early and plans out every little detail.

The crew will want to help and of course, he'll deny but they end up helping anyways.

Since he's not really a romantic guy he does struggle a little bit so he'll ask you certain questions without letting off the fact that he's planning something.

He would most likely have a lunch date; a picnic on an island where you two could be isolated from other people and any interruptions.

Anniversaries are the same but instead of lunch, it's dinner.

That entire day he's busy so he makes sure the crew keeps you distracted and not find out about the plans of the night.

He's obviously good with everyday tasks since he is the captain of a rowdy crew.

He prefers to do things correctly the first time so he doesn't have to go back and do them a second time.

He's a very good listener and he remembers everything so if you mention something you liked on the island you're on, he'll get it for you.

If it's something you didn't point out then it's something that he knows you would like and it's probably something pertaining to your hobby or a collection that you have.

Mihawk

A = Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)

He isn’t affectionate at all in public but he is in private.

He’s a private man so he doesn’t want everyone in his business.

He will not initiate any pda except a hand on the small of your back as you two walk but that’s about it.

You could initiate hand holding and he’ll keep it but anything other than that, he’ll shut it down.

He’ll kindly ask you to stop and save it for privacy. It makes him uncomfortable and slightly embarrasses him and not in the cute way.

In private, he’ll let you initiate any pda you want.

He’ll hold your hand and give it a kiss, kiss your forehead, have you sitting on his lap infront of the fireplace as you two read drinking wine and even soak in a bubble bath with you.

He won't necessarily cuddle with you but if you snuggle up to him then he won't complain.

D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)

Deep down he does truly want to settle down, he isn’t getting any younger.

He wouldn’t be open with it until he knows for sure that you yourself want to settle down as well.

Mihawk is one of the best cooks out there, he cooks entire meals and they are always delicious.

He never burns anything or cooks anything under done.

He is a clean man, he’s good at cleaning and will clean without being asked to.

If he sees something dirty, he’ll just simply clean it up.

He doesn't like for things to be dirty and will tell you to clean up after yourself.

G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)

Mihawk is gentle with you, he is a gentleman after all.

He treats you with the utmost care and acts as if you're fragile.

It's extremely rare that he would actually accidentally hurt you, it would be if you two training.

He would make sure you were okay, tend to any wounds and then apologize. He’ll do anything you want and get anything you need to make you feel better.

He's not gentle with his wording or your feelings.

He always thinks before he speaks, he thinks of what he’s going to say, how he’s going to say it and your reaction.

He does not sugarcoat anything and will say it as it is. If it hurts your feelings, he won't apologize because he meant it.

J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous?)

Mihawk? Jealous? No, that doesn't happen.

Then man already prefers to be alone and since you two are together, that means he has complete trust in you.

He is friends with Shanks after all.

But on the extremely rare occasion that he is jealous, he would just watch you and the other figure that has your attention.

He'll put his wine down and glare at the other person until they get the hint to back off.

He doesn't pout or cause a scene, but afterward, he will confront you and tell you how he felt.

T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)

Mihawk puts extreme effort into dates and anniversaries.

He plans everything out and makes sure that nothing can and will possibly go wrong.

For dates, he'll take you to a neighboring island to explore and try the food they have there or he’ll take you on a walk and bring you inside for a candlelit dinner with some of his best wine.

For an anniversary, he goes all out.

He's a romantic man, he makes sure you don't lift a finger the entire day.

He already is up before you so he makes you breakfast in bed with coffee or juice and with the newspaper if you read it.

Your favorite meal is made, a bubble bath with rose petals and wine with your favorite scented candles.

He'll play soft music and slow dance with you, you are his weakness so anything you want, you will get.

He'll get you trinkets and knickknacks that remind him of you or something you mentioned in a conversation.

He'll sometimes bring you jewelry but if he's gone for a while he will come back with your favorite flowers.

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imma-potatoo · 3 years

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OooO! For the requests, u!Patton mini fic with sympathetic Intruloceit and abusive Logicality, Patton is physically and mentally abusive to Logan, and he shows up to the dark side of the mindscape bleeding from the head and on the verge (ha) of passing out, Janus mends him (gets romantic when he wakes up) and Remus goes to bust some asses xD

(as you wish~)

The logical side as his eyes locked to the floor. His gaze fixed on the rusty nails pinning the floor boards down

"Honestly Logan! For being the logical side, you're just so dumb!"

"I know." there was a board to the left of his foot, it has a small spec of red paint. It was kind of a rusty colour if you looked closely at it, and it was flaky. Crusting over the wood rings

"Did you seriously think that Thomas would ever want to listen to you? I mean, what in the nation was that?"

"I don't know, I'm sorry." The paint smelled too, it had a strong iron scent that he could smell from where he was standing. The pigment was soaked into the wood-

"Are you even listening to me? Or are you just that big of a hypocrite?"

"I kno- wait!" Logan snapped his head up, being met with the two furious eyes of his boyfriend

Patton took a hissing breath as he stormed up to the indigo side, "You idiot!! You never ever listen to me! If you ever loved me you would do what I say!"

Logan backed up as Patton stepped closer. Logan could only choke in fear as Patton screamed in his face, their bedroom walls seeming to shake.

"P-Patton w-wait pl-ease" Logan choked on his tears as he hit the bedroom wall. Patton growling in his face

Even though Patton was the shorter one in the relationship, he was stronger, and certainly more intimidating.

Patton looked up into Logan's eyes, a small smile pulling at his lips, "for someone emotionless, you sure are expressive" he cupped the side of Logan's face, "did you lie?"

The shorter man combed back the pin straight hair of the logical side, ignoring the other side's trembling. "You know how I feel about liars, don't you sugar pie?"

Logan's vocal chords betrayed their owner, only small croaks and choked off noises escaping from his lips. Patton caught the hair at his nape, "Answer me"

Logan tried. But he couldn't. His vocals only squeaking in the protest as more tears fell down his cheeks

Patton's expression turned into a sneer. Tightening his grip, "I'm giving you one more chance Logan." his eyes were cold, drained of the emotion and love that they normally held. His skin felt burning. The inferno burning him from the inside out.

No answer could leave the side's lips.

Patton threw the side to the floor, his glasses falling off with the impact and the rusty nail hit his temple. Crimson liquid leaked from the cut. A sudden lightheadedness filled the side's skull, the room starting to spin, and the lights dug knifes into his head

Patton placed his foot on the others back, shoving him to the ground with a crack of Logan's spine. The cyan side kept pushing down as the floor creaked, "I'll answer since you seem too dumb to figure it out." he pushed harder on the side's ribs, "I. Hate. Liars. Deceit is lucky that I haven't dealt with him yet" cold eyes dug into his soul.

