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sagau-my-beloved · 2 years

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Share the suggestive sagau content please, if your writing/creating it I know its good!

-Rapid anon

You're all way too nice to me 😭

But I guess since I now have a general consensus I'm not gonna hold out, so warning it gets slightly more than suggestive a bit down the road, starts off pretty safe though

So I wasn't kidding that this concept, in one form or another, has been floating around in my head for like two years now

Obviously it didn't start out as sagau centered but it transitions so easily into that universe so I've expanded upon it

Basically the general structure is based off of how in sagau fics it's always kind of implied that the very land of Teyvat itself reflects the creators emotional/physical state

Like heavy storms/rain in imposter au where poor reader is getting hurt/killed by the characters, and the less seen counterpart where the day is just beautiful and perfect when reader is happy

Soooo, taking that, why don't we apply it to characters as well?

And by that I simply mean that the reader's emotions quite literally extend from themselves and can be felt lowkey by anybody close to them

So if the reader is happy then it's almost as if it's impossible to be anything else in their presence, happiness and bliss just permeates throughout the room lifting the spirits of anyone that comes in contact with

Then of course, if the reader is sad, every living thing near them suffers the same pain

It's also considered a universally good thing even if the reader is experiencing negative emotions, which are then also felt by other people in the general vicinity, because at least then all the acolytes know exactly what their beloved creator is feeling and the moment when they're feeling bad, it's not as if it can be hidden, which then allows them to jump right in and try fixing it

I headcanon that this sensation is obviously stronger the closer to the source, aka the creator, that a character is, the strongest of this sensation being felt when the character is physically touching the reader

I feel like there's just a very big variety of what you can do with this concept, like having usually sad/depressed characters finding relief in the creators presence, happy energetic characters instantly feeling waves of negative emotions and just booking it to where the creator is to calm them

You could even extend it further and have this happen in a less dramatic way with the creator statues, if the reader is still in their own world

Like it becomes a daily ritual to visit the creator statue to touch it and feel exactly what they're feeling, it's a sacred place of relief for tired fighters, stressed akademiya students, and sad acolytes who want nothing more than to just bask in the warmth of the divine creator, and if they're met with a negative emotion it's customary to leave an offering and a prayer for the creators wellbeing

Now, moving into the more suggestive aspect of it, and I'm sure you can see exactly where I'm going with this but—

All feelings are amplified for others near them, including pleasure and arousal

Sooo, just saying, there's a lot of potential for some fun drabbles where maybe a particular character quite literally gets addicted to the intense bliss felt from merely touching our dear reader

Or maybe something more like said character can get off on focusing solely on pleasing their creator and the effects of that (not as if they couldn't already, but now it's a bit more literal)

And, in a few things I've written, I've also extended this concept so that the previously mentioned euphoria gets so intense that it becomes something of a baseline, as in there's an actual feeling of pain or at least discomfort from being without it, cough character abandoning all dignity and begging to touch the creator cough

Taking the phrase "addicted to your touch" to a whole new level 😀👍

#genshin impact #sagau #genshin x reader #yandere genshin au #yandere genshin x reader #brainrot #thanks for indulging me #I want you to know that it would take very little to get me to write so many drabbles on this idea alone #idea of being physically needed go brrr #head empty only this #sugestive #rapid anon #I wasn't kidding about the y'all being too nice thing #I promise not everything I write is good #in fact I'm often very worried most of it isn't #so thank you for the encouragement 👍#means a lot and there's literally no way I would have gotten this far without it #getting personal in the tags on this Wednesday night woo

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lostarchivesoforpheus · 1 year

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Hello!! Can I request dan heng on his first date ? Thanks ☺️

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dan heng x gn!reader

summary: to say dan heng was happy to be going out with you would be an understatement. he was practically ecstatic that you actually accepted and reciprocated his feelings for you. however, he had never actually been on a date before, nor did he know much about romance. so, how will dan heng overcome his anxieties and survive his first date?

warnings: possibly ooc(?), dan heng's a lil bit anxious but it's nothing too intense, physical touch (hand holding), mention of food/drinks (ur at a café date)

"Hey! C'mon, hold still already!"

"I've 'held still' for 15 minutes, March. Can you move on from my hair already?" Dan Heng, clearly annoyed, reached to push March 7th's hand away. "Hmph, of course not! I have no idea how you of all people managed to charm someone, but if you want to keep them around, looking good on the first date will definitely help! Now let me just fix this little bit here!" March said matter-of-factly, putting all her focus on making sure another strand of his hair was in the perfect spot. Dan Heng rolled his eyes and said, "You know, if you keep focusing on my hair the entire time, you're going to make me late." "Oh, fiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiine. I guess your hair looks pretty alright," March stepped back a bit to see if his hair truly was up to standard.

"Alright, Mr. 'Oooh, look at me, i just wanna show up looking half-decent to my first date ever oooooh', your suit's next. And be prepared to sit there eeeeeven longer so that I can make sure that your outfit looks absolutely 100% perfect, alright?" March poked him incessantly and gave him a disappointed look. Dan Heng sighed, but didn't argue.

As Dan Heng sat at a table, waiting for you, he couldn't help but feel nervous. First off, he was worried you wouldn't show up (despite the fact that he himself had gotten there 15 minutes early). He was also afraid that you would find him boring, like many others do. Oh, and he was also anxious about-

"Hey! Sorry to keep you waiting," you gave him a small smile as you waved. "Oh, uhm, it's quite alright. I'm just glad you're here," he said sheepishly. Just seeing you made the butterflies in his stomach go crazy. Unfortunately for him, though, his worries remained rooted in the corners of his mind all throughout the evening.

Truly, he loved listening to you speak, but was he responding to you enough? What if you thought that he wasn't actually paying attention to what you were saying? What if-

"Uhh, hey, Dan Heng? Are you okay? You can leave early if you're feeling sick, I don't mind!" Your voice snapped him out of his thoughts. "Ah, sorry. I just.. um... well.." he stuttered and looked down at his drink. "Well? Really, if there's anything wrong, you can tell me. I won't judge," you reached over the table and gently held his hand, the sudden contact making him flustered.

"A- Are you sure it's alri-" "Yes, it's alright, Dan Heng. I don't want you to be unhappy. If there's anything you need, I want to help you with it," you interrupted. Startled, he looked back at you. He was silent, for a few moments, but eventually admitted his worries to you.

"I guess I just.. Well, I guess I was worried you wouldn't actually like me if you got to know me, if that makes sense? I- I don't know, I just.." he sighed and sunk back into his chair. After saying it all out loud, it all sounded silly if he was being honest.

"Oh, that's it?" You giggled a bit before continuing, "It's alright! Honestly, it's completely normal to be anxious about a date! Don't worry though, I love you just the way you are, so don't change yourself just to because you want others to approve of you, okay?" You squeezed his hand and gave him a gentle smile.

At that moment, Dan Heng felt his heart swell, and he smiled more than he had ever smiled before.

At that moment, Dan Heng knew you were perfect.

a/n: hehe attractive men being awkward on first dates go brrr aaaaaa i hope this turned out ok hehe i loved writing this (also personal hc that march will most definitely be a smug little shit when u and dan heng are in a relationship just like giving him advice or helping him get ready for dates but teasing him every time hehehehehe)

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lyrakanefanatic · 7 months

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I mentioned in another post how Xander max and gigi can’t be left alone bc something ALWAYS happens, so here is the fic I made for just that!