"Never ignore me ever again, are we clear?"

Logan nodded and his partner left the room

Logan layed on the floor for what seemed like hours, his breath raced and his head pounded as the ticking of the nearby clock seemed to work to drive him into insanity.

The blue side pushed himself upward, stabling himself in the wall. His limbs felt like lead as he stumbled out of the room

Truth be told, Logan had no clue where he was going. All he knew is that he needed to get help. So he kept walking

It felt like hours, the sickening feeling clinging to his gut as his head filled with cotton, he barely even recognized where he was anymore. It was dark, he knew that. And it smelled strangely like earl gray tea and copper. The tea was the much stronger scent though. It filled the room like someone had sprayed the scent, and old books lined the shelfs. Leaving the room with this warm atmosphere that was lacking everywhere else, even in his own room-

"Logan?"

The logical side looked up, everything was slightly blurry from his missing glasses, but he could make out scales and a black capelet.

Blood flowed down the side's skull, "H-help-" Logan collapsed into unconsciousness.

---

"-mus! We don't even know what happened to him! You cannot just go hit everyone over the head!"

"Well why not! Its guilty until proven innocent!"

There was a slight pause, "other way darling."

"hmm? Nah! I'm right! You're wrong!"

A sigh was heard, Logan could feel someone combing threw his hair, although it was a lot softer and nicer then how Patton did it. "Remus, darling, love of my life. How can I say this? NO!"

Logan cracked open his eyes, his head was covered in thick bandages and he was rested in Janus' lap. Remus bouncing on the other side of Janus.

"Darling, we don't want to wake up Logan."

"Do you think that when Logan wakes up he'll tell us who we have to kick? I hope so! No one should ever hurt someone like that, I wouldn't even do that! And I do a lot of super gory things! Like!" a gasp sounded from the green side, "Have I shown you Jeffrey yet?!"

Janus chuckled, "I don't think so. Why don't you go grab him?"

Logan opened his eyes fully to meet Janus' when Remus ran to the other room. He wasn't expecting to see a fond smile upon the yellow side's lips.

Janus didn't have his hat, curly fry like curls cascading down his forehead, but the rest of his attire was in place, "Good morning, my amazing logic. How are you feeling my dear?"

Logan opened his mouth, but sputtered from the dryness of his thoat. Janus handed him a glass of water, aiding him in holding the glass

Logan drew a calm breath, panting for oxygen, "Th-thank you"

The yellow side smiled, "I have nothing to accept. I simply gave you a simple human courtesy."

Logan blinked, mouth gapping as Janus ran his ungloved finger tips through his hair. Logan slumped against his chest, "Why did you help me?" tears clogged his thoat

Janus blinked, confusion filling his features, "because it was the right thing to do." Janus traced the swell of his back, avoiding the bandages that covered his skin as the time ticked away, "Logan?"

"Yes?"

"who hurt you?"

Silence spread throughout the room, specks thought flickered across the logical side's eyes. Lose flecks of hair covering his eyes as tears stained his face.

"I-I don't want him to hurt you"

A calm smile spread across the deceitful side's face, "He couldn't if he tried."

"JAN!! JANNNN!! SNAKEY!!" Remus burst through the door, a simple looking terrarium in his hands, "Look!" Remus paused the very second he locked gaze with Logan, a gasp filled the room as the green side rushed to place the terrarium on the scratched coffee table

"Lo! Lo-Lo! How ya feeling? Who do I have to hit? No one should hurt you like that!"

Blurry eyes flickered back and forth to the two sides. Both had this tint of protectiveness in their eyes, the tint covered their eyes like a coating of some sort. It was darker, but not the kind of look that was located in Patton's eyes.

"Patton," his voice was hushed, barely audible to the other sides.

Remus grinned, pressing a light kiss to his and Janus' forehead, "I love both of you!" The green side snatched his morning star from the dining room table, slamming the front door shut behind him.

Blush covered the blue side's face, his brain lagging to catch up. "W-what?"

Janus looked down at the taller man, "Rem just gets ahead of himself sometimes, we'll talk about it when he gets back" a soft grin spread on his face, "Want to watch BigHero6 dear?"

Surprise coated Logan's features for a millisecond, hesitantly nodding to the offer. Logan watched Janus search for the remote, his attention being brought to the terrarium on the table

"Jeffrey?"

"he names all his pets Jeffrey."

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t-lostinworlds · 3 years

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CHERRY: a review nobody asked for

I watched Cherry earlier today (roughly 15 hours ago) and I honestly don't exactly know what to say. So bare with me for this may only be a bunch of random sentences stringed together in hopes that I could make a point across haha. I'll keep this spoiler-free. I just need to air out my thoughts so I can stop them from distracting me any further because I can't stop thinking about it. But one thing is for sure: it's a goddamn great movie.

It is a difficult film to watch for sure. But I read a comment about how it's difficult to watch mainly because it's real, which I agree. Like you get a sense of how raw everything is, no sugar coating, no glamorizing, no romanticizing, it all just real, with how it looks and how it feels which makes it painful to watch. Yet I genuinely do want to watch it again even right after having watched it. I don't know if that says more about the film or me but ha. And I couldn't stop thinking about the film right before I went to bed and even the moment I woke up. It genuinely stays with you for so long and it leaves you thinking about it for hours on end. It really does want you to strike up a conversation about the difficult topics regarding PSTD and substance abuse. So kudos to everyone involved in the film because they successfully got the points they wanted to get across, I believe so at least.

Surprisingly, I didn't cry BUT my heart is genuinely still aching and I'm so down in the dumps right now even after hours later watching the movie, which I think is much worse than letting it all out at once ha. It definitely leaves a lasting impact on you. For me, it went by quick. It didn't feel like it was 2 hours long and something in me felt like it needed to be longer? Like, there could be more potential if they made this a mini-tv series but I loved it either way. Maybe because the style is quite similar to when you're reading a book (also would like to point out that I haven't read the book yet), which is a style I did enjoy a lot.

Then, Tom Holland and Ciara Bravo's performance...whew. They were both incredible in this. Like they both got so lost in the character and it was both amazing and hard to watch.

I haven't really seen much of Ciara aside from BTR but in this movie, she killed that role. I was genuinely begging for her to leave him because I was just so hurt for her. Ciara's incredible and she and Tom are just forces to be reckoned with.

Tom fucking Holland, however, the pain this man has put me through while watching this film all because of the look in his eyes, and the way he just shows emotions on screen I'm just, even just thinking about it makes my heart ache. I mean, there's no doubt how much of a talented actor he is but this movie my gosh, it proves that on so many levels. Him playing a character whose life spans out for more than a decade, and to see how great he's done each part so seamlessly, just this talented fucker. You genuinely don't see Tom Holland as the movie plays out. Like, it's his face sure, but he's able to bury himself in a way that all you see is the Cherry which is a whole different person. I probably am not making a single sense, but gosh, I'm just proud of him, and oh did he deliver an Oscar-worthy performance. Am I a bit biased? Maybe, but that doesn't make that statement less true. Just wow.

To close off, it's not going to be a film for everyone, some will like it, some will love it, some will also hate it or will be on the fence about it. What I will say is, make a judgment based on your own experience watching it rather than by reading or hearing what other people are saying about it. I do recommend it because I loved the movie, and I will for sure watch it again sometime later, like I want to watch it again right now but I need to recover from this miserableness first or I'll end up being more miserable going through it again haha.

#i talk a lot #we've been knew #just wow this movie #i loved it truly #like i sat staring at the wall for a good few minutes right after watching because wow #tom holland #ciara bravo #the russo brothers #cherry #movies #movie review #ramblings #movies: my review #as for me and my break and when i'll be back...idk yet aslalsk #after i finish chapter 10 of my series mayhaps #i really don't want to force myself to comeback when i don #*don't think i'm ready to #anyhow i'll see you guys soon i promise <3

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seacllie · 3 years

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matchup: hello there! may i request a normal matchup for obey me and genshin impact? i'd like to be matched with a male character, my pronouns are she/her. im shy and awkward most of the time, but I can be loud and talkative when we're close. I'm an affectionate person. I enjoy reading, some singing, and I've written some stories, but I don't think they're good enough for show. I like deep conversations, where we just open up about stuff, anything we've been holding back. im very emotional, and I have trouble controlling my emotions. my ideal date would be some sort of cafe or movie date. I can read the room and people easily, and adjust my actions to that. thank you 👑

I think you match well with...

SIMEON

🍊 You're shy and awkward? No worries, no matter how long, he'd wait for you to slowly open up to him, he's patient. He appreciates you're talkative because he himself isn't very loud, he would chime in here and there, and he'd be the type who'd hold direct eye contact with you, or just staring at your face while you're talking with that soft smile

🍊 Simeon would be in between shameless and flustered with PDA, sneak in a couple of surprise kisses and hugs, catch him off guard and perhaps you'll catch a flustered Simeon. Within a heartbeat, he would return your acts of affection, always. Whenever you guys are out hanging out, it's your hands glued together or you guys linking arms, it's clear as day that you guys are a couple to outsiders. When you're alone, singing, and Simeon catches that? He might one either join in as a duet (if he knows that song), or two, enjoy the free concert.

🍊 You write? Simeon writes too! He wants to read your stories one day if you ever let him, if you ever want to improve your writing Simeon's your man, I mean, he does have a entire series published. Simeon would be silent, listening attentively when you rant about your feelings. He would sooth you with gentle words and touches, offering you advice if you want them. He likes to hold a touch of you while having a deep conversation, it's just something he likes, you would take turns letting out your burdens.

🍊 Simeon's classic, if you like movies, he doenst have many recommendations, he would mostly go along with whatever you pick, but when he finds a movie that catches his attention, that he'd think both you and him would like, best to think that's what you guys are watching on your next movie date. Most of your cafe dates are decided randomly or in both of your interests, but if your okay with cats, or better yet love them, he has a lot of cat cafe's recommendations from Satan that he'd like to check out.

VENTI

🍊 A lot of affection in this relationship, Venti would always have a hold around you, whenever he sees you he would sneak around you, giving you a surprise hug or kiss, he'd stay for a little to see your flustered expression before leaving giggling. You make the singles in Monstadt even more single. Unless you needed distance, Venti would be all over you, wanting to spend his time with you whenever he's free.

🍊 He doesn't mind if you're shy, talkative, or awkward, or all three of them. He can do most of the talking when you're still in the awkward stage, but he loves it when you join in the conversation too, and actively chat with him with a range of topics. Deep conversations with Venti would truly be very deep. A lot of emotional burdens he'd kept inside, he's the type who would slowly over time he would start opening up more and more, and before you know it, you have his entire heart out in your palms. That's how you'd know he's serious about the relationship.

🍊 He has lived for a very long time, and had seen many many things. When you're feeling emotional he would stare at you with a serious face, and be a really good listener. His way of comforting would be him holding you, and offering his advice, that isn't sugar-coated, but it's up to you if you want to listen to his advice or not. It's okay if you have trouble controlling your emotions, Venti thinks it's better than bottling them up. But if you want to control your emotions better, Venti would support you and help in ways he can.

🍊 He takes advantage if you guys are a couple, discounts for couples? he eats that up. The moment he sees that couple discount, he's already carrying you and sprinting over there. When watching movies that doesn't interest him, he'd either just judge the movie, sleep through the entire show, or when he's feeling especially bored he might just be super vocal about his expressions and get you guys potentially kicked out (but only if you didn't enjoy the movie as well), he wouldn't want to ruin your fun. But next time, you guys are only watching movies that suit both of you.

#.normal matchups #genshin impact matchup #obey me! shall we date?#obey me simeon #genshin impact venti #obey me! matchup #genshin impact #anime matchup #game matchup

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deoovat · 4 years

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Do you ship Sonknux? And if so do you have any headcannons for them? :3

oHBOY YES! Sonknux is actually my second favorite ship.

I do have head canons! Let’s see...

-> Knuckles actually has a very heavy reliance on Sonic when it comes to adapting to the rest of the world.

-> Knuckles had never even thought about leaving his island ever before until he met Sonic. Sonic instilled in Knuckles some of his wonderous nature that for the first time in his life he could say... he was curious about the outside world. Knuckles had always known it existed and had visited the surface before(on very rare occasions) but Sonic made him actually want to see more of it.

-> Sonic beneath all that playful and arrogant demeanor really does care about Knuckles and pays close attention to him.

-> Noone would think someone like Sonic could understand someone like Knuckles but Sonic spent a good amount of his first couple years befriending the echidna really trying to figure him out. Sonic can very much see past people's fronts and isn’t easily fooled. But Knuckles was hard to grasp ahold of. Once he realized how genuine Knuckles was did he realize that Knuckles wasn’t really putting up a front. He was cautious, angry, defensive, and stone-hearted for a reason. Nothing about Knuckles was an act.