Grayson takes a sip of his wine, glad that the dinner party is almost over. Him, Jameson, Nash, Avery, Libby, and Savannah were all invited to a “special” dinner party, and with all the drama surrounding us lately, Alisa made us go, leaving Gigi, Max and Xander at home. I’m mid chewing a perfectly cooked steak when Xander calls. “Excuse me for just one moment.” He said, getting up and walking towards the doorway. “Hello?” He says, answering the phone.

“Hellohihowsthedinnerpartygoing.” A nervous gigi speedily responds. I frown.

“It’s good. Is everything okay?” He asks, growing suspicion. “As okay as everything okay would ever be okay!” I hear Xander yell in the distance. My frown deepens as my suspicion grows.

“Gigi, what happened.” I demand. “Well, there was a situation with the microw-“ She says, getting cut off by the sound of smashes and glass clattering. My eyes widen. “Xander?” I yell into the phone. No response. I try again. “Max?” He said.

“Everything is perfectly fine! This microwave is just in need of a beating.” Max yells, before he hears another smashing sound. I grimace, before levelling my face into cool neutral anger.

“What the hells going on?” He demands.

“Me, max, and Xander all wanted to try and make a robot together. We all did pretty good, but we needed a bit of heat to turn it on, and I figured a microwave would be the perfect place to start.” Gigi said casually. Grayson could physically feel the years being taken away from his life.

“You figured a microwave would be the perfect place to put a robot?” He shouts. Gigi snorts.

“Okay, I can see now how it might have been a bad idea. But to be fair, you’re dirty rich. Can’t you just buy another microwave?” Gigi asks. All anger at this point has been placed by pure annoyance. Grayson drags a hand down the side of his face.

“That’s not the point! The point is, you could have gotten blown up. Or the whole kitchen could have been lit on fire! What were you thinking?” He demands.

Xander snorts. “That maybe you shouldn’t have let the idiot brigade stay home alone?” He jokingly asks. “My mistake.” Grayson says in deadpan. He hears another smashing sound in the distance.

“Is the microwave still on fire?” He worriedly asks.

“Nope!” Came max’s voice. “This is just very therapeutic!” She says cheerfully.

“Max.” He said, using his most stern Grayson Hawthorne tone, the one that said I mean it. “Put down the bat. Now.” Xander and gigi both made ooooh noises.

“Brrr. Fine, Elsa.” Max begrudgingly said. He heard a small clattering sound, and was sure she had dropped the bat.

“You do realize that Alisa is going to kill you all, right?” I ask them, a smirk plain on my face. There’s silence between them, before max speaks up. “Well, better that than the microwave.” She says, trying to be cheerful.

“No it’s not.” Grayson says.

“Yeah, you’re right.”

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btw this is my first fic ever so I’m sorry if it’s bad 😭😭 I didn’t rlly know how to end it too so yeah sorry 😭

#I love them 💖💖#can u tell I love max? 🫢#maxine liu #xander hawthorne #gigi grayson #grayson hawthorne #the inheritance games #jameson hawthorne #nash hawthorne #avery kylie grambs #the brothers hawthorne #libby grambs

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queenofgravyfries · 1 year

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I'm so happy people love my rise! Hcs, so I'd figure I'd share my hcs for rc9gn as well.

Randy-

He believes in Judaism like Howard's family, he started to study it and follow the religion because of the weinermens as well. He hasn't told his family yet because they follow a different religion and want him to follow it(the Japanese religion Shinto).

His dad's away on work trips a lot, it's why he brings up his mom so much, she's the one always around.

His mom works as a caretaker for young kids(like Marci did), she's in her own head a lot so Randy can often get away with a lot.

Randy sometimes does dumb crap to cheer someone up(can't cry if you're laughing at him).

I joke about him being blood thirsty but in all honesty I don't think he is, he'd kill out of necessity but even then he be merciful(to people, animals/beasts are free game). And even then he wouldn't like it. A "I did what I had to" kinda situation.

Mature for his age due to his parents being busy most of the time.

Nothing wrong with weinerham as a ship(I just want to make that clear) but personally, I think they'd see each other more as brothers, I think Randy associates the whole weinermen family into his own, AGAIN there is nothing wrong with shipping weinerham! What i am saying is mere opinion, please Don't use this to attack anyone!.

Has called Mort dad before, it was a great moment for Mort.

Considers Mort and First ninja as father figures, in their own right. Not that he doesn't care for his bio dad, they all help him in some parental way, Mort being the comforting force, First ninja the motivating one and his bio dad being fun loving one.

Is very proud of his Japanese culture, his dad would make him study the language, history, and mythology, which was the one type of teaching he liked.

Is Very protective and clingy when he's in love.

Gets physically violent if mad enough (see: Raiders of the lost nomicon scene with bash as that's where I got the idea) which is why he tries to restrain his emotions.

Met Theresa off screen by bumping into her a little before "so you think you can stank?".

Has nightmares about Norrisville getting destroyed, normally he can handle it but sometimes it scares him bad enough he needs Something to shake him back to reality.

Ploplop-

Has definitely got some magic skills.

Grew up with first ninja, the nine took him off the streets when they first found norrisville.

Is actually First Ninja's voice of reason when he gets angry.

Helped the "shadow warrior"nine brother with his magical techniques.

First ninja-

* these are mostly on the idea of him being in modern day

Would absolutely own a dog named something like poopsie or spots.

Leather jackets and motorcycles 💫

Is addicted to coffee, rarely sleeps, and has in fact gotten dragged across his home by ploplop demanding he respect his wish to "sleep when he's dead" lol.

He was the baby brother ™️ of the nine. He looked up to all of them.

One of his brothers created the "Shadow warrior" persona out of "necessity", he truly believed fear would give them the power to stop the sorcerer.

First ninja studied every method, fighting technique, rages etc. From his brothers, he wanted to be as good as them someday.

The dragon fist move he does in "13th century Ninja" is a move only he can do. his brothers had moves exclusive to each of them as well.

It bothers him about his anger, he wants to teach himself to calm down but it's difficult, given the situations he often finds himself in.

Gets as jealous as Randy if ploplop gets other friends, it's like a yandere but in a more platonic way.

Him and Slimovitz would be pals i think.

LOVES SHARP THINGS, WEAPONS, KNIVES, THEY MAKE HIS SQUARE HEAD GO BRRR.

Used to head butt and bite his opponents, until his eldest brother demanded he stop.

The red tie he has his hair tied back with is from his second eldest brother, who was almost like a mother to him.

Booray-

Born in the swamp, parents died while he was really young.

Grigri/swamp spirit is either a witch he knew or his bio mom, either way she dead now 🤷‍♀️.

The creep/Bruce Mcheese-

Slob lifestyle 💫

Is the strongest thing in rc9gn's universe yet doesn't raise a finger at threats because 💖trauma💖.

Isn't from Norrisville, wasn't even born there(my man gotta be from a realm)

Has a mythical gf but they argue a lot.

Is closest to first ninja since they've spent the most time together.

Pacifist in present day, menace in the past.

Theresa-

Wants to become an actress

Needs reassurance a lot

Cries regardless of emotion

Isn't fond of Howard but is more then willing to change that for Randy's sake.

Is being raised by her step mother(she's big, Scottish, and very protective).

Has a parrot(patty) along with the hamster(sammy).

Norrisville-

Everyone lives scarily longer then normal, side effect of the stankings. it's why no one bats an eye at immortals like Ward Smith or Creep.

Tourists often visit to try and live longer as well, or get some footage of a monster attack.

Those "top 5 unsolved mysteries" videos are flooded on Shoobtube, almost all of them talk about norrisville. Norrisvilians watch them to laugh at since there always because of a stanking or robot.

People outside of norrisville are mixed about The ninja, some are grateful he saves at least one town, others wish he would extend his heroism.

#rc9gn #rc9gn randy #rc9gn fanart #disney #rc9gn au #randy cunningham #randy cunningham 9th grade ninja

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lavalamp-juice · 9 months

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MUTANT MAYHEM SPOILERS -

Movie Review/Rambiling alot

This is ur last warning >:o

AHHHH I LOVED IT

Visuals- BRO THE ANIMATIONNNNN UGGGG all the textures and little squiggles makes my brain go brrr. Was it just me or did the horses have googly eyes? Heh cute 🐎 UGH THE BABIES. THE BABIES. ALMOST FORGOT TO MENTION THEM. Ever since having an influx of babies in my family, those parent baby scenes have gotten to my heart strings. Those scenes used to never get to me but man they really do now I cried. It's really interesting how everything EVERYTHING in this movie is not symmetrical. Opposite Wes Anderson, I like to call it. It's eye candy. It gives me the same feeling as watching old cartoons that used cells. Like each frame is homemade. it helps bring life to the mundane.

I could see if people think it's a little too different for them to like, BUT NOT ME 10/10

The Turtles - Very teen it's cool. It is impressive to have teen characters that don't make me cringe and sink into my chair. So that's suchhh a plus! While most of there slang will be obsolete in a couple years that's fine. Actually making them act their age is a great decision.

Leo got that unintentional rizz. No bit actually has a show ever done a Leo April ship? It's interesting it was cute. I don't see much chemistry but tbh I think that was intentional / a good thing. I would have disliked if there was a bigger Leo April sub plot. I like how he was pretty reasonable throughout the whole movie. Not a total party killer, but also not lazy as a leader. It will be so interesting to see how they all grow 🥺

Raph- He's pretty cool, the brute as always not getting everyone one in trouble :D

Donnie- I know Mr. Rogan wanted too make them realisc teens, sadly this also took away Donnies super intelligence. It's very understandable but I wish he was a lil bit more of a nerd, saying something smart here and there. Probably my bias tho since I really like super intelligent characters :P none of Donnie's doohickeys in this one. It might be cool to see him throughout the series and other movies slowly begin to code and make stuff. At least his winning personality shines in this movie!

Mikey- Just Mikey being mikey. Its so nice seeing him happy and at the end go to High school and live among humans 🥺 it's the ending I kinda wanted for Bay verse Mikey, at least we can see it here!

The other mutants- Also very cool but there's a bit too many to really get everyone's say, which is what I was worried about when I saw the cast list. Other that SuperFly and Mono Gecko it felt like many didn't get a time to shine. (Especially Bebop & RockSteady)

Story/Plot- Honestly with all the all the TMNT content I have imbedded into my brain I thought I wouldn't ever see the "status quote" change SO dramatically. It was compelling to see that Splinter (and super fly) TRIED to go in the human world. And were automatically shunned and basically beat up emotionally/physically. The way super fly explained how he unalived that guy who was harassing them was scary. Very vivid and almost reminded me of Batman? Like the way SuperFly explained that he beat the guy up to a the point were the guy was no longer a threat (which is what Batman does) but Superfly, unlike Batman kept beating him up until... yeahh. It was sad that Baxter Stockmen apparently got killed? If I understood that right. It was very sad to hear especially cause again, baby stories are gut punching me. Baby SuperFly was cute I need a plush of him🥺 I'll raise him good not evil.

I had no idea the turtles and the mutants (other then SuperFly) were gonna team up so fast. It was a bit of a surprise but good.

The ending of all them moving in together tho. Also if they have so much space why don't the boys have separate rooms? Anyway, Team Found Family wins again <3

I really enjoyed Splinter noticing his mistake and like fixing so quick. It's a bit better than Rise Splinter where us arc takes awhile more.

THE TURTLES GOING TO SCHOOL?!?¿¡?!? ¿QUE? DOING WHAT NO TURTLE HAS DONE BEFORE. GOOD FOR THEM <3

The "I'm gonna turn the whole world into mutants" is kinda over done :/ but still good stakes!

Humor- Milk joke coming back full circle. Donnie your not supposed to be driving >:[ but while. Your at it go there. Heh it was funny and loved it.

Cons- Throw up joke. Ehhh just went on a bit too Long

Humans suddenly accepting is a bit too optimistic but I'll allow it.

Overall- Animation makes it worth watching and of course the story, characters and laughs. 9/10 I'm so excited to see it again!!!

#also i saw it on Saturday #but i wrote alot...#tmnt #teenage mutant ninja turtles #mm tmnt #tmnt mm #mm #tmnt mutant mayhem #mutant mayhem #mutant mayhem spoilers #ahhh #i really liked this movie if you couldn't tell.#movie review #lava reviews #lava posts

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latimeria-fell-from-heaven · 3 years

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Not a request, but please just imagine:

A reader that doesn't speak to people much, much less of what may be troubling them when others ask out of concern. You made a sad expression today? Oh, don't worry, you'll be fine soon enough. You seem jumpy as of late? Ah, well, that's just from some vague nightmares you've had, no biggie!

But then you come back home, and the facade drops as your pet comes to greet you. A bird, a cat, a dog... whatever kind of pet it may be, you adore them all the same. It has been a tiring day, and you wish for nothing more than to collapse onto your bed and dream the remains of the day away. But instead of the bed, your back merely slides down the door, and you sit, your animal companion besides you.

And that's when the words spill. All the fears you've had, all the sadness and disappointments, all of it fills the air as you hold your furry friend close, relaying all that had happened and your thoughts and ideas. It's... easier, telling it like this. Safer, even, knowing that your pet would not understand the sentences that come out between small hiccups and dripping tears, knowing that no one would hear (nor care) about all that you said. It was just you and your pet, and that was all you needed to pass each day.

Unfortunately for you, someone does hear. The walls are thinner than you know, but you cannot hear anything over the sound of your own voice in your room. The question is: do they respond? Do they leave? Or do they show their help in small ways?