-> Since Sonic can see through people pretty easily, the blue hero was the one to spot just how lonely Knuckles was far before Knuckles even came to the realization himself. Which made the blue hedgehog feel real bummed out about it.

-> In his own way, he’d tried to barge his way into Knuckles life but was met with resistance of every kind. However, Knuckles is the one who made Sonic realize that he wasn’t being genuine to himself. Which is why Knuckles didn’t trust him for a long time.

-> Sonic was used to being treated like a hero and welcomed everywhere with open arms. Knuckles... didn’t treat Sonic like a hero. He didn’t even know who Sonic was or what he’s done time and time again for Mobius. Which was... refreshing, for Sonic. He sort of made him grow up in a way.

-> Sonic was a hero, but when they met he was still a teenager. Who made stupid and borderline dumb decisions, bites off more than he could chew, says mean things sometimes when he didn’t mean it, and even had the occasional temper tantrum. Knuckles saw these sides of him and didn’t excuse them because he was a hero. He gave him that confrontation the blue hedgehog didn’t know he needed in his circle of friends. He could really be himself around Knuckles, with no filter and no sugar coating of his behaviors. Being around Knuckles actually gave Sonic room to reflect on himself and question some of the things he did.

-> Knuckles respects Sonic but he doesn’t turn a blind eye to those faults. And despite fully recognizing the less admirable parts of him and letting Sonic know time and time and again just how much of a pain in the ass he is, the echidna still eventually becomes one of Sonic’s closest friends the more years they grow together.

-> Truthfully, in these two cases, they fall for each other in very different ways. But Sonic would realize it first.

-> Knuckles thinks Sonic is too reckless to be a hero, but he thinks Sonic’s free nature is still beautiful in all of its flaws. He’s even envious of it sometimes. Sonic turned the world he looked at with distrust that could be full of possible enemies to a world that’s full of variety and wonder. Sonic’s impact on him he believes, messes with his Guardian duties because he really does make him want to leave that island of his. A feeling the echidna never thought he’d ever EVER be able to feel.

-> So while Knuckles does fall in love with Sonic he doesn’t realize that what he's feeling is actually love until Sonic approaches him first about it.

-> Sonic fell in love with Knuckles and absolutely knew it was love when it happened. Knuckles looks at him in a way no one else does and it’s always made his heart skip a beat or two. Knuckles has this genuine complexity to him that Sonic likes losing himself in. He likes getting to understand Knuckles and knowing he’s only able to do so because the echidna somehow, seems to trust him more than anyone else. He earned that. It was one of the very few things that took Sonic so long to earn that he really cherished.

-> And not to brag, but Sonic thinks that having some stoned face, powerhouse tough guy like Knuckles, who lives in a floating paradise in the sky and would drop everything just to back him up in a fight, as a boyfriend is a fairy tale envied by MANY.

-> Plus his boyfriend is a hot-head, and Sonic has a thing for hot-heads. He thinks Knuckles adorable when he loses his cool.

-> In many ways this relationship can work and at the same time, can fall apart.

-> Knuckles wouldn’t ever want to restrict Sonic of his freedom because that’s the biggest thing he loves about him. And Sonic wouldn’t ever force Knuckles to abandon the life he’s lived for so long just to run away with him. (Though it’s his wildest fantasy to be honest, Knuckles running away with him.)

-> Their relationship requires a lot of compromises to work but as they grow together and into adulthood, they absolutely get better at it

-> They work with Tails over the years to help install some sort of security system on the island that can make it easier for Knuckles to leave it for longer periods of times. Cause honestly, going on adventures with his boyfriend his favorite thing to do.

-> And traveling becomes so much more fun and invigorating for Sonic when he has his boyfriend with him.

-> Sonic does embarrassing little things like bring Knuckles flowers and pretending to serenade him in front of people. He’s incredibly silly with trying to play up the romance with his boyfriend but Knuckles finds his silliness endearing.

-> Sonic is not shy about letting people know that Knuckles is his boyfriend. He does it even when it’s not necessary. Knuckles is constantly embarrassed by this but is flattered. Sonic will introduce himself to people and without any hesitation say “And this is my boyfriend, Knuckles.” Eventually, Knuckles starts doing it here and there as well.

-> Knuckles doesn’t care what other people think but he’s a very private and quiet person and he shows his affection for the hedgehog more by taking action than using words.

-> Sonic is always asking Knuckles about how he feels, and if he’s enjoying himself when they’re together to encourage the echidna to communicate his emotions more. Since Knuckles gets stuck in his head a lot trying to figure out how to work himself around a relationship.

-> Knuckles is quiet but he’s very physically affectionate with Sonic.It took them a while to get to that point but while Sonic is absolutely shameless with throwing “I love yous” at him, Knuckles often responds in wholesome affectionate gestures like, kissing Sonics forehead, rubbing their noses together, holding Sonic’s hand, holding Sonics hand to his chest, etc. etc. He’s very hands-on with the blue hedgehog.

-> Sonic doesn’t take any offense and he knows Knuckles is saying it without words... but when he does open his mouth and say the words “I love you.”, Sonic is always left red as a tomato, speechless... and shamelessly asking him to say it again. (Which of course he does.)

-> Knuckles and Sonic are both switches so they trade roles very often depending on the mood.

-> Sonic and Knuckles jokingly insult each other a lot but it’s all fun and games. However, if someone insults Sonic and Knuckles is there, the glare that they would receive would be strong enough to make them apologize almost immediately.

-> Which of course the blue hero, loves.

-> Knuckles, in all his seriousness and sincerity, has a pretty naive soul. He’s cautious for a reason after all. It’s not hard to win him over if you know what you’re doing. The echidna is torn across those lines of “Wanting to trust people” and “People are too dishonest to trust.” So Sonic is very protective of Knuckles because of how gullible he can be. He doesn’t want Knuckles to change that part of him because he feels that is what makes him, Knuckles.

ok this got way too long I'm sorry but THESE are most of my head-canons for these two, I hope you like them! (*๓´╰╯`๓)

#knuxonic #sonknux #Knuckles the Echidna #sonic the hedgehog #my headcanons #this ship while not my otp is very close and dear to my heart #asks

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ambivalens999 · 3 years

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Hello ! I'm glad we can interact here. Someone reccomended me Masks last week and since then I ate it up. I have a few questions . What did Kakashi think when he found out who Saori/Sakura was? Was he surprised ? Regarding Sasuke's and Itachi relationship ,does it improve? From what I understood it's not bad ,but the communication between them seems lacking? When you write ,what are your goals? I think your caracters are writen beautifuly and I like how I can relate with them . Thank you!