I have no idea where I was going with this, but I just thought of Xiao, Childe, and Kaeya and how they each have their own share of secrets and how they may help in different situations and the rest of my mind went "haha, idea go brrr" and made this scenario? Either way, thank you for reading this (and low-key inspiring me in a way)!

hi hi anon!

hjddjvbfvd- this is so goodd, i love it! you did really well with coming up with this! also i'm so happy to hear that i've inspired you in some way!

seeing as xiao is often a bit lacking and uncertain when it comes to human emotions, he may falter when he hears the sobs and heavy words fall from you. he does understand the more negative emotions, as it's something he's been faced with for nearly as long as he can remember.

but he'll try his bestーhe comforts you in small, but sweet and significant ways. he'll offer to let you rant to him whenever you feel like you'll burst from all the pent-up emotions, and while he's not the best at the advice concerning emotions, he's a rather good listener and won't tune you out. if you so wish, he'll accompany you if you need someone to be by your side. and no, you can't fool him, no matter how much you lie and insist everything is okay. he's waayyy too stubborn and observant to believe your obvious lies.

childe is a family man, so he's had his fair share of his siblings crying, and going to comfort them. so it's his natural instinct to go and comfort you, even if you try and resist. he just silently hugs you close, slowly stroking your head, and wiping away your tears. his voice whispers soothing nothings into the air, effectively tiring you, and you eventually sleep just like that, in his arms.

he's constantly checking in on you and will keep you company quite oftenーto the point where you'll wonder if he's actually abandoning his Fatui duties just to tail you. he's done this with his siblings oftenーchilde will give you headpats quite often, his tendency to physical affection showing through. he plays the role of a doting older brother and makes sure that you know that if you need a shoulder to cry on, he'll be there.

kaeya is quiet the whole time he hears your sobs, an uncharacteristic stoic expression upon his face. he quietly leaves, leaving behind nothing but a mere whisper that is proof of his even being there at all. but unbeknownst to you, he's making preparations for you later on.

even with his calvary captain duties, he still wedges in time to spend with you, popping up when your emotions become too much, or when you least expect it. he invites you out to the tavern, and depending on your preferences, he'll order some wine for the two of you. he takes the two of you up to the second floor to have some privacy, and will be the shoulder you so desperately need to cry on. What words are exchanged between the two of you are kept as a secret. Don't worry sweetheart, he won't tell anyone, you can trust him. He is actually being truthfulーhe never tells a soul about what happens.

ugh this is so bad, but i hope you enjoyed my mini-analysis nonetheless!

#lati speaks

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rawbin69 · 3 years

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*Slowly walks up to you, cradling this*

*Gently sets it down in fromt of you*

*SPRIN TS THE FUCK AEWAY IN PANIC*

Okay anyways hi I’m back after like, months lol, sorry about that (but I’m not actually back because I’m busy trying not to die because of school-work and trying to work on some MAP parts. I literally said five days ago on my yt channel “Hi I’m back now!! :-D” and school just said “no <3″ which, um, rude. So yeah I might come on and occasionally come post something but I’m really not gonna be coming on here to be active

OKAY OKAY but I need to explain these sketches because they will be suuuper confusing without context, I am very aware, yes, so there’s an explanation (+ some extra art and a non-shaded version of the stuff above) under the cut :-)

BASICALLY, @lulzyrobot made this AU of Pokémon Sword and Shield and now I have brain rot because of it. Also this AU will indeed be confusing to those who have no knowledge about sword and shield so here’s a skippable paragraph about the game:

(OBVIOUSLY SPOILERS BELOW)

Basically, SwSh is just a Pokémon game (no surprise there) and its gimmick or whatever is Dynamax, which turns Pokémon like. Really fucking large. (Some of them can also Gigantamax which changes their appearance as well as size, but we don’t care about that here bc it really isn’t relevant). In all gyms (except one, Spikemouth) there are power spots, which are needed for a Pokémon to Dynamax. If they’re not close to a power spot, they can’t do it. There are also power spots in the Wild Area (which is, you guessed it, an area in the game). At one point in the game, the villain -- Chairman Rose -- starts up something called “the Darkest Day”, which happened before in the Galarian region (which is where everything takes place), in hopes of getting infinite energy for them or something like that (really makes no sense but like ok pop off ig). To do this, he basically uses these things called Wishing Stars -- which are what allows Pokémon to Dynamax -- to summon a Pokémon called Eternatus. In-game, you basically just summon two other legendaries (Zacian and Zamazenta -- they’re on the cover of the games) and fight Eternatus and then catch the fucker. That’s all context you need for this AU so let’s move on to that now:

The AU is basically that Eternatus sends out a powerful blast which fuses trainers with Pokémon, to varying degrees. The closer to a power spot you are, the more likely you are to get it bad. If you’re far enough from one you won’t be affected at all. A person can merge with multiple Pokémon, but the more of them, the harder it is to not go wild. If you merge with a wild Pokémon, you’ll become a Wild Trainer (and those basically act like, well, wild Pokémon).

If you want more info (which you do want, trust me on this), here’s a post made by the creator themself!! https://lulzyrobot.tumblr.com/post/610890677032747008/pokemon-dynamorph-au-masterpost

OKAY ANYWAY, back onto this specific sketch (wow I really went on a rampage there lol)

I decided to Dynamorph my trainersona(??????) (btw, both the Dynamorph version AND the “human” version are WIPs, I’m not completely happy with either of them) and this was the resuulltttt

- Their name is Robin (because I’m a bastard that does self-insert ships with no shame)

- They merged with their Arcanine (and I’m considering also adding a wild Lycanroc, both so I can give them Epic Claws™ and so that their whole extremely volatile nature makes any sense)

- They have some REAL trouble keeping themself in check. Like. They’re constantly on the edge between becoming a Wild Trainer and being “normal”

- Because I am, like I said, a bastard who does self-ships without any shame they are together with Piers. yes I am a simp for him.

- Robin has their select group of friends (made up of all gym leaders minus Opal because they have no idea what the fuck is up with her, as well as Marnie, Hop and Leon. No they don’t give a shit about Bede) which they are super protective of. They have to be reminded that they can all handle themselves, because they might otherwise become a bit possessive.

- While they are a raging storm you do NOT want to get involved with in any way to anybody outside their friend group, they are really nice to be around when they really care about you. They may be pretty stubborn, but they always do what they think is best for their loved ones. On multiple occasions, they’ve gone out to collect any sorts of gifts they can find that they think their friends will enjoy. They are super gentle and kind with Hop and Marnie (which, by the way, they’d literally die for either of them) and they’re overall a good friend/partner. Their main flaw here is their temperament and somewhat possessive nature.

- If anybody did something to even moderately hurt any of their friends... hoo boy, you do NOT want to do that. They’ve nearly killed people for leaving so much as a scratch on their loved ones, and have to be physically dragged away so they won’t really kill somebody.

- However. Despite really, truly believing they'd never, under ANY circumstances, hurt ANY of their friends... they’re wrong about that. The only ones they could truly never purposely cause harm to would be Piers, Marnie and Hop. Yes, it would take A LOT for them to hurt any of the others (like, they’d only hurt the others if they tried to, idk, kill them or something. Or if they tried or actually did kill somebody else in their close circle) but it could hypothetically happen.

- If they ever were to see Rose, he’d probably be torn to shreds on sight. Literally nothing would be able to stop them.

- While it’s near impossible for anybody they don’t care about to calm them down, it’s pretty easy for especially Hop, Marnie, Piers, Raihan, Leon and Milo (and the others, but less so for them lol).

- They were right by a power spot, like they were about to step into a den, when the blast happened so they were. Really fucking affected by it. They stayed in the Wild Area for a while after that, searching for their Arcanine who had “mysteriously vanished”, before they transformed. They were basically a Wild Trainer for at least a month before Piers found them and managed to get them to remember who they actually were over the course of two days. It was,, really concerning when they’d at first been texting him pretty much non-stop to update him on what was going on with them just to then go radio silent for a few days, especially since people had begun transforming at that point. Haha angst go brrr

- You must ignore how their clothes still kind of fit despite them growing to be both more ~muscular~ and tall and how it’s not dirty for the sake of my convenience ok

Ok I think that’s all? woah that was a long post lmao

Anyways, here’s the promised extra art (first one is the same sketch without any shading and that stuff (buT I MISSED ONE, I DIDN’T REMOVE THE SHADING FROM ONE I AM SORRY LOL), second is Robin as just a regular trainer)

Oh also some context for some of the sketches:

Bottom one where they’re screaming “yOU mOthErFuCKeR” is what their reaction would be to one of their loved ones being killed

The one with Milo is Robin just. Being near him. After probably having some sort of panic or anxiety attack because they’re worried about everyone. Because Milo is a really calming person to be around.