Hello hello! Sorry for the delay in response, but hopefully these answers are mostly satisfying lol <3

1. He’s taken by surprise, yes, in the sense that he had not in the least suspected Saori = Sakura. If I had to point to the dominant emotion he feels in the aftermath, though, I would say it’s anger--he spends very little time on denial / shock, if at all. And there are numerous factors that contribute to that anger. It isn’t only that Sakura has ostensibly “betrayed” Konoha. It isn’t only that it’s some sort of blow to his pride that he was successfully duped / fooled by someone he thought inept (although that’s a part of it). In my mind, the betrayal feels all the more perverse to him because it is personal--and I feel that to point just to the fact that they slept together as the cause of this would be too simplistic. More generally, Sakura’s relative lack of fear (as compared to nearly every other ANBU’s healthy caution of him) and her aggressive resentment (lol) enable her as Saori to push past the front Kakashi puts up, allowing her consequently (often unintentionally) to witness poignant intstances of vulnerability others do not...a handful of instances, but even that small amount is more than nearly anyone else has seen. These moments--her witnessing them and atypical reactions to them--undeniably have an impact on Kakashi too, though not really consciously observed or recognized until this moment of betrayal. Ironically, it’s as Sakura seems to betray him and Konoha that Kakashi realizes that he had unwittingly come to trust Saori/Sakura more than the average teammate, certainly more than whatever negligible value he typically assigns someone he has slept with--and, as you can observe, this sort of sends him off the deep end lmao.

2. Sasuke and Itachi’s relationship does improve <3 I’m not going to say much more than that though because I am vaguely planning to write a short piece for them as part of the vignette-style sequel :)

3. What are my goals when I write? Damn. That’s a big question. Hmm. For this fic in particular, I was very driven by the idea of writing a Sakura who is jaded, gritty, kind of an asshole, and just...seriously struggling with things far weightier than she had dealt with in canon. I was also generally sick of reading very nice and palatable, sweet-girl (or sassy-but-not-really-threatening) takes on her. There’s nothing inherently wrong with those depictions, just...well, they’re not interesting or particularly exciting examples of female characters (to me) and already dominate so many of the narratives we see. Tbh, now that I think about it, my fic’s Sakura is kind of like a too-ambitious Naruto verse answer to Jessica Jones? Lol. But yeah. I don’t necessarily believe that you have to write with a conscious agenda (social, political, or otherwise), but I do think I ended up taking on quite a few in the course of this fic, not limited to: a non-male character achieving a kind of success that our society would typically associate with masculinity, a non-male main character exploring their sexuality before “settling” down, and sex generally being treated as this fluid thing that doesn’t need to be assigned so much importance. At the same time, I did also want to address a lot of topics that I felt canon probably had to sugar-coat to some extent: the inevitable trauma resulting from a livelihood embedded in so much violence--non-sexual and sexual, perpetrated and received, justified and unjustified (depending on competing moral systems). Sakura’s characterization was definitely influenced by this; Sai’s/Sasuke’s as well--and ofc I would be remiss if I didn’t also say that this is the driving force behind this fic’s Kakashi’s not-so-subtle differences from canon Kakashi.

Yikes! Those were some paragraph answers haha. But hopefully not too confusing--I hope I answered what you were looking for! Def feel free to drop any follow up qs / ask me to clarify anything :)

P.S. forgive me my typos lol 🙏

#q&a

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queenofallwitches · 3 years

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Why I hate people who spend their adult life arguing online;

1. Well it’s juvenile , I personally prefer to leave any and all pseudo intellectual social discourse in my 6th grade debating class...

2. You aren’t anyone important and not saying novel things, you are using people who have put information that is novel and trying to spin it into your own agenda.

3. Waste of time, fools will be foolish, and if you enjoy the discourse, toastmasters or academic debating would be more productive uses of time

4. You lack self insight

5. You are self aware and doing it due to your own egotistical, sadistic, cunning desires. (Trolls, deep fakes)

Why I never take anyone who loves to argue on menial topics seriously: (spiritually or mentally)

I am high iq and high eq. I am also “attractive by the conventional measures of society” I deal with the most pathetic and malicious idiots who cannot understand a woman who has aesthetic appeal, that can also hold a stimulating and intelligent conversation.

I don’t argue. I problem solve. Arguing online was faded out when I was 14 years old.

But people who are almost 40, ar still out there pretending that they are the most unique and authoritative source of blogging bullshit. When the world media and journalism is where we are today. The academic literature speaks a plethora more than an adult in the hamster wheel, unable to see they are playing checkers in a left vs right, design by social engineering and the think tanks of Tavistock, you play the part they put you to be.

A dialectic of irrational and repetitive arguments is never productive.

It lacks a solution or a higher order of resolution, why are you behaving to destroy when you are claiming to want to create a world better?

So unconscious and unexplained lack of self awareness in adults who are obviously insecure and ignorant becomes old quick.

I comprehend why it’s important but the level of the argument is basic, and been recycled 1000000 times.

Why am I writing this? Free speech is not free. If you can discourse over the same shit and never find a solution you are part of the same fucking problem.

How I know?

Life experience. Learning.

Love of learning and living and devouring the higher level of what if, how can we, let’s move into a better solution.

I have many years of experience that is beyond the understanding of most people and I have gone through things nobody understands.

One time I was a young teen, but was already too smart, too sassy, too aware and that left my life a wreck after I went too far.

I DID get expelled in the 11th grade. I’m no idiot, I am actually genius, by measures of conventional iq.

So I was academically talented without effort, not to boast, because I hated being smart.

But I did get the internet social discourse I needed to say; on things that we should be all knowing are social engineering in a designed dichotomy to divide and conquer.

I was in a program in high school called cum laude. I cannot recall the meaning. But we were advanced academics, not only skilled at learning but sports, extra curricular things like musicals, choir, crusade survivor camps (duke of Edinburgh), debating, tutoring/mentoring younger students & more. I won many awards without trying. Mostly for geography (social science), design tech, visual art & creative writing. I was learning university level things in year 8. And examining and analysis to debate in scholarly discourse about topics that were familiar when I was in 1-2 year of my bachelor degree. An example is philosophy, as this was mandated in the GT program. Smart is my sense of knowing how to balance the logical and the emotional. This is ONE percent of my life but one I did not follow through on and as a result I walk this path now, and I put up with the educated and intelligent “idiots” (like conformity, bullying, bitching kids in the same class) and refuse to stoop to low iq, low eq and low level idiots.

You waste time. I am not saying I am only exclusive to educated or academic professionals, that is not what this is about. This is about me being underestimated and undermined and never taken seriously because I get the most inhuman torment if I do start to speak my truth.

Lucky I found comfort in solitary rebellion. So. Let’s see what I am that is always going to be a work in progress but what my enemies forget all the time.

To remind you:

I am a born, intuitive empath, psychic and ancestral lineages of many esoteric paths play into my natural ability. I used to hate feeling, knowing and perceiving things that I could see happening, in my dreams, visions and “gnosis” before they happened. I felt powerless.

But now I know how to harness it, things change.

And yet still I have to sit back and observe, as I did for years in school, and then in the fucking shithole employment situation that was my consequence of 2 expulsions from schools. (They value conformity over fucking intelligence) I had a gang of kids in my last high school sign a petition to have me expelled and that is one example of how people in my life come to attack, hate, misunderstand and spit venom for no reason.

I never push that energy myself. But I call things as I see them. I am real , and my perception is primed to pierce the veil on those who lack authenticity, who are bullies, cunning, cruel, conformists, deep fakes, fraudulent, following orders for the sake of fear, or just narcissistic or psychopathic “organic portals” who carry out the agenda for the black lodge.

I have no issue if these people want to live a life away from me and what I protect. But when my sphere is crossed into on a repeated basis, I will study the situation in silence. I won’t speak of what I see, without objective and subjective factors weighed in a careful, cautious but not closed minded, way. See you and I are probably not the same because I’m the kind of human who always gives people the benefit of the doubt and believes that people are better, that is my detriment and my strength. I see the good and hope that others carry a genuine heart and soul. But my experience shows me that I am not wrong when I feel off, or intuitive feelings are ignored due to my “dismissal”.

When I find the truth, I always say, I knew I needed to listen to my heart and head.

That’s why I can never be broken, or betrayed, or backstabbed worse than before. It is always a learning lesson I am open to growing from.

I am always open to being wrong, or told how to be better, my flaws are on open display and I am not scared of that. I want to be more helpful to grow and nourish the people and places I interact with.

In my world, arguing online was a dying medium by my 18th birthday. For many reasons. But the enemy is a sucker for this divide and conquer, drama bred social and political bullshit that’s all just opinion and speculation. It creates a negative tone and teaches nothing of novelty or wisdom. It just shows how weak, insecure, paranoid, and self obsessed people who are too old for the high school bullshit, by miles, are. my enemies could even spit out the first longing to follow the death cult of the black lodge, I was already aware of what 95 % of you found out in 2020. I don’t mean to be pretentious or pompous, I’m not. I’m actually the most passionate, loving and open minded human I know. But the people who come into my spaces to play to prey. Imposters and the immoral, A siphoning sickness in a role to ruin, how could anyone do that but someone who is a soul-devoid parasite? That’s real fucking discourse. Let’s talk about morality, moral principles and how they are applied and actualised into the metacogition of your own microcosm.

Suggestions and solutions?

How about discourse on the metaphysics of mystic, magick, the mind and the method to mend the mundane world into a manifestation where a symbiotic system of mutually beneficial prosperity, peace, collaboration, creation & harmony can be lived on a daily basis?

How about solutions and sitting with your own shadow in the darkness to see your flaws.

how they only give me a free pass to watch the shit show. when push comes to shove and patterns that are seen in your behaviour, cyclically, are the key that unlocks the truth of anyone’s hidden motivation.

Why is deception and destruction never noted by the deceived, unless someone like me comes to break the wall of ignorance to say “hey this is the truth and it hurts and looks vile but fucking wake up”. No I don’t like the ripple impact this has but at the same time I am aw woman of strength. I will stand up for the real, authentic and genuine truth and speak my mind.

I don’t sugar coat this bullshit.

Nor will I indulge it.

Let alone be a person who lets it seep it’s tendrils into my life and what I love.

Not ever. Never.

As someone wise once said “despair ends, tactics begin”

You cannot claim any authentic path without putting your soul, blood and spirit to the test of facing your demons, slaying the darkness. I am not sure that comes with what I and others see these action and behaviour presenting to be.

I rarely write things like this, and only want to address this because i walk on a path of “rose and thorn”. My thorn will eventually slay whatever is a threat, a charlatan or a sheep in wolves clothing. By accident. Because what you are lacking is always looking to attack, I am always having to protect and defend my life from the evil.

I see you. I know the hidden hand x64. I am always open to forgiving people if they are sincere but will play reflection of the adverse if passive people are coming to what to me, is a beautiful and amazing thing, and to be acting as agents of sabotage? Shame on your lack of soul, and it’s lack of seeking to steal, stain and shit all over the things of substance, spirituality and sincerity will always be seen when I am the seer seeing the undertones.

So where is the moral compass?

Find yourself, and then you can find something real that is yours to be into and love. Maybe even this. But to fuck with what is real, while being fake, and following orders, is by far, fence sitting and fraudulent, insidious & infantile activity. Why not spend time looking inside to see why you are following this order from who for what? What is your genuine purpose? Soul mission? Higher self ? Or are you all still stuck in the love is the law is the law love under the will of the guy who wrote a book last century.

Fucking even Crowley lived his great work, and he has flaws and did things many would dispute to be “evil”. But he didn’t copy another clone from 100 years prior, following the mantra that someone else made up. That’s the stupid thing, the whole “do what thou wilt” was not do what you want but that is not a strong point for the sheep of the worst. I know as I see both sides, and as a child in the 90s I saw the dark, evil and insidious. To see that again, here, 3 decades later, playing coy but really carrying rancid intent.. is my call to commune what many will never see, because you all are complicit, and tell these fucking lies and divert productive progress by your stupid discourse. These people LOVE senseless debating. Semantics. Solutions, self awareness or seek a soul inside the empty cavern that the black lodge will set inside your sadistic serpentine, slimy soul.