Top one in the middle is Robin just patting the red eye-lens-things Raihan got from his Flygon because they find it to be Very Entertaining to just pat them for no reason at all.

The ones where they’re hugging Marnie would take place right after they come back to Spikemouth after their month(s) as a Wild Trainer. They still weren’t used to being around people (and much less BEHAVING like a PERSON) so they were pretty awkward about Marnie hugging them.

The one where they’re surrounded by darkness to the right and kneeling forward is them in the middle of their “transformation” after the blast happened.

Fiery ones at the top right are just Robin being pissed as fuck lol

(Still haven’t decided if this will be the “official” team of Pokemon I have, but it’s cool for now. Also yes, I added an extra Pokemon to my “team” who isn't actually a battle-Pokémon or whatever. I NEED APPLETUNS EMOTIONAL SUPPORT OKAY)

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Cher, I think 8 is my favorite number now 🤧 Thank fuck classes ended early. Fuck, I dont have enough words on how chapter 8 is so beautiful written. It the right amount of nsfw with the mutual sexual tension. Petra 🧎🏻‍♀️ thank you for pushing levi to be pussy drunk. The overstimulation is *insert incoherent words words bc like reader, I think I went brain dead too* .

Levi speaking french ✋🏽 I just. Died. My heart stopped. Tho reader had no fucking idea what he was saying (HOLY FUCK, WHEN HE SAID HE FUCKED HIS FIST TO THE THOUGHT OF READER IN FUCKING FRENCH, I DIED, RESURRECTED, AND DIED AGAIN IT MADE ME HORNY HOLY FUCK) I felt her. Her needs. Her wants. God it was like she was really me. And him calling reader beautiful for the nth time? Yes, please. Tell her how much she affected your French dick. Yes. Praise her after being an asshole.

Moon river is already one of my fave levixreader fics. I cant wait for them to go BRRR on chapter 9. Incredible and Amazing work on chapter 8 😭 thank you so much and I hope you get to eat your favorite food today or do your favorite hobby. Just. thank you so much! French!Levi will be on my mind for a very long time now 🧎🏻‍♀️💛

Gonna bring this up again bc it’s my favorite phrase I’ve read and probably gonna think about for a while—-“J'ai baisé mon poing en pensant à toi, juste comme ça,” (I fucked my fist thinking of you. )

Let me just die and come again and die again bc I could really imagine his sly smirk while saying this 😮‍💨.

-With much love, 💛🌼🌻 anon

okay I’m gonna spoil a bit of chapter 9 because of how nice this message was

Levi calling reader beautiful is VERY intentional — not that he doesn’t think reader isn’t sexy, or hot, but Levi’s down horrendous :/ but it’s true. he thinks she’s beautiful, and to Levi, that’s one of the highest compliments he believes a person can give. because he’s not just complimenting her looks, it’s everything. he finds her so beautiful, more than just physically!

ALSO THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR KIND WORDS AHHH I’M LITERALLY SO HAPPY THANK YOU!!! and yellow is my favorite color so ty for indulging me w the yellow emojis at the end, I hope it’s okay I call you sunflower anon <3

#moon river asks #cherieanswers #sunflower anon!

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bigbatlittlebat · 3 years

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since matchups, i am 5,1 i have waist length brown wavy hair with red tips, i have browns eyes also, im very sarcastic and will not hold back with my words i have been told i can be a bitch but with people im close with im very clingy and affectionate (like a cat) im an Aquarius, im in my last year of highschool ap classes for all my courses but math im in honors math, im taking an ancient Greek languages class for fun and im taking ap Latin, and the classes i need to be a nurse , im also bi.

Do doo do...

Barbara Gordon (Batgirl/ Oracle)

I mean yeah she can be pretty sarcastic too which means there would be a lot of romantic orientated banter going on between the two of you.

But that would usually take place with you either draped over her or with your head in her lap because above all this relationship thrives on physical affection. Like telling the other person they're dumb while kissing their knuckles kind of loving

Long hair makes ideas go brrr. I just love the idea of her playing with your hair and actually knowing how to do things with it because she has had long hair too.

Also her taking ancient Greek classes with you so you can learn it together and bond over it. And talking to each other in it once you both start to get a grasp on it.

Need help with studying? Not anymore, Babs has a fair bit of experience with computers after being Oracle and batgirl and can and will find any information you need for your courses whenever you need it <3

#dc matchups #dc match ups #batgirl #barbara gordon

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walksinlatewithcoffee · 3 years

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Ya know I’ve been doing some thinking since I’m doing that mcyt themed run of Pokémon White 2 and I don’t have a bunch of ideas but here’s my scattered thoughts:

Grian has an Emolga (cause if he was a Pokémon it would be shiny Emolga I don’t make the rules) as well as a Braviary (because I have one named Grian. It’s a big red bird.) and a Chatot (Prof. Beak!) and of course a Delcatty and a Persian! But the last three don’t do much, they’re just his pets.

Mumbo has a Magneton and like, every member of the Klink line and he loves them so much, and a male jellicent cause mustache

Iskall? A Solosis, definetly. For some reason he also gives me like... grass type vibes? Maybe a trevenant???

In my game I named the Terrakion Tango cause it kind of looks like a ravager so idk what you’re gonna take out of that.

False gets an Aegislash and a Salemance no questions asked

Keralis gets a Flygon cause I named my Flygon after him cause of the eyes. Also Flygon’s are cool.

Cleo with ghost types maybe??? Banette and Mismagius are p rad.

Ren gets a Mightyena. Idk for some reason I feel like he’d have an Elgyem too??? Idk.

Scar has a Happiny, and maybe a Hattrene??? Something wizard-y... OOOOH DELPHOX??? I’m thinking a Delphox for sure

In my game my Lucario is named Etho so he definetly has one. Maybe a Weavile too?

Also side note Etho the Lucario has proven time and time again to be damn near useless he just dies all the time and his move set is trash without a brick break tm but you don’t get that till THE END OF THE GAME FOR SOME REASON. No steel stab, only fighting type move for like 40 straight levels is force palm of all things, to be honest I was only keeping him around for the ice punch I put on him at the move tutor but I have a Walrein now so that’s pointless! if he could live long enough to get a swords dance up we’d be fine but he gets oneshot by everything! Tbh at this point if I wasn’t already on the verge of being underleveled for the elite four I might replace him with a False the shiny Drapion cause this is just a constant reminder of why I usually don’t use fighting types and why poison is my favorite type. Toxic + venoshock +dark move + coverage move I can already see her move set in my head. Pair her with Captain and his hail + ice body to stall out anything that they throw at us... hm... it also takes out our serious lack of ways to deal with psychic mons since so many of them are also flying types in fifth gen which renders Xisuma useless as a counter even though he’s also electric type, trust me I tried it on Skyla’s swobat it doesn’t work, plus getting rid of the flying weakness we get by having two fighting types and a bug type. it’s so tempting but she’s like ten levels behind and I’m sitting at 3 levels below the trainers on the routes... honestly fuck this game. How am I underleveled even though I never skip any battles????