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crimsonfacets · 3 years

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💘 Jiggies this in here for the demon wifes uwu

send me 💘 + A SHIP and i’ll tell you—

where they first met and how

When Vaggie fell into Hell, she was drowning in a sea of tormented souls. It was a nightmare, and it was very, very painful. Charlie was the one who helped pull her to the surface and the first to hold her, as well as comfort her. It was a very impactful first meeting that led to Vaggie forming a very powerful trust in Charlie from the get-go, and for someone like her, that sort of thing is hard to achieve.

how long their ‘flirting’ phase was before feelings got involved

Long! Playful flirtations were part of their aesthetic, but of course, somewhere along the way, things got very, very real.

who fell for who first ( if applicable )

They’re a tale as old as time in Hell, because both started falling just around the same time. I’m not sure what happened, but I feel as though some sort of event happened with the two of them that begun their slip into a very deep, very true love with one another. I think it’d be fun to figure out what exactly happened. :)c

where their first date was and what it was like

I feel like Charlie might have suggested a bowling alley due to being so flustered, so their first date was at one of the most flashy and theatric bowling alleys in the First Ring. A very neon-palette place! Very fun, honestly. Vaggie wasn’t too sure about it since she’d never been bowling before, but they ended up having a blast! Vaggie even asked what took them both so long to do this.

Afterwards, they both went for a drive to one of the best lookout points in Pentagram City and spent a few hours sitting atop the limo just.. snuggled up, and talking. Razzle and Dazzle wrapped them up with a shared blanket before leaving them to have their privacy. It was really nice, and they both just flatout fell asleep like that and woke up in Charlie’s room.

who asks who out and how ( with a sign? spelled out on a cake? just a simple ‘will you go out with me’? )

While I vibe with their canon story of them just having clicked together, I feel like after they both confessed, Charlie asked Vaggie out with panache; an enormous display of flowers formed into a heart with Vaggie’s name spelled out in the middle. Tons of stuffed toys and balloons. Cute cupcakes with little purple moths and goats on them. A bouquet of roses and being down on one knee.

Vaggie was very overwhelmed, but she loved it so much.

who proposes first

Charlie, for sure. Vaggie doesn’t have the confidence for it.

if they keep / kept their relationship secret or let everyone know right away

Pfff, as if they’d keep their love a secret. They’re proud of their love and are not hiding it! Everyone knew they were an item almost right away. Vaggie was a little nervous when it came to Charlie’s parents though, but Lilith&Lucifer had already far accepted her as a member of the family unbeknownst to her. The friendship she’s had with Charlie has a history and a fond one at that, so she’s been in the Magne fold for quite some time now. It was no shock to either of them that they both wound up like this.

where the proposal happens and how ( kiss cam at a baseball game? on a hillside surrounded by ducks? at a disney park? )

On Vaggie’s birthday. Charlie always does Vaggie’s birthday up big, even if it’s a closed event with just the two of them, plus R&D. This time, Charlie’s taken Vaggie up top to the Mortal Realm and they’re having a wonderful dinner in a very luxurious suite at a hotel that Vaggie has always wanted to stay in but had the funds to. It’s a private event and it’s a dream.

Charlie uses her magic and she summons some fireworks to enchant her beloved, and while she’s distracted, she gets on one knee and takes out a very gorgeous ring in an onyx band. Vaggie immediately senses something is going on, something more than it seems, and glances down, and nearly jumps out of her skin before immediately having tears just pour down her cheeks as she covers her mouth.

When Charlie pops the question, she even uses Vaggie’s real name. Priscilla López.

Of course, Vaggie says yes after tackling Charlie and smothering her in teary, teary kisses.

if they adopt any pets together

Maybe in the future when things are more stabilized and less at risk. A pet’s a big responsibility and they’re both very busy girls right now who are constantly on the go, and neither are irresponsible. I think a pet that’s independent could be good for them if they both wanted one, like perhaps a very regal and very lethal Hell Feline that’s warmed up to the both of them and incredibly loyal, and very protective. THAT could be cute.

who’s more dominant

I feel like they switch, to be honest? One’s usually in the mood to take control, but they definitely have their moments where they’re both in the mood and “fight” for it lol.

where their first kiss was and what it was like

Akin to the proposal being on Vaggie’s birthday, I like to think it was on Charlie’s birthday when they first kissed, brought on by Vaggie. She stole her Princess away from the crowd and used the Witching Hour to take Charlie to the mortal realm for an hour. There, she kissed Charlie under the stars, and it blew her mind. ♥

if they have any matching couples stuff ( mugs? sweaters? pillowcases? )

They have so much of this already people STRUGGLE with ideas of what to get them for their wedding. They have cups, they have pillowcases, they have shirts, they have shoes, they have bracelets, they have dinnerware, they have SO MUCH. SO MUCH.

It’s obvious they’re really into this. Like, really into it. Very sappy couple.

how into pda they are

Incredibly. They do not care who sees them, they’re going to snog and snuggle in public as much as they want - they refuse to censor themselves or feel ashamed of their affections. It’s very common to see their arms linked, or seeing one wrapped around the other’s waist. Kisses and getting lost in one another’s attention is something they’re prone to do, Lilith bless ‘em.

who holds the umbrella when it rains

I feel like Charlie does this and Vaggie thinks it’s the sweetest thing. Leave it to her babe to always be prepared.

where their usual ‘date spot’ is ( if applicable )

Going with the first date, I think their fallback is that bowling alley for fun. It’s just an enjoyable locale overall where they can just kick back and enjoy the food, the fun and the atmosphere. There’s a skating rink conjoined to the place, so it’s not strictly bowling - they love to go skating, too!

This is subject to change of course if it’s not fitting for Charlie, it’s just what I drummed up. c: Essentially, a really neat Arcade in Hell.

No I am not imagining them taking their kids to the skating rink for the first time and skating as a family. No, I am not crying about it.

who’s more protective

Vaggie is incredibly protective (as the Pilot has shown us!), but when it comes to serious dangers, Charlie is the Princess of Hell and it shows. She’s kind, but she won’t let anyone disrespect her wife. You don’t take shit from other demons, and you certainly don’t let them treat your wife like it.

how long it is before they sleep together ( can be as in ‘had sex’ or as in ‘shared a bed’ )

They’ve shared a bed before since the earlier days of their friendship! They’ve always been pretty comfortable together, even if the thought gave Charlie internal *BI PANIC*. When it comes to intimacy, however, they slipped during their friendship stage. They’d been good friends for a while (at least a year in) then suddenly whoops, they became friends with benefits after a little too much flirtation and a little too much sexual tension went overboard!

if they argue about anything

They have disagreements, but they never let it escalate into arguments. They hear each other out and they talk civil, handling it maturely. No emotional screaming, no misunderstandings.

who leaves more marks ( lipstick, hickeys, scratchmarks etc. )

Oh, Vaggie for sure. She absolutely adores marking what’s hers and letting the entire world know just who Charlie belongs to.

who steals whose clothes and how often

Charlie loves to steal Vaggie’s clothes, especially her jackets and coats. Their styles are different; Charlie’s formal and snappy, and Vaggie’s more stylish and on the gothic side. She’s a little obsessed with her white feather jacket, and Vaggie just thinks that’s adorable. Meanwhile, Vaggie adores wearing Charlie’s dress shirts as sleep shirts. ♥

how they cuddle ( spooning? facing each other? )

Tucked into one another. They like zero space between one another when they cuddle! One head beneath the other’s chin, limbs all wrapped around the other. A sentient knot with fingers lost in hair and lips pressed to the top of the other’s crown. If not like this, their faces are mushed together.

what their favourite nonsexual activity is

Besides affection? They really enjoy dancing together, and playing games where they get to be on the same team! They work very well together, if not sometimes losing focus because Charlie ends up goofing off and Vaggie ends up falling right after her lmao.