Wels definetly has a Bisharp, but I could also see him with a Rapidash. In my game I named the Cobalion after him cause I didn’t know what else to name it.

Xisuma with bug types is my greatest need, I named my beloved Galvantula after him, who is carrying the team (alongside Grian who I never expect to pull weight but he always ends up carrying battles when everyone else struggles) despite not learning a single good move since catching him, his move set was already great to begin with. I love Electroweb. It’s such a good move.

This is kind of just turning into me talking about my game actually.. so anyway Keralis the Flygon. Bulldoze go brrr. Dragon tail go YEET. Rock slide go FUCK BIRDS ALL MY HOMIES HATE BIRDS. Earth power go YOU THOUGHT HIGH PHYSICAL DEFENSE COULD SAVE YOU, BUT IM FOUR PARALLEL UNIVERSES AHEAD OF YOU AND BROUGHT A SPECIAL MOVE AS WELL! He was so worth the Like 2 hours I spent running through grass by Lentimas town trying to find a male Vibrava.

And the 2 non-Hermitcraft members of the main team, firstly my starter Techno the Emboar who I love but he also needs to learn a better fighting type move. What is it with 5th gen and terrible level up movesets??? Im still using ARM THRUST. AT VICTORY ROAAAD.

And of course, the character limit struck me down so we have TheCaptain, the Walrein who I could genuinely not find a better nickname for but I needed in the team cause there’s a reason I haven’t finished this game in the like 10 years I’ve owned it. Iris is scary. Also we needed a surf mon other than the level 5 Azurill I’d been using this whole time. Cap has ice body, which is one of my favorite abilities! When I played sword for the first time I kind of almost solo’d the game with an ice body Vanilluxe and I never looked back! And now I will do the same in White 2, then promptly finish all the side quests stuff and leave the copy forever untouched after in perfect glory cause IM NEVER DOING ALL THAT AGAIN HOLY SHIT.

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Headcanon: Gory Details and All - What do Giselle’s Zombie’s actually want from her and how does her blood affect them?

So this is going to be something of a very LONG and very rambly theory post combined into a headcanon because I doubt we’re ever going to receive any sort of canon explanation for this but it is interesting to consider perhaps the further ramifications of how Giselle’s blood effects the people she zombifies, looking more closely this time at their own state of mind and how they are effected by it rather than just Giselle’s own understanding of her powers (because in that regard it probably be as simplistic as ‘ahahah zombie making machine go brrr--’)

For starters, it’s important to note that none of the high ranking officers (i.e. people who Giselle zombified while they were still alive) never once turned to Giselle and beg her or talk to her or really even communicate with her, unless it’s the follow her orders and have a much lower sort of mental awareness and than her other zombies (at least in regards to Toshiro who is almost completely silent in his fight against Mayuri). The only one who does actually look at Giselle, and either ‘defies’ her or asks her for something, is Bambi. And while she never clarifies what exactly she wants from Giselle, it’s pretty obvious that the item of her want is Giselle’s blood (I think even CFYOW confirms this).

So here we have this this slight discrepancy, between how the blood effects those who are living and those who are dead. I’ve written in some threads already how it’s more like an instinctual call to action that Giselle’s blood possesses within her zombies rather than a verbal or actual soul binding ability and I still think that’s true for the most part. Seeing as it can be reversed with the excess of poisons and toxins of Mayuri (if the subject in question is still alive) that suggests it is still very much a physical power that cannot simply be strong armed or broken through will alone but requires some sort of bodily intervention to circumvent, hence why we see no characters fighting back or ‘breaking her spell’. HOWEVER, should be noted that the living members of Squad 11 did have some semblance of understanding of what was happening to their bodies when they were being commanded by Giselle to kill themselves and one another and they were begging (and failing) to fight back against her in that regard.

(Lets all strum a song on the worlds smallest violin for these poor folks)

So maybe it has to do with just exactly how ‘alive’ her zombies are when she turns them. When you’re a fully still alive, and you are infected, you’re still ‘yourself’ but you can’t control anything your body does and you are painfully aware of this, up until you are told to die. How fun! (Though what constitutes as being alive gets pretty strange because for Kensei and Rose, it’s described that Giselle came across their ‘corpses’ but then we go down a rabbit hole of vagueness in what constitutes actually being ‘dead’ and by Soul Society standards, I think it means when your spiritual pressure is completely eradicated. So they were technically ‘dead’ but maybe still physically alive enough that Giselle could turn them. In human terms I can imagine it’s sort of like how your heart can stop beating and you’re declared ‘dead’ but your brain still function so you’re still alive in some sense? This is the one part I’m not super certain of so please feel free to correct me on it!)

Going back to the body and will power thing, Mayuri notes that the living zombies have no trace of any personality, not like Bambi where it’s almost the inverse of how she acted when she was alive, but they just don’t make any demands or beg or act out of line or cry or feel fear, they are completely void of any free will. Giselle explains this as being down to when you turn somebody before they die, their mind still dies in the process so it’s easier to control them.

And while this is grim and the reasoning and rationale is a little bit... off (I admit I’m not an expert on brain death in the body and whether what shes saying makes even a lick of rational or objective sense), I think it shows that Giselle’s blood has more of an effect on the instinct and bodily nature of the people she controls rather than like, a little voice in their head or an actual manipulation of their way of thinking and understanding. At least until we go into how it effects Bambi.

Now I want to go more into the nuts and bolts of the actual actions of the zombies and see if that can tell us a bit more about what her blood does to them on a mental level.

Again, we’re going to have to discern it from the living and the dead, and when looking at the living, it doesn’t seem like it does a whole lot other than complete autonomous control over their actions and abilities. (WHICH GRANTED SEEMS LIKE A LOT, but I’m thinking more in the realm of their reactions and personality and this idea of free will). The living zombies have none, but her undead zombies, or singular, zombie, Bambi does. (Also a fun little titbit, Giselle is noted in CFYOW as refusing to keep any of her undead zombies around, with Bambi being the singular exception. So she really is the only one who is effected like this! Isn’t that fun?)

A theory that might be plausible is the idea that her blood can heal, but I don’t think the healing factor is really one with much validity considering a lot of her zombies get bruised and beaten and battered despite being under her possession and Giselle heals them using her preferred method that I like to call ‘well they aren’t using it anymore so finders keepers!’ in which she steals body parts of others, breaks down the flesh and reforms it, we see her do this twice, once for Candice and once for Bambi. Although when healing herself, she seems to want her own blood back rather than just dead bodies to use, which makes it more likely that the healing benefits do more for her than they do for her zombies, so healing qualities for her zombies can be out of the equation here.

Well, what about embalming? Maybe her blood is more of a preservative than a simple healing tool! That might be true, but I can’t really confirm or deny it based on the evidence considering that we don’t really see much of her zombies rotting and needing her blood in that regard, bUT the inverse is also true. We don’t see them rotting full stop, so that might hint that it is an embalming fluid of sorts because it’s stopped the decay of their bodies! Could be either or, this is probably going to come up in a crack thread or headcanon about her working as a mortician so we don’t need to consider it super deeply until then.

Now, for how her blood effects her undead zombies on a mental level. I’d say it functions as a sort of addictive drug of sorts, though it is hard to discern to what sort of level because we only see it affecting Bambi, but her dynamic with Giselle still does show us a lot. Pursuing from the canon manga interactions Giselle has with Bambi as well as some very bare bones translations of the CFYOW novel, Bambi’s entire feisty and cruel personality is gone, replaced instead with a subservient almost dazed and blank canvas of a personality that only responds to Giselle’s commands. Bambi can still feel her emotions though, she can still fear for her life and call out for her comrades, still recall moments of her past with a strange sort of joy as well, express some sort of delight at Giselle giving her attention but all of these are almost entirely antithetical to the Bambi we know from earlier scenes. And all of them, especially her eagerness and willingness to do Giselle’s bidding, is always undercut by the desire to get more blood from Giselle.

I think the closest analogy would be that it’s similar to the bond a vampire has with their familiar or ghoul, which generally is someone who feeds on the blood of their master and from that point is basically possessed to do all their dark bidding and is constantly needy and demanding for more and more of their evil undead blood. Another good comparison might be the ‘healing blood’ from the Bloodborne lore, which is described as being intoxicating and giving people who drink it great powers, though if you drink too much of it, you risk losing all of your humanity and turning into a beast that needs to be killed.

On the last point, (god help you if you read all this rambling) I think that point about gifting the person with ‘great powers’ I do think there is an element of Giselle’s powers which allows her victims to act very much without restraint and unbridled with any concerns or worries that they might typically carry when alive and constantly thinking through the ramifications of what they’re doing, who they’re hurting and why they’re attacking. To have these stripped away, and replaced with just a guttural instinct to only listen to commands and obey. It runs the risk of curing you in one sense, but also turning you into a mindless beast in another.

#headcanon: gory details and all #// yikes this is a doozy #// sincere applogies to mobile readers

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kristallioness · 4 years

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2016 | 2017 | 2018

*quietly sneaks back in*... Happy New THIS Year, my dear followers! In Estonia, we have this saying that if you wish someone a 'happy new year' after Three Kings' Day (the 6th of January), you gotta have a bottle of alcohol with you and give them a drink. *lol*

Anyways, I would like to apologize for the sudden disappearance that happened prior to Christmas. I was just busy travelling back home for the holidays, unpacking and putting away my stuff, watching some great, traditional movies or shows on TV, and most importantly, working on those 2 latest masterpieces that I posted (which barely got 30 notes each.. *sigh*).

But as you can (and probably will) see, the year of the yellow earth pig (i.e. my dad's year) was a rollercoaster of emotions and accomplishments, or lacking thereof.

My creative side seems to have suffered the most due to lack of leisure time. I only managed to finish 3 full digital drawings and left behind several sketches or unfinished WIPs (2 of which are revealed here under the months of June and November for the first time, I intend to finish the Korrasami one btw). At least I got to start 2020 with a completed drawing on the very 1st day, ha-ha! Perhaps that's a good omen for this year?

If so, then I hope I'll find the time to finish the rest of the 2019 Inktober prompts, since I only did 4/31 this past October (even though I'd thought of ideas for all of them). I brought all the necessary drawing utensils and sheets of paper with me, so whenever I'm in the mood, I'll try to sketch another one.

*calculates for the nth time*.. I wrote 18,110 words worth of fanfiction, plus 820 words for the UYLD prompts (making the total 18,930). Technically, you can count another 8k+ in there, since it comes from that unfinished story (of Aang taking care of a flu-ridden Katara, as illustrated by the September sketch), which I haven't finished within the last 4 months or so. Plus, I barely wrote 1/5 of the amount compared to 2018.. *hides in shame*

Then again, I was an excellent pupil for picking up an actual book and reading through 150+ pages (which means I have ~300 pages to go). I'm talking about the new Kyoshi novel that came out. As I once said, I haven't voluntarily read a book in years make that 2 years ago (most of the reading I've done in my life is either Tom & Jerry comics, now the Avatar comic trilogies and art books as well as fanfiction online, or compulsory reading during school). But this novel is freaking fantastic superb!

Not only that, I bought all the new comic trilogies and managed to read them through. Damn, did they give me feels.. especially "Ruins of the Empire" (ngl I squeed so hard when I saw the Korrasami farewell kiss on the 1st page of the 2nd part). I can't wait to read the 3rd part this year!

However, I failed to rewatch Avatar last year, and I haven't seen Korra since.. 2016, I believe? Wow, that's 4 whole years.. But I intend to fix that mistake starting from 2020. Hopefully I'm in the mood to start my rewatch this weekend tonight. *fingers crossed*

But as I said, I had much less time to focus on my hobbies since 2019 was the year for finally moving on with my life (sort of, I'm still working on it). I still remember how down I'd been feeling for a while and how valid those emotions really were. The first quarter of the year (+ like a month or two) was a continuous descent into desperation and feelings of utter failure, which already started around the 2nd half of 2018 and only continued to deepen around that time.

Everything began to change when I was first chosen to be part of a 2-month summer internship in an IT company, and I had to start building a new nest in a new location in Tallinn this May. And now, I feel like I've hit the jackpot by getting a permanent job in another IT company this October.

I got the opportunity to work in two different fields, in two different teams within a year. I met some awesome colleagues (a lot of whom are foreigners) and got the chance to really put my English skills to the test.

Thanks to the new job, I also had to go to a free health check, which went really-really well. Despite my nervousness in the beginning, I feel much more relaxed about my physical (and mental) health, cause the results showed that everything's okay (something I'd been worried about since March 2017).

Speaking of health or staying healthy, there were a few sports events that I went to, too. Our team held the first winter team event (it was the first one for me, at least) by going to do archery in a range on the outskirts of the capital.

I watched the football match between 2 teams of our local league at my hometown together with my dad on his birthday. Our home team won the match and came in 4th place overall in the league this year, which is their best result so far (I'm really proud!). And merely days before I started work, I visited the Tallinn International Horse Show for the first time (also with my dad). I last got to watch horses jump over fences or dance to their musical programs ~ 10 years ago, and I loved it!

Event-wise 2019 was pretty full of them. As has become tradition, I went to the Defence Forces parade on our 101st Independence Day (which seemed rather bleak compared to the centennial, even more so since we didn't have ANY snow at the time).

What will hopefully become new traditions, I visited the television tower on the Restoration of Independence Day (where Uku Suviste gave a free concert in the evening), and went to the Veteran's Rock concert (to honour our war veterans) on our Freedom Square on the 23rd of April (since I'm residing in the capital now, I should be able to go again this year).

To continue with the centennial celebrations (yes, some things are STILL turning 100), I saw and explored inside the armoured train no. 7 called "Wabadus" ("Freedom") in the Baltic Station. This armoured train was one of the keys that led our country to victory during the War of Independence from 1918-1920.

There was an even bigger (150th) anniversary to celebrate in the beginning of July, when I attended our Song and Dance Festival. This was a really important, if not the biggest event of the year. I intend to make a longer post about my experience, cause it's something that you foreigners need to see for yourself. I can't simply describe or put it into words, I have to show you some videos and photos.

But while we're on the topic of concerts, I should mention that I went to 2 more at the beginning of June - Bon Jovi and Sting - as well as 2 that were part of Christmas tours in December - Elina Nechayeva and Rolf Roosalu.

Besides that, I went to 6 different festivals, half of which I'd been to several times before, such as the Türi Flower Fair, Jäneda Farm Days (where I went on my first helicopter ride for my 25th birthday present) and the Christmas market in the Old Town of Tallinn.

The other half is comprised of festivals that I'd been considering going to for a while, or which took place for the first time. The latter applies to the Black Food Festival, whereas the "Valgus Kõnnib" ("Wandering Lights") and the duck rally, both of which took place in Kadriorg, fall under the first category.