But, dancing. Dancing steals the top spot, for sure. They could get lost in dancing together easily, and lose sight of everything around them just as much.

how long they stay mad at each other

Not long at all. Feels bad, man. They refuse to go a day where they’re on the wrong foot, going to bed on bad terms just does not settle well in their book.

what their usual coffee / tea orders are

I feel like they both like their coffee the same; black with a few spoonfuls of sugar. It’s shocking because people expect Charlie to like it super sweet, but she needs that pep to last her through the day, and Vaggie’s the same exact way. The stronger, the better! But it always needs sugar because they love that sweet note. They’ll always have a dessert tagged with it too, though. It changes, from fresh baked snickerdoodles to eclairs.

Tea, on the other hand, changes. They experiment and are always trying new blends! They’ll usually get whatever the place is serving as House rec. As a default though for home, they do enjoy their Darjeeling. Also, these girls take their tea time very seriously, especially when it’s been a chaotic week.

if they ever have any children together

Eventually, yes! Vaggie has her own issues to get through first; she’s not sure she could be worth a damn as a mother since her own screwed up with her own upbringing so royally, but with enough assurances and talking, she’ll come around. The idea of them both being mothers makes her heart flutter. :’)

I like the thought of them having a bunch of daughters, but I like the thought of them having just one, too. Depends on what we’re feeling if we get to that point! <3

if they have any special pet names for each other

Of course they do! Terms of endearment are regularly used between these two. Vaggie usually calls Charlie, “Mi Princesa”, while Charlie calls her a whole litter of names every day of the week. Sugarbear, Honeycup, Sweetie-face, Apple of my Eye.. you name it. Vaggie, astoundingly, keeps up and is impressed Charlie has not run out of anything yet.

if they ever split up and / or get back together

NO.

red is not a fan of these tropes and will avoid them like the plague.

what their shared living space is like ( messy? clean? what kind of decor? )

Clean with decorative clutter. It’s a very cool clash of worlds, with Charlie’s classy style and Vaggie’s more darker aesthetic. They have creepy-cute plushies everywhere and canopies galore in red, black and purple. The air seems to sparkle. It’s a bedroom befitting the Princess of Hell, molded with her lover.

You have walls filled with posters of Charlie’s favorite musicals and memorabilia, and Vaggie’s more.. suggestive wall art and gothic posters ranging from original work she purchased to bands. There’s a wall they decorated themselves with their own graffiti and have tacked on lots of special things they both like!

There’s a corner of the room that serves as their online area; it’s a swerving black glass table with one computer that is Vaggie’s, and next to it is Charlie’s. Their areas are very personalized, but they have two little funko pop figures of themselves meeting at the middle of their sections that they mess with and change the positions of.

The bed is, of course, vast in size. Very comfortable, like laying on a mattress filled with feathers, which makes it very hard for Vaggie to get out of bed in the morning. The general blanket is black with a holographic effect that gives it a red and purple gradient, and the white sheets below are satin with the same property. There’s a lot of big, plump pillows too - black with gradients ranging from unicorns to moths and rainbows, depending on how the casing.

They have a balcony they have their tea time on, with a black iron wrought table and chairs to fit. A porcelain tea set gifted from Lilith with an apple theme, although the cups were purchased by the girls. “Hers&Hers” theme along with the setting, from washable napkins to the silverware. To boot, the bottom of the tea cups say “I love you”.

what their first christmas / hanukkah / etc as a couple was like

Wholesome. They’ve always had their Christmases together ever since they started bonding real tight, but this domestic vibe was added when they’d begun dating. It’s the same, nothing much has changed, but now there’s themes of romance and kisses beneath the mistletoe.

It was very warm and tender. A very pleasant memory in both their minds, memories from the gift exchanges to preparing a dinner for four (themselves + R&D), then later visiting Charlie’s parents at the Castle.

Vaggie loves the memory so much. She still can’t believe she can have a very beautiful Holiday like this in Hell, but Charlie’s here proving to her that it’s possible time and again.

what their names are in each other’s phones

On Vaggie’s phone: “💖 👑 𝓟𝓻𝓲𝓷𝓬𝓮𝓼𝓪 👑 💖 💍”

On Charlie’s phone: “💞 🥰 It’s Vaggie!! 🥰 💞 💍 ✨”

if they have any ‘couple traditions’ ( buying a new mug for their collection every year? baking every friday evening? )

Tea time, as mentioned before. Tea time is so crucial for both their peace of mind and generally for having a really lovely time together that’s like a mini-date-at-home. It’s a dedicated moment they both use to slow their roll and take stock, too. They both get so caught up in the business of getting the Hotel up-and-running they can oft neglect important things like eating and drinking, and just, you know, taking a break. R&D stick them to it and pull them out of their busy bee mindsets. :’>

who falls asleep first and who wakes up first

My girl falls asleep FAST, but I feel like Charlie’s always the first to wake up and usually Vaggie’s own personal wake-up call!

who’s the big spoon / little spoon

They switch! Sometimes you’ll find Vaggie draped over Charlie, other times you’ll find Charlie wrapped up around the tiny lilac-gray ball that is Vaggie.

who hogs the bathroom

Their bathroom is enormous! There is no hogging, there’s using it at the same time! It’s honestly cute and hilarious to watch them both fuss around while groggily chattering, sometimes clattering together to use the mirror even though it’s like, six feet long. They just gravitate to one another and clog the other’s space, mushed together. It’s handy though, because usually they’ll help one another with brushing hair and fixing clothes!

who kills the spiders / takes them outside

It depends on who gets there first! Although Charlie’s gotten Vaggie into the habit of sparing their HELLISH little lives, she still prefers to be the one who shoos them out in case Vaggie just says, “fuck it” and SQUASHES. Hell Spiders are no laughing matter - They’ll Fuck You Up.

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