The duck rally is a charity event held in the beginning of June. Regular people can buy at least one (or several) rubber bath duckies for different prices, which will then be dumped into a tiny stream that'll carry them towards the finish line. This event has grown more popular each year, and the money the Estonian Association of Parents of Children with Cancer (sorry, long name in English!) collects is donated to the Cancer Treatment Fund.

*wipes forehead*.. Phew! I'm surprised, that's a whole lotta positivity for 2019. I think there's one more important, but seriously negative topic I haven't covered yet, but I feel should be mentioned and explained.

When it comes to politics, 2019 was a complete disaster for us. EKRE (Eesti Konservatiivne Rahvaerakond in Estonian, or Estonia's Conservative People's Party in English) i.e. our populist/nazi/pro-Trump party is in the government as of April 2019, thanks to 100,000+ idiots (out of our population of 1.3 million) who voted for them and gave them 19/101 seats in the Parliament.

No, I am NOT going to apologize for calling them a nazi party, because their main leaders have repeatedly supported ideology that's common to nazis (they use aggressive rhetoric, blame the media for making them look bad, downgrade women, minorities, are racist, anti-semitic etc...). And I will not apologize in front of the people who voted for them, because "thanks" to this, EKRE has dragged our country's reputation straight through a mud puddle (not to mention the scandals that have accompanied 5 of their ministers, 3 of who have THANKFULLY stepped down from their positions) and.. *swears like the British*.. it's BLOODY EMBARRASSING.

I am done being nice, I have at least some kind of prejudice about anyone who supports them or their ideals. And I will certainly not let Estonia end up like America. So that is why I participated in two protest events against EKRE and our current government (because the 2 other parties, who were willing to form the coalition with them, are spineless jellyfish that simply seek to hold onto their current positions of power). I'm willing to take bets as to when our government falls (the sooner the better).

*shakes off the frustration*.. Brrr! So besides that, I guess the only downside to 2019 was my spare time falling back in the list of priorities (which shows in the empty square of July).

2020 is gonna be the year of the white metal rat. I can only hope (and take action so) that it'll be just as eventful, and much more creative than 2019. Thank you all for following me (or lurking anonymously) for so long, especially to the bloggers who've offered me support through better or worse! *raises a glass* Here's to 2020!.. *sip*

#personal #shards of Kristal

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timelessbian · 4 years

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hi it me again. IVE SAW AOTW. Physically I'm like. Fine. Emotionally? I've been laying face down on the floor ever since. Also whY ARE YOU APOLOGISING FOR A RANT?? IT'S WHAT I WANTED >:3 God there's just. So much to say about this ep!! I don't even have the WORDS, words reduced to AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. So. Thoughts?

ADHFSJDFH hi again!! sorry that it’s taken me a while to respond; i’ve been really busy with moving and everything the past few days, but i really wanted to answer this before the finale bc i have Many Fears asngjsjdjbvhdsbfvhbsa

under a cut again bc this is rambling and probably incoherent, but let’s go!!

my first thought is that i LOVED the episode. from the animation to the storytelling to the voice acting that made me cry...this was an absolute highlight of an episode. they packed SO MUCH into like 20 minutes and i have so much love for everyone who works on this show i just can’t, it’s so good!!

also i feel like i conveyed this in my last rant, but i think lilith is such a well-written character, and not to be That Bitch, but the fact that the majority of the fandom really just full on lost their minds on her is literally kind of hilarious. like...i am a female villain stan first and a human second. i am simply vibing ashvhbdfhvbhdb.

i feel like a lot of people have said this better than i could at this point, but i think there’s be a redemption arc coming. most of eda and lilith’s interactions prior to 1x18 really played up the love that still exists beneath the tension. the sisters still clearly love each other, but obviously so much has happened between them that they could never have had any kind of true resolution without the secret of the curse coming out. lilith’s been carrying her guilt for years and at least with it out in the open, they can maybe start to reconcile. (obviously this would need to be a very long process, and even if lilith is working hard for it, eda (and luz!) aren’t under any obligation to forgive her for anything) (also full disclosure: i’m a lil bit biased on the sister thing bc my current original project has a sister set in a similar situation with similar vibes to lilith and eda (coincidentally, i swear!), and i know i’m writing them a fitting reconciliation, so i’m hoping the show will give me the same lol)

also, i know this is something i covered in my last rant, but there is clearly SO MUCH MORE to lilith’s story. she clearly feels guilty and genuinely seems to want to try to help eda, but i think she’s been so completely under the emperor’s thumb for so long that it’s going to take a major betrayal by him to get her to realize just how far she’s gone. again, this isn’t excusing anything she’s done, but i think that s2 could really delve into the relationship between the sisters more (which could play well with an arc in which amity has to reconcile with the reality of the emperor’s coven given that lilith is her mentor). what was the final straw that split the sisters? what was their relationship really like before the curse?? can we get lilith eventually coming around to be the cool goth aunt of the owl fam??? @ dana terrace i want answers!!!

as for my thoughts moving into the finale, i’m predicting that lilith is going to realize that the emperor has been lying to her the whole time, and that she’ll make some kind of big sacrifice so that eda and luz can escape, whether it’s her position or her magic (or her life, but i really don’t think they’re going to go that way) and she’s going to have to figure out who she is without the emperor controlling her. (okay, random thought that i literally JUST had typing this out: what if she loses her magic and has to start learning with glyphs like luz or something like that?? i have 0 evidence to support that, but it’s just a thought i guess)

also, i don’t really have thoughts about this stuff, but i’m a fan of the ‘lilith is also cursed’ theory, even if it’s just a side effect of casting such a powerful curse or something like that. i’m not into the idea of belos being their dad (i’m still lukewarm on him being related to luz though. if the whole ‘camilia is azura’ theory pans out, maybe he’s camilia’s father and luz’s grandfather or something? idk, but i’m interested in how it’ll play out! i don’t think belos will be dying in this ep, so i think there’ll be a lot to unpack there next season. also just everything related to the palismen, and in particular owlbert vs lilith’s raven. give me more palisman lore immediately!!

really the tl;dr of it all is that i know hating lilith is the popular opinion rn but ummm....evil raven lady go brrr you know? i am TERRIFIED for the finale, but i’m also so beyond excited for it because i know even if it makes me cry (again) it’ll be well worth it, and i hope that the hiatus before s2 isn’t too long because i don’t know what i’ll do with myself lmao. (i mean, i do have a half-finished angst fic that i’m holding to finish until after the ep just in case, but i’m just gonna be vibing until the new season ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

so yeah, those are my thoughts as they stand right now. thank you so much for indulging me!! my roommate whomst does not watch the show is probably sick of hearing about it by now, so i love having an outlet to scream lmao. i don’t know when you’re reading this, but as of writing this, it’s only about 2 hours until the finale drops online, so i am Afraid and i’ll probably be face down on the floor immediately after i finish it. feel free to come back and scream after the finale bc i’m already sure i’ll be screaming!! anyway, luv you anon, and i suppose i’ll see you on the other side sbhbvdbavjs <33

#i literally cannot believe i am this on edge for a finale like i have predictions but idk they could pull the rug out from under me #less than 2 hours i'm bracing myself lmao #anyway thank you for coming back anon ilysm and i'm always down to scream about toh let's go!!#toh #asks #anon

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